My hair has turned completely gray on one side of my hairline in the past year of literal torture to death on a daily basis accumulative stress from 16 hours or more of death threats screaming and me unable to stop reacting--the drugging which is pumped into my body while sleeping and inserted into my food with a series of brain and spine/nervous system implants has rendered me incapable of hesitation to control the instant response which comes out within a fraction of a second to interrogation questions about all that I do so the filth shit scum who are stealing my ideas can just ask me after they have murder skits rape skits homeless skits imposed into my deep sleep state in the teleportation. Then waking up to them threatening my life asking me for more ideas so rotten hate white trash nazi shit and their minions can steal ideas and call me a stupid bitch in return make nasty racist comments after asking me for ideas--so rotten next nazi part latino scumbag closeted a$$-wipe dirty american with the german sinister psychopath nazi faux punk liberal is asking me about my healing remedies and ideas then hissing dirty jew and the problems of america are due to you (as in referencing the nazi justification for genocide that jews were and always are responsible for economic collapse and media deception and pedophilia (i.e. weinstein but nazis used this prior to the genocide as part of a social engineering tactic of total dehumanization and discrediting) I heard fuentes-rabies say that making any judgement on the blonde nazi kirk wife was just not his role to play--making judgements but instantly he uses every disgusting racial slur against me unjustified whereas the actions of the kirk widow probably are--only that as a part self-hating latino white supremacist he cannot utter a single word against the white nazi ilk he bows and scrapes to in deference which is why I call him an a$$-burrowing groper for the white nazi rat scum he worships while hissing hate judgements at me for defending myself against racism---something he cannot do instead he emphatically joins with the white nazis. I saw this behavior by brown skinned latinos as a routine rule rather than an oft-time behavior it was like a pandemic endemic in that cohort---and so I see this from him.I write this just in conjunction with everything else today--he continues to hack his goddamn videos or commentary of his crap--and the reason he joined in to the club of torture and racism against me was because I watched these videos he had formerly hacked--and because he is a sensation I wanted to understand the trend. I got frat boy beer drinking porno stupid thug stupid idiot screaming racist slurs at me and lavishing slave mentality worship of all things white nazi in this group for the past few days. A cheerleader closeted a$$-groping grouper for white nazi boys--

 this patch of grey hair is from years of literal screaming in rage all day and afternoon literally all day every day without a single day of being left alone by the sleazy greed of this incompetent group of filth who are obtaining more and more lavish lifestyle slots by the nazi 4th reich for just simply saying and doing all nasty, stupid and immature hate acts at me--for some reason no one will explain to me how or why this is happening they just say that I called aunt oprah an aunt jemima and that I worked at the lusty lady (after this group had my spine fractured the metal rod stabilizing the scoliosis surgery because my family had my body poisoned all my life and everyone else in my vicinity at restaurants landlords neighbors and roommates boyfriends rapists all had put in my body and food to make my spine crooked the poisons are still latched onto my spine but now hard due to the cementing of the stabilizing of the spine with elements which are hard as rock--accumulated into huge "shelf-like" structures 6 inches in length from the spine and about 2 inches in depth into my body and elsewhere)

but, the unbelievable sickness with which every single person is dealing with me for no reason other than just to show antisemitism for the "bad" one like me who has no affiliation with judaism is not practicing and never has--I have never practiced this religion I was told that I should move to Israel by someone back in freshman y ear of high school I tried to do this the drugging made it impossible for me to study and learn the hebraic alphabet (hacking is making it impossible for me to write in caps)

and also the culture I could not jive with could not assimilate into

their deference and something warmly creepy like some kind of weird substance I felt it on my skin like a foreign element after contact like a different energy penetrating into my body which felt like a foreign substance but unhealthy-- a sense of despair with a kind of weakness I did like and their sort of lack of boldness and sillyness and I do sound "racist' In this context but

otherwise, I have just not found anything attractive I have been lambasted from most early childhood by the wealthy jews of great neck where my wealthy family came from--in the last few years my mother invited her high school buddies to her home for an anniversay fo their great neck high school reunion and she only brought the half-german-spawned female my sister had who appears like blonde nazi type--and utterly has shunned me with my father's appearance of "swarthy" skin and very dark hair

to utterly racist the jews have become shunning anything but the most white

and the contract out on me is undoubtedly in partership with wealthy jews which my family is associated with

so many jewish people have participated in this attack upon me and they lavish the same slave mentality that fuentes-rabies exhibits in utter worship of the longed for white nazi status that if you just demonsrate utter hate and abuse and racist slurs at me which the white nazis only get their aspiring to be white minions to make in their stead

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and so, "they" are attempting to force literal slavery on me sex trafficking abusive sex on a totally dehumanizing scale much worse than epstein more akin to brutal rape and dehumanization which it absolutely is

that I worked at the lusty lady in san francisco which was a feminist sex venue behind glass panels so there was no contact and the management was all female-under the former 80's and 70's feminist movement philosophy that women should be in control of their sexuality and not humiliated nor forced into sexual submission to male fantasy dehumanization. Not saying that any male establishment is like the latter but there was a definte difference in this female-controlled and owned unionized establishment to the others-much more female empowering absolutely about women being proud and in control rather than having to conform to dictates by any boss, male or female.

this has established the "I'm a good christian" rape and abuse doctrine of newsom and mike johnson alike who have sexually assaulted me had others brutally rape me using the excuse that I am some prostituted whore, evil, dirty and stupid and not capable of anything but being a sex slave with no human rights and that hitting slapping and then stealing my ideas by blonde women who are couch casting and rape cheerleaders absolutely working for male sexual domination but if they just abuse me, like the minorities working to assimilate into the ranks of approved-of minion for plantation better living

and also I read tarot cards, having read books but not being able to get a single penny due to all attempts being hacked (tried to read on Keen all money was taken by various hacking which I will not elaborate on now but I am unable to earn anything the blocks to internet and the gaslighting discrediting and the gossip and the discrediting just makes all people shun me, any financial attempts)

at the lusty lady I was gang stalked as well and very viciously they drugged me and many joined into that organization after I joined and they turned the atmosphere into hate and discrimination; which, by the way, other women "of color" won law suits against this place but the information has been somehow taken down and all accounts and books on this most unique establishment are written by mostly very white blondish women who were part of the team--the few light skinned token black women were like the oprah of the team smiling and joining into the attacks upon me and thusly more conjoined with white supremacy

this is the way for the rise of blacks into more mainstream the dream of inclusion based on antisemitic hate holocaust cheerleading next to the blonde nazi feminist rape organizers they embrace one another as preferred entitled victim not-victim 

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I worked at the lusty lady because the terrorists made a metal herrigton rod loose in my spine after they literally made it come loose--the surgeon had put this "trick" rod into my spine so when the time came and they created a faux "accident" it could be unlodged from my spine turning outward and coming out of my back; this was intended it was put in by the surgeon who also butchered part of my spine so that area could be fractured in another attack--which came a few years later by the group associated with the german sleaze rat pig scum currently spending hours of abuse with kkk noem assaulting me and threatening--with the love adoration of every black possible joining in with the ever-loving black-adoring german who while in stuttgart he and his friends his type really hated the black american soldiers they embraced them openly but spoke of them viciously with racist callous hate and that was to me, I can't imagine how much more hateful they were while together without trying to insinuate that their hate for the blacks was similar to mine, while still feigning that they liked me in some way (before having my spine crushed the surgeon had cut into the bone literally in the first surgery for the rod to be fixed along my spine--once the rod was finally taken out in stuttgart after it had been loose for over 2 years and no hospital would help me perform necessary x-rays or do anything, ltierally nothing in the united states) thusly I worked at the lusty lady and I was being stolen from by the management but was so drugged I could not account for my money I was being stolen from by the managers who made feminist proclamations to the blonde women and other whites working there--blacks were treated with racism and hate those who were very black but the whiter blacks were allowed to join into the hate and attacks against me which they did--not so eagerly but eager to obtain laud by the white nazi clan which was a clique there--

but that is the rationale for the hate from newsom that I worked there hate statements about me being a dirty bitch etc and he's a clean good christian---etc etc and me reading tarot cards but just give me a reading he also demanded. KKK noem demanded a tarot reading although not an open demand like mtg had done but first grabbing my tender parts first--then threatening me, and then demanding with screaming along with mike johnson a tarot reading and I could only get to about 2 cards and then gave up I could not concentrate so I read the cards "wrong" but that is the basic tenor of the situation

they want to destroy utterly any sense of self-mastery any sense of beauty they scream about my sagging and half-paralyzed destroyed body, sagging breasts and while I am in the shower they make loud nasty comments about washing my genitals filthy and etc while I am fighting the poisoning they poured into my body to render this

but using the lusty lady as this excuse for raping me to death and then me reading tarot cards because me having sexual independence from their most murderous hate pornographic exploits and these same attitudes from years of studying feninist literature and being part of a feminist movement in Minneapolis under andrea dworkin (although due to drugging on the very sidelines so drugged I could not participate if only I were able) but those ideas stolen by shitalina the stupid ugly sick filth who has spent years having me brutally raped by racist nazi men who dehumanize degrade slap my face call me bitch while I am in deep sleep state teleported with drugging so fierce my every reaction is like deep love for an utter scum piece of shit I abhor who is a whore they all really are--dumping that label onto me as often as possible

to destroy any positive self-image about my sexuality and womanhood and to destroy my home so it's filthy and broken down every day some attack is made multiple times on my home debris black dirt brown goo smeared it's all permanently staining also no amount of scrubbing, which I cannot do from the hard poisons literaly latched on my spine and muscular structure

and thusly

all attacks with the most stupid and sick blatant dirty sick mentality all reason for promotion--the utter debasing of sexuality upon the not blonde woman is echoed in the highly paid twerk factory of black women selling this as self glorification of their sexuality

it is a fine line between this image and sex slavery because the women who do participate in this twerk sort of glamor porno black woman imagery very often are the most extreme of white nazi supporters---

they are being paid in multi-millions to glamorize the sex trafficking trade which is underway in the world, to dehumanize but to glorify this sex debauchery and I am not referencing morality but a stratification of women of porno identification which in the realms of daily life and this tech mean that many will be sex trafficked in a simlar manner as I have been but they will believe that they are "hot" and "sexy" in doing so

so hard to type so I end here

i try to not react but the reactions are within less than a fraction of a second due to the seamless coordination of microchip implantation and the drugging which is part of the murder aparatus

they go on and on killing me every day, more promotions more germans are rushing to move into los angeles so the happy and loving black twerking women will have more warm and loving white germans telling them how wonderful they are and although they do not realize it, black english are seeming to get the more lead roles in very high grossing and top award-winning movies replacing the american brood, twerking and all

less money will be pumped into selling the sex slave girly girl image until it is just demanded for free as they are doing to me

with severing out part of my uterus as punishment for screaming for the 5th year in a row that I am poisoned and to stop teleporting and pumping the poison into my body via rape

but that was back in 2013

they had  part of my uterus severed out it came out in the shower after the terrorists invaded my room while I was sleeping

just as they had done to fracture my spine after the surgeon literally carved part of my lumbar vertebrae off, like shaving it while inserting a pop-up metal rod (herrington rod) so they could dismember and dismantled paralyze and render me completely helpless and then literally deny me all health care

until I left for germany in a totally surprise trip which I had not planned so desperate that I landed in germany with $150 in my pocket trying to move from san francisco to seattle instead I moved to germany, got the loose metal rod removed by a fluke of a trick and then once I was in the healing stage the friend of this german sick fuck scum and I will not write his name or the name of his infernal band but he got huge promotions and probably his first album produced at the time that they had me raped probably by him and his friends while I was in deep sleep inconscious teleported state

which is how they fractured my spine and rendered me completely uanble to survive

and now with trump cutting my disability off for one year, with the endless threat by noem and hegseth and bannon and trump and newsom and noem that unless I allow them to slap my face stick their penises or whatever into my mouth call me bitch let them steal my ideas block my body with poisons never complain and allow them to destroy what I have studied for (a graduate degree) andetc my original ideas stolen but condemnation for having the ideas, generated by having experienced a totally different reality than their male sex slave porno trade paradigm

doing all they can to destroy the last and any remaining vestage of self-love and beauty and sexuality I may have leaned from such an experience

endless discrediting under extreme drugging newso had me endlessly repeating rancid slur curse words to make me appear absolutely base

also he forced mucus into my nose using the threat implant also forcing tears out of my eyes for hours per day, the damage so bad to my face and eyes already from years of this having been done before and it still continues

etc 

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every person who joins in almost without exception proves literal murderous aptitude genocidal racist hate and are vicious murderous and are knowingly killing me, gloating laughing and enjoying it

the vicious nature of over 16 years of shitalina pig ape pitt whose careers have gone from flailing due to their sexual psychopath earlier roles not aligning with middle age, rushing to abuse torture have parts of my body severed out while going to the oscars with MY IDEAS every single year for over 15 years--or the friends they align with mostly partnering with german and english nazi entities who are funding lavish expenditures to install a nazi regime through whorewood--which has lead DIRECTLY to trump and to the onslaught of endless destruction, chaos and the overtake eventually and currently underway of euro-hate overtake through these really stupid selfish dirty filth celebrities because THEY CANNOT SUCCEEED at this high level without this contract

add tom cruse to this and so many of them endless lineup of decades of the 80's reagan era actors put into power to install a nazi program of programming into the american public

they come at me demanding that I literally allow them to rape mutilate torture poison and steal all they want from me, nazi style like gestapo raiding a jewish home or any home they ransack to steal and kill--the same exact principles right now the german rat scum dirty whore filth creep is exemplifying this principle with endless expectation of entitlement and they are all attacking me as a group of rat bat scum filth showering me with hate and viciously yelling as they have been doing for years and years

because the years of them going to the golden globes to the met gala to being put in lead modeling superstar front model position just due to their dirty rape daddies violating torturing stealing my cat mutilating my body abusing punching slapping having my body deformed poisoned into a huge poison ball of stinking mass of filthy goo hardening into my body as they laugh and beat and abuse and yella t me every day--without end it never ends has not stopped since 2011 with the partner of stallone (currently endlessly being awarded by trump for helping to hand this technology and thus the keys to the power structure and never-ending celebrities and politicians all aligned with trump have rushed to get into this deal

they cannot obtain anything without this contarct

they are such lying hateful sleazy filth the politicians included just more elaborate and much more infinitely intelligent and educated than the dirt bag low level celebrities, for the most part without exception even for those educated and blonde female "feminsts" when it comes to racial hierarchy of the rape culture they enthusiastically rush to abuse me--i.e jodie foster who should know better and is like all the rest a hateful sleazy filth skank when it comes to abusing me--not as stupid and dirty as shitalina and her partners who are murderously disgusting

embraced by the filthy biden regime and pelosi who was put into power under trump and now I know why

newsom is treating me with most ugly and sinister assault on all levels with a hideously ignorant backwoods redneck demeanor while embracing the english nazi scum who tortured beat raped and abused me for hours per day 12 to 16 and then the german rat scum telling me that I have no choice but to have to choose between him, the english filth scum who was murdering me making death threats without end every minute almost all day and night and the german screaming throwing things murderously violently when I said I was under mind control would not "Marry" him which I wrote under deadly pressure when my family partnered with trump and the rest of this filthy vile shit to wreck the bottom of my security out along with everything else my body the first target years of mutilation and murder attempts cars hitting me non-stop screaming rape and abuse and shitting piles of murderous poison out as they laughed abused tortured and went to top awards

the top awards are trickling off because the years of them stealing my ideas have dried up I stopped writing my creative ideas in 2015 or earlier they just got finished using the english crown and the nazi empire to fund the last idea stolen by the endlessly stupid and ugly dirty shitalina from my writing on facebook--every year they steal something else or their partners do the same--even pop singers have stolen phrases I wrote in poetic reveries about this assuming that this would not be stolen as it was a fragment. The always according to the structure of this contract hack their finished product so I see or hear it so they rub it in. If I mention it write about it they then get more promotions by having some white not knight piece of rotten eurotrash shit celebrity violently rape and beat me in front of them using dehumanizing pornographic sexual humilation which is supposed to imply me, not any of them while I believe in love and have intentionally remained celebte as much as possible (drugged and date raped in germany in 2010 they use extremely powerful drugs and mind control tech to inflict this most odious superificial desire for ugly dirty shit rotten creeps I feel like vomiting after the encounters when I am able to regain actual some consciousness)

I mean disgust for the men, the poisons remain in my abdomen I have to fight to excrete them with more exertion than a week of extreme body lifting of most heavy weights the attempt to get this poison out of my body has consumed 20 years of my life and actually more like 40.

slapping my face calling me bitch is newsom who has been having most disgusting substances sprayed non-stop on my clothing so all I wearis filthy so disgusting it's abomination from his rage that he beleive I am a slave to be raped and discarded after his abuse pornographic white male entitlement usage for his promotion into president--so he can continue to have more euro-nazi filth make business deals with him for them to move into california and america so they can continue to build nazi enclaves, each section of america set out for various euro-nazi fascist empire little empires through this contract out on me so it will never be stopped no chance whatsoever