I remain stuck in this rut I never created or slipped into through weakness on my part: this group, the people profiting off attacking me, and there is never a deficit of those attackers profiting off attacking me--they create chaos, impossible-to-deal with situations and I write on these social forums (my blog, Facebook)_ and the situation simmers to a low torture boil for a short while, only to increase almost immediately and always the very next day another onslaught of attacks begins and never stops. I write on Facebook or here (my thoughts digress so often while I begin to write what I had intended to be only a short sentence and the tech effect on my brain forces a reaction of utter verbal expulsions that ramble into phrases that I never intended to write, which are then partially deleted and strung together by hackers. Later on, perhaps the next day or months later, a movie or a YouTube video is put on my YouTube "recommended" page, which I spend hours on for various reasons but mostly because the technology literally effects real nasty MIND CONTROL and I cannot control my actions--it is literally impossible in this situation and under these conditions because once I get on the laptop and turn on the WiFi I can't stop being controlled to a certain extent. With the realization that it is happening, and partially that is due to the endless chaos that is happening in the news so I am obliged to turn on the WiFi to see what catastrophe or calamity and political fiasco and coup and blasting and bombing has happened in the United States yesterday and today. So I remain glued to this system which I had intended to stop participating in, because this is how these people who have attacked me for years (this specific H-wood group and now beyond, the more I look into the political commentators the more of them join in this huge group which is like a blast ever-expanding in scope and numbers of participants).
I want to emphasize that the chaos that my posts appear to be is 100% and entirely due to hackers and this technology blasting into my brain and altering my thoughts, mood and performance ability and cognitive functioning so I can't write without digressing into other points. The hackers create the rest of the mess that appears to be completely inconsistent rambling but which WAS WRITTEN COHERENTLY IN A COHESIVE MANNER.
*Just re-reading this post again and saw that part of the very first sentence had been partially deleted by hackers. I can only assume the rest is similarly destroyed but pasted together to make it appear as if I am not finishing thoughts. I also just want to state at first that the sensation of the "mind control" technology is akin to being drugged and losing all orientation while sitting still in one place. My vision is slightly in a kind of blinder "tunnel" vision, something I experience physically in fast-acting situations where my eyeballs are literally made to look downward when I am trying to confront a white supremacist (I instantaneously lose vision, I see a black fog for less than one second or one second and my body feels like it is floating--I can only assume that this group, which can force me to literally faint in an instant, is making me "faint" using these microchip implants in my brain or skull and other remote sources connected to the controls of this system, but I experience this so badly while I fight to type as hackers block the keyboard function and then later rewrite all that I write. This is so disconcerting and I have to try to not write any longer until a period of time (I also need to heal my right arm bicep as this is painful by now pounding down continuously to write. The over 10 years of non-stop attack without end from this terror group has made every day of another attack a reason for me to pound down the angst because it's too much to hold in any longer waiting for someone or anything to ever protect me. The waiting for any justice is now at a forever and nearly impossible stage so I write, just to alleviate stress because I am partially paralyzed due to the terror organization poisoning me so badly nearly to death all my life, then attacking me without end while blocking my capacity to earn any money online so I remain without health care and living in a torture situation they laugh about having created and enforcing for their continuation of million dollar investments for using these technologies for YEARS on me.
Thus, here is my first sentence which has already been altered by terrorist hackers. I had written that I "am writing this after having written earlier today" and you can read how hackers change this. The rest is probably very hard to understand and there are undoubtedly many phrases inserted to discredit me and etc. I am so SICK OF WRITING ABOUT THIS AND WAITING FOR ANY LAW AND JUSTICE TO STOP THIS GROUP OF PSYCHO PARASITES WHO ARE ATTACKING ME WHO YOU CALL YOUR A-LIST CELEBRITIES AND POLITICIANS RULING/RUINING THE COUNTRY.
I am writing this section long after I wrote what I will now copy and paste from my earlier Facebook post. The effect of the technology blasted into my brain from some source either nearby or perhaps there is a relay system embedded into my computer which operates on WiFi frequency or some other technicality which I am absolutely unable to find information on because it involves a level of electrical sophistication where I am just akin to a neophyte.
I am building up a muscular bulge on my right arm from pounding so hard on the keyboard and so, having already exercised this muscle for a few hours plus non-stop backspacing due to hackers deleting letters while I am pressing/pounding down so I must rewrite continuously: I leave it as what I wrote under drugging sickness, after waking up to drilling and pounding in the room below, and then the "mind control" technology kicked in and I began to rant and use expletives and hate phrases about the psychos attacking me who are famous and fond of destroying other people's lives if they can get away with it and profit off it.
Welcome to the new "K-economy" and it's pitfalls of the wealthy preying upon the vulnerable. The celebrities you all love absolutely exemplify these qualities of elitist genocidal murder towards anyone they can rape, torture and murder with full exoneration because they are "celebrities" and wealthy. Welcome to the USA Today. I write about some of the rage and the effects of mind control below.
What needs to be written of more is the inaction of the majority of people who are now realizing that they are actually not entitled to endless security and that their lives are now in a state of chaos, just as they watched happening to me all my life but never even informed me of what was surrounding me. Thus, I write this post as a warning and as a suggestion to not take for granted that what you read of my attacks and the hate and aggression and ugliness that is being continuously foisted upon me by your favorite celebrities is now a looming threat to your lives in one sense or another. I end here because my arm (my right bicep, because I am balancing the keyboard on my left leg so my right bicep must dominate in pounding down every single keystroke and it's now absolutely painful to do this any longer.
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What I wrote today in a long, laboriously written (terrorist-induced) non-consensual drugged up with mind control slimed-state-- this post I wrote after more threat to my peace and security, which is a continuous threat to my life every single day with zero protection from any source after years of attempting to get even one single human being to protect me:
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And the cycle of terror and "relief" comes for another day: I wake up and pounding and drilling, which has been in sequences going on for 8 hours a day, 7 days a week, for periods up to 2 months, recurring repeatedly for a length of a total of almost 8 months in the 2+ years I have lived in a tiny studio, with the studio beneath mine pounded into all these months--all day, literally 7 days a week. The distance between the door and patio is less than 6 paces. The width of the studio is about four paces. All studios beneath mine are the same size in this box structure.
The cycle of attacking me, then me writing about it as the silent organization temporarily stops the attack. I then am BOMBARDED WITH MIND CONTROL TECH as I type and thoughts and emotions come pouring out like from a sieve. The brain-mapping capabilities of this technology literally create an electronically-induced "truth serum" with emotional hyperbolic responses where other words and sentences are then inserted into subconscious eruptions of emotions while I type--the discrediting occurs through my seeming emotional excesses--which, after more than TEN YEARS WITHOUT A DAY'S PAUSE IS MORE THAN EXCESSIVE TOTURE in addition to daily dismemberment and all the other attacks that never stop. The effect is rage and hysteria which through drugging and the mind control tech blasting away at my brain as I have to ask online for the cycle for yet another day to be stopped so I can have at least some kind of healing space after multiple murder attempts, disability from poisoning and endless threats to my life which are a daily event.
The cycle has gone on for another day. I get into theorizing as the parasitic people attacking me to TORTURE ideas and concepts and healing tIps FOR FREE, ENDLESSLY FOR FREE and not just that but blocking my ability to publish, earn anything from my self-healing modalities and my experiences all blocked as these hate apes steal all possible while insulting and denigrating me and then physically assaulting me when I try to defend myself verbally after their endless physical and deadly assaults including the multifarious physical attacks. Right now the keyboard and my hands are not functioning as my brain is now being hindered in motor skills so I have to hesitate to "remember" where keys are.. I should be able to type at an excess of more than 75 wpm if not hindered endlessly like this (much faster actually by now).
Thus, it happened again. I got into explaining hoping that people might be actually concerned about the various tortures that are endlessly and daily and nightly aimed at me while people just keep reading my posts to see how they can use my terms and vocabulary per the contract out on me which is to steal concepts and realign them to the conforming narrative that is a highly structured variant of the general mind programming.
And so, I succumbed to the daily cycle of abuse and then "relief" which is just me endlessly being attacked and after years if it with even just my cat stolen from me, I have absolutely no relief from, no chance to obtain protection, no chance to reach out to any support group as none exist (all that claim that they are are either hacked and I am attacked by hacker agents or the groups are simply facades) and then, this cycle never ends.
I did it today. I had no intention of reacting but more drilling and hammering after months and months, which I tried not to react to, and plus my laptop had been broken, I had no recourse to communication online--and I could not afford to pay for even a few minutes at internet cafes my money was stolen repeatedly from my room.
I really want people to intervene and stop this sick group from inflicting their hate and hell at me ever again. That they can't stand to see me have my independence and live with a chance to compete and be happy and beautiful has been a source of near death attacks that never end.
I also want to state that when I begin to surf the internet, my brain and mind are so influenced by the mind control tech that the endless slew of movies and clips I find with the people --celebrities and politicians--who have teleported and raped and tortured me--I find myself "curious" to see how the next adaptation of a series that came out years ago, starring the people who ordered me to be hit by cars and they nearly murdered me after years of torture and they tried to kill me after I called them "apes" or "pigs"--online, after YEARS OF MURDER ATTEMPTS AND RAPE AND TORTURE and I sit in a daze watching them because my focus and my choices are so completely under a haze of smog from the mind control I do things that I am absolutely against and have sworn I would never do.
At this point the keyboard is so stiff I can't print out anyh longer. I spent so many hours pounding down on this keyboard my arms are sore from exertion just from the last two days and I can't type any longer it's literally too painful to get out anyh more
I am thus so blasted by this tech that I am writing as if I am being spun around and have no bearing, no direction and I look at peopole I would rather see disappear and not get more contracts---and yet I watch out of a curiosity that absolutely disappears after I get off the laptop, almost scolding myself not to do this and while I sit in front of this laptop I am absolutely bombarded by brain-altering mood altering technology and I can't truly "blame" myself but this is an effect of how badly the technology affects my reactions and choices. But, this is how they want to get more misery posts out of me, to fulfill their contracts of creating hate, negativity and misery (which is slow death and murder) and they get more contracts out of ordering hate, negativity and every day these psycho creeps order my home to be made more filthy, dirty and broken down while I spend my life cleaning up their filth inside and outside my body and I am always surrounded by people I consider to be disgusting and nasty and ugly. I see no exception from the people teleporting me except that they have been paid for much plastic surgery and are enthralled at having someone to suck the life out of after rape and then torture.
And yet, they remain being championed and I remain writing and sitting in a torture chamber and under so much attack that I "must" write and once I get on, the ideas flow the parasites suck out the ideas they continue the cycle they get more deals and awards I sit here writing endlessly for YEARS AN DYEARS ABOUT THEIR FILTH AND CRAP WHICH IS NEVER STOPPED. I remain with ZERO SUPPORT SYSTEM AND NO DEFENSE SO I MUST REMAIN WRITING ABOUT IT AND THE CYCLE NEVER ENDS.
Update for today: the hammering, drilling and pounding in the studio beneath mine has apparently stopped. If anyone is helpful in having stopped this, then a great thanks but I really have no idea how this situation is being monitored or the other nutty bolts involved in this screw situation.
I want to also add that after years of having written these posts and also having done a very small level of observation on how the group en toto responds--I do not write about happy and bright things that I feel or experience any longer. Any time I do, the terrorists are quick to destroy whatever good mood I exhibit in writing, or what I claim is a bright spot in my life is almost immediately destroyed or stolen and is gone within a day or two. Thus I write only about the problems. I am not in such a morbidly negative mood all the time. However, the technology affecting my moods and emotions along with a consistent stream of hate and ugly subliminals poured into my subconscious and the tech changing my brainwaves into a more "negative" mood, altered and I feel the difference almost the moment I get outside, out of this room. However I remain partially paralyzed and am not capable of leaving this room for days on end, and thus I remain in a dazed techno-drugged state of negativity with cyclical repeat negative phrases endlessly repeated like broken records almost dominating my brain. I try very hard to breathe deeply but even that is difficult as the hard poisons have latched, literally, onto my rib cage and my lungs have been blocked for YEARS due to this hard poison makign movement and even breathing painful if I attempt to do deep meditative breathing exercises.
However, I appreciate the few good things I have and am not endlessly sullen and enraged but I can't really demonstrate it online due to an increase in the destruction of all I enjoy and love if I exhibit any pleasure at anything.
The "behavior modification" rewards system entails being able to purchase things that I think of that I need at dollar stores and in 2nd hand clothing stores, which later on are stained, holes and threads are ripped out or the products are slowly chemically destroyed (all metal objects are rusted almost immediately) and clothing that is put out that I buy is shrunk to a tiny child's size so whatever they "reward" me with is immediately sprayed with stinking odors that never wash out (chemically treated with stinking permanent sprays from disgusting laboratories that this most professional entity orchestrating all these attacks have been handed out of research labs and organizations)
So, whatever.....I also wanted to add from my last point a very small detail, as while I am writing my brain is literally blanketed-out to the point that I can't remember details while I am writing about subjects, and indeed my brain wanders to other points while I am in the middle of sentences (as a discrediting technique but it's my brain being bombarded with technology to stifle or block brain activity and cognitive functioning with all their brain-mapping technological capabilities).
*At this point, upon re-reading that which I wrote this morning, it is now nighttime and dark outside it has taken me an entire day to relieve my arm from pounding down and then going into this post to try to correct hacker deletions. They deleted the first part of this paragraph and they strung it together with the paragraph above. If anyone read this post earlier today, I am trying to correct what is the inevitable mess this group makes of all I fight for, obtain, work very hard for, and create that is original (they steal all they can).
I was writing about a dress I converted into a sleep garment so my hands would be protected from the mechanical arms cutting into my body and under fingernails, which has been going on for years every SINGLE NIGHT and by now my hands are extremely damaged and there are many other damages that continue with these mechanical arms and from people breaking into my room (probably for much longer than I have ever imagined and don't even want to consider or think about). Thus I continue with what is left of what hackers did not delete. You see, deary readersz: the information about the mechanical arms is probably something this group of criminal terrorists want undisclosed so they deleted what I had written. It contained information about their modus operandi.--This is where I leave what is remaining of what I had published as a cohesive paragraph earlier today (and now I'm not going to continue to spend another hour re-reading the rest of this post I know there are parts missing and I am tired of this so I'm not going to go through with more. If any of you could even care to put money into my DONATION box and then help me I could not have to spend a huge portion of my life attempting to write just to try to get anyone involved with protecting my human rights, which every person you all think of as your humanitarian celebrities--all of them consider me to have absolutely no human rights whatsoever and they have full access to every predatorial attack upon me they are allowed to commit (they all operate continuously on a life script and under orders)...and now the post I had written but which has been so badly hacked and partially deleted..." I sewed sleeves and then added parts of fabric to a dress so that there is no opening for the hands, all is sealed and the only way to access my hands is for me to take the dress completely off. This was done to salvage my hands from further permanent damage to my cuticles and fingertips which have been cut to the bone since 2013---SEVEN YEARS EVERY SINGLE NIGHT there are huge insertions into my fingers to the bone, very small of course but on a daily basis. I only sewed one layer of thread and thought to myself that if I sewed another layer it might make the sleeve opening too tight (I didn't measure the sleeves that I cut and sewed onto the open arms of the dress--) and because this group literally monitors every single thought and uses every vulnerability to exploit, they cut and inserted their mechanical arm through this opening in the sleeve that they cut into to try to damage my hands once more. I of course use other layers of protection to protect my hands and I was prepared but this is the extent of attack that I live under every single day--(and much worse to the point of absolutely unnerving my nervous system and the attacks are far worse if these terrorists get access to damaging my body in very ugly ways. I have spent over 2 years fighting to just defend my body from absolute damage that this group inflicts if they have physical access to my body. The mechanical arms, however, can open my refrigerator, poison and drug my food, spray stinking odors that are permanent on my clothing and furniture AFTER I endlessly clean all they spray it at night so it's never clean. Etc etc.
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Again, as I copy and paste this, I realize that in my first introductory paragraph above, I began to nearly feel a sensation of spinning, confusion, inability to stick to the topic and a blank attempt to gather my thoughts and express them. The tech aimed at me every time I try to fight the hacking to write is so bad and awful in terms of blocking my brain functioning that it's impossible, literally to get a cohesive train-of-thought out. I have always wanted to have some degree of ability to have a career in the written word. That my brain is under so much attack that I cannot even connect thoughts due to this tech is more of the endless torture. This organization to which most or all of you belong who are currently reading my blog and posts is of such a pernicious nature it's so unhuman and so dangerous to the security of the future of the planet itself. The lack of concern about anything or really anyone that so many of these attackers exhibit, and how things are now falling into the pattern of chaos that they are being programmed to exert upon me, is a testament to how miscalculated their machinations are turning out on a global level and how deadly their aims really are. They simply plan to create chaos and division and then after the slaughter take over what remains of the planet. They assume that nature is just going to bend to their collective (beehive) Will but however nature is a bit more intelligent of design than these unnatural parasites can even begin to imagine in all their hubris about their "power" with this technology they are so disconnected to reality.
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Back to what I had written earlier today--as my arm is sore and it's just sickening to continue to write these posts I am so sick of this I so hope that the situation I write of will not be taken as a mental masturbation sport of those hacking in and that this is not a theater and it can affect your lives to the same degree that I am currently and have been expressing for years while you all seem to remain silent or laugh about it (or do nothing to stop it because you think it can't ever happen to you). Listen to the people fighting to survive now who are losing their homes who miserably claim the same phrase of they can't believe it's happening to them. BUT OF COURSE, THE PARasites and scumbags reading this are only concerned with what phrases and words and uses of vocabulary they can steal from my writing, as this is only intended for them to steal ideas due to the miserable violence this huge group of fakes in the "arts" use to suck out and drain concepts from me. They laugh about all of this. They are millionaires and billionaires living in mansions (some are facing a bit of stress lately though). They still assume it's a fun game and can never happen to them. However, not all of you reading this are of that psychopathic group and perhaps you may be concerned that perhaps what you allow to happen to me may happen to you or your children or to your PLANET.
But, the creeps hacking in and reading this never donate money to me although they keep stealing ideas and then being awarded top prizes in the awards ceremonies dominated by the Nazi/Mafia you all adore because they keep making movies about and for these people whether as anti-or pro, it's really all a constructed propaganda to brainwash you into only referring to them in your very mental constructs as your reality and leaders in all fields. Thus, they steal from me and I remain sitting here being tortured day after day so they can force a reaction so they can then use the mind control tech to steal more ideas out of the misery they create. They are all about sucking everything out of the planet through the massive misery they create and by now you may be able to understand an iota of what I have been silently screaming at top pitch in my posts on Facebook and in this blog all these friggin'years which no one has responded to in any way so far.
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Still fighting to backspace and retype and pound down on keys it's so arduous to type it's almost impossible and so I just finally stop writing about the hacking. I really want to stop writing these posts about the misery these parasites inflict I so hope you reading this will finally engage in defending me and others who are being attacked by this disgusting sick group you have allowed to take power through these ill-gotten means in their organized chaos of hate, racism, sexism, violence and impoverishment of larger and larger masses of people now facing not poverty but DEATH and these parasites are going to reap up that which has been left from their devastation.
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I just noticed, after getting up I see that the skin on my shins, on both legs, have been cut into so skin has been scraped as if I cut myself shaving. Due to illness, I have shaved my legs for three day and the cuts are fresh. I sleep with a huge terry-cloth cap with straps I made myself, with a soft fluffy sleep eye blinder thing (I don't know what it's called my brain is also blocked for memory and I am fighting too hard to struggle to type to do more waiting for the hacked system to reveal names of these items) and....I have covered my arms and torso, my feet are bandaged and covered and the covering is tied in twisted string around my ankles after rolling them up so it's not easy for the terrorists to unravel and break through--but my legs are exposed and so, these terrorists "must" cut into my body and now they are creating endless scars on my legs from slicing skin off my shins--which they also do every time I shave and now they are doing it days after the last time I shaved so---I must sleep completely covered from head-to-foot and then, after more than two years of struggling to stop entry into my room, now the mechanical arms are the main culprit with all their surveillance and technology endlessly attacking me. As I wrote, I have been too ill to spend more hours unpacking and cleaning stinking clothing (as all smells bad from these attack, all that I own has a nasty odor no matter if I have just cleaned it to perfection or not) and then, I must unwrap items I need to carry so many things I don't want absolutely destroyed if I leave them in the room, and it takes me a total of FOUR HOURS TO just unpack and clean and fight to get all arranged (I can't leave it out overnight due to the mechanical arms) I have to try to bury my items to try to block the mechanical arms from destroying all if I plan to conveniently have it placed on my clothing rack and open it will be destroyed so when I wake up I will have stinking and broken items I need and it's always that I must fight for HOURS to get out the door, which is blockaided with items stuffed into the cracks of the door to stop the entry of people absolutely violently attacking my body physically (not just the nasty attacks but they also put my hips and spine out of alignment every time they get in) and thus---that is the story for today. Is there any compassion out there although so many people MORE than when I first began to write and issue my warnings about allowing this technology to enable people who are deadly to be put into power--and now so many MORE people are suffering and dying what I am writing about almost pales in comparison. While I was one of a relative few (in general terms) people ignored me pleas for help because it wasn't their problem and now that they have multiple problems they can't get involved because they are lost and confused in a panic of destitution or they have enjoyed huge spikes in their portfolio enterprises and thus are more empowered by utilizing this system that I am writing about as they profit and get promoted endlessly These are the people being handed plastic surgeries who are now descrying all the problems that they really had and still have a huge investment in maintaining. As I fight to just not be permanently destroyed with physical scarring from the mechanical arms while I fight without any access to health care because these billionaires have blocked all my financial avenues of earnings so they can manipulate adn threaten me endlessly while being paid in huge sums in the millions for these activities as a protocol for a much larger exercise in devastation. Keep remaining doing nothing about this situation that I write of though, perhaps you won't be one of the casualties if you just keep silent and quiet about it even as you count all your new profits off participation in this system perhaps it won't last as long as you have been lead to believe.
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No new emails have appeared in my Google account for the last two days. All are being blocked by hackers.
The hacking has increased in the last week to a most obstructive degree in all respects. All emails that should have arrived are being suppressed.
The terrorists are drilling, pounding and hammering in the studio below mine for the 8th month out of 2 1/2 years. It's a terrorist attack of "sound" manipulation of senses.
Otherwise, terrorists ripped a hole in the garment I hand-sewed to try to insert a mechanical arm down the sleeve and rip into my cuticles and fingers once more. The hold is less than a half-inch circumference wide, and that is how large the mechanical arms are which get through many layers of defenses I put on every single panel on the floor, on all sides into all cupboards lining the walls from floor to ceiling, and the ceiling also has huge gaping holes with light fixtures that allow for anyone on the floor above mine to insert anything like a camera or mechanical arms. I have taped and hammered nails into all and what I really have to do to more securely protect myself would mean more permanent damage (although all the furniture has been damaged by this group, and I am financially responsible for it all) but...to board up cabinets and cement into the tiles and etc would mean I could face immediate eviction by this landlord who operates for the terror organization.
I still don't know if he has renewed my lease as I am in too much pain and sickness to have to unpack all my purses and backpacks I use to carry the items I can't have destroyed (which they destroy at night with the mechanical arms, I have to hide them under layers of objects which mechanical arms can't get through, without leaving visible evidence--and that is the ONLY protection I have is that their protocols at this time will not allow for visible evidence but ripping holes could be perceived as a "normal" occurrence
I would have to spend two hours just to clean the items I want to wear (by spraying cleaning fluids on the clothing) as all clothing is sprayed with at least a thin layer of stinking fluids while it's hanging outside of my closet on a rack--I have no space to move in this roomb ecause I have to take all objects out of all cabinets except for two clothing cabinets which are laced with fungus and I must seal them to try to prevent the mechanical arms from entering but they still do and then remove all evidence of breakthrough--
and so...that is how I must be forced to try to live in this space, which has some benefits and is not as bad as some of the options other victims of this organization have faced and are now having to deal with.
Hackers are also blocking the font size. I am now using a large font, but when I try to publish the print size is always at some very small size. I copy, and then click on the font size to increase it and the font remains at the very small size. Today I used the "largest" font size and that worked, so maybe the malware or hackers have blocked the "large" size, I really don't know. The writings I attempted to put out are so rewritten by hackers that most of the congruency has been deleted and rewritten BY THEM.
I also slept for another 7 hours after waking up this morning. The detox situation that has been ongoing for 10 years, literally, is at this point where the poisons hard into my spine/hips/legs/skull etc all over my body embedded into the bone structure, plugging up viscerae and and it's incredibly deadly and amazing that I have survived for so long. My ability and propensity to exercise has helped greatly. This group has blocked my ability to exercise not only by blocking all exercise through the poisoning, but blocking all financial earnings so I can't live in a house in Thailand, renting, which has a private pool. The cost is $1000 month, which I think I could have obtained if my internet were not endlessly blocked and all avenues of earnings completely blocked as my internet is always blocked from the public World Wide Web. I remain in a kind of cloistered internet framework with only scoundrels of the terrorist organization having access to my writing or my attempts to obtain relavant information.
Today, absolutely sick from the poison which is at this stage where it's so toxic I can't function any longer. I am beginning another fasting and I have to gorge on food until my body bloats up so badly, after more pieces of this hard stuff come out, I am ill for days as the poisons eek out into my blood stream and I must fight not only terror and abuse while sleeping but from the terror agents cutting into my body. Today after I drank a cup of green tea, for this first day of sickness and detox, because I have to wait until my body can't take any more eating as I bloat up, pieces of the hard poison endlessly crumble off and it's such a slow process (10 years) and so, sick and bloated and poisons blocked in my abdomen and into my bloodstream, I was so ill this morning plus YEARS of violence, torture, rape and endless fighting to preserve my body and the stress has aged me broken my immune system down and these billionaires and millionaires have REFUSED to help me with the most basic health care--while attacking me, trying to break my body and leaving me fighting for remedies online as they attack without end but seeing that I am shitting poison out in reams every single day as they with no compassion or any humanity whatsoever are torturing me day and night for YEARS without end, from one to the next, to obtain ideas about everything from feminism to creative concepts and they have not stopped I keep seeing my ideas I can barely type out, written with endless "mistakes" as they retain the original that I attempt to t ype and just go stealing and stealing ideas--=for TEN YEARS AND LONGER--ONE OF THEM SINCE 1987 HE'S GONE ON AND ON. After of course poisoning me with intention to murder me.
So I slept and my entire body was exposed, for the first time in YEARS I slept in utter sickness, unable to move, and I had the patio sliding doors open so I could sleep with fresh air for the first time in years. Literally all my life, in America and in other countries, in winter and summer (because the terrorists always made my room smell bad) so I slept with a window cracked open even in the coldest of winter (mostly I mean), For the past 6 years I have had to sleep with fungus poured into my room and body, with windows not just closed but sealed so nothing can break through with these mechanical arms. Seeing of course, today, that I collapsed that I am very ill, the parasite pig apes attacking me took no hesitation to slice into the area between the large left toe that they have broken twice (one of the times, the last time a few months ago, was after a rotten English bigot Nazi who is famous for being "punk" rocker, a bloated nasty mean-spirited fake slathering his vitriol about how "people" and "human beings" are being downtrodden. After being allowed to live in fascist, Nazi Los Angeles and enjoying fame and fortune, with his ugly frumpy-looking German wife who probably has obtained endless plastic surgery (the "alternative" type who has encouraged this fake to become as fascist as the worst of the bigots attacking me and...) he appeared ugly and bloated in a way that to me signaled that he may be poisoned with the hardening poison that many besides me have been poisoned by. I have written of this in an earlier post. But, like the black aprah who is such a heinous rotten ugly parasitic skanky whore I can't express how rotten and stupid and sick these creeple are--after he then teleported me because these pig apes are "reading" my thoughts, he asked me for detox and healing tips. Not understanding how exactly fake and rotten this English absolutely filthy fascist nazi bigot really is behind all the 1970's punk memorabilia that has kept this fake posturing pig ape into some kind of fame (and fortune): I told him tips and cared. He responded with no thank you, nothing but this expectation that I am "supposed" to just hand him information which he may be able to sell of as his own concept while observing, as he has been like they all have been in Whorewood, my rape, torture and disfigurement and doing NOTHING but smirking in delight once they get to inflict their psychoses upon me as well. I thought that this pig had responded exactly like a Danish satanist had responded and that there is little difference between the two and immediately the next day he teleported me and threatened me if I published this THOUGHT that they were stealing. Right now I have to backspace without end as hackers are juxtiposing letters while I type. Thus, they forced an accident on me by drizzling extremely slippery oil on the hillside outside my condo while I was driving down my bike slipped underneath me. My toe which had already been broken was then injured but there was no damage, but it was sore. That same night, in a sleeping state the terrorists then rebroke the toe because I had injured it and every accident is an opportunity that they take to really damage and break bones and vertebrae when I fall due to their microchips and their incredible organization of attack. All funded by THE US GOVERNMENT as I now see all my life.
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At this point, I have re-read the above and saw hackers had deleted words and parts of sentences. First, they leave mostly intact all the descriptions of violence, rape and torture. This is the titillation that the parasites these pig apes are trying to impress want to read of daily--the daily report of rape, torture and disfigurement as they mentally or in reality masturbate over the violence they are inflicting upon me. Those portions remain mostly intact for every post. My descriptions of the heinous stupidity and ugliness of these famous (ne-er do well scumbags really, in reality) celebrities and politicians--well, that content is highly redacted to make little sense as words are deleted by hackers and sentences are partially deleted and then strung together--above, I was trying to write about sleeping with fresh air for the first time in years. Not only was my brain utterly confounded by the technology blasting into my neural firing and blocking cognitive functioning---but the hackers went at it--you can really only get a straight reading of the portions about abuse and rape and disfigurement on all my posts, which are the highlight of the pig apes attacking me to read as this is how they continue to get promoted. Every act of violence is met with a promotion for them, and all ideas they steal become the basis of huge studio bonuses and production costs.
I had written about a "Danish satanist" who, as the hackers and the brain-attackers simply blocked from my brain and ability to write, because I spend most of the time as I write struggling to backspace to correct as I have to increasingly pound down on keys to get anything out--otherwise if I press lightly nothing comes out and I must fight with all exertion to pound down to get anything out whatsoever. Because they are blocking my ability to exercise and breathe in fresh air at night but I must instead breathe in fungus all night because they have forced utter poverty on me, blocked all access to other real estate and I must live with sealed off windows all night and am thus poisoned so badly my entire body has stagnated and corroded due to their attacks. But, I was trying to write about a Danish heavy metal Satanist/Nazi who attacked me because I clicked on a movie on a really sick nasty alternative website for streaming movies--in all my sickness I tried to get outside of the stupid Whorewood movie arena and to try to get rid of these scumbags who have attacked me because I click on a page that features their shitty movies. Instead, I got a Satanic heavy metal man (married with children of course). He behaved exactly like the English "left wing" rotten pretender and I was only THINKING to myself about a possible story plot and how they are almost the same thing. I was threatened to not write this and my toe broken and then tissue gouged out of my foot to literally try to make my toe severed off slowly.
I am really under extreme brain-altering attack every time I write and in addition to hacking and endless backspacing and pounding down I can never get anything out before hackers rewrite what I have written anyway. But you readers keep on allowing them to get away with all of this endlessly--year after year--until society itself is in such a state of complete shock from all your rotten do-nothing parasitic exploitation of every single thing possible--this technology these pig apes are using upon me exaggerate a psychopathic megalomaniac behavioral propensity that perhaps already exists in these whores out of whorewood who are then handed every kind of orgiastic luxury so they can run for politics and destroy the United States and all while they are on vacation in Europigape land buying up properties and shopping for luxury items with the Europigapes who are fascist as Hell supporting them fully and plying them with more goodies for their snoring pig addictions. That is the reality behind all the endless deterioration of the United States-and as I wrote, Aprah (and you know, that bloated matriarchal comforting black woman whose tv shows I could never get through a single episode it was so banal and I could see obviously her role and part that she plays--consoling all them white folks with all their problems with her fake sort of "urban" speech patterns it was revolting and in person she's a disgusting rotten parasite with expectations of RUNNING FOR US PRESIDENT and now JZ obvious wants to obtain a power position of political importance AND HOW MANY OF THESE INCOMPETENT IGNORAMUS WHORES ARE AMERICANS GOING TO VOTE FOR LIKE RAY-GUN THEY WILL DECIMATE THE ECONOMY TO FEED THE GREED OF THEIR power brokers and....I stop here as it's tiresome endlessly writing about this for years and years to only have more and more of these zombie idiots coming after me to obtain ideas--now another politician and I sit here fighting to survive endless poisoning with no fresh air no exercise and they keep on spraying fungus and toxins in my room and I must sleep with no fresh air, no exercise to cleanse my poisoned body and they just keep on attacking me slowly to death so fascist nazis who control whorewood hand them more promotions because they want to hear me crying for help for the rest of my life, which is why all my descriptions of rape, abuse and poisoning remain relatively unhacked while all my depictions of the heinously stupid behavior of these pigs and apes and hyenas is blocked, hacked and they remain with no incrimination no stop by politicians who keep these pigs as their political companions to the K-rap they put out about caring about the American public while they are handing out these death and torture technologies to more and more of these stalking death squads and now more blacks are being inducted into these organizations as the desperation that the failed economic policies, plus the endless display of conspicuous wealth that these fake black Nazi operators display plus their endless angry songs and rap K-rap about how they are fighting racism and soon they will become the next Nazi black poster child running for president alongside their fascist white Nazi counterparts who claim they are "liberal" while the white supremacists "hate" them all but still, the billions of dollars for that rotten industry appears to be provided exactly by these ultra-nazi "right wing" pornographers who love hearing about me being raped and tortured just like a reality porn hate tv show put on the "dark web" for their even darker aspirations at handing America over to Nazi Europigapes with these rotten whores spouting all lies and deceptions and exactly bringing such a scenario into rotten fruition (rotten fruit that they are--making my body rotten as I fight endlessly and still I remain here a prisoner of their hate with no relief and no entity defending me with all this screaming about protecting the First Amendment, the blacks on the YouTube pro-black activist entertrainment channels are descrying how the First Amendment is being blocked by Nazis but they participate in blocking my content WHILE THEY ARE STEALING FRAGMENTS AND PARTS OF IT so they can continue to crank out their do-nothing diatribes about how nasty and bad racism is.
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But, in the interim, the group of pig ape terrorists have cut into the webbing between these toes and have cut it not only to the bone but have gouged out tissue so the bone is cut and there is a huge gap--cutting off blood supply and they have done this for years, daily (before they rebroke my toe as well). So drugged for so long I have not been able to ascertain the extent of their violence as they have been raping me and all I could observe immediately was fungus poured into my hair, ears (into the ear canals) and my vagina and my room stinking of fungus each and every single day on all objects. I have been forced to close all doors so I can try to stop their endless death attacks albeit slow murder which I have been fighting and fighting while so ill from their poisoning I can't move, as they continue to poison and drug me so it's MURDER. These apes then, two nights ago, rotten Aprah and this rotten JZ creep, who is a thug with his creepy gyrating wife, they are obnoxious and absolute black nazis--obviously like Aprah with plans to run for US PRESIDENT like all the preceding ones who are currently supporting them. They attacked me for my THOUGHTS just like the white bigot who partners with them in this by now huge operation of scores of actors, performers and politicians of some of the highest public standing in the world--attacking me to obtain ideas but moreso because of the contract out on me to torture me to death and abuse ideas out of me and then especially with these pigs it's attack for my thoughts--from the people who scream and shout and sing and make their crappy movies (based on ideas they stole from me) about how a technocratic society is going to close off freedom of speech and human rights. So engrossed in attacking me with all blocks to freedom of speech and human rights they behave like entitled enfant terrible and all backed by fascist Nazis coming out of Germany and in that general region (France as well).
Today I literally passed out from poisoning and I slept for the first time with fresh air and the sound of the few remaining birds that have not been shot and killed on the hillside outside my window. They hide behind the rocks behind the crest of the hillside while when I first moved in the entire hillside was covered in birds and flowers. It's all completely bare and the last lizard which I had formed a bond with, I would call to it, it came out from it's crevice in the rocks, and stared at me and etc. It was out on the rocks every day and this sick psycho had it blown up, the entire crevice of the rocks--when I screamed after saying NO to it's demand that I provide it with a baby so it and it's family can obtain more than all they have been handed by this US and now foreign fascist Nazi conglomerate which controls all these stupid and meaningless pig ape whores.
But they cut into that formerly gouged out part of my foot, they cut into my gum tissue and I was teleported to extremely violent murder scenes in teleportation.
They are disgusting and foul. Please get this group of shit off me--the names, I could go on a huge list and I would not be able to "access" all their names because this is over 10 years of pig after pig teleporting me alongside rotten pieces of crap out of Europigapeland sponsoring this kind of technology and training the pig apes out of America who posture as "liberals" defending every humanistic cause but really are the most fastidious and cloying conservative fascists possible--gloating over this technology and aiming their hate at me and endlessly being awarded and handed every top prize and coveted position for employing these fascist Nazi protocols upon me.
So I urge you people reading this who actually care about "Democracy" that if you don't want meaningless stupid and psychopathic whores to continue to sell your country to the nearest fascist leadership in a consortium of greed, stupidity and death-mongering nature-killing pig apes, then you should actually pay attention to what I am writing and also get them off me as the longer they pass me around the more idiots are put into highest positions where they suck out all they can steal. The enormous "power" they inhale while torturing me has enabled them to become absolutely stupid psychopaths engendering murderous and death-to-nature plans and operations.
The re-reading my posts yesterday and seeing how badly hackers had inserted letters into words to make them foul and disgusting. Waking up to decorations I put on the walls slashed and ripped off and hanging off, shredded. I described briefly above that I had taken off the clothing which I have sewn to cover my hands. In order for the terrorists to reach my hands to slice under my fingernails and re-open the huge internal wounds that are huge welts of bloody red skin and partially dead fingernails--I must take off my clothing--so this group, which has groups of people brainstorming on how to attack me on a daily basis (they must hold meetings every day for what attacks, at what frequency and how to destroy all my defenses with their teams surrounding me, surveillance equipment and drugging which keeps me too ill to move--every single day). I then was hynpotized to take my clothing and tape covering my body off while I was then literally attacked by microchips or remote tech to pass-out and faint so after taking my clothing off and taking the layers of packaging tape I cover my body with to try to avert the cutting and smearing of damaging chemicals on my skin and hair--they just cut into my gums , my hands are cut into so there are huge red bloody welts under the skin, cut to the bone every single day. I have not inspected anything else but my body smells like faintly nasty odors while I put perfume on last night my body was clean and now it's been smeared with some nasty greasy substance. My hair is nasty and it's always partially balding (this began four years ago, making my hair fall out--that was after fighting to stop them from making my hair fall out after I dyed it a beautiful color created years ago, which I wrote of yesterday in this horrifically stress and drugging state of imposed attack upon my nervous system along with hacking while my brain is basically blocked from functioning while my motor skills are blocked and the keyboard is so badly hacked and has so much malware that it won't operate and then after I finally get something out, hackers then rewrite what I have published.
All to claim that they are "superior" to me. I remain here in utter poverty due to their block of every financial avenue I have pursued for years while they rake in millions for having stolen ideas from me, in a rotating circle of H-wood creep parasites who never tire of slapping, hitting, punching, raping and assaulting me if possible daily and they never stop for years.
I just saw another black sexual assaulter (who has teleported me to insulting sexual assault--however, I only consider him to have insulted himself, but of course, according to this group, the means suits the ends and when these pig apes teleport and assault me and they are exonerate and exempt from all litigation or conviction, they are told that it's me who is the shamed and humiliated one, not they. This black terrorist advocate of black supremacy, who has an Ivy-League education and "represents" blacks in the higher echelons of white supremacist elitist ivy-coated ranks of white supremacy: welcomed and endlessly touted as a high-ranking "intellectual" and then as a "black" but---operating for the white bigots who promote him to do their bidding and their agenda. They (he was interviewed by a YouTuber who is extremely articulate, I consider him to be a genius of sordid sorts although his demeanor is actually of good intention he is just another black nazi of this black caucus who also operates alongside the "Illuminati" "Lion King" wanna-be US President pop stars and rappers and actors who attack me, collaterally or directly through these terrorist networks and through the indirect/direct teleportation crime that they are absolutely absolved of all legal action and are endlessly promoted by the foreign Nazi-controlled media (from what I have seen of this scene all these years, they are absolutely under the thumb of Europigape Nazis who expect to be handed everything for free to infiltrate the US Media. These rotten actors and rappers are only too delighted to be handed shopping sprees, not insulted by racist whites in Italy and in France as they gorged on Louis Vuitton and are welcomed into the gold-plated halls of the fashion industry. I have also been attacked by fashion models who are black and out of Europe, who are adamant about attacking me--actually they attacked me (I mean she attacked me) for the white bigots, the minority always at the forefront of the attacks while the white Nazis who instruct them on how to act, and what to do, stand back smirking and smug as these performers enact the hate skits while they feign that they deplore racism. Oh, it never ends.
Yesterday, after fighting to type, as right now ,the same exertion upon my brain, nervous system and body is making thinking extremely difficult. Typing is like having to individually pound down on each keystroke to get the keys to operate as if I do not press down with my entire hand literally pounding down the keys won't display anything.
The blacks in this interview--the elitist black "intellectual" who alters his voice for blacks of the "street" level Nazi organization who pose as "fighting" against racism because they are allotted these spaces and not hampered, poisoned or drugged into incoherency by these terrorist operators as I am daily. The title of this video that was hacked into my YouTube feed main page was about Obama and the Third Term of his administration. On clicking on the video--and only because of the man who runs this page not for the man who had teleported and masturbated in front of me with a huge crocodile predatorial smile of glee that I am being raped while he's descrying black women being raped by whites in slave times AND yet, so happy it's happening to me and he will participate in it as his ratings within the organization continue to rise while the white "intellectuals" continue to give him unadulturated welcome into their lecture halls. Not that he hasn't done the work to have achieved high ranks within the intellectual community, but his insulting bearing and demeanor and the change of his tone of voice from the white lectures and the black groups, where he bends down as if to talk on a low level while addressing a black (poor) crowd so differs from the erect and "erudite" posturing and tone-of-voice he uses to impress his white colleagues in the Ivy-league lectures. Look it up on You Tube it's there for the world to see.
Instead of a discussion on Obama, because I clicked this page off abruptly after more than 20 minutes of these men mentioning books but not getting into the subject or content of the books, and then discussing the rappers of pop culture who are "fighting" racism and operating for "the black man" and one of these was the very black rap K-rap huge celebrity who is so famous for his angry songs and lyrics explaining slavery and racism--who has operated with his wife to attack me, as they posture in Lion King self-grandizing (the bigger the lie, the more the Nazi groups will follow it) and that is apparent at this very moment in history so I mean only that any huge lie to create a myth is being welcomed because reality is not a salesworthy pitch and people buy into delusions if only they can associate themselves with a grandiosity. They mentioned as if these pop culture icons are of highest intellectual capacity in their lyrics, which many a person of lower status can also crank out (and I do not insult them or the points they make, only in the hypocrisy that I have endlessly encountered from the various levels within this vertical and horizontal structure of this Nazi/Illuminati/Freemason and their various sub-entity factions of varied different names, groups, identifications but globalization has also reached international status within the operations of these groups to form a one-world system of inter-related technocracy which is now openly becoming a vicious tyrannical autocracy. One of the only countries that appears to be not as fascist as America is Germany (the onus and origin of these nefarious divide-and-conquer operations, for a large part but of course I am not an insider I only have been teleported TO insiders of this operation for years now. I have had to see some of their foreign controllers and I know that the leaders of American media who teleport me answer to Europigape controllers who "handle" these actors and politicians.
So, I have to get off YouTube because once I turn on this Wifi my brain is under attack and I literally lose my grounding (while I fight to backspace and correct hacker inserts and typos which appear continuously because the keys are being juxtaposed while I type).
I am influenced to respond to these videos. The "mind control" is so persuasive that I do not understand that it is happening while it is happening (a hallmark of the mind control technology that it is so subtle and pervasive and impossible to detect and even when I do vaguely understand I cannot control it--up to this point because I am so endlessly sick from drugging due to hard poisons that are continuously pumped by this terrorist group into my food because of mechanical arms I cannot stop entering my room and slashing my body and poisoning/drugging my food and destroying my property.
With full gleeful consent and participation by some of the leading "black" Nazi Illuminati/Freemason/terrorists operating as your saviors in the media and in politics.--
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This due of terrorist fakes "representing" the "black community" albeit with expertise and professionalism--as I highly respect the man who operates this YouTube channel and I think of him as a genius who operates very well within his expert analysis and production. However, he still "represents" partially this Nazi terror group if only to be "allowed" to have a daily presentation and he is famous for it, and well-deserved too. However, He also is "borrowing" concepts but only at a fragmental stage of theft of my ideas, as he participates in this terror operation out on me so he and his cronies can like all the rest get notice and promotion by leaders of the white bigot consortium that rules and controls THEM. The interchange that these black men had was of endless cooing "My brother this-and-that, and my brothers and my brothers--sometimes they used "sisters" but I can't remember or recall them ever using any woman as any standard to which they held up reverence for the "black struggle". They then went on to commiserate about how they using the term "we" have obtained a wave of power through the George Floyd movement.
I want to state that for years these K-rap rappers they adulate have participated in TORTURE, RAPE AND DISMEMBERMENT of me because I held onto the activism and idealization I obtained from my years of living in MINNEAPOLIS and being part of academic feminist lectures, movements and I imbibed the atmosphere of undiluted concern that these protests have emerged from, as the impetus. The crafted, corrupted and rapist/racist enablers of Whorewood and this intellectual who teleported and jacked-off in front of me with a most hideous and ugly grey-smile of hate and delight that it is ME being raped and not his "sisters" whom he rarely mentions as in the white male supremacist tradition it's really only the males that he refers to when he talks of a power structure and it's leaders.
The purity of fighting against corruption, that is also part of the Minneapolis movement that neither of these men could actually discuss nor understand. The intellectual much moreso than the Youtube lecturer (who I guess has made many mainstream media productions as well--I only heard about him because he lately has begun to hack his videos onto my YouTube pages when I search for the never-ending debacle of this election cycle where tragedies and explosions and death have become a daily terror report on the media--and the looming coup and Martial Law--so I remain busy ensconsed and tied to YouTube to get media information and these terrorists using this mind control technology have infiltrated my every search without impunity and it's a plague of them in scores and droves of their videos for every time I open YouTube, which is every day to catch the news from afar overseas where I now am (no tv as I understand that much mind control programming is used through the boob tube so I have taken all tv's out of my living quarters which are nasty enough from the bombardment of electronic mind control and torture with the terrorists surrounding and attacking me.
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I am now exhausted from pounding down on the keyboard, my arms hurt (my biceps) and I have been badly drugged by this team of terrorists which slash into my body, use mind control to get me to take all my clothing and all the packaging tape I cover my body with to stop my skin and body from being damaged to the point of utter permanent scarring on every point of my body and hair and etc--they just forced me to take it all off, using mind control, slashed into my gums and hands and feet and smeared nasty oils and chemicals into my skin and hair and then teleported me to another hate stupid skit as I fight to get them to return my cat(s) and get off me and for some real authority to remove these parasites and for a semblance of justice to take place where I live in peace without terror or torture squads, I am not forced into having a baby with a rapist Nazi and I can live in my own house that these billionaire parasites will have to pay for while they are blocked from using this technology on me or anyone else.
Back to the hypocritical black Nazi caucus that I am describing or trying to pound out with my entire arm by now pounding down:
the energy that was the impetus to the George Floyd movement that these fakes and Black Nazi proponents who NEVER got anything done for ANY ACTION WHATSOEVER except to endlessly blather on and on about the problems with no solutions--or if offering solutions, never actually going out to implement them and to actually risk anything to achieve any change--as the people fighting and being shot at and killed in the streets--which these black Nazis are now taking credit for as "their" brothers and sisters fighting alongside them in the "struggle" and blah blah they go on and on taking credit for behavior that they sexually abused, verbally attacked ME for clinging to in a tempest of torture and violence person after person who raped and attacked me out of the most bigoted white supremacist H-wood "A-list" elitist Nazi cartel ordered them to participate in which they did not need much ordering to comply with--at all. Instead, they viciously attacked me and then, stole ideas and claimed them as their own too.
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Again fighting very hard to pound down to get ideas out while my brain is blocked and I am SICK from drugging and poisoning while my brain is currently under a very severe technological attack so it's like I'm dizzy and nearly fainting as I fightj to think while fighting to pound words out on a keyboard where the slightest touch should have words flowing without any block to functioning. I have not been able to do this for YEARS UPON END due to this group which CONTINUES TO STEAL IDEA AFTER IDEA FROM ME BUT CLAIMING IT ALL AS THEIR OWN.
They raped, slapped, punched, assisted in rape and torture of me, these black "brothers" with their adjacent "sisters" as I fought to defend the real human rights that aren't associated with the singular "black" movement but for PEOPLE. That this most racist crime against me is not to be shunned as something that blacks hold no stake in nor care about but even PARTICIPATE IN is a sick crime against the REAL struggle for justice due to racism.
That is a bit of what Minneapolis is about, but you ignorant celebrities and politicians are incognizant of how and what this type of mentality is because you are so concerned with posturing in your Lion King pig sniffing the air nazi postures in your luxury glamor photo-ops for your endless multi-million dollar Nazi-backed investments and studios and productions.
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I am now very sick from this attack on my nervous system and body. I got up from this laptop nearly falling down from dizziness, and then now, as I sit here, my head feels like it's slightly imploding as my head feels both light and like it's falling off in heaviness--I am so completely sick from poisoning and my body is too polluted by hardening poisons to move any longer while the soft, liquid poisons remain a huge bloated bubble like a hanging disgusting pot of cottage cheese cellulite (in apperaance, it's poisons hanging off my body the poisons latch onto bone and the poisons that are trapped appear to push up the adipose tissue so it appears like congealed cottage cheese cellulite--in addition to not being able to exercise because I NEED A SWIMMING POOL but these billionaires who have profited off attacking me FOR YEARS cannot help me with a $1000/month rental supplement after YEARS of obtaining ideas which have both promoted them as advocates for alternative causes but also has generated perhaps millions in revenue, in addition to promotions from within this organization of hate and racism that they are enjoying posturing and being promoted as (African) Kings and Queens if they associate themselves with the Nazi and also English Imperialistic insignia of the Lion. They could so easily as the huge group of millionaires/billionaires or very wealthy just contribute a small amount so I can live with a private swimming pool so this congealed crap under my skin that they have also poisoned me with (so obviously they will NEVER offer me a single penny or bit of any kind of help, only torture to death while extracting all possible from me while claiming that the people who have exploded for lack of representation in the media and in politics are really all that they represent and are icons offering political solutions for (if only they will just vote for these Lion King formerly working class Nazis who have never instigated anything but complicity and co-opting of alternative movements in the whoredom which has paid them in billions for their posturing "help" for their masters on the plantation.
I have discovered what and who is eating up my plants and despite my patio being destroyed, flowers ripped off vines just as they are about to blossom, laying on the floor picked off--there are insects on my plants who have eaten all the leaves, I just saw them now because they ate literally all leaves completely off the plant and are sitting there on the bare stalks. That does not exempt the possibility that the terrorists put these insects on my patio which is on the 3rd floor of a condo with a huge parking garage at ground level. Would these insects who, for over 2 years have never been on my patio before, suddenly crawl up three flights of cement to eat my plants?
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I am now so ill from the remote mind control attacks that I cannot write any longer or hold my head up as it's like I'm about to faint from these attacks by these terrorists aiming sophisticated technology as representatives for the bigot nazis and there are plenty of those surrounding me who are not famous plastic surgery icons they are obviously not wealthy enough to live in expensive places here in Thailand and so their rancid ugliness is very openly apparent. Some of them all these years are not as fugly as some others, but they are younger who are being handed free rent on their endlessly undeserved vacays for which they continue the policies of genocide and the Holocaust for which their parents and grandparents in their advancing retirement old age instructed them how to lie and feign that they are against for politically correct posturing (very well done in Germany I must say from my years of experiencing of witnessing all of it from the rancid old Nazis at the dinner tables glaring with expectation at the lying fake younger generations to continue the facade of caring--as Germany is so caring about fascism now so against T-rump and so fundamentally against Nazism as while it exists in Germany it must be some "mistake" and is only a small representation of the general population--according to the endlessly repeated scripts that I have been told by warm-smiling hissing snakes called Germans when I lived in Germany. These are funding the people attacking me right now, who are trained in the exquisite art of fundamental deception and it's being sold off to the masses through these generated talk shows, extending to "grass roots' in YouTube presentations (which is blocked from me--I tried to open my own channel and my posts were blocked and censored).
I am too exhausted and sick from "mind control" draining my brain and my body is reacting to attacks: my eyes are tearing up from remote attack affecting my eyeballs (they also attack my vision) and my arms hurt from pounding down while I am so dizzy I can barely sit up any longer.
I got a youtube video put out by a famous whistleblower hacker-with recommendations on software to install that protects against government surveillance. How can I download it with the Government blocking and censoring all my downloads and internet dealings? While terrorists enter my room to get into my computer once I leave, as I cannot carry five heavy bags around with me all the time because I carry so much that I want to have no tampered with when I leave, while these terrorists just rampage my room to wreak filth, spray destroy and steal and then hack into my laptop so I cannot block out these attacks I really need a support system but of course the creeple hacking into this blog are more terrorists of varying orders and levels of the larger structure and of course, you can never affect any real change you only latch onto the people who are risking death in the streets as part of your "struggle" for which you tortured me for exhibiting because I am fighting your system apparently to the death unless and until someone actually intervenes in this, which appears will not happen. But they are all now being championed for representing the actions of people who were so desperate for change because you fakes are PART OF THE PROBLEM and can never affect the change unless it means you will suck out some political power while remaining safely in your high-fashion "Lion" attire in your luxury mansions and houses without having to actually do more than blather out more affirmation for the people you claim are your allies but you have been torturing me to death for having and holding these same ideals of resistance that you currently are torturing me slowly to death to change in torture-based "behavior modification" technology that you ALL latch onto and will use to quell further dissent but as long as you can get political power and shout that you are fighting for change as part of the George Floyd movement which you have never worked to achieve but perhaps wish you had. Still, you attack me regardless of the overt Nazi movement that you have helped to foster into a huge political "base" now marching in the streets with assault rifles while you continue in the safety of the safety net you are allotted by your Nazi handlers to crank out your blathering intellectualism and pulp culture K-rap rap songs and talk shows about how much you are fighting for change.
It is now absolutely painful to use my arm because the keyboard is so stiff and impossible to pound down on any longer. My muscles on my bicep are literally bulging out from exertion at this moment and it's like I have an ache from pounding down to write this.
Am I actually doing anything but entertaining sadistic scumbags when I write these posts who later steal the concepts to use as part of their huge luxury lifestyles of the infamous do-nothing celebrity politico blathering spinning heads circuit controlling the world? Maybe these movements you claim you are part of can effect change, but you will be working under orders to wreak the damage of internal collapse so these groups are infiltrated and eventually made so obsolete that the former blathering conspiracy theory K-rap you have put out for years remains as the most tangible evidence of any fake "resistance" which essentially makes any real change obsolete.
I also have to add that these disgusting, filthy pigs continue to use mechanical arms to break into my room through the panels separating my room from the minion creeps in the rooms next door--to spray stinking foul odors on my blankets, body and clothing. The pig apes who are attacking me are trying to create this endless filth surrounding me to force dilapidation upon me. My body remains covered with scars from their nightly attacks. My skin has been curdled for years by chemicals they smear all over my body. My left large toe is so badly broken that it's pointing at an angle that is making the other toes shift to the left, all point in disarray due to the many times this toe has been broken and I have never harmed this toe myself in any accident--it was broken while I was in a comatose sleeping MK ULTRA state.
They are filthy, they are disgusting. No one ever intervenes. Now the world is in such a state of chaos, which you all watched happen to me which I have spent years non-stop fighting. The same attack system is happening now on a global level. You can thank heartily your heartless celebrities of the A$$list stature and the leaders who you all believe when they chant American Democracy slogans and other progressive beliefs. Really, the situation appears quite dismal at this point. I have told myself to just shut the computer off until after January 20, 2021. Every day they attack me so badly I write just to try to get support, as the attack protocols go that after I write the terrorists reduce the attacks that I describe for a day or for less time, use other attacks, and then resume the other attacks I tried to stop in a rotation just like the pig ape hyenas attacking me go in rotation.
How many years must I beg online for help before someone actually cares about protecting human rights for everybody and not just their own group. If you can only care about your group you will allow the perpetrators to ravage your group when you are still divided against one-another in your minority clusters.
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later on the next day. I saw hacker inserts that I had to correct. If anyone read my post yesterday they would have read the hacker inserts. The people inserting their words to change my meaning and making the words I do write a sick joke (i.e., I wrote above the word "impactful" and hackers changed it to impactfoul--just as they had changed the phrase I wrote, "low-brow" into "low-brown". The filth is apparent of their inner mentality. These are merely the not-wealthy shadows and parallel structures of the plastic-surgery counterparts in H -wood who operate with these foul terrorists (English-speakers undoubtedly), perhaps the hacks are from the scum in H-wood and not my minority minion Thais surrounding me pouring the filth for the filthy parasites of H-wood into my home on a daily and non-stop basis.
Dear dumb, a$$ greedy rapist racist black Nazi enablers and white supremacists and German Nazis and I am merely mentioning those who call themselves in a DELUSIONAL attempt to self-promotion that they are "Lions" and thus, the endless reversion of "The Lion King" motif which, is such pure "BULLSHIT' according to William Cooper deary dumb a$$ rapist, racist enablers PLEASE take 45 minutes to listen to this lecture. This lecture is the basis of my analysis of you, and I thought about this after YEARS of you attacking me and your movies and pop song. I thought about how, in a most unregal manner, you are using this technology to continue and not just continue to but support RABID NAZISM while you are being paid to promote "anti-racist" crappy songs and interviews and tv talk shows all with the most compassionate concern for humanity while you torture me year-after-year. Dumb a$$ idiots please listen to this lecture for a moment. For you who are interested, this is a most intelligent deconstruction of a very realistic nature of The Illuminati which holds a huge bearing on our predicament of racism and this "threat" to Democracy that exists at this very moment in history. You can thank these dumb a$$ Whorewood stars of all colors and creeds for this current fiasco and threat to the planet:
PLEASE listen to this lecture it is truly admirable in intelligence and realistic interpretation.
...and then, watch as Obama symbolically hands power over to Trump in this media presentation that is "supposed" to represent a "rift" and that is an illusion which has carried both of them into further political oppositional entertrainment for political purposes. However, if you take the lecture above, especially the symbolism of the PRIEST ape or baboon who the Lion King hands the baby Lion to at the very beginning of the movie, The Lion King. Obama (see clip below) used this as a reference to his "real" birth, claiming with the usual entertaining entrainment, that the clip which was shown as a "joke" should appease the wrath of his ape-like opponent, Trump. However, the exoteric meaning behind the use of this clip which takes The Lion King beginning scene is supposed to be an innocent reference to a fun Disney movie about someone born in Africa. The real fraternal ESOTERIC meaning was a horse of a different color: a reference to the induction of Obama into the fraternal Order of The Illuminati (he was the baby lion in this hyperbole) and Trump was the "Priest" ordaining respectable baptism into the Order which Obama used as a symbolic power-sharing device by playing this clip at the White House Correspondents' Dinner where Trump made his stand, not the last stand but the first stand, for power at the White House officially but in this sense, symbolically. When I consider how much power Trump has within this Illuminati/Freemason organization, I understand that Obama "had to" make a concession and thus, the "beginning of a beautiful friendship" was played out as a hostile attack upon the birth origin of Obama. The meaning was that Obama was not fully baptized into the Fraternal Order and had to compliment Trump by associating Trump with the higher powers of the order, as represented by the Ape-Priest. And thus, Obama referred to Trump and his orange hair (quoting the barbs which were really a reference to) the priestly class of higher and superior intelligence (the apes or whatever simian ape-like animal was portrayed at the opening scene of The Lion King, who had to permit acceptance and give his blessing before the baby Lion could ascend into the next seat OF POWER TO THE THRONE but only with consent of the higher ape class of Priests.) See in the video below that Obama refers to himself as the baby Lion (regarding his birth) and Trump is supposed to represent the "orange"-haired ape or whatever that animal was but it was a PRIEST of a higher rank than the baby, and the higher animal had to give it's esoteric blessing. That shift of power resulting in a power exchange between Obama and Trump, even during the first Obama Administration, was the vert first act of the Trump Administration.
...at this point hackers deleted almost the entire portion of this paragraph that had made reference to the technology they passed to one another for promotion used upon me, this most insidious evil and low-brow (*just now I had to retype the phrase "low-brow" because hackers rewrote it as "low-brown". The hacking is so atrocious and my inability to focus and the expletives I use and insults are so puerile but I am truly being blasted with brain-altering technology and the hackers are really having some sick exercise in ugliness attacking every sentence I write. The creepy rotten people who have just moved into this building, the white fascists from Europe or Russia who are being paid free rent to just hack and attack me and if they could they would be raping and inserting fungus into my body and etc but for now, they are killing beautiful plants, cutting into my body, using subliminals and other forms of sleep-deprivation technology affecting my nervous system to get me to take off my defenses so they can destroy my hair, limbs, digits and skin with damaging chemicals and my food is drugged. After eating I am nearly fainting from the drugs that are being poured into my food. The mechanical arms get through layers of items I glued and pounded into the tiers of panels covering this room on all sides, and despite that they reach many lengths using extremely sophisticated surveillance technology to absolutely attack me in utter darkness going through layers of tape and clothing I am fully covering up my body but I just sit here drugged, sick and fighting to heal endless slices into my body--skin cut to the bone every single day. After years of writing about how I need a safe home I continue to have to write this for my life to save my life from dismemberment and torture to death. The famous icons you all support mis- use of technology and it's ensuing contract of continuing promotion the more vicious they attack and abuse me using teleportation in conjunction with terrorist stalking squads that range in multi-millions of goons. Transferred in this hand-over of power and thus power-sharing (which has culminated in EIGHT MORE YEARS OF BOTH USING THIS TECHNOLOGY ON ME SO INTERNATIONAL NAZI CONCERNS WILL HELP PROMOTE BOTH IN THE MEDIA AND IN THE NAZI CIRCLES WHICH NOW INCLUDE "ELITIST" BLACKS. who turn upon "Jews" like me who actually have nothing to do with the Jewish culture or race except that I was merely born into it, but grew up in Christian white culture with blacks too but almost no jews. I have not been indoctrinated and thus, a target for their de-programming and hate tactics so I can fit into their pyramidal schemata, cliches and stereotypes which pit me at a lower rank than I would otherwise be able to achieve if only they would stop poisoning, drugging and attacking me so I can't do more than sit in a sick daze in paralysis for years in a room being tortured and unable to write without hacking and brain-altering tech forcing hysteria and blocking ability to type, think and convey information WHILE the content is being rewritten and partially deleted and turned into rambling mostly deleted mumbling stuff. I am very upset about how badly the hacking and rewriting destroys what I am trying to convey and how incapable I am of reading, writing and functioning and being unable to express any idea without it being tainted and destroyed by this hacking and brain-altering horrific technology.
Back to the terror groups:Using fully indoctrinated blacks and other minorities they are struggling to fit me into the "hyena" class of subordinate by using this technology to endlessly torture and "traumatize" me into divulging my ideas, so they can posture and claim they are of the "superior" class. I use this division of "class" because The Lion King has the lower realm of hyenas and evil dark-haired lying Lions, and the "good" blonde-haired Lions operating with other "good" animals who do not use ghetto parlance like the "evil" hyenas do (at least in the first Lion King that came out years ago. The one that came out recently has one of the terrorist teleporting stalkers and I could not stand to see another movie and be tortured because I watch their films--which is part of their protocol once I watch their films they teleport and abuse me and I'm "supposed" to love them in return. This is programming for people to be mislead by these media groups and organizations but still "love" their controllers and those who lead them perhaps to death but still loving them until they finally collapse and are destroyed (doesn't that sound like a familiar theme in this current disaster in the history of time which is merely a repetition of this pernicious group which relies upon old formulas--again, see video above on The Lion King as these are ancient formulas for power and control being rehashed in modern media disguised as fun cartoons or Disney or other fun or tragic H-wood movies and presentations.
I insert this after having read up to this point the 3rd attempt to remove hacker inserts and deletions and rewrite: the paragraph just above has parts deleted. I am sick of this endless editing after having written the post fairly well enough for it to be intelligible. It's so hard to get past the hackers blocking key functions that I spend most of the time just backspacing once I fight to rewrite what hackers made so completely rewritten as to have no sense whatsovever. I have already deleted many huge parts of this post because hackers completely deleted sentence after sentence and then strung parts of half sentences remaining together. I also want to add that of late, due to "high season" here in Phuket, another wave of rotten older Europ-a parasitic creep scum has moved into this condo (which is mostly empty) and this happens year after year in all the places I have been forced to live--amongst many other people surrounding me with no options to get out, all financial opportunities blocked so they can continue to torment me and I have no chance to ever even buy food I need to heal and get strong they have left me in such poverty. The scum creeps who stalk me in the halls are rotten disgusting whether they are young or old, but the creepy things they all do is reminiscent of completely decaying rotten corpses brought back to life by hell forces. They are completely rotten and worse than even some of you reading this! They are completely rewriting and hacking this is worse than it has been in a long time. The fugly creeple who are hacking and attacking me with pure filth and stupidity are of a most ugly physical appearance and they really act like filthy greasebags. It's this way every single year. This is under orders from plastic-surgery icons of "beauty" and "culture" within the United States. Your icons. It should demonstrate to you people skeptical of all I write that when I describe these creepy people you should understand that they are just caricatures of the plastic-coated icons but without plastic surgery making them appear glam. The hackers once again are simply inserting letters while I am typing and also making the space bar jump so there are always spaces between letters. this is literally impossible to type and it's very painful to pound down forever to get anything out.
The rest of this must undoubtedly be so confusing and impossible to sort out due to hackers. I am spending hours just fighting to retype what has been completely changed by the hackers so it's impossible to understand what I have already written that was coherent when I wrote it. I am so sick of asking people to stop allowing this system to continue to get me into safety and to stop promoting these people participating in this sick situation. It appears that the next batch is participating to some extent in this crime and thus...I have to leave any change to you unfortunates out there who are suffering SUFFERING due to the excesses of the power struggles and machinations that are harming you that your wonderful black and white leaders have been imposing upon your lives and deaths, because you have all left me to fight without protection or support all these years and what you have done by not doing anything to stop them has created the same conditions of torture and near death upon you as you watched happen to me but DID NOTHING and now it's all coming back to haunt you.
The video below, to continue on the Obama/Trump theme as it relates to the Lion King:
So watch Obama hand power over to Trump back when the "Birther" fake news entrainment spectacle took place at the White House Correspondents' Dinner when Trump had a face-off with Obama while Obama played a clip from The Lion King:
At 3 minutes into the clip is a stark reference to The Lion King---made by Obama in reference to Trump. It was a power-sharing moment because both I make unreservedly but still "hypothetically" are involved in "The Illuminati" organization (or some other offshoot of that organization but labelled under different names and organizations as this is a global organization) and this was an admission that the referencing of Trump as some kind of ape was really an esoteric reference to Trump being of a high order of initiates in the Order, who must bless the "Lion King" (supposedly Obama in this case). Watch the clip, listen to the Cooper lecture to the end.
I regret that the technology and endless fighting to backspace and pound down on keys and my brain being put into a technologically-induced" hate state is blocking my ability to write with a real credible stand. My words are coming out as hissing hate and I realize it would drive people away. I can't help it, I really ask for the billionth time for readers to stop this endless attack upon me so I can write with a sense of calm constraint upon the "lower" nature of hate which YEARS twelve TWELVE YEARS of non-stop torture have produced.
AT 3 minutes is the reference to The Lion King--and The Lion King came out just recently with one of the people teleporting me, amongst the never-reducing huge intertwining circuits of these politicians, actors, "musicians' and others, but this black woman was hissing anti-Semitic hate rants at me while a German (who had raped and assaulted me as she fully supports him and attacks me for him but for his promotions and acceptance) but the German who behaves as if I am to take it by rote that he's automatically superior, as most people have already been brainwashed and trained to make obsequious avowed subservient acknowledgment of automatically without question. Having lived in Germany for almost 6 years I cannot do this if I am able to think and am not utterly drugged and under extreme mind control, as speaking German and living around Germans has shown me that lies and pretensions exist when huge amounts of money have been stolen and the "victors" can buy everyone and everything off from their huge genocidal exploits. However, back to the black racist Nazi "anti-racist/feminist" black female who hissed racist hate at me with her back to the very rabidly racist Nazi type who stood there smiling because they performed his orders so well and completely (as they do in Thailand but even with more slavish devotion than any actor vying for a role has done on any casting couch).
Afterwards, I see the culprits won and won top awards for their media roles; as these same blacks have been awarded once more again this year. Perhaps they think that because he, the white male fascist Nazi, is smiling at them that he's not a "Nazi" assuming that he likes them because they are black and he just loves them so much, is so hip and is far nicer than Americans are (I have heard this very often when I lived in Germany). No, he is smiling because you are such good minions serving the Nazi agenda. You continue to attack me because for playing that subordinate minion role for a German Nazi and for the other Nazis you are so filthy RICH AND FAMOUS for it and you are always told (except when you teleport me) that you are such glamourous, incredible, superior "Lions" and moreso if you hiss hate at me and if you stick your heads up and make Nazi postures and oh my my aren't you just glorified endlessly.
All of them are rapist and racist enablers and if anyone out there assumes that this is "Lion" superiority I don't think that Lions actually would sink to the level of a sub-hyena.
THREE MINUTES INTO THE VIDEO the power-sharing moment depicting the Lion King roars out the mutual support system. The Love for power and $$ and endless nominations and media presentations and both sides claim they are fighting "for America" when they roar out their slogans to the sheeple watching and taking up arms to protect their shepherd wolves in sheeple clothing. At this point these animals who posture and make these claims about how superior they are have been so unjustly violent towards me for so many years because THEY ARE ALL UNDER THE ORDERS OF ANTI-AMERICAN BIGOT NAZIS AND OTHER FOREIGN INFLUENCERS. (I am reading this after having gotten up earlier in a daze, dizzy, unable to walk straight after fighting to type while my brain was attacked. Hackers deleted entire sentences and then parts of other sentences and I can see clearly that this paragraph has been made to have no sense:
Most of this post has been completely altered and when I try to read what is left, so much has been sliced together and deleted I can't even follow what I had written at all.
I have to delete now most of the former paragraphs that I had written earlier.
Because of these politicians and their "this is my friend" cohorts in H-wood, for over 8 years and lognger-I must live with all opportunities to earn money blocked so I must stay in this one position without being able to exercise while I am stuck in poisoning paralysis as they continue to torture me night and day: in a torture /surveillance abuse chamber and am paralyzed and remain being drugged and poisoned with zero support. (again I see that hackers deleted parts of this paragraph and sliced bits and pieces together so this is absolutely unreadable to the point of absolute incoherency (not due to my fault or abilities)
All of this began with the introduction of The Lion King at the White House Correspondents' Dinner years ago, which currently involves two presidents attacking me so they and their cohorts (one for white and black Nazis, the other for black and white Nazis in H-wood), a huge team of billionaires and millionaires is attacking me with hundreds of thousands of blacks, whites and all kinds of mostly nasty people (all are nasty in every single way) attacking me like subhuman scum and laughing like demented hyenas afterwards. The segue to this extreme US government/Executive Branch torture situation using "new" technology began with a clip from The Lion King. It is a symbolic reference to the upper classes of this separate but unequal "superior" group versus the dark, stealth, wicked low class of the evil fake Lions versus the Good light-hearted superior Lion and ape-priest classes. I also want to use another William Cooper reference that Cooper uttered at 12 minutes into his lecture (in above video) about the "Golden Age", which the Illuminati and Freemasons refer to as The Good Old Days when the Order of Life was structured and perfect. The Golden Age really equates to MAGA and it's been oft-used by these secret societies to lure people into a false reality of superiority for many millennium.
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OBAMA, TRUMP AND THE LION SUBSERVIENT TO THE HIGHER APE-PRIEST CLASS GRANTING ENTRY INTO THE PORTALS OF POWER in the "golden age" of the pyramid structured secret societies. (referencing William Cooper lecture above, not using a "conspiracy theory" that I am just ranting off on this page).
I do wonder how much of this that I have now spent another 30 minutes retyping will be hacked off the page and then pasted into other sentences, as has happened so far almost every other sentence on this post. I am very tired of rewriting so I am not going to read further and correct what obviously will be more hacked and disorienting horrid hacking. I just want some of this post to at least make a bit of sense after reading and seeing how badly they completely destroyed all that I fought to pound down on the keyboard after backspacing endlessly to correct their inserts which appear while I am typing.
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Which sick, stupid psychopath or psychopathic attack should I begin to describe first?
The terrorists are killing a huge, beautiful flowering plant on my patio that I grew from seed, which has grown into a huge, beautiful flowering object on my patio. They just got through killing a new plant flowering with exquisite flowers and now they are killing, ripping flowers off and leaving them on the ground on the patio, etc etc. Yesterday I noticed that leaves had been stripped off branches, but there were a few remaining leaves and flowers. This evening all is bare, completely ripped and shredded off the plant. The plant is now just bare branches and even the new growths that had begun in just one day have been ripped off with the mechanical arms that break through whatever they do on my patio.
The Lion King: I have been pondering the symbolic aspect of the very oft-used and too-often used movie theme of The Lion King. Some of the rappers, talk show hosts and pop singers and politicians who ascribe to this "Lion King" philosophy (for that is surely what it really is, beyond a mere allegorical tale and people may not even be able to discern that the movie is actually an allegory). The theme essentially is about elitism and classism. The "new" Illuminati membership extends now in this "woke" culture beyond black and white. I had been pondering various political events and the entertrainment terrorists attacking me who have used this theme to promote themselves as being of an elitist class. The attack upon me is supposed to infer that I am, of course, not of the elitist class and thus, not "allowed" to even publish my own thoughts or concepts without first being drugged and hacked to the point that writing, thinking and even movement is impossible. One of the women attacking me now with violent mental illness is a huge star for her posturing compassionate interview of mostly the white slave-owners of the Amerikkkan plantation that fund her billion dollar empire. The movie she made that was stolen from a small snippet of ideas that I could barely type or think or write-out by now many years ago, which she could have put into her "book club" but never got to that book because like her interviews, the crappy saccherine K-rap she and (others of this group) crank out are meaningless sentimentality that reaches no heart because the hearts involved are more concerned with shopping stories and baking recipes, which her magazine is sugar-coated with. The concepts that I had written of were regarding a technocratic authoritarian government/ a universal time-travel multi-verse where Love can over-ride the computerized programming of a soulless automatic centralized (real Stalinist/Communist tyranny) society. Or post in the modern era these terrorists I must face when they teleport me, as they are awake, I am sleeping and teleported, drugged and under non-stop torture as I have been for over a decade literally every single day and night.
However, without wanting to get into more of the meat of this carnivore fanatical rabid capitalist fascist group of enter-trainers (mind F*88 operators).
She has been behind attacking me for my very thoughts many times in the past and does not slow down or stop. All of the terrorists are certain that NOTHING is ever going to stop them or protect me and that, like all the other terrorists they are on a parallel organizational immunity with, they will never be anything but pardoned and exempted from Law which they believe is not anything they must adhere to when they can circumvent rape, torture and attempted murder and laugh about it THEY WILL and then they WILL GET MORE MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PROMOTIONS FOR THEIR STUDIOS, TOURS, MOVIE LEAD ROLES and etc as they dance, gyrate and blather about how they care about "Amerikkkans".
The one who holds up an Illuminati pyramid sign as his open worship of the pyramid master plan which has endowed his "anti-racist" movies and performances with more millions (or billions, I really don't know I don't read the Forbes list) but....his absolute devotion to The Lion King (and you can also see that Obama used this as a reference when he HANDED POWER TO TRUMP in the symbolic gesture when the "Birther" scandal had become the seeming thorn in the regal "paw" of the Obama administration when actually it was, symbolically, the same elitist esoteric statement that represents the concept that there is a class of "Lions" and another class of "Hyenas". Black and white do not matter any longer, now it's just who is who in the predator kingdom and which class of animal is of a more regal nature when it comes to crime and predatory behavior and which is of a low-brow thug class.
I would have written about this more clearly with a creative fiction or story-telling aspect. However, they are now attacking me for just thinking about this and considering how I would write it if the keyboard weren't hacked endlessly, if I were not sick and dizzy daily and unable to literally move from drugging that is endlessly poured into my food and smeared on my body. Also there are electronic weapons aimed at my brain and that causes exhaustion whereby I can't concentrate or think or work (and can't read, which I truly very much miss and want to resume and I get exhausted after reading two pages. Just like when I try to swim the terrorists make my heart palpitate so dangerously that I am heaving for breath after two small laps in a small pool. I grew up winning swimming events and was on swim team for over 8 years during my childhood and into high school).
As for the politician who spoke with such conviction but it appears that my words were borrowed and then conformed to the "Black" struggle (which I am at least on some level supportive of if the words I use were used for a good cause, however due to SO MANY BLACK PEOPLE ATTACKING ME--AS IN, THE TERRORISTS IN THE MEDIA i MENTIONED ABOVE ARE ALL BLACK and all "fighting" against racism
but Black is now "woke" and anti-Semitism is the new genocide (not really, but from my vantage so many blacks have attacked me--from bus stops, to University staff supposed to represent people making claims of discrimination--and from black people everywhere participating with whites attacking me, as back up doing the nasty work and jobs and acting with more vile nastiness almost than the whites--this is also true of other minorities but for some reason the representation of blacks in this terrorist organization attacking me far exceeds the other "races" although in Miami it's Latinos by a huge margin over any other race.
Whatever I write that has any smack of attack upon "black" is met with racist claims against me---as with everything, all I try to use to describe this injustice is turned like a pancake flipped just back on the other side to be burnt to a crisp.
The politician: I wanted her to be the leader and now she has been handed that title. I am very glad. However, when I wrote, "This group has poisoned, raped and disfigured and maimed me (not those exact words but I have written this for years many times over) and it is because IF I COMPETE I WIN AND THEY CAN'T STAND TO HAVE THEIR FAKE CLAIMS OF SUPERIORITY undermined.
Because my brain is under so much attack right now I really cannot type or write with the real words, which have escaped my brain/mind connection. As I type the letters I press are juxtaposed so when I type a sequence to spell a word the letters are literally jumbled by hackers or their malware or attack. All day the laptop has frozen and stopped operating if I just clicked on a page the entire laptop would freeze for at least 5 minutes. It is now nearly impossible for me to type a single word without all being jumbled/juxtaposed by hackers.
The politician: this has been done before with blacks, and with all of them: my words are taken out of context and reformatted back into the "cause" of the people stealing my ideas. She said that if black people were not suppressed in voting they would win. I could look up the exact words, which were almost in the same sequence that I had written the phrase of if/then---the black vote has been suppressed because every time the blacks vote they WIN (HUGE cheers from the crowds in Georgia on this video).
I am now stumbling with my fingers struggling to think of words and get my hand to write and then I am continuously, non-stop fighting to backspace and correct what these people are hacking in with the letter/keyboard block.
I do so hope that this woman who seemed to repeat my words, and I write this because HER VIDEOS have appeared and peculiar not-publicity photo-op photos of her have appeared on my Facebook page, really not professional photos and not of media news sources--just to add to the huge litany of these seemingly untouchable "elitists" but (not saying she is, I get a very good feeling when she speaks, I do not find it so abhorrent that she perhaps stole my words, perhaps_ but I do say this emphatically to all: when you attack another group in the face of this horrendous racist organization which pays you millions and billions to perform acts of brainwashing so the gullible will follow you because you "represent" anti-racist causes but are RESPONSIBLE for one of the most openly racist organizations to inflict violence in the United States for a few decades (as Nazis that you really endorse as they endorse you) are marching in the streets right now fighting to uphold absolute racism which you are also upholding as you gyrate and sing in anger about racism but THEY PROMOTE YOU FOR ATTACKING ME.
WHEN YOU ATTACK ANOTHER PERSON OF A RACE FOR RACIST REASONS BECAUSE YOU THINK IT WILL BEHOOVE YOUR BLACK (A$$) YOU ARE REALY BRINGING EVERYONE DOWN although you may remain in your mansion and continue to have dominance over the industry. What you do now will reverse years of people DYING IN THE STREETS fighting to stop racism and people fighting in WARS TO STOP RACISM. Dumb A$$ES.
What else? I realize that my brain is seriously under bombardment with brain-altering tech. I know that this is the same technology that is, or will be, on a wide national or regional level become a standard form of brainwashing and programming to influence viewing decision-making and to program and brainwash people into loving their enemies and those who want to suppress not just the vote, but your friggin' brain and mind and heart and soul. I truly want to stress that the people attacking me, from my perspective of seeing them, I believe that many or most of them are THEMSELVES BEING PROGRAMMED AND DRUGGED AND ARE UNDER MIND CONTROL.
The hackers are changing the font size now, blocking keys, and I feel sick and dizzy and unable to continue to even think due to how badly my brain and body are being blasted with some form of tecnological assault--I don't know if they are cutting oxyen flow, as I know I have microchips implanted in my throat, in my back, there are scars on my scalp so probably there are items inserted into my brain as well--undoubtedly. I think what has been done to me is now of a more "wireless" form of brain attack and I want you people to know a few things:
What you do to me will be done to you. It is ALREADY happening around the planet on a much wider and larger scale. If you thought you were part of the "Lion" class you are now dismally whining that you never thought "it would happen to me" but it is, because your leaders think of you as "hyenas" and all the other "loser" terms that they are trying to force upon me by poisoning and drugging me, torturing me, making me financially so desperate I have no choice but to submit to their oppression and if they could only program me (as they have successfully done in the past) to become another automated attack unit, turning upon other people or animals upon subliminal command. Like many more people will be doing, out of desperation until there will be almost no more independent people or thinkers except for those who claim they are, in their esoteris fraternal secret societies (call it "Illuminati" if you will, which I know is just one of the terms used because this is a global organization with more and more people and adherents joining and now in this most traumatic time period unless you are one of them, you are going to be exterminated like the "hyena" classes (which are the lower ranks of Blacks, Latinos and Jews and other minorities, IN THE MOVIE THIS IS WHAT THE EVIL HYENAS AND THE LIONS OF THE LESSER FORMS ARE)
AND JUST another dumb a$$ movie I have to try to deconstruct for more people stealing my ideas to continue to steal.
However, because I could not crank out the quotes that perhaps--as I am not definitely stating this but the certainty of this being a theft is HIGH--will she, like all her male and female Nazi counterparts in the media and in politics that have access to this information about me, will she continue to attack me to support the "black cause" or will she actually become a proponent of "change" because, I actually would WIN if I were not suppressed but because one group is attacking me because they are told to continue the HOLOCAUST (where Jews killed other Jews upon order of the Gestapo, and you can bet this same system has been enlarged to include Blacks against Jews, Latinos against Blacks)
so really greedy, not very introspective black people attacking me: when you attack someone of another race, i.e. "Jewish" (as I really am not, just born into a family, am not part of the diaspora, never participated in the rituals or the customs or the social groups, ever except for a few single times sporadically just to investigate, just as I have with Christianity and Paganism and Buddhism and etc just studied religions and wen to various sectors of the grand religious pantheon--but because I do not subscribe you are most vehement in categorizing me and putting me "down" because you are all so engrossed in "representing" your oppressed state that you Must INCLUDE me in your secret sense of shame and being inadequate and "inferior" thus you posture like other species that are also dominant in The Lion King but of a dumb greedy nature and you posture with the Nazi poses using this theme that NAZIS USED about how you are "LIONS" AND THUS predators with class and superiority.
As I have to continue to struggle and fight to pound down on the keys, as now they are stiff. Regardless, the parasites attacking me continue to do so because this contract also entails traumatizing me to obtain a reaction that I write which people steal and use as their own concepts and then THEY in turn abuse and attack me (to death, as this is attack without end for years and murder attempts and slow murder with poisoning and toxicity poured into my food, what I must breathe and endless stress of a most deadly nature and every night the stupid and sick psychos who teleport me demonstrate to me that mere animals like hyenas are far more classy than this bunch of hybrid animals. Just now the hackers highlighted and deleted all that I have written thus far. I retrieved it but I am struggling so hard to pound down and fight to think and move my hands as my brain is under so much attack.
I hope that the newest member of this attack team who I suspect stole my words and used them for "black" voters will not leave me to be tortured by her elitist "anti-racist" buddies who are of the wealthy class who are blocking my finances, my ability to move, who steal my ideas and then rape, torture, sexually assault, threaten and have their minions destroy my property after I think of what utter crap K-rap they crank out and are paid in billions to perform while they "represent" the poor, black people being killed in the streets. I could say more but it's so hard to fight to type. Keys are not printing as I pound down on the keyboard.
I have lost my train of thought and fighting to use correct hyphens and grammar is now impossible because it's too hard just to fight to pound down any longer.
What you idiots do to me you continue to have inflicted upon your precious poor "hyena" blacks who you really disdain but suck out their money as you posture in your "Lion" Nazi pig-sniifing the air postures about how "superior" you are for a few crappy lyrics to a few bass beat rhymes and musical riffs which are repeated with computerized synchronism and repeated and then labeled by your white Nazi organization which provides the promotions, the production and your endless mafia-backed awards for these stupid ceremonies awarding the criminals who steal my ideas and win top awards and the mafia performers who keep "winning" lead roles and prizes and contests year-after-year.
Hyenas would be a compliment to call you blustering dumb-a$$ complicit in RACISM parasites of the lowest order of human society but raised for your grinding gyrating blathering K-rap because you so well fulfill the needs of your bigot, white Nazi masters.
That also goes for the blonde women trying to take over the Weinstein group by being handed their own studios after his huge media monopoly was destroyed by you rapist sleazy parasites who also have stolen my ideas and concepts and then claimed all as your own. There is almost no difference as you are RESPONSIBLE for abortion being nearly destroyed and perhaps will be DUE TO YOUR STUPIDITY YOU DUMB A$$ paraisitic hyenas.
They really ALL act like snoring hyenas but like pig apes, the hybrid that I really consider these paraistic creeps to be, the animals are innocent these are GUILTY.
And I have gone into this brain-altered state where my thoughts are pouring out and turning into hate hyperbole.
I STOP NOW (for today_) and also , this is what these creeps wanted, this written reaction. they have to destroy something and many things in my home and my body every single day plus their stupidity, ugliness, hate, rape and violence inflicted upon me when these worthless billionaires can teleport me to torture ideas, sexual energy (which I have completely programmed myself not to waste on these parasites as they are pornoskank psychopaths and that is a compliment not intending to insult psychopaths or skanks who are superior to these)
and thus, I am under many forms of mind control, the keyboard is being hacked so badly I can barely type, and my brain can't formulate coherent thoughts without this emotional hate digression sinking into hate and rage which has been created by the tech, which is blocking cognitive functioning.
These creeps are being paid to torture me to obtain a reaction so I write. It has been well over ten years, actually since 2008, that I have been tortured so meaningless pornographic sleazy rapist wealthy scumbags can torture ideas out of me, as i write about how ugly and sick "they" are, they then steal the ideas and now it's actually TWELVE YEARS of this going on from the same people, just getting larger year-by-year but the SAME PEOPLE TWELVE YEARS AGO ARE STILL PARTICIPATING IN THIS.
Will you ever, dear leaders of Democratic America, ever stop this violence against me by STOPPING THIS SYSTEM STOPPING THESE PARASITIC LOW-LIFE ANIMALS OF THE LOWEST ORDER OF THE ANIMAL KING/QUEENDOM DUMB DUMB A$$ idiots will anyone ever stop them? Will I ever be "allowed" to write without people stealing my ideas will I ever be "allowed" to not be tortured in my home will I ever not have to fight for my life continuously because blank and meaningless sleazy rapist porno psychopaths want to vent their hate and insecurities out on me and then feel elated as my government supplies them with the tools, weapons, terrorist squads while no one ever intervenes because they are too busy "fighting" for their own "group" to have power not understanding that by allowing this to happen to me they are /you are building the trap that you will yourselves be victimized in? It is already happening to the planet: what has been done to me is now being done to masses of people for a huge genocidal mass population deletion program and the chaos ensuing that has been orchestrated is leading to a division that may never be healed until you greedy, self-serving people stop attacking the innocent so you can be promoted to crank out the divide-and-conquer hate that you are being promoted and paid to trickle down into society through your most heinously mediocre "art" and music and blathering talk show fodder about how billions of dollars have made you more compassionate and you "represent" those being made homeless, shot in the streets and as the white supremacists who control you are telling you to do: blame the "Jews" for it and especially take it out on ME because unlike you I have fought to resist the labels and racist undermining stratification that you are "fighting" against by claiming erroneously that you are superior elitists as you pose in the white Nazi bigot pig-sniffing-the-air Nazi postures and claim you are "Lions" because you made a movie or just claim, as the white pig apes you adore who promote you claim, that by just saying they are superior and using VIOLENCE of a most low and stealthy sleazy nature, you are superior predators and thus, attacking Me MEANS THAT of course you are superior inherently as you drug, poison and attack me while I am sleeping and drugged as you are awake but acting like torture prison camp rapist murdering bigots just as you have been trained to do by those you love who you claim you are "fighting" against as you all stick your dumb but wealthy a$$ pig faces up but claim you are "lions" because you stick your noses up like pigs sniffing the air as you have been coached to do by your Whorewood handlers as they pay you and promote you endlessly.
FAKE IT TILL YOU MAKE IT but if anyone were teleported to these idiots as I have been you could never associate them (or white supremacists or German Nazis) with anything but lying, disgusting, sleazy, rapist pornographic animals of the lowest orders. I have lived in Germany I have lived around poor black people and I have seen these parasites who have been handed so much money and I have been attacked by white people who perform their hate acts like the lowest parasites possible.
Please---the Lion King IS NOT YOU.
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This is taking HOURS to write, and rewrite, and recorrect, and backspace and retype. I have tried to change the font size four times. The function works when I am in the edit page, but after I publish none of the changes takes effect. The print is pretty tiny for this page and I have spent another 10 minutes fighting to change all without success due to hackers.
I want to add to the terrorist list that I have made a cap to sleep in so terrorists stop literally shredding my hair and pouring damaging substances into my hair so it's brittle, weak and falling out. Since I have begun to sleep with this cap on, which I sewed a chin strap to and put other constraints upon it so it won't be easily pulled off--I have been "programmed" while sleeping to remove this hate as if I believe that it is nearly morning and I am awake. I pull the hat off in a near sleeping nascent state and then they damage my hair and then take the tape off my mouth which is taped to an entire range of tape covering my face, they use solvents to loosen the tape and they then use the mechanical arm to continue to cut into my teeth and gum tissue, amongst other areas of my body they cut into (the same places) night after night to sever blood arteries or capillaries, cutting off blood flow and severing parts of my body slowly OFF completely, but slowly. I am SO DRUGGED I CAN'T FIGHT THIS. I am always so ill from drugging, and I am also always detoxifying from not only the hard poisons glued into my body but also from more drugging and poisoning that occurs from the mechanical arms entering my room and probably food is drugged when I but it (on sale) on shelves. This group can easily open cans or use factories to drug/poison articles then package them and ship them off to be used by targets. The organization is that extensive and prepared to attack me to that seemingly impossible degree but it's so very possible that it's inevitable for targets.
And, I had wanted to not write until January at least, but night after night I am attacked in this most sickening teleportation hell by these rotten people sucking my life out of me, rejuvenated by their "power" and off they go spouting every humanitarian "liberal" cause possible on the planet...
animal planet of the most disgusting animals that nature never created they must be some creation of some indelible force of life-threatening deterioration.
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again, I see that the title (a huge, long paragraph) was partially deleted. It takes so much effort to operate this computer at this point I can't even get to the point to correct. First my head is so dizzy from the attacks I can barely read or think. Above I had written that I must pound down on the keyboard (in the above title) but hackers deleted the words "the keyboard" and just glued together "I must pound the title of this blog) or whatever...it's so disjointed I can't even focus without nearly fainting while fighting to type about how badly hackers are changing everything I write.
this entire post is a sick testament to how sick these people are who are hacking and rewriting my post which was written completely coherently. If I try to rewrite my brain is under so much attack I begin to digress while fighting to correct so even when I try to rewrite correctly my brain is so under attack I can't keep the train-of-thought and I just ramble despite correcting hacker inserts and sentence partial deletions and then restringing together to make aboslutely no sense. It reads like a completely misaligned jumble of disconnected words.
