Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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These ape scumbag whores have made hundreds of millions of dollars off my ideas but the only thing they have given me are 2nd hand clothing from the garbage room where because they cut my SSI Disability off in 2025, I obtain some clothing which instantly is marred, sprayed with stinking filth instantly forever until the fabric is so putrid I mustt use it to clean the muck daily sprayed into my room, the floor being torn up the landlord will demand I pay for all damages he actually creates with his rancid group as this hate cartel laughs because all government does is laugh and giggle when they come to assault me in tandem for their promotions into the senate or long-standing approval and media interviews for their political "Democcracy" promises to the duped and desperate public.//For saying no to my life being completely devoured more than it already has been by this filth sucking ugly sick parasite group laughing, smiling partying over decades of torturing me day after day--the nazi actors the ugly filthy plastic surgery scum creeps of nazi conformity who have stolen my ideas derived from RESEARCH STUDY AND THOUGHT as the blank and ugly hateful sleazy filth steals it--ugly arnold having me tortured for literally 16 hours per day so when he needs my t houghts he threatens me with more extreme violence and the world participates and that stupid ugly ape rat parasitic roach gets more of my ideas to sell as his own, and he gets the rat celebrities to shriek "loser stupid bitch nothing" slapping hitting raping me afterwards for having ideas they can't formulate because they were put into power to mind control the public into conformity to their overtake presented as heroes of society or the seductive villains always awarded for either/or roles as are the politicians, the same formula. Thusly trying to get th em off me for years and years and years and years but they teleport me in my sleep they teleport me all day they teleport me every time I take a shower am on the toilet (arnold likes to physically assault me in the 2-fold physical state of teleportation--the prime body in the "real" location the teleported body almost etherial in the 2nd where they teleport me--pressing a button he likes to pick me up and punch my abdomen and my intestines on the side whilel I am in extreme nausia sickness shitting out the poison that ugly ape scum filth the former governor with the current rancid sleazy dirty crap governor employing him for this purpuose as he has to sell his benign anti-trump costume underneath he's in drag waiting to bend over once more for the rump interlocking partnership.//Knives or small sharp objects inserted under my already dead cuticles while sleeping in what I call "collapse" toxic shock need to sleep immediately during the day when not able to wrap my body (the required hour of wrapping items very carefully, having taken me years to construct this system through trial-and-error endless mutilation of my hands, hair, gum tissue, toes, and I can't project my skin they still slather horrific chemicals on my skin while I can't protect every centimeter of my body in deep sleep (unable to wake up due to brain implants afflicting nervous system into total unawareness while in deep sleep; plus never-ending drugging of my food and body to induce various other states while they abuse me without end, day and night to get this contract for their monumental empire of hate movies propaganda for nazi overtake controlled by euro-hate-land nazis welcomed by almost the totality of the U .S. government and forces of civilian terrorism within America (not restricted to any skin color or race or gender, political affiliation, etc).//Seeing the telling swollen red, already completely enlarged mutilated completely cut offf my nail bed cuticle on my left middle finger--shit like tom hardy who came at me for 16 hours per day for at least 6 months until other nazi europigape nazi filth trash came to inflict the same--culminating in terminigger arnold and barely stopped by anybody after years of this---slicing under the cuticle too ill from having to go shopping and the hard tubes of poison I am fighting to break off my internal cavities in my body--my intestines into my hips and spine a solid internal structure. The poisons are so toxic I litrally can't stay awake and must instantly sleep and thusly they cut into the black and deformed cuticles (my toes already all broken, pointing in various directions and black from cuticles cut completely permanently off the toe nail bed and never growing back---) my fingers now the same, absolutely mutilated they are SEVERING MY FINGERTIPS OFF literally. These ape scum whore stinking filthy foul dirty parasites have been paid millions for having stolen my dieas can't stop torturing me to get more, all stupid blank and completely mediocre in intellect, creativity and void and null in terms of any humanitarian concern about anything, relegated to be the poster porn pimps and whores of compassion and art in America and around the world. //This weapons of murder distribution system which "they" put muck and rump successively into the highest positions of power to enact a global system of torture, murder, home-bound concentration camp murders, rape through microchip and mk ultra trauma-based mind control with implants, drugs administered in restaurants and all businesses comply with the demands of this mafia-organized system (government has merged with mafia).

Right now, trying to take notes in my email for future business dealings with trying to get my money reinstated because old boy gavin has to...