Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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My beautiful malibar spinach plants being killed as well as a kale plant. This is food I am growing on my patio and as always, chemicals sprayed so the leaves are sagging, the plant slowly dies. After growing it for 2 months. This has been non-stop ongoing every plant, every single one I buy seeds for since they kill all potted plants instantly I can't afford to continuously pay for potted plants any longer. Every seed I plant begins to grow. Once it reaches blossom or edible state, it gets killed.//All morning the moment I woke up were the 2 English haters racist bigots part of a team which has been slowly poisoning me to death like my plants---connected to absolute wealth but like their partner out of London, are so convinced they are entitled to steal and rape and rob anything they want out of me and use it for themselves. Rushing to join into the pan-eurohate team with american nazis rushing to join in---insults abuse---I responded then I posted something about sexual abuse racism imperialism---so they sprayed the plants which I just watered one hour ago which were strong and healthy. Now withered. The poisons make the plants forever unable to tolerate sun they are like rubbery, sagging and never recover. This is FOOD for me it's FOOD because they cut my money off. They made me disabled by mutilating poisoning and fracturing my vertebrae, all with their teams of their up-and-coming who all want a world where no one can ever aspire for anything and all is put into English compartments and German nazi hierachy, the good ole boys and their good ole days. So they just kill my plants on a non-stop basis. Flowers, edible foods they kill and kill. They kill any animals I have as pets they kill my body they kill and are smothered with applause by the nazi coaltion controlling the American media and political spectrum. Americans rush towards them with huge goo smiles of devotion and starry-eyed reverence and glare at me in utter rage hate and sneer smirk are delighted to help these nazi bigot euros to rape torture and all can steal ideas out of me, rape and torture whether I agree or not. They were murdering me while I was "agreeable" because I was so drugged without any knowledge of the ugly sickness they truly are and thusly I was pleasant in a hazed mental state of fake "love" but could never stand the people when I met them in reality, in person. The English creep they are partnering with, who is married to the daughter of the director who shitalina trash skankalina's daddy worked with for the movie Deliverance--I was situated across the street from that rancid creep back in 1987 when I visited London on a tourist visa and a travel card for a Euro vacation---I think that system is not longer in use but at that time a student could purchase a Eurail pass and travel almost anywhere in the Euro-zone (before the Schengen agreement, I think so hard to type not going to look it up). I was just traveling without having studied the realities because I wanted to experience my travels not as a tourist. thusly this filthy creep DANNY MOYNIHAN--see his wife who is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--a filmi set in the South with the bigot KKK nazi daddy of trashalina ugly not-jolie the sleazy dirty sick imposter stealing my ideas as Moynihan had been doing years prior to obtaining a partnership with dirty nasty Whorewood to obtain millions of dollars in funding to manufacture "blockbuster" award-rigged trophies for ideas stolen from me, or undoubtedly others as these are cliche-racist bigots all, one-and-all who have no concepts other than avoiding taxes playing rich domination sexual titillation selling sex selling violence selling victimization and raping to steal ideas murdering me to steal ideas in a horrific poisoning scheme. /Two english wealthy men arrived to steal rape and rob but not as rapacious and sleazy and violent as ugly arnold the filth you all continue to keep around to inflict nazi programming and much more nazi violence when you continue to hand that filth lying scum more money and power and media exposure. All the nazi filth of whorewood revolve around him to just grab everything they want to obtain but aren't talented enough to actually win by quality alone so he can just grab it all by the p-888sy and claim to be the superiority of the planet---all handed to this pack of rats without question by the leeches looking to revive their flailing careers and their money portfolies and etc. //

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