Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Terrorist home-0destruction and theft report: another tree outside my window has been almost killed. The verdant green leaves are yellowing, the veins of the leaves are like skeltons with yellow death not even fall colors but like dead skeletons in appearance--just yesterday healthy, beautiful leaves. Anothe tree whch literally bent to brush against my patio like an embrace during a storm is now almost completely bare of all leaves; it held flowers where the bees who rely on the dwindling natural environment to obtain their food sources, whcih environmentalists claim is pivotal for human survival and the global food chain--killed so some prick rapist nazi can feel "better" about me screaming to stop sexuallya busing me, stop hitting me, stop trying to control me, stop trying to tel lme that what I am eating in sickness is "wrong" and yelling at me while i have to try to not respond but they keep drugging me (killikng me so my body looks skeletal--m once healthy beautiful body like a skeleton blemishes everywhere dwindling bieng kiled and morning routines just after waking from a drug-infusion whist sleepig through some portal of my body, however it's being done (probably nightly through insertion into my bladder unable to wake up or sense or feel anything but could be other means of administering nonconensual drugging; surely they have multiple ways and all handed to them by highest wonderful authority figures and politicianns--one again this morning rushing to get her endless free deals, more ostentatious presentations of "not racist/liberal/democrat" perspective while fully funding white nazi mediocrity they call supremacy death squads racism without boundaries covert epstein island fantasy rape and torture senarios---waiting for the demo-cr-at wave of blue to once more present a wonderful show of caring about humanity, as they always have just could not fend off the red wave (but riding that crypto-investment wave, the wall street wave all the while financies committee riding high--progressive party as well! has black and brown girlies all "strong" women "fighting" in congress for me--they claim. There once more to get get get as msuh as possible feeding frenzy continuation today--skeleton me dying from abuse. The system is intended to wither the target into premature old age, break down, physical decay so the end is not inconceivable--formerly extremely strong, helathy plump atthletic body now fighting every day to not die from stress. Today yelling me screaming for the 15th year in a row of daily barrages rape torture abuse which lasts ALL DAY LON and has been on a continuous arch of DAILY 16 HOURS OR SO of abuse insults death threats rape insults abuse from the pig filth sitting on those chairs who just killed another tree, also has kept the "ghost kittY' away from my patio--it walks the ledge from another unit to my little space and it refuses any contact with me but it's gone--blociking it, killing another tree, the life FUCK sinister hero of muscular entitlement nazism has had his "entitlement" thrill for the day after weeks and years of me fighting him, his endless nazi cronies who are just laughing and parting away because "the stupid americans' are so easy to manipulate and control. Just offer them the fantasy of macho nazi "superiority" by pretending to care about society and the ills of the downtrodden minorities, women and every "liberal" perspective; play all sides simultaneously--use the nazi image to push for instant hegeomony without question and anyone like me to be destroyed crushed raped but original ideas which they are lacking in must be drained but more fun to do it through rape and torture so the "ladies" of their r ape nazi enclave get to play feminist but in real life rape cheerleader enabler extremely thrilled to watch other women get the brun tof their nazi killer abuser domestic violence alcoholic addiction male partners (which they are themselves but just can't take it out on the men of their nazi world anyone else will do and this microchip ejmpire they are constructing will enable them to wreak endless violence upon unsuspecting and the world keeps cheering this on. The fakes and frauds continue to spout american democracy and restoring the american dream. As long as the blacks, jews and gays don't get a chance (well, gay people are now included as lon as they are either supplicating deferential if minority or boldly so but just at the right moment declining in the right position otherwise apparently self-empowered "strong" and bold dynamic for public presentation of "gay rights". Oh, they are now at the crest of the racist and hate wave along with the blacks, jews and gay s(when it comes to attacking me because white nazi their icon has instructed them to do it for more holocaust gold stashed away in Swiss bank accounts and all they need to do is obtain some of that endlessly re-invested lucre to pay off more american stupid good puppets.//the situation and the life fuck bully thuggeries are just reclining in anotther day of destroying anything possible about me, my home, my money my hair my nose my toes my fingers my body riddled with hard, black and brown rock-solid poison embedded into hips, my skull into my spine down my legs into my shoulders along my back like an internal shell. Oh trhe years they spent poisoning me and laughing about it and then mocking how my body looks. Oh what fun to paralyze me and then obtain ideas as they torture me to obtain them instantly they begin yelling bitch loser stupid and they slap beat and rape me afterwards and then they use the ideas as their platform to sell more progressive warren warrantless crimes ordained by the big kahunas in the senate and ratified by the rats of the house lurking in the shados of the escape holes intended to scurry back into safe position on home plate Forbes Breaking News channel yelling about equality justice and freedom and fighting the repugs fighting they fight oh how they laugh together at me and lunge at me viciously ordaining murder rape and abuse and yelling at me to never question them or defend myself to shut the hell up let them poison and kill me without fighting back as they hug the celebrities and cash-in on the plantations in France with vineyards hidden investments in the Cayman Islands which myh brother John can secure for them from having hidden his own and my entire family's tax haven investments due to the LIFETIME of poisoning abusing putting my body out of alignment laughing mocking me yelling that I am a "sponge" to rely on the"family" for money after they literally made sure I could not obtain health care and then tried to really imprison me on false charges of theft of jewelry (they are all lawyers with downtown court sway my mother a judge at certain times my brother with his AICPAC investor allies out of wealthy Long Island all supporting him to present ME as the sacrifice to jews can belong to the wealthy class without fear of being killed (als they are still killed via poisoning through the nazi rat networks every restaurnt people poisoning food handing it to the target with huge smiles at parties, "lovers and friends" and all using mind control to continue to influence with sneering contempt "God's Choosen".//More death from this hate group for me fighting fo rmy life, more screaming this moring, my hands looking like skeleton leaves almost falling off cuticles slashed off--more debris spinkled on my floor when I went down the elevator to pick something up and more rummaging through my room to poison food and destroy break and steal and destroy food, shampoo must carry all with me everywhere I go as much as possible or they WLL poison food poison shampoo to make moe hair fall out after having hair follicles literally technologically removed while in deep, comatose brain microship ipmlant thetha sleep state (or whatever brain waves blocking suffocating sensation in prime body while they slash, abuse rape hit cut parts off the shitalina crews of whorewood nazi actors smirk and laugh and go off on hormone highs afterwards it's a beauty treatment for them as well through dumping their fith and ugliness out on me then blaming me for it--truly a toxic parasitie vampirism endorsed by the tosic vampire politicians rushing to get as much royhalties and media coverage for more yapping progressive "fighting the 1%" blather the use in endless tirades. Yo ucan tell how much full of acting training they have by the same whiny tone they all use in their rants about the ultra wealhty. There is no resolution no solution ever offered just whining sighing and explanations of how bad and corrupt their ("friends" in the teleportation torture for energy extraction sexual extraction idea extraction and hormone highs off torture as "entitlement and "superiortty" highs which are more precious than gold fo the life fuck destsroyers of society, t he government, the planet they could are less if trees are killed bees strugging in a near-urban busy environment where trees ahve been felld to the point that of course nature is dying but they will kill more to prove how much "power' they have as the powerless weak cowardly sleazy lions as they call themselves feed off parasitic weakness energy extraction through sleazy and dirty invasive means of parasitic energy feeding through this vile technological system. Hoards of whore creeps rushing to join in all entralled by mass group hypnosis highs off abuse and torture without any"evidence". Antoer day another thing killed by the life fuck heroes of celluloid bullshit dissesmination about how "strong" they are how incredible they are what muscles what "proud" nose-sniffing the air pog postures they make. How they "crush" cities, countrei and inner city inhabitants until they grovel for acceptance and become force amplifier stalking murderous vicious nazi agents with black and brown skin just dying to kill to prove they are not going to live in the ghettos.

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