Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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The group Government-Hollywood murder of ME continues using their "fun" shared experience technology of rape, torture, information extraction, hormone-enhancing sadism and violence inflicted 24/7 to DEATH. ///The second I gain consciousness every morning from having gone to bed just as the sun has set, they suck my life force out while I am trying to detox their poison OUT of my body--the stagnation of their murder chemicals and poisons into my liver, kidneys, blood stream, nervous system, into my joints, muscles, limbs, brain, digestion system--all is stagnation of murder chemicals blued into my body in every joint, crevice and intestine and the adaptability of my body has been stretched like I am chemically black ooze pregant in the 9-month stage for over 30 years due to the incessant re-poisoning after I do 10-day fasting and/or just fight without end to get it out they put it back in. If they are not murdering me with poisoning they are still poisoning me to death with drugging which the selfish and dirty hateful group relies on to obtain my reactions of hate, truth serum so they can justify more abuse, destruction of my property body life my cat my home my finances--any reaction they obtain using drugging (non-stop then abusing me the literal nano-second I begin to open my eyes, not even as I am opening my eyes but their tech registers my brain waves so they begin the literal nano-second I gain some semblance of waking consciousness.) any thought I have turns into an abuse boomerang. Anything light, happy I am thinking about as I go for the next 90 minutes putting away the layers of protection I wrap around my head, body fingers toes covering my mouth in layers so the slashing into the most tender but also less visible skin tissue is not slashed into total and permanent loss and destruction of fingers, toes, gum tissue, my hair which has been doused in such horrific chemically destroying burning chemicals and then the hair follicles literally pulled out of around 80% of my scalp so create permanent balding which I have more-or-less unsuccessfully been battling due to the severity of my incapacitation when they had done that torture years ago. I was so sick and dazed and under so many hours of abuse per minute, per day, per sleeping moment--that was back under the Biden era the benvolent dictatorship era everyone feels is light and happy compared to the black enveloping folds of dire threat to those like me--slated for mass murder, destruction and every bit of usurpation these parasitic hate mongering bigots can suck and drain out before expelling me from life so they can plunder and feed the locust paradise they have created out of the ideas of those they stole from killed off and or if they are also modified nazi sadistic hater mass murdering bigots they can enjoy the fruits of their loom labor in unison with the chirping locust legion. They are legion.//It is impossible to just write about this group in normal language and briefly as I sit in this chair and my brain is being targeted for hyperbolic rage and all unified thought structure literally blocked, exacerbated by the block to keyboard function which is a 100% non-stop attack every time i get on any keyboard, in any capacity, in any location, globally the stalking and hacking follows me.//Last night, after taking a shower where they only made a few murder hate and sexual abuse comments while I was naked and in the shower--as opposed to non-stop yelling insults about my poisoned and sagging body due to the poisons they all were delighted to pour into my body as symbol of the joy and fun they will have when musk and the government and their nefarious other nazi scientific community malfeasance operators conjoin to have more victims more slaves enmeshed in an internal microchip torture chamber concentration camp environment. You can also rephrase it as "mass incarceration" effect if the person is black or brown. All done completely protected by government no pretense at mandatory minimums or racial profiling it's just openly racist but done with full silence by all the power-brokers and their subordinate minions, around the world.//Falling asleep after a shower my back with the hard-as-cement rock-hard "tubes of poison literally latched onto the lower rib of my left sagittal plane--the left side of my body---glued into the rib cage and extending in a huge, jutting piece which formerly had the shape and function of a solid "shelf" structure making my body crooked rectangular but my body has adapted to "balance" out the tubes of poison my body fought for all my life to handle internally. Ok, so this huge tube or shelf-like structure, has been whittled down a bit due to over 15 years of daily life-force fighting to remove the poisons as the celebrities laughed about how easy it is to get a globe of people to poison my food in every capacity, every food chain market, every transit system every packaging system every restaurant literally from Burger King to top Wolfgang Puck (was there, poisoned so the major of SF at that time could "make his move". Successively his former gf who is my age, did the same but in a much more malicious manner and then another former mayor of the same city has enveloped my life with violence, rape and torture due to these technologies having been so widely enhanced and distributed until the misuse of this tech is a witch hunt rape collective torture and murder sacrificial, dump your hate out on an innocent victim system.