Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Once more, old boy gavin scum not new california governor with rapist sleaze grease arnold shitnigger--two rapist nazi bigots---the tears are being forced out of my eyes again this is new-old scum's endless torture plus stinking sprays on my clothing, I clean slightly soiled clothing hang dry at night, in the morning the clothing STINKS of rancid odors---must clean again, and then plants killed---and rotten shitnigger spending every moment he possibly can with his rancid ugly hate-ful filled hormone-imploded disgusting body filled with hate and violence--inflictring it on me for his rancid career and his kennedy family spawn nepo-shit who can't compete are told they don't have to--automatic lead roles for inept meaningless shithole scum from greasy dirty nazi parents--they brought my brother along just as old boy gavin scum not new has brought black and brown plantation supplicants whose rotten "comedy" videos had been hacked onto my channel---the nasty grease stain that is my "brother" who I have not contacted, seen since around 2000--the level of apathetic disgust is now revoluting sickness at this endlessly dirty filth parasite who has spent his nasty dirty life just handing me over to be mutilated paralyzed raped and poisoned to death and he has obtained a mansion on a hill overlooking the pacific. Nothing I say about how nazi these two sick scum crap so-called "men" are makes any difference he and my famliy only expect an entire lifetime of putting nazis in power so they can obtain mansions and have me killed--their intention there is no secret about it any longer---they brought that slime dirty ugly sick grease stain as every day there's another slime dirty ugly grease stain filth crap coming to abuse me---they rush at me I am so drugged while sleeping I wake up in a daze from drugging--and I wrote about it once moe today to try to get anybody claiming that they are "fighting trump" to ACTUALLY DO IT AS THIS CONTRACT ENSURES THAT ROTTEN FUCK WILL REMAIN IN POWER AS WILL HIS FILTH FAMILY AND dirty disgusting new -old scum gavin has not yet been identified as the shit sick fuck that he truly is--not yet, and thusly, "everybody" is in a comfortable position of apathy they are "fighting" but actually only doing what is most safe from behind a platform and speaking and perhaps, at most, filing some petitions or court cases. I remain being poisoned and drugged so badly I react to the sick shit these ugly filth creeps do every day. One sleazy english fuck with dirty ugly tom hardy, who just spent 2 hours threatening my life after writing how ugly and rotten and disgusting he is and his filthy cow wife--together th eyelling ugly dirty filth remain as the abuser nazis protecting the wealthy english white trash filth pigs who rush to get more leverage into america--abusing me without end. I watched a clip of i.claudius last week or two weeks ago, the team of the principle actors rushed to abuse and assault me always ugly filth stupid shitnigger is there to suck out everything his ugly greedy pig self can suck out of everything--because he is so loathsome you all love that rancid bottomless pit of selfish piggery and ugly thuggery his huge disgusting body and his pompous nazi template he has sold to america you all buy it up like stupid lemmings. Thusly, no one will fight for me still because no one is fighting trump no one. Not anyone in power otherwise the "people" just want me to be abused and for prices to go down once more. It is revolting, I warned all of you long before the fake shit on all the tubes proclaimed that trump is not good for the country--I was saying it LONG before anybody else was (or there were some perhaps but I am referring to the shit who assault me and have done so for years-the msnbc shit crap anchors who yelled scremed and got promotions and abused and abused me they then began to denounce rump once it was nice and "safe" after getting their nazi promotion for me having written about how sick and dirty trump is and what will happen about nazi death squads and the rise of the 4th Reich they rushed to assault me waves of progressives and now elizabeth warren is open about it--hackeem jeffries et al. Now they are all saying all these anti-trump statements but STILL DOING NOTHING they won't even contemplate an impeachment they are so "concerned about the american people" trying to "drive prices down" now (while they all rake in the off-shore investments for going along with "the plan") my rancid brother has gone along with the plan all his filthy disgusting life and has had me nearly killed repeatedly with intention to see me horribly killed and has profited off it--all his filthy life. That is the kind of stupid shit who are the plantation supporters of old scumboy gavin--so disgusting none of you can believe it or you know already and are glad as you were glad about trump. So I must try to not react any longer there are no real fighters of this fascist system, none who will go out of their comfort zone. So many have obtained huge amounts of money for having watched me get raped and beaten with these stupid and slime shit celebrities stealing my ideas all are comfortably in their lux living spaces even if they got fired from the msnbc nazi fake opposition roles (they have dyed their hair blonde though hoping to get re-hired once the demo-rat nazis get into power).

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