Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Hours of attacks beginning the moment I was about to fall asleep from yet another nazi demo-rat senator--part of the "new exciting blue wave" but he's been in his State's senate for a decade (seems to be a trump-era pick since red his state has been through-and-through they all use "controlled opposition" and what a sleazy scum crap parasitic whore he is and undoubtedly has been, if not always then at the tender young age he is now, calling him a dirty sleazy sex trafficking old man is more apt than a young freshman senator). Seasoned in prostitution he is, and the german nazi filth scum who have rushed to get into that whorewood money, handed to the most brutal, u gly sleazy sick crap who forced their filthy selves on me whileI was drugged, so vulnerable and the mind control is far more insidious than the sleazy ignoramus celebrities and politicians will even take account for. The ignorance of the technology and it's application are extensive from the presidents to the lower ranks, they have absolutely no concern to study or learn ANYTHING much less how this technology operates only the extent that they get paid and promoted and how to act like thieving prostituted stupid sick trash that is all they do, repeatedly. I tell them that my mind and brain are not in "normal" mode but they blame me for the concepts they hack into my subconscious so when I repeat them, they have their excuse to literally hit, rape slap and abuse me without end for having "said" something innocently, and nicely they respond to get that money with rage, violence and hate wthout end and they never stop exhibiting hate for the concepts they hack or extract while I am in this deep hypnosis state. I have become so cryptic in my inability to elaborate verbally due to, as is happening right now, the endless blockage to typing making me truncate all I write out of necessity to not pound and pound on keys with painful arches of my hands and wrist the tension they hack into the keyboard makes me have to litearlly write in extreme short form (for me). I repeat something in cryptic manner such as, the hateful bigots deflecting their racist attack on me endlessly inserting that it's ME who is "racist". thus they hack "nigger' into my brain while I am watching election coverage and a black Georgia man is speaking in front of a camera about the process. I think "that's you" which they have technology "hack" so they hear to my accusations of me "thinking" their hacked verbal stink attack into my brain, "nigger uncle tom" while I am trying to glean electoral coverage information. I say very cryptically quickly , "That's you" as I continue to try to listen. I was not able to formulate the complete sentence firstly this was in my thought process while I was watching the election, in rapt attention and never invited the f0-ing obamas to insert their ugly death and violent exploitation upon me to get ideas to try to pin false labels on me as to exonerate their crimes against me (ongoing for 17 years or longer, without end every year every election every day they are part of this nazi hate white supremacy team attacking me in waves and waves of nazi-emoting German nazi-backed with german nazi filth rapists assaulting me as the obamas smile lovingly at them after I had become enraged after-what was it, the 15 th year, year year year of their murder violence endlessly aimed atme so their filthy posturing can have some bounce in their step that sensation of power in having someone to abuse they can't get enough; none of them can. It emboldens that sparkly celebrity glow of sexualized power and cheerful chirpy psychopathic "charm" which brings in all the more fans, feeding vicariously off the torture gleen of sexualized power consumption of my life force. //I had to then enunciate and stop listening to what was absorbing my real and desired attention: the election not the f-ing obama hate crime wave family. I enunciated "your articulations" in that "That's you in what you articulated which my brain picked up and then repeated in my thoughts as you blamed me for 'thinking' those hateful racist terms--I could not elaborate on that level just only saying that I was articulating what they had forced into my brain, which is processed and repeated. I repeated it, and they became enraged and it turned into vioelnce but smug b was staring smiling as his m was assaulting me with vicious gnarls and hissing hate. All for me writing after SEVENTEEN YEARS of them obtaining the presidency twice and endless years of campaigning interviews and etc out of assaultingme--they all never stop. Today and last night, for the grave mistake I had made in sending a message in a drugged and torrtured state from the shit creep out of germany who had me gang raped and he claims he fractured my spine, rendering me disabled adn then this group had my disability cut off for not agreeing to having poison pounded into my body with fractured vertebrae on many parts of my spine from prick scum ape whore piece of shit after the next with its' filthy family and wife and whatever rushing to get this contract and to render me fractured for fighting to get date rape drugging scum ape filth off me as I was always drugged and poisoned and saturated with my nervous system put into an instant hightened sexual fake "desire"mode with all the poisoning and problems with my spine I also needed some kind of "physical therapy" as of course, I was given NOTHING and massages I desperately needed to save my life but instead I was repeatedly poisoned and tortured and attacked while sleeping and awake both. This next senator who has been in his State senate since Trump came into office is more foul and nasty than maga nazi bigots---just sick creep filth it is typical for those who expound on the "purity of their christian faith" to be the most dangerous and filthy sick rapist pornographic sex trafficking ugly dirty filth of the bunch. Trump named him correctly when he added "freako" as a suffix to his nasty last name which sounds like a nabisco dog treat anyway. This filthy man who is sitting next to two german ignorant ape scum rapist nazi bigots of stupidity that is alarming considering the level of importance this group continuously offers to all the dirty germanic nazi scum apes like termini88er and the rest. they are so enraged that I am intellectually capable of more than the low and base level they are at, and have been accustomed in my life to be around real artists not contrived nazi props to sell off antifascism in germany so nazism can rise in the shadows of their fake wiles and script-written k-rap bs they are selling. It's bought up completely everyone wants this deception. I wanted it as well. I always never believe in the creeps but desperation and drugging, subliminal messaging and NO HELP from tortrure at least from years of it so deadly and endless I actually need much more 'support" than perhaps someone abating the hate and violence for half a day, which is the best I ever get after 17 years of trying to alert the public that this situation is enveloping the country in a fascist smothering and tragic downfall of all social values leading to equinimity and peace and prosperity and freedom. this crap person whose administration is so close to the sex trafficking borders with "brown women and boys and girls and men" trafficked in all dimensions. Obviously he is part of this trafficking endeavor much to his campaign funding I would also suggest, clandestine as it all is. His degenerate sleazy hateful and violent (murderous) sex trafficking pornographic probable snuff film type sleaze combined with a smooth-talking exterior endlessly mentioning God, Jesus and god bless the white folk who support him (and die and go to hell to me, all stereotypes are there hovering over his brooding black energy as he leans towards teh german rapists who have caused deformity in my body, as they partner with the yapping ugly sick rat from depp who is a filthy stupid ape dropping but they love the plastic surgery nazi shit that she is because of course, behind her is france the partner to german nazism partnering with them all to overtake california, america and america gives them all. They so want me destroyed with no opportunities for a single thing. they have all obtained their spotlight and career out of having me poisoned tortured raped and mutilated but decades of doing that is never enough they must go until I am broken and dead while I fight litearlly non-stop for my life every single day to not get dragged into their drugging mind control skits but I can't handle all this abuse on all levels all the time day and night plus shitting murder poisons out literallye very day and endlessly sick and stuck in this poison trap while they cut my money off and have me raped beaten and abused endlessly asking jfor ideas and I have to "stop thinking" in order to not allow these stupid ape whorews to steal more. That is what trump called the "freako" and now I see why. Trump would know, trump was part of the nazi bigot team putting that freako into power in the first place. Most of the demo-rats were put inj power in the reagan or bush era and the more current house and senate members of this hate gang were put in power under trump or the other fasco nazi presidents and the demo-rats are no exception to that rule. So it's deplorable once more the do-nothing and allow fascism to destroy the country for sleazy filth profiteering off it remains. The nazi europigape scum trash are still welcome to inflict a colony banana republic but the top tiers of the crap-de-la-crap get mansions multi-billion dollars and everything handed ot them. In turn they feel "special" and endowed with high skill and told they are the supremes. They believe it but they torture me because they can't formulate a single original idea. So I remain as I waas over a decade ago the situation remains the fucking sick shit of congress are still fomenting this nazi system but with a few sleazy dirty sick evil lying sex trafficking scumbags like talarico the prico scum he's so dirty and sick. He's not stupid just a lying sob. He's not truly highly intelligent either just a conniving theatrical bullshit operator with a smooth what you wanjt to hear fake deal. Texas is truly a deplorable place the demo-rat nazis are even more suppressed sick fucks than the repugs who they have replaced.