Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Physical assault and death threats after weeks (years although he has put many of his substitutes out of germany and austria to rape and torture poison and mutilate me, along with a plethora of other euro-hate nazi-land bigots poised in politics but not American so they just control the puppets who are running for office or are installed already. Out of Californication but not straight is a lying con-artist violent facsist thug, the role he has played in many a thug macho muscle movie then turned politician as special election-selected governor and now tyrannical nazi coordinator of rape, torture, mutilation and the endless influx of euro-nazi hate-landers into american politican control via whorweood and it's machinery of false super-heroism. Yes, you got it it's termin88gger the con bot but bro to most of the dough-diggers of Cali and it's plantation supplicants which adorn such types--emboldening them to exploit with a huge warm smile and back pats to those who aid and abet in his overtake schemes. He rushes at me while I am in deep sleep just waking (they use the microchip system in my spine and brain to force me to awaken; he is the non-stop sleazy leech sucking all possible out of me so 24/7 he is there to monitor as much as possible to see any vulnerability the endless life-suckin parasites can latch into my thoughts to obtain ideas so their spawn can play roles of heroism while they are just nepo-empty leeches generation 2.666. Then watching any sort of self-defense I make to sabotage it. And lastly, like baryishnikov did for I can't remember now how many years, but years of saying he is "helping" me while I am exercising to try and fight to heal--giving me literally TWO SINGLE tIps in how to exercise correctly over a near 5-year span. Literally just having his assistants hack some exercise videos which like physical therapy are for moving body but not addressing structural alignment, the core of my problem as the rats and whores their good partners in this group or they themeslves organized it, but they had people going into my room while in unconscious mode brain microchips rendering me unconscious to pain--and attack. Raping but not merely doin that, but putting hips and spine out of alignment and etc for years and years as i fought, nearly killing myself in trying to secure my door and stop mechanical arms from opening my front door from the inside but while I was rendered unconsciosu unable to hear to wake up due to these microchip implants. //s-n**88ger the termin**g88er is rushing at me punching into my face or at my head today it was with sophia whoren the creep italian brought to me by the deniro "hate trump " fascist nazi who put trump into power. LIke all the reverse psychology liars in the media, who are "fighting trump" i.e. the stupid oscar jokes and etc rendered by the same cretins who rushed to join into this group thusly aligning with trump and maga and nazis and fascists in order to get the notice and attention to be a speaker at the oscars in the first place (but starting years ago). S-n*gger-88 bot hater bigot nazi with loran whoren the nazi 88 "not fascist antifascist" in her movies which her husband made, so obviously he knew she was a liar as was he as well but that is what sold to offset the former italian fascist label back in the 60's-80's. Now bringing in every euro-ape scum possible to assault me they use the most open fascist terms. Americans like the last senator who is one of the loudest yapping pro black and brown advocates but really working for white inferiority to overtake all civil rights--so antagonistic to me fighting for any basic human rights more extreme than the mage nazis but she is a democrat liberal very famous undoubtely will be nominated as senator of her rancid state until she has to be carted away as a dead dino grasping the last of her rulership as senator and blocking any newcomers in. Anyone who might actually be authentic not the lying brood that exists now. //s-ni-I mean negger 88-bot not only is coming ta me punching while I am in just waking mode after he sees me shitting the poison he and his loving wonderful hero friends had put in my body as he hugs them all, and then forces his rancid self on me while exercising, taking the place of rotten dirty baryishnikov the KGB agent who formerly claimed to be a defector from the Soviet Union but is now a fascist nazi knighted by the nazis of the English crown for helping them through atatcking me to encouragte all the little dirty greedy americans into following into this group so t hey can be rounded up and collected with europigapes then taking their place through warm smiles (I have seen this happen with many black actors who ru sh to join in attacking me and stealing ideas, and once "black people" are seen as "acceptable" then slowly they are replaced by ENGLISH black actors who then dominate the "american lead role" perfornance, etc it goes on and on. When it happens to blacks first it's not noticed and thusly to me, a female and now being attacked so endlessly not very fresh any longer with non-stop poisoning torture and hate dumped on me by filth of crap like s-n*gger 88-bot out of austria former governor of califronia, etc. HIs rancid plot to say he is "helping" me by hacking one video which corrected my wrong position for one exercise was his segue to endless abuse, violence, not just death threats with him first punching into my face, I react by rushing at him hitting him he lifts me up with one arm I kick hi as the group of filth in the rows of chaiirs sitting on their rotten brains, lookin for me to p rovide them with ideas for their next oscar-winning movie concept (the list has grown year-by-year of my ideas used to p romote them with them taking all credit and me being so abused and raped that my hair has turned grey my face is sagging from rage and hate as they enver for a single day stop slowly killing me. Senators come smiling and laughing with approval and threatening to kill me for not just giving them more ideas which they obtained this past 6 months by non-stop torture day and night for a YEAR until I provided them with an idea--I stopped writing all. But s-negger also threatens or says I should be raped, etc as he sits bringing on ,as he and his nasty dirty ilk have done, groups of dirty greasy americans yearning to become aristocrat haute luxury entitled fascist nazis blacks in throngs and groups and progressives worse than mage but they must "prove" more violence to appear that their fake liberalsim is just a fraud, which it is. //s-n--gger who has done very little of "help" i.e. about 1% of actual "help" and otherwise, me fighting to get the next rancid ugly sick filth crap off me as I have been doing with one sleazy dirty filth creep after the next, your heroes of c ulture and the government oh yes, look at what a great job they have done for the past 15 years of just destroying the country but you never question them or stop this or do anything, don't you all?//anyway, I began to watch videos about mewing which actually focus on spinal alignment (some of them do) which is actually helping me. The filth of shitnigger then got as many of these macho men "glow-up "scumbags to rush to abuse me, as he does every day there are groups of shit nazi fascist crap like loren the whoren scum ugly dirty dino who brought the german the lastest german sick greasy fuc to violently assault me as she watched on--her years of giggles and fake bravado gaity are met by men extremely violent so thusl her money and her position in europigapeland is very powerful even shitnigger joins with her to get more for his nasty and bigoted empire which expands all the time due to this contract out on me. I was actually getting some real HELP for healing so he turned it into inviting every youtube podcaster possible I watched to learn these techniques so my spine is not crunched up any longer, because this filthy ugly sick cesspool of hormone-imploded dirty old man filth has had like the rat spawn of depp, influenced by french fascist nazis who are urging this ugly sick parasite on me to abuse me to death poison and abuse me to death but first, after torturing me to obtain original ideas claiming that only th ey are beautiful as they have me mutilated raped poisoned and dismembered disfigured not once, not twice, not for a year ,but over 20 years and longer it is never-ending as they laugh with senators like elizabeth-warranty expired the progressive rushing at me yelling "you give them ideas" as they are just glowing with sadistic hormone high addiction and all fascist nazism welcoming them for just being violent and sleazy and dirty towards me. So shitnigger who is using the excuse or the ploy that he is "helping" me to heal and demanding that I consider him something to actually respect and listen to, is using that to torture me for not "obeying" and then, after trying to actually get helpful information and reverting to youtube he has begun or continued, I should say, to bring on every greasy greedy sleazy creep out of that environment whose video I have watched in order to reshape my face from the sagging and depleted to getting good chi flow and not looking old and worn out from this exhaustion of shitting black poison out every day and being raped beaten and abused all day every day and night for years and years and years and years and years. Thusly, that is the "help" that shitnigger the terminigger is doing and he is deplorable and repugnant ugly filthy and just a nazi dirty fuck who has been treated to far more than he should ever have been in america. Get that rancid dirty ugly group off me get that vile dirty filth scum shitnigger off me goddamn . //