Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Hair fall non-stop for months--almost no hair left. Either the hate scum filth are poisoning my shampoo, dousing my hair when I can't control literally passing out into unconsciousness from toxic shock after hours of screaming with what is left of my strength at this group of hate and stinking filth forcing filth,m poverty and endless murder desrtruction to my body and health. Or they are poisoning my food. All are actually true they are poisoning my shampoo, my food and torturing and abusing me to death. when I fall asleep they rub genitals on me afrter I fight screaming to get off me screaming like a surrounded animal as I am fighting for mylife to stop the murderous abuse from arnold shit filgh their leader instructing them to KILL ME but only after exatracting first sexual energy then abusing me to the point that I scream to get of me so they rape and beat me then I control my reaction so they can''t suck sexual positive love energy out of me, putting me into hypnosais and extreme drugging while I am literally being poisoned to death, my body paralyzed as they are killing me by pu mping poison into my body while my resistance is gone--deep sleep state. Then they slap upnch and scream bitch after they force various pornographic hate acts upon me as I fight them the ugly shit of shitalina who has stoloen feminist conceptsf from me for years, along with other concepts along with rancid dirty hlillary clinton who came screaming with ragge at me and got a tv show about "feminism" for which she "won" an award and I was being tortured non-stop every day and night to scream out ideas as they tortured and then demanded to know "why" this is so wrong. Oprah included smiling hugging this filth group. Then ideas about politics and endlessly ugly arnold has shit like elizabeth warren coming at me scxreaming pointing her finger that she will have me killed for not providing the german rapist abusing and p unching me in the face screaming with the rat shit out of Depp his filth spawn into providing them with ideas oto make a "punk" moview with the rancid filth of the creep crap who played spielberg's father in that stupid dopey biographical dumb nazi movie with only blonde nazi actors playing lead jewish roles. Spielberg than came to abuse me when tom hardy abused me 16 hours per day for months as I wrote about being tortured to death once they obtained an idea about the various aspects of the Lincoln assassination, focusing on mary todd lincoln spielberg rushed next to filthy ugly arnold to get ideas, mocking insulting and as I lost my control I rushed at him violently to get the fu ck off me after hours of asking me about the film concepot. the team of english shit who have come such as helen mirran (dumb whorren mirrae) to inflict this torture so like BARBIE she can obtain millions in royalties for playing in my film concepts as she had done with barbie while she had me nearly killed threatened to kill me for screaming what a fucking fraud and piece of shit she is after years of her having me raped and tortured. I was not at this stage of screaming at them like this until about the 8th year of noo-stop daily torrture it's now double that time and still hilary is rushing with the obamas with trump's pemission to not disguise how sick and rancid they truly are as most of congress is fully on board with this and tere is no fake "liberal" iopposition any longer and the obamss and the clintons don't have to pretend to be anti-trump and pro feminist like the shit they can only staeal ideas and run on that "alternative" p latform--always the "victims" they play those roles. Soo mch hacking I can't even type without endless blocks to key functionality this is complete hacked typos.

  The German scum so-called "punk" whom I had met while I lived in Stuttgart (Germany) routinely has had me raped, beaten poisoned...