Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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Every single email and phone call I make on this laptop, not able to afford anything any longer since they cut my subpoverty SSI disability after HAVING MADE ME DISABLED using their tech, drugs and poisons and physical violence while I am helplessly incapacitated, asleep with brain implants rendering me comatose essentially. ///Trying to grow food on my patio is met by plants routinely being killed once they begin to grow anything edible. Ordering some cheap seeds which I cannot purchase at main stores, unable to get out of bed most of the day due to a "healing crisis" which has engulfed me for days on end (3 weeks, actually of extreme pain while under non-stop torture from that foul and filthy group who can't succeed in any industry unless they are abusing me--apparently they all hinge on torturing me for their endless decades of being put at the forefront). ALL COMMUNICATIONS are blocked now. Not receiving responses, zero mail at my mailbox where I should have mail recieved weeks ago. DISCRIMINATED AGAINST Openly by all businesses. Trying to get the delivery on a specific day, they told me to wait after I Posted exact instructions and that I had contacted the male driver---after 15 minutes or more of keeping me on hold, was returned with false information (the little scant bit of information had been totally altered with incorrect grammar like half-baked "english" from a non-English speaker like dumb and illiterate (obviously written by someone who can write very well). then turning it all around into me writing instructions 3 times in a row for one simple request because they kept changing the information (which is why they kept me waiting so long, to figure out what to write to turn a very easy request into a complicated mess). It's going on with deliveries---having to pay a basic fee with 10 cents change---basic bill count they give back 5/8 of the change using some bills and some loose change, then grabbing the money out of my hand and replacing it with more loose wrong bills and change, then grabbing that and handing me not enough change for the very easy total for the water delivery--and finally after being played like this I got angry telling them to give me correct change for the 6th time in 3 minutes of being screwed over for change like hustlers and cons. They responded with yelling "here is your change" as if I had really "insulted" them as they walked off in hate and hostility. Trying to write a complaint went nowhere, no response because all is blocked all content I write is bypassed by hackers. My mail service openly discriminated against me and my letters to the CEO and to various other agents trying to bypass their operators to reach the actual mail destination was met by silence as these are blocked, never delivered hacker-blocked. I am praying that someone will blow up the trump MMA festival of stupid male violence and the pricks and scum who attend hoping the drones that the iranians use to blow up multi-million dollar U.S. weapons which taxpayers are paying for but the cheap electronic drone gadgetry out of Iran just blows away the most expensive of american military--if only someone would assemble a host of drones to drop a huge bomb and wipe out the filth and shit of this scum pig fuck administration all the hegseths and bannons and mike johnsons and the orange piece of rancid shit as well. This pig is having social security absolutely deny me basic legal rights using this system to entrap me into "slavery" with shit like arnold shitnigger abusing me nearly to death day and night after tom hardy the english rancid flabby ugly fuck did it for months on end---ideas they torturred out of me stolen by rancid steven spielberg who is glorifying and basking in nazi approval for his nazi treatment of me---abuse, violence and insults after having abused the ideas out of me to claim as his own. Hope some nazi blows that filth away as well. That is the hate that hate produced in me---so for now, I can only hope and wait.

 ** correction to the below: only realized after turning the laptop off and realizing my brain was under the usual "mind control" ...