Monday, December 21, 2020

Besides a threat to my current living situation (the threat of having no home) looms: My heart (muscle) is under non-stop electronic attack. It is deadly and has been going on a 24/7 basis for weeks (or longer). The long-term damage I feel now has reached a danger point.

 This is not a natural weakness of my body. Although this group has paralyzed me with poison that literally has latched onto every single vertebrae, creating a literal mass of hardened poisons which keep me confined as if I am under an internal lattice-work of strings pulling in every conceivable direction, literally tying my spine and hips into a web of interlaced hardened structures that are further encased into a huge "shell" coating the entire spine, extending into my feet, down my legs and then up into my skull, through my cervical vertebrae. I have been unable to exercise even with a single stretch for years. I was able to do a few exercises a few months ago, but the more of the poison I remove, the more the existing poison seeps into the smallest crevices of my vertebrae and body so what was more flowing earlier is not solidified and has sunk to the lowest level possible. This poison operates almost like an organic entity with it's own DNA and "mind", capable of escaping eradication by sinking into the lowest most deep structures of my body.


I cannot then stretch, move or perform any single cardiovascular operation. However, to exacerbate this slow death (of just ONE of the many slow deaths this terrorist group is daily and nightly inflicting upon me, all stealth, "undetectable" for people who refuse to expose what this group is doing (to many OTHER people including perhaps many of you reading this unbeknownst to you, in your utter hubris that you are safe and warm within this terrorist operation which exists by stealing and robbing, raping and murdering--of course, it can never happen to you because you are far too special and necessary for this group--or not?).


This is a kind of "ambient" attack that is killing me. It feels like a pressure on my chest. The pressure is continuous. In this room, and in other rooms in the past many years, heightened in the last EIGHT YEARS, the attacks on my heart have gone from a continuous palpitation that has left me gasping for air, to my chest constricting so badly that my heart is pounding for oxygen in my chest. This has been aimed at me while I have been utterly confined in one laying position from exhaustion of detoxifying stinking poisons that keep me so ill when I excrete them that I am utterly exhausted and ill for 24 HOURS, and this has gone on almost daily for years. 


I am being murdered in a very slow and deliberate fashion with just ONE of the many multi-pronged attacks, and this one is aimed at my heart muscle. 


I really request that someone or some entity intervenes in this murderous attack upon my body. 

I also face a very dangerous living situation as my lease is up and I have requested to this very abusive landlord who has laughingly participated in these very criminal attacks upon me, has not made any effort to leave me a lease renewal. I asked him the last time he came to grope, abuse, insult and yell at me for watering my plants on the balcony--a few months ago, to leave a lease renewal in early December as my lease is up in February. He has done nothing. I sent a letter to him a few weeks ago requesting a lease renewal for another year, as I have no money to move I have nowhere to go. I have spent over 2 years gluing and installing every kind of colored paper and metal hooks into the panels and stuffing cracks in the panels and balancing beads on top of the rubber matting inserted into the cracks to try to avert these attacks. Most of the cabinets are glued on all sides with paper and tape and hammered in with nails--I remain being mutilated every day by mechanical arms and my floor is sprinkled with debris every night--etc the room stinks from substances sprayed into my sealed room so I get no fresh air at any time all night in this effort to stop people like this landlord and the endless rotation of white Europ-a males with their smirking and laughing white females and the endless concentric circles of Thais doing their dirty work, hovering around them in clouds to get the nod of approval (and promotions and $$$) by doing most heinously sick and stupid terror acts upon my body and my home and property-


I am thus in a very difficult and deadly situation, just with having a place to live and then the attack on my heart, which has been going on every moment for a long time, has finally created a serious disruption to my heart and I feel it now as a looming deadly threat to my life. This is no exaggeration when I write this. 


It is sad but true that the people responsible for doing this to me are supposed to be protecting my rights and not attacking me with deadly assault, according to the laws of the United States, the United Nations, and all other laws and decrees enacted for many decades now to ensure that more Holocausts and genocides do not occur. If anyone reads information about the series of genocides that have occurred in the last 70 years, one will discover that the number of genocides has increased to an unprecedented proportion of hate crime globally descried but never stopped until there is profit to be made in deploying troops and in ensuring hegemony over the particular region which is affected.



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A view into a universal murder/"gang stalking" protocol system (not only pitted against me, but will be enlarged when musk obtains his satellite in-orbit-to radio wave torture system--as radio waves are very much part of the "voice-to-skull" transmission also for torture of the body and affecting moods of the brain----and many other dangerous affects--all of this welcomed by the nazi "epstein" class as they call it but it's blonde nazis and jews just performing Weinstein roles and then blamed for the problem turning all into antisemitism justification like everything else they do--(including instructing netanyahu on how to behave controlled by the English nazis who also attack me but my endless years of writing about them all has produced only more torture, apathy and being ignored even when the problems have mounted into unavoidable catastrophe)://"Gang-stalking"/gestapo Nazi blonde euro-hate expletives and their nasty minority goons. The same pattern universal in every country or demographic. //Walking into any surprise angle a blonde nazi (where I live) stares with calculated violent blank rage into my eyes, my face as I am forced into some corner or angle where I am unable to look away or get away--the elevator opens I am literally subliminally "instructed" to look forward a blonde nazi bigot staring with wide-eyed creep violence into my face, I ignore him and continue walking. Upon returning the horrible doors to the elevator tiny parking garage lobby are put into such an acute angle with door stops that it's impossible to pull a cart of food (hand carry cart) without having to navigate angles of pulling a flimsy cart with bulging items through the 3-foot space---as I am in the middle from the "service" elevator side another female blonde nazi eurohate-thingy literally rushes at me with wide-eyed glaring violent hate--a look that is like a creep show skeleton face in a haunted house the look of violence and death--I am in the middle exhausted from a day of brownp-skinned minorities being instructed with voice-to-skull, or ear plug technology, to back into me while I am walking as they cordon off the area with my shopping cart in front of me I am suddenly blocked off. All completely pre-orchestrated. They literally stand to a 70-degree angle to my left and then at the precise moment they back up hitinng me--or in aisles with my shopping cart they stumble into me hitting me in the shoulders as I am passing--from the angle just behind my line-of-vision so I can't see them swaying into me at this sudden jerk-movement. That was yesterday but all day similar attacks ongoing at every juncture when I am stuck with a huge amount of heavy items I am pulling through some enclosed space they create to have these attack moments when I am unable to maneuver and am in the middle of walking through the tiny space they rush into my area to hit me in some seemingly "accidental" way--rushing with violence into me while I am in the middle of a tiny little door space they created (the doors used to be wide open upon pulling them, but they put these door stops so the doors only open to a 45-degree angle and then they took away the key card and force a face recognition system which is unnecessary it also entails dealing with people at the "crossroads" of attack (it's pretty "satanic" if you consider "crossroads" to have a long historical "spiritual" tradition often associated with "black magick" as this group is "satanic" in nature considering the attributes or detriments associated with the stereotypes they all are gluttonous selfish murdering hateful sleazy violent bigots wearing lots of perfumed plastic surgery and other versions of falsities plus rhetoric like a fallen angel for the public. //My living space---the dish rack which is a double-system top and bottom the bottom has a plastic tray but because I have no official "kitchen" in this little nook thing which was refurbished into a seamless attack and murder surveillance torture system---cracks in walls tiles portals for mechanical arms done in such professional and invisible ways also sprays of black and brown premanently staining goo covering all the cracks very hard to see the entry points. The dish rack is a thing I find hard to clean with perpetual stinking clothing I wear every day sprayed non-stop under this nasty austrian nazi "entitlement" white bigot absolutely the epitome of nazi rape and murder entitlement glorified by america for pushing murder as a form of entertainment/subsidizing haute luxury plantation life. //they poured, while I was gone because i just cleaned this area a few days ago--but it's very hard for me to actually get around to cleaning because of the stinking poison they put in my body which I am endlessly bedridden or just sitting in a chair all day because the hard poisons are like an internal straightjacket pulling muscles and bone and ligaments in literally every direction due to the nature of this serpentine poisoning. I clean all day with tiny bit of energy I have remaining from the pain and energy drain of the hate bigots yelling death threart and abuse and torturing me literally non-stop hours per day all day and night--life--sucking parasites but you glorify them surely for their psychopathic physical posturing as angels rescuing society from people like me---(the real ""heroic rescue" they do which is lynch mob nazi kkk hate plantation enslavement america loves them in particular the minorities for providing them with a safe haven against x, y and z won't get into that now). The tray was clean I also cleaned under the tray--and after having gone out shopping to be hit from behind by people lunging at me as if they are tripping, swaying just hitting me as I pass by--all wearing the clothing of the shops the workers but they are not working there---they disappear after they hit me into some back room and are gone--the shops i know most of the workers they are not the usual employees. They smile and gloat as usual--the whites stand back observing with cameras and award their minions with promises of sugar plum fairy delight happy ever after plantation security. //The tray had stinking brown grease and black pieces of what appears to have been creep stuff sprayed and poured into the water tray, which was overflowing (it was dry yesterday before I left and I cleaned it out)--underneath the stand--which I must pull other items out of the tiny little corner area and my body is always in too much pain to clean the endless toxic deadly stinking filth that is sprayed everywhere due to my clothing under orders of that filthy group of white nazis out of whorewood and their associates in congress funding it all for decades and decades--all again your benevolent heroes saving you from me being "allowed" to compete in any way, whatsoever while they STEAL MY IDEAS and give MURDER AND TORTURE TO DEATH ONLY--not a penny not a thank you but instant abuse being humilated and tortured after they make millions off my ideas--to show me that only they stealing my ideas means that they are the entitled "superiority" group because look, all that money was poured into turning my concepts into the usual formula white nazi programming plantation even if directed by a "minority" appearing to "save" society from racism---but they poured this muck into the bottom water tray--then bits of food crushed underneath the entire thing--for me to lift all the other things on the counter even if very lightweight is still very painful the poisons literally pull my spine in every direction due to the stinking poison this same group of hate ordered poured and pumped injected and raped into my body as deeply as possible while in comatose deep sleep state---unable to brace for impact I had to keep writing my posts in hysteria to get anybody to stop them for years and years and years and years (probably more than 10 years of daily hysterical rants about being poisoned and raped to death through this system as they tortured and abused me for having written the posts rather than just "accepting" the murder and mutilation without complaint).//

  The blond(ish) white hate creeps who rush from side angles (coming from around a corner suddenly from "nowhere" (all pre-arrange...