Saturday, April 30, 2022

****Ordo Ab Chaos****.//I recall An old-school phrase: "I need some b**Ls**t repellant". Update to that: I need some greasy and foul pig-ape whore cesspool remover for permanent stains on my life. The usual celebrities I have been writing of their exploits in exploitation and their filthy and vile attacks, which seem to endlessly entitle them to awards and more and more presents from this culture and this global fascist organization which has full control over all beauty pageants, awards prizes i.e. Golden Globes/Oscars--and etc they control and dominate. The excessive glib psychopathy accompanying this kind of power has enabled every low and vile personal filth antic to become a beacon of imitation with a host of followers, all vying for equally desired top positions, or anywhere along the food chain this organization has created.

 The technology they use to absolutely be as disgusting (which is never satiated, their filth and disgusting personality structures are in full open wound spewing of their filth aimed at me, endlessly there is nothing I have done to them, they are just empowered and emboldened by having such an easily accessible victim (in the criminal justice, legal sense) to wreak their inner turmoil and lack of true connection to life and to the beauty of life--they pour out their filth on me and blossom from the societal awards they are presented (plus all the beauty treatments, plastic surgery and endless millions or in some cases, from the parasite pig apes who have latched on to this contract out on me--one of whom I mention below--they obtain BILLIONS of dollars and endless media focus so-much-so that they are akin to top Governmental Executive Branch power--but they are just greasy and dirty foul business men and women. The actors are no exception to this. Selling lemons but polished by their promoters as being chunks of pure gold to the public. The public of course also lives in a mire of filth and decay so they swallow it all whole without a glitch.

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Rotten and foul Robert DeNiro and Joe Pesce--with foul and ugly H. Mirren that essence of putridity that Illuminati whoredom has regaled at every year that dirty and foul thing has participated in this hate contract out on me--since at LEAST 2013, if not earlier. I had never even heard of her until this contract and her inclusion with her rape partner out of Ireland-=-the actor Neeson. Neeson was not immediately attacking me, but Mirren with the usual Pesce/DeNiro duo were and have not stopped attacking me (Mirren has been too busy endlessly getting promotions and top media attention since her violent and mind-f** misuse of this technology upon me, months ago but she is not stopping. She brought in--I mean she as the representation of the English Crown system, which obviously rules over H-wood and American politics to a degree that could be designated as a master-colony servitude discrepancy at this point--but it's being done so slightly and quietly. H-wood is one of the main receptacles of this power transfer, but it's also been done in the US Government very covertly for at least a century if not longer. I am listening to documented sources explain how all elections in the United States are controlled by what is called, "American Royalty"--originated from the Roosevelt family but the structure of the organization stems back to Europe in the 18th Century (and they obtained this structure from "secret" information about ruling, dominating and traumatizing societies for centuries, if not millennium).

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But they are trying to chip away at my sanity. Ugly and filthy Mirren is so disgusting to me at this point that her close-up, tunnel-vision enforcement of her literal enthrallment that she can participate in this contract for years, when I call her a piece of shit once she gets literally at least 30 celebrities to call me horrific names, threaten and then have the terrorists where I live mutilate my body even further (I now have almost no more hair on my head--they made my underarm hair stop permanently--) but the stupidity and ugliness this creepy woman and this duo of absolute violent and psychological hate filth out of Brooklyn--the kind of mafia psy-ops attack that is effective I must say---it's sickening and disgusting to the max, but they use it with this subliminal technology so as I have written of for a very long time--when I am naked, when I am on the toilet, when I am in the shower (they attack me--this entire group, one taking turns with the next--every single time I am relaxing my very damaged body in the shower, needing to heal and relax, and they use this tech which is like a kind of mental "glue" adhering me to responding and not have any way to unfocus off these unwanted, absolutely unglamorous parasitic celebrities who hiss hate and voice-to-skull hate and attacks--I can't disassociate from their ugly faces and stupid and nasty vile commentary--I respond immediately and can't stop. I believe this is being achieved by a very pernicious form of mind control technology, in combination with the nightly drugging and the drugging of my food I also cannot stave off. Not with thousands of people just in my vicinity waiting to attack me and they do in coordinated attack squandrens--upon cue, with me never having done a single thing of harm to any of the people attacking me. My " crime" has been to defend myself.

But I respond immediately and I am not able at this time to stop responding. I try--so DeNiro grabs my breasts and body making derogatory comments about my deformity due to the poisoning, lack of exercise and the endless hate and negativity these ape whores are inflicting upon me night and day using these technologies. 


It is now 4 pm my time and the pig whores are sleeping or out having their luxury dinner parties and laughing about how they dance around, grab my body say filthy and stupid things. You readers for the most part are enjoying my endless years of writing about the filth and hate and violence--as most of you absolutely approve.

I waste my time in writing this post today, but just writing it anyway. Since I can't exercise to relieve my body of the stress, because they begin the attacks while I am in deep healing sleep mode--using teleportation of course. Then they extend the same hate for every moment of my waking morning routine--non-stop they go at destroying my mood, energy, sucking out life force and feeding off hate and violent negativity. Especially these rotten older people, but the younger and more energetic ape whores i.e. the spawn of these rapist male celebrities and their Nazi "feminist" whore wives who are vile and nasty--like Mirren, they imitate her, the Crown creates this trickle-down mentality of absolute entitlement to rape, pillage, steal and then dance around in joy when the "victim" is screaming in rage to stop after --what is it now? YEARS of day and night attacks.

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Other thoughts I had today: pondering about how every time I write about how a high political female character (Pelosi and Clinton) attack me, Biden the prez can be seen either hugging them or claiming they want to reinstate them into power when any next election comes around; ALWAYS posted on my social media or hacked on my search for news information (entire webpages are hacked, the templates altered, and the hacked articles regarding those who are attacking me appear). Each and every time these women attack me, Biden is in some way promoting them within the week and this is put on my internet for me to see--always boldly placed somewhere at the top of immediately eyesight of every page-hugging them, conferring with them--and this is the only time I have ever seen Biden acting in this manner specifically to any female in any prominent position. When he advocates a certain female to be selected or elected to an office otherwise, he does it in a formal, much more distant way of recommendation.

Biden is so much a part of this entire terror situation. It must be of no news to anyone who is "in the know" but it's disturbing that this monopoly of top leadership positions has been handed to such infantile and emotionally incompetent personalities (not referring necessarily to Biden, as he appears stoic and proficient in many other ways, as a leader of this rank must be). 


How I would like to see freedom to put people who are ethically engaged in the pursuit of real "Democratic" principles as defined for all in the US Constitution. Who would immediately stop this kind of sick and utterly vile torture situation being forced upon me--for no reason--I just wanted to compete and succeed in society. I am standing up for myself and demanding some kind of accountability to these most greasy and greedy foul and sinister parasitic whore pig apes --with DeNiro I have not demanded any kind of compensation for the idea he and his crew obtained out of me for the script and concept of Joker--(they took one concept from me, and "traumatized" me in order to obtain it--since the protagonist of this film was a "traumatized" victim of all kinds of oppression--they wanted to hear my response--I put it in a self-sufficient form of "positive thinking" which of course they turned into a miserable degradation of their endless descent into portraying misery and then offering up a false solution to the problem they actually created. 


Ordo ab Chaos.

Thursday, April 28, 2022

The latent violence was always there. I believe this "gang stalking" organization is playing a huge role in the deterioration in the moral decay and uptick in violence in American and global society.// Back in the 80's--Minneapolis was very safe for me while I studied at the University of Minnesota and lived in the dorms and then in Dinkytown--but it was dangerous and deadly while I lived there with that old gang stalking violence, unbeknownst to me, but of course surrounding me all the "nice" people were fully aware and remained silent or participated. Now the polite bubble has burst and I have to wonder if gang stalking is a large part of the problem of this huge spike in violence and police brutality in Minneapolis now--35 years later. The hate that was simmering below the surface but fully fed upon hate with gang stalking has exploded as the technologies and the open source racist jargon increases and technologies are being handed out like drugs to rabid children who are grey and old either in appearance or at heart, but active and violent like infantile juvenile thugs just waiting to wreak violence and death.

 Some of the most jaw-dropping statements in the state Human Rights report on MPD--Deena Winter. The Minnesota Reformer. April 27, 2022.





For all the years I lived at the University of Minnesota and Dinkytown (a 10 minute walk from campus--or 20 where I lived my last year there). I never had a problem with street violence, threats, or any feeling of fear while I lived there. While unaware, due to this disgusting and foul system aka "gang stalking" however,  I was drugged to the point that my body was always bloated and I was under extreme drugged up inertia and unable to concentrate (so I could not study the field I really wanted to study). I was as I am now decades later, assaulted and put in accidents, attacked and experienced gang stalking in such indefinable ways that what were my foes in comparison to what I experience now could be considered wonderful and loving friends, which of course they were not. The hate that always was there has since  proliferated to the point that it's making headlines and national attention, particularly of course after George Floyd.  But the outward appearance of Minneapolis 1982-1987 when I lived there and studied and partied and felt free, safe but bored as hell--it was so placid and seemingly safe and politically correct that I had no idea whatsoever about the lurking violence and racism of that society. I had some problems but I was always able to obtain immediate help or assistance, so I just thought it was the natural sort of differences that people experience, and that perhaps racism had something to do with it but since no one ever mentioned any kind of racist epitaph to me I just thought it was because I was slightly different.  I never heard racist slurs ever---not once. I heard negative references to Prince but those were not openly expressed in racist terms--only that he was sexually promiscuous and that was shocking to the "good" gang stalking rapists and covert bigots who I never heard make any overt racist commentary about anyone--in all the years I lived there I never heard racist comments--but racism was everywhere. I was surrounded by students for the most part who claimed all kinds of politically-correct moral imperatives about their righteousness---with all their parents' money poured into their bank accounts each month. They were extremely superficially well-mannered--it was the polite society that was the "normal" for Minneapolis at that time. Prince was seen as being extremely decadent. Prince in comparison to what he described as the decadence of Los Angeles and in other places (he hinted at this and made some other references, but it was in the Minneapolis context that he made the comparison while in Minneapolis) and thus--to hear about how there is open shootings in the areas where I remember crickets making those whirring sounds as I rode bicycle and nothing ever happened in places like Dinkytown--but I was assaulted while sleeping and by terrorists who offered me apartment share situations and also in my female-only dormitory---as usual, people who latched on for years obtaining whatever contracts they could out of attacking me--who I 'hung out with" who also then betrayed me afterwards but I had no inkling of what the heck was goin' on----even their betrayals were very mild in comparison to the absolute violence of people outside of this former Minneapolis little Midwest bubble that has been burst by what appears to be outside influences--but which influences exactly I can't say--the media? Migration? Immigration? The deterioration of the middle class? The movies that are always touting gun violence which the sheeple try to emulate and get brainwashed into as they view this? More lethal capacity of guns that are available on all the various types of markets?


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"Safety in Dinkytown". Mayzie Olson. April 29, 2021.



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"Probe into George Floyd's death finds discrimination by police". USA Today. April 28, 2022.




"How George Floyd Was Killed in Police Custody/Visual Investigations". The New York Times. June 1, 2020.





The violence was ALWAYS there trapped in a bubble of muted pretense and with gang stalking intensity in Minneapolis while I lived there---. It is everywhere in the United States---but that it is appearing openly with society becoming mass shooting crazy on the civilian or lone shooter level--the problem has been building for a long time, I believe that the global gang stalking organization is largely to blame for all the rise in hostility and hate. I think mass segments of the population are being mass brain-programmed via technologies that remain silenced and never exposed (while so many know and are using the technologies like it's drugs being passed out to children as a form of gratuitous candy/dope. 

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As a post-thought: these foe/friends I hung with were constantly using racial slurs but in the fake context of jokes. My group included lesbians, blacks, Jews, and white supremacists posing as pot-smoking artist liberals--(who just went to all-German-speaking "camps" in Northern Minnesota in the summers and were paid to go to Berlin by some "friends" they said--who were there to be a part of the MK ULTRA programming and exploitation of me---now in retrospect I understand but at the time I had never heard of any such mind control program or understood this kind of malignant "evil"--which is what this "gang stalking" terrorism is at the core of it's organized chaos. But as for this artist group I was a part of (with technology students, musicians, "hippie" style peeps-- and any other stragglers inbetween the mix. I thought that when there were laughing barbs thrown around about race--it was just "jokes" because of the differences in this group, everyone was "laughing" and the jokes were very nasty but funny but also sick--but funny----because Minneapolis is quite homogenous and living there was like a sea of pale white faces in what felt like perpetual winter with a few blacks appearing and few other minorities mixed into the mostly white culture. I think the increase in public transportation in the last 35 years, especially a relatively new metro subway system, has enabled many from the outlying "minority" communities to get into other areas of the city--I am unsure mostly because there are so many extensive highways leading in and out of various parts of the city--but the public transit has increased and gone beyond the horrid slow buses that got you nowhere for an entire day of waiting to transfer in subfreezing weather. That was Mpls in the 80's, now you can take these subways from and to all parts of the city--I think--I have only seen a few videos about these street cars or subways-city trains--I think accessibility and mobility has altered the city and racism has flared because people mostly kept to their neighborhoods except for converging on downtown and Uptown on the weekends (and of course all week for parties but not like on the weekends--conservative Minneapolis---). Otherwise, I think the demographic has also changed and the racial divisions have increased with an increase in racial diversity as probably many people moved into MInneapolis--immigration policies, etc (I lived in Mpls long before NAFTA and all these horrid "Neo-liberal" fiscal policies which brought on global misery and migration out of dying globalization countries". So my "friends" at this time were always making "jokes" about minorities, Nazis, Jews, etc etc it was a common theme but it was never spoken like hate and vitriol but the underlying intent was extremely hostile from mostly the blonde Nazi and Germany-centric "liberals" who I hung out with who lied endlessly and were part of this gang stalking hate and death organization. Their time has now come and they can be open about their racism in Minneapolis, and the police are just the outward expression that was so endlessly always waiting to explode in every situation I encountered this endless throng of haters. But it was not expressed as such back in those days, and the proportion of whites to minorities was much more clear and perhaps definable. Whichever it was or is of my ponderings, or a combination of them all I suspect are all variables--I would NEVER hang with these types of people ever again. I had no idea they REALLY were being covertly racist I thought they were just ironing out mental ruts that they were all trying to overcome with all their otherwise fake "liberal" posturing (and I have to wonder how guilty I am also of having fake liberal stances, which harsh reality has shown me are much worse than I had imagined in my college "safe" bubble back in "safe" Minneapolis.

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**hacking***I just re-read parts of this last paragraph above and saw that hackers did the usual: deleted parts of sentences, removed commas and grammar, and rewrote other parts and strung all the partially deleted sentences together. I also have to struggle to use the keyboard and fight to think clearly. But the hacking has made this post somewhat illegible but you can understand between the lines if you can manage--but this is not what I had written, I am only making this clear. I am tired of pounding down on the keyboard and fighting to get the keys to print anything out--it's very stiff, the malware has been installed, etc etc the never-ending hacking that I can't fight against. I just did a restore operation and I saw that the hackers added printers to my devices while I was setting up the system within a few seconds of having restored the system--as the system went back up and I had already deleted the three printers that always appear on my Devices page--which are the portals of hacking that the terrorists in this condo where I live use to break into my system--I believe. I delete and remove them, and once I try to get anything done and even though I keep the Device Manager page open and minimized but I can still see it, while I am looking away for a moment they have added another printer to my Devices (you have to manually ADD these to the Devices Manager, these are being obviously hacked into my system and forced upon me--and that is how they break into my system. I tried very hard to stop this today but could not accomplish this. I have to keep a continuous Device Manager page open any time I am using internet and must do this all the time if I want to try to explore how to stop all this intrusion into my system. Otherwise, I am too much a beginner at programming to begin to attempt to use any real method of blocking professionals from hacking into my system--funded of course by my government so they are using very sophisticated methods. Besides all the "thought-reading" hacking they can do with my brain, imagine how easy it is for them to hack into my Windows 10.

Wednesday, April 27, 2022

The Rise of the Celebrity-Politician Machine for the future of the technocratic, 4th Reich global Plantation. I could--and already have--add a LOT of content to this subject and the dangers of this take-over. The hostile part is nowhere near the actual reality of what hostile takeover of your mind, your country and too bad, but your soul has already been purchased if you think this dude is going to be some savior of freedom of anything in the future except for the 4th Reich, and only then when the racist and hegemonic hierarchies are fully implemented and fully in place where no adverse word can be uttered without the technocratic tyranny that you have all allowed Musk to continue to develop but sold as a wonderful boon to the future of humanity. Wait until his satellites and brain/body interface technology blank out your brain and body or zap and potentially kill you if you don't comply. If you think I am being slightly melodramatic, you have not been a victim of Musk and this group of celebrities and politicians as I have, and had to witness firsthand how psychopathic and seriously deranged and power-driven they are without an iota of moral or ethical concern for anybody except for those who support their fascist power structure (and even then, since that power structure encompasses the planet, the minions will be and are now--expendable).

 "Musk Buys Twitter As Sociopaths Purchase Our Reality". Moment of Clarity with Lee Camp. April 27, 2022.




The "Liberal" members of Congress who have participated in this hate contract out on me, i.e. Rep. Cortez, a Trump-era fashionista/actor (you can hear her voice change to suit the demographic audience she plays dumb millennial and urban slang and then switches to articulate member of Congress--who has also stolen an idea from me that I wrote on my blog/Facebook--and teleported me with hate and negativity to conform to the system which keeps people like her taking the place of actually concerned legislators who could protect "The American People" instead of act, pose and lie and participate in this hate protocol fascist white supremacist global take-over by technocratic 4th Reichsters--like Musk). And I could go on, I could describe his participation.
The reason why Congress has not put the brakes on this fake egalitarian humanitarian Musk is because Congress in it's current iteration is likewise building up a fascist component colonized Eurocentric 4th Reich Plantation State.

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Going into more detail would entail threats to my existence with, as usual, no support from anyone reading this or anybody in Congress or anybody in any vicinity where I am and everyone on the planet appears to want this system to be fully installed. Everyone who doesn't still won't stand up for me, and if they had, someone like Musk would not be as powerful today if these anti-corporate cartel "progressives" would only have actually done more than flap their wings in irate verbosity or protest in a party type of conflagration. To actually go against this grain of a stain against Democracy and Freedom, one has to actually take the risk of fighting the overwhelming majority of people who want immediate gratification (that is the main sell point of this 4th Reich, is that when you join and/or participate or do nothing or help it along, you get instant promotion, instant teleportation sex slave punching bag potential sadistic murder victims or instant rape or instant sexual gratification along fantasy lines (there is not a point in the last list that is either more prominent in the gratification list of wants for those who are so eager to be included in this technocratic future that Musk is portending but no one sees it as a threat in terms of the technology he is exploiting. They only see the happy and smiling dough boy putting on the false cloaks of the sheeple caring about protecting freedom for the wolves, some are not hinting that may be the ultimate reality but not in terms that actual would prompt alarm, as I am trying to do unsuccessfully--I just get more censorship and threats and attacks and hate--while people are still stealing my ideas and concepts and selling them off as their own, as Rep. Cortez, the "brown" woman who has just had skin lightening and is very keen on continuing to posture for more fascist Nazi fashion shows and get more huge million dollar deals and help the white supremacists obtain their power cartel so she can be further amplified in the media as a celebrity/politician, while the celebrities are vying to become celebrity-turned-politicians.

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*Regarding hacking: I can tell already that this post will be redacted/rewritten by hackers as a part of their usual discrediting. I could not write this post with any kind of calm or intellectual clarity due to the brain-altering tech affecting my limbic system, nervous system as well as the hackers doing things like making my cursor jump to another part of the page while I am using the pointer to try to correct their hacking intrusions-just as an example of how bad the hacking is. I can't think clearly due to the tech that Elon Musk has ordered be used against me, as he has been a part of this terror team since at the very least, 2013. As you all know, he has risen into power as the planet's leading technocratic celebrity-turned political enhancer of fascist ideology but disguised as a wolf-in-sheep's-clothing by the media, which has coached and trained him all these years he has lived in Los Angeles with all the acting coaches he could afford to purchase.

What I know of him when he teleports me is that he is a full supporter and advocate of technocratic terror, is fully embracing all the violent antics these celebrity fascists employ--probably is part of the overall promotional scheme of supporting each and every celebrity who violently with hate and racist slurs attacks me--more awards for the more violent of the bunch--the most stupid, immature and nasty they act and behave in the confines of the security system of teleportation that Musk is fully awarding them and protecting them--as they all are put into pedestal positions by society because of the endless push to propel them into these stances. Fully supported by the US Congress and it's members who either openly support this, pretend they are against it, or do nothing to stop or quell this fasco-corporate technocratic entity that is now spreading an electronic fence around not just the planet, but they plan on incorporating an internal prison of your mind and surveillance of your thoughts as well.


Obviously my writings are only being passed from one expletive to the next in this huge global organization. I have to state openly that some of you are either now or will become victims of this group which you think have helped to instantly gratify your needs for easy and cheap promotions and deals.

Saturday, April 23, 2022

"FREE TO BE YOU AND ME". Say Gay I say? I also Say let me be REAL and gay as in happy and light and FREE from your hate stereotypes let me be MYSELF not your cliche. Don't just say GAY. Let me have my way if I'm not hurting anybody except for bigots who must have their hierarchies who can't stand to see anybody outside of the trivialized and marginalized boxes that are necessary to keep them automatically in top position by automatic assumption due to endless cliches being formatted and regurgitated and endlessly rehashed in every movie played by unauthentic actors playing roles that they have nothing in common with (who all follow in one way or another racist and cultural cliche expected roles doled out by the 4th Reich controllers of mind control programming).

 "Jasmine Masters straight men doing drag". Jasmine Masters. January 9, 2016.




Real gay in movie roles versus straight playing gays----naw, nope! Another equality fight waiting for the next MeGayToo# movement in H-wood


"Why all these straight males who play gay roles get applause like they doin' something when there are so many of us who are gay waiting for roles, still out here waiting? What we get is 'fag, gay, homosexual....'. We still getting bullied, shamed, kicked out of our houses, killed, and all that stuff".

Say GAY for real in H-wood movie roles. I agree completely. This is like "Italian-American" male actors playing roles as Jewish men who are refabricated usually as flops as a cultural insult, but applauded as the movie is deemed a "comedy' but always with hints of hate interspersed amongst the hateful "joke". The audience learns to laugh at the insult to every culture or subculture that is represented by fakes who recreate the culture in ways that are usually unrealistic and often demeaning to those who are supposed to be portrayed.

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"Once Upon a Time in Hollywood (2019) Rick meets Schwarz". Samuel Limas. January 22, 2021.



Notice--for what I interpret as an emasculating/castrating crunch on a phallic celery stalk as symbol of dislike and perhaps originated by the endless racist cliches that abound in culture (H-wood, certainly) while the "Jewish" H-wood big shot (producer?) talks in that swag style that could be a cultural cliche while trying to change the phonetics of his name to sound less "Jewish". Played by one of the terrorists attacking me, ostensibly for racist reasons of the anti-Semitic variety of blind and unjustified hate (attacking me for fighting against being raped, subjugated and tortured by a German using racist hate language as I fought back---so I make my conclusion not on a tentative supposition but on reality and fact which I cannot prove since no one will provide evidence of the teleportation hate skits that are forced upon me--of course, this morning I got another dose of anti-Semitism from none other than the blonde crunching on the celery stick in this clip--his daughter I mean, the blonde Nazi type of spoiled H-wood rotten rugrat bigot from parents who have trained her for most of her childhood by now from years and years of themselves obtaining endless lead roles promotions costs all covered for their productions endless Oscars year after year--night after night having me beaten, raped and tortured while sitting stoically in chairs while I fight for my life and my rights as a human being while they fight to deprive and destroy all possible from within and without my body, home life ideas while stealing all possible and destroying and making all obsolete and then comparing themselves to me when they are literally being handed all out of this Nazi organization--their nasty blonde (dyed blonde by now with plastic surgery toi, in preparation for her endless decades of being put into lead roles as expected--this spawn they spurted out who has been taught for years that by attacking me she will also immediately be granted a kingdom of entitlement in the film industry--just keep attacking me she has been trained by observation to do--so the rugrat began hissing anti-Semitic really nasty statements at me the very first moment I was teleported, while I was awake this morning doing little morning chores to make up my bed. My brain is put into a state of adherence to response--it's like being chained to these people and not being able to disassociate although never wanting to talk or communicate. My brain is being attacked in some way to force this reaction out of me. They are literally "in my face" but I can see two various locations at one time--my immediate vision is kind of grey or blanked out and I can barely see them but see them I can clearly. It's far out but not groovy or funky, I can assure you of that, because of their misuse of this tech to intimidate, torture, abuse and try to manipulate with evil and hateful intent. I got into a physical confrontation and tried to strangle that rotten spurt spawn and got into another huge soliloquy on why I don't like her or them. That has been the ongoing situation for years. So when I see this clip I immediately understand the inherent association of racism and these actors, but this movie "won" top award while the actors and director were all teleporting and torturing me for that entire year it was being filmed, written and shot. Back to this morning: this blonde actor who wants to force a "baby" out of me (don't know how that is possible since he ordered his minions to sever out part of my uterus when I said "no" to him exploiting me--and I'm only supposed to say "yes" and do whatever these pig men want to destroy in me by welcoming them in without resistance to their murder and rape fantasies based out of extreme racist hate and violence--but that is what he is trying to obtain--and this morning, as his brat began assaulting me even though I have never met her, but said earlier that helping this little piece of shit into another starring role position by the misuse of technology and the exploitation and torture of me (for years) is nothing I would do for that rugrat--my words--and so this piece of shit began assaulting me, proving I was and still am completely correct in my assumptions; while he sat watching on as she physically shoved and hit me while I was just "waking up" in the middle of this insane teleportation situation where I am teleported to places I am unprepared for while they attack me physically and in every way while I am in a state of cognitive confusion). But attacked this morning, this very morning with anti-Semitism. Please note I never attend any Synagogue nor have contact whatsoever with that community my entire life, grew up as the "only outsider" and never was called "Jewish" my entire life until t his group from H-wood began assaulting and raping and dismembering and torturing me for all these years and now the anti-Semitism has reached open hate that I have never experienced to any degree even in nasty America the racist or in Germany all those years--never had this much violent racism shoved into my face literally through teleportation that these pig apes use--until I had to be forced into the confines of their teleportation hate skits--as for being "Jewish" I don't know really anything at all about the community or culture and really never have except for a few brief curiosity trips into that culture. But now this group is trying to force their hate cliches onto me because I have always been "myself" and not part of any group, and that is too much for them to bear they have to have all the humiliating and abusive cliches that they also pour into their media productions placed firmly into my sub and superior states of consciousness with hate and insult and degradation. But back to the roles played by non-authentic actors who play cliched racist and homophobic and anti-Semitic roles played by bigots and haters---. SAY GAY SAY LET ME BE FREE IN H-WOOD SAY GAY SAY LET ME BE FREE TO BE WHAT i WANT TO BE WITHOUT YOUR HATE IMPOSED ON ME WITH YOUR STUPID SICK MOVIE ROLES IMPLYING ENDLESS RACIST CLICHES SAY GAY SAY LET ME BE ME IN CALIFORNIA UBER ALLES.

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"Free To Be....You And Me". The New Seekers--topic. January 26, 2017.



Free to be you and Me/Versus one of the biggest mind control mass manipulation social engineering machines of our time: H-wood and it's Californication regime (uber alles and dear readers, this is the absolute reality of that place--don't forget which Democrats currently in power I have previously mentioned as being terrorists who also are based in that State of California, Uber Alles).


"Dead Kennedys--California Uber Alles (Jazz mix)". acespectruments. March 8, 2012.




Free to be you and Me/Versus one of the biggest mind control mass manipulation social engineering machines of our time: H-wood and it's Californication regime (uber alles Below is that happy cool jazz lounge music I'm sure is the beat of the power lunch and barbecue grill hour that the Nazis of H-wood entertain their Nazi brothers in their power cartel configuration deal-making debuts. Best version yet below-just update it to Nancy P elosi and VP Harris unfortunately as Democrat representatives based in CA for that Uber Alles mind screw twist to the plot. Along with H-wood installing Trump as Prez- their H-wood associate and peer with all their Nazi collaborators aka "investors".and dear readers, this is the absolute reality of that place--don't forget which Democrats currently in power I have previously mentioned as being terrorists who also are based in that State of California, Uber Alles California and the actors, oh no oh yes it's just true DON'T SAY YEAH SAY NO WAY!!!! 



Friday, April 22, 2022

More bean-spilling (names, details of the sickness of the mentality of this global organization but put in context of Whorewood, USA, etc)

 Jim Carrey--spoke out about the stupid slap incident that has been almost a projectile promotion of the criminal who was allowed to rant and assault with impunity except for a tiny little slap on his snout with his pig-sniffing-the-air wife and kids (kids as in goats).


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Jim Carrey said in an interview that it was "sickening to see" the reaction of Whorewood in this slap incident. I was shocked but hopeful that perhaps there was one single personality in that rancid and rotten thuggery cocaine-sniffing, plastic surgery inhaling group of criminal bigots and scumbag rapist whores (or enablers but still whores who just go along to get their own promotions---not their problem, they assume to watch it happen to me, not able to comprehend the significance of this situation as seemingly no one else can. Not even the "bold" Jim Carrey. This is a man who has not openly assaulted me but has indeed put a plethora of his videos on my YouTube page while I am always on that page, drugged up and under mind control-unable to think, read or move physically I am really confined into one spot all day due to sickness as they attack to get their bonuses and promotions for demonstrating how they can manipulate and force ideas out of me using all these drugs and torture, but they lOVE inflicting the trauma part of the programming which is essentially unnecessary but they go for that as their prime mode of function in this capacity of "mind control" drug/tech/torture interface.


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I wrote a message on his fan page on Facebook. Almost expectedly there were a slew of his videos appearing immediately advertising his movies. Of course, I had to see in more news stories that he is teaming up with the group raping and torturing me to make some video, covering a song created by another one of the former hippie dinos who are assaulting me (out of England, of course). In other words, saying that H-wood's reaction to this fascist outburst at the Oscars was "sickening" but fully participating in that "sick" culture nevertheless. Is he not able to connect the easily identifiable dots in this case? Of course he is, I have heard him speak and this is no dumb dude but corrupt and rotten as they all are. Either to try to redeem himself for having made such a controversial statement against Smith (the Nazis are displeased, probably that he spoke out about their very vital mind programming Nazification vie media mind control programming--aka  H-wood). You of course can't criticize the Nazi pig apes, nor can you point out the reality of their illusion deceptions to brainwash and control, so Carrey then, like Pelosi before him, probably partnered with these thug criminals in order to appease the wrath of the Nazis who ultimately control them all. A hypothetical guess on my part, or maybe Carrey is just another scumbag but had the boundaries somewhat remaining of what decent conduct is if the players are being televised to millions of viewers. Notwithstanding, other scumbags participating in the Oscars like S.L Jackson who stood next to Saturday Night Fever thug criminal Mafia Nazi-supporter and defender who cheered the violent celebrity after his assault on camera as they giggled in unison about how he "won" the top award for some category for a movie I had to constantly fast-forward to get to the relative ending, where I had already guess exactly how the main point would be played out and of course like a Vaseline-coated Hallmark card it was akin to some fairy tale formula. The acting was not great at all. If I could only understand how low the level of quality is in H-wood I would not be constantly dismayed and disgruntled about the crap that is constantly being put into highest awards categories year after year.

But no, I have higher expectations and so I am alwys gullible to the deceptions of these low and base characters and their actions and motivations.

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Jackson appears to have an absolutely banal and stupid mentality and is now teleporting me after his good friends the "Italian -American" hate-hissing demons are finished with their endless assault. Like S. Dog the rapper, he is jumping in and suddenly he's appearing for many things which I am uncertain if they were awarded in a real competitive sense or out of this contract, but he's insulting out of the merest justification every single thing I say, with a subliminal voice-to-skull deadly violent string of commentary used in this hate system of voice-to-skull torture. Anything I disagree with him about he turns into a hate issue and then I "feel" and almost "hear" death threats and threats of great harm he is aiming at me as he stands mute, probably silently uttering the words while staring at me imitating the stupid pig ape "smile" that the German piece of rotten s*** puts on--they have all begun to imitate that stupid and foul piece of crap in this--it's just disgusting to see them now trying to behave like a rotten sniveling dirty immature sleazy disgusting putrid hormone-growth pig out of a small German town instead of being articulate and sophisticated artists out of Los Angeles. If you have lived in Gemany you may understand what  small town mentality in a very Naxified area really is like--and it is not sophisticated nor is it highly intelligent or even mildly sophisticated on any level. And it shows but these dumb apes out of Whorewood as so programmed to worship anything out of Germany they could care less about what real quality is versus what will help to promote them. They are enamored with this rotten and foul stupid piece of greasy pig filth, but I see through him very clearly he is absolutely transparent to me and it is very unimpressive. I understand and speak German and have lived in Germany for 5-6 years and these idiots out of Whorewood have really no understanding of what they are worshipping or believing in more than they do any faith or set of values, spiritual or otherwise. This pig ape is more their religion along with the Holocaust loot he and the other Nazi pig apes dangle to all the whores in order to get them to do their bidding. It is universal in this.

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The list of scumbags is very long. The hacking is very extensive it is more arduous to type than to just stop.


I am so sick and tired of writing these posts. I have read my tarot cards and they have been warning me for YEARS to avoid these written posts and the stress and violence has been so deadly I try to reach out for help against this endless slow murder by a bunch of pieces of pure shit I have NEVER HARMED, I HAVE NEVER DONE A DAMN THING TO ANY OF THEM TO INSULT OR HARRM THEM UNTIL AFTER YEARS OF THEIR TORTURE I am now trying to punch them and I scream I wish them death--which is their opening to really go at me with death threats and more violence-they have all gone at me with deadly violence, rape, poisoning, infections, destruction, my cats killed my home stinking my clothing rotten and putrid and stained and ripped--my bed stinking the sheets filthy all the time they are sprayed every night--and on and on--only because the greedy sleazy ape scum whores can't get enough--they simply are addicted to this contract like the filthy sleaze that they are. Their entire endorphin system is now attenuated like a clock set to feed off violence every day for their hormonal highs they get out of torture--every single day, taking turns, without exception. Those who pass me off to the next whore piece of filth then sits watching and feeds off the thrill of vicarious violence as an opportunistic voyeur.

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But Jim Carrey who is working closely with the violent criminals of this group of celebrities and awful pop singers says that the society is sick where he lives and works, and then immediately jumps in to get his own free deal out of participating in it.

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I am innocent, I have never committed any act against any of these rotten and disgusting pieces of pure shit out of this group or any group. I have only tried to compete, get a career, be happy and beautiful and I have been so badly injured to destroy my body, beauty, health and abilities that I am partially paralyzed from the endless hate of thousands of people poisoning me day after day all my life.

But to add to it, they just never stop using this  teleportation. I am trying to wrap so many layers around my head that the nodes they use can't be inserted but their technology is the zenith of the tools used to wreak havoc and then infiltrate and hreak through walls, panels and wrappings around my head. I think there is a tiny little camera perhaps the size of a pin point attacked to an extremel flexible set of nodes and mechanical arms, but they are not getting in physically they are using these mechanical arms and the usage is top professional and the capabilities of the maneuvering is more than professional.

I truly do not want to entertain you people who feed off reading my posts and who feel glad about what is happening to me. These posts are entertainment for a lot of haters out there, i truly want to stop and I have tried to influence anyone to really stop this crime against me.


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As for the other celebrities and politicians whom I have already written of for all these years who participate, the list is long, the hacking is very bad I must fight to get every word out with pounding and struggling and backspacing and rewriting all the time--. It would be too time-comsuming to try to begin to write all the names. I just used Carrey as an example because either he is playing a role of shock for the mainstream audience to attach to in their own sense of wonder and shock at what happened (the "mirroring" tactic of "how to win friends and influence people" sort of commiseration. I think it was a  pretty-well acting skit he played on the public when he stated that for publicity purposes. I was pulled into his trick until the next day when more information about him came out in my searches (not searching for information on him, it was either hacked or showed up in some algorithm--but I suspect the former)--his direct collusion with really "sick" people who are much more violent and "sick" even than what Smith did with his wife when they jointly attacked me, in teleportation, along with Depp, who also used his wife and daughter and so many people to attack me for years--and on and on it goes--and it's all pretty "sickening" but if I try to get help or report this I am labeled as being "mentally ill" while these sick predatorial parasites get off giggling and turned on with endorphins rushing throughout their plastic-coated zombie flesh as they make the Nazi poses and the Nazi controllers hand them more promotions and rewards, which incentivizes them to continue indefinitely so they get their highs and perks every single day.


I have never harmed these sick and foul filthy pig ape whores. Can't any of you ever work on my behalf and get this group off me ? This is most inhumane it is on a level of genocidal targeting-- but unlike other asylum seekers I can't provide evidence of my state-sponsored torture so I remain nearly homeless writing posts begging the planet to finally stop this endless torture by this sick group.

I really want to stop writing now, I am yearning to stop and it is dangerous to write. I am always under mind control influence before and during and after writing these posts. It is impossible to shield from the attacks for me and also mentally I can't do it as well, I literally am defenseless against it in this partially-paralyzed and endlessly sick situation, which is why they keep poisoning me and keep attacking me so I never heal and they can go on indefinitely slowing aging and internally killing me with stress and stress-related and aging deterioration of my body at this point I truly am being murdered every day.

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*If I ever were in California or Los Angeles I would hope to find the really healthy people who are wholesome enough to not participate in this sick terrorist organization. I know there must be at least some people like that and did not mean to lump an entire State into one category. 

A miserable hate rant (coming from me out of a place of reasonable insanity due to my interpretation of the psychosis forced upon me by psychopaths you otherwise call the leaders of society and mind programming entertainment and politics): a line of grey hair has appeared framing my face from more than half a year of non-stop violence and abuse and threats and physical fighting against rotten scum celebrities after a German pig ape raped and beat and threatened and abused me with me calling him names afterwards. He collaborated with his Europigape peers (out of England) who have begun a campaign just before each and every one of these rotten pieces of pig ape shit were handed awards for their hate spittle directed at me while I am sleeping in a deep sleep, sick from poison detox which never ends (and they exacerbate illness and sickness and poison me with toxins and fungus and mold every single day, plus their toxic hate poured upon me so my body has broken down). All of this because I watched a movie and then some videos of this German pig scumbag whore who played his instrument and made a rock version of a Mozart classic (now I understand the degradation and I should have understood his low and base quality immediately but it was a unique event to make Mozart rock and roll--but it's just another cheap musician turning something great into something mundane and trivial and meaningless). All of this violence because I posted a video and he began a truly deadly assault upon my body, me with the trolls and goons out of the American Mafioso acting brigade punching into my face, threatening me with absolute hate, and more throngs of blonde Nazi whores from this same group converging to abuse me, every single day--with filth and hate and things broken and my body under non-stop attack while sleeping to the point that I have to literally cover my body with tape and gauze and layers of fabric in order to not have my toe and fingernails ripped out, my teeth knocked out, my gum tissue cut to the bone , my toes broken and the skin between the toes cut to the bone with fungus put into the wounds-all of this every day going on for almost a year. 6 months later the wounds are scarred or still fighting to heal while my immune system is compromised with hate and violence on all levels aimed at me by one of this filthy scum whore pig ape pieces of shit after the next--on and on. So now I see grey hairs which were not there before and I am sick of rottne pieces of shit torturing me, obtaining ideas, who drug me and use this tech to obtain the ideas, then call me "stupid", block my ability to earn anything online and block all possibilities for me to earn money so I am stuck without health care as they keep infecting and poisoning and drugging and slashing into my body (also smearing chemicals into my hair to cause permanent balcing spots, permanent scars on my skin, injections under my skin so it appears like I have cysts all over my back and legs) and more and more and more.

 But all of that is just a continuation of the years of T-rump with his filthy whore Nazi pair of wives ordering all this mutilation, with the rest of them ordering other forms and version of deadly poisoning and violence upon my body (don't forget the rapes in my studio while my brain was shut down, teleported to be only raped and beaten and abused in the teleported state--simultaneously for that double f-effect).



And more and more, the list is far too long. But to see that worthless parasites have finally just made me old from stress and hate--hate so much it's killing me. I pray for their deaths every single night.


these filthy piecdes of pig ape shit are all vying to extract a baby out of me, after f-ing pit and his nasty shit wife #2 ordered part of my uterus severed out so I have hormone imbalance and my body has aged because I not only can't afford hormones or food even to heal my body because I have to try to subsist on less than sub-poverty income and that is a huge screw over itself as a story from this group which caused so much damage to my body that I am patially paralyzed while this group of filth and shit celebrities are inhumane beyond reasonable cruelty--all working hard as possible to utter holocaust statements into my face so this German pig scum whore parasite and the Austrian thug robot formerly the governor of California can feel "better" that like all the rest of them, I didn't immediately bow down in near worship of Nazi pig shit apes as they all do, as the Thai people all do, as the Latinos mostly do in Miami, etc etc (the blacks hissing racist hate phrases at me and laughing about it, then being put into lead haute magazines winning top awards--all obviously controlled by the Nazis out of Europigapeland like Germany and rotten Austria and England (and France)--and Italy, and etc etc but the major G7 f-ers are the main perpetrators--with American sieg heiling right alongside them and in this contract I am this perpetual target they want to break and destroy.

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All I have been doing for years is writing these posts begging people to stop this violence. At this point I am finished with the United States and hope it gets blown up by Putid and burned completely in California with Los Angeles just destroyed so this citadel of shit is burned into the hole of hell that it now is on so many levels. Unfortunately I have never encountered anyone from California who isn't a part of this hate organization or working from within it, so my viewpoint is skewed towards utter disgust at what I encountered there and what I see of the laxity towards allowing such Nazi and mafia filth and crap to fully control things like The Academy Awards and The Golden Globes, where these Nazi saluting scumbag filth whore pig apes you all call your untouchable celebrities win their Nazi whore rapist and bigot sleaze murdering ass awards, year after year and you all do nothing but cheer them on.

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But I ask again, and again, to get this group of fucking shit and stop this heinous crime being committed against me by Donald Trump,. Nancy Pelosi, Barack Obama and his wife, Kamala Harris also was part of a teleportation night where by she programmed me to say that I "wanted" her to become president and voila! She was put into VP position. This is no exaggeration or figment of my sleep imagination in writing this. Pelosi as I have written many times threatened to kill me when I fought back against the Austrian thug she was sitting next to, your former governor of that now Nazi State just so he would give a good word for her with the Nazi network that has infiltrated the United States--run ostensibly by a partnership with Europigape Nazis and American Nazis (blacks and Jews,. Latinos and the usual types of white supremacists and more races mixed inbetween).

That has been my experience in California, and indeed in America around the country and then around the world three times in my life and I have not yet been able to find sanctuary or people who would stand up for me and defend me or protect me anywhere on this planet.


so the f pigs have given me grey hair after years of this going on, me fighting endlessly against one group after the next. 

Asking endlessly for some kind of law and order, some kind of US-backed Constitutional rights that I was born to have as my civil rights but denied me in every case of this situation. 

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But all of this truly violent and abusive and deadly assault due to a greasebag German filth scumbag whore ape who is disgusting as he is unevolved as a human being. I too have played classical violin in a symphony but was attacked by Germans and I couldn't stand being around them and they were always attacking me so I turned to playing drums, and then was too drugged and becoming paralyzed and under too much pressure getting away from my psychopathic mother to continue my real pursuits in life--have been fighting ever since. But this violinist is touted by this group of unevolved scumbag actors as being this "classy" dude when he's just another low-class piece of filth and shit as they all really are--despite all their money and posturing and orchestrated postures and training from Europigapes.

Please goddamn I can't stand them and they are repugnant to me. They have been working to slowly kill me but are determined to suck this baby out of me and whatever else is part of this contract. I only want to live in peace and get these types of scumbag parasites off me and they should also be forced to pay me restitution for the ideas they stole making a lot of money off them, the years of physical destruction to my body and property and the loss of my cat and my life and energy and youth and health. It's like all laws regarding my safety and personal rights have been suspended by this shit government decade after decade. Habeus corpus for this torture contract out on me has been enacted, a kind of solitary confinement in a torture prison living situation has been created by the US Government and enforced by shit representatives like Cortez--a Trump pawn but operating as an infiltrator for the Democratic Progressive Caucus--(and oh, the keyboard is now nearly inoperable I must fight to just get letters to print out and p0ound with all my hand and arm).
Cortez yet another fake posturing whore who has attacked me FOR YEARS since she was handed this position by Trump out of NYC.
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And on and on. How many years must I wait for any type of reasonable government official to step in and stop this endless travesty of justice endlessly paid and funded by the US Government and it's rotten politico machine of destroying real equality and freedom for United States citizens?

Coming from the voice of insane reason (meaning she's an interpreter of the insanity which is based upon reason and not hyperbolic ranting although it may seem otherwise), my spokespersona who is not microchipped in her throat as I am so she can scream reality while I am unable to sing or talk loudly without terrorists making my throat constrict due to the microchip implant embedded in my larynx or affecting vocal chords (which terrorists keep tweaking while I am sleeping so I make awful noises as my throat is constricted every 20 minutes, for up to 3 hours at a time, while I am in a deep sleep--but singing or talking is likewise affected). As part of the general silencing, I must revert to this acrimonious truth-telling, genre-buster Lydia Lunch to tell it like it really and truly is. Dedicated to the expletives teleporting me and the agencies paying and promoting them and al their nasty dirty and foul minions helping to create a continuous terror atmosphere, which translates into the rest of the world and it's sharp decline that is obvious to anyone alert and observant. This video is a complete analysis of the terrorists teleporting me and the mentality behind them all: DO NOT GIVE MORE MONEY AND POWER TO ELON MUSK OR HIS ILK (part of the teleportation team assaulting me) ANY LONGER--Just to point out the tyrannical potential that Musk has accumulated since helping T-rump to attain his power while offering help to Heard, in order to obtain this contract away from Depp and then attain his goals, now turned into international near global terrorist in sheeple's clothing as pseudo-hipster but a good old bigot Nazi unfortunately outside of this trained posturing and coached performances to the contrary: ONE OF THE BIGGEST AND WORST FAKES OF THE FAKES BECAUSE HE HOLDS SO MUCH TECHNOCRATIC "POWER" AND IS UNETHICAL AND IMMATURE AND NASTY OUTSIDE OF HIS PRETENTIOUS POSTURING "HIPSTER" MEDIA PERSONA (apparent in teleportation, which unfortunately is not being exposed to the planet and how insidious these celebrities-turned-politician and societal influencer really are--but alas, the "people" are equally as sick and sinister or, those in their terror Nazi/Mafia criminal global organization).Please elect the country's best and most poignant victim of socio-political pornography: Miss Lydia Lunch, esquire. (No, it's not a queen in disguise as an emasculated gender-neutral xxx-chromosome fashion statement model).

 Must watch the video to understand the reference to porn and presidency.


"Lydia Lunch--The Gun is Loaded". Wiseblood 1966. April 7, 2012.





How much saner would the world be if Lydia Lunch became our next benevolent despotic leader and had the duty, self-appointed no less, to randomly chose all future political office-holders around the planet? More insane than now or less? When the atomic bombs begin to fly out of Russian submarines, will people begin to question the American fascist regime which keeps handing millions and billions to continue to promote a global empire of militaristic overtake, prompting violent reaction from "rogue" nations around the world?

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"Koyaanisqatsi--Ending Scene". Necumnato. November 17, 2019.






Grossly skewed media bias against Amber Heard in the defamation trial pitted against her by the actor/celebrity who raped, beat, tortured and assaulted me repeatedly in teleportation for over 2 years (along with his daughter, but Heard only watched on and then handed me to T-rump who then beat and raped me in front of her ("only once" and what a "gentleman", according to his Nazi wife who tried to have me killed in car crashes because I asked for justice and read tarot cards for T-rump who, without letting me finish, began yelling at me with his wife hissing and shrieking death threats because I foretold a future they didn't want to hear--they then inserted fungus into my ears through their minions, and into other more private orifices while having their Russian minions in this condo break into my room and rape and put my hips/spine out-of-place while Heard was treated to lavish parties by Elon Musk--who handed the tech to T-rump and that is how T-rump and Co. obtained the contract and tech which lead to him being installed as President of the United States with Musk then being handed contracts and he is now the wealthiest person on the planet). But.......But....not to digress, the level of corruption and power is only a side-track to the faux feminism here. However, I know that Depp would rape and beat again and has no remorse whatsoever for his actions. I have no doubt he hit and abused Heard but "only a few times" and nothing in comparison with the utter endless violence he inflicted upon me, with her consent, in this most heinous technological torture apparatus of teleportation and MK ULTRA (non-consensual) microchip implants and "gang stalking"/death squads replete with minion thugs and drugging and technological torture. They all approve of it, but if it happens to a blonde Nazi racist woman, oh no! Even still, the media is blaming her by only focusing on Depp and calling the trial the "Depp" trial and omitting Heard's name, which is just another version of silencing the woman. The hate Heard is receiving now in comments and I can only imagine the threats being aimed at her by the good ole white supremacy male entitlement to rape and beat and abuse women network--only so amply packed with "oppressed minorities" and faux feminists who only want themselves to be spared the violence of their abusive male counterparts in this death squad community that encompasses the globe, with all it's genocides and consumer death to the planet. This death and hate culture, I mean.

 * I am editing this whilst I write, and thusly if any "mistakes" and non-sequiturs appear it is due to terrorist hacking redaction and discrediting. The usual, the norm for every post.


*As a post script, but relevant intro and prefix to this post (and as an addendum to the above, let me state once more the reason "why" I am this perpetual rape and hate target by every race, color but mostly operated by white supremacist and criminal organization (aka Mafia) leadership around the planet. My "crime", a most horific one, has been that I was microchipped as an infant and predestined to be a "sex slave" in the 4th Reich empire of hate and genocidal takeover by the US faction of this Nazi/Mafia global organization. My father (a graduate of Yale University Law School) had worked for one of the Fairchild companies--connected to military contracts at the time I was born. He also worked as a criminal defense lawyer, as does my uncle in Miami, for mafia clients (aka "Italian-American"). I have only very few hazy facts on what my father was doing at the time of my birth, but he operated amongst high-ranking firms and organizations and was not only operating in the capacity as an attorney. He also became a corporate lawyer in his lifetime as well as investor. However, the point is that he was somehow connected at a higher level of influence in the larger "military-industrial complex" where MK ULTRA was a US-government "experiment" in mind control, regulated to some degree I learned from someone who made a presentation based on the Freedom of Information Act (I am not going to look up the research but you can look up lectures on MK ULTRA which are based on such types of research). This is a long prelude and I will get more to the point:  I was designated at birth to become a microchip embedded mind control subject, subject to all kinds of adverse "behavioral modification" experimentation based on "trauma-based" mind control. To become a microchip implanted "sex slave" I believe was my designated role for the 4th Reich in the United States. I have to say emphatically that my step-father tried his best for a few years to deprogram the negative image in me and for that, my family was targeted most viciously (and some covertly murdered in my opinion through poisoning and influenced by veiled death threats if not complying--and upon complying, some of them were murdered anyway or slowly killed but programmed into self-debasement posturing and to allow for insults, humiliation and to be exploited without interference or self-defense. That heinous Nazi programming which is based on virulent anti-Semitic Nazi and Mafia principles (and centuries if not millennium of European genocides against Jews and many others of course, has been constantly imported out of Europe with American bigots wanting to instill and program and then install a completely genocidal Nazi/Mafia regime. I am being tortured, raped and endlessly attacked every single day (and at night most viciously in the unreported teleportation filth that is poured into my psyche by hateful people and groups)--because I am "resisting" this hateful self-abnegation that is being imposed upon me to accept, the poison pill of the humiliated Jerry Lewis type of Jewish target, insulted and humiliated, deformed and put into various racist cliches that Europ-a's established for centuries with pograms, Inquisitions, genocides that extend beyond the 19th century in history that are currently so famous, upon which many are basing their current hate programs upon. The history of this programming is very long against the Jews. For those who did comply, they were easily subjected to following orders to quietly and quickly get on those trains to concentration camps because of the centuries of being crushed into obedience to the hateful racism that ended up in their mass extermination by ALL of European leadership on one level or another (which exists today). 


I was nearly murdered by two Europigapes taking turns teleporting, poisoning with hardening poison, literally pounding the poison into my body as deeply as possible through rape, and then torturing and severing parts of my body out when I tried to stop them because after I didn't die from poisoning, when I was trying to heal, they then tried to smother my body internally by endless rape and then heaping abuse and violence upon me almost every moment while I was on the verge of total collapse, paralysis and death. 11 years later, I am still fighting to get the poison out of my body (that was put in all my life from childhood onwards, and my entire immediate bloodline family has likewise been poisoned or drugged perpetually as well). I suspect that the people who assume they are the predators in this situation have been and still are being drugged and programmed, but they probably enjoy the sensation of having this artificially-induced sense of power along with the technology and massive group effort to accomplish a European-style fascist Nazism with Mafia/criminal organizational backing in the United States--which extends worldwide by now.

I have fought to stop them, I fought for my life. As a child I was trained by my most supportive mother and step-father to be the best I could be and was encouraged at least if not for a very short time as a child. I was exposed to highly elevated levels of education and a kind of freedom where I was not constrained by authoritarianism and domination. I believe most people are fully indoctrinated into authoritarianism from infancy onward, even if they believe they are living in a free state.


I competed and won very often at this early stage of my life. I felt free, happy and beautiful. Thusly, in a huge state of massive backlash against how I had turned-out, I was poisoned with hardening poison which was imposed upon my family to perform and force upon me. If you know my mother and my parents, although they seemed to be very enthusiastic in following such orders, they truly were NOT and were NOT in favor of Nazi culture (although they seem very outwardly so, but they as well as many others not of my family understand implicitly that any form of success or even of survival depends on the conformity to silence and the submission to this hateful social engineering project to incorporate the 4th Reich into American society with full permission and assistance by all who want to have any place or position in society (the alternative in the US is death, extreme homelessness, living in squalid poverty or in ghettos or being covertly killed in various ways).

I was never informed of the slated position in society I was "supposed" to just conform to with everyone lying around me of how "free" American society is (or was perhaps for some people who still want that "freedom" to rape and murder people who they deem a threat to their white supremacist Nazi/Mafia Europ-a-based hegemony ideology.

I thus completed and was put in accidents. I tried to go to grad school and was almost murdered (my hips are still out of place from a horrible life-threatening accidents orchestrated in a horrific way and supported fully by police) I mean many accidents like this.

That is my longer-than-expected intro to this post about how the blonde Nazi culture allows their rapist enabling women to get any kind of publicity when they report rape and torture, but for me I get more torture from society and police for trying to report this. Endless silencing by society and all higher and lower levels of law enforcement and government on all levels without exception. I was lied to my entire life but was expected to implicitly understand what I was "supposed" to accept without question or resistance but told I had "freedom" to compete in the market while nearly being murdered for trying to do so. This group of celebrities, millionaires and billionaires as they already are and were at the onset of this hate contract out on me, have not stopped willingly and quite eagerly trying to break my spirit and body and destroy and steal all I can create while blocking my every attempt to have anything decent and pristine in my life. They have even stolen my most precious cat (that was Depp and his then girl-friend who is now using the ideas she stole from my ranting posts from his and their rape and torture contract out on me) but, my precious cat La Moux who was the last "family" I had--but they took everything with hate and violence that was and remains the daily violence I must endure because everyone apparently has also been programmed to accept and conform to this social engineering for the 4th Reich Nazification of America. Thus I turn to my thoughts and observations on the "trial" on the blonde bigot female who is fully part of this racist murder operation but fighting against white male rape and racist and hate privilege--but put so nicely as a focus on the "poor misunderstood and lied-about male celebrity" --as another facet of the trickle-down layers of the hierarchy of entitlement in this 4th Reich system. The US Constitution appears to have been mute in all this for my entire life. It is adhered to when the "entitled" want to dispute claims amongst themselves and is only taken seriously by them when they want to have a power-fight amongst themselves. Otherwise, human rights are only intended for Nazis and their "good" "not-quite-entitled" minions who help to attack the other "minorities" who are not supposed to be included in the upper tiers of white racist 4th Reich entitlement strata. 

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"8 Eyed Spy--White Rabbit (live)". August 19, 2013. karager 23.




The much more "pleasant" version than the Lydia Lunch (put in a sarcastic tone on my part, as I much prefer the Lunch style and version). Some get taller, and some get smaller but there's always prizes for the "ballers"  under the same drug mushroom cloud and good ole boy and good girl deck of cards in the court of opinion (drugs=celebrity, media, racial disparity in sentencing and conviction must be one of the big drugs of white supremacy).


"Jefferson Airplane--White Rabbit-". dustasdo. November 9, 2008.





The ambivalence with which I write about Heard is not as great as the need to try to present a perspective I find sadly lacking from the media narrative that is essentially silencing the victim and blaming her as well. I know for a fact that Depp is very violent and abusive and can be so on a daily basis. He is currently transmitting his violence against me (and women who he knows can't defend themselves, I assume, who are not held in public reverence as a blonde and --yes-racist white supremacist like Heard is in the public perspective that is part of the overarching mind control Nazi/Mafia criminality and racist programming agenda that the media perpetually eeeks out with a throng of minorities playing the "good" roles they are supposed to play in order to present a false image of the media and the US being a diversity-based culture, but instead this is a sham and a deception (and I believe only a temporary measure of appearance-sake until the actual fascist Nazi and Mafia takeover is officiated by a more "legalized" version of a coup against the government that appears as a legitimate Democratically-endorsed election. Exactly how Hitler was "voted" Democratically into power before he had the Reichstag burned to the ground so he could blame his enemy opponents and assume a dictatorial leadership position in the name of national security (Martial Law). That is a diversion but not much of one. The Nazi and Mafia agenda of keeping women as "good" playthings and playmates is also a part of this Nazification agenda, and women being "good" and "keeping their mouths shut" when it comes to their "menfolk" raping and abusing women is to be kept a private privilege met with pleasant "he is really a good guy but was acting out and needs 'healing' (this is the current rationale used to exonerate terrorist teleporting Smith and wife as well as the same utterances used in the defamation trial between Heard and Depp I saw in one of the supporters of Depp who took the stand. He said, "They just need to heal and let this entire sick episode die out". Translated, that means, just shut up and let things resume back to the good old normal rape white male privilege that H-wood and society so endorses to an extent that as a victim of this going on and on for years and years, I still cannot even obtain a single person who will stand up for me, because this organization loves this technology which ensures that silencing and secrecy are the tantamount features of the program, and no one discloses the reality and no one dares, and without legal threat, all of the H-wood scene, society and top Executive Branch politicians in Congress and a hefty dose of those at lower tiers in the hierarchy remain stoically supportive of me being raped, tortured, and they are all into obtaining their own promotions for either partaking of the sadism or in keeping it a secret and claiming on the other hand that they are fighting for every "feminist" and anti-racist fight possible on the planet for every race and person (except for me, because no one will provide evidence or support to assist me in having a semblance of normal living as a United States citizen. I am instead a nomad living nearly in a homeless situation due to their attacks and blocks to my communications and life, as they threaten to make me homeless perpetually, abuse and torture me on a non-stop daily basis no matter if it's a holiday or if they obtain extremely huge contracts, they are so greedy they never stop--I mean you never stop assisting or doing nothing about this).

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Back to Heard: she is still I assume in favor of ME being abused but not her, oh no. And the media resents her and has already lambasted her as a liar. Her former partner, Musk who is a most oppressive liar and has had my Twitter account blocked, although I have not posted anything on Twitter for a minimum of one year and suddenly as his purchase of Twitter stock has risen, I am blocked permanently for having written NOTHING and I rarely if ever wrote anything on Twitter anyway--never used it basically. But I have also been blocked from Instagram without EVER having posted any single thing on it in my life (or perhaps a very benign sentence in reaction to something, but if I did I don't recall). That is how "pro-open speech First Amendment" Musk really is. Absolute technocratic tyranny out of Apartheid South Africa, but this is never mentioned in the media he is always being presented as having a huge, goofy smile on his flatulent face which is hideously obscene for me to have to see almost daily if I want to watch the news. In other words, I strongly urge you readers to not support him in overtaking Twitter as he is an adversary to Free Speech and like all his huge grasping of technology and money and power, he will ultimately abuse this power overtake of that social media platform to propel his fellow Nazis and Mafia and genocidal white supremacist agenda--with the flocks of minorities following without question but handed all kinds of incentives from the most cheap to expensive relating to what level of influencing they have obtained by being "good" minions.


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Amber Heard must not have been "good" according to Musk if after having dated her, he is now turning against her. I know she has a most formidable strong character that is outright hateful at times and demanding (and obviously racist and white supremacist) but...don't all these terrorists but of a much worse level of character integrity?

I am impressed by Heard having stood up to this establishment in the form of one celebrity. It is impressive that she continues to stand her ground and fight for human rights and dignity, if only for white supremacist Blonde racists like her and her ilk. It is a beginning on some level of questioning the untouchable status of the most cherished celebrities and the protection they enjoy for their every crime, which I have had to be a victim of (in criminal justice terms ) for oh too long by now. 

Where is #MeToo! In standing up for her and claiming her as a type of heroic fighter against domestic violence and brutality towards women? I mean, where are they in the media presentations of this debacle fight, which is by now a kind of symbolic fight of the entitlement of white male privilege versus white female entitlement privilege with the obvious outweighing of women's rights being relegated to the blaming the victim status that has always sheltered these violent men and kept them in power--by their fellow rapist and abuser friends and buddies. The networks that the privileged men enjoy include making oaths of solidarity for their "brothers" in these "elite" organizations to which they belong (they do not take oaths to the US Constitution, and for the white males of this group, exemption from police scrutiny and legal repercussions is far too far and few between in penalties or convictions).


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I remain, today as with every day, the "acceptable" torture and rape object scorned for fighting in my defense to the point of endless attempted murder by a slew of hateful bigots (of all races and skin colors). The greed of these people who can't control their addiction to being handed far too much money for far too little actual and real top-level talent (royalties, for example for blockbusters for just acting in ways that are bombastically racist albeit disguised as various scripts that one has heard and seen so repeatedly that questioning the subliminal and symbolic content is almost never done because one is more watching the silly and superfluous jokes with racist hate and misogyny embedded within the content).

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Again digressing but it's inter-related to the theme I am trying to convey. Heard is probably still unconcerned about her support of my rape and torture, but like the rest of "them" has used my ideas about domestic violence and drug addiction to promote her own "cause". 


However, in the form of Depp's daughter I have been further assaulted (along with Heard) in these teleportation hate and rape situations (akin to domestic violence). I can't support Heard to any extent but I am supportive of her legal case and in fighting against the goliath of the celebrity white male abuse and womanizing, woman-hating agenda which they all claim is non-existent and they would 'NEVER" harm a woman and all these women are lying and manipulative you-know-what's for having accused them of ANY wrongdoing. The public, which fully advocates assaulting and raping me on scales that are unimaginable if you are not a part of this hate death squad system (I refer to MILLIONS UPON MILLIONS of participants installed into highest positions of all business and law, around the world).  Thus the commentary I read in the comment sections towards Heard are hissing in hate because the celebrity who made them feel some kind of emotion and fantasy urge is under threat of being exposed as a human being with faults and even emotional and sexual "problems". This cannot happen. The most cherished and protected people on the planet even above politicians are these celebrities who, I can assure you, are consumed by addiction, violence, rape culture, violence towards women, racist hate, Nazism and Mafia criminality and not just on an individual basis but on a collective.

Depp would and will assault other people again and I hope that Heard's claims are taken seriously by a court that is not rigged in favor of the celebrity.

How I wish that soon I will also not be relegated to being a perpetually silenced victim of the hate that people harbor and need to gratuitously vent at a helpless and defenseless target. My hateful posts are my only defense and what you read that sounds "hysterical" on my part is due to endless deformation of my body, torture without end on multiple layers and levels, with endless hate and violence directed at me everywhere I go, and it's a non-stop 24/hour cycle fhat is not stopped but is being sanctioned with absolute violence by various and most famous members of Congress (those who espouse the most vociferously for media-attention about how they are "fighting" for justice and Democracy" and "Women's Rights"--include the celebrities most violently attacking me, as I have been writing of for years and years to almost no avail, they are never stopped and thus their assumptions that they are far above and beyond legal constraint has turned them into virulent fascists and deadly usurpers of society and all it's egalitarian concepts that they are helping to just throw away. Don't let Musk obtain Twitter, that is another point. He is part of the torture tame right now, and when I write anything adverse to him there is immediate filth and physical vioence attacks upon my property and body by the mechanical arms being operated by the minions he and this group employ (along with the brain implants and other technologies which he also has control over with his nefarious businesses which are packaged in media as being benevolent wonders and futuristic miracles just waiting to make The Future such a beautiful and wonderful, free place to live in and so environmentally correct as well, and what a good ole guy he has been trained to appear as in his H-wood acting training days now akin to media personality celebrity status).


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The crowds, the audience is mesmerized and can't begin to question their nearly worshipped and idolized celebrities, except for that one expletive the former blonde Nazi model now turned into a hateful example of what is wrong with women who once were "good girls" and played the playboy bunny--the blondes for example or the Nazi women--who turn around if the entitled one just slaps or punches her a few times, not very many--and so what? That is the mentality that I see being promulgated in the media through all this skewed coverage which is focusing on Depp's career and his acting roles and not on issues of domestic violence or on what Heard is saying. The focus is almost entirely on Depp with absolute celebrity iconography being played out in every video and article I have or seen (admittedly not even the majority have I seen or read--I have not looked into MS Magazine, for example, because every time I get on that magazine and read the articles are so watered down and false and focusing on the women who have helped to rape and torture me--as media-driven examples of "feminism"--to my dismay. That is how much the Nazification and white male entitlement rape culture has usurped--taken over--media outlets and especially those formerly of "Left" and "activist" stances. If major media journalists of "The Left" are teleporting me to obtain promotions and they are inter-connected to all these other agencies, then what the celebrities are doing to me is probably of a more common knowledge situation than just kept privately silenced (of course, people everywhere are participating in this attack against me ,and I am silenced in every attempt to report this or obtain help).

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While Heard has the somewhat vacant "ear" of the national press (and international), while still being silenced she is considered some kind of feminist ideal for some women to look to. I can't say this is the best of all possible feminist ideals, and I wait for some day (soon I am so hopeful that one day someone will actually care about me being raped and beaten only because of the race I was born into and because of the concealment of these new technological forms of rape and torture that these people are enthralled at being handed and participating in). But, for now, even the Blonde woman has been put into "my" situation by the media and this should raise some alarm bells by the real Feminist communities. I have not seen any media meta-analysis by any feminist group in any media presentation on the internet (my internet is always hacked and I am blocked persistently from obtaining information or concepts that might empower or help me, such are real feminist empowerment sites and articles that are legitimate and not rewritten --this too happens on my internet by hacker terrorists).


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Circa 180 days of no connection to news events due to non-stop threats from terrorist celebrities, news, political and every other facet of media celluloid mind programming hell who jump at every click I make to attack me. If their hacked photos/articles appear on the news print sources I try to avert the videos on YouTube to get news content, if I so much as LOOK at their photos hacked on the page, or open a news article referring to the shit scum who hack and hack so if I see them or click they jump in a greaseball lightening frenzy to assault me in Whorewood. This includes cheap and unheard of Youtubers, and anything else that can slide on into the terror group does I tried to just read news papers online and got f-ing Netanyahu abusing and cajoling me for ideas and then abusing me immediately after he obtained what he wanted. I tried to get him off me a few weeks ago and spent weeks of iteral physical fights to get Ratskin from beating and abusing me for hours and hours and huors yelling because I am tryin to get a sexual predator abu8ser off me--which represents the Jewish Nazi component of the 4th Reich, in totality but out of the U.S.-Israel branch. Add Adam Schiff to that as well as he stood in silent agreement urging Ratskin to abuse, beat and yell fascistically at me using this tech. My crime? For saying NO to rotten ugly sh it pigs from raping poisoning abusing stealing my ideas and then discarding me but only after destroying something, stealing and breaking and breaking down my body, finances and life and health adn abusing me all the while but drugging me into believing I was in "lov" using drugging/mind control while for most of my life I had NO IDEA about this contract. Now that I know and am fighting it, I am at the level of SHIT FROM CONGRESS violently assaulting me simultaneously they are blathering bs about freedom Democracy and womens' rights against domestic violence , rape culture and lack of everything that the 4th Reich is now pushing so ONLY blonde Nazi women can enjoy the wealth and abortions (they can just fly overseas if need be on a vacay to get away from the lack of abortion--as the wealth disparities increase they all plan on personal private plantations to fund their luxury slave and rape plantations--a lot of blacks are included in this scheme and Jews proliferate. AIPAC undoubtedly has been forging alliances with Nazis as they blondify their country and Nazis control them, but meanwhile all the antisemites claim that Jews are the New Nazis--this, too is purposeful to have the other Nazi Progressives literally rampage and kill Jews if they only could and probably will. This double-sided machination is currently in progress, but the filth shit attacking me are pompous scum knowing that they are "protected". Maybe they really aren't. Stupid scumbags to the end, some adept at eloquent blathering for cameras and into microphones.//I can't look at a single news story, not in news print and YouTube is just a death portal for me at this time. I can't read a single news item without someone attacking me for having read it. I can't watch a single fucking tv show or movie even if the lead stars are dead the spawn profit off the royalties and they attack me. I tried to find an old movie channel and it had a ton of black-and-white old movies and the next time I opened it all was modern, colored movies with the same shit attacking me and all the long-dead stars are erased from my searches. So any single 20+year old movie could be a potential "forever" terrorist and family attacking me--this happened with shit-nigger the fuck from Austrial body builder turned governor now covert fascist Nazi (as he always was) back-patting STallone for his "service" to the 4th Reich for brining in every shit fascist bigot through South Beach and Florida has turned absolutely fascist and Nazi as a result. Moving on to Los Angeles, or maybe it's the other way around. I can't even open any news source I have to completely ignore all goings-on and have no contact with the outside world for at least 180 days or longer. It appears that every single fucking person in power is aligning with allowing Trump to get away with his violence and crimes, put more fascist Nazis into power, and then get elected again if possible. They are VIOLENTLY with deadly hate assaulting me non-stop. Every day, it used to be hours in the morning, but MAGA MUCK this filthy black-spirit "christian" "leader" of shit in Congress has doubled the abuse because he's operating for Trump and they ahve to abuse me, now it's 8 years of Trump violently assaulting me through hundreds of celebrities. The only reason Trump got into this contract was because I CLICKED on his photo hacked on my Facebook page and I only wanted to know a bit more about him so I clicked on this photo of him sitting in his provate jet and ever since, it's been not just a continuation of torture and violence but now they are going almost round-the-clock torture for that pile of shit to get this contract and all I do and have done for over a decade is tell them no and I am fighting to NOT PUT NAZIS INTO POWER if anyone out there does NOT WANT NAZIS TO CONTROL AMERICA maybe you can do something other than sit passively and then spew bs into cameras for your s hit "career".