Thursday, April 7, 2022

Another appeal to the world for mercy and justice. It was very difficult to express myself and write on a higher elevated level in my last post, and almost every post --indeed. I could feel the crushing inward force of the technology forcing my brain to slow down and in parts shut down. I can't access my higher educational vocabulary most of the time. I spend most of the time attempting to get past hacker blocks to the keyboard and backspacing which consists of more than 50% of all time it takes to fight to write any post--this is literal, probably a conservative estimate. Otherwise, I can see signs of aging from now more than 6 months straight of extremely violent and abusive teleportation situations of being passed from one violent celebrity to the next.

 It hadn't waned exactly prior to this last 6 months of endless and relentless violence due to the awards that the expletives are struggling to obtain by their proof of verbal, physical, sexual and every kind of other attack upon me using Nazi/Holocaust references constantly in direct terms of genocidal murder with me as the focus. There is an ever-growing list of the top celebrities, all of whom express the most audacious and bold statements about how much they are fighting for justice, equality and against racism (so many are black) but they are just mouthing what they have been told to say (in some cases, or in all--). I find now grey hairs and my skin is wrinkling like an old woman on my hands--also knowing that this group has smeared damaging chemicals on my hands, arms and legs for YEARS (there are so many blemishes covering my body by now I can never make up a comprehensive list while this technology is blocking off my long-and-short-term memory faculties while I simultaneously struggle to correct all the hacking rewrites and blocks to keyboard functioning.

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The people who last night exposed me to a theatrical "skit" of someone violently being hung with sharp-knived ankle rings that cut into their legs while they were thrashing in agony due to being hung by the neck--it was a skit--I could only "see" the feet thrashing around; I know that the person who performed this sick act was being suspended in air and was nothing short of just being paid and probably bemused by the whole thing (just another actor who is part of this circle of endless increasing terrorist users joining in on the sick "fun" for profit--yes, they laugh and make jokes about this, and of course go out and party afterwards and then get promoted into unbelievable heights by that sick industry which is pumping up righteousness while deflating the actual moral fiber of the blown-up country high on $$$ and power (or dying in the streets). As I struggle to think and write even seminally clearly but can't--my brain is just in a fog of mind control tech--I am not able to go down the list of broken toes, destroyed parts of my body that are in addition to the poisoning that many others had inflicted upon me all my life--but this group in H-wood has been nearly cutting off my toes and fingers, making me balding (not from stress, from poisoning and from chemicals put in my hair, along with fungus--the hair follicles are damaged--my toe has been broken so it's pointing into my other toes--they tried to cut the gum tissue out of my lower jaw after they smashed my teeth so they were loose--and did this every night as I scrambled to try to save my body from absolute permanent disabling dysfunction due to the nightly severing of skin and tissue in multiple areas of my body. Many of my nails will not grow back from chemicals slathered on them and objects inserted under cuticles every single night (for over 6 years on one finger, for example).
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As I draw closer to the finality of the detox--still a long way off-but not like years and years any longer, perhaps if I am lucky and endlessly fight, I will have a somewhat flexible body that isn't contorted with hard chemicals latched into my spine in just a few more MONTHS after years of a combined schedule of re-poisoning, rape, torture and non-stop murder, hate and rape scenarios with homelessness sprinkled on top for added psychological pressure--every night in teleportation for over a decade.
---------They are increasing the violence because they want control over this contract out on me, which must be huge is so many famous people are vying for this position. I can't imagine what would induce people with extremely busy schedules to go on and on for years attacking me due to some perceived prize at the end of this behavior modification/brain screw operation with rape and abuse as the primary mode of behavior on their part (and they NEVER TIRE of such activities). They are increasing the hate and abuse now that I am nearly done and Just want to live in a house that is beautiful, with good and loving people around me (but living alone with my cat, who I hope is still alive) and then to have all of these people be forced to pay me in some huge compensation for this crime and for my government to not allow this to go on and on, as it has done for all my life.
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This same group years ago, they began years ago and it's endless dehabilitating physical attacks on me while I sleep due to the hate groups breaking into my home or with their mechanical arms--the mutilations of my body are, for the slightest pretext, when I reacted in rage, when I said no, when I asked for justice and they stop being awarded--I saw part of my uterus fall out of my body because they had broken my toilet and I was forced to use my shower---the "landlord" told me I was responsible for essentially what they were breaking while I was out shopping (and being nearly hit by cars every 5-20 minutes while driving, attacked by HUNDREDS of people per trip, etc)--all orchestrated by this same group in H-wood--the blonde Nazi swaggering male, his wives (two divorces---all still "friends" operating for endless awards in this contract). So part of my uterus came tumbling out in the shower-=--it was a tiny little component of some intestine that had literally been severed out--there was a slash and a cut. The first few days I had moved into this resort--after having been put in jail for a Visa overstay--which I could not handle due to the endless sickness daily from the poisoning--this was maybe 5 years into the detox (it is now nearly 11 years of this going on and on). I had called two of the wealthy Europigape men who had poisoned, teleported and raped, profited off endless rape from their partners where I had actually lived, made sure I was abused, discriminated against in ways that are so openly racist it is akin to something out of a KKK primer--almost-not as verbally open as what one might experience but these rapist white wealthy men--one mafia, the other associated with the English Crown (the entity and the monarchy as well)--treated like something like benevolent dictators by the Europigape cartels and the Americans who follow all the protocols--and by the H-wood black mass which inflicts it's evil upon me night after night in the teleportation hell (which is really their habitat, since they never tire of it, they go on with evil and sickness every single night aimed at me to quell all humanity within me, break my spirit and soul, rape and beat and abuse me into submission, and then steal and rob all and as I have seen, the ultimate is murder at the end of decades of this kind of "programming"--or that is what I have seen happen to others who fully complied in ways that are extremely ugly to have witnessed.
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They made sure part of my hormonal system was and still is completely unbalanced. This resort where I had lived, as I was starting to write but the technology is blasting my brain into a kind of outpouring mode about how much damage has been inflicted upon my body and health--and everything else that could possibly sustain a human being. The same people who forced this murder scene upon me had part of my uterus severed out. They partnered with the very wealthy Europ'as who have been in the background of hunting and attacking me since the mid-80's and mid-90's (that is the two mentioned only briefly above, the decade between their attacks upon me, unmerited except for a racist doctrine and their exploitative personalities--held in such reverence by so many who strive to emulate that behavior--.
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I can see the effect of too much stress upon the lack of hormonal balance--and the money I need to buy herbs is unavailable. They also ensured I could not and cannot earn any single bit of money online. I am stuck with hard poison that is as hard as rock embedded into my spine and back. To get just a little bit out requires at least 1-2 weeks of absolute illness, pain and immobility. The entire time I have been stuck like this these same actors who inflicted absolute hate upon me, because they didn't like the post I wrote yesterday about my family and it's relationship with ROYALTY in Austria--which this group wants to kill along with everything else about me--that I am "nothing" and so they are handed technology and weapons to basically destroy everything about me. But this sickness of their teleportation has reached a kind of endless violence and psychological psychopathy that is still being treated as a kind of meritorious qualification on their part to endlessly get more and more free handouts--despite their seeming "work" to "achieve" this status--
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They tried to have my teeth knocked out--they tried to have me killed in car accidents
They had my cat stolen--my child, my best friend and a real soul mate they almost killed her and since will not return her.
They have killed any other animal I got close to ever since they stole my cat.
this is all from the SAME PEOPLE who are putting scenes of brutal death in the teleportation skits which are their stepping stones to endless Oscars--along with their buddies who also participate--year after frigging year.
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the list of their violence is endless. My body is now completely covered with scars, Probably half of my hair has been chemically destroyed and the hair follicles won't grow hair back--I am almost balding and I have to keep my head wound in layers of protection every moment I am in this room and especially sleeping. That contributes to a lack of oxygen for my scalp so the healing is probably slowed down just because I can't have my head exposed at any time in this room except for when I am walking around--and that is rare I am still confined into one single spot almost all day due to the endless excruciating process of trying to soften up this hard mess in my body while they torture me endlessly with so much hate, negativity and bad energy and violence I can't possibly heal--ever.
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I am aging from it. I implore the world to get them off me and stop this inhumane and absolutely unjust situation forced upon me and for me to live in peace and this situation stopped--financial compensation to me in order to purchase my own home--a decent home--my cat returned--and for me to live without the hell, hate and violence of anyone ever again. Preferably alone.
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More hours of screaming (3 or more hours non-stop) with the most furious rage and hate I possibly can due to drugging and the mind control. I could not breathe or stop--the reaction was instantaneous it was in my brain I "saw" the hated abusers who are latched onto their careers being skyrocketed by latching onto torturing me for decades--for expletives like Rambo it is more than 40 years for shitalina and her filthy father it's more like 50 years of them latching onto attacking me in this contract--they attacked my family and it has been ongoing since 1975 with s hitalina and her dirty father and the English shit who directed Deliverance--mostly it is the fault of my family but they are incapable of defending against a world of violent Nazis including in the Jewish community. Today it was again G. Clooney, who laughed when he was being promoted as advocating for Kamala, who rushed to abuse and attack me smiling lovingly at the rapist German expletive who has been there influencing every person who jumps at the money he and his Nazi German team is throwing around like drugs to addicts--the money is unbelievable the Holocaust has generated 70 years of America being completely bought out and transfixed on having their own holocaust to steal all possible from Jews and anybody else they can label as being whatever--targets . Clooney screaming with rage that I am "supposed" to sacrifice my life be poisoned raped and tortured abused to death ideas that blank hateful stupid sleazy bigots--himself and his friends the shitalina pig ape pitt group who have stolen my ideas for over 15 years and their benefactors also associated with the movie Deliverance out of London having done the same for over 20 years--Stallone and h is Italian mafia with Steven Tyler and his daughter having done so since 1995 and onwwards without end. They hit me they punch into me they threaten my life they scream that I have zero rights I am going to be killed they scream endlessly to submit and just let them murder me destroy my life so t hey and their lack of actual top talent t heir lack of creativity their endless theft of my i deas can be stolen without me having a single "right" to defend myself. Absolutely supported by MAGA with full blessings of years of Obama the foul black Nazi who is probably more a puppet of the insidious Biden group than anyone could ever imagine, the posturing of all is so extremely deceptive and bombastic and the lack of actual criticism has been lethal for the United States--all is so discouraged a barrage of fake lying "liberals" are the only ones allowed to dominate the "algorithms". So Pete Hegseth, who with his wife and children began about 3 weeks ago to torture threaten my life endlessly yelling as I am stuck shitting out the poison that the dirty shitpigapealina pair and group and stallone and tyler and all the rest poured into my body to keep me so paralyzed, sick and dying that I could go NOWHERE every day I am paralyzed iin pain shitting poiso out that they ordered put in my body. I spend 80% of my time fighting to stop the endless mutilation of my body by mechanical arms while I am asleep and being injected drugged poisoned by mechanical arms and then it used to be I was being raped by people breaking into my home, injecting fungus into my hair and scalp and damaging chemicals are smeared still on my skin--I try to cover all up every night it is impossible--they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and rape me I had semen and fungus coming out of my body and smeared into my hair and I was in extreme pain, walking crooked with a limp every morning after they pounded my body and did whatever--sliced part of my cuticles out in my toes broke my toes cut into my gumline to the jawbone etc etc etc every single night for YEARS in this torture room. Now Hegseth who was with Bannon last week screaming with death threats constantly and they killed a pet on my patio that I had a connection to, they killed more plants they screamed with fascist murder and today Hegseth told me that he would cut part of my arm off and that I would die and that he would make sure I was going to submit. I have a phone appointment with Social Security on the 27 and they could cut my money off. This group and organizatino has fractured my vertebrae so I am chronically disabled--there is x-ray evidence I am listed as permanently disabled. They forced me into the lowest payment schedule because they fractured my body 3 months out of college as I was temping in San Francisco (at an elite law firm, btw). All was done while I was sleeping, inert and unconscious. I was since denied health care and then I had to fight for survival. My family did NOTHING to help but instead viciously attacked me while I was that helpless and did nothing and kept saying that I was making up the spine condition, a claim they still make although I have to tell them that there are x-rays to protect their crimes against me they claim that I am delusional and making it all up, a sponge on the system and etc etc. My brother John came to "hug" me in front of pig ape shitalina a few months ago, he has not done that since I was about 4 years old, and he was abusive back then under instruction from my family so it was just to demonstrate that he was as usual a full-on Jewish nazi doing what was told by Nazi filth attacking me--my family has sacrificed me wholeheartedly--the entire family from uncles to every member--like all of society. I thusly am faced with Hegseth who has used non-stop violence death threats and such extreme yellin screaming I can feel my hair turning grey again as it did when the German ape scum was raping and punching me in the face while I was completely drugged and under mind control and could not stop the sexual "urges" that are artificial one million percent; ever since they have forced this ape on me because I reacted for a few days and thusly they say I am "supposed" to give him a baby so he can infiltrate America and become an extremely VIOLENT NAZI influencing all the Left and Right of the scum group who have joined in for all these years. And I fight but the lingering threat of them having my money cut off remains. They forced this upon me, they had a situation where my money was cut off a few times in the past few years because they used their Nazi influence to have people like Trump and biden force all kinds of threats to my security. They had my mail returned and the agencies claimed that the letters had been returned instead of delivered and cut my money off. Then they demand a phone interview where they could ask me for items I cannot provide information on and could cut my money off. They are all assuring me that they won't do that which means they are planning on doing exactly that. I need someone to intervene not only to stop this endless life-sucking drain of their vampirism and screeching weasel parasitic latching onto my life as their endless springboard for endless incompetents endless has-beens who obtain plastic surgery and are put in every lead role for years afterwards. The shit like Dumb Mirran who obtained non-stop- plastic surgery after having had her Irish boyfriend (former ) rape me as she obtained plastic surgery and has been put into lead roles ever since--the flocking of has-been women like Jane Fonda who brought the German rapist into this slew of scum as well as the Gottis, and Deniro and all whose careers had been in decline they have been at the Oscars and at the White house all of them ever since. The screaming screeching parasites are outraged that I am saying NO after years of being stuck shitting poison out, fighting to get the murder of poisoning me to death and paralysis to be stopped as no one would intervene--to stop this endless destruction of my life--they are threatening my life for trying to stop the endless murder tortrure and rape so a bunch of stupid ape shit can have a lifetime of movie lead roles after torture of me--by now I have become a symbol of hate for all to rush and abuse as has been happening for decades--believe it or not, I used to have a lot of friends was top of my class was beautiful and they have mutilated my body through the stupidity of mob mentality all view me now as some target witch hunt person no one dares come forth who may be against this. //The interview is on February 27 at 9:30 EST--with the Indian River Social Security Branch in Miami. They will phone me, I cannot provide various bits of information and I can't state everything clearly but I also would not be lying if I said that I do not go to any Western medical doctors any longer. I have not seen a doctor since 2011. My disability is from spondylolysthesis which is crushed vertebrae and this is a condition in many places along my spine from men who raped and t hen when I said no they had my spine fractured by the teams of death squads . These so-called "men" (in their 20's) had drugged and date-raped me. I never wanted "instant sex" I was drugged into an overwhelming state of sexual desire and like floating and drugged but appearing compliant I went along like I was floating down a fast torrent of manipulation. And now, this is a man who had my pet killed last week, and his family has proven to be extremely nasty there is no semblance of any kind of the Christianity that is associated with the kindness and compassion of Jesus it is the Christianity that is derived from another source (Christianity was a religious theme before the birth of Christ--). I am stuck without any way to go outside I am still very ill. today I shat out more poison that has been lodged in my thoracic region of m y back probably for decades as the poisons have hardened into a mess of flattened pieces stuck together like a lumpy cement mixture. Hard as rock but intertwined with vertebrae and muscle and ligament tissue (and into my intestines into my skull) and etc.