Thursday, April 7, 2022

Another appeal to the world for mercy and justice. It was very difficult to express myself and write on a higher elevated level in my last post, and almost every post --indeed. I could feel the crushing inward force of the technology forcing my brain to slow down and in parts shut down. I can't access my higher educational vocabulary most of the time. I spend most of the time attempting to get past hacker blocks to the keyboard and backspacing which consists of more than 50% of all time it takes to fight to write any post--this is literal, probably a conservative estimate. Otherwise, I can see signs of aging from now more than 6 months straight of extremely violent and abusive teleportation situations of being passed from one violent celebrity to the next.

 It hadn't waned exactly prior to this last 6 months of endless and relentless violence due to the awards that the expletives are struggling to obtain by their proof of verbal, physical, sexual and every kind of other attack upon me using Nazi/Holocaust references constantly in direct terms of genocidal murder with me as the focus. There is an ever-growing list of the top celebrities, all of whom express the most audacious and bold statements about how much they are fighting for justice, equality and against racism (so many are black) but they are just mouthing what they have been told to say (in some cases, or in all--). I find now grey hairs and my skin is wrinkling like an old woman on my hands--also knowing that this group has smeared damaging chemicals on my hands, arms and legs for YEARS (there are so many blemishes covering my body by now I can never make up a comprehensive list while this technology is blocking off my long-and-short-term memory faculties while I simultaneously struggle to correct all the hacking rewrites and blocks to keyboard functioning.

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The people who last night exposed me to a theatrical "skit" of someone violently being hung with sharp-knived ankle rings that cut into their legs while they were thrashing in agony due to being hung by the neck--it was a skit--I could only "see" the feet thrashing around; I know that the person who performed this sick act was being suspended in air and was nothing short of just being paid and probably bemused by the whole thing (just another actor who is part of this circle of endless increasing terrorist users joining in on the sick "fun" for profit--yes, they laugh and make jokes about this, and of course go out and party afterwards and then get promoted into unbelievable heights by that sick industry which is pumping up righteousness while deflating the actual moral fiber of the blown-up country high on $$$ and power (or dying in the streets). As I struggle to think and write even seminally clearly but can't--my brain is just in a fog of mind control tech--I am not able to go down the list of broken toes, destroyed parts of my body that are in addition to the poisoning that many others had inflicted upon me all my life--but this group in H-wood has been nearly cutting off my toes and fingers, making me balding (not from stress, from poisoning and from chemicals put in my hair, along with fungus--the hair follicles are damaged--my toe has been broken so it's pointing into my other toes--they tried to cut the gum tissue out of my lower jaw after they smashed my teeth so they were loose--and did this every night as I scrambled to try to save my body from absolute permanent disabling dysfunction due to the nightly severing of skin and tissue in multiple areas of my body. Many of my nails will not grow back from chemicals slathered on them and objects inserted under cuticles every single night (for over 6 years on one finger, for example).
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As I draw closer to the finality of the detox--still a long way off-but not like years and years any longer, perhaps if I am lucky and endlessly fight, I will have a somewhat flexible body that isn't contorted with hard chemicals latched into my spine in just a few more MONTHS after years of a combined schedule of re-poisoning, rape, torture and non-stop murder, hate and rape scenarios with homelessness sprinkled on top for added psychological pressure--every night in teleportation for over a decade.
---------They are increasing the violence because they want control over this contract out on me, which must be huge is so many famous people are vying for this position. I can't imagine what would induce people with extremely busy schedules to go on and on for years attacking me due to some perceived prize at the end of this behavior modification/brain screw operation with rape and abuse as the primary mode of behavior on their part (and they NEVER TIRE of such activities). They are increasing the hate and abuse now that I am nearly done and Just want to live in a house that is beautiful, with good and loving people around me (but living alone with my cat, who I hope is still alive) and then to have all of these people be forced to pay me in some huge compensation for this crime and for my government to not allow this to go on and on, as it has done for all my life.
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This same group years ago, they began years ago and it's endless dehabilitating physical attacks on me while I sleep due to the hate groups breaking into my home or with their mechanical arms--the mutilations of my body are, for the slightest pretext, when I reacted in rage, when I said no, when I asked for justice and they stop being awarded--I saw part of my uterus fall out of my body because they had broken my toilet and I was forced to use my shower---the "landlord" told me I was responsible for essentially what they were breaking while I was out shopping (and being nearly hit by cars every 5-20 minutes while driving, attacked by HUNDREDS of people per trip, etc)--all orchestrated by this same group in H-wood--the blonde Nazi swaggering male, his wives (two divorces---all still "friends" operating for endless awards in this contract). So part of my uterus came tumbling out in the shower-=--it was a tiny little component of some intestine that had literally been severed out--there was a slash and a cut. The first few days I had moved into this resort--after having been put in jail for a Visa overstay--which I could not handle due to the endless sickness daily from the poisoning--this was maybe 5 years into the detox (it is now nearly 11 years of this going on and on). I had called two of the wealthy Europigape men who had poisoned, teleported and raped, profited off endless rape from their partners where I had actually lived, made sure I was abused, discriminated against in ways that are so openly racist it is akin to something out of a KKK primer--almost-not as verbally open as what one might experience but these rapist white wealthy men--one mafia, the other associated with the English Crown (the entity and the monarchy as well)--treated like something like benevolent dictators by the Europigape cartels and the Americans who follow all the protocols--and by the H-wood black mass which inflicts it's evil upon me night after night in the teleportation hell (which is really their habitat, since they never tire of it, they go on with evil and sickness every single night aimed at me to quell all humanity within me, break my spirit and soul, rape and beat and abuse me into submission, and then steal and rob all and as I have seen, the ultimate is murder at the end of decades of this kind of "programming"--or that is what I have seen happen to others who fully complied in ways that are extremely ugly to have witnessed.
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They made sure part of my hormonal system was and still is completely unbalanced. This resort where I had lived, as I was starting to write but the technology is blasting my brain into a kind of outpouring mode about how much damage has been inflicted upon my body and health--and everything else that could possibly sustain a human being. The same people who forced this murder scene upon me had part of my uterus severed out. They partnered with the very wealthy Europ'as who have been in the background of hunting and attacking me since the mid-80's and mid-90's (that is the two mentioned only briefly above, the decade between their attacks upon me, unmerited except for a racist doctrine and their exploitative personalities--held in such reverence by so many who strive to emulate that behavior--.
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I can see the effect of too much stress upon the lack of hormonal balance--and the money I need to buy herbs is unavailable. They also ensured I could not and cannot earn any single bit of money online. I am stuck with hard poison that is as hard as rock embedded into my spine and back. To get just a little bit out requires at least 1-2 weeks of absolute illness, pain and immobility. The entire time I have been stuck like this these same actors who inflicted absolute hate upon me, because they didn't like the post I wrote yesterday about my family and it's relationship with ROYALTY in Austria--which this group wants to kill along with everything else about me--that I am "nothing" and so they are handed technology and weapons to basically destroy everything about me. But this sickness of their teleportation has reached a kind of endless violence and psychological psychopathy that is still being treated as a kind of meritorious qualification on their part to endlessly get more and more free handouts--despite their seeming "work" to "achieve" this status--
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They tried to have my teeth knocked out--they tried to have me killed in car accidents
They had my cat stolen--my child, my best friend and a real soul mate they almost killed her and since will not return her.
They have killed any other animal I got close to ever since they stole my cat.
this is all from the SAME PEOPLE who are putting scenes of brutal death in the teleportation skits which are their stepping stones to endless Oscars--along with their buddies who also participate--year after frigging year.
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the list of their violence is endless. My body is now completely covered with scars, Probably half of my hair has been chemically destroyed and the hair follicles won't grow hair back--I am almost balding and I have to keep my head wound in layers of protection every moment I am in this room and especially sleeping. That contributes to a lack of oxygen for my scalp so the healing is probably slowed down just because I can't have my head exposed at any time in this room except for when I am walking around--and that is rare I am still confined into one single spot almost all day due to the endless excruciating process of trying to soften up this hard mess in my body while they torture me endlessly with so much hate, negativity and bad energy and violence I can't possibly heal--ever.
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I am aging from it. I implore the world to get them off me and stop this inhumane and absolutely unjust situation forced upon me and for me to live in peace and this situation stopped--financial compensation to me in order to purchase my own home--a decent home--my cat returned--and for me to live without the hell, hate and violence of anyone ever again. Preferably alone.
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Ugly, sick stinking nazi arnold fully supported by white nazi trash filth out of American californication whorewood congress rushing to abuse me once more, but a K-pop (k-rap punk so-called "punk" ) green brown shirt day band group which came rushing yelling fascistically at me with shitalina the dirty nazi trash prostituted scum with endless waves of black aspirants to be in the plantation white nazi wealth plan. Green day k-pop k-rap "punk" not punk nazi white trash shit came to ask me for political ideas because they are part of the nazi and KGB indoctrinated San Francisco "revolution" of ushering white (and then brown and black with their mayors and prosecutors put in power to inflict white violence as lead figures of representation of nothing but blacks joining the nazi white genocide machine--ultimate aim killing off jews stealing their money and property and claiming to be "superior") so the stupid ape who came last time defending all the rapists and nazi rotten scum came to get his new tour with rancid skank gaga as that filth creep group had done the last time years ago. Monitoring a gap in time when they could rush in once more to inflict hate, abuse and death threats while insulting and then sucking ideas about politics out of me because these rancid k-pop k-rap pop band frauds are supposed to represent "punk" which they have so badly adulterated it is no longer recognizable except for their shopping mall punk fashion outfits--the studio slime grease of their studio musician skills also appeals to the top 40 set and they have remained like all the rancid dinos which ugly sick filth arnold puts in power because they are primarily too stupid and evil and ugly like him to study, work and do anything intellectual it's supposed to all be provided to them by someone else (that includes stupid rancid oprah who told me, upon asking her if she actually knew what a threat assessment was, that her support staff would provide her with threat assessments. I told her it is imperative for any leader to have personal experience in training in such matters ---not telling that stupid rancid ape why, it means that your "prop-up" staff can manipulate figures and someone can be controlling them for their own infiltration agenda, just like ugly arnold has the nazi and communist parties instsructing that ugly stupid sick greasy dirty black hole whorew rapist scum blot of shit what to say and think so they can infiltrate through his seemingly kinda stupid but apparently "competent" bullshit pretense at being anything but a rapist ugly sick nazi filth working on getting all the hateful scum white trash of america into becoming rich so they can appear like euro-nazi aristocrats and thus with all the wealth, proclaim how "superior" they are. This is all I have been witnessing as the most vicious of the rotten ugly arnold conscripts into nazi formation into stealing, raping and killing training in death squad and gestapo tactics. The rancid stupid dirty green boy k-pop studio musician "punk" pretenders who have also infiltrated the formerly politifcally intense and anti-authoritarian and sometimes even anti-racist and anti-sexist and anti-rape shit like ugly arnold and the rest of the "leaders" who all have been handed luxury mansions in Europigapeland for having gutted Americaa with their selfish hate for "minorities" like "me" supposedly, I always considered myself an American but they are ousting me from literally every single thing possible they can including social security life-saving payments to kic kme out of all money all property all human rights and they have profitted off my years of study and learning for MY career billions of dollars in ideas while beating raping and KILLING ME as that is u gly arnold's sleazy plan and so many american pieces of shit go along. //the green k-pop boy band claiming with spiked dyed hair that they are "punk" having stolen the outward affectations of such former movements but without any reality and zero political awareness other than they can spew they "hate" maga just like skank rancid nazi prostituted nazi mafia shit skank gaga who arrived just last week to inflict serious abuse upon me and this gruop who toured with that rancid shit whore as they are also whrores--not to exclude the men who rape for pay and promotion or endorse it sneering with hate as I fight for my life to stop this endless gang rape which they capitalize on. Seeing an opportunity to play "good cop" along with j-lo and the rest who are trying to weaken my sense of rage as they offer consoluation and "support" while I am dying from abuse from ugly sleazy shitnigger filth a-hole filth who is just endlessly the center of the malestrom of the nazification of america and through his contacts in bavaria and russia and wherever else there are seriously murderous and seriously anti-american dirty old boy gruops in little filthy but scrubbed-clean nazi enclaves and communist central committee organizing bureaus, information and instruction on how to destroy and rip the fabric of morality (isn't rape fun tha tugly stinking filth instsructs the rancid white trash of green boy k-pop k-rap band) . After extracting information out of me as ugly arnold continuously has me nearly killed so I azm so sick and traumazized physically from shitting poison out of the core of my body on a non-stop basis--it just never ends they abuse me so I am weak to the point of being killed from stress and am being killed in fact--and then without any more strength as I am seriously ill literally being killed dying righ tnow from their abuse--as they go on and on daily and nightly that is ugly arnold's plan. for years this has been ongoing. so green brown shift white trash boy band came because their partner trash gaga was abusing me viciously last week. Asking for ideas and then insulting me instantly afterwards until I began yelling at them but insulting tem back. fuck you and bitch were their automatic "punk" responses which is non-intellectual, white nazi rape trash abuse and o ppression not "punk" they have no political or intellectual response whatsoever --ever. They like all the shit ugly arnold puts in front of me, are the frauds who have taken over feminism and anti-racism. thusly shitty hillary was there as was james carveille--they have profited off this contract out of me for decades but hillary especially. ugly shit arnold has had my plants killed and stinking filth sprayed everywhere and was murdering me in "soft murder" application as poisons werer literally ripping out of my spine in the middle of the night he had my hair doused with hair-removal chemicals and stinking filthy grease so hair is almost gone from my head from over one month of just collapsing in my bed without wrapping 6-8 layers of protection around my head, my h ands, my feet and my mouth and gum tissue and I can't wrap around my entire body so I am slathered and sliced and injected and poisoned and drugged while sleeping regardless every day. Every day ugly sick stupid dirty shitnigger has me tortured nearly to the point of mental and physical collapse because I am fighting back becdause they are so abusive and ugly and stupid and dirty--the gotti shit is an ugly stinking foul and evil entity which has accompanied murder attempts rape and mutilation and endles smoney for that stupid sick fuck group out of my ideas--they got imperioli to violently threaten my life in order, while I was so ill from shitting out cancer poisons death poisons they also had put in my body to murder me "leaving no evidence" that ugly rotten rat-faced filth just like rat-faced plastic surgery repaired stinking skank gaga which green boy band k-rap pop has partnered with so here that group of dumb and rotten shit is abusing me after I gie them seriously political information which they then kept yelling "how can she know this and we don't" making the assumption as they all do that me demonstrating higher beauty skill and intlligence creativity adn athletic ability means poisoning raping mutilating until I am bedridden dying misshapen mutiklated and then abusing me to death as I struggle for my life to shit the poison out they put in for decades. //so they insulted me instantly afterwards, not hillary nor james carville stopped them everyone just remained silent bec ause they have all done this. Today this morning ugly shitnigger trash filth is there as usual but not punching me while I am on the toilet punching my abdomen and th sides of my body as I am struggling to get the black murder poisons he spent years ordering be put in my body--as I shit them out he punches my body to torture me in murderous ways so the sickness is entrenched back into my body the ugly sick fuck is surrounded by applause his nazi orders to destroy america so rancid shit crap like green boy pop crap k-rap k-pop not punk can feel secure that their blank fashion statement and usurpation of the former political and anti-fascist movement is "theirs' and the hate they exhibit towards me saying like the german "punk" piece of shit who also stole ideas from me who is there, always their "friend" as well so obviously they are touring together as effete white nazi trash lying about being anti-nazi while they are the full-on deadly list-taking killing agents noting who is attending the concerts, who is a threat to nazism and then letting the nazis know who to covertly assassinate to rid all opposition by taking it over. Their fake exclusion I had experienced in San Francisco and there were death threeats veiled at me when I lived at the punk house maximum; rock n roll with tim yohannan and others. San Francisco was overrun by the Nazi Soviet force of the Gorbechev Foundation stationed at the Presidio, the military complex. the stupid rat leader of green k-pop boy band shit notpunk yelled repeated "how can she know that how does she know that?" with hate not caring that his city has been overrun by nazi and communist killing death squads because he is part of that same putsch. //I mean they are, and their punk shit movement. The california State is a repository of fake "Democrat" liberalism and has been fully overrrun by shit terminigger who controls them all, literally. Shit nigger takes orders because he is a hateful and ugly rapist genocidal nazi with zero ideas except for how to organize hate and overtake mechanisms for nazi overtake along with communist agents who are working to destroy america "from within".