Thursday, April 7, 2022

Another appeal to the world for mercy and justice. It was very difficult to express myself and write on a higher elevated level in my last post, and almost every post --indeed. I could feel the crushing inward force of the technology forcing my brain to slow down and in parts shut down. I can't access my higher educational vocabulary most of the time. I spend most of the time attempting to get past hacker blocks to the keyboard and backspacing which consists of more than 50% of all time it takes to fight to write any post--this is literal, probably a conservative estimate. Otherwise, I can see signs of aging from now more than 6 months straight of extremely violent and abusive teleportation situations of being passed from one violent celebrity to the next.

 It hadn't waned exactly prior to this last 6 months of endless and relentless violence due to the awards that the expletives are struggling to obtain by their proof of verbal, physical, sexual and every kind of other attack upon me using Nazi/Holocaust references constantly in direct terms of genocidal murder with me as the focus. There is an ever-growing list of the top celebrities, all of whom express the most audacious and bold statements about how much they are fighting for justice, equality and against racism (so many are black) but they are just mouthing what they have been told to say (in some cases, or in all--). I find now grey hairs and my skin is wrinkling like an old woman on my hands--also knowing that this group has smeared damaging chemicals on my hands, arms and legs for YEARS (there are so many blemishes covering my body by now I can never make up a comprehensive list while this technology is blocking off my long-and-short-term memory faculties while I simultaneously struggle to correct all the hacking rewrites and blocks to keyboard functioning.

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The people who last night exposed me to a theatrical "skit" of someone violently being hung with sharp-knived ankle rings that cut into their legs while they were thrashing in agony due to being hung by the neck--it was a skit--I could only "see" the feet thrashing around; I know that the person who performed this sick act was being suspended in air and was nothing short of just being paid and probably bemused by the whole thing (just another actor who is part of this circle of endless increasing terrorist users joining in on the sick "fun" for profit--yes, they laugh and make jokes about this, and of course go out and party afterwards and then get promoted into unbelievable heights by that sick industry which is pumping up righteousness while deflating the actual moral fiber of the blown-up country high on $$$ and power (or dying in the streets). As I struggle to think and write even seminally clearly but can't--my brain is just in a fog of mind control tech--I am not able to go down the list of broken toes, destroyed parts of my body that are in addition to the poisoning that many others had inflicted upon me all my life--but this group in H-wood has been nearly cutting off my toes and fingers, making me balding (not from stress, from poisoning and from chemicals put in my hair, along with fungus--the hair follicles are damaged--my toe has been broken so it's pointing into my other toes--they tried to cut the gum tissue out of my lower jaw after they smashed my teeth so they were loose--and did this every night as I scrambled to try to save my body from absolute permanent disabling dysfunction due to the nightly severing of skin and tissue in multiple areas of my body. Many of my nails will not grow back from chemicals slathered on them and objects inserted under cuticles every single night (for over 6 years on one finger, for example).
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As I draw closer to the finality of the detox--still a long way off-but not like years and years any longer, perhaps if I am lucky and endlessly fight, I will have a somewhat flexible body that isn't contorted with hard chemicals latched into my spine in just a few more MONTHS after years of a combined schedule of re-poisoning, rape, torture and non-stop murder, hate and rape scenarios with homelessness sprinkled on top for added psychological pressure--every night in teleportation for over a decade.
---------They are increasing the violence because they want control over this contract out on me, which must be huge is so many famous people are vying for this position. I can't imagine what would induce people with extremely busy schedules to go on and on for years attacking me due to some perceived prize at the end of this behavior modification/brain screw operation with rape and abuse as the primary mode of behavior on their part (and they NEVER TIRE of such activities). They are increasing the hate and abuse now that I am nearly done and Just want to live in a house that is beautiful, with good and loving people around me (but living alone with my cat, who I hope is still alive) and then to have all of these people be forced to pay me in some huge compensation for this crime and for my government to not allow this to go on and on, as it has done for all my life.
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This same group years ago, they began years ago and it's endless dehabilitating physical attacks on me while I sleep due to the hate groups breaking into my home or with their mechanical arms--the mutilations of my body are, for the slightest pretext, when I reacted in rage, when I said no, when I asked for justice and they stop being awarded--I saw part of my uterus fall out of my body because they had broken my toilet and I was forced to use my shower---the "landlord" told me I was responsible for essentially what they were breaking while I was out shopping (and being nearly hit by cars every 5-20 minutes while driving, attacked by HUNDREDS of people per trip, etc)--all orchestrated by this same group in H-wood--the blonde Nazi swaggering male, his wives (two divorces---all still "friends" operating for endless awards in this contract). So part of my uterus came tumbling out in the shower-=--it was a tiny little component of some intestine that had literally been severed out--there was a slash and a cut. The first few days I had moved into this resort--after having been put in jail for a Visa overstay--which I could not handle due to the endless sickness daily from the poisoning--this was maybe 5 years into the detox (it is now nearly 11 years of this going on and on). I had called two of the wealthy Europigape men who had poisoned, teleported and raped, profited off endless rape from their partners where I had actually lived, made sure I was abused, discriminated against in ways that are so openly racist it is akin to something out of a KKK primer--almost-not as verbally open as what one might experience but these rapist white wealthy men--one mafia, the other associated with the English Crown (the entity and the monarchy as well)--treated like something like benevolent dictators by the Europigape cartels and the Americans who follow all the protocols--and by the H-wood black mass which inflicts it's evil upon me night after night in the teleportation hell (which is really their habitat, since they never tire of it, they go on with evil and sickness every single night aimed at me to quell all humanity within me, break my spirit and soul, rape and beat and abuse me into submission, and then steal and rob all and as I have seen, the ultimate is murder at the end of decades of this kind of "programming"--or that is what I have seen happen to others who fully complied in ways that are extremely ugly to have witnessed.
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They made sure part of my hormonal system was and still is completely unbalanced. This resort where I had lived, as I was starting to write but the technology is blasting my brain into a kind of outpouring mode about how much damage has been inflicted upon my body and health--and everything else that could possibly sustain a human being. The same people who forced this murder scene upon me had part of my uterus severed out. They partnered with the very wealthy Europ'as who have been in the background of hunting and attacking me since the mid-80's and mid-90's (that is the two mentioned only briefly above, the decade between their attacks upon me, unmerited except for a racist doctrine and their exploitative personalities--held in such reverence by so many who strive to emulate that behavior--.
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I can see the effect of too much stress upon the lack of hormonal balance--and the money I need to buy herbs is unavailable. They also ensured I could not and cannot earn any single bit of money online. I am stuck with hard poison that is as hard as rock embedded into my spine and back. To get just a little bit out requires at least 1-2 weeks of absolute illness, pain and immobility. The entire time I have been stuck like this these same actors who inflicted absolute hate upon me, because they didn't like the post I wrote yesterday about my family and it's relationship with ROYALTY in Austria--which this group wants to kill along with everything else about me--that I am "nothing" and so they are handed technology and weapons to basically destroy everything about me. But this sickness of their teleportation has reached a kind of endless violence and psychological psychopathy that is still being treated as a kind of meritorious qualification on their part to endlessly get more and more free handouts--despite their seeming "work" to "achieve" this status--
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They tried to have my teeth knocked out--they tried to have me killed in car accidents
They had my cat stolen--my child, my best friend and a real soul mate they almost killed her and since will not return her.
They have killed any other animal I got close to ever since they stole my cat.
this is all from the SAME PEOPLE who are putting scenes of brutal death in the teleportation skits which are their stepping stones to endless Oscars--along with their buddies who also participate--year after frigging year.
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the list of their violence is endless. My body is now completely covered with scars, Probably half of my hair has been chemically destroyed and the hair follicles won't grow hair back--I am almost balding and I have to keep my head wound in layers of protection every moment I am in this room and especially sleeping. That contributes to a lack of oxygen for my scalp so the healing is probably slowed down just because I can't have my head exposed at any time in this room except for when I am walking around--and that is rare I am still confined into one single spot almost all day due to the endless excruciating process of trying to soften up this hard mess in my body while they torture me endlessly with so much hate, negativity and bad energy and violence I can't possibly heal--ever.
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I am aging from it. I implore the world to get them off me and stop this inhumane and absolutely unjust situation forced upon me and for me to live in peace and this situation stopped--financial compensation to me in order to purchase my own home--a decent home--my cat returned--and for me to live without the hell, hate and violence of anyone ever again. Preferably alone.

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Teleportation assessment from over 15 years of it continuously from one ugly sleazy k-rap scum after the next and it's teams of blonde-blondish-"white" and black (anything other than snow white division) nazis all enmeshed in stupid ape entropy (going to the lowest energy and mental and psychic state possible with full approval) social engineering for the lowest depravity factor put into elevated cliche position of "superiority" with a lot of plastic surgery to create a false illusion (dependent on having victims to torture to stick their faces up in pig-sniffing-the-air nazi postures. You can identify the incompetent by this posture which is rife in their media posturing poses): & Immaturity and incompetence reigns, old dinos re-invented by having younger women raped slowly to death by rape scumbag ugly sick "men" glamorized by the movies they star in, the bands they play in the cock rock rape culture bigot ape "men" fully absorbed by their stage personalities but in private absolutely lacking in anything but exaggerated self-worth and then when put to the test--just scum glorified. The more they are adulated the most stupid and ugly dirty filth they are allowed to spew. Why wait until the really sick creeps of society get a hold of this technology before anyone begins to question the sanctity of the sick leaders of society who are inflicting this putrid purge of sanity and decency into society? they remain applauded, every hateful ignominious ignorant slime sick f*** gets more promotions by the hour as they hover around me demons lunging at me raping abusing threatening. i just tried to help the latest parasite on me and it's more stupid more ugly more violent from this unwanted dirty filth creep every moment he is more and more ugly and stupid and sinister. HE is relying on Nazi genocidal promotion because the WORLD the absolute entire WORLD PLANET has learned to revere the Nazi example of just killing masses of people in most brutal ways to traumatize them into never competing and winning not standing tall and erect subservience and in performing self-sabotage and hate upon themselves and even more importantly, upon their "own". Seeing the worthless k-rap that this group really is, from years of seeing how America just pandered to Nazism and turned into a now-openly nazi country but in the end, mediocrity and incompetence reigns. All in the name of just destroying not-white groups and claiming "superiority" and then living off the fat of the dead for decade EVERYONE adores this group and America has supported every sick stupid creep like this dirty sick psychopath nazi bigot attacking me posing as alternative punk--just sleazy and sick the teleportation is extremely violent for me writing that he is not cool raping and abusing me--for having written to him on facebook offering advice about alternative people being attacked and poisoned and I wrote that he appears to be a potential or definitive mind control target poisoned and he looks like he's sick. Drugged, and the drugging is dangerous. I would assume that people who are open and sharp in wits would not rush to threaten and rape someone writing such advice--it is taken as an insult to his "instant superiority" appearance while in essence, he is being pushed by the dino women cartel like dolly parton, sophia loren, jane fonda and a host of others of the nazi female group from decades of yore pushing them to brutalize me--these "younger" men (in relative comparison) and stupid sick violence and yelling at me that the music I listen to is "too young" for me. this creep is scowling while i am studying and reading and concentrating and speaking with educated aplomb--abusing because he must have me on a much lower level than he, as with the English nazis and the rest but nevertheless, they torture me to obtain original ideas which are based on much learning and skill on my part. thwarted endlessly by this group all of my life, no excuses on my part---nearly killed on the first day of grad school by an accident contribed by someone blowing dirt into my windscreen while driving in front of my apartment complex on my7 way to the store after the first day of grad school (in Pensacola) and just abused while struggling to get health care and denied health care and much worse happened while I am as I am now, paralyzed in pain stuck in a room not able to get anything done--fighting to use the internet struggling to get out of the trap they set to destroy me. That is only one small example from a lifetime of this same racist bias for blocking all my intellectual and career progress while stealing my ideas and then insulting me-these white crap pieces of sleazy ignorant stupid shit at this point I can only relate to you do-nothing haters out there that your precious white nazi and black and brown nazi cartel controlling the media and information and media and politics are at the core incompetent idiot savants and for them to absolutely tell dirty filth creeps like this scumbag german ape pig scum that he's "great" because he's just simply German and that I must comply to his demeaning hate attacks because I have progressed in my life despite all that shit like he and his german nazi american branch have done to me--while they only want to regress into brutal barbarity and stupid redneck cliche racism sexism with blonde dinos like dolly parton jane fonda and the rest of this filthy group (including crap like taylor swift and paris hilton all the younger blondes who, like hillary, are operating as the "get out of rape and abuse" phase of the 4th reich implementation absolutely thrilled at the utter stupidity and sick violent ugliness these so-called "Men" but just greasy filth are endlessly projecting at me as if it is demeaning to me. After having been abused in deep sleep because I cannot find a single shop in my area which does not have manipulated memory chips for me to insert into my memory-chip-mandated mp3 player to block the rape hate and murder abuse and genocidal nazi skits shit like this ugly sick filth creep has been manufacturing by having my mp3 player turned off in these deep theta sleep states to inflict his nazi genocide skits but done in modern sort of context---homelessness, poverty the theme they force while cutting off my disability after having crushed my spine and poisoning me for decades without end until all I do is sit in this room in agony and pain most of the time asking someone to stop non-stop endless rape torture from dirty filth creeps you all demand are deemed "superior" but demonstrate only at best mediocrity mostly just sick and dirty stupid fuck whores grandized endlessly for their filthy psychopath posturing bullshit fake humanitarian posturing as opposed to the outright dirty filth of the endless trump shit hate parade (includes obama kamala harris all the "feminist" blonde and male nazis of whorewood endorsing her participating in this contract, and in essence, they were endorsing no taxes when trump came to power and rape and mutilation torture society) the sleazy ugly fakes can now behave like the most venal ugly dirty sick filth crap and are still glorified by the nazi shit "women" like jane fonda who wants to see me beaten abused raped along with sophia loren the gottis all the nazi women encourage these men to abuse me with the most stupid and immature violence to which they are promoted told to increase the stupid abuse which is based on pure lying bias absolutely lacking in any "superior" quality on all levels. they are such low-level apes and pigs it is unbelievable the incompetence and stupidity and yet---here I am, writing once more after another day of not being able to "just ignore" the next sick rape ugly dirty piece of rotten sleaze shit from Germany, your paradise of culture you all worship as the stupid bots that you are. If only you lived in Germany and spoke their language you might assume something else than they are elevated. they learn a type of language that appears very deep and profound. It is just blank stupidity enmeshed with contrived falsity to appear anything other than just raping beating stupid and inferior uigly dirty apes--glorified by the media endlessly endlessly the model of lying fake alternative that the german apes have relied on since they "lost" the war but were funded for all their rape and sex exploitation vacations in countries like thailand and everywhere else (now America, now america is targeted for sex slavery with shit like cardi b and the rest of her blacik and brown gyrating shit nazi adoring crap making gyrating as a sleazy dirty skank profitable to be emulated and glorified---they stare into the face of the German rapist after they scream fascistically at me making the most violent of death threats and then they are awarded with lifetime awards--the blonde nazi dinos are the same exact thing but their rancid sexuality is put on a much "higher" level than the sex slave brown and black. the dirty ugly sleazy german ape fuck is using the most dirty and stupid abuses possible until I can't "just ignore' this ugly fuck after the 6th hour of this ugly dirty creep sitting yelling at me after blocking my internet every moment I am trying to conduct business blocking the functioning turning the internet off blocking everything I can do. WAKE UP America German nazi pig apes and white nazis are NOT SUPERIOR it really should be noted that people are absoluely traumatized and brainwashed into mental slavery to instantly service this group of moronic ape scum they are stupid stupid on any personal level---I omit all those not participating in this filthy dirty operation of microchip implantation slavery and manchurian candidate terrorism. This creep is or appears to be absolutely deranged from poisoning whether its' from his own personal rancidity or from mind control drugs. Like all the filth who embrace this system even while they are being drugged and poisoned, it is a "contractual agreement" they make for their "fame" or wealth attainment at any price. When the world will stop having the bs of the white male superiority ever taken away from blank and dumbfounded vision---but for now, the entertainment industry is rife with black nazis projecting equality and revenge against racism but in the private suites of promotion they are like little plantation ogres of hate towards me to prove they fully support white male stupid ape culture. The rest do the same the Jews are like dumb and dumber hateful greasy mind controlled slaves. In return they are promised "protection" and to be "wealthy" for selling Israel and america off to Jewish exploitation --"against her!" they sneer and laugh and point at me with callous contempt all their trained self-hate deflected onto me in perpetual gleeful assistance in targeting. ben Shapiro is a most greasy sick slime operator on that point but my family can only be much worse on that level; behind them all are the wealthy of the Jewish community who are consumed with being part of the "elite" core at any cost to the diaspora. Nothing else matters but their wealth and their seeming "solidarity" they all go to Synogogue and pray but what they really pray for is the stupid ugly white nazi "god" to bless them with approval for bowing in subservience to genocidal complicity as long as it's directed at the darker in appearance. The utter sickness I am exposed to of utter stupid accusations to bolster the stupid lies they create around me so the hyenas will rush to join in gleefully all lacking in intelligence. But they are put into "Highly intelligent" displays for the media and public perusal so in reality, it's like plastic fruit rotten to the core absolutely insubstantial. Warning society time to stop the old worship of white nazi culture and for minorities to stop playing supporter in order to have anything that appears to be "superior' just to brush at parties with the white nazi shit---that's like paradise for the godless. It's so sickening for me to have to deal with how rotten and stupid and sick the "leaders" of society really are. Its' really time for either transparent display of what they are doingm, which none of you reading this currently will even dream of doing--or what is called a "revolution" which is to REPLACE the filthy ugly lying dinos blonde ape women like dolly parton you all worship her blonde boobed conniving fake cheery nazi racism disguised as poor minorities she "supports" and then has destroyed and discarded afterwards (she played with a black performer in an opening music segue to another gyrating black sex slave cardi b and j-low skank performance about freedom and joy and people just were revolted--the impact that lying nazi blonde boob parton had actually striven to create but appears like a good friend to black and brown. this is just one example but the evil and ugliness of how they conceal and lie and the real stupidity they are when they don't have to feign and pretend any longer . The openly racist of the pig apes i.e. lyndsey graham and the filth of the maga crap are just ignorant dirty college-era bigot frat boys high on power drunk on sexual abuse. Nothing, not an iota of anything superior in any of the higher ethical, intellectual moral or in any sense they display it as if I am supposed to encapsulate conveniently all these traits which are nothing to do with me. Trying to drag me down in the meantime. Ugly sleazy filth shit crap force their ugly bodies penises and hate contempt racism and death threats upon me when I am in the shower, while in deep sleep, after they have me injected with drugs so I am unable to just "ignore" them (you stupid creeps hacking bs on my social media constantly to "shut your mouth" and "ignore them" really implying that I am "weak" as they do nothing but worship germans and are part of this hate contract--trying to get me to imbibe the hate and absorb the dengration and not fight back--their hatred for darker women is embedded in all their "Buddhist" reflection on how to be at peace with one's soul--how nasty they are in dealing with this white male torture--white males they train in martial arts to become important in the white diaspora of global nazi indoctrination inculturation and global domination. Lost in space of glorified bs crap it's just abomination it is Deplorable, GmbH unified.

  The greasy pig, like all of the pigs before this filth scum rushed to get his free promotion with his cock rock dirty ape german band memb...