Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Wrong impression. Not the "small town" mentality but a global pandemic of racism and gang stalking.

Another false impression offered in the "alt media" is that things like racism and overt discrimination are the purview of little redneck towns in "The South". That is to say, I do not agree with this video. I used it because my internet connection is very slow due to hacking and it was the first video to show up under the subject I posted on the search line in  YouTube. Needless to write, it was a "plant" and themes about WACO that I have heard other and real alternative substantiated news sources from differ greatly from this woman being interviewed by this man in the video/on air. Also the accounts of the Oklahoma City bombing by McVeigh also differ from accounts that have been verified by other sources. I should take more time to sit through and wade through the slow connection speed and the endless planted videos on YouTube to find more appropriate examples of what I am intending to display. I DO NOT AUTHORIZE THIS VIDEO AS ACCURATE OR MY SHARED OPINION. This is merely an example of what I disagree with.

Like the "alternative" Nazi stalkers I mentioned in the last post, the famous media personalities "fighting" for justice (the disgruntles white males who want to become the CEO's but are stuck in poverty or not able to have the chance but believe they are entitled nevertheless).

This misnomer about racism being more visible in the redneck South or the small towns creates an illusion that there is more freedom in the larger cities.

Without having to delve into more depictions of how the "big stars" and big city players are as or even more racist than the people I encountered in The South, when I lived in Gainesville, Florida for three years. The racism is so overt in H-wood it's like an unspoken theme that has erupted in the movement to have more black stars represented at the awards season. For good reason, except that those who are picked and selected are done so for the same reason that alternative but not alternative fascist-controlled, Nazi owned media circus conglomerate and "alternative" tentacles of the said organizations sprout up to counter the fears of the public into a sadative calm that all is well, the problem exists only in the confined little redneck towns and CERTAINLY not in "sophisticated" places like Beverly Hills or Washington, D.C.

A reflection on the fashion and the mannerisms of coached behavior, acting skills, behavioral adaptations to cloaking intentions. Methods of disguise.


"Why" am I under violent assault continuously? (Reader parenthetically asks silently whiile reading my blog).

The assulat on me three days ago has nearly severed my left toe. I was assaulted when the stalking organization had a stream of oil trickle down the steep hillside I must necessarily drive down. On braking near the bottom of the hill, the oil caused the brakes to stop operating and the bike wiped out immediately. The bike fell on my left foot, where stalkers at night broke my left large toe (many years ago, back around 2009). Since then, nighttime stalkers have been severing skin tissue between the webbing of the left large toe and the next toe, and also pushing the toe ever more to the left so by now it's at a near 45-degree angle nearly causing the other toes to shift leftwards as well. My entire left foot is damaged and the bone connecting to the large left toe juts out of the ball of my foot, extending outward.  The people resposible for breaking my left large toe are "ex-pats" living in Rawai, Phuket Thailand. I rented a small room in the house of a Swiss (but "Italian" background) women who had once been the president of the charity (money-laundering Nazi organization) The Lions Club. She told me in the two days I rented a room in her house (intending to stay long-term) that when she first moved to Phuket, she had almost no money. Now after having been president of this "charity" organization she owns a huge tract of land with mansions that she rents to foreigners on their endless long-term vacations (derived from money stolen from victims of the Holocaust, and other bank austerity laundering schemes that finance the endless lifestyles of the criminal Euro-p Nazi stalkers, which is almost all of them I have been around who come to Phuket for endless vacations and paid-for pensions and investments and a Nazi government now controlled by the "investors" in a military coup government. Oh, not able to write that it's a bad thing to do according to Thai law but that is the real situation). There was a German couple who lived in a small house near my rented house in Rawai (or was it Nai Harn? I never get the city lines straight it's almost the same tiny area). A GERMAN COUPLE WHO ARE SCUBA DIVERS by profession. They have lots of reptiles in their house. One of them either had the Thai slaves break my toe or they did it themselves. The Swiss/Italian woman is old and has hip problems so I doubt she could commit the deed herself. However, the German screeps are probably the culprits, and second suspects are the endless Thais surrounding these white supremacist Nazi attackers, like fleas popping off rancid stinnking pig carcases (as they are dead souls inhabiting filthy spoiled meat bodies). My "immature" ranting espectially after all the endless attackks that have gone on for years and years means I can't just write that they are nasty and mean. I get into enlarged hate rants. It's an alleviation of stress because I remain paralyzed for themost part by poisoning people like this also contributed to for my now bedridden and poisoned state. However, for anyone who cares, please destroy these people I just mentioned if possible. I prefer them gone and off this planet. thanks!@ ranting rage.

I really had intended this blog to be a creative writing and money-generating affair in the internet. Due to the drugging that I can't stop as home break-ins remain, and the paralysis rendering me incapable of physical exercise to alleviate stress, and the endless series of attacks and no support system or even one human being (all animals I have loved killed or taken away) and no one approaching me except to exploit and use and attack. I write these ranting rage posts and all is exacerbated by the drugging. I am not able to express myself creatively with these technological attacks on my brain while I sit in front of t he laptop. I am not able to hand write well and for any length of time due to attackks on mynervous system. I thus write and relieve stress by calling these pig ape pieces of shit the crap that they are.  They are all calm and composed because they vented their miserable hate and racism out on me behind the cloak of invisibility this stalking group affords them. I remain like a victim of domestic violence, hysterical and writing about it trying to "reach out" to no one, as no one ever approaches me wth any support and even domestic violence shelters are havens of domestic violence gang stalkers. The stalkers  even have their children attack me in domestic violence shelters and then attack me for trying to stop the children from hitting me. All is protected by these shelters (I had to go to shelters when I was applying for benefits due to poisoning, which I didn't know was happening to me. I was poisoned non-stop in places that are supposed to shelter victims of attacks and thus the system is every single place and there is no haven or safe place)>

THUS I write to relieve the stress. Plus, this group wants me writing about the misery and living in misery and I am being brainwashed/mind controlled into writing every day. The stalking terror group (aka Nazis) want to hear me writing about misery every singlle day, and every single day no one ever comes to me with any support. Years and years. 

So read on, you drooling  perverts.

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This new assault, like the many nighttime destructions of my body I have described for years on Facebook, too weary and under too much hacking interruption (keyboard is always non-operational but barely manageable to write while I have to backspace to correct hacker inserts, this is every or every other word, plus having to pound down on the keyboard as the keys are made stiff by the malware).  When these actors and writers out of H-wood teleport me, after years of being raped, tortured and then discarded by one after the next.. It used to be they would play their game of drugging and then raping me while I was brainwashed into believing it was "love" (drugged up, extremely with their drugs you can't understand how powerful the drugging and tech interface is). But alas, the extremity of the "experiment" now entails that they are globbing on like parasites because of this "baby" contract out on me, so they never stop and of course, I wrote earlier that they acrew more bonuses and promotions the longer they attack and assault me using this "covert" teleportation technology in combination with gang stalking groups which are plentiful to the levels of millions upon millions of gang stalkers in a global system unchecked by any legal authority source. 

I will probably repeat all of the above so many times it will be routine, as it's the most common theme I must try to avert in writing. Trying to get into the more important aspects of this situation.

They attack me with accidents, assaults on my body while I am in this unconscious and incapable sleeping/teleportation state. The stalkers are by proxy abusers for the men and women who, with all their money, simply watch videos of me being tortured and disfigured and scarred up and blemishes and poisons and things smeared on my skin and hair, hair sheered so I look partially balding, etc etc

I am fighting back after a few murder attempts from two men (both Europeans--but I call them Europigs in my Facebook page, and pig apes for all the people involved as their humanity is absolutely gone by now. This is their behavior, I have been forced into a loathing and disgust stage of my view of them, these terrorist teleporting movie stars (the list is long, name the most prominent in Hollywood at this time and most likely you will come across at least one, or a friend of a friend of the teleporting pig apes and Europigs who are really mostly all Nazis and that is no exaggeration)

Thus, three days ago they created this accident when Johnny Rotten, aka the Sex Pistols front singer teleported me to inquire about my personal healing modalities. Asleep, teleported and under hypnosis after recurrent annual/daily/non-stop drugging with mind control drugs infused into skin patches or my food from stalkers I can't get out of my room (another long story, have I written about it yesterday and posted or tried to post about it with hacking interference?). I realized that my hypothesis I intuited years ago, after doing a bit of study on the subject of the murder of Nancy Spungen, and how Sid Vicious appeared to be drugged up and under "suicide" programming. This was at a period of my life when I started to assess how or which celebriities who were truly "alternative" have since been wiped out by what could be assassinations by the same source that has tried to murder me, and others I have known who were alternative and true rebels.

So many are dead who once opposed this onslaught of genocidal Nazi culture and the ensuing "dumbing down" of the media. Entertainment is a mind-numbing instead of revigorating experience. Filled with death and cruelty and rape and pornography as methods of mind control.

I studied the Sex Pistols debacle and my intuitive assessment after watching the videos on Youtube about Sid & Nancy, watching the Hollywood version of the same, which was absolutely a personality character assassination of the couple based on prejudice (i.e. as the couple kisses in the film, trash descends like rain around them apparently falling out of the sky, as a truly desultry romantic connotation of filth and trash and dirt that these characters are suppoosed to represent, the connotations are indelible).

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I suspected that Mr Rotten himself may have been one of the perpetrators of a dual murder and then mind control suicide programming stint. If not him, then people near him. That was my suspicion and drugged up from mind control drugs insinuation. I wrote in the comment section of a mr rotten youtube video that I wondered if he was responsible for the murder(s). He replied that I am "crazy", which is the most common accusation leveled at MK ULTRA and mind control and gang stalking victims. Truly discredited. That also is the case for many a truly anti-authoritarian media personality of the past (they no longer exist in mainstream media). Now that the Vietnam War has stopped compulsory and mandatory military enlistment (aka The Draft) the pigs I mean the kids of America only wanna party and don't want to be worried by rebellion against a system which allows subordination and blacks and poors and others to have to defend the country while they shout and sing punk songs about how they are rebelling (for a short while) against mommy and daddy and then going off to get a good job and invest and get rich and live in places like Thailand where they can get "laid" almost for free on vacation.

A very cyncial paragraph above. Please excuse that I am human and need to vent the anger at what I have experienced from the "Left Wing" white (and black and all other races) stalkers who are just rapists and murdering bigots carrying out a false "liberal" media circus entertainment ritualistic nullification of anything truly "subversive" threatening their comfort or security.

I now fight as much as I can against the endless tirade of rapist-after-rapist teleporting, then getting rewarded and promoted for trying to force a drugged up reaction of drug-induced/technologicallly induced "love" out of me (I am also of course perpetually lied to) and then after they suck out my energy, then they ABUSE and torture me. When I react in rage, they get even more promotions.

Thus, with this mind reading technology---SNYTHETIC TELEPATHY, MICROCHIP IMPLANTS, VOICE-TO-SKULL TECHNOLOGY--I merely "thought" to myself that this punkster famous person is being drugged and poisoned to death.  Almost immediately he teleported me and asked me for all the healing secrets I had to privately, with all finances blocked, ability to pay for any medical service blocked and denied with stalker "accidents" which could have maimed or killed me abounding for years and years---I told him a few very good pieces of advice which I had to suffer and nearly die to figure out by myself (while under non-stop torture from pig ape rapist after rapist cloaked in the "secrecy" of teleportation and the gang stalking Nazi network).

The attitude of mr rotten afterwards was of ENTITLEMENT and that it was his due to just suck out, drain and take out of demand, without a single iota of gratitude expressed afterwards.

When I awoke, and realized what had happened, I thought that he was exactly just like the Nazi Danish man who had murdered his bandmate in a frenzy of a power struggle, just as he was getting booted out of the band due to internal power struggles. Nazi bigots without an easy Jewish or minorrity target (this all happened long ago before the onslaught of immigration from damaged countries with their waves of brown-skinned and devestated Syrian and other darker "minorities" easily targeted by white supremacists.  The similarities between the two was more pronounced because they were both attacking me in all the various modalities of gang stalking, teleportation and all the other internet and various means literally on the same day. The extreme Right and ostensibly the Left blending in one system, all operating together in the same media complex and both attacking me with vicious violence, hate and negativity simultaneously was such a synchronistic moment that I had to forumlate an idea for a short story about both of them. The next day I was teleported to  mr rotten who then threatened me, "I'm warning you" in a tone that implied serious threat (as I surmised earlier, I think he may have been responsible for the murder of Nancy Spungen) and I could feel the real danger from this man, who appears so glib and jolly but is a deadly personality and much worse than Trump in terms of represeed hostility and violence. While Trump may be able to order the deaths of people using the military, the rotten mr is ready to spring at a moment's notice and undoubtedly has some experience in the matter. This only confirmed my hypothetical view that the murder of Nancy was indeed theoretically connected to the power struggle of this "punk is dead" sell out posturing poseur. Now he's in Hollywood with the billionaires and oh I'm sure he can't wait to get more mansions and deals and still playing the compassionate "liberal" all the while.

I too have a short fuse, but my instantaneous rage occurs rationally, as in stemming out of never ending torture going on and on to this very moment for decades,  when it comes to men approaching me to exploit in this system. Immediately after he threatened me I began screaming, "Die pig!" at him.

The next day, upon waking and going out to buy food, the "accident" happened. My left toe, which I described above, is now pointing even more dangerously to the left and is in very bad shape, to the point that I require surgery. Of course, the pigs I mean the stalking organization has blocked each and every avenue of financial solvency for me, I live on the edge of homelessness every single day. All attempts to earn money result in a waste of time, if I try to earn any money online. If I try to work in a "normal" work setting, many of the men in these work places try to drug and rape me (and then spread the word around, the stalker bosses who hire me in the first place to destroy my credibility).

I am constantly fighting one of them after the next. In the last two weeks there have been three "new" white males, all famous in one way or another, all of them putting out public statements, shows, YouTube presentations, tv shows about how they are defending "liberal" values (or values against encroachment  of an overarching authoritarian system).

Do I need to express how hypocritical that is? Of course, they mean for white males and the violence, abuse, absolute destruction of all and I mean ALL HUMAN RIGHTS obliterated for me is, for all the stalkers and the teleporting agents, the black men and women now "fighting against racism" and the women fighting against rape culture--they act and behave as if my fight is a crime. That by fighting against their bigot disguised white Nazi male husbands and buddies in this system, who help in promoting them because they too are faker than anyone outside this system could imagine (hard to imagine but the lies are so exaggerated in comparison with what they are like in private when they are handed technology to vent their torture fantsies upon someone else, and for profit?!!! And for promotion into highest spheres of their snake oil trade? And oh, the hormonal rush the PLEASURE for them too and beauty enhancement as well. How people blossom out of the power of torturing someone else!

And thus, my foot is now completely disfigured, I need surgery and I can't even afford food I need to eat well and healthy. They have blocked all that.

I thus reacted in rage to this rotten creep who is undoubtedly now getting his new promotion for attacking and disfiguring me like this.

I wanted to add something very pertinant as well: a few years ago I published a video of this rotten Johnny when he did a tour of London on a bus. His act of performing the outcast black sheep, fighting in anarchist style against the English bombardment of modern architecture and the imposition of the "American" beauroocratic style on English/London life and landscape. How he has been blacklisted by the US Embassy. Oh, the disenfranchised and discriminated-against liberal punk rocker, the performance appeared so genuine and I could feel this sense of relief that not all the anti-authoritarian people have been killed off and some are still kicking it in the media, as some kind of relief from the hype of the glossy charity porno mainstream starz.

Alas. The same game I bought into. That is why his first attempt to scam information out of me worked so well for one single time. I did not know him, essentially that was why the hypnosis and teleportation worked ONE SINGLE TIME while I was asleep, teleported, drugged up, under duress, and then sucked dry for  information and then discarded to be tortured by his nearly identical opposite twin Nazi anti-Semitic partner in this teleportation torture and rape situation that has forced me to write endlessly for years about and to which no one ever responds with protection.

I still want to write a short story on this subject. I realize that in front of this computer, and indeed all computers, I am affected by some kind of tech which absolutely skews my brainwaves and ability to focus and write in the style I really am capable of.

I am trying to convey the more universal scam of the media when "alternative" people are presented. It is more acute when they play the downtrodden outcast who is fighting against oppression. Very similar to exactly what I myself am doing right now!  When the attacks are real and unjustified as the attacks are towards me (I have not harmed anyone I just do my best and compete and win very often when not so imposed upon, and that, to this group, is enough rationale to have me destroyed/murdered/raped and then discredited afterwards when I have to vent the frustration and stress and am physically handicapped by poisoning and thus I write and am not able to formulate thoughts and it all comes pouring out with their subliminals pouring out as well. A full discrediting effect.

When a wanna be rich and famous type puts out their performances of being the "under dog"--such an oft-used plot device in H-wood movies: and how they are applauded especially when they are white males fighting women ("bitches") and minorities "rapists like Weinstein" by the white males and women notably who have their OWN production companies they want to see replacing that of the "Jews" in Hollywood.

Jewish Nancy of the Sex Pistols was murdered. I believe it was SHE who was the real impetus of the real revolutionary thought of that band.

Riding on the crest of that wave for over 40 years now. I have to be the one and only person able to try to express what violent assumption of power this media personality operates behind? Is there no one else alive to try to describe the deed who isn't silenced or dead by now?

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After walking away from the laptop I realized that I had been blocked by mind control tech from writing about a point I wanted to get out. Here I am again revising. My brain retains the information and then after the bombardment of the tech is not within such immediate range (blasting into my brain while I sit at these laptops or computers in all settings; internet cafes, etc. I am under non-stop surveillance and there is no place I can go which isn't prepared for some kind of attack or assault, in all locations, global.

When I was threatened to not publish a short story about the comparison of the Right and Left (but ultimately one-sided white male power structure aka Nazism in this modern era) musicians--as I was in this nearly unconscious state of teleportation, and my reactions to their endless threats, rape, assaults (slapping, hitting, punching, rape, homeless skits because of the financial straits this group has rendered me into and other types of sexual assault by people I don't know, all similar to "dreams" in this nascent unconscious "MK ULTRA alter state" while teleported and drugged up. My reactions to being threatened by now are of immediate rage and violence since these "men" have tried to poison me to death, raped me while I was being murdered (by them and their stalking crews under their supervision) as I needed to not have more poison pumped into my body. Years of daily 24 hour torture, and yet another new white male attacking me within the space of two week period and my immediate reaction to him was, "Die PIG!". This is a foreigner trying to impose a silencing restriction on Freedom of Speech, in a situation of absolute encroachment of all human rights, enforced by a fascist, Totalitarian Nazi system (with a slew of Communists as well and other factions of this group, all with various names and symbols but all ultimately belonging to one group, according to regional variations and assimilating their particular cultures into this one huge mainframe paradigm.

There is more I can write, but hackers are forcing me to have to backspace to correct their input while i am literally pounding down on keys while attacks on my brain make memory a thing I can't access. Thoughts are wiped out and all I can do is stop at this point and wait until I can access my thoughts once again (that means getting up and stop writing and even turn off the computer and it all comes back like a rush).

Video of Russian hacker that was blocked from my last post



The format of the "add YouTube" link was completely different as was the format of my very last blog post hacked, altered and the format absolutely different from a fresh, clean page (this page). The video appeared immediately upon a new search on a clean (ostensibly, unhacked) page.

here it is. Two minutes explanation.



HACKERS ATTACK MY GRAMMAR AND CONTENT AFTER I PUBLISH.

I am forced to use WiFi although I asked the landlord to install a private line. Due to economic privation I do not have the choice to try to have any kind of secure internet connection.

This video is a very quick and easy snapshot of the complexity of hacking. Within any secure private connection (as mine is supposed to be, but of course it's not the laptop can be altered so what should be a private and secured line is actually part of a huge circuit controlled by WiFi). I want to insert a YouTube video and as I wrote yesterday, the hackers are blocking the video and another video in another language is coming up when I try to upload this video.



Last night I posted the entries regarding Kamala Harris, gun control commentary (which was a demonstration of the blankness of how my brain is under attack and can't formlate my extensive capabilities of composition).  Just now I had to reword this first sentence, seeing that the mind control blanks out my memory whilst I am typing/writing. Repeats of concepts and words is a common when the attacks on my brain are aimed into my cerabral cortex and other aspects of the brain-mapping this entails from this group.

I also yesterday included a series of "keywords" at the top of the blog page. This is because I think Google analytics would or might pick up on the terms so any or more or some people in the cyber-universe might have access to my site should itt be available to the public and not closed off by hackers. I probably have zero chance to publish my wriing and have it visible for any real public viewership. The hackers repeated certain words I had written three times within the context of my list. They emphasized terror when I had written it once, in the published page I surveyed this morning, the word "terror" had been hacked into and published three times. Etc etc...

ALSO PLEASE NOTE THAT HACKERS CHANGE MY GRAMMAR AFTER I PUBLISH. They delete commas, periods, change capital letters at the beginning of sentences into small letters. This list goes on. They change words to change and alter the context of a sentence. 

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I surveyed what I had written and the format was fine. This morning, upon opening the blog, the format has been turned into huge gaps and spaces between paragraphs, words inserted (like the word "so" at the beginning of sentences, which I did not include or add or if I did, I was extremely drugged up from the poisoning).  Incorrect grammar had replaced what I had typed correctly. This type of attack is a non-stop recurrance of any and everything I type or write and publish and post.

I wanted to write short stories about the foul actors, musicians and writer/directors teleporting, assaulting, raping, torturing and then sucking ideas out of me and I am still endlessly cleaning up the filth the stalkers spray in my room, fighting to heal my body (now they are breaking my left large toe again, after daily cutting into the web of skin between the large toe and the second toe--every single day for years this has been going on to destroy the toe--which is now so bent to the left my other toes are shifting). I was put into another accident three days ago and the injury to my toe has resulted in further slippage of the toe into the other smaller toes. The cutting of the skin (to the bone) daily has resulted in blood loss so the area is extremely vulnerable. Then the endless accidents these repulsive famous media whores create when I fight against them, as I just did with rotten Johnn of the defunct Sex Pistols, a most hideously fake and repugnant lying and violent personality. I wanted to write a short story about him, and only thought about the concept. He teleported me and threatened me with very serious intent. I had thought he had Nancy Spungen murdered as a form of power take-over after the band was going to split up. I wrote a post regarding this in a comment on this foul nasty rotten creep's YouTube video many, many years ago. He responded that I am "crazy". I know that the same "mind control" torture system was in full operation back in 1970's and this sick creep knew exactly what he was doing when Sid Vicious was "suicided". I have been forced into extreme drugging and "suicide programming" when I was absolutely drugged up in a way that would require a complete artistic rendering and synthesis into an almost psychedelic impression of what the unreality is and was for me (and still is, to some extent).

I wrote about this on Facebook, and I see that the format changes to a blank white page when I copy and paste what I had written on Facebook. I do not like this effect.
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All that I had wanted to write in this post has not appeared, my brain is under attack while I type and I believe it is due to some technology embedded into the computer/laptop system itself and being "beamed" into my brain while I sit directly in front of this contraption. 
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These revolting creeps who teleport me, famous in the media and around the world, political leaders and personalities on all sides of the political spectrum (in my case, I am surrounded by the fake "liberal" opposition to the supposed "right wing" conservativism of the "Republicans". It's all a complete farce and spectacle, this charade. Thus, the sick creeps teleporting me, who are smug and smiling and gloating about having carte blanche to teleport, torture, rape and have millions of goon squad death squad (mostly minority brown/black skinned people vying to get promotions into the white power structure--which includes to a great extent the black entertainers and the few black politicians who exist in this media domain).

They are so confident that nothing but rewards and promotions will acrew from the longevity of their sustsained attacks upon me. Some of them go on for years and years attacking me and then stealing ideas after the torture and drugging "forces" a reaction out of me, where I philosophize as I do in all these posts about how their modus operandi for media psy-ops operates. The "liberal" rapists, bigots, black Nazis are even more smug about the White ones,.....almost but not quite. As they are supposed to represent the "Left Wing" side of the one-sided Nazi Order in the media, they torture me endlessly in a succession of one after the next in order to get power points (like it's a game and they also acrew points in some promotional ladder pyramid scheme if they continue to torture me for years and years with the "covert"--meaning NO ONE WILL COME FORWARD TO DEFEND THE TARGET BUT SEEMINGLY EVERYONE KNOWS ABOUT IT AS EVERYONE AROUND ME PARTICIPATES AND IT EXTENDS IN THIS SYSTEM UP TO THE US PRESIDENTS--in a row, one after the next--and the SMUG attitude they all have, which I just experienced with this rotten nasty English blonde-haired murdering bigot bastard (using terms he might use) the smug sauntering type of posture he wore for this private photo-op into higher power in the Nazi media GmbH corporation--as I expect that this vile creep is now going to get his own fake "alternative" or "liberal" tv show or some "prize" like that. This is the typical never-ending scenario that I have witnessed for years while this technology is being coveted by people around the world and the perpetrators are being put into highest positions.

Therefore, even in this election period, the smug posturing of the rapists, attackers and their wives, children and cohorts means that when or if Joe Biden comes to power, not much is going to change except the faces in the media circus news output. Not much when it comes to State-sponsored terrorism that this contract out on me entails, with MK ULTRA torture, "mind control" poisoning and drugging and torment, rape and violence while TELEPORTED on a nightly basis, absolute comatose physical state while being teleported as my body (where I am actually sleeping, my body is literally splitt in twain in some etherial splitting but I remain an inert, unconscious body in the prime state where I "live", and then I am physically present in some other area but with extremely limited sensations and abilities to comprehend certain aspects. I do not know if this limitationn is due to the technological interference with my brain, or an effect of the teleportation and the physics of my body being so manipulated into two beings in two locations --simultaneously. I do know this is how the technology operates as my cat (who has been stolen and is being used as a kind of blackmail to induce me to, when I ever heal, have a "baby" with one of the rapists, who will thhen supposedly return my beloved cat to me once they obtain this baby which will bring some kind of huge bonus or promotion to them. I doubt they will do more than murder me once they obtain this baby.

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I am unable to focus and write what I had intended. When I hand write the words come out at a much higher level of creative conception, but the physical limitations I have with hard chemicals embedded in my back--and yes, it requires back muscles to hand write, the interlacing of neurons and sinews requires a bit of the old skeletal muscle structure---and it actuallly hurts to sit up. I need a dictation phone thing, perhaps that might help. Here in Phuket I have never seen a store, electonic or otherwise, that carries such devices. Any online order is a huge risk for me as all electronics are broken and manipulated to have all kinds of tracking and brainwave afffecting technology. I suspect I have a microchip implant in my brain which these creeps can "tweak" when they want me to be silenced or made inarticulate as a form of discrediting.

Monday, June 29, 2020

2nd Amendment rights and false diagnoses by gang stalking personnel preventing gun purchases.

This is yet another post derived from a sporadic response to a video I watched with interview of Kamala Harris. I like her personality but this video shook me out of the dreamy hope that she would represent something anti-bigot anti-white male anti-gang stalking. These are just by-words for the concepts and the huge enormity of the situation is far larger than this mere few paragraphs on the subject. -----
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I do not support assault weapons in the hands of any consumer on the market, black or otherwise.
However, when I listen to this lecture by KH, I feel less certain of her as VP than I posted yesterday or 2 dayz ago
I realize I am uniformed in many ways due to not having a computer or much access to information for over a year. Despite all that, always beleagured by the stalking situation and fighting against it and sick and bedridden.
I think she would have too heavy an Executive Order hand in matters she is determined to attain.
For example, as a target, I have many discrediting factors on my record and none of it has anything to do with any single thing I have ever done or not done. All was determined when I applied for benefits due to the poisoning, and a lot of nastiness was afffixed to me by "stalkers" who did assessments of me (this is NOT an excuse for what has been or not been determined by so-called "experts").Due to the stalking situation, I may not qualify under any background check and could not purchase any gun.
My life is threatened on a daily and continuous basis and yet I would be denied any access to gun ownership should I need to defend myself I would be ineligible (if I could afford a gun, that is due to the blacklisting and economic sabotage)
Kamala harris is too harsh and unflexible in her emotive stance (verging on hysteria) in this video on gun control; and the tremor in her voice is a bit too extremist and unrelenting for my (personal) sense of calm or security when listening to her impassioned lecture. This is a performance on a stage to sell an emotional appeal that I think is the product of coaching by her advertising agents.
The 2nd Amendment should alllow citizens to defend themselves should enemies or the GOVERNMENT pose a threat to life and liberty. That definitely applies to me as a target and I should, according to the laws of my citizenship, be allowed to defend myself (certainly when stalking groups are "allowed" to poison and try to kill me in car accident after acciedent to cripple or damage my body, just as examples of the daily threat I am forced into by this sick and disgusting group of gang stalkers--most or all of you hacking into this page and reading this.
I should have the means to defend myself against your ugliness and sickness, you filth reading my posts and hacking and trying to suck out information, any energetic thing you can steal from me with full assent from the government and "society".
With these kinds of restrictions people who are targeted would further be disenfranchised and discriminated against. The culprits are fully "allowed" to have guns to maim and kill and all condoned by the gang stalking groups which follow the creed of the Constitution but conform to every unConstitutional deed possible and without end.
I am not sure I would want the beautiful MS Kamala Harris to be VP. It's very difficult to tell from outer appearance in photo-ops who or what is most qualified. I aml, like so many , sucked into the endless hype vortex called "hope" and pulled into believing that something that has been manufactured as a media construct is actually a redeemable and righteous leader.
All the fodder input by the media and I want to believe that a black woman can actually not be anything but concerned about human rights: it's a fallacy I think and KNOW by now what is most important is learning about how and what a person says and does in many settings and situations.
Most telling is when a person is stalking or more accurate: when they teleport you, oh "boy" oh boy oh boy you can see what a piece of shit the person really is.....
nasty
I would be exempt from purchasing a gun legally I think after all the stalking discrediting of me and my attempts to find legal protection and then the "system" turning my appeals into incriminations against my character. Thus, although I have never attempted to buy a gun, I might have to face being rejected due to the "system" putting false labels on me (and just doing that, not with any real or medical or LEGAL justification).
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNzur_RQe4k


Rant #2 (posted on Facebook today after being traumatized by the daily break-in by stalkers and the result).

The stalkers broke through my flimsy cabinet "security" system last night. Months of harming my body so badly from pounding in screw hooks to plastic-coated horrible, cheap and nasty faux "wood" paneling which covers the stalking portals designed to appear as cabinet walls inside cabinet spaces. The mechanical arms they push through the already multi-nailed down edges and middle parts of the huge panels, the outside of the doors also locked tight with hooks (and rope/pvc string apparatuses I created) except for ONE single area which I can't finish due to the detox which leaves me bedridden as hard poisons rip out flesh and flow through my body for elimination (carrying poisons and toxins petrifying for decades in hard internal shell casing that is latched into my skeleton.
One single area I could not finish. For days I have been inert and staring nearly comatose in front of the laptop screen because I simply cannot do any more than this after more than TWO YEARS of fighting perpetually, day after day, bedridden after they break in and put my hips and spine out of place and continuously drug me to the point of paralysis and a comatose waking zombie state
One space has only pvc string and something leaning against the open cuboard door area. It is so extremely hard to pound anything into this fake wood plastic stuff--I tried to pound in nails because there is a tiny space between the edge of the door and the hinge area, leaving enough space (one milimeter space ) for a mechanical arm to get through. As I type this the hacking interruption is continuous I have to backspace to correct inserts almost every word
I had to hand wash piles of clothing sprayed wiith horrific stinking fluids--akin to rotten meat or something as foul as that--continuously sprayed on everything in my room (furniture, curtains, clothing, sheets, blankets, inside drawers, everywhere all the time--every day they can get in, every moment they can get in, years and years wiithout end of this same thing going on and on with me perpetually cleaning when able to get out of bed).
they then call me "crazy" when I react to both drugging and this unending attack system (the above description is one tiny facet of a huge endless 360 circumference attack system, 24/7 global
ha ha, people are so thrilled and they get away wtih it NO ONE EVER HELPS THE TARGETS they just slowly die horrible deaths designed to appear as natural diseases and fungus toxic shock and cancer adn etc etc
clothing that was clean and smelled great yesterday now that I had to hand wash yesterday, a huge pile of it, and the pile of stinking clothing from these attacks never ends-it's like an endless pile of clotthing as soon as I clean one batch there are endless handfuls of more clothing sprayed wiith this stuff--if I manage to get them out for a day or two with my endless pounding and nailing in screws and tying them to every single edge and corner and middle space of the panels (which doesn't work, they have created a very flimsy fake sort of "wood" plastic covering which they can easily bed and insert their mechanical arms through--the back area is affixed like hard wood and, unlike most of the paneling in the very middle of the huge panels, is so solid you can't budge it. But in the middle it's like flimsy and you can knock on it and it resounds like a hollow little drum. The stalkers put some hard wood with this very malleable extremely thin fake plastic-coated wood covering, and I believe they just fasten some latch (I have heard latches closing with a click in the middle of the night as objects are inserted into the spaces --objects like insects for example and then the horrific stinking sprays on clothing and they tear and break things in the room with these arms and open the doors as people get in to destroy my body and slowly murder me in this fashion
One tiny little area was not sealed off because i simply have not the strength or muscles any longer to continuously harm my body in poudning in and screwing in hooks into extremely hard panels both on the interior and exterior of these panels lining both sides of the walls
I tried to pound in tiny nails into the open cracks of the hinge area where the doors of the cabinets open and need space to revolve to open the door. I pasted some paper and nailed in tiny nails to secure the paper/decoration stuff? so the spaces would not be penetrable. The nails literally would not go into the wood and bent and then flew out of my hand because the tip of the nails were bent nearly 180 and absolutely destroyed from just trying to pound a nail into the surface of these horrible and ugly nasty panels (which the stalkers smear grease and stains into after I clean up from theiir last attacks)
once I leave this studiok, which is inevitable if I want to have food to eat or water---they go in and make a mess, and then I return and spend over one hour just fighting to tye and make secure the room again (it takes me on average over two hours prior to leaving the room to clean what is stinking and the mess they make with these mechanical arms--I am so endlessly busy I never have time to work on how I look, what I am wearing, I'm so exhausted I spend all my time all my life cleaning up this stinking mess because I have to seal the studio patio doors at night and also tie two sets of bicycle locks (they just broke one I just bought and now i have to jimmy-rig it just to try to close it--they pull out the lock from the casing and then reinsert it so it moves and I can't get the lock closed and have to pull and maneuver just to get it closed. I threw out one that worked last week and this lock worked perfectly until this morning, when the floor is filthy from dirt sprinkled everywhere. The covering I put over the planks of the cheap and ugly fake wood flooring are slashed by now thousands of times and sprinkled with grime and filth in every spot they slash into so it's literally ripped up and sticking up all over the fllor. I am detoxifying nearly to my bohne structure by now from over NINE YEARS of detoxing from poisons this group put in my body all my life
and I just wrote of some sick and nasty media clown personality who tried to have me seriously injured after trying to suck out my health and healing remedies, which none of his Nazi bigot racist buddies ever helped me with financily as they stole and broke all my equipment and my body and torturedf me to obtain as much information out of me as possible because they are unorignial fake "Liberal" Nazi media constructs who have been torturing me for years, or longer,to steal ideas and then destroy me and my life and home and everything I have worked for
some new bigot creep has joined into the by now over 30 actors and directors and singers and "musicians" (crap music) the latest is known for his supposed alternative stance due to 40 years ago his partners (who are now dead, the really alternative ones) actually puttting out the "subversive" concepts and this screaming nasty clown singing about it and then eliminating his competition
and now used as a symbol for this, using the same protocols as the rest of the bigot KKK Nazis and black Nazis and Feminist Nazis and Jewish Nazis and Latino Nazis and "alternative" Nazis and MIllenniual Nazis and Communist murdering bigot liars and genocidal factions abounding
asking me for my healing remedies which I had to discover with no money, almost no money, by myself while his buddies he is parrtying with right now were having me repoisoned, tortured, raped, disfigured myimmune system breaking down from stress, etc etc asking how he can heal his bloated body while now, yet another one this horrrid nasty persoonality has participated and if he was the person giving the orders for the last possibly fatal accident (as the bottom of the hill is a heavy and dangerous traffic zone. Both sides of this entrance into the condominium is hidden by two very high walls so you can't see if cars are coming at the bottom of the hill--and vice-versa, the cars can't see people approaching the bottom of the hill. I could have fallen into traffic and been hit and killed.
this is what this bloated nasty pop musican ("alternative" ) person ordered, or his Nazi partner who makes no hidden secret of his Nazi affiliation (for publicitty purposes to get into the entertainment milleau in H-wood, he's now "reformed" and now a compassionate YouTube personality who wanna wants so badly to get into the mainstream American Hollywood scene--as they all do, nearly drooling
and vicious deadly atttacks on me and then responding with absolutely Nazi violence is a huge way these p-a's are and have been using to get promoted by demonstrating how they will absolutely destroy other people using this technology, but more importantly, by conforming to the Nazi genocidal policies--in order to be put in higher ranking and positions in both poltitics, in the media, and in general in every facet of society (around the world this system has already been absolutely established and the murders and genocides have been taking place for longer than the onslaught of the Nazis in Europe back 80 years ago).
So, I'm writing this again, once again after spraying more bleach on clothing that smelled like perfume yesterday--this morning waking up to cuts in my arm, my hair stinking and greasy and hair cut out of the back of my head (again, years of this now going on and on, but at slow, incremental stages so all appears "natural" )--cuts and bruises in my legs, etc etc all the years of me describing all of this WITH NOT A SINGLE RESPONSE OF SUPPORT exdept for maybe a few people who do a little bit and then receded into the security of doing nothing but assuring themselves that they are not total complacent supporters of what they espouse publically they are against (if they can even do that)
which means most of you who are reading this and ascertaining what is going on and "care" but just can't do anything
so I am writing this in this seeming futile state after just fighting alone for years to get anyone to get me into a safe place to live where this shit is not going on and on and on and these pig ape clowns are not allowed to be handed these technologies and have access to the shit pig parasites doing the street level attacks (most "normal" civilians)
Many of them reading my posts.
My brain is under attack and I am backspacing non-stop to correct the hacker inserts.

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This most recent car attack/potential murder situation/"accident" (with oil drizzled upon the road descending to the bottom of the hill, in a tiny stream on a hot, sunny day). The motorbike of course sliding out from under me in the necessary braking at the bottom of the hill, breaking the rear view mirror and also slight injury to my foot. the perpetrator now is enjoying his pig promotion and laughing with his Nazi wife and Nazi buddies while spouting off about how he cares about justice in society for the media circus he has undeservedly obtained from eliminating his competition and assuming the mantle, alone, for being the sole originator of the punk movement (while sorta humbly doing so). NOT humble in a private session with teleportation, but demanding and obnoxious and bullying and violent (and then either he, or the Nazi out of Denmark, or one of the 30 or more actors who have already trie dto have me killed in accident after accident after torturing me to obtain ideas for their mainstream personalities turned media sensations of "feminist" ideology turned into Disney movies and stuff like that--with condescension asking for information with no gratitude expressed whatsoever--while I was sleeping, under hypnosis, and unaware of his real personality or intention. Only upon waking and re-assessing the situation could I fathom how callously nasty he really is. the next day I thought, only CONCEIVED of the idea of a story which I can't begin to write--so sick from being drugged up and detoxifying and pounding in screws into impossibly plastic surfaces (two hooks to secure one spot--tying with all strength rope and fastening also takes great back muscke strength which I do not have because every day poisons are loosening and slowly ripping out of my back and muscles and sinews and joints so I am literally losing muscles every day and then harming my body by continuously screwing and pounding in these hooks to try to stop disfigurement, rape, stinking fungus inserted into my hair, vagina and food and poisoned and drugged into paralysis and then tortured and emotionally attacked so I write and write and then detail all the concepts I have studied about feminsm, and politics, so meaningless haters who steal and rob from the real creators can be paid in millions for the farces that are created around them to deceive the public into hoping that "change" is going to finally happen. The "change" appears to only strength the cultprits' position and leaves the viewers and consumers in a hazy fog of incapacity emotinoally and intellectually as they follow and "believe" that they are in trusted and good hands. Or they are secure in knowing that the lies are continuously being covered over by the media as they continue in their death squad hate plans, which continue unimpeded by any government source or legal agency around the world. And thus, hounded by them, I write these posts about the tortures they are doing. They are still being handed all access to attacking me, but I wriite becausea supposedly the "young" are going to set things straight and the "old" are going to fight losing their security--or some such set of excusees to get people to fight in the streets for the inaction of the more financially secure--or something like that, really I'm under all kinds of attack while I write this very post so it's nearlly impossible for me to get anything out. As I elaborate upon every time I write so this should come as nothing new to anybody familiar with my endless posts about people never doing anything to stop this crime against me. Oh yes, under these "mind control" attacks I diverted from my point: I was disgusted by yet another whorewood creep and so I thought of a story, he with his group of synthetic telepathy and voice-to-skull technicians was able to simply "listen" to my thought structure (oh yes, there's also microwave hearing technology)--and theatened me the next day upon teleporting me--about not publishing or writing about his hate and negativity and lies and what I saw was a mild form of a more repugnant personality endlessly put in the light of being this witty English punk rocker who has lots of jokes and is witty and CARES so much about humanity (as long as it's white males and their Nazi blonde Nazi women who aren't going to have to work or fight for anything but want to comfortably create some "art" and not have to fight or get dirty and work like a pleb but have an artistic life --that's his "set" and I have been involved with people like this, have been myself, so it's no surprise to me. However, he tried to have me killed or someone near him did it for him because I called him a pig and began fighhting with him. In the last three weeks there have been THREE NEW WHITE MALES attacking me, all famous in one way or another (some more nefarious for their fame than others). All now have profuse kindly anti-authoritarian advice and commentary to make. All have hit, punched, threatened to kill me for saying NO and making jokes about them and screaming at them to get off me and that is the result. Instead of flying locusts surrounding me, it's like a series of nasty flying pigs all flying at me in succession for the last three weeks. They continue to put their crap into my body and home and into my internet, all now are part of the main H-wood group and undoubtedly have been handed investments and business opportunities as a result of this kind of violence directed at me.I don't want to write their names but they are hacking in anyway. So is their group which is by now over 30 famous actors, they sit in row after row staring as one pig after the next assaults me as I yell and fight back.

I need to create a "rant" page but at this time am blogpost template unfriendly

This is again taken from Facebook. This is the kind of post I have written of for years and years to no avail (my Facebook page is being hacked by Hollywood actors and writers who want to steal and have been stealing ideas I write of drugged, under torture and duress, so they can write about all the themes I set out to try to delineate and incorporate into the rationale of the gang stalking milleau.

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This situation, below, I hope to not have to write again but I am posting it here as I am very tired of just the stalking organization having access to these concepts. It is highly unlikely that my blog, this blog, will be accessible to the general public but still it is necessary for me to write and get this stress out. The very negative side of this is that the stalkers are literally erotically turned on by the endless years of my repetitive begging into the void of the internet for anyone to defend or help me. The standard reaction is silence. The endless response is silence and accusations that I am delusional. I have had to stop describing this verbally to people. The few people I have described this to are stalkers adamantly fixated with obtaining free businesses, free rent, and the thrill of torturing someone else and while I'm in a helpless mode of having to deal with them (surrounded by their partners, always I am literally surrounded by them on all sides as the stalking protocols demand)

My brain is concurrently blasted with tech so I am not able too grasp the concepts that I am under attack. It's very long, I'm just going to copy what I just wrote about the structure of how gang stalking is perpetrated in the private living space.

As I wrote earlier today, I want to copyright my information after so many years of people hacking and stealing ideas.

It feels futile but I am going to go through all the procedures regardless.
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The stalkers broke through my flimsy cabinet "security" system last night. Months of harming my body so badly from pounding in screw hooks to plastic-coated horrible, cheap and nasty faux "wood" paneling which covers the stalking portals designed to appear as cabinet walls inside cabinet spaces. The mechanical arms they push through the already multi-nailed down edges and middle parts of the huge panels, the outside of the doors also locked tight with hooks (and rope/pvc string apparatuses I created) except for ONE single area which I can't finish due to the detox which leaves me bedridden as hard poisons rip out flesh and flow through my body for elimination (carrying poisons and toxins petrifying for decades in hard internal shell casing that is latched into my skeleton.

One single area I could not finish. For days I have been inert and staring nearly comatose in front of the laptop screen because I simply cannot do any more than this after more than TWO YEARS of fighting perpetually, day after day, bedridden after they break in and put my hips and spine out of place and continuously drug me to the point of paralysis and a comatose waking zombie state

One space has only pvc string and something leaning against the open cuboard door area. It is so extremely hard to pound anything into this fake wood plastic stuff--I tried to pound in nails because there is a tiny space between the edge of the door and the hinge area, leaving enough space (one milimeter space ) for a mechanical arm to get through. As I type this the hacking interruption is continuous I have to backspace to correct inserts almost every word

I had to hand wash piles of clothing sprayed wiith horrific stinking fluids--akin to rotten meat or something as foul as that--continuously sprayed on everything in my room (furniture, curtains, clothing, sheets, blankets, inside drawers, everywhere all the time--every day they can get in, every moment they can get in, years and years wiithout end of this same thing going on and on with me perpetually cleaning when able to get out of bed).

they then call me "crazy" when I react to both drugging and this unending attack system (the above description is one tiny facet of a huge endless 360 circumference attack system, 24/7 global

ha ha, people are so thrilled and they get away wtih it NO ONE EVER HELPS THE TARGETS they just slowly die horrible deaths designed to appear as natural diseases and fungus toxic shock and cancer adn etc etc

clothing that was clean and smelled great yesterday now that I had to hand wash yesterday, a huge pile of it, and the pile of stinking clothing from these attacks never ends-it's like an endless pile of clotthing as soon as I clean one batch there are endless handfuls of more clothing sprayed wiith this stuff--if I manage to get them out for a day or two with my endless pounding and nailing in screws and tying them to every single edge and corner and middle space of the panels (which doesn't work, they have created a very flimsy fake sort of "wood" plastic covering which they can easily bed and insert their mechanical arms through--the back area is affixed like hard wood and, unlike most of the paneling in the very middle of the huge panels, is so solid you can't budge it. But in the middle it's like flimsy and you can knock on it and it resounds like a hollow little drum. The stalkers put some hard wood with this very malleable extremely thin fake plastic-coated wood covering, and I believe they just fasten some latch (I have heard latches closing with a click in the middle of the night as objects are inserted into the spaces --objects like insects for example and then the horrific stinking sprays on clothing and they tear and break things in the room with these arms and open the doors as people get in to destroy my body and slowly murder me in this fashion

One tiny little area was not sealed off because i simply have not the strength or muscles any longer to continuously harm my body in poudning in and screwing in hooks into extremely hard panels both on the interior and exterior of these panels lining both sides of the walls

I tried to pound in tiny nails into the open cracks of the hinge area where the doors of the cabinets open and need space to revolve to open the door. I pasted some paper and nailed in tiny nails to secure the paper/decoration stuff? so the spaces would not be penetrable. The nails literally would not go into the wood and bent and then flew out of my hand because the tip of the nails were bent nearly 180 and absolutely destroyed from just trying to pound a nail into the surface of these horrible and ugly nasty panels (which the stalkers smear grease and stains into after I clean up from theiir last attacks)

once I leave this studiok, which is inevitable if I want to have food to eat or water---they go in and make a mess, and then I return and spend over one hour just fighting to tye and make secure the room again (it takes me on average over two hours prior to leaving the room to clean what is stinking and the mess they make with these mechanical arms--I am so endlessly busy I never have time to work on how I look, what I am wearing, I'm so exhausted I spend all my time all my life cleaning up this stinking mess because I have to seal the studio patio doors at night and also tie two sets of bicycle locks (they just broke one I just bought and now i have to jimmy-rig it just to try to close it--they pull out the lock from the casing and then reinsert it so it moves and I can't get the lock closed and have to pull and maneuver just to get it closed. I threw out one that worked last week and this lock worked perfectly until this morning, when the floor is filthy from dirt sprinkled everywhere. The covering I put over the planks of the cheap and ugly fake wood flooring are slashed by now thousands of times and sprinkled with grime and filth in every spot they slash into so it's literally ripped up and sticking up all over the fllor. I am detoxifying nearly to my bohne structure by now from over NINE YEARS of detoxing from poisons this group put in my body all my life

and I just wrote of some sick and nasty media clown personality who tried to have me seriously injured after trying to suck out my health and healing remedies, which none of his Nazi bigot racist buddies ever helped me with financily as they stole and broke all my equipment and my body and torturedf me to obtain as much information out of me as possible because they are unorignial fake "Liberal" Nazi media constructs who have been torturing me for years, or longer,to steal ideas and then destroy me and my life and home and everything I have worked for

some new bigot creep has joined into the by now over 30 actors and directors and singers and "musicians" (crap music) the latest is known for his supposed alternative stance due to 40 years ago his partners (who are now dead, the really alternative ones) actually puttting out the "subversive" concepts and this screaming nasty clown singing about it and then eliminating his competition

and now used as a symbol for this, using the same protocols as the rest of the bigot KKK Nazis and black Nazis and Feminist Nazis and Jewish Nazis and Latino Nazis and "alternative" Nazis and MIllenniual Nazis and Communist murdering bigot liars and genocidal factions abounding

asking me for my healing remedies which I had to discover with no money, almost no money, by myself while his buddies he is parrtying with right now were having me repoisoned, tortured, raped, disfigured myimmune system breaking down from stress, etc etc asking how he can heal his bloated body while now, yet another one this horrrid nasty persoonality has participated and if he was the person giving the orders for the last possibly fatal accident (as the bottom of the hill is a heavy and dangerous traffic zone. Both sides of this entrance into the condominium is hidden by two very high walls so you can't see if cars are coming at the bottom of the hill--and vice-versa, the cars can't see people approaching the bottom of the hill. I could have fallen into traffic and been hit and killed.

this is what this bloated nasty pop musican ("alternative" ) person ordered, or his Nazi partner who makes no hidden secret of his Nazi affiliation (for publicitty purposes to get into the entertainment milleau in H-wood, he's now "reformed" and now a compassionate YouTube personality who wanna wants so badly to get into the mainstream American Hollywood scene--as they all do, nearly drooling

and vicious deadly atttacks on me and then responding with absolutely Nazi violence is a huge way these p-a's are and have been using to get promoted by demonstrating how they will absolutely destroy other people using this technology, but more importantly, by conforming to the Nazi genocidal policies--in order to be put in higher ranking and positions in both poltitics, in the media, and in general in every facet of society (around the world this system has already been absolutely established and the murders and genocides have been taking place for longer than the onslaught of the Nazis in Europe back 80 years ago).

So, I'm writing this again, once again after spraying more bleach on clothing that smelled like perfume yesterday--this morning waking up to cuts in my arm, my hair stinking and greasy and hair cut out of the back of my head (again, years of this now going on and on, but at slow, incremental stages so all appears "natural" )--cuts and bruises in my legs, etc etc all the years of me describing all of this WITH NOT A SINGLE RESPONSE OF SUPPORT exdept for maybe a few people who do a little bit and then receded into the security of doing nothing but assuring themselves that they are not total complacent supporters of what they espouse publically they are against (if they can even do that)

which means most of you who are reading this and ascertaining what is going on and "care" but just can't do anything

so I am writing this in this seeming futile state after just fighting alone for years to get anyone to get me into a safe place to live where this shit is not going on and on and on and these pig ape clowns are not allowed to be handed these technologies and have access to the shit pig parasites doing the street level attacks (most "normal" civilians)

Many of them reading my posts.

My brain is under attack and I am backspacing non-stop to correct the hacker inserts

Circa 180 days of no connection to news events due to non-stop threats from terrorist celebrities, news, political and every other facet of media celluloid mind programming hell who jump at every click I make to attack me. If their hacked photos/articles appear on the news print sources I try to avert the videos on YouTube to get news content, if I so much as LOOK at their photos hacked on the page, or open a news article referring to the shit scum who hack and hack so if I see them or click they jump in a greaseball lightening frenzy to assault me in Whorewood. This includes cheap and unheard of Youtubers, and anything else that can slide on into the terror group does I tried to just read news papers online and got f-ing Netanyahu abusing and cajoling me for ideas and then abusing me immediately after he obtained what he wanted. I tried to get him off me a few weeks ago and spent weeks of iteral physical fights to get Ratskin from beating and abusing me for hours and hours and huors yelling because I am tryin to get a sexual predator abu8ser off me--which represents the Jewish Nazi component of the 4th Reich, in totality but out of the U.S.-Israel branch. Add Adam Schiff to that as well as he stood in silent agreement urging Ratskin to abuse, beat and yell fascistically at me using this tech. My crime? For saying NO to rotten ugly sh it pigs from raping poisoning abusing stealing my ideas and then discarding me but only after destroying something, stealing and breaking and breaking down my body, finances and life and health adn abusing me all the while but drugging me into believing I was in "lov" using drugging/mind control while for most of my life I had NO IDEA about this contract. Now that I know and am fighting it, I am at the level of SHIT FROM CONGRESS violently assaulting me simultaneously they are blathering bs about freedom Democracy and womens' rights against domestic violence , rape culture and lack of everything that the 4th Reich is now pushing so ONLY blonde Nazi women can enjoy the wealth and abortions (they can just fly overseas if need be on a vacay to get away from the lack of abortion--as the wealth disparities increase they all plan on personal private plantations to fund their luxury slave and rape plantations--a lot of blacks are included in this scheme and Jews proliferate. AIPAC undoubtedly has been forging alliances with Nazis as they blondify their country and Nazis control them, but meanwhile all the antisemites claim that Jews are the New Nazis--this, too is purposeful to have the other Nazi Progressives literally rampage and kill Jews if they only could and probably will. This double-sided machination is currently in progress, but the filth shit attacking me are pompous scum knowing that they are "protected". Maybe they really aren't. Stupid scumbags to the end, some adept at eloquent blathering for cameras and into microphones.//I can't look at a single news story, not in news print and YouTube is just a death portal for me at this time. I can't read a single news item without someone attacking me for having read it. I can't watch a single fucking tv show or movie even if the lead stars are dead the spawn profit off the royalties and they attack me. I tried to find an old movie channel and it had a ton of black-and-white old movies and the next time I opened it all was modern, colored movies with the same shit attacking me and all the long-dead stars are erased from my searches. So any single 20+year old movie could be a potential "forever" terrorist and family attacking me--this happened with shit-nigger the fuck from Austrial body builder turned governor now covert fascist Nazi (as he always was) back-patting STallone for his "service" to the 4th Reich for brining in every shit fascist bigot through South Beach and Florida has turned absolutely fascist and Nazi as a result. Moving on to Los Angeles, or maybe it's the other way around. I can't even open any news source I have to completely ignore all goings-on and have no contact with the outside world for at least 180 days or longer. It appears that every single fucking person in power is aligning with allowing Trump to get away with his violence and crimes, put more fascist Nazis into power, and then get elected again if possible. They are VIOLENTLY with deadly hate assaulting me non-stop. Every day, it used to be hours in the morning, but MAGA MUCK this filthy black-spirit "christian" "leader" of shit in Congress has doubled the abuse because he's operating for Trump and they ahve to abuse me, now it's 8 years of Trump violently assaulting me through hundreds of celebrities. The only reason Trump got into this contract was because I CLICKED on his photo hacked on my Facebook page and I only wanted to know a bit more about him so I clicked on this photo of him sitting in his provate jet and ever since, it's been not just a continuation of torture and violence but now they are going almost round-the-clock torture for that pile of shit to get this contract and all I do and have done for over a decade is tell them no and I am fighting to NOT PUT NAZIS INTO POWER if anyone out there does NOT WANT NAZIS TO CONTROL AMERICA maybe you can do something other than sit passively and then spew bs into cameras for your s hit "career".