Tuesday, June 30, 2020

"Why" am I under violent assault continuously? (Reader parenthetically asks silently whiile reading my blog).

The assulat on me three days ago has nearly severed my left toe. I was assaulted when the stalking organization had a stream of oil trickle down the steep hillside I must necessarily drive down. On braking near the bottom of the hill, the oil caused the brakes to stop operating and the bike wiped out immediately. The bike fell on my left foot, where stalkers at night broke my left large toe (many years ago, back around 2009). Since then, nighttime stalkers have been severing skin tissue between the webbing of the left large toe and the next toe, and also pushing the toe ever more to the left so by now it's at a near 45-degree angle nearly causing the other toes to shift leftwards as well. My entire left foot is damaged and the bone connecting to the large left toe juts out of the ball of my foot, extending outward.  The people resposible for breaking my left large toe are "ex-pats" living in Rawai, Phuket Thailand. I rented a small room in the house of a Swiss (but "Italian" background) women who had once been the president of the charity (money-laundering Nazi organization) The Lions Club. She told me in the two days I rented a room in her house (intending to stay long-term) that when she first moved to Phuket, she had almost no money. Now after having been president of this "charity" organization she owns a huge tract of land with mansions that she rents to foreigners on their endless long-term vacations (derived from money stolen from victims of the Holocaust, and other bank austerity laundering schemes that finance the endless lifestyles of the criminal Euro-p Nazi stalkers, which is almost all of them I have been around who come to Phuket for endless vacations and paid-for pensions and investments and a Nazi government now controlled by the "investors" in a military coup government. Oh, not able to write that it's a bad thing to do according to Thai law but that is the real situation). There was a German couple who lived in a small house near my rented house in Rawai (or was it Nai Harn? I never get the city lines straight it's almost the same tiny area). A GERMAN COUPLE WHO ARE SCUBA DIVERS by profession. They have lots of reptiles in their house. One of them either had the Thai slaves break my toe or they did it themselves. The Swiss/Italian woman is old and has hip problems so I doubt she could commit the deed herself. However, the German screeps are probably the culprits, and second suspects are the endless Thais surrounding these white supremacist Nazi attackers, like fleas popping off rancid stinnking pig carcases (as they are dead souls inhabiting filthy spoiled meat bodies). My "immature" ranting espectially after all the endless attackks that have gone on for years and years means I can't just write that they are nasty and mean. I get into enlarged hate rants. It's an alleviation of stress because I remain paralyzed for themost part by poisoning people like this also contributed to for my now bedridden and poisoned state. However, for anyone who cares, please destroy these people I just mentioned if possible. I prefer them gone and off this planet. thanks!@ ranting rage.

I really had intended this blog to be a creative writing and money-generating affair in the internet. Due to the drugging that I can't stop as home break-ins remain, and the paralysis rendering me incapable of physical exercise to alleviate stress, and the endless series of attacks and no support system or even one human being (all animals I have loved killed or taken away) and no one approaching me except to exploit and use and attack. I write these ranting rage posts and all is exacerbated by the drugging. I am not able to express myself creatively with these technological attacks on my brain while I sit in front of t he laptop. I am not able to hand write well and for any length of time due to attackks on mynervous system. I thus write and relieve stress by calling these pig ape pieces of shit the crap that they are.  They are all calm and composed because they vented their miserable hate and racism out on me behind the cloak of invisibility this stalking group affords them. I remain like a victim of domestic violence, hysterical and writing about it trying to "reach out" to no one, as no one ever approaches me wth any support and even domestic violence shelters are havens of domestic violence gang stalkers. The stalkers  even have their children attack me in domestic violence shelters and then attack me for trying to stop the children from hitting me. All is protected by these shelters (I had to go to shelters when I was applying for benefits due to poisoning, which I didn't know was happening to me. I was poisoned non-stop in places that are supposed to shelter victims of attacks and thus the system is every single place and there is no haven or safe place)>

THUS I write to relieve the stress. Plus, this group wants me writing about the misery and living in misery and I am being brainwashed/mind controlled into writing every day. The stalking terror group (aka Nazis) want to hear me writing about misery every singlle day, and every single day no one ever comes to me with any support. Years and years. 

So read on, you drooling  perverts.

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This new assault, like the many nighttime destructions of my body I have described for years on Facebook, too weary and under too much hacking interruption (keyboard is always non-operational but barely manageable to write while I have to backspace to correct hacker inserts, this is every or every other word, plus having to pound down on the keyboard as the keys are made stiff by the malware).  When these actors and writers out of H-wood teleport me, after years of being raped, tortured and then discarded by one after the next.. It used to be they would play their game of drugging and then raping me while I was brainwashed into believing it was "love" (drugged up, extremely with their drugs you can't understand how powerful the drugging and tech interface is). But alas, the extremity of the "experiment" now entails that they are globbing on like parasites because of this "baby" contract out on me, so they never stop and of course, I wrote earlier that they acrew more bonuses and promotions the longer they attack and assault me using this "covert" teleportation technology in combination with gang stalking groups which are plentiful to the levels of millions upon millions of gang stalkers in a global system unchecked by any legal authority source. 

I will probably repeat all of the above so many times it will be routine, as it's the most common theme I must try to avert in writing. Trying to get into the more important aspects of this situation.

They attack me with accidents, assaults on my body while I am in this unconscious and incapable sleeping/teleportation state. The stalkers are by proxy abusers for the men and women who, with all their money, simply watch videos of me being tortured and disfigured and scarred up and blemishes and poisons and things smeared on my skin and hair, hair sheered so I look partially balding, etc etc

I am fighting back after a few murder attempts from two men (both Europeans--but I call them Europigs in my Facebook page, and pig apes for all the people involved as their humanity is absolutely gone by now. This is their behavior, I have been forced into a loathing and disgust stage of my view of them, these terrorist teleporting movie stars (the list is long, name the most prominent in Hollywood at this time and most likely you will come across at least one, or a friend of a friend of the teleporting pig apes and Europigs who are really mostly all Nazis and that is no exaggeration)

Thus, three days ago they created this accident when Johnny Rotten, aka the Sex Pistols front singer teleported me to inquire about my personal healing modalities. Asleep, teleported and under hypnosis after recurrent annual/daily/non-stop drugging with mind control drugs infused into skin patches or my food from stalkers I can't get out of my room (another long story, have I written about it yesterday and posted or tried to post about it with hacking interference?). I realized that my hypothesis I intuited years ago, after doing a bit of study on the subject of the murder of Nancy Spungen, and how Sid Vicious appeared to be drugged up and under "suicide" programming. This was at a period of my life when I started to assess how or which celebriities who were truly "alternative" have since been wiped out by what could be assassinations by the same source that has tried to murder me, and others I have known who were alternative and true rebels.

So many are dead who once opposed this onslaught of genocidal Nazi culture and the ensuing "dumbing down" of the media. Entertainment is a mind-numbing instead of revigorating experience. Filled with death and cruelty and rape and pornography as methods of mind control.

I studied the Sex Pistols debacle and my intuitive assessment after watching the videos on Youtube about Sid & Nancy, watching the Hollywood version of the same, which was absolutely a personality character assassination of the couple based on prejudice (i.e. as the couple kisses in the film, trash descends like rain around them apparently falling out of the sky, as a truly desultry romantic connotation of filth and trash and dirt that these characters are suppoosed to represent, the connotations are indelible).

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I suspected that Mr Rotten himself may have been one of the perpetrators of a dual murder and then mind control suicide programming stint. If not him, then people near him. That was my suspicion and drugged up from mind control drugs insinuation. I wrote in the comment section of a mr rotten youtube video that I wondered if he was responsible for the murder(s). He replied that I am "crazy", which is the most common accusation leveled at MK ULTRA and mind control and gang stalking victims. Truly discredited. That also is the case for many a truly anti-authoritarian media personality of the past (they no longer exist in mainstream media). Now that the Vietnam War has stopped compulsory and mandatory military enlistment (aka The Draft) the pigs I mean the kids of America only wanna party and don't want to be worried by rebellion against a system which allows subordination and blacks and poors and others to have to defend the country while they shout and sing punk songs about how they are rebelling (for a short while) against mommy and daddy and then going off to get a good job and invest and get rich and live in places like Thailand where they can get "laid" almost for free on vacation.

A very cyncial paragraph above. Please excuse that I am human and need to vent the anger at what I have experienced from the "Left Wing" white (and black and all other races) stalkers who are just rapists and murdering bigots carrying out a false "liberal" media circus entertainment ritualistic nullification of anything truly "subversive" threatening their comfort or security.

I now fight as much as I can against the endless tirade of rapist-after-rapist teleporting, then getting rewarded and promoted for trying to force a drugged up reaction of drug-induced/technologicallly induced "love" out of me (I am also of course perpetually lied to) and then after they suck out my energy, then they ABUSE and torture me. When I react in rage, they get even more promotions.

Thus, with this mind reading technology---SNYTHETIC TELEPATHY, MICROCHIP IMPLANTS, VOICE-TO-SKULL TECHNOLOGY--I merely "thought" to myself that this punkster famous person is being drugged and poisoned to death.  Almost immediately he teleported me and asked me for all the healing secrets I had to privately, with all finances blocked, ability to pay for any medical service blocked and denied with stalker "accidents" which could have maimed or killed me abounding for years and years---I told him a few very good pieces of advice which I had to suffer and nearly die to figure out by myself (while under non-stop torture from pig ape rapist after rapist cloaked in the "secrecy" of teleportation and the gang stalking Nazi network).

The attitude of mr rotten afterwards was of ENTITLEMENT and that it was his due to just suck out, drain and take out of demand, without a single iota of gratitude expressed afterwards.

When I awoke, and realized what had happened, I thought that he was exactly just like the Nazi Danish man who had murdered his bandmate in a frenzy of a power struggle, just as he was getting booted out of the band due to internal power struggles. Nazi bigots without an easy Jewish or minorrity target (this all happened long ago before the onslaught of immigration from damaged countries with their waves of brown-skinned and devestated Syrian and other darker "minorities" easily targeted by white supremacists.  The similarities between the two was more pronounced because they were both attacking me in all the various modalities of gang stalking, teleportation and all the other internet and various means literally on the same day. The extreme Right and ostensibly the Left blending in one system, all operating together in the same media complex and both attacking me with vicious violence, hate and negativity simultaneously was such a synchronistic moment that I had to forumlate an idea for a short story about both of them. The next day I was teleported to  mr rotten who then threatened me, "I'm warning you" in a tone that implied serious threat (as I surmised earlier, I think he may have been responsible for the murder of Nancy Spungen) and I could feel the real danger from this man, who appears so glib and jolly but is a deadly personality and much worse than Trump in terms of represeed hostility and violence. While Trump may be able to order the deaths of people using the military, the rotten mr is ready to spring at a moment's notice and undoubtedly has some experience in the matter. This only confirmed my hypothetical view that the murder of Nancy was indeed theoretically connected to the power struggle of this "punk is dead" sell out posturing poseur. Now he's in Hollywood with the billionaires and oh I'm sure he can't wait to get more mansions and deals and still playing the compassionate "liberal" all the while.

I too have a short fuse, but my instantaneous rage occurs rationally, as in stemming out of never ending torture going on and on to this very moment for decades,  when it comes to men approaching me to exploit in this system. Immediately after he threatened me I began screaming, "Die pig!" at him.

The next day, upon waking and going out to buy food, the "accident" happened. My left toe, which I described above, is now pointing even more dangerously to the left and is in very bad shape, to the point that I require surgery. Of course, the pigs I mean the stalking organization has blocked each and every avenue of financial solvency for me, I live on the edge of homelessness every single day. All attempts to earn money result in a waste of time, if I try to earn any money online. If I try to work in a "normal" work setting, many of the men in these work places try to drug and rape me (and then spread the word around, the stalker bosses who hire me in the first place to destroy my credibility).

I am constantly fighting one of them after the next. In the last two weeks there have been three "new" white males, all famous in one way or another, all of them putting out public statements, shows, YouTube presentations, tv shows about how they are defending "liberal" values (or values against encroachment  of an overarching authoritarian system).

Do I need to express how hypocritical that is? Of course, they mean for white males and the violence, abuse, absolute destruction of all and I mean ALL HUMAN RIGHTS obliterated for me is, for all the stalkers and the teleporting agents, the black men and women now "fighting against racism" and the women fighting against rape culture--they act and behave as if my fight is a crime. That by fighting against their bigot disguised white Nazi male husbands and buddies in this system, who help in promoting them because they too are faker than anyone outside this system could imagine (hard to imagine but the lies are so exaggerated in comparison with what they are like in private when they are handed technology to vent their torture fantsies upon someone else, and for profit?!!! And for promotion into highest spheres of their snake oil trade? And oh, the hormonal rush the PLEASURE for them too and beauty enhancement as well. How people blossom out of the power of torturing someone else!

And thus, my foot is now completely disfigured, I need surgery and I can't even afford food I need to eat well and healthy. They have blocked all that.

I thus reacted in rage to this rotten creep who is undoubtedly now getting his new promotion for attacking and disfiguring me like this.

I wanted to add something very pertinant as well: a few years ago I published a video of this rotten Johnny when he did a tour of London on a bus. His act of performing the outcast black sheep, fighting in anarchist style against the English bombardment of modern architecture and the imposition of the "American" beauroocratic style on English/London life and landscape. How he has been blacklisted by the US Embassy. Oh, the disenfranchised and discriminated-against liberal punk rocker, the performance appeared so genuine and I could feel this sense of relief that not all the anti-authoritarian people have been killed off and some are still kicking it in the media, as some kind of relief from the hype of the glossy charity porno mainstream starz.

Alas. The same game I bought into. That is why his first attempt to scam information out of me worked so well for one single time. I did not know him, essentially that was why the hypnosis and teleportation worked ONE SINGLE TIME while I was asleep, teleported, drugged up, under duress, and then sucked dry for  information and then discarded to be tortured by his nearly identical opposite twin Nazi anti-Semitic partner in this teleportation torture and rape situation that has forced me to write endlessly for years about and to which no one ever responds with protection.

I still want to write a short story on this subject. I realize that in front of this computer, and indeed all computers, I am affected by some kind of tech which absolutely skews my brainwaves and ability to focus and write in the style I really am capable of.

I am trying to convey the more universal scam of the media when "alternative" people are presented. It is more acute when they play the downtrodden outcast who is fighting against oppression. Very similar to exactly what I myself am doing right now!  When the attacks are real and unjustified as the attacks are towards me (I have not harmed anyone I just do my best and compete and win very often when not so imposed upon, and that, to this group, is enough rationale to have me destroyed/murdered/raped and then discredited afterwards when I have to vent the frustration and stress and am physically handicapped by poisoning and thus I write and am not able to formulate thoughts and it all comes pouring out with their subliminals pouring out as well. A full discrediting effect.

When a wanna be rich and famous type puts out their performances of being the "under dog"--such an oft-used plot device in H-wood movies: and how they are applauded especially when they are white males fighting women ("bitches") and minorities "rapists like Weinstein" by the white males and women notably who have their OWN production companies they want to see replacing that of the "Jews" in Hollywood.

Jewish Nancy of the Sex Pistols was murdered. I believe it was SHE who was the real impetus of the real revolutionary thought of that band.

Riding on the crest of that wave for over 40 years now. I have to be the one and only person able to try to express what violent assumption of power this media personality operates behind? Is there no one else alive to try to describe the deed who isn't silenced or dead by now?

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After walking away from the laptop I realized that I had been blocked by mind control tech from writing about a point I wanted to get out. Here I am again revising. My brain retains the information and then after the bombardment of the tech is not within such immediate range (blasting into my brain while I sit at these laptops or computers in all settings; internet cafes, etc. I am under non-stop surveillance and there is no place I can go which isn't prepared for some kind of attack or assault, in all locations, global.

When I was threatened to not publish a short story about the comparison of the Right and Left (but ultimately one-sided white male power structure aka Nazism in this modern era) musicians--as I was in this nearly unconscious state of teleportation, and my reactions to their endless threats, rape, assaults (slapping, hitting, punching, rape, homeless skits because of the financial straits this group has rendered me into and other types of sexual assault by people I don't know, all similar to "dreams" in this nascent unconscious "MK ULTRA alter state" while teleported and drugged up. My reactions to being threatened by now are of immediate rage and violence since these "men" have tried to poison me to death, raped me while I was being murdered (by them and their stalking crews under their supervision) as I needed to not have more poison pumped into my body. Years of daily 24 hour torture, and yet another new white male attacking me within the space of two week period and my immediate reaction to him was, "Die PIG!". This is a foreigner trying to impose a silencing restriction on Freedom of Speech, in a situation of absolute encroachment of all human rights, enforced by a fascist, Totalitarian Nazi system (with a slew of Communists as well and other factions of this group, all with various names and symbols but all ultimately belonging to one group, according to regional variations and assimilating their particular cultures into this one huge mainframe paradigm.

There is more I can write, but hackers are forcing me to have to backspace to correct their input while i am literally pounding down on keys while attacks on my brain make memory a thing I can't access. Thoughts are wiped out and all I can do is stop at this point and wait until I can access my thoughts once again (that means getting up and stop writing and even turn off the computer and it all comes back like a rush).

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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

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