Tuesday, June 30, 2020

"Why" am I under violent assault continuously? (Reader parenthetically asks silently whiile reading my blog).

The assulat on me three days ago has nearly severed my left toe. I was assaulted when the stalking organization had a stream of oil trickle down the steep hillside I must necessarily drive down. On braking near the bottom of the hill, the oil caused the brakes to stop operating and the bike wiped out immediately. The bike fell on my left foot, where stalkers at night broke my left large toe (many years ago, back around 2009). Since then, nighttime stalkers have been severing skin tissue between the webbing of the left large toe and the next toe, and also pushing the toe ever more to the left so by now it's at a near 45-degree angle nearly causing the other toes to shift leftwards as well. My entire left foot is damaged and the bone connecting to the large left toe juts out of the ball of my foot, extending outward.  The people resposible for breaking my left large toe are "ex-pats" living in Rawai, Phuket Thailand. I rented a small room in the house of a Swiss (but "Italian" background) women who had once been the president of the charity (money-laundering Nazi organization) The Lions Club. She told me in the two days I rented a room in her house (intending to stay long-term) that when she first moved to Phuket, she had almost no money. Now after having been president of this "charity" organization she owns a huge tract of land with mansions that she rents to foreigners on their endless long-term vacations (derived from money stolen from victims of the Holocaust, and other bank austerity laundering schemes that finance the endless lifestyles of the criminal Euro-p Nazi stalkers, which is almost all of them I have been around who come to Phuket for endless vacations and paid-for pensions and investments and a Nazi government now controlled by the "investors" in a military coup government. Oh, not able to write that it's a bad thing to do according to Thai law but that is the real situation). There was a German couple who lived in a small house near my rented house in Rawai (or was it Nai Harn? I never get the city lines straight it's almost the same tiny area). A GERMAN COUPLE WHO ARE SCUBA DIVERS by profession. They have lots of reptiles in their house. One of them either had the Thai slaves break my toe or they did it themselves. The Swiss/Italian woman is old and has hip problems so I doubt she could commit the deed herself. However, the German screeps are probably the culprits, and second suspects are the endless Thais surrounding these white supremacist Nazi attackers, like fleas popping off rancid stinnking pig carcases (as they are dead souls inhabiting filthy spoiled meat bodies). My "immature" ranting espectially after all the endless attackks that have gone on for years and years means I can't just write that they are nasty and mean. I get into enlarged hate rants. It's an alleviation of stress because I remain paralyzed for themost part by poisoning people like this also contributed to for my now bedridden and poisoned state. However, for anyone who cares, please destroy these people I just mentioned if possible. I prefer them gone and off this planet. thanks!@ ranting rage.

I really had intended this blog to be a creative writing and money-generating affair in the internet. Due to the drugging that I can't stop as home break-ins remain, and the paralysis rendering me incapable of physical exercise to alleviate stress, and the endless series of attacks and no support system or even one human being (all animals I have loved killed or taken away) and no one approaching me except to exploit and use and attack. I write these ranting rage posts and all is exacerbated by the drugging. I am not able to express myself creatively with these technological attacks on my brain while I sit in front of t he laptop. I am not able to hand write well and for any length of time due to attackks on mynervous system. I thus write and relieve stress by calling these pig ape pieces of shit the crap that they are.  They are all calm and composed because they vented their miserable hate and racism out on me behind the cloak of invisibility this stalking group affords them. I remain like a victim of domestic violence, hysterical and writing about it trying to "reach out" to no one, as no one ever approaches me wth any support and even domestic violence shelters are havens of domestic violence gang stalkers. The stalkers  even have their children attack me in domestic violence shelters and then attack me for trying to stop the children from hitting me. All is protected by these shelters (I had to go to shelters when I was applying for benefits due to poisoning, which I didn't know was happening to me. I was poisoned non-stop in places that are supposed to shelter victims of attacks and thus the system is every single place and there is no haven or safe place)>

THUS I write to relieve the stress. Plus, this group wants me writing about the misery and living in misery and I am being brainwashed/mind controlled into writing every day. The stalking terror group (aka Nazis) want to hear me writing about misery every singlle day, and every single day no one ever comes to me with any support. Years and years. 

So read on, you drooling  perverts.

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This new assault, like the many nighttime destructions of my body I have described for years on Facebook, too weary and under too much hacking interruption (keyboard is always non-operational but barely manageable to write while I have to backspace to correct hacker inserts, this is every or every other word, plus having to pound down on the keyboard as the keys are made stiff by the malware).  When these actors and writers out of H-wood teleport me, after years of being raped, tortured and then discarded by one after the next.. It used to be they would play their game of drugging and then raping me while I was brainwashed into believing it was "love" (drugged up, extremely with their drugs you can't understand how powerful the drugging and tech interface is). But alas, the extremity of the "experiment" now entails that they are globbing on like parasites because of this "baby" contract out on me, so they never stop and of course, I wrote earlier that they acrew more bonuses and promotions the longer they attack and assault me using this "covert" teleportation technology in combination with gang stalking groups which are plentiful to the levels of millions upon millions of gang stalkers in a global system unchecked by any legal authority source. 

I will probably repeat all of the above so many times it will be routine, as it's the most common theme I must try to avert in writing. Trying to get into the more important aspects of this situation.

They attack me with accidents, assaults on my body while I am in this unconscious and incapable sleeping/teleportation state. The stalkers are by proxy abusers for the men and women who, with all their money, simply watch videos of me being tortured and disfigured and scarred up and blemishes and poisons and things smeared on my skin and hair, hair sheered so I look partially balding, etc etc

I am fighting back after a few murder attempts from two men (both Europeans--but I call them Europigs in my Facebook page, and pig apes for all the people involved as their humanity is absolutely gone by now. This is their behavior, I have been forced into a loathing and disgust stage of my view of them, these terrorist teleporting movie stars (the list is long, name the most prominent in Hollywood at this time and most likely you will come across at least one, or a friend of a friend of the teleporting pig apes and Europigs who are really mostly all Nazis and that is no exaggeration)

Thus, three days ago they created this accident when Johnny Rotten, aka the Sex Pistols front singer teleported me to inquire about my personal healing modalities. Asleep, teleported and under hypnosis after recurrent annual/daily/non-stop drugging with mind control drugs infused into skin patches or my food from stalkers I can't get out of my room (another long story, have I written about it yesterday and posted or tried to post about it with hacking interference?). I realized that my hypothesis I intuited years ago, after doing a bit of study on the subject of the murder of Nancy Spungen, and how Sid Vicious appeared to be drugged up and under "suicide" programming. This was at a period of my life when I started to assess how or which celebriities who were truly "alternative" have since been wiped out by what could be assassinations by the same source that has tried to murder me, and others I have known who were alternative and true rebels.

So many are dead who once opposed this onslaught of genocidal Nazi culture and the ensuing "dumbing down" of the media. Entertainment is a mind-numbing instead of revigorating experience. Filled with death and cruelty and rape and pornography as methods of mind control.

I studied the Sex Pistols debacle and my intuitive assessment after watching the videos on Youtube about Sid & Nancy, watching the Hollywood version of the same, which was absolutely a personality character assassination of the couple based on prejudice (i.e. as the couple kisses in the film, trash descends like rain around them apparently falling out of the sky, as a truly desultry romantic connotation of filth and trash and dirt that these characters are suppoosed to represent, the connotations are indelible).

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I suspected that Mr Rotten himself may have been one of the perpetrators of a dual murder and then mind control suicide programming stint. If not him, then people near him. That was my suspicion and drugged up from mind control drugs insinuation. I wrote in the comment section of a mr rotten youtube video that I wondered if he was responsible for the murder(s). He replied that I am "crazy", which is the most common accusation leveled at MK ULTRA and mind control and gang stalking victims. Truly discredited. That also is the case for many a truly anti-authoritarian media personality of the past (they no longer exist in mainstream media). Now that the Vietnam War has stopped compulsory and mandatory military enlistment (aka The Draft) the pigs I mean the kids of America only wanna party and don't want to be worried by rebellion against a system which allows subordination and blacks and poors and others to have to defend the country while they shout and sing punk songs about how they are rebelling (for a short while) against mommy and daddy and then going off to get a good job and invest and get rich and live in places like Thailand where they can get "laid" almost for free on vacation.

A very cyncial paragraph above. Please excuse that I am human and need to vent the anger at what I have experienced from the "Left Wing" white (and black and all other races) stalkers who are just rapists and murdering bigots carrying out a false "liberal" media circus entertainment ritualistic nullification of anything truly "subversive" threatening their comfort or security.

I now fight as much as I can against the endless tirade of rapist-after-rapist teleporting, then getting rewarded and promoted for trying to force a drugged up reaction of drug-induced/technologicallly induced "love" out of me (I am also of course perpetually lied to) and then after they suck out my energy, then they ABUSE and torture me. When I react in rage, they get even more promotions.

Thus, with this mind reading technology---SNYTHETIC TELEPATHY, MICROCHIP IMPLANTS, VOICE-TO-SKULL TECHNOLOGY--I merely "thought" to myself that this punkster famous person is being drugged and poisoned to death.  Almost immediately he teleported me and asked me for all the healing secrets I had to privately, with all finances blocked, ability to pay for any medical service blocked and denied with stalker "accidents" which could have maimed or killed me abounding for years and years---I told him a few very good pieces of advice which I had to suffer and nearly die to figure out by myself (while under non-stop torture from pig ape rapist after rapist cloaked in the "secrecy" of teleportation and the gang stalking Nazi network).

The attitude of mr rotten afterwards was of ENTITLEMENT and that it was his due to just suck out, drain and take out of demand, without a single iota of gratitude expressed afterwards.

When I awoke, and realized what had happened, I thought that he was exactly just like the Nazi Danish man who had murdered his bandmate in a frenzy of a power struggle, just as he was getting booted out of the band due to internal power struggles. Nazi bigots without an easy Jewish or minorrity target (this all happened long ago before the onslaught of immigration from damaged countries with their waves of brown-skinned and devestated Syrian and other darker "minorities" easily targeted by white supremacists.  The similarities between the two was more pronounced because they were both attacking me in all the various modalities of gang stalking, teleportation and all the other internet and various means literally on the same day. The extreme Right and ostensibly the Left blending in one system, all operating together in the same media complex and both attacking me with vicious violence, hate and negativity simultaneously was such a synchronistic moment that I had to forumlate an idea for a short story about both of them. The next day I was teleported to  mr rotten who then threatened me, "I'm warning you" in a tone that implied serious threat (as I surmised earlier, I think he may have been responsible for the murder of Nancy Spungen) and I could feel the real danger from this man, who appears so glib and jolly but is a deadly personality and much worse than Trump in terms of represeed hostility and violence. While Trump may be able to order the deaths of people using the military, the rotten mr is ready to spring at a moment's notice and undoubtedly has some experience in the matter. This only confirmed my hypothetical view that the murder of Nancy was indeed theoretically connected to the power struggle of this "punk is dead" sell out posturing poseur. Now he's in Hollywood with the billionaires and oh I'm sure he can't wait to get more mansions and deals and still playing the compassionate "liberal" all the while.

I too have a short fuse, but my instantaneous rage occurs rationally, as in stemming out of never ending torture going on and on to this very moment for decades,  when it comes to men approaching me to exploit in this system. Immediately after he threatened me I began screaming, "Die pig!" at him.

The next day, upon waking and going out to buy food, the "accident" happened. My left toe, which I described above, is now pointing even more dangerously to the left and is in very bad shape, to the point that I require surgery. Of course, the pigs I mean the stalking organization has blocked each and every avenue of financial solvency for me, I live on the edge of homelessness every single day. All attempts to earn money result in a waste of time, if I try to earn any money online. If I try to work in a "normal" work setting, many of the men in these work places try to drug and rape me (and then spread the word around, the stalker bosses who hire me in the first place to destroy my credibility).

I am constantly fighting one of them after the next. In the last two weeks there have been three "new" white males, all famous in one way or another, all of them putting out public statements, shows, YouTube presentations, tv shows about how they are defending "liberal" values (or values against encroachment  of an overarching authoritarian system).

Do I need to express how hypocritical that is? Of course, they mean for white males and the violence, abuse, absolute destruction of all and I mean ALL HUMAN RIGHTS obliterated for me is, for all the stalkers and the teleporting agents, the black men and women now "fighting against racism" and the women fighting against rape culture--they act and behave as if my fight is a crime. That by fighting against their bigot disguised white Nazi male husbands and buddies in this system, who help in promoting them because they too are faker than anyone outside this system could imagine (hard to imagine but the lies are so exaggerated in comparison with what they are like in private when they are handed technology to vent their torture fantsies upon someone else, and for profit?!!! And for promotion into highest spheres of their snake oil trade? And oh, the hormonal rush the PLEASURE for them too and beauty enhancement as well. How people blossom out of the power of torturing someone else!

And thus, my foot is now completely disfigured, I need surgery and I can't even afford food I need to eat well and healthy. They have blocked all that.

I thus reacted in rage to this rotten creep who is undoubtedly now getting his new promotion for attacking and disfiguring me like this.

I wanted to add something very pertinant as well: a few years ago I published a video of this rotten Johnny when he did a tour of London on a bus. His act of performing the outcast black sheep, fighting in anarchist style against the English bombardment of modern architecture and the imposition of the "American" beauroocratic style on English/London life and landscape. How he has been blacklisted by the US Embassy. Oh, the disenfranchised and discriminated-against liberal punk rocker, the performance appeared so genuine and I could feel this sense of relief that not all the anti-authoritarian people have been killed off and some are still kicking it in the media, as some kind of relief from the hype of the glossy charity porno mainstream starz.

Alas. The same game I bought into. That is why his first attempt to scam information out of me worked so well for one single time. I did not know him, essentially that was why the hypnosis and teleportation worked ONE SINGLE TIME while I was asleep, teleported, drugged up, under duress, and then sucked dry for  information and then discarded to be tortured by his nearly identical opposite twin Nazi anti-Semitic partner in this teleportation torture and rape situation that has forced me to write endlessly for years about and to which no one ever responds with protection.

I still want to write a short story on this subject. I realize that in front of this computer, and indeed all computers, I am affected by some kind of tech which absolutely skews my brainwaves and ability to focus and write in the style I really am capable of.

I am trying to convey the more universal scam of the media when "alternative" people are presented. It is more acute when they play the downtrodden outcast who is fighting against oppression. Very similar to exactly what I myself am doing right now!  When the attacks are real and unjustified as the attacks are towards me (I have not harmed anyone I just do my best and compete and win very often when not so imposed upon, and that, to this group, is enough rationale to have me destroyed/murdered/raped and then discredited afterwards when I have to vent the frustration and stress and am physically handicapped by poisoning and thus I write and am not able to formulate thoughts and it all comes pouring out with their subliminals pouring out as well. A full discrediting effect.

When a wanna be rich and famous type puts out their performances of being the "under dog"--such an oft-used plot device in H-wood movies: and how they are applauded especially when they are white males fighting women ("bitches") and minorities "rapists like Weinstein" by the white males and women notably who have their OWN production companies they want to see replacing that of the "Jews" in Hollywood.

Jewish Nancy of the Sex Pistols was murdered. I believe it was SHE who was the real impetus of the real revolutionary thought of that band.

Riding on the crest of that wave for over 40 years now. I have to be the one and only person able to try to express what violent assumption of power this media personality operates behind? Is there no one else alive to try to describe the deed who isn't silenced or dead by now?

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After walking away from the laptop I realized that I had been blocked by mind control tech from writing about a point I wanted to get out. Here I am again revising. My brain retains the information and then after the bombardment of the tech is not within such immediate range (blasting into my brain while I sit at these laptops or computers in all settings; internet cafes, etc. I am under non-stop surveillance and there is no place I can go which isn't prepared for some kind of attack or assault, in all locations, global.

When I was threatened to not publish a short story about the comparison of the Right and Left (but ultimately one-sided white male power structure aka Nazism in this modern era) musicians--as I was in this nearly unconscious state of teleportation, and my reactions to their endless threats, rape, assaults (slapping, hitting, punching, rape, homeless skits because of the financial straits this group has rendered me into and other types of sexual assault by people I don't know, all similar to "dreams" in this nascent unconscious "MK ULTRA alter state" while teleported and drugged up. My reactions to being threatened by now are of immediate rage and violence since these "men" have tried to poison me to death, raped me while I was being murdered (by them and their stalking crews under their supervision) as I needed to not have more poison pumped into my body. Years of daily 24 hour torture, and yet another new white male attacking me within the space of two week period and my immediate reaction to him was, "Die PIG!". This is a foreigner trying to impose a silencing restriction on Freedom of Speech, in a situation of absolute encroachment of all human rights, enforced by a fascist, Totalitarian Nazi system (with a slew of Communists as well and other factions of this group, all with various names and symbols but all ultimately belonging to one group, according to regional variations and assimilating their particular cultures into this one huge mainframe paradigm.

There is more I can write, but hackers are forcing me to have to backspace to correct their input while i am literally pounding down on keys while attacks on my brain make memory a thing I can't access. Thoughts are wiped out and all I can do is stop at this point and wait until I can access my thoughts once again (that means getting up and stop writing and even turn off the computer and it all comes back like a rush).

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Torture report: Due to newsom torture for not complying with his exploitation schedule of me, combined with years and years of his relative-by-marriage pelosi who operated with the former governor of that STate out of CA, but really an Austrian bigot with plans and the backing to infiltrate america and turn it into a heap of destruction with a few celebrities and politicians obtaining endless lucre from the holocaust and it's derivatives--thusly after years of pelosi and newsom and his "movie aspiration" wife to be a director and their family drooling for years and years to obtain and they have obtained endless money and clout and political power (put as speaker during trump first hell admin) now fully torturing me to death but just sitting as if it's just normal torture. Heart palpitations tears pouring out of my eyes for hours per day, and this group began these attacks on me under the obama, it stopped under biden now begun again (obama has arrived openly in the subterranean blues of his endless exploitation with his wife, the documenatary featuring her coming out one week after their last "visit" of smug hate indifference and absolute hypocrisy--can't express how much I don't give a damn about the trump video regarding them because he also featured newsom as an a$$ donkey so why isn't that somehow mentioned and only the leeches of the obamas?). However, the sleazy sick violence of the by-now fully ingrained torture regime of the pelosi-newsom triad (family included droolling with lascivious plantation hate racism sexism etc at me, using any rationale stupid and blank excuses and repeating them as dumb as little bullies in a schoolyard deady and violent andsucking all out of me, thusly my hair turning grey so many grey streaks now the noem assault also it was her having my hair damaged when I literally collapsed in sickness from deadly poisons I finally managed to get out while she and this german sleazy filth parasite were threatening my life abusing with newsom slapping my face calling me bitch and prostitute whore etc sitting all day with tom hardy who had, by then, spent more than 7 months yelling death threats and abuse at me literally from morning until night, then in sleep death homeless skits, etc every day, day after day with shitalina coming in to check and make sure the nazis were doing the job she had been doing every day for over 15 years by that point with pig ape pitt and the rest of the shit from whorewood. Then the black MMA fighter celebrity ja --michael something ja or whatever, he's ameircan but came with the usual black nazi bs imposing the "n-word" into my brain, subconscious which my brain repeated until I began to yell at him to f-off because blacks in particular the men have their voice subliminal abuse schedule of having the n-word filtered into my brain so when my brain processes this word they can "Justify" although they never need justification but to try to make it a visible that I am this virulent racist for the rest because obviously the hate skits are being recorded--so they make sure to cover up their crimes by using racism as a pretext in reality they are the racist dolts and idiots--but this was done to me all in one day again this morning but months and years of it--my hair grey, my face with frown marks and me being mutilated and tortured--deadly assaults on my heart and lungs while detoxing shitting out horrific poisons black chunks of hardened poison latched into my spine and intestines-it's still there more than 20 years of just shitting poison out and laying in bed being tortured with idea extraction for shit people to steal never-ending). The ideas they stole from me (more in the rest of this post) will be rescheduled into conservative drip like water torture for me to watch if I ever do--all will be changed to protect the bigots, with the black nazis playing lead roles portraying enraged albeit compliant nazism disguised as black rebellion against racism. Etc etc...after idea extraction after a year of deadly torture in which, once more, I did almost die from their abuse---they just continue the violence another euro-hater who has hugged german nazi filth who raped me and beat me, hugging them having pelosi threaten to cut my foot off and then kill me before the covid stimulus bill came out so she obtained a huge chunk of the money for her constituency--with arnold right there to have me beaten raped and poisoned. Although I realize the schedule of these rat apes hacking their k-rap onto my youtube and if I click on any single one of their videos they rush to assault me (happened last week with another shit democrat rat slotkin out of michigan and now whitmer is poisoned as the lead candidate for president in polls---formerly it was newsom after his endless violence assault which was deadly but he assumed I was "used to it" couldn't give a damn in stark contrast to his every public lecture about all the concepts he has stolen from the actual authentically caring people (probably all dead or silenced like me) and now, I remain being tortured to death as usual: Non-stop tears being forced out of my eyes due to throat microchip partnering with brain and spine and nervous system microchip implants along with drugging. Newsom is doing this by the way as non-stop destruction of my eyes and face partially because shitalina the endless prostiituted trash skank similar to noem gets off on torture and violence upon me and has been doing so for over 15 years without even the slightest admonition froma single democrat politician and fully adoration from the white nazi trash shit senators and house republicans who sit smirking and glaring at me with deadly hate ordering more money funding for these torture operations and putting musk in charge of building more epstein island 2.666 torture rape and torture victims to plunder rape and then murder leaving zero evidence. The network of silence is complete the biden administration for over 4 years has proven to be fully compliant and complicit in this: Plus always endemic drugging while unconscious in deep sleep state in order to not have a barrier or boundary to reacting to the endless hate spewed at me by celebrities who have gone to the oscars and won years and years and years and years in a row for either stealing my ideas verbatim and then torturing mutilating and actually were overjoyed to be murdering me but I survived. Ongoing hours per day last week of extraction of movie concepts revolving around mary todd lincoln and then civil war reconstruction turned KKK and euro-hateland imperialistic global "new world order" stuff--obviously along with sexual debauchery transmitted to the U.S. now openly in the current debacle of the enstein "revelations" that NO ONE DOES ANYTHING as you all continue to do nothing about this covert epstein-style sex trafficking, enslavement and murder imposed on me by implants and gang stalking and teleportation and thought-extraction and torture mutilation abuse torture abuse mutilation. They are killing plants I have nurtured for months and weeks, just as they begin to bloom they are slowly killed off. Drooping, diseased they spray fungus on the plants (also in my home, in my food if they can, in my hair into my body etc it is non-stop sepsis, poisoning mutilation and torture literally to death as you all do nothing. It is ICE and kkk super shit noem combined with self-aggrendizing psychopath nazi skanks like her---saw her dancing on New Year's Eve kissing into the camera, completely glowing from having me to literally torture for about 12 hours per day so that was her "gow-up" with the german rapist scum bag won't mention his name but lead singer of a shit band out of stuttgart absolutely a fraud WIZO nazis in drag (bisexual, but beloved by nick fuentes who like his counterpart ben shapiro could care less about the bs they spew to obtain their crowds of haters instead they hover around the nazi money source of lies and subterfuge; all have their ruses). To continue: they are pouring raw sewage into the creek behind my room (3rd floor but a steep hillside behind my patio almost 90-degrees so sound and stink waft up--that is after hours per day of drilling, every single day sledgehammers pounding and hammering in the room beneath mine for hours every day but now nazis are here for free being paid to screw me and rape and beat and poison if they can get to my body while asleep and can't wake up due to brain implant plus nervous system trail of implants. My home stinking and filthy due to their teams pouring debris and garbage onto my floor, ripping the floorboards up in what are craters on the floor, all the decorations I made are sprayed with brown goo muck, etc all over the room. Attacked by the next celebrity threatened with death called the b-word for resisting the torture, abuse and exploitatoin which is to abuse and rape and steal ideas from me--to death, not merely never paying me a cent, but taking away my disability because they fractured my spine while I was unconscious poisoned my body the same skank shit sitting on the rows of chairs who were happily poisoning me to death while going to the met gala invited by nazi english inc to be displayed for fully ushering in a nazi 4th Reich into america bringing them all in. Under the rump 2.666 terror regime it's now fully europigapeland occupied exploitation of me with the usual american skanks shit sluts and rat pig apes all sitting with expectation of their undeserving blank and hateful mostly stupid selves being handed an empire to continue to push for nazi indoctrination into the mainstream media; (all alternative media just exempt taken out everything monopolized, the shit fake fraud nazi german scum filth creep will help the effort to control any opposition in his role as nazi promoter via reverse psychology and those who are "in the know" understand that his every seeming "anti-fascist" statement and song lyric (derived I seriously doubt by him but instead by his KGB operatives, 30 years ago shortly after reunification the KGB was rife in Stuttgart the seeming pleasant Nazi training ground for american soldiers to "love" germans, blacks especially the soldiers were treated like welcome beloved guests (behind their backs however snarling). So that is the abuse and more, still being murdered. Huge grey streaks in my hair from being poisoned and then tortured, especially shit noem and tom hardy and this german fuck who has undoubtedly skrewed as many of the people in this group as possible they cling to him as he makes the most nasty insults-I met him for a total of 3-4 hours over 30 years ago but know his"friends' and his circle absolute fakes and frauds emulating american underground alternative scene fully nazi in reality--even worse than the "Normal" people the least nazi are the ones who are not dress-up flaunting, in my experience.//

  2-3 hours later: collapsed on my bed in sickness from detox: horrific black liquid poisons accumulated from years of poisoning and paralys...