Tuesday, June 30, 2020

"Why" am I under violent assault continuously? (Reader parenthetically asks silently whiile reading my blog).

The assulat on me three days ago has nearly severed my left toe. I was assaulted when the stalking organization had a stream of oil trickle down the steep hillside I must necessarily drive down. On braking near the bottom of the hill, the oil caused the brakes to stop operating and the bike wiped out immediately. The bike fell on my left foot, where stalkers at night broke my left large toe (many years ago, back around 2009). Since then, nighttime stalkers have been severing skin tissue between the webbing of the left large toe and the next toe, and also pushing the toe ever more to the left so by now it's at a near 45-degree angle nearly causing the other toes to shift leftwards as well. My entire left foot is damaged and the bone connecting to the large left toe juts out of the ball of my foot, extending outward.  The people resposible for breaking my left large toe are "ex-pats" living in Rawai, Phuket Thailand. I rented a small room in the house of a Swiss (but "Italian" background) women who had once been the president of the charity (money-laundering Nazi organization) The Lions Club. She told me in the two days I rented a room in her house (intending to stay long-term) that when she first moved to Phuket, she had almost no money. Now after having been president of this "charity" organization she owns a huge tract of land with mansions that she rents to foreigners on their endless long-term vacations (derived from money stolen from victims of the Holocaust, and other bank austerity laundering schemes that finance the endless lifestyles of the criminal Euro-p Nazi stalkers, which is almost all of them I have been around who come to Phuket for endless vacations and paid-for pensions and investments and a Nazi government now controlled by the "investors" in a military coup government. Oh, not able to write that it's a bad thing to do according to Thai law but that is the real situation). There was a German couple who lived in a small house near my rented house in Rawai (or was it Nai Harn? I never get the city lines straight it's almost the same tiny area). A GERMAN COUPLE WHO ARE SCUBA DIVERS by profession. They have lots of reptiles in their house. One of them either had the Thai slaves break my toe or they did it themselves. The Swiss/Italian woman is old and has hip problems so I doubt she could commit the deed herself. However, the German screeps are probably the culprits, and second suspects are the endless Thais surrounding these white supremacist Nazi attackers, like fleas popping off rancid stinnking pig carcases (as they are dead souls inhabiting filthy spoiled meat bodies). My "immature" ranting espectially after all the endless attackks that have gone on for years and years means I can't just write that they are nasty and mean. I get into enlarged hate rants. It's an alleviation of stress because I remain paralyzed for themost part by poisoning people like this also contributed to for my now bedridden and poisoned state. However, for anyone who cares, please destroy these people I just mentioned if possible. I prefer them gone and off this planet. thanks!@ ranting rage.

I really had intended this blog to be a creative writing and money-generating affair in the internet. Due to the drugging that I can't stop as home break-ins remain, and the paralysis rendering me incapable of physical exercise to alleviate stress, and the endless series of attacks and no support system or even one human being (all animals I have loved killed or taken away) and no one approaching me except to exploit and use and attack. I write these ranting rage posts and all is exacerbated by the drugging. I am not able to express myself creatively with these technological attacks on my brain while I sit in front of t he laptop. I am not able to hand write well and for any length of time due to attackks on mynervous system. I thus write and relieve stress by calling these pig ape pieces of shit the crap that they are.  They are all calm and composed because they vented their miserable hate and racism out on me behind the cloak of invisibility this stalking group affords them. I remain like a victim of domestic violence, hysterical and writing about it trying to "reach out" to no one, as no one ever approaches me wth any support and even domestic violence shelters are havens of domestic violence gang stalkers. The stalkers  even have their children attack me in domestic violence shelters and then attack me for trying to stop the children from hitting me. All is protected by these shelters (I had to go to shelters when I was applying for benefits due to poisoning, which I didn't know was happening to me. I was poisoned non-stop in places that are supposed to shelter victims of attacks and thus the system is every single place and there is no haven or safe place)>

THUS I write to relieve the stress. Plus, this group wants me writing about the misery and living in misery and I am being brainwashed/mind controlled into writing every day. The stalking terror group (aka Nazis) want to hear me writing about misery every singlle day, and every single day no one ever comes to me with any support. Years and years. 

So read on, you drooling  perverts.

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This new assault, like the many nighttime destructions of my body I have described for years on Facebook, too weary and under too much hacking interruption (keyboard is always non-operational but barely manageable to write while I have to backspace to correct hacker inserts, this is every or every other word, plus having to pound down on the keyboard as the keys are made stiff by the malware).  When these actors and writers out of H-wood teleport me, after years of being raped, tortured and then discarded by one after the next.. It used to be they would play their game of drugging and then raping me while I was brainwashed into believing it was "love" (drugged up, extremely with their drugs you can't understand how powerful the drugging and tech interface is). But alas, the extremity of the "experiment" now entails that they are globbing on like parasites because of this "baby" contract out on me, so they never stop and of course, I wrote earlier that they acrew more bonuses and promotions the longer they attack and assault me using this "covert" teleportation technology in combination with gang stalking groups which are plentiful to the levels of millions upon millions of gang stalkers in a global system unchecked by any legal authority source. 

I will probably repeat all of the above so many times it will be routine, as it's the most common theme I must try to avert in writing. Trying to get into the more important aspects of this situation.

They attack me with accidents, assaults on my body while I am in this unconscious and incapable sleeping/teleportation state. The stalkers are by proxy abusers for the men and women who, with all their money, simply watch videos of me being tortured and disfigured and scarred up and blemishes and poisons and things smeared on my skin and hair, hair sheered so I look partially balding, etc etc

I am fighting back after a few murder attempts from two men (both Europeans--but I call them Europigs in my Facebook page, and pig apes for all the people involved as their humanity is absolutely gone by now. This is their behavior, I have been forced into a loathing and disgust stage of my view of them, these terrorist teleporting movie stars (the list is long, name the most prominent in Hollywood at this time and most likely you will come across at least one, or a friend of a friend of the teleporting pig apes and Europigs who are really mostly all Nazis and that is no exaggeration)

Thus, three days ago they created this accident when Johnny Rotten, aka the Sex Pistols front singer teleported me to inquire about my personal healing modalities. Asleep, teleported and under hypnosis after recurrent annual/daily/non-stop drugging with mind control drugs infused into skin patches or my food from stalkers I can't get out of my room (another long story, have I written about it yesterday and posted or tried to post about it with hacking interference?). I realized that my hypothesis I intuited years ago, after doing a bit of study on the subject of the murder of Nancy Spungen, and how Sid Vicious appeared to be drugged up and under "suicide" programming. This was at a period of my life when I started to assess how or which celebriities who were truly "alternative" have since been wiped out by what could be assassinations by the same source that has tried to murder me, and others I have known who were alternative and true rebels.

So many are dead who once opposed this onslaught of genocidal Nazi culture and the ensuing "dumbing down" of the media. Entertainment is a mind-numbing instead of revigorating experience. Filled with death and cruelty and rape and pornography as methods of mind control.

I studied the Sex Pistols debacle and my intuitive assessment after watching the videos on Youtube about Sid & Nancy, watching the Hollywood version of the same, which was absolutely a personality character assassination of the couple based on prejudice (i.e. as the couple kisses in the film, trash descends like rain around them apparently falling out of the sky, as a truly desultry romantic connotation of filth and trash and dirt that these characters are suppoosed to represent, the connotations are indelible).

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I suspected that Mr Rotten himself may have been one of the perpetrators of a dual murder and then mind control suicide programming stint. If not him, then people near him. That was my suspicion and drugged up from mind control drugs insinuation. I wrote in the comment section of a mr rotten youtube video that I wondered if he was responsible for the murder(s). He replied that I am "crazy", which is the most common accusation leveled at MK ULTRA and mind control and gang stalking victims. Truly discredited. That also is the case for many a truly anti-authoritarian media personality of the past (they no longer exist in mainstream media). Now that the Vietnam War has stopped compulsory and mandatory military enlistment (aka The Draft) the pigs I mean the kids of America only wanna party and don't want to be worried by rebellion against a system which allows subordination and blacks and poors and others to have to defend the country while they shout and sing punk songs about how they are rebelling (for a short while) against mommy and daddy and then going off to get a good job and invest and get rich and live in places like Thailand where they can get "laid" almost for free on vacation.

A very cyncial paragraph above. Please excuse that I am human and need to vent the anger at what I have experienced from the "Left Wing" white (and black and all other races) stalkers who are just rapists and murdering bigots carrying out a false "liberal" media circus entertainment ritualistic nullification of anything truly "subversive" threatening their comfort or security.

I now fight as much as I can against the endless tirade of rapist-after-rapist teleporting, then getting rewarded and promoted for trying to force a drugged up reaction of drug-induced/technologicallly induced "love" out of me (I am also of course perpetually lied to) and then after they suck out my energy, then they ABUSE and torture me. When I react in rage, they get even more promotions.

Thus, with this mind reading technology---SNYTHETIC TELEPATHY, MICROCHIP IMPLANTS, VOICE-TO-SKULL TECHNOLOGY--I merely "thought" to myself that this punkster famous person is being drugged and poisoned to death.  Almost immediately he teleported me and asked me for all the healing secrets I had to privately, with all finances blocked, ability to pay for any medical service blocked and denied with stalker "accidents" which could have maimed or killed me abounding for years and years---I told him a few very good pieces of advice which I had to suffer and nearly die to figure out by myself (while under non-stop torture from pig ape rapist after rapist cloaked in the "secrecy" of teleportation and the gang stalking Nazi network).

The attitude of mr rotten afterwards was of ENTITLEMENT and that it was his due to just suck out, drain and take out of demand, without a single iota of gratitude expressed afterwards.

When I awoke, and realized what had happened, I thought that he was exactly just like the Nazi Danish man who had murdered his bandmate in a frenzy of a power struggle, just as he was getting booted out of the band due to internal power struggles. Nazi bigots without an easy Jewish or minorrity target (this all happened long ago before the onslaught of immigration from damaged countries with their waves of brown-skinned and devestated Syrian and other darker "minorities" easily targeted by white supremacists.  The similarities between the two was more pronounced because they were both attacking me in all the various modalities of gang stalking, teleportation and all the other internet and various means literally on the same day. The extreme Right and ostensibly the Left blending in one system, all operating together in the same media complex and both attacking me with vicious violence, hate and negativity simultaneously was such a synchronistic moment that I had to forumlate an idea for a short story about both of them. The next day I was teleported to  mr rotten who then threatened me, "I'm warning you" in a tone that implied serious threat (as I surmised earlier, I think he may have been responsible for the murder of Nancy Spungen) and I could feel the real danger from this man, who appears so glib and jolly but is a deadly personality and much worse than Trump in terms of represeed hostility and violence. While Trump may be able to order the deaths of people using the military, the rotten mr is ready to spring at a moment's notice and undoubtedly has some experience in the matter. This only confirmed my hypothetical view that the murder of Nancy was indeed theoretically connected to the power struggle of this "punk is dead" sell out posturing poseur. Now he's in Hollywood with the billionaires and oh I'm sure he can't wait to get more mansions and deals and still playing the compassionate "liberal" all the while.

I too have a short fuse, but my instantaneous rage occurs rationally, as in stemming out of never ending torture going on and on to this very moment for decades,  when it comes to men approaching me to exploit in this system. Immediately after he threatened me I began screaming, "Die pig!" at him.

The next day, upon waking and going out to buy food, the "accident" happened. My left toe, which I described above, is now pointing even more dangerously to the left and is in very bad shape, to the point that I require surgery. Of course, the pigs I mean the stalking organization has blocked each and every avenue of financial solvency for me, I live on the edge of homelessness every single day. All attempts to earn money result in a waste of time, if I try to earn any money online. If I try to work in a "normal" work setting, many of the men in these work places try to drug and rape me (and then spread the word around, the stalker bosses who hire me in the first place to destroy my credibility).

I am constantly fighting one of them after the next. In the last two weeks there have been three "new" white males, all famous in one way or another, all of them putting out public statements, shows, YouTube presentations, tv shows about how they are defending "liberal" values (or values against encroachment  of an overarching authoritarian system).

Do I need to express how hypocritical that is? Of course, they mean for white males and the violence, abuse, absolute destruction of all and I mean ALL HUMAN RIGHTS obliterated for me is, for all the stalkers and the teleporting agents, the black men and women now "fighting against racism" and the women fighting against rape culture--they act and behave as if my fight is a crime. That by fighting against their bigot disguised white Nazi male husbands and buddies in this system, who help in promoting them because they too are faker than anyone outside this system could imagine (hard to imagine but the lies are so exaggerated in comparison with what they are like in private when they are handed technology to vent their torture fantsies upon someone else, and for profit?!!! And for promotion into highest spheres of their snake oil trade? And oh, the hormonal rush the PLEASURE for them too and beauty enhancement as well. How people blossom out of the power of torturing someone else!

And thus, my foot is now completely disfigured, I need surgery and I can't even afford food I need to eat well and healthy. They have blocked all that.

I thus reacted in rage to this rotten creep who is undoubtedly now getting his new promotion for attacking and disfiguring me like this.

I wanted to add something very pertinant as well: a few years ago I published a video of this rotten Johnny when he did a tour of London on a bus. His act of performing the outcast black sheep, fighting in anarchist style against the English bombardment of modern architecture and the imposition of the "American" beauroocratic style on English/London life and landscape. How he has been blacklisted by the US Embassy. Oh, the disenfranchised and discriminated-against liberal punk rocker, the performance appeared so genuine and I could feel this sense of relief that not all the anti-authoritarian people have been killed off and some are still kicking it in the media, as some kind of relief from the hype of the glossy charity porno mainstream starz.

Alas. The same game I bought into. That is why his first attempt to scam information out of me worked so well for one single time. I did not know him, essentially that was why the hypnosis and teleportation worked ONE SINGLE TIME while I was asleep, teleported, drugged up, under duress, and then sucked dry for  information and then discarded to be tortured by his nearly identical opposite twin Nazi anti-Semitic partner in this teleportation torture and rape situation that has forced me to write endlessly for years about and to which no one ever responds with protection.

I still want to write a short story on this subject. I realize that in front of this computer, and indeed all computers, I am affected by some kind of tech which absolutely skews my brainwaves and ability to focus and write in the style I really am capable of.

I am trying to convey the more universal scam of the media when "alternative" people are presented. It is more acute when they play the downtrodden outcast who is fighting against oppression. Very similar to exactly what I myself am doing right now!  When the attacks are real and unjustified as the attacks are towards me (I have not harmed anyone I just do my best and compete and win very often when not so imposed upon, and that, to this group, is enough rationale to have me destroyed/murdered/raped and then discredited afterwards when I have to vent the frustration and stress and am physically handicapped by poisoning and thus I write and am not able to formulate thoughts and it all comes pouring out with their subliminals pouring out as well. A full discrediting effect.

When a wanna be rich and famous type puts out their performances of being the "under dog"--such an oft-used plot device in H-wood movies: and how they are applauded especially when they are white males fighting women ("bitches") and minorities "rapists like Weinstein" by the white males and women notably who have their OWN production companies they want to see replacing that of the "Jews" in Hollywood.

Jewish Nancy of the Sex Pistols was murdered. I believe it was SHE who was the real impetus of the real revolutionary thought of that band.

Riding on the crest of that wave for over 40 years now. I have to be the one and only person able to try to express what violent assumption of power this media personality operates behind? Is there no one else alive to try to describe the deed who isn't silenced or dead by now?

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After walking away from the laptop I realized that I had been blocked by mind control tech from writing about a point I wanted to get out. Here I am again revising. My brain retains the information and then after the bombardment of the tech is not within such immediate range (blasting into my brain while I sit at these laptops or computers in all settings; internet cafes, etc. I am under non-stop surveillance and there is no place I can go which isn't prepared for some kind of attack or assault, in all locations, global.

When I was threatened to not publish a short story about the comparison of the Right and Left (but ultimately one-sided white male power structure aka Nazism in this modern era) musicians--as I was in this nearly unconscious state of teleportation, and my reactions to their endless threats, rape, assaults (slapping, hitting, punching, rape, homeless skits because of the financial straits this group has rendered me into and other types of sexual assault by people I don't know, all similar to "dreams" in this nascent unconscious "MK ULTRA alter state" while teleported and drugged up. My reactions to being threatened by now are of immediate rage and violence since these "men" have tried to poison me to death, raped me while I was being murdered (by them and their stalking crews under their supervision) as I needed to not have more poison pumped into my body. Years of daily 24 hour torture, and yet another new white male attacking me within the space of two week period and my immediate reaction to him was, "Die PIG!". This is a foreigner trying to impose a silencing restriction on Freedom of Speech, in a situation of absolute encroachment of all human rights, enforced by a fascist, Totalitarian Nazi system (with a slew of Communists as well and other factions of this group, all with various names and symbols but all ultimately belonging to one group, according to regional variations and assimilating their particular cultures into this one huge mainframe paradigm.

There is more I can write, but hackers are forcing me to have to backspace to correct their input while i am literally pounding down on keys while attacks on my brain make memory a thing I can't access. Thoughts are wiped out and all I can do is stop at this point and wait until I can access my thoughts once again (that means getting up and stop writing and even turn off the computer and it all comes back like a rush).

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...