Solution to the criminal corruption within America (at the very least): LIE DECTOR TESTS mandatory for all candidates for office, and those in office also routinely subjected to lie detector tests which are open and free to public. Instead of waiting for them to pull out the carpet, lie, cheat and steal as is now the current mailaise afflicting America. Even moreso, rather than worshipping sleazy, rotten and filthy celebrities they should also be subjected to lie detector tests for each role they are playing so the audience can see whether they actually have a soul or not.//This most inhumane, sick system of media stalking/targeting using all methods of ensnarement to get deals, profit and "fame" even if for 1 hour to present awards. //People whose songs, podcasts and lectures are screaming about victims' plights and how to resurrect the dignity of the oppressed have rushed, non-stop for me in my drugged, extremely attacked under duress microchip implanted daily siege state--their videos where they scream with anger "don't call me (that word)" and "I am fighting (X,Y,Z)" only be really fighting for a triple XXX role in rape culture promotional racism. Seeing the latest spew of awards in the paper today, realizing that this "oppressed victim" rapper has been selected to present the golden showers awards and then this music award celebrated my torture, rape and mutilation with huge smiles and glaring insults. I had to yell at her to remind her that the word she so declared she wasn't in a song about how men mistreat women is exactly what she is advocating for along with "white supremacy"--to this she remained with biting criticism, giggly and smirking until I mentioned something about a black female blues singer she had never heard of. Perhaps perceiving this as me not being "racist' which has been the deflection point of reversal of attack for having pointed this out years ago to one of their most visibly wealthy of support for white male rape and their "women" solidarity with pushing "other" women down so they are elevated---team work where formely perhaps the situation had been tense and fraught with power struggles now the rage and hate is taken out on the vulnerable microchipped and drugged target. Everyone has an insult, laughing giggling addition to the violence or just outright raping and abusing me and clinging onto doing that day after day, hour after hour, month after month for me having watched some movie clip they hacked onto my youtube account as I sit dazed under murderous abuse and torture and detoxing endlessly without fail day after day from poisoning this same group intentionally was having poured, injected and raped-pounded into my body to keep me helplessly sick, bedridden, dying and paralyzed. //I had only sought for some kind of consolation from this "great American society" with it's yells from all corners about Freedom and Christian values associated with Patriotism and respect for the elder male society which excluded so many and they want to revamp all that as if all efforts to actually conceive of a free society were always in vain and "the experiment" has "failed".//Embroiled in people running for office hacking their podcasts and interviews on my youtube while I am in the middle of limping around my room in pain from the hard poisons literally glued to my spine in all directions into my muscular system from the poisoning this group of people out of H-wood who have stolen my ideas for years and years while having me poisoned and mutilated paralyzed and stealing destroying and raping and abusing. Looking for ANYTHING which has any meaning which is in the dominant mainstream has proven to be impossible to find authenticity. //it is symptomatic of the real bottom line of what is ailing society and perhaps the entire global dynamic. Some just call it the "greed" factor but it is absolutely tied into massive mind control and lack of personal integrity or accountability towards society on a real and realistic level of interaction with the environment.

 The Reagan-era throwback to the rise of fascist media and political overtake is what I am referencing and most of the has-beens assaulting me are from that same era. Years of their multi-millions for projecting nazi iconography and they could not fathom of an original concept for a movie if you tortured them day and night as they have had done by MMA martial artists and huge neanderthal body builder filthy rapist nazi abusers/domestic violence scumbags glorified for their posturing psychopathic fake gestures to the public combined with the underlying message: get rich by stealing, looting and killing a l a nazi methodology brought, imported to the U.S. through Whorewood, Inc.

the "Queen" as she self-styled proved to be a pawn by participating in the torture of me for her upstart into prominence once more announcing "winners" of various music and film awards; the bulk of them, mostly repeats year-after-year without end the same, old reliable nazis posing as loving feminists and benevolent social advocates---

she participated in the torture and grilling of me with countless insults and laughing mirth as I was beaten and tortured (in teleportation) as had been happening for 16 hours per day, for the past year (12 hours prior to that, day and night)

the movie theme and the ideas taken by the man advocating for victims of the holocaust--laughing with goofey stupid hate smirking at me as the nazis next to him have routinely referenced having me killed in concentration camps. I realize his movies on the theme and his documentaries and organization on this same effort are mostly about the trembling victims who never organized resistance---

the idea they stole, and I was told by the governor fuming for president abusing me without end to death really--literal torture to death because on his own, he "can't make it" (not his quote) but the implication is obvious--as with all of them therefore it's my "fault' they have not obtained this huge empire out of mind control over me as the prototype---who else could have survived this kind of endless poisoning mutilation and torture intact? Thusly, the idea about the Civil War and also Reagan Youth--a proposed punk movie I also was tortured out of for years and y ea rs--will be featuring nazis and bigots in all lead roles although the themes, as usual, are anti-fascist but the concept so out of their shallow "depth" that they will take the core and then just have me killed if they are allowed by this government, which is shouting and jumping for joy every time they get invited to abuse me if and when I watch their nefarious and dubious lectures about defending the law and "fighting Trumpty" but it is obvious that Trump appeared to me in teleportation forcing mind control over me in which in deep sleep I could not stop repeating the stupid lines they forced upon me, since 15 years of his having me hit by cars, mutilated and poisoned nearly to death and then having social security refuse to follow the law and send me information as to why my benefits are cut off, which is the law---and I am allowed to keep covid money and also student loans therefore 15 months the compromised doge committee with the committee in congress fully partaking in their own promotions for having this done to me (the Progressives the people yelling the loudest about fighting this unjust system are the ones most fastidiously rushing at me violently whilel white nazi sits back smug and smirking about how easy it is to control the minorities lunging at another group's victim status in order to be elevated out of their endless complaints about being the lowest on the abuse totem pole).

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WHY MUST I LIVE LIKE THIS IN A BOX OF TORTURE AND FILTH DUE TO GOVERNMENT OBSTRUCTION IN MY LIFE INTO ALL ORIFICES ALL BRAIN FUNCTIONS ALL PRIVATE AND PERSONAL THOUGHTS, ACTIONS AND CONCEPTIONS?

Without a single caring person worried about the end-result of this implementation of this drastic tech torture scenario? The celebrities and politicians are continuously yapping about human rights but when it comes to me, there is null and void as their proposition to power.

Outside my window was a beautiful tree which began to grow onto my patio. KKK Noem had it killed months ago when I fought and fought to get her to stop having me gang raped so she could sneer and laugh about controlling me by pretending she was quelling the rape and torture---newsom right there organizing it with maga and nazis to get his presidency (and he still is vicious and violent as they demand for president nowadays).

The leaves were growing back, the tree was blossoming. Outside today entire branches are bare and dead---where there had been growth just yesterday. The stinking filth that the dirty foul celebrity who has been threatening my life almost every day, ugly s-negger this filthy and dirty foul monstrous crap sick thing--beloved for his huge fake smiles to  all the aspiring nazis out there which has fully encompassed the "leadership" (or lack thereof) of the American political and cultural landscape ("on all sides"). 

STinking filth is routinely sprayed on clothing so I am perpetually cleaning rancid liquids and black stains flicked on beautiful pastel colored sheets, blankets, white clothing is endlessly sprayed with permanently brown goo stuff which never comes off, literally.

Ugly and sleazy and dirty and what I consider to be stupid--but calculating nasty and conniving the qualities which are heralded by the 4th Reich----

never liked them, their movies and if so, it was out of desperation to have any males which I could feel anything for. One of them was the usual usurper of the "alternative" subculture who is just a fasco bigot money-grabbing psycho scumbag rapist racist in reality---and they line up after having raped, poisoned and beaten me until grey hair, body huge deformed spending over 15 years bedridden due to their greed and hate (they tried to murder me, someone intervened to stop the poisoning the result is hard poison latched onto my spine it compressed and is impossible to get out---I am just starving to try to get my body to "eat" away the lesions attached to my spine in all directions--forming a hard shell which is unbearable and unbelievably painful in addition to the fractured verbebrtae which were assaulted in deep, brain implant unconscious sleep state (always after some german scumbag date raped and I tried to get away from it---as "punishment' for not helping the rancid scum shit creeps to get this contract the 4th reich focuses on german shit and scum wreaking the most violence for me actually not being submerged in drugs and poisons and thinking independently--as in get off me sleazy dirty scum which is the inevitable result of my actual real thoughts about such crap when finally understanding how I was so (drugged) duped by this "system". Every single minority viciously assaults me for saying no, Jews especially it has been proven but now the contracts are just open for all races but back in the day it was Jews who focused on viciousness because they invested in my downfall (my family, for example)

so the beautiful tree with which I had communion is bare and dying once more  for having written about the egregious sick filth behavior  of these expletives for yet another day. Nothing happens they just continue to get Oscars  from either assaulting me extremely violently (physically) for weeks before the awards, or having stolen my ideas. Podcasters hack their shows using phrases I had just written in my blog(s) here and the other Vignettes blogs. Literally stealing ideas and watching bemused as I fight for my life while; they use my ideas as their stepping stone "concerned" stance while they viciously assault me when they get the chance in teleportation to prove that they are not more black victims but perpetrators all laughs and smiles and antisemitism has been inculcated into blacks for many decades--the instigators of that paradigm have rushed to assault me endlessly for years but they are controlled by whitey (even earlier than the Reagan Era the "civil rights" era, these were the ones who weren't assassinated but instead rose up in the ranks of media personality structure and follow the same Nazi protocols they are demanded to remain "relevant".

The endless, daily electric dirlling into wood and metal continues in the rooms 2 floors beneath mine. Terrorists literally haul drilling technology into this room and do wood work and steal sawing and then import it out to their jobs or whatever they are doing. It's literally a workspace and almost every single day this goes on for hours per day. Over 7 years in this building.

Politicians are relying on having me poisoned, beaten, raped and abused without end, day and night (to death as I fight for "Democracy" which NONE of the politicians gives a flying circus about only their promotions and deals and the money and media coverage, which this filthy whorewood group offers in exchange--quid pro quo. Attacked yesterday by yet another presidential hopeful whose partner attacked me with another presidential-type personality --has run, has been president, the list enlarges without end every year it's a line-up of people running for president or having been prez--or their spouses and partners as their token emmisaries of death and exploitation for this contract--this vile contract that still, no one will intervene for even the most basic of human rights. After YEARS OF THE ugly stinking filth of arnold shitnigger and this team of filth, hate ugliness the has-beens the losing-careers dying to rape and torture me as viciously as possibloe, day after day, to get my ideas to make movies out of--or just beating raping and abusing me shrill screaming to get lead roles--non-stop day after day it's another group, another shithead sick fuck---most of these ape scum are has-beens and clutching onto abusing me to death to get these roles. Shitnigger arnold is going to be put in charge of controlling this nazi media empire his fanatical nazi abuse structure is a learned sick ugly dirty foul experience for me and his training has been to ALWAYS incuilcate this into america--the german rat roach who joins in with him due to my mind control brainwashing drugged sickness from torture reaching out to anybody to get help as his facade when I met him 30 years ago was pretty transparent but in desperation and drugging I wrote a message to him--months a year of rape torture black nazis surrounding me black brown jews rushing to get his approval because once they get into this contract the nazis use them as the portals of influence. They instruct U.S. politicians WHAT TO DO AND SAY. This appears to bring the usual silence, a set of more youtube videos from jews, lawyers, constitutional lawyers also hacking their lectures, all calm, lots of money--seeing what is happening to me and keeping the secret but always speaking about the forces that somehow mysteriously lead to rump being put in office and this downfall of "Democracy". They remain silent and hack their goddamn fucking mealy mouthed bullshit onto my youtube as they do NOTHING but get published for their nice, cozy academic-style journalistic commentary bypassing fact, reality and the real reasons. ONe of them is me---directly this contract. //returning from having picked up items in the lobby such as bottled water---very tiresome--returning to debris sprinkled on my floor from the woman sweeping crap in front of me while I am walking down the corredor to the elevators. Black stains on my light blue blanket which I had to scrub, as I have been cleaning clothing and blankets non-stop due to arnold this filth fuck ugly sick scum shit nazi crap that NO ONE will get off me. They just revolve around the money these nazi bigot sleazy dirty mediocrity creeps spew around like the filth they are dumping their ugliness and hate on me for being talented enough--when not poisoned encumbered by poison paralyzed tortured abused my brain microchip implanted so they block brainwaves while I am in public, under attack and when writing so I can't recall words can't think clearly--and still--silence. //People just want to go back to only me being tortrured and discriminated against and then the rest of the people you all want to see "crushed" who may or may not be talented enough to get out of the shit rut you all concoted so you can all claim only you are capable of doing much of "importance" in the country and in the world. Stinking filth sprayed perpetually non-stop from this filth scum arnold shit fuck scum creep---but you revere this ugly sick filthy fuck the people rush at me after this dirty filth raped me from behind after saying NO for about 4 years or longer he's just clutching at me for his nasty "career". I wonder what he will do to other "Jews" in the media and anyone who doesn't like being humiliated as the routine of pushing Jews down, wiith blacks and other jews rushing to prove how violent they are as lynch mob nazi gestappo partners next to their blonde white trash shit who sit back smug their puppets all obey orders and attack viciously upon cue. I fight them as the smug ugly pig rat apes smirk and watch me fight literally day after day to wear me down. More grey hair, more exhaustion when I need desperately to heal and have positive healin energy. Every day they inflict death and homelessness in these deep sleep teleportation skits. For years they had people rape my body, put my spine and hips out of alignment and then poison drug steal my money and poison my food and then insert fungus and sewage water and semen into my vagina into my bladder--and into my hair (semen and fungus). Every night for years as I fought to heal and was dying while all the shit creeps I have mentioned rushed routintely like clockwork to get ideas, torturing ideas out of me, threatening me with concentration camp nazi murder for saying no to anything as I fought and fought now over 15 years without end. My body completely scarred. But the aforementioned damage was done before I spent literally months pounding hooks into plastic type cabinets agonizing for my spine and body---to try to stop the endless onslaught of mechanical arms inflicting damage into my body from behind and my property--behind all the cabinets lining the walls from floor to ceiling all have removable panels in which these mechanical arms jut into my room in unbelievably sophisticated stealth ways. Tiny and thin, top military-grade professional.//but ugly sinister shitnigger is just having his minions spray constantly stinking filth on everything I wear, while I am sleeping on my sleep wear on my blankets on my sheets on the bed and then after I clean they spray again. This filth that filthy ugly dirty sick fuck orders is permanently staining. I have piles of rags on my patio from the endless pieces of clothing I have had to throw away due to the stench just permeating the fabric. WHEN THE FUCK DOES THIS SICK GODDAMN INCOMPETENT GOVERNMENT EVER STOP THIS FILTH BEING SPRAYED AND POURED INTO MY BODY AND HOME AND LIFE? every fu cking politician in the spotlight rushes to abuse me viciously sneering jeering threatening my life and then getting openings to run for president--like clockwork once again.

 Dirty, sinister disgusting shitnegger is ordering also other damages without end--my carry cart for lugging around all the items that I can't afford to let get sprayed, frayed, broken i.e. electronics--I can't leave anything I really value and need in my room to pick up deliveries and it's a huge amount (my shoes, my shampoo, my cooking oil, my everything that I need which is very important--they go through everything and spray and fray and destroy while I am out of this room even if for 2 minutes taking garbage into the garbage room around the corner from the hallway of my unit.

The carry cart also ugly sick shitnegger ordered hair and gung into the wheels--more of the paint completely scratched off--dragging this cart that is extremely heavy due to having--when I had some money--ordered a military-style backpack that has at least some kind of security strap so the compartments can't be so easily opened from behind as they do when I go into stores having to carry everything standing in line from behind they unzip my bags, fray the material--etc

hair glutting the wheels which were already packed from years of this ongoing but this ugly sick rancid dirty creep whom the nazis like steven bannon are relying on, as well as the "liberals" the progressives who are just rancid ugly and hateful towards me in the privacy of the nazi enclave--but so open-minded so "liberal" in their shit lectures which people are YEARNING to hear---all the things people want to hear. I can swear there are focus groups which they rely on for information on what people are dying to hear at this point in particular in the political chaos climate--from the group they all revolve around--the nazi 4th reich which put trump in power but shitnegger is the one who organized it so his rancid dirty stupidity mediocrity can be endlessly enhanced due to this contract. Otherwise he was in decline in his career as were almost all of the rats pigs whores and roaches rushing to assault me to get plastic surgery tours deals endless mention--

the older blondish women in particular also--dolly parton helen mirran sick dirty shitalina also the men pitt the pig ape and etc

their crap movies before this career boost for behaving like dirty sick stupid shit parasites for which they are glorified--my ideas they send to the oscars as they just have me raped for writing that the ideas were stolen from me--had been--from my meager facebook page--bedcause I was blocked from writing my ideas as I am now

typing is an arduous battle every time, so slowed down so difficult physically with the hacking going on every keystroke is a battle

when THE FUCK WILL THIS EVER BE STOPPED BY ANYONE RESPONSIBLE AT ALL FOR AMERICA AS A COUNTRY AND NOT THEIR GODDAMN BULLSHIT CAREERS? 

goddamn commentators from msnbc and the shit of the Left are all just nazis aspirants all follow the same exact protocol as trump but they conceal it with the rhetoric that people are yearning to hear--their staffers their partners the mind control operators who control them instruct them on the themes, the phrases to use

expert sales pitches and advertising specialists--they also obtain these from the whorewood writer pool and advertising specialists in addition to endless plastic surgery which celebrities are handed--for abusing me they get the top plastic surgeons of the planet and endlessly more deals and promotions

thusly, not a single fuck in the government or in any fucking "liberal democrat" podcast gives a goddamn fuck about anything but their "ratings' and their clicks and their careers. The rest is just blathering bullshit.

The mind control has reduced me to writing in ranting commonplace vernacular but 15 years of writing posts on facebook and over a decade or so (maybe 9 years or a DECADE) of writing these posts on my blog(s) and not a single day of respite just HATE FROM THE SHIT POLITICIANS for over 20 years or longer they have used this contract to be promoted---two at least 2 presidents have used this contarct along with the shit dirty stupid celebrities to gain access to this nazi decision-making cartel which is what puts these incompetent fucks into power; They can make the speeches they know the stock market but they just commit crimes whether openly or concealed and that is the measure of competenece I am referring to.

Drilling with electric saw on steel and wood in the room 2 floors directly beneath mine. Never-ending drilling in that room for over 7 years every day for months until the Nazis come for free vacation torture violence towards me--all paid by Uncle Scam.//Every single piece of clothing I wear has been sprayed repeatedly, after cleaning and cleaning to get the stink off--putridity without words rotting meat substances putrified something stinking like mold, fungus and debris--everywhere, myu room stinking the odors wafting perpetually with all windows open. //My hands mutilated horrific chemicals put on my skin--withered hands liver spots destroyed fingers--cuticles cut repeatedly for over 15 years into the nail bed---damaged like calloused claws--the nails are like rotted wood with black mold and etc my body scarred up completely--not eating because nothing gets the poison out of my body this group of stinking filth out of whorewood put in my body all these years. The sleazy shit whores remain after putting this rump into power, he has had my life-sustaining disability cut off without due process, all laws violated. As I wrote for years, many people would regret having allowed this to continue but the racism of having me attacked and in destroying lives for those who rae capable of proving white nazi trash is just that---must be destroyed elliminated no chance. That has been priority. Now white trash america is moaning the price of gas. ///The dirty rancidity of the nazi filth out of whorewood is far more disgusting than the back alley of a homeless encampment in Los Angeles. They are synonymous: the filth on the streets is the filth these wealthy scum slime fucks dump onto whomsoever they can and they do. Then they torture the people they have disenfranchised laughing and gobbling up everything like the locust shit stupid crap that they are. But what is even more disgusting is how they are putting shitnigger in control of movies as if this is going to be a "great golden era" of movie-making. That stupid ugly sinister rape fuck scum ugly dirty filthy creep is it unbelievable he was governor. How stupid and sick Los Angeles is. They still cling onto having me "submit' to being raped poisoned beaten for years and years on a non-stop basis always fighting for my life--and then so they can get more for free. They are working on two more movie ideas they tortured out of me--not stealing the ideas from my facebook posts any longer--it was all I could do to get my ideas out I have been dying from internal suffocation with bloating and mind control drugs for over 20 years they have stolen idea after idea and just yell "bitch loser nothing we will kill you" as they grab at me to rape beat and abuse to get the nazi promotion from dirty filth shitnigger arnold, stupid as fuck ugly as hell you adore that filthy shit. //He has ordered this after months and (years) of his filthy violence. He brings out the most ugly and violent stupidity in people they love him for it.

 A beautiful white shirt I made by hand--well, they spray brown permanently-staining muck on my white clothing---every sports bra that is white becomes stained brown under the arm pits and around the neck line--every single one---the stains never come off bleach for 30 minutes does nothing to remove it. This white shirt was sprayed with black stains after I washed it yesterday--I cleaned off with scrubbing and baking soda--they sprayed more in a wider arch today as it hangs outside because I have no money and no health to pay for laundry services for a dryer. They sprayed the brown permanently staining filth around the neck and I know it's pointless to try to wash it out. It is a beautiful shirt that I designed a unique design I cut out and made---stained around the arm pits around the neck with this brown stain.

After having raped me beat ugly arnold that filthy vile violent rapist scum nazi filth bucket of bulging hate underneath every face smile--looking for a complete takeover of the  United STates with hoards of his Austrian and Nazi whores imperialists and nazis. Welcomed by all the minorities because they are throwing deals and money around like candy for pigs snorting for drugs/money and "fame". Unconcerned whatsoever about the obvious racist content as long as it's reallocated to "Jews" which I am now the stereotype that Farrakhan told them to attack and revile--which they do. Conveniently for them, as no one will defend me least of all the "Jews" of Whorewood or Congress who might have access to defend, instead they hand me over tellnig them to dump all their antisemitism on me as the witch hunt victim---laughing and beside themselves they go off with their Nazi contracts. The Israelis are even more prone to this having been trained by Euro-fascists for so many years coming to "help" with their churches and etc (nazi pipelines of controlling both Palestinians and Israelis, to keep the conflicts going but ultimately to have the world "hate" the Jews---it's worked it works without a hitch in dirty "woke" Whorewood every racist cliche that ugly sinister dirty arnold tells his black and brown sheeple to vent upon me they do--as viciously as possible.

Thusly, I fight this lummox of hate every muscular rotten bulge of toxic filth is a demon embedded into his filthy body---unleashing as much upon me for saying no to his years of controlling the california whorewood and congressional machine. The germans come in telling everyone what to say and do and they all repeat and say and do. Somehow I am the only person making any statement about this reality on the entire planet---how this can happen proves how much mind control is really going on for those who laugh believing they are exempt as they inflict their own trauma upon me (meaning they are even more mind controlled than I, but they are getting paid and they will submit to being screwed/laid as long as they get paid. Otherwise, they do not realize they are really following the pied nazi piper off a cliff to their own demise and that of their fertile soil, polluted by greed and stupidity of the nazis who can't stop grabbing and sucking everything out.

I can't express how many stupid rancid "men" put these videos proclaiming themselves to be the ultimate and the "masters" and the "gurus" and the "most adept" and yet, they are utterly mediocre they scream and yell if I demonstrate higher capability. Still shitting out theiir rancid poison my body completely deformed--

that no one has even the concept of defending human rights in this context out of the entire bullshit apparatus of congress and whroewood is almost implausible but it's much worse than an outside might even begin to conceive of.

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I must HAND WASH every single thing--so it is non-stop cleaning while I have been bedridden and in agony from healing from the poisoning this group of fucking shit ordered put in my body for over 15 years with m e begging to stop raping the poison in and to help stop the poisoning. But they wanted me poisoned into paralysis and death while they extracted ideas out of me so they could take turns raping and using me--all "friends" rapist a$$-list sick fuck pig ape pieces of shit--English and German rushing to abuse and rape with "entitlement" as they shower the shitalina ape pitt team with deals out of eurohate land. I must live in utter squallor with my money from SSI disability illegally cut off--I am allowed to keep covid money and student loans--I told this to the screaming abusive field office worker by phone last January 2025, he yelled "NO" and of course, they know I can't fight this. I wrote letters I asked for information and etc 

so I am left with mony money almost gone--shitnigger ugly sick fuck raping abusing me for 16 hours every day for the past 3 months, dirty ugly disgusting tom hardy for about 6 months every day the same schedule--as i shit out and shit out poison they all ordered put n my body the pig rat cockroaches sit smug getting lead roles from the shit who poisoned and had me raped by theiir italian friends out of miami (and english) stallone and tyler out of Bar None on Washington Avenue--South Beach (that began the whorewood assault, although shitalina began it with her dirty nazi daddy and momy back in the 70's partnering with my filthy vile "family" to sell me off to sex trafficking mind control MK ULTRA brain implants and gang stalking Goverment sponsored and paid-for in full. 

I must clean and clean their stinking filth evern momey. My hands are so destroyed from falling asleep in u tter sickness they mutilate my cuticles and skin on my hands they look like 100 year old claws it's total destruction because I can't fight and move in evening I just collapse on the bed in utter sickness from poisons I am still fighting to get out which never come out--hard as roch implanted along my spine along with microchip implants so my nervous system is tweaked and my brain so they can screw me over while I am in public to discredit me. 

The damage to my body they have used mechanical arms, rape and poisoning none of which I can defend against ever---

laughing, joyous the filthy shit "bitches' the blonde half french half english shit out of whorewood absorbged that their blank sleazy dirty nasty ugliness (plastic surgery paid for "beauty" but ugly and stupid sick shit as people stupid and blank all stealing my ideas about women's rights and other concepts for over 15 years and longer--their english counterpart had stolen my ideas years prior to me being handed over to the money machine of whorewood through all these creeps --the carry over is enormous as they all co-mingle in various continents and cities

millions and millions of dollars they have made off me my ideas

my living space is rancid, purely sprayed black on walls and floors muck is everywhere permanently sprayed

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dirty and nasty arnold s-negger does sick filthy things like--I am teleported, my body is literally split in twain into one etherial sort of entity that can be raped and beaten and abused by the shit you all worship because they give you permission to be psychopatic rapist racists while still appearing like they are "saintly" in their public, much orchestrated guises. But I am always fighting death from their poisoning which none of them stopped and after years of writing about being poisoned to death finally someone, I don't know but it hasn't been any of the eurohate fucks I am referencing who have been rekindling their nasty dormant careers and heading to all top prizes since they globbed onto abusing me. Now addicted to this they never will stop. I was threatened with amputation by pelosi as ugly arnold sat facing her staring into her face as she hissed this at me (one week before one of the covid stimuls bills passed) then for the next stimulus she came in the same position next to rancid arnold hissing she would have me killed as he smiled. I had told him "no" to being raped; he believes he is entitled the nazi programming he has been handed by his nazi euro-hate teams and then the nazis of america has made him literally believe that he is superior in all things to me--just for being a body builder. My ideas, however, he tortures me to obtain because his ideas are based on his entitlement and his image and thusly the need to sell something other than endless murder jokes about joyously killing people and pretending not to be racist (against blacks--the feeding fertile ground for white nazis out of germany and austria they are so easily bought out and are turned instantly into nazi soldiers for approval by white nazis and their blonde women--handed as "prizes" by the way)

as I am on the toilet obviously grasping my abdomen as the black murder toxic poison is slowly eeking out of my blocked and completely malformed body from poisons my family, then neighbors landlords roommates all restaurants boyfriends who drugged and raped me (never boyfriends rapists and they all were part of the mind control apparatus in society)

but, sitting on the toilet in utter sickness (like diarrhea vomiting) shitnigger ugly sick arnold lifts me up and begins hitting my abdomen and my sides while I am incapacitated. In the bedridden state, he has brought teams of blacks, jews and the usual blonde shit whorewood crew who glare in murderous hate at me for fighting for over 15 years to not be forced into this situation because I don't consider any of them, and I really tried for a long time I tried to give these filthy nazi moronic sick sleazy "A-list" sick fucks a chance and they are instructed to be so ugly, abusive and insulting violent and nasty that there is nothing but death wishese for them after trying to get out of this endless torture. All are married with dirty nasty women it doesn't matter what race they are anyway they all follow the same protocol but whites get first dibs at me and blacks are the violence enforcers surronding the nasty germans after they beat and rape me (austrian shit they call themselves germans because they still follow the 3rd reich mentality of hitler)

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Inculcated for decades into Nazi-whorewood is steven spielberg (his wife really, I think his personality is wrapped around her nazi "Handler" role and he is hollow and bereft of any identity any longer as happens to many people mind controlled and brainwashed). He is of course a most adamant partner with nazi arnold s-negger and is encouraged to be antisemitic towards me, and snirkling at me (is that a word but smirking giggly and stupid) looks at me while he asks me for ideas. This lout also HAS STOLEN IDEAS FROM ME, he truly has. I also wrote on Facebook over a decade ago (around 2015 or earlier perhaps--please note that my living space is ransacked by people going into my apartments/any place I live or in hotels, etc they rape they steal they mutilate they poison and destroy and then get paid and go off laughing with their partners and family about the fun of it all. I could not use any electronics that were not destroyed eventually. I could not save anything my laptop was and still is marred, scratched, hacked at the deepest core levels so I can never accomplish anything online that isn't blocked (i.e. earning money). I wrote my ideas on facebook and assuming that blocking all people out of my account I would not have ideas stolen any longer. I had been so drugged I could not function could not understand modern technology--I literally was in a dying drugged daze from 2011-present much of the time when I am eating (I have stoppped eating to try to get this hard poison out of my spine, it will not come out in any way whatsoever it is cemented and a huge, huge piece paralyzing me; this is what this same group has done to me laughing giggly and then raping the poison into my body--night after night with both teleportation and in "real life" through the creeps breaking into my room.

I wrote on facebook, locked all "friends" out assuming correctly that everyone I have been in contact with for at a minimum of 40 years is a terrorist and that has proven to be correct, for the most part (I am dissuaded from people who are friendly they use subliminal hate phrases so I avoid people who are helping me)

but I wrote my ideas on facebook. I wrote about Joy Division and posted the album cover which is famous--a black background, white curvy lines in a rectangular almost arcane design----and I also wrote about in a joking way that the rotten celebrities appear like the ghost in the famous "Room 237" in The Shining--they appear "beautiful" in the celebrity photos--more or less I mean relatively speaking they are glamorized---and then up close, it's that monster turning into the decaying ugly sinister hag after they "kiss" --in this case it's rape and sexual assault without end if they can get a reaction of "love' out of me then abuse and poison me to death and ask me for ideas and give literally NOTHING--

spielberg stole both concepts for his movie about virtual reality gaming--years ago. This man has sat next to arnold the nazi thug smirking sniggering and insulting hitting abusing and asking me for ideas which were torrtured out of me from 16 hours per day by tom hardy after more than something like a year--8 months of daily 16 houyrs of torture including an array of maga politicians all glorified under this hate regime (if it were the biden regime it would be the same thing and it has been--it was jamie raskin who also appeared a few weeks ago his face an ugly, literally like a hate demonic face which he shows to me--on tv in interviews he makes sure his face is pulled downward in a pleasant arc but because he has not had plastic surgery the black worry lines about his self-hate at being jewish rush out at me--to pound his hate into me--and he does it and increases it. HE always comes with a rabid antisemitic politician or personality behind him, because Jews aren't supposed to be powerful in and of themselves in the 4th Reich they must be "handled" by some jerk-off nazi bigot controlling them as their shield---they "get into nazi 4th reich permission but be abused and tolerate it and "love" them for it" type of jockying for representation of a seemingly pluralistic society which is just being manipulated into a one-tunnel focus but appearling like a fractured and split-off multi-cultural entity vying for power. 

I was accosted by another powerful Jew yesterday with his "get out of being Jewish" card by his side--who is a fanatic minority minion pushing her "little brown girly" image into hating me to displace the racism she may have endured and onto me. Yelling that as a politician she will make me homeless while arnold the shit-nigger was sitting on his brain smirking at how well his "stupid americans" all turn viciously against me (which is to divide and destroy and take over).

Roman Polanski under arnold the dirty ugly sick filth came to violently yell insults about how bad I look after years of torture (not years, decades) mutilaton and poisoning. His stupidity is matched by his blonde nazi "handler" back in Paris where antisemitism and racism is undoubtedly extremely high. He even made a movie hinting at this but not directly but it was intimated. Still, as a Nazi good little boy back from the Holocaust days he has learned to turn against Jews for favoritism and it has done him both good and ill for it (too much fame and the retaliation by nazi whorewood has been severe in a CIA mind control experiment which turned into the destruction of the hippies and counter-culture movement---which I wrote about and rancid nazi tarantino and brad pig pitt stole as well) killing me all the while, all of them. Smirking sniggering but shitnigger arnold is going to abuse me into all of them obtaining a forever empire of shit movies about nazi generosity towards poor disenfranchised black people--almost no one else is abused by racist white trash except for blacks--in nazi whorewood. I have never met a famous black person in whorewood who is not a devout plantaton supporter of his or her master(s).

Even worse for Jews--just pointing that out. So far no Indian natives (American or from the East) not so many Latinos but surely those who do come have dyed their hair blonde).

Dirty nasty Cher as well, just endlessly assaulting me her image as singing about the poor little brown girls being abused by men is displaced likewise onto having them do it to me, helpless and disabled. There also was another jewish man who had a german blonde sick fuck (dyed) rape and torture and beat me for his Israeli Jewish Nazi promotion---smug, ugly and dirty he watched on cheering as I was raped so his career could get a boost.

But nothing compared to the masses of black people in comparison to how many Jews have attacked me (not mentioning the politicians they are still in power threatening to kill me and make me  homeless at this point--progressives all of them but a hefty number of conservative black democrats and their ilk--on the republican side it's vicious nazi violence fully supporting the genocidal conduct of shitnigger but the jews and blacks fully join in and get interviews and deals instantly afterwards.

I am also fighting, if any body cares, to not have American become a fortified nazi contagion of scum and filth put in power due to this contract out on me. The stupid ignoramus americans who rush to assault me are completely incompetent as leaders and they allow this to penetrate the country. 

now fighting to not become homeless or sex trafficked any longer

congress people rush to abuse and threaten to make me homeless or to kill me for not complying to slavery torture rape and being killed in a brutal and horrible "no evidence" manner by their "good friends" this pile of rancid stinking stupid as fuck shit out of whorewood.

S-negger & newsom: profiteering as pimp whores on this contract out on me--hours per day, day after day. The ongoing, never-ending, persistent torture, abuse, rape, death threats, MURDER ATTEMPTS, now financial destruction of my survival they have plotted--the cruelty the violence which put trump and maga into power, and with ALL the people proclaiming they are "fighting trump" not a single one will support my fight to stop this group, because trump relies on this contract and so do they for their continuation into power.//Everybody knows that arnold s-negger took over the apprentice and was "fired" --even trump admits that the creep has not enough charm to seduce his fans (but violent psychopaths instead of greedy lying--the two intermixed now as the nazi sphere enlarges but...)....hours per day of death threats, hate, abuse, horrific insults and me fighting to not react. They get me the moment I open my eyes and then before that they slash under my nails with little knives regardless of layers of protection their technology is too much for me to defend against here on my own; now with no resources coming in for over On order from the former nasty stinking and current nasty stinking governors of californication, sleazy pimps and whores with their gangs of plantation minority minions and nazis from euro-hate zone raping abusing me as they gleen whatever promise of becoming president of the united states and controller of more shit and crap coming out of whorewood making it worse than ever before in terms of meaningless nazi psychopathic programming: me telling s-negger endlessly he's repulsive after his abuse for years, with so much violence he's so disgusting deplorable sinister a hulk of demons embedded in each nasty, rotten hunk of rancid muscle putridity bunches of these bulges of crap and his endless hate and violence and demand that his crap mediocrity is the only greatest for his shit movies and body building and unbelievable another defunct governor of california unbelievable to me--after raping having me raped beaten mutilated tortured poisoned--these are words I repeat and repeat as they are repeated endlessly onto me without restraint upon the sick and sleazy dirty fucks of whorewood and the united states government. This filthy foul creep had a cat taken away because it was loving and I loved it. Destruction broken items abuse and now endless internet sabotage for every single thing I am working on to a great extreme, blocking me from all functionality what was left after blocking it anyway from previous abuser exploiter leeches raping and abusing me to get their filthy promotions--stealing my ideas and just dancing away laughing after dumping their filthy ugliness and hate upon me, one group of shit scum after the next, the next generation of the same old whoewood endless people as if there are no other people who can perform---in the entire world only the same rotten fuckers and they plan on remaining forever like all the politicians who are doing exactly the same (planned retirement in congress while sitting in office): stinking filth sprayed non-stop on clothing, bedsheets--putrid without words---but like rancid rust substance and dust that's been sprayed with foul stinking something--not the dead meat smell always but still sprayed on my bedsheets while sleeping--clothing is rancid non-stop. It's from s-negger and newsom, they order this endlessly after they abuse me for hours every morning first upon waking to destroy my morning--after a few hours I respond finally because the drugging, isolation and years of this ongoing torment torture rape and abuse makes it impossible. But the drugging makes it more impossible. and after I react, which they force out of me drugging while sleeping mutilation of my body (slicing under my cuticles) stinking filth in my room upon waking rancid substances sprayed everywhere--they are like foul monsters spewing their spiritual filth on me---and it's not a simile it's the actual reality their every action and word is stinking nasty foul putrid evil foul and rotten.

 Meanwhile, hate-filled every moment he is spewing death, destruction like a gargon of some lower regions of some nasty dirty hell--underneath the layers of rancid flesh ---flung onto me, from him and the rest of this filthy nasty group of celebrities and their political partners (all 450 of them or is it 545 or more? the secret whatever controlling them all the "central committee" whereby instructions are followed like bots in non-rhyming syncopation---)

non-stop torture to extract more ideas out of me so he can claim credit and profit off them. All yelling that I deserve nothing, not a cent, nothing after years of my grad school years being turned into shitting poison out which has hardened into my body so I am a frozen statue internally fighting for my life to heal while they poison abuse drug and torture rape the poison into my body and never stop--torturing me for screaming to stop and get off me while pounding poison into my body--the filth of s-alina and p-itt laughing smug also stealing my ideas. Facebook was the place I tried to store my ideas, and pelosi was partner with that platform had my ideas stolen. Millions of dollars while they sliced out part of my uterus poisoned me nearly to death shitting poison out non-stop day after day for over 15 years (and other shit creeps doing the same years prior to that, beginning with my family)

Then screaming at me that I am just a stupid bitch--my ideas are theirs now, I am stupid and a nothing bitch for fighting to not be raped to death abused and raped to death and not have this group of  pile of shit continue to be put in power by just abusing me as prototype of a sick and deadly system of Epstein-style rape and much worse--teleportation mind control MK ULTRA microchip implants

you goddamn people reading my posts are like blank  sick and life-fuck do-nothings it's unbelievable that none of you has the foresight to gauge how deadly sinister and disastrous this will be for the culture and society and for the world--the planet itself.

Testimoniial of Government crimes against me thru Musk/Trump's DOGE onslaught on Social Security Disability (SSI in my case). Cut off for 15 months without legal actions for reinstatement, upon 15+ faxes, phone calls no information sent they are required by law. Leaving me to die here and be abused to death. Full participation by the Dem party leadership on all levels. Repbulicans in lynch mode nazi concentraton camp mode.//: My GoFundMe testimony and appeal for donations--A copy (below) of my already sabotaged and blocked GoFundMe fundraiser, which was hacked, rewritten, mostly of the poignant parts deleted (my account had been signed into and then kept open after I had finished publishing it and logged out 3 days ago, but upon returning it was open and most of the illegal actions taken by Social Security Admin were deleted). A copy of my rewritten verson is below pleasse help me to document and record this next instance of INJUSTICE which is part of the reason why the country is failing and falling with law and the Constitution being bypasssed with full permission and almost no fight (by organized lack of resistance, much planned for this moment under the previous administration and those before it and etc): In the past year, a ring of grey hair has appeared around my face from so much deadly threat and stress and torture and shitting their poison out while they torture and abuse me: before the list ensuing, it was hegseth and his family abusing me for hours per day, they got k noem to attack harass threaten attack my finances and assault me endlessly day and night with a german nazi posing as alternative antifa "punk". Hours per day of the hate of the depp family pouring out hate and torture after years and years and years an dyears an dyears and years of their violence they are so latched onto this contract because it's the climbing pole for them all---it's a never-ending onslaught of hate and death and abuse day and night, day after day. The people who have made MILLIONS AND BILLIONS of dollars by having stolen my written and then extracted through torture ideas ( sorry grammar is not correct my keyboard is endlessly hacked almost impossible to get this out). And then they cut my SSI Disability off to enslave me. Not a single response from anybody except yelling to submit (elizabeth warren, one of the most duplicitous and evil of the destroyers of the demo-rat party so endlessly protected by her trained "liberal" yapping for cameras but a truly hateful nazi behind the scenes--it's the same ploy used by most of the "liberal" controlled opposition put in media and in politics: The vain attempt to begin a GoFundMe has already been hacked, rewritten and then blocked by GoFundMe after reporting that my account was breached. //My mail service has unlawfully denied me access to my account by changing the format to an "upgrade" to send the NEXT fax to Social Security Admin to get them to SEND ME A LETTER WHICH IS MANDATED BY LAW on the reinstatement process. They have only sent me a "bill" to pay back for student loans and covid money I had saved, which they are stealing by cutting funds off without going through correct procedure. Because my internet and all accounts are routinely hacked and monitored and all I do thwarted, I get no emails that are not stalker-related or defunct terror business scams or people attacking me. I will copy whatever exists left of my appeal for donations due to absolute MALFEASANCE by the entire United States Government which has sent senators of both parties, house representatives without end (usually Democrat) under Biden era exendning into every sinble possibility to attack me with deadly hate for more promotions--as many as possible (all the minorities looking for Nazi approbation and approval, and attacking me to "crush" me as Steve Bannon put it, before he had 16 hours per day of the greasy chips filthy flabbery mouth of Tom Hardy spewing his racist vitriol and raping beating punching abusing threatening all day and night--with a german scum crap who had as many blacks rush to do the same, then arnold s-negger absolutely a genocidal nazi with every of the worse qualities of nazi hate characteristics just waiting to be unveiled through this contract out on me. Newsom endless violence, abuse and torture and rape without end (stemming from over 15 years of this ongoing but a frantic, frenzy of violence because these actors and politicians "must" have this contract or they will not "win", apparently and they are building an empire of black nazis posturing with white nazi bigots posturing as anti-nazis. Behind it all is the endless English empire backing nasty s-alina pitt bradd the duo who are the darlings of the English who have bought off the American media and are using them and many others to gain access into American politics (they obtained Trump long ago). //The endless theft of ideas and screaming about me having any intelligent thought or speech and using rape and death threats to silence me from thinking, writing or appearing in any capacity other than absolutely wrecked, aged, destroyed ,mutilated, abused, tortured "sex slave" is their only concern. I must warn people that Arnold the former austrian gov of CA (and writing this will undoubtedly serve his purpose of me writing for his rancid promotions as his career as with most of the people latched on has been in decline UNTIL this contract they latched onto over 15 years ago and have not stopped using nazi imperialistic and torture methods to furnish ideas (billions from barbie, millions from the long list of movies which went to the Oscars). My hairline is totally gray now from the last year of literal non-stop murder through "non-touch" means but poisoning and shitting it out is a daily fight for my life as they torture me without end. The poison is hard and wired around my spine and so hard that I can pound on it, starve, take all kinds of herbs, do fasting, get electronic therapy massage and it won't budge from my spine. They spend hours laughing at how "ugly" my body is, this group of celebrities after having me raped but the Germans surround themselves with grasping mostly black entertainers looking for nazi approval while selling anti-racism as their main victim statement for which they gather in groups in lamentation but viciously assault me laughing but snarling with murder to get money and deals. //

 

DISABLED & SCREWED BY THE MUSK & TRUMP DOGE COMMITTEE SSA--by "Eve Lamoux" (my pseudonym on GoFundMe).

Since 1997, I have received, without a hitch, monthly SSI Disability benefits from the Social Security Administration. I am chronically disabled, my status has been determined by the Social Security Administration. Due to targeting and hacking of my internet, plus physical disability, I am unable to work online or in any other capacity, and bedridden much of the time. I care for myself, am not married and cannot rely on my family. I am a targeted individual as well and that is impossible for me to prove since the "system" of targeting has been created so the person is incapable of defense or obtaining evidence. However, the targeting began long ago and my "accidents' were also not so accidental. That is another situation. However, as of this reading, I see that this post has been redacted by hackers, and this is a non-stop situation of me being hacked my posts on my blog vignettesofmindcontrol.com are routinely rewritten, punctuation omitted and for this page on GoFundMe, the hackers had accessed my account and then OMITTED iin a section below that my BENEFITS WERE CUT OFF FOR HAVING SAVED GRADUATE STUDENT LOANS AND COVID RELIEF STIMULUS MONEY in my bank account. Please note I should have a graduate degree in Criminal Justice, I spent years studying online only to have been poisoned by the stalker teams leaving me bedridden without health care (horrible Medicaid treatment and lack of service even under coverage). I have thus been fighting being poisoned and attacked by systems that there is no evidence to provide. The paperwork I can provide in this GoFundMe appeal is likewise limited and I want to remain anonymous for fear of retaliation by that agency, at this point my account is not listed any longer on their site except that I do not receive benefits. They have never sent me the REQUIRED schedule for repayment and reinstatement. I have been lied to, sent wrong letters of reinstatement for April Fool's Day, 2025 and then nothing happened. The agency REFUSES to send me a letter for how reinstatement will proceed, which they are mandated to do by law.

Targeted people are not provided any coverage by media, the situation is ignored without end and the target blamed and accused of being insane or delusional which can lead to worse ramifications for the target. To continue on the background leading to the current situation of targeting: After having graduated college in 1988 I began work as a temp secretary in a new city for me, San Francisco. The situation is extremely ironic but a clear case of the "cracks in the system". I was running to work, but because of a seeming "freak" accident ( I attribute it to gang stalking attack) I had no health care coverage due to the nature of temp work and the drastic inaccessibility for health benefits if working without a long-term contract. Due to the "accident" I was left with a fractured spine and NO health care. I was declined literally all help from the San Francisco General Hospital. I eventually had to leave the United States to get health care, and upon returning I had to apply for SSI Disability, the lowest-ranking benefit for anyone disabled as a result for not having paid taxes into the Social Security Fund (FICA). I thusly was deemed chronically and permanent disabled by the Social Security Administration; after also 3 back surgeries (previously due to scoliosis then after the accident I had to leave the United States to obtain surgery to help the accident injuries, resulting in permanent). Since receiving SSI benefits on a monthly basis, the Social Security Administration workers by phone were helpful and professional. The Field Office workers were sometimes very rude but within boundaries. However, as of January, 2025 when the DOGE Committee brought a chainsaw to Social Security operations, my story below entails absolute wrong behavior which I am unable to rectify by myself. I have also used a pseudonym for fear of retaliation by that agency. They are so corrupt that it's like dealing with a gang. It also is not easy for me to submit documents in this GoFundMe, and I realize there are many "sob" stories on this forum. I can provide some details but also want to remain anonymous. I have been living off my savings in my account since 2025, having saved and saved from my monthly benefits each month for any eventual emergency. Instead they are stealing my money which is mine according to law. All attempt to get any letter stating the reinstatement terms from Social Security Admin have been left with ZERO response by mail, and yelling and outright lies by workers by phone. They are screaming at me to go into a Field Office to talk in person on how to reinstate my benefits. So far verbal communication has been abusive and I am being lied to, directly by agents on the phone and in person I fear it could be worse. I have asked for 15 months for letters on how reinstatement must be addressed t he agency refuses me this. Here is my appeal to the GoFundMe platform. Please note that some of this appeal was written with great aid and assistance from AI.

Section 1: Early 2025 DOGE chaos: They "upgraded" the SSA online account system by changing to Login.Gov, which is a surveillance type system where your IP address is registered and you must provide codes to log in. From the outset, I was Misdirected, locked out of the “Upgraded” login.gov account due to “bugs in the new system” and then misdirected by both the Login.gov main line and then the Social Security main line, to phone my local field office (Miami) to obtain help for logging back in to account online (SSA.gov). Upon phoning, received hostile and menacing demand to make a phone “review” for my case with my local Field Office (Little River, Miami).

The phone appointment was in late January, 2025. I had saved COVID STIMULUS RELIEF MONEY, not penalized for SSI recipients and also STUDENT LOANS also exempt from the maximum threshold for SSI recipients. After making and completing the phone appointment for end of January, 2025, I was suspended from my SSI Disability benefits after an abusive, yelling-packed interrogation by the Miami Little River Field office worker who yelled I was supposed to have "spent" the Covid money and remained silent when I also explained that the other amount in my account had been from Student Loans, which are exempt and both should be exempt and not subjected to suspension of benefits.

**Under 20 CFR § [phone redacted](p) and SSA POMS SI 01130.455, all Title IV federal student loans are excluded from resource counting for SSI eligibility. Furthermore, per SSA POMS SI 00830.622, COVID-19 relief payments (officially known as Economic Impact Payments) are permanently excluded and do not count toward the USD 2,000 resource limit.

During the phone review with the Miami Field Office, the agent yelled at me, claiming that my student loans and COVID-19 stimulus funds were not allowed and that I was over the USD 2,000 threshold. When I informed him that these funds were legally exempt, he yelled again. He told me that if I wanted my benefits reinstated, I must pay all money over the USD 2,000 max limit, by cashier's check made out to the Social Security Administration, and deliver it in person to the field office.

I informed him that I required a letter with written verification of this demand.

**Under 20 CFR § [phone redacted], the SSA is legally required to send a written "Notice of Planned Action" before suspending or reducing benefits, detailing the specific reasons for the action and the right to an appeal. I have never received this letter, nor any written verification specifying the conditions for repayment.

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Section 2: Sent a false “reinstatement” letter for benefits beginning on April Fool’s Day, 2025 by the Miami Field Office after a phone call I made to obtain written information on reinstatement of benefits rather than paying all my money in account via cashier’s check, in person to their field office. The agent, by phone very nastily told me that I should make “another appointment because it had was done wrong”. I told her that the review had been concluded and that I am simply asking for a letter to consolidate the actions that will reinstate my benefits. The false “reinstatement” for April 1, 2025 letter arrived shortly thereafter. Benefits remain “suspended” in the online Social Security online account and no benefits have ever been reinstated.

After having waited many months for another reply in July, 2025 I moved to a new location (with help of friends) to the Mountain View location in California. I was sent a letter giving me a 4-day window in which to send a “landlord tenant” form to fill out to the local Mountain View office. I was only given a half-undefined sentenced, “please submit form by July 31, 2025 or...”. If I had used “normal” mail service (USPS) the letter would never have arrived on time. I phoned their local number, asked how I could do this and at that point was nervous and a bit hostile towards the information and the agents, and after having been hung up on for just stating that I had certain rights in how to fill out the form, not shouting but not as supplicating as I had been with the agents in Miami, I was just simply hung up on for having been to direct and I had to phone. The calls were not answered I phoned many times to get only voice mail from that field office until finally a woman picked up who was a bit more helpful. She told me I could fax the forms. I did so, and the forms were never responded to. In the form I requested information on how benefits could be reinstated. All of that transpired between end of July to mid-August. I then sent another fax to the Mountain View SSA Field office requesting written confirmation of my landlord tenant fax and to send the confirmation by writing. They sent no mail, ever again. I phoned in Mid-August and after asking the man to please check, he verbally stated that they had received two faxes and then hung up on me after I told him I was waiting for written explanation on how benefits could be reinstated. He laughed and said, “Yeah!” and then hung up the call on me in mid-sentence, trying to be as positive and chirpy as possible.

Section 3: Chicago Greater Lakes Repayment Program. That agency only deducted the numerical amount of some of the Covid relief money but not all from the overall repay schedule. No information on terms of repayment only that I send money on a monthly basis. No adjoining letter from Social Security on this process.

I began to repay the money demanded me just to show “good faith” in making repayment process but in the hope that I could request that benefits get reinstated so I could have the amount deducted from my monthly benefits. After two months of repayment, I phoned the Chicago Greater Lakes Department for Repayment, asking for economic relief since I could not repay the “overpayment” without having money coming in, in order to balance costs without any clue as to how or if benefits would be reinstated. I was told to file an “Economic Hardship Waiver” with the Mountain View SSA Field office, which I did . Not a single letter from the phone calls to faxes requesting information have ever been responded to. In February, 2026 I moved out of the Mountain View, CA area after 7 months of zero response except to fill out a living situation form.

February-March 2026. Moved to Philadelphia region and phoned, as SSI recipients are only allowed to change address by phone and not online. Agent wrote my address wrongly in the online Login.gov page, even though I had asked her to repeat the address correctly by phone. I thusly phoned end of March, one month later after having moved. to request the main line to input correct address. That began yelling and interrogation like it was a court procedure for interrogation. “Are you an SSI beneficiary?”. At first I said, “Yes”, but then after 10 seconds of thought I corrected it to, “I was a benefits recipient but I have been cut off so I am SSI Disability now”. The agent yelled literally at me, “You said you were an SSI Beneficiary and that is incorrect!”. I corrected her, saying “I SAID I was an SSI Disabled and corrected that”. To which she then refused to change the wrongly input address and said “Since your benefits have been cut off, I see the need to change your address online”. She then began asking other questions unrelated to a simple address change, as if questioning my identity (it has never happened in any Social Security online phone call for the many decades I have phoned that agency to change address or ask questions, always with polite, professional people responding never yelling screaming and just outright lying). She also told me to change my address online, which she should have known I could not do as an SSI recipient.

She began yelling at me after I told her, “I just need my address changed so I can try to get my benefits reinstated and have mail sent” that “I cannot verify your identity I recommend you go in person to your field office and discuss details of your reinstatement at an office”.

Since I have been lied to repeatedly and believe now, after having done research they are mandated to present written plan for reinstatement and not demand in-person visits so verbal demands can replace lawful reinstatement procedures.

**Under 20 CFR § [phone redacted] and SSA POMS SI 02301.300, the SSA is mandated to provide advance written notice of any requirements for the reinstatement of benefits. This notice must detail the specific evidence or actions required from the recipient and provide a formal 60-day window for response or appeal. Because the SSA has failed to provide this written plan and instead relied on contradictory verbal demands and forced in-person visits, they are in direct violation of my Due Process Protections, which prohibit verbal directives from replacing lawful, documented reinstatement procedures.

Section 4: Frantic but professional faxes and letters to the Philadelphia Office of Disability Adjudication and Review and also to their OHO Office, both higher levels for adjudicating cases. I explained my situation. Since that time, from March to the current (May, 2026) I have received zero emails in my Login.gov account and zero letters stating even my address change or that I am considered at all in their system. At this point, I deeply fear phoning their main number or any field office again.

**Detailed Legal Explanation

Written Notice of Planned Action (20 CFR § [phone redacted]): This federal regulation states that the SSA must issue a written notice before taking any action that affects your check. By extension, if your benefits are suspended, any "pathway" to getting them back (reinstatement) must also be documented in writing so that you have a "paper trail" for your appeal. Verbal demands for cashier’s checks or in-person visits do not meet this legal standard.

Due Process Protections (SSA POMS SI 02301.300): This internal SSA manual explicitly states that "Due Process" requires the agency to explain the reasons for their actions in writing. This is to ensure that you, the claimant, have a fair opportunity to contest their findings. When an office (like the one in Miami or Philadelphia) refuses to put their demands in writing, they are effectively stripping you of your right to a fair appeal.

The "In-Person" vs. Written Mandate: There is no statute that allows an SSA worker to waive the written notice requirement simply because they want you to come into the office. In fact, POMS GN 00203.003 emphasizes that the SSA should accommodate claimants, especially those with medical fragilities, and should not use in-person requirements as a barrier to receiving benefits.

Summary: thusly, I remain without a single letter or support for my critical and life-sustaining benefits reinstatement for over 15 months.

My request to the GoFundMe support system is to help me fight to live in this ever-increasing inflationary spiral of economic woes which really began for many people in early 2025, as began happening to me at that time as well. I realize that legal assistance might be a plan to take, but at the time I am in dire need of rest and to heal and to not have to go to court or go in-person to a field office or to a lawyer asking pro-bono. Perhaps that is what is needed but I am suspicious of all contact. I thusly am remaining mostly anonymous in this context and ask for support to financially survive. I am , like many, hoping the Midterms might alter this situation but for now, appealing to any other higher sources than SSA has not resulted in any response and procedures that should have been automatically respected are no longer the “game”.

Heart Palpitation remote tech/interface microchip torture; slow murder attack. Heart pounding as I lay in bed after nothing but taking a shower, where the ugly sick and stupid crap dirty men state dirty, stupid crap ignorant ugly things to me as I "ignore" them but they continue on and on. Constantly a sense of absolute hate and loathing pervades all I do, every day, almost at every hour, because they are so putrid that I "steel" myself but it's almost never successful I "let them in" with the attacks on my brain, nervous system and the drugging and sickness, isolation and the endless DECADES of this ongoing learning that the entire world is participating and there is no justice. Seeing how ugly and trashy thesa filthy "superior" crap really are as they scream loser but they can't win withoug abusing, using lying and stealing. those whose careers had been very quiet after years of their success, but now the endless aeons of mafia movies and gangster flicks with younger replacements has left them enraged and all is dumped on me for defending myself against their greasy ugly and sinister abuse for promotion by this filthy euro-hate machine of absolute control over the United States. I find it so deplorable that things have gotten to this State in the state of the only country truly fighting for individual freedom from tyranny; so the myth goes. That I see only groveling sleazy and stupid sick crap bowing like slaves to creepy scum who only convey that they are entitled with nothing else. Thusly the untalented and corrupt and incompetent Americans can join this team with promises of allowing the trash criminal filth of this euro-hate cartel to contrrol, their inadequacies will be forgiven the mediocrity element and corrupt sleaze and all of them are rushing to turn every moment of my life into hate, abuse and just simply fighting for my life while The entire United States has allowed this group of crap to penetrate and take control. I can't understand the sheer stupidity7 of it only that mediocrity and rancid unworthiness has been put into power and kept there for generations to follow the WWII destiny of creating a destroyed colony for eurofilth hate to colonize and make sure there is no freedom and people like me enslaved with covert illegality and no one doing a goddamn thing but laughing or just smirking and shrugging. Even when the entire country appears to be dissolving in competent, petty tyrannical sleaze creeps claiming they are pure angelic democracy in the flesh, or christ in the flesh.

Drilling with what sounds like a steal-beam cutting drill has once more commenced in the patio/room 2 floors directly beneath mine. 6 years (or 7?) of this ongoing hours per day, every day, year after year.