Monday, July 14, 2025

The social security administration field office on biscayne blvd in miami literally lied to me about how to reinstate my benefits they cut in february, I was told to come in person and pay by cashiers check the stimulus money I had saved and

 the inheritance my "family" sent me via contact through facebook, stating they had no idea where I am (but came in teleportation for sure) and that my mother had left me an inheritance. Since every parent who died has never left me anything, but more likely the family took it away and their nazi spouses took all possible, the attorneys of course going along with instruction from the 4th reich to never contact me never give me my share--I believe some of my fathers would have given me at least something but their nazi wives and children took all they could--had me cut off assaulted me and etc. I had to avoid my fathers before they died they were so drugged and insanely hateful and going along with everything their hateful nazi wives instructed them with condescending control to do to me, which they did sheepishly smiling and loving their murdering controllers (I believe they were poisoned and drugged non-stop with mind control drugs, with no evidence of course but because they are my fathers I grew up with I saw the deterioration of their bodies and their minds saw the difference because I saw them so rarely like my brothers they 1 million percent follow orders and do what they are told to make nazi women happy that they are abusing me for the sake of nazi women feeling "better" which has been the endless system imposed upon me, supported by the government all the nazi senators and congress people despite their outward cries for equality against racism and equal opportunity.


And thusly, they sent me this inheritance the lowest amount of anybody in the family, and the attorneys sent me emails with viruses on them, it was obvious the moment I opened the emails my computer began to flash go crazy etc

they sent joint mailers so my entire family had access to my email account after I was jolted around by the attorneys I finally got the money. They then had doge trump and the rest attack me using a set of orchestrated construct attacks by social security which were hacking into my laptop blocking my access to the new log in from the adminstration, which clearly is an "upgrade" to achieve more surveillance in preparation for doge, months before the election.


I was blocked I phoned I was lied to by every agent, I was told to phone the field office. I was in pain, and I was tired but I had phoned field offices in the past with no problems and so I did it. that began hateful abuse which has lasted non-stop for over one year. Every agent is lying abusive and now social security is taken over mafia nazi style whereas before doge it was professional, friendly and calm people taking information now it's more hateful sneering and lying agents I must deal with, like some corrupt gambling joint dealing with a coked-out bouncer at the front door--lying abusive nasty not answering questions, interrogating me with contempt without me having brought up any other information demanding to know--

I was lied to by the field office they told me to pay the inheritance money in person by cashiers check. They told me that was the only way they would accept and reinstate my money. I asked them (mr. melle) to send me letters with instructions. I recieved a letter one month later stating my benefits were reinstated. I phoned the office again and asked the nasty hateful woman answering to have mr. melle send me instructions on how to reinstate my benefits, I was ready to pay just tell me how. She told me that I should do another interview instead, because it was "done wrong" I told her I had already received the papers confirming it's conclusions. I told her I had received a letter stating my benefits had been reinstated but the website showed suspended. She told me she would relay a message to Mr. Melle to send me information on how to pay. 


I waited, my mail service would not respond to my weekly email requests for new mail received since the last confirmed mail--they responded for about half of March and part of April, sending me the file of the reinstated payment letter (which was an outright lie)

then refused to answer any more emails. I was then blocked from phoning the manager who had blocked my phone calls. All further emails sent were met with silence no response. My attempt to replace the now defunct Skype was met with my blocking of credit informatio I could not find a voip service to make any international phone calls. Meanwhile, I was being tortured non-stop raped beaten adn abused in a frenzy by the whorewood team who have made millions and billions from the ideas they stole out of my tortured writing about their system and examples--for my own purposes of writing about and having a career in some creative field one day--my life spent shitting poison out sick and bedridden adn then being so drugged I could not function for over 20 years, after spending years inm grad school they poisoned me into paralysis attempting to murder me.

Not to digress but this is the situation: I then waited for more months spending the money I had saved every single month for my survival, not buying new things not replacing the endless broken and destroyed stinking items the terrorists smear stinking permanent filth on every day month year, etc. 

About 10 days ago, July 2, I was sent an email with "last chance" to pay before a certain date, from social security with an admonition, "did you forget?" but no information on when they had sent any letters, which they had not--that I was to pay through an online payment system and I can work out a scheduled repayment if I phone their chicago office during their business hours. 


I spent 6 days fighting to phone a service so I can actually hope to receive my mail instead of having people lie to me continuously--but i had such a service in the past and I was lied to in that as well--

5 days of the internet literally not being turned on--fighting and fighting for hours per day until my hairline turned grey from the stress--tom hardy abusing yelling abuse death threats from deniro and pesci while I was working to get my things done in my room in the morning hours of this being raped and abused by hardy non-stop while i was fighting to get my case transferred to another region to have something other than trump cartel latino nazi 4th Reich florida fascist hate death concentration camp cartel have my file any longer\

even if I pay, even if in a staggered payment schedule, the mr. melle hate team in Miami Shores can still block repayment or not at all. They can demand a series of demands not transfer my case and the people in the new place can have a series of blocks to everything so my mail is returned or the case not trasnferred to the new state--in a different region than the whorewood hate cartel similar in all respects to latino nazi florida still the same thing--but this is a slightly different region--I can't even investigate it the internet is off so constantly 


and so, i need people to intervene to make sure my case is transferred my mail will be recieved I will receive it and be able to pay and have my money reinstated


and then not tortured like this again. So far the entire congress has fully gone along, the biden team with harris jumping to get access to h-wood so they were absolutely enthralled to participate--when I reacted in rage to endless biden hugging peole who were mutilating and having me raped I wrote posts and so he had me viciously raped, with obama and the rest jumpingon in, years of them all profiting off this


so if there is anybody who actually cares about the united states not turning into a corrupt banana republic with english and german and french plantation "masters' coming with torture rape mutilation and training people like hegseth into militarized death squad gestapo tactics\\i truly suggest you stop ignoring this situation and stop doing nothing and allowing it to fester and grow. So far no luck in that department but I send this admonition that they are out for total control, they do not want you to have a stake in your own country you think they will and assume their fake smiles have been trained in them for centuries if not millennia. Try to actually be patriots, if you can't succeed but someone you want to claim through organized destruction of people, groups and races is the only way you can feel "superior" but bringing in people who really call you "stupid" behind your backs, who are known throughout history to venture in inquisition after take-over smiling warmly to the inhabitants who offer them shelter and succor then they slaughter them off---

5-6 hours of struggling to turn my internet on this morning, it worked last night after 6 hours of fighting to clear and recover and reset the laptop. Because I am very physically injured from people smashing my vertebrae in all regions of my spine, hard poisons latched onto the surgical areas, and over 16 years of daily 24/7 torture from covert weapons and death gangs, with politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed mafia rushing to have me raped tortured with the sneering contempt of the Progressive politicians and professional yappers on youtube---which is the most polite and best treatment of all--threatened to "get me" by the extremely white pair of progressives on the tube after I lost my control when I realized that they set Candice Owens to rush at me instantly to hit me while I had just been put into consciousness in teleportation---she was within 2 days invited to talk to the pair of white supremacist progressives attending wealth attainment progressive rallies--my brain is now lost in brain suppression from the technology--the word is now lost like in a fog of memory blocked. But anyway, I am still being attacked by tom hardy who has stated at the onset of his terror rape mutilation and abuse routine spelled out for him by his mentors from the affluent english mob of skakespear repetition snobbery--telling him instructing him on how to abuse torture mind control with their expertise instruction perhaps from M6 who knows? Probably more like the CIA, however. And telling me that I really liked being raped by him, although I have spent weeks screaming hate and rushing to hit him to get him off me, as he continues because he's a big go-getter alpha male the imperialist dominating predator apex and is gonna get that contract--oh yeah, he's determined the rape culture whorewood pile is smirking laughing and watching as he yells insults at every single thing I do for hours per day, from waking to sleep and then in deep sleep--the determination for people I truly want to not see obtain more out of this contract, to say the least, to have them put into endless "power" through this contract is something any patriot should be sort of worried about, but white supremacy nazi culture fascism and blocking opportunity from me and anybody else who isn't a plantation good girl like candice owens will be drugged poisoned implanted with microchips set to be raped and poisoned until they are destroyed then cast off into death-that is their plan. The "patriots' are surrounding this contract with delight, only they get protections and rights not me. thusly, no one is worried whatseover, the politicians have rushed to join in like starving kids surrounding an ice cream truck offering free ice cream snow cones like the coke they supplanted for torture rape and all sprinkled with lies about how much they care about society---and thusly, every day I have to try to do a recovery function, but they keep blocking the internet so I can't achieve a recovery without internet. To do a reset, they have once more removed the components of a reset so I can't use the offline recovery function as they did to me a few weeks ago. I finally obtained the recovery after more than one hour of fighting in the beginning to turn the router and internet and computer on and off-they would turn the internet on for about 30 seconds, I got to checking my delivery schedule for another herb I need to heal--from a non-stop set of attacks regarding a music player I ordered to block out their attacks at night--which I have only been able to use twice because of the endless stress on my fractured spine and body from them inflicting 16 hours per day of tom hardy ordering my cuticle cut out of my finger, raping me the instant I woke up when I had for a few hours blocked out their sick and stupid dirty disgusting deep sleep terror and stupidity hate skits only sick and foul "demonic" entities would formulate-which is why they rely on torturing me to steal ideas about righteous equality and the fight against expletives like them and their hate and murder genocidal imperialist and genocidal nazi mafia system--their internal landscapes are filthy doom ugly sinister bleak and filthy and life-sucking f-ing hate and ugly death--towards me, towards people they kill and steal from, they are then only able to posture in the pig-sniffing air posture out of sucking life out of their murdered and destroyed victims.//so hardy is coming at me telling me that i really liked the sex with him as he beat and raped me. Let me tell you about 16 hours per day and then at least 4 hours of abuse while in deep sleep state, every single day, for over 16 years (longer actually but I use that time length to refer to the shitwood cartel of sick ugly hate you all revere and totally worship as replacement for any true image of beauty and sanctity on any level of existence) you worship lying sick sleazy dirty filth, but no problem for any of you. //And thusly, I was being subliminally assaulted I am drugged in deep sleep constantly so they can elicit the reactions of trauma-based torture they then ask me for ideas--which they did yesterday after the rape, the other english wealthy hater who has joined in. The english are relying on hardy to inflict his hooligan background of pub-style woman-hating racism and hooligan football violence---I can imagine endless beer afloating in his life and violence---I have seen the type before and it's really not new to me just that they could not get this close and inflicting their racist hate to feed off infiltrating the united states so the haters can block people like me from having opportunity; they will take all and crush the rest. but 5 hours and one hour to fight the hacking blocking the wifi before, then once I got on, the fight to actually click on anything and browsers being turned off as remote hacking and keystroke logging began once more. After 6 hours, I finally could check if there was a delivery for me, and there is--I discovered this a 12:15 p.m., and they did this yesterday they blocked internet until I really had to spend hours clicking fighting, the internet was turned off at least 6 times the reset function hacked out of the system again---the delivery person has been using the network to phone me almost immediatley after the 6 hour attempt to get onto the internet so all I do is hectic rushed and within a few minutes---the order itself is due to this same delivery person canceling the pick up and lying about it, the system which has been taken over by the local hackers (no ability to phone the main help center all my phone calls are disconnected) and then the story is one month of literal non-stop lies orders blocked--I had to return an item a music player attempting to block them out, they blocked delivery they blocked the refund and then I could only use store credit, the company I had ordered from sent me the wrong item and not only that but an item they don't even sellin their store--I then ordered a different brand and in the interim, I could only order things in the refund that took over one month of constantly being lied to and being raped beaten and tortured non-stop 16 hours per day plus deep sleep by hardy, the english hate gang, and the hate parasites from whorewood who have gone on stealing my ideas they pour their ugliness sickness filth stupidity on me asking me for ideas after rape and tortrure, endlessly invited to the white house endlessly with every president alive except for one, who is like a virus in the background still running the program but not visibly attacking me--every other president and his wife has joined in fully supporting this, senators and house reps galore msnbc anchors fox new now, and etc etc etc. One supreme court judge, dead now, replaced by the 4th Reich injustice league of offense. So I told hardy as I've told him that the torture routine and regimine is creating a response that he can only illicit when I am completely unconscious, just waking up and in a drugged state of vulnerability where every day i am shitting or fighting to break out hard posion out of my spine and back, for years that is all I hvae done plus shitting pilels of stinking diarrhea soft poisons the shitwood team of skanks had poured into my body--my legs are covered with red pimple scars from poisons they slathered on my skin (their teams of rapists they operate with) and etc, just looking at my body from years of their mutilation contract with teams of europigape scum like hardy, just not famous, body builder thug imperialists with their hovering loving adoring brown skinned slaves viciously assaulting me with glee and delight on their faces the europigapes glaring with murderous intent to take the world over. Patriots in america love them, they want oto all have plantations they are working it out so their crypto exploit will render that the economy may crash but they will revert everything to a neanderthal level they think is great, again---the europigapes they latch onto they believe in the "we're just like cousins, cuz you have english ancestors isn't that great yes welcome me in and I will help you to get rid of her (meaning me)"--that is what the Polish said to the Germans when they welcomed them in through their secret service prior to the actual invasion of the Wehrmacht before Poland had a little fight for a few days or so, then capitulating the genocide began the polish told the germans beforehand (the wealthy, just like the politicians in congress and the news anchors and the wealthy podcasters) that just get rid of our Jewish Problem and we will let you take over, just share the wealth> Look at how well that turned out for Poland, ..but that it the pattern no one brings up they only focus on how the nazis came to power (see rachel maddow in her book on how to emulate nazi rise to power blueprint book and tour, she was the first msnbc anchor to attack me then came the very violently hateful morning joe team with yelling fasist hate insults for hours per day, the dirty ugly pair calling themselves "christians" but they mean the burning cross...they call themselves patriots, but are selling the country out to peolpe like tom hardy but his english aristocrats are who they really are welcoming in to bring fascist nazism into america anything to block people like me from every having a higher education or a beautiful body or health or a beautiful home a chance to succeed unless I groven take abuse and smile and turn on other victims and let them steal and rob the heritage of america so these white supremacists can feel comfortable that people like me can never have any chance to be beautiful happy and smart a chance for my own business my home and to have a cat flowers in a garden--no, they want ghettos poverty sickness torture misery my face shriveled up with years of fighting endless hate the government is now partying non-stop with all the money they are stealing the people they are destroying welcoming in facsist nazis to implement their protocols the americans are learning only this behavioral pattern to make america a colonized slave plantation again, it makes them feel great.

Sunday, July 13, 2025

More than half of my life force sucked out daily from the never-ending same teams who have come after me for more than 16 years, some of them half a century literally--every day they bring in more to assault me, a never-ending series of rapists pumping poison into my body slapping my face abusing and calling me names as the women who stole my feminist ideas laugh openly watching on as audience--glorified by the rape men of congress and the executive--hailed as heroes by society by their posturing learned from Nazi and media imagery--absolutely on the lowest level of any decency or humanity in real life; draining my life force my ideas, the men want to suck my sexual energy out they have me poisoned and drugged, denied all human and animal love, they have me tortured for more than half a day, every day day and night, day after month after year never ending--they then rape me after the drugging, while I am teleported and asleep--my body's natural loving normal sexuality is turned into a laughing joke of me reacting to being slapped punched in the face being called bitch they stick their penises in my mouth making my body react as if I am unable to control my sexual desire it's never for them it is technology trauma-based torture and deprivation of all things of happiness joy contact love support--all society all humanity attack me and allow it to go on, so for a few moments while I am unconscious I react to some stimuli under brain-compartmentalization attack drugging of drug cocktails no one could understand that affect the brain in a way that is like glue and goo smothering capability of analysis and forcing false emotions and reactions---always making it appear that I love being abused and raped, and that I am violent and they force sentences out of my mouth which can be done, so they can discredit me--(i.e. black men always on "victim" rants for their public persona always have the n-word pumped into my subconscious so while I am talking they try to get me to repeat it just to justify their violence towards me, I never say it I have never used the word against anybody in my life--but they are using all these means of drugging brain compartmentalization to force these negative and horrid behaviors out of me. They ask me after they torture me why I don't like them or their violence, I scream in uncontrollable rage because of the drugging, the mind control tech, and rushing at them violently, every single day I am rushing at people who have been raping and poisoning me to death to get off me, thusly grey hair streak from murder stress my life being drained by these hateful life-sucking celebrities and politicians and theiri podcasters, my family, the people who attacked me for years feigning friendship now claiming that I had better never show up where I used to live or they will "get" me, they all say the same things they all follow the same instructions; they are all trying to get ideas from me because I can't subconsciously follow their self-destruction protocols any longer, and they are relying on this for their empire of movies and political power and media promotional hierarchy as 'independent" and Progressive (some of the most dubiously conniving lying posturing haters partnering truly in compatibiity with Nazis and white supremacists)--by people also asking me for the ideas I am using for my healing so they can capitalize on stealing them (although the ideas are "freely online" you must have a connection to know where to go, they are not easy to find, nor advertised) ---the usual, every day I listen to podcasts if I read anything they want a summarization so they can steal my ideas; these are the celebrities who have had me raped for over 16 years in violent physical torture bouts of maniacal "men" based in europ-a-land (or americans only identifying themselves as being french, etc etc) **by the way hacking is so intense now that it's almost impossible to type, keys won't appear when I pound down, the letters are juxtaposed which means the hackers will be deleting and pasting half deleted sentences together after I publish**. The "women" who have stolen my ideas I wrote for years about women being abused, books, ideas, my concepts my analyses for my records, only put on facebook and then on this blog from which a host of politicians, actors and podcasters (all inter-connected to the central committee 4th Reich hate organization) but they are free to steal and participate in torturing and abusing and now death threats are constant from each and all who also profit off this and have been paid in millions for my ideas, from them the death threats and foisting rapists out of England and Germany are non-stop for over 16 years. Thusly, this morning the second I began a semblance of consciousness upon waking, I was being raped from behind by the same man who has been yelling death threats having my body mutilated abusing me for 10-12 or more hours per day, all day all night every moment and raping me with an audience of the "feminists" laughing with hateful sneering grins, to try to evoke an enraged violent reaction out of me once more, after literally years of me reacting in self defensive violence to being beaten raped poisoned nearly to death and mutilated from the poisoning into a paralyzed deformed crooked monstrous shape--a joke to the plastic surgery gastric bypass surgery nazi women and their minorities laughing along grabbing at my body--a complete mayhem of hate and torture abuse and violence aimed at me as more and more and more join in, senators galore by now, democrats repubs all going at me in an annual hate fest. So today after I was raped, and the GREY STREAK IN MY HAIR is now so huge that I realize that this is yet another form of slow murder so I am trying, despite being drugged all day, every day through any and everything I buy to eat, they monitor literally every thing I do, think and where I go all is an attack all is drugged and poisoned etc. Being so constantly drugged up, with violence and rape from this man ongoing for 3 months, after months of the German who preceded him after the long list of English and German men coming to order my hair poisoned so I am balding, my fingers and toes sliced into the bone my gumline sliced to the jawbone my teeth shattered my skin poisoned every day with horrific poison the skin is blotchy so poisoned and destroyed looking like reptile skin with scales but not dimensional from years of poison. My toe broken so it's pointing at a 45-degree angle into my other toes--done while I was sleeping, all. But this morning, raped again by a "man" have screamed hit fought to get off me for 2 months and by now, my life force so sucked out by them every day that I am not going to indulge their sadistic feeding tubers into my life force, also every day they are obtaining original ideas out of me, none of them ever has anything original to say, they are blank and just pure greed and hate and demanding that I assume that their nazi appearances implies superiority and yet, I have never seen anything that proves in any way except for their posturing capabilities which has been trained into them combined now with a torture subject they feed off violence and the sense of getting away with every crime aimed at me---otherwise, so far nothing has ever demonstrated much superiority in my opinion except some of them have athletic capabilities which have been excellent, although people of other races are never given that kind of credibility as superstars even if they can outcompete them. So, after that was finished, where I tried to not let my life force get sucked out by screaming in rage, the drugging causes this plus no support no home my money now I am fighting for my life from a year of being lied to and jacked around by government agencies, my bank and my landlord and senators coming to threaten to kill me with nazis holding rifles at me in deep sleep teleporation sick and stupid skit plots. After I tried to remain calm, I could not ignore them so I instantly answered their probing questions about what I was thinking and doing so they could steal from it in any way they could, then they went off and had my internet cut off so I spent 4 hours doing a complete recovery of the c drive after having spent 30 minutes doing what I do every single day, turning my laptop off and the router off after the signal never connects to my computer, but it does for the first 30 seconds and then it is manually disconnected by the hateful violent terrorists in the rooms next to mine, with their torture weapons, chemically-laced stinking glue-like substances to spray on my hair my skin into my vagina on my clothing on the walls the floors my linens my clothing and to have my body mutilated tears pouring out of my eyes constantly (for years and years this was done for hours per day, destroying the skin on my face permanently, like acid) and then, I spent another 2 hours or longer trying to get into the internet, which is why I am here now---I had a delivery for an item that I paid for by voucher because of the month of them lying about a delivery of an item I try to use to thwart their nighttime sleep deprivation torture death murder homeless abuse violence teleporation skits performed while I am in the most suggestible theta deep sleep state--the company sent me the wrong item, the delivery company canceled the return the next morning after I clicked on return the night before. That began a month of non-stop lying from the chat agents and all phone calls to the actual headquarters was blocked by hackers. Today was one of the last items of the return list replacing the wrongly sent and then month-long continuous lying hate spectacle of outright discriminatory practice that went on for every order I had made--(I had to pay for another item because I needed it so quickly to stop the death skits of dead bodies that the mafia use in the skits--dead people hung on ropes, severed heads, etc not fake I believe it is real). I then finally got into the internet to check if the item was being delivered today, as they are staggering all deliveries day-by-day so I must gather all my items for hours per day so none of them are poisoned if I leave them in my room--the chat agent I told her that I had just turned my computer on, the delivery person may be coming in the next 30 minutes as this one arrives during lunch hour--I had by that time been raped, gone through hours of information extraction by the english and h-wood teams of americans who have stolen my ideas while having me mutilated and poisoned and raped and beaten and abused to death, as they are still doing now in various other facets of their death protocol system fully supported by the u.s. govenment all politicians and all h-wood, so it seems there is no one ever coming to defend me after more than 16 years of this ongoing every single day with the power structure rushing to join in, everyone else standing back waiting for the crumbs to fall their way.//I asked the chat to have the driver know that I needed delivery at or after 1 pm. they asked me twice about the cost of the item, my phone number my email address, then asking me yet again if the delivery had 2 items costing etc etc, for the 2nd time, finally they told me to wait while they checked something (always terrorists in customer service mandatory inflict waiting upon me, sometimes creating a time lapse of 10 minutes of blank space between my question and their vague and usually incomplete answer, or diverting the question and asking me instead about something unrelated so it goes on and on for over an hour on any chat.j Today they told me that they would cancel the order and have it delivered in one week instead. And then "thank you for confirmation" as I then was artificially put into a state of rage, the technology and drugging constantly inflicted upon me finally after a point makes me not able to take the endless attacks---I became angry I called the person an idiot, they lied again telling me that I was inappropriate I gushed rage about how incompetent they were--losing control. I then disconnected the chat, phoned the driver he began clattering items around himself so the noise in the background was him yelling above the clatter, I spoke normal volume he yelled "wha?" I had to scream because he said "no speak english" I then said "1 o-clock today" he said "wha?" (this is a delivery driver in a town of millions of english speaking tourists who order items through this company, in the heart of the tourist area downtown) I then began yelling at him finally to get him to stop f-ing around, and then I tried to calm myseolf down. I then had to wait for him to phone me, trying to not get more grey hair. And my energy is completely depeleted Spending another hour after more than 6 already to get the internet connected again because the fight to save my life because they cut my money off, lied and abused me throughout every facet of the discontiuation of the disability money due to people like this poisoning me all my life, going into my room while I slept and putting my spine and hips out of alignhment and then poisoning me with the equivalent of glue which hardens internally into my body to literally suffocate my organs and paralyze me to death--but first, rape and rape beating and ideas extraction so they can have more multi-million dollar movie ideas or billion dollar movie ideas the list is very long.They have the offense department coming to threaten my life with every kind of stealth for fighting their abuse and his abuse and his family's abuse because they all obtain easy access to the upcoming 4th Reich open media enterprise they are building around just having me raped and tortured mutilated and me writing about it every day. i tried not to, but I still have work to do, and the next 7th hour of fighting for this one day to try to research how to pay this amount of inheritance my family has joined in to have taken away from me for not willingly allowing them to join in as "helping" me by joining in with the terrorists who offer them the million dollar empire of their media and political next arm of the government no one is really talking about, and this is more powerful than the military industrial complex at this point. However, my life force drained I have sat here for 7 hours today trying to get the internet to work--about 30 minutes of actually using the internet--it was cut out every few minutes as I kept rushing to get things done as the fight to not lose the delivery and etc was my paramount concern.

 **I am writing this as an addition because my brain is under assault by their brainwave-scattering technologies--for lack of precise terminology this is how I describe the result: I was threatened by Hegseth not only with death, but first imprisonment. I am fighting for my life against what elon musk has obtain with permission to use doge as a guillotine against the population the nazis want eliminated. I was either the first victim or one of them, it was before the election but they knew they would get away with outright lying from the social security administration (i.e. sending me official letters on official letterhead stating my benefits are reinstated but online they are cut off, etc etc lied to continuously in outright open and direct discriminatory ways). They are demanding that I make an overpayment, which I was ready to do in February, but I was told I could only pay in cashiers check sent directly to their field office on biscayne blvd miami, or in person. All is a complete lie, you pay through your bank account or can pay by check to a central location never to a field office. I was given 2 letters stating my benefits were reinstated, never a letter stating my benefits were suspended. Only online (where it counts for their system) was there suspended. I received fraudulent letters for months waiting and phoning very abusive, I mean yelling insulting abusive people at this miami field office about how to pay so my benefits would be reinstated, asking for letters instructing me on what to do. the mail service told me no letters had arrived, for months they would not answer my emails which is how they have operated for years. they blocked my voip phone calls so I could not phone them. I waited for 4 months my money I saved every month slipping away. I just received an email in my email associated with social security to pay up by a certain date giving me almost no time to get anything done, then the terrorists out of h-wood collaborated with the government politicians all working with them to obtain media exposure forever dark money deals and profit without end trips to europe and mansions etc all through agencies and operations such as cayman islands (my brother showed up and he has worked amongst the bankes in the cayman islands he is a prominent attorney my family has worked closely with mafia for decades as their lawyers and attorneys--just by the way** my uncle in miami is almost famous for this, after he passed me off to the mafia to be gnawed on as their torture free endless deal rape antisemitism hate nazi campaign aligned with all the other euro's, my uncle was awarded a school at the University of Miami-or a library, or some prestigious award--but he absolutely used me as one of his stepping stones--cayman islands not far away, not far away at all from his nice cozy law firm downtown Miami--he was the lawyer who defended Jim Morrison, by the way so he appears to be "liberal" but, um....and so, to continue, that is the flavor of the hate I am dealing with a most bitter flavor from my family but in working directly with this group, at the time that a progressive senator joined into threaten my life through her german proxies for writing a criticism of her---the usual threats for any divisive mention by someone like me they consider "not important"---and thusly, now hegseth is threatening me with prison because my family refused to help me except for sending checks so I could die in agony in america not obtaining any health care on medicaid except for basic doctor visits to get thyroid prescriptions refilled---literally that is all I got, I asked for rehabilitation and help for my body, I was abused by chiropractors to the degree I phoned the state complaint agency. I phoned my family, the same brother who rushed to "hug" me using the very tiresome acting debut of pretending to help a la Hegelian dialectic--and then of course, lovingly smiling at the literal nazis and siccing his wife and the nazi-programmed chidlren of my very hateful violent brothers and sisters--etc etc (not all have joined in by none of them has come forward in any way, they are still going to profit off it undoubtedly). I had to save my life I was being poisoned the SAME CELEBRITIES plus the italian mafia brooklyn american cartel with rambo along with steven tyler and his english crew of absolute nazi bigots--all against little ole me---I ran for my life, they followed. Now because I ran to save my body and life, they are threatening to have me put in prison or jail for a reason I cannot write clearly here--most people reading my blog want me destroyed, you all probably know but they will concoct something and my family will work with them 100% to have me killed, they have been waiting for the end of this contract out on me for decades I have been fighting murder for decades on a non-stop daily basis. but I could rely on disability to survive and continue to fight for my life, and now they have taken that away. If I pay the amoutn which will leave me with no way to survive any longer, that does not mean they will reinstate my benefits it will be up to the field office which is lying abusive antisemitic nazi puppetry absolutely violently nasty and they can do anything and they will--and they want to, they are like drooling with sadistic glee at having me destroyed by phone--they are the florida latino nazis, many many many are there. I am having the case transferred they can hold onto my case, they can block it they can try to have me put in jail which is what hegseth is threatening for fighting back against hours of abuse form him and his family (he and his family, grammar I am now so lost in ranting and cursing for years I can't write well any longer). In addition they are cutting my internet off so after 30 minutes up to 90 minutes per morning of fighting to get the internet on, they turn it off every 2 minutes and keep it off until I do a complete recovery taking 3-4 hours to try to clear out their malware, only for the internet to turn off instantly once more. It goes on and on. Must make these phone calls to the payment office so I can try to get my payments reinstated. Next week. All day today plus being raped now it's like every day by tom hardy and the h-wood pair of rapists who have been going to the oscars every year using my ideas and also from this contract sit smiling and evil hateful trying to get me to react. I am reacting now, I need to get my money so I will not become homeless and then devoured by them any longer. I mean devoured not just consumed, sucked dry to death abused to death etc etc. 


After raping and mutilating and abusing me for hours and hours per day, under instruction from his "superiors" out of Shakespeare "elite" fame England acting milieu, coming to take control over the "stupid American" empire they will get for free by having people like their lower class English boxing violent man raping and abusing me for hours per day as their proxy rapist violent abuser---saying and doing things they want to do but must put up appearance of being posh and polite society erudite intellectuals


the usual.


When I fight to get each and every rapist off me, they punch me in the face they have my home made filthy and broken they mutilate my body in permanent ways I am threatened with murder by top politicians from congress who rush in to then get their share of the stake of this empire. I am left now fighting for my life to have my disability money returned, which this group had taken away from me, like my only family member my cat who they laugh about when I am crying to return her, for over 16 years they have held her (dead by now obviously) and they laugh about everything while getting more and more out of me, my ideas my life force the "men" try to suck my sexuality out of me using forced "love" mode in my brain and drugged up torture sleep state--I fight they have my toes broken they have my hair destroyed most of my hair has been chemically and completely irrevocably destroyed only 1/4 of an inch has grown back from using everything to restore it--after fighting a German who was beating and raping me as described above, with the hateful female who has been famed for the ideas she stole from me (deleted obviously the ideas I wrote which I had to put online every single electronic thing in my home was being destroyed, every night my home ransacked while I slept, I only wrote on facebook hoping I could store my ideas there, and instead it was a feeding ground for blonde nazi women who became global sensations for my ideas, now I am threatened that I had better not "lie" about it by a military personality who has weapons and is constantly threatening to "get" me which means kill for fighting in my defense. He has a huge stake in this as well, along with his family and partners in his own media section of the 4th Reich (owners out of England and Australia, the main attackers of this group upon me controlling the americans completely and absolutely). \Every day this has gone on like this for many more years than 2, but me violently screaming to get off me has been at the very least a non-stop daily event for the past 2 years or longer. I was pleasant and polite to these undeserving haters for the first 10 years, just saying with anger to stop. It has gone on and on and on and on. So I am now fighting to use the internet to try to have my disabiilty payments restored so I can not become homeless and this team of murderous rapist abusers swooping up to feed off me, with their control center having the government agencies abuse and lie to me, constantly sending out even lying official letters that the benefits have been reinstated. All crimes are now open and unabashed it is ongoing. but I spent the last week fighting for 6 hours per day then 8 then 10 then 24 hours to get the internet to work so I could make a phone call to one business in california because my other contacts have been lying to me so obviously the arena in that other place is so violently hateful and hostile that I must flee in order to fight for my life. so trying to make this phone call required 7/8 of my life force, and all the while shitting out more of their poison ripping out of my flesh at the same time, exhausted the grey streak literally expanded in that one week frame. Now I made the call, I was lied to I fought to use the internet again and must now fight to use it for business of the same death threat area of government agencies where my phone calls are hung up on, then the next time I phone I get someone coughing (the stalking trigger is coughing) and abusive and almost yelling and lying and denying and me fighting for my life around another lying government agency that has been under the control of doge for all these years of 6 months of the return of the hellscape that was a non-stop hate hell and was ever-present under the last adminstration. they all keep asking me "why don't y9ou like this' when I rush fighting and screaming at them, they smile and smirk and gloat and get their promotion for me screaming in rage bout how abusive they are. This is entertainment for the Nazis, and this contract out on me literally put Nazis into the Government openly not disguised as liberals and polished polite conservatives; all waiting for the grifting to be allowed once more this contract has proven a cornucopia of lies and corruption all the while the acting is superb feigning of caring and fighting against it by those happily having me as their sacrificial money-conduit for their endless dark money exploit function. My family has literally put Nazis into power by fully engaging in this contract. By now they don't pretend to be liberal any longer, so there is no hypocrisy about them, they literally are aligned with nazis and white supremacists openly. 


So I remain fighting, no support no one to turn to just fighting. Dyed my hair, and have not been able to wash or take a shower from exhaustion for days, and now I am too tired and fighting still to have my money reinstated. I have to pay the money my family offered me as a trap, which I did not fall into that particular trap so they got doge to do the entrapment for me plus the h-wood rape and terror team with over 16 hours daily of rape and english screaming violently at me in groups for 16 hours per day while the americans were having me abused by government agencies to cut my money off and all kinds of life threats for having to fight to save my life.


One of the blonde swaggering actors has gone to the Oscars winning awards not just once, not twice, not thrice, but four times from ideas he stole from my writing. He has had PART OF MY UTERUS SEVERED OUT after I said no to sex with him, he raped me a few years later slapping my face and sticking his penis in my mouth and then had me tortured for the next year until he won an award. His wife has gone to the oscars twice for ideas she stole from me and returned it with non-stop series of gang rape by euro men who smile at her lovingly, beyond the 30-50 men from h-wood alone, the senators and house reps from congress who smile and sneer with hate at me, saying I deserve it as they threaten my life demand that I give them myself as their promotional deal and then have me poisoned and tortured and raped to the applause of their constituents, both on the left and right. they organize the "dark money" funding for death squads, poisoning stinking filth sprayed on my body my home my finances blocked by govenment agencies and then they threaten to kill me after SIXTEEN YEARS of non-stop daily rape poisoning mutilation and torture. .The christian abusers claim that they are righteous and I am a witch should be killed but first they must abuse either rape and beat me themselves or get someone to do it for them, the liberals are holier-than-thou constitutionalists and anti-racists who flock to abuse and lovingly smile into the faces of concentration camp threatening germans and english who beat and abuse me without end--the same faux religious zeal and fanatic theatrics on all sides just with different rhetoric always some justified holier-than-thou righteousness involved in concealing their actual seriously anti-humane actions in this situation. 

-----------my body is sagging and looks splotcy from poison and abuse making healing impossible. I have read that the goal is to traumatize people and make them ill so they can never heal. everyone flocks to doing this especially since it is coveted and protected and shielded from any transparency or reporting from any news agency--all are involved and covet and treasure this torture rape and witch hunt gaslighting torture and envelopment of the world with a monopoly on power and control. 


The only advice I can give to anybody who reads my writings who is not supporting this hate regime is to boycott most of the media and work to put a final stop to the endless monopoly of decades of the same ossified politicians going until they drop dead almost on the floor carted in drooling and falling asleep---completely brainwashed most of them undoubtedly mind controlled drugged microchip implanted, as are the celebrities I really believe this is the case. They have made a kind of subconscious pact with their central committee control center to sell off the kernel of their integrity and soul for being catapulted into fame and money so they can feel important and then they are just grooving for stealing torturing and raping and murdering. It's a sad plight, but for anybody not enthused about this group and the cruelty that is already being exhibited at State level towards the "disposable" then boycott hollywood absolutely without a shred of decency stop watching the endless murder and psychopath criminality soul-sucking programming that entity of mind control is continuously spewing out. Stop believing what the altruism of fanatics claiming patriotism and spiritual purity but behave in nefarious ways especially when voting. but the problem truly lies in society and most people are going along with the money and power structure. Boycott the movies do not watch them any longer. I put the most cruel and inhuman people into power by watching movies watching podcasts and hoping that what they were so deftly screaming about as human value was a chimera of a most evil and degenerate version of deception. Put other people into power make sure there can't be monopolies any longer of decades and decades of the same celebrities the same politicians. They are themselves empty vessels lacking ideas creativity and soul they are being used as conduits for nazi and fascist overtake conniving manipulators. Put other people into power and make sure there is a rotation of power so no one can become an ossified tyrant holding onto power and breaking law and the constitution to destroy the country that truly created freedom for people in society to be original and independent. They are torturing me to death, my body is old and broken down liver spots sagging my skin is so damaged from them poisoning me smearing chemicals on me, as they pumped poison into my body through the rape they then mutilated me screaming to stop pumping the poison in more deeply, they went harder and slapped punched and then got their groups of terrorists in my area to mutilate my body inserious ways (cutting out part of my uterus shifted my hormones they then poisoned my food even more, stole my money so I could not afford to eat, I am now eating low quality junk food because I am losing money so rapidly and I am fighting now to get my subpoverty disability payments restored they are turning my internet off for days whiel giving me a few days to phone and make arrangements or they will do something drastic--they lied to me, the government did about payment never sent information now are saying this is the last warning--blocking my internet I can't phone them to do business. My mail service is lying to me non-stop. My grey hair streak literally spread almost overnight on the 4th day of 12-24 hours of literally doing recoveries to get my internet to work. there are no late-night internet cafes here any longer, and I have no one to turn to here I have been paralyzed and stuck in isolation, going out literally twice per month for shopping for many many years trying to survive this.

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and so< I write this again today, .....blank blank nothing to ennui vacant nothing 

when ever I make any comment about shakespeare that is outside of approving with dumb adoration what they say, they violently assault me murderously with violence for just adding an opinion in a friendly way. I fight back after the years of them coming after me taking turns in succession--they got this man who is openly like a gang banger hooligan in his antics making sneering snide yelling comments yelling abuse yelling at me abusing me raping and asking me, every time, "why don't you like this?" with sneering smug gloating certainty that they will be promoted when I respond with screaming rage as I cry and scream they smile and watch on then I begin to rush at them violently to shut them up---

it has been happening every single day for over 2 years, at this point it is daily

the grey hair is a huge streak my life force just drained by them every single day. They are smiling glorified they perform this endless torture upon me day after day. I finally react with violence and rage at them, they then have my money cut off the black women who play roles of pretending that they are victims of assault based on a racist system where black women are beaten by their men as substitute for rage endured by white supremacy--they say they can't wait for me to become destitute they make sure my disability is cut off; they had me poisoned while they stole my ideas as well or joined in to get their own form of promotion--and lauging they watch as I get raped beaten and because I fought back, called them names all of them, they are now viciously murderous that I defended myself--and waiting to have me completely destroyed but first they are demanding a baby with some hateful abuser


they have babies and children surrounding me once again

I walk around them like they are diseases and their parents as well



Friday, July 11, 2025

The Secretary of OFFENSE is more than offensive towards me, to put it mildly it's genocidal protocols. He is using what appear to be death threats aimed at me to lie about the celebrities who have stolen my ideas---not "your" ideas he hisses in hate at me, but their ideas they were never stolen, is the lie he is using death threats to intimidate me into stop writing on a blog that is being censured by the government to conceal the crimes of the power structure--in all it's tendrils of operation all the lying subsets interconnected to the core central committee. Told that my ideas are nothing, the ideas I wrote undoubtedly erased from the computer forms I wrote them on (facebook, my blog) the years of me being hacked deletions after I write posts I have written with ideas gone a few days later, only to be demonstrated as one of the rapist murdering bigots's ideas. The secretary of Offense has a huge stake with all his offspring in obtaining FREE FREE FREE FREE promotions for all the flock the good soldiers in the war against me---yelling abusive hitting having me tortured and raped, using all the weapons of the torture central committee so their representatives handing America off to make the English Crown "Great" Colonizer of America Again---violently demanding that I never had ideas to begin with, perhaps one, nothing was stolen and then death threats for responding to abuse insults under mind conrtrol deep sleep and under hours of extreme torture after years of slow poisoning to death while they were swaggering to the oscars draped in my ideas now the violent offensive exploiter from a news outlet controlled by an English-controlled commonwealth imperialist totally taking over the entire media empire of England and then America---so I remain the internet is off again, non-stop. i have never heard a single original statement come out of the offensive one's mouth, the offense he inflicts the MURDER SPREE HE JUST proudly performed through the usual stealth--coming from behind, coming from a side angle, coming while they were asleep--the protocols are macro and micro--all ideas he has are to lie and abuse--as they all do, never head a single idea stemming from exploring the wealth of ideas from the history of the planet which they have reduced to little platitudes and boring repetitions of themes and ideas from people they all kicked out, killed and then stole their mansions their ideas and it's gone on for so long. My internet is off for the 15th time in 2 hours again. Next week I must phone this agency. There are no late-night internet cafes in my area they closed during Covid and have never-reopened, the only ones open are all closed at 6 pm, I must phone between 8 and 5 am in order to finalize the last f-u screw-over to depelte my money from years of saving less than $700-900 per month to barely be slowly killed off under, saving the stimulus money and then the inheritance, writing for years to get them off me to make them pay me---years of people rushing only to join in, I am now in another murder situation this is financial this time, leading to homelessness and no options. My years of studying of learning of exploring and my beauty my bndy are a target practice for violent bigots to hit at destroy rape plunder mutilate deform with gaiety and laughter from all blacks in power positions all jews in power positions all latinos in power positions and their underlings who "want a piece of the pie". the millions of dollars that will be handed to the Offense brood of righteous genocidal nazi bigots with their office of offense weapons to kill brain torture mutilate poisons drugs and non-stop death squads everywhere, now with access to drones to kill me and others from behind while sleeping through stealth and they are waiting to get more prizes for it by the 4thReich. Invited to all haute functions in euro-p-=a-land their co-partners in their business also on the sidelines watching on. Jesus would rape and plunder if he could, oh yes they are doing what Jesus f-ing Crhist would do, oh yes. all the years of me writing about the rise of this group and what they will do is transpiring now, but I have been their first target because they were increasing the social security dragnet of culling the population of anyone they don't like at least 6 months prior to doge, which means it was being formulated years before the implementation---the internet is now off again.

After my internet worked perfectly, my computer operated as it should have been doing all these decades, for one single day they took more of my money in the never-ending fight for my life to not be "enslaved" with torture, rape, block of all finances abuse hate people surrounding me night and day with hate and abuse---I wrote about 6 days of spending 6 then 8 then 12 then 24 hours doing resets and recovery functions, deleting all files doing all I could to get connection for the 10 minutes necessary to make one phone call to a business in a far different time zone--critical for me, and they never answered my emails requesting information. The internet and computer worked perfectly yesterday for the few hours I was forced to spend money I need for survival to try to get out of a treacherous situation of mail being literally blocked--as has happened with all mail services literally I have used for decades, every singe one has openly discriminated, lied about mail, not reported mail, I have lost money and now my income due to it, they go off laughing being congratulated. Trying yet again, and the internet and computer worked perfectly yesterday. This morning turning the router off, clearing the 700 files hacked into my system, restarting 8 times in 90 minutes, turning the computer and router on and off waiting for the spinning to stop clearing the cache--took over 20 minutes to just clear the files in c-drive. The signal came on for 30 seconds then more turning the computer on and off. I have ONE MORE phone call to make next week, after 10 days of being told I had a deadline for my money situation in which I have spent sub-sub-poverty income savings from years of putting money away--literally years and years of doing this to try to avert what is happening now. The situations I dealt with yesterday in trying to obtain another secure mail system was met with literal lying by the AI chat bot---the people who responded from the company took my money and were unhelpful with information which I requested, leaving me vulnerable to their attacks once more to cut my income off. I phoned social security I was hung up on and then the next person who answered was gruff, nasty was coughing into the phone---the ubiquitous signal of the terror regime global operation, a triggering signal as well. I was about to hang up to try again and he already knew what I was going to do with the voice-to-skull thought-reading technology so he answered that he would perform the one task after rude, nasty abusive interrogation which I responded to with polite pleasantry, met with a sighing "ok" and he had brought up my money having been cut off (the operation conducted upon me 6 months before the Doge committee began openly to "purge" society of those they want to cull--beginning with me, perhaps the very first victim of doge before they were institutionalized as an entity. I was then rudely treated but finalized what I need to do, with this man almost yelling at me that I had to pay all I had in my bank account or they would never reinstitue my money. they had sent me a letter in April stating that my money had been reinstated. They sent me an email in my social security account last week telling me to pay up before a certain date next week or the final deadline would ensue in...they would not say, but giving me 10 days to fight to obtain information. My mail service lied and told me many things and I asked them if mail had arrived in the months of me writing every week if mail had arrived, being told nothing had happened and for years they refused to even respond to my many emails requesting information. Phoning them was met by racist slurs on my last name in dumbing down pretense of stupidity---unable to speak or write English (in Miami) writing "Knew Mail" etc in the subject line of emails for letters threatening (my income my life) by those agencies under command of their central committee "in the cloud" I guess is where it exists.// I still have to pay and pay for the money my family sent me under absolutely terrorist conditions of sending emails from lawyers brimming with obvious malware the instant I opened their group email (all family members now have my email address they have been hacking in non-stop for years) and sending wrong files and all the problems they cause--the family members who greedily had grasped for more and more from my mother's mommy christmas money font as she was paying them to be seen with blonde people on vacations--endless money poured into the children of my siblings who married into firmly entrenched 4th reich, mostly not "Jewish" people who are openly racist every chance they get (to get more free deals, my family has been a magnet for these types and the mutual partnership is my family being allowed to live in mansions on a hill--the most violent of my brothers in California, his children rushing to abuse and exploit me first, the blondes sent me messages stating after mommy christman (grandma christmas) died, they no longer had her as the portal to leech off for endless free gifts, global vacations, etc I was left to rot and die fighting for my life to have poisoning stopped while my family screamed that I was lying I had no physical problems I was mentally ill, etc making it up. I told them that social security does not make up handing people total chronic disability categorization as I have been, after waiting for over a year to obtain this "bounteous" endowment of sub-sub-poverty income, unsustainable. I was kept alive being slowly poisoned and abused to death but they need me alive to do exactly what they are doing now, attacking me with vicious murderous hate and abuse and lovingly looking at the nazi abuser murderous genocidal haters they have always handed me over to; they get promotions beyond belief. The H-wood 4th reich Nazi cartel is like a bonanza gold mine find for them, through years of me being tortured for information and idea extraction all internet blocked all hacked all ideas stolen as they have me raped and poisoned and mutilated and tortured into old age--fighting and fighting, writing what would happen if Americans continued to allow them to go on and on, and it has come to pass, has transpired now in full glorified hate attacks the audiences are cheering their heroes for building American concentration camps which will be used for further culling of the population in the future not just "immigrants"//but alas, no one cares as I have been told and have seen, not many at all, that is for sure. The rhetoric being used to sway and brainwash the public is so convincing.

 "chokehold--content with dying lp". sweetbabyjaysus. January 27, 2013.






They want me now to pay all the money my family begrudgingly sent me as lure to get the blonde children of my sister into more free deals by using me, I am "supposed" to be happy to let them use me, as my mother had done giving them everything and instructing them to have me tortured raped and poisoned so they can all continue to feed off me when she dies; the bulk of inheritance going to all the good little Jewish and Nazi-partner marriage haters they all have as "insurance" against the 4th Reich, me being one of the biggest promises of endless money flowing into the Nazi partners if they all just go along with the hate and violence the Nazi married partners instruct them all to perform, which they do happily. So, because I took the money from my mother's estate without saying, "oh, yes, I really want to 'know' you too, as the blond son of my sister wrote in informing me that I got a bread crumb lowest amount of inheritance of undoubtedly everyone in my family, plus all the Nazis controlling my mother who was drugged and poisoned to death in the throes of complete huge deformed brainwashing clownish smiling "please love me I love you all so much" they quietly poisoned her to death, but allowed her to live amongst Nazis in Scottsdale as her "reward" while she was being poisoned to death.


The miniscule--compared to what my family has--inheritance is exactly the amount they are taking away from me in Social Security---to return it to my family as punishing me for not letting them willingly abuse and extract and abuse and have me poisoned and raped so they can merrily continue to abuse and exploit my family--the blonde father is very committed to this, my sister is fully indoctrinated my other sister abuses me with threats of violence then loving smiles into the faces of the white nazis in her hood (San Jose now Sunnyvale) they live in the lush suburbs of California fully dedicated to pointing all fingers at me as their insurance policy against the Nazi holocaust emerging openly now in it's initial stages --but the stage was set decades ago so all the dominoes had to do was just fold over (I also wrote that they fold like folding chairs, I heard a Democrat using the same line against a Republican who did not fight hard enough) but anyway, the "Domino Theory" of coercion death squads mind programming fantasy depictions of Nazi glorification in H-wood have done their job long ago of setting the stage for a play that has been in the wings for decades--the overtake of the United States by hostile foreign "actors" and this is verbatim what is happening as far as the context of my situation; the situation emerged out of H-wood through #47666


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I have this one more phone call to try to see if I pay all the inheritance money back so they can take it back, leaving me with nothing (all my parents died, leaving me supposedly nothing while the Nazis they married took away everything I had grown up with, all inheritance has been stolen from me, my family going along with it --my immediate family that is---


and if I pay, I must then wait to see if my money will be reinstated. I was lied to by the fraudulent abusive white male almost yelling at me with hate that I had to pay and my file could not be transferred from a veritable nest of hate and lies in one place packed with "good immigrants" using Nazi and fascist tactics completely with grins and lusty delight---(so common with so many people claiming to be victims of racism and persecution who join into the 4th Reich)


trying to get to another place where hopefully I will get my mail; they can still hamper it in delivery and block my life. They were very happy to have the internet turned on for this expensive addition to the money draining from my bank account to render me helpless against homelessness and their imprisonment enslavement torture "baby" contract of being forced to be around hateful lying abuser vicious sleazy sickening users abusers who have tortured and broken my body home my finances my cats killed everything made stinking sickly disgusting as they are showered with awards for this behavior modification social engineering, controlled by the English and German (some French, behind the scenes their English is not so gut) 

and they were so happy to take my money so I can try to get out of being literally discriminated against point black where I have no legal defense--my family sucking out the last of my mother's endless money for having fully dedicated her sickly life to having me poisoned to death, sending me letters with " I love you" but screaming at me in public within one hour of meeting after not having seen her for years---with the children of my sibling there to rake up the profit, coming at me again with sneering hate and contempt, her Nazi (Mexican) mommy and my hateful violent abusive brothers (and sisters) instructing them to lunge abuse laugh follow instructions and orders get get get everything out of torturing me pass me off to be poisoned and tortured to death--and for me fighting they are taking all the inheritance back so they can all go to another vacation somewhere.


Me left with no way to earn money although 6 years of grad school my ideas generating not just millions but billions in revenue for the idealess celebrities bereft of heart, soul ideas independence originality and all programmed Nazi clone bots fully subsumed with hate and violence to get get get get get more out of abusing me for decade after decade after decade



Thursday, July 10, 2025

30 minutes after having published the last post--my internet was switched off 7 times, within 30 minutes---that is a 3 minute or longer wait for reestablishment as all functions are slowed down and the processing chip for my computer has been replaced by a cheachb hp slow reduced chip I believe---the place I spent literally 7 days of hours per day of fighting to phone, so they had time to pay the people working there to lie, which Ib

 ...I have to continue here, as hackers just hacked a function so that in the title portion where I was writing, a that I type turns into a delete of the last letter so I begin to type and the sentence is being deleted instead


they lied to me at this other business which I had fought for a week, literally hours per day to get internet to work, the block and the malware (half a million files or more hacked per day) with the system frozen completely--it would turn on after the business was closed on the other side of the planet


they repeated a script (I believe) when I asked about a facet of their business which is not connected to " the cloud" as this woman referenced it as only accepting a payment version I cannot obtain


when I asked her again she sighed as if I were a complete drag dumb and not comprehending because what she was repeating ,from my YEARS of experience in dealing with similar companies, is that it was a "personal" decision for their local area of business in this regard and she blocked any potential for my using their business, unless I were there in person. 


She referenced phoning other companies to get other information, so I began to phone, was put on hold for 10 minutes when I finally reached a person (with a very thick, heavy accent sounding like coming out of India, which means potential outsourcing of customer service) I was almost instantly hung-up on after explaining my question in detail; the internet was turned off then, and then I unplugged the router and plugged it back in, waiting the connection established only very so slowly, then tried again, the number I had just dialed, successfully used, was not longer "valid" so I had to refresh the page--which then went blank as the internet was cut off by just flipping a key or switch by the hate in the rooms next to mine; while typing this the cursor jumps to other words as I type and if I try to click back where I was in the middle writing, it jumps back again and I click back where I was, in the middle of a word the entire paragraphs highlights, I try to click to get the highlighting off, the page turns blue, I then click again only to fight to finish the word I was on, while every key is so stiff I must pound constantly,, the letters don't appear I pound and fight to get a single sentence out


meanwhile, 30 minutes of trying to reach the other business where outsourced INdians are working the phones, which means they will outright discriminate as they do here in this other Third World, completely colonized controlled by English and German and Europ-a domination terror mind controlled minion compliance---thrilled to be part of the terror team rather than it's victim, the outright discrimination by people going through the channels of the nazi control system are the first element units of discrimination open and outright--this I have seen in Miami, it appears very true in Los Angeles and not from immigrants but many generations but they are "minorities' usually yapping into microphones about fighting racism and oppression, the most outright outspoken railing against discrimination are the first to violently assault me almost


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After the voip service was disconnected three times while I was pressing the number, the number disappeared while I was typing, the page went out, etc I phoned the same department, the very same woman who had hung-up on me answered--she obviously was Indian the call center is undoubtedly in India--she calls herself "Claire" an obviously English name, from the English colonized call center she had first hung up on me, then as she picked up the second time, let the phone hang in silence as a loud ruckass was ongoing in the background as she let the clatter and shouting in her background continue--a common occurrence especially in outsourced third world countries they do this for almost every call--yelling, screaming people shouting clattering things being thrown to the floor in the background as the nasty unhelpful lying 3rd world minion is "helping" me--she finally said her name, and then with hate in her voice said "NO" to my question with sneering contempt. I told her "thank you" she answered promptly "you're welcome" as her instant response---outside of her nazi programming she could respond with something decent if only to end the call upon a positive note as I was trying to do---


thusly, one week of the U.S> business being told what to say, which is why it sounded like a script, they were instructed on some of the areas I might question, instructed as they were to respond with an annoying sort of "sigh" as I asked to clarify I told her I understood for many of her long-winded, sort of insulting responses although I said I understand she went on with sighing annoyance as if she had to repeat everything with minutae for all details with sighing annoyance, only to block anything I wanted--after one week she had been offered some tantalizing promotion or free deal for this response


I won't go into detail but I know that private businesses like this in fact operate in a way in which I could use them as a business, but she lied and repeated as if I were making an annoying and uncomprehending question--which I did because she repeated it as a script it sounded so robotic and I had asked just a simple yes or no question (the hacking is so awful I can't write with perfect grammar it is too hard to pound the few words out now)


they are all doing the same thing--they are all under control if someone is outside of their instruction they tamper with the controls of communication so I can't reach the agents until they are fully paid, coerced replaced the calls rerouted etc


ON all searches the payment I asked about state that the businesses accept the form of payment I asked about, but when I phone or contact either they are lying or the search engines are not up to date---all state they accept my payment options online, all say otherwise by phone and in chat. the internet has just gone out for the 10th time in 40 minutes. the signal appears on, the wifi router is lit up all lights are on, I was just using the laptop and it searched and worked then instantly it was off but no external appearance all was functioning the router lights remain all on 





The Heart of Darkness: & Total cyber-terrorist attack on my laptop and all externals---the mouse, the keyboard, the router lights remain on, but they are turning the wifi off every 2 minutes or less, like turning a switch on. I am trying to do business overseas, very vital for me and they want to block it because they must control my life to get their endless profit off my loss, while they steal everything and destroy everything they can't take. My flowers have been poisoned again, beautiful brand new, poisoned so all the flowers are drooping from poison having been dumped on the beautiful plant. 3 years every plant that thrives gets killed and is broken. If it lives, all flowers are picked off by their mechanical arms. Yesterday the Russian shit whore female of the whore ape team in the room beneath mine (2 floors down) was sauntering with swagger at her team of brownies doing her hate glaring work for her---pouring muck, black and brown permanently-staining filth into my room every single day and debris on the floors killing plants making my living space stinking; all the muck the drop and pour and scatter and break is permanently coated with some greasy substance, obviously laboratory-created and sent special with love from America to russians placed to torture me here with their teams of minorities. But the internet--as they turn the wifi off constantly, every click on any website I am doing something important on they freeze, the system freezes the wifi goes out constantly, they use the voice-to-skull technology (hissing into my ear, fake tinnitis is a symptom of it) hissing "loser" and "bitch" and "shut up" CONSTANTLY in a loop of hissing hate. This is being done by their minority teams who are in the rooms on all sides; the one in the room to my left is the main terror operation, they have built a faux wall of cabinets lining my wall and the degree of separation is a thin particle board between my room and theirs, where they insert mechanical arms through the boards and they do it, injecting their mechanical arm to mutilate poison and inflict as much damage without physically entering my room.

It's another 30 minutes of me just clicking turning the router on and off fighting to type--as I type they block the keyboard so I must unplug and plug it in, then I must do it again, the mouse in the past 2 days has become nearly inoperable due to malware not the problem with the mouse itself----to increase the stress of me fighting to type while they turn the internet off; as they just did it again

in the room next door they have the monitoring of my laptop my brain my body and the extensive weapons of torture and obstruction pointed into my brain and body; especially in this area where I have the laptop. Filthy brown muck surrounds me from years of them spraying and going itno my room to spray stinking piles and layers of black and brown goo on the walls, floor, on the furniture on my books on my clothing and when they can get into my room to assault my body, they inject fungus semen and fracture my bones 
without going into my room just from mechanical arms they can slice into my body which they do every chance they can, every day cutting into my cuticles pouring hardening substances on my toenails so they are hard stubs that never grow

from one week of non-stop fighting, 24 hours yesterday of fighting to use my laptop, a 12 hour day of literally fighting to get onto the internet doing system recoveries without end, hours of the computer spinning as they blocked every function

so the russian swaggered in a sexuality from the turn-on of torture

paid for with love from america
the us government a compilation of sell-outs and nazi adherents adoring euro p-a's and absolutely bringing every infiltrating nazi colonist imperialist into the country to help assist in a total overtake of the country
the government is wracked with legal-trained and theatrical-level performative liars, absolutely going along loving all the fascist nazis who assault me and bringing them all in! through this contract out on me they get theatrical actors rushing to help program in more nazi white superiority and the blacks and minorities of america can't wait to go to paris and london to go to fashion shows and get featured as main stars for bringing them all in! It has happened with numerous nepo-babies of the "liberal" nazi celebrities who embrace their nazi vicious violent murderous partners out of euro-p-a-nazi land--absolutely unabashed at performing dehumanizing genocidal acts of yelling violent torture--the english in particular--those who are Shakespeare renowned in movies are the most fastidious torturng yelling violent nazi bigots but being perfectly capable of perfect english rather than their german nazi partners they are the ones put into main control operation of the torture

the russians just being able to hiss "bitch" and "shut up" and inflict endless carnage, are welcome nonetheless as ole uncles and aunts of a former despotic fascist regime which americans yearn to emulate
total peasantry to the point of starving hoards in poverty being oppressed

perhaps leading to a "revolution" which will lead to a complete Stalin-dictatorship--the end result of the "revolution"

and thusly, deary americans, that is probably the outcome they are planning for
in the meantime, the horrid politicicians also yearn for this outcome the progressives are going to play a huge role in the eventual outcome of bloody revolution which will bring in a neo-nazi antisemitic concentration camp regime (right now, in the beginning stages with the"immigrants")

but don't worry about me, just your witch hunt target "did something to deserve it" the expletives, especially out of euro p-a-land hiss in hate at me that I "deserve" it and the americans are just violently digusting with their endless bottomless greed grasping for media relevancy for endless awards and prizes, meted out by the absolutely euro-fascist regime control over Hollywood there is no doubt about it
and coming out of whorewood is the current terror fasco regime you all love, can't stop talking about, for good or bad you can't even stop talking about them
msnbc for example are the main "liberal" promoters of the nazi fascist regime trying to emulate german and russian concentration camp gulag revolutionary martial law then dictatorship regime change in america

but I am just here, they need creative ideas because they are such empty, really hateful leeches who must feed off torture to feel "sexy" which is how the russian was sauntering from the groups of brown minorities lavishing slavish worship like she was a rock star--and living in a third world country the whites who exploit the degraded and oppressed mentality of the completely over-ridden places have said that they live like "rock stars" with sex and cleaning slaves doing all the disgusting violent work for them
it is clear and obvious here\

but in america, the same "subset" of the nazi hierarchy have the civil rights jargon to rely on, the put pictures of shirley chisholm on teeshirts and in photos near their desk but fully support the white nazi rape and torture of me violently defending the abusive violent men who assault me if they can get lavish praise and promotion in the plantation system they are trying to "become president" in when the nazis are not overtly in power it will be the progressive black and brown plantation slaves putting shirley chisholm up as their image but they are nothing remotely similar in anything but their skin color

and so, the russians with the help of their slave minions are blocking my internet so I am writing this

because I am trying to do business, for one entire week I have fought to make one single phone call

in the meantime the russian woman was so sexually turned on by the "power" that was handed to her by her teams of brownies who did all her bidding, and the sexual thrill they get from torture

which is why the english hateful bigot was violent towards me initially then sexually overcharged--he is here every single minute using the voice-to-skull; even while I am shopping in public, to try to familiarize myself with his endless pervasive inflicting of his greedy attempt with the most pernicious hateful americans behind him to push and get, the "alpha" male predator rape culture of endless torture violence mutilation\they they are sexually turned on by it, as this is the only way they can feel turned on whether it is because they only have hate for me their racism makes them only respect blonde women or whatever (blondish--white nazi women they can only "love" or "respect" or the minions who pour slave devotion to them with obvious obsequious reverence they can finally get up the passion to "love" them but from what I have seen, usually at least here where I am it is a business proposal in order to circumvent the national laws restricting endless foreign impingement upon colonialization efforts, so the laws dictate a national/foreign partnership in all real estate investment and transactions and you just get your intended target as close to you as possible, once you oppress them enough through murder and war and rape and torture, then you can partner with them, arousing enough passion to even have chidren but the women are waiting (the nazi women) in the backdrop for "the horror" to dwindle down into a cozy domesticated living situation and then swooping down to go for the kill, finally ousting the little brown girls and boys back into the corrugated tin shack ghettos, sent packed away from the beach areas to remote villages once more or just killed off for lebensraum

it is the same in america, they are trying to force this on me
the man is constantly for hours per day trying to force himself on me, the technology enables them to force their voices and their thin vision upon me and they exploit it for torture terror and then sexual titillation swagger as they are turned on but the most reason for this is the absolute compliance of all governments, not just the main predator united states which has fully paid for this to be implemented around the world but all governments. was it the nazis who first sponsored all this and the americans got part of the nazi gold after wwii or was it part of the american plan to begin with?

it is now yet one more hour of me struggling to use the internet to make ONE PHONE CALL after ONE WEEK of the internet being turned off constantly\

if anybody could be so kind as to stop this block of my attempt to just FIND OUT if I can do some business
and perform what I need to do to try to save my life from their life-threatening assaults on my survival---which are continuous and constant, offering only rapist violent men who say they are "rich" and will offer me "protection" with mafioso theatrical nazis assisting in the racketeering department mode of usurpation and theft, rape and violence, who all identify as being "italian" just like the americans who want a fascist nazi regime to quell anyone like me (not quell crush is the word they use) from displaying anything similar to talent, beauty and in particular, actual joy in living as an independent and thriving person living to my potential they want to use anything they can steal from me, and crush me for being independent from their control and abuse--exploitation
so now, the hacking to my mouse is such that I  can't pull up another page even though the mouse works, the page appears and then diminishes instantly---I can't click on one page, and open another window they are blocking that, so I  can't compare information I need from one screen to another
etc
all the while the internet is being turned off like the sun coming out of clouds on a cloudy day

one hour of fighting to do a few simple things which would have taken 5 minutes normally
hours per day of me doing this to get information on how to deal with the endless official lies by government agencies now OPENLY DISCRIMINATION AND LYING to me and blocking my money even sending letters stating that my money has been reinstated then sending me other letters stating that they sent me warnings that I was sent letters to take action and I have not
etc etc etc
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The entire week of me fighting to make a phone call, to my phyiscal exhaustion while at the same time this english man is yelling abuse at me every single moment all day, night and day, so I can't think at the same time they are blocking my brain's ability to calculate--they can compartmentalize brain function by the way, make the heart accelerate, block critical thinking at critical moments
and yelling abuse death threats after having raped me yelling constantly and then every second making comments on what I am doing

euro-p-a- after euro-p-a in particular out of england but they are just the english-speaking agents of the german nazi empire they collaborate with
doing this, non-stop death threats my body my home my finances under murderous assault non-stop homeless threats while I am shitting the poison out they poured into my food and injected into my bladder to paralyze and murder me, glaring in hate as I shit out poison fighting to get them off my life as they are partnererd with the secretary of defense making death threats after punching me in the face yelling "loser" at me with his family after insult after insult as I finally lost my control and began fighting back after hours and hours and hours and hours of abuse yelling directly into my brain by he and his family---partnering with the german violent rapist literally repeating what he had done, the instructions now fully conveyed to the english man who will never stop forcing himself on me as I fight and shit out the poison in utter sickness they want me broken crushed

the giggly laughter of the white women from congress happily engaged in yelling "the victims of the oppression the poor the blacks the latinos poor poor" yelling for their oppression rushing laughing threatening to kill me but they are "fighting for the oppressed" under the new regime which is a very old regime, indeed

the horror, the horror (the whore the whore is the phonetic equivalent, which is the point my step-father made in his book of analysis of Heart of Darkness by Joseph Conrad, who moved from Poland to England so understood very clearly the intent of imperialism by living around it in ENGLAND)

I am only conveying an analysis it has come to light in this situation

Meanwhile, the "system" is working on influencing through the brooklyn mafia-u.s. government collusion to block my attempts at the "other end" which is, the week of me fighting to make a single phone call has been met with re-organization of the structure of the receiving end so when I finally am able to make a phone call, terror agents will pick up the phone or instruct them on exactly what to say, which "they" all repeat as every business I have ever come across in my life since understanding this "stalking" operation is that of "mafia" overtake with fake agents wearing the uniform of the business enterprise literally replace the actual agents---here in a tiny developing country where they have no "back room" to hide in, they sit in the front while fake agents are at the cashiers they glare in hate, they are in the guise of being actual employees--they literally follow me around and instantly take over any place all who own a shop here in a third world nation are instructed that the mafia controls their a$$ and they had better submit; behind them all is the "white man" and his "woman" who are there to glare in violent hate if the orders aren't obeyed, and behind them are people like the secretary of defense with all kinds of weapons at his instant knee-jerk disposal which are mind control weapons poverty weapons of discrimination the system is fully controlled in this way; the incompetent grifters are put into high ranking positions of power so they will assist in the take-over and theft of resources for their mega-billion dollar investment schemes (sound like anyone you know in positions of power at htis moment)




Wednesday, July 9, 2025

Nostradamus had to write in a covert "code" fashion to override the Inquisition death sentence by torture regime, and I must write likewise in code to avert the threats of death and imprisonment for calling one of the extremely violent abuser wanna be gestapo nazi americans a hog &....but also an ape; thusly P-a =pig ape. The rest is my drugged and tortured meandering of inventive immature ramblings trying not to use their names just images and words floating to the surface of a murky pool reflection _upon them, me expunging my body and spirit of their foul and dank Christ-tan orgy commemoration of the holy trinity of money, sex and greed and hate death racism and rape culture theft glorified under a veil--trinities heaped upon obnoxiously one another in triplicate form until it is a swarm---noxious, belligerent bellowing bs holy-r-than thou rape pornographer 4th reichers devoid of any and all moral principle according to Jesus f-nation krispy kreame /// terrorist report---24 hours of literally struggling every SINGLE MOMENT to use my laptop on the internet. 24 hours for just the past day, every day for 6 days fighting to get half a million files off my c-drive just in the morning hours, 6 hours on the first day, 8 hours the 2nd, then I lost count--literally the importance of business I must do has forced me to fight for my life to use my internet to make international voip calls and conduct other internet-necessitated tasks which are critical, not just important for my life. My internet only worked AFTER business hours were over, literally I fought through the entire night, performing TWO RECOVERY with deletion of the c-drive reinstallment of windows--twice in 5 hours, waiting to click on all the prompts to get the situation continuing, the internet turned off mid-cycle so had to begin again. Doing at least 8 resets and then reverting to deleting all files and then after the first day of the internet turning on for 5 minutes max at a time, then today hackers reduced that to 30 seconds to 2 minutes with al freezing. After each recovery they hacked the audio off, and trying to locate it and install it was met by continuous complete and total freezing DOS of the system, so complete I had to turn the computer off tne router off both on and then once the signal was established, it worked for 2 minutes tops and then was gone--restarting turning the computer off the router off walking back and forth to do all for the last 6 days I estimate I turned the router off at least 150 times or even more---non-stop continuous. Meanwhile, in teleportation for the last week threatened with murder at least 4 or 5 times, sexually attacked and then raped by another yet another euro-p-a- violent abuser with p-a-itt-ina watching smirking and glaring and brushing me off as something to pass around to all the europ-a-'s who want to exchange some free land or opportunities in London or England for exchange of imposing vicious genocidal rape and torture mutilation and extreme violence upon people who resist re-colonization by English euro-p-a's who are welcomed with open everything by the throngs of "I"m part English part German" so-called Americans who want concentration camps they voted it in they are laughing now and partying it up, their plantation "my p-word" subordinates awarded for their role in all the uprising of plantation decimation of america, and they are awarded for it after the "joy" "p-word" tour yelling about being victims of discrimination and then under the psychopathic smiles of the europ-a's they turn on me with most vicious violent gruesome death threats and smiling lovingly at the "concentration camp" spewing bellowing behemoths they adore despite their open unrestrained racism aimed at me, for which they all smile with their most warm loving adoration for lavish praise afterwards and of course awards in the circuit of mind programming 4th Reich. the hacking to my keyboard is now so awful it's almost impossible to type. I spent the entire day yesterday and today fighting to get information; as soon as I latched onto important "know-how" vital instructions the page was frozen, the computer froze I could not even scroll to take notes (they had observed me doing this with other previous chats while they then restarted the chat by deleting the critical components of the hacking prevention tips and rewriting the information omitting the kernel, but leaving the outer shell intact so to a novice as I am, it would read as firm and solid instruction. I am now very dizzy the terrorists are making the keyboard very stiff so it's nearly impossible to type, and I am being deluged with brain pulses (weapons aimed into my brain/head to literally make me so dizzy I can barely see I feel nausious and sick and cna't go on) the attacks are increasing the hate and severity death threats rape and the gangs of celebrities so viciously murderously demanding that everything be given to them for free forever by my .life being destroyed for their endless profit and of course, my ideas they steal and they get the violent Nazi american to threaten my life and to incarcerate me if I so much as write any post like this--not even using derogatory terms for him and his partners---i.e. skunk face hog goh and skunk face christ--eeee (ew). canto go on feel dizzy and sick the internet is now on, for 24 hours I could not get it to last this long so they have compensated by attacking my brain and nervous system very horribly the keyboard is like I am pounding cement repeatedly----------------







this is the third computer of mine out of student loans and then from my subpoverty disability saved over year to afford---broken by this group for me fighting to stop being posioned and raped and abused to death, writing as a testament since before I began writing the murderous violence was so extreme as to be a continuous life-threatening situation--literally and in ways I cannot explicate now the hacking to the keyboard is making anything nearly impossible

very dizzy now as well, my vision is very blurrly I feel like I could pass oput soon the attacks are so vicious to my brain right now

this group is latched on yelling having me raped punched in the face after they have poisoned me so hard poison has made my body a hard shell stuffed with black stinking putrid hardening bloating poisons mixed with sickening mind control drugs; its' still in my body everywhere they have had part of my uterus severed out while I was in a comatose deep sleep state being abused in teleportation as they cut this out---causing hormonal imbalance while they tortured me and have not stopped every single day night and day day after day night after night non-stop since at least 2013, but earlier as well the really murderous "men" (italian and english_) stole ideas and were raping poison into my body had me thrown in jail after I called them pigs--my teeth nearly knocked out my hair poisoned out and my scalp a rubbery destruction zone huge portions of hair gone stubs remaining on my scalp for years--still fighting to grow the hair bac to at least 2/8 of an inch

the list of destruction permanent fractures maiming slicing dehabilitating and they are latched on to get more free ideas for more oscars guaranteed for assisting in programming into the 4th reich with all the adherents rushing like lemmings to join in (never fearing falling off a clip they abhor anything hindering their endless grasping sucking out stealing and posturing with pig sniffing the air postures of a faux superiority
i am too dizzy now to continue, I can't even focus my eyes are just dazed I can't concentrate the attacks have been increased greatly

plus, after drugging which rendered me in a highly susceptible state of exploding in rage after the "man" (euro-p-a-thug-a-lug beer floatilla thug) heavy square and retreating to his lair of fellow alcoholic reveling hoodlums (meaning soccar)
I can't think any longe this attack is seriously dehabilitating
the keyboard is so stiff it is a form of torture to try to get anything out pounding non-stop my head feeling like I've been on a roller coaster for a few hours

a few minutes later, so dizzy I got up, my head feeling like I've been spun around and around---the keyboard and mouse hacked so they are barely operable, the mouse newly hacked today along with the 250,000 files dumped repeatedly for days on end every few hours or instantly once I deleted them all, returning instantly
until the computer is so infected it would require an extreme professional to remove some of it

along with the rapist thug-a-rue and his english fellow yanking-hater (yank-hating) was a writer, who is having me raped by his violent and abusive partner buddy who will probably star in one of his upcoming series, but he wants to steal ideas from me and extract ideas out of torture as i have been working on "ignoring" the p-a's as the suggestion from the people who don't condemn the p-a's they only suggest to me that superhuman ignoring violent hateful leeches yelling directly into my inner ear bypassing any critical boundaries and going at it for over 6-16 hours per day--as this "man" has been doing, addicted to violent abuse and giggly and merry about all this amplitude of his former abusive tendencies now amplified exponentially and all paid and promotional with a series of hateful americans providing the foot in the door by sticking his other appendage into me for his promotion along with violent abuse  hours per day--high on it, addicted to it\

and so the writer obtained my introspective analyses which the hateful violent p=a's torture me for thinking or writing or saying under torture; I have done my best to remain silent as the advisors have all instructed in the peaceful domiciles of their accommodations also paid-in full by their "benevolent" societies but yet one of them violently threw objects around me the one and only time he participated in teleportation as if I had been a very naughty girl not giving raping 4th reich men and women all they demand that I not threaten them not be beautiful have a beautidul body no money living only in squallor that the artificially enforce upon me with thousands of millions of brown and black flecks staining their otherwise glaring white backdrop to a hellish hellscape scene in a grimoire that is being confused for quasi-religious modeling influencing Nazi 4th reich posturing in all respects. \

I am now pounding every letter out, my hands unable to move, my brain in a dizzy spinning mode unable to type and finish my thoughts any longer. The english writer got his friend to rape and abuse me so I would, under drugging and mutilation from spending hours and hours not only detoxifying (=shitting) black horrid poison I managed to crack out of the huge internal structure solid and hard as granite in places (all palces) which this same group ordered put in my body in the clear, liquid poison form for the many years of this torture contract
but hours non-stop fighting to use my laptop to stop from the CRIMINAL ACTION they have obtained out of their minority latino poopulation in a very hot place but steamy let it sink into the ocean--always the hurricanes blowing always the population growing--and the money owing, etc yes, they love living in ameica they are deemed the "good" latino immigrants especially for enacting fasco-discrimination policies with lusre and joy schadenfreude as per instruction by their fasco Nazi mafia superiors out there in miami
too sick from this attack to continue

continuous and extremely threatening lies by a government agency oscial security absolutely lying to me knowing that no one is going to bother with any criminal action towards and i have evidence---letters stating my benefits were reinstated but were not--being lied to by every agent at the office--and the mail system I rely on literally lying making nasty remarks in a tone of joy of me being under this much threat--using a slur towards my last name the one time I phoned her, the "manager" who has since blocked my previous skype number but told me she had no idea why it was not going through

i'm so dizzy from the brain attack I cant' think any longer or fight this typing. they are threatening my life literally through social security in a way that is a series of outright discriminatory illegal criminal but the person people in charge of this have rushed to smirk and smile as they are confident that they will only be promoted into even owning their own political nazi 4th reich party for upcoming elections--with the potential of satellite changing of polling booths as well--what could the maggots yearn for more than that? but in deep dank state h-wood, oh, how they are rushing to attack me in droves
so to obtain ideas derived out of extreme violence and torture of me, the gaunt english writer sat along with the "post" "elite chatham house snob" who said that his portrayal of a holocaust survivor, while not looking like either a victim of a genocidal regime with any of the marks of such threat except for looks of grim rage, evenly distributed at a constant rate of "rage" substitution acting, saying that his portrayal while not appearing exactly "Jewish" was a "superior" form of that race (I told him he was a british israelist" he began to inflict his violence upon me or his chagrin but it all leads to violence the subordinates like the alcoholic subordinate "lower class" thuggery are dying to follow orders and inflict their beer hall salutory nazi thuggery upon me.  the "intellectual' calm and beer froth white in appearance  sat comfortably but on the edge of his seat as I ranted my ideas gushing forth after this rapist who had just abused me sexually a few days prior was following me around as I fought to establish internet connection literally to save my life, as they all orchestrated the total and complete block to my financial survival anjd smug and determined to "crush" me--the leech writer sat on the edge listening for what he could steal--of course, ensuring I neve have a chance to write it myself or if, they would steal and thusly torturing me to get me to express anything was what was their "necessary" prompt

to get ideas to get the recognition of my ideas as their own, paif for in full by the 4th Reich--sitting next to p-a-pitt-ina who has been stealing my ideas derived out of poisoning, always keeping me on the edge of near death for at least 16 years and being paid in how many millions after taking my ideas to the oscars non-stop 

all the ideas stolen from my writings but now just tortured out of me through rape and non-stop blocks to my survival and the stress of fighting for my life constantly I began to scream and cry as the other skunk-face cock rock cock sat smug and smiling openly about the anguish he had spent 30 years or longer helping to inflict, also going to the oscars as a result of the promotional scheme scam of assauling me but having usurped the ostensible "alternative" sex lifestyle of the white male pleasure dome  next to him was a woman who plays the sex slave glorified pop music "star" who has helped to spawn a generation of fellow sequin garnished hor-d-ourves on top of a p-valley gesticulating phallic music industry pitting me as the "brown girl" of her 70's era song about the gypsy and as usual, dumping her own fear subliminal terror of appearing like the minority using me as her shield--as so many black and "brown" women do, the blondes who shower them with love for this antisemitism who envelop all the "other" minorities with showers of acceptance and approval for being the prime instruments of their extreme adherence to Nazi "eliminate all Jews" from america and the planet

and, I'm not of that religion, creed or really that race (I am slightly "mixed" by the way, just to say...)
and never identified with that group having attempted to and been subjected mostly to hate and betrayal for the same reasons of shifting burden onto me to lighten their load (and the are loaded with a special two-letter abbeviation begins with a b and ends with an s)


Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Serious business I must attend to, due to the blocks to my survival from this group----trying to phone businesses need webcam--hackers are pouring over HALF A MILLION files onto my c-drive every few hours I am deleting and deleting and doing 2 3-hour reset functions per day, making it now 5-8 hours of just fighting to get the laptop to work. Now I have spent 8 hours today doing 2 resets and 1 factory restore; after the restore, it won't work very well. I can't open the support assist to get updated drivers, they have blocked all functions. I must phone I am so exhausted I can't do more and I have missed days from fighting. The serious hacking began when I decided what action to take regarding a serious threat to my life--was told by the terrorists in the daily morning torture abuse sessions with groups of celebrities and it was the dude high on mass murder coming with glee to threaten to " put me in prison" for calling him a name---after his violence and years of this ongoing --and he had my money cut off, now is saying he will put me in prison. I am fighting to untangle what he messed up, and they are hacking such extreme blocks it is literally impossible to use my computer. Right now I am fighting as usual to pound all keys out and am so tired at 1 a.m. with this health situation THEY created on top of what this organization forced on me all my life--very sick, they drain my energy they are making me old now--and I am fighting to not lose my money or my life and they are trying to block literally all transactions every business is openly lying and discriminating against me; my bank (I never chose it) my mail service (I really had no choice all mail services have lied and discriminated) and the hacking became unending non-operational in just the past few days, just when I mentally organized how I would deal with this problem they are creating with life-threatening consequences----trying to change the direction so they are bogging hundreds of thousands of files which I can see when I click on the software distribution folder it's 250,000 files at least twice per day, a minimum of 680 files on my c drive instantly after I delete them all--and more and more and more. Every function is blocked, the second I get onto the internet they pour malware and trogans and whatever else onto my system rendering it inoperable, literally, almost within a few minutes--20 minutes I can use it maybe with constant Dos attacks forcing me to get up and down turning the router on and off the laptop on and off--probably over 30 times or more today. I must use the internet for my survival now.

In trying to learn how to block hacking while my laptop is off, I got into an AI chat, which is now completely hacked, and the hacking must be done from the inside of the company---too long and too late at night to get into it--I've been working all day, I had intended to phone businesses yesterday it's now another day of not being able to get things done--they force me to have to rush they sent me a "last warning" but I never recieved any of the other letters and was sent a letter from social security that my benefits had been reinstated beginning April 1, and they just kept them suspended and are now threatening me with "by" a certain date, giving me the holiday weekend to miss out on business then hacking has begun for days I have spent over 20 hours in 3 days fighting to use my laptop.


I am unsurprisingly able to type this, they feed off my writing about this they need it for their protocols and contract to get me to write


It took 3-4 hours of frozen laptop the wifi being turned off every 30 seconds, as they are doing now--I was trying to disable the wifi so they can't hack in my laptop, which they do and they use it also to transmit signals into whatever microchips or relay instruments they have in my surroundings for the teleportation torture--I believe it helps carry the signal whatever it is (satellites linking)


because for one single night I didn't have death skits homeless skits and abuse skits, the second I woke up they sexually assaulted me, and they kept up for 3 more hours as I remained calm they were in my face abusing insulting death threats endless hissing hate--finally I lost it screaming hitting them to shut up and go away--screaming how disgusting they are--they sit gloating the apparatus to support them literally feeding off destroying my life for their endless career spotlight is unbelievable--as the politicians are also fully engaged in obtaining media spotlight I have no chance for justice and law to prevail.

they are turning the wifi off every 30 seconds and that is no exaggeration--it is constant. IMpossible to get anything done. They are threatening me with homelessness after rape (this morning me physically fighting the f off, with the usual sitting smirking gloating watching me scream in rage they feed off it, smiling laughing they have had me mutilated poisoned they have gone off on tours to oscars stealing my ideas in most cases and demanding that they are glorious so important I am nothing

to me it is the opposite my plans for my life have been much more valuable than anything they put out for one second of their careers


and everything about them is horrid--their horrid movies their horrid personalities their horrid politics

demanding I make myself a willing sacrifice for the SHIT that they put out, that they are, and that they do but you all love bullshit so they are championed I am scorned for just fighting to not be killed raped poisoned my ideas constantly stolen to embellish the blank void hate black holes that they really are (former cocaine junkies former sex work alcohol addicts now torture addicts and addicted to this contract plus the torture all a replacement for their sex and drug addictions--watching me get raped as they try to force "love" out of me so they can suck it out, then reveling in joy that I am screaming to get off me as they continue and continue, they can't succeed or live a day without abuse torture and being paid in unbelievable amounts for it. All the politicians love them for it they jump in. Society loves them all for it, they now have huge swaths of desperate impoverished people to exploit control manipulate and or torture rape mutilate and poison kill if they don't like them but want to steal with they can produce or have or just to claim that only they are "superior" which after all these years I have an impossible time seeing anything of any quality in any of them


so they keep raping abusing to get more so they will be enhanced so what I always hated about the boring horrid movies will be a forever thing, plus the political landscape of fascist nazi hate and mafia antisemitism black nazis jewish nazis latino nazis without end forever if they could keep abusing me to get a global cartel out of it, everyone not killed off will comply


since none of you ever does anything to stop them,why don't you put up a donation fund to pay for their sleazy hate lifestyles of parasitic hate torture rape and racism inflicted upon someone else and get off me? that they can't succeeed at this point in all their careers without non-stop torture of me to obtain promotions from a sick and disgusting group---which you all love

they are detestable to me


Thursday, July 3, 2025

25 minutes to copy and paste one conversation in an AI chat bot, onto my notepad so it would copy correctly (footnotes with links so I had to use a different format) every time I highlighted a paragraph the hackers frenetically deleted and made the words literally "move" as I tried to highlight them--I had to go back and forth at least 5 times to try to copy anything---and when I finally got a copy, I would paste it onto the notepad and it would be out of sync, completely disarranged the paragraphs beginning from the middle and it was so chaotic--and this is ALWAYS every time I try to get anything done; plus the keys so stiff it's nearly impossible to type at all, must endlessly backspace. I can't describe how many people have used this hacking and obstruction of all technology to "blame" me for not being able to get anything done, some yelling at me as if I am "stupid" and etc when I am drugged, the hacking is so disastrous that no sites work browsers apps never work--all so hacked . sick of it, sick of seeing politicians laughing about it as they join in with these deplorable celebrities who are so foul and disgusting I am compelled to feel "suicidal" to get rid of them--I never feel this way otherwise the tech is blasting my brain into a nether region of being cornered they are so loathsome, the entire global world of these foul creeps.

More tech terror aimed at completely blocking me in all respects: skype was shut down, and all my attempts to use any other voip service have been blocked. My debit card will not process with every single voip phone service available in all searches all is being blocked. I found one single source which I can use, and now the browser phone app is not working--it worked a few weeks ago, perfectly, now the app is blocked on the site. Zippcall, which was perfect and my one and only available international phone service now blocked due to hacking. I must make phone calls now due to the other terror tech assault on me I must fight to clear up.

Outright fraud, discrimination and blocking of my finances (as usual) by Social Security Biscayne Blvd Field Office and my mail service. No mail reporting the letter(s which obviously were supposed to have been sent, but I was LIED TO that I had received no mail for months upon request. The field office LIED to me by phone, yelling fascistically that I had to pay in cashiers check in person to their field office and that they would suspend payment until I had done this. They further sent me a letter stating that my payments had been reinstated (but obviously had not when I checked on the website suspended) I phoned asking for a letter, I was told that I needed to do another assessment because they had "done it wrong" I told them I had already received the final papers the interview had been completed and I just needed a letter to instruct me on how to reinstate my payments. I wrote emails to the usually prompt in reporting mail service when my money was cut off, but they are remiss in alerting me, upon request, on the vital letters for my financial survival. Absolute lies from both sides of their equation--a government office and a mail service both lying to me, and my emails being hacked and deleted and blocked also a huge potentiality but the government field office lying is no hacking joke. There were "problems" with them phoning me as the appointment was supposed to be, and etc the entire thing was completely out of appropriate protocol from every moment of this entire situation.//That means they sent me, or were supposed to send me, information months ago (probably at least 2 months ago or 3) and they forced me, by lying that I had to come in person for an appointment (which is absolutely outside of all their protocols not even allowed) and they cost me at least 4 months of monthly payments by keeping this information from me. The letter which they so wonderfully sent in my official government online page was this "last request" and "did you forget" was added because obviously there had been many contact attempts for months and this was the "last chance", giving me very little time to respond, actually. //this has happened to me for years, where I have been informed that 3 other letters had been sent but my mailing service (at a different location) never sent me information, etc I can never know if the social security field offices are lying or the mail services are lying--all are part of the attack upon me regardless of where I attempt to do any business it is like all is controlled by this hate organization I cannot obtain accurate information or legitimately correct business for any single thing I attempt (plus internet is almost impossible to use and never in any serious business capacity for any survival self-employment).//More continuous DEATH THREATS by the celebrities--they so enervate me that under drugging, hypnosis and for the 16th year in a row screaming that I don't "like" the celebrities relying on torturing poisoning mutilating and having me beaten raped and tortured so they can endlessly obtain funding for slated oscar-winning and award-winning movies--all funded and projected to be at least in top competition if only for the multi-millions of dollars poured into having their full-fledged fascist celebrities endlessly installed into top positions, working with their other arms of the entire global operation. I told them I don't care if I die, under extreme duress and nauseating hate to get them off me, in any way possible. I am not suicidal it was suicide programming; which, by the way, IS A THING they can do and have done to many. I told them I would rather see them expire and screaming that they are disgusting once more, they finally stopped attacking me. Now it is death threats every day because they cannot "win" through their own "merit" unless they are either extracting ideas out of me and then torturing me to obtain the permission or just torturing me without end, every day and night, taking turns all getting non-stop prizes and promotions for it; including others of their more political departments funding and approving and profiting off all of this. //Oh me oh my, I am just one person. but, I am not suicidal this was said in an enraged mind controlled hate spewing of just sickness from the never-ending daily stupidity and abuse from them, they seek any rationale to attack me using anything I said while being attacked by them, coming at me days later as if this was a crime and they are threatening my life for it and etc (that I said to one of them that their wife's music was what little 8 year old australian girls really like) and even though I thanked them for some of their tips, they must abuse me for anything I say after , oh, it had been 10 hours per day of his abuse non-stop every moment of every day and nighttime torture--. Today I received a "last warning" of a financial obligation I must submit or "e

 ....for the third time while in the middle of typing, they made the page freeze, the cursor skipped to some other part of the page, and I lost my place I tried to move the cursor and the page freezes so I will continue now....

they use anything whatsoever or no reason to just begin screaming and yelling at me with violent hate--death threats are now daily. 


they are so disgusting towards me, I can't imagine that they are charming people of high society glamour but their fascist undertaking makes them truly glow with hormones and the endless money makes them glow, they laugh and giggle and go out partying after unleashing their ugliness hate and stupidity sickness out on me.


And so, I have to now fight for my survival once more--they have deprived me of any way to earn income, they cut off my money, blocked my ability resolve this problem without me having to spend half a year or longer using my endless penny-savings every year for an emergency, rather than being able to solve the problem HALF A YEAR AGO.


I then tried to simply make snapshots of the letters put onto my online social security account, that was frozen it took me over 40 minutes total to copy 4 pages using snapshot and then get into my email and upload them into an email to myself---they stopped the wifi connection thrice, they froze the computer endlessly they froze all functions and I had to click and wait

they are uploading at least 20,0000-250,000 files constantly on my C-drive and once I delete them using cache clearing, they upload them instantly again so it is constant hundreds of thousands of files hacked continuously into my laptop


and I still have to deal with the social security agency, and although it is not the field office where they OUTRIGHT lied to me endlessly thusly blocking my ability to gauge and deal professionally with the situation, literally sending me a lying letter that my benefits had been reinstated, but were suspended, then lying about how they had done the interview wrong and it had to be done again, and I told them I had the finalized finished review papers mailed to me already. Then the mail service never sent me the letters from which I could have dealt with the problem and at least tried to get my payments reinstated---probably at a minimum 3 months ago, but probably I was able to do this in March or April---it's now July they are sending me "last warning" letters to contact them and that I was contacted in the past---but they did not state this or how many other letters had been sent. The entire thing reeks of making america hate again


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One year ago they had my PHYSICAL MAIL blocked from my home address and that caused my debit card to be cancelled. I tried to obtain an emergency card and that was returned by Fed Ex as my address was registered as unavailable and to return all mail--at the federal level it was done by a government agency dealing with postal service.

The bank made me spend SIX WEEKS identifying myself as they lied to me perpetually by phone and refused to even allow me to speak to customer service agents because my phone calls were diverted to terrorist agents posing as bank agents. 

This was a bank that I was forced to have dealings with as my bank out of Gainesville was closed and my accounts were shifted to this new bank out of PA. One of #47's sons made some social media post which was hacked into my facebook or some social media whereby he stated that this bank (PNC) was "his" bank and he thought it was "great" and it was not some random post, I believe and for him to just write about this one bank that he thought was "great" which was discriminating against me--seems to be making america hate me (again) but my bank in Gainesville, some of the managers had been extremely friendly. During Covid I phoned this bank and sometimes at random moments when the network of terror was disrupted, I got extremely friendly caring and professional people instantly helping me. Now that the hate regime is in full operation, it appears that the covid era was almost an oasis of having polite professional treatment, I also obtained this from social security when I phoned them as well during that Covid era--and the local businesses as well.

Now all the friendly people I had dealt with are "gone" because my phone calls I believe are all diverted. No mail comes to me, and all I do is blocked. 


Still no one lecturing about the solvency of the United States in places of high political power is intervening in this most egregious situation, and I am a prototype which means they want to and are expanding this, have expanded this type of endless networking of absolute discrimination at government and financial institutional level. I can forget about decent health care and of course, any personal contact with any living being which is not tainted with selfish hate dripping oozing with greed and exploitation is impossible. All pets all animals I love are killed. thusly, I am writing this to the void as usual and it will go nowhere, at least for now. Perhaps when OTHER PEOPLE who are deemed to be the privileged who still think that it's funny that it's happening to other people will one day realize they got duped too.


Some are realizing it now but it's too late--they've been deported or their family has. I recall how vicious the Latinos were towards me in Miami and in Florida in general. 


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Also, my security code log-in for the SSA was stolen and my account accessed by hackers obtaining my code. One of the code that I absolutely have never used, and this has happened in the past--had already been used. That means that I received no notifications which I probably should have, and the template, like all templates has been hacked so if the agency had sent me notification so I could resume my payments, they deleted it. They could also have deleted email information from my mail service, but they are absolutely involved with the attack situation without a doubt. Too bad I can't provide evidence this is part of the discrediting of me, to not be able to provide evidence. It is undeniable however from all the protocols they have followed the same as almost every other mail service (not to sound racist, but in Florida and in Los Angeles the Latinos have openly discriminated against me in a most direct and plain way---without apology and absolutely lying directly and constantly and nasty about it). that is why I added the reference to how many Latinos in Miami are some of the most vicious, and I would suggest that at least ONE of the attackers in all the years of their proxy minion behavior at least one has been deported under the current hate regime or they have a family member or friend who has, which is why I wrote the seeming lightly connected statement above about those who happily attacked me assuming they were "homies" with their 4th Reich "partners" who paid them (thusly they were subordinates being paid anyway).