Thursday, September 24, 2026

Yet another day of waking up to abuse, insults and this latino murdering bigot nazi creep with ugly sleazy filth arnold who I have tried to get off me, as i have been doing with literally all this entire group from the moment they all latched on and all have obtained oscars deals all have stolen ideas from me (almost) or they just go on and on torturing abusing me so I scream out ideas about how wrong they are, which they use as their platform to push "their" original ideas about being new, original and saving the country from pig whore shit fuck scum like them ravaging raping stupid ugly dirty sick crap put into power endlessly and for decades. The cheers of the audiences the fans and the congress of rotten corruption incompetence and nazi fascist (communist) affiation continues to force me to perpetually beg for my life to stop being abused and raped and poisoned and beatn to death by this filth group as the white nazi trash men and women laugh, snigger because it is they who are the niggers and no one else is as low as they--but with law degrees many of them or the backing of professional con job hateful greasing the way for slime to push through every lie and deception and the destruction of the united states. Selling it endlessly off to filth like ugly, dirty arnold and his nazi euro-trash shit group endlessly no one but me apparently can understand that this is a group of infiltrators determined to destroy the country from within. They have been doing this endlessly but still they are welcomed in because of the lack of utter concern for america by everyone but no one less concerned about america then trump and his shit cartel. The filth of the arnold team of bigot slime scum brown nazi skinned filth today--who echo the shit of ugly arnold but regardless of all that I relate people only see the money exchange offered so don't care; but "fuck america" with derision and hate is what this dirty hateful disgusting evil gnome said in addition to "fuck you" for just fighting trump while he's a scum dirty leech latched onto the huge dirty parasitic filth of ugly arnold and the nazi group they belong to. I have seen this partnership of the most groveling mind puppet slaves out of latinos in miami who viciously assault me and obtain their permission to be excluded from the nazi purges which americans also are delighted to inflict--trained by nazi filth. STemming from stallone and his group out of fascist nazi italy and transplanted into Miami rubbing shoulders with the nazis of florida and then california. So they came at me again. This puppet completely repeating what ugly sick sleazy arnold really is and believes: fuck america. This sick crap who was governor of california does believe "fuck america" because this dirty creep repeated this at me while the american nazi celebrities sat silently they could not give a damn about america either.They ahve been handed plantations in france near the southern clime near cannes and all worship and praise when they land in facsist euronazi countries applauded (because they are such easy whores like shit pitt who gets this applause when he is posturing for movie concepts he stole from me like blonde and once upon a time in h-wood while he was murdering and dismembering and having me raped and tortured--that was way back he's there today sitting silently with hate waiting for this contract to be handed to his grubby dirty pig snout to suck and snort out more out of this contract. Like them all, their dirty shit nazi posturing psahychopath crap careers were in decline but abusing and stealing ideas upon and out of me and never-ending torture just at the moment I am waking up from having been injected into my bloadder at night with drugs and poisons (killing me via toxicity which is never stopped as well as the rest).//That I must perpetually beg for my life writing every day about being killed and asking for someone to stop the torture and rape and abuse has only been met by mjockery abuse silence and full cheers for the shit as i am declining being destroyed killed slowly have been fgighting every day my hair grey falling out my body covered with injuries from nightly assaults on my skin, fingers toes hair teech gums poison into my bladder injected while I am sleeping abuse while sleeping and in the drugged morning state, the poisons and drugs render me drugged into hysterical reaction as they abue me. Eveyr day some rancid sick fuck minority minion dirty fuck attacks me. Ugly prune-faced Al Green from Congress and dirty whatever his goddamn name latino should be sent to ICe rotten creep and his friend and partner and ugly nazi austrian arnold--all just viciously combined to assault me as often as much as possible. For some reason saying that oprah is a complicit nazi black playing the role that malcolm x identified as the blacks who aid in white supremacy (mediocrity) by playing enforcer of racist violence has been met by violence form all the blacks in power, literally almost all and full demonsration to the white nazi shit (ugly sick arnold is always there, the former governor of california still in power even moreso than when he was governor every thing his pig snouto can short in for his endless monnopoly of nazi overtake is handed to him on a cocaine-like silver platter the former drugs they all inhaled so their brains, mind, body and soul are completely devestated empty, bereft of all humanity they are sleazy shells of corruption and evil infestation with fake posturing of grandiose sexualized pschopathic "evil" they exude permission to commit all crimes and rape and murder in their every movie and action (even the creepy comedies always featuring white blonde women as the objects of loving adoration is extremely racist as only they are depicted in this light; romances are only featuring this nazi type) . Waiting now for over 16 years for ANYBODY to protect me, instead I get shit like al green this yapping bullshit crap ugly sick thing who did assault me when I clicked on his first impeach trump videos hoping someone would goddamn stop him from having endless and countless shit whores rape and abuse me. Instead this member of congress like elizabeth slotkin who put anothe progressive brown skinned man in power who is partners with mandami who rushed ot make antisemitic jokes in front of the white trash nazi filth calling himself antifa punk out of Germany so the german nazi bund in america would allow him to be partners with trump "all in the game" they would say just "politics" they would say.

 Another day these sick ignorant and nazi bigots were so disgsuting and ugly and hateful and violent and abusive I rushed at them screaming and hitting them. Every time I begin to hit them they replace the person with a dummy replica as I try to beat them to get them off me and they all watch bemused as I am put into a staggered edit blanked-out and then reinserted into consciousness---while teleported. My vision is so restricted at all times but trust me I do recognize the famous people this is not a delusion. However depth-of-field and ability to scan a room or see people coming at me is the problem more than ability to recognize a shit celebrity in this very odd "other" teleported "self" where I am physically stable in terms of molecular structure but it's a different reality than literal 3-d experience. Like viewing shit disgusting ugly demons I abhor who are whores from within a black-and-white tunnel vision. They are able to alter my vision and perception as well, I believe sometimes I am able to see much more clearly when they are trying to get me to see people who are sitting a distance away from the torture spot they force me into. Suddenly my vision is extended to some near distance to see an ugly dirty celebrity or politician I don't want to see in any form, not in movies or in this teleportation certainly not in "real life" and I"m sure the sentiment is more than shared but the contract keeps them coming at me like german flying cockroaches--emphasize the cock part and roaches like insects but of the nasty variety. And they are continuously trying to deflect my accusations of how disgusting they are by the force of the group numbers versus my endless lone and sole isolation to which of course congress surely helps out by aiding in the hackers to eliminate any personal emails so I get zero contact from anybody and all I get are constructed fake responses. My AI was hacked against yesterday in a person search and AI literally told me that they had just "lied" to me. I am always hacked and even that is with ugly stupidity if they have the ability to hack into the quantum processes of response quickly enough. Becuase they freeze my laptop and the keyboard so it's impossible to type atnormal speeds (I am like, lightening fast almost if not impeded as is always the case, literally 100% of all times I fight to type is a battle I am never able to think or type at my real capability, ever and for decades even when in grad school (especially in grad school they were poisoning me to death to stop me from achieving anything whatsoever).


That I must wait for yet another election to be disappointed again that the same hate crew will return, the ones who are leaving have fully incorporated the next generation of followers who will repeat the same protocols of the death squads, nazi overtake, quid-pro-quo mutual (they believle) exchange of mansions with euro-trash nazis they idolize and worship. The Americans who are trained in the "opportunity of equality and advancement" that is also supposed to be encoded in the Constitution are fighting endlessly to thwart my ever advancement in every single facet so nazi white trash mediocrity haters can feel assured that ancient racist practice from fascist nazi cultures and imperialistic and rotyalty peasant dark ages is entrenched but the remnants of "opportunity" remain for white nazi filth and their black nazis and the latinos for trump and ugly shitnigger who "hate america" as they sneer in contempt at me as the american blonde nazis sit silently because they have instructed the brown nazi filth to repeat this and only to "love" the "America" which "they" represent. White nazi trash shit of the golden oldies 50's with their rock n roll polyester suits dancing around only they represent america and me--an outcast to be so trampled upon and the "good" nazi brownsa and blacks pushing me down as viciously as they feel they have experienced and are being put into a higher pecking order for trying to push me into near death slavery conditions. No pay and only abuse and raped and tortured by especially the english shit fucks who have routinely stolen my ideas and furnished shit like pitt and shitalina with my ideas handed multi-millions to produce, all credit given to the writers who are consigned and all I did was erased and/or just a few paragraphs I wrote which I can never capitalize on I am unable to produce ANY OUTPUT due to the hacking and the drugging the torture the sickness and just being abused to death and needing to rest every day from all energy sucked out of me by morning routine ritualistic sadistic satanic energy life sucking abuse to obtain more ideas. Attacked by the chinese goddamna actor who stuck his pelvis in my face after forcing me to repeat the subliminal programming sentences which he blamed me for "thinking" and then assaulting ausing sexually abusing me as the ugly crowd of the celebrities who have gone to oscars because I do not make such ugly statements which they routinely pour into my subconscious while I am tortured, under life-threatening duress while they abuse slap punch rape and then insert subliminal senecntes and then slap punch rape me for having "thought" them and/or screamed them out in rage after being raped beaten and torurterd. It is a fucking daily event it has gone on and on like this litearlly every day and night and morning but always after I am poisoned and literally d ying from sepsis and toxic shock as I scream out these sentences because my human body cannot fend off being killed from poison, detox and sleep deprivation every night and day for over 16 years 


waiting for years for some fucking relief from this shit government or from any body and it's jsut a "normal" "fun" exercise in exploitation rape and party atmosphere of free promotions ideas which are oriinal all going to this pile of immature and ugly sick filthy psychopathic minimal idiot savant sick shit out of whorewood with the slime of congress rushing to abuse me as often as possible--violently rushing at me the nazi progressives almost all do on a routine basis (as in, every progressive behaves with either murderous statements and/or sexual violence and/or actual violence, but usually a combination of all three or they endorse it openly). That they are being presented as any antidote to trump is one of the most fallacious deceptions of this century so far leading America into further death spiral(s).


And waitinf for any goddamn fucking politician to stop this satanic ritual of energy leeches feeding off vampirizing me and stealing ideas while I am in the process of being evicted waiting after SEVENTEEN MONTHS 17 MONTHS 17 MONTHS of social security having cut my ssi sub sub sub sub poverty "income" for having saved covid money and student loans in my bank account. Yelled at hung up on lied to and threatened by all of the agents whom I spoke with but in the trump and newsom areas or arenas of violent abuse death threats via financial homelessness while I am so ill from poisoning and the non-stop abuse that I can't move most of the time, am in extreme sickness and p ain and it's still murder combined with poisoning drugging and abuse so I am unable to heal, every day this goes on and on. The same exact pattern, I can't stop reacting in my "brain" in my "Mind" they insert their u gly stupid sick abuse sentences that only ignorant dirty little shit children woulud make

and literally tha tis their goddamn stupid uneducated level

and every day the equally repugnant politicians like al green who is well educated enough to make really great persuasive yelling lectures waiving his cane around swearing he is "unbossed and not under control" to rush at me violently without question or any exchange just instantly rushing at me hiting me as I fight to defend myself--yes although it is a kind of Schroedinger's Paradox that I am in two places simultaneously they can injure me by physical contact and they have been murdering me by poisoning and raping the poison into my body (and having me  raped while I am teleported and completely unconsciosu in my prime body state by the white nazi shit they partner with out of places like germany and russia who are extremely murderous white nazi trash shit who violoently fracture my body while I am completely unconjscious after raping me)

but al green and indeed, chuck d from public enemy can only swoon in plantation worship over "german" ugly sick sleaze filth arnold and paris hilton all they do is swoon and viciously attack me as proxy for the white nazi trash who have millions of brown and black othe rpeople in every bus stop on eveyr public transportation. Being forced to live in poverty I am perpetually surrounded by brown and black viciously murderous plantation slave mentality shit apes who perform acts of violence and destruction which are tantamountt to murder for these ape scumbags who want to see me broken crushed crooked limping compleely saarred aged grey hair the women and omen wannt me ugly old broken and raped to death


and hackers are freezing the keyboard and the pages again they will hblock this so I have been fighting this hacking now j


30 minutes later---they froze the desktop so I could not even finish typing the last broken and fragmented attempt to write anything---the keyboard is so hacked it's impossible to navigate on but at this minimal endlessly obstructed level I can barely manage to pound some letters out


a brand new shirt which is sort of yellow-brown in color, sort of a yoga stretch shirt, which I need to wear very loose clothing the (goddamn hackefrs are freezinhg the letters so I pound them out they don't appear and then 20 seconds later typos without end. This is 18 times today I have turned the laptop off. They have hacked into this system so badly I can't do anything with it they destroyed Windows when I was at an internet cafe and had a 4-day window in which to submit 3 years of banking information to social security--they turned my electricity off completely for over one week. They hacked into my laptop at a cybercafe so it stopped working and then turned cmopletely black and would not oeprate at all. I could not use internet shops to download the cost far too much and also for various reasons I needed to use windows. Right now they have hacked some black substance which first appeared as an octagonal shape in the upper right hand of the screen, under the plexiglass or the clear front layer of the screen monitor window--it was something that somehow was inserted in  that area. it has "spread" daily into an ever enlarged shape they have used some sophisticated tech to make it come into the monitor area and then spread daily. It was about 1/2 inch 2 days ago now it's 3 inches in height and 3 inches in a circular shape growing daily but only when I am not observing this object. It is enlarged while I am not on screen in other words. It is not some "ink" coming down out of the laptop it is a hacked intrusion done in some manner .


Otherwise, a brand new shirt which they sprayed with fungus and mold so I hand washed it--upon returning huge blobs of brown, black and whitish stains but horrific and  ugly. I washed it and soaked it with bleach the stains seemed to have disappeared then new stains appeared much larger covering 5-6 inch large areas of circular blobs on the shirt down the front. They did this to a white shirt (white and beautiiful happy colors they instantly stain with black permanently staining substances, always and they fray the material I can only wear dark colors because of this endless staining of white and happy beautiful blues, pinks and yellow always horrific stains and blots and rips in the fabric of anything really beautiful and black is stained but of course it's black. Thge ugly latino sick fuck scum began saying that it was a "mess, like you" this ugly filth toad creep demanded a tarot reading 2 nights ago before they had flying cockroaches with microchip implants attack me-flying into my head and coming back and back. They have done this with insects to fly into me and atatck me and these are not normal behaviors. They also do this with cats who run into my motorbike literally under my wheels so I wipe out (could be fatal) obviously very fatal for a cat and no cat would ever just run deliberately under a motorbike wheel on an empty side road during broad daylight. They have done this and done this repeatedly and made me wipe out as well almost killing me many times over and over, this same group of fucking shit ugly pig pitt shitalina dirty stupid fuck arnold the nazi shit

and now a team of latinos. Jenifer lopez and this creep propagandist journlist whose book just came out extolling the wonders of the "tech bros" of whorewood california and nazi trumpwood hellhole---all combined by the way but no one but myself makes these obvious connections. Forget about any news reporting agency actually reporting on the actual news instead of lambasting trump which is a reverse psycho-black ops way of programing for endless fascination promotion of trump and the nazi cartel which all the msnow and cnn actually belong to and have been for YEARS AND YEARS participating in this hate crime against me for promotion. Some of them got canceled and rush to assault me once more to regain what they "lost" but never fought to retain or keep assuming it's only happening to me.

the latino is a nasty dirty lying crap out of San Francisco but is "Mexican" and an "immigrant" with perfect erudite educated English a bald shaven head (to hide his dark appearance) hisa skin white and blueish eyes or greenish which may be contact lenses but nevertheless--gil duran is his goddeamn name--he was interviewed by multiple sources for his whorewood sensational "intellectual" book titled nerd reichdom. As a latino plantation promoter of nazis as the shit which arrive to threaten my life with gavin newsom and then ugly arnold shit filth trash nigger crap---he's the intellectual educated version of a gangbanger but well-established by san francisco news outlets to intellectually organize thought programming for his book and for the promotion through negative advertising of peter thiels attempt at a nazi overtake new world destruction of america building nazi plantation tech cities in california obviously with this slime creep operating as a lead "opposition" but fully promoted and the week his goddam,n book came out and I saw the interview on Democracy now he rushed with full welcvome by dirty gavin and aarnold the governors of nothing but bullshit to attack me----they all get a cut of whatever and more promotions for gavin to run for president and everything handed to rancid dirty ugly arnold as well

this morning the chinese nasty creep who stuck his pelvis into my face while I was in my room and teleported to his abuse bercause ugly arnold, as it appears, instantly for this act of abuse towards me handed him a building project. I was IN DEEP SLEEP as this filth creep who is a violent martial arts famous celebrity (in China and for niche martial arts fans out of the rest of the world)---and he told me he was getting (free) a new building project which ugly arnold has promised him for sexual violence abuse towards me and participating in what he probably is very used to in his dirty nasty life of entitlement as a celebrity. I began ranting in my initial waking groggy drugged-up almost dazed sleep state (really am dazed, drugged and rambling in a highly suggestible state from the drugging also detox is endlessly in my blood stream adn I need to NOT BE DRUGGED as this endless drugging is more MURDER and I NEED TO HEAL AND HAVE PEACE AND GOOD ENERGY) BUT UGLY arnold wants me destroyed as do the ugly sleazy sick women shit skank prostituted filth of this group--the models the actresses they are overjoyed to see me slashed mutilated partially dismembered my body crooked broken scarred up most of my hair gone my teeth fractured my gum tissue sliced to the jawline my toes broken with black toenails from mutilation cutting all cuticles off etc on and on and on and on my entire body every day they are mutilating me and laughing about the damage and the ugly men while I take my clothing off are making dirty comments about my body and always while I am in the shower--washing my genitals they make sick dirty comments so this is non-stop abuse and destruction of my body then body shaming while I am naked and me screaming to shut up and trying to "ignore" it all--but the thoughts of my brain structure under all this drugging and non-stop isolation as this group has made rumors and killed off people who supported and loved me took away my cat she is dead by now killed cats I took in and that is ugly arnold who got rid of a beautiful cat and it's owner who frequented my patio and was loving and cute and sweet--he sneered in hate "how cute" and made the owner move the next day. Plants killed without end. This ugly dirty stupid ape who spends literally hours per day having me trauamtized so he can torture ideas out of me, claim them as his own, call me stupid bitch and loser through the screaming rat filth of stupid depp's dirty a$$ daughter who like ugly arnold and thresrt of this shit group could not have a career were in decline and must glob onto this to get free, instant free everygthing. They can obtain original ideas from me, the funding for the project after abusing me (to death every day) for the movie or whatever broadway play, then torturing me obtains every other financial backing from nazi whorewood and congresswhorewwood also profiting off this contract for their compliance in putting every eurotrash nazi into american whorewood the former professors like raskin and warren get mansions in france as exchange plus part of royalties. they make goddamn sure I get less than nothing which is destruction of my body and property and health every single day and then my disaability so I have nothing, literally nothing.


asking me about how to build eco-friendly housing this fuck chinese sexual predator crap abused me and abused me as arnold then sucked ideas about construction for environmental purposes and the shit is once more for another day using my ideas as his "original" concepts applauded by the world for the concepts as all my ideas have generated for this shit worthless dirty group of stupid ape filth fuckers and I get tortured and murdered slowly by the same stupid ugly groups of cheering fans, politicians who praise the ugly sick ape shit filth for the ideas demean yell that they will have me murdereds and to give them all more ideas to sell as their original concept and also to sell an image that the fucking dirty ugly sick shit out of congress are not stupid ape nazi morons put nto power with some officious capabilities but mostly to lie cheat and steal and murder and rape as their real officious duties for the overtake  of america by rancid shit like nazi arnold.

So this is ongoing as  usual. I am still waiting for social security out of california to reinstate my disability. I tried as hard as possible to get out of gavin ugly old scum's clutches by moving out of his fucking area he kept screamibng he doesn't want people like jme in "my state" he said, and "disability is not your money" (but it's really his to distribute to "good" minority minions loike his plantation blacks and latinos who instantly threaten to kill me while ugly dirty gavin sits back after having been trained and programmed in nazi plantation overtake by ugly arnold the nazi shitnigger trash still acting like he is governor of california and the filth corruption of nancy pelosi was like a complete slave mentality puppet obeying his every instruction to threaten my life shortly before they obtained a few million for luxury projects for pig lousy nancy and obviously shitnigger arnold gets a lot of money to buy out more dirty nazi plantation aspiring american politicvians out of congress and absolutely out of california and all the celebrities flock to him 


and I can't continue to type. When the fuck will this be stopped? And me living in peace this group forced to pay me restitution for ideas they stole my body freactured poisoned and broken my cat returned to me if she is still alive and my disability continued and or really they should be forced to pay me millions so I can live in some financial stability. 

Wednesday, September 23, 2026

the type of criminal america-hating foreign hate which trump claims he has been getting rid of are actually working for him to assault me. Dirty nasty but still the same as ugly white trash shitalina, ugly dirty arnold the dirty ugly sick stupid filth you all worship that dumb ape a$$--and these creeps, the dirty nasty filthy one is just a reminder that the white nazi crap you all idolize are the same thing: dirty nasty cartel murdering filthy stpuid ape bigots. The same thing that dirty sick sean pig penn did once he got his black nazi plantation aunt jemima acting partners to surround me yelling and abusing me and I rushed at them to shut up from stress of years of this daily--he grabbed my breasts and began kicking me I fought back. Because he fell dirty rancid dicrapio that so-called actor came to hug him and promise they would "get" me in some vulnerable sleep position or have my ssi disability cut off after poisoning me almost to death for years to get their undeserved oscars and deals--but just yesterday it was made clear to me the real basic vibration of this group. I have seen it seen it for over 16 years but it is now just so open at this stage. the brown vicious nazi minion dumb filthy violent sleazy antisemitic shit which shitalina and ugly dirty arnold and the rest of this filth team you all have allowed to put tyranny fascism and dictatorship into power as you all continue to cheer it on and on and on and on and then have msnow complain about it while gtalking only about donald trump daily like a mesmerizing machine glorifying that sick fuck endlessly. The ugly dirty latino kept grabbing my breasts after I wrote that his bald shaven scum ugly dirty latino filth partner had doen that because shitalina told her friends to do it and they all make comments about my breasts while i am undressed and fighting to ignore this group of rancid ugly evil shit. This filthy skank prostitute shitalina has gone to oscars at least 3 times due to ideas she stole from me, paid nothing and was dismembering and mutilating me and having me raped whiel they abuse and torrure me murderously every day and night for years to get this contract of enslaving me with my "permission" through torture. Telling them I can't stand them never liked them from day one bsack in 2013, it's still never ending. Dirty pig ape pitt has gone to oscars at least 5 times either stealing my ideas and having his shitty poison whorewood teams rewrite my ideas and taking credit but the same thign: no money and dismemberment torrture rape poisoning drugging and abuse so grey harir my body mutilated every centimeter, years of abuse from shit men ugly dirty filth fucking scum and me writing as government officials rush to embrace this pile of shit and glare with murderous rage yelling and screaming at me to "obey" and I will destroy them if I can and they must be stopped by any reasonable authority rather than a criminal nazi mafia drug sex trafficking cartel of dumb scum which tese latino men made it clear to me the low level of this group once-and-for all that this is what they are--dirty stupid sleazy violent criminals ugly sick and rancid and the types that trump claimed he was going to expel, but instead he has gotten lawful and decent people instead of this rancid shit so they can inflict absolute violent murderous abuse upon me with the teams of shit who have been doing this for over 16 years and longer can all sit glowing glggling laughing as their abuse of me every day and night is not enough. All of this pile of shit who are white fucking crap have gone to oscars and been handed millions out of destroying my life while they scream jpunch rape and abuse me because they can't fucking succeed without attacking me stealing ideas and me stuck sitting here with a goddamn SHIT GOVERNMENT A PILE OF SHIT GOVERNMENT SICK FUCKS ROTTEN CRAP and it's unbelieable that this immature and incompetent group has been handed this power. The stupidity and ignorance of ugly arnold who controls them all is the indicator of the reason why these stupid mediocrities are put in power but nevertheless that there is NOTHING NOTHING but disgusting sleaze put in power. I finally have to realize that the mojvies and the tv shows and these sick fuck celebrities are WORTHLESS SHIT their tv shows are fraudulent nothingness about hate and violence and racism and death and murder and sleazy glorificatio nof stupid apes--the politcians are corrupt beyond stupidity of putting rancid crap in power for decades the worst rise to the "top".. scum. Not worth watching their movies. For people advocating fighting "the rise of fascism" I implore you to stop fucking watching hollywood movies and find independent movie ventures instead and get away from this loathsome cartel of dumb scum nazi gang bangers. Oh, this nasty dirty breast-grabbing sick dirty ugly creep leech yelled at me "''fuck america and fuck you" as I told him that he should appreciate america for the jobs it gave him for the ability to be in hollywood and make a nationally televised series providing him with this opportunity. He told me fuck america with hate and fuck you --to me. He was so violent I read tarot to shift the murderous violent abuse of me to my positie energy for this worthless dirty ugly sick scum creep from better call saul--the white worm nazi shit who starred in lead role behind the brown dirty dumb scum who performed the violence on me because he is a bigot trash and stupid people like these brown shithead dirty creeps are what trump allows to stay and remain in america they are the scum who are infesting america with death squads working for white trash shit like this group--that is why trump allows the jmto remain and gets rid of the decent people who have committed no crimes are not filthy dirty gang bangers--they got rid of some of the gangs but not the shit out of whorewood no, they all must remain their dirty nazi coven of scum and crumby acting mediocrity and the directors as well--dirty nasty nazi bigot old men racist sleazy sick shit and filth the "italian americans" and their nazi protection racket for all criminals working for them working for the governmen tunder the white worm shit of hillary clinton and her nazi white worm trash ilk like nancy pelosi and that rancid sick filth gavin dirty old boy scum. Goddamn it is disgusting and unbelieble that 16 years or 13 years of me writing crying out for this to be stopped year after year never ending that this is allowed how sick and rancid america has become. It is clear and evident and yet these putrid sick fuck scum creeps remain untouched not scrutinized by ANYONE nary a question arises about the shit going on in that dismal hate death factory whorewood which put trump in power so they could all unleash their real vermin of immigration who hate america are nazi plantation puppets working for euro-trash nazi arnold who is never questioned no one ever does any investigation of this filoth governor who has stuck his pig ape snout into every business opportunity and is allowed ot continue to suck and drain all out of america no questions asked. they have proven this pair of ugly dirty dirtbag scum fith murderous slime gang filth who ICE shoulod have gotten rid of instead they are handed by aarnold the ugly fuck to torture grab abuse and threaten my life--and I have to realize this is the real level of whorewood they are the ultimate conclusion of the years of the white trash shit who do not talk in ghetto gang banger usliness but are as dirty and foul only the brown sick fucks are very open about it . The movies the "stars" are meaningless sick empty grasping money power obsessed worthless shit I urge people to boycott that sick fuck institution and work to create independent film studios in your local areas so independent artists can flourish that would make america maybe "good" for once not "again". I will I think never watch any more of this drivel shit out of whorewood the directors the movie stars the shit of this group are an abomination to culture, society and the progress of humanity they are the de-evolution and destruction and stupid apes ugly and dirty their movies are bullshit their acting crap and that is a compliment compared to how mediocre and meaningless they truly are. This is a nazi mafia cartel nothing more. Drug addicts drug traffickers mafia nazi slime sick fucking stupid shit who won't study or read demand that I provide ideas out of torture for free for over 20 years without anything but destroying my life because ugly dirty arnold and shitalina and their europig shit trash partners can't stand to see me with any success my eyars of grad school destroyed my fight for a career blocked my body poisoned mutilated into old age and broken down and the abuse is never stopped. A government that is so sick and ugly it's a wasteland of rotten lying crap put in power. They remain forever as well they are kept there to inflict more and more rancid ossified ossoff nothingness promises scripted speeches and then the nazis are conjoined at the hips for rape and orgies of destruction pairing through citizens united which none of them ever attempts to thwart or stop, ever. Certainly not lying filth obama who is the messenger of nazi lies lord of the flies. They are sick and demented on power and money. The movies are all propagandized mind screw projections of fantasy to keep people pacified while they destroy the country from within/ nazi communist agents like baryishnikov and ugly shitnigger arnold are agents of kgb training into infiltrating america. the ugly frog dirty stupid sick latino murdering cartel scum ape was murderously violent yelling "fuck america fuck you" and then grabbed my breasts after demanding a tarot reading. By that time I had been slapped punched and almost hit with a cane for hours previously that morning, then shitting out their poison, and sick and drugged and sick from detox and then in the evening this filth fuck came to grab my breasts scream death threats and abuse after 2 more hours I gave him a tarot reading rrying to help this sick and evil demented programmed nazi stupid puppet scumbag who hates america but trump is using him to inflict murderous nazi torture upon me so ugly white trash shitalina nnd pig ape pitt and ugly shit arnold can sit back smug saying they are "not racist' see arnold raped his maid and obtained a baby and that is "love" and he's "not racist" and all will claim he never raped her but essentially it was sex on demand with a huge warning smile to submit or else....

S& M (Sado-masochism) worship transmitted by the sleazy "heroes" of society out of Whorewood via political endorsement and quid-pro-quo almost sexualized convergence of the U.S. government criminal scumbag rapists partnering with dirty ignorant disgusting celebrities--their every moral movie is the polar opposite of what they cling onto as their personality disorder glorified due to "entitlement". Feeding off abusing and sexually masturbating over torture, rape and violence has become some status symbol but rather, once they become old the need to feed is amplified and this tech enables the worst of their entitlement to come out. Murderous sleazy sick and rotten, and their appearances show it if they don't have decades of plastic surgery coating as dolly part ton of crap had before she toppled over due to the silicone imbalance her body could not longer tolerate.//

 "The departure of the servant - Fassbinder's 'The bitter tears of Petra von Kant'". Fast Forward tv. August 4, 2020.




Once more (and again, "they" froze my desktop while I was editing this post so it was completely deleted I am rewriting once more. This happens routinely the computer simply freezes while I am typing and hackers then delete what I had written because I must turn the laptop off completely and then on again. It freezes every time I get into writing about the crimes and modus operandi and analysis of these criminal celebrities who are so worshipped. The power which they are handed by society amounts to the overlords these celebrities appear to fight in their ancient history battles of power over corruption. They become every corrupt dictator they fight in the movie roles as heroes. Once again a celebrity dumped his ageism self-implosion upon me because his movie from 1960 or 70's something has him a bit younger than his octogenarian real self now. The thoughts which pervaded my brain were of extremely harsh critical review and they poured into my "inner" thoughts of "rejection" comparing youth to the older. The thoughts were viciously nasty and I believe even now that they had been inserted into my brain at subliminal levels. The celebrity came today to push me down, literally while yelling about the "thoughts" my brain was forced to "repeat" because they are inserted into my subconscious to an extent they override my own 'thinking" levels, the subtle overtake of the brain and "thinking" is extremely dangerous but they then attack me viciously for having "thought" these things. I told him that I was not "thinking" them (normally the attackers scream that I "said" something they likewise pumped into my brain, while I was in my char, exhausted from fighting to heal from their poisoning which has left me sem paralyzed with poisons endlessly in my body rotting away and destroying all vitality and mobility while they murderously asault and attack me to get me to "submit" to being controlled, raped and murdered if they want with no resistance (they want me to believe that reistance is futile and so does the American governmment rushing to yell and threaten my life and using their agency to cut off the disability they had their nazi death squads inflict on me which they funded for all these decades). This is the same thing the one--two attack from warren buffet with this colonal mcgreggor---acting in unison "you said this" which they had implanted into my thoughts under murderous stress levels of noo-stop attack so I can't block or "control" what they are silently pumping into my brain as reaction to their abuse yelling at me for no reason just ecause the greedy pig ape scum will get promotions. Buffet got his partner removed and then took over his company and is now retiring with applause with his scion the lead. I think that was not the organic outcome if he had not participated in this crime against me for--how long, years by now he's come in-and-out whenever he needs some boost for his vitality and thrills and money of course, he can't get enough of it. All rendering me yelling things about "shut up old man" to mcgreggor which is a phrase I have never once used to anybody in my life. It is the kind of statement they would make ,not me. Then buffet came at me with dirty sophia loren yelling at me as she had her evil smile--"OLD MAN you say...!!" with rage yelling and yelling. Too tired to respond and also they cut my social security sub-sub-sub-sub poverty income off while I wait for the decision for reinstatement (they turned my submission of paperwork into a veritable hell of having all electricity cut off people atatcking me my computer being infected so it went black at an internet cafe with russians surrounding me and their minority minions smiling and laughing as they rendered a malware to bad I still can't use windows. AT the moment using linux which they also hacked and I am frozen out of all activity when I begin to write about how they operate and their crimes, which of course they demand that they get to do whatever they want to me and the government pats them on the back (or whereever pads their pockets as they exchange mutual trade insider stocks and etc and then they go off being praised by the complicit media entertainment nazi news networks (I think ABC is the worst of the majors in terms of focusing almost exclusively on the terrorist "do-goody gooders" who appear like benevolent and warm decent human beings. Their celebrity manufactured public images, LTD are aided by the Whorewood group they lend out their marketing experts to produce the benevolent appearance of wolves in sheep skins. but I was subjected for the 3rd time today in physical violent-seeking promotion actors all abusing hitting pushing me under direction undoubtedly from shitni88er arnold or his ilk--they all follow orders anyway but that rancid nazi is fully progarmmed probably from childhood in metholodies of nazi violence. The Germans have a history of sexual violence anyway the "hysteria" that Freud had analyzed became the death threat they imposed when the nazis needed money to steal from jews once again (history of pogroms not really mentioned in the long history of pushing jews down into submission demoarlization and disfiguration. Ugly dirty arnold has been working to instill centuries of this programming onto me with hundreds of blacks and asians (today it was a latino, a jew and an asian just within the span of about 4 hours). I then, to try to humor myself, got online and obtained a free I Ching reading, which I copied earlier today. I asked about this situation and got "danger" diagram, and then something about entrapment and some little sentences of advice (the translation is undoubtedly so far removed from the actual text which is very elaborate in detail and not a 2-sentence description of the hexagram(s) per analysis. It said accurately because that is what I told his next wanker rapist male phallo-centric bigot sexist probable rapist whatever else he has done in his celebrity entitlement I don't want to know. But once more, I have to click off the movie I had been enjoying and never, until he and his family are gone even then I can't be sure, click on any movie or interview of him again. If I had learned that lesson years ago much the non-stop parasites whose movies I inadvertantly clicked on after knowing they were part of this scheme but had not been extremely nasty just a bit--but they return with extreme violence under the instruction of rancid dirty ugly arnold and his nazi brood. Endlessly put into this central committee representation of the nazi overtake of american media and politics---no threat to anybody but me apparently as no one deems this a threat whatsoever in all the celebrity cesspool void of rapists and nazi/mafia worshipping script-following bots. I began to write as I am doing now on this facebook page and they froze the laptop so all is gone and lost. I am writing very different concepts now in a much less creative way (they steal what I write even when they freeze and delete what I had just written all is recorded they delete and then steal, very often I get into a creative "juice" flow they steal it if possible delete it to block evidence and take credit). The diagrams stated, when I asked about this hate group I can never get off me, the technology forces loathsome sleazy scumbags into my private life on a 24/7 basis. They never leave they just hand the abuse schedule over to their "friends" while they go off collecting their promotions without a goddamn concern about any of the ramifications because they all are convinced they are so precious, unique and spotless in entitlement that all negative consequences will bounce onto society or other people, me they only hope their sacrificial victim is the one suffering for their suppressed hate, self hate hate at being old hate for jews hate for minorities hate for women who fight rape and abuse hate for women who arenot blonde they deem punching bag rape nothings to be destroyed hate for women like me to strive to succeed and in having done so, compete and win they want me crushed beaten raped and the u.s. goernment funds them without end with more drugs, poison and party favors shared between them all, political parties especially. But oh...the women, the blonde nazi bitches as they have their nazi men perpetually scream this label on me when I fight back against rape and subjugation humiliation rape disfigurement so the women can feel elevated and the men assured their nazi bitches feel superior by destroying my body, day after day by these technologies handed over to them by the pig ape filth of congress generation after next election after monthly quarterly gains they all gather to light the pyre of witch hunting haze hate and I am this perpetual image they have thrust all their rage and hate into. Mutilating my body on a daily basis plus torture and abuse to create an endless screaming hateful look on my face from daily hours of abuse so these ape scum bitches can feel beautiful and get that burst of hormone highs off having their dirty bitch men inflict this hate upon me. The dirty men and women receive so much praise by the news media (all have attacked me through their lying rancid anchors) and the newspapers go along all hailling the rancid warren buffet who has treated america like a schmoorgasboard of all he can stuff into his pretentious moderate house which he advertises as his home-spun quality but in private makes almost hail Nazis about Germans and adoring all things out of Germany to make the point that he loves the current administration and he is showered with everything his greedy little piggy eyes can devour with the sucking draining he and his ilk have destroyede america with. So this next one around 80 years old rushed to yell "you thought that I looked...x.y.z" which were vicious nasty insulting "thoughts" which they forced into my subconscious because I do not think like that when I see older people I don't make vicious insults into my own brain about people these are the types of hateful barbs that the filth of this group make on a non-stop basis they are "evil" through-and-through ugly sinister and blank cannot peceive of anything but power dynamics of a most sinister style. Sexually they are sleazy filthy porno power-over racist bigots, blacks with intellectual backgrounds like cornell west make overt sexual abuse at me and like all the blacks, they have no pretentions about "why" they just rush at me with violence. This next sick fuck pushed me down and kept sneering with violence in his nasty voice (in English) "you thought I looked like this and this" pushing me down threatening me as I was sitting in my chair, tired from another morning of more psycho sick dirty crap creeps yelling threatening me as i "ignored" them then exercising my very fracrtured, injured, croooked body which they poisoned mutilated and kept poisoning and raping the poison in and then had huge men put my hips and spine out of alignment after or before raping me while I was totally unconscious while they broke into my room, used mechanical arms to retie the locks the strings put back the layers of barrier I block the door with (until I learned how to really force objects into the wedges so they could not use mechanical arms without leaving very obvious evidence--but it has protected me for a few years from physical mutilation of my body by other human being never by the mechanical arms, however which conitnue to make me old broken down mutilated etc and now they cut my disability off so I must move the landlord kicking me out and only subpoverty savings from years of saving for emergency as they torruer me nearly to death while I fight to heal, every day they attafck me for hours and uours. So this next dirty fuck crap pesonality came top push me down physically while I was sitting in exhaustion eating and watching the tube to bnlock out their ugly voikces and rat screaming "loser" and "bitfch" etc continuously insults like the victious statements this next nazi chinese sick fuck berated me for "thinking" which he had them hack into my brain so he could "Justify" this violenced. You are guilty you are guilty of thinking this they scream and punixhing beating hitting me for "thinkign" what they hack and force into my brain. My brain responds by repeating what has been inserted because it's a natural function. The pigs then shuffle on the next sick fuck day after day to do the same. I remain sick and without a place to live where in the next hell hole they can once more mutilated my hbody in deadly ways. the fuck who hjust abused me shoving his pelvis into my face and pushing me down for the "thought" i ad which he had implanted, as I am not that inslting nasty and immature but they all are, thse worshipped shit celebrities. Obviously it was ugly stinking filthy foul arnold the former governor of californication who is never pried off his filthy pig paws grabbing all he can get out of every political administration with gavin being thrust forward as political candidate of choice for pres in 2028. Believe me, fully sanctioned first and foremost by trump. For aiding in this, and keeping my files in the california region so they can continue to threaten my lfe in every way by withholding ssi disability for having saved covid payments and also saving student loans. 17 months they have kept me under murderous torture conditions asking and writing letters without end to get something done about the suspension. After dirty corrupt a$$-wiping of arnold gavin yelled he .."I don't want people like you in my State" and then, "That money is not 'yours' " regarding SSI Disability although his "friends" made me nearly dead with having my spine and hips put out of alignment and having me poisoned nearly to death, having me hit by cars having my body mutilated with abuse without end while fighting to heal so I would die form stress which they are doing to me every day and arnold is intentionally working on murdering me in this very way of pouring on stress my body can't handle. Literally torrure to death nazi sick fuck style. It doesn't take more than 2 minutes for eveyr celebrity has-been to rush at me viciously and murderously udner the instruction of dirty filth arnold to get career advances they otherwise would not have received had they been honest and decent according to the bullshit they all spew to the public about their charities and their "christian" values they are so "superior" about in posturing (or Islam for some of the worst enablers of plantation white nazism ) . The hackers make typing so fraught with blockages that the mind control block of my short-term memory in a compartmentalized brain attack has once more forced me to not write what I had half-begun above--in rambling and fighting hacking and fighting this freeze on my brain functioning while I appear cognizant and am still writing but rambling---the second hexagram of my free, online I Ching reading stated that I could not resist evil any longer out of having fought too much for too long. In short that is how I interpreted it. I had just finished saying direction to this man while he had his pelvis in my face, pushing me down demanding that I say he is vital, young, etc and to "apologize' for my "thoughts" about how he looks bad, old etc which were vicious and nasty thoughts he has himself due to the viciousness of the shit people these shit people always have around them to influence their descent into insanity celebrity god-like status of entitlement to rape torture and this is the hallmark of their apex of "talent" is to belittle abuse deform as sadistic and masochistic abusers rapist murdering animal-killing for fun shit pieces of ignorant crap. This is the mark of "success" which has put the current "most corrupt administration in american history" into power but the shit news media refuses to actually do more than daily repeat what shit trump said as if they are puppets just yapping about trump every single second (msnow they do it have been doing it for a decade non-stop trump said this trump said that tump did this how bad; it is a form of negative adfvertising or reverse psychological programming) the country is fixated on worshipping rapists and abusers as the mark of "winners" versus the victims which this shit governmebnt actually forces victimization upon me. I fight to not be in that slot the nazis of congress rush to threaten to have me killed after they paid for me to be raped and poisoned to death--and that I must submit to being the role of raped abused jewish so the nazis can formalize a nazi resurgence which shit like bannon and hegseth noem and raskin and warren and bernie snaders and aoc and klobuchar and cruz and graham(s) and et al so many senators and so many shit trashy creeps with law degrees so many ignorant apes without any real ecucation from whroewood viciously assaulting me to force genocidal labels on me to put america into a safe cozy nazi society for the eventual full overtake by german shit and arnold being put as lead of the new media conglomerate. They still have no original ideas however and despite 50 years of fame these creeps rush at me vioelntly to destroy what the rest have not ocmpleely obliterated of my body and life as I spend literally every single moment fighting to not be raped tortured abused to death and to not submit so this group of shit obtains more power through this contract. No help from any fucking body in congress or the media they comply by endlessly reporting on trump negatively which is positive reinforcement of trump worship for overtake by fascist nazis. They all retain their monopoly of reporting their black and brown friends who had been too "radical " are gone and fired canceled. they rush to join in as well laughing merrily that the years of them participating by not reporting on this now is enabling them to get back what the nazis canceled of their lives. No concern about the destruction of america they are all fixated on their next wall street investment strategy and offshore billionaire status.//

Every day I experience a different refraction of the old master & servant disneyland experience of whorewood and it's celebrities from around the world. Good thing they can hack videos onto my youtube and then inflict their fantasies of power domination while I am just too tired to fight back because it's a non-stop locust spread of waves of devouring my energy which I must necessarily protect by not fighting trivialities like their ego worship and phallocentrism. The movies by Rainer Werner Fassbinder are almost always revolving around these similar themes. I stopped watching to gain the post-Nazi perspective months or years ago because the surviving actresses assisted to laugh and get enthralled as their German rapist friend did his violence act upon me (for promotion and for power surges in hormones and etc). They all never obtained any of the "messages" these films impart if you take the intellectual deconstruction stance as I learned to do in graduate literature classes in college (undergrad taking upper level post-grad classes in deconstruction). Far removed the scripted script-followers were only to happy to indulge in eeking out all the sexist violence possible as spectators. As usual they understand the injustice and mind screwery of it all but really need to dump their dread fear of being victims onto having it all unleashed upon me.

I have to experience facets of this every day by the celebrities who impose their subtle psycholotical same sado-masochism into the atmosphere of the mind programinng of their superduper-pooper hero movie roles all always so perfectly socialized to recite friendly hopeful joy and change lines when they get inteviewed by the public 3-ring circus media promoters to sell benevolence and purity of intention.

------------------

I selected this video more for the title than the content or delivery person. It's short and boring as opposed to a long and boring film deconstruction or break-down,. In essence this video is just a recap of the plot with a little bit of commentary and analysis. I disagree with her premise that the protagonist is "healing" after her rendering of a relationship turns her into her own isolation in the face of her masks and many doll-like pesonas.

She lost a lot because she slipped in her power role which had retained her career and healing from other emotional fault lines. She found the same dynamic in a same sex relationship but even far worse due to the delusion that other women are not obsessed with power and usury following the script of male domination. She was actually on the path to healing before she slipped on the banana peel of delusion and fantasy projections of a fairy tale doll house relationship. She lost her career which was her healing as the user gained momentum in the industry.

The servant was not emancipated she was shorn of her belief in the wig of her "master".

I am in total disagreement with the analysis of this German woman but the title is an invitation to hear commentary about sado-masochism and worship and phallic worship transposed into lesbian relationships.

Tuesday, September 22, 2026

Physically assaulted by the next low-hoe (like dyed blonde nazi j-lo the hoe latino skank rape enabling favorite her vicious nazi violence and support of all racism as long as "her group" gets to push someone else down into the lowest category, which all the minorities are striving to do to me as they get "elevated" for helping put waves of nazis into america. Nothing I say about how they are being used to create the utter destruction of FREEDOM to become anything in America is muted by their selfish greed and desperate clutching for their nasty dirty careers. Thus the country gets lost as this is the prevailing mentality mode throughout the country).//minority Jewish Nazi "model" scum just upon waking, early morning after being assaulted once more in deep sleep with homeless skits by the scum team which put trump and musk and nazis in power. //She's an AIPAC Jew who is connected to a scum out of Miami who is now an LA plant of Jewish Nazi support (i.e. friends with Bill Maher who assaulted, stole my ideas I had written repeating them verbatim the next day as he hacked his show until finally he's so pro-trump no one trusts him any longer on the "left" which I am only trying to avoid more nazis claiming to be anti-trump who are the most vicious in attacking me; almost outside of the nazis who are open and apparent but claiming they are not "racist" like ugly sick sleazy dumb arnold. This Jewish skank rushed at me hitting me and as usual I had to fight to get the next leech rushing violently at me from a black space of vision to get the filth off me. I had no choice as it was a direct assault before I had a chance to see what was coming at me. I had written about her partner because I was referencing his partnership with euro-trash nazis who are stallone scumbag italian and french shit who have overtaken america and south beach with their nazi mafia and how america has weakened the dollar so much the euro-trash can buy all real estate and wall street and indeed, whorewood completely out. That is what has happened since the EU merged and formed the Euro and the U.S. Dollar instantly was much weaker whereas it had been much stronger prior. This was part of the original Marshall plan to pay for the uptick of every Euro-A$$ to be wiped clean every day by U.S. tax dollars and then once their currency arrived they could take over. That was when the dirty ugly sleaze filth of ugly arrnold was put in power into politics in whorewood california influencing congress through whorewood out of dirty californication.//The latino dirty violent scumbag was so violently rushing at me last evening that finally I gave him a tarot reading upon his fithy request because of non-stop fighting for years on a non-stop basis and his ugly sleazy dirty hate filth was so disgusting to deal with. His putrid bad energy was so disgusting like some rabid immature child I just shut him up. I can't "read" without being authentic so I was a supportive as possible othewise I compromise my own integrity. I urged him into his humanity from the power domination kill swtich that is never turned off by dirty gavin scumbag creepo old boy scum the governor he never stops the nazi AI switch generating this torture machine which has generated MILLIONS OF DOLLARS in campaign funding for his lying scum crap political career post when the ape finally is finished with plundering through his goons everything possible. As rape-centered, racst with plantation goons like this latino sleazebag who while he was talking to me a flying cockroach flew into my room (it never happens) his spiritual ugly malaise was so strong this is a black magick spiritual cesspool of hate and vicious power-grabbing. The racism imposed on him got him to grab my breasts with hate after I gave this tarot reading but his non-stop death threats and disgusting commentary was shut up. He gave me a salute with a warm smile after the reading but 10 minutes later he had already been primed by ugly stupid dirty arnold to negate every single positive thing about me, to steal as much as possible including all positive energy to drain me into death by non-stop hate abuse and insults. The push to create a compeltely oppressed jewish class ujpon which the nazi shit of this not blonde but "whiter" skin than me ugly dirty plastic skank is devoted to pushing me down so her nazi affiliation is proven. A true Modern Jewish AIPAC nazi who is working to let in all the ugly arnold shitnigger filth into israel sao they can get a penthouse maybe if they keep pushing for anothe genocide but they get exempted. //The latino is once more making his death threats ugly statements and the ugly shitalina whorewood group have sat back smug and delighted that once more another scumbag minority has --no not one, but every single day before the midterms they are getting black "'civil rights" yelling spittling house reps going into retirement so desperate to keep all the money and spotlight on his dirty corrupt prune-looking face. The plastic-coated model who is much younger and can't furrow her brow by any consternation is dumping her fear of being targeted or EXPOSED n her nazi jewish collusion so I wrote not about her, but the participation of her friend jason bin out of hollywood, formerly of south beach, who fully participated in the tommasino Buti Epstein Island cartel which included model shit like campbell of course out of England into pushing to put "other women" into rape stature while they get blown- up on the cover of ocean drive (however they only put her on the inside of the front page and a blonde model on the cover they could not ever put a black woman at that time) but her violence against me almost in front of stallone's club, at an italian restaurant where I had also been attacked by "I'm italian-american" mafia while selling cigars, innocently as many people had been able to do independenly on South Beach but the french and italian and english nazis have convinced their stupid dirty american nazi partners to stop all independent financial status from anybody unless they are under the control of their rotten American nazi puppets whom they control with their denigration mind control to get americans to hate america and only send money and power to every euro-nazi white trash they adore. The vicious violent grasping for survival and money and power which LA dominates with extreme racist undertones beneath the fake "woke" content and the endless nazi mafia movies depicting minorities as vicious and nasty (which has been fully absorbed into this creep latino who is a foul and really " evil" dirty black energy parasite really ugly and sick of course brought on after 16 years of non-stop torture to obtain this contract so worthless and meaningless filthy bigot shit can obtain a euro-sponsored stake in whoreood which america has sold off to euro-nazi control via ugly stupid dirty arnold shit-trash nigger filth and you all continue to worship that hulk of bullshit and muscle-bound ugly ape filth racism disguised by barely concealed nazism. Because that sleazy filth rapes his latino maid but they call it a mutual agreement does not mean he is "not a racist".

 "Tom Devil--The Ballad of Tom Devil". Ziggy McKenzzie. April 28, 2026.



Midterms are stirring up a lot of German flying cockroaches---they can be microchipped as well to fly into people in a roach blitz attack. Glorified as something glorious but Americans were prescient enough to understand, back in the day, that naming a flying aggressive breed of cockroaches after Germans was a natural reality not a fabricated superior white race symbol. Look it up, German cockroach and it's a fact a species of roaches bears that distinction. They microchipped a flying german to invade my home last night while a demon was spraying his toxic hate on for his "white master". Dia de los muertes I experienced from this goon a "latino" playing a violent cartel thug in a tv show I never watched until 2 days (daze) ago. The german roach leader to it to atack me and they did get this roach microchipped and attacked me while he was spewing his miserable hate on me while the misery-making told him what to do to alleviate his earth-bound containment by the roach "master" he worships.

Because I write so many, so often, long, rambling incoherent (hacked, redacted by hackers, rewritten to discredit me) posts, I will try to make this succinct: I am very ill from poisoning. The poison remains in my body after decades of trying to protect my body from more poisoning and the administration of what could be the compression of the poisons through rape while I am unconscious and unable to brace against impact. Johnny Depp had my cat stolen, but tortured and photographed while being drowned in response to me writing endlessly for 2 weeks at the onset of his rape and torture and thrills and sniggering raping me pounding poison into my body and then abusing torturing me afterwards so his daughter and he and amber heard and whomever else could obtain non-stop prizes, promotions without end. 13 years later his dirty, nasty daughter who has spent MOST OF HER LIFE profiting off viciously and murderously having me poisoned sits next to arnold ugly-termini88er who has spent at least a decade profiting off my ideas stolen as he partners with people poisoning and raping the poison into my body. //The list of people who have done this to me who remain steadfastly latched onto sucking my life out and being praised, promoted the sky is not even the limit as elon musk has been handed space gear, as long as he continues to drill into the mind and brain of all the targets, victims and nazi genocide pogrom people they want exterminated, mind controlled and all exonerated with no evidence as no one ever will break out of the chain-of-command all obey and get promotions merely for the act of silence, obedience and proving sniggering delight at having me tortured and viciously participating then spreading the word so the snowball effect is a contagion upon me (and the world but so far the thrill of lynch mob witch hunt mentality strips all cognition of warning to the future as has been happening with every technology brought out to get speed and action on this terra firma and now into the grooves of the mind and brain and control over other human beings rendering them sheer victims of genocidal torture all administered without any evidence as again, no one reports any of this but "everybody" participates. //At my height of sickness arnold hate-=termini88er has been consigned not merely to rally every female white "feminist" nazi every black "fighting racism" nazi minority minion latinos acting out their fantasies of enacting their movie roles onto attacking me. Every jew smirks and laughs and stares into the eyes of dirty shitalina or dirty arnold transfixed into their every look of "approval" like absolute mirrors I can see the ugliness of the energy spectrum of the puppets who otherwise are "fighting Nazis". But at the time when I am detoxing and am at the most sick possible for me, in the "window" of sickness I am at very weak and vulnerable moments. They attack me all the more viciously in a murderous way, as has been happening for years but arnold believes that he is an entitled "predator" and hacks lion videos preying on weak little animals in his social darwinistic nazi paradigm which many would say, is "the way of the world" the animal kingdom the strong survive, only. //But feeding off the vulnerable whom you force into vulnerability. The organized poisoning and physical dislocation of little items of the body like vertebrae all along the spine they have done to me--and putting hips and spine out of alignment has been done non-stop under this group for the past 20 years while I am unconscious, unable to wake up and the people surround me raping smearing fungus and semen into my hair, into my orifices on my everything else in the room horrid substances. Making my hair grey further they scream insults and then rush at me violently when I respond but can't stop torturing me almost to death to obtain these reactions for their note-taking on ideas for how to empower 'victims" in their next movie set of award-winning original themes but supplying no threat to the "animal kingdom" of Nazi overtake as ordained long before Hitler. //I write this because the technology has rendered me powerless and the reaction of society clamps the prison on me by the sheer permission structure which is supported by a terror network of death squads for anybody actually openly caring or helping me. //They are trying to kick me out of this place I spent at least 2 years fighting to understand how to block actual human beings from breaking into my room via the mechanical arms opening the multi-locked and layered barriers I created just for the front door. I had already pounded in plastic wood-like cabinets (very hard, extremely painful) into the many cabinets lining the walls and panels which are opened from the other side of the wall the concealment of these portals of terror entry are done professionally. //They first cut off my disability (after having made me disabled through these nighttime mutilations of my spine fracturing my vertebrae in multiple locations while in deep sleep. Then poisoning me with a horrific substance which has been manufactured in an extremely precise way to create various staggered time schedules so that various agents are introduced into the drug cocktail after many years of the bloating and latching forces malfunction, bloating the poisons latching onto flesh and bone and every single tear, rip and injury is a penetration portal for the poisons. This group has spent my life having me injured but especially while in deep unconscious sleep states in order to force the penetration of these poisons into every possible interior space of my being to the core. Perhaps in my marrow. In my brain absolutely since this group has undoubtedly manufactured upgrades of the microchips and used extreme laser precision to implant more advanced layers of technologies into my brain. The hard poisons form very elongated structures, hard as cement, into my body extending from bones into every injury and surgery they forced upon me to "correct" the extreme curvature of my spine, then afterwards exacerbating the curvature with hip and spinal manipulation (plus whittling my shoe soles so they were at 45-degree angles, forcing me to walk in crooked ways and that went on most of my life I though I was walking in a crooked way naturally. This studio they are kicking me out of, with my disability payments still suspended and the decision pending to reinstate the payments; my family and the billionaire whorewood group and the president former presidents, former president's wives who are endlessly fixated on obtaining every prize and deal possible out of having been in the Oval Office as leader 40 years ago but still they cling on and on. AT my most ill they continue the soft kill approach by viciously assaulting me with yelling screaming tears torture heart palpitations abuse without end death threats and arnold picking me up while I am clutching my abdomen in pain, agony after detoxing more black, stinking poison embedded into my back and intestines and synapses and tissue for decades. Hitting my abdomen and my sides while I was in agony nearly from this horrific poison finally coming out (and he profited off having me poisoned since at the very least 2013, I have no idea how long so many others have conjoined in this effort to obtain a huge prize of endless summer for them in media prizes and absolute control over h-wood if they get me to "submit" to being abused raped poisoned without any protestation and me providing these ignorant horrific hateful people with ideas because they can't be bothered to study or read or think critically they just get me to provde my lifetime of having done all that, coming from an Ivy League family one a professor the rest attorneys and artists. It's not merely arnold s-ne88er but he's the tool used by trump to really inflict the "German" style nazi terrorism which is reminiscent of the old nazi genocidal regime. Under restraint now marginally but nevertheless not at the full violent behavior they would otherwise inflict if there were not guardrails. I am a prototype and they must exploit me for more so they can't outright torture me to death but oh, they tried to have me kliled in near-death accidents on the road, multiple times and other people would have died from their violent vehicular "accidents" where the brakes and other functions were suddenly gone, like water through a sieve while cars hit me from sides and at speeds from standing still to bursting at me which obviously had sophisticated engine manipulation and not normal car acceleration capabilities.// Arnold hate-ni88er is not stopping with the slow murder and has previously made death threats for my response to his insults and abuse which are nazi-racist in nature not just demeaning but focused on racist genocidal humiliation. This programming is part of the psychological conditioning this group is trying to force into American society for the Jews to repeat the old permission structure to commit more genocide as long as a few "entitled" get to stand out and profit off the margin of death extermination. I am going into a long rant at the moment but my point is that besides the grey hair they forced on me (also had hair removed on my scalp and underarms ) but the endless slicing smearing of poisons on my hands, mutilation and then hours of abuse per day until I write a post trying to elicit any kind of compassion or support or help from this group which has restricted my posts and blog on a "need-to-know" basis. No one capable of consternation reads my posts apparently this is chock full of compliant and complicit wanna be master race entitlement getting paid and laid crowd. //However, the real irony is that they appear as being very "strong" they have huge muscles they are always heroic but when it comes to this, they exploit someone disabled, alone, drugged up, my brain rendered in various loops as they have people inflict subliminal sentences which I repeat under extreme duress/stress combined with daily drugging via all vehicles of drugging while they torture me for having repeated the subliminal hypnotic suggestion statements. Now they are hacking so badly it's impossible to type without having to repeat and backspace retype this always is a bane to anything I attempt to explain. Rendering me mute and then ranting. The subliminal suggestion is always forced in moments of stress and they ("they") manufacture stress literally almost every single moment second of my life. If I begin to laugh at anything "they" are tweaking the throat microchip implant to force stinging torture tears welling and pouring out of my eyes to stop me instantly from laughing and/or having any gaiety whatsoever.

 All of these people are constructs of heroism according to the images they are crafted to appear as in their tv shows, news podcasts and political entertainment jockeying positions. They exploit me while I am in sickness healing sleep needing absolute peace to heal. They shatter my sleep states every night with perturbed images generated by AI which are macabre and psycho-sick to render an unreal, almost surrealistic hellscape of creepy people with deformed facial and body features doing sick and disgusting things like slurping on body parts and coming into my face (using AI to alter facial construction) into evil and loathsome demonic style images doing sick and insane things but so hard to detail this. I could try but so hard to type. Like images or apparitions with a different unearthly zone of deformed leeching vile projection at me. While I am almost on the threshold of sleep they force these images at me. The loathsome quality of the endless propensity of arnold termini88er to inflict torture on every level and his team (it's more his team instructing him but he's very sadistic) and for this he is the prime center upon which all the hate teams rotate for their daily dose of psycho-cats pouncing on me because I am put into this vulnerable position via the drugs, the teleportation which no one stops and I can't stop reacting to their prompts of insults and hate. I don't care what they think but the technology is overwhelmingly forcing me to react. I am "working" on not reacting but the instability of all the drugs, the poisons I am perpetually shitting out and at every moment of needing the most profound peace and positive energy sick, ugly arnold inflicts teams of brown and black "puppets" upon me. He got Nancy Pelosi to hateful threaten my life while he stared into her eyeballs demanding compliance, at the time when the covid relief legislation was about to be passed and pelosi obtained luxury real estate deals for "san francisco" her district so she could go swimming in a new haute luxury pool environment for her very wealthy district. I have no idea what arnold obtained but his money or what is flowing through him from his many sources is used to buy people as puppets. His "war chest" like a campaign that never ends to influence every politician and aspiring politician. The moral decay he also is entrusted by his nazi peers out  of Austria, Germany, London et al is his gregarious and bombastic "isn't this fun?" mentality which is part and parcel of the programming into nazi envelopment of American celebrity and political power-grasping. It's not a question of who and how many are corrupt power and money grasping but if there are any who aren't of that same mode of vicious life-destroying money and ower grabbing at this point of the devouring of my country to these forces. 


"They" are all portrayed as the "strong couragious" heroes. The bombastic quality of Michelle's lectures promising that they are "rescuing" the voters after Biden's incompetence made so visible in his inability to even speak his nearly falling into a coma on stage when debating Trump then somehow "regaining" his verbal functions nominally a few days later, saying it was just one of his 'episodes" but all is well now. This michells promised she was rescuing society from a fallen angel who had promised that he would not run a 2nd term anyway but did  so anyway. The theme I had been tortured into describing to oprah (always on the money trail campain gravy train for multiple elections) but I described what is termed The Hegelian Dialectic, which is create chaos, provide the solution. The solution was the end goal before the systematic chaos was generated while the public follows the dangling carrot of the gravy train but the celebrity politicians have gobbled all up instantly and the remnants are just perhaps some crumbs for the homeless to get on their knees begging for some "more please sir can I have another bowl of bs"? And so they return as the "heroes' promising hope and change for another cycle the same "heroic" strong people. Grinding her teeth with a look of ferocity as I was prompted under torture conditions (arnold always there as he is the propagator of torture and his nazi training of torture and information extraction and dehumanization and enticing people to join in the "fun" while feigning concern has made him the last decan of the pre-midterms torture agenda so I have had to witness his many hundreds of celebrities, directors and senators house reps coming to viciously threaten my life for their promotion which apparently arnold is in control over the finances doling out promises and money to all the famous politician and they respond with a smile of love at him but a "now I see why they call you bitch" at me as I am fighting the people who poisoned raped and stole my ideas stole my cat after I was fighting pleading depp to stop raping poison into my body and then torturing me afterwards.

I am into another long rant now. They are murdering me still with daily torture administered under nazi arnold s-negger there is no doubt as to his intentions he has soberly promised me he will "get" me which means he will kill me when he gets the chance. Since he always operates in a stealth lying mode, he can get any of this millions of latinos who can't wait to inflict their fantasy dreams come true and arnold is making america great for them again. America promised them under Hillary and Billy Clinton that NAFTA would bring out their golden arches of dreams come true just come to America and the money will follow. Following on the heels of that, the death squads are shooting to kill anyone resisting but now they are warned not to kill white people who are "liberal" "dumb-o-crats" so....no mare huge protests around that issue. However I tell these immigrants with the strong accents that what arnold is really doing is destroying the promise which was in some small part fulfilled they got money they get to act in h-wood as villains which support the cliches which program the "good white" voters and the "Latinos for Trump" to support the death squads of ICE to get "rid" of the bad, bad boy criminals. They glare at me make disgusting nasty dirty references to my breasts which are sagging because of the hard poison shell embedded into my back which shitalina and dirty arnold and the rat from depp all profited off having poured and pounded raped and beaten into my body while I was completely helpless. Using my ideas about fighting injustice because I also studied criminal justice, domestic violence (in grad school, not at a very great level of the highest caliber of educational quality from a Florida State university) but nevertheless, compared to the zero they have in terms of any mention of reading, studying any subject which they torrture me (nearly to death)_ in order to obtain

so in other words, this is very long, but the u.s. government is funding this group to portray sympathetic compassion while they are absolutely callous psychopaths, one-and-all. 


They attack me at every vulnerable junction of being so ill I can't move. I fall asleep on my bed in such sickness unable to bend or wrap the many layers around my body parts so gouging making hair fall out h air stinking fingers huge, red swollen stinking of rotting flesh as I put all kinds of antiseptic lotions and alcohol and tea tree oil the stench of rotting flesh remains (they also smear fungus into the wounds to infect me). My hands are so destroyed they smear skin deteriorating chemicals on my foreamrs and skin and some kind of red pimple-erupting substance on my body in various areas like my thighs, and....


After 20 minutes of fighting to restore this page so hackers don't delete the entire post, I am ending here. I wanted to write a brief post about the cowardly lions attacking me in every weakness possible so they can get hormone highs and promotions. However, this is still a "fun fun fun" funny endeavor of power and social engineering to 99% of people reading this, participating in this and funding this. 


Trump is extremely persistent in obtaining this contract as are the obamas, the clintons have been "in the game" since at least the mid-1980's--see Bill Clinton arriving at the  University of Illinois (Champaign airport tarmac scene upon arrival) where he mentions the "good friend" of my family Daniel Mccollumn (Mc cullar phoentic pronunciation) he is referenced at least 3 times by Bill Clinton in his role as president at the time. Delivering a lecture at the University shortly after. It may have been on the campaign trail for Al Gore, but I was more invested in listening to what he described about the university, the environment I was brought up around. The university should be much more prestigious than it is. So many ground-breaking innovations to the modern malaise of digital society were developed there. The browser, youtube, the transistor and many other discoveries have basically created the modern world out of that tiny space nestled in soy and corn fields of Illinois. You can see dirty shitalina was handed my ideas about the complexities of Illinois' music scene or whatever her broadway play was about but she always steals my ideas so I assume at least some of what I wrote about the bands, the music and the environment were point-blank stolen. Next to Hillary's play about "women" which was featured (was reported to have been a "flop" but characteristically every idea dirty shitalina steals from me inevitably "wins" the rigged nazi award for the entire gamut of the country. I get more mutilation torture my money stolen my property destroyed on a daily basis and the filth skanks who laughed, gyrated and glowed with hormone highs just the two mentioned above are still latched onto this contract years later, and that was years into their murder of me via poisoning having me raped watching on smiling sniggering with all their rape abuser husbands watching on

but billy came to champaign's airport and proclaimed that this "friend" of my family, Daniel Mccollough (I have no idea how his last name is spelled but that's the basic phonetic spelling--as I struggle to type and think and surfing is imposible. By the way, I am writing this and disregarding that they froze my laptop earlier to try to delete all I had written above.  I must turn the desktop off and on again and although blogger is supposed to save as "draft" what I could not publish and had to turn all off and then on again, what I had written is deleted and it is part of hacking. Otherwise normally it's saved as a "draft" but they freeze my computer to delete "sensitive" information. Everyone knows what this group is and has done but I write just to format that this is never going to be stopped until these decades of being put into every lead spot in congress over the media and entertainment with all the trickle down are not kept eternally in power until they are in wheelchairs after the next "fall" where they are essentially blank checks to be filled out for their vote or money or permission for the structure to remain static, deteriorating and dying and dragging everyone down with them. 


This man, this "friend" who probably my mother had an affair with as my parents had become "modern" and had an "open marriage" but in essence they were drugged and poisoned mind control subjects and they were being mind programmed to render the destruction of their marriage under this pretense at modernity and cool open marriage feminism liberalism etc of the 1970's. It was part of COINTELPRO division from which The Hegelian Dialectic sprang the MK ULTRA out of the public light into the dark recesses of nazi torture and death squad formation leading to politicians in congress fully endorsing it openly in the privacy of their nestled power nest(s). 


They think I am some monarch butterfly which will transform into a willing masochist loving them for abusing me. However, having almost been killed while providing a torture rape loving victim as I had been, incognizant of their utter depravity, lack of humanity and lack of all love although they appear to love one another very much I just wonder what that love consists of, and upon which conditions that "love" is reciprocated upon what contract and what rewards and benefits each member of the contract are allowed to demonstrate "love" towards each other? Perhaps another "open marriage" type contract in which they allow each other to rape people like me for promotion for both of them, then feeding off the energy of the desperate victim or drugged victim emitting this "love" energy under hypnosis and in sleep state which the empty parasites feed off plus the torture which they feed off? 


Dark mirror love, yes but I am trying to shatter their black mirror away from me. Being tethered to that black vortex I am writing endlessly into what feels like an eternal empty void of callousness but nevertheless I am purging my body of their ugly hate. This is ugly arnold's ploy every day to intimidate and torture me and then "punish" me for writing and not "protecting" them by not writing about their crimes.

But they msut abuse me so I feel death and old age devouring my body after trying to be happy, free and energized in morning hours they pour and dump hate and violence on me for HOURS AND HOURS until I "crack" and become old and broken ranting screaming like an abused domestic violence 40 year rape and hate system of destroying everything about me while sucking all they can get for their power-over and idea extraction (and they want a baby and I want them dead).


So they are still killing me. The midterms in 40=something days means that probably I will wait and wait see that some democrats have "won" or progressives or independents adn then...nothing will change. I will be glued to watching trump roll out hegseth for a precursor to a total government takeover military debacle of shooting at patriots defending democracy and the capitol from his breach of the constitution or just killing protestors when the time comes that the supreme court will exonerate all in the name of entitlement and immunity in doing his "job" just doing his job nazi style.


The democrats and some republicans will make their customary rage speeches and then go along and threaten to kill me when I am still fighting to stop this nazi contract out on me, which put trump in power in the first place because I clicked on a hacked image of trump in his 2016 campaign tour on his private jet--the photo had been taken from a cell phone it was grainy and he did not have cake makeup on at the time it obviously was a very amateur photo but I clicked, wrote something adverse about his run for presidency adn that has enabled him under invite by elon musk who by that time had partaken of 2+ years of observing with shitalina and amber heard (they were connected long before the nazi English met gala where they supposedly "met" when she was invited there--what a pretext in unison with the english and german nazi cartel controlling the american nazi league of whorewood)


no money coming in, waiting for a decision from social security which trump and musk turned into an extremely EXTREMELY ABUSIVE confrontational unprofessional attack vector upon me as a disabled person they forced disability upon at a time when I had not worked long enough to obtain actual social security disability but the most low level of SSI which means I am restricted on the welfare state rolls unable to obtain so many benefits that people who paid taxes into FICA who became disabled obtain and I get sub-sub-poverty which this group also exploits. But then having it cut off for over 17 months while I await this decision for resinstatement while they torrture and abuse me, increasing it to murder levels but on the "soft" murder zone when I am so ill from shitting out poisons which they forced and then pouned into my body and abuse me for how deformed my body is. The latino puppet of ugly arnold came at me first thing, 2 days ago (they are here now they were here  yesterday they came about 30 minutes after I had deleted better call saul because as I always do, I get on the computer to shut up their death threats and abusive comments which I react to and can't stop so I get on and then they hack more tv shows and use subliminal persuasion to get me to click and any click means the next batch of blacks, latinos, jews white nazis and et al can rush to abuse me without end viciously and murderously with hate energy while ugly sick arnold is applauded endlessly and retaining all the governor perks which should have been stopped long ago but he is just kept in every pocket every deep money bag he grabs his pig snout snorting to suck in and get all he deems is his entitlement: everything. The ugly sleazy dirty pig ape scum is so pompous but so lacking in artistic talent as far as I can see, and his one talent besides his psychopathic violence turned into snorting smug murder jokes and getting every wanna be  around him to violently assault me as nazi money is poured into every seeming "benevolent" creep on the internet and in media in the news news networks the pop crap music culture of "alternative" cock rock sound all like k-pop scum nothing more than fake pretenses and not great singing all sounding like each other and all sounding and appearing like juggling aspirants from America's Got Talent.They all get plastic surgery to appear more nazi conformity with square jaws and blue contact lenses and blonde streaks and the mentality of absolute murder enhanced by ugly arnold in that california plantation system which is a most racist environment with some silicon and plastic surgery coating. 


So to try to end this next day of ranting after death threats and being assaulted with disgusrting ugly stupidity by the latino shit that dirty ugly arnold brought who are the really rancid attack dogs of ugly arnold but the white trash creep who played the lead role of better call saul responded with violent yelling after I had been insulted by the latino shavenhead thug who began coming at me pointing at my breasts--in my room, while I was as usual sick from another day of shitting out their poison which is never-ending this shitting out poison or being completely plugged up constipated and fighting get more poison to crack and finally come out. Once it comes out I am DEVESTATED in utter sickness and ugly sick dirty poisoning the blood of america arnold shitnigger trash filth and his groups of latinos and blacks come hitting raping and yelling death threats while I am in the throes of extreme sickness and pain. Absolutely "floored" with toxins in my blood stream unable to think write or do anything and the stinking mess they order the other minority minions to spray perpetually into my living space makes it a toxic stink death trap of sepsis and I am too ill to bend and clean it up perpetually. today I wiped the same area I cleaned 4 times yesterday without end--today it was 6 times. The front area about 2 feet by 2 in front of my patio threshold as soon as I walk away and return there are piles of greasy hair, debris and black gunk in the places I had just cleaned. The rest of the room is a toxic stink filth mess of black slime sprayed which never comes out. It coats the walls and is permanent nothing gets it out. 

It is another form of covert stealth murder, toxic shock. But they hit abuse and rape me. The dirty latino slime filth from better call saul, under instruction by the white trash bigot ape who starred in the lead role, endlessly jabbering crap and so many of these types of white nazi shit men pervade the whorewood atmosphere with ugly sick shitalina only overjoyed to have them sexually assault me. so the prick slime latino working for sleazy ugly dirty rapist arnold and the white crap with the scandenavian name making hate violent remarks as I fought against being insulted and abused. The first thing the dirty dog of the white trash did to get his dirty little reward was to point at my breasts (which is what ugly shitalina tells all the men to do and say, the ugly rat from depp does this continuously). The breasts are sagging because the muscles have atrophied in my back because of a hard shell of poisons. While I exercise they sit in a chorus row making insults and demands that I exercise according to their dictates. My concentration is raped by their ugly stupid comments and remarks so they try in every way to stop my healing and my body to be strong and regardless, every single day when I am sleeping at the very least they have my body mutilated in the spots I can't wrap endless layers of protection around. But when I am so ill from screaming in  rage after I can't "ignore" them as my energy gets sucked out they suck out ideas to steal as their concepts (always just torturing me afterwards and my writing in my blog that they have stolen my ideas is met by ugly robber maggot magot whatever who stole my barbie concept--she starred in it and then the english filth crap out of london was a voice-over in some scene who has stolen my ideas and had me raped--like ugly sick shitalina her plastic surgery breasts heaving in excitement when they see me being raped by germans making nazi holocaust style genocidal remarks to dehumanize and justify their violence. The rancid minorities rush to join in laughing and they say, the jewish men do, that they are GLAD this is happening to me. They get instant prizes afterwards as their blonde wives and snarling half jewish children sneer in contempt and smile and laugh as they, too, get promoted. It is so typical it is a 100% pattern not a recurring theme but a non-stop system which has never been deviated from in regard to jews who participate and/or who watch on. My family epitomizes this.

So they have had my disability cut off. I have fought to not be raped and mutilated by people while I am still raped in teleportation and still mutilated in deadly ways it's very dangerous they can very easily kill me and I have almost been killed in this place many times. But I can marginally protect my property which I need becaues I have barracaded the front door and am not physically being raped by scum russian white trash men while putin, under trump #1 admin, hacked his family his mistress into my social media non-stop (facebook, etc) while english and russians lived in  harmony as they co-jointly raped and asaulted mein huge groups. The every entrance and exit into my room was a throng of these people (the women very excited, the white nazi shit trash women out of euro-hate land and russiaj) extremely excited about having me mutilated raped my property made stinking and broken in ways I can never get out or repair)

but now they are forcing me to move with zero money coming in as they are abusing me non-stop nearly to death. Grey hair my body aged breaking down. the filthy ape from this shit tv show programming america into nazi hate for latinos is met by the stupid dumb thugs performing nazi cartel hate at me, which is so typical of latinos in miami and always jenifer lopez is there. I had been listening to some Salsa music earlier that day, which was like open door policy to bring in latinos to begin to really abuse me in death mode they are threatening to kill me to urinate in my drink while I am sitting trying ot ignore them pointing at my breasts and laughing about how they are "sagging" which is what shitalina told all the rapist men and their shit dirty women like this filthy ugly loser rat from depp whose life has been one non-stop attack upon me to get a "winning" position for her shit movie appearances with depp trying to get revenge for me screaming to get off me as he blames me for amber heard using my ideas about domestic violence which they both inflicted    upon me


**10 minutes later, having turned the computer off and then on again. I type watching every word and sentence and with the exception of not using commas correctly due to the severity of hacking disruption so pounding letters is very consuming of energy


and the attack on my brain is extreme as well rendering me incapable of finishing sentences and delving into tangents diverting entirely from the theme unable to focus and concentrate---all brain attack technology which has been written about and I read about these types of brain-scrambling technologies back in the 1980's so by now they are extremely nuanced and deadly.


typos are everywhere. They inserted letters inbetween words I had typed correctly. It was done after I clicked on the publish button ("update" to be exact). I only saw the paragraph above completely destroyed by hacking intrusions of additional letters. My nervous system and brain are under attack at this moment I can't use my hands to type my fingers are "lost" in confusion and this also is one of the attacks.


----------------

what I "forgot" is that in champaign, where i grew up (Illinois) daniel mcollumn was a "friend" of my family but I suspect an "affair" my mother had while my step-father had his own students to "play with" eventually marrying one of them. His only words about her was that she was something like 30 years younger than he and had blonde hair (brown but she dyed it sometimes)


daniel mcollumn (mentioned openly many times by bill clinton on the tarmac of the champaign logan airport where he arrived to give a speech to the cheering university of Illinois student body where he did exclaim the merits of that university which is ignored in mainstream as basically inventing modern culture on a global and paradigm-shifting elevation. It also was a place of extreme attempts to unify the races to some degree with the grade school I attended and black and white racial partnership--but of course, that was destroyed by the forces of hate after the end of the Vietnam War and all those peace and love movements my family had adhered to and then ran from in panic as people began to die and get attacked and threatened  with every kind of banishment from life and society. It was a purging time my family was targeted big time.

Danial this man who was a "nature lover" who I had only met for about 5 minutes previously while my mother gushed about how "wonderful" he was (which I know now is her term for her boyfriends of the nazi persuasion because my mother absolutely conformed to this group and all was instructed of her, including supporting me which she then recanted when the tide turned to the death squad mode which has turned into the nazi trump maga mode which is supported by the obamas and by the clintons

and thus, mccollum was part of the backlash and attacking my family was part of his recruitment. Clinton mentioned him in conjunction with cleaning up the "boneyard creek" which is a tiny little stream which had refuse and junk poured into it. Mccollumn cleaned up the stream in some ego-friendly fashion but was touted by the president named openly like a hero. This man had me raped probably by himself (after screwing my mommy, I suggest in the sophisto drunken academic liberal parties my family hosted) and I was kept sequestered in a little "farm" house area the "boys" who were on the weekend hiking trip on an Illinois State park reserve (Kickapoo park) we canooed, etc) but I never saw daniel again nor did my mother even mention him again but I returned sick, (they are spupoed to mutilate after raping me, that is what these nazi pig shit whore apes do and their shit "feminist" women all approve of it) my sleeping bag was tarnished freyed stinking and so grubby (I had been "sleeping" on it on a mat of straw it was not filthy when I rolled it up but after daniel collected all the backpacks and bedrolls and sleeping bags it was returned stinking and so putrid we had to throw it away. My mother was directed to not buy another one for me, which she always followed orders. They did this also with my little pup tent which they made stinking and broken and dirty when it haad been pristine when I used it. This is done still to me to this very day I cleaned a brand new white shirt and like all the bright, happy colored clothing it was sprinkled with black gunk and holes ripped into it while it had been hanging wet outside--this morning. I scrubbed and soaked it in bleach the holes remain but the stains are gone--at least the last time I saw it. The only other white shirt I had was pristine white and new (also obtained for free and given to me by these multi millionaires in a "humiliation" context" but I grab the clothing anyway--I can at least use the fabric to clean the perpetual stinking filth they spray on my floor and patio at least 6 times per day especially if I clean it up they rush to pour filth instantly afterwards, which is what they did after htey ruined my brand new but "humiliation" offered shirt which was white


all other white clothing is stained continuously and all beautiful clothing with bright colors stained permanently the stains wil not come out--everything to keep me in a dark and black environment with black poison literally hanging off my abdomen and breasts which shit like this laatino sick fuck made jokes about, ugly shit filth shitalina ihas done it endlessly and she made goddamn sure to pour this poison into my body for years and laughing as the men pounded it into my body via rape while she went to oscars for the ideas she stole out of my ranting writing(s) like this one

and thus, ugly stupid sick arnold but clever lying abusive manipulating and cheating easy money become a nazi you get to steal jews''s money and become a white supremacist

the allure is unbearable for the blacks and jews and latinos to resist asians as well

and thus on the same day, dirty sick ugly arnold got former house representative al green to rush at me with his filthy cane which he pounds out that he is going to fight trump and all the white supremacists but in reality he rushes at me a disabled women with the nazis pushing me into racist cliches by nazi shit like al green with his civil rights bullshit costume on and underneath a farrakhan and oprah celebrity CIA Communist infiltrator working to undermine america so nazis like shitnigger arnold can take over--he gets a mansion next to clarance thomas as his prize


and eevery day because ugly sick arnold has been fed this "entitlement" red carpet to overtake america by the filth of congress like elizabeth warren nancy pelosi gavin newsom hillary clinton they all gravitate to the deals he offers them if only they inflict their antisemitism and racist sexist violence upon me. The condition is that they relay racism and death via their anti racist stances which they make in front of cameras and the fantasy projection is the selling point of nazism infesting the country. Dolly parton was one of the most dirty nasty parasites but a smiling twinkie blonde-filled leech parasite like ugly sick arnold


and still I have been writing about this and that ugly sick filth terminigger for months and years and he remains. The people participating in this contract are so numerous and all promised this merger deal

and the consolidation of power is evident with this "paramount" merger of major corporations into a single communist-style national entertainment media consortium with corporate capitalist veneer.


This group of fucking blank, non-creative not soulful not artists not creative not beautiful not talented in any real great way they steal and feign all that they are paid to enact since there is no opposition they are deemed the "superior" because of no competition except for their "friends" as they take turns getting the next years promotion, lead role or political front line page for their theatrical presentations about "Democracy" the "Founding fathers" is a big time seller the shit like that kentucky scumbag (his name has escaped me not the dude who introduced articles of impeachment against hegseth like a "hero" but somehow that provided excuse to get weeks of paid leave by the rancid shit of corruption of that house and that is all that acting performance accomplished plus the echoes of the podcasters displayting him as some hero

but the othe rone, the rancid dirty old man from kentucky whose daddy engineered a divided ticket when the republicans needed solidarity. I think it was when clinton was running and the father was on the ballot but dropped out just as the republicans were so divided the race was essentially "won" by the dems--it is the role bernie sanders played in 2016 so trump would win, dividing the democrat ticket so hillary would lose, in effect. Perhaps hillary was part of that scheme, but if she hadn't been, she joined in by assaulting me viciously violently to get her ticket ot make a broadway play about "women" next to the illinois-themed play by the endlessly blank and ugly sick shitalina credited with my ideas as usual but turning theminto a glorification of her shitty stupifd blank self

this is what ugly shitnigger arnold has been doing for jmonths and months so he can also obtain ideas for his upcoming movies about fightin injustice as the underdog. He played that theme in his shit muscle slime-coated blockbuster moron the barbarian movies as the victim of  persecution. Otherwise his role has been to engineer all the oppressed minorities in a caudron of nazi enabling like the latinos for trump that shit dirty jenifer lopez really is--she's there to inflict violoence upon me she plays "good cop" because she is part of the Krapola Kamala team. She came screaming in violent rage at me after I was raped by the german scum ape who sat next to megan kelly shitalina and helped put shitalina into the oscars and the met gala or whatever he aided that slime whore prostituted trash thing into as all the blonde women lavished praise upon him--as did that |Fox News anchor laura ingrahm or whatever her cracker name is

at this point i am rambling so I am writing that in addition to shit nigger arnold having nasty dirty minorities rush at me violently every day and has been for months and months while physically assaulting me litearlly using the quantum entanglement duel physicality that teleporation provides  these stupid and ape dirty filth who are handed sophisticated technology which stupid immature lynch mob little boys pricks and their shitty dirty women all play with like violent psychopaths of age 8 or so abusing toys and people but on a lethal level of absolutely sick, rape and satanic level (discern what you will from the term "satanic' but if they are not a "cult" I don't know how you would define their cohesion and stupid responses which are all echoes of one another as they are all instructed on what to say and do and the stupid apes do it without any second thought becaues apparently the first thought is about how much they are going to be handed by the rancid filth of shitnigger's nazi infiltration cartel which expands continuously). and I had to retype the last word continuously, which I had written correctly before pressing the ""update" button but upon returning, there was again letters added to what had been correct. I absolutely watch every letter I type and must correct continuously backspacing while the keyboard is so stiff it's impossible to type anything quickly to any degree.


-------------

the hate skit that they created to prompt a hate reaction out of me, as ugly sick arnold is a hateful scum who gestures with huge smiles and tells  his followers to "love" each other (which is the trump "I love all you insurrectionist patriots" type of love )


but they hacked clips from this show after I posted videos of hector lavoe--who is a far cry from this group in every way possible. A poet and a singer of respect for other humans. This is rap and hate and movie roles and tv shows of playing stereotypical gang land drug dealers who are rushing to attack me while whitey nazi sits back smug that as usual his minority minions are doing the hate work for promotion as usual

I tried to ignore them but the drugging and tech and abuse and torture every day all day all night every day and night years and years of day and night isolation no one stopping them for a single day for years and years every day and night

me fighting for america for it to not be worsened with nazi overtake not "on my watch" but I hold no position just the position of being on the edge and trying to not allow more of this group to obtain more control over the country. I have seen what Stallone's group does it was in effect on South Beach which has been turned from a multi-cultural place to a white nazi league of ousting all the LATINOS first but moreso, first it was the blacks and then the latinos, once "they" got the latinos to do the vicious stalking work for the white nazi apes mostly out of Europe. Bringing in rage culture and sexual abuse towards women primarily was a German scumbag named Thomas Kramer who frequented Stallone and Oliver Stone's nightclub Bar None. I always forget the really submerted black energy influence of oliver stone whose presence was made known to me by the models I hung around with on South beach who were using me, point blank. 


I am trying to not digress but I have seen the effect of nazi takeover from this SAME GROUP who operated on a smaller level in miami beach rather than hollywood and congress but now they are intertwined. 


Or they always ere intertwined but I gave "permission" when I was unaware of the situation, loving and friendly and thrilled to be making my own money (which they stole) I sold cigars independently they raped and stole my money while I was unconscious but they didn't begin mutilating me until I finally realized what was going on then I had no recourse and all systems that are supposed to protect me are mute and complicit and partnering with this criminal enterprise put into top government and entertainment and media position(s) (around the world).

The mind control hate "game" they played was they hacked these better call saul videos of latino men playing psycho-politics of the cartel kind and the actor featured I was a bit mesmerized with his evil role acting, as I am not immune to mind control and persuasion they do it to me constantly. I am under so much stress to shift my brain from the death and hate from ugly sick death energy life sucking depp rat pitt shitalina hate gorup that I watch this shit about powerover which I never would watch but was fascinated by the "evil" which I really believe I am not privy to but apparently I am since I watched it. I downloaded the first season and then had to shuti it all down before the mid-point of episode 2 of the 1st season. REalizing I had fallen into a trap and they were going to come (I hoped not which is why I deleted the entire shitmess of this group and it's rancid hate presentations with the white entitled nazi scumbag playing lead role, but it was "funny" kind of like "the dude" another goddamn nazi bigot coming to assault me in Miami Beach (Bridges) and as usual I had no  idea what was going on so I abstained from playing fan because I was not a fan of his nor of any celebrity but was drugged into liking depp whom I had hated when I was not so drugged I was a huge ball of poisons deformed and saturated  into near death by drugging and poison)


so, I watched this shitty series realized it was NOTHING but programming for murder crime and being involved as white overlord to brown people. The power dynamics were of the latinos having more power over the white dude hater but that was only the first episode leading into the 2nd so I assuem that by the end of the years of this shit poisoning the minds of viewers into wanting ice to put them all in cages and deport all the criminals because they watched it on tv in this tv series


I began telling the first bald actor after they inevitably arrived while I was undressed in my room as this filth creep pointed at my breasts walked at me and made jokes about how ugly my breasts are, sagging. I told him in sarcastic hate that his "friends" had poisoned me perhaps he didn't know anything about it (as none of them do, they jsut rush to get their  promotions could not give a damn if this technology will end the world as they know it and create a nazi hell where they get eliminated--they believe it will never hit them but only me ha ha they can't wait to see me get tortured raped and etc


I began yelling at him because ugly sick dirty arnold turns "UP " the nervous system rage brainwave function of the weapons system trained into my brain and nervous system. Under stress which is far too developed on a daily basis by this ugly life fuck black energy leech that ugly arnold is--but he glows as they all do after they drain me of my life force and like them all he feeds off this and is addicted to torture as a hormone high. The sick ugly stupid thug is an addictive personality plus yet another domestic violence trauma child who  has only resolved the issues by frantic career focus but this filthy parasite feeds off hornone highs obviously has been injected is a drug or hormone junkie and sucks my life out every day. He exhausts me so completely with his ugly death energy that I can't function to the slight degree I am capable of with fractured vertebrae, shitting poison out and fighting and not being able to withstand this endless assault so he has black congress men lunge violently at me. Dirty shit oprah came at me years ago, a decade ago partnering with sick ugly shitalina. The wrinkle in time movie she stole from my facebook posts on that theme of not allowing technology to destroy the love of humanity. she uses the tech to have me tortured adn broken with hate and violence as she likewise feeds off it. I called her an aunt jemima after she prompted me to state what I thought of her. It was a mind control attack because I had listened to a malcolm X lecture earlier where he called the blacks who partner with whites in racist unapologetic violence to crush other blacks who are working the fields and need violence to restrain them. Malcolm X called them aunt jemimas and uncle toms, and thus in the mind control and torture atmosphere, under truth serum drugging and while in deep sleep I yelled what they had subliminally programmed into me via hypnosis. That she is an aunt jemima. From that moment onwards blacks rush violently at me and I have explained and explained for years that this is derived from what malcolm x said about how they are actually functioning as celebrities, in that exact capacity. Farrakhan was the most urgent to defend his group from this insinuation but it really was a rally cry for all blacks to rush to violently assault me justifying endless assault with oprah receiving standing ovations by ho-wood as well as pig ape pitt for his endless years of violently assaulting me with his rape partners out of europigapeland as they all got mansions and deals and oscars

and thus they rush at me violently adn ugly sick arnold got another one to do this raising his cane at me to hit my head as I fought to get it out of his hands and to defend myself ugly sick arnold watched smug and glowing that he once more got me to scream in rage and hate perturbed and destroyed turning old and ugly and broken from this  as I strive not to react. but the drugs they force on me, the endless hate and abuse from everyone almost around the world who are instructed to do this they all comply like stupid bots without thought people only need the smallest of the most openly stupid pretext to worship a fake idol or hate a truth-teller and call himher a witch bitch and etc.


So, I began to yell yesterday at this pair of latino men that they were being used by ugly arnold. I wrote a post yesterday explaining the racist tiers of this multi-pronged attack not only on me, but the racism of that tv show and how I analyzed it. As my "First amendment" rights are, the fascist response is always the same violent death threats (synonymous but my hands are freezing midair and I am typing retyping fighting to type can't think clearly all attacks on me non-stop)


this morning as I was in a good mood, still working on blocking them out on being strong on being calm and balanced this ugly hate creep began yelling--the latino who plays an extremely violent "gang banger" on that tv show--the white creep who plays the "funny" dude character whose endless jittery performance got more than annoying by the 2nd episode before I realized I was being attacked and probably this group, which I didn't want anything to do with, was trying to create a brain diversion from the death and life sucking black parasite energy of endlessly life sucking dirty arnold who is endlessly siting on his brain watching me day and night to see what things I love he can take away  how he can drug and poison me, etc


so this morning this creep was instructed to subliminally put into my brain that this "abuela" character who appeared stupid and dumb probably had alzheimer's disease. spelled wrong but I can't navigate away to look it up. They freeze the entire computer on a non-stop basis and will do it to this post soon, it's surprising I have been on 15 minutes and it hsa not frozen so what I type is lost


I was trying to ignore the "loser/bitch" repeated by ugly rat spawn of depp who can't "win" unless she works to have me raped poisoned drugged and then ideas she can use for her appearance as anything but a stupid rat crap oout of depp with hundreds of millions of dollars at their disposal plus countless more since the 13 years or more of them leeching onto destroying my life so this rat spawn filth can get ideas and be featured as some maverick type personality rather than a blank and hateful sleazy nepo scum out of a celebrity with a nazi vicious gold digger mommy out of the gold digger daddy rapist

always at the center of abusing me and endlessly feeding off hormones of power-over and torture

so the latino had me repeat under his question, in my mind not verbal like speaking but my instant reaction in my brain in my mind I answered that the old grandmother of his character who appeared like a cliche stupid idiot who can't understand anything is not a racist cliche about latino old women but rather she had alzheimer's disease. I repeated this by rote which means  that upon waking I repeated what they programmed into my brain while in deep sleep, being teleported to this group of sick shit whjo put homeless and death into my every night sleep state plus rape and etc.


He then began violently yelling at me with gestures of violence that "you stupid bitch it's not a racist cliche she had alzheimers" as he glared murderously at me

I tried very hard not to respond. He kept screaming bitch and "how dare you" type insinautions that it was me who was racist (this is the game dirty oprah and farrrakhan played in reality they are partnering with nazis to create antisemitism so blacks can "look down" on jews laughing as they get "out" of the lynch mob role and put jews in as violently as  possible the racism from blacks is undeniable and a known fact not my opinion)

anyway, not one mentions how latinos are part of this same construct. He kept on yelling bitch stupid you dno't know anything what did you mean how stupid. He kept on and on with extremely violent menacing body language. I had watched him kill people in the tv show or nearly so and his learning curve to emulate that is the same as the characters from all the other tv shows and movies who assimilate the violence they portray while supposedly there is a "moral" lesson ending the actors only really retain the psychopathic violence aspect and nothing  more..

they dump their learned sociopathy or psychopathy onto me in a surge of relief that finally the can act out their programmed (and perhaps mk ultra) roles upon me rather then merely fantasize about the day ugly arnold lets them "release the kraken" and really inflict massive violence. That is what the nazi brood is awaiting not just merely the theft but the violence and rape and murder and torture they can't wait.


And so, finally I felt that I had to defend myself. The mind control and technology and drugging (there is a real interface it is truly pervasive in my body and brain interplay it is seriously unmanageambe it is not a matter of willpower or stability or mental health to the core of the exertion of this effect it is microchips in my brain and along my spine with drugs buried into my spine and nervous system enhancing the effects plus no love no support no family and now they took away my subpoverty income. I face being raped mutilated and destroyed once more and they are going at me in a frenzy of violence every moment.

I reacted they drooled and got excited the frenzy of hate erupted it was what the latino death squad operatives had been yearning to unleash upon people in reality and this techno-terror fascist operation is handing me over to every aspiring nazi psychopath to unleash all their violent fantasies following in nazi methodology. 

I began cursing and my language became very simple it was probably jenifer lopez using the subliminal language into my brain which I repeated and my language skills narrowed into the most simple terms possible. She attacked me last night while I was sewing something to shift my brainwaves into doing something that absorbed my attention. I could not remember the term "seam" while she began asking me in my utter exhaustion at that point (shitting out poison in the morning, being abused 


they are freezing my kepboard again to stop me from writing about her participation. I am tired of writing about this and need to finishe hat I had been doing yesterday. Lopez came to play the "good cop" role after organizaging all the hate and violence so she can once more get a lead role in spider woman as she obtained after violently yelling at me when kamala came after the tours of them proclaiming brown and black women fighting against rape and injustice system they rushed to show the german rapist who at that time had beaten and raped me for his promotion and his nazi sense of entitlement to control america and just exploit and suck and drain out all possible with permission by the rancid dirty shit of shitalina and lopez whose only concern in life is their next promotion out of abusing me h anding me over to nasty men to rape and beat they get lead rolesa and part of the upcoming nazi overtake of america. The merging of paramount with whatever huge other movie enterprise is currently ongoing is extremely ominous and threatening there should be outcries of monpoly and media overtake but the news outlets are only concerned with their promotions for having joined into this attack upon me so they don't report on this huge merger as if it's a totalitarian overrake which it is. Undoubteldy ugly shitalina and pig pitt and ugly arnold shitnigger are part of the huge monopoly and they are promised a huge stake and some huge monopoly for using this tech upon me and geting me to "submit" to their "control" so they are frantically abusing me non-stop


for me, I need money to live in a place where I can barricade the doors and windows and the money I don't have is deadly but even if and when if ever they resinstatea the sub-sub poverty it is not enough to pay for a place I can actually nail, pound out the layers of protection so they can't break into my room and murder me rape put my spine and hips out of aligbnment as they did for years when shitnigger ugly arnold told pelosi to threaten my life as they all partner to get this contract (pelosi's daughter is a film maker as is the wife of gavin newsom, they are all related)


**again, got off the laptop and then realized I had not finished my thoughts and that my brain and body are in a state of brainwave obfuscation and the splaying of thought waves (or something to that effect***)


the latino men threatening me and saying "it's not racist the old latino woman had alzheimers" and I began responding with ideas about racist representation in movies and film. There are many peer-reviewed studies I assume on any academic research database which they could have their researchers study and recount to them or even ask AI for ideas but they torture me to get the non-AI response. Either way, whichever it is, the monetary inducement to torture me is to obtain ideas out of me and to then abuse me for having ideas and abuse me to get funding for my ideas to turn into their project, then to abuse me when they are getting rigged approval for festival appearances of the movies (a similar pattern for politicians and podcasters etc the same tiered structure of never-ending abuse and torture to murder me slowly in an agonizing slow deterioration physical appearance which is what they do to most of their targets  whom are mostly unaware that their good "friends" are really poisoning them to death but first they must extract all they can out of the target before finally discarding them and then glorifying that they loved him/her so much in life. 


I tried to not react by offering analysis of racist content but could not stop reacting with ideas. The technology and drugging literally is so powerful against my very sick and beleatured brain and body and mind and so exhausted from struggling physically to not react but this truly is mind controll (the hacking is so awful literally every word is a fight to get out and backspacing and retyping letters and words is non-stop as well pounding with my arms and hands to get the letters to appear)


I kept having to skirt around the actual analysis but still gave them ideas. My language was lowered to jenifer lopez level of english as a kind of first language but probabl spoke spanish at home--I suspect--not saying she is "stupid" just saying her language set vocabulary set is different from mine as I studied literature and etc she has not in any official capacity like going to college or grad school

my language skills were at basic level the words that came out were not my language set--the "mind control " is so stealh and pervasive

these idiot scumbags play with these technologies treating life like a disposable free fast food junkie rape experience for thrills and laughs and to steal and rob and rape as much as possible
|I am not referring to the latinos now the primary hate of this stupid ape group is the white nazis the latinos are more open about the imitation of the white nazi trash

the latino man, I will not look his name up or his character name he played a violent cartel member on this show as did the other latino men from this tv series I only watched one and 1/2 episodes of before realzing a wave os violent psychopathic minions would come and inflict their suppressed rage upon me and what came out of me was my anti-racist stance of how many brown black and jewish people rush to join in with the arnold nazi shit cartel seemingly not realizing that they are destroying america and all the opportunity which they had enjoyed and had left their own countries, I assume to get more of a chance at something out of a lower position in their colonized by euronazi trash white pig apes who they worship as mind controlled stockholm syndrome 


they are freezing the laptop again. I am unable to type and think clearly as usual struggling to type anything out to an uncertain audience of nazi revelers at how much "fun" this all is and how all of american society puts nazis before american citizens

anyway, trying to tell all the black and jewish and brown people that ultimately they are destroying the good things they obtained becasue america did not put shit like arnold into power for all the 250 years of the descent back into tyranny that it has become


due to them the system is being destroyed. Ultimately people liek these latinos will have NOTHING but these particular ones like lopez are working to become as white and blonde as possible or to belong to the big house on the hill

abusing me is the ticket so they rush to inflict all they can upon me

ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt terminigger all are like sleazy dirty sick fcrap I never wanted anything to do with , inflicted upon me for DECADES through this system. Stupid ugly blank lacking in all humanity they grill and torture rape me to obtain ideas without end using this system

I refrained from racial analysis but began using another tactic which didn't work out too well. I told them to think about the types of questions they should be asking as I asked them, "did anyone state in the tv show that this character HAD alzheimer's disease" as they remained silent because it was not a discussion it was parasite hate bigots abusing me so blank and ugly shitalina and dirty arnold can obtain more idaes out of my death threat response ranting about how unjust they are and their shit nazi benefactors

I instead used a lawyer's type of perspective, perhaps induced by the white nazi trash shit ape who acted as the attorney in that mind programming nazi show which has induced america through psy-ops mind control to want ice agents to crush people like these same latinos but because they work on abusing me they get the "get out of ice concentration camp" tickets and they are bona fide citizens but perhaps have previous criminal records (some of these categories get deported like nicki minaj they are working to get all they can out of the nazi system--but minaj never cxame to abuse me as far as I know so I am only referencing her joining in with maga but her status was very dubious in terms of citizenship)


so that is the "game" this ugly pig has his minions play. They rush at me violently the blacks under th epretext that I epitomize racism for having borrowed the aunt jemima accustaion against the icon imagery of oprah a wealthy black entrepreneur (but once you provide enough southern comfort as a comfort girl to the white  plantation men in power, as trump and opraah had a fling she hacked a photo of her and trump embracing in a romantic cheek-to-cheek embrace both smiling in a loving embrace not a kissy socialite photo

but anyway, to end this---this is the torture method that ugly sick filth ugly arnold uses day after day. He gets lying ranting crap like al green who I had watched his impeachment speech last week, wrote in my blog that every time I watched his 2025 impeachment speeches hacked onto my computer the entire computer was so plagued by viruses that I had to wipe the memory and restore the system (requiring hours to do) and I wrote that I didn't know if Green was doing that or if Trump was doing it because I watched anything adverse to his monopoly on power) turns out it was green and his hateful nastiness is part of the black wave of hate directed at me and all the blacks can be seen almost instantly later in awards and deals which they were handed after they violently assaulted me. The pr etext is that saying that oprah is part of the white nazi cartel and (so is farrakhan, and I think CIA asset and pairing with Communist Russia is very likely for farrakhan and many and most of the famous blacks but politically especially). Trump is also aligned with russian communist overtake as people are finally realizing. I posted on the day of Trump's 2nd inauguration the Communist anthem on my facebook page so everybody can see that I was "ahead of the curve" because trump got putin to h ave his russian men rape and disfigure me nearly to death in this tiny room which is stinking and broken and they have made me move in a few months without income.the price of rent is so high now that I can't pay rent anywhere else and if my money is reinstated (I have been living solely off my saved money which I saved every month for years in case of emergency but had no idea sick fuck trump would literally get the formally professional and authentic social security to lie and abuse me non-stop open discrimination and lying and abuse like fraud not like but fraud literal illegal actions taken by that agency and unprofessional and disgusting with the approval of trump and musk who both obtained their empires out of abusing me and only through this contract out on me)


They should be made to pay me for the ideas they stole my career the destroyed-I am in massive student debt because they began poisoning me to death to stop me from having anything whatsoever-I have been laying in bed or unable to move since 2012 when the poisoning reached a non-stop fighting for my life stage. I could not function the kept poisoning and raping the poison into my body until about 3 years ago or 2--the poisons are so hard and glued into my body that last year I spent the entire year fighting to get hard as rock poison out of my spine whiuch was so hard it clogged my toilet and it was rock-hard pieces in the shape of vertebrae they were lodged in between my vertebrae, into my rib cage as I had to dig them out of the toilet and throw them into the grassy area nearby they were cubes of hard poison that had conformed to my skeletal structure. The entire time I am at this level of decades of hard posion and liquid death substances ugly sick arnold and tom hardy abused me 16 hours per day with death threats rape punching abusing slapping abusing bringing on their filthy dirty women and ugly arnold like all the white nazi trash men have loads of smiling eager to please blacks like obama and michelle obama who glare in hate at me with demands that they are entitled to h ave me raped and tortured for their behalf to rise up as black nazis in the white nazi entitled grove 


--------------------

cut off above, hacking so atrocious I can't type or think clearly (brain interference technology pervades)


assaulted by the latino man mentioned above, the more violent out of the two. Stuck his tongue in my mouth while I was sewing, sitting on my bed and the teleportation allows the prostitution scumbag to do whatever he wants, whatever the ape scum shit "men" want to do to me-while I am unconscious while I am doing basic things while I am in the shower while I am eating. I have the computer on literally all day and have music blasting into my head all night while sleeping as they insert their ugly personalities their penises their tongues now all are disgusting ugly sleazy filth famous for bullshit movies about death, hate and power over other men. The only way these scumbag creeps can actually feel they have "won" is by raping women who are unconscious, sleeping, drugged poisoned tortured as they revel in it. The cliches of hate which they direct at me have snowballed into a morphed projection of their hate desires which have nothing to do with me. They insert reactionary sentences into my brain as they assault me then beat and torture me for "what you said" which are THOUGHTS which my brain responds to from their subliminal lexicon of responses which they are told to say to engender these reactions. The reactions are due to disgust and hate and rage and trying to not live in a pepetual hate and rage physical state

my body is so depleted from daily hate and this ugly shit shitnigger arnold is a huge deformed cesspool of hormone injections steroids sick psychopathic white pig ape male programming that he is entitled especially out of me and I suspect his other rape victims brown women latino women with dirty greasy filthy jenifer lopez arranging all the rape this white trash worm parasite can obtain. This ugly sinister disgusting creep, who is the impetus behind the sexual allegations against the white californian man ousted from his campaign for senate who had allegedly raped or abused women---the white women making the public statements were taken seriously. I am ignored, mocked and threatened with death by all the white shit scum of congress and their black and brown and jewish minion scumbags who "represent" the other people who are cast out and their permission for this death squad operation is allowing for the total destruction of the American system of justice in protecting people against hate crimes. To no avail can my arguments at how these people are aiding in the utter downfall of a country which has granted a chance for sick slime like this latino fuck to get a job in hollywood in the first place, to "represent" gang land thugs as he plays the role openly in real life so like all the rest of this untalented shit and mediocrity--he is not acting he is just being himself. It's very rare to see a real great actor I have not seen it in any of the crap who infest this terror operation. Some of the people out of England may have been  great in a role for one tv series which they no longer have any capability to play in like manner now as they have been coddled by the nazi entitlement system so they have zero personality structure and just play themselves for every role after a few good performances before this system fully engulfed all public representatives especially in the field of mind programming which dirty whorewood is a huge social engineering tool.


So he is being insulting disgusting and nasty but not speaking, rather sticking his tongue in my mouth literally while I am looking down sewing. It is disgusting. The politicians are so unbelievably incompetent to adhere to the constitution or human rights they jolly and nasty mentality towards me is of beating fascist oppression with a law degree backing up their ability to adhere to the rigorous standards of reciting law when they are on the podiums pouring forth the rules and regulations required of congress but otherwise it's just 4th grade bully sessions when they are in private with this next level epstein black hat tunnel playground--for them it's a fun game. The power entrusted to them is so squandered finally americans are getting some clue that there is something seriously amiss.


But I remain with the sick ugly dark hole of sick arnold's sleazy nazi brain patterns and a non-stop rotation of minority haters who are just dying to vent their suppressed rage and racism out on me.


He's not going to stop, neither ugly sick arnold nor this latino man he is another ugly black hole of hate waiting for a victim

this technology and how this sick shit government is allowing these filthy men, who resemble the 3-piece suited politicians but they more resemble sadistic prison guards allowing for rape of the "bad girls" and the "good" rape cheerleader nazi women get to administer the punitive punishments for being unwilling to play substitute victim for the real bitches of whorewood the men in particular

it is just unending nausiating ugliness and putridity 


that no one can discern how sick and ugly this is, is nearly unbelievable that so many people of ethical and moral good-hearted standing are dead they have literally been killed off so society is packed with evil and sleazy sick destroyers who are like the locusts of the bible looking for endless ripe fields of plenty to suck and drain all out of. Then going to the next fertile plain they all just assemble like a lethal black cloud of locusts to suck all out of the next beautiful thing. Then they blame the beautiful thing for what they have done to it. I was very beautiful My body is completely broken down from daily mutilation and abuse and yelling screaming and I can't protect my brain from this ravagement. They attack me for the instant repeat under hyponsis that they program into me while I amin deep sleep. This is done first thing in the morning as ugly shitalina and ugly pig ape pitt terminigfger that pig piece of rancid shit sit smug that all their brown and black stupid dumb "leaders" are performing nazi genocidal tasks for them believing they are exempt, and perhaps they are. 


Still it is disgusting that I must go through this. I ahve committed no crime they are disgusting and using this tech to "blame" me for the thoughts they force into my brain because otherwise they can't blame me for anything. Once that sticks as a witch hunt accusation they continue until I begin to react violently hysterically because I can't block out their ugly voices and faces due to this tech brain drug interface under these conditions of endlessly for decades by now shitting out poison  which they kept pouring and compressing into my body until I am just packed with poison and drugs which remain in these hard pockets of my body. Getting thepoison out means ugly shit arnold and shitalina will have some filth fuck rape the poison into my body or abuse me while I am in most sensitive and vulnerable life-threatening healing crisis mode.


This sick shit is being endlessly ignored, the filth "christian" fuckers like gavin newsom just endlessly profits of this and has collaborated for over a year in non-stop torture of me all day and night as that rancid filth creep gets all backing by his male and female nazi california collaborators and all the white males who "used to be republican" in the media who have attaacked me and I fought back. Fighting back means they all viciously assault me  with more and more permission structure by all of congress.


that this sick filthy system has caught on like candy drugs to addicts is still unbelievable how sick and destroyed america is. emulating the worst of europigapeland that is all that america has become. The movies which the nazis have taken control over are absolutely programming people into loving trump and his fascist idealizing of that paradigm.


I have no idea how much longer I must wait for a single member of congress, the media and forget about the podcasters and independent podcasters they are all products of this mind programming sickness. It's impossible to find truly independent news and my internet is hacked without end.

I remain sick and the poisons are still lodged in my spine and body and getting the rest of this out means any time I get it out and am in need of peace, healing and good energy this ugly sick fucking ape piece of disgusting shit arnold shitnigger fuck is going to bring disgusting creeps like this latino scum he's the type that should be fucking kicked out of america is a threat to society is a sleazy nasty dirty thing coming to exploit america but shit like arnold is much worse and is puut into governor p osition with never-ending entitlement to control america because of the stupidity and greed of the wortheless shit put into power by people who believe the h-wood scripptwriting capabilities of these lousy politicianswho lie and lie and lie and lie and deceive are all part of the same hate cartel aka "club"





Yet another day of waking up to abuse, insults and this latino murdering bigot nazi creep with ugly sleazy filth arnold who I have tried to get off me, as i have been doing with literally all this entire group from the moment they all latched on and all have obtained oscars deals all have stolen ideas from me (almost) or they just go on and on torturing abusing me so I scream out ideas about how wrong they are, which they use as their platform to push "their" original ideas about being new, original and saving the country from pig whore shit fuck scum like them ravaging raping stupid ugly dirty sick crap put into power endlessly and for decades. The cheers of the audiences the fans and the congress of rotten corruption incompetence and nazi fascist (communist) affiation continues to force me to perpetually beg for my life to stop being abused and raped and poisoned and beatn to death by this filth group as the white nazi trash men and women laugh, snigger because it is they who are the niggers and no one else is as low as they--but with law degrees many of them or the backing of professional con job hateful greasing the way for slime to push through every lie and deception and the destruction of the united states. Selling it endlessly off to filth like ugly, dirty arnold and his nazi euro-trash shit group endlessly no one but me apparently can understand that this is a group of infiltrators determined to destroy the country from within. They have been doing this endlessly but still they are welcomed in because of the lack of utter concern for america by everyone but no one less concerned about america then trump and his shit cartel. The filth of the arnold team of bigot slime scum brown nazi skinned filth today--who echo the shit of ugly arnold but regardless of all that I relate people only see the money exchange offered so don't care; but "fuck america" with derision and hate is what this dirty hateful disgusting evil gnome said in addition to "fuck you" for just fighting trump while he's a scum dirty leech latched onto the huge dirty parasitic filth of ugly arnold and the nazi group they belong to. I have seen this partnership of the most groveling mind puppet slaves out of latinos in miami who viciously assault me and obtain their permission to be excluded from the nazi purges which americans also are delighted to inflict--trained by nazi filth. STemming from stallone and his group out of fascist nazi italy and transplanted into Miami rubbing shoulders with the nazis of florida and then california. So they came at me again. This puppet completely repeating what ugly sick sleazy arnold really is and believes: fuck america. This sick crap who was governor of california does believe "fuck america" because this dirty creep repeated this at me while the american nazi celebrities sat silently they could not give a damn about america either.They ahve been handed plantations in france near the southern clime near cannes and all worship and praise when they land in facsist euronazi countries applauded (because they are such easy whores like shit pitt who gets this applause when he is posturing for movie concepts he stole from me like blonde and once upon a time in h-wood while he was murdering and dismembering and having me raped and tortured--that was way back he's there today sitting silently with hate waiting for this contract to be handed to his grubby dirty pig snout to suck and snort out more out of this contract. Like them all, their dirty shit nazi posturing psahychopath crap careers were in decline but abusing and stealing ideas upon and out of me and never-ending torture just at the moment I am waking up from having been injected into my bloadder at night with drugs and poisons (killing me via toxicity which is never stopped as well as the rest).//That I must perpetually beg for my life writing every day about being killed and asking for someone to stop the torture and rape and abuse has only been met by mjockery abuse silence and full cheers for the shit as i am declining being destroyed killed slowly have been fgighting every day my hair grey falling out my body covered with injuries from nightly assaults on my skin, fingers toes hair teech gums poison into my bladder injected while I am sleeping abuse while sleeping and in the drugged morning state, the poisons and drugs render me drugged into hysterical reaction as they abue me. Eveyr day some rancid sick fuck minority minion dirty fuck attacks me. Ugly prune-faced Al Green from Congress and dirty whatever his goddamn name latino should be sent to ICe rotten creep and his friend and partner and ugly nazi austrian arnold--all just viciously combined to assault me as often as much as possible. For some reason saying that oprah is a complicit nazi black playing the role that malcolm x identified as the blacks who aid in white supremacy (mediocrity) by playing enforcer of racist violence has been met by violence form all the blacks in power, literally almost all and full demonsration to the white nazi shit (ugly sick arnold is always there, the former governor of california still in power even moreso than when he was governor every thing his pig snouto can short in for his endless monnopoly of nazi overtake is handed to him on a cocaine-like silver platter the former drugs they all inhaled so their brains, mind, body and soul are completely devestated empty, bereft of all humanity they are sleazy shells of corruption and evil infestation with fake posturing of grandiose sexualized pschopathic "evil" they exude permission to commit all crimes and rape and murder in their every movie and action (even the creepy comedies always featuring white blonde women as the objects of loving adoration is extremely racist as only they are depicted in this light; romances are only featuring this nazi type) . Waiting now for over 16 years for ANYBODY to protect me, instead I get shit like al green this yapping bullshit crap ugly sick thing who did assault me when I clicked on his first impeach trump videos hoping someone would goddamn stop him from having endless and countless shit whores rape and abuse me. Instead this member of congress like elizabeth slotkin who put anothe progressive brown skinned man in power who is partners with mandami who rushed ot make antisemitic jokes in front of the white trash nazi filth calling himself antifa punk out of Germany so the german nazi bund in america would allow him to be partners with trump "all in the game" they would say just "politics" they would say.

  Another day these sick ignorant and nazi bigots were so disgsuting and ugly and hateful and violent and abusive I rushed at them screaming...