Tuesday, September 22, 2026

Because I write so many, so often, long, rambling incoherent (hacked, redacted by hackers, rewritten to discredit me) posts, I will try to make this succinct: I am very ill from poisoning. The poison remains in my body after decades of trying to protect my body from more poisoning and the administration of what could be the compression of the poisons through rape while I am unconscious and unable to brace against impact. Johnny Depp had my cat stolen, but tortured and photographed while being drowned in response to me writing endlessly for 2 weeks at the onset of his rape and torture and thrills and sniggering raping me pounding poison into my body and then abusing torturing me afterwards so his daughter and he and amber heard and whomever else could obtain non-stop prizes, promotions without end. 13 years later his dirty, nasty daughter who has spent MOST OF HER LIFE profiting off viciously and murderously having me poisoned sits next to arnold ugly-termini88er who has spent at least a decade profiting off my ideas stolen as he partners with people poisoning and raping the poison into my body. //The list of people who have done this to me who remain steadfastly latched onto sucking my life out and being praised, promoted the sky is not even the limit as elon musk has been handed space gear, as long as he continues to drill into the mind and brain of all the targets, victims and nazi genocide pogrom people they want exterminated, mind controlled and all exonerated with no evidence as no one ever will break out of the chain-of-command all obey and get promotions merely for the act of silence, obedience and proving sniggering delight at having me tortured and viciously participating then spreading the word so the snowball effect is a contagion upon me (and the world but so far the thrill of lynch mob witch hunt mentality strips all cognition of warning to the future as has been happening with every technology brought out to get speed and action on this terra firma and now into the grooves of the mind and brain and control over other human beings rendering them sheer victims of genocidal torture all administered without any evidence as again, no one reports any of this but "everybody" participates. //At my height of sickness arnold hate-=termini88er has been consigned not merely to rally every female white "feminist" nazi every black "fighting racism" nazi minority minion latinos acting out their fantasies of enacting their movie roles onto attacking me. Every jew smirks and laughs and stares into the eyes of dirty shitalina or dirty arnold transfixed into their every look of "approval" like absolute mirrors I can see the ugliness of the energy spectrum of the puppets who otherwise are "fighting Nazis". But at the time when I am detoxing and am at the most sick possible for me, in the "window" of sickness I am at very weak and vulnerable moments. They attack me all the more viciously in a murderous way, as has been happening for years but arnold believes that he is an entitled "predator" and hacks lion videos preying on weak little animals in his social darwinistic nazi paradigm which many would say, is "the way of the world" the animal kingdom the strong survive, only. //But feeding off the vulnerable whom you force into vulnerability. The organized poisoning and physical dislocation of little items of the body like vertebrae all along the spine they have done to me--and putting hips and spine out of alignment has been done non-stop under this group for the past 20 years while I am unconscious, unable to wake up and the people surround me raping smearing fungus and semen into my hair, into my orifices on my everything else in the room horrid substances. Making my hair grey further they scream insults and then rush at me violently when I respond but can't stop torturing me almost to death to obtain these reactions for their note-taking on ideas for how to empower 'victims" in their next movie set of award-winning original themes but supplying no threat to the "animal kingdom" of Nazi overtake as ordained long before Hitler. //I write this because the technology has rendered me powerless and the reaction of society clamps the prison on me by the sheer permission structure which is supported by a terror network of death squads for anybody actually openly caring or helping me. //They are trying to kick me out of this place I spent at least 2 years fighting to understand how to block actual human beings from breaking into my room via the mechanical arms opening the multi-locked and layered barriers I created just for the front door. I had already pounded in plastic wood-like cabinets (very hard, extremely painful) into the many cabinets lining the walls and panels which are opened from the other side of the wall the concealment of these portals of terror entry are done professionally. //They first cut off my disability (after having made me disabled through these nighttime mutilations of my spine fracturing my vertebrae in multiple locations while in deep sleep. Then poisoning me with a horrific substance which has been manufactured in an extremely precise way to create various staggered time schedules so that various agents are introduced into the drug cocktail after many years of the bloating and latching forces malfunction, bloating the poisons latching onto flesh and bone and every single tear, rip and injury is a penetration portal for the poisons. This group has spent my life having me injured but especially while in deep unconscious sleep states in order to force the penetration of these poisons into every possible interior space of my being to the core. Perhaps in my marrow. In my brain absolutely since this group has undoubtedly manufactured upgrades of the microchips and used extreme laser precision to implant more advanced layers of technologies into my brain. The hard poisons form very elongated structures, hard as cement, into my body extending from bones into every injury and surgery they forced upon me to "correct" the extreme curvature of my spine, then afterwards exacerbating the curvature with hip and spinal manipulation (plus whittling my shoe soles so they were at 45-degree angles, forcing me to walk in crooked ways and that went on most of my life I though I was walking in a crooked way naturally. This studio they are kicking me out of, with my disability payments still suspended and the decision pending to reinstate the payments; my family and the billionaire whorewood group and the president former presidents, former president's wives who are endlessly fixated on obtaining every prize and deal possible out of having been in the Oval Office as leader 40 years ago but still they cling on and on. AT my most ill they continue the soft kill approach by viciously assaulting me with yelling screaming tears torture heart palpitations abuse without end death threats and arnold picking me up while I am clutching my abdomen in pain, agony after detoxing more black, stinking poison embedded into my back and intestines and synapses and tissue for decades. Hitting my abdomen and my sides while I was in agony nearly from this horrific poison finally coming out (and he profited off having me poisoned since at the very least 2013, I have no idea how long so many others have conjoined in this effort to obtain a huge prize of endless summer for them in media prizes and absolute control over h-wood if they get me to "submit" to being abused raped poisoned without any protestation and me providing these ignorant horrific hateful people with ideas because they can't be bothered to study or read or think critically they just get me to provde my lifetime of having done all that, coming from an Ivy League family one a professor the rest attorneys and artists. It's not merely arnold s-ne88er but he's the tool used by trump to really inflict the "German" style nazi terrorism which is reminiscent of the old nazi genocidal regime. Under restraint now marginally but nevertheless not at the full violent behavior they would otherwise inflict if there were not guardrails. I am a prototype and they must exploit me for more so they can't outright torture me to death but oh, they tried to have me kliled in near-death accidents on the road, multiple times and other people would have died from their violent vehicular "accidents" where the brakes and other functions were suddenly gone, like water through a sieve while cars hit me from sides and at speeds from standing still to bursting at me which obviously had sophisticated engine manipulation and not normal car acceleration capabilities.// Arnold hate-ni88er is not stopping with the slow murder and has previously made death threats for my response to his insults and abuse which are nazi-racist in nature not just demeaning but focused on racist genocidal humiliation. This programming is part of the psychological conditioning this group is trying to force into American society for the Jews to repeat the old permission structure to commit more genocide as long as a few "entitled" get to stand out and profit off the margin of death extermination. I am going into a long rant at the moment but my point is that besides the grey hair they forced on me (also had hair removed on my scalp and underarms ) but the endless slicing smearing of poisons on my hands, mutilation and then hours of abuse per day until I write a post trying to elicit any kind of compassion or support or help from this group which has restricted my posts and blog on a "need-to-know" basis. No one capable of consternation reads my posts apparently this is chock full of compliant and complicit wanna be master race entitlement getting paid and laid crowd. //However, the real irony is that they appear as being very "strong" they have huge muscles they are always heroic but when it comes to this, they exploit someone disabled, alone, drugged up, my brain rendered in various loops as they have people inflict subliminal sentences which I repeat under extreme duress/stress combined with daily drugging via all vehicles of drugging while they torture me for having repeated the subliminal hypnotic suggestion statements. Now they are hacking so badly it's impossible to type without having to repeat and backspace retype this always is a bane to anything I attempt to explain. Rendering me mute and then ranting. The subliminal suggestion is always forced in moments of stress and they ("they") manufacture stress literally almost every single moment second of my life. If I begin to laugh at anything "they" are tweaking the throat microchip implant to force stinging torture tears welling and pouring out of my eyes to stop me instantly from laughing and/or having any gaiety whatsoever.

 All of these people are constructs of heroism according to the images they are crafted to appear as in their tv shows, news podcasts and political entertainment jockeying positions. They exploit me while I am in sickness healing sleep needing absolute peace to heal. They shatter my sleep states every night with perturbed images generated by AI which are macabre and psycho-sick to render an unreal, almost surrealistic hellscape of creepy people with deformed facial and body features doing sick and disgusting things like slurping on body parts and coming into my face (using AI to alter facial construction) into evil and loathsome demonic style images doing sick and insane things but so hard to detail this. I could try but so hard to type. Like images or apparitions with a different unearthly zone of deformed leeching vile projection at me. While I am almost on the threshold of sleep they force these images at me. The loathsome quality of the endless propensity of arnold termini88er to inflict torture on every level and his team (it's more his team instructing him but he's very sadistic) and for this he is the prime center upon which all the hate teams rotate for their daily dose of psycho-cats pouncing on me because I am put into this vulnerable position via the drugs, the teleportation which no one stops and I can't stop reacting to their prompts of insults and hate. I don't care what they think but the technology is overwhelmingly forcing me to react. I am "working" on not reacting but the instability of all the drugs, the poisons I am perpetually shitting out and at every moment of needing the most profound peace and positive energy sick, ugly arnold inflicts teams of brown and black "puppets" upon me. He got Nancy Pelosi to hateful threaten my life while he stared into her eyeballs demanding compliance, at the time when the covid relief legislation was about to be passed and pelosi obtained luxury real estate deals for "san francisco" her district so she could go swimming in a new haute luxury pool environment for her very wealthy district. I have no idea what arnold obtained but his money or what is flowing through him from his many sources is used to buy people as puppets. His "war chest" like a campaign that never ends to influence every politician and aspiring politician. The moral decay he also is entrusted by his nazi peers out  of Austria, Germany, London et al is his gregarious and bombastic "isn't this fun?" mentality which is part and parcel of the programming into nazi envelopment of American celebrity and political power-grasping. It's not a question of who and how many are corrupt power and money grasping but if there are any who aren't of that same mode of vicious life-destroying money and ower grabbing at this point of the devouring of my country to these forces. 


"They" are all portrayed as the "strong couragious" heroes. The bombastic quality of Michelle's lectures promising that they are "rescuing" the voters after Biden's incompetence made so visible in his inability to even speak his nearly falling into a coma on stage when debating Trump then somehow "regaining" his verbal functions nominally a few days later, saying it was just one of his 'episodes" but all is well now. This michells promised she was rescuing society from a fallen angel who had promised that he would not run a 2nd term anyway but did  so anyway. The theme I had been tortured into describing to oprah (always on the money trail campain gravy train for multiple elections) but I described what is termed The Hegelian Dialectic, which is create chaos, provide the solution. The solution was the end goal before the systematic chaos was generated while the public follows the dangling carrot of the gravy train but the celebrity politicians have gobbled all up instantly and the remnants are just perhaps some crumbs for the homeless to get on their knees begging for some "more please sir can I have another bowl of bs"? And so they return as the "heroes' promising hope and change for another cycle the same "heroic" strong people. Grinding her teeth with a look of ferocity as I was prompted under torture conditions (arnold always there as he is the propagator of torture and his nazi training of torture and information extraction and dehumanization and enticing people to join in the "fun" while feigning concern has made him the last decan of the pre-midterms torture agenda so I have had to witness his many hundreds of celebrities, directors and senators house reps coming to viciously threaten my life for their promotion which apparently arnold is in control over the finances doling out promises and money to all the famous politician and they respond with a smile of love at him but a "now I see why they call you bitch" at me as I am fighting the people who poisoned raped and stole my ideas stole my cat after I was fighting pleading depp to stop raping poison into my body and then torturing me afterwards.

I am into another long rant now. They are murdering me still with daily torture administered under nazi arnold s-negger there is no doubt as to his intentions he has soberly promised me he will "get" me which means he will kill me when he gets the chance. Since he always operates in a stealth lying mode, he can get any of this millions of latinos who can't wait to inflict their fantasy dreams come true and arnold is making america great for them again. America promised them under Hillary and Billy Clinton that NAFTA would bring out their golden arches of dreams come true just come to America and the money will follow. Following on the heels of that, the death squads are shooting to kill anyone resisting but now they are warned not to kill white people who are "liberal" "dumb-o-crats" so....no mare huge protests around that issue. However I tell these immigrants with the strong accents that what arnold is really doing is destroying the promise which was in some small part fulfilled they got money they get to act in h-wood as villains which support the cliches which program the "good white" voters and the "Latinos for Trump" to support the death squads of ICE to get "rid" of the bad, bad boy criminals. They glare at me make disgusting nasty dirty references to my breasts which are sagging because of the hard poison shell embedded into my back which shitalina and dirty arnold and the rat from depp all profited off having poured and pounded raped and beaten into my body while I was completely helpless. Using my ideas about fighting injustice because I also studied criminal justice, domestic violence (in grad school, not at a very great level of the highest caliber of educational quality from a Florida State university) but nevertheless, compared to the zero they have in terms of any mention of reading, studying any subject which they torrture me (nearly to death)_ in order to obtain

so in other words, this is very long, but the u.s. government is funding this group to portray sympathetic compassion while they are absolutely callous psychopaths, one-and-all. 


They attack me at every vulnerable junction of being so ill I can't move. I fall asleep on my bed in such sickness unable to bend or wrap the many layers around my body parts so gouging making hair fall out h air stinking fingers huge, red swollen stinking of rotting flesh as I put all kinds of antiseptic lotions and alcohol and tea tree oil the stench of rotting flesh remains (they also smear fungus into the wounds to infect me). My hands are so destroyed they smear skin deteriorating chemicals on my foreamrs and skin and some kind of red pimple-erupting substance on my body in various areas like my thighs, and....


After 20 minutes of fighting to restore this page so hackers don't delete the entire post, I am ending here. I wanted to write a brief post about the cowardly lions attacking me in every weakness possible so they can get hormone highs and promotions. However, this is still a "fun fun fun" funny endeavor of power and social engineering to 99% of people reading this, participating in this and funding this. 


Trump is extremely persistent in obtaining this contract as are the obamas, the clintons have been "in the game" since at least the mid-1980's--see Bill Clinton arriving at the  University of Illinois (Champaign airport tarmac scene upon arrival) where he mentions the "good friend" of my family Daniel Mccollumn (Mc cullar phoentic pronunciation) he is referenced at least 3 times by Bill Clinton in his role as president at the time. Delivering a lecture at the University shortly after. It may have been on the campaign trail for Al Gore, but I was more invested in listening to what he described about the university, the environment I was brought up around. The university should be much more prestigious than it is. So many ground-breaking innovations to the modern malaise of digital society were developed there. The browser, youtube, the transistor and many other discoveries have basically created the modern world out of that tiny space nestled in soy and corn fields of Illinois. You can see dirty shitalina was handed my ideas about the complexities of Illinois' music scene or whatever her broadway play was about but she always steals my ideas so I assume at least some of what I wrote about the bands, the music and the environment were point-blank stolen. Next to Hillary's play about "women" which was featured (was reported to have been a "flop" but characteristically every idea dirty shitalina steals from me inevitably "wins" the rigged nazi award for the entire gamut of the country. I get more mutilation torture my money stolen my property destroyed on a daily basis and the filth skanks who laughed, gyrated and glowed with hormone highs just the two mentioned above are still latched onto this contract years later, and that was years into their murder of me via poisoning having me raped watching on smiling sniggering with all their rape abuser husbands watching on

but billy came to champaign's airport and proclaimed that this "friend" of my family, Daniel Mccollough (I have no idea how his last name is spelled but that's the basic phonetic spelling--as I struggle to type and think and surfing is imposible. By the way, I am writing this and disregarding that they froze my laptop earlier to try to delete all I had written above.  I must turn the desktop off and on again and although blogger is supposed to save as "draft" what I could not publish and had to turn all off and then on again, what I had written is deleted and it is part of hacking. Otherwise normally it's saved as a "draft" but they freeze my computer to delete "sensitive" information. Everyone knows what this group is and has done but I write just to format that this is never going to be stopped until these decades of being put into every lead spot in congress over the media and entertainment with all the trickle down are not kept eternally in power until they are in wheelchairs after the next "fall" where they are essentially blank checks to be filled out for their vote or money or permission for the structure to remain static, deteriorating and dying and dragging everyone down with them. 


This man, this "friend" who probably my mother had an affair with as my parents had become "modern" and had an "open marriage" but in essence they were drugged and poisoned mind control subjects and they were being mind programmed to render the destruction of their marriage under this pretense at modernity and cool open marriage feminism liberalism etc of the 1970's. It was part of COINTELPRO division from which The Hegelian Dialectic sprang the MK ULTRA out of the public light into the dark recesses of nazi torture and death squad formation leading to politicians in congress fully endorsing it openly in the privacy of their nestled power nest(s). 


They think I am some monarch butterfly which will transform into a willing masochist loving them for abusing me. However, having almost been killed while providing a torture rape loving victim as I had been, incognizant of their utter depravity, lack of humanity and lack of all love although they appear to love one another very much I just wonder what that love consists of, and upon which conditions that "love" is reciprocated upon what contract and what rewards and benefits each member of the contract are allowed to demonstrate "love" towards each other? Perhaps another "open marriage" type contract in which they allow each other to rape people like me for promotion for both of them, then feeding off the energy of the desperate victim or drugged victim emitting this "love" energy under hypnosis and in sleep state which the empty parasites feed off plus the torture which they feed off? 


Dark mirror love, yes but I am trying to shatter their black mirror away from me. Being tethered to that black vortex I am writing endlessly into what feels like an eternal empty void of callousness but nevertheless I am purging my body of their ugly hate. This is ugly arnold's ploy every day to intimidate and torture me and then "punish" me for writing and not "protecting" them by not writing about their crimes.

But they msut abuse me so I feel death and old age devouring my body after trying to be happy, free and energized in morning hours they pour and dump hate and violence on me for HOURS AND HOURS until I "crack" and become old and broken ranting screaming like an abused domestic violence 40 year rape and hate system of destroying everything about me while sucking all they can get for their power-over and idea extraction (and they want a baby and I want them dead).


So they are still killing me. The midterms in 40=something days means that probably I will wait and wait see that some democrats have "won" or progressives or independents adn then...nothing will change. I will be glued to watching trump roll out hegseth for a precursor to a total government takeover military debacle of shooting at patriots defending democracy and the capitol from his breach of the constitution or just killing protestors when the time comes that the supreme court will exonerate all in the name of entitlement and immunity in doing his "job" just doing his job nazi style.


The democrats and some republicans will make their customary rage speeches and then go along and threaten to kill me when I am still fighting to stop this nazi contract out on me, which put trump in power in the first place because I clicked on a hacked image of trump in his 2016 campaign tour on his private jet--the photo had been taken from a cell phone it was grainy and he did not have cake makeup on at the time it obviously was a very amateur photo but I clicked, wrote something adverse about his run for presidency adn that has enabled him under invite by elon musk who by that time had partaken of 2+ years of observing with shitalina and amber heard (they were connected long before the nazi English met gala where they supposedly "met" when she was invited there--what a pretext in unison with the english and german nazi cartel controlling the american nazi league of whorewood)


no money coming in, waiting for a decision from social security which trump and musk turned into an extremely EXTREMELY ABUSIVE confrontational unprofessional attack vector upon me as a disabled person they forced disability upon at a time when I had not worked long enough to obtain actual social security disability but the most low level of SSI which means I am restricted on the welfare state rolls unable to obtain so many benefits that people who paid taxes into FICA who became disabled obtain and I get sub-sub-poverty which this group also exploits. But then having it cut off for over 17 months while I await this decision for resinstatement while they torrture and abuse me, increasing it to murder levels but on the "soft" murder zone when I am so ill from shitting out poisons which they forced and then pouned into my body and abuse me for how deformed my body is. The latino puppet of ugly arnold came at me first thing, 2 days ago (they are here now they were here  yesterday they came about 30 minutes after I had deleted better call saul because as I always do, I get on the computer to shut up their death threats and abusive comments which I react to and can't stop so I get on and then they hack more tv shows and use subliminal persuasion to get me to click and any click means the next batch of blacks, latinos, jews white nazis and et al can rush to abuse me without end viciously and murderously with hate energy while ugly sick arnold is applauded endlessly and retaining all the governor perks which should have been stopped long ago but he is just kept in every pocket every deep money bag he grabs his pig snout snorting to suck in and get all he deems is his entitlement: everything. The ugly sleazy dirty pig ape scum is so pompous but so lacking in artistic talent as far as I can see, and his one talent besides his psychopathic violence turned into snorting smug murder jokes and getting every wanna be  around him to violently assault me as nazi money is poured into every seeming "benevolent" creep on the internet and in media in the news news networks the pop crap music culture of "alternative" cock rock sound all like k-pop scum nothing more than fake pretenses and not great singing all sounding like each other and all sounding and appearing like juggling aspirants from America's Got Talent.They all get plastic surgery to appear more nazi conformity with square jaws and blue contact lenses and blonde streaks and the mentality of absolute murder enhanced by ugly arnold in that california plantation system which is a most racist environment with some silicon and plastic surgery coating. 


So to try to end this next day of ranting after death threats and being assaulted with disgusrting ugly stupidity by the latino shit that dirty ugly arnold brought who are the really rancid attack dogs of ugly arnold but the white trash creep who played the lead role of better call saul responded with violent yelling after I had been insulted by the latino shavenhead thug who began coming at me pointing at my breasts--in my room, while I was as usual sick from another day of shitting out their poison which is never-ending this shitting out poison or being completely plugged up constipated and fighting get more poison to crack and finally come out. Once it comes out I am DEVESTATED in utter sickness and ugly sick dirty poisoning the blood of america arnold shitnigger trash filth and his groups of latinos and blacks come hitting raping and yelling death threats while I am in the throes of extreme sickness and pain. Absolutely "floored" with toxins in my blood stream unable to think write or do anything and the stinking mess they order the other minority minions to spray perpetually into my living space makes it a toxic stink death trap of sepsis and I am too ill to bend and clean it up perpetually. today I wiped the same area I cleaned 4 times yesterday without end--today it was 6 times. The front area about 2 feet by 2 in front of my patio threshold as soon as I walk away and return there are piles of greasy hair, debris and black gunk in the places I had just cleaned. The rest of the room is a toxic stink filth mess of black slime sprayed which never comes out. It coats the walls and is permanent nothing gets it out. 

It is another form of covert stealth murder, toxic shock. But they hit abuse and rape me. The dirty latino slime filth from better call saul, under instruction by the white trash bigot ape who starred in the lead role, endlessly jabbering crap and so many of these types of white nazi shit men pervade the whorewood atmosphere with ugly sick shitalina only overjoyed to have them sexually assault me. so the prick slime latino working for sleazy ugly dirty rapist arnold and the white crap with the scandenavian name making hate violent remarks as I fought against being insulted and abused. The first thing the dirty dog of the white trash did to get his dirty little reward was to point at my breasts (which is what ugly shitalina tells all the men to do and say, the ugly rat from depp does this continuously). The breasts are sagging because the muscles have atrophied in my back because of a hard shell of poisons. While I exercise they sit in a chorus row making insults and demands that I exercise according to their dictates. My concentration is raped by their ugly stupid comments and remarks so they try in every way to stop my healing and my body to be strong and regardless, every single day when I am sleeping at the very least they have my body mutilated in the spots I can't wrap endless layers of protection around. But when I am so ill from screaming in  rage after I can't "ignore" them as my energy gets sucked out they suck out ideas to steal as their concepts (always just torturing me afterwards and my writing in my blog that they have stolen my ideas is met by ugly robber maggot magot whatever who stole my barbie concept--she starred in it and then the english filth crap out of london was a voice-over in some scene who has stolen my ideas and had me raped--like ugly sick shitalina her plastic surgery breasts heaving in excitement when they see me being raped by germans making nazi holocaust style genocidal remarks to dehumanize and justify their violence. The rancid minorities rush to join in laughing and they say, the jewish men do, that they are GLAD this is happening to me. They get instant prizes afterwards as their blonde wives and snarling half jewish children sneer in contempt and smile and laugh as they, too, get promoted. It is so typical it is a 100% pattern not a recurring theme but a non-stop system which has never been deviated from in regard to jews who participate and/or who watch on. My family epitomizes this.

So they have had my disability cut off. I have fought to not be raped and mutilated by people while I am still raped in teleportation and still mutilated in deadly ways it's very dangerous they can very easily kill me and I have almost been killed in this place many times. But I can marginally protect my property which I need becaues I have barracaded the front door and am not physically being raped by scum russian white trash men while putin, under trump #1 admin, hacked his family his mistress into my social media non-stop (facebook, etc) while english and russians lived in  harmony as they co-jointly raped and asaulted mein huge groups. The every entrance and exit into my room was a throng of these people (the women very excited, the white nazi shit trash women out of euro-hate land and russiaj) extremely excited about having me mutilated raped my property made stinking and broken in ways I can never get out or repair)

but now they are forcing me to move with zero money coming in as they are abusing me non-stop nearly to death. Grey hair my body aged breaking down. the filthy ape from this shit tv show programming america into nazi hate for latinos is met by the stupid dumb thugs performing nazi cartel hate at me, which is so typical of latinos in miami and always jenifer lopez is there. I had been listening to some Salsa music earlier that day, which was like open door policy to bring in latinos to begin to really abuse me in death mode they are threatening to kill me to urinate in my drink while I am sitting trying ot ignore them pointing at my breasts and laughing about how they are "sagging" which is what shitalina told all the rapist men and their shit dirty women like this filthy ugly loser rat from depp whose life has been one non-stop attack upon me to get a "winning" position for her shit movie appearances with depp trying to get revenge for me screaming to get off me as he blames me for amber heard using my ideas about domestic violence which they both inflicted    upon me


**10 minutes later, having turned the computer off and then on again. I type watching every word and sentence and with the exception of not using commas correctly due to the severity of hacking disruption so pounding letters is very consuming of energy


and the attack on my brain is extreme as well rendering me incapable of finishing sentences and delving into tangents diverting entirely from the theme unable to focus and concentrate---all brain attack technology which has been written about and I read about these types of brain-scrambling technologies back in the 1980's so by now they are extremely nuanced and deadly.


typos are everywhere. They inserted letters inbetween words I had typed correctly. It was done after I clicked on the publish button ("update" to be exact). I only saw the paragraph above completely destroyed by hacking intrusions of additional letters. My nervous system and brain are under attack at this moment I can't use my hands to type my fingers are "lost" in confusion and this also is one of the attacks.


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what I "forgot" is that in champaign, where i grew up (Illinois) daniel mcollumn was a "friend" of my family but I suspect an "affair" my mother had while my step-father had his own students to "play with" eventually marrying one of them. His only words about her was that she was something like 30 years younger than he and had blonde hair (brown but she dyed it sometimes)


daniel mcollumn (mentioned openly many times by bill clinton on the tarmac of the champaign logan airport where he arrived to give a speech to the cheering university of Illinois student body where he did exclaim the merits of that university which is ignored in mainstream as basically inventing modern culture on a global and paradigm-shifting elevation. It also was a place of extreme attempts to unify the races to some degree with the grade school I attended and black and white racial partnership--but of course, that was destroyed by the forces of hate after the end of the Vietnam War and all those peace and love movements my family had adhered to and then ran from in panic as people began to die and get attacked and threatened  with every kind of banishment from life and society. It was a purging time my family was targeted big time.

Danial this man who was a "nature lover" who I had only met for about 5 minutes previously while my mother gushed about how "wonderful" he was (which I know now is her term for her boyfriends of the nazi persuasion because my mother absolutely conformed to this group and all was instructed of her, including supporting me which she then recanted when the tide turned to the death squad mode which has turned into the nazi trump maga mode which is supported by the obamas and by the clintons

and thus, mccollum was part of the backlash and attacking my family was part of his recruitment. Clinton mentioned him in conjunction with cleaning up the "boneyard creek" which is a tiny little stream which had refuse and junk poured into it. Mccollumn cleaned up the stream in some ego-friendly fashion but was touted by the president named openly like a hero. This man had me raped probably by himself (after screwing my mommy, I suggest in the sophisto drunken academic liberal parties my family hosted) and I was kept sequestered in a little "farm" house area the "boys" who were on the weekend hiking trip on an Illinois State park reserve (Kickapoo park) we canooed, etc) but I never saw daniel again nor did my mother even mention him again but I returned sick, (they are spupoed to mutilate after raping me, that is what these nazi pig shit whore apes do and their shit "feminist" women all approve of it) my sleeping bag was tarnished freyed stinking and so grubby (I had been "sleeping" on it on a mat of straw it was not filthy when I rolled it up but after daniel collected all the backpacks and bedrolls and sleeping bags it was returned stinking and so putrid we had to throw it away. My mother was directed to not buy another one for me, which she always followed orders. They did this also with my little pup tent which they made stinking and broken and dirty when it haad been pristine when I used it. This is done still to me to this very day I cleaned a brand new white shirt and like all the bright, happy colored clothing it was sprinkled with black gunk and holes ripped into it while it had been hanging wet outside--this morning. I scrubbed and soaked it in bleach the holes remain but the stains are gone--at least the last time I saw it. The only other white shirt I had was pristine white and new (also obtained for free and given to me by these multi millionaires in a "humiliation" context" but I grab the clothing anyway--I can at least use the fabric to clean the perpetual stinking filth they spray on my floor and patio at least 6 times per day especially if I clean it up they rush to pour filth instantly afterwards, which is what they did after htey ruined my brand new but "humiliation" offered shirt which was white


all other white clothing is stained continuously and all beautiful clothing with bright colors stained permanently the stains wil not come out--everything to keep me in a dark and black environment with black poison literally hanging off my abdomen and breasts which shit like this laatino sick fuck made jokes about, ugly shit filth shitalina ihas done it endlessly and she made goddamn sure to pour this poison into my body for years and laughing as the men pounded it into my body via rape while she went to oscars for the ideas she stole out of my ranting writing(s) like this one

and thus, ugly stupid sick arnold but clever lying abusive manipulating and cheating easy money become a nazi you get to steal jews''s money and become a white supremacist

the allure is unbearable for the blacks and jews and latinos to resist asians as well

and thus on the same day, dirty sick ugly arnold got former house representative al green to rush at me with his filthy cane which he pounds out that he is going to fight trump and all the white supremacists but in reality he rushes at me a disabled women with the nazis pushing me into racist cliches by nazi shit like al green with his civil rights bullshit costume on and underneath a farrakhan and oprah celebrity CIA Communist infiltrator working to undermine america so nazis like shitnigger arnold can take over--he gets a mansion next to clarance thomas as his prize


and eevery day because ugly sick arnold has been fed this "entitlement" red carpet to overtake america by the filth of congress like elizabeth warren nancy pelosi gavin newsom hillary clinton they all gravitate to the deals he offers them if only they inflict their antisemitism and racist sexist violence upon me. The condition is that they relay racism and death via their anti racist stances which they make in front of cameras and the fantasy projection is the selling point of nazism infesting the country. Dolly parton was one of the most dirty nasty parasites but a smiling twinkie blonde-filled leech parasite like ugly sick arnold


and still I have been writing about this and that ugly sick filth terminigger for months and years and he remains. The people participating in this contract are so numerous and all promised this merger deal

and the consolidation of power is evident with this "paramount" merger of major corporations into a single communist-style national entertainment media consortium with corporate capitalist veneer.


This group of fucking blank, non-creative not soulful not artists not creative not beautiful not talented in any real great way they steal and feign all that they are paid to enact since there is no opposition they are deemed the "superior" because of no competition except for their "friends" as they take turns getting the next years promotion, lead role or political front line page for their theatrical presentations about "Democracy" the "Founding fathers" is a big time seller the shit like that kentucky scumbag (his name has escaped me not the dude who introduced articles of impeachment against hegseth like a "hero" but somehow that provided excuse to get weeks of paid leave by the rancid shit of corruption of that house and that is all that acting performance accomplished plus the echoes of the podcasters displayting him as some hero

but the othe rone, the rancid dirty old man from kentucky whose daddy engineered a divided ticket when the republicans needed solidarity. I think it was when clinton was running and the father was on the ballot but dropped out just as the republicans were so divided the race was essentially "won" by the dems--it is the role bernie sanders played in 2016 so trump would win, dividing the democrat ticket so hillary would lose, in effect. Perhaps hillary was part of that scheme, but if she hadn't been, she joined in by assaulting me viciously violently to get her ticket ot make a broadway play about "women" next to the illinois-themed play by the endlessly blank and ugly sick shitalina credited with my ideas as usual but turning theminto a glorification of her shitty stupifd blank self

this is what ugly shitnigger arnold has been doing for jmonths and months so he can also obtain ideas for his upcoming movies about fightin injustice as the underdog. He played that theme in his shit muscle slime-coated blockbuster moron the barbarian movies as the victim of  persecution. Otherwise his role has been to engineer all the oppressed minorities in a caudron of nazi enabling like the latinos for trump that shit dirty jenifer lopez really is--she's there to inflict violoence upon me she plays "good cop" because she is part of the Krapola Kamala team. She came screaming in violent rage at me after I was raped by the german scum ape who sat next to megan kelly shitalina and helped put shitalina into the oscars and the met gala or whatever he aided that slime whore prostituted trash thing into as all the blonde women lavished praise upon him--as did that |Fox News anchor laura ingrahm or whatever her cracker name is

at this point i am rambling so I am writing that in addition to shit nigger arnold having nasty dirty minorities rush at me violently every day and has been for months and months while physically assaulting me litearlly using the quantum entanglement duel physicality that teleporation provides  these stupid and ape dirty filth who are handed sophisticated technology which stupid immature lynch mob little boys pricks and their shitty dirty women all play with like violent psychopaths of age 8 or so abusing toys and people but on a lethal level of absolutely sick, rape and satanic level (discern what you will from the term "satanic' but if they are not a "cult" I don't know how you would define their cohesion and stupid responses which are all echoes of one another as they are all instructed on what to say and do and the stupid apes do it without any second thought becaues apparently the first thought is about how much they are going to be handed by the rancid filth of shitnigger's nazi infiltration cartel which expands continuously). and I had to retype the last word continuously, which I had written correctly before pressing the ""update" button but upon returning, there was again letters added to what had been correct. I absolutely watch every letter I type and must correct continuously backspacing while the keyboard is so stiff it's impossible to type anything quickly to any degree.


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the hate skit that they created to prompt a hate reaction out of me, as ugly sick arnold is a hateful scum who gestures with huge smiles and tells  his followers to "love" each other (which is the trump "I love all you insurrectionist patriots" type of love )


but they hacked clips from this show after I posted videos of hector lavoe--who is a far cry from this group in every way possible. A poet and a singer of respect for other humans. This is rap and hate and movie roles and tv shows of playing stereotypical gang land drug dealers who are rushing to attack me while whitey nazi sits back smug that as usual his minority minions are doing the hate work for promotion as usual

I tried to ignore them but the drugging and tech and abuse and torture every day all day all night every day and night years and years of day and night isolation no one stopping them for a single day for years and years every day and night

me fighting for america for it to not be worsened with nazi overtake not "on my watch" but I hold no position just the position of being on the edge and trying to not allow more of this group to obtain more control over the country. I have seen what Stallone's group does it was in effect on South Beach which has been turned from a multi-cultural place to a white nazi league of ousting all the LATINOS first but moreso, first it was the blacks and then the latinos, once "they" got the latinos to do the vicious stalking work for the white nazi apes mostly out of Europe. Bringing in rage culture and sexual abuse towards women primarily was a German scumbag named Thomas Kramer who frequented Stallone and Oliver Stone's nightclub Bar None. I always forget the really submerted black energy influence of oliver stone whose presence was made known to me by the models I hung around with on South beach who were using me, point blank. 


I am trying to not digress but I have seen the effect of nazi takeover from this SAME GROUP who operated on a smaller level in miami beach rather than hollywood and congress but now they are intertwined. 


Or they always ere intertwined but I gave "permission" when I was unaware of the situation, loving and friendly and thrilled to be making my own money (which they stole) I sold cigars independently they raped and stole my money while I was unconscious but they didn't begin mutilating me until I finally realized what was going on then I had no recourse and all systems that are supposed to protect me are mute and complicit and partnering with this criminal enterprise put into top government and entertainment and media position(s) (around the world).

The mind control hate "game" they played was they hacked these better call saul videos of latino men playing psycho-politics of the cartel kind and the actor featured I was a bit mesmerized with his evil role acting, as I am not immune to mind control and persuasion they do it to me constantly. I am under so much stress to shift my brain from the death and hate from ugly sick death energy life sucking depp rat pitt shitalina hate gorup that I watch this shit about powerover which I never would watch but was fascinated by the "evil" which I really believe I am not privy to but apparently I am since I watched it. I downloaded the first season and then had to shuti it all down before the mid-point of episode 2 of the 1st season. REalizing I had fallen into a trap and they were going to come (I hoped not which is why I deleted the entire shitmess of this group and it's rancid hate presentations with the white entitled nazi scumbag playing lead role, but it was "funny" kind of like "the dude" another goddamn nazi bigot coming to assault me in Miami Beach (Bridges) and as usual I had no  idea what was going on so I abstained from playing fan because I was not a fan of his nor of any celebrity but was drugged into liking depp whom I had hated when I was not so drugged I was a huge ball of poisons deformed and saturated  into near death by drugging and poison)


so, I watched this shitty series realized it was NOTHING but programming for murder crime and being involved as white overlord to brown people. The power dynamics were of the latinos having more power over the white dude hater but that was only the first episode leading into the 2nd so I assuem that by the end of the years of this shit poisoning the minds of viewers into wanting ice to put them all in cages and deport all the criminals because they watched it on tv in this tv series


I began telling the first bald actor after they inevitably arrived while I was undressed in my room as this filth creep pointed at my breasts walked at me and made jokes about how ugly my breasts are, sagging. I told him in sarcastic hate that his "friends" had poisoned me perhaps he didn't know anything about it (as none of them do, they jsut rush to get their  promotions could not give a damn if this technology will end the world as they know it and create a nazi hell where they get eliminated--they believe it will never hit them but only me ha ha they can't wait to see me get tortured raped and etc


I began yelling at him because ugly sick dirty arnold turns "UP " the nervous system rage brainwave function of the weapons system trained into my brain and nervous system. Under stress which is far too developed on a daily basis by this ugly life fuck black energy leech that ugly arnold is--but he glows as they all do after they drain me of my life force and like them all he feeds off this and is addicted to torture as a hormone high. The sick ugly stupid thug is an addictive personality plus yet another domestic violence trauma child who  has only resolved the issues by frantic career focus but this filthy parasite feeds off hornone highs obviously has been injected is a drug or hormone junkie and sucks my life out every day. He exhausts me so completely with his ugly death energy that I can't function to the slight degree I am capable of with fractured vertebrae, shitting poison out and fighting and not being able to withstand this endless assault so he has black congress men lunge violently at me. Dirty shit oprah came at me years ago, a decade ago partnering with sick ugly shitalina. The wrinkle in time movie she stole from my facebook posts on that theme of not allowing technology to destroy the love of humanity. she uses the tech to have me tortured adn broken with hate and violence as she likewise feeds off it. I called her an aunt jemima after she prompted me to state what I thought of her. It was a mind control attack because I had listened to a malcolm X lecture earlier where he called the blacks who partner with whites in racist unapologetic violence to crush other blacks who are working the fields and need violence to restrain them. Malcolm X called them aunt jemimas and uncle toms, and thus in the mind control and torture atmosphere, under truth serum drugging and while in deep sleep I yelled what they had subliminally programmed into me via hypnosis. That she is an aunt jemima. From that moment onwards blacks rush violently at me and I have explained and explained for years that this is derived from what malcolm x said about how they are actually functioning as celebrities, in that exact capacity. Farrakhan was the most urgent to defend his group from this insinuation but it really was a rally cry for all blacks to rush to violently assault me justifying endless assault with oprah receiving standing ovations by ho-wood as well as pig ape pitt for his endless years of violently assaulting me with his rape partners out of europigapeland as they all got mansions and deals and oscars

and thus they rush at me violently adn ugly sick arnold got another one to do this raising his cane at me to hit my head as I fought to get it out of his hands and to defend myself ugly sick arnold watched smug and glowing that he once more got me to scream in rage and hate perturbed and destroyed turning old and ugly and broken from this  as I strive not to react. but the drugs they force on me, the endless hate and abuse from everyone almost around the world who are instructed to do this they all comply like stupid bots without thought people only need the smallest of the most openly stupid pretext to worship a fake idol or hate a truth-teller and call himher a witch bitch and etc.


So, I began to yell yesterday at this pair of latino men that they were being used by ugly arnold. I wrote a post yesterday explaining the racist tiers of this multi-pronged attack not only on me, but the racism of that tv show and how I analyzed it. As my "First amendment" rights are, the fascist response is always the same violent death threats (synonymous but my hands are freezing midair and I am typing retyping fighting to type can't think clearly all attacks on me non-stop)


this morning as I was in a good mood, still working on blocking them out on being strong on being calm and balanced this ugly hate creep began yelling--the latino who plays an extremely violent "gang banger" on that tv show--the white creep who plays the "funny" dude character whose endless jittery performance got more than annoying by the 2nd episode before I realized I was being attacked and probably this group, which I didn't want anything to do with, was trying to create a brain diversion from the death and life sucking black parasite energy of endlessly life sucking dirty arnold who is endlessly siting on his brain watching me day and night to see what things I love he can take away  how he can drug and poison me, etc


so this morning this creep was instructed to subliminally put into my brain that this "abuela" character who appeared stupid and dumb probably had alzheimer's disease. spelled wrong but I can't navigate away to look it up. They freeze the entire computer on a non-stop basis and will do it to this post soon, it's surprising I have been on 15 minutes and it hsa not frozen so what I type is lost


I was trying to ignore the "loser/bitch" repeated by ugly rat spawn of depp who can't "win" unless she works to have me raped poisoned drugged and then ideas she can use for her appearance as anything but a stupid rat crap oout of depp with hundreds of millions of dollars at their disposal plus countless more since the 13 years or more of them leeching onto destroying my life so this rat spawn filth can get ideas and be featured as some maverick type personality rather than a blank and hateful sleazy nepo scum out of a celebrity with a nazi vicious gold digger mommy out of the gold digger daddy rapist

always at the center of abusing me and endlessly feeding off hormones of power-over and torture

so the latino had me repeat under his question, in my mind not verbal like speaking but my instant reaction in my brain in my mind I answered that the old grandmother of his character who appeared like a cliche stupid idiot who can't understand anything is not a racist cliche about latino old women but rather she had alzheimer's disease. I repeated this by rote which means  that upon waking I repeated what they programmed into my brain while in deep sleep, being teleported to this group of sick shit whjo put homeless and death into my every night sleep state plus rape and etc.


He then began violently yelling at me with gestures of violence that "you stupid bitch it's not a racist cliche she had alzheimers" as he glared murderously at me

I tried very hard not to respond. He kept screaming bitch and "how dare you" type insinautions that it was me who was racist (this is the game dirty oprah and farrrakhan played in reality they are partnering with nazis to create antisemitism so blacks can "look down" on jews laughing as they get "out" of the lynch mob role and put jews in as violently as  possible the racism from blacks is undeniable and a known fact not my opinion)

anyway, not one mentions how latinos are part of this same construct. He kept on yelling bitch stupid you dno't know anything what did you mean how stupid. He kept on and on with extremely violent menacing body language. I had watched him kill people in the tv show or nearly so and his learning curve to emulate that is the same as the characters from all the other tv shows and movies who assimilate the violence they portray while supposedly there is a "moral" lesson ending the actors only really retain the psychopathic violence aspect and nothing  more..

they dump their learned sociopathy or psychopathy onto me in a surge of relief that finally the can act out their programmed (and perhaps mk ultra) roles upon me rather then merely fantasize about the day ugly arnold lets them "release the kraken" and really inflict massive violence. That is what the nazi brood is awaiting not just merely the theft but the violence and rape and murder and torture they can't wait.


And so, finally I felt that I had to defend myself. The mind control and technology and drugging (there is a real interface it is truly pervasive in my body and brain interplay it is seriously unmanageambe it is not a matter of willpower or stability or mental health to the core of the exertion of this effect it is microchips in my brain and along my spine with drugs buried into my spine and nervous system enhancing the effects plus no love no support no family and now they took away my subpoverty income. I face being raped mutilated and destroyed once more and they are going at me in a frenzy of violence every moment.

I reacted they drooled and got excited the frenzy of hate erupted it was what the latino death squad operatives had been yearning to unleash upon people in reality and this techno-terror fascist operation is handing me over to every aspiring nazi psychopath to unleash all their violent fantasies following in nazi methodology. 

I began cursing and my language became very simple it was probably jenifer lopez using the subliminal language into my brain which I repeated and my language skills narrowed into the most simple terms possible. She attacked me last night while I was sewing something to shift my brainwaves into doing something that absorbed my attention. I could not remember the term "seam" while she began asking me in my utter exhaustion at that point (shitting out poison in the morning, being abused 


they are freezing my kepboard again to stop me from writing about her participation. I am tired of writing about this and need to finishe hat I had been doing yesterday. Lopez came to play the "good cop" role after organizaging all the hate and violence so she can once more get a lead role in spider woman as she obtained after violently yelling at me when kamala came after the tours of them proclaiming brown and black women fighting against rape and injustice system they rushed to show the german rapist who at that time had beaten and raped me for his promotion and his nazi sense of entitlement to control america and just exploit and suck and drain out all possible with permission by the rancid dirty shit of shitalina and lopez whose only concern in life is their next promotion out of abusing me h anding me over to nasty men to rape and beat they get lead rolesa and part of the upcoming nazi overtake of america. The merging of paramount with whatever huge other movie enterprise is currently ongoing is extremely ominous and threatening there should be outcries of monpoly and media overtake but the news outlets are only concerned with their promotions for having joined into this attack upon me so they don't report on this huge merger as if it's a totalitarian overrake which it is. Undoubteldy ugly shitalina and pig pitt and ugly arnold shitnigger are part of the huge monopoly and they are promised a huge stake and some huge monopoly for using this tech upon me and geting me to "submit" to their "control" so they are frantically abusing me non-stop


for me, I need money to live in a place where I can barricade the doors and windows and the money I don't have is deadly but even if and when if ever they resinstatea the sub-sub poverty it is not enough to pay for a place I can actually nail, pound out the layers of protection so they can't break into my room and murder me rape put my spine and hips out of aligbnment as they did for years when shitnigger ugly arnold told pelosi to threaten my life as they all partner to get this contract (pelosi's daughter is a film maker as is the wife of gavin newsom, they are all related)


**again, got off the laptop and then realized I had not finished my thoughts and that my brain and body are in a state of brainwave obfuscation and the splaying of thought waves (or something to that effect***)


the latino men threatening me and saying "it's not racist the old latino woman had alzheimers" and I began responding with ideas about racist representation in movies and film. There are many peer-reviewed studies I assume on any academic research database which they could have their researchers study and recount to them or even ask AI for ideas but they torture me to get the non-AI response. Either way, whichever it is, the monetary inducement to torture me is to obtain ideas out of me and to then abuse me for having ideas and abuse me to get funding for my ideas to turn into their project, then to abuse me when they are getting rigged approval for festival appearances of the movies (a similar pattern for politicians and podcasters etc the same tiered structure of never-ending abuse and torture to murder me slowly in an agonizing slow deterioration physical appearance which is what they do to most of their targets  whom are mostly unaware that their good "friends" are really poisoning them to death but first they must extract all they can out of the target before finally discarding them and then glorifying that they loved him/her so much in life. 


I tried to not react by offering analysis of racist content but could not stop reacting with ideas. The technology and drugging literally is so powerful against my very sick and beleatured brain and body and mind and so exhausted from struggling physically to not react but this truly is mind controll (the hacking is so awful literally every word is a fight to get out and backspacing and retyping letters and words is non-stop as well pounding with my arms and hands to get the letters to appear)


I kept having to skirt around the actual analysis but still gave them ideas. My language was lowered to jenifer lopez level of english as a kind of first language but probabl spoke spanish at home--I suspect--not saying she is "stupid" just saying her language set vocabulary set is different from mine as I studied literature and etc she has not in any official capacity like going to college or grad school

my language skills were at basic level the words that came out were not my language set--the "mind control " is so stealh and pervasive

these idiot scumbags play with these technologies treating life like a disposable free fast food junkie rape experience for thrills and laughs and to steal and rob and rape as much as possible
|I am not referring to the latinos now the primary hate of this stupid ape group is the white nazis the latinos are more open about the imitation of the white nazi trash

the latino man, I will not look his name up or his character name he played a violent cartel member on this show as did the other latino men from this tv series I only watched one and 1/2 episodes of before realzing a wave os violent psychopathic minions would come and inflict their suppressed rage upon me and what came out of me was my anti-racist stance of how many brown black and jewish people rush to join in with the arnold nazi shit cartel seemingly not realizing that they are destroying america and all the opportunity which they had enjoyed and had left their own countries, I assume to get more of a chance at something out of a lower position in their colonized by euronazi trash white pig apes who they worship as mind controlled stockholm syndrome 


they are freezing the laptop again. I am unable to type and think clearly as usual struggling to type anything out to an uncertain audience of nazi revelers at how much "fun" this all is and how all of american society puts nazis before american citizens

anyway, trying to tell all the black and jewish and brown people that ultimately they are destroying the good things they obtained becasue america did not put shit like arnold into power for all the 250 years of the descent back into tyranny that it has become


due to them the system is being destroyed. Ultimately people liek these latinos will have NOTHING but these particular ones like lopez are working to become as white and blonde as possible or to belong to the big house on the hill

abusing me is the ticket so they rush to inflict all they can upon me

ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt terminigger all are like sleazy dirty sick fcrap I never wanted anything to do with , inflicted upon me for DECADES through this system. Stupid ugly blank lacking in all humanity they grill and torture rape me to obtain ideas without end using this system

I refrained from racial analysis but began using another tactic which didn't work out too well. I told them to think about the types of questions they should be asking as I asked them, "did anyone state in the tv show that this character HAD alzheimer's disease" as they remained silent because it was not a discussion it was parasite hate bigots abusing me so blank and ugly shitalina and dirty arnold can obtain more idaes out of my death threat response ranting about how unjust they are and their shit nazi benefactors

I instead used a lawyer's type of perspective, perhaps induced by the white nazi trash shit ape who acted as the attorney in that mind programming nazi show which has induced america through psy-ops mind control to want ice agents to crush people like these same latinos but because they work on abusing me they get the "get out of ice concentration camp" tickets and they are bona fide citizens but perhaps have previous criminal records (some of these categories get deported like nicki minaj they are working to get all they can out of the nazi system--but minaj never cxame to abuse me as far as I know so I am only referencing her joining in with maga but her status was very dubious in terms of citizenship)


so that is the "game" this ugly pig has his minions play. They rush at me violently the blacks under th epretext that I epitomize racism for having borrowed the aunt jemima accustaion against the icon imagery of oprah a wealthy black entrepreneur (but once you provide enough southern comfort as a comfort girl to the white  plantation men in power, as trump and opraah had a fling she hacked a photo of her and trump embracing in a romantic cheek-to-cheek embrace both smiling in a loving embrace not a kissy socialite photo

but anyway, to end this---this is the torture method that ugly sick filth ugly arnold uses day after day. He gets lying ranting crap like al green who I had watched his impeachment speech last week, wrote in my blog that every time I watched his 2025 impeachment speeches hacked onto my computer the entire computer was so plagued by viruses that I had to wipe the memory and restore the system (requiring hours to do) and I wrote that I didn't know if Green was doing that or if Trump was doing it because I watched anything adverse to his monopoly on power) turns out it was green and his hateful nastiness is part of the black wave of hate directed at me and all the blacks can be seen almost instantly later in awards and deals which they were handed after they violently assaulted me. The pr etext is that saying that oprah is part of the white nazi cartel and (so is farrakhan, and I think CIA asset and pairing with Communist Russia is very likely for farrakhan and many and most of the famous blacks but politically especially). Trump is also aligned with russian communist overtake as people are finally realizing. I posted on the day of Trump's 2nd inauguration the Communist anthem on my facebook page so everybody can see that I was "ahead of the curve" because trump got putin to h ave his russian men rape and disfigure me nearly to death in this tiny room which is stinking and broken and they have made me move in a few months without income.the price of rent is so high now that I can't pay rent anywhere else and if my money is reinstated (I have been living solely off my saved money which I saved every month for years in case of emergency but had no idea sick fuck trump would literally get the formally professional and authentic social security to lie and abuse me non-stop open discrimination and lying and abuse like fraud not like but fraud literal illegal actions taken by that agency and unprofessional and disgusting with the approval of trump and musk who both obtained their empires out of abusing me and only through this contract out on me)


They should be made to pay me for the ideas they stole my career the destroyed-I am in massive student debt because they began poisoning me to death to stop me from having anything whatsoever-I have been laying in bed or unable to move since 2012 when the poisoning reached a non-stop fighting for my life stage. I could not function the kept poisoning and raping the poison into my body until about 3 years ago or 2--the poisons are so hard and glued into my body that last year I spent the entire year fighting to get hard as rock poison out of my spine whiuch was so hard it clogged my toilet and it was rock-hard pieces in the shape of vertebrae they were lodged in between my vertebrae, into my rib cage as I had to dig them out of the toilet and throw them into the grassy area nearby they were cubes of hard poison that had conformed to my skeletal structure. The entire time I am at this level of decades of hard posion and liquid death substances ugly sick arnold and tom hardy abused me 16 hours per day with death threats rape punching abusing slapping abusing bringing on their filthy dirty women and ugly arnold like all the white nazi trash men have loads of smiling eager to please blacks like obama and michelle obama who glare in hate at me with demands that they are entitled to h ave me raped and tortured for their behalf to rise up as black nazis in the white nazi entitled grove 


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cut off above, hacking so atrocious I can't type or think clearly (brain interference technology pervades)


assaulted by the latino man mentioned above, the more violent out of the two. Stuck his tongue in my mouth while I was sewing, sitting on my bed and the teleportation allows the prostitution scumbag to do whatever he wants, whatever the ape scum shit "men" want to do to me-while I am unconscious while I am doing basic things while I am in the shower while I am eating. I have the computer on literally all day and have music blasting into my head all night while sleeping as they insert their ugly personalities their penises their tongues now all are disgusting ugly sleazy filth famous for bullshit movies about death, hate and power over other men. The only way these scumbag creeps can actually feel they have "won" is by raping women who are unconscious, sleeping, drugged poisoned tortured as they revel in it. The cliches of hate which they direct at me have snowballed into a morphed projection of their hate desires which have nothing to do with me. They insert reactionary sentences into my brain as they assault me then beat and torture me for "what you said" which are THOUGHTS which my brain responds to from their subliminal lexicon of responses which they are told to say to engender these reactions. The reactions are due to disgust and hate and rage and trying to not live in a pepetual hate and rage physical state

my body is so depleted from daily hate and this ugly shit shitnigger arnold is a huge deformed cesspool of hormone injections steroids sick psychopathic white pig ape male programming that he is entitled especially out of me and I suspect his other rape victims brown women latino women with dirty greasy filthy jenifer lopez arranging all the rape this white trash worm parasite can obtain. This ugly sinister disgusting creep, who is the impetus behind the sexual allegations against the white californian man ousted from his campaign for senate who had allegedly raped or abused women---the white women making the public statements were taken seriously. I am ignored, mocked and threatened with death by all the white shit scum of congress and their black and brown and jewish minion scumbags who "represent" the other people who are cast out and their permission for this death squad operation is allowing for the total destruction of the American system of justice in protecting people against hate crimes. To no avail can my arguments at how these people are aiding in the utter downfall of a country which has granted a chance for sick slime like this latino fuck to get a job in hollywood in the first place, to "represent" gang land thugs as he plays the role openly in real life so like all the rest of this untalented shit and mediocrity--he is not acting he is just being himself. It's very rare to see a real great actor I have not seen it in any of the crap who infest this terror operation. Some of the people out of England may have been  great in a role for one tv series which they no longer have any capability to play in like manner now as they have been coddled by the nazi entitlement system so they have zero personality structure and just play themselves for every role after a few good performances before this system fully engulfed all public representatives especially in the field of mind programming which dirty whorewood is a huge social engineering tool.


So he is being insulting disgusting and nasty but not speaking, rather sticking his tongue in my mouth literally while I am looking down sewing. It is disgusting. The politicians are so unbelievably incompetent to adhere to the constitution or human rights they jolly and nasty mentality towards me is of beating fascist oppression with a law degree backing up their ability to adhere to the rigorous standards of reciting law when they are on the podiums pouring forth the rules and regulations required of congress but otherwise it's just 4th grade bully sessions when they are in private with this next level epstein black hat tunnel playground--for them it's a fun game. The power entrusted to them is so squandered finally americans are getting some clue that there is something seriously amiss.


But I remain with the sick ugly dark hole of sick arnold's sleazy nazi brain patterns and a non-stop rotation of minority haters who are just dying to vent their suppressed rage and racism out on me.


He's not going to stop, neither ugly sick arnold nor this latino man he is another ugly black hole of hate waiting for a victim

this technology and how this sick shit government is allowing these filthy men, who resemble the 3-piece suited politicians but they more resemble sadistic prison guards allowing for rape of the "bad girls" and the "good" rape cheerleader nazi women get to administer the punitive punishments for being unwilling to play substitute victim for the real bitches of whorewood the men in particular

it is just unending nausiating ugliness and putridity 


that no one can discern how sick and ugly this is, is nearly unbelievable that so many people of ethical and moral good-hearted standing are dead they have literally been killed off so society is packed with evil and sleazy sick destroyers who are like the locusts of the bible looking for endless ripe fields of plenty to suck and drain all out of. Then going to the next fertile plain they all just assemble like a lethal black cloud of locusts to suck all out of the next beautiful thing. Then they blame the beautiful thing for what they have done to it. I was very beautiful My body is completely broken down from daily mutilation and abuse and yelling screaming and I can't protect my brain from this ravagement. They attack me for the instant repeat under hyponsis that they program into me while I amin deep sleep. This is done first thing in the morning as ugly shitalina and ugly pig ape pitt terminigfger that pig piece of rancid shit sit smug that all their brown and black stupid dumb "leaders" are performing nazi genocidal tasks for them believing they are exempt, and perhaps they are. 


Still it is disgusting that I must go through this. I ahve committed no crime they are disgusting and using this tech to "blame" me for the thoughts they force into my brain because otherwise they can't blame me for anything. Once that sticks as a witch hunt accusation they continue until I begin to react violently hysterically because I can't block out their ugly voices and faces due to this tech brain drug interface under these conditions of endlessly for decades by now shitting out poison  which they kept pouring and compressing into my body until I am just packed with poison and drugs which remain in these hard pockets of my body. Getting thepoison out means ugly shit arnold and shitalina will have some filth fuck rape the poison into my body or abuse me while I am in most sensitive and vulnerable life-threatening healing crisis mode.


This sick shit is being endlessly ignored, the filth "christian" fuckers like gavin newsom just endlessly profits of this and has collaborated for over a year in non-stop torture of me all day and night as that rancid filth creep gets all backing by his male and female nazi california collaborators and all the white males who "used to be republican" in the media who have attaacked me and I fought back. Fighting back means they all viciously assault me  with more and more permission structure by all of congress.


that this sick filthy system has caught on like candy drugs to addicts is still unbelievable how sick and destroyed america is. emulating the worst of europigapeland that is all that america has become. The movies which the nazis have taken control over are absolutely programming people into loving trump and his fascist idealizing of that paradigm.


I have no idea how much longer I must wait for a single member of congress, the media and forget about the podcasters and independent podcasters they are all products of this mind programming sickness. It's impossible to find truly independent news and my internet is hacked without end.

I remain sick and the poisons are still lodged in my spine and body and getting the rest of this out means any time I get it out and am in need of peace, healing and good energy this ugly sick fucking ape piece of disgusting shit arnold shitnigger fuck is going to bring disgusting creeps like this latino scum he's the type that should be fucking kicked out of america is a threat to society is a sleazy nasty dirty thing coming to exploit america but shit like arnold is much worse and is puut into governor p osition with never-ending entitlement to control america because of the stupidity and greed of the wortheless shit put into power by people who believe the h-wood scripptwriting capabilities of these lousy politicianswho lie and lie and lie and lie and deceive are all part of the same hate cartel aka "club"





More violent and really stupid dumb minority minions paired with ugly sleazy sick arnold shitnigger your favorite action-packed nazi bigot scum who "is not racist" and has brought his minions brown-skinned latinos with hate and violence to assault me after they hacked their shitty, violent mafia cartel tv show and I watched the first episode then part of the 2nd and realized I was being assaulted by more shit and here they are--shit and dumb scum acting in behalf of ugly sick dirty arnold your favorite nazi put endleslsy into power by a defunct government and society. Seeing the parallel of the colonized latinos accustomed to nazi infiltrate, worshjip of white nazi filth as I witnessed latinos like mental slaves to white nazi eurotrash helping them to inflitrate south beach; and then getting unceremoniously kicked out to HAILEAH or wherever but not j-hoe low lopez there with her blonde dyed hair endlessly playing epstein island cooredinator latino for ugly arnold as he is so used to latinos groveling in loving deference. The plantation mentality is extreme in california. so the latinos are trying to make me the "brown girl" beneath them because ugly arnold is instructing them to do. Blacks have done it en masse arleady for over 15 years after ugly oprah and farrakhan joined to bring in as many opf their "brothers and sisters" of the Nazi black gangs and cartels to automaically assault me. Every day this slea;zy ugly sick pig fuck arnold ugly slime gets some next minority to violently assault me. the white shit who starred in better call saul is there making derogatory comments out of his utter racism Telling the latinos that this is a racist group propelling racist cliches through that show which have helped to solidify the cliche-driven POLICIES of the administrations (obama, et al) that ICE is necessary to deter sick shit like their characters which they play in real life as uncle tom plantation slaves for the white nazi bigots who control their everything. The real meaning is to create death squads for the people who are against the fascist takeover not merely latinos but for now they have helped put up death squads in the form of ICE which is merely gestapo by another name and policy entitlement. The dumb apes are sitting for hours abusing and assaulting me. I tried ot ignore them and I was unable to do this. The drugs and attacks on my brain and nervous system "force" me to respond. Having ugly sinister people you recoil from in disgust sitting abusing and into your brain for hours and YEARS AND YEARS with poison endlessly coming out of my body in waves of helpless sickness. Despite the entire planet rejecting me out of following orders as all independent thinkers are long dead and killed off--I remain stuck in this room unable to move as they comment and "watch" every single thing I do. Ugly filthy stupid sick arnold keeps ttrying to obtain ideas out of me about racism so he and his nazi group paired with shit out of congress like elizabeth warren can steal the ideas to sell them off as their campaign platforms that america is not a nazi sub-colony of the ugly sick fuck arnold's nazi league of really abomination europigapes who are not fake smiling "actors" being propped up in every way by a sick nazi whorewood establishment to present a visual aid ONLY ON TV AND IN MOVIES that they are loving, sophisticated and ugly stupid ape pig scum arnold keeps trying to steal ideas from me derived from studying actual literature on racism and hearing lectures while the pigs just steal a few quotes and surround it all with platitude presentations as if they are loving good people. The public having no other recourse just latches onto the controlled dirty ugly nazi sick murder controlled opposition. //The pigs are still tehre. They need me to write every day. If I were not stuck alone I might be able to negate their ugly stupid filthy faceds and shrieking immature stupid sick voices screaming endlessly and threatening my lief without end as I scream in rage about the acusations they make. All they can do is make schoolyard bullying insults which are so threatening they state that my ideas, which they steal without end, are worthy of killing me and they use every means to discredit me until I reacyt o defend myself from their death threats which only entices them to suck ideas out and my lifre force. Endless aging and life destroying energy and I still ask for this pile of fucking dirty shit to be stopped and get them off me. 17 years of asking for someone to stop this only more aned more shit accumulate to join in with the governmment now an openly fascist nazi organization with all the news outlets who participated getting canceled but they are secure, they participated they might get canceled but never made obsolete although some are viciously latching onto assaulting me to regain some status due to having to podcast.

Monday, September 21, 2026

Actors whose movies, tv shows always exhibit the destruction of civilized society are the first to rush at me violently and remain for years if possible. The tv show personalities of the last few months all demonstrated "evil" pervading throughout a society like a dark mist from a pollution factory of evil which everybody in the town embraced. Like a Stephen King novel and that is a sick demented dirty demon who raped me and was so ugly and dirty but nothing compared to the maga "christians" who have used the urgency of their officious "powers" to grab power and destroy and ameliorate pillars of society. Citing morality as his basic premise mike johnson the rapist slime sleaze evil sick thing but loves all the porn he can grab. but yesterday it was another tv show like the last tv show series I watched from the moribund director whose movies and tv shows I had shunned knowing his group and he was not okay, like ridley snott the director a violent racist yelling screaming but he was DEAD when I clicked on the series a few months ago. The series came out so many decades ago I hoped the "all American" cast would be something like normalized white proper society just moral and minding their biz but instead it was lynch mob time once again. And this group again they play vicious drug cartel players the stereotypical role for latino men in many modern american movie depictions (this has helped, and these people would negate this statement, but these tv shows aid in the establishment of gestapo racist teams from ICE in prison camps for the latinos who look just like these actors the white male who played the lone "good" character the "audience" could relate to since tv shows and movies for decades for always have only revolved around mostly the white male narrative. This is not "woke" commentary so screw off stupid ignorant people so many are so programmed to block out instantly any criticism unless it's derived from approved-of and vetted nazis in drag. Blonde mostly which I am not. //The moral decay of the tv show began in the 2nd episode and by the 3rd season it was scarface amplified with the brutal killings in so many shots that the show just rallied around the bloodbath-like another social moral decay tv show the sopranos a hateful violent abuser racist came to assault me with violent threats fully programmed into nazi allegiance and the promise of endless nazi gold for just displaying genocidal racist lynch mob tendencies upon order not reflecting for a second on the role.Some of the hate creeps are programmed by ugly sick arnold to murderously assault me with weapons becasuse I tried to get them off me after their death threats for verbally responding to humilation and abuse and insults and playing off the shit skanks who had been murdering me via poisoning and rape---all is great they are entitled to rape and murder and steal my responses they would inflict horrific death if only given the chance and ugly arnold brings that out in all of them. The psycho=politics of this kind of disambiguation of ethical restraint is the pathway for a total collapse of america with these rancid dirty nazis overtaking.

 The shit of the maga leadership like the innovators of death peter thiel bannon and hegseth are primed and progenitors relaying their mind controlled instructions-- for the violent assimilation of the already demoralized public into death squads (already in existence aka "gang stalking" with weapons bannon and hegseth distribute but they only follow the routes already well established in the spreading of these covert murder tools, drugs poisons and electronics into all civilian life. The movies and tv shows administer non-stop psychopathic murder deals and maneuvers machiavellian power struggles glorifying the spurt of hormones associated with watching the powerless viewers assimilate this need for dominance and BREAKING THE LAW to obtain power. All of these shows emphasize violating the boundaries of normalization in order to achieve power and control. Trump is a direct result of this programming coming out of whorewood. Nary a single commentator has ever, once made this connection and it is most obvious and people are in dumb oblivion negating it. //The rest of this post is so jumbled the hacking and my brain in such a state of attack literally jumbling my thoughts so I "forget" to finish my ideas and concepts. This is what ugly shitalina and ugly sick arnold are torturing me every day into old age and death to achieve--me writing so they can produce movies based on what I am writing.The public as usual shits around doing nothing but constipating on how much they hate trump but the burst of adoration comes out anyway and the stench is coated over by their tv shows and movies pouring cheap perfume by sanitizing the violence and theft that these pshycho-driven politics tv shows are traininng the public into following as a template for a new social paradigm. The "strongest survive" and all that. //No laws, no obedience to moral, ethical or legal constraints the tv shows display lawyers, kings, queens falling from legal precedent into a chaos of machiavellian power grabbing (game of thrones turns into a pornographic blood bath lust and animalistic devouring of any opposition). This is what William Cooper describes in his August, 2001 radio broadcasts (HOTT) as Soviet Communist manual instructions for overtake, totalitarian genocidal murder of the State against civilians. Citing what ROTTEN WHOREWOOEDPhysically assaulted by yet another bossed-around wanna be boss of the plantation underling of the nazi sick filth of  ugly Austrian, nazi in every way and it is so apparent and amerikkka loves this ugly lout all his pretenses sell like nazi doughnuts to the would-be gestapo cops of Amerikkka in the suburbs and on the farms, on wall street etc he is relished like something put on a horrific meat-dog junk food bonanza a huge hulk of bullshit and nazi hate generating more hate for the white4 nazi plantation assembly now in "control" as they always have been using all nefarious means to infiltrate. The Communist scare is real, as I just ascertain that on the border of the former Soviet bloc as ugly arnold had been in austria, the communist psycho-politics of social engineering for a totalitarian system using "socialism" as a veneer---and thus, yet another "progressive" "fighting trump " violent abuser black as usual rushing to assault me like candice owens had done--no warning no rationale no justification only just instantly rushing at me while white nazi trash orders the dirty creeps to do so and they do it eagerly like rabid animals---this one frenzied that  his sorjourner LIES in congress are over at least for now---his role of civil rights leadership canceled and now I can only ascertain as well that communists grabbed onto civil rights and transferred righteous fight against racism into a divide- and control scheme with communist socialist overtones. John Lewis may have been a full-on CIA conscript into being a "Civil Rights" leader and although he supposedly was "beaten" it is apparent that his entourage are frauds as far as I can tell. Viciously assaulting me while nazi rapist is instructing him to do so has no justification and in this context I am completely innocent. Writing that socialism is fascism and then reacting as a fascist to that is very telling in how deception has infested and infected the former civil rights movement and antisemitism has taken over. The plan to oust jews from israel has culminated in me b eing the thrust into the arena by jews while I have had almost nothing to do with that diaspora my entire life and while having attemted they were so hostile I just tried to be "American" because I identify with that. but now "they" are differentiating and casting me out of every group and the witch trials don't include any list of what I have done "wrong" other than be a b-word fighting them for over 20 years or much longer after  they mutilate drug and rape me when I had been very loving kind and  open friendly (drugged drugged drugged). Ugly arnold is so desperate to get this contract and my ideas because his formulaic nazi superman hate murder psychopath plots are pretty repetitive by now.// arnold hate-i88er terminigger dirty rapist arnold, formerly another governor with nazi ties and mentality like noem, walz and the corny crony out of CA currently residing in that office. The black male who shouts that he is not bossed and independent came at me with his cane to assault me and he came at me like some apparition of evil---just out of the blackness of my sleep state or in a drowsy, drugged up sleep deprivation state putting layers of clothing away which I spend hours per day wrapping, unwrapping, folding into plastic bags so they aren't sprayed with this rancid dead meat-stinking substance they spray on clothing and furniture continuously and for decades it has not stopped. But in that sphere of drugged inability to be balanced, literally I am crooked, in a burst at me rushing with cane upraised he tried to hit me I defended myself they took him away as I was trying to hit him with the cane instead but kept me pounding on a dummy figure so I would demonstrate rage and hate --which of course ugly arnold mentally masturbates over they love watching me screaming in rage and hate every day while I am so drugged in a trapped position of being too drugged to remain calm and composed while people I have never harmed, who have harmed me, rush at me violently because ugly arnold instructs them to do so. Hacking his k-rap on my youtube for years claiming to be "fighting trump" impeachment, etc and yet all he does is attack me and grovel with the usual male partnership of the good ole boys club but they are viciously assaulting me under his glaring square ugly demand and they eagerly comply--they can't wait, the black men and women the jewish men and women the latino jewish men and black women male hate abhorrence all. EAgerly they inflict as much racist hate upon me as they have harbored in their dirty little sleazy breasts for so long unleashing it out on me, wiiht permision of their dirty ugly "master" ugly arnold. He then began asking me for more ideas because they had " traumatized me"' and that opens my inability to block them out. He has people non-stop violently assaulting me his turned on smile of sadistic glee is ever-present as with shitalina the dumb and rotten rancid prostituted trashy filth all of you adore just as you all did the pretntions of dolly part ton of shit and bullshit the rest a plastic coated fabrication. So this nasty dirty man who has stolen all the memes of the Civil Rights era, and they (these progressives who partner with nazis, the blacks the jews out of the "south" ) all mention John Lewis as their mentor and hero. I am unsure if this Texan lying hater is a Progressive or a normalized Demo-crat because it's very hard to differentiate the abusers from the haters on that side of the hate one-sided spectrum by now. But his endless ranting using civil rights background as his platform and then fascistically assaulting me with a weapon which is lethal for having fought against fascism, whereas all this man has done is shuffle papers and open his lying ugly mouth in rage in front of lecterns. He gave no information as to why I did not ask I was just trying to stop the threat to my life as they as usual took away the celebrity politician (they are so intertwined it's like a chemical marriage of a caustic implosive pairing of unsuitable elements). Rushing violently and then saying nothing so I can only speculate as to "why" but it doesn't matter because the answer invariably always is promotion for the pricks pig apes prostitutes and putridity who all follow orders of ugly arnold, one-and-all are filthy exploiters put in power positions by a seemingly utterly destructive entity they all hail santa-nick with all their might to and violently vent their vicissitudes out on me. I had written a post yesterday stating what William Cooper had said in an Hour of the Time podcast: Socialism IS fascism and then I referenced Cooper and made note of the many Progressives who have rushed violently at me. I wrote about this "man" weeks ago because he hacked his impeachment spittle-speech on my youtube channel my computer once more froze from some hacking malware and I wrote on one of my social media places (this or another of this series  Vignettes 1, 2 and 3 exist each has it''s own separate functionality at least in my division of attempting to categorize the types of attacks and commentary). A Latino man who starred in a tv show which I only watched in drugged and very sick from detox fascination. The filming of the first episode at least had been very original which enticed me. they hacked clips from season 3 it was of latino men in vicious gangland violence but a lot of verbal games and sparring and stealth killings. I can't say this was a mediocre show and it has been very popular but I try to avoid these tv shows because of what inevitably happened instantly a few hours after watching only season 1, episode 1 and then 1/4 of the 2nd episode of that season but about 3 clips, some of them longer maybe 25 minutes--of season 3 just in fascination with the hormone-driven violent and suspenseful titillation. And thusly speaking of titillation that evening as I was getting undressed the latino man, under ugly arnold's mental masturbation rape gaze (he's a rapist scum sleaze fully embraced by the me too prostituted nazis like shitalina and all the "feminist" filmmakers and nothing like the public outcry against rape exists when it comes to me because the money they are all handed or experience vicariously due to the enormous promotions handed out meted out like drugged candy to dope fiends is all that they can care about, literally it's a descent into an addict hell I am experiencing on a daily basis. All the minorities rally around ugly sleazy sick arnold to get permission to become nazi rapist racists if even to be the violent minority minions doing his filthy work for him, rubbing shoulders with the essence of unfettered allowance to commit all crimes and the hormone high therein is so enormous plus the promotions. It's a roman circus throughout. All the minorities rallied as I was getting undressed, naked, waking up, in sleep the ugly sick rat from depp his filthy spawn was as usual shouting screeching as the rat whining "loser loser" while I was turning off my fan and could not find the button in the dark with layers of material wrapped around my eyes so they can't inflict more permanent damage as they do regardless every day to my body then get people like these aspiring wanna be has-beens to inflict their suppressed rage out at me. Blacks in particular are so easily promoted especially the progressives yelling constantly about victimization they are fighting against, referencing all the slain and dead civil rights leaders they have photos of them next to their beds to invoke this fame and presence. I really think if you, as the great leader had said, allow injustice anywhere you allow it everywhere. They are allowing nazism to rise and the ruse is that they believe that blacks will be the beneficiaries and jews will be the lynch objects and they are damn determined to cast me into that category. Using all racist cliches as justification while it is they who conform to the cliched stereotypes and I am assaulted because I am not playing that game. Or I try not to. I can't stop instantly responding to ugly dirty stench of arnold or any of them they somehow get me to have no barrier to not thinking instant responses and then they torture me or steal the idea. Ugly arnold demanded that I provide him with information as usual and original cxoncepts. It is 17 years of that ugly stupid thug ape piece of shit stealing my ideas and handing millions of nazi holocaust-derived money to the rapist scum like shitalina and all the english partners so he can partner with them as a german speaker but the english are the more adept at infiltration due to no language barrier. I began screaming at him. trying to not react but assaulted once more and from the moment I was going to bed, then all night in deep sleep, then upon waking instantly yells abuse threats and then violence me literally fighting them physically trying to klil them to get this shit off me. Screaming about what a fraud he is stealing civil rights slogans. //I can only assess after a while that these hateful bigot minorities and the scum ugly arnold and many of the euronazi ape filth rats are truly communist agents (and that term is supposed to be synonymous with mental imbalance as communism is "dead" and the communist scare was a hoax, right?) but primed with serious psycho-politics manipulation of the masses from their high levels of power (house of reps but gone now on recess and his district kicked him out as they did to crocka-). They are experts at lies and sabotage and infiltration and experts at stealing all the benevolent concepts the downtrodden are yearning as rescue hail mary's which they cling to like a movie set of the titanic the stars all would let the people sink if they were in the same situation and reserve their privileged life boats only for themselves in an epstein island paradise they only they can "enjoy" as the ship sinks.  

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It is impossible to type and think clearly so this post is very chaotic as my posts always are. The hackers force such obstruction to the keyboard I can't exert more effort to include commas and when I do they are deleted so all sentences are huge strung-on ranting.

They change words and I am lost in fighting to type while my brain is blanked out and I 'forget" to finish my sentence structures and ramble off into hate ranting.


But every day this ugly sick thug I never liked never wanted anything to do with never was a fan, watchted the movie terminator and was impressed by the velocity of the action and the theme but never thought this filthy creep was anything great just played a robot personality and his other nazi thug movies with his disgusting bulging body never impressed me. I always considered him a nazi and tried to not superimpose a stereotype on him but he has done nothing but increase the perception so it is unavoidable at this point to see him in any other category.


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becuase they all are so hateful and blank, they cannot think of ideas but must torture me to obtain ideas about fighting injustice. They do not stop the violence and this ugly scum heap of filth ugly arnold has turned this into non-stop torture and violence the ugly thug raped me and his dirty son and former wife the kennedy catastrophe is as demolished in any portrait of anything but slime parasitic usury and criminality like her gang land ancestors were before a unique offshoot was shot and killed and the rancid rest are fully nazi co-conspirators. Using every cowardice artifice possible

so, thiis ugly thug crap parasite has been having me raped gang raped tortured poisoned mutilated and in the past 4 months (6 months I mean, I mean I watched a clip of his movie months and months ago I can't even remenmber how long ago it's just bveen this filthy dirty ugly sick filth taking over what dirty ugly sick shitalina had been doing every day for over 17 years with dirty pig ape pitt and groups of blacks--the white nazi "supremacists" always have masses of black bigot violent stupid haters celebrities and politicians--unfortunately america has just conflated celebrity worship with political reality a mesmerized brainwashing apparatus infection of the public


because they are so blank stupid and sick they can't think of ideas

b ut I was saying, for the past many months I have been so ill from detoxing poison while this filthy7 ugly ape shitnigger arnold tortures beats and abuses me using this tech while I am bedridden. My body further depleted deteriorated marred scarred parts cut off my body aged from years of this ugly thug and group of parasites feedcing off abuse and sucking my life out. They are glowing and energiaed they had previously been in the decline of celebrity. I see photos of the men who attacked me for years such as stallone just posing with the energy of a sadist who has been feedibng off abuse and torture for decades and congratulated for it. My ideas have furnished millions and hundreds of millions and billions of dollars for crap parasitic celebrities I would rather never see again on anything in any guise for anything whatsoever than helping this pile of sick dirty filth to get millions applause for my ideas. Writing in my blog about their theft they have me raped byt more nazi  europig ape scum men whose careers were likewise in decline and it's just loser scumbag wanna be hater bereft of ideas scum shit filth stupid apes in a non-stop succession raping abusing insulting grabbing at me violently to get get get their career promotion because they are ousted they are cast out they are defunct they are has-beens the vicious sell out propensity is to kill, sell out the country by any means possible just money and power although most of them are multi--millionaires they always need more to gamble with play with and have more elaborate mansions and orgies outside of the united states--a country they are instructed by the ape shit like trash-nigger arnold to abhor as he is bringing in boatloads of nazi filth who are violently murderous not congenial smiling nazi shit filth like ugly sick arnold who never, ever convinced me that he was anything but a nazi plant into america and a dirty ugly crap person and now he's so stupid and  ugly it's disgusting to endlessly have to have this filth inflicted on me

to put it mildly. That is what crap like mike johnson states is their goal, utter revulsion and forcing dirty sick filth apes on me to make my life a non-stop death slide while the filth leeches feed off the torture. They can't have any careers they have millions of dollars they could not rise into any further prominence until this contract.


I was in grad school being poisoned to death trying to get out of beibng stuck on ssi disability which my family and stallone and people like him inflicted all these injuries but the poisoning cemented my body into a contorted and deformed shape I fight every day to heal and get this poison out. The moment I am in utterly deaadly sick detox ugly sick filthy dirty arnold this filth disgusting cesspool of bullshit stupidity ugliness and  iolence with his stupid nazi cliche stereotypes and is an utterly devoid and sick pornographic epstein amplified by x-factor dirty sick rapist genocidal fuck who is adored by california they worship this nazi shit and have been doing so for decades or centuries by now but they truly used mind control to rid california of the real alternative artistic culture. Every few seconds I press keys normally and black screens overtake my typing and pop up covering my entire system ability to type. Endless blocks endlessly backspacing and rewriting with poiunding every key it's so stiff and hard the keyboard is like pounding on cement to get anything out


m;y brain under a mind control attack can't think clearly as well

so this is as usual a "mess" and still no one ever defends me or stops any of this


the mind control this stasi agent ugly shitnigger arnold is trained and programmed like an evil robot bot with no mind soul but a very violent power-grabbing nazi scum whose partnership with dirty german shit creeps who are brought in, every one of them an agent of chaos designed to sell anti-fascist anti-nazism and fully extremely violent all part of stasi and nazi mind control assimilation into the alternative scene. They torture me to obtain the ideas give nothing but torture and insults for not conforming to their overtake of my life without any resistance. All law all human rights obliterated and all is fully supported by ALL OF CONGRESS all the top senators and house reps have rushed to join in from repugs to demo-rats and worse yet progressives like that hateful black male raising his walking cane at trump but really aiming at me FOR trump because I wrote criticism of trump. Like farrakhan it's the same strucrture of black inclusion into white "supremacy" and antisemitism. All racist cliches are great as long as they are aimed at me and these nazi blacks get promotions. Al green is now ousted from his seat and dirty sinister mike johnson has suspended the House so the dirty rancid reps can go out campaigning and raking in more money out of donations.

So this filth baggage of lying mind control crap came to assault me because his desperation to get a promotion he lost his district and his role as a blathering nazi puppet so must provie it in spades upon me with a weapon trying to asault me as ugly sick shitnigger can't get enough of exploiting and torturing me. His ineptitude is  his underlying motive and thrusting violence murderous and further deforming my body whgile in healing states of almost murderous abuse while shitting out poison this ugly filth ordered raped and injected into my body--

while I exercise these filth men baryishnikov and ugly sdirty arnold make their comments on how I should exercise while I am concentrating 100%. Screaming at them for years to stop doing this they continue unabated. My every relaxation moment is spent being assaulted by them "helping" me by abusing and insulting me my breastrs are not able to be plastic surgery perky because the shelf of poison these filthy men raped and had injjected into my body and food has created a lack of contact of my muscle structure making my body and breasts able to f-ing MOVE and I am PARALYZED as they attack me to death without end. Aging without end as day after day this ugly filthy sick stupid shit arnold vents his incompetence and inability to use his famous career and millions of dollars likewise baryishnikov and the endless rotation of shit former famous celebrities from the sopranos and better call saaul and the david lynch franchises and violently rushing at me because I am "depriving" them of their expected subservience of me to provide them with what all their former fame and "talent" and money has not been able to achieve--ANYTHING but domestic vanity in fighting to get their rotten agents to provide them with lead roles but somehow the system is rigged for them so proving nazi aptitude is their only way

and expecign me to be some servile slave subjecting myself to being raped and poisoned and murdered so these filthy shit whorew holes can obtain careers they cannot work themslves to ahiieve the epitome of their insular suspension of reality in their power-over domination using this technology


but never to fear all of you, as you all watched this system become ingrained and they put trump in power to force my lie to be destroyefd by cutting off social security disability payjments as they mutilate and deform my already fractured (by them and their group) body into a worsening dying condition

and I still will not assist this group of goddamn demonic ineptitude for my ideas aiding in nazi shit like them (so they are torturing me endlessly to obtain ideas) this is all so welcomed by the rancid incompetent evil conniving hell of the congress members who can't even begin to respesct the notion of human dignity on a universal level but only white nazis in plantations is all they are literally fighting to achieve. The falsity of shit like elizabeth warren is another "oscar" cheap rigged award role for playing fake compassionate fightingv for the brown and black women underdog that this filthy creep plays with the applause of the white nazi bigots who surround her in the Financial Committee she is a lead ranking member of in Congress. she is one of the attack dogs who looks to guard the graft and theft by having all the insider information on bills and legislation used for furthering money theft graft and finds ways to appear like she is putting out legislation to restrain the greed she is more than a drooling bitch in heat struggling to steal as much as possible. All her bills fail at the lasst minute unless they amplify the facade of joinnt partnership with republican interests. 

It is all like this. I am completely dizzy and the endless battle to fight to type and think under all this brain fuzz attack and hacking

the posts I write are always chaotic ranting cursing and hacked redacted words deleted or altered and I can't go back and endlessly re-edit over and over for hours and hours fighting to type a few paragraphs

I cannot get any work done I can't write or produce anything they jsut torture me to get the "seed" of ideas and then replant my seeds into their acrid soil so nazi nomenclature remains the only language expressed on "both sides"

but that this billionaire sick fuck ugly arnold can't function without this contract nor can trump they are torturing me and have been non-stop for decades by now and I am still fighting absolutely alone to not allow nazis to destroy my life any further but with a world of nazis who have killed off all opposition through this death squad sysstem there is nothing but the same old everywherer at all times


oh, yesrterday a spate of latinos assaulted me with jenifer lopez as usual the latino weapon that ugly arnold employs--obviously he has had sex with her and she's a favorite of his latino partners and she got this team of latino actors to rush to assault me. I told the nasty latino man who played in this hate violence precursor to ICE programming--the cliches of latinos and psychopathy and really racism was the underlying theme. The white nazi prick who played the lead white male character came as he appears in the tv role--a smug and petulant white supremacist surrounded by latinos who in fantasy threaten him in reality succor him with every brandishment of violence aimed at me because white nazi trash secret society they all belong to is demanding this. No question as to why only "she's a bitch" because I am not just willing to be killed for white rapist men and women who steal my work annd life effort so they can not have competition and clainm they are innately "superior" by blocking competition from peopleo who are not of the nazi appearance. they might allow some competition from other minorities but that's only a temporary ruse to embellish the pretense that they care. They still require ideas from me so ugly sick dirty arnold can keep pumping out the psycho politics of mind control that america is not ruled by stupid and blank ugly dujmb shit like this nazi nig;ger trash out of austria glorified for his disgusting bulges of muscles and dirty dumb conniving and violent sick sleazy rape racist lack of personality.



Because I write so many, so often, long, rambling incoherent (hacked, redacted by hackers, rewritten to discredit me) posts, I will try to make this succinct: I am very ill from poisoning. The poison remains in my body after decades of trying to protect my body from more poisoning and the administration of what could be the compression of the poisons through rape while I am unconscious and unable to brace against impact. Johnny Depp had my cat stolen, but tortured and photographed while being drowned in response to me writing endlessly for 2 weeks at the onset of his rape and torture and thrills and sniggering raping me pounding poison into my body and then abusing torturing me afterwards so his daughter and he and amber heard and whomever else could obtain non-stop prizes, promotions without end. 13 years later his dirty, nasty daughter who has spent MOST OF HER LIFE profiting off viciously and murderously having me poisoned sits next to arnold ugly-termini88er who has spent at least a decade profiting off my ideas stolen as he partners with people poisoning and raping the poison into my body. //The list of people who have done this to me who remain steadfastly latched onto sucking my life out and being praised, promoted the sky is not even the limit as elon musk has been handed space gear, as long as he continues to drill into the mind and brain of all the targets, victims and nazi genocide pogrom people they want exterminated, mind controlled and all exonerated with no evidence as no one ever will break out of the chain-of-command all obey and get promotions merely for the act of silence, obedience and proving sniggering delight at having me tortured and viciously participating then spreading the word so the snowball effect is a contagion upon me (and the world but so far the thrill of lynch mob witch hunt mentality strips all cognition of warning to the future as has been happening with every technology brought out to get speed and action on this terra firma and now into the grooves of the mind and brain and control over other human beings rendering them sheer victims of genocidal torture all administered without any evidence as again, no one reports any of this but "everybody" participates. //At my height of sickness arnold hate-=termini88er has been consigned not merely to rally every female white "feminist" nazi every black "fighting racism" nazi minority minion latinos acting out their fantasies of enacting their movie roles onto attacking me. Every jew smirks and laughs and stares into the eyes of dirty shitalina or dirty arnold transfixed into their every look of "approval" like absolute mirrors I can see the ugliness of the energy spectrum of the puppets who otherwise are "fighting Nazis". But at the time when I am detoxing and am at the most sick possible for me, in the "window" of sickness I am at very weak and vulnerable moments. They attack me all the more viciously in a murderous way, as has been happening for years but arnold believes that he is an entitled "predator" and hacks lion videos preying on weak little animals in his social darwinistic nazi paradigm which many would say, is "the way of the world" the animal kingdom the strong survive, only. //But feeding off the vulnerable whom you force into vulnerability. The organized poisoning and physical dislocation of little items of the body like vertebrae all along the spine they have done to me--and putting hips and spine out of alignment has been done non-stop under this group for the past 20 years while I am unconscious, unable to wake up and the people surround me raping smearing fungus and semen into my hair, into my orifices on my everything else in the room horrid substances. Making my hair grey further they scream insults and then rush at me violently when I respond but can't stop torturing me almost to death to obtain these reactions for their note-taking on ideas for how to empower 'victims" in their next movie set of award-winning original themes but supplying no threat to the "animal kingdom" of Nazi overtake as ordained long before Hitler. //I write this because the technology has rendered me powerless and the reaction of society clamps the prison on me by the sheer permission structure which is supported by a terror network of death squads for anybody actually openly caring or helping me. //They are trying to kick me out of this place I spent at least 2 years fighting to understand how to block actual human beings from breaking into my room via the mechanical arms opening the multi-locked and layered barriers I created just for the front door. I had already pounded in plastic wood-like cabinets (very hard, extremely painful) into the many cabinets lining the walls and panels which are opened from the other side of the wall the concealment of these portals of terror entry are done professionally. //They first cut off my disability (after having made me disabled through these nighttime mutilations of my spine fracturing my vertebrae in multiple locations while in deep sleep. Then poisoning me with a horrific substance which has been manufactured in an extremely precise way to create various staggered time schedules so that various agents are introduced into the drug cocktail after many years of the bloating and latching forces malfunction, bloating the poisons latching onto flesh and bone and every single tear, rip and injury is a penetration portal for the poisons. This group has spent my life having me injured but especially while in deep unconscious sleep states in order to force the penetration of these poisons into every possible interior space of my being to the core. Perhaps in my marrow. In my brain absolutely since this group has undoubtedly manufactured upgrades of the microchips and used extreme laser precision to implant more advanced layers of technologies into my brain. The hard poisons form very elongated structures, hard as cement, into my body extending from bones into every injury and surgery they forced upon me to "correct" the extreme curvature of my spine, then afterwards exacerbating the curvature with hip and spinal manipulation (plus whittling my shoe soles so they were at 45-degree angles, forcing me to walk in crooked ways and that went on most of my life I though I was walking in a crooked way naturally. This studio they are kicking me out of, with my disability payments still suspended and the decision pending to reinstate the payments; my family and the billionaire whorewood group and the president former presidents, former president's wives who are endlessly fixated on obtaining every prize and deal possible out of having been in the Oval Office as leader 40 years ago but still they cling on and on. AT my most ill they continue the soft kill approach by viciously assaulting me with yelling screaming tears torture heart palpitations abuse without end death threats and arnold picking me up while I am clutching my abdomen in pain, agony after detoxing more black, stinking poison embedded into my back and intestines and synapses and tissue for decades. Hitting my abdomen and my sides while I was in agony nearly from this horrific poison finally coming out (and he profited off having me poisoned since at the very least 2013, I have no idea how long so many others have conjoined in this effort to obtain a huge prize of endless summer for them in media prizes and absolute control over h-wood if they get me to "submit" to being abused raped poisoned without any protestation and me providing these ignorant horrific hateful people with ideas because they can't be bothered to study or read or think critically they just get me to provde my lifetime of having done all that, coming from an Ivy League family one a professor the rest attorneys and artists. It's not merely arnold s-ne88er but he's the tool used by trump to really inflict the "German" style nazi terrorism which is reminiscent of the old nazi genocidal regime. Under restraint now marginally but nevertheless not at the full violent behavior they would otherwise inflict if there were not guardrails. I am a prototype and they must exploit me for more so they can't outright torture me to death but oh, they tried to have me kliled in near-death accidents on the road, multiple times and other people would have died from their violent vehicular "accidents" where the brakes and other functions were suddenly gone, like water through a sieve while cars hit me from sides and at speeds from standing still to bursting at me which obviously had sophisticated engine manipulation and not normal car acceleration capabilities.// Arnold hate-ni88er is not stopping with the slow murder and has previously made death threats for my response to his insults and abuse which are nazi-racist in nature not just demeaning but focused on racist genocidal humiliation. This programming is part of the psychological conditioning this group is trying to force into American society for the Jews to repeat the old permission structure to commit more genocide as long as a few "entitled" get to stand out and profit off the margin of death extermination. I am going into a long rant at the moment but my point is that besides the grey hair they forced on me (also had hair removed on my scalp and underarms ) but the endless slicing smearing of poisons on my hands, mutilation and then hours of abuse per day until I write a post trying to elicit any kind of compassion or support or help from this group which has restricted my posts and blog on a "need-to-know" basis. No one capable of consternation reads my posts apparently this is chock full of compliant and complicit wanna be master race entitlement getting paid and laid crowd. //However, the real irony is that they appear as being very "strong" they have huge muscles they are always heroic but when it comes to this, they exploit someone disabled, alone, drugged up, my brain rendered in various loops as they have people inflict subliminal sentences which I repeat under extreme duress/stress combined with daily drugging via all vehicles of drugging while they torture me for having repeated the subliminal hypnotic suggestion statements. Now they are hacking so badly it's impossible to type without having to repeat and backspace retype this always is a bane to anything I attempt to explain. Rendering me mute and then ranting. The subliminal suggestion is always forced in moments of stress and they ("they") manufacture stress literally almost every single moment second of my life. If I begin to laugh at anything "they" are tweaking the throat microchip implant to force stinging torture tears welling and pouring out of my eyes to stop me instantly from laughing and/or having any gaiety whatsoever.

  All of these people are constructs of heroism according to the images they are crafted to appear as in their tv shows, news podcasts and p...