... (continued from above)...ISo far he is the only candidate people credit as being the top contender and his campaign began in earnest the month I moved to California and he began his endless torture and gang rape of me with terror abuse which had been continuous under his 'leadership" along with Pelosi. But all the discrediting is used as leverage in the teleportation to "blame" me for being 'less than" and in abusing me for the scarring and lack of having money and any foothold on life just endlessly flailing to be physically balanced much less than fighting to block out the hate they pour at me into my brain into my body and formerly I reacted with the utmost "love and passion" while they were murdering me--a sort of connection of "pain and pleasure" aspects and no, i am not a sadist or masochist and especially not the latter. The physiological response of pain and pleasure as thees rapist men and women gloat with delight that they can force me to perform all these acts of love and kindness and pasison while they are actively working on destroying me in slow, graduated deformation and personality unraveling discrediting and financial ruin homelessness rape and poisoning to death mutilation paralysis and everything made stinking and broken everywhere in and out.//However, in attempting to deal with the outside world, even when the terrorists are not in operation relaying my phone calls to their lying and abusive partners who operate somehow within the system but answer the phone calls (government and elsewhere, everywhere as a matter of fact): (face, body mutilation deformation from daily torture physical attacks which appear like 'naturally-occurring" aging and slow decomposition of body structure--and greying hair and sagging cheeks sunken eyes and black circles due to the never-ending eye tear attack and the hate forced on me by just disgusting people who dump their hate on me and go off alleviated of their stress-one of them after the next, daily and nightlly--all enraged about their careers and that I could have a chance for anything but the lowest of the low for them to exploit and physical and emotional and mental unraveling of my body and thought and capability and appearance so the slow murder appears like a naturally-occurring event, combined with my 17 years of non-stop murderous death targeting which has rendered me out of necessity to try to stop the complete murder aspects of this torture endless drama to be stopped--and they stop the tears torture after I write and forcing me to write adds to the crazy-label and then ideas they steal for their BBC articles and English-crown sponsored paid for productions for movies which generate billions or millions of dollars and ideas stolen in just short sentences and ideas from people dumping hate hate hate on me deformation and then laughing and joking about how bad I look sound and that I have no money they blocked all off. This is done on a nightly and daily basis. It was happening before I began to fight back and write on a daily basis to get some life support amidst a murder contract that still is at me having to write daily to stop mutilation torture my eyes now being literally destroyed my face horrifically marred from this torture just one of countless tortures ongoing without end). This is still at the me begging for life support help and to stop the murder deformation the utter destruction of my body,k finances and life while hate hate celebrities feed off dumping their hate and misery out on me on a never-ending basis. It is still protected by all news anchors by all information systems by all government officials by all society institutions so I have no way to verify and thus the cherry on top is that as a target the person is left with zero chance to prove anything. All information technology is rendered hacked and useless and all people conform to this system literally around the world this is a protected hate and murder system "everybody" agrees with and protects.//Discrediting tactics and maneuvers, all created to appear like naturally-occurring foibles with carefully constructed, compartmentalized and structural damage and brain/mind obfuscation deflecting thought into inability to communicate. Two sets of attacks I conjoined in the last sentence but all afflicting my appearance and communication clarity rendering me in a state of diminished appearance and capability. //I write this to alert those who believe this can't happen to them, that it can happen and if it does, you may be so deceived in your comfort zone of impenetrable security and conviction that it happens to "other people". Or just simply to care about the effects of how people are perceived and thus categorized. This is a subtle mechanism which is a daily grinding down and wearing away of the edifice of personality appearance and structure, performed in such minutiae that the target cannot perceive the deleterious attacks. First attack is tears pouring out of my eyes continuously every day, and night, for years without end. My face is haggard, my skin is ruptured on my cheeks and around my eyes. My eyesight so diminished I must use glasses whereas previously no glasses used for the first few years of grad school reading 4 hours average per day. The use of eyes in reading did not necessitate glasses the tears streaming out of my eyes forced eyesight diminishment but also facial deterioration. Now my eyes are literally sunken inward into my face, they forced frown lines due to using the throat and spine and brain implants to alter facial structure but done on a daily and continuous basis of having lips and cheeks pulled downward. The sensation is of burning on my face but an internal compression sort of "hot" sensation not like thermal emissions but like being microwaved (and I have read that microwaves are responsible for many of the physical attacks and "DEW" sort of attacks, aka Directed Energy Weapons' attacks. Otherwise known as electronic Warfare technology. People can be cooked and I read long ago that brains can be literally microwaved like eggs, or enough so that without an autopsy the murder or after-effects cannot be verified unless the brain is scrutinized. Ok, I am working on premises and from having read information years ago. When I ask AI about such topics the instant response is that none of this is verified but only when I specifically name scientists or operations conducted by Intel agencies which I heard about in podcasts then AI can access the information but only if named specifically. The non-specific answer is always what police and society relies on to discredit the target who attempts (always in vain) to specify how the attacks are rendered (which no one can prove without extensive and sophisticated tech to unveil the tech being torture-tech non-touch evasive at best). //second discrediting is similar to my last rambling hypothetical rambling and incoherent to some degree inability to write and think clearly (I am under attack right now, brain waves are "scattered" my only attempt in this state to write as i am very ill every day and being abused, slapped, beaten abused yelled at raped and tortured in deep sleep state every night then drugged while sleeping drugged in my food and drink consumption and then the poisons that have been surreptitiously forced into my body often either coursing through my bloodstream in the process of fighting to eliminate the poisons--or coming out in huge bursts and me sick and unable to move, think, study, read and I get on the internet to block out the "loser bitch stupid" endless cyclical hate hissing sentences screamed into my inner ear by the endless latched on hissing hate of the depp spawn thing he bore which I am forced to bear without forbearance after more than 17 years of the depp hell which brought on the hate and hell of countless other celebrities. I am so straying from my original point I have not begun to enumerate on it. My brain locked down in "short-term memory loss' while on the phone trying to speak to the very distinct "English as second language" receptionist as I try to explain that the message of a delivery for "today" which I canceled due to the hacker terrorist block from this water supply company (not solely water supplies but I write this to not specify) and they manipulated the delivery so it was a mess confusing and wrongly done on their part. As they do this very, very often but the actions of confusing and mixing up with me unable to articulate and speak while they attack me--in ways ranging from my throat being constricted where the microchip implant was put in my larynx or in that general region of my throat in a non-consensual implantation under a completely different premise with my family paying and organizing it. That was the point of the tears torture and literally, physically blocking speech and my former great joy of singing (in choir and singing this is now stopped curtailed and they constrict my voice to the point of choking when I attempt to sing--and drink and eat as well but always while on the phone trying to communicate with people trained to subtly create confusion with repeats and wrong answers and hostility and lies, on a continuous basis while fighting to speak with all these artificially-inflicted constraints to my vocal cords my throat and then my eyes stinging with tears my nose dripping or very congested and then sometimes they also force heart palpitations and then they create internet problems or phone problems the people on the other end are always instructed to tell me they cannot "hear" me so I must talk very loudly. If in public people they glare in hate and yell that I am yelling and to shut up as they all glare in a gorup hate formation---all prior constructed. This last sentence leads me to appear delusional and crazy, another stalker imperative for discrediting endlessly this system of discrediting and targeting is never revealed the target remains isolated and endleslsy labeled with a paranoid delusional disorder (the polite quaint sociological term from the DSM-IVTR a diagnostsic label for being bat-crazy). I can't "remember" to say what I was going to say while in the middle of struggling to speak clearly loudly and to not be diverted. The delivery I had to cancel the woman on the phone a few days ago spoke such badly rotten English (purposeful on her part, but delusional and schizo whenever I mention that this is a non-stop repeat structure of targeting patterns undeniable and for decades never-ending routine but still I am the person labeled as crazy and lock her up). //Trying to say that the order which they botched up while I had to repeat 6-8 times in a row the problem which the woman on the other end kept repeating the same wrong response and forcing me to repeat (they are trained and expert at that harassment speech pattern for crazy-making). But the order I canceled and then received no cancellation message and the order remained active online for the website of the delivery company. I phoned at a time I never attempt to communicate with this water supply company and i got, literally, different prompts and instructions to press whatever button from a completely almost alien system which is never used when I phone when the terrorist hackers are awoken and in full hate operative readiness to hack into my phone calls, which are diverted (again, stating that is a "crazy" statement never able to prove this). The message system was completely different and a friendly, helpful and completely English articulate male answered not the usual "no speak English good" action which this company absolutely operates for English speaking clientele on a high professinoal and completely functioning top level of professionalism otherwise except when my phone calls are relayed to the terrrorist operatives who have access to every system and institution I phone (including social security and government offices and banks, etc). //I told him that the order remained "active" but I had canceled 2 days ago. I tried to tell him that the message was an "alert" but because I was blocked mentally my brain blocked (hard to explain with my very limited hacker technology terminology I should study but since these ctions are never revealed and only the "gang stalking" paranoid sites which are so empty and blank void of information that they are almost useless. The accessibility to gang stalking literature is now void as are most of my general searches since all is constrained just like my phone calls are always relayed to a terrorist source. I could not "remember" to tell this man that the message was "on top" of my general email box as a notification. His English was not so great and my brain was spun in a dizzy attempt to not blurt out inconsistencies and appear like I am not lost in a maze of brain-fog tech blasting into my brain. I believe also that "nonsense" sentences are pummeled into my subconscious through the audible tracts which are undetectable but these hypnosis suggestions are endlessly forced into my subconsciousness while I am in any public communication trap or situation (all communication is turned into a discrediting targeting system I can't speak what I need to say which is in my "mind" but then void and gone at the critical moment). So he asked me when the email had been sent I told him days ago but it says that "today" the delivery would be. That could be construed that I was just unable to dissociated the date of delivery from an old email from an active notification appearing on top of my email page and it literally just disappeared from my verbal structure while I was trying to not get lost as usual in their attacks at these extremely minute and subtle forms of inarticulation which mean a lot in terms of credibility. It made me appear that duh I could not understand that an email for the order sent days ago is not relevant any longer but the information I had in my mind to actually convey was that it was an active notice sent through the gmail system of "today delivery" and active. I hope I conveyed this somewhat clearly but it is literally impossible for me to even restrain from straying from the point. Also my eyesight is now in a blur while I write this--I can't "see" clearly the attack on my brain renders my functions severely limited. This happens so frequently that while in the middle of a business or professional atmosphere phone call I am unable to make the points that distinguish between confused, or intelligent questioning for confirmation of the mistakes that "they" create in every business or government contact. The skewing of brainwave patterns to render cognition on a very shaky ground, limiting my communication to being unable to say what is the real point and what distinguishes the question or information from blank unstudied lack of attention and credibility. It made me appear like I was not able to understand that this old email I could not decipher between the cancellation and that it was an active notice on top of the emails as a "today" delivery outside of the old email. The information just blanked out I responded with trepidation of not being able to appear concise and professional I tried to not stutter and get lost. I was so blanked out I missed this little piece of information and then only after I hung up did I realize how bad it made me appear, but on a very small level scale of not "understanding" basic information email systems and how deliveries operate like a 7 year old making an order for the first time not knowing how emails work, etc not able to communicate all was blanked out at the critical moment. This is "short term" memory blanking out. This is done every time I am dealing with any mathematical calculation such as change from a very simple reduction for a 2 or 3 digit monetary exchange. get the wrong answer for subtraction or addiction for the most basic and simple arithmetic calculations. Right now my eyesight is so blurry I can barely read the page and I can feel my eyes sort of "sinking" in without the actual reflexes of good eyesight. They can make and force my eyes to "drop" to make it appear that I am lowering my eyes in front of nazis when they confront me. I am unable literally to stare them in the face making me appear to bend or sway in "weakness". They can manipulate that function to the point of literally making me faint on spot (this has been done while walking down stairs) this is not a brain dysfunction which is the standard response of people discrediting me so I can never relate this in any way except here. It is all small components of discrediting and reduction of appearance for credibility and functionality. it is done constantly in every public interaction or communication but that renders it impossible for me to operate at any business level requiring the most basic skill set.
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All of this happening with absolute funding by government agencies dark money and/or psy-ops organizations but senators and house representatives have rushed to join in, with increasing hate and numbers in the advent of the trump deterioration of "democracy" which is like the unraveling of my physical body to kill me from the inside outside and in every way possible leaving no detection and only "crazy" speculation. The United States is undergoing the same process by the same people put in "power" and the "gatekeepers" have been selected to fully protect the system. They appear genuine and legible articulate and information-laden professional. It is the same as me going to the Medicaid clinic for government funded health care or sponsored to private practice but abused as course by the doctors and their staff becuase they can get away with it for those they really detest but allow the government of their state to permit access to medicaid patients. If any of these offices remain there are maybe 1-2 choices perhaps for any speciality or specialist and they make wrong diagnoses or create a system where by I literally am drugged so badly on the day of appointment that I miss it, and then they block me from all future appointments citing that I missed an apointment, they still got paid however, and I will never be allowed to obtain any services from that one specialist which is allowed to help me in my one little jurisdiction under Medicaid so all health care for a life-threatening problem is denied me. It has happened. Likewise one singular news agency has been developed in a one-system information-sharing network so all "news" at all levels coincides with "one" basic narrative. The internal rot grows but it's undetectable since so many "independent" journalists and podcasters are available and if you are a target as I am, the choices of podcasters to try to obtain any outsider pespective is always blocked from every search just as every single internet use is monitored to same effect of being almost pointless in any attempt.
AIJ is hacked routinely as well, leaving me discredited by having false information even with "back-up references" appearing to be "peer-reviewed" or at least reputable sourcing (but is not). The reliance on "peer-reviewed" material has lead to actual national policy decision-making which created the "prison-induxtrial-complex" as I studied the one single "peer-reviewed" research paper by a man named "martinson" which is known as the "nothing works" paper which changed the entire country (the ultimate outome is death camp prison-for-profit ICE detention camps and centers in the long run the line of connection leads to that yellow brick road for the fascist nazi emulation teams like noem and hegseth, both routing disfiguration and rape coordinating of slow death for me in teleportation specialists while screwing up their job mandates (hegseth is currently facing calls for his ousting but not before he, like noem, can make photo-ops for his run for president, alongside gavin his friend and partner in rape and torture of me. )
Gavin and hegseth even when castigated (so far with the expert aid of pelosi in this matter and all protection and adulation for gavin due to nancy relying on decades of her MSNBC power structure "democrat party" collusion of protection from her racket and gavin's foibles ignored because he makes funny jokes about trump and is not "prone" not 'supine' and "on his heels' "fighting" against Trump and therefore the one-and-only candidate for president 2029.
The discrediting never applies to them but false discrediting is always foisted upon me. All access to any system of any relief is always never done and this situation remains that despite the country sinking gavin and malcolm nance can continue to rush to yell, scream and abuse me with violent overtures of militarized fighting blows and also with Hegseth and his ilk and with them elton john and then the list is so long it's a phone book-level of names almost and always termini88er arnold is at the epicenter but behind him are black hole structures of nazis out of bavaria, a place none of the people attacking me have been with languate skills to ascertain exactly what they really are welcoming into the country because hegseth grew up attending a German-language only nazi training camp in Minnesota and therefore is the only leader capable of leading america into the hands of his good partner arnold who is good friends with gavin and a protoge of the Italian villa mansion endless acquisition nancy pelosi because she's "Italian-0American and damn proud of it" she announced wirth a huge grin for The View with that very loud woman white also saying she is part of that "club". I am not digressing at this point but rambling and hacking is so pronounced I can't ty pe without endless struggle to get words out clearly.
Not able to think clearly in a linear fashion, part of the discrediting the endless block to thought--my vision is now so blurry my brain is under so much attack.
I am discredited endlessly my body is so crooked sagging body parrts from poison sagging off my body which I can't get out and when I do eliminate hard chunks and then spasms of diarrhea of pent-up coagulated black and stinking poison with gall stones embedded, in pain and clutching my abdomen nasty hate arnold termini88er has me either beaten, the "help" comments by antisemitic slurring jenifer lopez or baryishinkov just "helping" me with an occassional slap, abuse racist remark while I am sick laying in bed with mutilation to my bodsy as I cannot wrap layers around my head, feet, fingers mouth to protect my brain to some degree form their deep sleep death skits. now the computer is freezing
NONE OF THIS IS EVER STOPPED by that government now instructing the damaged and discredited government (on both sides the double-haters probably realize the paradox of unraveling of real functionality and credible professionalism but are desperate to look for alternatives dressed up as the newest happy twinkie junk food remedy from the toxic cancer burger of left and right.
and I am marred and asking for help to stop them from literally derstroying my eyes because arnold can't function without abusing me so he can get his "rocks" off and get more endless royalties from barbie and once upon a time in hollywood and all the ideas that were stolen from me, generating his rise into executive position for being able to torture, rape and mutilate not leaving evidence and then having teams of hateful people dumping hate and violence on me so they can beam with joy once they get lead roles and prizes for govewnment positions and even more important, movie roles (more important to the american people than what politicians say I think tha tis a generalization that is not so far from the reality).
Meanwhile, my endless frantic begging for not being tortured to death endlessly daily for over 17 years, I began writing my posts emails screaminng and sobbing into phone message systems to the partner of syvestor stallone who was having me poisoned and the poison raped as deeply into my body as they laughed, the real Italian mafia not the "italian-american) which is what the next president you all love with laughs, jokes abounding with "feminist" whitmer at his side to appear as the mom and pop store opening up for candy prizes and whatever else they promise (candy as in drug store addiction to superficiality promises) they get plastic surgery appear glossy and finished corporate but laughing can't wait to serve you criminal posited as caring fighting trump adversaries just unable to fight in real time when the real fight must be done.
Always they are credited with highest ratings I am tortured to spew out in tortured near death my body being raped beaten and abused literally daikly they got arnold termini88er to inflict nazi torture concentration camp methodology he is turned on raped me they are all turned on the violence is non-stop I am being killed
I write this daily the response is that a formula has been set--keep on raping abusing and insulting her she rwites about tears torture and then dumps the endless hours of abuse and hate into long, ramgbling mind control information extraction systems which are scrutinized and information stolen. The abuse never ends they get jenifer lopez to merrily make "helpful" comments at the end of long days of torture and abuse after drugging an dI write so begins in her state of exploitatioon and then extracts "feminist" or "liberal" ideas, ideas about music about everything possible. blank slate that they are, I hve provided them with ideas met by hate, insults and my inability to articilate the endless sickness rendering me bedridden most of my life and unable to spend the hours wrapping items around my body because poisons are literally ripping out of my spine and I say this and say this. The gotti famliy imperioli abuser yells out "good!" then tortures me using arnold hate-ni88ger methods of torture for information and then they abuse me and scream out bitch stupid loser that would be the rancid daughter of depp whose movies which were based on my concepts (nosferatu I used because he and his group are such leeches parasites I was providing that sleazy harteful loveless nazi abuser having his affair with the blonde nazi who nearly had me crushed to death I barely managed to escape being killed in a horrid way when elon musik and amber heard obtained this tech and in that month kept having cars hit me and tried to have a truck run me over until trump got involoved and saw that keeping me alive would be a better strategy, at least short-term while he and his family neeeded endless boosts to their credibility because the news and all the anchors and the govenment would support him if he supported their endless pilfering of every Treasury bill every piece oof legislature the system was adopt5ed for protection of all insider trading the wall street bonanza trump keeps referencing as to how "great" the conomy is.
So they are just killing me on a slow daily method. No one stops this every day I am writing about tears literally forcing my eyeballs to sink into my head my face marred really look like a torture victim my beauty gone they forced grey hair on me as well, whether from poisoning and stress (not aging just abuse rendering my body literally dying every day from all of this)
it is neve stopped. Every day the next senator the next celebrity one after the next rushese to torture me with vicious murderous violence.
they act as if I am a "bitch who deserves it" after I began to fight back in 2011 when i had been "lovingly" giving sexual porn to some hateful Italian partner of stallone while they were murdering me in horrific covert manner no evidence no one ever exposes this the media participates in ahbusing me--lawrence o-donnel and morning joe whatever scarsborough absolutely murderously nazi violent and their white male teams and english blond women who appear--tied to congress both formely senators or reps still absolutely influential working to have me killed but the celebrities must conjoin with them to extract ideas about fighting racism antisemitism and feminist structures while denying me the most basic of human protection from slavery and murder and torture to death. It was happening before I began to figh tback. I said this in front of steve bannon who told me point blank that "we prefer it this way" when I said that the democrats are absolutely in partnership with fascist nazi maga literally nazi fascists genocidal. He said the system was intended to be this way while saying furthermore I would be "crushed" by their system.
All evidence of this malfeasant death squad based on russian and german stasi and kgb concentration camp gulag mass murder kept so protected the black people fired from msnbc and their fellow darker skinned partners are delighted and screaming with rage if I fight to get them to stop explopiting me so they can jump onto the re-opening of their careers once the midterms put the "democrat" back inpower how they will be "restored" the money raked in from the democrats undewr the trump administration is the sole factor as to why the january 6th select committee had three men joining into having me raped and sexually assaulted from that committee (2 of them "jewish") and then promotions for almost all of them (the republicans dethroned but whatever perks and gains they got are likewise off-shore investment huge monetary gifts for their "good work").
All credited as being heroes, I am discredited. I must write in frantic desperation to get not only these hateful murdering nazi bigots off from the hours of abuse in dee p sleep the years and years and years of daily abuse information extraction putting their career out of the nothing to rising as executives of a new nazi enterprise comprising mostly english and euro-backers and celebrities who have beaten raped had me poisoned threatening to kill me for writing any comentary about shakespeare to their videos they hack into my youtube, prompting me to write in the firsr place the trauma the abuse and my need to watch videos to block out the endless screaming of abuse and death threats and insults which are literally 24 hours a day by now from this group. \
all is protected I get discredited for being human and not able to defend myself. They provide no support this remains an endless hacking by senators and politicians from the house to get me to click in desperation that something will finally stop this murder as it's slow deterioration my face r uined my hair gone greying form poisoning and from injections and literally having hair follicles removed while in deep sleep. Raped with my hips and spine put out of alignment then poisoned with bloating and hardening poison and non-stop while I begged online for help I kept writing ideas adn this pattern is never ending and will not be stopped. Threatened with murder by elizabeth warren if I don't provide a movie concept for the nazis posing as alternative to continue the overake of all music formerly undergound music systems now turned into fashion parade disclaimers of all former content and only visual imitation and fascist nazi performers in drag disguise, carrying fake alternative "fighting causes" platforms to appear like they are not really going out to "haute" fashion shows to get laid by the newbies and sucked and wined and dined by the sanator rape orgy committes formerly known as epstein island party zone, provided by both sides and continues with this teleportation and brain implant system no one will intervene or stop this .
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