Tears torture for the 15th year in a row on a murderous daily basis, just one out of multiple physical torture attacks rendered through this tech and drugging/poisoning apparatus structure so protected by all government agencies and the media and podcasters, feminists and anti-racist anti-rapist proponents alike as they are all following the same central committee orders as one another. Another day of them sitting yelling hate sentences at me while I sit in this chair endlessly sick from yet another day of the endless decades of shitting out this poison or being constipated with it gluing my instestines to my internal muscular structure and skeleton in all crevices possible of the human body. Another day of this rat from depp the thing he spawned and is so embraced by the rape and racist nazi black and brown and yellow and white and red and "rad" blue men who can only see the stigma of white nazi modeling culture as the definitive only peak of aspiration to be welcomed into on earth, in life, replacing all religion and all forms of worship, as the Nazis had intended when they toppled the religious edifices of the State and replaced their Nazi occult pagan symbols as replacements. I will venture to say that Pete Hegseth is a worshipper of Odin, for example but to say how and why--I only state that he stated his preferred essential oil scent to be "fir" from the tree, as he is from Northern Minnesota or North of Minneapolis. And "fir" is the tree associated with Odin and I can assure you Hegseth was trained in pagan Nazi occult from his childhood onward. Freedom of religion but of course they castigate me for reading tarot cards. They would instead say that Rune reading is sacrosanct but would not admit it in public (to retain the "Christian" condemnation witch burning ceremonies). Not exactly a tangent but this is the current running throughout America in it's essential, base form of glorification of false idols but nevertheless this is what the media is pushing endlessly and has done so especially when the Nazis took over the media (way back, long ago). I am merely stating the the permission structure is so entrenched to uphold this quasi-religious fervor associated with the allowance for these media expletives to do whatever they want to destroy my image because "America" must be "crushed " for the comfort of the Euro-nazis who are behind shrieking rats like this depp filth. I write this after 16 years of this group depp filth with their french connections, a drug worse than heroin in addiction to people mesmerized by welcoming this gruop in to ransack, assuming their worship will only enhance their environment and get rid of people like me. the Americans have been the first and foremost proponents of this nazi fascist system but they bring in the euro's and their hateful half euro-nazi children (all nazi but half eurotrash filth) to usher in with the white nazis of america and their black plantation slave mentality "powerful fighting racism" media icons. Ha what a sick joke it all is, so tangled up in blue and blood and brown muck musk was sent to inflict this by this group, the same one the same crap people saw a glimpse of what depp's sleazy brainwashing violence upon women has wrought and thus they put his replacement rat spawn as the hateful violent nazi open legged portal all can rush in but she's treated like an expensive prostituted whorewood nazi glamorrized. Her every stupid immature yelling statement met by approval silence from the dumb scumbags who torture me to obtain ideas from my graduate level reading background while having my face and body mutilated every single day, every day. Yelling "he's better than you" while I am stuck with hard poisons acting like internal metal bars in my back which they kept pounding in via the violent rape of their nazi euro-hate crap men who got promoted and embraced by nasty nazi arnold government team old boy scum hate with all the white rape culture men famous celebrities going psychopath for movies but silent deadly hateful abusers yelling at me because they can't, none of them, create movies with all the hundreds of millions of dollars they must have ideas handed to them, production teams handed to them by the English crown and the nazi holocaust gold incentivizing pipeline. That goes for the obamas who rely on this system for their book tours self-emblazing as trailblazing mavericks of the black nazi subordinate sub-plantation variety. Sorry but I know people will hate me violently for having written that. Unfortunately that is my assessment from years of this. No group of minorities more glued to mesmerized worship of this stupid ape filth crap are latino brown-skinned men. And their women but it's really not a contest. We are all so programmed via media, literature and art (from antiquity) in this programming manufacturing of "beauty" concepts. But to have my face destroyed with tears streaming down, my lips and cheeks pulled down to be beaten raped and mutilated BEFORE I began to fight back, realizing I was being murdered now fighting every day for my life to stop this. I am in my room exercising and breathing in so they force tears to stop my relaxation and bring in hate, and more time spent writing to the void to please stop this sick fucking hell group for once rather than allowing nancy pelosi gavin newsom aoc bernie sanders the obamas hillary and bill clinton donald trump his family and friends and that is the uppermost tier of the lower ranks of the real nazi fascist communist group structure that people know of--the real controllers are either watching through their portals of media surveillance or they are in the back of the rooms and I can't see them in teleportation. They are working on destroying all concepts of beauty and individuality in America so the blank and meaningless euro-hate teams can easily just assert imperialistic "dominion" over Americans who obey and believe they are "classy" and part of a "superior" team, not realizing that it is they who are independent in thought and therefore the wealth of American innovation and art and culture which has swept the world is due to not having bigot nazi euro-hate murderous groups with elon musk implanting microchips into the brains of unsuspecting 1 year olds to make them broken before they can form a personality and thus stray from the butcher's block for total annihilation of the group once all has been extracted for the theft and plantation enslavement of the nazi bigot (communist I would venture to add) hateful bigots who want a conformity like the "dark ages" which was not so "dark" but allowing the peasants to have any stake or meaningful chance was obsolete, is all I am saying.//. Tears springing out of my eyes due to the throat and nasal microchip implant system which these hateful "models" use to disfigure my face, lose eyesight and it's agonizing torture after 16 years of it never-ending for a single day. They want my face destroyed black huge circles eyesight diminished me looking like I've been sobbing for years and my lips and cheeks likewise pulled downward via the remote "control" over muscles. Heart palpitations on a slight level but daily an assault at "lighter" levels then the near death they imposed formerly (hours per day of heaving for breathe due to the heart and oxygen deprivation this dirty group of hate forces on me. Watching youtube in yet another morning round of detoxing hard, compressed poison (not liquid stinking diarrhea but hard, compressed "shale"-like structures embedded into my back. Coming out, exhausted. They sprayed grease, hair and debis on my patio once more so I must bend and clean that. I too much pain to do anything but try to stretch. Watching a video they hacked of a Mali dancer and as I watched in amusement at the wild body isolation movements the usual rat screamed "It's better than what you can do" with her snotty dirty spiteful about 6 year old mentality. This is the filth spawn from depp who is just a screaming dirty leech which latched on in her mid-childhood years watching her nasty dirty daddy j. depp rape and beat me along with amber heard. Congratulated for it, they amassed endless deals when elon musk joined in to bring a world of murder and spiteful nazi bigots like them inflicting physical mutilation, torture and murder upon people they don't like who are beautiful, happy and just to not compete with them. 16 years of tears pouring out of my eyes while ugly sick shitalina pumped up in hormones and went to oscars using my concepts and they are still dumping their violent hate and self-imprisonment obsession with the body image they sell for their careers but dumping this violence on me to feel "better" about themselves and all the money and support handed to every rape enabling skank in particular of the white nazi blonde variety so they can be "exalted" by the men who rape and beat and torture then rob my ideas to present these same filth-spewing hate women as those with bold, couragious strength to fight these same lack of manhood "men" adulated for their racist violence, rape and the use of dismemberment disfigurement these technologies enable them to "get away with"

 This same hateful, hateaf-filled endless energized sexually by torturing me since she was about 13 years old or earlier--when she was an aspiring model, her face not plastic modified with a square jkaw and etc. depp latched on so she could continue his legacy and he obtained non-stop lead roles, awards and etc until amber heard brought in elon musk and they began trying to have me crushed in car accidents--barely surviving multiple murder attempts until I clicked on a photo of trump on my facebook page which entailed his losing streak in the campaign trail turned into a one-month surge the same very month he grasped with all he could clasp onto me forever, he never intendes to let this contract go of endless FREE millions now turned into billions and nations of nazis who have taken over every minority ghetto with teams of death squads at their beck-and-call. Los Angeles is rife with vijolent latino gangs, those who partner to create the death squads with the nazis are exempt from scrutiny by the Nazi-controlled ICE---thusly this is the same patern around the world

this same sick ugly hatefilled leech of my energy, my ideas (her movies which obtained her festivals and some notariety aall were derived from my ideas stolen for every nazi rape cheerleader to be presented as origina., fighting sexism and nosferatu I also posted in conjunction with the depp travail of hate and death poured on me with rape pounding their death poisons into me and being raped by neighbors when I could not defend myself--and fighting to heal they got Baryishinkov, still there as this "Help" of me inserting his violence and he lives in Paris--by the way--his career his art studio in New York sort of plodding along but great  reviews suddenly the mnth he began raping and torturing and poisoning and drugging and having me raped by teams of english and germans--as he yelled hate at me and abused me and torrtured my cat La Moux when I fought back--he teleported me to her being chased in a hunting area garden spot by a pack of dogs--and hitting her as she screamed I picked her up on this teleported state as he then t eleported me away. If she is still alive, she is in his lack of care and concern but she's used as a hemmorage hostile hostage of my only family member left which is not a programmed hate bot looking to defend with vilence shiltalina and ugly lshit arnold trash nigger because they and their children get h-wood jobs and more more more money and partnership with elizabeth warren to get that crypo-money invested in various offshore accounts

but always this same group is there but when shitnigger arnold and rump trump took over, years ago by now (I mean afrter the Biden descent into tyranny which was the inevitable trend with obama grasping on visibly in the private torture chamber atmopshere once trump gave him the green light--perhaps biden did not but once biden was gone obamas turned up, and up, and up and gain and again sneering giving me hateful dolorous looks

but always this rat spawn of depp is there, years and decades so the french behind her are the lure which ugly dirty arnold and the entire group of them literally revolve around, as is the same with ugly shitalina that rancid filth parasite on me

and this dirty rat spawn of depp was foisted up due to this contract and my catt stolen from me, and not just stolen but thrown in a swimming pool after 3 days of using the technology to force her into heaving for oxygen and was being killed

and 13 years later, this rilgh rat is screaming harte and death at me b ecause her filthy daddy was caught abusing and beating women, when her filthy french nazi gold digger whore who has latched onto this with this nazi modeling crew, the balcks of course included naomi campbell and that rancid filth german designer who has been so cherished for his baroque style inventions of clothing but another full on nazi agent putting that rat skank into prominence through his fashion industry german clout

put t here forever by the 4th Reich control over fashion and the media with their english and canadian and australian nasty puppet or they have formed a mutual power pact so it's hard to differentiate which one is more in "control' over the dumb scum I must deal with

formerly with baryishinkov there, abusing me threatening me "better be careful I have your cat" as he ushers in groups of english and germans to yell insults, grab my body breasts rape and punch mein the face (tom hardy, almost killing me last year from 16 hours per day of yelling death threats his ugly flab mouth ugly black hole pumped up by the rape hormones they all feed off)

and this ugly rat from depp has elevated in hormonal hisghs from over 16 years of feeding off torturing me

every time I exercised in the past, with baryishnikov watching on and ugly arnold giving her instruction to inflict as much hate upon me to kill me in a "soft" murder fashion which is what this hate technologhy and contract is intended to train the "leaders" of ameican society to become fascist nazi petty tyrants but perform acts of benevolent dictatorship fashion nazi programming and concerned humanitarian charity cuasess backing up their claims of not being racist--with ugly stupid dirty arnold it's "environment" but he pollutes my spece animals and plants every chance he gets so he obviously has no goddamn concern for any living thing unless it serves to embellish his ugly unnatural filth self and the projection of nazi "power" which has put him in control over this opeation to a large degreel. Baryishnikov was knighted by queen elizabeth 2 months after he began this endless assault on me. 

While exercing the dirty ugly rat from depp screawmed "losedr  ugly sgging breasts" etc  and only one person said in anger in response "She's trying stop shouring at her" he was never invited back and his promotion was rescinded (canceld" 

and typing is impossible so many wrongly spelled written words it's impossible and time-consuming to write this clearly

and also to think clearly

so she is intent on destroying my every attempt to rectify what they stuck in my rectum my vagina and into my bladder, nervous system t hrough my mouth into my eyes my every pourous follicle and opening they insert or poison with mutilation and hate and death

and so her ugly filth mouth showers death upon me while I fight to rid my body of the poisons

her stupid grade school dumb dirty yelling bullying as it would be  called by the lame-minded people who categorize this as being much less deadly than it truly is

and she never stops. So now after months and years of writing about her shouting loser bitcvh and everything else but stealing my ideas to furnmish her blank and ugly sick self with my concepts while they all laugh aand are sexually hormonally turned on by having me mutilated on a non-stop daily basis they all pump up in hormonesa are glowing with joy from it

and so she can't stop. It's an addiction for her as well as her nazi dirty scum mommy outo f france. Because of this clutching onto this concept fo France and Paris as being this epicenter of fashion and beauty american has allowed all roads to lead there and all fashion from americans to be destroyed--the clothing is horrid

I must wear, likewise, ugly huge loose clothing not only because anything tight hurts the hard poisons laatched onto my spine, and I must stretch and exercise to try to get rid of it after more than 20 years of fithging to get it out while this rat and this pig group made sure to continue to poison me; baryishnikov as well I kept asking him to stop the poinsoning--2 years later I thiknk it was finally someone else stopped the poisoning while he kept shouting at me "pig you are eating like a pig" while my body was suffused with poisons in my intestines which he profited off as well as his daughter--suddenly going tto the oscars for a movie role starring "lesbian americans who had violently threatened me for writing a crituqie of the pro-euro fixation they all have. Instantly after threatening mto have me beaten or severely harmed if I ever went to Los Angeles (and this group gets every group of people who had been allowed to attack me in bnuge groups in places like south beach, upstete new york, and when they abuse insult and threaten me and I respond under drugging,mind control; they then threaten to have me killed if I ever step anywhere nmear that city they destroyed my lie in earlier--all handed with smiling sleazy sick ugly hate by shitalina the ugly dirty english crown prostitute tunnel of money poured into handing eveyr waanna be fascist petty tirant who has been told it's celebrity entitles it to rape pillage without any legal ramifications--whatsoever nothing.And that has been the trend so that they are increasingly brutally violent insteant kneej-jerk reactions of murderous violence for any resistance to thei roppression and torture. Manufactured hypnosis responses out of me enablesa them to "punish" me for saying anything not gfroveling enslavement obedience ot being hmilated mutilated poisoned marred raped bearten marred poisoned bloated body parts disfigured permanently non-stop

so exercising is a means of me being very vulnerable as I am in pain, concentrating 100% and more to break out this hard shell which nothing gets out. Pieces very small break out afte rmuch great exertion and pain on my part while they are abusing me  (ugly arnold makes sure to monitor my brain waves and body so every vulnerab ility is his entrance into penetrating death and abuse and torture into my extremely weak and vu lnerable body)

this is still being cherished by the hate of the government all the leaders--if I try to write their names I "forget" the endless huge list of those who hvae eagerly participated-on all aides. promoted afterwards instantly aalong with their children to create a death squad nazi cartel. I would ascribe their system to be a nefarious modernized version of the Stalin death squad gulag state but the imprisonment will for many will be confined to home-bound incapacitation and sleep torture with the inability to wake up while being raped. So far the scandals of ketamine drug rape parties is nothing compared to the endless microchip brain implant unconsciousness they will produce in layers of "slave classes" of society. As people have seen, it's not confined to a lone black woman at a frat party it's white poorer women looking for a jump up in the ladder expecting the violenced to be only heaped upon blacks and other "darker" races never them.

Allo shocked to find that the "dirty jew" is raping thjem and the nhanding them to the dirty rump which they can't believe hapened to them. the media showers them with compassion but still justice is not done. 

And that is for white nazis who expect entitlement.

The sick ugly rat of deep who has flourished off my ideas and in torturing me, just as sick ugly shitalina has done for decades (I was handed to her and h er nazi bigot daddy and english mommy back in 1974 a situation I have written of long ago) and her life has been bolstered into prominence by feeding off having me to beat and rape (she and apoe pitt had me attacked in Portland back in 2006, long ago when that crap movie I never watched came out--mr and mrs smith etc it's a long story, how they get this media attack system going but that is what obama relied on to get his hoof in the door of the president's seat. Focusing on black women as empowering and being beautiful, michelle has also been very perked up for bveing included in the fashion modeling arena and as always, the "Jews" are supposed to be the most denigrated and blacks in power positions pushing them down as much as possible--to death--lynch mobs they happily hand me over to and participate just like the black man who helped the white nazi bigots smash to pieces in fraahgmented pieces that of Emmet Till. It was a black male helping to beat and smash the body of the helpless `13 year old black male for having done some criminal death pentaly capital crime of making a slight comment or winking or whisteling at a white nazi trash. That is the mentality of this crap group and the petty types of murder and they threaten to have my body parts cut off with ugly shitnigger monitoring that they are as violent and murderously nasty as possible. He and they all are waiting the time when they cactually have people brutally killed upon their little petty whims. The french are notorious for this kind of sadistic feeding off death and violence, but few people associate them qwith it nor do they care..

I think fashion and beauty need to be redefined within america so that the equality and freedom this country is supp0osed to repreeeent it not killed by hostile hate nazi fascist filth out of france, england italy and germany and russia and then china and latin america and mexico and all the groups surrounding nasty idrity sick arnold who organizes all the death threats murder actions mutilations and all these dirty shit creeps who reperesen tnothing but selfish greed grasping for power doing anything following orders by rancid and one-thought like quality of ugly arnold who is blank and repettitive and not a creative artistic leader of any entertainment othe than sadistic death movies and block buster nazi programming.

Impossible to type clearly they always try to stifle me ine very way but to steal ideas at all times. The ugly dirt scum of depp is there to steal ideas perpetually for her ugly nasty mommy out  of france to steal about how women (blonde only white nazisj) can be empowered to fight back against rapist men. Depp probably abused her so that when the divorce was brought to court in france she obtained a $200 million settlement in the divorce proceedings. to obtain endless ideas out of me to sell as her own, and that of the french nasty sick group one of them is a french former model who partnered with nasty dirty pitt to make some movie with the dirty nasty german who raped adn beat me who starred in teh tarantino movie about american jews fighting n azis with pitt playing lead blonde nazi leader--and another nazi movie where he is an ameircan playing anti-naazi his co-star this brown-haired french former model turned actress--forgot her filthy name but yelling at me pitt violently abusive towardsm e in front o fher--she is anothe type to tsteal my ideas

and I can't type they try to thwart all I do and say

but this is the group backing the destruction of my body life my ideas their to steal so 13 years  or longer of this rat of depp attacking me murderously but the french modeling circuit tied into epstein rape class (through naomi campbell but they all partied together) plus more english "models' and the ideas they must have from me

but torturing me so all they have destroyed of my body amplified by never being albe to exercise esleep h eal or live in peace for a single moment, day andnight while htey continue marring mutilating poisoning drugging and having me abused my breasts grabbed with people slapping and yelling bitch at me for simply defending myself

all given full rede carpet not by trump but by pelosi, biden and the obamas then hilary of course lavishing praise upon them and doing the same in emulation. And more and more and then the repuhblicans and trump---he's probably the least offensive of the main players but he is the one enabling thjem and along with obama who is reliant upon this as trump now is and the biden family--haven't heard from them but the yare all there (as well as the bush family)