Wednesday, July 22, 2026

My beautiful malibar spinach plants being killed as well as a kale plant. This is food I am growing on my patio and as always, chemicals sprayed so the leaves are sagging, the plant slowly dies. After growing it for 2 months. This has been non-stop ongoing every plant, every single one I buy seeds for since they kill all potted plants instantly I can't afford to continuously pay for potted plants any longer. Every seed I plant begins to grow. Once it reaches blossom or edible state, it gets killed.//All morning the moment I woke up were the 2 English haters racist bigots part of a team which has been slowly poisoning me to death like my plants---connected to absolute wealth but like their partner out of London, are so convinced they are entitled to steal and rape and rob anything they want out of me and use it for themselves. Rushing to join into the pan-eurohate team with american nazis rushing to join in---insults abuse---I responded then I posted something about sexual abuse racism imperialism---so they sprayed the plants which I just watered one hour ago which were strong and healthy. Now withered. The poisons make the plants forever unable to tolerate sun they are like rubbery, sagging and never recover. This is FOOD for me it's FOOD because they cut my money off. They made me disabled by mutilating poisoning and fracturing my vertebrae, all with their teams of their up-and-coming who all want a world where no one can ever aspire for anything and all is put into English compartments and German nazi hierachy, the good ole boys and their good ole days. So they just kill my plants on a non-stop basis. Flowers, edible foods they kill and kill. They kill any animals I have as pets they kill my body they kill and are smothered with applause by the nazi coaltion controlling the American media and political spectrum. Americans rush towards them with huge goo smiles of devotion and starry-eyed reverence and glare at me in utter rage hate and sneer smirk are delighted to help these nazi bigot euros to rape torture and all can steal ideas out of me, rape and torture whether I agree or not. They were murdering me while I was "agreeable" because I was so drugged without any knowledge of the ugly sickness they truly are and thusly I was pleasant in a hazed mental state of fake "love" but could never stand the people when I met them in reality, in person. The English creep they are partnering with, who is married to the daughter of the director who shitalina trash skankalina's daddy worked with for the movie Deliverance--I was situated across the street from that rancid creep back in 1987 when I visited London on a tourist visa and a travel card for a Euro vacation---I think that system is not longer in use but at that time a student could purchase a Eurail pass and travel almost anywhere in the Euro-zone (before the Schengen agreement, I think so hard to type not going to look it up). I was just traveling without having studied the realities because I wanted to experience my travels not as a tourist. thusly this filthy creep DANNY MOYNIHAN--see his wife who is the daughter of the director of Deliverance--a filmi set in the South with the bigot KKK nazi daddy of trashalina ugly not-jolie the sleazy dirty sick imposter stealing my ideas as Moynihan had been doing years prior to obtaining a partnership with dirty nasty Whorewood to obtain millions of dollars in funding to manufacture "blockbuster" award-rigged trophies for ideas stolen from me, or undoubtedly others as these are cliche-racist bigots all, one-and-all who have no concepts other than avoiding taxes playing rich domination sexual titillation selling sex selling violence selling victimization and raping to steal ideas murdering me to steal ideas in a horrific poisoning scheme. /Two english wealthy men arrived to steal rape and rob but not as rapacious and sleazy and violent as ugly arnold the filth you all continue to keep around to inflict nazi programming and much more nazi violence when you continue to hand that filth lying scum more money and power and media exposure. All the nazi filth of whorewood revolve around him to just grab everything they want to obtain but aren't talented enough to actually win by quality alone so he can just grab it all by the p-888sy and claim to be the superiority of the planet---all handed to this pack of rats without question by the leeches looking to revive their flailing careers and their money portfolies and etc. //

The blocks, attacks and hacks to my keyboard and brain (always under attack when I fight to pound out through the miasma of hacking interference brain wave alteration nervous system alteration into zones of intolerant hyperbolic reaction of rage

while I fight to type the dirty nasty English-speaking crap in the rooms next to mine impart their stupid sleazy hate jargon into my subconscious through this infernal inaudible technology


thusly I just rant and curse in abomination of verbal spewing of all kinds of discrediting ways


These hateful parasites are paid and promoted to inflict at least one serious bit of damage to my body, property and to sit on their brains yelling abuse and hate at me to lower my positive energy, drag me down as they get elevated, turned on and paid and promoted. It's a non-stop rotation of what I now just consider to be shit coming out of the media and political arena inflicting their stupidity and ugliness out on me and glad to be finally able to let go of the pretense of anything different, as that is their mode of life all is such a plaster-peeling lie off the surface of a dying edifice of deception leading to the demise of the United States as anything but a destroyed society and country on all levels. What these Euro-nazi trash filth are doing to me on the micro-level (mutilating, destroying, raping and creating hate and murder impulses either in me or towards or from people surrounding me) the same has been done through their insidious and nefarious influence due to the incapacity of Americans to claim ownership of America as a wholistic entity---they must segregate they muist dissociate from the people like me the people they can't stand to see compete and win if given the chance, no drugging, discrimination and poisoning and an elaborate and fully protected system of discrimination disguised as military spending funding by Congress and "civilian" groups working for the good of society (little groups and enclaves handed murder torture weapons and drugs, calling themselves benevolent societies and religious institutions and etc or "alternative" and taking over formerly really original people and their creative concepts (the entire gamut of fake "liberal" shit coming out of congress and whorewood)


so the millionaires touting their wealth over me, and the abysmal filth their partners like ugly arnold shitalinla the half english skank they put in charge of torturing me so their group can collectively benefit--dirty rancid dumb whorren mirrage helen miran moron has proven to be an exemplar in this respect--abusing insulting using the tech and drugs to force insults upon me after I call her a piece of shit after years of having me raped so her filthy blonde nazi english a$$ can promote my concepts are her intellectual and spiritual awarreness which is fully lacking otherwise in real life and reality.

Not that spewing rage and hate on my part in these posts exhibits anything similar to awareness love and exalted intellectual capabilities but they also block the keyboard and the use of computer so badly whiel I am perpetually ill shitting out stinking poisons for decades now without end (usually it's glued into my body aka "constipated" congealing and forming toxic compounds of mutated toxic sludge which I must fight to get out as they abuse me continuously for hours per day and night to torture me to death because obviously the stress component in and of itself is enough to murder someone just for that one factor alone--but they continue to drug me and torture me every day and they "Must" destroy abuse and attack me to get more money\while calling me some "loser" for my money having been cut off under their order using musk their nazi south african ally as partner in his capacity in DOGE

endless lies from all agencies so even having undergone another extremely lying and abusive situation which I tried my best to navigate the rocks and the bs-swept plains of treachery to entrap me --by the fake "agents" from social security who, by phone lied endlessly about things like phone numbers and how the situation operates---


but they also have engineered that the documentation i require from my bank,  PNC is denied me by no response upon request for escalation of my request for a manager to download print-outs of Treasury direct deposit into my account, which the lying team in CA needs to process my information. They are supposed to respond to my request for escalation within 48-72 hours, but instead 4 days later I phoned the bank again and got latino playboy abusers playing games with lying and the usual run-around which is done by the brown minions of nazism with fake smiles and lying abuse that is openly so unprofessional. I notice that this is done absolutely frequently with all the "outsourced" groups who are the most anxious to imitate the white nazi abusers that they are abomination of unprofessionalism and the amount of time they spend in fluid apologetic polite-isms is disgusting. This has been done to me also with my mail service--they ask a question about my case or identity after I very quickly and professionally and politely give it and try to go further. They remain on little points going back and forth with questions and then returning to the same questions after they lie about how their system operates and then saying more lies about how the answers are not correct they must put me on hold--returning and going back to point A again they continue with the same circle until I lose patience after asking to just check on the status of my request over 8 times and etc\\

they then hang up on me and this is literal: the same smooth nasty voice of the plastic pleasant abuser is always the same person answering my phone calls when I phone my bank--which is an international bank with outlets all over the country in every State I think in the U .S. The main line only is reverted to one single sick creep whenI phone for every phone call.


It is now one week and no response because m y phone calls are being redirected to their scum brown skin minion slaves who are thrilled to be part of the nazi plantation oppression group.

They display their lies and incompetence with pride to prove how loyal they are to the discrimination factory, and oh they are "on top" of the world now not the oppressed how thrilled and almost heaving and sucking in air like they are high on titillation to be doing this. 

It is the system of oppression they are used to in their "shithole" countries wherever they may be, but the result is always the same shit behavior whether I get outsourced to goddamn Delhi or to whatever shithold place they are hacking my phone calls to (Detroit? Houston? Miami?)


-------------the wealthy white nazi trash shit glorified for their "snob" white nazi demeanor fully in line with wealth signals of entitlement behaviorisms---insults abuse and the race angle of total dehumanization. What ugly dirty subhuman shit arnold had been doing to full enthusiasm of white nazi american shit like the gamut of the very nasty and nazi david lynch mob team of "actors" whose careers died once the tv series stopped--I had, when that series came out--dismissed it mentally because it was so morbid and the 80's feel of yuppie violence introduced into mainstream which junk fodder like Rambo and all the ugly arnold movies  blockbusters of nazi violent sleazy white creeps inducting americans into nazi violent psychopathy--and david lynch's teams of miscreants has proven that they are the more artsy equivalent and rushed to j oin in with ugly arnold giving them permission to unleash their lynch mob white nazi programming in the lynch movies. The morbid dismemberment of american society is really what lynch was displaying as my interpretation considering how apt his actors are at joining in with blockbuster nazi macho shit while the movies and tv shows are all focused on victimization due to sexist tropes and old boy systems---the blonde nazi women (brown haired it doesn't matter) are the most keen on futhering sexual violence the men absolutely enthralled to inject their racist violence upon me not only sexually but in terms of women not of the blonde nazi group being crushed as only tokens of sexual gratification temporarily then to be discarded and destroyed both before and after--and during the exploitation process. Fully dedicated the men are to make their nazi women feel gratified that only they are "the most beautiful" because as faux "feminists" working to enhance nazi joy division rape culture, in which they are catapulted into a higher echelon of rape supporting "beautiful" desirable and also into more executive functions leaving people like me to be raped crushed beaten poisoned mutilated suck dry made old broken down by the teams and the poisons and the endless abuse

turning america into a more segregated racist division that Euro-hate land had been in the world of absolute divisions

but to continue--the paraistes had my food killed which I am growing to obviate the cost of living which they have taken away from me

plus being able to obtain the documentation I need to try to get my disability SSI reinstated, they are blocking the bank blocking my contact with the bank abusing me when I phone the hacked divereted ystem calling me some "loser" for not having money--stealing my money stealing my clothing by routinely spraying filth and stinking muck and splattering stains on all clothing ripping seams destroying my property making me responsible for damages the landlord fully turned on a s a brown skinned minion working for nazi bigot enthralled as they all are to continuously lie to me without end abusing stealing and helping them to murder me glowing with hormones of sexual titillation and like the nazi bigots--training his children into this system to become wealthy and established partners with the nazi cartel controlling (ruling) they environment--stolen from them but a bit returned if they accommodate a global racist entity which kills anybody who could compete or not want to play gratified and grateful slave servicing by proving they will kill anybody master instructs them to do (I suggest the black man who helped the lynch mob to slaughter Emmit Till is a true symbol of this system but his role is always undermined by all the research and dramas surrounding this issue).

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...