Tuesday, April 5, 2022

There are so many comments, stories and ideas I would like to write...but, alas: I realize I am simply forced, through censorship--in a treadmill of circular entropy and redoubt, Writing to criminals engaged in the never-ending violence, but silenced by their consent to the hacking censorship of me and all that I am and work for and have tried to create; thus all I write is relegated to a closed-system rotating black hole-- circular treadmill rotation of criminals and psychopaths--which means all of you reading this, participating in the censorship and all the torture leveled against me perpetually. Trying to garner any outraged reaction from any perceived audience in this hacked little confined bubble of blocked and hacked writing attempt goes round and round like an echo of your criminal and jovial pursuit of my entropy--writing about your criminal behavior is just a joke. ///I realized how badly the hacking is today after my system, which I cleared out, which operated quickly, smoothly for about 15 minutes was almost immediately breached and the "restore point" I had created with the clean restore function had been deleted.

**After the hacking commenced (as usual, I have not had a system that hasn't been breached for the decades I have been barely able to use the internet--the system was so bogged down after just 10 minutes of it being hacked. It was so quick, light and all operated almost flawlessly. With my use of streaming media, the hackers jumped in, they got into the portal of the hacked printer that showed up on my Devices page, and now the system is freezing, DOS attacks are continuous--pages don't open and all is blocked. The keyboard prior to the hacking worked perfectly--now it's completely frozen, the keys are unresponsive, what I press won't operate and different letters appear than what I had just typed. The endless parasitic attempt to block my every communication is continuous and disgusting filth endlessly latched onto my every moment, sleeping moment and etc. I also want to add that for the past month, the creeple attacking me while I sleep have ordered that this microchip implant in my throat is "tweaked" somehow so the sphincter closes and my throat chokes while I am in a deep sleep. My throat makes this horrifically ugly noise which is so loud it wakes me up. They do this every night at least 10 times per night (more like 15-20). It is disgusting. Can someone at least stop this attack and all of these people and their sickness endlessly encroached upon my life--years of this--years....when will anyone have any kind of sobriety of thought to not endlessly sanction this type of sick attack upon me? It is the same, the very same reaction that H-wood gave to that nasty attacker who "won" and all the attackers (almost all top awards were "won" by people either involved or closely associated with others who have attacked me--for years). The hugging and applause of that un-seeming act of spontaneous violence at that "awards" rigged event is just part of the general ooze that I must endure from the filth that is endlessly forced upon me by this same group of "wonderful celebrities". All supported by our wonderful politicians who heap praise upon these criminal "entertainers" and fully support all their violence against me. But seeming some of the actual clips of these expletive scumbags who have teleported me and participated in this for years hugging that not-great "actor" and applauding and cheering his violence just reminds me of how much giggly smugness they all must share with one another after their nightly abuse and violence heaped upon me while I am in a deep, healing sleep from fighting for my life to heal from murder attempts via poisoning. My every reaction of enraged violence to their years of slow murder makes them smug and even more violent and sleazy and sick and nasty. To see them all cheering on this violent personality, their partner in this crime against me, only brings home how sick the entire "power structure" really is. it is good that some people are left in the US who are not fully indoctrinated into this system of hate and jerky programming (of course, the corrupt system wants to "cull" the population of anyone who disagrees with their barbaric methodology of higher technology which programs the creeple participating to become lower than thugs in behavior--not just primordial but base and mean and violent. All considered "elite" behavior, and cheered and praised and paid in millions (for those using the tech that covertly assassinates those who disagree or can't be "trained/programmed" into their hate schedule of emotional and psychological, immature albeit violent and deadly idiocy at highest levels of "society".

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 I want to write more about the sickening reaction of H-wood to the debacle at the Oscars. Those who have participated alongside the not-really-discredited "actor" (expletive) are themselves perpetrators of great violence. They hug and applaud him. I would write more, but I already have written about it in unflattering terms. I can feel my head being attacked like part of my skull is being slightly crushed inward and there is an internal pressure--this is the effect that is sometimes labeled "The Havana Syndrome" but it is some kind of technology (plus perhaps an embedded microchip in my brain) that is blocking neural firing on some level (or however the synapses are being blocked)--I can feel this and the attack culminates in me becoming dizzy if I spend too much time fighting and attempting to convey thoughts. The hacking commences on the keyboard and the system is completely hacked.

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As I wrote above, I did a system restore and discovered that after getting on YouTube my system was immediately corrupted. I also saw that external devices were logged-in to my "devices" list which are part of the hacker arsenal of weapons of hacking terrorism. They are using, I believe, a series of printers through which some IP attack is being made--so I gauge as the devices has printers added to my devices if I don't check on this page often. That is what happened just as the hacking began and ruined my very long process of restoring the system to some "clean" slate functioning. 

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I am under grievous threat to my life for writing, and this is also a "deterrent" to any more of my enraged, mind-controlled seeming" rants' but they are legitimate and the things I wrote I have heard echoed by other commentators on the tube-net (my term). I now have to wonder if my thoughts are being stolen or not..but it is disgusting that the kind of violence I have only been writing of for years has been met by levity, jolly sadist reactions of thrill by not just the H-wood celebrity A-list level but also with much more sinister hate by various members of Congress who are not so entertaining in their performances so they can obtain their own version of awards for their efforts to project how actually fascist and un-Democratic they truly are (towards me). The acting is always the same for both of these institutions (H-wood and Congress).

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But I am under severe threat. "They" can also hack into my thoughts and steal ideas that way as well, which is what "they" are doing no doubt. I don't check what "they " are saying or doing because any indication of any click or viewing of their k-rap fodder only means that "they" will teleport and rape, torture and perhaps try to murder me (some of them have done this already, but any click or viewing or listening is any excuse for these deplorables to wreak their hate and violence upon me--and many just have no excuse whatsoever they just cling on to the rest of the parasites latched onto me and this contract). The rest just keep applauding them and their violence, the reaction of H-wood is so disgusting. They condone the violent behavior in the same kind of terminology that they would defend a rapist (as in, "He was too excited he could not handle 'the pressure"" type of rapist defense that was all-too familiar not too many decades ago (as these actors who use these terms are well into their endless decades of being put into lead role status--so too is their rape justification terminology so encrusted into their psyches). Some even label the behavior is a man defending his beloved wife against a joke--no, it was nothing like chivalry and this man lovingly defending his poor insulted wife--it was an "entitled" violent personality who has been programmed into fascist and knee-jerk reactionary violence by the organization promoting each and every violent abuser who yearns to be part of the small percent of "aristocrats" who are allowed to get away with every act of violence if they get slightly perturbed by any comment by anyone who they deem is weak enough to not have the clout to react with even greater violence. I.e. weaker poorer people--but that is for the "future" when there are no more Jim Carrey's left in H-wood who will stand up for any sane and logical reaction to this crime.

It is the same situation I am confronted with every day, and have been not just the decade of this debacle of H-wood pouncing upon me every day and night, but "normal" Americans of this Mafia and Nazi organization which entails millions--MILLIONS--of people just waiting to exhale and go out an slap people around in an entitled fascist Nazi and Mafia dictatorship of absolute mediocrities put into lead positions of power--


Republicans are waiting to put this into more direct implementation just in about 10 months.

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Gavin newsom has had my ssi disability benefits completely closed and off---they were "suspended" and now they are "discontinued" and this happened in the last 2 months after his endless assaults on me. Because I am fighting to get the next abuser potential murdering hater off me (the end result is being mutilated after rape and abuse leading to death, it has been ongoing for years I am fighting to heal every day) he exacerbated the inability to heal with 16 hours of abuse and torture per day, I could not function nor get anything done and I am still being tortured with him glaring in hate as I scream out my hate for this person who has hit abused sent euro men to rape and beat me as his proxies---has had me abused so badly my body has broken down and I have been threatened endlessly that they will destroy me have my money cut off and kill me for not allowing him to abuse sexually exploit and threaten abuse insult and just "take it" as a "slave" using brain implants, a universal torture and murder system aka "gang stalking" which is just death squads using every person who wants to get a kill thrill open public hunting license to inflict sadism and torture upon another person; usually paid in full with free everything and endless promotions for all involved. They all glob onto abusing me forever to continue to get the endless free deals by just inflicting rage and hate and racism and sexism and violence on me--a target. The benefits as of August were still in "suspended" status but now "discontinued" which means he had them in California block all benefits for having fought against rape and torture for daily hours of abuse. He was slapping hitting abusing sticking his penis out at me insulting threatening and having my home made filthy and stinking then demanding that I clean it up as he watched with my body and nervous system under a kind of puppetry manipulation, I would clean and drop on my bed in sickness from the exertion from the poisons HE PROFITED OFF HAVING POURED INTO MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS UNDER PELOSI with their endless profit off this system through whorewood, which he sits in total solidarity with after years of them stealing my ideas. He is now stealing ideas about equality and fighting injustice from me so he can blurt them out with huge practiced smiles but since he abused me so badly and after 6 hours of abuse every day I am screaming in torture rage after non-stop truth serum drugging and abuse every day and night screaming how much I detest him by now. Thusly he and they all in California have had my disability totally cut off and they are forcing me into homelessness due to this chicanery. I was forced to leave the country my family was making sure I was being KILLED by poisoning and have not stopped having me poisoned raped and tortured hoping to capitalize on the final death of this contract and are now engaged in abusing me with the whorewood team, with newsom there every day sitting in the background glaring with murderous rage at me for saying no to his exploitation of me, with my consent. Will someone please stop this endless murder of me after years of them putting trump into power and putting this disaster for the country, the economy so they don't have to pay taxes and so newsom can become the republican candidate who will pardon them all for their current crimes, continue white male rape culture which is fine and dandy for the black and jewish out there participating eagerly in this as they say it's only happening to me and "not me" they say with smug delight about themselves. This is the standard response, however the system is being currently expanded by the Neuralink company and people WILL be raping teleporting and murdering others bringing society into a degenerated and horrific state of anarchy with all murder being exonerated because no one will be able to prove it. That is just one example, but I had to leave to save my life and get health care since my family refused to help me while I was in grad school, living off student loans I asked my brother to help me find a place to live as he and my other brother are both heavily involved in real estate, they just hung up on me laughed and with absolute hate refused to help me in any way. forced to live on far below the poverty level back years ago now it is impossible for me to survive and heal. They orchestrated this destruction of my disability so they can have their children and themselves get instant promotion into h-wood through the A$$-list whorewood group which have gone to oscars for over a decade using ideas they have stolen from my writing as they made me paralyzed with hardening poisons and kept poisoning me while I begged for YEARS online to get anybody to stop this as they were murdering me and they still are killing me daily with 16 hours of abuse per day.

  Newsom had his nazi republican system and all his minions and the whorewood hate group completely block all my benefits, while they have m...