Tuesday, April 5, 2022

There are so many comments, stories and ideas I would like to write...but, alas: I realize I am simply forced, through censorship--in a treadmill of circular entropy and redoubt, Writing to criminals engaged in the never-ending violence, but silenced by their consent to the hacking censorship of me and all that I am and work for and have tried to create; thus all I write is relegated to a closed-system rotating black hole-- circular treadmill rotation of criminals and psychopaths--which means all of you reading this, participating in the censorship and all the torture leveled against me perpetually. Trying to garner any outraged reaction from any perceived audience in this hacked little confined bubble of blocked and hacked writing attempt goes round and round like an echo of your criminal and jovial pursuit of my entropy--writing about your criminal behavior is just a joke. ///I realized how badly the hacking is today after my system, which I cleared out, which operated quickly, smoothly for about 15 minutes was almost immediately breached and the "restore point" I had created with the clean restore function had been deleted.

**After the hacking commenced (as usual, I have not had a system that hasn't been breached for the decades I have been barely able to use the internet--the system was so bogged down after just 10 minutes of it being hacked. It was so quick, light and all operated almost flawlessly. With my use of streaming media, the hackers jumped in, they got into the portal of the hacked printer that showed up on my Devices page, and now the system is freezing, DOS attacks are continuous--pages don't open and all is blocked. The keyboard prior to the hacking worked perfectly--now it's completely frozen, the keys are unresponsive, what I press won't operate and different letters appear than what I had just typed. The endless parasitic attempt to block my every communication is continuous and disgusting filth endlessly latched onto my every moment, sleeping moment and etc. I also want to add that for the past month, the creeple attacking me while I sleep have ordered that this microchip implant in my throat is "tweaked" somehow so the sphincter closes and my throat chokes while I am in a deep sleep. My throat makes this horrifically ugly noise which is so loud it wakes me up. They do this every night at least 10 times per night (more like 15-20). It is disgusting. Can someone at least stop this attack and all of these people and their sickness endlessly encroached upon my life--years of this--years....when will anyone have any kind of sobriety of thought to not endlessly sanction this type of sick attack upon me? It is the same, the very same reaction that H-wood gave to that nasty attacker who "won" and all the attackers (almost all top awards were "won" by people either involved or closely associated with others who have attacked me--for years). The hugging and applause of that un-seeming act of spontaneous violence at that "awards" rigged event is just part of the general ooze that I must endure from the filth that is endlessly forced upon me by this same group of "wonderful celebrities". All supported by our wonderful politicians who heap praise upon these criminal "entertainers" and fully support all their violence against me. But seeming some of the actual clips of these expletive scumbags who have teleported me and participated in this for years hugging that not-great "actor" and applauding and cheering his violence just reminds me of how much giggly smugness they all must share with one another after their nightly abuse and violence heaped upon me while I am in a deep, healing sleep from fighting for my life to heal from murder attempts via poisoning. My every reaction of enraged violence to their years of slow murder makes them smug and even more violent and sleazy and sick and nasty. To see them all cheering on this violent personality, their partner in this crime against me, only brings home how sick the entire "power structure" really is. it is good that some people are left in the US who are not fully indoctrinated into this system of hate and jerky programming (of course, the corrupt system wants to "cull" the population of anyone who disagrees with their barbaric methodology of higher technology which programs the creeple participating to become lower than thugs in behavior--not just primordial but base and mean and violent. All considered "elite" behavior, and cheered and praised and paid in millions (for those using the tech that covertly assassinates those who disagree or can't be "trained/programmed" into their hate schedule of emotional and psychological, immature albeit violent and deadly idiocy at highest levels of "society".

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 I want to write more about the sickening reaction of H-wood to the debacle at the Oscars. Those who have participated alongside the not-really-discredited "actor" (expletive) are themselves perpetrators of great violence. They hug and applaud him. I would write more, but I already have written about it in unflattering terms. I can feel my head being attacked like part of my skull is being slightly crushed inward and there is an internal pressure--this is the effect that is sometimes labeled "The Havana Syndrome" but it is some kind of technology (plus perhaps an embedded microchip in my brain) that is blocking neural firing on some level (or however the synapses are being blocked)--I can feel this and the attack culminates in me becoming dizzy if I spend too much time fighting and attempting to convey thoughts. The hacking commences on the keyboard and the system is completely hacked.

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As I wrote above, I did a system restore and discovered that after getting on YouTube my system was immediately corrupted. I also saw that external devices were logged-in to my "devices" list which are part of the hacker arsenal of weapons of hacking terrorism. They are using, I believe, a series of printers through which some IP attack is being made--so I gauge as the devices has printers added to my devices if I don't check on this page often. That is what happened just as the hacking began and ruined my very long process of restoring the system to some "clean" slate functioning. 

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I am under grievous threat to my life for writing, and this is also a "deterrent" to any more of my enraged, mind-controlled seeming" rants' but they are legitimate and the things I wrote I have heard echoed by other commentators on the tube-net (my term). I now have to wonder if my thoughts are being stolen or not..but it is disgusting that the kind of violence I have only been writing of for years has been met by levity, jolly sadist reactions of thrill by not just the H-wood celebrity A-list level but also with much more sinister hate by various members of Congress who are not so entertaining in their performances so they can obtain their own version of awards for their efforts to project how actually fascist and un-Democratic they truly are (towards me). The acting is always the same for both of these institutions (H-wood and Congress).

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But I am under severe threat. "They" can also hack into my thoughts and steal ideas that way as well, which is what "they" are doing no doubt. I don't check what "they " are saying or doing because any indication of any click or viewing of their k-rap fodder only means that "they" will teleport and rape, torture and perhaps try to murder me (some of them have done this already, but any click or viewing or listening is any excuse for these deplorables to wreak their hate and violence upon me--and many just have no excuse whatsoever they just cling on to the rest of the parasites latched onto me and this contract). The rest just keep applauding them and their violence, the reaction of H-wood is so disgusting. They condone the violent behavior in the same kind of terminology that they would defend a rapist (as in, "He was too excited he could not handle 'the pressure"" type of rapist defense that was all-too familiar not too many decades ago (as these actors who use these terms are well into their endless decades of being put into lead role status--so too is their rape justification terminology so encrusted into their psyches). Some even label the behavior is a man defending his beloved wife against a joke--no, it was nothing like chivalry and this man lovingly defending his poor insulted wife--it was an "entitled" violent personality who has been programmed into fascist and knee-jerk reactionary violence by the organization promoting each and every violent abuser who yearns to be part of the small percent of "aristocrats" who are allowed to get away with every act of violence if they get slightly perturbed by any comment by anyone who they deem is weak enough to not have the clout to react with even greater violence. I.e. weaker poorer people--but that is for the "future" when there are no more Jim Carrey's left in H-wood who will stand up for any sane and logical reaction to this crime.

It is the same situation I am confronted with every day, and have been not just the decade of this debacle of H-wood pouncing upon me every day and night, but "normal" Americans of this Mafia and Nazi organization which entails millions--MILLIONS--of people just waiting to exhale and go out an slap people around in an entitled fascist Nazi and Mafia dictatorship of absolute mediocrities put into lead positions of power--


Republicans are waiting to put this into more direct implementation just in about 10 months.

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The giggly, fun "game" of torturing me to death slowly, every day, the giggly Kamala Harris is now replaced by smirking laughing Newsome, although the California contingent is a be happy don't worry group (unless they might lose their races) the east coast P-lousy is grim violent her slurring saccharine voice for the public is a menacing growling death threat at me for say ing no to dirty arnold and shitalina, her clown heroes of endless dark money graft endlessly poured into her overseas coffers (perhaps in Italy, where she claims she really is from) but California is a nice cousin-style home-away-from Italy home and murder mafia are her real home courtesy of her east coast heritage (perhaps a generation or two behind her actual domicile but she has lots more in europigapeland and more and more from her collusion with shitalina the half-stupid pure sleazy filth they all adore--showing their lack of all humanity their absolute lack of higher intelligence to run a little convenience store allowing criminals to open the cash register while they are in the backroom counting the hand-out from the crime; that is their level, truly in congress in the senate--etc. The "fun" game has been every single day "played" by ugly shitalina her Englih dirty filthy violent genocidal nazi crew, absolutely integrated into nazi culture out of europigapeland with lots of blathering lies to conceal their true agenda. The "fun" game which ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt laugh about is me being so abused that I rush violently at the piece of shit insulting me calling me a bitch raping after punching me in the face--the stupid ugly whores have won oscars from ideas they stole from myh writing and out of torture, they have been paid in multi-millions and then billions i.e. for barbie concept the shit pigs who stole the idea, the blonde nazi whore stupid dirty creeps had me raped so they could obtain "permission" to play anti-rape and sexist roles against their rape complicity controllers--claiming all the while (using MY ideas) their "superiority" and "intelligence" and "creativity" and although I never watched that stupid movie I do know something about people getting their ideas stolen and that if this were not allowed to go on and on indefinitely--as I shut out all creative ideas now I can't even think creatively any longer they are both abusing and raping me for expressing anything related to demonstrating superiority to them--and then they steal the ideas they torture me day after day to obtain more ideas--so the "fun" that newsome is giggly about along with harris (who laughed giggled etc--) was to abuse me to the point of outrage. I am trying to breathe deeply but my spine is embedded with microchip implants which are "tweakekd" when ever some creep down the hallway slams it's door so violently the cement hallway shakes, the corridor reverberates and I feel literally an electric jump in my spine in the same places (one of the microchips that was embedded into the muck hardened along my spine came out years ago, but there is at least one left and even one can cause great nervous system sensations) and thusly--they inhibit my breathing--I am ALWAYS ALONE with dying plants on my patio, my cat my one family member stolen dying waiting for me to return and love her again, if she is still alive, baryishnikov who is there every day to "help" me by forcing his "advice" of saying a few sentences while I am in 100 % concentration mode---but my cat he tortures after I defend myself against nazi statements by german shit and filth he protects but still clings onto his partners and friends and children obtaining more promotions for his involvewment in having me beaten abused raped and tortured drugged and insulted to the point that I am in fight mode every day--my breathing is being remotely controlled I am drugged while sleeping with horrific drugs everybody avoids me so I have zero support or contact and everybody conforms to this demand for me to be ousted shunned ostracized abused raped and poisoned abused stolen from--they are trying to make me homeless now. the internet has been turned off again for the 25th time in a few hours of fighting to use the internet for a few minutes at a time. The "fun" of ugly shitalina feeding off my rage watching me grow old screaming at one pig after the next she brings on to abuse me to the point of my nervous system crashing into rage defense and survival mode--imy hair turning grey from the last two sick fucks she had beating and raping me in front of her, they all obtain endless deals out of it and smiles and hugs from all the feminists the black shit nazis (sickening by now to hear their laments about being victims of racism and fighting against racism it is sickening to a highest degree of putridity )

  Today it was this lousy (I am trying to think of more original insults that piece of shit by now, so lousy) creep beckham some soccar play...