Tuesday, April 5, 2022

There are so many comments, stories and ideas I would like to write...but, alas: I realize I am simply forced, through censorship--in a treadmill of circular entropy and redoubt, Writing to criminals engaged in the never-ending violence, but silenced by their consent to the hacking censorship of me and all that I am and work for and have tried to create; thus all I write is relegated to a closed-system rotating black hole-- circular treadmill rotation of criminals and psychopaths--which means all of you reading this, participating in the censorship and all the torture leveled against me perpetually. Trying to garner any outraged reaction from any perceived audience in this hacked little confined bubble of blocked and hacked writing attempt goes round and round like an echo of your criminal and jovial pursuit of my entropy--writing about your criminal behavior is just a joke. ///I realized how badly the hacking is today after my system, which I cleared out, which operated quickly, smoothly for about 15 minutes was almost immediately breached and the "restore point" I had created with the clean restore function had been deleted.

**After the hacking commenced (as usual, I have not had a system that hasn't been breached for the decades I have been barely able to use the internet--the system was so bogged down after just 10 minutes of it being hacked. It was so quick, light and all operated almost flawlessly. With my use of streaming media, the hackers jumped in, they got into the portal of the hacked printer that showed up on my Devices page, and now the system is freezing, DOS attacks are continuous--pages don't open and all is blocked. The keyboard prior to the hacking worked perfectly--now it's completely frozen, the keys are unresponsive, what I press won't operate and different letters appear than what I had just typed. The endless parasitic attempt to block my every communication is continuous and disgusting filth endlessly latched onto my every moment, sleeping moment and etc. I also want to add that for the past month, the creeple attacking me while I sleep have ordered that this microchip implant in my throat is "tweaked" somehow so the sphincter closes and my throat chokes while I am in a deep sleep. My throat makes this horrifically ugly noise which is so loud it wakes me up. They do this every night at least 10 times per night (more like 15-20). It is disgusting. Can someone at least stop this attack and all of these people and their sickness endlessly encroached upon my life--years of this--years....when will anyone have any kind of sobriety of thought to not endlessly sanction this type of sick attack upon me? It is the same, the very same reaction that H-wood gave to that nasty attacker who "won" and all the attackers (almost all top awards were "won" by people either involved or closely associated with others who have attacked me--for years). The hugging and applause of that un-seeming act of spontaneous violence at that "awards" rigged event is just part of the general ooze that I must endure from the filth that is endlessly forced upon me by this same group of "wonderful celebrities". All supported by our wonderful politicians who heap praise upon these criminal "entertainers" and fully support all their violence against me. But seeming some of the actual clips of these expletive scumbags who have teleported me and participated in this for years hugging that not-great "actor" and applauding and cheering his violence just reminds me of how much giggly smugness they all must share with one another after their nightly abuse and violence heaped upon me while I am in a deep, healing sleep from fighting for my life to heal from murder attempts via poisoning. My every reaction of enraged violence to their years of slow murder makes them smug and even more violent and sleazy and sick and nasty. To see them all cheering on this violent personality, their partner in this crime against me, only brings home how sick the entire "power structure" really is. it is good that some people are left in the US who are not fully indoctrinated into this system of hate and jerky programming (of course, the corrupt system wants to "cull" the population of anyone who disagrees with their barbaric methodology of higher technology which programs the creeple participating to become lower than thugs in behavior--not just primordial but base and mean and violent. All considered "elite" behavior, and cheered and praised and paid in millions (for those using the tech that covertly assassinates those who disagree or can't be "trained/programmed" into their hate schedule of emotional and psychological, immature albeit violent and deadly idiocy at highest levels of "society".

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 I want to write more about the sickening reaction of H-wood to the debacle at the Oscars. Those who have participated alongside the not-really-discredited "actor" (expletive) are themselves perpetrators of great violence. They hug and applaud him. I would write more, but I already have written about it in unflattering terms. I can feel my head being attacked like part of my skull is being slightly crushed inward and there is an internal pressure--this is the effect that is sometimes labeled "The Havana Syndrome" but it is some kind of technology (plus perhaps an embedded microchip in my brain) that is blocking neural firing on some level (or however the synapses are being blocked)--I can feel this and the attack culminates in me becoming dizzy if I spend too much time fighting and attempting to convey thoughts. The hacking commences on the keyboard and the system is completely hacked.

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As I wrote above, I did a system restore and discovered that after getting on YouTube my system was immediately corrupted. I also saw that external devices were logged-in to my "devices" list which are part of the hacker arsenal of weapons of hacking terrorism. They are using, I believe, a series of printers through which some IP attack is being made--so I gauge as the devices has printers added to my devices if I don't check on this page often. That is what happened just as the hacking began and ruined my very long process of restoring the system to some "clean" slate functioning. 

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I am under grievous threat to my life for writing, and this is also a "deterrent" to any more of my enraged, mind-controlled seeming" rants' but they are legitimate and the things I wrote I have heard echoed by other commentators on the tube-net (my term). I now have to wonder if my thoughts are being stolen or not..but it is disgusting that the kind of violence I have only been writing of for years has been met by levity, jolly sadist reactions of thrill by not just the H-wood celebrity A-list level but also with much more sinister hate by various members of Congress who are not so entertaining in their performances so they can obtain their own version of awards for their efforts to project how actually fascist and un-Democratic they truly are (towards me). The acting is always the same for both of these institutions (H-wood and Congress).

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But I am under severe threat. "They" can also hack into my thoughts and steal ideas that way as well, which is what "they" are doing no doubt. I don't check what "they " are saying or doing because any indication of any click or viewing of their k-rap fodder only means that "they" will teleport and rape, torture and perhaps try to murder me (some of them have done this already, but any click or viewing or listening is any excuse for these deplorables to wreak their hate and violence upon me--and many just have no excuse whatsoever they just cling on to the rest of the parasites latched onto me and this contract). The rest just keep applauding them and their violence, the reaction of H-wood is so disgusting. They condone the violent behavior in the same kind of terminology that they would defend a rapist (as in, "He was too excited he could not handle 'the pressure"" type of rapist defense that was all-too familiar not too many decades ago (as these actors who use these terms are well into their endless decades of being put into lead role status--so too is their rape justification terminology so encrusted into their psyches). Some even label the behavior is a man defending his beloved wife against a joke--no, it was nothing like chivalry and this man lovingly defending his poor insulted wife--it was an "entitled" violent personality who has been programmed into fascist and knee-jerk reactionary violence by the organization promoting each and every violent abuser who yearns to be part of the small percent of "aristocrats" who are allowed to get away with every act of violence if they get slightly perturbed by any comment by anyone who they deem is weak enough to not have the clout to react with even greater violence. I.e. weaker poorer people--but that is for the "future" when there are no more Jim Carrey's left in H-wood who will stand up for any sane and logical reaction to this crime.

It is the same situation I am confronted with every day, and have been not just the decade of this debacle of H-wood pouncing upon me every day and night, but "normal" Americans of this Mafia and Nazi organization which entails millions--MILLIONS--of people just waiting to exhale and go out an slap people around in an entitled fascist Nazi and Mafia dictatorship of absolute mediocrities put into lead positions of power--


Republicans are waiting to put this into more direct implementation just in about 10 months.

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More hours of screaming (3 or more hours non-stop) with the most furious rage and hate I possibly can due to drugging and the mind control. I could not breathe or stop--the reaction was instantaneous it was in my brain I "saw" the hated abusers who are latched onto their careers being skyrocketed by latching onto torturing me for decades--for expletives like Rambo it is more than 40 years for shitalina and her filthy father it's more like 50 years of them latching onto attacking me in this contract--they attacked my family and it has been ongoing since 1975 with s hitalina and her dirty father and the English shit who directed Deliverance--mostly it is the fault of my family but they are incapable of defending against a world of violent Nazis including in the Jewish community. Today it was again G. Clooney, who laughed when he was being promoted as advocating for Kamala, who rushed to abuse and attack me smiling lovingly at the rapist German expletive who has been there influencing every person who jumps at the money he and his Nazi German team is throwing around like drugs to addicts--the money is unbelievable the Holocaust has generated 70 years of America being completely bought out and transfixed on having their own holocaust to steal all possible from Jews and anybody else they can label as being whatever--targets . Clooney screaming with rage that I am "supposed" to sacrifice my life be poisoned raped and tortured abused to death ideas that blank hateful stupid sleazy bigots--himself and his friends the shitalina pig ape pitt group who have stolen my ideas for over 15 years and their benefactors also associated with the movie Deliverance out of London having done the same for over 20 years--Stallone and h is Italian mafia with Steven Tyler and his daughter having done so since 1995 and onwwards without end. They hit me they punch into me they threaten my life they scream that I have zero rights I am going to be killed they scream endlessly to submit and just let them murder me destroy my life so t hey and their lack of actual top talent t heir lack of creativity their endless theft of my i deas can be stolen without me having a single "right" to defend myself. Absolutely supported by MAGA with full blessings of years of Obama the foul black Nazi who is probably more a puppet of the insidious Biden group than anyone could ever imagine, the posturing of all is so extremely deceptive and bombastic and the lack of actual criticism has been lethal for the United States--all is so discouraged a barrage of fake lying "liberals" are the only ones allowed to dominate the "algorithms". So Pete Hegseth, who with his wife and children began about 3 weeks ago to torture threaten my life endlessly yelling as I am stuck shitting out the poison that the dirty shitpigapealina pair and group and stallone and tyler and all the rest poured into my body to keep me so paralyzed, sick and dying that I could go NOWHERE every day I am paralyzed iin pain shitting poiso out that they ordered put in my body. I spend 80% of my time fighting to stop the endless mutilation of my body by mechanical arms while I am asleep and being injected drugged poisoned by mechanical arms and then it used to be I was being raped by people breaking into my home, injecting fungus into my hair and scalp and damaging chemicals are smeared still on my skin--I try to cover all up every night it is impossible--they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and rape me I had semen and fungus coming out of my body and smeared into my hair and I was in extreme pain, walking crooked with a limp every morning after they pounded my body and did whatever--sliced part of my cuticles out in my toes broke my toes cut into my gumline to the jawbone etc etc etc every single night for YEARS in this torture room. Now Hegseth who was with Bannon last week screaming with death threats constantly and they killed a pet on my patio that I had a connection to, they killed more plants they screamed with fascist murder and today Hegseth told me that he would cut part of my arm off and that I would die and that he would make sure I was going to submit. I have a phone appointment with Social Security on the 27 and they could cut my money off. This group and organizatino has fractured my vertebrae so I am chronically disabled--there is x-ray evidence I am listed as permanently disabled. They forced me into the lowest payment schedule because they fractured my body 3 months out of college as I was temping in San Francisco (at an elite law firm, btw). All was done while I was sleeping, inert and unconscious. I was since denied health care and then I had to fight for survival. My family did NOTHING to help but instead viciously attacked me while I was that helpless and did nothing and kept saying that I was making up the spine condition, a claim they still make although I have to tell them that there are x-rays to protect their crimes against me they claim that I am delusional and making it all up, a sponge on the system and etc etc. My brother John came to "hug" me in front of pig ape shitalina a few months ago, he has not done that since I was about 4 years old, and he was abusive back then under instruction from my family so it was just to demonstrate that he was as usual a full-on Jewish nazi doing what was told by Nazi filth attacking me--my family has sacrificed me wholeheartedly--the entire family from uncles to every member--like all of society. I thusly am faced with Hegseth who has used non-stop violence death threats and such extreme yellin screaming I can feel my hair turning grey again as it did when the German ape scum was raping and punching me in the face while I was completely drugged and under mind control and could not stop the sexual "urges" that are artificial one million percent; ever since they have forced this ape on me because I reacted for a few days and thusly they say I am "supposed" to give him a baby so he can infiltrate America and become an extremely VIOLENT NAZI influencing all the Left and Right of the scum group who have joined in for all these years. And I fight but the lingering threat of them having my money cut off remains. They forced this upon me, they had a situation where my money was cut off a few times in the past few years because they used their Nazi influence to have people like Trump and biden force all kinds of threats to my security. They had my mail returned and the agencies claimed that the letters had been returned instead of delivered and cut my money off. Then they demand a phone interview where they could ask me for items I cannot provide information on and could cut my money off. They are all assuring me that they won't do that which means they are planning on doing exactly that. I need someone to intervene not only to stop this endless life-sucking drain of their vampirism and screeching weasel parasitic latching onto my life as their endless springboard for endless incompetents endless has-beens who obtain plastic surgery and are put in every lead role for years afterwards. The shit like Dumb Mirran who obtained non-stop- plastic surgery after having had her Irish boyfriend (former ) rape me as she obtained plastic surgery and has been put into lead roles ever since--the flocking of has-been women like Jane Fonda who brought the German rapist into this slew of scum as well as the Gottis, and Deniro and all whose careers had been in decline they have been at the Oscars and at the White house all of them ever since. The screaming screeching parasites are outraged that I am saying NO after years of being stuck shitting poison out, fighting to get the murder of poisoning me to death and paralysis to be stopped as no one would intervene--to stop this endless destruction of my life--they are threatening my life for trying to stop the endless murder tortrure and rape so a bunch of stupid ape shit can have a lifetime of movie lead roles after torture of me--by now I have become a symbol of hate for all to rush and abuse as has been happening for decades--believe it or not, I used to have a lot of friends was top of my class was beautiful and they have mutilated my body through the stupidity of mob mentality all view me now as some target witch hunt person no one dares come forth who may be against this. //The interview is on February 27 at 9:30 EST--with the Indian River Social Security Branch in Miami. They will phone me, I cannot provide various bits of information and I can't state everything clearly but I also would not be lying if I said that I do not go to any Western medical doctors any longer. I have not seen a doctor since 2011. My disability is from spondylolysthesis which is crushed vertebrae and this is a condition in many places along my spine from men who raped and t hen when I said no they had my spine fractured by the teams of death squads . These so-called "men" (in their 20's) had drugged and date-raped me. I never wanted "instant sex" I was drugged into an overwhelming state of sexual desire and like floating and drugged but appearing compliant I went along like I was floating down a fast torrent of manipulation. And now, this is a man who had my pet killed last week, and his family has proven to be extremely nasty there is no semblance of any kind of the Christianity that is associated with the kindness and compassion of Jesus it is the Christianity that is derived from another source (Christianity was a religious theme before the birth of Christ--). I am stuck without any way to go outside I am still very ill. today I shat out more poison that has been lodged in my thoracic region of m y back probably for decades as the poisons have hardened into a mess of flattened pieces stuck together like a lumpy cement mixture. Hard as rock but intertwined with vertebrae and muscle and ligament tissue (and into my intestines into my skull) and etc.