Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.

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Another mutilation report: sometimes I only realize the damage when the injection of numbing/pain killer wears off. Taking a shower, I realize that the soreness I felt in my right ear this morning upon waking was due to me having not been able to protect my head from attack while collapsing in toxic shock on my bed. I had done an exercise after many days of fasting which pulled on some of the very tight bands of poison latched in labyrinth fashion into my spine, connecting to my muscle line along my spine, what is left of it. Atrophied obviously underneath the hard poison which has been frozen in paralysis for probabyl 30 years or longer, with hardening poison injected into my body at around 2009 and culminating in endless paralysis. The poisons had been in semi-flexible stage most of my life, pushing up tissue and adipose (cellulite) making it appear just like my frame was larger, almost square like a man's body. The poison was flexible enough for me to feel the "bands" running along my spine but never understanding that I was being poisoned I was also continuously so drugged and under mind programming I just understood only that it was a result of the 3 major spine surgeries but had no idea it was due to poisons. But around 2009 the injections of an hardening agent were introduced into the daily poisoning regimin with attempts to murder me began in earnest. I was living around euro-haters and the poisoning was so extreme that if I bought food at a local grocer and the food had been pre-prepared by the grocer (i.e. deli section) I would get very ill vomiting after eating the poison was so extreme (not my normal to vomit I am referring to how they kept poisoning me continuously and then adding this extra hardening agent which acted in concert with the already established poisons--it was a staged and pre -planned operation the poisons have already been tested on countless people in the past so the end result is a staggered set of stages of putrefaction and then paralysis leading to of course death. All appearing "normal" for someone at a certain age, plus all the other maladies they created and forced upon me thusly a seeming health decline. This is a very popular form of murder by the way and I believe I have seen it in action many times in the past with relatives. The relatives had been good little boys and girls obeying orders from the nazi scum who marry them (take their money steal my inheritance, for example and my own siblings just assisted their nazi spouses in having my mother's inheritance stolen from me using the rump doge committee to just destroy my only security due to the disability THEY created and coordinated to force upon me. ) They stuck somethiinng into my inner ear last night. I collapsed because the poisons were "tweaked" under this set of layers of criss-crossing poisons interlaced into my vertebrae but running alongside my spine and connecting into my hips, and into my hip joints so paralyze me. 17 days of fasting (1 day in between to eat something to get rid of the disgusting poisons which accumulate due to the poisoning never ending so no matter how many master cleanse fasting I did, they kept poisoning me so the accumulation was always being rebuilt instantly afterward---on top of the plugs and hard layers which block digesstion and body movement and functioning. So, the poisons released into my bloodstream made me literally collapse, as has happened endlessly for the past 2 years while trying with all my strength not to fall into this comatose type toxic shock sleep but my musclles just collapse the spine is coated with this poison inches deep on both sides---it goes into my bloodstream it is connected into my brain--of course shitnigger the endless leech parasite sexually abused and attacked me in that state as I fought him off death threats from that ugy sick sleazy thug you all worship for his nazi thuggery and bs movie crap always about how great he is (a total lie everything he represents as a positive is a complete opposite of his actual agenda---but it's not his agenda he's just a bot following orders as are they all). //thusly, rather than dig into my cuticles for the 15th year in a row on an almost daily basis until all fingers are mutilated my toes are disgusting the chemicals they put on my toenails and the cuticles they severed out and broken my toes and etc---but, they justt inserted something so deeply into my eardrum or ear canal (not going to look up the biology of it) but behind this "plate" in my inner ear--the ear drum perhaps but it's a type of hard "flap "type piece at the very end of the ear canal where I can insert a cotton swab--whatever the name is the ear canal? it has a block to the inside of my skull whatever that hard piece is it can be manipulated to have something inserted behind it--they did this in the last trump shit regime under the orders of that fuck scum and therefore they have done it again rather than smear grease making my already mostly bald head shed more hair as they do all the time when I collapse--but last night they forced someting into my ear canal--the skin tissue leading up to the flap is inflamed and it's getting infected. It took me over 3 years to get rid of whatever they stuck in my ear the last time, around 2019--that was when the other austrian sick u gly rotten old man fuck assauled me for saying I don't what he thinks of my interpretation of mozart--that is all I said in response to him trying to steal more ideas out of me, asking me to interpret mozart as that ugly rotten scum took notes and then smirked while ice cube asked him (it was an orchestrated skit for his filthy promotion and that of rancid ice cube as well) but "what do you think of her interpretation" and the ugly nazi white trash said smirking "I have no idea what it meant" as I said without being able to monitor my thoughts, in deep sleep state as well so this was programmed into my subconsciousness I repeated it upon prompt: I don't care what you think" thusly they injected me with some virus I was deadly ill it felt like I was dyinjg they made my hair turn grey as this group of pig rat "men" have been doing either putting something in my hair to kill the follicles or just stress the poisoning with this virus, 1-2 months prior to the covid outbreak (nov 2019) was so extreme so exhausting a virus type sickness--which was injected into me within a day of this episode--ice cube punched me in the face, the rat austrian nazi then got me injected with some covid type virus, all the symptoms of covid I had before the outbreak perhaps it made me immune to the actual seriousness of the virus if I had been exposed to it. They then injected this thing into my ear canal and trump smirked and laughed in response as that ugly rat who starred in many tarantino shit nazi movies so famous for the violence and hate and smug come-backs ---and he was put in lead roles in movies and put in rolling stone because it's a nazi entertainment promoting goddamn rag paper--and thusly, this austrian other rotten fuck had a tree killed facing my patio then this beautiful cat taken away and has had me raped my hair mostly killed yanked out with hair follicle remover after fighting to get another german rat fuck scum off raping me and pounding poison into my body while doing disgusting dirty pornographic things as ugly shitalina watched laughing as shitnigger hugged this ugly filthy creep who plays violin, whom I had complimented as well the response as with this english skank piece of shit which shitnigger is going to pay to put in the position in a film they tortured me for the concept of--giving me nothing and continuing the torture wihtout end--the 75 people in the last month from that ugly sick rotten thug shitnigger (the other austrian rat nazi cockroach is this ugly dirty old man who played n django unchained the german rat fuck who really is just a rat fuck not an anti-racist--but the blacks are endlessly purchased by them to inflict antisemitism in america so the blacks can be blamed not the austirans or the germans who always claim they are not racist and not nazis any longer. Thusly, this ugly thug pig rat shitnigger who is such a foul and dirty ugly stupid sick thing that all I can do is write out a list of insults because of the longevity of his violence towards me for years and years and years profiting off it. He goes off laughing about what he is doing to me as he gets gets gets endlessly more and more but sits with his stupid ugly square dumb head as they torture ideas out of me while he has them screaming all insults at me instantly afterwards while this actual real stupid bitch fuck and the shit he brings with him like that ugly sick filth from depp are the stupid bitches--they scream these types of insults at me after torturing me for YEARS to obtain more original ideas--then claim them as their own get paid in millions. It is justt ongoing ongoing never ending these ugly filthy dirty shit so-called "men" are just allowed to wreak every kind of rape and torture their shit filth wives and daughters get get get more lead roles as feminists portraying the heroism that I actually am doing each and every single day and just getting mutilated by these mechanical arms operated by shit and filth brown and black people LIKE ICE CUBE and snoop dogg the sick hoggs who just perform every act of violence so white trash shit like shitnigger will give them more lead roles. The smug stupidity of them all but ask them for original ideas they have nothing to say, not a single word. All is given to these fuck whores all is taken away from me for being creative a threat to shit ugly pig rats like these so-calleld men and their shit filth women. And still, they will continue tomorrow and the next day and the next day they will never be pulled off me how can they be considered "superior" without having people to steall ideas from otherwise what are they? smug and stupid bodybuilders simple rhyming dumb scum playing tough and angry righteousness fighting against tyranny-their every bullshit role before they torture me to steal original ideas outside of the righteous victim wreaking extremely bloody revenge upon abusers. That is all they are all they play but in actually all they are is sleazy stupid fucks attacking innocent and in my case, an actual righteous person made disabled by their attacks (their collective group) as these worthless but way overpaid muscle-thug scumbags can inflict their sleazy hate to stop anyone but themselves and their shit blank stupid whore females as having ideas having any kind of actual soul and meaning they appear so empty and blank and rotten but their public appearances are contrived so they appear like they are filled with light and love and intelligence. How much of it is scripted I don't know.