Wednesday, August 6, 2025

Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.

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Tyranny of media muck: any video, podcast, news clip, podcaster, any comment therein is turned into a terror torture rape murder situation which I barely avert but can never get out of . EAch terrorist celebrity, podcaster, news anchor, et al is a seriously sinister bigot, racists blacks so adamant about transferring their sense of victimization onto me as nazi bigot whitey controller hands them more lucrative media contracts, in which they play hero rescuing their black "brothers and sisters" from the plague of racism. How, by becoming nazi anti-semites, and rushing to hit abuse help rape torture and (murder) me as symbol. Jews abound in this as does every other race on the planet. What is almost the most predictable is the "half" white nazi bigot mixed race plague heaped upon me as I watch their stuff on the tube in utter sickness form poisoning and drugging. They are so repetitive in their zeal to appear as nazi collaborators while displaying to the world heroic semblances of serious accountability towards ethical humanity and the rights of people to rise from the depths of squalor racism's filth. Heaping their filth pent-up on me and being told what to say and by their former colonialist enslaver masters, they become the very icon of racist hate a la minority minion transported by telpeortation into a bully prize fighter force amplifier bot dumb a$$.//Otherwise, hijacking youtube and any media outlet I click on to gain information on how to heal my completely scarred up body (last night more mutilation of my completely severed cuticles off all hands and toes, for years and years slicing under cuticles. Over 6 layers per appendage and I still am unable to stop the slicing under cuticles which are mostly off, green mold and black areas are surrounding my nails which are mostly hanging off from the nail bed being slice dinto literally every night while in deep, comatose sleep being abused and tortured and raped in deep sleep teleportation by your huge hulk plastic surgery hormone growth and glorified nazi converts. I realize that most have some sense of self-loathing and this provides the opportunity to fly like a deranged and rabid eagle by inflicting deepest self-loathing onto me and then calling me a "loser' after they make millions off my ideas then strangle my abiilty to even type much less surf, get a single thing done. My emails even to basic busines sinformation centers are being half deleted the hacking for every single thing is ubiquitous. The movie and new and government and youtube podcast universes are plagued by evil entities disguised as celebrity heroes saying exacty what the audience yearns to hear, in particular the liberal the republican at this time wants to hear about the destruction their icons have eeked upon the world and upon everything and everybody they hate---me being some symbol of it all it seems for all involved.//First amendment gone. Cannot entertain freedom of speech because clicking on a youtube video is my freedom of speech to be able to access ideas, information. They have turned it literally into a torture and near-death rape and ause entrapment scheme these psycho scumbag hate whores you all love and adore. Their sleazy sick scheme is that I am "supposed to be delusional" if I report that sleazy dirty sick and stupid celebrities, politicians their ilk from youtube planet of hell hack their filthy crap into my youtube, I click on it, even a trailer for movies that are long dead and gone; once having done that for a news clip, a commentary, a political podcast (which I watch because the mainstream news does not provide all the angles that these personalized podcasters have) and also I am endlessly drugged every day and night surreptitiously so I am dazed and sick. The rationale is that if i click on their bs crap shit on any media forum it's open season hunting, raping and torturing beatring me in teleportaiton with the group of filth, shit, stupid sickness posing as intellectual ethical heroes for society my ideas furnish their stupid antics performed poorly so the actual sentiment is so weakened and so ridiculous in transmission that the reverse effect on society is the outcome--trending towards fascism despotism and just outright bulling leading to witch hunting and kkk nazi lynch mobs and worse.//It happens every day, I am sick stuck can't get information healing from the scum who rush to "help" me hey remain plastered on chairs monopolizing my healing as they hack crap onto my channel which bypasses information I really need. It is extremely ha rd for me to bypass their hacking my internet is completely "controlled' by this group of rancid shit. Has-beens and wanna be nepo-scum some very old. All lies and blank hate and grasping leeching parasitic. But the point is that freedom of speech is being the next thing taken away form me. They have literally turned my access of intormation into a torture and deadly situation by just watching videos to gain information the shit whore scum rush to abuse me endlessly . IF they are seemingly outraged about the state of the terrorist shit who preceded them, there are so many of these especially in the demo-rat party, then it turns into outright collusion with the aforementioned as they all partner to abuse me using nazi protocols. one of them just lost it's bid for political ascension it stole my concepts, used it to project itself as exceptional which it's "oppressed group" then all centered around. See, my ideas have been stolen by white nazi trash celebrities but this person from a different but same group, just a splinter of the nazi 4th Reich really partners with it...and so, it lost but the premise is that it's the wrong gender and race and that is why no one is "ready" for this blathering lying con criminal. No they want the usual and standard white boy in power, so they say. Meanwhile, it rushed (not the white boy) but the "victim" stealing my ideas about how the crap attacking me are "mediocrity" as they truly are but sexualized hormonal pschopaths transmitting decency through scripted movies and plots and lectures--truly learned some of them in the art of deception. Grasping nasty petty tyrants waiting for the 4th Reich to topple american jurisprudence so they can inflcit a neanderthal version of "democracy" but alas they can't stop the apes from taking over. Anyway, mediocrity lost it's campaign in the lone star state the concepts it stole from me have become it's rallying cry amongst it's other black stalker nazis all colluding to be a part of the 4th Reich estate so they can enjoy this wealth abundance for becoming gestapo force amplifiers. The crock-a has-been is just an example stole my ideas turned it into black nazi rectification that it is not mediocre, not, it's not a yapping hateful lying con criminal no, in private with me as nazis watch on yes, but for public it's the helpful ever-fighting advocate for black rights but just that the voters aren't "ready" for a woman, or black, that is the excuse. //But it goes on. today a half nazi white with olive skin and black hair like so many half nazi half white half victim bullied or coming out of white nazi trash poverty perhaps even 2nd generation--if they spawn with europigape nazis who want all that money whorewood and america has to loot, then they feel emboldened by turning sheer nazi terror gestaspo fascist concealing their ugly dirty sick stupidity with grandiose postures and plastic surgery make-overs. Suddenly once they form a square jaw and appear like hardened cold and gleeming nazis in appearance with or without plastic surgery they are now ready for the next phase which is to push others down so they yell "loser" at me viciously cloying for what the sleazy dirty crap of whroewood hands them in the endless incentive-based snowballing effect of a global take-over by offering the delights of whoorewood celebrity gleen if they attack me they get their podcasts put into higher orbit then they are not "losers" any longer. they get their movies and podcasts in more algorithms in higher attention they are celebrities and this ruse of feeling "important" and then "wealthy" is truly all that this global society is based on, apparently. With all the genocidal purchasing power backing the bigot empty and blank politicians and celebrities. They continue to ask me for ideas or just kekep torturing me to obtain ideas if I watch their filthy shit and try to get information, know-how as I am lied to perpetually denied health care information is blocked. They turn youtube and all movies into tortrure rape and abuse portals for promotion for shit and scum. Every oscar year is packed with shit and scum who "win" awards. This year my ideas were not put into movie concept by the usual team of scum and rot and stupi blank nothingness endlessly promoted as being heroes of society sometimes using my concepts. B ut AI am tortured called a "loser" and beaten abused death threats abuse being slammed tgorture by shit and scum is a daiily ritual as they all sit bemused. My disability now cut off so I am financially ruined with zero money coming in, from this group of shit and scum. Still working on healing from the poison they put in my body which acts like literal internal cement near impossible to get out--more than 20 years fighting this alone. They remain screaming "loser" people whose shit videos are hacked into my youtube are portals of instant abuse--politicians demo-rats rushing to join in under trump the money illicit is flowing no more pretense. Freedom of speech will be turned into a torture and rape portal for these despicable scum stupid apes and rats you had better believe that my terms are accurate and not ranting delusional. Hacking is preventing me from typing and my brain is under assault. As always, all of you are fully promoting all of this so when iran destroys america you will be able to better take over america with your europigape fascist scum actors turned polticians to bring in really truly facsist nazi despots from ole europigapeland. Terminators with no concepts no soul histories of despotism and yoiu all still worship them for their acting put into politics. Every day some next scumbag whiel I am drugged endlessly my food intake while sleeping being mutilated drugged every nght atortured by sick aND STUPID ape telpeortation skits by these filth and yes,...they truly are the losers but you are all losing because of the sinking ship you turned not merely america but the world into by following these stupid ignorat rat apes they are disgusting. You are disgusting for having allowed them to get away with this for years. They put trump and his ilk in power so they could monopolize the internet and media with their lying nazi bullshit poised as liberal helpers of society. evil and rotten blank and stupid sick and psychopathic stpuid empty blank and leading everyone and everything into destruction but you all keep cheering them on they entertain you. Today's dirty ugly sick piece of shit hacked endless healing videos which I desperately need for my body which has been put out of alignemnt because the put a microchp in my brain rendering me incapable of waking consciousness while the fracture my spine, which they ahve done. Making me literally chronically disabled due to such attacks while unconscious, they have since cut off disability. I was watching videos on sacral cranial healing techniques and the loser scum who altered his facial structure through some exercises has the "model" jawline now and thusly with some exercises has gone from flabby and soft to nazi square jaw and is now screaming loser at me because he joined this team of filth and shit to attack me. That is the bulk of them all; they have risen from the ashes of mainstream into celebrity had jobs as menial as mainstream as not spectacular, got body building got plastic surgery got hormonal therapy sucked and scraped their way abused others and now they can finally push me down seeing me helpless being teleportd to them in my waking state while in the shower while on the toilet while getting dressed or undressed trying to "help me by giving little body building tips as they essentialy do not provide much more than a few basic pointers then demanding my entire life and enslavement. I fight them off me as they teleport me for hours, my body iwithered broken down every day my body is mutilated by their sleazy shitty teams of slaves and white trash who are laughing and dancing little demons overjoyed to be dumping their own ugly shit on me. Watching youtube to try to get their ugly and stupid rotten shit death hissing hate out of my brain through the voice-to-skull tech and I try to find ways to heal.They hack more bullshit con artists who then join in completely different from the friendly and helpful con scum that they make themselves out to be. Once they obtain celebrity approval they become fantatical abusers dumping their self-hate on me their former selves as menial and not famous is now on a higher dopamine dope level. I remain fighting them off exlaining to them that they are just deflecting their own self-hate on me, despite all their self-healing videos and their caring for society bullshit public persona con artist for one nazi world order personalities.