Monday, August 4, 2025

PLEASE MAKE BARYISHNIKOV AND DIRTY UGLY SICK SHITALINA RETURN MY CAT LA MOUX IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE--they have destroyed everything in my life including all plants I grow and buy so all is half-dead, dying and I am turning old and grey from--daily---8-12 hours of death threats, rape and verbal abuse per day from English teams of scriptwriters, actors and always ugly sick filthalina in the middle of rapists out of europigapeland--inflicting nazi hate and rape on me, but mostly IDEA extraction. They rape and beat me using dirty thug men actors, body-builder rapists thugs hunks of pornographic sleazy ugly sick meat with some acting propensities of physical violent aspects in their roles---beating abusing and threatening my life constantly with verbal hissings of extreme violent murder and abuse constantly to "traumatize" me; after 6 hours per day I have noted I "break" and begin screaming and physically fighting to get them off me. For 6 hours I try to remain calm, "ignore' people screaming into my brain in a way that my ears and mind and brain cannot "filter" or ignore these ugly stupid scumbag whores out---i "see" them in the thin veil mist of teleportation so they are always in my vision regardless of closing my eyes turning in every direction being busy listening to podcasts they are screaming and override all physical blocks, self-defense mechanisms and meditation or silencing attempts on my part. Mostly this is derived (on their part) from incessant daily extreme drugging. I have streaks of grey hair now from being beaten and raped by ugly violent english and german men. To add to this is my vile disgusting brother james and his hateful sleazy disgusting daughter, both of the darker hair and skin variety the blondes of my family (the family members intermarried with blonde nazsi of the 4th Reich) like all the blacks and jews who are famous, they are all the front abusers for the trashy white parasites who issue them as their mental slaves to inflict as much damage on me as possible while they sit back smirking about how their little rat "pets" perform on cue, their minions and totally mind controlled abuser proxy rapists and murdering bigots. Blacks and Jews rush to attack me, but in the rows of apes and pigs who order this are the English scriptwriters and directors---a famous english director is there sitting taking notes, and another white english scriptwriter who is famous for a sci-fi tv series about technology is there to gather ideas about, as usual, how to make his white nazi women appear as "feminists" by what I scream in rage after the 6 hour of torture mark, I break down due to drugging and stress, and for about 2-4 more hours they abuse me until I am screaming ideas about how sick stupid and disgusting they are--which are the ideas they use to make movies like blonde, barbie, malificent, once upon a time in h-wood, and many others but these have gone to the oscars so they are of note, making oscars and millions and billions of dollars in awards for them (plus I wrote of the handmaiden's tale, which became their english-based hit series for years, the show appearing 6-8 months after I wrote posts about it on facebook--oh yes, maria is another near-oscar "win" for ugly stupid sickalina that ugly skank has had me poisoned nearly to death, my body huge I am fighting paralysis as they lunge at me daily so this ugly shit whore can suck out more and more. My brother James who is a disgusting and stupid ape parasite on my life has jumped to assault me with his nasty dirty daughter who is looking for instant acceptance into whorewood due to my ideas having been stolen all thsee years---so the shit of my family can suck out everything possible out of my years of study and work while they scream how they are entitled I am such a "loser" that this is happening to me it will never happen to them. The english scriptwriters and directors are there taking notes so they can propel their black nazis in their shit movies about how oppressed black nazis rising to power are, which coincides with the black senators and house representatives who also rush to assault me viciously with whitey in the background urging them on (the blonde nazi or brown-haired white trash politicians senators and house reps urging the "I'm black and oppressed victims of racism" blacks who are elected who rush to violently assault me in front of white trash nazi politicians--who all have their own little faux "causes" of christianity and redemption of their people from the tyranny of diversity and equity, with black nazi "i'm a black person oppressed and I am fighting discrimination" who rush to assault me. But my brother James is just pure stupidity ugliness and greed, he purports nothing but entitlement that he gets a mansion in california on a hill for having had me poisoned and raped and mutilated and destroyed with health care taken from me; now they are fighting to have my social security disability taken away as they yell that it is happening to me--(never in my 6 years of grad school did my family once congratulate me or say anything about that, they just worked to have me poisoned so badly I am still paralyzed from this internal hard poison)

My CAT LA MOUX who must be dead by now, but the last time I was teleported to what I believe was her, was a cat who had her eyes but her body was huge (can't tell if it was her) but dirty, bedraggled, living outside her fur hard her body hard as if living outdoors, which is what fuck baryishnikov is doing to her--having groups of dogs chasing her to terrorize her completely

she was born in 1999---if that was her, just about 8 months ago, being so terrorized as I struggled to comfort my most beloved family

my family literally working to paralyze and have me raped and poisoned and tortured to death, smirking and greedy dirty leeches on me, as they all are

my brother using sexual violence abuse and hate at me in teleportation this dirty disgusting leech on my life is working with ugly sick shitalina who is working with the filth of the united states government in this to force my life to be stopped in all so they can steal ideas such my life out rape and abuse me and have my disability cut off force me into providing this group of shit and filth with a "baby" for the experiment of generational mind control research and my life sucked dry my health my beauty


my cat is my only family which they keep torturing to death and showing her dying slowly while I fight to let her know that she is my most cherished

all this torture for me fighting for my life to stop this and to have my own identity and my life returned

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the internet is being cut off literally 95% of the time. It is now 3 a.m. and the nasty crap terrorists in the rooms on all sides of mine are sleeping now, there is now urgent 3-day window for me to respond to social security at this moment so they are not cutting the internet off at this time-I spent over 25 hours 2 weeks ago fighting to get out of a violently abusive situation that this group forced on me in a florida area---


and now, waiting to see if my disability will be resumed--they are working to have it cut off, my family in particular, who had me poisoned and literally made sure I was not receiving healthc care because they were trying to suck the murder contract out of killing me through all this government complicity with them gaining endless money out of this contract. My brother james I am screaming at him after the 6 hour of torture mark, beginning at 8 am, and then around 2 pm I break down from the drugs and the non-stop abuse they heap upon me every day, literally day after day for years it has gone on and on and on and on and day after day in this exact same pattern--


telling him that helping to put NAZIS into power is against his own selfish interests, so the English want more ideas to put blacks and blonde nazis feminists into their movie scripts for their "empowerment" which they are selling off--so my dirty brother and his nasty daughter ask me for ideas about "why" he is helping nazis to come to power and why it could be he would would be killed in the foreseeable future. Behind that ugly dirty slug leech are the english pig ape scriptwriters who sit back for hours having me tortured for information extraction to use for their cherished black oppressed figures in their shitty movies and tv series--always blacks rising to power, but the blacks are fully programmed nazi minions being turned into token symbols of black collusion with nazis--thusly they can "rise to power" but still remain working for whitey bigot in the meantime to abuse me and others like me


the jewish men rail about how much more beautiful ugly sleazy shitalina is than me, and the other men as well while for over SIXTEEN YEARS she alone just in this contract has had me poisoned so badly my body exploded in huge swollen projections of hard poison hardening more every day as they poured this stinking filth poison into my body and they are still drugging and abusing me to death--abusing and poisoning me then poisoning my food drugging my food and spraying toxic stinking filth into my food clothing and furniture literally every day for years and years and years and years--I had my room hermetically sealed trying to understand how the apes were breaking into my home, could not understand it I lay in bed breathing in mold and toxic sprays with windows sealed not understanding that tiles were being manipulated from the shitty cheap rental places and the rooms next door, on all sides but my health just took a nosedive downward into toxic shock sepsis and my body breaking down

aging and being killed day after day like this


the internet is turned off by manual switch literally constantly from every few seconds to every few minutes. I use the internet about 10 minutes and it remains off forever until I do a 2-hour reset function---I then can use it for about 1 hour maybe then it shuts down again and never turns on again


can't get a single thing done online almost ever like this


I ordered a music player to try to thwart the deep sleep hate and death murder and rape skits that are forced upon me, prior to the 6 hours of torture until I break, then 2-4 more hours of literal non-stop insults about how "ugly" I am with my body sagging from poisoning that has hardened into my bones and plunged into my intestines blocking digestion and turning my body crooked--with the softening (but hardening) poisons bulging on top appearing like black liquids under my skin--it comes out black and has gall stones and worms in it, stinking from years of congealing into my body in these hard pockets while I am tortured every day for 12 hours or more using these technologies so shit directors and writers can steal more ideas and go to the oscars, glorifying black nazis and blonde and brown-haired "feminist' rape culture cheerleader skank whores who call me some prostituted "loser" for having worked at the Lusty lady a feminist venue in San Francisco which was so alternative and empowering of women's sexuality--controlled by women who made sure the degradation was not allowed while shitalina ensures that only degradation abuse "humiliation" rape and torture are the never-ending daily abuse from one ugly sinister white trash bigot scumbag whore male with this ugly shit skank presiding over it--with senators rushing to congratulate her, ugly white nasty men who yearn to rape and torture and hand these technologies and the brain implants and nervous system implants to their "dark money" donors so they remain in power forever due to gratitude of the pig apes behind this all who sit back watching the dark web videos of me screaming and screaming ideas as their puppets and rats perform their acts--of hate and torture and rape--all paid and put into lead performative roles for congress and whorewood to influence the population into going along, which society does completely one million percent

so I ordered a music player, and it had no memory so they could not hack more roger waters shit music which contained such malignant malware that the player is defunct within one month of me using it--the player had no wifi or bluetooth so they inserted corrupt files that I could not even access but remained in the memory--the screen of this player is now pure grey white so I can't even access any of the files by sight I have to guess and press the forward and back buttons to get anything---they turn down the volume or turn the player off while they are teleporting me in my deep sleep


so I ordered a player but it has no memory, and I went to a store and had to buy the microsd memory card 128 gb---to insert into the player. I went to the place where the entire basement of a huge shopping gallery was with electronic and phone merchants everywhere and literally not a single shop had a memory card for sale when I went--the shop keepers and attendants had taken literally every card off the shelves before I arrived; I searched the area walked around all memory cards gone--the attandents with rows of phones for sale shook their head with glaring black looks saying they had no memory cards for phones--impossible that this was nothing but a lie. They directed me to one shop which has routinely sold me items that are defunct, and their former return policy has been replaced by a "no refunds or returns" sign which they put up only when I arrive there--I bought a 128 card and took it to the new player and it said something about "no write allowed" but the card had only 119 gb, which means that hidden into the labyrinth of the card itself was 6 gb of information that was not showing when I inserted the chip into a card reader---it was invisible and I tried to download my files and the files loaded somewhere, it showed they were being downloaded but never showed up anywhere--

I was lied to by perplexity ai search about this message from the card when I first inserted it---saying I had to get a card reader and because i am so EXHAUSTED from the 10-12 hours of beatings abuse and fighting literally I am physically fighting in rage every day to get abuser rapists and haters off me after the 6 hour of abuse mark per day--it's like a routine pattern I am always trying to "just ignore" them as the couch-arm-chair observers put their 'Help" videos onto my youtube channel as they also get promotions for me watching their stuff but it does not work--just "ignoring' them is impossible with being drugged, then being paralyzed and in pain, then having zero companionship and people who have been working to murder me in horrible ways rushing to abuse me with shitalina always there to bring in crap people who abused me decades ago, people i never make contact with i.e. my family--who have been feeding off this contract--and me screaming as they ask me "why" so the scriptwriters can steal the ideas, so blacks can be portrayed as heroically fighting "racism" using my ideas--which are tortured out of me then stolen, on a regular daily basis it's been going on andon for years and years. the blonde rapists do the same for the "women being raped and oppressed" angle, as the literal rapist organizer women play the roles of me screaming out my fight and my heroism, which the men scream at me that I must die for as they  rape and beat and torture me and scream how ugly I am compared to the ugly blonde nazi plastic surgery creations of male pedophile creeps who really are the ones enjoying watching all this "entertainment' of all their victims turning upon me as the person who is the lone fighter against all their rape and hate and nazi and white supremacy while the others have been put as yapping puppets and rats in labyrinths turning upon their own family or kind in order to be "entitled" as they are gleeful about it while the rest are sinking under oppression while they "represent" their victims in public displays of lying heroic fanatic speech-writer presentations to the public--all rushing to torture me for having clicked on their k-rap they spew out and hack into my youtube while i search almost frantically for anything or anybody who is legitimately concerned about this rise of absolute murder tyranny in america and around the world.

my cat la moux is all I had, she is literally fighting for her life into an unbelievable old age waiting for me to return because my bond with her was so beautiful--my only loving being on this planet (besides other cats, I can forget entirely about the human race as everybody participates in this, the people who had been intellectual and not stupid lying information energy leeches are now dead who once had supported me--all killed off, only the vicious and lying fakes remain; that also is the same exact pattern for creative writers and artists what remains of that era are the lying infiltrating bigots, in particular i.e. the hippie movement icons who remain like dinos singing their old songs they never created the motiffs they stole and kicked the original artists out, who are "forgotten" it is the same with politics and all movements fighting against oppression.


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This music player I bought has a 7-day window for return policy, and it is an online player because I cannot buy anything like this in my vicinity--there is literally nothing but cheap jogging players which will not accomplish what I need; all have bluetooth and wifi or radio which can be hacked (maybe not radio but)...and then turned off or volume completely reduced while I am sleeping


the perplexity ai model told me that the "cannot overwrite" message, or "replace disk or remove no-write script" message--something to that effect--meant that I had to order a card reader in order to inject the (defunct) memory card into my new no-memory music player before I could use it. I am literally almost paralyzed in great pain every day, I am shitting out poison and worms and gall stones after extreme hard and painful exercise, every movement i make is watched by the teams so my brother who has made a stretch company for his california clientele is watching my own creations for stretching as he is stealing those ideas--my every original creation to heal is being observed non-stop they watch everything not a single one of them has created a single original thing--I do it every day almost and my ideas are also creative and original--none of which I have ever been able to even have saved they delete it all, steal it all, I stopped writing creative ideas years ago to stop their theft they just incrased the hours of torture per day to extract the ideas so their blacks and nazi feminists can have more new ideas out of my screaming in rage while being killed--essentially it is under murder conditions but because it is "touchless torture" it is not even deemed as anything the technology is so nefarious and deadly lethal while remaining "invisible"

the pig apes are going wild with their lechery and hate and violent jmurder and racism

my brother and his dirty sick daughter keep insisting that I am a "loser" and a b-word and that is why this is happening to me, and they will never be attacked by their precious 4th Reich nazi white trash machine who has elevated them into a mansion on a hill in california overlooking the sea. I tell them that they are, like orpah, icons of suffering (that is a heavy metal band, I used that term) they are icons of selling out their own kind, they encourage more jews to betray their family members oprah has encouraged blacks to join into servicing white trash like plantation slaves and being paid in billions for that role--then taking over the democrat party for elections using such a stupid circus atomsphere that the more serious republicans appear sane in comparison---

etc etc etc

subterfuge and sabotage but being put into comfort and aid to the white trash nazis--

eventually once power is achieved, the minions all expect that their "entitlement' will remain. Perhaps it will, but i am guessing that their lavish mansions used as bait and lure for the other "rats" of their "oppressed" groups will rush, as they are doing, to join in to attacking me and any other non-compliant target

the "good" blacks rising to the top the "ghetto" blacks sinking--the "entitled" blacks not giving a goddamn and it is the same with Jews, except the very blonde and light skinned Jews are the "good" jews and people like me with a bit darker complexion are the concentration camp slated death group and all that I do is ripe for their theft and attack; it was so under all former adminsitrations but openly expressed now under this current feeding frenzy of entitlement versus despair and povery-stricken helpless and disenfranchisement


all I had left is my cat, who is waiting to unbelievable guiness book records longevity waiting for my return--and baryshnikov who with his hateful contingent of blonde nazi shit actors creeps out of europigapeland behind him, russians but he is violently supporting all german nazis who assault me when I defend myself he tortures my cat by having her hit beaten chased by dogs or just tortured in front of me as she is screaming in fear and rage

the dirty creep then returns smirking and urging more ugly white trash euro fuck whore "men" to beat and rape me--there is a dirty creep sick scumbag out of england who has for over 4 months on a 12-16 hour basis been abusing raping punching and torturing threatening death with ugly shitalina smirking next to him in the rows of chairs with all the idea-stealing english shit and americans and blacks and jews out of america looking for new ideas to steal as their "fight" against everything but they support it all in the end they are the most brainwashed lackeys


please have them return my cat--my years of asking for unbelieavable torture and violence aimed at me simply because this contract entails my "consent' to being raped abused humiliated and going along with it like my family does, they smile and say nothing when their nazi shit murdering bigot spouses make antisemitic comments they laugh or smile and say nothing--they shrivel look ugly and old they are beaten down but they live with their nasty parasite leech spouses with their vehement nazi-programmed children (the darker hair and complexion scum are the ones attacking me because they have the most to gain out of this, as they are the ones most slated for murder and destruction they are violently coming at me, but denial about the system is their tantamount reflex when I tell them that they are putting fascist murdering nazis and mafia into power they could care less, as long as they feel that it's me in the murder rank and they in the hillside mansions with whorewood congratulating them giving them carte blanche to jobs and money out of whorewood for my ideas the shit from whorewood stole--so my family can now work in whorewood due to my creativity while they lambasted called me a loser and bitch hit sexually abused had me poisoned made sure I was blocked from health care, took away my inheritance as their last attack upon me made sure I am suffering every moment and they are being promoted by shitalina the stupid ugly whore whose family has been attacking my family since 1975 when my step-father was loosely allied with the writer of the movie Deliverance--the shit nazi father latching onto this contract and the people involved in that movie have been attacking me with my father coordinating it all (when I went to London after graduating college it happened that these people were my neighbors, in an apartment-finding agency obviously of this group, I was put into a bedsit across the street from a sick and disgusing creep who is associated with the skank mommy of shitalina, directly connected to English royalty and the monarchy, as these shit creeps all are)


including baryishinkov who was awarded by queen liz (in a box now) 2 months after beginning his terror campaign against me--for another 2-3 years he tortured me bringing in rapists and urging in teams of europigapes as I was being poisoned to death asking daily for someone to stop the poisoning which he was profiting off

awarded with some highest esteem award by the queen 2 months after having raped and participated in this, bringing in the teams of europigape nazis and torturign me and my cat for fighting in my defense--he rushes to "help" me every single time i am exercising saying that  "need" him and how much he is "helping" me by saying and doing nothing but a little encouragement while i am in the middle of 1000% concentration in doing exercises he never taught me, healing posture and breathing he never taught me instead it was the Chinese who have done this--or Asians who have been hacking their help into my social media and some of the martial artists came and began helping me to train properly--as this lying leech baryishnikov I have been, as usual fighting physically to get off me, the awards and prizes for him and his dirty nazi teams to infiltrate america through the english crown, but he is connected still to russia which is why I say always that he has always been a kgb agent infiltrating america through his "defector" lying stance about fighting against tyranny--when it comes to me, he is extremely tyrannical--hiw blonde nazi shit american friends all hover to get more french and parisian invites through him, having me raped and tortured as fantatically as he is doing



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.