My CAT LA MOUX who must be dead by now, but the last time I was teleported to what I believe was her, was a cat who had her eyes but her body was huge (can't tell if it was her) but dirty, bedraggled, living outside her fur hard her body hard as if living outdoors, which is what fuck baryishnikov is doing to her--having groups of dogs chasing her to terrorize her completely
she was born in 1999---if that was her, just about 8 months ago, being so terrorized as I struggled to comfort my most beloved family
my family literally working to paralyze and have me raped and poisoned and tortured to death, smirking and greedy dirty leeches on me, as they all are
my brother using sexual violence abuse and hate at me in teleportation this dirty disgusting leech on my life is working with ugly sick shitalina who is working with the filth of the united states government in this to force my life to be stopped in all so they can steal ideas such my life out rape and abuse me and have my disability cut off force me into providing this group of shit and filth with a "baby" for the experiment of generational mind control research and my life sucked dry my health my beauty
my cat is my only family which they keep torturing to death and showing her dying slowly while I fight to let her know that she is my most cherished
all this torture for me fighting for my life to stop this and to have my own identity and my life returned
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the internet is being cut off literally 95% of the time. It is now 3 a.m. and the nasty crap terrorists in the rooms on all sides of mine are sleeping now, there is now urgent 3-day window for me to respond to social security at this moment so they are not cutting the internet off at this time-I spent over 25 hours 2 weeks ago fighting to get out of a violently abusive situation that this group forced on me in a florida area---
and now, waiting to see if my disability will be resumed--they are working to have it cut off, my family in particular, who had me poisoned and literally made sure I was not receiving healthc care because they were trying to suck the murder contract out of killing me through all this government complicity with them gaining endless money out of this contract. My brother james I am screaming at him after the 6 hour of torture mark, beginning at 8 am, and then around 2 pm I break down from the drugs and the non-stop abuse they heap upon me every day, literally day after day for years it has gone on and on and on and on and day after day in this exact same pattern--
telling him that helping to put NAZIS into power is against his own selfish interests, so the English want more ideas to put blacks and blonde nazis feminists into their movie scripts for their "empowerment" which they are selling off--so my dirty brother and his nasty daughter ask me for ideas about "why" he is helping nazis to come to power and why it could be he would would be killed in the foreseeable future. Behind that ugly dirty slug leech are the english pig ape scriptwriters who sit back for hours having me tortured for information extraction to use for their cherished black oppressed figures in their shitty movies and tv series--always blacks rising to power, but the blacks are fully programmed nazi minions being turned into token symbols of black collusion with nazis--thusly they can "rise to power" but still remain working for whitey bigot in the meantime to abuse me and others like me
the jewish men rail about how much more beautiful ugly sleazy shitalina is than me, and the other men as well while for over SIXTEEN YEARS she alone just in this contract has had me poisoned so badly my body exploded in huge swollen projections of hard poison hardening more every day as they poured this stinking filth poison into my body and they are still drugging and abusing me to death--abusing and poisoning me then poisoning my food drugging my food and spraying toxic stinking filth into my food clothing and furniture literally every day for years and years and years and years--I had my room hermetically sealed trying to understand how the apes were breaking into my home, could not understand it I lay in bed breathing in mold and toxic sprays with windows sealed not understanding that tiles were being manipulated from the shitty cheap rental places and the rooms next door, on all sides but my health just took a nosedive downward into toxic shock sepsis and my body breaking down
aging and being killed day after day like this
the internet is turned off by manual switch literally constantly from every few seconds to every few minutes. I use the internet about 10 minutes and it remains off forever until I do a 2-hour reset function---I then can use it for about 1 hour maybe then it shuts down again and never turns on again
can't get a single thing done online almost ever like this
I ordered a music player to try to thwart the deep sleep hate and death murder and rape skits that are forced upon me, prior to the 6 hours of torture until I break, then 2-4 more hours of literal non-stop insults about how "ugly" I am with my body sagging from poisoning that has hardened into my bones and plunged into my intestines blocking digestion and turning my body crooked--with the softening (but hardening) poisons bulging on top appearing like black liquids under my skin--it comes out black and has gall stones and worms in it, stinking from years of congealing into my body in these hard pockets while I am tortured every day for 12 hours or more using these technologies so shit directors and writers can steal more ideas and go to the oscars, glorifying black nazis and blonde and brown-haired "feminist' rape culture cheerleader skank whores who call me some prostituted "loser" for having worked at the Lusty lady a feminist venue in San Francisco which was so alternative and empowering of women's sexuality--controlled by women who made sure the degradation was not allowed while shitalina ensures that only degradation abuse "humiliation" rape and torture are the never-ending daily abuse from one ugly sinister white trash bigot scumbag whore male with this ugly shit skank presiding over it--with senators rushing to congratulate her, ugly white nasty men who yearn to rape and torture and hand these technologies and the brain implants and nervous system implants to their "dark money" donors so they remain in power forever due to gratitude of the pig apes behind this all who sit back watching the dark web videos of me screaming and screaming ideas as their puppets and rats perform their acts--of hate and torture and rape--all paid and put into lead performative roles for congress and whorewood to influence the population into going along, which society does completely one million percent
so I ordered a music player, and it had no memory so they could not hack more roger waters shit music which contained such malignant malware that the player is defunct within one month of me using it--the player had no wifi or bluetooth so they inserted corrupt files that I could not even access but remained in the memory--the screen of this player is now pure grey white so I can't even access any of the files by sight I have to guess and press the forward and back buttons to get anything---they turn down the volume or turn the player off while they are teleporting me in my deep sleep
so I ordered a player but it has no memory, and I went to a store and had to buy the microsd memory card 128 gb---to insert into the player. I went to the place where the entire basement of a huge shopping gallery was with electronic and phone merchants everywhere and literally not a single shop had a memory card for sale when I went--the shop keepers and attendants had taken literally every card off the shelves before I arrived; I searched the area walked around all memory cards gone--the attandents with rows of phones for sale shook their head with glaring black looks saying they had no memory cards for phones--impossible that this was nothing but a lie. They directed me to one shop which has routinely sold me items that are defunct, and their former return policy has been replaced by a "no refunds or returns" sign which they put up only when I arrive there--I bought a 128 card and took it to the new player and it said something about "no write allowed" but the card had only 119 gb, which means that hidden into the labyrinth of the card itself was 6 gb of information that was not showing when I inserted the chip into a card reader---it was invisible and I tried to download my files and the files loaded somewhere, it showed they were being downloaded but never showed up anywhere--
I was lied to by perplexity ai search about this message from the card when I first inserted it---saying I had to get a card reader and because i am so EXHAUSTED from the 10-12 hours of beatings abuse and fighting literally I am physically fighting in rage every day to get abuser rapists and haters off me after the 6 hour of abuse mark per day--it's like a routine pattern I am always trying to "just ignore" them as the couch-arm-chair observers put their 'Help" videos onto my youtube channel as they also get promotions for me watching their stuff but it does not work--just "ignoring' them is impossible with being drugged, then being paralyzed and in pain, then having zero companionship and people who have been working to murder me in horrible ways rushing to abuse me with shitalina always there to bring in crap people who abused me decades ago, people i never make contact with i.e. my family--who have been feeding off this contract--and me screaming as they ask me "why" so the scriptwriters can steal the ideas, so blacks can be portrayed as heroically fighting "racism" using my ideas--which are tortured out of me then stolen, on a regular daily basis it's been going on andon for years and years. the blonde rapists do the same for the "women being raped and oppressed" angle, as the literal rapist organizer women play the roles of me screaming out my fight and my heroism, which the men scream at me that I must die for as they rape and beat and torture me and scream how ugly I am compared to the ugly blonde nazi plastic surgery creations of male pedophile creeps who really are the ones enjoying watching all this "entertainment' of all their victims turning upon me as the person who is the lone fighter against all their rape and hate and nazi and white supremacy while the others have been put as yapping puppets and rats in labyrinths turning upon their own family or kind in order to be "entitled" as they are gleeful about it while the rest are sinking under oppression while they "represent" their victims in public displays of lying heroic fanatic speech-writer presentations to the public--all rushing to torture me for having clicked on their k-rap they spew out and hack into my youtube while i search almost frantically for anything or anybody who is legitimately concerned about this rise of absolute murder tyranny in america and around the world.
my cat la moux is all I had, she is literally fighting for her life into an unbelievable old age waiting for me to return because my bond with her was so beautiful--my only loving being on this planet (besides other cats, I can forget entirely about the human race as everybody participates in this, the people who had been intellectual and not stupid lying information energy leeches are now dead who once had supported me--all killed off, only the vicious and lying fakes remain; that also is the same exact pattern for creative writers and artists what remains of that era are the lying infiltrating bigots, in particular i.e. the hippie movement icons who remain like dinos singing their old songs they never created the motiffs they stole and kicked the original artists out, who are "forgotten" it is the same with politics and all movements fighting against oppression.
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This music player I bought has a 7-day window for return policy, and it is an online player because I cannot buy anything like this in my vicinity--there is literally nothing but cheap jogging players which will not accomplish what I need; all have bluetooth and wifi or radio which can be hacked (maybe not radio but)...and then turned off or volume completely reduced while I am sleeping
the perplexity ai model told me that the "cannot overwrite" message, or "replace disk or remove no-write script" message--something to that effect--meant that I had to order a card reader in order to inject the (defunct) memory card into my new no-memory music player before I could use it. I am literally almost paralyzed in great pain every day, I am shitting out poison and worms and gall stones after extreme hard and painful exercise, every movement i make is watched by the teams so my brother who has made a stretch company for his california clientele is watching my own creations for stretching as he is stealing those ideas--my every original creation to heal is being observed non-stop they watch everything not a single one of them has created a single original thing--I do it every day almost and my ideas are also creative and original--none of which I have ever been able to even have saved they delete it all, steal it all, I stopped writing creative ideas years ago to stop their theft they just incrased the hours of torture per day to extract the ideas so their blacks and nazi feminists can have more new ideas out of my screaming in rage while being killed--essentially it is under murder conditions but because it is "touchless torture" it is not even deemed as anything the technology is so nefarious and deadly lethal while remaining "invisible"
the pig apes are going wild with their lechery and hate and violent jmurder and racism
my brother and his dirty sick daughter keep insisting that I am a "loser" and a b-word and that is why this is happening to me, and they will never be attacked by their precious 4th Reich nazi white trash machine who has elevated them into a mansion on a hill in california overlooking the sea. I tell them that they are, like orpah, icons of suffering (that is a heavy metal band, I used that term) they are icons of selling out their own kind, they encourage more jews to betray their family members oprah has encouraged blacks to join into servicing white trash like plantation slaves and being paid in billions for that role--then taking over the democrat party for elections using such a stupid circus atomsphere that the more serious republicans appear sane in comparison---
etc etc etc
subterfuge and sabotage but being put into comfort and aid to the white trash nazis--
eventually once power is achieved, the minions all expect that their "entitlement' will remain. Perhaps it will, but i am guessing that their lavish mansions used as bait and lure for the other "rats" of their "oppressed" groups will rush, as they are doing, to join in to attacking me and any other non-compliant target
the "good" blacks rising to the top the "ghetto" blacks sinking--the "entitled" blacks not giving a goddamn and it is the same with Jews, except the very blonde and light skinned Jews are the "good" jews and people like me with a bit darker complexion are the concentration camp slated death group and all that I do is ripe for their theft and attack; it was so under all former adminsitrations but openly expressed now under this current feeding frenzy of entitlement versus despair and povery-stricken helpless and disenfranchisement
all I had left is my cat, who is waiting to unbelievable guiness book records longevity waiting for my return--and baryshnikov who with his hateful contingent of blonde nazi shit actors creeps out of europigapeland behind him, russians but he is violently supporting all german nazis who assault me when I defend myself he tortures my cat by having her hit beaten chased by dogs or just tortured in front of me as she is screaming in fear and rage
the dirty creep then returns smirking and urging more ugly white trash euro fuck whore "men" to beat and rape me--there is a dirty creep sick scumbag out of england who has for over 4 months on a 12-16 hour basis been abusing raping punching and torturing threatening death with ugly shitalina smirking next to him in the rows of chairs with all the idea-stealing english shit and americans and blacks and jews out of america looking for new ideas to steal as their "fight" against everything but they support it all in the end they are the most brainwashed lackeys
please have them return my cat--my years of asking for unbelieavable torture and violence aimed at me simply because this contract entails my "consent' to being raped abused humiliated and going along with it like my family does, they smile and say nothing when their nazi shit murdering bigot spouses make antisemitic comments they laugh or smile and say nothing--they shrivel look ugly and old they are beaten down but they live with their nasty parasite leech spouses with their vehement nazi-programmed children (the darker hair and complexion scum are the ones attacking me because they have the most to gain out of this, as they are the ones most slated for murder and destruction they are violently coming at me, but denial about the system is their tantamount reflex when I tell them that they are putting fascist murdering nazis and mafia into power they could care less, as long as they feel that it's me in the murder rank and they in the hillside mansions with whorewood congratulating them giving them carte blanche to jobs and money out of whorewood for my ideas the shit from whorewood stole--so my family can now work in whorewood due to my creativity while they lambasted called me a loser and bitch hit sexually abused had me poisoned made sure I was blocked from health care, took away my inheritance as their last attack upon me made sure I am suffering every moment and they are being promoted by shitalina the stupid ugly whore whose family has been attacking my family since 1975 when my step-father was loosely allied with the writer of the movie Deliverance--the shit nazi father latching onto this contract and the people involved in that movie have been attacking me with my father coordinating it all (when I went to London after graduating college it happened that these people were my neighbors, in an apartment-finding agency obviously of this group, I was put into a bedsit across the street from a sick and disgusing creep who is associated with the skank mommy of shitalina, directly connected to English royalty and the monarchy, as these shit creeps all are)
including baryishinkov who was awarded by queen liz (in a box now) 2 months after beginning his terror campaign against me--for another 2-3 years he tortured me bringing in rapists and urging in teams of europigapes as I was being poisoned to death asking daily for someone to stop the poisoning which he was profiting off
awarded with some highest esteem award by the queen 2 months after having raped and participated in this, bringing in the teams of europigape nazis and torturign me and my cat for fighting in my defense--he rushes to "help" me every single time i am exercising saying that "need" him and how much he is "helping" me by saying and doing nothing but a little encouragement while i am in the middle of 1000% concentration in doing exercises he never taught me, healing posture and breathing he never taught me instead it was the Chinese who have done this--or Asians who have been hacking their help into my social media and some of the martial artists came and began helping me to train properly--as this lying leech baryishnikov I have been, as usual fighting physically to get off me, the awards and prizes for him and his dirty nazi teams to infiltrate america through the english crown, but he is connected still to russia which is why I say always that he has always been a kgb agent infiltrating america through his "defector" lying stance about fighting against tyranny--when it comes to me, he is extremely tyrannical--hiw blonde nazi shit american friends all hover to get more french and parisian invites through him, having me raped and tortured as fantatically as he is doing
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