for the 6th time the hackers blocked the typing of this page by actually making the cursor jump to another part of the page while I was writing; 4 times they had pages completely obscure the page I am writing on so I have to constantly stop, in addition to the keyboard not working and my brain is always being stymied and attacked so I cannot finish what I am thinking what I am typing it's a non-stop block--my thought processes are being so stifled it's nearly impossible to write beyond a basic level of vocabulary my brain is attacked so I lose short-term memory of what I am in the middle of fighting to type
I wrote that "what else would germans play but bach" or something to that effect--the rapists who attack me are bach fanatics--it is their mascot for their identity so I use that, but not "all" Germans I was fighting to type and think
It was bach after all, the piece is called broulet--its' too hard to type and think right now, but as they are --this english leech on my life, health and happiness home plant killer grey hair making rapist abuser life-threat and hater--with his teams of english who are silent because they have literally gotten their most bully and probable imbalanced personality to assault me (as in their socially acceptable non-stop alcoholism which is deemed "normal" and I truly suggest he has a lot of serious problems in this realm and in others as well--but abusing me is considered "Normal" and mentally healthy and "great" by them so he is just being encouraged to dig in until he breaks and abuses me and tortures me
he began yelling at me with physical threat as I THOUGHT to myself--because they destroyed my chances for any career, they have stolen my ideas I wrote to alleviate the ugliness of their endless sick stupidity and life-sucking leeching for the past 20 years while blocking my life for decades--and then blaming me for it calling me some "loser' as they suck my ideas out they stick their filthy penises in my mouth while I am asleep as they drug me have microchip implants embedded into my brain along my spine and into my throat as they attack my central nervous system they have developed a way to force a simulated and totally artificial induced extreme and overwhelming sexual desire that is unbelievable. They can induce on many levels the belief and sensation of being "in love" and thusly total abusers I want nothing to do with, literally, I give my most passionate love to as they abuse slap call me names and then tell me how much they love the people who have had me raped as they watch on laughing--years of them being handed not just multi-millions and oscars awards and endless promotions with the promise of a lifetime of entitlement to the top of the h-wood hierarchy if they get on board as many entertainers and politicians and news anchors and outlets and podcasters my family all the people they possibly can get into this group of personally coming to vent their sexual rage hate rape racism it's a non-stop rotation of black white latino asian presidents ex presidents all the presidential contenders for the past 15 years non-stop senators democrats republicans non-stop they sit in rows of chairs watching as one after the next screaming violent death threatening abuser rushes to abuse me; all instantly get endless promotions. Sitting in the rows are the others who have taken their turn in raping abusing death threats insults and violent torture near -death and murder attempts all sitting yelling that i "deserve" all that they are heaping upon me, and the endless rotation never ends
grey hair now, my body sagging wrinkled from stress poisoning and not being able to afford food except for cheap and starchy stuff--fighting day after day to get them off me, literally physically fighting while in extreme sickness from poisons that have been pent-up in my body for decades coming out through endless fighting to stretch and take herbs and concoctions that i cannot obtain in the united states unless I had a lot of money--otherwise would not be able to get any poison out--so they have cut off my disability with non-stop lies from social security, while i am shitting out their poison they pumped in (as well as many others, many of whom have rushed to join in, people who attacked me in 1978 have been invited to threaten to kill me if I ever return because I defended myself against their racist hate attacks while the empty and hateful celebrities who have tortured and stolen my ideas, derived from years and a lifetime of study, reflection and work-which they just abuse out of me, hours and hours per day of life-threatening abuse because I am constantly extremely ill with poisons in my blood stream coming out of these pockets of hard poison that are like cement coming out in tiny chunks, expanding into huge pieces and it never ends
crying and crying literally breaking down crying and screaming literally every few days at this english hateful leech parasite to get off me--screaming and hitting him crying to get off me, eveyr day hours and hours with every english bigot who has attacked me in the background smug and gloating they got their bulldog to act as their torture chamber rape abuser--with laughter from the dirty filthy creeps who have gone not just once or twice but every year almost to the oscars winning oscars for ideas they stole out of me--threatening constantly to kill me for defending myself and saying no--their children waiting for instant nepotism placement in h-wood without even having demonstrated much that hasn't been handed to them; only derived out of this contract out on me.
One more hour of fighting to click on an item because the broke the last music player I had ordered, spending money I need to save because social security cut my disability off--the sickness that is chronic for vertebrae that have been crushed by rapists who then had my spine fractured when I fought to get them off me; they had expected endless awards and promotions for raping drugging and abusing me with me going along with it--usually just so drugged I would silently or politely go away--years and years of them following me with murderous violence because i tried to stop abusive relationships which have kept following me around in patterns that I never created; always drugged always surrouneded by people always unaware always so drugged brain implants microchips along my spine abusive loveless hateful abuser rapist parasites clinging to getting getting everything for just controlling and abusing me--then having my spine fractured when I pulled away from them--it has happened twice in my life just the fracturing of my spine after I got away from men who were drugging abusing raping and always showing me that other women (blonde nazi women) are so much more important but attacking me to keep the contract money and promotions flowing; with me never having a single notion of what was really going on, bewildered to say the least.
So this group fractured my spine in two very serious regions i am chronically disabled as a result---people tell me it's a miracle that I can still walk--so this group of hate from whorewood had me poisoned with intention of paralyzing me had my cat stolen for crying to stop pounding poison into my body fighting to get abuser after abuser off me
my life turned into a non-stop circus of hateful leeches surrounding me
so they got something like a sado-masochist hater out of england, where the yapping yelling chronic abusers screaming and yelling for hours is the most disgusting spectacle of incompetence in promotion I have ever seen--but of course, the haters who are american who have never demonstrated anything but psychopathic swagger at psychopathy violent sexualized pornography who have been elevated by MY IDEAS and then awarded while having me slowly raped and tortured to death, mutilated so all I do literally is fight to not be completely marred permanently as they keep on slicing my body and poisoning and abusing me literally
the english bigot hater I have written about him for months now, after the extreme violence of the german and this group knowing because I have only been writing about it for over 16 years that this rape is killing me they are pounding poison into my body\
so this english hate parasite violently raped and pounded my body almost as hard as he could--he is a huge chunk of beef muscular like a boxer is trained--
I was in the usual drugged sleep and "in love" mode that is completely artificial; after literally breaking down crying and sobbing to get off me after hours and hours of his endless abuse seemingly he has no intelligence whatsoever outside of conniving abusing and yelling--but he of course only shows me what they all show me, contempt hate and then they torture me to obtain more ideas
the senators came last night to once again violently scream at me for hours until I broke down and began making fun of them to shift the death energy I said there should be a congressional drag reading hour and began making fun of them as drag personalities--creating little rhyming and insulting names for them, some more humorous than others; another one rushed today asking me what his drag name would be; and I could not think I was so sick from shitting out more of the poison they had all poured or profited off having put in my body I was exhausted from hours per day of fighting to get my disability back they cut my internet off while I was and still am fighting for my lfie to not become homeless and helpless completely and utterly
hours and hours per day--25 hours and more last week to try to untanble myself from the trap that the Florida fascist system (and now everybody knows what I am referring to, but still no one in power cares they all go along)
so, exhausted while this english abuser parasite continues his hours of abuse, of hissing into my brain I can "hear" it to smash my head into the toilet every time I am in the bathroom--while I am thinking of anything relating to intellectual or artistic he begins to get in my face yelling to shut up how stupid I really am etc to quell all intellectualism
it is the racist overtake of america the english and the americans who have stolen my ideas and obtained endless promotions out of abusing partnering with having me beaten raped day after day as if I am the worst criminal
asking me for ideas nevertheless--so expect probably there will be an snl skit about congressional drag reading hour because that is the idea they sucked out of me yesterday after death threats endless creaming fascist yelling with one senator working for the extremely abusive senator who had attacked me violently yelling making horrible racist comments and when I defended myself yelling that i "can't talk to me like that' the having me poisoned as usual, and abuse and torture and still they are there, years later as I fight one abuser after the next, the same disgusting americans who have put all these fascist nazi euro-hate leech parasites into the country, they are backed by the english royalty to inflitrate--expect a long line of oscars won by english in the coming years
I won't watch any of it, but I urge people to at least care about something in terms of the political sieve of corruption that h-wood and congress actually are merging on to form a mind control plexiverse of programming and chaos-programming violent murder programming royalty programming through shows like game of thrones based in english royalty and power mongering grabbing and violent upheaval and corruption sleaze and porno sex acts for the shows to add to the allure--a grab all you can type of programming with english royalty
this theme is used by the fake opposition to trump who quote parts of that show as if merging fantasy depictions of royalty with trump as fake opposition has any meaning or relevance to reality; instead even the combination of referring to trump as a kind of game of thrones corrupt leader is implanting the notion of royalty and acting as a programming device using "reverse psychology"
the keyboard and my hands are now stuck, the keys are as usual very hard to use and my hands can't move to the keys my brain is under attack so I cannot write clearly or well at all
I have written about the abuse of this group, of this english person for months now, he remains being encouraged. Full of denials for all my truth claims of his partners and all their murder attempts, always justifying them with me having false notions. Smug with an evil smirk on his blank face, but beady hateful eyes narrow and conniving
very similar to the female he says he loves so much, etc but he just has to violently "fuck" me and he uses that ugly word to describe me being put into a false state of 'love' just to pound in more poison on all levels possible
but he is catapulted by the entire congress and by society for this behavior--a "hero" of culture oh yes, what a strong man he is, putting me in my "place" for writing about the reality of how banal mediocre and stupid and sick this group is--which have only won awards for the most part for their attempts to get out of the psychopathic roles they formerly won a few awards for (or none) years ago, helping the government to program the nation into loving murder and abuse and violence; the most brutally disgusting female who has been handed "feminist" roles by quoting my writing my thoughts and having me raped and tortured non-stop for over 16 years while taking my ideas obtained from my years of study, a degree in literature, grown up in a house at PhD level literary poetry writing professor--this person a grown- up of a bigot nazi household has nothing to say but has everyone surrounding her and the blonde bigot male fully smug and sauntering--both just blank and hateful leeches on me, endlessly held up by the senators who make sure I continue to be mutilated poisoned tortrured and raped yelled at violently for defending my life, and actually defending my country against this full-on take-over of their incompetent corruption the sleaze and sex trafficking empire they have accrued so much more vast and disgusting then the "Jew" who they used as the puppet to push their sex racket and profiting--it's always a jew or a black male put into such positions so they can be blamed afterwards--polanski, weinstein and epstein and then diddy and etc--all blamed, the whites always in the background just sort of casually mentioned. the minorities who so eagerly participate in providing these services (oh yes, in the epstein case it's an english woman who plays the moral decline agent provacateur who operates I would dare venture as an agent of the english crown, just as bill clinton is is absolutely a puppet of the english empire--his Rhodes Scholarship out of Oxford is where he was fully programmed, and indeed implanted with microchips perhaps to be another agent out of English control--hillary undoubtely as well. Whether they realize it or not, whether they have been implanted or not, the desire to appear sophisticated on a euro-land level rather than a "yokel" out of a "redneck" state is overwhelming-for hillary coming out of a chicago suburb is so undesirable next to appearing like a sophisticate with english exploitation of the "peasant" mentality with the typical blonde english "feminst" cheerleader of me being raped as her calling card for more and more influence to control the democrat party, which has fully handed the election to trump and the farce of the campaign was so embarrassing and menial it was undoubtedly a handing over the election on a black clown circus parade for the trump cartel to put more blacks into nazi leadership roles--and thusly I was subjected to violent hateful abuse by another one last night until I got into the congress drag reading hour lampoon which I said is what SNL should be doing instead of the really watered-down versio of the much more politically biting satire that the show and America had been capable of so many decades ago;
now gone with the wind. I have this english rapist who is screaming and death threats for me being able to recognize Bach from a piece that had no artist title it was in a playlist. this is far too sophisticated a level of education the english are so violently in need of suppressing me that me sitting in a room being raped and tortured via teleportation for hours per day every day night and day, no contact with any human being no friends no family now my money cut off for defending myself--but to even have the mental capacity to think that i can recognize bach--the "german" icon of their culture for the nazis this is the epicenter of the nazi identity--(not even Wagner but Bach, I would suggest Bach is much more simple and that's why)
but...not to sound narrow-minded I am referring to the german rapists who rush to rape and abuse me, not to the entity as i wrote earlier
it is very nearly impossible for me to type at all or think clearly with all the obstructions
and writing about 4 sentences of an analysis of a serious murder drama from shakespeare, and contradicting the milk toast explanation that the blonde woman from america (who rushed to abuse me after her english partner raped and tortured abused and yelled screaming for the 3 sentences of critical analysis I had written, disagreeing with the blank statement which only 'they' are allowed to state in their world of techno-terror they can have people who impose any alternative thinking or creative suggestion tortured or murdered if they display a level of intelligence that surpasses their own, as if i am an "upstart" when I was writing on a comment section from a youtube video along with a general discussion on this topic. Because they have stolen my ability to have any conversations with anybody i am frozen paralyzed an din pain and agony, and the people like these english half-day yelling then all night teleportation abuser rapists suck the energy I need for healing out of me--my hair turning grey they laugh and watch as I am collapsing from energy sucked out of me from hateful ugly filth creeps who I am screaming to get off me
instead of having any conversation whatsoever with anybody I can talk to; and then I am isolated the stigma now associated with me, and all independent thinkers literally have been killed off, seriously even those who protest trump or this hate cartel, and little do they realizxe or they are just the same kind of hypocritical lying, but the democrats who are posturing about the anger of the support systems being stripped away so the wealthy can have an aristocratic euro-terror regime fully sanctioned by the state--with education, a police force of military might descending upon the public and the technologies that they have at their capacity are far more alarming than the public is aware of mostly because the news only reports stupid sleazy gossip about trump so constantly that there is no room for actual real news any longer.
it is too hard for me to type this out any longer. The sick hateful parasite will continue because I have been writing about his violence and rape for months and he's still being congratulated and sicced on me by the democrats who are fully being promoted and paid for assisting in this terror regime. the republicans have shown me brutality and outright racism for years, the democrats hide it through smiles and some death threats but it's a thick heavy smog of their hate and the teams of their death squads and attack teams is atrocity hate and it's become integrated into the forces of the government at an open level, as I wrote of warned of for years, and only raped abused sneered at in contempt by one and all. Thusly, they all truly want and yearn for this to become the overtake of the country.
They want to suck all information and ideas out of me while murdering me and taking away everything I love--like my cat, my flowers my home my body and everythign they can suck out and destroy while asking me through torture for more ideas while all I ever hear or see of them is repeats of old cliches they are borrowing from the creators who have been killed off or silenced long, long ago.
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I spent another hour after the hour of literally fighting to click to obtain another technology because of the endless attempts I have made for now over one year to thwart their deep sleep terror trauma rape and death skits they force on me every single night; only to be abused for 8-12 hours upon waking by english teams of hate rape men who are calling me all kinds of names, senators rushing with their partners on the"other side" to threaten my life, getting people who are violently abusive to assault me out of Congress as their proxy because they did it years ago, and the democrats need to prove their muster as fascists but hidden behind veils of antiracist and antisexist rhetoric that is repeats of repeats, just like the repeat sequels of the h-wood movies from the same actors who torture me to steal ideas so they don't make repeats of the old repeats; now they are making sequels of the ideas that they stole from me--out of torture and my life health and joy in living being sucked out day after day after night after day--they watch me get old break down they smile and laugh--the men who rape me all claim that the woman skank filth who stole my ideas as feminist and has been showered with praise for using my ideas as her platform as a feminist fighting the weinstein rape and thusly putting fascist white males out of europigapeland into prominence as directors and producers--they have zero depth of spirit intelligence but because they can screw me over and use mind control to suck "lov" and then rage out of me through drugs rape and torture without end, years and years and years anbd years and years without a single moment of this nending
so after the next hour of fighting to click on something I need to get this next expensive gadget operating, as all are hacked, and with no one telling me any information on how technology works, I try to find information and I literally get hacked and disinformation videos which are lying about how these items work--they try to provide me with as many wrong and lying information sources as possible; they can hack into every computer interface template as far as I know, including government i am now being endlessly lied to by government agents by phone; (this is not new actually but it is now overt and open rather than being more disguised as it was before, and there were friendly agents on the phone from social security now it's really hostile and hateful and abusive in some places like florida--like abusive fascist yelling from the agents while my brain is frozen and they are playing with my survival--)
and so I began to cry sobbing and screaming at this hateful leech to get off me, as I have not stopped for a single day screaming at one after the next banal mediocrity hateful abuser rapist thug male female black white english german american french latino congress feminst jew family member people i have not seen for decades
screaming to get off me
finally this most endless ugly sinister hateful leech just being paid and promoted to spend literal 3/4 of every day abusing me every single moment feeding off my life until I am limp and can't move he sucks so much of my energy out. I scream an dhit him swcreaming to shut up he returns smiling laughing the ape shit cartel of abusers laugh adn sit smug and smiling he goes on and on and on and on they are paying him promoting him--he is glowing from all the praise and deals he is obtaining for being a sleazy and stupid sick rapist scumbag as they all are.
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So the filth crap english leech not only on me, but on America--the place these hateful dirty foul slime cesspools you all believe in their posturing eloquent language disposal all repetitions of memes and behavioralisms---(sic)
every time I use the toilet he makes audible but very faint "I will smash your head into the toilet) every time I have to use it, and from the detox of the poison he is raping into my body and pounding into my bloodstream, deteriorating my defense system of my body to endure non-stop hours per day and night of life-threatening stress--so I can't fight the poisoning--and this is deliberate from ugly sick shitalina that foul stupid skank paraistic leech who is constantly having ugly dirty men state how much more "beautiful" that ugly plastic surgery filth whore is, really truly a sick and dirty prostituted filth that the rape culture adores for her blow job lips and her filthy promotion of their vile rape and sexual violence heaped upon me literally day and night with her obtaniing top lead roles from my ideas, not hers, never even close she is so mediocre and mundane and over-rated
and yet, they rape me or abuse me and pour compliments on her and compare my sagging, dying body which she and they all had poisoned with poisons that are so foul and dirty and disgusting--black liquids are trapped under my top layers of skin---the adipose tissue is bulging up from the hard cement-strength layers of hard-as-rock poisons literally bulging out of my back from years of the poison being administered in tasteless and odorless form, into my food from my family, from waitresses cooks from neighbors and from any and everybody every where people think it's a gas gas gas to poison my food--and I would suggest they enjoy doing it to anybody they can not just "me". Comparing me but then fully engaging in continuing the destruction of my body, they rush to abuse rape and hit me in the face in front of ugly shitalina who smiles and laughs, ugly sicki stupid pig ape pitt smiles and laughs, they have both gone to the oscars since 2014 or so, the years of this ongoing I know it began with spotlight with ugly stupid shit ape pitt--the spotlight movie which is never mentioned anywhere, I never watched it but I think it involves something like Patriot movement or some kind of journalistic enterprise revolving around --not sure, but my memory is somewhat aware that it seems to resemble the YEARS I have listened every morning as these teams of apes from england yell abuse at me, and the americans who claim they are patriots like mtg--sleazy and horrid towards me---but listening to this patriotism and revelations about the upcoming "new order" that is now being implemented--listening to these shows, everything from the democrats listen in after they jump in to assault abuse and tell me ugly shitalina is so much more "beautiful" as they leave me to be raped mutilated and tortured every single day so that more stupid dirty creeps can claim the same thing about ugly shitalina--my beauty so ransacked by the ugly sleazy filthy pig shit "men" she forces upon me, her euroopigapeland nazi shit whore creeps on her ugly sinister stupid level; all going to the oscars. Since then, they have gone almost yearly, they are their friends they all take turns. The shit creep who "won" for this awful movie about racism calledl green book, or something like that had violently threatened me earlier that year. The ugly sinister filth ugly shit of this dirty withered old hag from london who obtained plastic surgery without end promotions into beauty fashion lead roles came regularly year after year to violently assault me, beginining with rape from her irish shithole boyfriend as they threatened to kill me with slamming a car door into my head while I was put into this kneeling state in deep sleep teleportation, and other abuses they performed while my brain was so jolted by the technology and drugging while I was edited into and out of situations as they obtain every single goddamn fucking prize possible--including 2 weeks after having violently for the 4th year in a row abused and insulted and threatened me--that is ugly dumb whorren mirrage--ugly helen mirran a most hideous antisemitic shit whore blonde nazi and this pig tom hardy is working for her, for the dirty shit of london who have amassed upon me for years and years as I fight back, they got this drunken alcoholic violent bigoted sleazy filth creep to assault me brutally as they all congratualte that piece of rotten stupid shit for it--for them all as ugly shitalina once more is cheered on by the shit of congress, who rely on her working with the english crown so their rotten corruption can endlessly be televised as being heralded with applause with all their greasy rotten lies about their intentions and the english crown and the german and rotten europigape nazis will be putting their ugly faces into the media in a non-stop circus of bs programming forever as long as these rotten crap politicians are alive--and clinging on to power forever leaving no room for any kind or semblance of "Democracy" and this was accomplished long before trump ever went down that escalator this accomplice to fascist nazi mafia criminal tyranny was put fully into place even before obama, who extended and then paved the way for the full uprising--
not to get into name-calling as no one even gives a damn, who reads this now or even ever--it appears that no one can give a damn about anything but how much they can acquire out of this criminal cartel you have all created out of the former United States.
Now a proposed colony of some shit and stupid mediocre ugly sinister shit out of London---
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this pig scum hardy is such a dirty stupid hateful putridity as all the shit who gather to assault me are, it is unbelievable how low and disgusting the mentality is of the "leaders" of the country
I can't say much more for the society as i was gangstalked relentlessly by groups of shit everywhere I have gone, and here I am still endlessly assaulted--the trump hate cartel has put some people in this place who literally wait for me to leave my room to be in the hallway mopping cat urine on the floor and endlessly following me violently with a mop wavign it around violently as I pass by--this creepy ugly cleaning woman who came into this place just as this terror regime came into power, with hogseth violently assaulting me punching me in the face his dirty family rushing to yell "loser" at me killing animals on my patio and abusing and hitting and threatening my life for defending myself instead of as my family does--lovingly smiling at pieces of white trash shit so they can be "accepted" as partial 4th class "citizens" as long as they demonstrate a life-time of torture rape abuse and violence and murdering me brutally and slowly all my life--and so, I told hegseth to fuck off he is an abomination as they all are--death threats etc
death threats from the shit of congress rushing to get more an dmore and more and more deals out of torturing and raping me\this stupid neanderthal lummox tom hardy a most dirty thug piece of rotten meat--I would suggest alcoholic as hell
white bulbous english women with him, bread culture of bloated constipated stupidity thug but so violent and so racist--trained in imperialistic overtake through genocide they are, their long history of it---lovingly embraced by the blacks and jews with loving warm smiles of love, glaring violent punches and hits at me in front of them, horrible death threats from the shitty skanks who gyrated for the harris campaign awarded after making a horrible death threat at me smiling with love at the german piece of rotten ugly shit who had violently raped me--given some highest award shortly afterward celebrated.
that is the stupidity of america now, completely destroyed and controlled by ghastly ugly sinister shit
noen of you can even consider how sick this all is, you are full-on fully engaged in it in one way or another
so this stupid ugly creep has been torturing me so the dirty english shit who are being funneled the funds to make their huge budget movies using, in part, my ideas but torturing me for being creative using their drugs and blocking my brain from functioning due to the microchip in my brain, the endless gadgets drugs and torture technologies they use every time I speak or write---and stealing the ideas, funded by the English crown and all ameicans are welcoming this group of sick shit in like they are nirvana saving them from me--from america oh, to be a european socialist nazi state controlled by white supremacy banality disguised as elite superior intellect because of some learned speech mannerisms---that are a trick and not anything more than the crushing conformity of a country that has embraced nazism, in their socialism they fully also at the uppermost levels always worshipped hitler and the monarchy actually partnered with the nazis (the king who abdicated to marry the american socialite was actually a nazi and was ordered to step down because he was an embarrassment to their supposed anti-nazi stance--they are now fully almost openly nazi. I lived in London and traveled around London in the 80's it was racist and fascist as hell back then, it is tripled in it's fascism and racism since I would suggest the shit I have to meet who get their nazi months of free paid-for vacay are the most degraded stupid sick ugly crap of human personality possible. They are admired and the stupidity just trickles down. No one wants anything but conformist mediocre white trash to control everything, as it was so "great" before you all want to make it "great" again.
So when I write of how ugly violent and brutal they are, you just applaud them, never caring that they might turn that upon you once they gain their systematic death squad overtake of the entire country. They are working on overtaking whorewood--I am the one and only person fighting against this everyone else backs down in terror or is kissing up as fanatically as possible to get included for fear of being excluded.
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