More than half of my life force sucked out daily from the never-ending same teams who have come after me for more than 16 years, some of them half a century literally--every day they bring in more to assault me, a never-ending series of rapists pumping poison into my body slapping my face abusing and calling me names as the women who stole my feminist ideas laugh openly watching on as audience--glorified by the rape men of congress and the executive--hailed as heroes by society by their posturing learned from Nazi and media imagery--absolutely on the lowest level of any decency or humanity in real life; draining my life force my ideas, the men want to suck my sexual energy out they have me poisoned and drugged, denied all human and animal love, they have me tortured for more than half a day, every day day and night, day after month after year never ending--they then rape me after the drugging, while I am teleported and asleep--my body's natural loving normal sexuality is turned into a laughing joke of me reacting to being slapped punched in the face being called bitch they stick their penises in my mouth making my body react as if I am unable to control my sexual desire it's never for them it is technology trauma-based torture and deprivation of all things of happiness joy contact love support--all society all humanity attack me and allow it to go on, so for a few moments while I am unconscious I react to some stimuli under brain-compartmentalization attack drugging of drug cocktails no one could understand that affect the brain in a way that is like glue and goo smothering capability of analysis and forcing false emotions and reactions---always making it appear that I love being abused and raped, and that I am violent and they force sentences out of my mouth which can be done, so they can discredit me--(i.e. black men always on "victim" rants for their public persona always have the n-word pumped into my subconscious so while I am talking they try to get me to repeat it just to justify their violence towards me, I never say it I have never used the word against anybody in my life--but they are using all these means of drugging brain compartmentalization to force these negative and horrid behaviors out of me. They ask me after they torture me why I don't like them or their violence, I scream in uncontrollable rage because of the drugging, the mind control tech, and rushing at them violently, every single day I am rushing at people who have been raping and poisoning me to death to get off me, thusly grey hair streak from murder stress my life being drained by these hateful life-sucking celebrities and politicians and theiri podcasters, my family, the people who attacked me for years feigning friendship now claiming that I had better never show up where I used to live or they will "get" me, they all say the same things they all follow the same instructions; they are all trying to get ideas from me because I can't subconsciously follow their self-destruction protocols any longer, and they are relying on this for their empire of movies and political power and media promotional hierarchy as 'independent" and Progressive (some of the most dubiously conniving lying posturing haters partnering truly in compatibiity with Nazis and white supremacists)--by people also asking me for the ideas I am using for my healing so they can capitalize on stealing them (although the ideas are "freely online" you must have a connection to know where to go, they are not easy to find, nor advertised) ---the usual, every day I listen to podcasts if I read anything they want a summarization so they can steal my ideas; these are the celebrities who have had me raped for over 16 years in violent physical torture bouts of maniacal "men" based in europ-a-land (or americans only identifying themselves as being french, etc etc) **by the way hacking is so intense now that it's almost impossible to type, keys won't appear when I pound down, the letters are juxtaposed which means the hackers will be deleting and pasting half deleted sentences together after I publish**. The "women" who have stolen my ideas I wrote for years about women being abused, books, ideas, my concepts my analyses for my records, only put on facebook and then on this blog from which a host of politicians, actors and podcasters (all inter-connected to the central committee 4th Reich hate organization) but they are free to steal and participate in torturing and abusing and now death threats are constant from each and all who also profit off this and have been paid in millions for my ideas, from them the death threats and foisting rapists out of England and Germany are non-stop for over 16 years. Thusly, this morning the second I began a semblance of consciousness upon waking, I was being raped from behind by the same man who has been yelling death threats having my body mutilated abusing me for 10-12 or more hours per day, all day all night every moment and raping me with an audience of the "feminists" laughing with hateful sneering grins, to try to evoke an enraged violent reaction out of me once more, after literally years of me reacting in self defensive violence to being beaten raped poisoned nearly to death and mutilated from the poisoning into a paralyzed deformed crooked monstrous shape--a joke to the plastic surgery gastric bypass surgery nazi women and their minorities laughing along grabbing at my body--a complete mayhem of hate and torture abuse and violence aimed at me as more and more and more join in, senators galore by now, democrats repubs all going at me in an annual hate fest. So today after I was raped, and the GREY STREAK IN MY HAIR is now so huge that I realize that this is yet another form of slow murder so I am trying, despite being drugged all day, every day through any and everything I buy to eat, they monitor literally every thing I do, think and where I go all is an attack all is drugged and poisoned etc. Being so constantly drugged up, with violence and rape from this man ongoing for 3 months, after months of the German who preceded him after the long list of English and German men coming to order my hair poisoned so I am balding, my fingers and toes sliced into the bone my gumline sliced to the jawbone my teeth shattered my skin poisoned every day with horrific poison the skin is blotchy so poisoned and destroyed looking like reptile skin with scales but not dimensional from years of poison. My toe broken so it's pointing at a 45-degree angle into my other toes--done while I was sleeping, all. But this morning, raped again by a "man" have screamed hit fought to get off me for 2 months and by now, my life force so sucked out by them every day that I am not going to indulge their sadistic feeding tubers into my life force, also every day they are obtaining original ideas out of me, none of them ever has anything original to say, they are blank and just pure greed and hate and demanding that I assume that their nazi appearances implies superiority and yet, I have never seen anything that proves in any way except for their posturing capabilities which has been trained into them combined now with a torture subject they feed off violence and the sense of getting away with every crime aimed at me---otherwise, so far nothing has ever demonstrated much superiority in my opinion except some of them have athletic capabilities which have been excellent, although people of other races are never given that kind of credibility as superstars even if they can outcompete them. So, after that was finished, where I tried to not let my life force get sucked out by screaming in rage, the drugging causes this plus no support no home my money now I am fighting for my life from a year of being lied to and jacked around by government agencies, my bank and my landlord and senators coming to threaten to kill me with nazis holding rifles at me in deep sleep teleporation sick and stupid skit plots. After I tried to remain calm, I could not ignore them so I instantly answered their probing questions about what I was thinking and doing so they could steal from it in any way they could, then they went off and had my internet cut off so I spent 4 hours doing a complete recovery of the c drive after having spent 30 minutes doing what I do every single day, turning my laptop off and the router off after the signal never connects to my computer, but it does for the first 30 seconds and then it is manually disconnected by the hateful violent terrorists in the rooms next to mine, with their torture weapons, chemically-laced stinking glue-like substances to spray on my hair my skin into my vagina on my clothing on the walls the floors my linens my clothing and to have my body mutilated tears pouring out of my eyes constantly (for years and years this was done for hours per day, destroying the skin on my face permanently, like acid) and then, I spent another 2 hours or longer trying to get into the internet, which is why I am here now---I had a delivery for an item that I paid for by voucher because of the month of them lying about a delivery of an item I try to use to thwart their nighttime sleep deprivation torture death murder homeless abuse violence teleporation skits performed while I am in the most suggestible theta deep sleep state--the company sent me the wrong item, the delivery company canceled the return the next morning after I clicked on return the night before. That began a month of non-stop lying from the chat agents and all phone calls to the actual headquarters was blocked by hackers. Today was one of the last items of the return list replacing the wrongly sent and then month-long continuous lying hate spectacle of outright discriminatory practice that went on for every order I had made--(I had to pay for another item because I needed it so quickly to stop the death skits of dead bodies that the mafia use in the skits--dead people hung on ropes, severed heads, etc not fake I believe it is real). I then finally got into the internet to check if the item was being delivered today, as they are staggering all deliveries day-by-day so I must gather all my items for hours per day so none of them are poisoned if I leave them in my room--the chat agent I told her that I had just turned my computer on, the delivery person may be coming in the next 30 minutes as this one arrives during lunch hour--I had by that time been raped, gone through hours of information extraction by the english and h-wood teams of americans who have stolen my ideas while having me mutilated and poisoned and raped and beaten and abused to death, as they are still doing now in various other facets of their death protocol system fully supported by the u.s. govenment all politicians and all h-wood, so it seems there is no one ever coming to defend me after more than 16 years of this ongoing every single day with the power structure rushing to join in, everyone else standing back waiting for the crumbs to fall their way.//I asked the chat to have the driver know that I needed delivery at or after 1 pm. they asked me twice about the cost of the item, my phone number my email address, then asking me yet again if the delivery had 2 items costing etc etc, for the 2nd time, finally they told me to wait while they checked something (always terrorists in customer service mandatory inflict waiting upon me, sometimes creating a time lapse of 10 minutes of blank space between my question and their vague and usually incomplete answer, or diverting the question and asking me instead about something unrelated so it goes on and on for over an hour on any chat.j Today they told me that they would cancel the order and have it delivered in one week instead. And then "thank you for confirmation" as I then was artificially put into a state of rage, the technology and drugging constantly inflicted upon me finally after a point makes me not able to take the endless attacks---I became angry I called the person an idiot, they lied again telling me that I was inappropriate I gushed rage about how incompetent they were--losing control. I then disconnected the chat, phoned the driver he began clattering items around himself so the noise in the background was him yelling above the clatter, I spoke normal volume he yelled "wha?" I had to scream because he said "no speak english" I then said "1 o-clock today" he said "wha?" (this is a delivery driver in a town of millions of english speaking tourists who order items through this company, in the heart of the tourist area downtown) I then began yelling at him finally to get him to stop f-ing around, and then I tried to calm myseolf down. I then had to wait for him to phone me, trying to not get more grey hair. And my energy is completely depeleted Spending another hour after more than 6 already to get the internet connected again because the fight to save my life because they cut my money off, lied and abused me throughout every facet of the discontiuation of the disability money due to people like this poisoning me all my life, going into my room while I slept and putting my spine and hips out of alignhment and then poisoning me with the equivalent of glue which hardens internally into my body to literally suffocate my organs and paralyze me to death--but first, rape and rape beating and ideas extraction so they can have more multi-million dollar movie ideas or billion dollar movie ideas the list is very long.They have the offense department coming to threaten my life with every kind of stealth for fighting their abuse and his abuse and his family's abuse because they all obtain easy access to the upcoming 4th Reich open media enterprise they are building around just having me raped and tortured mutilated and me writing about it every day. i tried not to, but I still have work to do, and the next 7th hour of fighting for this one day to try to research how to pay this amount of inheritance my family has joined in to have taken away from me for not willingly allowing them to join in as "helping" me by joining in with the terrorists who offer them the million dollar empire of their media and political next arm of the government no one is really talking about, and this is more powerful than the military industrial complex at this point. However, my life force drained I have sat here for 7 hours today trying to get the internet to work--about 30 minutes of actually using the internet--it was cut out every few minutes as I kept rushing to get things done as the fight to not lose the delivery and etc was my paramount concern.

 **I am writing this as an addition because my brain is under assault by their brainwave-scattering technologies--for lack of precise terminology this is how I describe the result: I was threatened by Hegseth not only with death, but first imprisonment. I am fighting for my life against what elon musk has obtain with permission to use doge as a guillotine against the population the nazis want eliminated. I was either the first victim or one of them, it was before the election but they knew they would get away with outright lying from the social security administration (i.e. sending me official letters on official letterhead stating my benefits are reinstated but online they are cut off, etc etc lied to continuously in outright open and direct discriminatory ways). They are demanding that I make an overpayment, which I was ready to do in February, but I was told I could only pay in cashiers check sent directly to their field office on biscayne blvd miami, or in person. All is a complete lie, you pay through your bank account or can pay by check to a central location never to a field office. I was given 2 letters stating my benefits were reinstated, never a letter stating my benefits were suspended. Only online (where it counts for their system) was there suspended. I received fraudulent letters for months waiting and phoning very abusive, I mean yelling insulting abusive people at this miami field office about how to pay so my benefits would be reinstated, asking for letters instructing me on what to do. the mail service told me no letters had arrived, for months they would not answer my emails which is how they have operated for years. they blocked my voip phone calls so I could not phone them. I waited for 4 months my money I saved every month slipping away. I just received an email in my email associated with social security to pay up by a certain date giving me almost no time to get anything done, then the terrorists out of h-wood collaborated with the government politicians all working with them to obtain media exposure forever dark money deals and profit without end trips to europe and mansions etc all through agencies and operations such as cayman islands (my brother showed up and he has worked amongst the bankes in the cayman islands he is a prominent attorney my family has worked closely with mafia for decades as their lawyers and attorneys--just by the way** my uncle in miami is almost famous for this, after he passed me off to the mafia to be gnawed on as their torture free endless deal rape antisemitism hate nazi campaign aligned with all the other euro's, my uncle was awarded a school at the University of Miami-or a library, or some prestigious award--but he absolutely used me as one of his stepping stones--cayman islands not far away, not far away at all from his nice cozy law firm downtown Miami--he was the lawyer who defended Jim Morrison, by the way so he appears to be "liberal" but, um....and so, to continue, that is the flavor of the hate I am dealing with a most bitter flavor from my family but in working directly with this group, at the time that a progressive senator joined into threaten my life through her german proxies for writing a criticism of her---the usual threats for any divisive mention by someone like me they consider "not important"---and thusly, now hegseth is threatening me with prison because my family refused to help me except for sending checks so I could die in agony in america not obtaining any health care on medicaid except for basic doctor visits to get thyroid prescriptions refilled---literally that is all I got, I asked for rehabilitation and help for my body, I was abused by chiropractors to the degree I phoned the state complaint agency. I phoned my family, the same brother who rushed to "hug" me using the very tiresome acting debut of pretending to help a la Hegelian dialectic--and then of course, lovingly smiling at the literal nazis and siccing his wife and the nazi-programmed chidlren of my very hateful violent brothers and sisters--etc etc (not all have joined in by none of them has come forward in any way, they are still going to profit off it undoubtedly). I had to save my life I was being poisoned the SAME CELEBRITIES plus the italian mafia brooklyn american cartel with rambo along with steven tyler and his english crew of absolute nazi bigots--all against little ole me---I ran for my life, they followed. Now because I ran to save my body and life, they are threatening to have me put in prison or jail for a reason I cannot write clearly here--most people reading my blog want me destroyed, you all probably know but they will concoct something and my family will work with them 100% to have me killed, they have been waiting for the end of this contract out on me for decades I have been fighting murder for decades on a non-stop daily basis. but I could rely on disability to survive and continue to fight for my life, and now they have taken that away. If I pay the amoutn which will leave me with no way to survive any longer, that does not mean they will reinstate my benefits it will be up to the field office which is lying abusive antisemitic nazi puppetry absolutely violently nasty and they can do anything and they will--and they want to, they are like drooling with sadistic glee at having me destroyed by phone--they are the florida latino nazis, many many many are there. I am having the case transferred they can hold onto my case, they can block it they can try to have me put in jail which is what hegseth is threatening for fighting back against hours of abuse form him and his family (he and his family, grammar I am now so lost in ranting and cursing for years I can't write well any longer). In addition they are cutting my internet off so after 30 minutes up to 90 minutes per morning of fighting to get the internet on, they turn it off every 2 minutes and keep it off until I do a complete recovery taking 3-4 hours to try to clear out their malware, only for the internet to turn off instantly once more. It goes on and on. Must make these phone calls to the payment office so I can try to get my payments reinstated. Next week. All day today plus being raped now it's like every day by tom hardy and the h-wood pair of rapists who have been going to the oscars every year using my ideas and also from this contract sit smiling and evil hateful trying to get me to react. I am reacting now, I need to get my money so I will not become homeless and then devoured by them any longer. I mean devoured not just consumed, sucked dry to death abused to death etc etc. 

After raping and mutilating and abusing me for hours and hours per day, under instruction from his "superiors" out of Shakespeare "elite" fame England acting milieu, coming to take control over the "stupid American" empire they will get for free by having people like their lower class English boxing violent man raping and abusing me for hours per day as their proxy rapist violent abuser---saying and doing things they want to do but must put up appearance of being posh and polite society erudite intellectuals

the usual.

When I fight to get each and every rapist off me, they punch me in the face they have my home made filthy and broken they mutilate my body in permanent ways I am threatened with murder by top politicians from congress who rush in to then get their share of the stake of this empire. I am left now fighting for my life to have my disability money returned, which this group had taken away from me, like my only family member my cat who they laugh about when I am crying to return her, for over 16 years they have held her (dead by now obviously) and they laugh about everything while getting more and more out of me, my ideas my life force the "men" try to suck my sexuality out of me using forced "love" mode in my brain and drugged up torture sleep state--I fight they have my toes broken they have my hair destroyed most of my hair has been chemically and completely irrevocably destroyed only 1/4 of an inch has grown back from using everything to restore it--after fighting a German who was beating and raping me as described above, with the hateful female who has been famed for the ideas she stole from me (deleted obviously the ideas I wrote which I had to put online every single electronic thing in my home was being destroyed, every night my home ransacked while I slept, I only wrote on facebook hoping I could store my ideas there, and instead it was a feeding ground for blonde nazi women who became global sensations for my ideas, now I am threatened that I had better not "lie" about it by a military personality who has weapons and is constantly threatening to "get" me which means kill for fighting in my defense. He has a huge stake in this as well, along with his family and partners in his own media section of the 4th Reich (owners out of England and Australia, the main attackers of this group upon me controlling the americans completely and absolutely). \Every day this has gone on like this for many more years than 2, but me violently screaming to get off me has been at the very least a non-stop daily event for the past 2 years or longer. I was pleasant and polite to these undeserving haters for the first 10 years, just saying with anger to stop. It has gone on and on and on and on. So I am now fighting to use the internet to try to have my disabiilty payments restored so I can not become homeless and this team of murderous rapist abusers swooping up to feed off me, with their control center having the government agencies abuse and lie to me, constantly sending out even lying official letters that the benefits have been reinstated. All crimes are now open and unabashed it is ongoing. but I spent the last week fighting for 6 hours per day then 8 then 10 then 24 hours to get the internet to work so I could make a phone call to one business in california because my other contacts have been lying to me so obviously the arena in that other place is so violently hateful and hostile that I must flee in order to fight for my life. so trying to make this phone call required 7/8 of my life force, and all the while shitting out more of their poison ripping out of my flesh at the same time, exhausted the grey streak literally expanded in that one week frame. Now I made the call, I was lied to I fought to use the internet again and must now fight to use it for business of the same death threat area of government agencies where my phone calls are hung up on, then the next time I phone I get someone coughing (the stalking trigger is coughing) and abusive and almost yelling and lying and denying and me fighting for my life around another lying government agency that has been under the control of doge for all these years of 6 months of the return of the hellscape that was a non-stop hate hell and was ever-present under the last adminstration. they all keep asking me "why don't y9ou like this' when I rush fighting and screaming at them, they smile and smirk and gloat and get their promotion for me screaming in rage bout how abusive they are. This is entertainment for the Nazis, and this contract out on me literally put Nazis into the Government openly not disguised as liberals and polished polite conservatives; all waiting for the grifting to be allowed once more this contract has proven a cornucopia of lies and corruption all the while the acting is superb feigning of caring and fighting against it by those happily having me as their sacrificial money-conduit for their endless dark money exploit function. My family has literally put Nazis into power by fully engaging in this contract. By now they don't pretend to be liberal any longer, so there is no hypocrisy about them, they literally are aligned with nazis and white supremacists openly. 

So I remain fighting, no support no one to turn to just fighting. Dyed my hair, and have not been able to wash or take a shower from exhaustion for days, and now I am too tired and fighting still to have my money reinstated. I have to pay the money my family offered me as a trap, which I did not fall into that particular trap so they got doge to do the entrapment for me plus the h-wood rape and terror team with over 16 hours daily of rape and english screaming violently at me in groups for 16 hours per day while the americans were having me abused by government agencies to cut my money off and all kinds of life threats for having to fight to save my life.

One of the blonde swaggering actors has gone to the Oscars winning awards not just once, not twice, not thrice, but four times from ideas he stole from my writing. He has had PART OF MY UTERUS SEVERED OUT after I said no to sex with him, he raped me a few years later slapping my face and sticking his penis in my mouth and then had me tortured for the next year until he won an award. His wife has gone to the oscars twice for ideas she stole from me and returned it with non-stop series of gang rape by euro men who smile at her lovingly, beyond the 30-50 men from h-wood alone, the senators and house reps from congress who smile and sneer with hate at me, saying I deserve it as they threaten my life demand that I give them myself as their promotional deal and then have me poisoned and tortured and raped to the applause of their constituents, both on the left and right. they organize the "dark money" funding for death squads, poisoning stinking filth sprayed on my body my home my finances blocked by govenment agencies and then they threaten to kill me after SIXTEEN YEARS of non-stop daily rape poisoning mutilation and torture. .The christian abusers claim that they are righteous and I am a witch should be killed but first they must abuse either rape and beat me themselves or get someone to do it for them, the liberals are holier-than-thou constitutionalists and anti-racists who flock to abuse and lovingly smile into the faces of concentration camp threatening germans and english who beat and abuse me without end--the same faux religious zeal and fanatic theatrics on all sides just with different rhetoric always some justified holier-than-thou righteousness involved in concealing their actual seriously anti-humane actions in this situation. 

-----------my body is sagging and looks splotcy from poison and abuse making healing impossible. I have read that the goal is to traumatize people and make them ill so they can never heal. everyone flocks to doing this especially since it is coveted and protected and shielded from any transparency or reporting from any news agency--all are involved and covet and treasure this torture rape and witch hunt gaslighting torture and envelopment of the world with a monopoly on power and control. 

The only advice I can give to anybody who reads my writings who is not supporting this hate regime is to boycott most of the media and work to put a final stop to the endless monopoly of decades of the same ossified politicians going until they drop dead almost on the floor carted in drooling and falling asleep---completely brainwashed most of them undoubtedly mind controlled drugged microchip implanted, as are the celebrities I really believe this is the case. They have made a kind of subconscious pact with their central committee control center to sell off the kernel of their integrity and soul for being catapulted into fame and money so they can feel important and then they are just grooving for stealing torturing and raping and murdering. It's a sad plight, but for anybody not enthused about this group and the cruelty that is already being exhibited at State level towards the "disposable" then boycott hollywood absolutely without a shred of decency stop watching the endless murder and psychopath criminality soul-sucking programming that entity of mind control is continuously spewing out. Stop believing what the altruism of fanatics claiming patriotism and spiritual purity but behave in nefarious ways especially when voting. but the problem truly lies in society and most people are going along with the money and power structure. Boycott the movies do not watch them any longer. I put the most cruel and inhuman people into power by watching movies watching podcasts and hoping that what they were so deftly screaming about as human value was a chimera of a most evil and degenerate version of deception. Put other people into power make sure there can't be monopolies any longer of decades and decades of the same celebrities the same politicians. They are themselves empty vessels lacking ideas creativity and soul they are being used as conduits for nazi and fascist overtake conniving manipulators. Put other people into power and make sure there is a rotation of power so no one can become an ossified tyrant holding onto power and breaking law and the constitution to destroy the country that truly created freedom for people in society to be original and independent. They are torturing me to death, my body is old and broken down liver spots sagging my skin is so damaged from them poisoning me smearing chemicals on me, as they pumped poison into my body through the rape they then mutilated me screaming to stop pumping the poison in more deeply, they went harder and slapped punched and then got their groups of terrorists in my area to mutilate my body inserious ways (cutting out part of my uterus shifted my hormones they then poisoned my food even more, stole my money so I could not afford to eat, I am now eating low quality junk food because I am losing money so rapidly and I am fighting now to get my subpoverty disability payments restored they are turning my internet off for days whiel giving me a few days to phone and make arrangements or they will do something drastic--they lied to me, the government did about payment never sent information now are saying this is the last warning--blocking my internet I can't phone them to do business. My mail service is lying to me non-stop. My grey hair streak literally spread almost overnight on the 4th day of 12-24 hours of literally doing recoveries to get my internet to work. there are no late-night internet cafes here any longer, and I have no one to turn to here I have been paralyzed and stuck in isolation, going out literally twice per month for shopping for many many years trying to survive this.

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and so< I write this again today, .....blank blank nothing to ennui vacant nothing 

when ever I make any comment about shakespeare that is outside of approving with dumb adoration what they say, they violently assault me murderously with violence for just adding an opinion in a friendly way. I fight back after the years of them coming after me taking turns in succession--they got this man who is openly like a gang banger hooligan in his antics making sneering snide yelling comments yelling abuse yelling at me abusing me raping and asking me, every time, "why don't you like this?" with sneering smug gloating certainty that they will be promoted when I respond with screaming rage as I cry and scream they smile and watch on then I begin to rush at them violently to shut them up---

it has been happening every single day for over 2 years, at this point it is daily

the grey hair is a huge streak my life force just drained by them every single day. They are smiling glorified they perform this endless torture upon me day after day. I finally react with violence and rage at them, they then have my money cut off the black women who play roles of pretending that they are victims of assault based on a racist system where black women are beaten by their men as substitute for rage endured by white supremacy--they say they can't wait for me to become destitute they make sure my disability is cut off; they had me poisoned while they stole my ideas as well or joined in to get their own form of promotion--and lauging they watch as I get raped beaten and because I fought back, called them names all of them, they are now viciously murderous that I defended myself--and waiting to have me completely destroyed but first they are demanding a baby with some hateful abuser

they have babies and children surrounding me once again

I walk around them like they are diseases and their parents as well