Heavily drugged in deep sleep mode, then raped by a big "strong" man with muscles, bound in macho rape culture bravado and all the exploit mentality, the poisons that I am continuously fighting to get out of my body, which his "friends" had injected pumped and poured into my food, my bladder, injected etc and he has made me feel absolutely exhausted and sick because once more, this group is having a man determined to get his free deals and awards and prizes by abusing and torturing mutilating and raping me,--and again, as this whorewood group knows because I have written of it for over 16 years--the rape while I am in deep sleep mode, or in any mode asleep or awake (now only while in deep sleep mode) pounds poison deeply into my body---yes, they all know, and they keep bringing some "gonna get the deal" the go-getter to rape me pounding poison into my body while I can't brace for it, threatening me and so ill from detox already the early part of the day before sleep, I could not fight back with screaming rage rushing and physically fighting to get them off me in any way I can, but usually they pin me down in deep sleep use brain-afflicting technology to force extreme sexual fake desire and then pound the poison in, hitting me all the while and I have no idea where I am, what is going on my entire body is suffused with drugs and poisons and mind control blasting into my brain to alter brainwaves into any state--hate, anger or fake lust which I try to stave off but he is hitting me punching me and abusing me endlesly--every day my life force energy is drained almost completely by this group, and Hardy in particular as he is determined and this group is urging him to get this deal by forcing himself on me with torture hate abuse death threats and rape--as they sit back smug and smirking as usual. I am (or was, I am writing this latler) very very sick all day--could not move, not do anything as usual all I plan every day is stopped by their endless attacks on my computer so i can't check on aqnything I need to do it requires hours while they yell abuse and threats at me---&...courtesy of mechanical arms operated by terrorists on one side of the wall inserting them through the flimsy particle board barrier between my room and next, disguised as being the interiors of wall-to-floor cabinets--huge protruding structures through which the mechanical arms can be inserted--just one portal the room is covered from floor to ceiling with holes and tiles, panels that are opened from the other side (I have heard the "click" of one of the panels being shut while I was in a lighter sleep state, and they had inserted a cockroach in the corner of the upper ceiling where the panel was opened. I then covered that wall with colored paper which they then splattered brown stains on so I had to put all kinds of cheap wall stickers to conceal the brown spots on the formerly beautiful pastel colored panels which should have appeared something like a color mosaic of sorts---) anyway---drugged excessively while in deep sleep, and then viciously raped. I was in a healing sleep state and could not fight any longer, as physical violence is a daily event with me fighting furiously to get more hateful users abusers off me, as they cling on as long as they can (50 years, 60 years, every moment of every day, week after week, day after day on and on non-stop rotation of people who had drugged me into a seminal near-semi-conscious waking state to be "Friended" with hostile enemies. They lurch at me now glaring with demand to be abused and accept the societal conditions they helped to formulate by destroying each and every single thing I have done to secure my life stability in any way possible they have all used the rigged system which is embedded with their agents to destroy all that I do. The "blame the victim" advocates for the perpetrator group are having a field day stating that I am weak and just blanketing up the inimical failure that I have personally allowed to happen, rather than this is a fixed system of non-stop sabotage which is protected from all scrutiny and transparency or reporting on all levels of society, pulling all levers.

 The "blame the victim" mentality which is the indominable support system for this heinous system of sabotage, discrimination and lying obstruction and denial is a corollary to the rape which occurred while I was in deep, healing state. I think they would classify this as "behavior modification" if they could that was a successful rape with my seeming "compliance". It was me, yesterday (excuse my "French" but excreting brown thick poisons that have been trapped and congealed, rotting inside hard layers of the outer shell of the poisons within the structures that have accumulated in the interior of my body. Sticking out jutting out like the cabinets of my room where mechanical arms are injected through all open spaces and closed ones as well, the internal structure is a non-stop poison field from whence poisons are eeked out through my very miniscule attempts to soften the poisons through extremely difficult (for me) stretching to pull the poisons so the poison will fracture on minute levels, to  be sucked out by all the cures I use from my years of experimenting (with absolutely no information on what I am dealing with, only observation using my own sensations of the poisons and seeing what they look like as the poisoning has not stopped for decades non-stop so I have seen the "fresh" poisoning thick and heavy liquid "cement" ooze of this "diarrhea" which is thick soupy poison which, in the hard state, is unbreakable.

I have been using many treatments I only could gestimate on how to heal my body (which the people who have poisoned me are observing asking me, with torture mutilation rape and death threats for telling them it's my cure to go away I won't tell them so they inflict carnage destroy kill plants have me raped; this is the English addition so they can profit off my healing and continue the slow torture to death through stress torture, which is a form of murder on this level absolutely)

so, I had shat out more of the poison very impossible nearly to get out, from days of it slowly breaking and accumulating in my abdomen as I was abused non-stop for hours per day and then while sleeping while in the shower while eating while getting undressed while thinking while doing nothing while everything...

and hours and hours of fighting people literally physically, because of this unbelievable system which forces me to have to see smug hateful abusers in every direction i turn the teleportation has me literally in two places at once, and I try to turn away I am literally physically man-handled to be turned once more to face them---they can blank-out my consciousness in either state, but they do this for a few seconds as I endlessly try to get away from them and finally after a few hours of their abuse insults and death threats after I have been severely drugged--literally every day they use this drug cocktail which undoubtedly has more hardening poisoning in the mix, I think they never want me to have any mobility I am just shitting out poison almost every day and it's gone on for 30 years like this. 

The poison is so toxic and it extends into my skull, it is lethal I believe when I am stretching now to do anything for my very damaged posture and body, I can feel something so powerfully sickening from the hard interior shell of poison which I am fighting every day to get out. No matter what, they keep poisoning me and raping the poison into my body and abusing me so I can't have the physical peace I need to heal. there are more ways to kill someone than just the overt poisoning the whorewood group relied on for 15 years until after my years of writing every day that they were murdering me someone got them to stop the really deadly poisoning but they are still poisoning me nevertheless, and drugging me is also a non-stop base of their operation for which they are paid and promoted I react upon cue

so in this state, last night after having fought two people at different times per day (I mean three people, one a body guard another a trained military personality but an officious political personage tied to the current administration, known for her cruelty towards anything possible not of her particular group whom they want to "crush") and in deep sleep, the endless hate and abuse of this celebrity out of england always with "elite" english sitting by him instructing him on what they prefer him to do for them--he gladly does it smirking laughing smiling yelling abusing hitting punching and raping

so he did it again. In the deep sleep, with this poison so sickening and it is lethal poison the toxicity and sepsis and threat to my health and life I feel internally. So in my absolute need for healing sleep in the most deep sleep healing mode, he came to hit me, slapping me hitting and threatening me and then raping me---I tried to say no he hit me, he then was so threatening that I did what he wanted just to not have to fight any longer as my body could not sustain this much pressure any longer while in the healing phase of deep sleep, which my body requires literally for my survival at this point of non-stop hours per day (10-20 hours per day) of non-stop death threats abuse rape being punched yelled at tortured my body zapped with weapons which make tears come out of my eyes (every day they do this, my eyes have been reduced in vision, my skin around my eyes and on my cheeks is permanently destroyed and yet they continue every single day forcing this torture on me)

and this man forced his pornographic hate on me, as I "complied" and then afterwards he had a Thai woman walking next to me to a field of snow where he was snowboarding down a slope with a huge grin, because this is him getting and being handed his much desired promotion just for venting his pornographic racist and sexist hate on me, with all the anti-racists and anti-rape culture celebrities sneering with delight as he is urged to beat punch abuse rape

I could not fight any longer my body is so weakened because every single day he--this man I only watched a movie in which he starred in, contrary to what I know about him as the first thing he did on the first day he was put in the teleportation a few years ago was punch my face--that was all he did immediately. but he then disappeared I thought it was gone, so he had hacked, once his promotion he obtained from the previous violence at me had dissipated and of course they are addicted to getting more and more forever out of abusing me (to death) and so he hacked another few clips of one of his movies in which he plays twins, and I had no idea what it was about because the premise of his acting was preposterous it appeared like half comedy and half mafia flick fodder I wanted to see what it was and why he was acting in this way--not like real human beings so it seemed like a farce--as it turns out, the twins he was representing have some "Jewish" ancestry out of Austria/Vienna as some of my family also have, and thusly his racism to depict them as a kind of joke on some interior level of their being I had to understand, I also was as always very drugged with poisons which cloud discernment, block warning triggers for self-survival and all the subliminals. I watched it while I was being violently raped and abused by a german hateful person whose movie I watched because it dealt with auschwitz and I thought, on a very naive level, that his interviews stating that it was such a tragedy and oh, how much he cares about the Jews and etc--"they" all say this after they are depicted as nazis in teleportation the first thing they do is reference genocide as a positive and they are the nazis I will die, etc

but, I watched the movie it was the typical mafia murder racist depiction of people who looked nothing like the white supremacist actors playing the key roles---like everything turned into white supremacy in all respects in terms of the visual depiction of the real-life characters turned into nazi images especially because they had held some power, and thusly only power can be imprinted as being nazi in feature or mentality in these dreadful movies.

that began the complete imitation of the german rapist sans the constant references to nazis and concentration camps, the protocol on this level remains the same.

and so, it would appear to be "behavior modification" on some level as I performed unwillingly but so exhausted from non-stop torture from him every moment every day for months how long has it been--he took over from another extremely sinister abuser rapist just continuing in almost all respects the same abuses and rape and torture

Combined with all this is that I am a sentient being with hard-drive sexuality implanted in my genome and also as a human being and animal I also crave sometimes at least some positive contact with other beings--they just two days ago had my cat in a cage being killed through neglect and abuse by the russian and the mafia who have obtained endless millions of dollars for the years of their theft of my ideas and the torture--non-stop they remain--handed over as surrogates for hillary clinton out of her East Coast former New York political career so obviously they are her underground"muscle" and she has benefited endlessly, without having to go into the fray.

And so, I seemed to comply, on many levels but out of not being able to fight any longer, sheer sickness while I must have healing sleep--it was my paramount objective and so I did it

as he just sucked my life out of me, as he does every day his presence is of a user taker abuser parasite on me, every day he and this group of hate just suck half of my energy out, meaning at levels I need to sustain my life they drain. combined with that is that he has ordered the cuticle of my left hand to be literally cut off and they sliced my finger to the bone cutting away my cuticle entirely and then going down about 1/8 of an inch below the cuticle. It has grown only to the edge of where the cuticle had been, not growing back. I can't use the nail any longer it is permanently mangled. This group has also entirely cut away the cuticle for my entire right large toe--it hangs over the toe without anything keeping it secured to my foot---I am using a healing ointment so the nail has curled forward instead of turning completely black--the other large toe they pulled out of the joint it appears like a bunion, a severe one at that or maybe it is because of the deformity of my left side where they cut bone out of my hip in a surgery and then planted metal rods which dug under the spine and the poisons have formed huge, I mean inches thick panels of poison especially on my left side where they cut the bone out, so the mutilation of my body into a crooked form, in addition to the rapists who went into my room to rape and then literally put my hips and spine out of alignment, damaging my hair so badly it is the consistency of straw which I must fight to heal every day, plus the hair that is only 1/8 inch long after they made my scalp a rubbery mostly bald patch which lasted for years in that state while they kept poisoning me. that was the whorewood group who have gone to the oscars every single year from ideas they stole from my writing, they ordered all of this because I am fighting to get them off me and not be turned into a disposable rape slave to be used to death after they destroy all I have ever worked for.

Fully cheered on by almost all of Congress at this point, I am a non-stop target of death threats by senators and house reps and governors and then that trickles down to banks, social security is now extremely hostile literally sending me lying letters about everything outright lying on the phone--etc all businesses comply with this, as you all know I am not reporting anything new. No one is reporting on this however so it's all completely protected.

There fore when they are claiming that I submitted in deep sleep after yet one more day of shitting out the filthy poison they all participated in having put in my body then mutilating me then being paid in millions to use my ideas as theirs to enhance their status of being physical sexualized nazi-appearing celebrities to making movies that have some originality--my ideas, they delete what I wrote and had their writers write the books and scripts and all is protected in this form. 

But never having had enough, they can't stop for a single moment

I have to state that I was not submitting or complying, I was saving my life by trying to conserve my energy because hardy is killing me as they all are, with his non-stop incessant abuse and violence he is  laughing smirking and punching me in the face slapping abusing ever time I use the toilet me makes violent reference to smashing my head against the bowl and any knife I hold and anything that could be used to kill me he makes his hissing death threat jargon about, constantly.

Oh is he beaming and glowing with hormones and all the money and promotions, next to the others who have been doing this for years and years and years and years--the brooklyn mafia in particular are extremely violent in this regard, as hillary ordered them to be. Her broadway play and her tv series which I think "won" some rigged award are just the beginning for her and her family's endless media blitz, as with the others the list is never-dwindling always increasing.

I am not submitting I am sick, hardy is one of those who jump into violently assaulting me especially sexually at my most ill point of detox and healing afterward.

the poisons are literally very deadly and I feel absolutely ill from a little bit of stretching today. I woke up very late, almost at 11 a.m. and I never wake up this late in the day, he obviously had me extremely heavily drugged as well.

This is the future of entertainment, news and political life in America. 

I am still fighting not only for my life to live in some way that is palatable, as they tell me my disability which they forced upon me, they had my spine fractured while I was in deep sleep mode; cannot wake up, my consciousness is literally teleported to the state they teleport me in, or blanked-out by the brain and spinal implants I am uncertain which because I only recognized that I was being teleported in 2011. Since that time I have been literally fighting for my life to get teleporting rapists and murdering bigots off me--the famous people the celebrities who "represent" society and the politicians who are relegated to control to some point the excesses of crime and corruption. they are a million percent involved in a way that is vicious and grimy in it's ugliness and hate and sense of entitlement to do this to human beings.

I also actually want a society that has top quality movies without the celebrities having to rely on special effects and glorified sets and costumes all funded by the 4th Reich to promote this hate cartel which is a seamless transition from faking being egalitarian from past decades to concealing the hate crimes they all flock to participate and profit off.

I actually want to see original movies with excellent directors who don't rely on excessive set design to conceal that the content is a bit lacking threadbare and that the actors can only really play, in every movie, the same glorified white supremacist role or black victim of racist role etc ad nausium.

and I really want a government that is not thrilled to be having their citizens raped by hostile foreign country enemies who they are beguiled and paid-off to believe they are our "friends" because they are smiling crocs handing over mansions in Paris or whatever to the blindly greedy Americans who have been riding the wave of trickle-down economics and then the resulting destruction of actual feminism and civil rights, the concepts from whence they steal all their ideas, looking for victims of endless crime like me, trained and studied in some facet in some of these concepts, to provide them with more props for their appearances to quell unrest in the population that it's not being completely destroyed by the 4th Reich--with fascist vicious Nazi infiltrators out of England France and Germany and Italy handling the "stupid americans" like greedy and so easily controlled puppets whom they really sneer at in contempt behind their backs--my experience from years of living around the foreign hordes who are flocking to get the best properties handed to them by all the investors who want america to be a vassal nazi colony so people like me can never have anything, all gone like the nazis originally planned for the united states these politicians and celebrities with their non-stop violent death squads all over the world doing everything they are instructed to do--all dreaming of owning their own plantation. What ripe country America will be for them they are putting their violent personality hardy on me now---I really believe he is someone very much addicted to his own societal props institutionalized alcoholism he acts very much like one. I am stuck with this, he is addicted to venting his violence out on me as well as I would suggest a lot of other substances he imbibes it is their social custom he reeks of it---drinking drinking violence football games pornography going on jaunts to prostitution joints being told he's the big man for it.

So the big man had my middle finger once more mutilated so there is a bloody welt under the cuticle, along with the cuticle severed off on my other hand, and the mechanical arm dug into my left hand middle finger while I was being raped and slapped and pornographically abused by hardy while he was doing his disgusting things, being filmed watched and of course his huge promotion. The whorewood team who have had I can't count any longer how manyt english german and american "men" raping me in front of them as they laugh and gloat about it, after years of daily telling them they sicken me they continue with endless support from all politicians in congress they are routinely invited to every event possible at the white house in which they can be flaunted using my ideas about women domestic violence issues which I have written of for years, finally realizing that a slew of women in whorewood are stealing all ideas and even phrases I write, as well as politicians are doing the same for their own theatrical presentations

all obtaining endless money and awards, and spitting at me dismissing me after they block my every attempt at solvency and my life

in addition to my years of grad school and being poisoned to death with my family making sure I could never succeed in anything as far as they could manage to operate with all local nazi and death squad groups to which they are interconnected, behind the scenes always blaming me for the inability for me to prosper in anything--the little money I have saved which has been for my survival they are currently in the process of taking away from me through their government ties and the agency which I have relied on for my survival

all money all attempts at earning money are blocked. It is literally impossible for me to earn any money, every single thing is blocked all attempts I make are sabotaged there is no "blaming someone else for failures" on my part; this literally is a global system of discrimination on a complete and total level. None of it is being reported whatseover by any agency, most of the mainstream news outlet reporters on air have participated in this; they remain at the forefront ignoring every nuance of this global techno-terror apparatus all is protected on every single level throughout the world

but they blame me for everything due to the near religion of "taking responsibility" which is now the dominant feature of reversing the violence accrued against all the increasing number of targets who have just "failed" because...well, they are just not the "winners' of all the rigged and pre-arranged outcomes determined by how much they adhere to genocidal nazi structure proliferation adherence and submission.

what he is trying to do, which many other white nazi bigot men have done, through date rape drugging by offering me food, drinks etc-with me already drugged up to my ears in poisons and drugs, literally all my life, embedded in plastic-flexible poisons which appeared like soft impediments to my stretching but only turned into huge hard tubes and shelves of rock-hard poison once the death knell came and the poisoners included a hardening agent into the endless cocktail of poisoning through my food--now in every way possible they are injecting iti into my bladder while I am sleeping, formerly mixed with stinking liquids--this was done while pesce and deniro were endlessly abusing me for hours per day, after hillary sicced them on me as she obtained her "feminist" tv show and then alongside rape administrator this nasty foul thing whose name is an offense, it ends with lina it's so dirty and ugly and foul and I don't want to use the endless names I call her any longer---

but, alongside hillary was this foul nasty thing who has used my concepts usually verbatim to be portrayed alongside hillary as being there for the silenced women (phrases she stole from my writing as well, endlessly they scour my mind for ideas after having me raped so in the screaming drugged up frenzy of being tortured to death drugged to death they are extracting ideas, going to the oscars and to broadway and etc, every single year--the politicians threatening my life constantly for fighting back after 16 years of this they just jump in like a gang of bandits murdering me as they laugh and glare in hate at me asking me why it is wrong and then using their offices like social security to destroy what little I have left of any stability on this planet--taking away my chances to earn any money and to live in peace while they blame me as some "loser" as a result of them havint to torture me for years to obtain ideas which I cannot capitalize on myself--only they are deemed worthy of not being raped the violent rape pornographic men they marry are handed to the upcoming long list of teleported and microchipped expendibles like me, the government has ensured i remain anonymous silenced drugged tortured and no one advocating for me literally around the planet--all the agencies do not intervene nothing and no one does

the smug psychopathy only grows with the advocates of human rights in the celebrity and political void, now turning openly into death squads police state concentration camps

still now one can ever stop them

so I have spent another day in sickness after having been raped while sleeping by this most offensive man--hardy. I screamed and rushed at him violently screaming literally my hair turning grey overnight from years of being violently raped in front of ugly shitalina and pig ape pit who have gone to the oscars for my ideas--blonde malificent once upon a time in h-wood barbie maria spotlight now kill bill v. 4 and then many others, I can't name them all--the handmaiden's tale which I wrote of, a wrinkle in time which I wrote about--all who starred have violently been killing me while stealing my ideas all laughing smug given every single thing on the planet available from the 4th Reich to bring in untold numbers of politicians and celebrities to rape beat and torture me. No matter how many years (oh, I forgot they also brought musk into this contract and look what he has been handed to formulate all the tech to further all the rape and murder of women like me, the minorities they want to REALLY put into plantation slave mode or concentration camp torture murder all protected completely all victims and targets literally have NO ONE to turn to.

So I "complied" it would seem I have gotten a streak of grey hair from this endless parasite hardy, wrote about him wrote about 16 hours per day of his ugly sinister abuse and parasitic filth spewed onto me, his from what I can tell alcoholic dirty nasty porno personality all that the "elite' scum of the english apes who have tortured me for referring to shakespeare in any way other than stupid awe at the nominal statements they make after they have been handed all the information already to quote

but, nothing I write reaches anybody but today there is not the 6 hours of abuse in the morning only me once more rushing at hardy with glaring hate rage rushing to hit him telling him that he raped me I did not "like" it

I could not fight any longer my body is deteriorating I had to do what he was slapping and punching me in the face to do against all my desire I just needed to sleep and heal and had to do this filthy crap so he would stop sucking my life force out of me--all he has done is literally sucked my energy out for all these weeks with the english shit sitting next to him and the filth of whorewood and then senators threatening me endlessly as proxies for trump---and his cartel never wanted them in power in the first place in 2016 only clicked on his photo which he hacked on my facebook page because I feared that hillary would do what obama did, which was completely go for all the violence and I am actually searching for politicians and celebrities who have actual concern about society and not greedy lying corrupt dirty sell-outs handing america over to fascist nazis from europigapeland--as they all are doing and have been doing.