Tuesday, July 22, 2025

My last post was mangled, distorted with so much brain-wave scattering technology, leaving me dizzy and the wifi was turned off 6 times, the page frozen many times (lost count) pages popped up while I was writing to conceal the page, the hackers block keyboard function continuously non-stop every time I am wrirting and then they delete string half deleted statements together and etc. Constant, I got off the internet and remembered at least a few ideas that I only began to write of, then was lost in fighting to use the computer--they also changed the permissions so the page would not load, they had a signal to install javascript but it is already installed, when I tried to check on it they turned the wifi off and I had to restart then unplug the router turn it back on, try to do other things, return, etc etc.

 I understand that this group is operating for Trump, whose family is also urging them to abuse me to death and torture rape and etc endlessly they have gone on, the children are waiting for their close-ups the grandchildren of trump---my family is the same thing, generation after generation of my "family" have offered me up

my cousin out of Whorewood is also in the background--his father a prominent writer and director and I think producer (this 5 word sentence required me to rewrite every word 4 times in a row, the hacking is so bad that I press letters other letters appear-the keyboard sticks I press other keys jointly appear, keys I pound down and press do not appear--it is impossible with the brain-altering tech, I have no idea of the spectrum to scatter my thoughts is--how it operates there is no more information on how this is done that I can find I'm sure it's  out there, if I only had access to a research databse I could be able to more firmly locate and even perhaps research on shielding, but on the main internet hackers block information and 

they are blocking my every attempt to order a no-wifi no bluetooth music only mp3 player--the sellers will not respond to any questions I pose on their chat message sections, the order company website has been fully overtaken by terrorists who routinely lie and cause confusion by asking me to repeat as they lie and answer with completely different and obviously wrong information---to distract, cause stress, etc and they lie constantly it's a completely professional and competent business, otherwise. For the first month of me using this service it was perfection itself in customer service it was taken over by the terrorist 4th Reich, the shithole white trash europigapes coordinate with the minority minions to attack me at every junction corner elevator opening delivery schedule causing lies and destruction of the property--most of the electronic equipment comes DOA. Not working. They sent me a player which can be manually attacked by remote so the music files by Pink Floyd, which I can assure anyone reading this that Chinese music player companies do not put pink floyd on their pop music playlist on the players they send--I think all the players I have ordered have had corrupted music files dumped onto the players sent in that state--the seals broken or seemingly glued together

but I realized that I need a player with no bluetooth and since then, 7 months of fighting to get a player that is not hacked with pre-hacked files implanted directly into the system with the terrorist musicians who have viciously been assaulting me through their networks for over 40 years--shitalina and her filthy father and mommy out of england has been ongoing all her dirty stupid shit life--the father having attacked my father in Atlanta at a poetry conference held by James Dickey, the author of Deliverance--another English scumbag whore ape named Danny Moynihan married the daughter of the director of that movie, and with my family's oversight, I was placed in a bedsit across the street from Moynihan in Chelsea (london) in 1986 or so 1987 maybe, summer time, just going there for a summer after having read so many novels by English authors my Bachelor's degree---they all arranged for me to be exploited by that boring creep Moynihan whose father had been a Royals portrait painter--established with the English Monarchy directly, personal, photos of Moynihan and his nasty wife and her famous father director who directed one of the Exorcist movies---thusly the portrait that Moynihan placed in front of his flat on Redcliffe Road, SW10 in London, across the street from me (I obtained this over=priced bedsit from a housing rental agency, just said I wanted to live in a little apartment around a natural area with trees, never said Chelsea and I had no idea where I wanted to go, just didn't want to spend time in another tourist hotel as I had done before in London, living working in a tourist hotel for room and board but wanted something more like reality) and so, I was sent to this place it was intentional, all pre-arranged my step-father was right there to control and direct it all. My family always engaged in profiting off sleazy sick creeps abusing me, for their get-out-of-concentration-camp-free cards and promotions--always helping nazis to come to power in the process and in so doing being " protected". Anyway, ugly sick stupid shitalina the trashy skank but with a lot of money from nazi daddy and English monarchy connected dirty skank mommy out of England---all interconnected to this contract out on me, my family my step-father and his need to publish his most excellent writing which Nazis hindered, demanding that he write only what they wanted if he wanted to attain any single thing of his work and value, only under performing these endless acts of sabotage to my family he thusly was able to marry a nazi piece of dirty creep shit and get poisoned to death by her instead of being happy and in love with my mother and being kindly and loving towards us. My family was completely ripped apart, my brother the pair of my brothers are firmly brainwashed into being paid promoted as are all my family members. And thusly, he is never going away I wrote him letters asking for help to re-establish my disability payments he is only coming to take away the inheritance they offered to me in order to gain access to this contract so the gaggle of dirty rat children of my rat siblings can have access to whorewood and all it's blockbuster meaningless violent nazi programming mediocrity--this group of stupid sick shit being in the center of the new proposed trump dynasty of never-ending trump fascist nazism their children the endless ugliness of this group of reagan-era shitwhore implants into whorewood never ending reagan-era shit nazi shit nazi movies programming using ideas from truly artistic people and stealing them; this technology enabling this group of perfidious shit into endless idea-theft while the artists are kicked out or killed off (the latter the preferable they just want stupid and violent to support their unmerited idiocracy forever). that goes also for the political spectrum. Dirty pelosi has her nasty daughter--don't know her, but I am only assuming--the dirty creeps organized a "documentary" on the day of January 6, insurrection--very convenient for filming a production---the daughter of this corruptician also vying to enter into whorewood as well as a slew of children from the shit coagulating into this group sitting on their empty sleazy greasy brains on those rows of chairs observing me screaming in fury every single day to make me gray old broken down old destroyed dying from stress as they demand that I give them everything of my precious life for their worthless shit that they are--overpaid sleazy completely mediocrity and sinister filth but having learned some of the "ropes" of directing being handed multi-millions to promote fascist nazism

which is what shit tarantulatino did with the manson movie which he stole the concept of, and kill bill v. 4 is my idea that ugly creep stole from his death threats of concentration camps, before moving to israel where the jewish nazis who eschew me glorify the nazi bigot scum out of whorewood--

even when the jewish nazis understand and know what kind of sick shit something like tarantalatino is, they still revere him and attack me out of obedience to nazism--they welcome germans into israel with fanfare, I can't explain how vicious and nasty so many very white and light-skinned and haired jews out of israel are towards me


but to continue

get that stinking rot of my "brother" off me. He is asking me how I exercise how I healed--from his years of having--my body literally almost completely broken. they arranged for me to have an "accident" when I first moved from Minneapolis to San Francisco. I was running to work for a prestigious law firm as a temp secretary--so completely bona fide establishment all I's dotted T's crossed--nothing anyone could cast aspersions upon--and the bus transfers were late, I missed my transfer bus on Market Street because I had to walk up to California Street to this very high-rise beautiful business building--glass and steel, I believe it was a black glass facade---and as I was running because I was late, and it was Christmas Eve, 1988 or 1989--the same year as the earthquake---I was running very softly just sort of jogging in my very slippery office shoes with the slick soles---suddenly, and before I begin I must explain that mind control is that the drugs remove barriers to critical thinking in decision-making attempts--when people are trying to persuade you (me) it literally is impossible for my brain to shift to my own decision. It gets in a "groove" like a bowling alley rut of saying "yes' instantly while I can't understand that I am not thinking that. They prepare horrid accident skits after having your food or drinks poisoned, to enhance the brain implant chip and the other subliminals---but this white skinned light-brown haired women in her 20's (which I was) who I had no idea of, never met her before I believe, came up to me and said like it was "fun"--"Let's race" and I said "Yeah!" like it was a game. I began to race her in my slippery office shoes she was wearing sneakers and jeans. I was wearing an office skirt and office shoes. I was sprinting because OF THE DRUGS that are constantly being put in my body I also cannot just "ignore' the pig ape scum who are teleporting me every morning after having drugged and abused me with murder skits homeless skits in my deep sleep-then upon waking for HOURS they abuse and threaten my life--and bring ugly sinister crap sleazy creeps who I was with in odd situations people I never actively chose as friends--the mind control just blurs the boundaries and you are "instructed" subliminally that you like the person-it is a sickening situation and I was being murdered with poisons and drugs my body literally drugged and poisoned every day for decades prior to that, having had surgery I had this metal rod in my spine--the doctor who put the metal rod in my spine also carved part of my vertebrae out to rupture my vertebrae and input a hook to hold the rod in the thoracic region which could easily, or through remote, be undone and would be "sprung" out of the improperty-placed hook under my spine--very gruesome that is what shit like my brother absolutely was thrilled to do to me; I could not make a real choice or decsion my body was completely crooked they told me it would cure the problem

suddenly,  while sprinting at full speed like it was a fun game, as they force "happy" brain waves into my body with all kinds of hormones being released (the microchip implant in my brain, and throat and along my spine other implants and I know this is the case, affecting my brain stem and nervous system) and I saw my legs literally pop up at a ninety-degree angle in front of my face while I was running standing straight up, leaning forward as a matter of fact--they made my legs pop up at this perfect 90-degree angle while I was running--they can do this at various angles to my legs it has been done while I was running in winter, and people assaulting me make sure it's happening and laugh about it. The scumbag nazi whores love this type of terror attack they have microchips implanted into your spine and have your body make jerking motions they can make my arm reach out and hit someone when I am extremely agitated and drugged up--they force this upon me every morning to cause deterioration of my health, youth, energy and joy in living

every day ugly shitalina who is incompetant prostituted shit from whorewood does this because all the years of that stupid ugly filth and pig ape pitt, stupid and ugly as hell without all his posturing blonde nazi smug posturing posing stupidity which is so alluring to the white trash of america and the government chose him to partner with a similar type in trump

\can do whatever he wants and get away with it, entitlement beyond any and everything

anyway--I landed on my back, the woman I was "running" with laughed and walked away smug and content not saying anything just looking and smiling.


I got up and rushed to work, went to the Christmas Eve Party after work, and went home a little sore but okay. Went to sleep and woke up disabled forever


they had fractured my vertebrae and made the pop-up hook under my spine pop up so it was coming out of my spine--my flatmates were really disgusting they tortured and killed animals and left them dying in the bathroom, etc

they did the hacking coughing they raped and drugged me

and they organized this complete fracturing of my body as well

I had to leave and return to my "family" in Arizona where they organized within 5 months I had to flee for my life to get away from the murder and attempts at my life by my family. They claimed that I was lying and imagining the health problems and instructed the Phoenix General Hospital to cancel the MRI screening of my back, and then had just basic x-rays taken and claimed there was no problem. they tried to have me put in jail for theft of my mother's jewelry, which she screamed had been done while she was arranging to take all the inheritance from her dead husband --she returned to Upstate New York, I remained in central Phoenix nowhere near Scottsdale where her house was, with no car and all buses stopped after 6 pm or 8 or just no ability to drive miles and miles to her house, take the key which she showed me was above her front door--then later lied claimed I had used that key which she deliberately told me if I ever needed to get into her house there was her spare key--of course she would never authorize me to go into her house without her there and I had no need for her spare key--but she showed me this with the plan to use that as excuse that I knew how to get into her house, and without a shred of evidence began screaming that i hazd stolen her jewelry-. She was threatening to have me put in jail and have a lie detector test, which I said no to it was my choice--she then stated that was proof of my guilt. 

Years later she said just as if brushing a light topic off, "oh by the way we found out who stole the jewelry it was blah blah blah" another family member who was just used as a prop, the whole thing was this terror scheme to destroy me so the nazis would pay off my family for my destruction---since I kept winning and begin at the top of what I tried to succeed in, in Minneapolis I had a much better chance than in Arizona far away from my pestering family--and they just want it all destroyed, only nazis are supposed to have original ideas, be the most beautiful, be happy in this life--so endless abuse destruction of my body destruction of my home very single day they feed off abusing me so I am old broken down screaming and ranting every day

every politician rushes to threaten my life for fighting in my defense, all are ru nning for higher office most of them have obtained huge promotions are favored by the equally enthused media like most of MSNBC under biden

now it's fox news, for a large part but they were there years ago 

and so, my "brother" who at the time oversaw that my uncle bill with his desktop magazine, Echo, which I "worked" at for a few months to get a sense of journalism as I wanted to be involveds in something writing and creative--was looking for my niche, they had this done to me so they could deluge me with destruction they hoped prison they kept clinging to me by offering me money because otherwise I could not survive--they didn't offer me any money until years later when I was diagnosed as being chronically disabled by social security--xrays not necessary for MRI as the vertebrae is crushed by nazi pig apes who raped me and then after their abuse I just silently pulled away from them they had my spine crushed--in germany after the metal rod was removed\

but my brother john is here now asking me about the herbs  I use for healing and how to do tai chi for healing--I tell him instantly and then regret it it's the mind control they force information out of me\

screaming to get off me he is laughing, already looking stronger from having fed off torture instead of being the partner of a nazi who undermines him--he now has me once more to abuse to pump himself up again as he did long ago


I keep screaming that I wish him death instead of him killing me


also for shitalina and pig ape pitt they are filthy and vile

but they are the cherished pig apes that rump and his nepo family are relying on, as well as hogseth and mike johnson and pelosi and the rest are endlessly waiting for this contract they all will be featured in documentaries stealing ideas from people they have killed off who were "radical liberals" and then stealing their ideas, as they are consatntly doing to me



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.