Tuesday, July 22, 2025

The price of saying NO to never-ending tyrannical abuse (more literal than anyone reading this can imagine or care to imagine or care, as very few care really, or none at all) but...the price for saying no to nasty hateful people who have nothing to say but hate and abusive things, demanding that I sacrifice my life as they steal all they can from me, destroying all I work for as their hate cartel has taken over the film industry the media education the political spectrum on all sides and everything else through concerted covert assassinations and destruction of lives, replacing quality with their teams of order-repeating repetition bot programmed hate sucking parasitic haters. Saying no to more blockbuster superhero nazi movies programming people into believing the computer-generated false universes of super nazi heroes "saving the world" is actually what the country and the government and society is all about. Endless super boring computer movies generating violence revenge macho psychopathy ultra violence and sleazy pornographic stuff and mafia mentality--a combo of movies and the comedies are glorification of blonde women and their romantic trysts--just all nazi programming and the few "minority" movies are about coming up but in reality the real way to come up is if you push someone else down in your stead. Thusly, I am saying no to these endless monopolies of people who have come out with "original" movie ideas through MY IDEAS which have been either deleted so there is no record of them I saved in internet form--could not save anything on any USB stick due to my home and property being destroyed and stolen by people breakikng in while the microchip implants in my brain and nervous system along my spine, throat render me unconscious they can fracture vertebrae sever my body cut out part of my uterus and drug me so badly I can't even feel any pain at all--just suffocating internally from the poisons they kept pouring into my body laughing about it (dirty shitalina pig ape sick stupid pitt pair who stole ideas for over 16 years non-stop every year more and more and laughing as they were destroying my body, home and life having my cat tortured to death and torturing me to say that they are "beautiful" and "great" they are shit and there is nothing more to it. Years of ugly sick blank stupid shit whore creeps having me raped and tortrured while they steal my ideas while they have demonstrated nothing, they are blank hateful parasites but their group is as well, I have discovered SO I SAY NO TO THE UNITED STATES BEING FINALIZED AS A VASSAL SERVANT OF NAZI EUROPIGAPELAND ZONE INFILTRATORS and to the whole nepobaby bs factory of dumb and dumbed-down incompetent mediocrities these whore apes from whorewood spawned out of the Reagan-era dynasties of nasty.//So now....Threatened by 2 more politicians when I dared to watch their video, unawares that it was feeding frenzy time once more: open season on me proclaimed by Congress to all politicians whose videos are hacked onto my Youtube main channel; I click on them, instantly or within a few hours, the terrorist politician--Senators now, on Rep side of the uniform aisle of sides with a little partition down the middle for visual effect---they rushed within I think it was a few minutes of having hacked their video--I don't know how it's being done, but obviously the two in the video were together, I have no idea where they teleported me ostensibly in the U.S. somewhere (the feeding room for their side of the uniform sides of Congress to feed off this contract on me---rushing with jokes, sinister in content, trying to elicit a response--to get their promotions; assuring me that my money will never be reinstated by social security they are making sure of it; despite their many claims of being Christians I think the God they worship only delivers for their constituents and then maybe not so much after all, but nevertheless, threatening me saying the celebrities who have stolen my ideas derived from torture and rape for over 16 years to the full cheers of Congress, Whorewood and society at large; must never pay me a cent for my ideas and for the years of making sure I can't move physically so they can yell in mirth that I am some "loser" as they block internet function continuously so I can't earn a cent, block every attempt I make in any business endeavor, poisoned me after I obtained my Master's Degree (my family made sure of that, they must feed off this contract of destroying me slowly, ever-so-slowly me struggling for the rest of my life for my life as the make sure I am poisoned, raped, beaten and robbed of everything as they torture my cat slowly to death and hold her up to me dying while they are abusing her into a coma and me as well, they want to at least---then, they poisoned me made sure the nazis and facsists and mafia were poisoning me to death so they could obtain decades of promotions and deals for handing me over, always blaming me yelling abusive handing me to their friends and Nazis to be raped as they sneered in contempt at me; now joining in the feeding frenzy told to abuse me with mirth and gladness as I fight to get them off. I watched, oh, I dared to watch I had the "nerve" to watch a video they hacked, two more politicians on the hate side of the hateful 88 side of the one-sided hate train of Congress---and they came to laugh and say they would rescue my cat, only to laugh and say they would kill her and that my money will never be reinstated and etc etc....as they are taking money away from many people taking lives away from many people; I must say that many people who attacked me may be in the list of those excluded deported put in prisons or just participating--in Florida there have been many, but I suspect that the vicious Latinos are nice and promoted by now, laughing at those sent off to detention camps and to foreign countries, just laughing their way to south Beach to help support the cause of wealth attainment in America. So it's open-season on me for all and any Senator; it's been that way for years anyway nothing much has changed except that it's now mostly Repo's and not demo's---there is a slight difference in style between the two, can't decide which group is more lethal yet, you would assume the "right wing" as I am not their crowd and not their supplicants they are allowing temporary reprieve from the eventual extinction they plan with no rebellion. thusly, I don't know for how long, but no more politicians any videos can become death threats adding to the endless list of people threatening to "get" me and to kill me have me killed--a long list by now, under Trump the death threats are constant from politicians and political entities operating under this regime. The Democrats have withdrawn their support for the terrorist celebrities in open season against me in the last regime, but they are still awarded and praised constantly in the media now it's the repo's turn to get their endless free promotions in the nazi media for the open season upon me. What they have to say is information that the print news as far as I can ascertain not being able to pay for a subscription is a bit more comprehensive but the videos are more revealing, however the free videos have a cost, and I suggest to everybody involved the cost of watching these politicians and the news head spin sickeners (not doctors) is perhaps a version of death or actual death. You can believe what they are saying and vote for the wrong thing, wrong group and having been so duped you may end of dead just for having watched and "believed" in their lying k-rap. I am openly threatened with murder after I click on the k-rap they crank out and have hacked into my system. they then continue to hack to see how brainwashed I am, because I never learn my lesson after all I just keep clicking on a new politician assuming that this one didn't vote for the big butt bill so maybe he won't be so audacious and violent as the last who also didn't vote for the big butt bill but they all want to kill me to get their promotions while they espouse caring for The American People, which they exclude me as a participant in by the way; having kicked me out repeatedly all my life. But still, some form of payment for my years of studying in grad school only for the government to have me poisoned so I can't function on any level, while celebrities torture me to obtain original ideas, as they pay nothing but then take away my beloved cat, my money my body my health and have poison raped into my body while I write out to the world to please stop them as they viciously go on every day. Demanding that I give them everything they want to suck out of me continuously giving nothing in return, literally nothing but destroying and stealing all they can and mutilating my body raping torturing and saying i deserve it (for having competed and won against nazis and white supremacists).

 But especially, NO TO UGLY SLEAZY DISGUSTING NAZI PIG APE "MEN" SO CALLED who are abusing insulting and raping me then demanding that I provide them with slavish devotion for shit that they are, shit as men, shit as human beings, and shit but glorified for their macho posturing in movies and in the world of nazis and mafia.

I absolutely honor myself and my life and do not and will not waste it on some sleazy dirty crap scumbag who is abusing and torturing me, as they all do to get their deals, their girlfriends boyfriends mommies and partners all waiting in the wings watching and clapping the big pig ape scumbags on the back; their entire community of friends and family urging him to beat abuse and rape me and wrest control over me so they can all snort up as much as they possibly can, snouts stuckin the air in nazi posturing

it's an endless procession of lookalike act-alike haters

I remember when there was individuality and soulful essence in society it was accepted, and that was too much those types are all killed off for the most part and what is left are square-jawed various skin colored nazis all posturing in elitist imitation of their nazi heroes

and I am now fighting for the planet I guess--fighting for a society that they have stolen all ideas from sucked the essence out of everything from Civil Rights to feminism and all inbetween in terms of providing chances

the women of the fascist nazi core, one of whom attacked me today, obtained her passage into power through the women like me who marched and actually had to fight the bigot pig apes who these same women are patting on the rears telling them to rape and beat me so they can feel entitled. They are cheering on the pig ape scum ugly skanks of whorewood the nazi women because they are the embodiment of their organization put into visual form for mass programming; thusly the theft of my ideas on rape culture which preceded the me too movement and some and many of the leaders of that group have since or had by that time attacked me viciously; so I can assume they stole that idea from my writing in part at least, and then used it to rid whorewood of prominent jewish men like weinstein, having him poisoned to death in prison with the poisons they injected into me, prison food and drugged to death with no  option to have real unpoisoned food; they want to do that to me as well. As usual, no one will be there for me, not a single person as has been happening all these years.

So I fight they want to horribly kill me for fighting back and not saying yes instantly.

I fight because they are the knell of an impasse of quality in culture in politics and art, because they are such hateful sleazy and nasty filthy liars they have taken over everything, the country is being destroyed as they feed off trying to emulate peasant aristocrat society a la europigapeland.

the europigs they administer to torture me are pure evil filthy scumbags sleazy and ugly and sick, not highly intellectual just posturing bs con artists some of whom can recite shakes and that is about the best. The rest is platitudes and repeats of cliches some "witty" sneering contemptuous insults conflated with a higher level of intellectualism, that is about it.



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.