Of course, the internet has been turned off whilst I write this realty check for the dumbed-down aspiring to be pumped-up on fake inflated "power" by imitating mussolini and hitler and the white bulbous trash dirty ape scum who have learned to emulate just grabbing p-valley turning all into an inflated lie about their grandiosity of pretense (the most indisious are the progressives feigning concern about human rights, and whining about being minorities discriminated against--they rush to sexually abuse me to prove they truly are with the white hamburger type "men" of the fasco-stupid regime yelling screaming sexually abusing and sauntering around like a combo of rape culture icons out of whorewood
the phone call I just barely managed to eek out was cut off at the end; but what I can rarely or have never written is that the other "end" of the phone calls are the ones coordinating the cut-off of the calls. They cut the calls off at their opportune moments when they are cutting me off not at random moments but absolutely choreographed into them making their "statements" of obtuse insult and denigration me responding and the call is cut off.
My brain as ALWAYS under assault and the stress levels and general exhaustion, plus more hard poison had been wending it's way out of my spine and back to be eliminated (earlier this morning) it was ripping slowly out of my back for days from the two days of exertion to go to the internet shop to get this laptop working seminally (it is perfectly working at core levels not a single scan and the expert technician found a single problem with my system--the computer is scratched paint has been smeared on the keyboard permanent stains were smeared on the covering to make it look degraded, as they have done to every item in my personal sphere and my body, in particular coated with blemishes that are permanent\
but despite all this
I had written this "SOS" because I had sent two faxes to this field office first to send in the crooked and not clearly visible set of forms to be filled out for consideration of my benefits---I was lied to by the AI chat I rely on for information or the field office was lying I was told that the forms could be done by phone and the forms filled out by the agents by phone rather than having to send them in. My brain is rendered into a complete "gullible" state of belief under this influence and it is very difficult to access the questioning state that is critical for critical thinking capabilities--gullibility is one of the key cornerstones of mind control and instant belief without questioning is the aim.
I finally managed after 2 hours of the usual grey-hair stress sensation and my body's chemistry going into dire survival mode--stress and then having to eat to keep my energy up whereas I had been relaxed on the earlier call so the usual harassment/abuse skits of "I can't hear you speak up" I could handle with calm, but when they cut the internet off and kept turning it on for about 10-30 seconds so I kept phoning and all that happened was my money was deducted from my account but the call was dropped--for 2 hours and now they are turning the router off as well to make it appear as if it is broken
(they are doing this with everything now, to get me to sp end and spend my reserve stimulus money and also return the inheritance my "family" sent to lure me into having contact with them, something I have not done since 2012 because of their heinous hate and fascist ugliness and their nazi spouses and children who are viciously globbing onto having me killed so they can all profit off it; now the frenzy to be at the whorewood level they are furiously abusing me alongside nazis open fascists open anti-semites; they are used to it their dirty nasty spouses make antisemitic jokes all the time and insults that are in the appearance as loving little "jokes" which my dirty family then subliminate into abusing me with murderous hate as their stress valve release mechanism. As planned by the psy-ops scumbags of the whore-complex controlling every layer of nuanced mind programming into fascist nazi emulation compliance.
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I told the obviously Chinese-sounding guy who answered like he was having a slight erection and stimulated in a sadistic thrill that he was under this contract for promotion to abuse me while feigning just doing his "job"---he answered with a tone I have heard from people who organize murder skits and hate upon me and my family and having succeeded and having killed people off (i.e. my other deceased family members) they join in with the shitalina pig ape pitt crew with this giggly "demonic" glee a kind of vocal tone that implies extreme sadistic schadenfreude but suppressed at the really open murderous level--by phone for an office it is a small snippet of "what is to come" when you all allow them more access to the tech system. So far, the scumbags you all put in power are thrilled. This vocal tone I recognized but the desperation I had been put into not just from the previous 2 hours of internet being absolutely blocked while I must make sure that my forms are being processed---but years of this ongoing a year of non-stop attack upon my money by billionaires profiting in more millions and billions from MY IDEAS told constantly that I am a stupid bitch loser as they block and poison and torture my life force is drained from the 10=-16 hours of abuse via teleportation and the ugliness and sickness of this group, which you all worship and love---I never did, so they keep torturing me to lie and say they are great so they can get more promotions
even when I compliment some of them like the english director whose artwork is of visual acuity I say his themes are something I never promote and thusly not him (fascist overtake of government using sex and violence as the usual sales pitch of shitty whorewood)
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they guy on the phone from social security at the life-and death-decision making level, they are all sadistic bureaucrats on a power death trip as I have observed from this year but always I am channeled into their agents who are delighted to be essentially murdering people by cutting their money off, but sadistic and abusive at the same time as if the person had committed a crime (true fodder for a modern-version of a Dickens movie adaptation)
I told him that my connection kept cutting out and if the call was severed...and then my brain blanked out completely I could not even finish the sentence--they had been preparing for this and training him for the 2 hours they had my internet cut off. But first they wanted me to write "squirming" about not being able to call, as they have been doing throughout this entire process, and also cutting off all mail communication by having my mail information NEVER sent to me and the sadistic mail system not responding and lying about not having any way to open mail or let me know--after overcharging me in my desperation to get any business done
to get a seminal working system was so fraught with 25 hours of the system (my laptop) being remotely shut down to block all access
(wifi is off again, on again within 10 seconds they are turning it on and off constantly)
the chinese older male on the phone I then asked me the usual id questions, which they are all very pleasant about so your guard is lowered. when it comes to the "meat" of the life-threat to existence then the fangs come out. I told him first that I was phoning to check of 2 faxes I had sent had been processed, also told him my connection kept going in and out---which would give anyone the idea that I was trying to get this done quickly before the information was cut off.
He asked me pretty quickly my id, as if he were complying and understood that my connection might cut out. He then asked me "what other information did you need what was your question" to which I had already planned in my mind how I would approach the question as to get all info instantly into the question to shorten the cut-off time: "I sent a fax on (date) with forms your office had requested filled out the (xxx form and xxx form) and the other fax I sent a week later was to check to see if you had received the forms as I had heard nothing) "
the man interrupted me with whiny condescending power trippy negativity, "You never let me finished checking" although I was in the process of answering his question, which was "what information were you asking about" I didn't want to leave it as "I sent 2 faxes I am checking to make sure you received them and are processing them" to which he would have then checked to see what the information had been--instead he interrupted me while i was saying that the faxes contained the specific forms to be filled out by july 30 and then as I was getting into the 2nd form to confirm--this information--he interrupted me whining that I was (implying that) I was interrupting him and speaking too much (they always want to silence me, cut calls off in the middle of information to make me stress to death about trying to get information clearly and correctly for my life and survival--cutting off all avenues endlessly so my life is always on teh brink of homelessness or death with rape and torture demons using the teleportation tech to inflict their hate and racism upon me but always asking me for ideas because they are commonplace rapist thieves looking for this easy advantage by screwing people over to death for their promotions)
he then began to slow down and repeating that the forms xxx and xxx had been received-and his instructions as I ascertain were to slow slow down so I got into stress panic mode before the internet was cut out. I was on a brain-manipulation mind control orbit by that time of trying for a year to deal with this situation weeks of fighting to use the internet every turn and person I deal with is a terror agent abusing it's position to screw me over every fax and every communication is so hacked and diverted to terror agents that I have ZERO confidence in any communication and it's response especially from this entity of the government under the doge and (democrat/repub terror units put into these committees by the terrorist icons of compassionate humanity as they are deemed and endless promoted as being)
as he slowed down I said, "yes that is the form I sent" and he slowly began to drawl out, "and the second fax...."
as I was in speed hyped-up stress mode I spoke to get this done quickly and told him before he could drag the conversation out any longer, my brain was in panic mode and I could not "remember" to remind him that my connection was very poor, I could only say half the sentence and my brain was literally flooded and blanked out in the beginning of the call when he spoke quickly as I had said my connection is very off and on, and if we get cut off....
and so, I didn't mean to but I was under mind control and I spoke urgently that "yes the 2nd fax was just a confirmation request about the first fax and that is all I needed to know (not trying to push them for information on how long it will take them to process this information while I am paying off the inheritance and spending more of my monthly saved money and stimulus during Covid to survive as they keep breaking my internet breaking the modem breaking my music players and costing me huge amounts just to try to communicate and cut out their hamburger slime scumbag white trash and every other color crap males coming to sexually abuse rape and insult me in teleportation while awake and asleep , with "feminist" dirty stupid shitalina always sitting next to every abuser smirking and laughing as they inflict extreme violence upon me to insult and demean me--the ugly stupid piece orf skank shit has been stealing my feminist ideas for over 16 years, after amber turd with felon yuck began their feminist tour of "fame" with yuck being handed doge to stop my fight to block shit nazi women like her and shitalina and their filthy dirty stupid men like shit pig ape pitt and companyh
swaggering fascist wanna be dictators with plantation all being handed everything to quell all dissent
but anyway, this ominous phone call the chinese man on his elder chinese male power trip on me to "be silent good girl" while he knew exactly what was going on, and disconnected the call at the moment I was thanking him for his help, very friendly on my part trying to keep the energy high and not low as they all always are--
it was a "snub" and a controlled skit that he was happily engaging in, oh boy oh boy and you get to keep me waiting for my life decision not knowing if I will get my mail even or have accurate information and if I have to deal with that agency or any life-supporting agency for my "resistance" to being put into enslavement torture and murder by this group of hamburger nazi bigot scumbag apes (males) dirty skanky stupid whore shit (females) cabinet members from congress sleazy dirty and murderous on their own bureaucratic power trips over life and death now exalted through this tech; all playing their 'christian" and "progressive hero' roles and the vicious lying demo-rats are all vying for top contender to "combat trump" which they fully allowed to come into power they are all raking in the offshore investments and crypto schemes (not the stable coins, oh no but the nefarious crypto and meme coins)
such a sick scam.
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But the rendering of "Jews" to be almost at the lowest level of the genocidal pyramid scheme has pitted me with dark hair and olive-skin in summer sun exposure has put me at the genocide rank and minorities are flocking to impose their hierarchical feeding food chain frenzy for approval to be elevated in "rank" of the color spectrum. Blacks are now elevated white supremacy level elite in this realm of the entitled wealth privilege "class"---and thusly, as usual, a "minority" probably at least a half thousand times in his life having experienced some racist meme some stereotype some nasty look and feeling "shame" for his "race" in white America---fearing for his level or her level, the "minority minion" is abusive towards me with more glee which is almost akin to the white middle-management type who also giggles and is thrilled to be inflicting their version of race elevation by having me attacked by other minions they use
so I had to experience it again.
I am, however, very much disenchanted by now with the blonde nazi stereotype and fascist personality character and most people who have not been "culled/killed" out imitate this meme.
In my deep sleep while they continued to mutilate my cuticles on multiple fingers because I put on layers of protection every night, but last night in such exhaustion going to sleep in my clothing--too much in pain, and this hard "shelf" of poison that broke off my body latched like glue into my muscles in my lower back came out this morning but for 3 days I could not exercise or take any herbal medication because of the sickness from detox and the stress of having to carry all I need to this computer shop and shopping and etc and my body literally cannot heal or handle it for more than once more week or two weeks---I remain at this place being tortured in one single place but because I appear healthy and strong, as I also don't want to appear vulnerable and weak and in public I don't want to be seen as weak either, if one could understand the predator principle you must always display invulnerability if possible in any way you can under such circumstances
the people in power who are willing to attack me for their own power positions cannot fathom this principle but are willing and ready to accuse me of pretending to be disabled--not seeing me in pain laying down sitting in one space doing my exercises trying to get strong to deal with endless abuse for 16 hours per day which drains my vitality to the point of emptying it all out. people sucking in my life force getting high on the power differential getting high on hormones of power and torture yelling screaming and insulting my body constantly and rushing to grab at me when I react under truth serum drugging in any way of self defense.
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