Thursday, August 14, 2025

All-day drilling into cement and steel in the room below, and the room below that right directly beneath my room. Over SEVEN YEARS of this same room being drilled into for hours per day, day after day and the rooms beneath mine as well. Hours today, every day drilling and pounding all around me,j every year. Cleaning while my body can bend now from years of fighting to get the hard poisons out--degrees of dirt piled up under a wooden ladder it acts as a stool---i cleaned it out last week, today it has dirt piled up like it's been dumped with a pile of black soot dirt and debris rocks and rubber bands--all hidden behind the corners--the floor saturated with debris I cleaned it a few days ago--dirt piled behind all object. On my patio, which I also cleaned a few days ago (before going out to the computer shop to try to fight for my survival--the computer 5 days after having spent this money I need for survival just to try to use the computer for a few phone calls---now not working so slow it's like completely corrupted by the files poured through forced "updates" I avoid never click on updates they force them on me every time I do a reset. If I don't do a reset and try to clean out the hundreds of files they force into my c-drive the system is so slow it barely works or operates--sit waiting for 2 minutes to just click on one file before it opens barely slowly, and on and on. My body with blemishes and scars all over my hands, which look like I have been doing industrial cleaning with no gloves and no ointment for my skin from years of them pouring filth on my skin and slicing into my cuticles (two nights in a row I collapsed in exhaustion unable to defend my hands, they are now swollen the veins are popping out, huge red bloody welts on all the cuticle areas like bloody but swollen beneath the surface. Liver spots and internal toxicity show up on my skin as these liver spots from decades of poisoning, paralysis and non-stop torture. The shit who have profited off this continue to hack their foul faces and "fighting trump " bullshit like dirty ugly crockashit out of texas, raskin who has been thoroughly promoted for his inclusion, now gavin newsome who rushed to have a mexican comedian threaten to kill me after he began insulting me and I told him to f-off in so many words, but not using his language using creative expressions and denouncement of his stupid statements which are no arguments just hateful verbal toxicity spewed at me. While my hands were coated with black muck from cleaning and having to clean the saturated with debris black muck cloth rag I was using, it had been bright red but was black from soot and crap that the cleaning ladies pour into my room after they get filth from their nazi organization to pour this crap into my body and home food and clothing as often as they possibly can. Either through mechanical arms while I am sleeping or in other rooms, or when I leave they rush to pour filth everywhere under items like layers that are 1/4 inch thick. The youtube channels of people who are being given permission to negatively scrutinize trump and his cartel have viciously rushed to abuse me in all the years past leading up to this point. their false opposition or perhaps some of them are authentic in fighting trump but they know that they will always remain in power despite whomever is in office because they are "retaining Democracy" by their verbal presentations in front of cameras. Thinking with disgust that ice cube is in a lead role for a movie that has any depth to it as his years of stupidity and like a dumb animal with a blank ugly face rushing to hit me for white trash europigapes who put him in these lead roles, is amazing how vile the whole shabang of deception really is. I am the person who has been fighting fascism for over 16 years in this context they have all helped to cement it in power, are all being propped up as "heroes' and their statements they make in front of the cameras sound exactly like movie ending sunset vistas of heroic statements from movies coming out of the 50's or 40's when they were fighting indians or nazis--however the irony is so maladapted to reality the absurdity and almost pornographic sleaze of the whole display is an atrocity but I watch, the grapes of wrath in my veins from the filth I must clean in order not to breathe toxic dust and filth into my body which is coated with scars and blemishes from these same people laughing as they partnered with shitalina the ugly sick crap while they are all out partying right now celebrtaing their new celebrity cause which is to "fight trump" what heroes they are! I remain here fighting for my life because they remain torturing and abusing me to death every day. Last night the sleazy dirty teleportation skit that I can remember while I was so exhausted from the sickness they imposed upon me while I was fighting to just ascertain if I had actualy sent a fax and it was accepted by social security in this one field office, where all the agents by phone as in every phone call to every field office for the past year (trump was orchestrating this criminal network along with muck for over a year now, they knew and everyone else knew long ago who would "win" the election harris came to cement her whorewood contract which she obtained after leaving office and her cementing of her contract in whorewood which was written of in the Hill one week after t-rjmp took office was accomplished by her smiling warmly with love and giggling at me in context of a violent murder concentration camp referencing german scum filth who had beaten and raped me repeatedly in front of laughing ugly shitalina who was trying to win an oscar for the maria movie idea she stole verbatim from me, got her europigaqpe fascist scum to make a movie with that ugly sick creep starring in it, ltierally taking my ideas verbatim every bit almost of the main plot--as they have been doing non-stop the same spanish filmmaker also had the ideas I wrote about other women like in context of maria callas also jackie kennedy and also I wrote of princess diana--all turned into their movie awards me being poisoned mutilated and tortured to death. so I sit here watching what I told myself not to do: not watch anything out of america. Ugly sick crockashit-alina out of texas will rush to beat abuse and sic steve bannon and hegseth on me along with jamie raskin who makes a disgusted ugly hate face when he offers to help me by me being his "slave" so I can enjoy the wonderful "intellectual" environment of washington d.c. whorewood instead of the death threatening nazi hate and filth of hegseth and his nasty family and bannon threatening my life constantly due to his racism--but dirty sick ugly crock-a-shit from texas is a "good black" (girl) and therefore he loves her, probably they "get it on" I suggest but whatever--hearing the utter k-rap they are all pouring out about fighting trump or being christian or supporting patriotism or christianity or fighting against rape culture---cleaning up the stinking filth they order into my body and home perpetualy my body looiks like I've been cleaning filth and working fields for years with no protection to my hands or body the poisons they smear on my skin are so damaging--my hair the blemishes all along my legs my body crooked and broken down from the posioning on top of violence and torrture using these technologies--the filth who have funded and inflicted this upon me are in the most wealthy pig ape in the world position muck yuck for example--hailed and saluted by nazi shithole america and I am here the only one fighting for democracy fighting against monarchistic overtake (as in I am the real patriot but not being a white nazi pig ape scumbag they consider me the enemy and not an american slated for nazi concentration camps as they have their dirty filthy german and english pig ape shit yell at me after they beat and rape me with ugly shitalina having people laugh along with her they all are starring in movies and living the sleaze life of dolce vita but greasy slime underneath the polished surface. that slime they pour on me perpetually. I remain being tortured non-stop every day as being the actual one and only who is fighting for democracy the only one actually fighting rape culture and racism. ///last night's teleportation skit was of a hamburger-body type white trash creep around 20-30 years old, I don't know, supposedly he was another rape drug rapist who I had been mind controled into believing I was "in love" with who then did the usual contractual post-rape abuse of me; as they all do sneering hate contempt and insults after they drug me, I passionately with "love' contrived artificially rendered also out of isolation and torture and because I am a loving person--and the haters then abuse me instantly afterwards all of them, leading to murder in many cases I have had to fight non-stop to not get killed by the pig filth shit whore "men" and their nasty dirty women who drug and use brain-altering tech to force me to make love as if they are beautiful and wonderful. I have been fighting this so they are forcing it on me in my deep sleep state and then pouring stinking filth for trying to get another mrudering ugly sleazy bigot off me. The blondish dirty creep began insulting me I told him to go away he kept on, as all the latched on parasites do in teleporation so I began screaming at him to shut up and go away. It is now that they are subhuman to my perception nothing like people or beautiful I only see dumb hamburger jerk-off scumbags who have been programmed into sleazy and stupid fascist mentality and get promoted for displaying stupid asinine like jasime crocket but not black and dirty lying crap like her but blonde white trash, like her white boyfriends of maga. ///Watching cornell west and this jewish creep with dyed blondish white hair--finklestein--cornell west makes a big ado about his civil rights hipster jargon is a most vile and sleazy ugly sick dirty racist programmed bigot--finklestein like so many jewish men rushed to hateful abuse and insult me with venom hate---watching them performing their jive crap in a sabby sabs video--who spent all the harris campaign era railing about palestinians and rights and genocide after the trump team has won, is glorified and exalted by having the whorewood nazi director who made JFK---I know his name, but he's also been involved in the hate attacks against me albeit in Miami--with the shit creeps I knew who were models and aspiring actors--just an endless procession--he was on her show and she was so glorified that white nazi whorewood is supporting her "black" channel--cornell west who masturbated in front of me as the very first thing that rotten dirty white nazi wanna be fake did to bring the presidential teams into his corner he then was given permission to run for president and divert votes away from the democrats. I hope people can understand the connections here. Sabby sabs now does the gossip circuit of celebrities and politicians, claiming that jews are the discriminatory ones and black s are the endless victims of racism. I myself was accused of being racist by the entire team of black nazi celebrity and congress-whorewood celebrity rappers krappers and etc. all using the "nazi" diversion of blaming the victim and pouring their own modus operandi onto the target. And so, It goes on. I remain my body covered with scars blemishes and the mutilation continues. The filth spewed into my body hair into my vagina on a nightly basis in order to drug and poison me with the smiling ugliness of the real ugly shitalina not your plastic celebrity appearance with MY IDEAS adoring that ugly sleazy filthy sick parasite as well as dirty and stupid pig ape shit pitt--they are so revolting but the creeple who replace them are just as ugly, lying and dirty but perhaps a bit less violent now that they are openly "fighting " trump---this group out of whorewood like ice cube PUT TRUMP IN POWER which no one but me can ever state it's such a state secret .

 ...and for my most precious and beloved cat La Moux who may still be alive, waiting since 2013 for me to take her away from the scourge of Depp and his hate and neglect, then I have no idea whom had her but baryishnikov has been abusing her in front of me so she is screaming in terror, at age around 25 years old way past the lives of 2 cats in succession that is how much love I had with her and she is still waiting for me to return


the creep baryishnikov has no love or need for my cat, his hate and expoitation with his nasty blonde partners like s. J. parker the nasty american wanna be parisian hateful skank associated with his sex and the city tv series, together screaming at me to watch her crap instead of what I was watching--the people who I was watching got awards that year for unspectacular tv shows and like all the rest, just left me to be killed after they expoited and used me to get their awards and deals out of this contract, after having hacked their stuff bs crap onto my youtube every day until they were assured awards and deals


that has been the prevailing trend that these sinister parasites get endless deals they otherwise never could have obtained, and giving nothing to me as any kind of token they are programmed to treat me as a stepping stone to be used exploited and murdered they could give a damn

my cat is all I have left, of my life all they are to me are disgsting ugly subhuman crap who force their ugliness on me


please make him return my cat ALIVE so I can at least have something of my family which is not the filth I grew up with and left at a very early age


I also need MONEY to deal with any other expenditures

these pig whores have obtained MILLIONS EACH for their violence against me along with their crappy children-not a cent to me just more abuse to get more more murder murderand torture mutilation and torture

they are the filth that has helped to shape america into an untalented mediocrity of stupid dirty violent movies and shit fake personalities all conforming to fascist nazism

selling it like hotcakes everyone wants more of the non-nutritional but selling of their brand bs---the brand they are selling is empty meaningless fascist bigot rape culture racism unparalleled in the topsy-turvy disorientation of mind control permeation of deception


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Hours later, the internet works perfectly--no crucial phone calls to make determining my life out of this trap of endless snares


watching the news, something I had told myself could be another rapist lurking as a liberal progressive lecturing about peace, brother, freedom equality and all that civil rights jazz

seeing that crocket has a new slew of interviews instantly after viciously with murderous hate, her derogatory racism aimed at me with the racist MSNBC black host sharpton, who with farrakhan and whoopie goldberg rushed to claim I am the most racist--for having called oprah an aunt jemima after--that was the 2 year or more mark of oprah idea theft (wrinkle in time I had written of, she co-opted it and they turned it into forgettable mush no one mentions it ever again) but....attacks, hugs for the shitalina white supremacy crew, asking me what I thought of her, in rage I told her she was and is an aunt jemima never liked her show and that her bs about women's rights and concern about the spirit the soul humanity and about racism was just a front to help herself, her group in the plantation society. That began non-stop years of shit like crockett rushing to violently assault me because---voila! she got instant fame skyrocketed for the orchestrated "butch body" bs she had formulated as a SKIT with mtg who by that time with crockashit jumping in with the oprah clan violence of black antisemitism already so entrenched in society along with just general antisemitism but....


so disgusting. The View has been interviewing people who assault me on a regular basis, whoopie rushing to violently hit me with a huge stick--all blacks in power rushing to assault me for having said this; right behind them literally are people like steve bannon, hegseth and lindsey graham. Who on american know-how and who could ever claim that these men are respectable in racist terms and that they are equal-minded and have no investment in destroying people who are not white--and yet, skank dirty and the real prostitutes (as they try to make me out to be but it's they) the white men are skanks the black women the jewish men and etc

I am someone who believes that sexuality is a precious thing not a commodity to exploit in order to destabilize and traumatize someone in order to have a racist advantage. rape of women in order to crush a group has been a common tactic and dirty crockashit is all for it, violently in assent but the most interviewed dirty yapping crap almost in the democrat party--the kind of lying yelling yapping pounding thumping almost gyrating creep almost singing about her genitalia like their heroes the genital-focused singing pop skanks who came to violently threaten to kill me in front of the german ape piece of shit they showered love upon and instantly obtained recognition more tours and then awarded some kind of huge award can't remember what it was called. the reason was for loving white nazi shit out of germany and putting antisemitism more firmly into the black bag of tricks of trickster lying nazi blacks like crocket

and sharpton and farrakhan and oprah and whoopie


shame that society has labeled them as heroes of antiracism in society. the point is that when they get threatened with racism it's a horrid crime but in privacy like all the crap I must deal with, racism is their stepping stone and pushing jews into the genocide category is now a hip and chic thing to do, thanks to this group but it was in the black diaspora of "getting upward mobility" for decades and is still an unspoken rite of passage. Crockashit has gone through along with dirty nasty raskin who beat abused threatened laughed about me being raped and poisoned in front of the shitalina pig ape pitt crew--the jew is then positioned to a semblance of "respect" by hogsith and ham-on and crock-a-shit is his partner in assaulting me with hate, derision (she in particular)


how is it so impossible for this actual reality to be so ignored by anyone else but myself, is there no one who can discern fake posturing and the insidious hidden agenda of people in this rising fascist country that people are now labeling as a fascist nazi state?


I wrote for 16 years that this group of f-ing shit in whorewood was bringing this about, and the same people commenting that fascism and nazis is on the rise continue to foster the deception that these rotten dirty filth scumbags are great, artistic, beautiful, and represent---anti racism anti sexism anti-rape culture \

and anti-nazism\

they through their greed, ugly sinister black-hearted lack of personality stupidity their blank nothingness as human beings is all I have ever witnessed of most of the famous crap put into power in the United States


they are vessels of selfish greed and creepy sexual debauchery all of them undoubtedly so sexually dehumanized through their posturing crap about selling their sexuality as a commodity and their political competence as their real personalities and as it turns out, it's just a non-stop circus of lying performative hateful meaningless filthy parasites and leeches all doing anything with full hate at me for being the block to their free free free hand-outs endless promotions they believe they are entitled 

I only see they are destroying my country, although white trash and their black nazi scumbag minions are telling me that I have no place there, it is still MY COUNTRY and I am the one amongst the shit of bannon and hogseth for example who is a patriot and I have more christian values than one strand of hogseth's posturing skunk hairdoo on his rotten fat pudgy head---they are so antithetical to anything decent and incredible--that includes their black skank plantation whore crockashit--I am the only one who recognizes this, as for everybody else, they want a posturing bullshit performer they had it with hillary they had it obama for many of his aspects in my experience as a black performer for the racist elite his antisemitism is one of his permission to be wealthy cards---and it goes on and on


I am the ONLY ONE who writes of this it appears or anyone else I am blocked from accessing. No one can discern that they are full of shit or racist or black stooges for nazis.

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The giggly, fun "game" of torturing me to death slowly, every day, the giggly Kamala Harris is now replaced by smirking laughing Newsome, although the California contingent is a be happy don't worry group (unless they might lose their races) the east coast P-lousy is grim violent her slurring saccharine voice for the public is a menacing growling death threat at me for say ing no to dirty arnold and shitalina, her clown heroes of endless dark money graft endlessly poured into her overseas coffers (perhaps in Italy, where she claims she really is from) but California is a nice cousin-style home-away-from Italy home and murder mafia are her real home courtesy of her east coast heritage (perhaps a generation or two behind her actual domicile but she has lots more in europigapeland and more and more from her collusion with shitalina the half-stupid pure sleazy filth they all adore--showing their lack of all humanity their absolute lack of higher intelligence to run a little convenience store allowing criminals to open the cash register while they are in the backroom counting the hand-out from the crime; that is their level, truly in congress in the senate--etc. The "fun" game has been every single day "played" by ugly shitalina her Englih dirty filthy violent genocidal nazi crew, absolutely integrated into nazi culture out of europigapeland with lots of blathering lies to conceal their true agenda. The "fun" game which ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt laugh about is me being so abused that I rush violently at the piece of shit insulting me calling me a bitch raping after punching me in the face--the stupid ugly whores have won oscars from ideas they stole from myh writing and out of torture, they have been paid in multi-millions and then billions i.e. for barbie concept the shit pigs who stole the idea, the blonde nazi whore stupid dirty creeps had me raped so they could obtain "permission" to play anti-rape and sexist roles against their rape complicity controllers--claiming all the while (using MY ideas) their "superiority" and "intelligence" and "creativity" and although I never watched that stupid movie I do know something about people getting their ideas stolen and that if this were not allowed to go on and on indefinitely--as I shut out all creative ideas now I can't even think creatively any longer they are both abusing and raping me for expressing anything related to demonstrating superiority to them--and then they steal the ideas they torture me day after day to obtain more ideas--so the "fun" that newsome is giggly about along with harris (who laughed giggled etc--) was to abuse me to the point of outrage. I am trying to breathe deeply but my spine is embedded with microchip implants which are "tweakekd" when ever some creep down the hallway slams it's door so violently the cement hallway shakes, the corridor reverberates and I feel literally an electric jump in my spine in the same places (one of the microchips that was embedded into the muck hardened along my spine came out years ago, but there is at least one left and even one can cause great nervous system sensations) and thusly--they inhibit my breathing--I am ALWAYS ALONE with dying plants on my patio, my cat my one family member stolen dying waiting for me to return and love her again, if she is still alive, baryishnikov who is there every day to "help" me by forcing his "advice" of saying a few sentences while I am in 100 % concentration mode---but my cat he tortures after I defend myself against nazi statements by german shit and filth he protects but still clings onto his partners and friends and children obtaining more promotions for his involvewment in having me beaten abused raped and tortured drugged and insulted to the point that I am in fight mode every day--my breathing is being remotely controlled I am drugged while sleeping with horrific drugs everybody avoids me so I have zero support or contact and everybody conforms to this demand for me to be ousted shunned ostracized abused raped and poisoned abused stolen from--they are trying to make me homeless now. the internet has been turned off again for the 25th time in a few hours of fighting to use the internet for a few minutes at a time. The "fun" of ugly shitalina feeding off my rage watching me grow old screaming at one pig after the next she brings on to abuse me to the point of my nervous system crashing into rage defense and survival mode--imy hair turning grey from the last two sick fucks she had beating and raping me in front of her, they all obtain endless deals out of it and smiles and hugs from all the feminists the black shit nazis (sickening by now to hear their laments about being victims of racism and fighting against racism it is sickening to a highest degree of putridity )

  Today it was this lousy (I am trying to think of more original insults that piece of shit by now, so lousy) creep beckham some soccar play...