Friday, December 18, 2020

Aldous Huxley interview below, heralded the threat looming for the future of USA TODAY. The newspaper source USA Today is a threat to the United States in some of it's coverage: The Entertainment section in particular IS A REAL FAKE NEWS source but it's FREE!! The stories cover the news and it's done well enough. The entertainment section, which has originated a few leaders in the political realm (since Ray-gun) is an absolute harbinger or foreshadowing of the new fascist leaders and their promotions are endless year-after-year. I urge a boycott of that publication if you are against a fascist Nazi overtake of the USA. I need to know who or which of the shareholders or their associates come from which of the formerly fascist Nazi countries, or who of the shareholders belong to ultra-fascist Right Wing Nazi parties within the USA (or "Communist" if you want to use that symbolic trope of "evil"). Of course those who are Red pose as Progressives or "liberals" along with the rest of the poseurs. When I use Communist in a pejorative sense I refer to genocidal Totalitarian authoritarian fascso-autocratic aspirants. Now, if you think my post sounds crazy and conspiracy-theory ranting, I urge you to watch the interview with Aldous Huxley who you can use as some surrogate authority on this subject. What I have written is merely a shadow (although somewhat overly hyperbolic on the verge of "hysteria" loose rambling drugged up under mind control ranting).

 

Aldous Huxley interviewed by Mike Wallace : 1958 (Full)



What I wrote above really does sound like crazy conspiracy theory ranting--well, this is the time and age of it so I am just participating in the current zeitgeist! (That was meant to be a little sarcastic joke on the QAnon group, which I DO NOT  subscribe to in any sense or in any fictional sense.
 
I want to state that I am always drugged up and unable to write with clarity whenever I attempt to write my thoughts. The sensation of my head being slightly crushed inward and then spinning as I lose vision acuity and my brain blanks as I struggle to remember words and ideas is akin to some technology skewing my brain neural firing signals or blocking transmission. I really am ranting but in essence, without the ability to truly elaborate or elocute my thoughts what comes out does sound like crazy ranting conspiracy theory.

However, my 5-6 years of living in Germany (Stuttgart) and speaking German, being surrounded by Nazis (literally, not just using the term loosely to apply to "Germans") and I also refer to African-American soldiers who steadfastly participate in REAL Nazi stalking and terror operations. In return the men get blonde German girlfriends (who ultimately use racist slurs after they unceremoniously dump them after they seduce them into the Nazi fold--the blacks then return to America and are now part of the huge anti-Semitic army that the Nazi organization and it's offshoots of America utilize as their stooges and gyrating performers--who are influenced by their peers and the haters who pose as their liberators from within their own "ranks" in the rank-and-file minion organizations all basically stemming from the nazi sources which promote, publicize and are now endlessly awarding them as being "The best" year-after-year in publications like USA Today. The unravelling of my claim would entail not being hacked, drugged or my brain put into a pulsed incognizant zone of being blanked and blanketed and frozen and incapable of really connecting my thoughts as thoughts and ideas are blocked.

I "apologize" for sounding "racist" which I swear I am NOT being in this situation of describing how utterly insidious these performers and their promoters really are, and how little they truly care about these issues for their own sake. They are concerned with their power structures and cartels and that is the most they can do. Their power groups are confined to those who also perform the "divide and conquer" racist schemes, which I have been subjected to all the way from Stuttgart, Germany to Miami, Florida (where a Nazi takeover is now officially recognized by some who are aware of the real situation). 

I cannot condemn the entirety of USA Today as a credible news source, but the flaws are too rampant for me to take this news source seriously and I am sickened by the promotion of the same rotten-to-the-core performers who are endlessly promoted by that mind control propaganda news source. That many performers in H-wood are vying for political office and endlessly winning top awards should be a red light to some who may be a bit skeptical of who and how these awards are meted out and that the same people recur and never go away; why, this very closely resembles the 80-90 year old crusty and nasty Senators in Congress who have come out of the dust bin hiding places within the Senate to condemn the Biden transition. These monopolies of power encrusted and latched onto by the post WWII baby boomers who are now nearly 80 years old have kept the situation of torture aimed at targets like me going on and on for over 50 years that I have been alive, and that is perhaps how long some of them have been in political power. I am NOT referring to Biden but I am sure he is a comfortable elbow rubber with some of them--

I endorse Biden by the way. I am very glad he has won and I like him from a long distance that I want to keep as a long distance view as I have enough of these famous people who have SOLD AMERICA OUT WHICH HAS BECOME A DEBALCE OF CHAOS FOR THE USA TODAY.

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This is what I wrote earlier and I will paste it now. I am not questioning that hackers have changed, deleted or rewritten the post (or the above) but I am not going to spend more time as fighting to pound down on keys and get letters out due to hacking obstruction is taking up far too much time as it is. I must endlessly clean stinking filth that the mechanical arms entering my room while I am unconscious have sprayed and sprayed on everything. I am always drugged and I remain being cut into by these knives that the mechanical arms cut into my body every night. I wake up and am drugged and thus incapable of real calm and reliably censored writing. What comes out is a ranting form of conspiracy theory unfiltered and raw. I am sure that if I re-read it I would balk at how badly it is written and how crazy it sounds but I write it now because I just am going to do it---despite all the threats surrounding me.

I want to get it out, they are so odious they are so DANGEROUS TO THE USA TODAY.
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THREE scumbag rapist enabler, teleporting terrorist (of me) performers have been hailed as having the "best" music videos of 2020, according to USA Today (today published, or yesterday as I am 12 hours ahead). One of them hissed anti-Semitic racist rants at me, and is being hailed for her endless gyrating twerking videos about how she's "fighting racism" along with her fellow racist, anti-Semitic hubby. The two white women, one of whom or rather both are rabid mainstream white Nazi "feminists" who have been awarded prize after prize as they have covertly or openly attacked me in teleportation skits.

Another white female, her sexual orientation is one of her big mainstream media "alternative" selling points, has participated in my attack situation, absolutely exonerating her blonde haired, blue-eyed fellow rapist "friend" and is endlessly awarded celebrity promotions by endless stories about her and her lover.

I should boycott USA Today because every time I open that page there are promotions for people who have teleported and attacked me. I have no idea who or what owns and controls that media outlet but I do know it is not a friend to the USA or it's "Democratic" principles. What is being championed is the absolute reverse/obverse of "Democracy" by USA Today. Perhaps the newspaper really does symbolize what the USA IS today, but however they are creating that bigot, Nazi dumbed down atmosphere by endless promotions of the same people yearp-after-year who indelibly prove year-after-year that they are willing to be every and any kind of gyrating strumpet for the camera, flaunting their sexuality as a selling point for their sleazy "compassionate" "liberalism".

Just like neo-liberalism, what they are really bringing to the table is globalism akin to the financial tragedy of outsourcing that has lead to the demand for "Made in America" but which is sadly a hypocritical selling point that has no real base in any concern for "The people" or the American economy other than how it benefits a ruling global conglomerate power structure.

If that sounds "Progressive" in any way, I highly suggest that people understand that the "Communist" agenda is just another word for an elitist 1% power pyramid, as exists in these "communist" countries. I have been unduly attacked by Progressives posturing in the media, which operate clandestinely hand-in-hand with ultra Right wing fascist Nazis. Truly there is no hyperbole in what I am writing.

I need a source of news information that is not tainted by these people. As I have noticed for years or a few decades by now, the former alternative sources that I once took for granted have been co-opted and it's hard to find any real differing opinion or voice or celebrity that is not a part of the one-sided "duality" that these media tyrants endorse. The foreigners who control the media and their endlessly greedy, selfish lackeys who do not give a hoot for America or it's future or politics except for how much power they can amass for the lies and posturing that they are trained and coached to perform. That they run for office after years of their banal media presentations and their hyped-up sexualized "singing" videos, which are mostly visual and lack real competence of the highest quality for which they are endless awarded year-after-year without end is another low point for American culture and it's all so integrated into politics that there is scant differentiation between the two. Alas, I have had to personally witness all of this in the years of being teleported to the "A-list" actors and now politicians. I can wholeheartedly state that the real politicians who have obtained Masters and Doctorates and are capable are not part of my condemnation. They have put in the work and the competence is much higher than I had imagined now that I am focusing much more of my time on the political spectrum as it's vitally important to me at this time (and now it will continue to be much more tantamount to my life in the future).

I can only blame myself for not having been more involved in politics in a real tangible way, however I must state that the mind control drugs and hardening poisons which kept the drugs locked, fermenting into the interior of my brain and body for decades is much to "blame" for my lethargy and incapacity for real cognitive functioning or involvement in anything--leading to partial paralysis which I am currently fighting day-after-day under, at the same time, deadly non-stop attacks of every sort.

These celebrities who are being awarded year-after-year are the most callous, psychopathic scumbags you could ever not want to get involved with and yet, they remain at the apex of the media pile of bs propaganda and all they do is get more power handed to them the longer they create the real atmosphere of chaos, ultra-right wing fascist Nazi ideology as the gyrate and claim their sexuality is as alternative as their coached posturing lies.

I have to boycott USA Today--I never thought it was a credible source of news information from it's very onset back in the 1980's when Reagan information startled me in it's biased support for the Republican agenda. It's now a fascist Nazi news source although it does cover the news well enough --and FOR FREE--- ALAS that I am forced into this poverty by this very organization so I am stuck very often resorting to such "trash" news sources.

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After nearly fainting in the midst of struggling to "remember" what I was writing about in the midst of writing sentences--not able to cohesively connect ideas and then losing the thread while backspacing to correct hacker inserts--continuously

walking away, dizzy and sick from the brain attacks upon me--"remembering" that I want to state that the USA Today for it's news section is extremely well done. It has concise, well-informed sources that are more compact in information output that most of the other sources. I can rely on USA to print in a very easy accessible way the important news. However, sprawling at a near parallel to eye vision in the layout are endless articles and photos of these Nazi terrorist celebrities (and I do know that they are well-prepared to hack these inserts into my searches, which means that perhaps what I see is not the actual publication and that is probably a very high likely explanation for the apparent convergence of actual news with entertainment fodder that permeates my every news search except for news sources like Politico. However, USA has a very excellent news reporting service but it is undifferentiated from Entertainment personalities (who then later aspire to political office). The interchange is a horrid example of brainwashing and propaganda. Again, I must try to also delineate how much of my information has been created by the terrorist/hacker group or what is a bona fide news source that I click on and read.
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I also want to add a bit about the Aldous Huxley interview, which I so excessively rambled past in an excessive hate "conspiracy theory" rant that sounded as a discrediting mess. In my years of writing papers in Graduate School I can assure readers that I am indeed capable of a much more refined capacity to delineate ideas without rambling into excessive name-calling and hate memes. However, the drugs and the situation call for emotional response, which the mind control tech also exacerbates while diminishing cognitive higher skill sets (please understand how extensive brain-mapping technology is an how it must operate to suppress more cerebral functioning while, under torture and drugging, an emotional hate reaction can be forced and WORDS CAN BE FORCED OUT OF A MIND CONTROLLED PERSON THAT ARE NOT HIS/HER OWN. This is a reality and still remains a secret that only "crazy" people like me ramble on and on about, without evidence and I cannot find ample proof of the technology because I am so engrossed in the sickness of healing and in understanding the endless onslaught of sensationalism attached to one of the terrorists who has made my life a living hell for years--who is always the center of media attention and is probably addicted to the spotlight and is bellowing in rage that his endless daily media appearances are going to diminish. He is now building up a media empire which I don't know if it will sink or continue the wave but....I watch the events unfolding day by day when I had made a sort of promise to myself not to write, as these terrorists want a reaction because every angry rant I write enables them more funding from this most hateful and insidious group (now I can see the Senators in these news clips who probably have been part and parcel of the funding operations of these "black ops" torture protocols and terrorist "gang stalking" groups--which is why they remain in power for decades upon decades because their organizing groups rely on this Congressional power for their continuation of their heinous racist policies of death and slow genocide and purchasing of minion pawns to do their filthy dirty work for them --that includes a large segment of the "jewish" population so do not assume that because I wrote of "African-Americans" I am solely referring to them or any other group in particular.
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As for Huxley--when he elaborates only briefly upon the "agenda" of "Communism" in over-population, lack of birth control *(i.e. the hate agenda of blocking abortion) and then creating a centralized monopolistic State apparatus to control the necessities of food distribution to countries whose economies are failing (ahem, as has been and is now happening in America--and who is there to rescue all these nearly homeless and homeless people in poverty sinking in despair? Why, the Progressives have an agenda that the Right is calling "Communist". However, in my experience which is a revelation of who is operating alongside whomever else and what and now I see why----well, I have written of it, and Huxley pardons the evil conniving aspect of these groups when he says that "No one wants to " create a death atmosphere and "no one" wants to create death and misery to force an agenda (a paraphrase) and in actuality MANY PEOPLE LOVE AND DESIRE DEATH, GENOCIDE AND CONTROL AND MURDER and Huxley explained the socio-economic parallels but exonerated the absolute evil of these banal power grabbers.

I actually become depressed if I listen for too long because what Huxley describes to Mike Wallace is so absolutely current in this exact moment in political history that it's shocking how well he was INFORMED of future catastrophic events. He is shielding the absolute violence and "evil" of the people and groups who are definitely turned on by deadly violence who are enacting these policies. The agenda is going on course as he explained over 70 years ago. That is why I included this interview and how it ties into the current traumatizing political Machiavellian power grab that is taking place globally (not just due to the pandemic, but also the economic "crisis" that was created and manufactured I am tentatively, conspiracy-theory crazed believing at this point).

Listen and make your own judgment but I only write this as for the moment I am under the delusion that speech if free and the First Amendment applies to me just as people who are openly claiming, after they leave prominent positions of authority or even while in authority positions that they would hang, shoot or kill anyone who dissents from their prevailing machinations for power in politics and in the media it's as odious and ominous but completely veiled and hidden. The same and WORSE mentality applies and I actually choose Trump as my partner over the A-list psychopath actors because they are so much more evil, lying and violent than he is (but you can count his wives as being very violent and fascist and Nazi so--I have not been fighting for my life to get rid of all of t hem completely and forever but STILL LIVING HEALTHY, HAPPY WITH MY CAT LA MOUX RETURNED ALIVE AND HEALTHY AND HAVING THEM PAY ME FOR THEIR CRIMES AND ME BEING PROTECTED FROM THIS SICK HATE ORGANIZATION.

People can sneer that what I aspire to is impossible but I must write it out and print it out anyway hoping that some mysterious benevolent group will actually conform to some concept of Democracy when it comes to these technologies of torture, teleportation and "gang stalking" terrorism and that I am FREE to live in peace and paid with a huge reimbursement for the ideas they stole, the years of torture, the damage to my body and finances and then left to find happiness in whatever way I WANT IF NOT HARMING ANYHONE ELSE unlike these famous leaders who are promoted for torture and murder attempts and rape and theft and non-stop violence while completely exonerate and cherished by America Today and it's sick deranged society that is otherwise known as Gang stalking America (not the totality of Americans but it includes far, far too many and it's a veritable army of hate that poses as leaders and entertainers and police and etc etc etc teachers, professors, psychologists, business owners and LANDLORDS and by the way, this landlord here is extremely nasty and is a by-product of your glittering in gold leadership that you all fawn over or hate but continue to let control the media and get away with every and all crimes towards ME which people still keep relegated to some secret hidden torture situation that is too "dangerous" for America to reveal. I suggest that this situation of me has had very serious and deadly consequences because people left me to be tortured and to allow psychopathy to only grow into huge proportions until all of the USA Today is immersed in it's legacy and aftermath, in one dreadful and deadly way or another. I need to move to a safe home I have been living in torture for over 10 years without end--and much longer and I am no political enemy I have committed no crime and yet I get no support system or protection WHATSOEVER from any of the so-called support groups around the planet and thus I ask for a SAFE HOME FOR MONEY FROM THESE HATERS WHO HAVE STOLEN FROM ME EVERYTHING POSSIBLE INCLUCING MY FAMILY/CAT AND FORCE THEM TO PAY ME RESTITUTION IN $$$$ SO i CAN LIVE IN PEACE AS THEY HAVE DESTROYED ALL MY CHANCES FO RHAVING A CAREER OR A JOB OR LIVING IN PEACE. I make this request once more today after writing yet another post to another silent audience of people participating in this who never have any concept of actually going out and doing anything to help or defend me--so it seems and so it is. But I try anyway. Remaining silent as they would have me do, but they drug me to force a reaction after dismemberment day after day and torture and hate from hundreds of people each and every time I go outside to do anything--while tortured as I am sleeping and from neighbors on all sides cutting into my body and being drugged and then drugged into reacting and writing about it which is a form of screaming into the blank and silent internet to stop these murdering bigots and of course--all of you reading this are murdering Nazi bigots and thus....I am sending this missive out as a kind of aimed misdirected appeal to any source of goodness that exists on the planet which will pick up my signal and respond with the appropriate defense (complete defense and protection for me).

Think about what I am fighting to type out, do-nothing readers who continue to assume that this situation of me being tortured has no bearing upon your lives or is a threat to the security of you or your country of the USA Tomorrow.
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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.