Wednesday, December 2, 2020

My last post, written a few hours ago, was not badly rewritten by hackers. The last few paragraphs became obscured by hackers deleting conjoining words and deleting concepts, but not as bad as usual. Right now I am in the endless backspacing stage due to keys not operating when I press them as spaces, and letters juxtaposed are the standard hacker attack operating now. I am still, every day, at least two hours per day (while I can barely move due to poisoning and drugging, literally sick all day from detox, every single day and in very much pain from it, unable to move) but what tiny energy I have is literally consumed by cleaning t he stinking fungus, filth and rotten odors that are sprayed on my pillows, my clothing while I sleep, my home is a stinking mess that I am in too much pain to perpetually clean. They keep spraying the same items and cutting into my body in the same places. I have not been able to clean other areas of my room for months due to how much of my life is spent fighting just to bend and clean--due to hardening poisons that have been put in my body all my life. I REMAIN WAITING FOR THE BIDEN ADMINISTRATION TO PUT A FINAL END TO THIS WHERE I AM ALIVE, NOT KILLED OFF TO SILENCE ME, LIVING IN MY OWN HOM WHICH IS SAFE, PAID FOR BY THESE BILLIONAIRE PARASITES WHO HAVE STOLEN IDEA AFTER IDEA FROM ME ADN BLOCKED EVERYTHING FROM HEALTH CARE WHILE DISFIGURING AND POISONING AND DRUGGING ME WHILE i'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO HEAL--TO BLOCKING ALL FINANCIAL EARNING ATTEMPTS. WITH AN AVERAGE OF 400-500 PEOPLE STALKING/ATTACKING ME PER TRIP TO STORES AND WHILE DRIVING (i ALWAYS GO TO AND FRO MANY PLACES, REQUIRING HOURS OF DRIVING ON THIS ISLAND). Years of this going on and on under administration after administration dating back probably to before my birth (how many generations of my family have had to be silenced and endure these parasitic pig apes who are the offspring of the pigs who were told they are supposed to prey upon people like me until the genocide is finished?)

With all the diversity of the Biden Administration I await some kind of radical change from the past decades of one president allowing this to continue based on white male supremacy the paradigm that has remained in force but appears to be "changing" (I assume). All my life this situation has gone on and rampant in every place I have gone, with presidents appearing to me as tiny dots on a page or screen which are unreal, as I could never have imagined that I was the focus of such unflattering attention, and thus never paying much attention to leaders or celebrities and never having any idea that these people in power may have allowed this MK ULTRA torture/rape and murder contract out on me to go on unabated--then the slow realization that Obama was in part aware of this situation, and then seeing that Spike Lee made a movie using an idea I had written of on Facebook back in 2012 or 2013 regarding the Greek play (of antiquity) Lysistrata--which Lee turned into a movie called Chiraq about Chicago, under Obama's tutelage. Lee than used the all-too-familiar formula of inserting his disdainful and glaring with hate photos on my internet searches of himself sitting with the rich whitey folks in Paris for extremely affluent fashion shows, as the H-wood celebrities sit in front rows and are photographed. Unlike the K-rap he puts out in his movies. And since then, unlike before Spike Lee had participated in this contract out on me, Lee has been in the forefront of the Academy Awards ever since. Partying with the fascists, Nazis and favored by, you got it, TRUMP. Yes oh yes, the good old boy network is now welcoming in "blacks" under the friendly gaze of the Obama and post-Obama (for me) debacle which was devastating and continues and I still get endless Obama video inserts on the top page of my YouTube channel, not meaning because of his latest celebrity focus for the campaigning of himself and now his triplicate book contract--but prior for years, like all, the rotating spectrum of them inserting their videos as I search for news and information--living here in Phuket and it's always very important to actually see the people involved in the political spectrum and thus--I am plagued by them and have to see them and see what they are essentially about. Thus, this endless procession of black Nazis and their pundits and the political farces and the premises that they are the righteous underdogs and thus impervious to racism and discrimination against some other group so they can be allowed into the gold-plated halls of the pieces of shit which hand them Academy Awards and book tours and The US Office of President for complying with Nazi programs and that agenda.


Waiting for Biden, who has been thoroughly ensconced in this system for more decades than not, probably it's inconceivable that he would have been allowed into this position unless he were a fully-indoctrinated personality. His new administration picks are "multi-racial" and women, terms which I have learned to identify as mere vessels of racism packaged in various shades of hypocrisy and termed "female, black & brown" and whatever else--gay, etc Jewish--whew-! All fighting the good fight which is--a well-stocked portfolia, mansions and power without end and monopolies and posturing and--I so hope I am wrong. I wait, I am waiting but for now, the progression of what had been mere tiny blots on a newspaper to me, these presidents and leaders--have become teleportation rapists and demons allowing this to happen to me--as I tried to write above, I began to realize that Obama had been a participant due to the Chicago reference which Spike Lee used (and put direct reference to Lysistrata on my internet until this moment when the actual president is actively participating in torture and teleportation and laughing always about the filth that he and his wives order (whomever else is part of his team attacking me) and I'm always cleaning up their filth and he makes jokes about it after  abusing and insulting me.  The preceding president had to get in good with the celebrity culture and you can see him performing and grandstanding. The blacks who are openly or secretly in cahoots with Trump are the ones that Obama had to help get promoted into higher ranks of the Nazi-controlled absolutely bigoted racist Whorewood establishment. Plus, I guess, he had to make the deals so the Nazis would allow him access to power. I guess. I sense this about him and I can see it in some of the deferential movements he makes when he is asked a rude question and he needs to get approval and sort of concedes and answers rude questions about sex (i.e. Jimmy Kimmel recent "interview" which was a travesty of the media, absolutely disrespectful and sickening questions about the Obamas having sex. This is supposed to be "funny" but it's a huge insult and uncouth version of ...well, I don't to use the word.) I could see Obama laughing it off after his initial reaction of shock and disgust (or so I perceived. ) I thus got a sort of confirmation of how he had allowed fascist, Nazi bigots to torture, rape and terrorize me for years under his administration. I also got a glimpse of the schadenfreude aspect of Hillary Clinton when she also participated in this attack upon me. I waited for her to stop this torture or do something and I finally reacted to the insulting and negative and stupid attack she orchestrated so she can be also promoted and is now going to be handed, like the Biden Administration, her rewards by this Nazi-controlled political theater of actors controlled by, what appears to be foreign interests (from my years of seeing who and what controls these actors--Europeans of absolutely fascist mentality/genocideal and anti-American to the core).


And so, I wait and I am now spraying cheap perfume into my backpack which stinks of a combination of decaying dead animal, fungus and some other odor that was sprayed in by mechanical arms while I was sleeping, as they also cut into my toes every single one, between the webbing and into the pads of my toes--every night now extending to both feet. My room is covered with paper and decorations I obtained from dollar stores---trying hard to make it look decorative and nice. The terrorists come in and rip things off the walls, spray and flick greasy black and brown stains on everything to the point t hat it looks like a modern art splatter of brown paint when sprayed on white surfaces. The colored paper has been flicked with stains so I have to cover all with cheap stickers and it looked nice beforehand. Etc the attacks are so numerous.


I keep waiting for this next administration to take this technology away from Trump and his very fascist Nazi first wife, who comes from the same country as Josef Mengele--she acts like an absolute fascist Nazi and has very little depth of character and is absolutely ready upon knee-jerk reaction to inflict as much damage as possible. I suspect that she is behind the rape, disfigurement and fungus poisoning plus non-stop drugging (as I am now because I can't keep these mechanical arms out of my room after years of fighting to stop this and harming my body in doing so and nearly killing myself as chairs slipped from under me because I have coated the floor and the cheap chairs just slid--I was almost killed a few months ago fighting to tie hooks and hammer into these cabinets lining the tops of the walls. ) All my efforts have been almost in vain--they are getting into my room in unbelievable ways and I have finally stopped trying because I can't paste or pound down any more hooks, tied with strings into the panels there are no more cupboards to paste things over with and they are still getting in. I am WAITING for Biden to not be a fascist Nazi following orders, like the rest of them have been. I am waiting for actual Democracy to be enlisted against this fascist group, I watch the videos of this new set that appears as the same players who I had assumed were not outright murderous fascist Nazis--and then in dismay seeing that the very same people are being put in power-- the same people who allowed this to happen to me all my life are in a staggered formation behind them, waiting for their new positions or to influence politics and get their endless promotions and deals--as the same people who created this hell organization of torture, rape and murder may and perhaps probably will  continue to have power and to continue this technocratic push for massive genocidal technological purging of the planet's population. The targeting of me will become a more massive push to kill of larger segments of people in the future (or it's happening right now). I believe this is the case. I am a prototype of sordid sorts. Would the US Government (Homeland Security, the military-industrial complex, and the other agents of destruction) want to stop this program or allow me to live an actual private life when their goal is to have surveillance and mass murder on huge, epic scales as appears to be the case RIGHT NOW WITH THE PANDEMIC AND THE HUGE INCREASE IN ELITE WEALTH ACCUMULATION WHILE MILLIONS ARE ABOUT TO BECOME HOMELESS as the two sides bicker and appear as opponents. I have heard that Wall Street is absolutely pushing for endless "gridlock" in Senate and House bill debates which is part of their huge profiteering infrastructure. They are relying on this for the future of all legislation (or much of it, excepting of course the ever-expanding military funding going off into billions and trillions each year). And now, just rambling as my brain is under attack and the keyboard is operating like I'm fighting to run in deep water. It appears that Biden is not going to be a huge savior of my condition which I never allowed to happen and have been fighting absolutely ALONE to stop and not be victimized by with zero protection in any direction and for years and years on every continent and in every place at every moment. However, I am supposed to not give up on the human penchant for "doing the right thing" even if the pushers of this catch-phrase can only do it when they are going to get paid to promote this as an ideology for huge blockbuster status in Whorewood as they pin swastikas onto their hip hop baseball gear outfits which make grown men appear as little boys but supposedly it's the fashion but they just look like overgrown boys and act like them too.



Waiting for "ordinary" people to actually care is like trying to reverse gravity or fighting to get the dead to run a marathon.

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The future of the concept and action of freedom of Speech: teleportation rape mutilation and torture and murder using modern techno-terror means. I had written yesterday a post after yet another set of hours of death threats by the rapist who literally mutilated my hand has abused me so badly my hair turned grey while I was in absolute toxic shock healing mode for hours and hours yelling screaming hitting and abusing---all for defending my human basic rights which are continuously violated by members of Congress after years of their media representatives have brutalized had me hit by cars poisoned nearly to death paralyzed and mutilated while they stole ideas I wrote about their perfidy and atrocities. The repraisal for me writing in haste being hacked tormented and years and years of it ongoing literally day and night for me to "submit" to being murdered murdered murdered by thugs scumbag hate hamburger body-builder mediocrity hate mountains of white male filthy sleazy entitlement with their nasty rape cheerleader "feminist" partners and nasty expectant spawn in tow. Now I am dealing with leaders of both Parties of Congress and their response is the white nazi fascist unintellectual response of rape and violence--abuse humiliation skits imposed upon me always while my critical thinking capacity is so reduced by being asleep teleported drugged non-stop for all my life my brain implanted unable to access clear and rational logical thought or calculate basic arithmotic while they abuse insult surround and everyone clears the path for them to gouge brutalize and claim they are "superior" thusly. //Watching the reaction to the latest 15 minutes of fame for violence pursuant to reactionary pre-planned anti-freedom of thought---the shooting the latest one the beloved white bigot hater must be protected at all costs so say the minority minions operating as the 'Opposition" to "right wing" who rushed to throng as a mob against me laughing smirking smiling and abusing hitting and cheering on the bigots in this private extreme violence situation which put trump and musk into power to consolidate the white male rape machine and rape as a tool of silencing any criticism and opposition especially by the targeted groups, intellectuals and blacks jews latinos asians et al. They are some of the first to rush to support tihs system and thusly they are put into established oppositional slots so controlled so easy to manipulate. But wait! It' snot just brown black or jews it's also white males who have grown up in the system of nepotism believing they are super-intellectual and superior in general and thusly they can only act upon instruction because they have always been "served" and expect to only display the modicum of reaction scripted for them and then rehashed in a more personal tone but replicating the other bots of their horizontal network of the tier for which they have been assigned. //Watching some of the most giggly and snarly "liberals" all openly professing with dire somber humility that political violence must never be the reaction to opposition. These same established "liberal" icons (I want to name them, but I also want someone to protect me against the violent rape and abuse of the group; certainly none of them I have already named for the 16 years of being put prone in deep sleep or my home ransacked my body put out of alignment smeared with deadly chemicals injected with death but remaining alive to be exploited and dirty mediocrities using my concepts as their art concepts and then blocking my ability to get anything done much less have a career to have my own voice actually paid for concepts and creativity--oh no, their intended system is the dumbing down servitude and silencing then no opposition to their covert rape and torture schemes). Thusly, the ones most noted for their "intellectual" stances (i.e. the "intellectual Jews" who can so proficiently quote all kinds of highly intellectual tomes but yet when it comes to action the are remiss because that is the expectation imposed upon them--on pain of death but this, too, is never mentioned that there is a death threat instantly imposed especially upon Jews if they dare to break the racist stereotypes that they have grown so adapted to they are like cookie-cutter replicas in the media in appearance and style and lack of actual responsibility in the most important of all to protect freedoms: to fight literally and figuratively. To continue, not just the Jews but many others all have rushed to laugh giggle sitting next to mediocrity who have stolen my concepts and laugh with delight at how the GOVERNMENT is funding exploitation so egregious using rape as punishment for writing in resistance to attempted murder murder attempts rape without end mutilation and that was BEFORE I had any concept of what was going on---then 24 hour torture and abuse using the voice-to-skull and teleportation for having written about their exploits of absolute criminality and breach of constitutional rights all law and all ethical and moral codes that all societies at leaslt marginally establish (for those protected). I hear them lambast people calling for violence and retribution they are proclaiming their usual stance of moral "high ground" what a different breed of trained puppet animal they are in the teleportation situations smiling giggly and glaring at me in absolute hate for having written, just writing about the endless crimes rape theft of my concepts and the endless threat to my life poisoning that is horrific a horrible death sentence only for having been creative beautiful and defending myself rather than saying and doing nothing while being abused under a nationalize government state-sponsored tyrannical fascist torture regime of utter racism to the nth degree. Those who "represent' intellectual analysis with their dribbling one-sided monologues (they abstain from debate they only can speak into cameras without any questioning and certainly no questions as to what they have ever done in reality to actually make a stand in a realistic way. Not just shouting slogans and laughing in street protests and being captured on camera for "fighting" by having done so.

  Those who have the most to gain from state-sponsored terrorist violence concealed by various strains of the Manchurian Candidate syndrome ...