Wednesday, December 2, 2020

My last post, written a few hours ago, was not badly rewritten by hackers. The last few paragraphs became obscured by hackers deleting conjoining words and deleting concepts, but not as bad as usual. Right now I am in the endless backspacing stage due to keys not operating when I press them as spaces, and letters juxtaposed are the standard hacker attack operating now. I am still, every day, at least two hours per day (while I can barely move due to poisoning and drugging, literally sick all day from detox, every single day and in very much pain from it, unable to move) but what tiny energy I have is literally consumed by cleaning t he stinking fungus, filth and rotten odors that are sprayed on my pillows, my clothing while I sleep, my home is a stinking mess that I am in too much pain to perpetually clean. They keep spraying the same items and cutting into my body in the same places. I have not been able to clean other areas of my room for months due to how much of my life is spent fighting just to bend and clean--due to hardening poisons that have been put in my body all my life. I REMAIN WAITING FOR THE BIDEN ADMINISTRATION TO PUT A FINAL END TO THIS WHERE I AM ALIVE, NOT KILLED OFF TO SILENCE ME, LIVING IN MY OWN HOM WHICH IS SAFE, PAID FOR BY THESE BILLIONAIRE PARASITES WHO HAVE STOLEN IDEA AFTER IDEA FROM ME ADN BLOCKED EVERYTHING FROM HEALTH CARE WHILE DISFIGURING AND POISONING AND DRUGGING ME WHILE i'M FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO HEAL--TO BLOCKING ALL FINANCIAL EARNING ATTEMPTS. WITH AN AVERAGE OF 400-500 PEOPLE STALKING/ATTACKING ME PER TRIP TO STORES AND WHILE DRIVING (i ALWAYS GO TO AND FRO MANY PLACES, REQUIRING HOURS OF DRIVING ON THIS ISLAND). Years of this going on and on under administration after administration dating back probably to before my birth (how many generations of my family have had to be silenced and endure these parasitic pig apes who are the offspring of the pigs who were told they are supposed to prey upon people like me until the genocide is finished?)

With all the diversity of the Biden Administration I await some kind of radical change from the past decades of one president allowing this to continue based on white male supremacy the paradigm that has remained in force but appears to be "changing" (I assume). All my life this situation has gone on and rampant in every place I have gone, with presidents appearing to me as tiny dots on a page or screen which are unreal, as I could never have imagined that I was the focus of such unflattering attention, and thus never paying much attention to leaders or celebrities and never having any idea that these people in power may have allowed this MK ULTRA torture/rape and murder contract out on me to go on unabated--then the slow realization that Obama was in part aware of this situation, and then seeing that Spike Lee made a movie using an idea I had written of on Facebook back in 2012 or 2013 regarding the Greek play (of antiquity) Lysistrata--which Lee turned into a movie called Chiraq about Chicago, under Obama's tutelage. Lee than used the all-too-familiar formula of inserting his disdainful and glaring with hate photos on my internet searches of himself sitting with the rich whitey folks in Paris for extremely affluent fashion shows, as the H-wood celebrities sit in front rows and are photographed. Unlike the K-rap he puts out in his movies. And since then, unlike before Spike Lee had participated in this contract out on me, Lee has been in the forefront of the Academy Awards ever since. Partying with the fascists, Nazis and favored by, you got it, TRUMP. Yes oh yes, the good old boy network is now welcoming in "blacks" under the friendly gaze of the Obama and post-Obama (for me) debacle which was devastating and continues and I still get endless Obama video inserts on the top page of my YouTube channel, not meaning because of his latest celebrity focus for the campaigning of himself and now his triplicate book contract--but prior for years, like all, the rotating spectrum of them inserting their videos as I search for news and information--living here in Phuket and it's always very important to actually see the people involved in the political spectrum and thus--I am plagued by them and have to see them and see what they are essentially about. Thus, this endless procession of black Nazis and their pundits and the political farces and the premises that they are the righteous underdogs and thus impervious to racism and discrimination against some other group so they can be allowed into the gold-plated halls of the pieces of shit which hand them Academy Awards and book tours and The US Office of President for complying with Nazi programs and that agenda.


Waiting for Biden, who has been thoroughly ensconced in this system for more decades than not, probably it's inconceivable that he would have been allowed into this position unless he were a fully-indoctrinated personality. His new administration picks are "multi-racial" and women, terms which I have learned to identify as mere vessels of racism packaged in various shades of hypocrisy and termed "female, black & brown" and whatever else--gay, etc Jewish--whew-! All fighting the good fight which is--a well-stocked portfolia, mansions and power without end and monopolies and posturing and--I so hope I am wrong. I wait, I am waiting but for now, the progression of what had been mere tiny blots on a newspaper to me, these presidents and leaders--have become teleportation rapists and demons allowing this to happen to me--as I tried to write above, I began to realize that Obama had been a participant due to the Chicago reference which Spike Lee used (and put direct reference to Lysistrata on my internet until this moment when the actual president is actively participating in torture and teleportation and laughing always about the filth that he and his wives order (whomever else is part of his team attacking me) and I'm always cleaning up their filth and he makes jokes about it after  abusing and insulting me.  The preceding president had to get in good with the celebrity culture and you can see him performing and grandstanding. The blacks who are openly or secretly in cahoots with Trump are the ones that Obama had to help get promoted into higher ranks of the Nazi-controlled absolutely bigoted racist Whorewood establishment. Plus, I guess, he had to make the deals so the Nazis would allow him access to power. I guess. I sense this about him and I can see it in some of the deferential movements he makes when he is asked a rude question and he needs to get approval and sort of concedes and answers rude questions about sex (i.e. Jimmy Kimmel recent "interview" which was a travesty of the media, absolutely disrespectful and sickening questions about the Obamas having sex. This is supposed to be "funny" but it's a huge insult and uncouth version of ...well, I don't to use the word.) I could see Obama laughing it off after his initial reaction of shock and disgust (or so I perceived. ) I thus got a sort of confirmation of how he had allowed fascist, Nazi bigots to torture, rape and terrorize me for years under his administration. I also got a glimpse of the schadenfreude aspect of Hillary Clinton when she also participated in this attack upon me. I waited for her to stop this torture or do something and I finally reacted to the insulting and negative and stupid attack she orchestrated so she can be also promoted and is now going to be handed, like the Biden Administration, her rewards by this Nazi-controlled political theater of actors controlled by, what appears to be foreign interests (from my years of seeing who and what controls these actors--Europeans of absolutely fascist mentality/genocideal and anti-American to the core).


And so, I wait and I am now spraying cheap perfume into my backpack which stinks of a combination of decaying dead animal, fungus and some other odor that was sprayed in by mechanical arms while I was sleeping, as they also cut into my toes every single one, between the webbing and into the pads of my toes--every night now extending to both feet. My room is covered with paper and decorations I obtained from dollar stores---trying hard to make it look decorative and nice. The terrorists come in and rip things off the walls, spray and flick greasy black and brown stains on everything to the point t hat it looks like a modern art splatter of brown paint when sprayed on white surfaces. The colored paper has been flicked with stains so I have to cover all with cheap stickers and it looked nice beforehand. Etc the attacks are so numerous.


I keep waiting for this next administration to take this technology away from Trump and his very fascist Nazi first wife, who comes from the same country as Josef Mengele--she acts like an absolute fascist Nazi and has very little depth of character and is absolutely ready upon knee-jerk reaction to inflict as much damage as possible. I suspect that she is behind the rape, disfigurement and fungus poisoning plus non-stop drugging (as I am now because I can't keep these mechanical arms out of my room after years of fighting to stop this and harming my body in doing so and nearly killing myself as chairs slipped from under me because I have coated the floor and the cheap chairs just slid--I was almost killed a few months ago fighting to tie hooks and hammer into these cabinets lining the tops of the walls. ) All my efforts have been almost in vain--they are getting into my room in unbelievable ways and I have finally stopped trying because I can't paste or pound down any more hooks, tied with strings into the panels there are no more cupboards to paste things over with and they are still getting in. I am WAITING for Biden to not be a fascist Nazi following orders, like the rest of them have been. I am waiting for actual Democracy to be enlisted against this fascist group, I watch the videos of this new set that appears as the same players who I had assumed were not outright murderous fascist Nazis--and then in dismay seeing that the very same people are being put in power-- the same people who allowed this to happen to me all my life are in a staggered formation behind them, waiting for their new positions or to influence politics and get their endless promotions and deals--as the same people who created this hell organization of torture, rape and murder may and perhaps probably will  continue to have power and to continue this technocratic push for massive genocidal technological purging of the planet's population. The targeting of me will become a more massive push to kill of larger segments of people in the future (or it's happening right now). I believe this is the case. I am a prototype of sordid sorts. Would the US Government (Homeland Security, the military-industrial complex, and the other agents of destruction) want to stop this program or allow me to live an actual private life when their goal is to have surveillance and mass murder on huge, epic scales as appears to be the case RIGHT NOW WITH THE PANDEMIC AND THE HUGE INCREASE IN ELITE WEALTH ACCUMULATION WHILE MILLIONS ARE ABOUT TO BECOME HOMELESS as the two sides bicker and appear as opponents. I have heard that Wall Street is absolutely pushing for endless "gridlock" in Senate and House bill debates which is part of their huge profiteering infrastructure. They are relying on this for the future of all legislation (or much of it, excepting of course the ever-expanding military funding going off into billions and trillions each year). And now, just rambling as my brain is under attack and the keyboard is operating like I'm fighting to run in deep water. It appears that Biden is not going to be a huge savior of my condition which I never allowed to happen and have been fighting absolutely ALONE to stop and not be victimized by with zero protection in any direction and for years and years on every continent and in every place at every moment. However, I am supposed to not give up on the human penchant for "doing the right thing" even if the pushers of this catch-phrase can only do it when they are going to get paid to promote this as an ideology for huge blockbuster status in Whorewood as they pin swastikas onto their hip hop baseball gear outfits which make grown men appear as little boys but supposedly it's the fashion but they just look like overgrown boys and act like them too.



Waiting for "ordinary" people to actually care is like trying to reverse gravity or fighting to get the dead to run a marathon.

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Social Security SSI Disability illegally cut off by the stench filth of arnold gavin and rump muck and the nazi coalition of whorewood who have made hundreds of MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IF NOT BILLIONS FROM HAVING STOLEN MY IDEAS--not paying anything and then destroying what I do have, then taking away sub-poverty social security because I am the only person in the united states fighting racism rather than playing a game of pretending and dancing around with posturing speeches and stupid songs and movie fodder k-rap, the rest look on doing nothing that is why rump came to power and then again without any resistance. //Otherwise, 6 years of grad school and all attempts to earn money literally blocked while paralyzing me with poison and abuse and drugging every day--trying to obtai money from a GoFundMe account & is it BLOCKED no resopnses it is hacked from general view; this has happened when I tried to earn money online my url is blocked from the internet upon a url activity search I have decoded their total block of any activity (including my blogs and facebook posts only met by enemies looking to murder rape torture whatever they can get away with to get their failing careers back into the nazi orbit. Shitnigger arnold and dirty nazi gavin one facing extinction for years until he got his chance to prove he's really a nazi kgb agent torturing me without end and bringing as many gold digger scum like nancy pig-lousy and then gavin scum old boy onto his nazi payroll thusly he is holding an "environment" conference which is a front for nazi endorsement of yet another obama nazi replica to put more white nazi wall street investors into the money destroying the investments of the lower ranks and with the aid of nazi republicans killing people using social security as an excuse---my ideas furnishing stupid ugly ape arnold with so much clout to enter back into whorewood his violence is endless death threats for not allowing him or his nazi jewish and black partners to abuse me without me responding in self-defense while they are drugging me with truth serum and abusing me into my brain non-stop all day and night until I do react--they spend hours abusing me until I do react just to justify more violence and it is a never-ending domestic violence cycle--ask shitnigger arno0ld's former wife if that rancid fuck she divorced is abusive as hell when the sexual "fun" and games are boring and he has to actually be anything but a rancid "me only" scumbag as he is programmed to be: thusly...under your gaze and silence and protection of that group of shit filth: Stinking sprays on my clothing ordered by the stench of arnold the sick fuck-ni88er termini88er nazi filth---who is using (perhaps...in part) my concepts of saving environment to push his nazi inclusion in american politics as his "platform"---his stench is conveyed onto my property just as his ILLEGAL VIOLENCE against me (i.e.lifting me up in "teleportation" while I am literally on the toilet grasping my abdomen due to the black horrific poisons I have spent 30 years fighting to eliminate from my body which this dirty ugly thug scum parasite calling himself "superior" has ordered put in because me being able to compete might mean his blank ugly dirty nazi mentality is lacking and void of originality as is he--thusly stealing my ideas and then having me slowly killed serves his nazi concepts perfectly--unfortunately supplied and protected by the demo-rat party of california old boy gavin scum and the nazi obamas the deception of which is still protected because they so fully support white nazi nationalism but are "actors" proclaiming how hip and not racist they are (not): thusly, with them all, they informed Social Security to literally change my status from "suspended" to NO BENEFITS they also illegally issued "benefits ended" (sorry can't remember the exact official term but not 'suspended" meaning can be reinstated but completely gone). They are yelling at me, the white nazi bigots who are answering my many phone calls about how and why and why have I not received any mail information on why benefits were cut off only being yelled at lied to and abused by phone--their only method of communication under orders of the obamas the trumps the dirty shitni88er arnold still controlling CA politics the pipeline of Nazi gold holocaust derived is ruling America and the Engllish crown equivalent as well; however, the lying yelling abusive people answering the SSA main line number demand with "suggestions" that I go in person to a field office to get the answers rather than THE LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF THEM REQUIRED IT IS LAW TO SEND ME INFORMATION informing me of t he situation what must be done. The former rules of demanding people go in person were changed under the Biden administration (partially due to Covid) thusly mail is preferred and they have cut down on social security so mail is the real preferred method of communciation which THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO COMPLY WITH. Simply lying and lying to me by phone refusing to send me any letters about my situation and ILLEGALLY demanding I go in person but yelling--literally yelling with hate and fascist abuse--that they "suggest strongly" that I go in person--asking me a spate of interragatory questions about the status of my case which were questions I would have to look up to get the precise dates and informtaion but on a main line call when I was trying to change my address because they wrote it incorrectly--assuming I would phone back--then yelling that because I answered one question one month wrong (after 15 months of my benefits being cut off) the white woman yelled "I can't verify your identity you must go in person to a field office I SUGGEST" I told her that firstly changing my address by phone does not require me to go in person to a field office, and that it was protocol for SSI recipients to phone in address change in fact it's their policy and recommendation--she screamed literally yelling "I will tell you what protocol is" as i hung up at that point. I told her that they need to send me mail so I can get information she told me that I have to spend all my money before they would consider and that I would have to goin person--absolutely ILLEGAL and not policy by LAW. In person as they have done by phone they will lie, once the lie is solidified as if it were an official meeting they can just write the terms and conditions and then have me arrested for one slip-up I made which I cannot help I had to SAVE MY L IFE FROM BEING POISONED and I had to leave thusly that is all they have and they are lying and illegally demanding improper protocol denying me information ILLEGAL all done by old boy gavin scum governor of ca and the shit whore ape former CA gov arnold shitnigger trash who is such a foul and stinking lack of american values you all worship due to the energy of just stealin raping killing and robbing and then abusing anyone who can't fight back into "submission" that's all it takes---it's spread like a virus california hails that prick scum and his acolyte dirty nazi gavin old boy scum the lying fake smiles of the pig ape creeps and their illegal money schemes is what people really gravitate towards. I remain with my status literally blocked, the benefits cut off since February 2025 the man doing it in miami literally demanded I go in person to their office pay with cashier's check all my bank account balance (covid money stimulus payments and student loans) which are exempt. Telling them that these are exempt under law they yell abuse and just cut my money and refuse to send letters THEY ARE REQUIRED BY LAW TO SEND for a repayment schedule. They sent me a payment schedule without identifying anything other than a financial amount---not completely legal as they are supposed to let me know if benefits will be reinstated. I paid two months then never hearing anything I filled out economic hardship forms requesting from the California field office which dirty old scum gavin instructed, which they did quite happily it was a white nazi creep woman and then the usual california and american plantation system of minorities following orders, the more down they were on the ladder (in this case, Asians) the more sneering with lying contempt they had in their voices to get approval for the nazi slicing of employees out of social security this was their means of proving they will lie and kill people upon order by cutting off their survival money if they are not approved of by shit like old boy scum gavin who yelled "I don't want people like you in my State" so it's HIS State not a United States entity but HIS state--his control with arnold telling that rancid scum gavin what to say and do to become "president" all will be rigged. Since ugly dirty arnold grabbed with his filthy snorting sucking body and system onto this contract that ugly stupid rancid fuck has had people threaten my life repeatedly he has done it repeatedly has abused insulted punched raped and brought in at least 300 or more people to abuse me in just the last 2 months--that ugly rat roach parasite leech has since opened an "environmental" bullshit conference in his native Austria to sell off black nazi kamala harris as the puppet of the obama nazi uncle tom aunt jemima tap dancing team lovingly smiling with adoration into the faces of every rapist nazi-spewing shit white trash filth bucket out of germany and austria possible with ice cube and snoop dogg just violently abusing me on cue as well for years and YEARS AND YEARS. thusly, because I have actually fought against racism I am now cut off disability ILLEGALLY it is not illegal or against SSI rules to save covid money or student loans but they can just lie and yella t me and do whatever they want under this filth shit team. I moved they refuse to send a letter stating I have moved as such---they have literally taken off any benefits as me being a recipient on the SSA website after refusing to even respond to my economic hardship letter request zero letters with zero information BECAUSE THEY ARE OPERATING ILLEGALLY AGAINST THE LAW against me under orders of rancid stink stench arnold ugly filth trashnigger fuck and the obamas you all worship for their acting skills but still putting white wealthy above all but handing the poor a few little crumbs which are taken away instantly when their good friends the white nazis take power--promising if you just re-elect their pupet skank prostituted shit kamala with oprah and gyrating skank nasty dirty nazi black trash cardi b and j-lo and the rest of that shit nazi crap black circus and the "liberals" all will be hunky dorey and arnold will get more millions and control more politicians through the nazi gold pipeline all law will be only tendered for all who comply with being humiliated raped people l ike cardi b have been honored for selling black nazi plantation sex slavery honored endlessly as "freedom".