Tuesday, December 1, 2020

A warning to viewers like you, coming to a theater near you (the theater of your mind, body and soul sunk into a black hole). Dire warning for humanity.

 I think my last post, written and published today, was badly redacted by hackers. I can't take rewriting every post I am not only sick of doing this but I can't go through reading this chaotic pathetic mess of pathetically begging the planet to stop torture and disfiguration and home-break-ins and violence endlessly directed at me by highest ranking people in the media and in government. Year-after-year and I'm still going on. i can't read it any longer, and then, the rewrites by hackers is dismally depressing how badly they rewrite and change meaning. What they delete and omit becomes a strenuous effort for me to "remember" what I had been trying to write in the first place, as my brain is always under attack whilst I am writing and retrieving the concepts requires a lot of effort under the strength of the remote neural attack I experience while I sit in front of this laptop. I believe there is some implanted technology being blasted directly into my brain that is integrated into this laptop (and most or all of the computers I use at internet cafes, or people follow me around carrying hidden remote tech creating a similar or same brain-wave alteration, whatever it is I do not have the exact term for the application or effect.


The below has been Copied and pasted from MY Facebook post a little while ago, today:


The money I should receive by 12 pm every month--but shows up most months, sporadically, at 5 pm, or 3 pm---I have to wait until 5 pm usually for the money to appear on my account.

I have received NOTHING this month. I have not gotten any notice from the government, nor has my mailing service alerted me of any notifications from my government account.
Hackers block the amount in my online banking service. They are blocking my money and this is deadly for me.
If anyone out there is a white hat hacker please stop this block of my money or stop the people responsible for blocking my very vital money supply which should have shown in my account hours ago.

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TWO MINUTES AFTER I WROTE THE ABOVE POST MY MONEY APPEARED ON MY ONLINE BANKING STATEMENT. I don't know if I should say "thank you" to the invisible support system or whether it was a "glitch" (doubtful). I am living in a very deadly zone right now, as the person accountable for attacking me is in a very bad mood and needs someone to take it out on. Plus I am a kind of security token for them to further exploit and after years of torture and violence not only from him and his group, but from his predecessors (in H-wood) and before that, it has never ended. Like any Freedom-loving person, I want to be "free" to live my life in peace without being forced into a domestic violence torture situation that I never "allowed" to happen to me, choose or got into willingly. Please let me live in peace without this Hell being forced upon me. I want my cat returned--La Moux, the cat in the photo that represents my page here above--Trump has her some place and is using her as collateral. She is my most beautiful precious child I just want her back alive. There are other cats but she is my most beloved on this planet and please get her back to me and also that I have a safe home living ALONE and not in this predicament that is abhorrent and beyond description for how badly I never want to help these people to have more power (all of them participating) and all that I have ever loved they have destroyed, stolen and broken in my life and killed off the rest that had formerly supported and loved me.

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My last post read like a redacted deleted chaos post. Hackers deleted and had a great time rewriting and turning it into a mess.
I am experiencing pretty bad DOS disruptions today. I was trying to simply open a page and for over 15 minutes I have sat watching the cursor spin around and around and the entire browser froze. I closed it and the page remained on the screen.
Hackers here--the sensation is of someone on "crack" spasmatically rewriting and deleting like a sick maniac--or worse. I don't feel like writing about how loathsome "they" are at this moment.
I face great uncertainty and I really need support and defense and to live in a safe home. I never want to have a "baby" with any of these people, and besides, they ordered part of my uterus cut out and I can't understand what other "experiment" these attackers will use to try to force a baby out of me when they forced a partial hysterectomy on me while I was unconscious and sleeping in my own room as the terrorists broke in, under order of this very group attacking me (out of H-wood and in DC) and it's so abominable I can't describe it any longer--after more than 8 years of writing about this non-stop since 2013 on Facebook (or earlier) I really think people get the idea but the concept of actually doing anything to block this group from torturing me any longer appears to be an alien concept to all or most readers.
I wait for America to not descend into a completely backwards condition of chaos and organized murder and destruction of the country and it's principles and concepts of "Democracy" and "Freedom".
If you people allow this technology and these torture murder squads (aka "gang stalking" groups) to continue to accumulate these torture and surveillance weapons and technologies, probably most of the tech is unaccounted for and other private firms are replicating the technology. This WILL AND IS ALREADY a huge catastrophe and will turn into a conflagration of death and coups and paramilitary massacres in the streets of America unless people STOP THESE GROUPS because they are tied into the Neo-Nazis and other groups (also on the "Left" but I do not mean "Anti-fa" which I consider to be an arm of the alt-Right fascist movements--their agent provacateur used as rationalization for marching in the streets with semi-automatic rifles willing to shoot and kill and then promote the killers--as is already happening now).
I urge people to consider that by silencing me and by hiding this technology that, although many of you reading this may want to have America turned into a hate and despotic state, you may be a victim in the future (as most people in this day and age can only become alarmed if their own security is at risk, while other principles that should concern people are completely blotted out--such as compassion and care and concern for society and it's smooth-functioning rather than personal gain and greedy aspirations--even if that entails a group prosperity but enhanced by oppressing other groups only to claim supremacy within the society. However, this proliferation of these covert technologies I have described will turn into a veritable blood bath and the victims may be you too, in all your complicity and silencing and allowance and greed (and really apathy and disregard for Life and sanctity of human dignity afforded to other human beings).
what's so odious is that some of this hate and evil technology is being lauded by people who claim religious and spiritual hegemony and that they are of highest moral standing in regard to the usual Judeo-Christian values. It's an abomination.

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Again---bad hacking in the above post. Also, my brain is being "zapped" by their brainwave altering tech so my thoughts that I write come out as broken in sequence--like my brain/thoughts are being turned on and off as if someone is turning a switch on and off. Gaps and blank spaces where conjoining words should appear and entire concepts are lost as my brain is literally for a fraction of a second "erased" or I could be made "unconscious" for a fraction of a second. This group uses the tech to force me to faint--it has happened before--I think they are forcing some kind of brain or neural firing in a kind of 0.01 fraction of a second time lapse of functioning and being zapped into an extremely brief state of unconsciousness--or something akin to this sort of blanking the brain for less than a second while I am writing, or speaking. In public places I lose the ability to count simple numbers like 9+4 I just get stuck on the wrong number and my brain blanks out and I can't count---but while I am not in public I can do it instantaneously without a second thought--for these easy calculations at least. Right now I wanted to write this: the people who are the worst culprits who have attacked me are not just the supposed "Christians" but---those who make the loudest splashes and noises about fighting for all the egalitarian concepts of a "free and open society". They embrace these technologies of oppression, suppression, torture, rape, domestic violence imposed upon an innocent victim, and mutilation as punishment for saying "no" or questioning or not doing what they want--a complete form of mental and physical--absolutely embraced with full ardor by those who make the biggest social commentaries in the media and other arenas and theaters--claiming endlessly how they are fighting and fully incorporating this technology into the arsenal of their aspired-for mega-billion dollar conglomerate consolidated monopolies that they plan on ruling the planet with. It is happening now. This technology will be at the forefront of their stealth operations, behind the scenes.
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The Ugly, dirty sleazy filth of Krispy Kreame Krap Noem and the filth stupidity and incompetence of Whorewood with an assault that is just endless violence for me having watched a filth stupid mediocre movie slated to "win" a top award, and even moreso due to this violence upon me for being so ill from detox, and the never-ending parasitic feeding off life force that parasite noem the ugly sinister parasite leech feeds of monitoring my brainwaves and uses extreme violence against me when I am at my most sick from detox--which never ends I am always in a near-state of emergency illness from poisons and hard latched on shells of poison ripping out of my central nervous system, into my brain, my intestines emitting the most toxic of 30-year old and older poisons latched into my spine for most of my life. I was so ill I could not do more than sit staring at the laptop, fighting to get internet on and trying to block out the ugly sickness of leech parasite noem this filthy dirty skank latched onto attacking me and feeding off sadism and torture. She is sucking my life force out like the rest of these ape whore pig scum rat leeches but she brought on the filth stupid team of one battle after another--dirty filthy revolting creeps the blonde old nazi male actor who used to date dirty madonna yet another hypocritical racist with all her "liberal posturing" crap but sean penn is a rotten nazi bigot who got his entire team, with lugubrious leo the rotten endlessly "winning" leech on me for 15 years he and this shitalina crew have spent all day, every day, monitoring abusing asking for ideas this ugly dirty creep dicaprio has fed off this contract and assisted in rape torture poisoning of me to obtain his endless spate of undeserved top awards--the filthy swine rat came with the team of the usual black nazi skanks working alongside their blonde nazi "masters" so completely absorbed into nazi minion culture and trying along with KKK Krap noem to assault me to further rape white male supremacy culture--the black women rushing at me but they began while I was in my usual 12 hour deep sleep sickness state unprotected by all the layers I wear--so they doused my hair with damaging oils stinking and my hair is falling out from their poisons smeared into my hair-my hands are dried up they douse harsh chemicals on my skin--my cuticles cut into they are huge and swollen so my hands look like I've been working with acid for years with my hands unprotected. They came at me firstly by just hitting me in my deep sleep state--as shit whore ugly sick parasite leech noem the filth kkk krap has been doing with old newscum the white nazi prick pig rat ape from cali and then the rotten german nazi "punk not nazi'" filth she embraced watching him and the english shit pig rape me viciously taking turns--under her order as she then played hegelian dialectic "help" to "rescue" me from so much violence that under extreme drugging and poisoning and torture and beatings and rape I told this filthy ugly sick parasite that she is "beautiful" only under extreme stress and being murdered, essentially. Since then she has made sexual passes at me then had me beaten then abused then endless hours per day of questions after torture and beatings so the nazi white trash german shit rat can have original concepts to add to his cliche antifascist songs from 30 years ago (long story). But yesterday after such sickness life-threatening detox as they see me in utter sickness unable to move as they attack 12-16 hours per day unremitting every second all day into the night in deep sleep--no one could withstand this while I perpetually shit out decades old murder poisons and chemicals and drugs while they continue to drug and torture me.Watching this movie knowing that probably the shit team might come and attack me and under this utter sickness, totally all-encompassing in my lymphatic state my nervous system supersaturated with deadly poisons and drugs unable to do more than eat and watch videos needing to absorb my concentration wholly--not able to study or do anything in such sickness I watched this film hoping the shit team would not come and attack me. In that drugged up state I wrote on facebook that sean penn was a great actor---he rushed at me after he got (and dicaprio and shit ugly sick sinister noem the kkk krap piece of rotten parasitic vampire shit) as they just hit me and hit me in my deep sleep state. I had done nothing but watch this filth shit movie and noem came at me beginning with asking me to hit her, then demanding that I hit her, I said no so she began to hit me I flew into a frenzy to pound her out of my attack zone and out of my sphere---that is after 20 years and longer of being raped beaten while asleep tortured drugged and incapacitated by shit after shit nazi trash creep so it is now almost a reflex to fight them off me. She has been getting ugly white pig men who have since obtained lead roles in huge blockbuster movie deals from rape and beatings rape and abuse rape and torture ongoing all day all night day after day since shit rump came into office--which was while biden was still president by the way at least 6 months prior to the election the rump regime began the white trash nazi show of utter violence and rape by europigape trash shit--but once they got into office then it was hegseth bannon and now dirty ugly sleazy noem and with their permision the "anti-ice" movie bullshit of this group of so-called actors--who have NOTHING to say in their little horrid stupid interview of the cast they had nothing nothing to say they have zero intellect they are blank stupid sleazy empty parasitic nothings with no concepts completely banal and over-rated. Sean Penn, who probably had me under mind control while I was watching the movie had his black nazi plantation slave-mentality actors playing the "bold and sexualized animalistic" black revolutionaries to assault me so white nazi males and shit like noem can just point blank rape and rob and torture but blacks like them in the cast get a get out of plantation slave status free card only that they must remain in the big house with the other house slaves--they hope in beverly hills with more plantation awards for performing the exact opposite of what every "woke" movie purports to portray. The author of the book upon which the movie is based is probably dead or otherwise he might not be so happy with the result of this crappy film, set to become a top contender all say it will win the top award. It is not worthy and sean penn is nothing but a cheap and sick psychopath white supremacist as his role implies he was not acting, as a matter of fact. He had his black nazi slave attack me as I was fighting her off me, while dirty ugly noem the kkk krap watched on as usual, feeding off this watching me fight perpetually to put hate and violence in my sphere as much as possible to destroy me she feeds off the energy of sucking out my life spirit she is a parasite without end on my life. This ugly dirty leech is just endlessly latched onto me for her sadistic feeding frenzy and money and power accumulation. Ironic that this shit cast rushed with dirty dicaprio the leech as well to join with her and the movie is about shit like kkk noem and her violence and sickness but they don't even get nominally into the reality of what kind of hypocritical filth shit like ugly dirty noem is nor do they even acknowledge it in their own behavior when they assault me under the guidance of rotten noem so white supremacy will award them with best film actor all they can obtain. I wrote just as I had done with old scum newsum that he should become president after just watching him get his jollies on giggly about fighting the texas redistricting in california, the place I had just moved address to and he jumped to assault me I wrote on facebook to him that I support him in his endeavor and perhaps he could become president. I was a million percent under mind control from trauma poisoning drugging (drugging is continuous they never stop murdering me with poisoning through drugging for mind control purposes) when I realize that I was under mind control I retract the statements I had made such as when writing on facebook that penn should win an award he is a dirty ugly sinister slime like all the rest but so absolutely violent towards me it is unbelievable. He does not deserve an award he was not acting he was the only one in the film who had more than 1-2 facial expressions throughout the film.the rest are blank as personalities as are their acting skills the movie left me with a usual numb nothingness the book I am certain is much more powerful as usual they wrecked a great idea and turned it into whorewood hypocrisy. That is the essence of the mind control evoked through these shit rotten actors so-called--they are absolutely opposite in their personal money-cloying fame attacks (they now revolve around attacking me as dicaprio has for over a decade this slime dirty screaming hissing filthy creep goddamn get him off me they latch on forever these filthy fucks). they play these roles in these shitty-made violent and sexual-based movies with sexual and racist stereotypes then have a scriptwriter inject some "meaningful" concepts which are a basic flimsy basis of a seminal plot framework for concepts about idealistic endeavors to not have an unjust world. The shit actors at least since they began teleporting me in 2013 have literally put fascist nazism into lead roles in the government partnering with shit like MTG with scripts so she can claim she is playing opposite to the repug party just in time for the midterms to salvage her career. The same was done by musck and trump is playing his most favorites as opponents using whorewood scriptwriters. In essence, every plot of the theatrical media and politics is a script-written plot device by a whorewood-backed leadership backstage (nazi-paid and controlled) system. The point is to sell more white nazi trash paradigm and retain control using black nazi skanks like the filth who played in key roles in this one battle after another dumb and dumber movie violence as the main draw besides sex shit entity of this thing I watchd, ready to forget about it but I fell asleep without being able to protect my head and hands and feet and teeth--they also cut into my gum tissue as well as damaging my hair and skin my hands are as usual extremely damaged and etc..but they first just began hitting into my face as ugly noem advised them to do to trigger me--I was so ill I tried to ignore them--then they continued and continued then they used the throat constriction torture (microchip implant in my throat) then they made my heart palpitate until I finally got up and then the abuse of them literally rushing at me hitting me began to trigger me Once I began to fight back ugly rotten dirty old bigot penn (pig) began furiously punching at me. He began to kick me I grabbed his pig hoof and made him land on his back and hit him in the groin. He began screaming at me as dicaprio came to him and put his arm around him and said stupid things of comfort. I then fell back asleep to drown in sickness until they teleported me in the deep of night as penn came at me grabbing my breasts calling me the b-word hitting my face from a side angle while I was in deep theta sleep--into my face screaming I tried to ignore him he continued and continued. He then had me teleported to being homeless in a room full of blondish nazi americans laughing and saying stuipd things I called them white trash it was also subliminally coerced into my subconscious I was not thinking of what I was saying and I was indeed asleep in my prime body state in my real bed but teleported and saying these things. Penn came at me and came at me hitting grabbing my body screaming came at me with a knife slashing into my face and body they also had slashes on my skin in the teleported situation and surrounded by white nazi shit laughing and mocking and etc. //all of that because I fought back after they first began to hit me and hit me and hit me until I reacted, then because I reacted dirty sleazy ugly penn began this ultra violence and purportedly not only for white supremacy but also to try to oppress me completely, which has been the goal of dirty stupid blank noem although unbelievably she was governor of a State she is a calculating lying parasite that is the reason why nazi america put her into power this is the trend for maga and nothing more-- a lying slew of money-grabbing parasites sexual predator leeches and dirty life-sucking abuser psychopaths.

  Finally after 12 hours of torture beatings abuse sexual harassment and torture I told ugly penn that he deserved at least a nomination in ...