Tuesday, December 1, 2020

A warning to viewers like you, coming to a theater near you (the theater of your mind, body and soul sunk into a black hole). Dire warning for humanity.

 I think my last post, written and published today, was badly redacted by hackers. I can't take rewriting every post I am not only sick of doing this but I can't go through reading this chaotic pathetic mess of pathetically begging the planet to stop torture and disfiguration and home-break-ins and violence endlessly directed at me by highest ranking people in the media and in government. Year-after-year and I'm still going on. i can't read it any longer, and then, the rewrites by hackers is dismally depressing how badly they rewrite and change meaning. What they delete and omit becomes a strenuous effort for me to "remember" what I had been trying to write in the first place, as my brain is always under attack whilst I am writing and retrieving the concepts requires a lot of effort under the strength of the remote neural attack I experience while I sit in front of this laptop. I believe there is some implanted technology being blasted directly into my brain that is integrated into this laptop (and most or all of the computers I use at internet cafes, or people follow me around carrying hidden remote tech creating a similar or same brain-wave alteration, whatever it is I do not have the exact term for the application or effect.


The below has been Copied and pasted from MY Facebook post a little while ago, today:


The money I should receive by 12 pm every month--but shows up most months, sporadically, at 5 pm, or 3 pm---I have to wait until 5 pm usually for the money to appear on my account.

I have received NOTHING this month. I have not gotten any notice from the government, nor has my mailing service alerted me of any notifications from my government account.
Hackers block the amount in my online banking service. They are blocking my money and this is deadly for me.
If anyone out there is a white hat hacker please stop this block of my money or stop the people responsible for blocking my very vital money supply which should have shown in my account hours ago.

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TWO MINUTES AFTER I WROTE THE ABOVE POST MY MONEY APPEARED ON MY ONLINE BANKING STATEMENT. I don't know if I should say "thank you" to the invisible support system or whether it was a "glitch" (doubtful). I am living in a very deadly zone right now, as the person accountable for attacking me is in a very bad mood and needs someone to take it out on. Plus I am a kind of security token for them to further exploit and after years of torture and violence not only from him and his group, but from his predecessors (in H-wood) and before that, it has never ended. Like any Freedom-loving person, I want to be "free" to live my life in peace without being forced into a domestic violence torture situation that I never "allowed" to happen to me, choose or got into willingly. Please let me live in peace without this Hell being forced upon me. I want my cat returned--La Moux, the cat in the photo that represents my page here above--Trump has her some place and is using her as collateral. She is my most beautiful precious child I just want her back alive. There are other cats but she is my most beloved on this planet and please get her back to me and also that I have a safe home living ALONE and not in this predicament that is abhorrent and beyond description for how badly I never want to help these people to have more power (all of them participating) and all that I have ever loved they have destroyed, stolen and broken in my life and killed off the rest that had formerly supported and loved me.

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My last post read like a redacted deleted chaos post. Hackers deleted and had a great time rewriting and turning it into a mess.
I am experiencing pretty bad DOS disruptions today. I was trying to simply open a page and for over 15 minutes I have sat watching the cursor spin around and around and the entire browser froze. I closed it and the page remained on the screen.
Hackers here--the sensation is of someone on "crack" spasmatically rewriting and deleting like a sick maniac--or worse. I don't feel like writing about how loathsome "they" are at this moment.
I face great uncertainty and I really need support and defense and to live in a safe home. I never want to have a "baby" with any of these people, and besides, they ordered part of my uterus cut out and I can't understand what other "experiment" these attackers will use to try to force a baby out of me when they forced a partial hysterectomy on me while I was unconscious and sleeping in my own room as the terrorists broke in, under order of this very group attacking me (out of H-wood and in DC) and it's so abominable I can't describe it any longer--after more than 8 years of writing about this non-stop since 2013 on Facebook (or earlier) I really think people get the idea but the concept of actually doing anything to block this group from torturing me any longer appears to be an alien concept to all or most readers.
I wait for America to not descend into a completely backwards condition of chaos and organized murder and destruction of the country and it's principles and concepts of "Democracy" and "Freedom".
If you people allow this technology and these torture murder squads (aka "gang stalking" groups) to continue to accumulate these torture and surveillance weapons and technologies, probably most of the tech is unaccounted for and other private firms are replicating the technology. This WILL AND IS ALREADY a huge catastrophe and will turn into a conflagration of death and coups and paramilitary massacres in the streets of America unless people STOP THESE GROUPS because they are tied into the Neo-Nazis and other groups (also on the "Left" but I do not mean "Anti-fa" which I consider to be an arm of the alt-Right fascist movements--their agent provacateur used as rationalization for marching in the streets with semi-automatic rifles willing to shoot and kill and then promote the killers--as is already happening now).
I urge people to consider that by silencing me and by hiding this technology that, although many of you reading this may want to have America turned into a hate and despotic state, you may be a victim in the future (as most people in this day and age can only become alarmed if their own security is at risk, while other principles that should concern people are completely blotted out--such as compassion and care and concern for society and it's smooth-functioning rather than personal gain and greedy aspirations--even if that entails a group prosperity but enhanced by oppressing other groups only to claim supremacy within the society. However, this proliferation of these covert technologies I have described will turn into a veritable blood bath and the victims may be you too, in all your complicity and silencing and allowance and greed (and really apathy and disregard for Life and sanctity of human dignity afforded to other human beings).
what's so odious is that some of this hate and evil technology is being lauded by people who claim religious and spiritual hegemony and that they are of highest moral standing in regard to the usual Judeo-Christian values. It's an abomination.

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Again---bad hacking in the above post. Also, my brain is being "zapped" by their brainwave altering tech so my thoughts that I write come out as broken in sequence--like my brain/thoughts are being turned on and off as if someone is turning a switch on and off. Gaps and blank spaces where conjoining words should appear and entire concepts are lost as my brain is literally for a fraction of a second "erased" or I could be made "unconscious" for a fraction of a second. This group uses the tech to force me to faint--it has happened before--I think they are forcing some kind of brain or neural firing in a kind of 0.01 fraction of a second time lapse of functioning and being zapped into an extremely brief state of unconsciousness--or something akin to this sort of blanking the brain for less than a second while I am writing, or speaking. In public places I lose the ability to count simple numbers like 9+4 I just get stuck on the wrong number and my brain blanks out and I can't count---but while I am not in public I can do it instantaneously without a second thought--for these easy calculations at least. Right now I wanted to write this: the people who are the worst culprits who have attacked me are not just the supposed "Christians" but---those who make the loudest splashes and noises about fighting for all the egalitarian concepts of a "free and open society". They embrace these technologies of oppression, suppression, torture, rape, domestic violence imposed upon an innocent victim, and mutilation as punishment for saying "no" or questioning or not doing what they want--a complete form of mental and physical--absolutely embraced with full ardor by those who make the biggest social commentaries in the media and other arenas and theaters--claiming endlessly how they are fighting and fully incorporating this technology into the arsenal of their aspired-for mega-billion dollar conglomerate consolidated monopolies that they plan on ruling the planet with. It is happening now. This technology will be at the forefront of their stealth operations, behind the scenes.
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Perhaps some of you reading this at this point in history do not favor the trump brand of ignoramus, "christian" rapist nazi bigot and prefer the lame and righteous lying hypocritical demo-rat version of the same set of f-u policies for "the american people" whom they all abhor immensely and have no respect for only white nazi euroapepigs are their only aim in society in any regard--the rest are here to service them even as top political representatives--they have bowing and racist blacks working to help nazis in genocide against jews in the front of supporting israel but only as long as it's ordained by the white nazi christian trump factions; otherwise anything not openly white looking nazi is doomed for black vicious vehement hate and rape cheerleader groveling, as jeffries just demonstrated towards me in front of your favorite white nazi democrat pick and the one choosen replacemtn for rump which is newscum the hateful lying nasty dirty filthy scum who trump has appeared with along with the big brass of the repugnant party in using newscu mas their chosen nazi delegation for the continuation of white nazi supremacy. This is not egregious hyperbolic ranting on my part, but the reality of a horrid sad fact which is concealed by theatrics, coaching out of whorewood on the part of newscum and his closeted misogynist hate for women is dumped on me as an easily accessible women not white bnlonde and slated for murder rape and torture and then yelling demanding in a nazi posture lynch mob hands on hips--"who do you think yoiu are?" as I scream rage after weeks of rape and torture he and the german slimei scum and the english filth crap murdeing bigot inflicted on me. All I had done is to move to california my address because trump and his contagion were having my disability cut off in an orchestrated assault on me using their techno-tyrannical "powers' misused, and then applied universally under the sick DOGE committee--a committee that mtg, a filthy lying pedophile rapist enabling filthy creep was a part of as well as the same from crockett--who is the most nasty black nazi out there in congress at the moment--approved of fully by bannon and my writing about her disgusting racist treatment and full screaming fascistically at me with a fuck you who cares about you? attitude with raskin trying as usual to get this contract, insulting demeaning and breaking the law while spewing and spittling out his every admonition for trump for violating the constitution. But this is about newscum who they want to put in power; that would be the openly racist white nazi kkk style trashy senators and trump and all his black-hearted fake christians---so revolting and vile and evil and ugly and sinister it's foul and filthy and newsdum was hands-on-hips in lynch mob posturing after noem came to play "good cop" as I screameds after weeks of beatings and rape because I moved to california, saw then that in july trump was redistriting texas and after the illegal actions he and his team to cut my disability SSI off, I was in anxious peril for my life I wrote to newscum the filth big bird evil creep that I supported his effort at prop 50---in the drugged zone they forced on me, and this was all am ind control drug operation and 16 hours of deadly abuse from tom hardy for about 4 months every day at that point, I wrote in mind control drugged desperation that "maybe you can become president" and this was entirely due to drugging and mind control. They did the same thing to me with kamala harris whom I had never seriously endorsed for this role and it was all forced into my subconscious, after I was under traumatized torture nearly death near death constantly fighting for my life after years and years of the shit from whorewood trying to murder me with poisnoing as all politicians including raskin and crockashit and piglousy all watched on smirking and smug going off being awarded and put into higher position for complying with nazi MURDER schemes. After newsom came at me abusing me and demonstrating abuse and hate at me, I told him in rage about the situation of his "friends" In whorewood I also told him I wished them death arter 15 years of them trying to horrifically kill me---it is natural after 15 years and ongoing rape and torture to death and poisoning to death---he began slapping me bringing on everyone he couuld to violently abuse me the first shit crap he brought on were a latino and black male threatening to kill me--then a team of english crap who had been abusing me he joined in with and in his closeted homosexuality has embraced the filth of beck pig-ham the soccar shithole creep who was calling me bitch as I responded to his insults---and thusly newsom begam calling me this and I finally just screamed at him that he should never be president was incompetent--this began more abuse and more and more until I wrote a message to this german rotten fuck just to divert my attention because this creep plays antifascist music, i wondered if the german entertainment scene was handling the rise of nazism in germany. This pig rat scum rushed to behave exactly like a murderous nazi with dirty trashy shit like sophia loren and dolly parton--newsom there endlessly with the most violent of europigape trash hate pig "men" who raped and raped me. In came after a while nasty noem and dirty rand paul, who at the time was the only repub who was openly verbal about the murders of fishermen in the carribbean (I cannot use the caps key so excuse wrong grammar). Rand paul, the rotten senator used abusing me as his excuse to openly oppose even faintly the trump murders as committed by hegseth, the first maga piece of shit to assault me for hours per day, with his nasty dirty family and then bannon joined inm saying he was going to "crush" me, as dirty shit crock-a-shit crocket joined in yelling and screaming as a fascst black scum ape parasite to do what these white trash shit "men" told me to do--beaming in delight and since then she has been promoted plastic surgery andin every white nazi liberal interview possible---the extent of the nazi control over the democrat rat party is unbelievable and for injsiders it is undeniable. So trashy shit newscum is intolerable he is vile and violent he is even worse then bannon and hegseth absolutel a nasty violent personality bereft of any sensibility except for white male privilege. He demanded after noem allowed me to vent at what sick violence newscum was committing against me as rand paul demanded that I call the german ape rat shit "master" and do what he says (no difference from shitty rotten crockett)( but also, that I submit myself to newscum as a slave to be beaten raped and so this rotten rat piece of shit connected to pig lousy pelosi could become president--so the white nazi trash pig white bigot men and women of the repug party can comfortably have no resistance to their nazi overtake theft and all crime and criminality fully concealed by newscum a most sinister crap filthy creep who postures as a "christian" has a fake smirkiing smile as he lies about all the platitudes he spews out--just as harris had done for her campaign it turned many people off. I spent some time listening to the blather of newscum and all he does is repeat a few sentences for every interview like a parrot bot---so incompetent and criminal sleazy white trash nazi shit---please america stop believing every pithy-sounding used car sales slut---newsome also continuously kept referecing the year I spent working at the lusty lady sex club in san francisco when the city he hails from refused me health care at the san francisco general hospital in the mission district--the terror teams put me in an accident by utilizing the microchip implant system along my spine to make my legs literally pop-up at a 90-dgree angle while i was running to worki and a woman I did not know ran next to me (I was just sort of jogging because my bus was late and I was trying to make the work deadline from the bus stop_) and let me tell you, under mind control when they use this extreme drugging and the brain implant, people "suggest" an idea and under this much drugging trapped in my body under the layers of (at that time it was much softer, the layers of bloating hardening poison, they added a hardening agent when they decided to kill me about 20 years ago) but of course, I had no idea and I only felt what seemed like a kind of hard muscle structure in my body--but I began to sprint next to her as she laughed and said "let's race" ---this mind control puts me into a state of absolute "oh yeah why not? " sort of compliance, especially when they frame the "control" in a funny or happy sort of innocuous way. I was running I saw my legs pop up at a 90-cdegree angle as I ran up a cement sidewalk---I fell on my back--I was finem I had been very athletic with a beautiful body regardless of the poisoning, very athletic all my life. I actually went dancing that night at a christmas party evening for this temp secretary job I was working on california street near chinatown but exclusive a law firm. I returned and was able to do everyhing not in pain--I woke up in excruciating pain, and later realizing they ahd used the microchip implant system to render me unconscious and they fractured my vertebrae and made a metal rod in my spine come loose (scoliosis surgery, dur to the poisons pulling my spine into an s-curve) my family absolutely participated in this and has since rushed to have my disability cut off so they could have me enslaved and continue to profit off this contract--to my death, they don't care don't give a damn ugly sinister and sleazy--with newscum the crap scum creep bringing them in, and being yelled at by republicans to put that piece of rotten shit into power by letting him alep about rape and pass me around and have me tortured to death---threatening my disability cut off as trump had done but much more immature violent and stupid in his premise calling me endlessly some prostitute who must be used to being raped---stupid sick white trash things to say--redneck lynch mob shit that he is. The lusty lady was a feminist operation and the first unionized show in america, the premise had been to force any man disrespecting women to be out--not women must bear abuse by shit like newscum and his teams because of male domination. this club was infiltrated when I had no choice but to do this--not "dancing" but operating in a privat4e booth--I had aloose metal rod in my spine coming out of my back--and that is how I went to germany after 2 more years of the rod coming out---and this german scum whom I met the last day of that 4 years of having lived in germany to get this surgery to remove the rod (by that time not able to sue the sf general hospital for malpractice) but, his friends had my spine further crushed in the lumbar region because I said no to a german scum who used the date rape drugging and offering me a drink and I was so drugged and in this false sexualized heightened susceptibility--the pig rats exploit this and then demand that I remain as their abuse partner because that means they get free deals and promotions undending for it. I said no, they had my spine fractrured and now I am disabled. The pig rat, whenI told him about what I thought he had participated in, had a huge smile on his ugly rat sick sleazy face (this was about 3 weeks ago or 2) and I believe he has had a lot of violence committe4d against me for having fought back against dirty rape date drugging german scum creeps just like him, who exploited this technology and microchip and implant and the endlessly trapped mind control drugs in my body--I fought their abuse and really dehumanizing rape (they brought their friends to rape me while I was drugged into unconsciosuness) I fought back, he is determined to destroy me--the shit and filth of whorewood and newscum are there to get this contract out on me---15 years I have fought them off but this group of shit who have mad emovies and gone to oscars for my ideas they stole out of torture and abusing me---I wrote concepts about women and women's rights--so newscum is constantly caling me so prostitute trash for having worked at an establishment which the nazi white male establishment (and it could be as easily black, latino, asian or jewish) but male abuse and oppression of women as sex abuse objects, a staple of male domination and thusly trashy newsum andhis blonde dirty bigot wife and shit pelosi all demand that he denigrate me for having had to do this to literally survive--my family tried to destroy me while I was that vulnerable and I had to flee them and the country. Now they are converging under trashy trum pand newscum is holding having my disability cut off and (it's already been done, but remains in a pending state) and he's always there with nazi europigape men yelling bitch at me for the questions they have noem pose at me as I describe actual rights for women, but only their blonde nazi women are "dseerving" of decent loving relationships in their opinion otherwise women like me are supposed to be ion their knees sucking up to them as they slap and call me bitch and this has been ongoing from the actual real prostitutes of whorewood and newsom is one of them new scum for the old scum do not put that filth into power he is a republican crap replacement but far more sinister than trump and in that regard because of his fake democrat stance . he is a plantation bigot kkk piece of sleazy filthy shit--he has had horrific stinking filth sprayed on my clothing and around my room into putridity for all these months--all I did was move ot his district to get away from trump and then support his redistricting proposal----he began hitting me for saying no to supporting him when he began instantly to abuse me with hatge, insults and death threats adn then demanding sex and to service him in this contract for president. I can only imagine rotten shit pelosi instructing him to do this, for she came with s-negger the former austrian gov of california threatening to kill me sitting next to him, aftrer I had said no to hi8s sexual exploitatoin and abuse---that was before the 2nd stimulus billl biden passed and pelosi obtained a luxury swimming pool for her wealthy district using the covid relief funds as some side bill--but done for her participation in this hate crime against me proving what a bigot nazi she really is. Jeffries just rushed to use something like "little nappy brown girl whore" at me screaming after I had written a post (4 days ago) about how the democrats are proving to be no opposition so jeffries under the directive of the german "not nazi" rat ape and newscum came to use these racist epithets and then viciously threaten my life, screaming fascistically into my face with ugly evil big bird newscum standing next to the dirty rat german ape scum creep--all performing the act of bigot nazi while the whites sit back watching smug that their minorities are "permitted" to be openly racist like white nazi trash but the white nazi trash remains silently observing from the side after having given the dumb and rotten ineffective and incompetent rotten minority minion instructions on exactly what to say and how and what to do. that is the future of the demorat party at this time.