Monday, December 28, 2020

The hackers and mind control exertion upon my body and brain make writing anything impossible for this blog (or on any forum my sentences are always rewritten with typos and words deleted).

 I remain stuck in this rut I never created or slipped into through weakness on my part: this group, the people profiting off attacking me, and there is never a deficit of those attackers profiting off attacking me--they create chaos, impossible-to-deal with situations and I write on these social forums (my blog, Facebook)_ and the situation simmers to a low torture boil for a short while, only to increase almost immediately and always the very next day another onslaught of attacks begins and never stops. I write on Facebook or here (my thoughts digress so often while I begin to write what I had intended to be only a short sentence and the tech effect on my brain forces a reaction of utter verbal expulsions that ramble into phrases that I never intended to write, which are then partially deleted and strung together by hackers. Later on, perhaps the next day or months later, a movie or a YouTube video is put on my YouTube "recommended" page, which I spend hours on for various reasons but mostly because the technology literally effects real nasty MIND CONTROL and I cannot control my actions--it is literally impossible in this situation and under these conditions because once I get on the laptop and turn on the WiFi I can't stop being controlled to a certain extent. With the realization that it is happening, and partially that is due to the endless chaos that is happening in the news so I am obliged to turn on the WiFi to see what catastrophe or calamity and political fiasco and coup and blasting and bombing has happened in the United States yesterday and today. So I remain glued to this system which I had intended to stop participating in, because this is how these people who have attacked me for years (this specific H-wood group and now beyond, the more I look into the political commentators the more of them join in this huge group which is like a blast ever-expanding in scope and numbers of participants).


I want to emphasize that the chaos that my posts appear to be is 100% and entirely due to hackers and this technology blasting into my brain and altering my thoughts, mood and performance ability and cognitive functioning so I can't write without digressing into other points. The hackers create the rest of the mess that appears to be completely inconsistent rambling but which WAS WRITTEN COHERENTLY IN A COHESIVE MANNER.

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All I am doing is fighting to not be poisoned/drugged raped to death and more fascist nazi politicians like trump not put in office for brutalizing me (for years). The blue wave of newsom is just white nazi "liberal" men taking the controlled opposition side, the "progressives" are very guilty the white progressives act like closeted nazis the hate and racism they openly display towards me but in the "private" enclosure of fully-protected nazi teleportation. //Not a single political candidate for office of president will help me to block this trump brigade of sleazy dirty disgusting ugly rancid and in most important ways, utterly stupid blank scumgbags, instead they all join in. All the giggly cackling ones, the smiling "make america like roman and greek democracy" used car californication sales scumbags like new old scum---and the rest just all falll in line. Established crap like raskin are the minority nazis who have been promoted for putting pelosi's january 6 committee nito a public airing diverting from the actual DOJ investigation--and along with pelosi comes raskinn and all the rest all viciously assaulting me--meaning ALL politicians and anyone not eagerly a nazi in drag in the closet is too timid terrified to do more than smirk and laugh, joining in to appear that they are in complete agreement, if even those types exist.//Mutilation/slicing under cuticle to a severely damaged finger--15 years of knives slicing into my cuticles almost every night--my hands comletely deformed--(plus countless other nightly slashes, poisoning to my body skin and internally plus non-stop torture abuse using teleportation plus global all-business discrimination across-the-board all businesses landlords and then family and government up to all presidents, all candidates for president, all governors all senators all house reps and all of society). I put on a pair of opera gloves, then another pair of gloves with a sock tied to the end, then a wrap-around string which I tighten as much as possible, then another elastic band to tighten the string, then wrist bands which I wrap around as tightly as I can without extreme blood flow constriction, and one hand already bound up can't tie the other band as tightly as possible so they always get one of the hands every night--on top of that is a pair of compression socks--I double over the top layers of socks and than have a tightly-sewn long-sleeve sleepp shirt I also had to sew a mouth covering for due to my gum tissue being cut to the bone--underneath that they sliced my already entirely gouged out cuticle for left middle finger --swollen, red the veins on my hands perpetually swollen and enlarged due to non-stop healing attempts. Alll nais are black, almost all nails from complete destruction of cuticles and the nail bed.