Last night in deep sleep after having (artificially induced via torture invasive microchip implant technology in combination interface with extreme drugging and various other tech and drug and in deep sleep state immobility and self-defensive capability)---stomach digestive substances literally almost spewing out of my mouth in deep sleep state (this can be done with the microchip implants along my spine, into my brain, my esophagus which renders my body susceptible to many attacks which are murderous---but dredging up digestive "juices" from my digestive tract while in deep sleep state is one of the attacks which they intended to make me spew it all over my head covering last night which would have been almost like acidic vomit spewed over the many layers of protection so they can't gouge my gum tissue out again, loosen my teeth by smashing into them ---and of course, I feel nothing and they are teleporting me in this deep sleep state to other locations where I am called "ugly" and abused by their hate minions, most of whom are probably looking for a job or a role in their "empire" they have built around this contract out on me). That was only a precursor to me having not spewed it out but the peristaltic action forced into my intestinal tract lead to detox of the poisons lodged somehow in conjunction with the elimination process so I began detoxing hard poisons and then horrific liquid poisons in the middle of the night because they had spurred this digestive system--normally this may occur in the morning upon having coffee or some other stimulant purgative drink or exercise (rare) and thus I was shitting diarrhea out while my head was covered my feet bound in many layers to stop them from nightly cutting out the cuticles around my large toes, which they have kept almost falling off by slicing the cuticles literally off from around each large toe--this has gone on more than 6 years on a nightly basis despite wearing similar layers of protection to try to stop this and never succeeding because of the ability to read my thoughts, monitor literally all I think and do, with night time vision visual technology and this thought-hacking they know what I am doing to protect. They have ways of concealing their egress so I can never tell if I am healing or if they have sliced off more the injuries are so permanently scarred into my body as I fight every day to protect my body). //Gouging and slicing into my cuticles, mostly severed off on fingers and toes, continues. I put on first a pair of opera gloves which extend to my biceps. Then rubber band around the wrist because two cut off circulation (or had at the beginning of this new attempt to stop the destruction of my hands which has been ongoing since 2011 and has not stopped for a single night or day except for the few, rare occassions I try out a new protection set of gloves, socks, compression socks, rubber bands, tie-around strings, rubber gloves, etc which get pulled out of place and thin razor sharp instruments get under the long-sleeve contraption I hand-sewed to protect all these layers--they use this flexible mechanical arm to get under the opera gloves, under the next pair of work gloves with rubber coating so they can't slice through the material to slice into fingers and destroy severing out completely cutibles, leaving huge red welts around every finger and nails black, dead and I can't use my hands and fingers to do things which require minutia any longer. ) then there are wrap-around with velcro wrist bands, and I must gauge whether to painfully cut off circulation by tighetning as much as possible because as the night wears on, the pressure does cut off blood flow until I am in such pain I wake up in the drugged state (I am drugged every time they assault me so I am always in a mind control vice mentally upon waking as the teams of celebrities--now their new leader and the new empire which seems to be on teh axis

 I had to click on publish above otherwise they would freeze the laptop, as they had begun to do (my 15th time restarting the computer in the past 3 hours of sitting with them making "bitch" comments at me when they hack videos of puppies which I watch, even though I say they are male puppies which means them etc but I "laugh" at the "joke" Under mind control because they have poisoned and drugged me to react in such prescribed manner in the ways and means of slicing into my cuticles and gouging under my skin to inject and administer their drugs. **hacking has been the non-stop attack so I wrote the first line above, had to just try to not have to turn the laptop off again as I do it's more than 15 times already this morning--maybe 25 I have lost count it's literally non-stop. They also hacked blocks to updating all possible for this operating system which is the only system I am able to use they completely hacked something so I can't access the Windows OS any longer. Any attempt to insert another Windows 10 remains impossible because of some hack they forced into the BIOS and I am using Linux Mint 22 and it's freezing because they just go into my living space and insert their malware into the kernal operation of this computer so nothing works and all I do is stolen, hacked and frozen continuously.)

my fingers are all huge, swollen and the nails cut off dead cut off on my large toes and one toe has been broken and is out of the socket but they all claim that this is just a "natural" toe problem (I can't remember the name of it, which I will remember upon getting up from this position as the "mind control " attacks are always severe (relatively speaking) while I sit in this one spot in front of thhe laptop--after another night of such horrific poison detox because while in deep sleep, in the middle of the night, "they" which is hate arnold, the new controller who is somehow dependent on my "submission" to being used, tortured abused raped and murdered my ideas stolen my body mutilated (so the women can't feel that I am any threat ever again all dismembered dislocated marred scarred up my body a perpetual sagging poison-laden huge deformed shape) my face looking dour and sagging downward from years of tears forced out of my eyes, which they are doing now--which in turn forces artificial mucus build-up in my nose or the cavities --not "artificial" mucus but artificially induced physically forced so the tears are not "natural" in the form which does not build up some horrid substance in my nose which one cannot simply just "blow" out but must pick very hard to get out so nothing 'natural" like blowing my nose gets these huge "barnacles" out of my nasal passages I must pick them out with fingers--not even using a tissue gets them out because they are stuck and "glued to the sides of my nostrils internally of course. That then merits more jokes, laughter about how "disgusting" I am and then the other lists of stinking filth I must shit out and pick out due to these torture and mutilation 

Because I am "picking" my nose one of them who is running on a platform of "fighting tyranny" slaps my face from the oblique angles while my vision is in black, unseeing mode (in teleportation) but it's done while I am in nascent waking states otherwise I am perhaps blotted out from the many rapes and beatings and coercive mind control sessions which they use to then abuse and physically assault me upon waking as I respond to their stimuli probing inquisition questioning and I respond as if I knew the answer already in words which are not my vocabulary style and thoughts I have never had come out as if I literally am a puppet with strings being pulled.

They then slap me from side angles, hitting me because I fought them off earlier after months or years of torture, mutilation prior to my physical response which happened after about the 6th or 10th year of rape, mutilation, poisoning, torture and I have never been physically on a rampage ever in my life until this group began just tearing my body apart and digging everything out of me for their material to present themselves as "victims of injustice" fighting with integrity for human salvaging of rights and dignity. Much derived from my ranting about ethical rights and fights for actual self-sovereignty over oppression. Much of what I say or detail or write is likewise derived from having read books from childhood onward about such pursuits  which have dominated the literary world for centuries but have been turned into pulp fictional representations from people imbued with the empty shell of entitlement on a scale which the former King George of England would have been jealous of how much injustice and above-the-law entitlement is being meted out by the Euro-nazis who pervade this environment and the Americans are jumping fish for the bait. All of them "entitled" to torture, rape and mutilation of me endlessly--their justification is that after decades of torture, rape and beatings mutilation my body scarred every single part of my body disfigured scarred up broken down and my facial expression from hours per day of fighting and screaming and not being able to ignore rows of chairs filled with people who have been having me slowly killed who sit demanding more out of me as their entitlement

ordering more mutilation for me not providing it upon demand.

the apparent justification for more violence is that I am not "beautiful" and that makes it all justifiable. The women who are treated to hormone-addiction glowing with sadistic glowing skin out of the highs, which they are fully addicted to, of having a female mutilated raped beaten as they alleviate their own self-doubt is part of the total allure of how racism and tyranny are so coveted as a form of society for which the former United States' appeal is now rendered an outdated form of an "experiment which has failed". 

The men are only loathe to have me anything resembling intact because I also just wanted to compete and be a part of the market and my greatest thrill of my life in fiscal terms was in having my own business, even if a very small one, and my money stolen nightly out of my room while I was in deep sleep unconsciousness non-waking states by people striving to keep me on the brink of homelessness and extreme poverty which they have successfully accomplished with the aid of gang stalking (death squad, precursors to ICE but the disguises were not masks but smiling "friend" faces before this techno-tyranny took overt--but still funded protected and shielded from all sight by the crooked hillary and rachel mad-cow "feminist" pair who have assaulted me because hillary has to fund approval by the trump nazi regime for her next "women" tour which she has rushed to have me beaten abused mutilated and called "bitch" by green day's lead singer and many others who suck ideas out of me after hours of torture, above-stated mutilation and they return regularly now after their tours have petered out they cannot get another free tour with skank ga-gay goy the awful singer you all love this pop sensation group--instant just add money pop-up "human rights feminism and anti-tyranny" type appeal which they all play on and have sold this off for DECADES but for at least the past two, my nails being destroyed my body raped my hair follicles literally pulled out--all done while sleeping, is part of their current legacy of "fame" and they are all cheered on because there is nothing new to replace them because no one is allowed into this "exclusive" nazi pop culture club any longer--they must be vetted one of the ways is perhaps my pinky finger cuticle gouged off as they scream "loser" at me in the hoard of this whorewood group sitting in chairs all facing me while I am drugged and sick from the poisons they raped pouned and injected into my bladder through my vagina so I must get up every night and get to the toilet from the initial poisoning/drugging into my bladder--ongoing for years and years (never in my life have I ever done this until this group began their only creative work, apparently, which is how to use this technology and me "programmed" to respond so they can inflict "creatively" torture and idea extraction using macabre and sadistic torture methods which I think is their one-and-only creative endeavor which they obtain any credit for; everything else appears to be a stolen or half-derived concoction of what they steal or is provided for them to belt out--so they can only belt out torture whippings beatings in their plantation nazi concentration camp inclusion of this group which is centered around germans and austrians and then their english fascist nazi counterparts who all rally around the 1930's fascist mentality and mode--only referencing these mentalities as their right and entitlement--no other decade or thought pervades like the hitler programming of the "master race" and this of course extends by some meager thread to the black nazis the latino nazis and jewish nazis who throng to abuse insult and get their inclusion into this group---all put into huge media circus spotlights as a result appearing like America is still a multi-cultural system where if you are "talented" enough you can obtain fame and merit through your "talent".

They also caused deadly heart palpitations while they had my intestines somehow peristalsis attacked so while they were making my stomach and gall bladder and liver and kidneys "vomit" very acidic and horrific bile into my mouth, which came up suddenly in deep sleep state if I had not been wrapped so tightly around my jaw to stop the incisions into my gum tissue (most of my teeth are jutting out the gum tissue has been cut off to the bone by these people and their minions using these precision laser slicing technologies attached to malleable mechanical arms which jut through panels in the walls and through many other portals tiles and panels and windows which I cannot seal off--even if I did, they would just simply go into my room while I am out and cut through the wire mesh of any security screen or system they do this routinely and also with my laptop of course which is why *I can't use it without it freezing to delete anything I am writing while they attack my brain so I can't think clearly)