Waiting.....

 Oh, I wrote some posts on my Facebook page yesterday, in the middle of throes of sickness (which happens every day from the poisoning I just can't stop or get rid of by the terrorist organization afflicting my life, home, finances, body, sexuality, etc everything possible they can destroy they have done; all they can steal to use as their own concept they have done, but they still won't stop attacking me).

I wrote about politics--naturally in abrasive terms as yesterday was the 59th anniversary of the John Fitzgerald Kennedy assassination in Dallas, Texas. I wrote, and filth was sprayed in my home as usual by the terrorists who attack me for simply being alive and not a part of the submission minority minion squad which always supports their most covert, disguised "liberal" facade.

I fell asleep without tightly covering my body, which I spend circa one hour at night fighting to cover up my head with layers, my arms, I can't protect my larger orifices, but I must wrap items around my mouth to stop the severing of gum tissue which went on every single night with my teeth loose; after "they" smashed my teeth nearly out--

but I fell asleep after having detoxed more foul death poison that has been trapped into my lymphatic system, my intestines, trapped underneath or on top of hard poisons (hard as rock) embedded along my spine, into my hips, into my skull--etc and interlaced throughout my musucular systems so I can't move any direction without fibers of the hard poison pulling against vertebrae and making crunching sounds as I attempt to stretch--

I fell into another deep healing sleep and was teleported to more abuse and silly nasty stupid situations (not as nerve-shocking as what the Brooklyn mafia actors had done, which was scenes of dead bodies, scenes of people being murdered, and the other clan members of this acting goon squad doing things like having me pushed off heights while in the sleep, teleported state and then before or afterwards being raped, etc)

while in that sleep state being assaulted, they inserted objects once more underneath my cuticles, which were inserted likewise every single night for around SIX YEARS so the fingers are misshapen and damaged permanently--etc--but I fell into this deep sleep unable to sit up any longer I was so ill from the poison coming out.

All that after being assaulted sexually in this techno-sleep-comatose-nascent sleep state, on the twilight fringe of falling into a drug-induced almost comatose healing sleep and being aware enough to barely think and speak; only in the teleported state so all was internal. To the external observer I would appear as just laying in a bed about to completely fall into a deep sleep.

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I wrote posts about Kennedy and the Nazi death squad network that has completely taken over the US government and country. Not to the extent that it's an open and shut case of fascist Nazism and subservient colonized idiocy to foreign powers, as it is on so many levels within these internal wheeling and dealing contexts that I am forced to have to fight --alone--to try to not be a participant in or conduit of in this horrific contract forced upon people teleporting and torturing and exploiting me.

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It has been me writing about this violence for so many years on a non-stop basis, with politicians rushing in to insult, threaten, abuse, have me mutilated alongside the expletive troop of actors out of H-wood--all of course obtaining shortly afterwards tv shows, appearances, heightened media coverage in other words. Some get their own daily or weekly tv specials--(news anchors, in particular) and etc. One got elected to the US President slot for his participating in this crime which is not considered a crime by the leaders of the country but a suave stepping-stone pedophile ring sex trafficking sex slave trade that they fully welcome and all want to engage in. Both Parties, and of course independents as well.

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But today I got a video clip by one of the latest who has raped me, although I reacted in sexual pleasure it was out of over 6 weeks by then of non-stop torture on his part, daily violence, abuse from the people who had been poisoning and abusing me to death as his partners---and subconsciously when one is being tortured to death, they will do almost anything to stop the pain and suffering when it gets to real and actual physical death symptoms, as I have been having now from YEARS of poisoning being forced on me on a daily basis--not just years, but decades but in addition endless abuse and hate in this teleportation with veracity that is deadly--by the pit crew of criminals you all cheer on as your heroes. I was subjected to this, and thus--I though as an unconscious byte coming out of the nether fabric of the insatiable greed and sleaze of this entire organization, it's global pornographic import and normalizing of pornography as an art form and lifestyle--

this man put a video of himself pouring some kind of white clay on his face; it reminded me of something like that character in Silence of the Lambs--the psychopath Lekter--or however it is spelled I truly don't want to fight to struggle to surf now as the laptop is being very fully hacked and blocked as is my brain by all these terrorist technologies endlessly aimed at me every time I attempt to communicate in any form, to anyone, anywhere, verbally or in written form (not to forget the microchip implant in my throat which constricts my vocal chords so I also can't physically speak and get choked up while speaking until I am coughing so much I can't speak any longer--and etc they can tweak a lot with that particular microchip implant).

This man made his video about a kind of sexual warfare with the enemy--the "woman' whomever she is--does it matter? I had though, in the bubbling up of subconscious content in my psyche--that this man, like almost all of these wealthy "elite" men, have had ample resources of easily accessible female fodder to sexually indulge in. The expectation and the demand upon me is immediate gratification for them to essentially feed off--as most of them not only give nothing in return, nothing whatsoever not even sexual gratification for me, but they suck out and destroy everything and anything possible while stealing what I create or destroying it so I have almost nothing left. That is the disgusting protocol system they have forced upon me. But I thought about this man of his years of sexual forays in his very physically-centered lifestyle where body perfection and sexuality play a key role in defining the entire lifestyle of his particular niche. 

I grew up in a kind of pristine, sexual abstinence culture, heavily (supposedly) influenced by Christian values and morays in the Midwest. A kind of general system of traditional values were socially enforced: you get to know someone before you become intimate. You don't immediately jump into a sexual liason until you have a solid relationship with the other. 

This mentality was sometimes enforced by Christian or religious values, but more often it was just the accepted norm.

One thing to gain out of abstinence and the waiting for sexual gratification is almost an ecstasy from the first touch with the other, whose body and whose soul is a mystery to be enjoyed as a beautiful experience,  and not ploughed and furrowed like a cheap cash crop for immediate gratification. You plant the seed and if you nurture the life source you harvest a beautiful and bountiful experience. 

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The sleaze and sickness of this 4th Reich, Nazi and fascist global exploitation organization (aka "gang stalking" aka death squad 4th Reich expletive ad nauseum organization) and it's rape, theft, usurpation, control and domination culture so badly deteriorates this glory of human contact. Even those who are at the top of the pyramid structure discover that life's meaning becomes reduced to the body being a warfare zone and law suits, accusations of rape and domestic violence plague the seemingly smiling, elite groups so endlessly that this is also part of the cultural norm.

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Thus, I am WAITING for one of the most famous of the criminals to be indicted in the hopes that this rape and torment group will finally be pried off sucking my life force and energy and my ideas and my sexuality and my body and my health and my finances out of me by this openly defunct government because of the spread of this rot paradigm which I mentioned only oh so briefly above. Writing more in detail without ranting is nearly impossible for me due to the drugging and endless hacking/mind control interference.

I am waiting WAITING FOR HIS INDICTMENT. I told the terrorist who as late forced pornographic violence upon me in order for he and his dueling wife and other set of lovers to obtain their contractual promotions out of the rape and abuse and slow deterioration and ultimate murder of me. I said in a daze in the same desperate psychological crutch self-deception that I had been teleported to Mitch McConnell and perhaps if the Republicans who swear they are so fully into a traditional America and he has been their leader for so many ossified years that he would protect me from this rape and immediate gratification "liberal" faction of deadly celebrities and their former flip-flopping now famous rape and porno-eliciting benefactor president to be indicted--and McConnell surely would support someone fighting for not being a rape victim in perpetua and then I had to remember that McConnell, along with Graham, had verbally issued a death sentence upon me because I would not succumb to agreeing to them, as well, exploiting and raping and insulting and poisoning and drugging and then telling them they are wonderful as Nazi elements within the same structure that the "liberal" thieves of my ideas--celebrities, the "A-list" celebrities----

Waiting--waiting for an indictment maybe that will make America return to some kind of preservation of life of sanctity of human life amongst the many tyrannical mis-uses of technology that Elon Musk is also involved in spreading to the disease of the distressed rapists now so besodden with  corrupt sexuality that they have turned into rotting piles of rape and sex trafficking and torture in order to "get off"--still lavishing absolute devotion and "love" to the bigot blonde women they are supposed to worship but hate and destruction to women like me---as the filthy and nasty women look on cheerleading them and the planet keeps pouring awards on the rapists and rapist pimps and ho's alongside them. All working for a Nazi 4th Reich system. But their ability to respect life and love is so diminished--as part of their own mind control programming as they are all inducted into the wealth and elite "game" only if they are capable of killing, raping and maiming. Ultimately the porn they live off on a daily basis turns into outright hostility on a personal level. Unfortunately the technology and pervasive porn culture permeating even the place I grew up which has now turned into a violent place, like most of the rest, "dumbed down" and pornographic-inspired---

WAITING for what? An indictment maybe if this former leader who has been MURDERING ME for all these years alongside his nasty group of fellow clown posse entertainers the Government will actually give me a REPRIEVE for all the years I have been fighting for my sexual preservation for my physical survival for Democracy because I have been telling them, and writing about how this group is destroying the country and bringing in fascism and Nazism as a mainstream event and accepted norm.

Waiting---

but I will not, at least for now, post what I had been attacked for yesterday for having written about how the 4th Reich assassinated Kennedy. Yes, they have various other names, not just the 4th Reich. They are a systematic group which has been put under various titles and names. Their global reach is comprised of many various factions claiming to be independent. As I have learned, none of these terrorists who claim they are on the top are independent whatsoever. 

Waiting for an indictment waiting for my country to actually preserve human values and life and love so that vicious money/power obsessed adherents of this insidious regime of the 4th Reich will not feel the necessity to resort to teleporting and drugging and raping innocent people (like me) because their equally pernicious wives or lovers are likewise so pornographically obsessed with status and in feeding off exploiting others that they need to go to these extremes in order to force sexual passion--in near death throes--out of people. They have their Stormy Daniels who later on sue  them and go on public tv dishing out hate to those who exploited them and then discarded them like "losers". 

Lack of COP27 global warming crisis coverage by US Media. WTF are you thinking, wtf? Deutsche Welle (DW) reports that the most significant decision made regarding the emissions crisis is to give more BAIL OUTS for conglomerates and corporations which lose $$ when environmental crises hit. No plan on reducing emissions, only stabilizing the Paris plan of an unfeasible and unsustainable amount of continued emissions. Sick and sad world, wtf? One million children in places like drought-stricken Somalia projected to die due to starvation this year.

"Crass--What The Fuck? (1981)". fmcrass. November 11, 2011.

 

The "Big" news is on the special prosecutor on the #45 fiasco of the US terrorist governmental operation. All of these factors of global climate crises and the crisis that keeps unfolding in America regarding "Democracy" are intertwined like the Oreo cookie that keeps cranking out a duplicity of a one, unfeasible entity of cracker culture.

To put this in other ways---the money must continue to flow to both the greed and sleaze cartels, otherwise known as mega donor class, the Entertainment-political-industrial-military complex, or other such unsustainable political/financial entities with smartly-dressed, well-educated and savvy lying manipulators who have managed to monopolize the globe for their endless pursuits in trivial private pleasures with grandiose designs of absolute mega-monopoly hold over both people's minds, bodies and their energy which they can exploit in almost every possible way at this point. The teleportation sex trafficking/torture/Nazi "progrom" pitted against me is only a small part of the overall plan, but it's almost at a tantamount position of importance to more fully implement at this point for the furtherance of a smart and well-dressed class of idiots put into most powerful positions. In order to continue to lull the masses into a death trap (or following them off all the cliffs of the planet) they have to be first entertained and then mashed-up in the membrane (brain/mind control).

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I perused the news channels this morning--not all by any means, only a small margin and only a small margin of a tiny percentage but there was no information on the COP27 summit. I had to go to this foreign source, in Germany, because I know that country deals with knowing all information possible in order to more fully control the planet while appearing to play "by the rules" in NATO and for the appearance of not being "Nazi" in the eyes of America and the rest of the planet (now fully immersed in Nazi symbolism, programming and training into that paradigm as the US and so many other countries now are--except Germany of course, ha ha lol wtf?).

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So I could rely on The Germans to have news that was more vital to a broader global perspective than the US mainstream sources such as ABC and MSNBC. I could do a more thorough comprehensive search by trying to look at non-"liberal" news sources--I will do this now, to see if any telling information about the lack of any strategy to save the planet has emerged as a vital news reigning headline this morning (for me, halfway across the planet from EST zone):

FOX news has the old Rupert Murdoch tabloid style info-mercial "news" bytes, which he used to make his London tabloid The Sun into a global sensation (including the topless women on the infamous "page 3" which kept readership staring at Samantha Fox for years while they stuffed into the tubes to work and work). Nothing even about the T-rump scandals that endlessly plague other news sources.

Breitbart takes a stance that is very similar in theme to "liberal" MSNBC in that it focuses first on T-rump sensationalism and then traverses the tiny spectrum of political scandal. No mention of COP27 anywhere in the lead story columns of this morning's (last night's, your time) newspapers, or news sources--online.

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No in-depth analysis on the major news channels on YouTube about the climate summit.

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Regardless, not much was done anything except for the very well-played out usual BAIL OUT for the wealthy corporations/banks and protected groups of "elite" if disasters hit. The money is being poured in that direction. NO serious effort to reduce carbon emissions and the most impoverished of the "Global South" are going to experience a 4th or 5th rainy season black hole with a million children in that region projected to starve to death due to the climate-related drought and food scarcity.

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What I experience in this mind control debacle disaster pending doom for the continuation of the human species (in conjunction with the most sophisticated technologies that are being handed out to people, and I can say this because I have been exposed to "the elite" are not morally, ethically or emotionally responsible enough to handle these with any life-affirming intention. Their intent is to suck the sexuality, life force, ideas, destroy any competition, control, rape, force people they are literally murdering and through systematic torture force them to "love" their abusers while inevitably their goal is to have a white supremacist hegemony with their minority minions playing the expected mind-programmed roles of "victimhood" but risen up in status for playing those roles which endlessly in various psychological programming ways, more firmly entrench systematic racism as the ultimate mind programming goal.

Combined with this is the endless uplifting of every "elitist" corporate entity even when the fate of the entire planet hangs in the balance, which is so out-of-balance environmentally that the entire planet is going to be subsumed in one environmental collapse scenario after the next until it's far too late to change what should have been addressed NOW by both the US media and the global media. Germany of course has to be in control over as much as possible, and I can also swear that the 4th Reich is inculcating a complete lack of competence about global importance information and awareness in the American public and in political affairs. Even the politicians are being mind controlled and programmed, even when they are handed these mind control technologies they too are part of the programming scheme.

The lack of a broader vision about the world, the environment, the unsustainability of this prevailing disaster entity that is and has been ruling Congress and the media for so many decades is now absolutely an incompetent mess of well-educated, well-dressed, certainly over-paid stooges incapable and incompetent in the points of existence and life-sustainability that must be addressed by some "adult in the room"--it is lacking. The endless greed, sleaze and need for power and control; this is the prevailing mentality that I have been exposed to in these years of having to be tortured slowly to death by 'the elite" which spans Congress and the Hollywood "elites". Also subject to a world of minions of both minority and white supremacist affiliation who are viciously fighting to get their pieces of the pie and push down people "like me" as they vie for higher positions on the hierarchical system which the elites trickle down a few opening slots to the most inglorious basterds possible who are willing and able to follow and obey all their protocols without even blinking or thinking....

It truly is intertwined, this mind control and the screwing over of the planet and it's resources. The body politic is something to be raped just as the mind control victim is to be raped and the "masses" watch on like it's a reality tv show porn spectacle but also a death squad snuff flick cranked out by the darker recesses of Congress and H-wood in the recesses of their private pleasures for endless control and hegemony. I find they truly can't think enough to fathom what they actually are doing in the ultimate scheme of the planet nor do they even give a damn about anything but their own sleaze and greed usurpation and avarice and domination and endless pleasure and wealth orgy lifestyles. Fashion dominates it all. You can read about this, as I wrote earlier this week, all in Charles Dickens' Tale of Two Cities and all of this is still in emulation of pre-revolutionary French society which all the celebrities and politicians who have attacked me are like fanatic fans to emulate. I refer to the most craven and despicable forays into mutilation, rape and murder not just a bit of sleazy decadence. 

BTW: I heard Joy Reed on MSNBC referring to the current election cycle of Dems v Reps as "A tale of Two Caucuses" and as I have written countless times before, after Rachel Maddow made her appearance with the teleportation throng--ever increasing--in H-wood and this was at least two years ago, now time has slowed down to a trickle for me as the situation is never-ending and these nightly torture teleportation skits are never ending, men who torture and abuse me and thrust their penises in me is still also never ending--as they are congratulated for this--all of them firm devotees of French fashion circuitry and have extensive orgiastic backgrounds--all of them, without exception, blather endlessly in interviews about "Freedom" and all their roles are of them as "victims" or Heroes "fighting" to rescue something or someone from the tyranny they fully embrace in their private pleasure zones. 

But there was Rachel Maddow, years ago, glaring in hate at me, I think she began berating me with stern hate on her face--not the jocular "fun" lesbian dude type Gen ZX or whatever she portrays in her very popular newscasts or podcasts, but hateful, nasty (as they ALL are when they are part of the teleportation)

and I have written that MSNBC co-anchors must know about this situation of me, as well as the higher echelon of that industry (so interconnected to the H-wood and Congressional other rings of the circus). So Joy Reed in her show, which I heard because my YouTube is on "autoplay" so I didn't choose to listen to her, but while I was busy with the endless things I must do to fight to protect my body while sleeping and putting it all away in the morning (takes over one hour to put away the things I wrap around my body to try to stop the insertions and destruction of my hair and skin--which I can't do for the insertions into my bladder, etc it's all very disgusting) but--she used the phrase, "A Tale of Two Caucuses" and I believe very strongly that this was also stolen as a concept from my writings--just in the last wee, regarding the Midterms which this news agency has now used (or one of their anchors has used) but of course, how can I prove this? 

Besides participating in torture and a global scheme to knock anyone trying to rise up in status who is not a firm follower of the protocols of this white supremacist system, the news agencies are as usual omitting information about deleterious disaster scenarios--one of which is the mind control technology which is being used upon me which is a direct threat to the the planet; already it has helped facilitate the US Insurrection on Jan. 6, 2020 (as part of the ultimate power structure that the mind control contract out on me helped establish and all the ramifications of how mind control is now being used for political gain, political violence and mind programming)---potentially entire swathes of the culture are being mind programmed, lets say into MAGA philosophy, by various forms of mind controlling technology such as subliminals (which of course someone like Elon Musk with his array of satellites in orbit can easily --I say this tentatively only as a "theory"--transmit which can reach the ELF (Extremely Low Frequencies) of brain interception--inaudible yet altering mood, process or subliminal phrases.

But still the culprits appear as the heroes--yet another idea or concept was stolen from my writing and I remain in the exact same place as I have been all these years. The "elite" wealthy are watching videos of me being beaten and sodomized by wealthy "elite" men and women doing disgusting things to me--your favorite celebrities and politicians which always reach the "Page 3" of Rupert Murdoch style news generational fodder output----with these technologies of course. Trump obviously is one of them, and has unleashed endless hate and violence upon me as they all had been doing while Obama was in office. Regardless, no one perceives this as a threat to this moment to the national security of the country because all of these "elites" continue to get every kind of legal and financial BAIL OUT possible for every crime they commit.

Back to the environmental crimes which are also being totally ignored by blathering media pundits of MSNBC and et al--with no mention of COP 27 on the headlines--that information perhaps relegated to lessor portions of their news cycle info-mercial fodder output--with legal analysis on Trump never ending (always advertising Trump).

Just speaking of which: I heard a news byte this morning on one of these endless Trump-fixation MSNBC clips with Jamie Raskin repeating what Merrick Garland had spoken which is now a refrain: "No one is above the law". How sick and sad it is for me to hear that liar being used as some symbol of "liberal" heroism--when he has literally shaken his finger at me to "obey" someone who has participated in poisoning, rape and dismemberment of me through these "elite" channels of violence and torture so "elites" like him and the rest can obtain ideas from distraught people like me absolutely blocked from all social participation in a way that is worse than Jim Crow or segregation and it's now truly on a covert level of being a precursor to a genocidal Holocaust--re-imagined with this technology. The "Jewish" Nazi Raskin blathering and getting awards, speaker roles for high-ranking university graduation speeches as if he's a damn hero for helping on the J-6 Committee (as he and Kinzinger came to verbally assault me and suck out information before the insult and abuse protocols which they followed smirking and giggling like 4th grade crack-addict kids on a schoolyard bully rampage with filthalina and pig pitt right there as usual as they did everything and continue to do everything to appease this H-wood Nazi cartel which also helps to put people like Trump into power--which happened largely due to pitt and filthalina and depp and the rest of this sleaze and filth group out of H-wood (and now I am ranting, they are so odious and sleazy and stupid and sick it's unbelievable). Yet all the politicians cater to them in deference to obtain either good standing with the fascist Nazi community (take Pelosi and Raskin into that effort) or to get more promotions (as they all exploit for promotions ultimately).

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All I can do is continue to repeat a song written by the punk band Crass called "What the Fuck?" and wait for one day when there is either such total destruction that no one can read my posts any longer (or for myself personally) or for some major shift in awareness and a complete change of leadership and values is installed with integrity but not some Puritanical or violent revolution, hopefully--how can this be changed so there is a very beautiful society emerging that is not polluted with the filth that now is plastic-coated and scripted to appear as "beautiful" heroes?

For now it remains as a What the Fuck moment that is a refrain from yesterday's what the fuck and the what the fuck I have been writing of for all these years to no avail---what the fuck remains as the prevailing paradigm as the systems and ecosystems are all crumbling but no one is mumbling about the ultimate cause except for those like the Germans (Nazis still) who want to exploit and control and they let their "masses" know what is going on or not going on because they want uber alles the masses to be participants in a country-wide claim to global power. What mind control they have exerted with a little help from their friends (in NATO). And then the rest of the world is also part of the same system which is being further implemented by the mind control and entertainment political military industrial complexes spanning the globe.

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And now the globe is dying ,but the sleaze and incompetence continues to ignore all the ramifications and the news is on violence and political shaming and the cliff draws nearer in this "race to the abyss" as Noam Chomsky calls this environmental catastrophe that is now upon us, to the deafening silence of those who also ignore the situation I am forced into, which also has dire consequences which certainly is not going to be reported by any news entity and I am absolutely blocked and also tortured for writing anything regarding the reality and seriousness of what is transpiring while you are all entertained by the prospect of more violence or thrills in the movies or your porn fixes for power and money and control--and lavish in watching the expanding homeless crises as you can exploit all the desperate people (as I have also been forced into this kind of position)--to the absolute titillation of the rapist pig apes you all call your favorite celebrities, with full applause to them from MSNBC and Biden and Pelosi and Trump and et al who also all indulge in these activities and want more and more to be handed to them all.

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CRASS: WHAT THE FUCK?

"What The Fuck?"

What now? Now you would destroy the earth,
Dry the river beds.
What now? Now in your control, birth and death,
Dry the bodies, incandescent in the heat.

Your fire is melting both soil and soul,
In plan maybe, is that not enough?
Your war and raving of it is so total,
You're consumed by it as you'd consumed us.
Would you see the fire from your sanctuary of death?
What terrible pain you need to hide,
In your hatred you'd seek to destroy the earth,
What is it that you have been denied?
Your mind and its rantings are so barren,
What the fuck are you thinking? What the fuck?
Your eyes and their vision, empty, staring,
What the fuck are you seeing? What the fuck?

What now? Now you would destroy the earth,
Dry the river beds.
What now? Now in your control, birth and death,
Dry the bodies, incandescent in the heat.

So singular your motives, yet impossible to define,
How finely lined my destiny in the cobwebs of your crime.
So insular your future, so alien your plan,
Take all of this if you will and I'll take what I can.

A town that is no more,
"My god", you say, "what have I done?"
But you won't heed what's gone before,
"What pity?", you say, "There is none."
And so you drive the world to war,
But this war will not be lost or won,
The desolation that you've seen but never saw
Is the lesson that you teach, but never learn.
But would you see the fire in the world where you exist?
Will your hard eyes register the pain?
Are you so cold that there is no distress?
Where there's death would you give death again?
No flowers in your landscape, some withered rose
Kicked amongst the corpses where they lay,
Halted where all hope died, froze,
By the horror of your acts compelled to stay.

What now? Now you would destroy the earth,
Dry the river beds.
What now? Now in your control, birth and death,
Dry the bodies, incandescent in the heat.

Unnoticed all this in your lusting after death,
How determined that your darkness should be shared.
Unnoticed in your blindness this miracle of breath,
What element of beauty attracts your cruel desire?
Would you see the burning? Is that your delight?
Would you have me see it in your stead?
Would you feel my yearning? Peace, life light,
Body, breath. Would you take all this?

What now? Now you would destroy the earth,
Dry the river beds.
What now? Now in your control, birth and death,
Dry the bodies, incandescent in the heat.

What is it that you're seeking, so cold & so deprived?
What is it that you dream of in your empty eyeless head?
Why must I share your lust of death? Can you not die alone?
Why must I share your fear of breath, light, life, PEACE?

Ca Ira!: I was warned to stop writing my posts--by a fascist Nazi Europigape f*** out of France, by way of the Former Soviet Union now known as Russia, but actually born in Latvia--I have been writing of him for at least a month to no results from my disgusting government which has endlessly promoted these whore pig ape scumbags "famous" celebrities and politicians/politians-turned-celebrity and vice-versa/ who also resides in the USA, this individual who is only a cog in a massive collective of fascist pig ape whores and exploiters and abusers and fascists and Nazis of the 4th Reich, their mommies and daddies hailing from the 3rd Reich (but in this case, it's a military family operating for STALIN): --threatening me, insulting me, raping and abusing. The French-based but American-born pig apeshit out of Whorewood is celebrating the next Europigape fascist who is beating and raping and assaulting me and threatening me and insulting me and using the stink filth proxy gang stalkers to pour stinking foul putrid filth all over my home--the American mafia (i.e. Pesce and DeNiro were far worse, but behind them were Italian pieces of shit out of the international cartel of the Mafia instructing them in pure fascist Nazism)--and on and on, it goes on and on. But "Ca Ira" (which I have been told means in French, "It goes on" and is a reference to the Revolution). So fuck you pig, Ca Ira and let the Revolution continue to get shit like you out of America and out of power--I am the only soldier it would seem in this private army which has been completely negated by crap like Pelosi--so touted now in the media as a "woman" who "fought" her way to the top. She firmly advocates in sex trafficking and sex slavery for "minorities" and is an absolute fanatic when it comes to racist policy and politics--behind the scenes. Thus like the other Democrats of the Squad including their blonde American leader in the Senate--my brain is under absolute attack I can't even remember her name--it will come to me once I get away from this laptop and the assault on my brain as I fight to type. Jamie Raskin just like Michael Bloomberg and his half Nazified daughter rats and scum with billions of $$ for having sold to the highest Nazi bidder for their publishing empire, so emboldened by the 4th Reich because that scum Bloomberg is like the Jews who handed other Jews to be murdered by the Nazis in the 3rd Reich era, now the 4th and the contagion has spread completely to the United States. Jamie Raskin is another scumbag fake. And so Ca Ira--I go on alone, dying from poisoning and the threats and abuse and hate are never-ending, and certainly not by any member of Congress or the media or society. All approve, and their revolution to install a global Nazi contagion goes on as well, almost unimpeded.

"The aristocrats we shall hang them on the lamp posts!"--(below) 

"Edith Piaf Le Ca Ira It'll Be Fine French and English subtitles". VNRose3. February 22, 2015.

How disgusting that I turn on the news and I see that fossilized and creepy dinosaur Pelosi endlessly being championed by all the media outlets--and you can be assured that KKK lynch mob rotten and disgusting Senator Graham (a title undeserved and only Cracker Graham should remain)---but he loves Pelosi. Like all the pigs of this rotten and foul group of shithead parasitic filth, Graham the Cracker threatened me with dire warning in his rotten voice that my writings on how this disgusting women--his friend, friend to Trump and advocate of fascism and Nazism when it comes to raping women "like me"--but Graham was upset in that fascist way because I wrote the actual reality of how she behaved, her death threats for me fighting against pig scumbag pieces of wealthy white supremacist shit men who rape and torture with their filthy whore women poisoning me--all the pig apes are lying and claiming that I am lying--but Graham shows how much the Republican MAGA Party actually loves Pelosi because she helped Trump in so many ways--and of course, he helped her in so many ways with the racist agenda which is also a part of the Democrat inclusion in the general 4th Reich.

But disgusting that she is being called some "strong" woman who was an advocate for "women" being empowered in Congress. Do you mean equally repugnant Hillary Clinton? The rapist enabler, the racist promoter of enslavement prison-industrial complex racist? Do you mean "The Squad" with endlessly blathering every righteous "hipster" meme AOC, the most sinister fake perhaps because her act is so well and sleazy smooth but so sinister and greasy nevertheless? And the list goes on and on. It goes on and on. I just continue with my Ca Ira and I go on writing even though they are threatening me. With my patio doors wide open my room stinks of rotten filth which I can't even clean any longer the stink is sprayed on everything and the chemicals create a permanent stain and stink. This is not going to end. They are also flooding my bathroom by turning on the spigot for the toilet spray hose connected to the tank in the toilet (it's a duel joint) by opening a tile in the bathroom wall from the other side, inserting a mechanical arm, and spraying hairs, filth, grease is always on the tiles when I wipe the floor brown goo is on the white tissue--every time---they continuously spray this. The pigs who rape me and abuse and insult me and hold their money which they got for pretending they are joyous and loving, romantic men turn into the vicious and disgusting racist Nazi pig apes when they get this technology, their fake masks are off--snarling and racist Nazi and black wanna be white supremacists like Jamie Raskin the Jewish Nazi and Nancy Pelosi and etc are all threatening and warning me and absolutely condoning this.

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Instead of "following" the orders of this insulting, snide rapist filth Baryshnikov I am writing again and fuck you disgusting nasty Europigape Nazi piece of shit with your friends and your shitty nasty mentality and filth and hate--Ca Ira mother fucker. He's of course going to get promotions galore from the Nazified 4th Reich media which has apparently a lot of  "Jews" who participate--like Spielberg (who teleported me as well with this goon squad of H-wood--); they see what is happening to me, with their blonde Nazi wives they venture into the capital of this contract and they insert their shitty movie crap into my social media so if I even click on it they latch onto attacking and exploiting me. They go off with their Nazi actors portraying their Jewish families and they continue to allow this all to happen. They continuously crank out movies about how much they all care about feminism and anti-racist and Democratic anti-Nazi principles but when it comes to $$$ and contracts for promotion they are most eager to do nothing to defend my human rights against this fascist Nazi onslaught where the endless barrage of anti-Semitic tropes is being spat into my face by these filthy parasites, like Depp's filthy ugly sinister daughter who has fed off torturing me along with Amber Heard (who used my years of writing about domestic violence, how both she and Depp were following domestic violence trends) and she stole all the concepts I wrote of for her "victim" statements which have earned her absolute fame in the "women's" movement which has absolutely denied me even an iota of protection or defense or support or any kind of recognition that I am being raped, beaten, tortured, poisoned to death. But the French-backed filth of Depp the spawn rat has flourished for years, and this pig ape scumbag Baryishnikov, behaving exactly like the Europigapes of the wealthy sort, along with the aspiring to be wealthy underlings who imitate this behavior, is threatening me when I write of what a filthy and sick ugly parasite this French and Europigape contingent is--threatening, torturing me and then using the voice-to-skull is instructing me in how to heal my body from the poisoning the shit and filth he is defending had ordered put in my body to paralyze me, whilc they claimed as I was poisoned with stinking filth sticking to my bones and blocking my intestines--for over a decade--that they are so much more "beautiful" as these filthy men who are trying to force a "baby" out of me so they and their blonde shit whore wives can all obtain endlessly more huge promotions for the fake blathering shit they continuously pump out about how wonderful they are and how much they all care about "freedom"

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There is no coincidence that the MAGA "Freedom Caucus" inspires Neo-Nazis to have the "freedom" to do as they will when it comes to murdering minorities who don't follow their racist, insult, slut, shaming, denigrating protocols of the elders of the 3rd Reich.

This pig ape Baryshnikov is just another rotten disgusting creep with Europigape standards of hypocrisy for the public but revealing his revolting sickness and putridity to me which is supposed to imply that it's me who is on that level and not him. He's continuously calling me a "liar" when I describe accurately in reality how the filthy Nazi pig ape daughter of Depp and that group of shit like pig pitt and filthalina had my body completely mutilated, poisoned so continuously while they tortured me on a 24-hour basis to really destroy me. 

I told him I am writing these posts to get ANYONE to defend my human rights. The pig responded (in teleportation, as this parasite always attacks me while I am in the shower, completely relaxed as the technology on the other side of the wall pounds into my brain while I am in a relaxed state--because teleportation involves splitting the body literally into two physical entities simultaneously--quantum entanglement--but the teleported self is much more ephemeral and less physically dense that the prime body--and you can "see" and talk but the person is very flimsy in vision--it's truly sci-fi but real--but he does this every time I take a shower. Insulting and threatening me and in particular every time I describe to that filthy nasty man how his French-backed shithead group of crap have poisoned me, he tells me I am lying. The group of pig apes also claim I am lying. It's unbelievable how my body is shitting out stinking piles of black rotten poison for over a decade but no one is poisoning me. Obviously I must be poisoning myself while trying to accuse some people on the other side of the planet that it's they who are attacking me, just so I can tell the piece of shit teleporting me beside them about the reality which they deny, and only so I can accuse them of something like attempted murder. (all written sarcastically, of course).

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Ca Ira--he told me no one is going to help me and I have no defense and no choice but to let him insult and threaten and rape and beat and insult and abuse and then go off with his wife to parties with his new promotions and how many more millions into his goddamn Swiss Bank account for having participated in this crime that Pelosi and Raskin--the "heroes" of the January 6th Committee (besides one of the actual real heroes, Liz Cheney--who I admire and who has never participated in this violence against me, but she has also neither stopped it and I assume that if Trump and Pelosi and Raskin and AOC and Clinton and Bernie Sanders and Kinzinger have all participated, along with almost the entire "A-list" of a-holes in Whorewood, that many other celebrities and politicians have partaken in sitting in the infernal rows of chairs while I am teleported to being insulted, slapped, raped, tortured as they all watch on mentally masturbating over it. 

Ca Ira--no one will support me.

Ca Ira--but the threat of "losing Democracy" continues as the media proclaims it all so loudly. If they just keep to allowing this fascist Nazi cartel to operate so all the Democrats and Republicans who want to be promoted into higher ranking by participating in this, with celebrities who all yearn to become politicians and politicians who aspire into media floodlights for their blathering K-rap bs--

then of course Congress is never going to stop this, and the pig ape out of France, who has a stake in America, but comes out of the former Soviet Union by way of Latvia where his father was an operative for Stalin's government, something like a Prussian forerunner to the old school and the old guard, also telling me he has German roots to his heritage which means he got out of the CCCP because Germans protect their Eastern immigrants who went to establish Germanic posts in the Eastern countries (prior to WWII) and I know this because I lived amongst German-ancestry former Soviet Bloc country women in a dormitory in Stuttgart, Germany and I know about the legality of how the Germans welcome and legally protect those who were sent to colonize parts of Latvia, Ukraine, Crimea, Russia, Belarus, etc etc 

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I continue, fuck you pig--get off me, get this creep off me, get these creeps off me. There is a "new" congress now. A "first" Black male will replace the "first" woman as head of the Democratic Party. Has he been thoroughly programmed into fascist 4th Reich politics just as Pelosi was ensconced into that same vicious Nazi body politic?

The sinister and disgusting pig ape Baryishnikov appears quite confident that his group will continue to influence the whores of Whorewood, like the shit filth of Depp who is a most latched on parasite, not to be seconded by filthalina and pig pitt--endless parasies who have laughed as they were poisoning me to death while I literally was suffocating in poisoning internally--all the mutilations covering my body are just ignored as I point to them while Baryishnikov the pig ape is claiming I am lying about how the shit he is partnering with have never done anything to me and I am just lying. The government continues to allow more of the 4th Reich into power positions. When Democracy fails what will the media, many of them from MSNBC are also fully aware of what has transpired as Maddow also partook in threatening and insulting me alongside the pig apes of Whorewood (got her own show on a daily basis afterwards)--

But Ca Ira--I can't tolerate this fucker Baryishnikov any longer--get thee hence pig ape scumbag to your Europigape friends--how I want people like him and that Europigape 4th Reich to be forced into transparency and their real underhanded dealings but no investigations or them or the whorewood throng of shit is on the menu for the media which is not controlled by "The Jews" but rather by Nazi 4th Reich pig apes who assist in the ever-expanding global network of imprisonment and technocratic tyranny.

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So by now, after years and years and years of one disgusting parasite after the next coming to abuse, threaten, order poison inserted into my body through various orifices--food, my ears, into my hair, into my vagina, into my bladder, into every cut they slice in between my toes (to the bone)--etc etc--my hair is almost gone I am literally balding, the permanently hair follicle killing chemicals they slathered on my scalp while I could not stop the home invasions while I was in the MK ULTRA comatose torture/rape/beating/disfigurement/teleportation state allowed every creep to slather chemicals that permanently have destroyed my skin on my hands, arms, my scalp so I have only tiny little strands of hair and little tufts of hair at about a one millimeter length poking out of what had been just rubbery scalp dead skin for almost a year--endlessly trying to use natural remedies as I can't afford to see a doctor, or any specialist is out of the question financially--and they keep putting hair and scalp permanently destroying chemicals into my shampoo every chance they get. I have to tie every single item I put in my body with bags and strings and rubber bands so the mechanical arms can't easily undo everything unless they rip the bags, which they don't do. They will not leave evidence at this stage of the ascension to power, almost. Once they get a hold of the US Government in totality there will be no more need to cover their filthy a$$es by not openly leaving evidence--I think that is the protocol for why they don't just rip the bags open and poison my food and products. 

I'm not trying to give them ideas but because the politicians will not stop this violent home break-in gang stalking/death squad situation, it will eventually culminate in more murders and political violence. Not even rotten Pelosi, a victim of such an attack, with a perpetrator very possibly himself a victim of Manchurian Candidate mind control, will not do any damn thing because she now has a goon squad for her protection and thus the "problem" is still relegated to women "like me" who they can't stand to see be happy, beautiful or healthy or have a career--they just want me on my knees sucking ugly rotten pig men with lots of plastic surgery forever until they beat me to death with their wives, mommies and daughters and goon squad cheerleader minority minions taking their turns as well.

So I am stuck here with a few new exercises that Baryshnikov helped me to obtain by a barrage of them plastered on my YouTube channel. He is the first person who has done a SINGLE thing to help me physically, and the rest have only made damn sure I was being mutilated. They also (pitt the pig or was it pigalina his wife?) ordered that part of my uterus was severed out--and a piece of my body came out while I was in the bathroom and it landed on the shower floor, as the water washed away whatever poison filth that had adhered to the piece of little organ, it was a kidney-shaped little thing and immediately afterwards my period stopped, permanently. My body has begun to age and I don't have any hormone replacement therapy from this severing of my hormonal system. They make sure and have been ordering my property stolen and my money stolen from my purses, which are also sprayed with stinking filth so the stench emanates three-four feet in every direction when I am out in public--but anyway--the list of their attacks upon my property is endlessly and it's daily without end--but my body is now so disfigured, broken down, and these women and man--the pig apes I mean, the parasites--who energetically and sexually feed off torture are still awaiting their next lead role. The pigs who had my body sliced and then they inserted fungus into the open wound, like Deniro and Pesci who had this done to me every night, almost, for years--after they stole ideas and tortured and abused me hours and hours and hours every day for years and years and then pit and pigalina came to do the same--all a rotation

so I am destroyed physically, not completely but on the brink of dying when Baryishnikov came along to "help" me but the abuse he forced upon me was so energetically abusive that it was still killing me. Through torture he obtained a sexual reaction from me because even prisoners of torture can have erections and you can see this on any of the George Floyd videos when he was brain dead and the ambulance team was trying to revive him. Laying dead under the machines, he had a huge erection. Yes, you could say that he was turned on by being smashed and suffocated to death. So too, the fascist Nazi bigot Baryishnikov has tried to latch further into exploiting me because I could take no more, they used the teleportation and drugging and I reacted while he had forced the brain-mapping technology to "excite" that part of my brain--hypothalamus, the dopamine secretion ducts, etc??? but the tech can pinpoint how to excite various emotions, block cognitive awareness and critical thinking capabilities as the parasites endlessly attack me vebally and physically. I am also paralyzed partially while it's all happening. In the waking world, the tech is used to literally paralyze me for a fraction of a minute while the attackers go at me from all sides and as always no one is there to defend me or back me up.

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So I just want to state this that they have destroyed me physically but I remain fighting for healing. My internal organs have been literally severed with fungus inserted into my bladder essentially to kill me in a "soft kill" poisoning, and then I was poisoned via water/food or vaginal/bladder insertions and my body is like decaying in internal organs as the violence is STILL never abated. I am perhaps dying from sepsis, or there is some other serious problem like cancer, liver cirrhosis, or whatever dysfunction of my internal organ system has ensued from years and years of poisoning, but they slashed into my body and then keep poisoning me and I now face more of this death and torture and voilence because, as Baryishnikov stated in a triumphant gleeful mild way, no one is going to save me no one is going to care no one is going to do a damn thing to stop this. I remained silent I am so exhausted from fighting one rotten disgusting pig whore parasite coming to attack me with his friends and family right there drooling in delight both feeding off the violence and feeding off the endless free promotions and awards just to behave like the pig fascist Nazi scum that they have been disguising with all their blathering fake posturing photo-op bs K-rap for all these years. They pour and pour their hate upon me. I am dying. And yet no one will do any damn thing so I have to keep on writing about how I am being murdered to a silent audience continuously showering the filthy ape whores who I write of with more and more and more promotions and awards. I won't be the first person to be victimized, scapegoated and murdered for the same of resistance to fascism and Nazism but I can't help but wonder if anyone will ever at least give me some credit for my fight instead of castigating, insulting and threatening me in particular from that defunct set of politicians who are being touted as "heroic" and "badass" women in the rotten media--Bloomberg being a true symbol of Jewish anti-Semitism if there ever was a modern version of it in America (out of New York in Particular).

I am physically destroyed but they aren't going to stop inserting objects under my fingernails, toenails, into my vagina, cutting and slashing my body, poisoning my water and food at every possible moment---from the items they know I am going to buy in stores I shop at, usually there is only one item on the shelf so it's poisoned and put in the package beforehand. If it's meat, they put it "on sale" because I can't afford to pay for food I am stuck on sub sub poverty income and even here in Thailand I can't afford to live-they put the meat on a rancid level of deterioration but the poison they put on the meat has not affected the degeneration process while I see it "on sale" in the stores. This is never-ending. The vast numbers of people attacking me for all these years is daunting--the number of people actively coming to defend me is zero. 

It is inevitable that some kind of fascist totalitarian tyrannical global system is just around the corner. I guess you all desire this but don't want to lose your own personal piece of the proverbial pie so you still won't do anything to stop this, even when you know that Trump tried to destroy the election process and is a product of this torture program out on me; as is the endless propelling of Elon Musk into this most politically elitist position while he's been trained in Whorewood on how to appear as a likeable "cool" dude--(very scripted and orchestrated and trained by all the acting coaches he had access to not just with people like Amber Heard who has profited off this partnership for years, but his other acting jaunts into the arm-candy cadre of pig ape men who use, abuse and discard. 

I personally never wanted to get close to these types, or if I had, I did not understand their real ugliness or was completely brainwashed and drugged up. I was brought up on feminist ideology by my my mother who also has abandoned me to this torture system and fully embraces Jewish anti-Semitism with the same ardor of hate that Bloomberg and his nasty daughter exhibit--

So it all goes on. I am dying from this. My death has been their ultimate goal. I will never give one of these pieces of shit a "baby" so they and their whore wives and rat spawn children can have more and more promotions out of this contract while they murder me after they suck out all ideas, concepts and rape and abuse and try to sexually suck out my soul through that portal, then they feed energetically off torture and violence which they never stop feeding off in daily torture and dismemberment, the women of their group overjoyed to see me with a broken, crooked scarred up body with little strands of hair covering my entire head balding from their poisoning and mutilation. Calling me thus a "loser" endlessly is one of their group fun and games moments as they continue to be showered with millions of dollars, beauty treatments, plastic surgery and lead roles---all exemplifying heroic rescue of American values such as Freedom and Democracy and fighting for women to rise up against male oppression and for poor victims to overcome tyrannical forces. Don't forget to add the politicians into that mix.

So I have to go on, alone, perhaps to my death--if not now, the result of years of poisoning and mutilation obviously are going to a deadly turn eventually in my body and it already has. I have signed of death on my body by now, stinking with rot internally, and I can't take any more. I succumbed for one day to this next pig scumbag rapist with his Europigape ties and he immediately tried to dig in with more insults, abuse, violence and threats of beatings, insults as I sit here in my private room trying to fight another day to heal he goes on and on  with the piece of ugly rotten shit daughter of Depp who has been in every way feeding off this torture to my body and life, which she and Depp and Heard and all those associated with them have for a DECADE been feeding off as well. Oh, pig pitt also tried to have my teeth knocked out "because" I wrote on my facebook page (before I began writing this blog) that I wanted JUSTICE for him and his group from stealing my ideas and torturing me and then being awarded Oscars for every year they have gone on and on. I was hit by a car, they then tried to smash out my teeth, and then they cut into my lower jaw gum tissue as they continued to loosen my teeth in that area and pour fungus into my food and body and slice into the soft tissue between my toes--all of them fed off it, deniro and pesci using the voice-to-skull and teleportation while I was using the toilet, in the shower, sleeping with death, hate abuse that never ends. They are all now with rows of Oscars and awards just handed to them for the last few years of this violence aimed at me. I am not one of the "good little Jews" like my mother and Bloomberg, according to this filthy shit pig ape organization of the 4th Reich and thusly either an "example" must be made of me, mind programming and slow murder (and they continue to poison me after they obtain sexual gratification, ideas which they steal to use as their own concepts to further the deception that America "cares" about "Freedom" and "Democracy" and "equal rights".

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Still, forever, none of you are ever going to stop them, help me or do any goddamn thing but continue to go off partying because you are living comfortably and the people who will suffer are not invited to your private parties anyway;.

I won't give you fucking pigs what you are trying to abuse and poison me to death to obtain. I wish you destruction I will do my best to destroy you. CA IRA mother fuckers.

Products of the 4th Reich, racist agenda global death squad hit list which I am a prominent member of slated for rape, torture, dismemberment, poisoning to death, abuse to death, sucking out of every "resource" from my education and alternative perspective that an endless rotation of "powerful" parasites can exploit just like their organization exploits the planet, it's resources and the people who are not pig apes with weapons and hate violent mentality who can oppose them, those who actually don't destroy the planet (and huCOP 27--UN Climate summit in Egypt, 2022 (happening right now)--indigenous activists should be given as much media representation as the Swede who has gobbled up all the climate activist propaganda---the "global South" is perhaps the most vulnerable for more land deforestation and drilling but then again, almost nowhere on the planet is safe from that any longer---man integrity): The activist on the right, from Mexico, describes in this interview the "genocide and ecocide" of her country by wealthy foreign "green capitalist" investors. The genocide is another facet of the 4th Reich Nazi elimination and usurpation project that ensconces my life, eclipses all law and Democratic process--ordained by the US Government elected official like Pelosi, so touted as being a "finesse" operator and a hefty advantage to the Democrat Party, who threatened the 2 times she sat next to celebrity s-negger to first cut off my foot and then later to have me killed--because I am fighting their violence and murder and torture and rape and theft of my ideas and et al--it's a complete racist agenda which has been forced upon me, and upon those of the Global South, and in general the 4th Reich death operators posing as heroes and endlessly adulated by the fascist-controlled media and legislative process (until "the people" go berserk with insanity because of the duplicity and lies endlessly being formatted by the equally corrupt news media and entertainment fiasco cartels) and thusly, the entire planet is facing extinction due to their gross incompetence, which is plastic-surgery and sugar-coated with blathering articulation in speeches and performances to the contrary, only for superficial performance but the root of wisdom and intelligence is so lost that it's gone completely.

 "At COP27 Indigenous Land Defenders from Mexico, Guatemala warn 'Green Capitalism' Promotes Violence". Democracy Now! November 17, 2022.

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"Artic blast fuels a potentially life-threatening storm in Buffalo, New York". ABC News. November 18, 2022.

Historic amount: 4-ft of snow to fall in Buffalo---"never seen before" amount of snow in one day. I used to live in that general area and back in the day, snow drifts occasionally covered cars which slid off the road into the banks of the highways, where people were stuck for 3 days, unable to get out of their cars as the snow piled up and froze and blocked passenger doors--some died. That was during 2-foot snow storm dumps. Police are warning drivers that all and any driving is a danger and must be avoided if possible.

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Some of the more cautious people I knew had snow mobiles ready and used wood-burning stoves to heat their homes--ready for the inevitable catastrophe should it hit. It appears that is one of the best options for survival if climate change denial continues and there is not enough significant change to stop the deadly emissions and pollutants. It would appear that the gridlock of Congress that has now occurred means that during this critical time in history that issue is going to continue to be ignored and the worst of the polluter industries will be given green lights to continue--destroying the planet inevitably.

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Hackers and brain-altering "mind control" are affecting my output here, and I can't stop my ranting but I am trying to learn how to control it--perhaps one day I can "win" against technology blasting my brain in ways the brain is not hard-wired to be able to defend against...?

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Here in Phuket, the Nazi Paradise of Asia (one of them), investor pig apes of the 4th Reich are busy carving, pounding and pouring cement and steel on every available inch of land they can get their greasy tentacles on for "development" and the "ASEAN ECONOMIC CORRIDOR" (ASEAN just held it's SE Asian conference recently, not sure if it's finished or still ongoing). Plans plans plans for big white Nazi daddy with his Asian investors clamoring for approval for more and more and more land to be carved up for hegemonic "investment" purposes. The viciousness and death violent hate mentality I have been persecuted by, ordered by this group which stems in my particular situation by Europigape-controlled celebrities and politicians in the United States--but it's a universal system. The "investment" and "portfolio" "strategies" they all tout at every available moment as the nomenclature of sophistication and higher power management elocution transfers them from their more base instincts which they truly rely upon for their business "acumen" (i.e. American psycho).

The ongoing onslaught of death marches on for tourism and investment and GDP output and quarterly gain and capital gains tax evasion and etc etc etc.

The planet is dying. Culture has turned into a base and mean meaningless twerk dance of death---gyrating upon the genitals of entertainment and spiraling into a chaos abyss (also politically in so many parts of the world. As America is also slated to become another colonized vassal state of the larger 4th Reich Europigapeland cartel of Nazis and fascists--Russia truly not lagging behind in that respect nor any of it's own vassal colonized States and partnerships).

Oh alas, oh woe is the planet and culture.

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I also have another thought, plausibly connected to this issue of environmental destruction and death squad to all possible soft and unprotected in the planet ripe for exploitation things---

the Miami Dade elections have proven what I have been fighting to pound out (as I am now) regarding the Europigape and fascist Nazi take-over of both Miami and Florida in general. The death squad activities of "culling" the population of people "like me" and most seriously the "liberals" (I would like to not be hampered by this hacking and brain-altering tech to write a series of short stories on this topic of how South Beach was completely changed from an open and gentle natural environment into a corporate fascist Nazi-controlled chaos circus of corporate disco franchises and violence in the streets--thanks to the Europigapes and the influence of Nazism which Florida has embraced--replete with extremely vicious death squads assassinating or destroying the lives of those they want out of their voting districts.

I heard a discussion on a news program regarding how Florida and especially Miami Dade was a shock and disappointment for the Midterms in how Republicans won across the board, even in "Blue" Miami Dade County. I can't express how many "alternative" types viciously attacked me just as the minority minions that they are for the sake of white supremacist "approval" basically to be able to LIVE in that area. I was targeted for murder when I stopped allowing various activities of destruction upon me by Europigapes and their minions and the list of people encircling me all across the State were so hypocritically "liberal"---part of the Democratic Party.

I write this to emphasize once again how uniform the 4th Reich takeover of the planet has become and how the envelopment of the world's political systems have simply put on a costume--the "Green Capitalism" which the Mexican Land Defender in the above video rails against she also, in the same breath, describes as both a GENOCIDE and an Ecocide--which means that the destruction is also of killing off people who inhabit these natural resource areas (or those who inhabit voting districts where the Republican fascists want to take absolute control of both parties, through Nazi SS methods of gang stalking death squad terrorism, black listing economically, poisoning, mind control and all those "bells and whistles" that the corrupticians in Congress can't stop enjoying exploiting in this situation heaped upon me so I must observe it first-hand, but then only be able barely to describe it as an anecdote through this blog--ranting and unable to express myself, hacking is non-stop and parts of my brain tweaked by the brain-altering tech so I can't move my fingers (motor skills blocked) and my cognitive analysis processes are diminished and hyperbolic hate ranting replaces it--every time this is the standard attack upon me.

But all of this applies to my situation. The take-over of all resources, people and places on the planet has been a part of the 3rd Reich, transplanted to the unofficially unrecognized 4th Reich which I rail about every day, because I see it every day. I am confronted with it every day here in Phuket it is an unavoidable black and white situation of racism and Nazi mentality "gone wild" here in bowing obsequious debt-ridden "developing country" Thailand, and in particular here in Phuket where prostitution and the beaches and investment are so rife and so unchallenged because of the 3rd World Banana Republicanism of it all---

A Tale of No Contrast: This Midterm election was not merely a "conservative" force versus the "liberal" agenda. As most news pundits were exclaiming in dire warning mode for weeks or months prior to the actual election, this was a struggle to stave off fascism, which they termed "autocracy". None of them actually named the surge of genocidal hate organization as being part of a post-Nazi political scheme. It is and it was exactly that. The last winning vote for Republican Control over the House HAD TO come from Los Angeles County---how symbolic, how the "radical liberal" H-wood factory churns out and turns out absolute Right Wing when the curtain is drawn and the private vote for monopolistic power, tax breaks for the ultra wealthy, racist and sexist policies. They get leniency for their orgy party life styles of the rich and famous rapists and fascist power freaks due to their very "liberal" Democrat Governor in place. Like the duplicity of their superficial pose pitted against the interior callous rape and murder operations they all cling to like parasites in order to obtain a Nazi nod into higher power positions-- these LA County ultra Right-wing "radical liberals" of the Whorewood and politico (by close association) pose and used nearly identical scripted language for their photo-ops in order to more fully deceive in that they are truly caring about "Freedom and Democracy" for "The American People". They can afford to let the abortion question and LGBTQ issues get a free pass in the entire State if they vote a Republican House in Congress but retain their own Statewide allowance for abortion just in case their underling striving for celebrity fame minions can't afford, with nearly minimum wage lifestyles while they are paid in millions for reciting scripts and acting like they are "liberal" but posturing in NazI poses while doing so--and their underlings they either rape or sexually exploit in this partnership alliance for power who can't afford to run out-of-state in order to get abortions are welcoming a local abortion green light, but definitely they want the country to struggle in mire, filth, muck and poverty and sickness so they can be exploited and controlled similarly to how I am being torture, forced into sickness and poverty to the point of murder--as they claim only they are superior and they steal and rob even while I am dying from poisoning. They must retain absolute fascist Nazi MAGA corruption (which has creeped absolutely into the most vociferous of the Democrat Party)--but ultimate control resting in The House, in the Big House of Congress--which they fully endorse (and I would have to do some research to see how many MAGA fascist Nazi bigot Senators LA country tried to put into power)---

 "BREAKING: GOP Wins Control of The House of Representatives. NBC Projects". MSNBC. November 16, 2022.

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The biggest winner of the election was: The God of Hellfire &You're gonna burn for your selfishness and greed. "You're gonna burn" unless you learn about the God of Hellfire---bringing you "Light" and blonde but instead as you grind for their sins you burn in the pitt of darkness---"all you worked for will BURN....you've been living in your little world....."---This could also imply an impending nuclear war by the hawks posing as doves in Congress and their puppet manipulated toys in Whorewood who are pushing violence and war and elitist fascism which will lead to a false sense of superiority which could lead to a nuclear confrontation due to their posturing snobbery and false sense of elitist optimism.

"'Fire'--I am the god of hellfire! (1968) Arthur Brown". GothicFuturist. February 3, 2012.

THIS IS What they vote for when they are not posturing as "humanitarian" feminists and anti-racist heroic CGI images--

The MSNBC analyst describes how the winning vote by LA Country put the House in their tax-break and fascist Nazi 4th Reich support system with their foreign dark money enabler handlers watching on and moving in to get more tentacles grasping for ultimate control over the US (by the 4th Reich). The Parties emulating Euroopigape fashion continue as more Europigapes are welcomed to help give tips and hints on how to behave like brutal genocidal fascist Nazis as the striving Whorewood puppets are pulled hither and dither to denounce America and bring as much fascist Old World control into the planet via the portal of their celluloid K-rap (K-Economy, this reference as the divided rich v. poor elite v. enslaved master v. slave society).

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One slightly hopeful takeaway is that during the last House Session, a total of 6 Represenatives became absent from the voting process. At least one of those died, a few others were promoted into Executive Branch positions. It shifted the balance of power slightly. In the next week the results of more county district Representative elections such as the Boebert Colorado circus will be announced. If the margin between the Reps and Dems remains as close as the Senate race, and it's doubtful that this will happen as the districts in California are perhaps more MAGA-oriented and Republican which remain outstanding (suburban areas, I assume are part of the fascist Nazi wave but that remains to be seen. So far the "LatinX" or "HIspanic" or whatever "politically correct" terminology is supposed to be used now instead of the old not-"woke" terminology for that demographic--and what I write now will be very controversial, but as I have experienced in Red Florida, the Latinos are so firmly minority minions viciously attacking me as the target of White Male Supremacist (with female rapist cheerleader enabler white supremacist b*** by his side) wrath, only because I strive for competing wins and not deference to these rotten creeps who have obtained an absolute hegemony worldwide due to the death squad technological prowess predatory enabling by all governments of this planet also fully in line with the $th/4th Reich---ostensibly the US government funding and supporting a hefty margin of the expansive program for genocidal control and I am this prototype endless victim of that and I see that the only results of this election were outright genocidal fascist Nazis with entire counties like LA County and it's Latino population fully welcoming in the fascist Nazi regime as they try to block the impoverished Latinos from crossing the border--in hate absolute contempt and calling them the "losers" and not they, the ultra fascist Nazi minority minions living in luxury in LA County next to the pig ape celebrities and all that glamor and hype they are enthralled not to be the dragging in mud slain poor in their native countries--thusly, they elected a Latino to represent them in Congress but ultimately he's going to fully endorse absolutely fascist Nazi death squad policies just like Trump and the rest of the Grahams and hate-mongering lynch mob mafioso of the Government and fully supported by the mafia of the media (literal mafia put into leadership celebrity status movie and tv and producer and more and more power roles as time goes by and this contract out on me persists with no governmental official even beginning to stop this endless push towards an absolute fascist Nazi regime which is, in part, integral to this endless torture of me to "submit" to their piggery and thuggery).

The election has resulted in only a temporary stay against the ultimate goal of domination and the destruction of all the old pillars of American Republic Democracy and any semblance of true "freedom" for the oppressed. The "Freedom" these pig apes refer to is the "freedom", which in part this technocratic hate torture situation forced upon me, is enabling the worst of human personality traits to be promoted by the Europigapes who are just packing into Whorewood to get more mansions as their wanna be aristocrat tax-free "American" brainwashed celebrities are opening all portals of open legs and arms policy to help enable this entire slum 3rd World nation status upon America. They of course will continue their Dance of the Red Mask death party orgy lifestyles while it's all pouring down upon the rest of the country.

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In the course of writing this post, I had to constantly backspace as hackers blocked key functioning. I began ranting and was unable to access more cognitive process of clear analytic thought--my brain was under attack as usual while the keyboard is also fraught with hacker rewrites and deletions--I re-read a few sentences and saw hackers had changed grammatical tense in the middle of my writing--etc etc. I wait for the day when this torture is stopped by any responsible administration or set of elected officials--(you can forget about the opportunistic rape and murder scumbags of Whorewood to do any single thing to offset this fascist control by Europigapes that they all gravitate to and are being programmed through this contract out on me to be the most reprehensible fascist tyrants possible--it truly echoes what Charles Dickens wrote--don't rely on watching the stupid movies which take out the true political and societal horror of what French and Europigape "aristocracy" truly did to the public which Dickens wrote about--the movies DELETE the most heinous portions of the novel and retain the romance and silliness of the characters to keep this light and funny Dickensonian myth but omitting entirely the seriousness which Dickens was trying to incorporate into the plot which is not best-selling to public yearning for fantasy). NO, the novel is set in contrast between a "free" society which is not actually so "free" as in England, versus a "non" free society striving through bloody revolution --but in contrast also is a romance (of a blonde women, of course pre-woke Dickens is going to sell of white supremacy to his Imperialist fellow English) but in contrast to that is a brutal rape and murder spree for "fun" by the French aristocracy. That is NEVER NEVER incorporated into any of the movies I have seen (I have tried to see all or most of them) using A TALE OF TWO CITIES as it's title (mostly in name, as I wrote, omitting the reality and the seriousness which Dickens sugar-coated with the romance and silliness and humor). The rape and mutilation and torture and attempted murder and cruelty is being very much endorsed by the Europigape fascist French and et al continent which has firmly been planted into Whorewood--LA country--and the pig apes of Whorewood do their best to comly with these very ancient practices of crushing any contender to striving for power or success. Their main theme towards me after trying to murder me, having me poisoned with most awful poisons which harden into the intestines and then calling me "fat" and etc--mutilating my body after raping and stealing my ideas so they can appear as being original and "liberal" while they are fervent fascists-in-the-making with an entire coterior of Europigapes behind this entire sickness that I must face. I was tortured by Trump and his wives because I said I didn't want French fashion and called them "fuckers" (in the fashion industry at the level that these fascist pig apes are all at, the Lagerfeld Nazi and Met GALA and Vogue and et al cartels all pushing fascist Nazism into mainstream mentality and culture).

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I had to get away from this laptop and this spot in front of that apparatus in order to "think" at least seminally more clearly. I turn into a ranting hate-mongering mind-controlled puppet while I fight to pound out each word with hacking and brain-altering tech blasting my every attempt at communication.

The book A Tale of Two Cities, which I began so rantingly to begin to try to paint a slightly more clear picture of than all the H-wood pictures combined thus far, included the French judiciary completely supporting the aristocracy in murdering and raping the peasant class. The beginning of the story by Dickens, which he writes in a forward to the novel (for the entire storyline of the novel) was based on first-hand witness accounts of the Revolution in France. Perhaps Dickens ad-libbed about his English characters to make more of a socio-political statement about the role of banks and banking/finance in the entire corruption scheme in collaboration with various government entities. Instead of the celebrity circus that is now the current modernized version of the fascist corrupt system, Dickens added a pinch of Religion as the substitute. If Dickens were alive today I think he would include the religio-celebrity media culture into his modern version of A Tale of Two Cities. If, in the future, any such depiction put into modern terms as I have just written comes to light in a new H-wood or English version of A Tale of Two Cities, you can place a sure bet that it's one of the countless celebrities and people in that industry stealing my concepts but watching as I get raped, poisoned and tortured to death with these very coveted but top secret technologies (all of which are being produced by Musk as I write this to create a world of master-slave rape and murder and theft entitlement).

The book/novel A Tale of Two Cities is one of the most famous because it touches on themes that resonate with today, just as the famous beginning lines of that novel attest to --as it was the worst ,and the best (according to which side you are on, which vary according to power struggles and like a see-saw fluctuate until the oppressed becomes the oppressor and vice-versa).

While this system, which also is labeled as such as a "system" (which in BLM terms equates to "systematic" racism but before the racism aspect came along, it was a class struggle in ole Europ-a-land, and after the "masses" obtained much lucre from Imperialist conquest of the rest of the planet beginning with--or much to do with--Napoleon and his Imperialistic conquest of various parts of the planet, culminating in The Heart of Darkness (another very dark novel that completely bypasses the humor and charm of Dickens but reveals in more brutal terms the absolute reality of what people will do if they have no checks or balances and can exploit a defenseless people or country).

The technology these aspiring fascist tyrants such as those I have to be raped, beaten poisoned mutilated my ideas stolen my home turned into a disgusting filthy stinking mass of fungus and toxic goo sprayed on literally every single thing and my body and sleep wear and everything sprayed at night while I am unconscious--every day, year after year--an emulation of the "Third World" stinking impoverishment that Imperialism has brought onto the world (thus a planet of minority minions doing the bidding of the "masters" and hating upon the unfortunates who are slated for absolute tyrannical exploitation --to death of course--slaughter, genocide and the land and resources stolen for the Imperialistic might of this now expanding universe of Nazi affiliation (which includes very much Russia and it's former satellite countries, all brainwashed and programmed and the rest eliminated in the millions in the gulags and death camps).

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However, as usual, people will not heed my writing (and if they are reading it now, it will resurface only in their memory but they will always claim it as their own idea and concept and continue to watch as I fight and beg for my life online to stop this endless stinking poisoning and violence rape torture abuse hate that is literally killing me with death squads perpetually surrounding me and all I do is blocked and stolen and etc--as the pig apes call me a "loser" for not having had anything to my name any longer but I used to "win" at almost every competition I pursued so they poisoned me and once I became paralyzed and stuck sitting in one position as they continued to poison me then they really began the abuse and torture and theft of ideas and rape and abuse and hate and violence)--en masse.

But no one will actually fight this until they personally are victims of it. With the technology that is so secretly being assimilated into these death squad subculture groups by those like Musk, every whim and bit of non-compliance even what you are THINKING will be terms of murder by these pig apes who are so immature and nasty it's unfathomable that they are capable of this deception of sophisticated intelligence when they posture for public photo-op blathering scripted messages of "hope" amidst despair as they all proclaim they are "fighting" against this surge of crazy.

They then vote VOTE for the crazy once the curtain protects them from the glaring lights of celebrity and attention so their real proclivities can really make a mark where the systematic erosion of what had once been America can so more fully be undermined.

A Tale of Two Cities with the rape and murder by the aristocrat French upon his working peasantry, the murder of those who strove to defend the rape victim who were brutally slain, the physician who witnessed the rape victim dying with BARBITUATES nearby which the aristocrat had poisoned her with (my situation exactly)--the doctor trying to secretly alert the Judges and authority figures who were responsible for protecting the Law and to protect the people of that country who instead put the doctor in prison--for life--in a deadly dank prison. The novel is so complex and intricate in the turning of the power structure, the oppressed who turned into murdering genocidal fascist bigots and the aristocracy who were murdered actually not all tyrants--the English whose banking hold on the economy is still a force that assists in various class-based injustices (but now expanded into it's "colonies", this injustice although the English have adopted a pseudo-Nazi form of Socialism but have fully, albeit privately in many high-ranking people, endorsed and encapsulated fascism and Nazism entirely into their structure and mentality--as I have personally been privy to not as a privilege but they do not expose this to many outsiders of their top layer of the lowest layer of s*** that they truly dwell in--(symbolically of course, they pour shit into the lives of people like me, literal filth, fungus, shit and crap perpetually poured and forced into my body and home and making me too ill to function as they rape and exploit and then steal ideas because I used to be a top student and top athlete and etc..now stuck in paralysis as they pour shit on me in every way conceivable and rape and beat and torture and poison without end and call me a "loser" even while they are stealing my ideas.

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It is an almost complete replication of the "system" that the aristocrats literally called their "system" in the book--the system of oppression. They love their system, they claim, in Dickens' novel A Tale of Two Cities. A tale of no contrast here in America as both parties are endorsing this one-sided systematic genocidal fascist elite 45th/I mean 4th Reich policy.