Tuesday, November 22, 2022

Waiting.....

 Oh, I wrote some posts on my Facebook page yesterday, in the middle of throes of sickness (which happens every day from the poisoning I just can't stop or get rid of by the terrorist organization afflicting my life, home, finances, body, sexuality, etc everything possible they can destroy they have done; all they can steal to use as their own concept they have done, but they still won't stop attacking me).


I wrote about politics--naturally in abrasive terms as yesterday was the 59th anniversary of the John Fitzgerald Kennedy assassination in Dallas, Texas. I wrote, and filth was sprayed in my home as usual by the terrorists who attack me for simply being alive and not a part of the submission minority minion squad which always supports their most covert, disguised "liberal" facade.


I fell asleep without tightly covering my body, which I spend circa one hour at night fighting to cover up my head with layers, my arms, I can't protect my larger orifices, but I must wrap items around my mouth to stop the severing of gum tissue which went on every single night with my teeth loose; after "they" smashed my teeth nearly out--


but I fell asleep after having detoxed more foul death poison that has been trapped into my lymphatic system, my intestines, trapped underneath or on top of hard poisons (hard as rock) embedded along my spine, into my hips, into my skull--etc and interlaced throughout my musucular systems so I can't move any direction without fibers of the hard poison pulling against vertebrae and making crunching sounds as I attempt to stretch--


I fell into another deep healing sleep and was teleported to more abuse and silly nasty stupid situations (not as nerve-shocking as what the Brooklyn mafia actors had done, which was scenes of dead bodies, scenes of people being murdered, and the other clan members of this acting goon squad doing things like having me pushed off heights while in the sleep, teleported state and then before or afterwards being raped, etc)

while in that sleep state being assaulted, they inserted objects once more underneath my cuticles, which were inserted likewise every single night for around SIX YEARS so the fingers are misshapen and damaged permanently--etc--but I fell into this deep sleep unable to sit up any longer I was so ill from the poison coming out.

All that after being assaulted sexually in this techno-sleep-comatose-nascent sleep state, on the twilight fringe of falling into a drug-induced almost comatose healing sleep and being aware enough to barely think and speak; only in the teleported state so all was internal. To the external observer I would appear as just laying in a bed about to completely fall into a deep sleep.

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I wrote posts about Kennedy and the Nazi death squad network that has completely taken over the US government and country. Not to the extent that it's an open and shut case of fascist Nazism and subservient colonized idiocy to foreign powers, as it is on so many levels within these internal wheeling and dealing contexts that I am forced to have to fight --alone--to try to not be a participant in or conduit of in this horrific contract forced upon people teleporting and torturing and exploiting me.

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It has been me writing about this violence for so many years on a non-stop basis, with politicians rushing in to insult, threaten, abuse, have me mutilated alongside the expletive troop of actors out of H-wood--all of course obtaining shortly afterwards tv shows, appearances, heightened media coverage in other words. Some get their own daily or weekly tv specials--(news anchors, in particular) and etc. One got elected to the US President slot for his participating in this crime which is not considered a crime by the leaders of the country but a suave stepping-stone pedophile ring sex trafficking sex slave trade that they fully welcome and all want to engage in. Both Parties, and of course independents as well.

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But today I got a video clip by one of the latest who has raped me, although I reacted in sexual pleasure it was out of over 6 weeks by then of non-stop torture on his part, daily violence, abuse from the people who had been poisoning and abusing me to death as his partners---and subconsciously when one is being tortured to death, they will do almost anything to stop the pain and suffering when it gets to real and actual physical death symptoms, as I have been having now from YEARS of poisoning being forced on me on a daily basis--not just years, but decades but in addition endless abuse and hate in this teleportation with veracity that is deadly--by the pit crew of criminals you all cheer on as your heroes. I was subjected to this, and thus--I though as an unconscious byte coming out of the nether fabric of the insatiable greed and sleaze of this entire organization, it's global pornographic import and normalizing of pornography as an art form and lifestyle--


this man put a video of himself pouring some kind of white clay on his face; it reminded me of something like that character in Silence of the Lambs--the psychopath Lekter--or however it is spelled I truly don't want to fight to struggle to surf now as the laptop is being very fully hacked and blocked as is my brain by all these terrorist technologies endlessly aimed at me every time I attempt to communicate in any form, to anyone, anywhere, verbally or in written form (not to forget the microchip implant in my throat which constricts my vocal chords so I also can't physically speak and get choked up while speaking until I am coughing so much I can't speak any longer--and etc they can tweak a lot with that particular microchip implant).

This man made his video about a kind of sexual warfare with the enemy--the "woman' whomever she is--does it matter? I had though, in the bubbling up of subconscious content in my psyche--that this man, like almost all of these wealthy "elite" men, have had ample resources of easily accessible female fodder to sexually indulge in. The expectation and the demand upon me is immediate gratification for them to essentially feed off--as most of them not only give nothing in return, nothing whatsoever not even sexual gratification for me, but they suck out and destroy everything and anything possible while stealing what I create or destroying it so I have almost nothing left. That is the disgusting protocol system they have forced upon me. But I thought about this man of his years of sexual forays in his very physically-centered lifestyle where body perfection and sexuality play a key role in defining the entire lifestyle of his particular niche. 

I grew up in a kind of pristine, sexual abstinence culture, heavily (supposedly) influenced by Christian values and morays in the Midwest. A kind of general system of traditional values were socially enforced: you get to know someone before you become intimate. You don't immediately jump into a sexual liason until you have a solid relationship with the other. 


This mentality was sometimes enforced by Christian or religious values, but more often it was just the accepted norm.

One thing to gain out of abstinence and the waiting for sexual gratification is almost an ecstasy from the first touch with the other, whose body and whose soul is a mystery to be enjoyed as a beautiful experience,  and not ploughed and furrowed like a cheap cash crop for immediate gratification. You plant the seed and if you nurture the life source you harvest a beautiful and bountiful experience. 

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The sleaze and sickness of this 4th Reich, Nazi and fascist global exploitation organization (aka "gang stalking" aka death squad 4th Reich expletive ad nauseum organization) and it's rape, theft, usurpation, control and domination culture so badly deteriorates this glory of human contact. Even those who are at the top of the pyramid structure discover that life's meaning becomes reduced to the body being a warfare zone and law suits, accusations of rape and domestic violence plague the seemingly smiling, elite groups so endlessly that this is also part of the cultural norm.

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Thus, I am WAITING for one of the most famous of the criminals to be indicted in the hopes that this rape and torment group will finally be pried off sucking my life force and energy and my ideas and my sexuality and my body and my health and my finances out of me by this openly defunct government because of the spread of this rot paradigm which I mentioned only oh so briefly above. Writing more in detail without ranting is nearly impossible for me due to the drugging and endless hacking/mind control interference.

I am waiting WAITING FOR HIS INDICTMENT. I told the terrorist who as late forced pornographic violence upon me in order for he and his dueling wife and other set of lovers to obtain their contractual promotions out of the rape and abuse and slow deterioration and ultimate murder of me. I said in a daze in the same desperate psychological crutch self-deception that I had been teleported to Mitch McConnell and perhaps if the Republicans who swear they are so fully into a traditional America and he has been their leader for so many ossified years that he would protect me from this rape and immediate gratification "liberal" faction of deadly celebrities and their former flip-flopping now famous rape and porno-eliciting benefactor president to be indicted--and McConnell surely would support someone fighting for not being a rape victim in perpetua and then I had to remember that McConnell, along with Graham, had verbally issued a death sentence upon me because I would not succumb to agreeing to them, as well, exploiting and raping and insulting and poisoning and drugging and then telling them they are wonderful as Nazi elements within the same structure that the "liberal" thieves of my ideas--celebrities, the "A-list" celebrities----


Waiting--waiting for an indictment maybe that will make America return to some kind of preservation of life of sanctity of human life amongst the many tyrannical mis-uses of technology that Elon Musk is also involved in spreading to the disease of the distressed rapists now so besodden with  corrupt sexuality that they have turned into rotting piles of rape and sex trafficking and torture in order to "get off"--still lavishing absolute devotion and "love" to the bigot blonde women they are supposed to worship but hate and destruction to women like me---as the filthy and nasty women look on cheerleading them and the planet keeps pouring awards on the rapists and rapist pimps and ho's alongside them. All working for a Nazi 4th Reich system. But their ability to respect life and love is so diminished--as part of their own mind control programming as they are all inducted into the wealth and elite "game" only if they are capable of killing, raping and maiming. Ultimately the porn they live off on a daily basis turns into outright hostility on a personal level. Unfortunately the technology and pervasive porn culture permeating even the place I grew up which has now turned into a violent place, like most of the rest, "dumbed down" and pornographic-inspired---

WAITING for what? An indictment maybe if this former leader who has been MURDERING ME for all these years alongside his nasty group of fellow clown posse entertainers the Government will actually give me a REPRIEVE for all the years I have been fighting for my sexual preservation for my physical survival for Democracy because I have been telling them, and writing about how this group is destroying the country and bringing in fascism and Nazism as a mainstream event and accepted norm.

Waiting---


but I will not, at least for now, post what I had been attacked for yesterday for having written about how the 4th Reich assassinated Kennedy. Yes, they have various other names, not just the 4th Reich. They are a systematic group which has been put under various titles and names. Their global reach is comprised of many various factions claiming to be independent. As I have learned, none of these terrorists who claim they are on the top are independent whatsoever. 

Waiting for an indictment waiting for my country to actually preserve human values and life and love so that vicious money/power obsessed adherents of this insidious regime of the 4th Reich will not feel the necessity to resort to teleporting and drugging and raping innocent people (like me) because their equally pernicious wives or lovers are likewise so pornographically obsessed with status and in feeding off exploiting others that they need to go to these extremes in order to force sexual passion--in near death throes--out of people. They have their Stormy Daniels who later on sue  them and go on public tv dishing out hate to those who exploited them and then discarded them like "losers". 




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Another day of sleazy, sick dirty foul arnold hate-ni88er your robotic former governor of california working for both his and newsom's endless praise and promotions into the new nazi world order h-wood regime convergence of one-world order consolidation. Every day that ugly sleazy filth "listens" to my inner thoughts to yell abuse and insults at what I am thinking with threats not to "think" what they are pumping into my subconscious, hacking into my laptop to tweak a thought reaction or vulnerability therein so they can insert their programming just so they can rationalize yelling abuse which culminates in death threats and more torture--tears torture out of my eyes completely destroyed cheek and facial tissue damage from 20 years of tears pouring out of my eyes daily for hours per day--years and years. When ugly shittrash-nigger arnold came with non-stop blacks and now violent murderous cartel Mexican ?--thug gang-bangers who starred as drug cartel murderous "strong" attacking the "white man" who they grovel to as slum dog millionaire--aspirants groveling dumb moose-like thug pawns being uncle tom replacements for the plethora of blacks surrounding the german and austrian sleazy dirty thugs who just flick their little snot fingers and the black americans--all yelling with bombastic "strength" about the injustice they bear as representatives of racial prejudice and discrimination. They are the foremost attackers upon me in physical violence terms almost as much as ugly dirty shitnigger arnold who is never, ever identified by ICE as any immigrant threat. Those brown-skinned with naturalization papers are still targeted even when the ICE agents are aware of their status but no questions aimed at the real vermin poisoning the blood of america ugly arnold. My body has further deteriorated from the years of his violence and instruction to the "me two" skank shit of shitalina non-jolie scum ape trash parasite with ape pitt pig who starred in movies "fighting Nazis" all literally just awaiting instruction on how to behave like murderous, genocidal fascist nazi thugs as partners with ugly sick shitnigger arnold on how to create this merger which they have not just "violently" but not merely "murderously" but--oh the words I should look up in a thesaurus as most Americans shun such verbal description while they are fully implementing the rise of such behavior and overtake by this rancid filth arnold filthtrash-nigger such a filthy and nasty dirty creep. Never questioned due to his nazi background thusly glorified as being some incredible muscular disgusting hulk of social engineering and the dread Kennedy family post the actual glorious intellectual and upstanding John and perhaps his brother Robert in the shadows but following the leader. Putting fascists into power and they are still pushing him to help them remain in luxury lifestyle abundance america can go to hell and let nazis overtake--that is what the broken down kennedy family now is and the battle over that building is actually of more symbolic import than people realize. A Crumbling edifice of past-long--ago Camelot now turned into camel-lot parking for nazi orgy blank and meaningless movie fodder. A bemusement park in Californication of outdated celebrities revamped into celestial appearance one of which is dolly the sheeple part ton of bs which is never questioned likewise nor are any of the vampire lying nazi bigots polished with knobs of rotund amplification of Congressional dark money funding so america appears like a shining beacon. Headed by not Atlas Shrugged in the form of deformed body apperature arnold shitnigger trashy nazi filth infestation no--glorified as another polished deception to urge americans to allow more of the vermin to poison the blood so they can more easily suck more out while appearing as white nights in shining armored security fascist gestapo guards coming to ensure anyone venturing into your secluded gated white nazi community gets killed surreptitiously covertly via their death squad gestapo teams handed poisons, drugs and brain implants with gangs coming to rape and torture upon order. All handed down in instruction from the California Governor's rape association of white nazi overtake. They want to actually create little "tech" fiefdom's so said the "Mexican immigrant" white boy in appearance (hair shorn to disguise his dark hair) gil duran (*author of "Nerd Reich" fame, bolstered by NY times reading lists, etc but surely instructed on what to detail as his "investigative journalist" title is for the San Francisco Guardian where he has operated in the past). On personal terms with ole gavin and that means even older ole arnold hate-nazi nigger trash he's really despicable and his nazi brown-skinned thug goons yelling death threats grabbing my breasts were instructed to do this under ugly not jolie shitalina's endless years of having groups of people scream insults about my "breasts" as I am shitting the poison out never-ending detox for years and years until I am at the breaking point due to the trump-era 16 hours of torrture and abuse per day while the poisons, still never out after 20 years or more of fighting to stop the drugging and poisoning--and still very ill still the poison remains and they abuse me without fail every morning when the drugging is fresh in my blood stream after having been injected or pumped with it in sleep state--Or my morning beverages are poisoned this group has access to all manufacturing and pirating of products so all is poisoned in wrapped, prepared state puon the shelf even but I must store some food products in my home which I do need to get energy to deal with endless life-threatening abuse and violence imposed upon me hours an dhours without end. A morning without me struggling with all my strength and might to not react to the brain-implant thought process of lightening-speed instant reaction in my "brain" my mind reacting to insults and as quickly as they yell pre-planned insults because they perpetually hack their photos and the thought control videos--which I may not "click" on but I see them. The instant "reaction" of thoughts which may have been implanted becomes the next hour of death threats for having "thought" this instant reaction which I cannot control). It turns into hours of back-and forth yelling. This is not isolated to dirty ugly stupid sick shitnigger arnold--who is persistently without end daily hours of abuse to render my thoughts as my brain is put in survival stress mode they extract more ideas for that ugly slime sick fuck to steal as his own--or to profit off. Since they all rely on scripts and then repeat thought processes for their careers and lives, and I have avoided them, people like them and have formerly had "artistic' friends with which to talk about artistic matters or politics or anything else, always looking for an original thought and eschewing the standard programming because long ago I realized there was a lot of conformity to whittling down thought into palatable easy-listening music like elevator scripts which abound. Or that has been my experience I am ALWAYS surrounded by the terrorists of this group and like a surrealistic dream of living in a caged mental trap entrapment, I hear only ugly sick things form them to just render me in a state of negating their society but forced to be "around them" and their u gly stupid immature sick insulting abuse statements for every thought and action I do. All day and night, and they create the flaws for which they latch onto abusing me (subliminal sentences implanted via voice-to-skull technology as I am drugged without a single person to talk to and for decades literally I have been forced into this state due to their poisoning). The focus is always on my external physical appearance which is covered with scars, blemishes deformity which increases as this non-stop daily barrage of hate is dumped on me by the huge deformed mutated ugly sick filth of this dirty crap arnold shitnigger who has a LOT of hate and ugliness he needs to dump on me or anybody he can. It is the same with them all, they dump and dump ferociously all their insecurities and hate upon me. The women are always fixated on their physical appearance so they make sure to deform and have me mutilated p lus they are "feminists" so they must have me sexually asasulted as well to try to demoralize demean make me grey broken down. My body has withered from not being able to "just ignore them" as the goody people tell me through their version of "help' (after teleporting me to slamming objects violently on the ground in front of me as symbol of their rage that I am not helping them all to obtain some huge h-wood complex of media corporate empiric whatever--no one tells me the end goal. From the black energy of their attacks on me this Paramount/Warner Brothers' merger appears to be the frenetic frantic tipping point of their usual hateful rape and murder personalities into a frenzy of violence at me fso ugly arnold can produce some original ideas (derived out of murdering me as his goal is and his threats he promises to fulfill are--the goal also is to abuse and threaten me so violently that any "resistance" is met by near death. The latino men are very good at this and they are even more violent than the "Italian-American" mafia out of Brooklyn (maybe they are holding back a bit since I am from Brooklyn but I doubt that is the reason--or I mean my family was from Brooklyn I was born in Glen Cove and lived in Forest Hills one year and then Purchase for another year but somehow I feel a sort of identification on a very slim margin of parallel but the latinos out of mexico or whereever there is no common ground except we are all on earth in this spot all with an agenda. Theirs to perform acts of gangland violence and brutal psychological and sexual violence not at the extreme they may have rendered upon others in the past--there is a death and very morbid energy from one of them. Waves of "dark spirits" surround his attack upon me it is reflected even in my immediate environment). They are the uncle toms which arnold uses as his proxy and his racism which they are controlled by is vented out on me. //So I see my body just mutilated, old aged completely growing old from this daily ugly hate dumped on me by these people who all have insecurities and this tech enables them to unleash it out onto me. It is such a welcomed and cherished technology the politicians likewise have a lot of bs to dump on anybody possible and they all want elimination of any competition to their control and money. Any mention to them of the principles for which America was a truly great country in concept, the "shining beacon" upon which the tired and impoverished rushed and then the gold diggers came and once all was wealthy and originality the nazis who had originally intended to crush america under hitler's plan (really Stalin's plan or maybe more Lenin's plan and perhaps before him Marx's plan and before him and Engels --mostly the german not the jew---on and on this plan to create this global systematic conformity and mass elimination of most of the population so little huge plantation could spring up in california with gavin and his crew and arnold and his plantation system and all the celebrities with their masses of brown, black and jewish constructs all "fighting against racism" the most stupid and dumb racist promoters --my family included or those people I was forced to be around and endure for about 15 years of my life then rushing to get out--they were almost the first brought in to torture me to try to re-establish this parasitic feeding function of the AIPAC---yes my family is connected to the nazi jewish leagues out of nyc who like the rothschild's hand over sacrifices --as in millions or more---for promotion into nazi culture --resulting in nazi paris hilton's family bigots with her own black chuck d out of public enemy the first to violently glare in threats against me for being happy her goddamn mansion was burned down in a moment of divine justice against the rancid filth she represents--a most ugly vile bigot antisemite her sister married to the gold mine of the rotschilds and as representative paris h-ton of bs comes with the black "fighting racism" yelling boldly but when I was explaining and saying "I only meant that after 13 years of her fully participating in having my home(s) destroyed my body raped my body poisoned and drugged into deformity so as usual the blonde nazi women can feel lighter, free and happy that only "they' get to be "beautiful" and congress and society must upkeep the old standards imposed on all societies around the planet--for centuries at least---and so, he almost physically assaulted me they cut my disaility money off that week and it's still off--that was back in november 2025 but the actual real cut-off lasting to this very day happened in March, 2025. Under the instruction of them all (just mentioning some of the American and nazi influences the american paris hil-ton of shit with her black "activist" "strong" yelling bullshit chuck d of public enemy--the guy with the not dope but dopey voice and his huge clock on a chain partnering with a blonde white woman in italy for a "reality tv show" where he literally falls down to run after her while she makes a nazi pose sniffing the air as italians laugh at the black "boy" running after the white "girl" in devotion--that is the h-wood influence upon these "bold singing" yapping do-nothing but "active in their community" so all he could say with hate and violence is that "good people are losing their homes" i kept sa ying I was referencing this one aspect of that filthy skank whore pjrostituted real porno scum not his "poor blacks" of los angeles who are undoubtedly very wealthy living in the hills and mansions, and like himself living off the royalties of "fight the power" which he is only fighting me--the "powerless" victim of racism but "jewish" as they define me forcing yet more cliched stereotypes on me

Once more, I could not "ignore' although I literally was trying with every ounce nuance and bit of my strength to not react. The dr...