Waiting.....

 Oh, I wrote some posts on my Facebook page yesterday, in the middle of throes of sickness (which happens every day from the poisoning I just can't stop or get rid of by the terrorist organization afflicting my life, home, finances, body, sexuality, etc everything possible they can destroy they have done; all they can steal to use as their own concept they have done, but they still won't stop attacking me).

I wrote about politics--naturally in abrasive terms as yesterday was the 59th anniversary of the John Fitzgerald Kennedy assassination in Dallas, Texas. I wrote, and filth was sprayed in my home as usual by the terrorists who attack me for simply being alive and not a part of the submission minority minion squad which always supports their most covert, disguised "liberal" facade.

I fell asleep without tightly covering my body, which I spend circa one hour at night fighting to cover up my head with layers, my arms, I can't protect my larger orifices, but I must wrap items around my mouth to stop the severing of gum tissue which went on every single night with my teeth loose; after "they" smashed my teeth nearly out--

but I fell asleep after having detoxed more foul death poison that has been trapped into my lymphatic system, my intestines, trapped underneath or on top of hard poisons (hard as rock) embedded along my spine, into my hips, into my skull--etc and interlaced throughout my musucular systems so I can't move any direction without fibers of the hard poison pulling against vertebrae and making crunching sounds as I attempt to stretch--

I fell into another deep healing sleep and was teleported to more abuse and silly nasty stupid situations (not as nerve-shocking as what the Brooklyn mafia actors had done, which was scenes of dead bodies, scenes of people being murdered, and the other clan members of this acting goon squad doing things like having me pushed off heights while in the sleep, teleported state and then before or afterwards being raped, etc)

while in that sleep state being assaulted, they inserted objects once more underneath my cuticles, which were inserted likewise every single night for around SIX YEARS so the fingers are misshapen and damaged permanently--etc--but I fell into this deep sleep unable to sit up any longer I was so ill from the poison coming out.

All that after being assaulted sexually in this techno-sleep-comatose-nascent sleep state, on the twilight fringe of falling into a drug-induced almost comatose healing sleep and being aware enough to barely think and speak; only in the teleported state so all was internal. To the external observer I would appear as just laying in a bed about to completely fall into a deep sleep.

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I wrote posts about Kennedy and the Nazi death squad network that has completely taken over the US government and country. Not to the extent that it's an open and shut case of fascist Nazism and subservient colonized idiocy to foreign powers, as it is on so many levels within these internal wheeling and dealing contexts that I am forced to have to fight --alone--to try to not be a participant in or conduit of in this horrific contract forced upon people teleporting and torturing and exploiting me.

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It has been me writing about this violence for so many years on a non-stop basis, with politicians rushing in to insult, threaten, abuse, have me mutilated alongside the expletive troop of actors out of H-wood--all of course obtaining shortly afterwards tv shows, appearances, heightened media coverage in other words. Some get their own daily or weekly tv specials--(news anchors, in particular) and etc. One got elected to the US President slot for his participating in this crime which is not considered a crime by the leaders of the country but a suave stepping-stone pedophile ring sex trafficking sex slave trade that they fully welcome and all want to engage in. Both Parties, and of course independents as well.

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But today I got a video clip by one of the latest who has raped me, although I reacted in sexual pleasure it was out of over 6 weeks by then of non-stop torture on his part, daily violence, abuse from the people who had been poisoning and abusing me to death as his partners---and subconsciously when one is being tortured to death, they will do almost anything to stop the pain and suffering when it gets to real and actual physical death symptoms, as I have been having now from YEARS of poisoning being forced on me on a daily basis--not just years, but decades but in addition endless abuse and hate in this teleportation with veracity that is deadly--by the pit crew of criminals you all cheer on as your heroes. I was subjected to this, and thus--I though as an unconscious byte coming out of the nether fabric of the insatiable greed and sleaze of this entire organization, it's global pornographic import and normalizing of pornography as an art form and lifestyle--

this man put a video of himself pouring some kind of white clay on his face; it reminded me of something like that character in Silence of the Lambs--the psychopath Lekter--or however it is spelled I truly don't want to fight to struggle to surf now as the laptop is being very fully hacked and blocked as is my brain by all these terrorist technologies endlessly aimed at me every time I attempt to communicate in any form, to anyone, anywhere, verbally or in written form (not to forget the microchip implant in my throat which constricts my vocal chords so I also can't physically speak and get choked up while speaking until I am coughing so much I can't speak any longer--and etc they can tweak a lot with that particular microchip implant).

This man made his video about a kind of sexual warfare with the enemy--the "woman' whomever she is--does it matter? I had though, in the bubbling up of subconscious content in my psyche--that this man, like almost all of these wealthy "elite" men, have had ample resources of easily accessible female fodder to sexually indulge in. The expectation and the demand upon me is immediate gratification for them to essentially feed off--as most of them not only give nothing in return, nothing whatsoever not even sexual gratification for me, but they suck out and destroy everything and anything possible while stealing what I create or destroying it so I have almost nothing left. That is the disgusting protocol system they have forced upon me. But I thought about this man of his years of sexual forays in his very physically-centered lifestyle where body perfection and sexuality play a key role in defining the entire lifestyle of his particular niche. 

I grew up in a kind of pristine, sexual abstinence culture, heavily (supposedly) influenced by Christian values and morays in the Midwest. A kind of general system of traditional values were socially enforced: you get to know someone before you become intimate. You don't immediately jump into a sexual liason until you have a solid relationship with the other. 

This mentality was sometimes enforced by Christian or religious values, but more often it was just the accepted norm.

One thing to gain out of abstinence and the waiting for sexual gratification is almost an ecstasy from the first touch with the other, whose body and whose soul is a mystery to be enjoyed as a beautiful experience,  and not ploughed and furrowed like a cheap cash crop for immediate gratification. You plant the seed and if you nurture the life source you harvest a beautiful and bountiful experience. 

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The sleaze and sickness of this 4th Reich, Nazi and fascist global exploitation organization (aka "gang stalking" aka death squad 4th Reich expletive ad nauseum organization) and it's rape, theft, usurpation, control and domination culture so badly deteriorates this glory of human contact. Even those who are at the top of the pyramid structure discover that life's meaning becomes reduced to the body being a warfare zone and law suits, accusations of rape and domestic violence plague the seemingly smiling, elite groups so endlessly that this is also part of the cultural norm.

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Thus, I am WAITING for one of the most famous of the criminals to be indicted in the hopes that this rape and torment group will finally be pried off sucking my life force and energy and my ideas and my sexuality and my body and my health and my finances out of me by this openly defunct government because of the spread of this rot paradigm which I mentioned only oh so briefly above. Writing more in detail without ranting is nearly impossible for me due to the drugging and endless hacking/mind control interference.

I am waiting WAITING FOR HIS INDICTMENT. I told the terrorist who as late forced pornographic violence upon me in order for he and his dueling wife and other set of lovers to obtain their contractual promotions out of the rape and abuse and slow deterioration and ultimate murder of me. I said in a daze in the same desperate psychological crutch self-deception that I had been teleported to Mitch McConnell and perhaps if the Republicans who swear they are so fully into a traditional America and he has been their leader for so many ossified years that he would protect me from this rape and immediate gratification "liberal" faction of deadly celebrities and their former flip-flopping now famous rape and porno-eliciting benefactor president to be indicted--and McConnell surely would support someone fighting for not being a rape victim in perpetua and then I had to remember that McConnell, along with Graham, had verbally issued a death sentence upon me because I would not succumb to agreeing to them, as well, exploiting and raping and insulting and poisoning and drugging and then telling them they are wonderful as Nazi elements within the same structure that the "liberal" thieves of my ideas--celebrities, the "A-list" celebrities----

Waiting--waiting for an indictment maybe that will make America return to some kind of preservation of life of sanctity of human life amongst the many tyrannical mis-uses of technology that Elon Musk is also involved in spreading to the disease of the distressed rapists now so besodden with  corrupt sexuality that they have turned into rotting piles of rape and sex trafficking and torture in order to "get off"--still lavishing absolute devotion and "love" to the bigot blonde women they are supposed to worship but hate and destruction to women like me---as the filthy and nasty women look on cheerleading them and the planet keeps pouring awards on the rapists and rapist pimps and ho's alongside them. All working for a Nazi 4th Reich system. But their ability to respect life and love is so diminished--as part of their own mind control programming as they are all inducted into the wealth and elite "game" only if they are capable of killing, raping and maiming. Ultimately the porn they live off on a daily basis turns into outright hostility on a personal level. Unfortunately the technology and pervasive porn culture permeating even the place I grew up which has now turned into a violent place, like most of the rest, "dumbed down" and pornographic-inspired---

WAITING for what? An indictment maybe if this former leader who has been MURDERING ME for all these years alongside his nasty group of fellow clown posse entertainers the Government will actually give me a REPRIEVE for all the years I have been fighting for my sexual preservation for my physical survival for Democracy because I have been telling them, and writing about how this group is destroying the country and bringing in fascism and Nazism as a mainstream event and accepted norm.

Waiting---

but I will not, at least for now, post what I had been attacked for yesterday for having written about how the 4th Reich assassinated Kennedy. Yes, they have various other names, not just the 4th Reich. They are a systematic group which has been put under various titles and names. Their global reach is comprised of many various factions claiming to be independent. As I have learned, none of these terrorists who claim they are on the top are independent whatsoever. 

Waiting for an indictment waiting for my country to actually preserve human values and life and love so that vicious money/power obsessed adherents of this insidious regime of the 4th Reich will not feel the necessity to resort to teleporting and drugging and raping innocent people (like me) because their equally pernicious wives or lovers are likewise so pornographically obsessed with status and in feeding off exploiting others that they need to go to these extremes in order to force sexual passion--in near death throes--out of people. They have their Stormy Daniels who later on sue  them and go on public tv dishing out hate to those who exploited them and then discarded them like "losers".