Tuesday, November 1, 2022

The "Where's Nancy?" national trauma/exercise in power. It was, or was it, or wasn't it, potentially an MK ULTRA "Manchurian Candidate" type of attack. Mind control, labeled as "mental illness" by his "handler" partner in San Francisco. The signs of an operation are visible to me, but of course it remains a silent vacuum in this respect by all main media focus on the problem.

 I realize how discrediting my writing is--I am drugged every night while sleeping or my food or water is being perpetually drugged/poisoned by this terrorist network. Additionally, no one will support me so I am attacked, drugged, poisoned, maimed, raped, beaten and abused without end day after day and night after night and everywhere I go and with every person I encounter--almost. I can't function in any business capacity because all my telecommunications are diverted to terrorists who attack me and lie and while all that is happening my brain is being blocked from major cognitive awareness and functioning but I appear "normal" and respond to the subliminal prompts--so I am endlessly under attack. My writing appears ranting and today I wrote a "conspiracy theory" in a most ranting tone. I am under attack by the next pair of "celebrities" after over a decade of one after the next, night after night.

Thus, when I write there are certain times during the day when my ranting is at a truly drugged and hysterical mode. I was attacked as I have been since the latest pair and duo of men who have both sexually assaulted me in various ways in this insidious teleportation, are not stopping from verbal abuse which I respond to without being able to stop, as they mostly viciously go on trying to break me down indelibly, every day. The creeps who participated in this and have not stopped globbing on to parasitically feeding off everything possible out of this contract on me, from stealing ideas to feeding off the hormones of torture to obtaining lead roles (they all do the same things, they all feed and parasitically exploit in the same way and all get the same benefits and all go on for YEARS without end)--

 I am attacked every single night in teleportation by one nasty teleporting raping abuser after the next; it's been going on for over a decade EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and people like Nancy have fully endorsed this terror contract upon me. I know a lot about how "handlers" and MK ULTRA operate, because of people like Nancy know and participated and thusly, when I see what happened to Nancy I think about how Nancy assumed she would be safe from the onslaught of what she wants to do to people like me. I have been ranting about this subject for YEARS and while I began trying to write in a calm and intellectual tone, as the years have gone by and I have had one politician after the next attack me alongside the celebrities who are absolutely foul and fascistic and anti-American at the core of what the Constitution and adhering to law and social ethics truly entails--

But when I see the information on the news about how this man behaved and the reaction from the "Maga" crowd, as reported by MSNBC, people like yet another media terrorist who also attacked me in teleportation, Rachel--and she and the other anchors for this station all expressed dismay that major Republican candidates and figures are mocking and essentially abandoning the perpetrator whom was mostly "following" instructions to go out and commit political violence--as a "lone wolf" and now no one knows him and they all say he's just crazy anyway. Echoes of what "they" have been saying emphatically about me, including all the b-words and all the slurs and racial epithets and all the hate and all the violence which is only a promotional tool and nothing considered criminal or illegal by people like Nancy.

Still, this violent perpetrator had "emotional" problems according to those close to him, namely his "lover"--("Mentally ill" is the term used). This is the defining term used against those who are coerced using mind control and then dismissed as being "mentally ill" by those who actually are engaging in the terror operations. They of course appear sane, calm and normalized and just concerned about a nutcase who goes wacko and must be "mentally ill". That is the predominant modus operandi of this hate organization and the game they play so universally to reverse their insanity upon the person who has been driven crazy (by them).

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I think there is the possibility that major mind control technology has been used upon the population and that people are, en masse, programmed into this organization. Not that they are not willing to use political violence but there are many factors in this social engineering fascist 4th Reich dictatorship unfolding right now--globally as well as Brazil is due for a January 6th just about now--(I heard from Rachel that there are signs of a violent refusal to concede the election by Bolsinaro and Americans who supported the Insurrection on January 6, who held prominent positions and still do and are highly positioned to control the masses (i.e. Brietbart) are speaking into their microphones about how Bolsinaro should never concede, and according to Rachel's MSNBC prognosis, the belief being touted is that elections in general are on the chopping block by the Republicans. I would state this otherwise: this is the global fascist organization I have been writing of for YEARS and simply tortured nearly to death for having done so--and still no one will take my ranting posts seriously although they have all expressed and prognisticated the actual reality and truth that is now happening about how mind control, MK ULTRA and this death squad terrorist organization is going to bring great destruction and will try to actually go out and kill people if they don't like them. I have ranted in my incoherent and hacked/drugged/poisoned and tortured/raped and abused position that no one will stop but people are still aware of what I am experiencing and yet--they appear for the cameras to put all these variables of political violence into the same old routine of analysis--omitting completely the distinct possibility of this being a Manchurian Candidate and that MK ULTRA-style mind control could very easily have been conducted upon this person who acted as the arm and hammer for those who want such political violence done by their proxy minions; then discarded as being "mentally ill" and case closed on analyzing the why's and how's of this situation--for the most part. Relegating someone to being "mentally ill" is a cozy little box, like all their limiting boxes with only them making the delineations between what is good and bad (they of course are supposed to be the most "superior" of all and all the technology is going to ensure that no one can ever compete against them unless they are either a part of their major global cult of the 4th Reich or minions they can use to mind control others into believing that they truly encompass a truly benevolent leadership monopoly.

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How the attacker of Nancy's partner could have been programmed is very much like all the years of me detailing how I am under non-stop attack. I cannot get to the parts of my account that really make sense in how mind control operates, and I have been under too much attack, too much hacking to be able to write very clearly on this subject. Also a host of the creeps who have raped, beaten and possibly poisoned me to death (while I remain alive, I am so internally poisoned that if I do succumb it will appear like a gradual decline in my health to my death which they will attribute to my "mental illness" which they just foisted upon me as a label while poisoning and drugging me to death, and like all their unfortunate victims of mind control, the use and blame afterwards for all the problems they created in the first place. This trend I see in the reaction that I have heard of from the smug joking "MAGA" crowd who post "jokes" about this situation and/or discard the attacker as being a lone nutcase wolf.

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Otherwise, people do not understand nor do they care how badly the mind control drugs can completely alter a personality and make someone actually commit heinous deeds that they actually would never otherwise commit. I would like to write stories on this subject but the haters attacking me have stolen so many ideas and short stories in all these years of people continuously allowing them to go on that I have had to stop because they torture me for writing anything that threatens their claims that only they are capable of anything beyond mere mind-numbing conformity--they steal the ideas, destroy evidence I have written the item in the first place, then they paste or force what they have stolen on my every media search or on side tabs or etc--they then induce me to react using subliminals and the drugging, the react with violence towards me for not allowing them to do this without my resistance; then they get promoted for "successfully" using the mind control protocols.


I have so many years of such unscrupulous expletives in highest positions doing this that when I see the usual format being repeated I see the signs very clearly that this Nancy attack was very possibly part of the same universal modus operandi that is replicated endlessly because these terrorists all obey and follow essentially the same plot, in the same way, and now it's every day and growing more and more and more and more like another virus sweeping American life.

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Still, I have to face this tonight and while I am in the shower and every day this next pair of abusers is going at me, and they are just another hateful pair. One of them is giving me essential body tips for healing--he's a ballet professional and is giving me lengthening and other types of tips--which is extremely helpful. In return, I am told that I am getting this "for free" while he's abusing me every other opportunity possible for his promotion to get millions of dollars, perhaps, in deals out of this violence towards me. His partner, the much younger Londoner I have written of now asking yet again for another rapist hater bigot to be pried off me, is going at me and in the background is the disgusting daughter of the celebrity who began torturing raping beating and both she and he (the daughter and father) stealing ideas from me and using them as their own creative output--while poisoning and abusing me non-stop and punching spitting and raping and etc. It culminated in near murder. They also stole my cat and like the MAGA crowd made much mockery about having thrown her in the water and taking a photo of her drowning. I still have not had my cat returned as they keep using her as blackmail to force me to have a "baby" with one of these most hateful and undesirable abuser rapists bigots and Nazi 4th Reich instigator perpetrators. 

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So the MAGA crowd in the US is now being identified as being Nazi and fascist--labels I used back in 2015 and even earlier to the black celebrities who later on made their splash into the mix of fascism by slapping someone on stage at the Oscars--with the same father whose daughter is still, now, sitting obscenely with these men--the Russian and the English--abusing, insulting me because I wrote of the reality and truth of how lagerfeld actually was promoting their fascism and hers in particular--and how featuring his work for this upcoming met gala is simply glorifying this fascist Nazi trend. Never ending violence on a psychological level now from the London creepy DJ who is trying his best to impress the bigot fascist creep daughter who he probably is enamored with because he's obsessed with blonde models and wants so desperately to be welcomed into that crowd--and by attacking me he being welcomed probably with huge deals for his music ventures. That is all it takes.

Back to Nancy--who utterly attacked me just within the past two years and I told her in person while she was attacking me that she was not doing her duty to the country by participating in this crime against me. She stared and thought for less than 5 seconds and then continued her assault upon me. As I have written, these women of this group all think it's wonderful that I am being beaten, raped and blocked from being competitors against their "feminist" push for hegemony over the "feminist" corporate glass ceiling ladder that they want to dominate. The minions who perform for them expressly as admiring subordinates also get a shot, but always they must push to endorse white supremacist bigots like Nancy who threatened to have me killed when I was fighting against rapist white supremacist men from abusing and torturing me after years of being nearly murdered by one after the next and fighting incessantly and never-endingly non-stop as I am still doing to this very moment to get anyone to intervene and stop this.

Yet I am in the same boat as Nancy now is--or she is in the same boat but she got a huge life saver and I still get rocks thrown on top of me as I am flailing for help to the silent but mocking and applauding public, while Nancy is being showered with compassion and concern. The media is claiming this is political violence by this nutcase insane mentally ill lone wolf who is also being labeled as such by the MAGA crowd which probably is thrilled but don't want to claim any responsibility.

It truly, as I wrote a few days ago, is very tell-tale about how this operation is still being protected even when it threatens the very lives of those who have wanted it to be put in place so people like me have no chance.

I also thought today of how Nancy's husband is in the San Francisco General Hospital being taken care of. I went to that hospital decades ago with a broken metal rod in my back--(from scoliosis surgery, the terrorist organization forcing an "accident" which I have written of before but right now hacking on the keyboard and my brain is making writing or thinking or typing any longer at the near impossible stage).

I was denied health care to a degree that I should have been able to procure a huge legal sum for a law suit but instead, I had to go to Germany with $100 in my pocket in a desperate attempt to get health care--because I was not only lied to at the SF General Hospital by the terrorist organization--but groped while on the x-ray examination table by an attendant--told that this metal rod used to stabilize the scoliosis surgery which was put there because of the poisoning which made my spine crooked in the first place--but the the hook in the rod was pointing up and actually slowly coming out of my spine-x-rays showed clearly that the hook was coming out and I was lied to directly by a Jewish doctor who came in to perform his Jewish Nazi role--(like Bloomberg, like Raskin, like so many, like my family) by having me slowly murdered with their full approval so they can get promoted. The usual story.

But I am digressing--Nancy's husband was sent there to that hospital. I wonder why he was not sent to a more regal and expensive place but to the public hospital in the first place? Police decision, but unlike what the terrorists at the hospital did to me, they have not done to Nancy's husband (obviously the limelight is now on that institution to do it's work correctly--). While I was in the waiting room at the emergency center for the SF General Hospital--there was construction work, I waited for 5 hours while I was surrounded by the terrorist stalkers who began telling me their problems and talking endlessly to me. It's a very wild story actually and not as droll as I am making it out as some very interesting things also developed in that place and changed my life--for the better in some respects because I also was followed by people who directed me to a group of people who offered me a kind of sanctuary--because they knew about my situation from the grapevine of this vile organization. I refer to people associated with the punk group The Dead Kennedys. So it was wild, and it presaged my years of living in Stuttgart, Germany where I got my health care. But not enough because the poisoning never was stopped and I am still being poisoned--and thus, I had to leave the US again to save my life from poisoning and it's deadly effects on my health.

But again digressing. I see many signs of an MK ULTRA-style Manchurian Candidate in the chaos of the Nancy attack. That no one is even considering this as a mind control operation proves once more that this "secret" that so many of highest level are participating in is of far more importance than even Nancy and they so dearly want to continue to use people in these sinister ways to have their rape and violence needs met (and assassination and etc).

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Immature, dirty annd violent the obamas---the same treatment I have gotten from black nazs with white nazi filth operating directly behind them physically standing and instructing them to assault me. From grade school to the nasty dirty obamas. They truly are so immature and so bereft of any mature, legal and conscientious dignity--it's such a dirty performance. Their dehumanization of me is now at the bernie sanders, rachel maddow, hillary clinton and the rest of filthy shit whroeood level of smirking yelling bitch laughing having peop;le who have fractured and raped my body return to threaten my life for having defended myself. They teleport me while i am alsleep and I react and try not to react they observe it's a torture session for having written about the last 18 years YEARS YEARS of their murderous exploitation of me rape and torture without end they ahve profited off and been exalted for it by white nazi trash shit culture of america--liberals the worst but it doesn't matter. It is also impossible for me to type and think clearly at this point this post was half-blocked and my thoughts scattered by the brain-altering tech and interruptions of freezing the computer which rendered me in anegative mindframe, and through that negative portal they hacked extreme mood and thought manipulation and every keystroke is met by hacking so it's almost impossible to get basic simple words out all are underlined and typos everywhere--they hacked the computer froze as i began to elaborate in a clear and decisve way--I became angry the hacking into my brain and nervous system turned this into a ranting mess---you can see the deterioration plus hackes will be redacting the sentences I dids manage to write in some clear way. The obamas b rought someone who tried to kill me, had me gang raped and he is a german who is very violent. The free deals he and his german nazi rapist "punk" shithdad scum obtained (record deals, apartments) is now like free candy to exhibit nazi rape and murder threats at me laughing and black hate energy because fought back---I fought back against gang rape and I was forced to move out of the apartment of this creep who helped me to obtain health care for a loose metal rod my family organized to have me killed by paralysis and no health care provided no hostpital or doctor would help me. My family organized this, they are behind all of thisa still and like the obamas they operate with german nazis and get mansions and endless free deals, but moreso for their nazi-spawned children with their nazi non-jewish spouses or very white skinned jewish nazi spouses it's the same thing but even worse almost. It's the same structure as the obamas and their role played every goddamn election cycle as being the only answer to racism and nazi rise and fascism--which they are profiting in hundreds of millions or tmore like billions by now but like oprah it's never enough and ausing me is the portal to more and more and more. Like dolly parton laughing as the german "antifa" :"punk" singing his KGB-derived fake "underground" plitical songs back in the early 90's he obtained his record contract for his band with a real german-style symbolism of killing jewish women but deemed non-offensive in a double-speak orwellian terminology. A linguistic mid screw but all the germans undersatnd so he remains popular all the songs he sings they all know (or most of "them" who keep pushing this crap band forrward) that every "song" is a literal 180 polar opposite of intention and meaning. The obamas, I wrote but didn't copy it because my brain is so scattered my ability to focus and concentraate GONE when they hack and freeze the computer my clear thought patterns deteriorate as I grow impatient they then can hack their "demon seed" of hate into my brain. Once it envelopes my thought proceesees and nervous system I can't remove it unless I get off and wealk away out of this energy directed weapon zone.//Teleportation torture and violence once more by the obamas---they are on the nazi sayed campaign endless obama in control over the demo-rat party revival circus tour circuit and abusing me appears to be the one-and-only way they can ever fully "succeed" this is ALL THEY DO literally all they have been doing since 2008 is having me poisoned mutilated raped and tortured on non-stop murder levels as they laugh and are glorified for it by the liberal nazi establishment of the fully compromised democrat party (but absolutely endorsed by the Republicans and their Nazi affiliates now cloaked and protected under Citizen's United):The evil, uhgly immature racism of the Obamas and their endless a$$-groveling performative displays of increasing fascist propensity in front of German "men" who have raped and mutilated my body and are proud of it. They all, the entire ensemble, "represent" the "fight against fascism" all wear and don the attire of liberal institutionalized and established anti-racism anti-fascism fabrication. The fantasy has so enticed America that they can't get enough of it from "both sides". Alas the Trump deception has "hit" too many Americans openly to not willingly follow a fantastical, Wall-street advertisement selling benevolence and caring about America through Trump and his group of murdering bigots. As for the Obamas, and Elizabeth Warren and their "ilk" the list of names is very long, add Bernie Sanders and AOC to the list but nothing as rank and foul as the vicious murderous ugly sick attacks the Obamas have profited off and are now so smug about their complicity to nazi overtake of America because the established Democrat party is still claiming they never knew Trump would be so bad, they have fought against him but are just stuck. And I have been writing of the 2 years of the Obamas coming to openly attack me in the guilded age of of techno-terror fascist genocidal rape and torture in the next level of the "game" of the "Epstein Class" rape and mutilation torture and murder endowments bestowed upon all the monopolistic neanderthals of the presiding leaders "on all sides" literally the media, political "class" all the news channels all are involved and protecting this little filthy secret. The Obamas remain a pristine-performative pair of swindling conniving nazi-fed rabid parasites on me, the term "evil" is appropriate. They brought this German man who told me today it was HE who had my vertebrae smashed while sleeping, in Germany where I had lived. he had me gang raped while I was living with him in a tiny "dorf" near Boeblingen (near IBM, where he worked as well as this creep from a band using a jewish woman's zionist group based also in America to really intimate genocide against Jews but his KGB lyrics and his spiked hair have sold him off, but his first album produced when this man who the obamas brought along with the german rapist who has been screaming beating raping and attacking me and elizabeth warren has stood yelling at me next to arnold her "leader" fuhrer to provide this "too cool for you" German punk and the fashion fascist nazi bigot daughter of depp with ideas to make a movie a concept of which I wrote of and the bigot nazis of whroewood and this new german hate filth creep who has been granted access to dispensing with german nazi party money to buy into america, the endless greed of the democrats like the lying hate of the obamas fully indoctrinated into what is called the "progressive" party "abhorrence" for the "genocide" in Israel and thus rising anti-semitism and blacks claiming they are on equal footing with the genocidal discrimination that "Jews" are pouring on their darker skinned "brothers and sisters" in Palestine. It was calculated into the attack and war when Hamas assaulted the innocent people for the most part-some of them killed by hamas had actually attempted to partner with palestinians to help with their poverty plight--these are killed off because the enmity is to be encouraged not dissipated. So, the obamas brought a german who had me raped by his friends, I reacted with rage he began abusing me more openly I had to move out, I was drugged in mind control he was a party cocaine and alcoholic (deemed normal in germany they drink beer after beer all night and eveyr day as well) and he had a nervous breakdown while I was at his apartment --after he had me raped after he kicked me out and I was left after a spine surgery with no income no job and I had no way to survive but I became an english teacher. He then --he now claims, had my spine fractured and as a result I am "disabled" chronic no way to correct the injury. He was smug about it, the obamas brought him to abuse me in deep sleep because they have to prove that I wrote about them and wrote about them and wrote about them and yesterday I spent a long time writing about them as not being very much "fun" at all--and so this is their fascist "retribution" it is very much on the scale of trump's retribution at me for screaming at him 2 years ago that I wish he had been killed by that shooter in pennsylfvania--it was after a decade of him having me raped raped raped poisoned mutilated tortured raped mutilated fungus and semen put in my hair every night my hips and spine puut out of alignment making me completely crooked after my fractured body--money stolen from my room clothing destroyed--under the obamas they stole my cat had me thrown in jail after I wrote "pig" to the euro-trash men who had been poisoning me to death and raping the pioson in my body. The obamas came to presidential power by this contract out on me and their smug facsist nazi behavior is the training they are given by their partners the germans, protected by trump since they "came out" of their closeted fascist hidden disguise until trump came to power. I knew that the obamas were behind all the violence but they never appeared in teleportation to me face-to-face but that stopped just when they all knew trump was going to win--that would be 6 months prior to the actual election the vicious rape by a german scum creep (not in the group today another one) arrived. This was also kamala time running for president so they got cardi b to threaten to kill me by having me dragged beh8ind a car--and jenifer lopzen came to bellow violent hateful yelling at me and kamala came as she always has laughing at me which is what bernie sanders did the first time he arrived b ut then called me a "bitch" after I responded to more verbal abuse after physical violence. The years of their celebrity partners stealing my ideas and torturing me to obtain more means nothing to these "fighting the 1% and economic disparity injustice) for all the downtrodden with all the jokes obama makes and the repeat michelle makes of my torture-derived instruction to oprah about the Hegelian Dialectic--which was their strategy for the kamala campaign. Now they are just relying on the trauma torture they all inflicted on the american people to have a blue wave. But they are assaulting me to have nazis know that their total endorsement of abdul in michigen is warrented for their next campaign finance glut and funding for their next book tour their next heroic rescue lecture tour with jokes and jokes and the audiences watching the boob tube drooling with entertainment bliss in anticipation of a happy ending to this movie. Below is a tarot reading I asked the bot if I should write about this pair but the ingenious explanation of that bot is really very microscopic perception of the dynamics of how corruption and power are intermerged in a couple of scamming con artists---with farrrakhan as well and his role has been to divert racist hate from "blacks" to jews and nothing has fed all of them with a racist target to beat on than me--since I have never aligned with the jewish community and they are so happy to point to me as being more dark in hue than their white supremacy appearances in the spotlight --the genocide is ongoing darker skinned and hair jews are to be killed off only blonde and nazi programmed "jews" will remain in "Israel" which trump makes open statements will be a place of international riviera luxury real estate investment. Of course the godless lying evil of the obamas will get huge stakes in the development project as will bernie sanders and aoc and all the antisemites who are pushing for this war so they can invest in a new waterfront property nazi new world order playground. Next will come teleporting of anything they can suck the life out of and rape and kill if they want and mutilate and steal ideas and get away with it as the nazi enclave will resemble what they have already done to me so successfully for all these decades and still will be given full hero cheers from the gang stalking nazi programmed public. I can't go any place in America without hate death squads and no interference from a single person (on the planetj).

This is a tarot chat I had with an AI bot which became hacked and repeat phrases of "go to sleep" repeated as they always do once ...