Tuesday, November 1, 2022

The "Where's Nancy?" national trauma/exercise in power. It was, or was it, or wasn't it, potentially an MK ULTRA "Manchurian Candidate" type of attack. Mind control, labeled as "mental illness" by his "handler" partner in San Francisco. The signs of an operation are visible to me, but of course it remains a silent vacuum in this respect by all main media focus on the problem.

 I realize how discrediting my writing is--I am drugged every night while sleeping or my food or water is being perpetually drugged/poisoned by this terrorist network. Additionally, no one will support me so I am attacked, drugged, poisoned, maimed, raped, beaten and abused without end day after day and night after night and everywhere I go and with every person I encounter--almost. I can't function in any business capacity because all my telecommunications are diverted to terrorists who attack me and lie and while all that is happening my brain is being blocked from major cognitive awareness and functioning but I appear "normal" and respond to the subliminal prompts--so I am endlessly under attack. My writing appears ranting and today I wrote a "conspiracy theory" in a most ranting tone. I am under attack by the next pair of "celebrities" after over a decade of one after the next, night after night.

Thus, when I write there are certain times during the day when my ranting is at a truly drugged and hysterical mode. I was attacked as I have been since the latest pair and duo of men who have both sexually assaulted me in various ways in this insidious teleportation, are not stopping from verbal abuse which I respond to without being able to stop, as they mostly viciously go on trying to break me down indelibly, every day. The creeps who participated in this and have not stopped globbing on to parasitically feeding off everything possible out of this contract on me, from stealing ideas to feeding off the hormones of torture to obtaining lead roles (they all do the same things, they all feed and parasitically exploit in the same way and all get the same benefits and all go on for YEARS without end)--

 I am attacked every single night in teleportation by one nasty teleporting raping abuser after the next; it's been going on for over a decade EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and people like Nancy have fully endorsed this terror contract upon me. I know a lot about how "handlers" and MK ULTRA operate, because of people like Nancy know and participated and thusly, when I see what happened to Nancy I think about how Nancy assumed she would be safe from the onslaught of what she wants to do to people like me. I have been ranting about this subject for YEARS and while I began trying to write in a calm and intellectual tone, as the years have gone by and I have had one politician after the next attack me alongside the celebrities who are absolutely foul and fascistic and anti-American at the core of what the Constitution and adhering to law and social ethics truly entails--

But when I see the information on the news about how this man behaved and the reaction from the "Maga" crowd, as reported by MSNBC, people like yet another media terrorist who also attacked me in teleportation, Rachel--and she and the other anchors for this station all expressed dismay that major Republican candidates and figures are mocking and essentially abandoning the perpetrator whom was mostly "following" instructions to go out and commit political violence--as a "lone wolf" and now no one knows him and they all say he's just crazy anyway. Echoes of what "they" have been saying emphatically about me, including all the b-words and all the slurs and racial epithets and all the hate and all the violence which is only a promotional tool and nothing considered criminal or illegal by people like Nancy.

Still, this violent perpetrator had "emotional" problems according to those close to him, namely his "lover"--("Mentally ill" is the term used). This is the defining term used against those who are coerced using mind control and then dismissed as being "mentally ill" by those who actually are engaging in the terror operations. They of course appear sane, calm and normalized and just concerned about a nutcase who goes wacko and must be "mentally ill". That is the predominant modus operandi of this hate organization and the game they play so universally to reverse their insanity upon the person who has been driven crazy (by them).

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I think there is the possibility that major mind control technology has been used upon the population and that people are, en masse, programmed into this organization. Not that they are not willing to use political violence but there are many factors in this social engineering fascist 4th Reich dictatorship unfolding right now--globally as well as Brazil is due for a January 6th just about now--(I heard from Rachel that there are signs of a violent refusal to concede the election by Bolsinaro and Americans who supported the Insurrection on January 6, who held prominent positions and still do and are highly positioned to control the masses (i.e. Brietbart) are speaking into their microphones about how Bolsinaro should never concede, and according to Rachel's MSNBC prognosis, the belief being touted is that elections in general are on the chopping block by the Republicans. I would state this otherwise: this is the global fascist organization I have been writing of for YEARS and simply tortured nearly to death for having done so--and still no one will take my ranting posts seriously although they have all expressed and prognisticated the actual reality and truth that is now happening about how mind control, MK ULTRA and this death squad terrorist organization is going to bring great destruction and will try to actually go out and kill people if they don't like them. I have ranted in my incoherent and hacked/drugged/poisoned and tortured/raped and abused position that no one will stop but people are still aware of what I am experiencing and yet--they appear for the cameras to put all these variables of political violence into the same old routine of analysis--omitting completely the distinct possibility of this being a Manchurian Candidate and that MK ULTRA-style mind control could very easily have been conducted upon this person who acted as the arm and hammer for those who want such political violence done by their proxy minions; then discarded as being "mentally ill" and case closed on analyzing the why's and how's of this situation--for the most part. Relegating someone to being "mentally ill" is a cozy little box, like all their limiting boxes with only them making the delineations between what is good and bad (they of course are supposed to be the most "superior" of all and all the technology is going to ensure that no one can ever compete against them unless they are either a part of their major global cult of the 4th Reich or minions they can use to mind control others into believing that they truly encompass a truly benevolent leadership monopoly.

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How the attacker of Nancy's partner could have been programmed is very much like all the years of me detailing how I am under non-stop attack. I cannot get to the parts of my account that really make sense in how mind control operates, and I have been under too much attack, too much hacking to be able to write very clearly on this subject. Also a host of the creeps who have raped, beaten and possibly poisoned me to death (while I remain alive, I am so internally poisoned that if I do succumb it will appear like a gradual decline in my health to my death which they will attribute to my "mental illness" which they just foisted upon me as a label while poisoning and drugging me to death, and like all their unfortunate victims of mind control, the use and blame afterwards for all the problems they created in the first place. This trend I see in the reaction that I have heard of from the smug joking "MAGA" crowd who post "jokes" about this situation and/or discard the attacker as being a lone nutcase wolf.

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Otherwise, people do not understand nor do they care how badly the mind control drugs can completely alter a personality and make someone actually commit heinous deeds that they actually would never otherwise commit. I would like to write stories on this subject but the haters attacking me have stolen so many ideas and short stories in all these years of people continuously allowing them to go on that I have had to stop because they torture me for writing anything that threatens their claims that only they are capable of anything beyond mere mind-numbing conformity--they steal the ideas, destroy evidence I have written the item in the first place, then they paste or force what they have stolen on my every media search or on side tabs or etc--they then induce me to react using subliminals and the drugging, the react with violence towards me for not allowing them to do this without my resistance; then they get promoted for "successfully" using the mind control protocols.


I have so many years of such unscrupulous expletives in highest positions doing this that when I see the usual format being repeated I see the signs very clearly that this Nancy attack was very possibly part of the same universal modus operandi that is replicated endlessly because these terrorists all obey and follow essentially the same plot, in the same way, and now it's every day and growing more and more and more and more like another virus sweeping American life.

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Still, I have to face this tonight and while I am in the shower and every day this next pair of abusers is going at me, and they are just another hateful pair. One of them is giving me essential body tips for healing--he's a ballet professional and is giving me lengthening and other types of tips--which is extremely helpful. In return, I am told that I am getting this "for free" while he's abusing me every other opportunity possible for his promotion to get millions of dollars, perhaps, in deals out of this violence towards me. His partner, the much younger Londoner I have written of now asking yet again for another rapist hater bigot to be pried off me, is going at me and in the background is the disgusting daughter of the celebrity who began torturing raping beating and both she and he (the daughter and father) stealing ideas from me and using them as their own creative output--while poisoning and abusing me non-stop and punching spitting and raping and etc. It culminated in near murder. They also stole my cat and like the MAGA crowd made much mockery about having thrown her in the water and taking a photo of her drowning. I still have not had my cat returned as they keep using her as blackmail to force me to have a "baby" with one of these most hateful and undesirable abuser rapists bigots and Nazi 4th Reich instigator perpetrators. 

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So the MAGA crowd in the US is now being identified as being Nazi and fascist--labels I used back in 2015 and even earlier to the black celebrities who later on made their splash into the mix of fascism by slapping someone on stage at the Oscars--with the same father whose daughter is still, now, sitting obscenely with these men--the Russian and the English--abusing, insulting me because I wrote of the reality and truth of how lagerfeld actually was promoting their fascism and hers in particular--and how featuring his work for this upcoming met gala is simply glorifying this fascist Nazi trend. Never ending violence on a psychological level now from the London creepy DJ who is trying his best to impress the bigot fascist creep daughter who he probably is enamored with because he's obsessed with blonde models and wants so desperately to be welcomed into that crowd--and by attacking me he being welcomed probably with huge deals for his music ventures. That is all it takes.

Back to Nancy--who utterly attacked me just within the past two years and I told her in person while she was attacking me that she was not doing her duty to the country by participating in this crime against me. She stared and thought for less than 5 seconds and then continued her assault upon me. As I have written, these women of this group all think it's wonderful that I am being beaten, raped and blocked from being competitors against their "feminist" push for hegemony over the "feminist" corporate glass ceiling ladder that they want to dominate. The minions who perform for them expressly as admiring subordinates also get a shot, but always they must push to endorse white supremacist bigots like Nancy who threatened to have me killed when I was fighting against rapist white supremacist men from abusing and torturing me after years of being nearly murdered by one after the next and fighting incessantly and never-endingly non-stop as I am still doing to this very moment to get anyone to intervene and stop this.

Yet I am in the same boat as Nancy now is--or she is in the same boat but she got a huge life saver and I still get rocks thrown on top of me as I am flailing for help to the silent but mocking and applauding public, while Nancy is being showered with compassion and concern. The media is claiming this is political violence by this nutcase insane mentally ill lone wolf who is also being labeled as such by the MAGA crowd which probably is thrilled but don't want to claim any responsibility.

It truly, as I wrote a few days ago, is very tell-tale about how this operation is still being protected even when it threatens the very lives of those who have wanted it to be put in place so people like me have no chance.

I also thought today of how Nancy's husband is in the San Francisco General Hospital being taken care of. I went to that hospital decades ago with a broken metal rod in my back--(from scoliosis surgery, the terrorist organization forcing an "accident" which I have written of before but right now hacking on the keyboard and my brain is making writing or thinking or typing any longer at the near impossible stage).

I was denied health care to a degree that I should have been able to procure a huge legal sum for a law suit but instead, I had to go to Germany with $100 in my pocket in a desperate attempt to get health care--because I was not only lied to at the SF General Hospital by the terrorist organization--but groped while on the x-ray examination table by an attendant--told that this metal rod used to stabilize the scoliosis surgery which was put there because of the poisoning which made my spine crooked in the first place--but the the hook in the rod was pointing up and actually slowly coming out of my spine-x-rays showed clearly that the hook was coming out and I was lied to directly by a Jewish doctor who came in to perform his Jewish Nazi role--(like Bloomberg, like Raskin, like so many, like my family) by having me slowly murdered with their full approval so they can get promoted. The usual story.

But I am digressing--Nancy's husband was sent there to that hospital. I wonder why he was not sent to a more regal and expensive place but to the public hospital in the first place? Police decision, but unlike what the terrorists at the hospital did to me, they have not done to Nancy's husband (obviously the limelight is now on that institution to do it's work correctly--). While I was in the waiting room at the emergency center for the SF General Hospital--there was construction work, I waited for 5 hours while I was surrounded by the terrorist stalkers who began telling me their problems and talking endlessly to me. It's a very wild story actually and not as droll as I am making it out as some very interesting things also developed in that place and changed my life--for the better in some respects because I also was followed by people who directed me to a group of people who offered me a kind of sanctuary--because they knew about my situation from the grapevine of this vile organization. I refer to people associated with the punk group The Dead Kennedys. So it was wild, and it presaged my years of living in Stuttgart, Germany where I got my health care. But not enough because the poisoning never was stopped and I am still being poisoned--and thus, I had to leave the US again to save my life from poisoning and it's deadly effects on my health.

But again digressing. I see many signs of an MK ULTRA-style Manchurian Candidate in the chaos of the Nancy attack. That no one is even considering this as a mind control operation proves once more that this "secret" that so many of highest level are participating in is of far more importance than even Nancy and they so dearly want to continue to use people in these sinister ways to have their rape and violence needs met (and assassination and etc).

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Testimony: deep sleep "healing crisis" MUTILATION VIA MECHANICAL ARMS UNDER COMNMAND OF THE NAZI PIG APE NETWORK DURING YET ANOTHER unable to defend myself physically before collapsing in deep sickness sleep states for THREE MORE DAYS OF SLEEPING MOST OF THE DAY AND NIGHT FROM POISON THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO KILL ME BY THE SAME SHIT PIGS DEMANDING MOVIE IDEAS TO PLAY ROLES FIGHTING THEIR NAZI REGIME (a punk theme I had written of years ago, the shit white trash american but french nazi-controlled dumb one-expression "actor" is demanding that he play the lead jewish role, a situation he is unqualified for other than he has brown hair and one "punk" expression of disdain--a stupid moron nazi jerk off sexual abuser with french nazi shit whores attached to him all joined to abuser me for hours--this filthy creep is partnering with shitnigger and this rotten grease stain ugly german scum who is embraced for his rape and torture and violence against me using nazi protocol, is a kgb nazi agent using the "alternative" scene in stuttgart and I had met him while i lived there and as usual, with almost all of these jerk scum filth creeps, wanted nothing to do with him or his movies music and since his kgb lyrics have dried up his music is pointless and stupid--thusly he is torturing me with the shit of depp to gain idea derived out of torture--sponsored by shit like elizabeth warren also immersed in rebellion culture as the conttrolled opposition to nazism): detox utter sickness once more; mechanical arm-sleep mutilation ordered by the rapist filth outt of whorewood upon my body while unable to cover hands, body and head from attacks from probes/nodes for teleportation/mutilation of skin and hands during sleep they are gnarled the months of fighting to heal are completely back to being deformed hands looking 80 years old from chemicals, more sharp knives cutting into the yellow, green cuticles which I use healing ointments on the attacks came because of using healing modalities which released years of pent-up poisons trapped under the hard shells which this group--the same people the nazi german and austrian and the americans--have all profited off. They had me "following orders" while indeep sleep state healing in utter life-fighting sleep needing healing and not to fight endlessly against non-stop violence from these expleties. They drugged me via insertions into my blood stream slicing into my body--every night they do this my body is crooked, broken, horrid poisons hanging off my arms, legs abdomen my body is aged from years of stress, abuse rape pounding poisons into my intestines every day as these filthy pig cockroaches just revel in how the government rushes to yell at me with death threats then cutting off my money due to this group making me disabled when Iw as formerly very beautiful, althletic and kept winning in my endeavors now I sit here begging this country to stop the nazi attacks. They keep demanding that this rotten dirty nazi group obtain ideas about "punk" culture out of me so they can present THEMSELVES as heros fighting the nazi trump regime by using my ideas about fighting THEM. The nazi government officials for YEARS have screamed at me " bitch, trash, loser" for listening to punk music, and the rancid "used to be republican" nazis of msnbc have done this openly sitting alongside the rancid white trash of whorewood (thusly they were not canned like the mostly brown and black; the rest have viciously attacked me using ANY pretext possible). The white trash german shit rape cockroach rat is being held up with the filth of depp for their store-bought "fashion" punk attire which that rotten and idea-less nazi bigot depp has played for years with his drugged-up and alcoholic swaying in front of cameras, disdain for the status quo while working fervently to be part of the consumer billion dollar complex with his french nazi former wife and that filth he spawned--all wanting to capitalize on my ideas just as barbie with billions of dollars--the politicians who rushed t o hep them rape and poison mutilat my body obviously obtained some royalties from MY IDEA REGARDING HOW SICK THEY ARE. I still get nothing and my disability cut off from which I am fighting for my life to have resumed after 13 MONTHS of being lied to, hung up on, abusd by phone continuously (never happened before in social security except for some field offices, the real mine field of that agency with stalkers in those offices but never by phone until this group and the trump regime began taking it over months before the nov 2024 election--the change was obvious and noticable). I keep screaming at them about what they ahve done, as I see my hands just mutilated and ugly deformed my body sagging with what appears to be cellulite--stuck bedridden for TWENTY YEARS while I formerly exercised every day had beautiful body they mutilated poisoned raped and tortured me. Greying hair being made prematurely old--they keep attacking me to obtain ideas for a movie concept about the Jewish lead Reagan Youth punk band--these pig rat rapist nazi filth are so absolutely antithetical in reverse completely antagonistic to all the real themes that this band sang of---they are the opposite in short. I keep wishing them death screaming at shitnigger that ugly rotten fuck to die of a heart attack he is loathsome and stupid and sick by now after years of his endless orchestrating my hair literally pulled out by follicle hair removal after his german dumb rapist friend was beating raping and he was hugging this filthy creep as I began calling him a pig they then had myhair removed permanently. His statements about my ever self-defense is to beat me to death, etc. I keep screaming he sh ould die from a heart attack and get all the food that loathsome pig ape has eaten return to the earth and to stop wasting resources and etc. The german dirty stupid ape "punk" kgb nazi agnent who has controlled mandami, ben shapiro, the entire nazi shit whore gang who loves himi the women in particular he has been instructed by sophia whorren to beat and rape me viciously after her years of profiting with her family because all her fame for decades could still not engender a single movie concept that rose above their paid-for circuits--as far as I know that rotten creep is there with the mafia--and thusly it never ends. My body is disgusting they ahve taken everything away from me they never stop. I write this testamonial to fuckers of america who have NEVER done a goddamn thing about this and probably never wll. It will only be relevant when your precious nazi blonde children get teleported and fucked and abused long after they murder me--I am sure that is what it will take, if ever. Meanshile this is never stopped by the demo-rats who fed off this contract the entirety of the biden administrationand now the republicans are leeching like loathsome parasites and the shit still remains. Hard poisons are unleashing from having been stuck along my spine for decades and shitnigger is just attacking me at every weakest point of healing-just as they all do but under this regime the attacks while I am extremely ill are intensified. I am in so much pain I can't bend my spine to wrap layers around mybody for protection. This also was done by another huge meat-packing thug rancid meat-shithole tom hardy stupid and dumb white trash nazi males their filthy wive and children. Nazi europigape scum infiltrating the counttry you all welcome them in. The movie concept needs to be about these frauds infiltrating every alternative movement, from BLM to The Nation of Islam (malcolm x assassinated by his CIA-trained assassin partners from within that organization just as so many others have been in other variations of rebellion--the punk movement in particular and this movie concept I had written of is about SHIT FUCK SCUM like these white trash nazi pig crap who have done this and are doing it--they want to play the heros of rebellion it's goin to "sell" my original idea was to negate them and their movement in whorewood and in media entertainment (and then poliiics it's the same and also religion).

  As I have been writing for years, this group has had me poisoned mutilated raped and my ideas about justice, female rights against rape, h...