Friday, November 11, 2022

A very political post. NOT about the Midterms. An unfriendly "go to hell" requiem dedicated to them via Mozart's Masonic Funeral Music. //Their tyranny is almost worse than that of Putin but truly it's all the same K-rap crap and they are no heroes, artistic geniuses or politically positive defenders of anything but a sleazy and decrepit "elite" system of devouring conquering worms.

"Nine Inch Nails--Head Like a Hole (Official Video). Nine Inch Nails. December 25, 2009.



 

"MOZART--"Masonic Funeral Music K. 477". NeoClassical. 




This is one of those "hush-hush" subjects that is subject to more torture from the knee-jerk reactionary terrorist fascist 4th Reich expletives attacking me. I refer to Putin, yes that Putin the infamous friend to Trump. When I moved into this condominium here in Phuket, now it's years ago (I think it was around 2017 or 2018)---I got a series of YouTube trigger videos from Russian Prez Putin. It was only just one more famous personality putting his/her videos on my  YouTube channel and Facebook feed page. There were photos of Ivanka Trump with Putin's daughter living it up in the Oligarch wealth living large style. There were photos of someone claiming to be Putin's mistress. There were many videos about Putin and there were RUSSIANS invading this condo and one very tall Russian man who would appear just as I walked past one of the doors in my otherwise vacant hallway who wore black leather during 90+-degree weather to follow me into the elevator (it happened almost every time I walked in or out of the condo to go shopping). There were Russians in the hallways at other times as I returned from shopping and more sprees of Putin photos, videos and etc and commentaries by Trump (the "hander" of my terror contract) about his friendship with Putin. I had to associate all of this with Putin being involved in one way or another with this teleportation/mind control/enslavement contract out on me. 

I have to now associate that nationality with someone who claims they are "fighting" what Putin represents. I will not go as far as to name that person because I have written of that person (and by association I can't imagine how many others are involved) and yet, it's the typical hypocritical duplicity about the public persona "fighting" against evil but when it comes to private pleasures of all the sadistic sexual deviancies they truly are on the same page.


Obviously raping and abusing women (cherry-picking which ones they want to discredit, leaving the Nazified women mostly alone to claim their false superiority because the others are so downtrodden, raped, beaten and abused by this "elite" force of "masterful" rapist "elites"--this form of cherry-picking enemies of The State, whether from the vantage of Putin or the 4th Reich--is something that both Putin and their adversaries belonging to the NATO Europ-a-land alliance all cling to; in particular if these women (and men and children) are unprotected, as targets all become because the system is of isolation for both the former and current Soviet Union System, which is nothing new to Europigapeland or America or anywhere else on the planet. As for my targeting,  I fear out of paranoia it's mostly due to racism.  Upon retrospection, I think that point is untrue as probably if any woman were in my position as some undoubtedly are, they would also be attacked almost on the same trajectory of violence that I have been, no matter what color they appear. There truly is no justification outside of that I don't agree with their premise that they have a "right" to subjugate me and they have formed a universal cartel of criminality disguised as righteous rhetoric and performance to the contrary. Even their mafia celebrities are ordained as entertainers but are as vicious as any underworld thug and indeed they truly are of that ilk. Still nearly worshipped for pr presenting this "freedom" to "do as thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law" they are expressly allowed to continue to do almost whatever they want to me. The torture is now so deadly but on a slow drip-scale of poisoning and abuse to death but they are all given carte blanche to do so. I have been utterly abused y one of them for the past 4 weeks, who also is helping me to learn correct posture while I am struggling to get the poison they KEEP inserting into my bladder (or they were, the result is such far-gone damage that I can't tell any longer how much poison they are still inserting into me or whether they have stopped). They are still drugging me nightly and inserting stinking greasy foul dead meat substances into my vagina and/or it's the stinking mess of hard poisons that are making me die internally. No amount of writing begging for help in this regard has resulted in a single politician or entertainer to begin to intervene, I only get more worms coming to devour me in this contract and the list is never-ending widening. This current one is giving life-saving assistance in some kind of health care help, at the same time slowly murdering me with the endless pile-up of abuse that reaches critical mass and is a death sentence never-ending ongoing by now. He's piling it up like the rest of the endless rows of them sitting legs apart in these chairs applauding him in his violence towards me. Once he drugs me via poisoning inserts into my vagina and then assaults me after violence that is killing me--until I "react" due ot the drugging, my sleep or while in the shower state and drugged up, udner deadly assault that never ends, I respond as a human being to stimuls and that opens a portal of exploitation. Immediately this h ateful ugly person begins to insult me and when I tell him his art is fantastic he hisses in hate at me that he doesn't like me. The pig apes who have gone on and on stealing ideas from me and then slowly mjurdeing me, having parts of my body cut out and severed and permanently destroyed as they rake in millions of dollars and years of annual Oscars and awards just from the prizes associated with this contract, pat this nasty ugly man on the back as they all join in on insjulting me after he rapes me and I respond in a positive and evden loving way--while drugged up, under constant threat of death, while unconscious or semi-conscious or my consciousness put into an altered state. Politician after politician has come to first ask me for ideas or compliments and t hen they insult and threaten me likewise sitting next to the sick and disgusting celebrities--they all get their media moments and awards for their genres and then they all abandon me to more torture to death. So this next pig ape scumbag I have hit him punched him tried to kick his genitas call him pig tell him I wish him death tell him daily I don't like  him don't want him get off me--he forced this out of me because the stinkiing death coming out of my body (insertions into my vagina to poison and drug me and keep me sick and dying while their protocol is to have me tell them that I love them as they beat, rape and abuse me and steal every single thing from me they could possibly deestroy or take away and then they are promptly promoted into much higher positions in their fields--as I wrote. So under this endles threat of slow murder, which is not going to end whether I submit or not--as I was being murdered while I unintentionally "submitted" and was so drugged I can't explain verbally in this small hacked and brain-manipulated post how badly I cannot think clearly under these circumstances. I write this post because, thankfully, I looked up a recent video of this man who began his escapade of bs regarding Putin. As a man who probably has his mansion in France (he speaks French, obviously lives there and considers himself and is told that due to his classical ballet he's one of the elite nazi white supremacists and behaves like this, with the pig ape whore celebrities who also live in France (but are American) fully sitting there urging him to beat, abuse, insult, rape and when I respond with "love" while sleeping, under hypnosis, under threat, in agony from pain, from a ddecade of non-stop torture while they've all gone out part ying to their promotions immediately after abusing and torturing me and handing me off to the next pig ape piece of shit to continue the endless wearing me down to death--

so I heard this bullshit artist who is really a pu ppet for the Europigape zone, of NATO--speaking "out" against Putin and the war--but obviously doing so because he's a rotten socialite with his roots now in France and of course, is bringing Europigpe fascist elitism into America and all that traditional Medievel peasant-master-slave entitlement brings with it. They abhor me, someone like me from that dreaded race that they have beaten down for 2,000 years, not just 500 years like African-Americans and the slave trade but 2,000 years of their shit and violence until Jews are so weakened and have been so slaughtered that I can't get a single jewish advocate to defend me around the planet. I have much more luck with Blacks in that regard, and only those outside of the bs celebrity entitlement zone, and all of those have viciously attacked me sitting next to their genocidal Holocaust hissing pig ape friends who all are trying their best to behave, dress and talk like French and europigapes like this creep dancer who is so abhorrent to me but he's constantly grabbing me and attacking me and abusing me and I physically can't take any more so I am being brainwashed. His former dancing is like a past life and he's just another rotten disgusting creep feeding off using and exploiting me for his rotten career--and life and debauchery and lack of light, spirit and joy on this planet. i can't get him off me, nor any of them. I write this post today because I heard this con artist descrying Putin and how much he, personally, is so happy to live in America and have "freedom" in my country which he is helping to turn into a fascist Nazi gangstalking State with hate, racism and genocidal and Stazi KGB practices. The ultimate h ypocrite and the pig apes of Whorewood are so thrilled with his very extensive background in these types of human violence aka gang stalking, which the Soviet Union has abounded in since at least the says of Stalin. And voila! His father was a Stalin military type of personality and it's just an apple off the same tree. Great job of bullshit blathering about how wonderful and working and fighting for "freedom" he is in regard to Putin---but what this pig ape really is doing is fighting for the Europigape zone of NATO to expand and especially for him and his piece of shit Europigape ilk to infiltrate and expand into the United States in order to create the Old World system of murder, genocide but hidden and disguised unde "gang stalking" terrorism, a la KGB/Stasi and the Secret Police of the former Soviet Union. So although I have been trying to ignore his videos on my social media, this pig ape along with the rest keep having poisons and drugs inserted into my food, water, vagina and anywhere else they can so I am too drugged up to think. I click on their shitty videos and see them 20 years ago  youthful and beautiful and happy. I don't look at them "now" because I can see that most of them are on a career decline and this contract out on me is a sure way to form an hegemony cartel and monopoly in the media, sponsored by the fascist Nazi 4th Reich which obviously controls politics and Whorewood and the media to such a covert Dark Money degree it's unfathomable. I luckily and finally decided to get out of fantasy-land today and after his endless 20 year old videos about himself when he was still beautiful and looked like he could stil love (and while he's an athlete and can still get it up, as for authentic emotion, thats as flaccid as the stinking intestines they forced into my health system and that stink and rotting death is their filth and vile hate and blackness---I truly want to not succumb to poisoning but after more than a decade of this deadly poison being forced upon me and for many years prior to that,b ut with this endless non-stop abuse I am not going to survive this much longer. Nothing will get a single person "in political or legal" responsibility to ever come to my aid or stop this murder of me. No one will budge an inch and do nay single thing to help me. So I have to write about this now. I got out of fantasy land and brainwashing and looked at this fake and hateful Nazi rotten fuck with fresh eyes because I don't want to be deluded and saw this Europigape rotten personality who I can see any day with a 20 year-old Thai women here in Phuket attacking me in gang stalking. They all have their rotten white supremacist wives somewhere else as they exploit the "minority" women--in Thailnd it's to obtain land but they can only do this by intermarrying with Thai women, for the most part. In Whorewood this contract out on me is almost the same thing, similar in respect. However, because I was being murdered due to me not being a subservient Thai but of my "race" which, unfortunately, has complied with the Nazais in eliminating me--I can't submit to pigs like this so he and they all have been going at me for a decade and I have been fighting for my life for much longer than that. I looked at this ultimate jerk-off and heard his Europigape pawn/puppetry about how he is fighting for America this country he "loves" but absolutely hates me for representing freedom in America--the Freedom is for white Europigapes out of Europigapeland to come and exploit America while shit like the pig pitt and filthalina gang try their best to become Europigape aristocrats of the pre-French Revolutionary type--the kind that were so vicious and violent to their "underlings" that the revolutionaries danced in the streets flowing with the blood of the aristocrats they finally slaughtered. That group has risen and is now trying to take over America. Some of it is the MAGA group, and these actors and these pig apes like this europigape scumbag rapist hater genocidal piece of shit is of that ilk. Behind them all is Trump and this contract he is still using for his promotion by that Nazi alliance that is global. Putin is included in it. I would like to say it's something like The Illuminati--something like a Freemason alliance. I Play Mozart's Masonic Funeral Music for them, for their demise and not mine. At this point my body is rotting internally from their poisoning and violence and repoisoning and non-stop violence. I really prefer them to be exterminated and not me. If only the US Government would not participate in this and would actually also care about Freedom in America and the Constitution none of this would be happening and I would not be in this death wish state towards these rotten creeps. I tell them this every dfay and they just continue and it's by now a running joke to them when I try to kill them and I am so weak they laugh as I try to punch them and strangle them in this teleportation hell that the government--not AOC, not Kinzinger, not Trump, not Graham, not Hillary Clinton, not Jamie Raskin, not "philanthropist" Bloomberg (and look at how much his district just voted for Republicans and I can attest he's a jewish Nazi and a most disgusting example of that most unfortunate trend that is never exposed by the non-Jewish controlled media but in appearances only. None of them does anything but viciously ttack me when I try to write anything on their facebook page they rush to attack me; bloomberg being one of the most nasty of them all. But now I have this Europigape man out of Russia mocking and smirking and raping and abusing and poisoning and helping me to  try to heal--saying and doing sleazy and ugly sexual things while the pieces of shit celebrities then insult me immediately afterwards as this pig ape whore creep dancer glares with ugly sinister eyes (that used to be beautiful) in his attempt to impress the fascist nazis of his cherished Europigapeland fascist cartel--now used as a pawn in the media to "speak for Freedom" against Putin. So far, he's worse than Putin or almost exactly the same when it comes to violations of human rights, but only on this most secretive covert torture situation that I seem the only one to have to deal with or maybe I am just the only one who has withstood so many murder attempts that I actually am dying from it but still fighting. Eventually my body has given out and I have succumbed to the bullshit scum of this creep but thankfully I looked at him as he is now, this year and not when he was beautiful and young and I hear his blathering crap with a weak smile about caring about Freedom and so grateful to America as he's fighting to turn 9it into a hierarchical slave society with Europigape shit controlling the sleazy crap of Whorewood who in turn influence the rest of society with their equally blathering fake movie and music crap.

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Shall I continue on this train-of-thought? What does "freedom" mean to these men? What does it truly mean for them when they blather in front of a microphone expounding on the injustice of the enemy adversary invading a country but perform the EXACT SAME sorts of actions when it comes to attacking me? Obviously the concept of freedom only is threatened when it comes to them. The true concept of individual freedom, thusly, appears to be a meaningless concept paired with exploitation of the vulnerable and the outcast and discriminated against versus the white supremacist model they all represent and fight for (and against me--both Putin and the "freedom" advocates in the entertainment and media/political complex).


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I won't say who, but you all know. It's a holographic image that only differs in external feature but is always the same programmed mentality. One of the most defining features about this discrepancy between actually caring about human rights and freedom and which group to CHERRY PICK in the Orchard OF Life remains the same: whomsoever has money and a lot of it is more worthy of freedom and justice than those who have been dispossessed of human rights, and thus ripe for the picking and the pricking of a thousand liars laying in wait for victims to devour. As society is to indoctrinated into not caring about human beings who are left defenseless and thus assaulted, raped and the memes and stereotypes, bigoted cliches remain, the cherry picking of the orchard of life remains as whether those selected are "worthy" of concern due to their socioeconomic or racial status. Freedom thus only applies to the mostly perpetrator class, white supremacists and male chauvinist rape culture, which so many women cling to because big daddy is going to reward them with a lot of presents if they go along for the rape ride in the cherry orchard of cherry-picking which victims to care about and which to also pluck and devour, sucking down to the kernal and the seed, sucking out the juice and then disposing of the poor picked cherry once so beautiful with such flowering petals now crushed underfoot by the "freedom" and "equality" hypocrites, marching for peace and equality with their big black boots (disguised as soft slippers and velvet gloves with warm smiling faces when in the lights of the cameras for their close-ups).


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The kind of interesting fact (which I can't "prove") about how or why Putin may have stopped the infernal attack upon me by his coterie of Russians and his triggering social media hacks into my connection streams--is when I was AGAINST Navalny and without any prejudice towards or against either Putin or Navalny, I just wrote a post on Facebook about how I thought Navalny was a fake, and I really felt that Putin was far more competent to lead Russia than Navalny every could have begun to mimic in his frantic appeal to oust Putin. After I wrote that post, Putin's face appeared on a photo/post on Facebook staring seriously but friendly into the camera and since that time the Russians have gone--but now returning via a "freedom" against Putin personality and I wonder what it would take for HIS terrorism to be stopped against me? Would I have to compliment him, but the contract states, out on me, that once I compliment or give positive affirmation the expletives then turn upon me in hate and viciously abuse me and poison and rape and attack me. If I so much as "dare" to post a complimentary sentiment about their art they come to pound poisons via rape into my body, threaten to kill me, the join in with the other terrorists and in their rows of celebrities (out of H-wood) insult, threaten and abuse me so that my body is worn down and aged, I am fighting their poisoning as they inhibit my immune system from literally daily and nightly violence in every kind of way that is deadly but keeps me appearing like I'm just deteriorating with no evidence of their endless slow "soft" murder crime.

At least Putin had some kind of threshold for his violence whereas there is nothing stopping the "liberal" celebrity fascists from their non-stop violence towards me. Nothing I ever could say to compliment them or give assurance, and if I "played their game" they would undoubtedly continue to poison and abuse me to death and even moreso after I would, parenthetically, give this "love" they are all trying to suck out and destroy--like that cherry they all want to devour to the core and spit out in hate after sucking out the beauty and joy. Nothing satiates their emptiness and black hole parasitism. At least Putin had a stopping point, albeit it took years for him to get to that point. I think supporting him against Navalny was something that he held very dear at the time. With these celebrities, someone giving them "love" means almost nothing, it's just like an energy drink they suck out piggishly and then spew hate into afterwards; that is the endless protocol they all follow. This person I am referrring to now raped me and then had the women who have had me raped and poisoned and beaten for YEARS non-stop by their husbands and fathers is one of those. His admonition to Putin when I hear it in an interview is like listening to bullshit extraordinaire. His and their endless verbal blathering crap aimed at me is about how they are so wealthy and "classy" compared to me, as they endlessly block my every financial earning capability and of course my government complies absolutely in this     UNFREEDOM injustice aimed at me. How is Putin really any worse, or the former CCCP system of surveillance and lack of privacy and a fascist Totalitarian system of oppression? What they call "freedom" these disgusting celebrities is their FREEDOM to fuck people like me over and suck out life and beauty and joy and call me bitch and pig and loser afterwards and beforehand. They then NEVER stop attacking me while I'm sleeping with their shitty sleazy and sick teleportation technology and they NEVER stop doing the same while I am in my most relaxed state in the shower as the poisons expand due to the moisture and heat and I am foggy and need to heal and relax, they come with hate using this creepy technology to suck out my energy, abuse me and etc etc.

Their tyranny is almost worse than that of Putin but truly it's all the same K-rap crap and they are no heroes, artistic geniuses or politically positive defenders of anything but a sleazy and decrepit "elite" system of devouring conquering worms.


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*my poem--not written by Poe**

And the conquering worm comes at night in the howling storm

my crimson bed of joy to devour

and the crimson worm comes to threaten me

and I cry out that he's a whore

the US government pours money into this decadent Babylon

like it's pouring money into the UKraine War.

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*now my poem, written partially in jest, under duress:


And they threaten me and they curse and rail, they come without fail rain or hail

they come but they never come they are cold as ice

they come to graft and grift me and carve out a slice of my life

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He comes to my private life and threatens me without end

he makes public statements about Putin which he cannot defend

the same fiend of whorish hate drives the enemy and his defector

all stuffed into the smashing woodchipper of the hooded selector.


They are conquering worms, 

coming to feed off the victims

they are the conquering worms

coming to appear in the sitcoms.

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This next one who speaks out against Putin: He's abusing me so much, and after a decade of one worm after the next having poison that bloats and hardens into the intestines plus stinking toxins sprayed on everything in my room so I am dying from poisoning-- and the threat of dying from stress and poisoning is so great by now that I am succumbing to the brainwashing just to try to not die from these non-stop attacks which have not stopped for a moment for over 10 years. I remain staring into the unwanted face of the Conquering devouring worm flying in the tempest of the night to take away my beauty and sight and with sighs of hate they rape and torture the US Government never intervenes and is of the same acting and dancing and musical troop they all behave like a conquering poopy worm, perhaps something inserted into your colon or your brain. A complete and utter drain of life and love and beauty, happiness and health. Notice that the poem by Edgar Allen Poe combines the theater with Death and the acts and faces and costumes of the parasite Worm of Death and it's many Acts in the drama of destruction.



"Edgar Allen Poe: The Conqueror Worm (read by Vincent Price)". Christopher MacIntyre. March 25, 2015.





The Conqueror Worm


By Edgar Allan Poe

Lo! ’t is a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged, bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form of God on high,
Mutter and mumble low,
And hither and thither fly—
Mere puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast formless things
That shift the scenery to and fro,
Flapping from out their Condor wings
Invisible Wo!
That motley drama—oh, be sure
It shall not be forgot!
With its Phantom chased for evermore
By a crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle that ever returneth in
To the self-same spot,
And much of Madness, and more of Sin,
And Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, amid the mimic rout,
A crawling shape intrude!
A blood-red thing that writhes from out
The scenic solitude!
It writhes!—it writhes!—with mortal pangs
The mimes become its food,
And seraphs sob at vermin fangs
In human gore imbued.
Out—out are the lights—out all!
And, over each quivering form,
The curtain, a funeral pall,
Comes down with the rush of a storm,
While the angels, all pallid and wan,
Uprising, unveiling, affirm
That the play is the tragedy, “Man,”
And its hero, the Conqueror Worm.
Source: The Complete Poems and Stories of Edgar Allan

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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