Friday, November 11, 2022

A very political post. NOT about the Midterms. An unfriendly "go to hell" requiem dedicated to them via Mozart's Masonic Funeral Music. //Their tyranny is almost worse than that of Putin but truly it's all the same K-rap crap and they are no heroes, artistic geniuses or politically positive defenders of anything but a sleazy and decrepit "elite" system of devouring conquering worms.

"Nine Inch Nails--Head Like a Hole (Official Video). Nine Inch Nails. December 25, 2009.



 

"MOZART--"Masonic Funeral Music K. 477". NeoClassical. 




This is one of those "hush-hush" subjects that is subject to more torture from the knee-jerk reactionary terrorist fascist 4th Reich expletives attacking me. I refer to Putin, yes that Putin the infamous friend to Trump. When I moved into this condominium here in Phuket, now it's years ago (I think it was around 2017 or 2018)---I got a series of YouTube trigger videos from Russian Prez Putin. It was only just one more famous personality putting his/her videos on my  YouTube channel and Facebook feed page. There were photos of Ivanka Trump with Putin's daughter living it up in the Oligarch wealth living large style. There were photos of someone claiming to be Putin's mistress. There were many videos about Putin and there were RUSSIANS invading this condo and one very tall Russian man who would appear just as I walked past one of the doors in my otherwise vacant hallway who wore black leather during 90+-degree weather to follow me into the elevator (it happened almost every time I walked in or out of the condo to go shopping). There were Russians in the hallways at other times as I returned from shopping and more sprees of Putin photos, videos and etc and commentaries by Trump (the "hander" of my terror contract) about his friendship with Putin. I had to associate all of this with Putin being involved in one way or another with this teleportation/mind control/enslavement contract out on me. 

I have to now associate that nationality with someone who claims they are "fighting" what Putin represents. I will not go as far as to name that person because I have written of that person (and by association I can't imagine how many others are involved) and yet, it's the typical hypocritical duplicity about the public persona "fighting" against evil but when it comes to private pleasures of all the sadistic sexual deviancies they truly are on the same page.


Obviously raping and abusing women (cherry-picking which ones they want to discredit, leaving the Nazified women mostly alone to claim their false superiority because the others are so downtrodden, raped, beaten and abused by this "elite" force of "masterful" rapist "elites"--this form of cherry-picking enemies of The State, whether from the vantage of Putin or the 4th Reich--is something that both Putin and their adversaries belonging to the NATO Europ-a-land alliance all cling to; in particular if these women (and men and children) are unprotected, as targets all become because the system is of isolation for both the former and current Soviet Union System, which is nothing new to Europigapeland or America or anywhere else on the planet. As for my targeting,  I fear out of paranoia it's mostly due to racism.  Upon retrospection, I think that point is untrue as probably if any woman were in my position as some undoubtedly are, they would also be attacked almost on the same trajectory of violence that I have been, no matter what color they appear. There truly is no justification outside of that I don't agree with their premise that they have a "right" to subjugate me and they have formed a universal cartel of criminality disguised as righteous rhetoric and performance to the contrary. Even their mafia celebrities are ordained as entertainers but are as vicious as any underworld thug and indeed they truly are of that ilk. Still nearly worshipped for pr presenting this "freedom" to "do as thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law" they are expressly allowed to continue to do almost whatever they want to me. The torture is now so deadly but on a slow drip-scale of poisoning and abuse to death but they are all given carte blanche to do so. I have been utterly abused y one of them for the past 4 weeks, who also is helping me to learn correct posture while I am struggling to get the poison they KEEP inserting into my bladder (or they were, the result is such far-gone damage that I can't tell any longer how much poison they are still inserting into me or whether they have stopped). They are still drugging me nightly and inserting stinking greasy foul dead meat substances into my vagina and/or it's the stinking mess of hard poisons that are making me die internally. No amount of writing begging for help in this regard has resulted in a single politician or entertainer to begin to intervene, I only get more worms coming to devour me in this contract and the list is never-ending widening. This current one is giving life-saving assistance in some kind of health care help, at the same time slowly murdering me with the endless pile-up of abuse that reaches critical mass and is a death sentence never-ending ongoing by now. He's piling it up like the rest of the endless rows of them sitting legs apart in these chairs applauding him in his violence towards me. Once he drugs me via poisoning inserts into my vagina and then assaults me after violence that is killing me--until I "react" due ot the drugging, my sleep or while in the shower state and drugged up, udner deadly assault that never ends, I respond as a human being to stimuls and that opens a portal of exploitation. Immediately this h ateful ugly person begins to insult me and when I tell him his art is fantastic he hisses in hate at me that he doesn't like me. The pig apes who have gone on and on stealing ideas from me and then slowly mjurdeing me, having parts of my body cut out and severed and permanently destroyed as they rake in millions of dollars and years of annual Oscars and awards just from the prizes associated with this contract, pat this nasty ugly man on the back as they all join in on insjulting me after he rapes me and I respond in a positive and evden loving way--while drugged up, under constant threat of death, while unconscious or semi-conscious or my consciousness put into an altered state. Politician after politician has come to first ask me for ideas or compliments and t hen they insult and threaten me likewise sitting next to the sick and disgusting celebrities--they all get their media moments and awards for their genres and then they all abandon me to more torture to death. So this next pig ape scumbag I have hit him punched him tried to kick his genitas call him pig tell him I wish him death tell him daily I don't like  him don't want him get off me--he forced this out of me because the stinkiing death coming out of my body (insertions into my vagina to poison and drug me and keep me sick and dying while their protocol is to have me tell them that I love them as they beat, rape and abuse me and steal every single thing from me they could possibly deestroy or take away and then they are promptly promoted into much higher positions in their fields--as I wrote. So under this endles threat of slow murder, which is not going to end whether I submit or not--as I was being murdered while I unintentionally "submitted" and was so drugged I can't explain verbally in this small hacked and brain-manipulated post how badly I cannot think clearly under these circumstances. I write this post because, thankfully, I looked up a recent video of this man who began his escapade of bs regarding Putin. As a man who probably has his mansion in France (he speaks French, obviously lives there and considers himself and is told that due to his classical ballet he's one of the elite nazi white supremacists and behaves like this, with the pig ape whore celebrities who also live in France (but are American) fully sitting there urging him to beat, abuse, insult, rape and when I respond with "love" while sleeping, under hypnosis, under threat, in agony from pain, from a ddecade of non-stop torture while they've all gone out part ying to their promotions immediately after abusing and torturing me and handing me off to the next pig ape piece of shit to continue the endless wearing me down to death--

so I heard this bullshit artist who is really a pu ppet for the Europigape zone, of NATO--speaking "out" against Putin and the war--but obviously doing so because he's a rotten socialite with his roots now in France and of course, is bringing Europigpe fascist elitism into America and all that traditional Medievel peasant-master-slave entitlement brings with it. They abhor me, someone like me from that dreaded race that they have beaten down for 2,000 years, not just 500 years like African-Americans and the slave trade but 2,000 years of their shit and violence until Jews are so weakened and have been so slaughtered that I can't get a single jewish advocate to defend me around the planet. I have much more luck with Blacks in that regard, and only those outside of the bs celebrity entitlement zone, and all of those have viciously attacked me sitting next to their genocidal Holocaust hissing pig ape friends who all are trying their best to behave, dress and talk like French and europigapes like this creep dancer who is so abhorrent to me but he's constantly grabbing me and attacking me and abusing me and I physically can't take any more so I am being brainwashed. His former dancing is like a past life and he's just another rotten disgusting creep feeding off using and exploiting me for his rotten career--and life and debauchery and lack of light, spirit and joy on this planet. i can't get him off me, nor any of them. I write this post today because I heard this con artist descrying Putin and how much he, personally, is so happy to live in America and have "freedom" in my country which he is helping to turn into a fascist Nazi gangstalking State with hate, racism and genocidal and Stazi KGB practices. The ultimate h ypocrite and the pig apes of Whorewood are so thrilled with his very extensive background in these types of human violence aka gang stalking, which the Soviet Union has abounded in since at least the says of Stalin. And voila! His father was a Stalin military type of personality and it's just an apple off the same tree. Great job of bullshit blathering about how wonderful and working and fighting for "freedom" he is in regard to Putin---but what this pig ape really is doing is fighting for the Europigape zone of NATO to expand and especially for him and his piece of shit Europigape ilk to infiltrate and expand into the United States in order to create the Old World system of murder, genocide but hidden and disguised unde "gang stalking" terrorism, a la KGB/Stasi and the Secret Police of the former Soviet Union. So although I have been trying to ignore his videos on my social media, this pig ape along with the rest keep having poisons and drugs inserted into my food, water, vagina and anywhere else they can so I am too drugged up to think. I click on their shitty videos and see them 20 years ago  youthful and beautiful and happy. I don't look at them "now" because I can see that most of them are on a career decline and this contract out on me is a sure way to form an hegemony cartel and monopoly in the media, sponsored by the fascist Nazi 4th Reich which obviously controls politics and Whorewood and the media to such a covert Dark Money degree it's unfathomable. I luckily and finally decided to get out of fantasy-land today and after his endless 20 year old videos about himself when he was still beautiful and looked like he could stil love (and while he's an athlete and can still get it up, as for authentic emotion, thats as flaccid as the stinking intestines they forced into my health system and that stink and rotting death is their filth and vile hate and blackness---I truly want to not succumb to poisoning but after more than a decade of this deadly poison being forced upon me and for many years prior to that,b ut with this endless non-stop abuse I am not going to survive this much longer. Nothing will get a single person "in political or legal" responsibility to ever come to my aid or stop this murder of me. No one will budge an inch and do nay single thing to help me. So I have to write about this now. I got out of fantasy land and brainwashing and looked at this fake and hateful Nazi rotten fuck with fresh eyes because I don't want to be deluded and saw this Europigape rotten personality who I can see any day with a 20 year-old Thai women here in Phuket attacking me in gang stalking. They all have their rotten white supremacist wives somewhere else as they exploit the "minority" women--in Thailnd it's to obtain land but they can only do this by intermarrying with Thai women, for the most part. In Whorewood this contract out on me is almost the same thing, similar in respect. However, because I was being murdered due to me not being a subservient Thai but of my "race" which, unfortunately, has complied with the Nazais in eliminating me--I can't submit to pigs like this so he and they all have been going at me for a decade and I have been fighting for my life for much longer than that. I looked at this ultimate jerk-off and heard his Europigape pawn/puppetry about how he is fighting for America this country he "loves" but absolutely hates me for representing freedom in America--the Freedom is for white Europigapes out of Europigapeland to come and exploit America while shit like the pig pitt and filthalina gang try their best to become Europigape aristocrats of the pre-French Revolutionary type--the kind that were so vicious and violent to their "underlings" that the revolutionaries danced in the streets flowing with the blood of the aristocrats they finally slaughtered. That group has risen and is now trying to take over America. Some of it is the MAGA group, and these actors and these pig apes like this europigape scumbag rapist hater genocidal piece of shit is of that ilk. Behind them all is Trump and this contract he is still using for his promotion by that Nazi alliance that is global. Putin is included in it. I would like to say it's something like The Illuminati--something like a Freemason alliance. I Play Mozart's Masonic Funeral Music for them, for their demise and not mine. At this point my body is rotting internally from their poisoning and violence and repoisoning and non-stop violence. I really prefer them to be exterminated and not me. If only the US Government would not participate in this and would actually also care about Freedom in America and the Constitution none of this would be happening and I would not be in this death wish state towards these rotten creeps. I tell them this every dfay and they just continue and it's by now a running joke to them when I try to kill them and I am so weak they laugh as I try to punch them and strangle them in this teleportation hell that the government--not AOC, not Kinzinger, not Trump, not Graham, not Hillary Clinton, not Jamie Raskin, not "philanthropist" Bloomberg (and look at how much his district just voted for Republicans and I can attest he's a jewish Nazi and a most disgusting example of that most unfortunate trend that is never exposed by the non-Jewish controlled media but in appearances only. None of them does anything but viciously ttack me when I try to write anything on their facebook page they rush to attack me; bloomberg being one of the most nasty of them all. But now I have this Europigape man out of Russia mocking and smirking and raping and abusing and poisoning and helping me to  try to heal--saying and doing sleazy and ugly sexual things while the pieces of shit celebrities then insult me immediately afterwards as this pig ape whore creep dancer glares with ugly sinister eyes (that used to be beautiful) in his attempt to impress the fascist nazis of his cherished Europigapeland fascist cartel--now used as a pawn in the media to "speak for Freedom" against Putin. So far, he's worse than Putin or almost exactly the same when it comes to violations of human rights, but only on this most secretive covert torture situation that I seem the only one to have to deal with or maybe I am just the only one who has withstood so many murder attempts that I actually am dying from it but still fighting. Eventually my body has given out and I have succumbed to the bullshit scum of this creep but thankfully I looked at him as he is now, this year and not when he was beautiful and young and I hear his blathering crap with a weak smile about caring about Freedom and so grateful to America as he's fighting to turn 9it into a hierarchical slave society with Europigape shit controlling the sleazy crap of Whorewood who in turn influence the rest of society with their equally blathering fake movie and music crap.

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Shall I continue on this train-of-thought? What does "freedom" mean to these men? What does it truly mean for them when they blather in front of a microphone expounding on the injustice of the enemy adversary invading a country but perform the EXACT SAME sorts of actions when it comes to attacking me? Obviously the concept of freedom only is threatened when it comes to them. The true concept of individual freedom, thusly, appears to be a meaningless concept paired with exploitation of the vulnerable and the outcast and discriminated against versus the white supremacist model they all represent and fight for (and against me--both Putin and the "freedom" advocates in the entertainment and media/political complex).


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I won't say who, but you all know. It's a holographic image that only differs in external feature but is always the same programmed mentality. One of the most defining features about this discrepancy between actually caring about human rights and freedom and which group to CHERRY PICK in the Orchard OF Life remains the same: whomsoever has money and a lot of it is more worthy of freedom and justice than those who have been dispossessed of human rights, and thus ripe for the picking and the pricking of a thousand liars laying in wait for victims to devour. As society is to indoctrinated into not caring about human beings who are left defenseless and thus assaulted, raped and the memes and stereotypes, bigoted cliches remain, the cherry picking of the orchard of life remains as whether those selected are "worthy" of concern due to their socioeconomic or racial status. Freedom thus only applies to the mostly perpetrator class, white supremacists and male chauvinist rape culture, which so many women cling to because big daddy is going to reward them with a lot of presents if they go along for the rape ride in the cherry orchard of cherry-picking which victims to care about and which to also pluck and devour, sucking down to the kernal and the seed, sucking out the juice and then disposing of the poor picked cherry once so beautiful with such flowering petals now crushed underfoot by the "freedom" and "equality" hypocrites, marching for peace and equality with their big black boots (disguised as soft slippers and velvet gloves with warm smiling faces when in the lights of the cameras for their close-ups).


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The kind of interesting fact (which I can't "prove") about how or why Putin may have stopped the infernal attack upon me by his coterie of Russians and his triggering social media hacks into my connection streams--is when I was AGAINST Navalny and without any prejudice towards or against either Putin or Navalny, I just wrote a post on Facebook about how I thought Navalny was a fake, and I really felt that Putin was far more competent to lead Russia than Navalny every could have begun to mimic in his frantic appeal to oust Putin. After I wrote that post, Putin's face appeared on a photo/post on Facebook staring seriously but friendly into the camera and since that time the Russians have gone--but now returning via a "freedom" against Putin personality and I wonder what it would take for HIS terrorism to be stopped against me? Would I have to compliment him, but the contract states, out on me, that once I compliment or give positive affirmation the expletives then turn upon me in hate and viciously abuse me and poison and rape and attack me. If I so much as "dare" to post a complimentary sentiment about their art they come to pound poisons via rape into my body, threaten to kill me, the join in with the other terrorists and in their rows of celebrities (out of H-wood) insult, threaten and abuse me so that my body is worn down and aged, I am fighting their poisoning as they inhibit my immune system from literally daily and nightly violence in every kind of way that is deadly but keeps me appearing like I'm just deteriorating with no evidence of their endless slow "soft" murder crime.

At least Putin had some kind of threshold for his violence whereas there is nothing stopping the "liberal" celebrity fascists from their non-stop violence towards me. Nothing I ever could say to compliment them or give assurance, and if I "played their game" they would undoubtedly continue to poison and abuse me to death and even moreso after I would, parenthetically, give this "love" they are all trying to suck out and destroy--like that cherry they all want to devour to the core and spit out in hate after sucking out the beauty and joy. Nothing satiates their emptiness and black hole parasitism. At least Putin had a stopping point, albeit it took years for him to get to that point. I think supporting him against Navalny was something that he held very dear at the time. With these celebrities, someone giving them "love" means almost nothing, it's just like an energy drink they suck out piggishly and then spew hate into afterwards; that is the endless protocol they all follow. This person I am referrring to now raped me and then had the women who have had me raped and poisoned and beaten for YEARS non-stop by their husbands and fathers is one of those. His admonition to Putin when I hear it in an interview is like listening to bullshit extraordinaire. His and their endless verbal blathering crap aimed at me is about how they are so wealthy and "classy" compared to me, as they endlessly block my every financial earning capability and of course my government complies absolutely in this     UNFREEDOM injustice aimed at me. How is Putin really any worse, or the former CCCP system of surveillance and lack of privacy and a fascist Totalitarian system of oppression? What they call "freedom" these disgusting celebrities is their FREEDOM to fuck people like me over and suck out life and beauty and joy and call me bitch and pig and loser afterwards and beforehand. They then NEVER stop attacking me while I'm sleeping with their shitty sleazy and sick teleportation technology and they NEVER stop doing the same while I am in my most relaxed state in the shower as the poisons expand due to the moisture and heat and I am foggy and need to heal and relax, they come with hate using this creepy technology to suck out my energy, abuse me and etc etc.

Their tyranny is almost worse than that of Putin but truly it's all the same K-rap crap and they are no heroes, artistic geniuses or politically positive defenders of anything but a sleazy and decrepit "elite" system of devouring conquering worms.


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*my poem--not written by Poe**

And the conquering worm comes at night in the howling storm

my crimson bed of joy to devour

and the crimson worm comes to threaten me

and I cry out that he's a whore

the US government pours money into this decadent Babylon

like it's pouring money into the UKraine War.

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*now my poem, written partially in jest, under duress:


And they threaten me and they curse and rail, they come without fail rain or hail

they come but they never come they are cold as ice

they come to graft and grift me and carve out a slice of my life

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He comes to my private life and threatens me without end

he makes public statements about Putin which he cannot defend

the same fiend of whorish hate drives the enemy and his defector

all stuffed into the smashing woodchipper of the hooded selector.


They are conquering worms, 

coming to feed off the victims

they are the conquering worms

coming to appear in the sitcoms.

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This next one who speaks out against Putin: He's abusing me so much, and after a decade of one worm after the next having poison that bloats and hardens into the intestines plus stinking toxins sprayed on everything in my room so I am dying from poisoning-- and the threat of dying from stress and poisoning is so great by now that I am succumbing to the brainwashing just to try to not die from these non-stop attacks which have not stopped for a moment for over 10 years. I remain staring into the unwanted face of the Conquering devouring worm flying in the tempest of the night to take away my beauty and sight and with sighs of hate they rape and torture the US Government never intervenes and is of the same acting and dancing and musical troop they all behave like a conquering poopy worm, perhaps something inserted into your colon or your brain. A complete and utter drain of life and love and beauty, happiness and health. Notice that the poem by Edgar Allen Poe combines the theater with Death and the acts and faces and costumes of the parasite Worm of Death and it's many Acts in the drama of destruction.



"Edgar Allen Poe: The Conqueror Worm (read by Vincent Price)". Christopher MacIntyre. March 25, 2015.





The Conqueror Worm


By Edgar Allan Poe

Lo! ’t is a gala night
Within the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng, bewinged, bedight
In veils, and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre, to see
A play of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra breathes fitfully
The music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form of God on high,
Mutter and mumble low,
And hither and thither fly—
Mere puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast formless things
That shift the scenery to and fro,
Flapping from out their Condor wings
Invisible Wo!
That motley drama—oh, be sure
It shall not be forgot!
With its Phantom chased for evermore
By a crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle that ever returneth in
To the self-same spot,
And much of Madness, and more of Sin,
And Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, amid the mimic rout,
A crawling shape intrude!
A blood-red thing that writhes from out
The scenic solitude!
It writhes!—it writhes!—with mortal pangs
The mimes become its food,
And seraphs sob at vermin fangs
In human gore imbued.
Out—out are the lights—out all!
And, over each quivering form,
The curtain, a funeral pall,
Comes down with the rush of a storm,
While the angels, all pallid and wan,
Uprising, unveiling, affirm
That the play is the tragedy, “Man,”
And its hero, the Conqueror Worm.
Source: The Complete Poems and Stories of Edgar Allan

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Terrorist, through-wall mechanical arm mutilation report: bald spots covering most of my head once again because for the past month, and for the last 2 weeks almost every day I am unable to spend the back muscle strength (gone from poisons ripping out of my spine, literally at the most critical bone structure level of internal tissue--due to years of struggling to remove hard as rock poison from chemicals poured and injected and pumped into my body so it would seep into the interior of my body. the same filth celebrities are there to have my body ravaged with mechanical arms while I lay in utter exhaustion deep healing sleep too sick to move, just laying down to sleep like 99.9 % of all human beings are able to do without fear of mechanical arms or people rushing to destroy their body due to MICROCHIP BRAIN IMPLANTS forcing me into non-sensation unconscious mode. they can cut parts of my body out it is as effective as neurological anesthesia for the most severe of surgery. They have severed out part of my uterus while I have been in that state; fractured vertebrae and have sliced under my nails every single night for over 17 years (I am almost unable to block this despite years of struggling to put blood-flow constriction layers around my hands and wrists to stop this I cannot block this attack 90% of the time. but I was too sick to do more than simply lay down in utter sickness and sleep, during the day into the night all night then the next day just collapsing while tom hardy spent hours insulting abusing yelling death threats quietly making endless extreme violent murder threats all day--I could only put on a soft cap over my head which they just lifted up and doused stinking grease into my hair and then hair follicle destroying chemicals. the hair texture is extremely damaged and most of the hair I spent over one year fighting to regrow (most will not regrow I could not figure out how to prevent home break-ins and then how to protect my head from the creeps ordering the scum to incise into my gum tissue and pour hair damaging chemicals plus stinking grease; when the ape rapists had ability to break into my room they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and pour semen and stinking sewage water into my body into my hair; steal my money spray filth on my clothing and destroy every pair of shoes so the heels were worn down at a 45-degree angle and the shoe soles coming apart so I was always walking on crooked shoe soles--to augment the crooked spine and fractures they also committed against my body in this perpetual nightly comatose state. ///So I slept and was teleported I could not diminish the sick and stupid sleazy death hate death energy skits that shitalina and her crew of europigape scum trash low-level parasites from the "upper crust" of English society, bringing in a lout like tom hardy to inflict his miserable hate and racist violence upon me undoubtedly he is a nazi in some organization and fully under the myth that being a white english males makes him superior to me in all respects but does not stop in extracting ideas out of me because he, like most of the english, exist in their mental boxes of regulated conformity to their hierarchical assumption to supremacy and so must everybody else if they can achieve this--using mind control that is one of their goals. //My hair which, before I was too ill to leave my body so exposed last month, it had grown back a great deal but they have literally used hair follicle remover technology to yank the hair follicles out using hair laser removal tools--I believe my scalp was dotted with bumps from the hair follicles having been literally removed while I was unconscious and unable to defend myself; that was about 3 years ago after a german sick fuck rapist pig ape used pornographic hate rape upon me, which shitnegger the austrian sick fuck nazi governor of california had fully sanctioned (this was the first year of biden, actually so it was years ago time is so repetitive with one rotten white trash shit ape pig from europigapeland after the next inflicting hate and pornographic violence upon me. I tried to fend him off, this German sick fuck all the pigs of this group surrounded with applause and a huge tour for him around europe ensued instantly after he began violently raping me (that is the standard reaction for all the shit rapist scum who attack me in this hate technoterror system). I began after weeks of saying get off me and stop then finally calling him a pig and get his greasy pig meat off me and etc and they then had most of my hair pulled out while in deep sleep mode every day hair falling out--it is now mostly gone once more. Taking a shower my head is almost bald again hair falling out the texture of my hair completely damaged from 2 weeks of being too ill to do more than fall into sick sleep from poisons ripping out of my spine and back and rib cage and then an accident because in this most vulnerable state tom hardy went on and on never ending death threats while my entire spine was in this state of extreme vulnerability of the stability of spinal structure and muscle strength---in a way none of you can understand I am certain (and none of you care all I have done is write to get this oaf sick fuck off me for the past 7 months of near death being abused so badly my hair has turned grey and now he had my hair damaged and sprayed stinking filth not only onto my hair and clothing but around the area I was sleeping into my shoes so I would wake up with inutterable stinking foul stench that does not come out of fabric without great exertion and multiple cleanings for days---from hardy who spent no minute exploiting this most serious vulnerability for the shitalina stupidity must have this contract because that ugly sick trash filth going back to her sleazy posturing stupid movies that never won much notice on the level of Oscars and suddenly MY IDEAS bringing dirtynazi shit skank after shit like pig pitt and shitalina and dumb whorren mirrage and the entire english cartel to the oscars and the vicious violence to obtain permission to prove what violent life fuck genocidal nazis they are by endlessly stealing all they can from me destroying the rest and mutilating my body without end--they can't achieve anything without doing this to me it would seem because of the endless 2 years of extreme violence endlessly inflicted upon me in a surge of violence once they all realized that rump was going to return and he was still in control. The demo-rats rushed to join in until the very last moment when the repug shit took over bringing endlessly crocket into this contract always violently abusive towards me at least verbally for her endless 'rising star" promotions in the media. Political entertainment she is, american truly yearns only for this apparently. And so, most of my hair is now completely ruined. I still have a dangerous amount of poison in my body and eventually if I ever can heal from endless life destroying life energy sucking tom hardy and his english shit filth bucket crew of wealthy"aristocrats" plus the never-ending stupid filthy vileness of shitalina and dirty nasty pig ape pitt endlessly clutching onto destroying my body and life for their sleazy sick endless oscars and awards--both of them having stolen ideas from my former creative writing (I only write about this situation now) and going to the oscars obtaining millions of dollars in the process and then having my sub sub poverty disability cut off because they must have this contract. Using dirty sick sleazy shit stupid hardy to abuse me without end and his nasty dirty wife they are a team of hate and english bigotry a la nazi national front england--violent hooligan extremely bigoted racist and violent. americans really want him to move into america and take over for more nazi training and otherwise nobody does anything to stop this or him from doing just that and the rest of the truly dirty nasty life fuck genocidal english shit you all worship claming you are "part english" and therefore they are welcome to come in and take over fuck everything up--they put musk into power none of you ever stopped him and when I wrote about what he really has proven to be, you just ignored me. Now keep on ignoring me when I write that shit like this group from whorewood is a life lfuck disaster for america keep on doing nothing as i wrote for years "keep doing nothing and see what you will get" from this group NOW you are seeing and STILL YOU DO NOTHING.

  Not that any of you care, it's my "problem" I did something to deserve it, you all say, and it will never happen to precious...