Friday, November 21, 2025

Gavin newsom has had my ssi disability benefits completely closed and off---they were "suspended" and now they are "discontinued" and this happened in the last 2 months after his endless assaults on me. Because I am fighting to get the next abuser potential murdering hater off me (the end result is being mutilated after rape and abuse leading to death, it has been ongoing for years I am fighting to heal every day) he exacerbated the inability to heal with 16 hours of abuse and torture per day, I could not function nor get anything done and I am still being tortured with him glaring in hate as I scream out my hate for this person who has hit abused sent euro men to rape and beat me as his proxies---has had me abused so badly my body has broken down and I have been threatened endlessly that they will destroy me have my money cut off and kill me for not allowing him to abuse sexually exploit and threaten abuse insult and just "take it" as a "slave" using brain implants, a universal torture and murder system aka "gang stalking" which is just death squads using every person who wants to get a kill thrill open public hunting license to inflict sadism and torture upon another person; usually paid in full with free everything and endless promotions for all involved. They all glob onto abusing me forever to continue to get the endless free deals by just inflicting rage and hate and racism and sexism and violence on me--a target. The benefits as of August were still in "suspended" status but now "discontinued" which means he had them in California block all benefits for having fought against rape and torture for daily hours of abuse. He was slapping hitting abusing sticking his penis out at me insulting threatening and having my home made filthy and stinking then demanding that I clean it up as he watched with my body and nervous system under a kind of puppetry manipulation, I would clean and drop on my bed in sickness from the exertion from the poisons HE PROFITED OFF HAVING POURED INTO MY BODY ALL THESE YEARS UNDER PELOSI with their endless profit off this system through whorewood, which he sits in total solidarity with after years of them stealing my ideas. He is now stealing ideas about equality and fighting injustice from me so he can blurt them out with huge practiced smiles but since he abused me so badly and after 6 hours of abuse every day I am screaming in torture rage after non-stop truth serum drugging and abuse every day and night screaming how much I detest him by now. Thusly he and they all in California have had my disability totally cut off and they are forcing me into homelessness due to this chicanery. I was forced to leave the country my family was making sure I was being KILLED by poisoning and have not stopped having me poisoned raped and tortured hoping to capitalize on the final death of this contract and are now engaged in abusing me with the whorewood team, with newsom there every day sitting in the background glaring with murderous rage at me for saying no to his exploitation of me, with my consent. Will someone please stop this endless murder of me after years of them putting trump into power and putting this disaster for the country, the economy so they don't have to pay taxes and so newsom can become the republican candidate who will pardon them all for their current crimes, continue white male rape culture which is fine and dandy for the black and jewish out there participating eagerly in this as they say it's only happening to me and "not me" they say with smug delight about themselves. This is the standard response, however the system is being currently expanded by the Neuralink company and people WILL be raping teleporting and murdering others bringing society into a degenerated and horrific state of anarchy with all murder being exonerated because no one will be able to prove it. That is just one example, but I had to leave to save my life and get health care since my family refused to help me while I was in grad school, living off student loans I asked my brother to help me find a place to live as he and my other brother are both heavily involved in real estate, they just hung up on me laughed and with absolute hate refused to help me in any way. forced to live on far below the poverty level back years ago now it is impossible for me to survive and heal. They orchestrated this destruction of my disability so they can have their children and themselves get instant promotion into h-wood through the A$$-list whorewood group which have gone to oscars for over a decade using ideas they have stolen from my writing as they made me paralyzed with hardening poisons and kept poisoning me while I begged for YEARS online to get anybody to stop this as they were murdering me and they still are killing me daily with 16 hours of abuse per day.

 Newsom had his nazi republican system and all his minions and the whorewood hate group completely block all my benefits, while they have made me disabled and have profited in millions off my ideas, which they lie and deny and have deleted my writings and etc. 


I am stuck here with ZERO WAY TO EARN MONEY they block my internet so often I can't use it 80% of the time, if so for only 3 minutes at the most as they continuously block hack and rewrite and make any professional internet presence literally impossible for me; this includes any computer I use anywhere as I am followed by groups of people who instantly hack into all computers I use and disrupt and DOS and block and rewrite continuously while I fight to work to write a simple one-page business letter.


They have blocked all my attempts to earn money for 20 years ever since I finished grad school. My "family" made sure I was poisoned into paralysis after having my spine fractured so they could endless feed off this contract out on me, keeping me paralyzed incapable of earning money while screaming about what a "Sponge" and "Loser" I supposedly am. They are currently profiting off the whorewood group which has made millions of dollars having stolen my ideas I wrote about women's rape and oppression, all the nazi cheerleader bigots taking credit for the brave and daring adventures in women's rights, while I am perpetually called bitch tortured raped and beaten for having such ideas they want me blank and just performing fellatio as they slap my face and call me bitch in front of ugly shitalina and all her feminist black and blonde nazi girlfriends who also partake of all this (Giggly, laughing there is a long list of them kamala harris and oprah being the latest to obtain the political means of being put into front losing leadership role so trump would "win" in the last election, all giggly happy and slapping abusing me for fighting and in rage calling oprah an aunt jemima for her bs prostitution sex trafficking role also instealing my ideas as well. The black contingent has followed but it was obama who also profited off this contract back in 2008 and you can see shitalina and pig pitt on the same stage when obama "won" his election and they have all been conspiring to use me as their springboard for every election "winner" who will continue to allow this rape and endless murder contract out on me and the rest of society continue seamlessly unabated all politicians fully going along)

thusly nasty newsom is fully on board actively abusing me having his euro-hate bigots rape me as he slaps my face calling me bitch. he has been rewarded with being deemed the lead candidate in the next election cycle and also for having cut my disability benefits off. I am not supposed to leave the country but they were murdering me in the united states and will have much more accessibility to do this if I left this area where I can get the health care I need but just need to have my benefits reinstated. Because this group put me in a deadly accident where a metal rod was made loose in my back after a contrived accident (using the microchip implant system along my spine) my family organized that the rod be made loose, because they can cut parts of my body out while I am in deep sleep mode they did this to me by making the metal scoliosis surgery rod come loose (a "herrington rod")> because my family has been catering to abusing me for nazi approval most of my life, since way back in the 70's and they were so deadly abusive I left home at age 15, I can now look back and see that they were fully into having me literally killed for their profit the nazis hated me so much for competing and winning and being a top athlete, beautiful and happy. This is too much for them to see anyone not blonde have independence and not cater to them with mental slavery so they have demanded that my family partake in deforming poisoning mutilating me and then literally abandoning me. They now relish attacking me to death and have been handed so many awards and perks and mansions that they are turned on, their children are so enthralled they act like the worst of nazis in this regard (and in every regard they are fully programmed, they represent the "younger generation" which is never protesting the trump movement because they, too believe that the enslavement and destruction of "others" means that they are entitled to participating in the obliteration of the "losers").

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the post below was so hacked that I could not publish it due to uncharacteristic hacking which blocked the publication; once I copied the additional sentences I included after the chaotic endless fight to get any letters to print out while typing--pounding every key backspacing my brain being assaulted by tech in room next to mine through the faux wall which is so thin I can bend the corrugated wood panel that separates my room from the next under the sink--the waves of the tech just blast through and attack my brain as I sit here-ranting the hacking so bad I can't type my hands can't function and my brain pummeled with curse words and my cognition blocked from clear analysis and writing; thusly shitnigger and all the abuse rapist murdering scum bigots then torture me for having written what they force out of me through non-stop torture on all levels, all day and night tears in my eyes from the throat microchip implant and along my spine into my nervous system, my brain compartmentalized into ranting while I fight to type--they torture me for the reaction to torture and if I don't write about their torture they torture me to get me to write a bout them after hours of non-stop torture---which is by now excruciating with tears pouring out of my eyes thye depp shit filth family did this to me while poisoning me to death as I reacted and fought to stop the pounding of poison into my body by that ugly sleazy filth, ugly shitnigger has brought them to abuse and threaten myu life stealin ideas for the stuipd blank daughter and some german rat scum who had my spine fractured and my7 body poisoned almost to death (there is a record of me having to go to the emergency room and he was involved, whether directly or not but involved) he with the rat spawn of depp all broughyt by the filth of shitnigger arnold and newsom the prostituted whore with his gold digger sleazy whorew wife and family---all just torrturing me non-stop then torturing me by cutting of money more torture endless abuse and it has gone on and on u nabated for over 15 years. As a result trump was put in power because I clicked on a photo he hacked into my facebook page because I could sense and understand that hillary was just going to continue the tortrure, as she did when working WITH TRUMP to attack me as consolation prize to him "winning" by having been handed this tech. Dirty ugly shit nigger rushed to abuse me years ago when I watched terminator, and then 2 months ago or 3 by now I watched two goddamn sick fuck clips of his ape-appearances in movies and he has not stopped bringing in on a daily basis shit filth crap whores who are all instructed to literally abuse me into death on a daily basis for me having clicked on their goddamn videos--the abuse using teleportation and voice to skull amplified by drugging which they do every single night while I am helplessly asleep--injected into my bladder I suggest not sure how it's being done but I wake up and they bvegin the abuse which lasts for hours until I turn on the youtube to change my brainwave patterns because anything new changes my attention--thusly they hack profusely people who had come more politely at me years ago, but under instruction by shitnigger they are nazi murderous abusive yelling screaming violent and ugly and sinister under his directionm, which is directly tied to the nazi cartel this ugly filth hunk of shit came from in order to infiltrate hollywood--// I saw that hackers had deleted parts of the sentences and rejoined them into extremely confusing and chaotic ranting sentences, plus the cursing that accompanies the hours of abuse by ugly sick shitnigger this ugly dirty filthy parasite who afterwards had me on the ground stomping on my head after I wrote this post after years of his torture rape mutilation and poisoning and stealing my ideas because he is a dirty and ugly sinister sick rotten rat leech ape--he is so disgusting and yet I can't get rid of this filthy dirty crap--instead the blacks like ice cube and now ralph fiennes, the same dirty lying mentality there is no race or intellectual differentiation they are rotten and sleazy parasites, one quotes shakesperae and is abusing me for having copied a sonnet trying to discredit me by posting a stupid ranting "poem" about lust and hate, writinn as the caption that it is a "shakespeare sonnet" while it obviously is not for anybody who has studied that genre. He then is abusing me viciously for having extracted, upon hours of trying to ignore him fresh from sleep drugged state so they can torture ideas and information out of me each and every single morning and all the pig rat celebrities and news anchors and shit rat podcasters who are the eager rat leeches of this nazi continuum (the entire media is by now trump made sure to get rid of the blacker ones but all are involved in the media world the podcasters, all rush to get free media promotions courtesy of the nazi shitnigger cartel thusly black rappers are always honoring this ugly hulk of rancid rat ape rancid meat decayed crap---but I am trying to kill him he's such a huge and detestable ugly hulk of bullshit hate nazism and violence but he arrives with leeches screaming in vicious hate at me under his instruction--the english try so hard to intellectually dehumanize me only they can understand shakesperare or white nazis out of america they are so incensed they turn to violence when I make a clear and rational dissention to their stupid interpretations in comment sections on y outube--this is a prelude to the nazi fascist overtake of america that shit like ice cube is welcoming in because his stupid one-line rap shit is stale and old, his endless fake black ghetto accent maybe does not fool all the stupid black folk looking for representation especially after his good goon friend snoop dogg was a highlight of the trump inauguration parade of nazi white and black oreo plantation society//and then as I re-read the post it has been highly deleted, partially deleted words pasted together after half of sentences were deleted---I have no more time to rewrite the entire post---I spent so much time fighting to type it out the hacking is nons-top. The bigot scuum who attack me are trying endlessly to discredit me so the confusing post is a testament to how badly they are attacking my keyboard, my writing rewriting deleting parts of sentences and pasting all together omitting commas and grammer etc

 After about an hour of repeating to feines to shut up and go away, perhaps longer while I was cleaning up their filth in my room, (this had...