Sunday, January 4, 2026

The Ugly, dirty sleazy filth of Krispy Kreame Krap Noem and the filth stupidity and incompetence of Whorewood with an assault that is just endless violence for me having watched a filth stupid mediocre movie slated to "win" a top award, and even moreso due to this violence upon me for being so ill from detox, and the never-ending parasitic feeding off life force that parasite noem the ugly sinister parasite leech feeds of monitoring my brainwaves and uses extreme violence against me when I am at my most sick from detox--which never ends I am always in a near-state of emergency illness from poisons and hard latched on shells of poison ripping out of my central nervous system, into my brain, my intestines emitting the most toxic of 30-year old and older poisons latched into my spine for most of my life. I was so ill I could not do more than sit staring at the laptop, fighting to get internet on and trying to block out the ugly sickness of leech parasite noem this filthy dirty skank latched onto attacking me and feeding off sadism and torture. She is sucking my life force out like the rest of these ape whore pig scum rat leeches but she brought on the filth stupid team of one battle after another--dirty filthy revolting creeps the blonde old nazi male actor who used to date dirty madonna yet another hypocritical racist with all her "liberal posturing" crap but sean penn is a rotten nazi bigot who got his entire team, with lugubrious leo the rotten endlessly "winning" leech on me for 15 years he and this shitalina crew have spent all day, every day, monitoring abusing asking for ideas this ugly dirty creep dicaprio has fed off this contract and assisted in rape torture poisoning of me to obtain his endless spate of undeserved top awards--the filthy swine rat came with the team of the usual black nazi skanks working alongside their blonde nazi "masters" so completely absorbed into nazi minion culture and trying along with KKK Krap noem to assault me to further rape white male supremacy culture--the black women rushing at me but they began while I was in my usual 12 hour deep sleep sickness state unprotected by all the layers I wear--so they doused my hair with damaging oils stinking and my hair is falling out from their poisons smeared into my hair-my hands are dried up they douse harsh chemicals on my skin--my cuticles cut into they are huge and swollen so my hands look like I've been working with acid for years with my hands unprotected. They came at me firstly by just hitting me in my deep sleep state--as shit whore ugly sick parasite leech noem the filth kkk krap has been doing with old newscum the white nazi prick pig rat ape from cali and then the rotten german nazi "punk not nazi'" filth she embraced watching him and the english shit pig rape me viciously taking turns--under her order as she then played hegelian dialectic "help" to "rescue" me from so much violence that under extreme drugging and poisoning and torture and beatings and rape I told this filthy ugly sick parasite that she is "beautiful" only under extreme stress and being murdered, essentially. Since then she has made sexual passes at me then had me beaten then abused then endless hours per day of questions after torture and beatings so the nazi white trash german shit rat can have original concepts to add to his cliche antifascist songs from 30 years ago (long story). But yesterday after such sickness life-threatening detox as they see me in utter sickness unable to move as they attack 12-16 hours per day unremitting every second all day into the night in deep sleep--no one could withstand this while I perpetually shit out decades old murder poisons and chemicals and drugs while they continue to drug and torture me.Watching this movie knowing that probably the shit team might come and attack me and under this utter sickness, totally all-encompassing in my lymphatic state my nervous system supersaturated with deadly poisons and drugs unable to do more than eat and watch videos needing to absorb my concentration wholly--not able to study or do anything in such sickness I watched this film hoping the shit team would not come and attack me. In that drugged up state I wrote on facebook that sean penn was a great actor---he rushed at me after he got (and dicaprio and shit ugly sick sinister noem the kkk krap piece of rotten parasitic vampire shit) as they just hit me and hit me in my deep sleep state. I had done nothing but watch this filth shit movie and noem came at me beginning with asking me to hit her, then demanding that I hit her, I said no so she began to hit me I flew into a frenzy to pound her out of my attack zone and out of my sphere---that is after 20 years and longer of being raped beaten while asleep tortured drugged and incapacitated by shit after shit nazi trash creep so it is now almost a reflex to fight them off me. She has been getting ugly white pig men who have since obtained lead roles in huge blockbuster movie deals from rape and beatings rape and abuse rape and torture ongoing all day all night day after day since shit rump came into office--which was while biden was still president by the way at least 6 months prior to the election the rump regime began the white trash nazi show of utter violence and rape by europigape trash shit--but once they got into office then it was hegseth bannon and now dirty ugly sleazy noem and with their permision the "anti-ice" movie bullshit of this group of so-called actors--who have NOTHING to say in their little horrid stupid interview of the cast they had nothing nothing to say they have zero intellect they are blank stupid sleazy empty parasitic nothings with no concepts completely banal and over-rated. Sean Penn, who probably had me under mind control while I was watching the movie had his black nazi plantation slave-mentality actors playing the "bold and sexualized animalistic" black revolutionaries to assault me so white nazi males and shit like noem can just point blank rape and rob and torture but blacks like them in the cast get a get out of plantation slave status free card only that they must remain in the big house with the other house slaves--they hope in beverly hills with more plantation awards for performing the exact opposite of what every "woke" movie purports to portray. The author of the book upon which the movie is based is probably dead or otherwise he might not be so happy with the result of this crappy film, set to become a top contender all say it will win the top award. It is not worthy and sean penn is nothing but a cheap and sick psychopath white supremacist as his role implies he was not acting, as a matter of fact. He had his black nazi slave attack me as I was fighting her off me, while dirty ugly noem the kkk krap watched on as usual, feeding off this watching me fight perpetually to put hate and violence in my sphere as much as possible to destroy me she feeds off the energy of sucking out my life spirit she is a parasite without end on my life. This ugly dirty leech is just endlessly latched onto me for her sadistic feeding frenzy and money and power accumulation. Ironic that this shit cast rushed with dirty dicaprio the leech as well to join with her and the movie is about shit like kkk noem and her violence and sickness but they don't even get nominally into the reality of what kind of hypocritical filth shit like ugly dirty noem is nor do they even acknowledge it in their own behavior when they assault me under the guidance of rotten noem so white supremacy will award them with best film actor all they can obtain. I wrote just as I had done with old scum newsum that he should become president after just watching him get his jollies on giggly about fighting the texas redistricting in california, the place I had just moved address to and he jumped to assault me I wrote on facebook to him that I support him in his endeavor and perhaps he could become president. I was a million percent under mind control from trauma poisoning drugging (drugging is continuous they never stop murdering me with poisoning through drugging for mind control purposes) when I realize that I was under mind control I retract the statements I had made such as when writing on facebook that penn should win an award he is a dirty ugly sinister slime like all the rest but so absolutely violent towards me it is unbelievable. He does not deserve an award he was not acting he was the only one in the film who had more than 1-2 facial expressions throughout the film.the rest are blank as personalities as are their acting skills the movie left me with a usual numb nothingness the book I am certain is much more powerful as usual they wrecked a great idea and turned it into whorewood hypocrisy. That is the essence of the mind control evoked through these shit rotten actors so-called--they are absolutely opposite in their personal money-cloying fame attacks (they now revolve around attacking me as dicaprio has for over a decade this slime dirty screaming hissing filthy creep goddamn get him off me they latch on forever these filthy fucks). they play these roles in these shitty-made violent and sexual-based movies with sexual and racist stereotypes then have a scriptwriter inject some "meaningful" concepts which are a basic flimsy basis of a seminal plot framework for concepts about idealistic endeavors to not have an unjust world. The shit actors at least since they began teleporting me in 2013 have literally put fascist nazism into lead roles in the government partnering with shit like MTG with scripts so she can claim she is playing opposite to the repug party just in time for the midterms to salvage her career. The same was done by musck and trump is playing his most favorites as opponents using whorewood scriptwriters. In essence, every plot of the theatrical media and politics is a script-written plot device by a whorewood-backed leadership backstage (nazi-paid and controlled) system. The point is to sell more white nazi trash paradigm and retain control using black nazi skanks like the filth who played in key roles in this one battle after another dumb and dumber movie violence as the main draw besides sex shit entity of this thing I watchd, ready to forget about it but I fell asleep without being able to protect my head and hands and feet and teeth--they also cut into my gum tissue as well as damaging my hair and skin my hands are as usual extremely damaged and etc..but they first just began hitting into my face as ugly noem advised them to do to trigger me--I was so ill I tried to ignore them--then they continued and continued then they used the throat constriction torture (microchip implant in my throat) then they made my heart palpitate until I finally got up and then the abuse of them literally rushing at me hitting me began to trigger me Once I began to fight back ugly rotten dirty old bigot penn (pig) began furiously punching at me. He began to kick me I grabbed his pig hoof and made him land on his back and hit him in the groin. He began screaming at me as dicaprio came to him and put his arm around him and said stupid things of comfort. I then fell back asleep to drown in sickness until they teleported me in the deep of night as penn came at me grabbing my breasts calling me the b-word hitting my face from a side angle while I was in deep theta sleep--into my face screaming I tried to ignore him he continued and continued. He then had me teleported to being homeless in a room full of blondish nazi americans laughing and saying stuipd things I called them white trash it was also subliminally coerced into my subconscious I was not thinking of what I was saying and I was indeed asleep in my prime body state in my real bed but teleported and saying these things. Penn came at me and came at me hitting grabbing my body screaming came at me with a knife slashing into my face and body they also had slashes on my skin in the teleported situation and surrounded by white nazi shit laughing and mocking and etc. //all of that because I fought back after they first began to hit me and hit me and hit me until I reacted, then because I reacted dirty sleazy ugly penn began this ultra violence and purportedly not only for white supremacy but also to try to oppress me completely, which has been the goal of dirty stupid blank noem although unbelievably she was governor of a State she is a calculating lying parasite that is the reason why nazi america put her into power this is the trend for maga and nothing more-- a lying slew of money-grabbing parasites sexual predator leeches and dirty life-sucking abuser psychopaths.

 Finally after 12 hours of torture beatings abuse sexual harassment and torture I told ugly penn that he deserved at least a nomination in the back of my mind to get the torture to stop. Because from what I have seen of the defunct whorewood industry there is not much acting going on from the usual lead actors some of the 2nd principle actors are much better than the endless slum of the whorewood ape cartel which has been put into endless oscar procession for years and years due to this contract of endlessly assaulting me. Behind dirty and ugly sick dicaprio is the mafia nazi cartel of the gottis and deniro and pesce they have endlessly been in the background after spending years of endless assault and have put dicaprio in these oscar roles who has orchestrated so much murderous violence that as I fight to heal from poisoning he rushes at me at my most extreme sickness like the rest of white nazi trash men--all these rat pigs who play heroic rescuing strong men are abusing and raping a defenseless woman sick from poisoning and asleep and partially paralyzed from poisoning they all participated in having put in my body all these years--they rush back every awards seawson to get the years of obtaining lead roles in these movies out of endless rape as a collective the pig white trash men all get lead roles by the nazi-controlled whorewood establishment


filhty dirty dicaprio and filthy dirty penn are like two pigs in a blanket their racism and sexism is disgusting

blonde women get worship treatment anyone else not on their nazi plantation list gets destroyed wth rape and torture

the last I saw of filthy pig penn was me kicking him once more--only to fight dirty nazi jew roman polanski always working to support every white nazi male who rapes and assaults me--as usual it is always the same with every minority; polanski was trained during wwii by nazis to perform this role--he still plays nazi advocate and is as nasty as possible. He came into this group because I praised his movies, like I praised penn because he was the only one on the set who appeared to have any facial expressions beyond one or two frozen looks---but he is a piece of ugly sick shit truly a revolting ugly dirty rat 


and thusly, I write this to the void which has always done nothing

trump who you all did nothing about for all the years and years and years and years I wrote of him building up a 4th reich nazi cartel out of whorewood then into congress during the biden years that is all I wrote of and during the first t-rump term I wrote of it and screamed as they surrounded mme every day for writing and revealing what is now apparent


trump has begun world war iii or perhaps I am exaggerating

maybe the iranians or the venezuelans or palestinians or just irate home-bound terrorists that filthy dirty stupid ugly KKK krap noem has had their femily members killed in ice detention centers maybe they will finally just blow up LA that would be a win for democracy and america since none of you can ever do anything but bow your heads in unison to do nothing until a "Kings day" protest gives you permission to make some pithy slogan signs to carry around as a fun joke lark if you do ever protest


but I encourage people to stop putting shit dirty nazi mafia dicaprio into more oscars this movie one battle after another is an insult to the original premise of the book by the author, and an insult to people actually fighting the shit of the krap of filth like noem a parasite who feeds off sadism and torture--she has me to feed off and for the few days of me being sick from poisoning she has had my body smeared with damaging poisons had three men simultaneously taking turns violently sexually abusing me has attacked mefor hours per day andhas gone off glowing with hormones of sadistic delight as no one ever stops this shit but back to this movie

do not allow the nazi gotti crime racist group with deniro (he is such a pro trump supporter his stupid fake videos chastizing trump are a farce part of the reverse psychology of controlled opposition)

do not put the skank prostituted minority minion black women of this film into any winning category nor any of them, penn especially he is a rancid sick rat he looks like one acts like one

I absolutely had no intention of supporting him I was under mind control as has happened innumerable times while they then all rush to assault and violate rape abuse insult and torture meendlessly calling me a bitch ugly and then they ask me for ideas for hours while shit noem urges them to suck ideas out of me

so they can use them as their front

then destroying my property when I finally scream to shut the fuck up I rush at them violently after they punch hit slap abuse yell threats insults and commit more and more violence

once I react then they increase the violence to real damage


do not promote penn or dicaprio or the black nazi shit women of this acting group not actors just stunt shit whores

the movie is an insult to all real activists and all movements fighting shit like noem and they all operated with her absolute torture oppression racism against me



Sunday, December 28, 2025

My hair has turned completely gray on one side of my hairline in the past year of literal torture to death on a daily basis accumulative stress from 16 hours or more of death threats screaming and me unable to stop reacting--the drugging which is pumped into my body while sleeping and inserted into my food with a series of brain and spine/nervous system implants has rendered me incapable of hesitation to control the instant response which comes out within a fraction of a second to interrogation questions about all that I do so the filth shit scum who are stealing my ideas can just ask me after they have murder skits rape skits homeless skits imposed into my deep sleep state in the teleportation. Then waking up to them threatening my life asking me for more ideas so rotten hate white trash nazi shit and their minions can steal ideas and call me a stupid bitch in return make nasty racist comments after asking me for ideas--so rotten next nazi part latino scumbag closeted a$$-wipe dirty american with the german sinister psychopath nazi faux punk liberal is asking me about my healing remedies and ideas then hissing dirty jew and the problems of america are due to you (as in referencing the nazi justification for genocide that jews were and always are responsible for economic collapse and media deception and pedophilia (i.e. weinstein but nazis used this prior to the genocide as part of a social engineering tactic of total dehumanization and discrediting) I heard fuentes-rabies say that making any judgement on the blonde nazi kirk wife was just not his role to play--making judgements but instantly he uses every disgusting racial slur against me unjustified whereas the actions of the kirk widow probably are--only that as a part self-hating latino white supremacist he cannot utter a single word against the white nazi ilk he bows and scrapes to in deference which is why I call him an a$$-burrowing groper for the white nazi rat scum he worships while hissing hate judgements at me for defending myself against racism---something he cannot do instead he emphatically joins with the white nazis. I saw this behavior by brown skinned latinos as a routine rule rather than an oft-time behavior it was like a pandemic endemic in that cohort---and so I see this from him.I write this just in conjunction with everything else today--he continues to hack his goddamn videos or commentary of his crap--and the reason he joined in to the club of torture and racism against me was because I watched these videos he had formerly hacked--and because he is a sensation I wanted to understand the trend. I got frat boy beer drinking porno stupid thug stupid idiot screaming racist slurs at me and lavishing slave mentality worship of all things white nazi in this group for the past few days. A cheerleader closeted a$$-groping grouper for white nazi boys--

 this patch of grey hair is from years of literal screaming in rage all day and afternoon literally all day every day without a single day of being left alone by the sleazy greed of this incompetent group of filth who are obtaining more and more lavish lifestyle slots by the nazi 4th reich for just simply saying and doing all nasty, stupid and immature hate acts at me--for some reason no one will explain to me how or why this is happening they just say that I called aunt oprah an aunt jemima and that I worked at the lusty lady (after this group had my spine fractured the metal rod stabilizing the scoliosis surgery because my family had my body poisoned all my life and everyone else in my vicinity at restaurants landlords neighbors and roommates boyfriends rapists all had put in my body and food to make my spine crooked the poisons are still latched onto my spine but now hard due to the cementing of the stabilizing of the spine with elements which are hard as rock--accumulated into huge "shelf-like" structures 6 inches in length from the spine and about 2 inches in depth into my body and elsewhere)

but, the unbelievable sickness with which every single person is dealing with me for no reason other than just to show antisemitism for the "bad" one like me who has no affiliation with judaism is not practicing and never has--I have never practiced this religion I was told that I should move to Israel by someone back in freshman y ear of high school I tried to do this the drugging made it impossible for me to study and learn the hebraic alphabet (hacking is making it impossible for me to write in caps)

and also the culture I could not jive with could not assimilate into

their deference and something warmly creepy like some kind of weird substance I felt it on my skin like a foreign element after contact like a different energy penetrating into my body which felt like a foreign substance but unhealthy-- a sense of despair with a kind of weakness I did like and their sort of lack of boldness and sillyness and I do sound "racist' In this context but

otherwise, I have just not found anything attractive I have been lambasted from most early childhood by the wealthy jews of great neck where my wealthy family came from--in the last few years my mother invited her high school buddies to her home for an anniversay fo their great neck high school reunion and she only brought the half-german-spawned female my sister had who appears like blonde nazi type--and utterly has shunned me with my father's appearance of "swarthy" skin and very dark hair

to utterly racist the jews have become shunning anything but the most white

and the contract out on me is undoubtedly in partership with wealthy jews which my family is associated with

so many jewish people have participated in this attack upon me and they lavish the same slave mentality that fuentes-rabies exhibits in utter worship of the longed for white nazi status that if you just demonsrate utter hate and abuse and racist slurs at me which the white nazis only get their aspiring to be white minions to make in their stead

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and so, "they" are attempting to force literal slavery on me sex trafficking abusive sex on a totally dehumanizing scale much worse than epstein more akin to brutal rape and dehumanization which it absolutely is

that I worked at the lusty lady in san francisco which was a feminist sex venue behind glass panels so there was no contact and the management was all female-under the former 80's and 70's feminist movement philosophy that women should be in control of their sexuality and not humiliated nor forced into sexual submission to male fantasy dehumanization. Not saying that any male establishment is like the latter but there was a definte difference in this female-controlled and owned unionized establishment to the others-much more female empowering absolutely about women being proud and in control rather than having to conform to dictates by any boss, male or female.


this has established the "I'm a good christian" rape and abuse doctrine of newsom and mike johnson alike who have sexually assaulted me had others brutally rape me using the excuse that I am some prostituted whore, evil, dirty and stupid and not capable of anything but being a sex slave with no human rights and that hitting slapping and then stealing my ideas by blonde women who are couch casting and rape cheerleaders absolutely working for male sexual domination but if they just abuse me, like the minorities working to assimilate into the ranks of approved-of minion for plantation better living

and also I read tarot cards, having read books but not being able to get a single penny due to all attempts being hacked (tried to read on Keen all money was taken by various hacking which I will not elaborate on now but I am unable to earn anything the blocks to internet and the gaslighting discrediting and the gossip and the discrediting just makes all people shun me, any financial attempts)

at the lusty lady I was gang stalked as well and very viciously they drugged me and many joined into that organization after I joined and they turned the atmosphere into hate and discrimination; which, by the way, other women "of color" won law suits against this place but the information has been somehow taken down and all accounts and books on this most unique establishment are written by mostly very white blondish women who were part of the team--the few light skinned token black women were like the oprah of the team smiling and joining into the attacks upon me and thusly more conjoined with white supremacy

this is the way for the rise of blacks into more mainstream the dream of inclusion based on antisemitic hate holocaust cheerleading next to the blonde nazi feminist rape organizers they embrace one another as preferred entitled victim not-victim 


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I worked at the lusty lady because the terrorists made a metal herrigton rod loose in my spine after they literally made it come loose--the surgeon had put this "trick" rod into my spine so when the time came and they created a faux "accident" it could be unlodged from my spine turning outward and coming out of my back; this was intended it was put in by the surgeon who also butchered part of my spine so that area could be fractured in another attack--which came a few years later by the group associated with the german sleaze rat pig scum currently spending hours of abuse with kkk noem assaulting me and threatening--with the love adoration of every black possible joining in with the ever-loving black-adoring german who while in stuttgart he and his friends his type really hated the black american soldiers they embraced them openly but spoke of them viciously with racist callous hate and that was to me, I can't imagine how much more hateful they were while together without trying to insinuate that their hate for the blacks was similar to mine, while still feigning that they liked me in some way (before having my spine crushed the surgeon had cut into the bone literally in the first surgery for the rod to be fixed along my spine--once the rod was finally taken out in stuttgart after it had been loose for over 2 years and no hospital would help me perform necessary x-rays or do anything, ltierally nothing in the united states) thusly I worked at the lusty lady and I was being stolen from by the management but was so drugged I could not account for my money I was being stolen from by the managers who made feminist proclamations to the blonde women and other whites working there--blacks were treated with racism and hate those who were very black but the whiter blacks were allowed to join into the hate and attacks against me which they did--not so eagerly but eager to obtain laud by the white nazi clan which was a clique there--

but that is the rationale for the hate from newsom that I worked there hate statements about me being a dirty bitch etc and he's a clean good christian---etc etc and me reading tarot cards but just give me a reading he also demanded. KKK noem demanded a tarot reading although not an open demand like mtg had done but first grabbing my tender parts first--then threatening me, and then demanding with screaming along with mike johnson a tarot reading and I could only get to about 2 cards and then gave up I could not concentrate so I read the cards "wrong" but that is the basic tenor of the situation

they want to destroy utterly any sense of self-mastery any sense of beauty they scream about my sagging and half-paralyzed destroyed body, sagging breasts and while I am in the shower they make loud nasty comments about washing my genitals filthy and etc while I am fighting the poisoning they poured into my body to render this

but using the lusty lady as this excuse for raping me to death and then me reading tarot cards because me having sexual independence from their most murderous hate pornographic exploits and these same attitudes from years of studying feninist literature and being part of a feminist movement in Minneapolis under andrea dworkin (although due to drugging on the very sidelines so drugged I could not participate if only I were able) but those ideas stolen by shitalina the stupid ugly sick filth who has spent years having me brutally raped by racist nazi men who dehumanize degrade slap my face call me bitch while I am in deep sleep state teleported with drugging so fierce my every reaction is like deep love for an utter scum piece of shit I abhor who is a whore they all really are--dumping that label onto me as often as possible


to destroy any positive self-image about my sexuality and womanhood and to destroy my home so it's filthy and broken down every day some attack is made multiple times on my home debris black dirt brown goo smeared it's all permanently staining also no amount of scrubbing, which I cannot do from the hard poisons literaly latched on my spine and muscular structure

and thusly

all attacks with the most stupid and sick blatant dirty sick mentality all reason for promotion--the utter debasing of sexuality upon the not blonde woman is echoed in the highly paid twerk factory of black women selling this as self glorification of their sexuality

it is a fine line between this image and sex slavery because the women who do participate in this twerk sort of glamor porno black woman imagery very often are the most extreme of white nazi supporters---

they are being paid in multi-millions to glamorize the sex trafficking trade which is underway in the world, to dehumanize but to glorify this sex debauchery and I am not referencing morality but a stratification of women of porno identification which in the realms of daily life and this tech mean that many will be sex trafficked in a simlar manner as I have been but they will believe that they are "hot" and "sexy" in doing so


so hard to type so I end here

i try to not react but the reactions are within less than a fraction of a second due to the seamless coordination of microchip implantation and the drugging which is part of the murder aparatus

they go on and on killing me every day, more promotions more germans are rushing to move into los angeles so the happy and loving black twerking women will have more warm and loving white germans telling them how wonderful they are and although they do not realize it, black english are seeming to get the more lead roles in very high grossing and top award-winning movies replacing the american brood, twerking and all

less money will be pumped into selling the sex slave girly girl image until it is just demanded for free as they are doing to me

with severing out part of my uterus as punishment for screaming for the 5th year in a row that I am poisoned and to stop teleporting and pumping the poison into my body via rape

but that was back in 2013

they had  part of my uterus severed out it came out in the shower after the terrorists invaded my room while I was sleeping

just as they had done to fracture my spine after the surgeon literally carved part of my lumbar vertebrae off, like shaving it while inserting a pop-up metal rod (herrington rod) so they could dismember and dismantled paralyze and render me completely helpless and then literally deny me all health care

until I left for germany in a totally surprise trip which I had not planned so desperate that I landed in germany with $150 in my pocket trying to move from san francisco to seattle instead I moved to germany, got the loose metal rod removed by a fluke of a trick and then once I was in the healing stage the friend of this german sick fuck scum and I will not write his name or the name of his infernal band but he got huge promotions and probably his first album produced at the time that they had me raped probably by him and his friends while I was in deep sleep inconscious teleported state

which is how they fractured my spine and rendered me completely uanble to survive

and now with trump cutting my disability off for one year, with the endless threat by noem and hegseth and bannon and trump and newsom and noem that unless I allow them to slap my face stick their penises or whatever into my mouth call me bitch let them steal my ideas block my body with poisons never complain and allow them to destroy what I have studied for (a graduate degree) andetc my original ideas stolen but condemnation for having the ideas, generated by having experienced a totally different reality than their male sex slave porno trade paradigm

doing all they can to destroy the last and any remaining vestage of self-love and beauty and sexuality I may have leaned from such an experience

endless discrediting under extreme drugging newso had me endlessly repeating rancid slur curse words to make me appear absolutely base

also he forced mucus into my nose using the threat implant also forcing tears out of my eyes for hours per day, the damage so bad to my face and eyes already from years of this having been done before and it still continues

etc 


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every person who joins in almost without exception proves literal murderous aptitude genocidal racist hate and are vicious murderous and are knowingly killing me, gloating laughing and enjoying it

the vicious nature of over 16 years of shitalina pig ape pitt whose careers have gone from flailing due to their sexual psychopath earlier roles not aligning with middle age, rushing to abuse torture have parts of my body severed out while going to the oscars with MY IDEAS every single year for over 15 years--or the friends they align with mostly partnering with german and english nazi entities who are funding lavish expenditures to install a nazi regime through whorewood--which has lead DIRECTLY to trump and to the onslaught of endless destruction, chaos and the overtake eventually and currently underway of euro-hate overtake through these really stupid selfish dirty filth celebrities because THEY CANNOT SUCCEEED at this high level without this contract

add tom cruse to this and so many of them endless lineup of decades of the 80's reagan era actors put into power to install a nazi program of programming into the american public


they come at me demanding that I literally allow them to rape mutilate torture poison and steal all they want from me, nazi style like gestapo raiding a jewish home or any home they ransack to steal and kill--the same exact principles right now the german rat scum dirty whore filth creep is exemplifying this principle with endless expectation of entitlement and they are all attacking me as a group of rat bat scum filth showering me with hate and viciously yelling as they have been doing for years and years

because the years of them going to the golden globes to the met gala to being put in lead modeling superstar front model position just due to their dirty rape daddies violating torturing stealing my cat mutilating my body abusing punching slapping having my body deformed poisoned into a huge poison ball of stinking mass of filthy goo hardening into my body as they laugh and beat and abuse and yella t me every day--without end it never ends has not stopped since 2011 with the partner of stallone (currently endlessly being awarded by trump for helping to hand this technology and thus the keys to the power structure and never-ending celebrities and politicians all aligned with trump have rushed to get into this deal

they cannot obtain anything without this contarct

they are such lying hateful sleazy filth the politicians included just more elaborate and much more infinitely intelligent and educated than the dirt bag low level celebrities, for the most part without exception even for those educated and blonde female "feminsts" when it comes to racial hierarchy of the rape culture they enthusiastically rush to abuse me--i.e jodie foster who should know better and is like all the rest a hateful sleazy filth skank when it comes to abusing me--not as stupid and dirty as shitalina and her partners who are murderously disgusting

embraced by the filthy biden regime and pelosi who was put into power under trump and now I know why

newsom is treating me with most ugly and sinister assault on all levels with a hideously ignorant backwoods redneck demeanor while embracing the english nazi scum who tortured beat raped and abused me for hours per day 12 to 16 and then the german rat scum telling me that I have no choice but to have to choose between him, the english filth scum who was murdering me making death threats without end every minute almost all day and night and the german screaming throwing things murderously violently when I said I was under mind control would not "Marry" him which I wrote under deadly pressure when my family partnered with trump and the rest of this filthy vile shit to wreck the bottom of my security out along with everything else my body the first target years of mutilation and murder attempts cars hitting me non-stop screaming rape and abuse and shitting piles of murderous poison out as they laughed abused tortured and went to top awards

the top awards are trickling off because the years of them stealing my ideas have dried up I stopped writing my creative ideas in 2015 or earlier they just got finished using the english crown and the nazi empire to fund the last idea stolen by the endlessly stupid and ugly dirty shitalina from my writing on facebook--every year they steal something else or their partners do the same--even pop singers have stolen phrases I wrote in poetic reveries about this assuming that this would not be stolen as it was a fragment. The always according to the structure of this contract hack their finished product so I see or hear it so they rub it in. If I mention it write about it they then get more promotions by having some white not knight piece of rotten eurotrash shit celebrity violently rape and beat me in front of them using dehumanizing pornographic sexual humilation which is supposed to imply me, not any of them while I believe in love and have intentionally remained celebte as much as possible (drugged and date raped in germany in 2010 they use extremely powerful drugs and mind control tech to inflict this most odious superificial desire for ugly dirty shit rotten creeps I feel like vomiting after the encounters when I am able to regain actual some consciousness)


I mean disgust for the men, the poisons remain in my abdomen I have to fight to excrete them with more exertion than a week of extreme body lifting of most heavy weights the attempt to get this poison out of my body has consumed 20 years of my life and actually more like 40.


slapping my face calling me bitch is newsom who has been having most disgusting substances sprayed non-stop on my clothing so all I wearis filthy so disgusting it's abomination from his rage that he beleive I am a slave to be raped and discarded after his abuse pornographic white male entitlement usage for his promotion into president--so he can continue to have more euro-nazi filth make business deals with him for them to move into california and america so they can continue to build nazi enclaves, each section of america set out for various euro-nazi fascist empire little empires through this contract out on me so it will never be stopped no chance whatsoever



Heart palpitation attack tech resumes at low-level albeit lethal heart out-of-sync with natural rhythms. ATtacked for hours as usual this morning by a huge team of celebrities and whatever else lurks in the back rows of the chairs in this heinous room where they assemble every day for hours until I "break" and begin screaming in rage trying to rush at them killing them if possible to shut up--preferably die and go to hell. //yes, the trauma attacks resume with the german KGB-agent posing as "liberal" punk in Germany for over 30 years---his every statement and behavior towards me is cliche nazi aggression and violence although due to america not being fully nazified but they are trying...he is put into a harness of restraint by the wonderful "help" of people like noem, the good christian who just has mail services which defrauded me of service overcharged and etc attack me with charges not on the contracts I had signed, with no access to small claims court to resolve and of course the american little businesses doing this have all obtained huge promotions for not delivering basic service to me openly discrimination and harassment although disguised in various semi-polite structures. The german has been assisted by the scum of the australian yelling screaming antisemit mel glib scum the nasty crap who appeared to assault me the month of his stupid movie, long forgotten except by whom? about child sec predators. I wrote about him when t-rump assigned him as whorewood ambassador for his party--one of three who have endlessly assaulted me for decades and the other two endlessly handed top tier control in whorewood--if you want to know how rob reiner was covertly assassinated I suggest the teams are in full gear with mind control drugging, poisoning and death squad operations thanks to the "ambassadors" or their influence they are murderous bigots--so mel glib-scum came when I had written that his crap movie about child trafficking was publicized the month after he had assaulted me with a less openly stupid noxious level of hate--as he is more intellectual and capable of some intellectual reserve using cutting slights instead of the really stupid idiot lines that fuentes-rabies makes like the stupid yelling of the depp spawn--just openly stupid racist remarks the death squad operatives who are showered with applause and put into power---stupid openly dumb but handed power by the savvy euro-nazis who want order out of chaos--their invasion. So not to go into how stupid fuentes-rabies is, but he has joined like a spastic

 ...in the middle of typing a word above, about fuentes-rabies who is like a 5-year old nasty dirty little boy who I just feel and sense is a closeted dumb homo-ass-burrowing wanna be rich, powerful and not any part latino as so many of the "part jewish" women who absolutely rush to assault me dying their hair and skin as white as possible with ben shapiro making all his white skin prostrations into the camera to be as white supremacist as possible--their heritage their real deep-seated shame

but mel glib-scum I had written was showered with some kind of international merit--the nazi goon stalking groups were instructed to rush and pay to see this movie, otherwise forgotten entirely ever sinc-e-this is how the network operates on a global scale--the nazi terror agent celebrities who abuse ME only--obtain worldwide applause or any high level notice for their output almost instantly after they assault me using the most stupid, immature and foul statements which dumb bigot redneck uneducated cousin-pumping idiots make if you would accept this really unfair generalization but just making a point using another cliche--sorry about those in those categories because I have lived in the south around trailer park people (I mean have gone to a trailer park one time and was embraced with support and kindness for the most part by one certain group--blonde people but caring about the bs that was forced upon me; this was in Florida in the "South")

but I am digressing. Firstly hackers are completely blocking the usb port for the remote laptop so it works not at all-it worked a few days ago and then I left my room and it is no longer functioning whatsoever--either replaced or the laptop absolutely saturated with malware


so glib son bigson scum big crap gibson I mean out of australia, yet another nazi out of a colony of england part of the global domination of all things where the sun never sets (like in the rectums of all their mind control slaves like fuentes-rabies who like so many and so many latinos in miami are the most nasty of attackers with stupid aggression to prove that they love trump--currently some of them are no longer such supporters in florida but in chi-town around white supremacy fuentes-rabies is still in his "element" the awards for bringing in all the half-not-nazi white brown people into the enclave is his actual function and trust me, the half-nazi half other non-accepted culture children of the corn nazi are the most enthusiastic to shed the notion that they are anything but half-full of shit and not half empty


so, glib-scum I had written assaulted me before his dumb movie about child sex trafficking, which of course this filthy creep is a part of by simply working with this attack upon me--but that is great on his part for the stereotypes of hate and racism he automatically like the english and germans and american and et al nazis instantly superimpose upon me; I find that usually all they try to foist upon me is really what they are trying to dump their filthy dirt and self-hate on me (insecurities) they are filthy and dirty they have filth and dirt showered into my home to make it appear like I am dirty as I lay in bed and am sick most of the time unable to bend and clean endlessly the filthy embedded stinking black and brown permanently staining filth and muck and fungus and filthy stink they have their more brown and black then they minions spray on my clothing, into my homeinto my body etc etc

so dirty mel glib-scum came to attack me in order to sell his fake empathy for children of sex trafficking. I  wrote when he had been chosen by t-rump to be one of the three sex trafficking rape culture ambassadors with their filthalina shit skank whore rape coordinators for white nazi dumping of their filth sexually on me and many others who get implanted with microchips and are turned into objects of murder and rape for the titillation and hormone-addiction of having people to just teleport, rape and inflict literal torture to death while everybody just does nothing, especially if you arenot blonde like so many of the epstein victims are and no one did anything for them until the demo-rats and some repugs want to get rid of trump or exalt him further in the eyes of the parasite sex nazi porno society which put him in power when they saw how he raped and abused me and also musck through this tech

I wrote about the sheer hypocrisy of glib-scum and he instantly rushed to get his next infusion of promotion by quietly smirking with an ugly, greasy sleazy smile that "were you raped by your daddy" he hissed in a sexualized and sadistic sleazy manner--almost literally like hissing it out

I was under torture conditions by his fellow nazis out of the english crown society teams of english were raping abusing and me screaming and yelling in rage due to poisons drugs and abuse ongoing for over 12 hours per day plus deep sleep at that time (it has not ended essentially, it goes in cycles right now there has been a slight lessening for the past 2 days after years of this same 12 hour waking torture abuse rape schedule by english and german scum always with shitalina and pig ape pit and demorats and repugs joining in taking turns as well 


and glib-scum then slithered off to get his next promotion and has not re-appeared except as a murky shadow with the german rat scum whore filth who came at me while I was listening to arthur brown, after trying to listen to old wnyu archived music because this german "punk" "musician" has literally had all archives from wnyu blocked from my searches completely blocked because it was my favorite and also because he kept asking me to name the bands ands hows so he can further use them for his presentation which is currently a complete nazi whorewood embrace of his fake punk superficial persona but absolutely a nazi agent with diamler benz (mercedes benz) backing him and the nazi party of his very wealthy region, per capita stuttgart is called one of the driving forces of germany and has been since WWII when america wiped their filthy nazi a$$es and paid for their health care vacations rebuilding and then american became a nazi country and created ghettos where former plantations had been (german nazis were influenced by american lynch mobs and euthenasia and other forms of racism  which helped hitler to create his death society and then as a complimentary response the americans came to bail the germans out of the post war destruction and have not stopped being trained into nazi methodology and then in creating a literal nazi-controlled government from top-tobottom

and hacking is very bad so it's impossible to get this out correctly


the rat german scum came at me while I was in a good mood--they literally monitor my brain wave activity literally all day so in extreme pain and sickness he comes to beat and rape and abuse  and yell and etc for hours plus electronic torture when I am literally beset with dehabiliatie sickness

but I am unable to write this in any way feasible for cohesion

glibson hissed at me, (one year ago when t-rump named him and the other two endless attackers on me for decdaes, the shitalina daddy filth and stallone--endlessly they arehanded every top award they helped put trump in power by handing him this tech which they have used on me every day to murder me in most horrific ways, endlessly they are killing me in various new ways using this tech interface with drugging and abuse torture heart palpitations poisoning etc abuse literally abusing me to death as well


he hissed "did your daddy rape you" I responded in this truth serum mode which forces me literally to respond instantly without being able to monitor my thoughts or control my reactions---please note that I am always alone without even so much as a cat or a thriving plant--they methodologically kill and destroy my plants which begin to grow so all that is natural and organic is killed around me---all animals brutalized and gouged and dismembered spines broken beaten to death and left dead on my patio, etc if I so much as harbor any animal including a spider on my patio

the ape pig rats then told the german rat pig ape to use this statement at me while I was in a very happy and positive mode--firstly I had told glib-scum that I was not aware if my step-father had raped me but my sisters--who are endless murderous attackers on me and are continuous liars and really so heinous I have nothing to do with them or any of the family members so emphatically intent on having me killed and abused to death for their next huge investment--making so much money and of course being embraced by whorewood as a result for their ambitions--given mansions in california for having assautled me while they were having me poisoned and abused to death

but they told me that my stepfather had sexually assaultued me

my step father was mostly extremely supportive and loving towards me and he was himself poisoned and drugged (to death but with diabetes as well, which may have been induced in some way the poisnoing capabilities of the american government and post nazi concentration camp experiments on prisoners has been used on people like me and my entire family)

but I told him I did not know my sisters had said that it happened I have no recollection and my step-father was also very much mind controlled and I understand that and know that he was as much a victim or moreso than I--my entire family has been targeted some succumb and receive awards and money for giving all they can (me) for torture as their sacrifice to the endess sucking apparatus of the nazi machine of parasites glorified

the german rat scum thusly while I had just relaxed was listening to some groovy 60's and early 70's psych rock (arthur brown very hip excellent music nothing compared to the absolutely mediocrity of the german rat scum with his 3-chord crap music with stolen lyrics although this creep is apparently very adept at mind manipulation tactics which has been his sole role in germany to play antifascist but is a stealth nazi operative

now embraced sucked fucked given plastic surgery beauty treatments adorned with praise and love from eveyr skank rotten nazi from sophia loren and the spawn filth of depp to shitalina and all the nasty  crap shit women ofwhorewood who have stolen ideas from me and worked to destroy all they can in my body and what I make stolen or if they cant outright steal anything I make or my ideas what I dohave they make sure is made stinking frayed ugly my body scarred up dismembered they go on and on to destroy me as a woman the men they employ to rape and batter me so I am in a perpetual artificial domestic violence rape and murder defensive mode every single moment of my life

he slithered his ugly dirty rat body sitting on my lap and once more brushing his filthy greasy penis against me as the artificially-induced sexual sensation very lightly attacked my nervous system--he is so loathsome that the "mystery" of him that has turned into outright repulsion on a level no movie can render (some movie called repulsion I have not watched it but one of those film noir flicks maybe I should watch it but sick of being repulsed by ugly sick white trash glorified rape racist filth out of whorewood and in society all the shit that I have been inflicted by their racism and hate due to this poisoning
but I know that the rush to support the induction of this piece of rotten shit into america because his role as playing alternative anti-nazi punk, with dirty really stupid ignorant fuentes-rabies sitting making screaming stupid but nevertheless the 4th reich death squad latino inclusion of "dirty jew" with vicious hate when the german nods at him--as all the blacks do all the jews do they all just perform what they are told to say with the most stupid and hateful racism at me with the german shit filth rat always using voice-to-skull tech to instruct them--stupid puppets they are the violence they emit for all their insecurities about being black half white half jewish half not nazi half not superior in their own self-hate estimation

but the german rat shit filth was instructed on what to say I suspect by glib-scum because this conversation has not been repeated

the instant insinuation was that I am a victim of pedophilia

and only because glib-scum had attacked me in order to make his shit crap movie bout sex trafficking, something he is literally working to establish using modern tech microchip implantation while hiding behind this facade of caring about childrenof sex trafficking

how sinister they all are, I was really making this a point

 so like all the bs operators they had to deflect this onto me

and along with this, he kept sitting on my lap brushing his filthy rape greasy pig meat against me as he has been doing on and on with this tech forcing the slight sexual sensation while I am endlessly extremely ill on a level of near hospital care level of sickness

the poisons are so toxic

and today the sensation of them coming the infernal slithering slime of KKKNoem endlessly asking me for ideas once more to furnish the german nazi who has relied on ahving my spine fractured and my body poisoned so badly I was sent to the emergency room the week before leaving germany back in 2010--the year this filthy dirty creep obtained a huge german tour for his shit band--the old songs from the 1990's furnishing the old oldies that he must sing for every show because the newer albums "suck" as he does as in all respects

 but he is glowing with all the sexual ardor of being serviced by all the nazi-worshipping women and men of whorewood and congress

and that was his tactic to just use this to dig into my psyche while I screamed finally after saying politely that he was dirty and nasty and his dirty mind was making up stories I never once said I was a victim of pedophilia but they try to pin this next label on me

so hard almost impossible to get this out

the rat pig then remained on my lap until I literally fought to get him and his greasy rat pig meat off me--then he remained smiling and smirking as I began to scream about when will you finally go away and go away and get off me and go have your sex sleaze filth with the depp spawn fellow nazi euro-hateland crap and go away 

months now of this creep or has it only been weeks

with noem endlessly having my finances really attacked when I fight to get her off me with her literal mind control to stop me from independent thinking any contrary thought or statement is met by her using illegal means to have my finances further destroyed after trump and the nazi demo-rat teams have had my life-sustaining disability cut off

the attack on my family has been a goal of the trauma-based mind control since the 70''s--it had been very loving but this system gives jews no options except conform to nazi control, which means deference to nazis and white supremacy until it becomes ingrained in the culture--(do not blame netanyahu he is under control by douglass murrray out of england who is part of the english crown ltd society and etc etc)

but to continue

they are also attacking my nervous system and putting forcing horrid emotional states using this endless phrasology of being a pedophile victim 

and my step-father was very loving towards me they are such life-screw operators 

this is what the whorewood and the celebrity shit group are putting into more power only because under mind control and torture this rat filth piece of crap out of germany was using  mind control on me to get me to write to him in the desperation to have some money due to him and his friends having my spine fractured so it is completely disability no chance for anything--which I realized that he was involved in this only after he rushed to violently play death threat nazi at me because he got me to request that he marry me so I can obtain health care in the german social system

which was all done under life-threat duress this system is global and he has been part of this for over 30 years

where I met him only for 4 hours over 30 years ago but I know his group they are all interconnected and he has been part of destroying my lfie for all these years and when I realized that he had used mind control to get me to desperately ask for this union and then I rescinded it after his ugly dirty nazi behavior realizing that this was another subliminal attack 

and like so many of the creeple currently endlessly assaulting me like newscum the old scum who behaved in the same exact manner

because americans are being trained by nazis in how to behave and become a nazi imperialist monarchist society (with english behavior modification as well)

this is the kind of mind fuck system and the types of truly dirty and filthy psy-operatives who are being welcomed by shitalina who is sto stupid and black and rotten like they all are that daily they torture me to obtain any original sentence, statement and that is all they have been doing to me for over 15 years and going to oscars as a result

 with me literally being murdered from slow torture daily abuse on and on


this huge grey streak in my hairline now just expanding almost daily the levels ofabuse ongoing because I am fighting with no support or anything from this disgusting government of the untied sttates with such rotten foul politicians the democrats are so disgusting it's an abomination


this is human parasitic feeding frenzy being paid for and handed over to the next level sex trafficking american establishmnt with europig scum who want to see american society destroyed with themselves bein ghanded all top levels and levers of power through these rotten and truly incopment stupid puppets like hakeem jeffrieds and jasminecrocket and drity ugly sleazy sick KKK noem and rotten over-eduated ben shapir and greasy hateful mandami really blank and stupid he truly is behind all the polish of his glib instant remarks

and thelist goes on and on and on tthey are literally being instructed by deadly murderous nazi europigapes and australian english crown scumbags who are being handed every single goddamn fucking thing to control and take as they envelope the country with chaos which tey then wrest control over fully welcomed by the stupid smut shit of rap like noem and trump and the democrat leadership liie also well-educated rotteneliazath warren and the trump appointed pelos who took power in the trump admin 1 under his controled opposition


hacking is so awful I am pounding every letter and backspacing literally every word to rewrite 

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in the morning 4 hours of abuse and insults from a group of shit from whorewood with noem the ugly skank also endlessly next to the german scum who she appears enamored with he is surrounded continuously by love and support--a kind that I really don't htink he got in germany because he is just another nazi scum rotten ccrap in that country nothing special but niwhorewood with american duplicity reining from the democrats and the left in general lots of progressive nazis white supremacists as violently racist as outright nazis but cloaked in other disguises usually getting peopl elike candice ownes to perform the racist attacks as black nazi upon me

but in this context--the stupid dirty yapping trap of fuentes-rabies was "the problems of america are due to you " this ignoramus stupid creep said in reference to the nazi slogans of the 3rd reich that jews were the reason for all the woes of  germany during the depression

I told them that all I have done for decades is struggle to gethealth care and I have not been able to do anything as the german filth scum made his ugly greasy sadistic nazi smile because he and his group ordered this literal fracturing of my spine which has resulted in total adn permanent disability chronic etc (but the money cut off for one year by now with me living offmy savings which I carefully kept )


so I had to say to this crowd of grasping greed stupidity and sleaze endlessly assaulting me to death--the black nazi who had physically assaulted me from the blackness of me just becoming conscious in the teleportation state--punching inot my face a celebrity martial arts blackmale assaulting me with deadly force barely missing my face because he hacked his goddamn videos on my youthbe Iwathc to try to get my brain shifted into completely new material so I am absoluely absorbed so the endless death statements insults and abuse I can try to drownout

thusly a slew of shit from the whorewood nazi establishment blacks feminist nazi shit rapist cheerleaders blacknazis without end hack their shit and politicians also without end tho then rush to join in smirking laughing having me raped beaten they go off with their promotions like ratskin jamie raskin who brought crokett into non-stop years of torture and abuse with her obtaining the celebrity status and plastic surgery

so the grey hair is now a huge streak and I am continuously writinginthis blog

the shit you all allowed to be put in power is still thriving like a stew of muck writhing with more black nazis morejewish nazis more half latino nazi shit to become the next trump nazi inclusion to the white nazi shit of pelosi andnewsom out of california


Friday, December 26, 2025

"Ego Trip...Sell Out!" & Terrorist heart assault tech attack plus non-stop rapid pounding with a hammer in the room directly beneath mine; for the 8th year in a row this same room has been pounded hammered drilled pounded. The rooms on the ground floor are drilled pounded drilled into concrete and steel and/or wood. I suggest that construction workers are literally being paid to drill into beams and steel and wood in the rooms, all day, every day, when the white nazi influx of "tourists" rush to get free rent by organizing their brown buddy terror death squads to inflict their fantasy racist nazi hate acts upon me. the heart attack tech is ongoing although at minimal levels. Or, the damage to my heart from non-stop heart arrhythmic assault by this tech has produced a residual infraction of my heart--either way, at most minimal levels it is under strain so I suspect it's still being aimed into my heart and nervous system while the pounding is ongoing without end, for almost 6 hours repeated frantic hammering without pause almost literally like more arrhythmic desecration of my living and physical body/space zone.

"Ken Russell---Mahler Clip--Cosima Wagner converts 'Jew' into pig-eating Nazi Money Money Money makes the velt go around". Bon Voyage au LSD. November 5, 2019.




Pig rats for money, money, money makes the world go round. It's all in "the game" fool: as I told crocka-cracker yesterday, in her unexceptionalism, "As the money flows, so grows your long nose, just like all these hoes..." she had to stop at that point but continued with the nazi team later on, can't stop her half-steppin for even one hour



"Liza Minelli---Cabaret Clip--Money Makes the World Go around (not love or principles, fool)". Zeitdiebemagazin. May 21, 2013.



"We ain't down with that
cuz the way you rap
is all about crap".....711 Space Choir (German/American heavy metal/hip hop band out of Stuttgart, circa 1992 destroyed by the onset of the 4th Reich). The lead singer, the American man (former US Soldier stationed in Stuttgart--Tony--my former roommate a bit of a sell-out himself to the 4th Reich when it came to the usual attacking the Jews formula for promotion however..the lyrics as usual are utopian too bad few can actually walk that straight line and narrow path...)



"Ego Trip". Syeda Sultana. April 15, 2025.


Wake up sheeple! don't let the greedy impose on the needy--and that mostly is not you---it's the animals it's the rivers it's the land it's the environment you desecrate like human dignity and life itself on this earth with your greed grasping consumption of all including human existence.



Realizing how much of my previous post was literally obliterated out of my memory from the brain-altering tech--brainwave skewing tech---assaulting my brain and my keyboard from the room next door on the immediate left of my room---the wall has been literally carved out so they can breach the under-sink extremely pliable and impossible to locate back of the wall just below the upper part of the cabinet there are pipes and layers of stuff attached to the wall so I cannot reach that area to stop the opening of the panels--the little faux wall separating my room under this sink cabinet area is so flexible that a mere light touch of my finger bends the plywood and I could just punch it out if I had that kind of physical strength at that angle. Due to poisoning it is much harder for me to obtain that kind of force at that angle


I was unable to finish my sentences or recall what I was in the middle of writing about


I laid down in utter sickness, and after 14 hours literally of deep healing sleep, with the german expletive hater endlessly assaulting me, monitoring every breath every movement using the brain implant in my head they can literally hear and see all that I am doing and the brainwave monitor registers the rest

his interruptions to my healing sleep have been---due to this level of healing 14 hour sleep deep healing bouts every day or every other day the level of destruction of my back muscular structure from 3 major spine surgeries due to the assaults on my spine and the poisoning--from the german hate expletive for one or his friends for whom he is also acting as communal torturing bigot because once people latch onto this contract out on me they literally go on forever

there is no room for "just ignore them and they will stop" advice in this context


he has ordered heart palpitations for the past month--they are deadly and an assault on the heart muscle leading to death, if not stopped, either immediate or residual damage to the heart muscle with repeated assault--which was done to me under the last nazi trump administration; stopped under biden but still the murderous poisoning continued


while crock-a was interrogating me asking me for ideas about politics, which I told her I believe that thomas jefferson had assistance in writing the declaration of independence and the constitution (note that I am unable to really use the caps key the hacking is so obtrusive I must pound every key out with my entire hand to get anything out so the effort to use the caps is very daunting)

she asked me if I would work for her--and the attempt to entrap me into "working" for any or all of the terrorists--being a gang raped sex slave literally abused into silencing and then death by the german nazi rat bigot(s) who "can't wait to get you to germany where you can't fight back" to, the politicians trying to get me to "work" for them--meaning, who knows what in the american context

kkk noem tried to obtain this and for one day I said yes just in desperation to get newsom and hardy and this german rat scum off me---taking turns raping and abusing me then co-joining to scream bitch at me for every answer under torture that doesn't coincide with silent slave mentality obsequious and groveling as so many others do (minorities, totally immersed in the training and trauma-based racism which these cretins all employ but are capable of concealing their methodologies through extremely well-calculated disguises and all the well-studied rhetorical devices which are the continuous sales pitch of the democrat nazis coming into power having been ordained by the trump nazi cartel and all have assaulted me (please note finally that elizabeth warren with her ridiculous "squad" is a most fervent nazi bigot white supremacist who has been the banking expert assisting trump in the crypto scheme which she jumped on instantly along with my brother who has worked in the offshore banking industry in the cayman islands to hide from the u.s. gov the money obtained from a lifetime of having me sold to sex trafficking and enslavement paying doctors and hostpitals off to insert microchip implants along my spine and having me denied health care and in assisting in every local and international nazi subversion group into assuming power and in concealing all the monies paid out by investing in the cayman islands and hiding all their money in swiss bank accounts (my "cousin" who sells diamond-studded watches in NYC has arrived a few weeks ago to gather in more of the endless millions and literally with his east european background has banking ties in many other countries; his proud boast was that he had to have his hair cut only in switzerland by one special beautician when he was young and wearing his leather suits and going out partying at the height of his andy warhol factory partnerships (WITH the WHITE powder trade but the black market slave trade attacking me--and my sisters but my family relies on him and on my brother in investing overseas--elizabeth warren came in disguise into this tyrannical nazi torture situation of me at the week that trump was unveiling the crypto- pay-for-play scheme scam which still permeates the government with 3/4 of the investors from foreign countries--warren came with my indisious dirty nasty brother john to get her huge clutching paws into the money and from her extreme banking experience (her special committee function in congress is in finance) and knows exactly the loopholes

like lindsey graham who is easily identified as a greedy nasty corruptitican but warren is in such disguise with her black and brown circus tent of the squad and her endless tirades with her angry rugrat facial expression the one-and-only appearance she endlessly makes all is a sham--a total lying nazi she had germans pointing shotguns at me for having written many months ago about her collusion with my brother who is a greedy and disgusting parasite on me as is my entire family from cousins to great anything to the crap associated with the non-jewish rats they intermarry with in order to be accepted into the nazi suburbs 


crocket asked me for political opinion and while I was on the toilet detoxing from horrific murder poisons lodged into my spine and intestines for over 30 years, in front of the german rat ape pig scum who was part of the team in germany responsible for making me disabled and smiling his ugly greasy nazi smile when I screamed this at him a few weeks ago--and she asked me for another idea so she can also steal the concept I kept writinG of when she and jamie raskin, adam schiff, adam kinzinger, and a plethora of other democrats under the biden admin (pelosi with s-negger of ca former gov being the segue to the nasty violence of newsom runing for pres) but, I kept writing that the nazis like shitalina pig ape pitt and the depp spawn and the rest were mediocrities and blank and ignoramus ugly dirty skank crap without any originality but trying to appear as such by stealing my concepts and literally poisoning and abusing me to death-a situation they are still embroiled in the heart palpitation tech plus endless 3/4 days of abuse and violence are pure murder always sanctioned by one and all politicians in congress and those vying to become the next nazi k-rap in power

the democrats being the most heinous for their disguises and props (blacks and browns accomplices to white nazi center orea plantation lying prostrations of inclusion and DEI and democracy and the american people etc ad nausium all lies complete scripts handed to them by psy-ops experts to pronounce with glorified chagrin and rage -=-warren being an endless rabid chipmunk on steroids for her every yelling tirade but her nazi real underpinning I have seen and it is full-on murderous genocidal white nazi supremacy but the money she has obtained for her efforts working with trump ever since he first ran for pres in this attack on me and her schemes along with other dems in this offshore investment due to the crypto scams using shit like my brother and cousin to invest for her and their ilk


so anyway, telling crock-a that my ranting on the principles of justice and to stop all the racism and nazism, which has entailed also under torture truth serum and abuse without end for decades but non-stop daily and nightly for over 15 years due to this filth group--

about the antics of the blacks who are just conscripts into the ever-increasing global nazi party. And who can doubt this when there are asian nazi leagues wearing swastikas as in thailand, a heavily german-invested country

and etc worldwide the nazi program of trauma-based overtake of the planet has been ushered in by the UNITED STATES (CAPS intentional) UNDER IT"S VERY OPEN but rhetorically disguised global hegemony imperialism efforts--currently the new war against innocent fishermen in the Carribbean with the engagement of military against Venezuela to capture their oil--the most basic tenant of american policy for over 25 years has been this one item--oil

wars without, plus the black trade that groups like the Taliban have helped the u.s. to foment in the middle east\to keep brown women under wraps and people like farrakhan are helping to do this in america as well

there is no godly mission on any of their part in the real agenda although their protestations about being godly ordained and in their condemnation is extreme


I told crock-a that my continuation of expressing principles which are endlessly being quashed by the corrupt rabid democrats and repugs alike would, if I were to "work" for her, always under attack would continue to be so and she and her ilk woudl always continue to go along with the condemnation, then to steal the ideas just as she has stolen the "white mediocrity" terms I wrote of which she and her group stole so "BLAcks" could state that they are superior but whites are SO THREATENED that they will do anything to stop the rise of blacks including destroy their own kind (this is exactly what I continued to write under the biden regime warning that fascism and nazis was on the rise if they continued to not do anything about this group and the rise of fascist nazi-supporting democrats

so warren came with her team of actual germans to make nazi skits and to point shotguns at me with nazi menace for having written about her corruption and the crypto scam

along with dirty shitalina and pig ape pitt

they then brought on, with the aid of baryishinkov, teams of english nazi bigots who are known celebrities--I can name them out but I have been doing so for years


the celebrities who are making films about caring about brown girls and boys but who are fixated on destroying any and all authentic push for any kind of reversal of aeons of racist policy while the are seeking total overtake of all top institutions in america through the endless white supremacy "democrats" carefully put into office


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Over one hour later--remembering what I was trying to write--the hackers have blocked utterly the remote keyboard so the usb port will not work---they are even stopping the words from being printed out as I pound on every laptop key and I have to wait for the freezing of the keyboard to be stopped


nothing I do will get the remote keyboard to work on any usb port--but it works perfectly after a reset not deleting all files---but the hacking resumes almost instantly


to continue with crocka-cracker crockett--along with KKK noem right in the same room playing the same "game" and crockett's refrain as her justification for torture and racist inclusion with white supremacy at the real nazi level of genocide is that "it's politics" which equates to, "it's the game"

so savvy she appears to be, the "playa" and thusly,

the "game" she plays in regard to me which shitalina has instructed her and jamie raskin and the rest to do

is to steal as many ideas from me as possible while destroying my life in return---openly doing so, and once obtaining every single thing possible out of me then instantly abusing insulting and then having me literally poisoned and tortured to death and if I object then mutilation and financial loss and ruin


thusly dirty crockett asked me for ideas while I was literally clutching my abdomen while shitting horrific poisons out of my back and intestines that the german had also participated in having put in my body so over 30 years ago his crap fake band could obtain (literally)  KGB lyrics about equality and freedom from nazis, with a few crappy chords interspersed and his plays bach so he has his scales down


otherwise, shitting this out on the toilet dirty crockett had to "play the game" by asking me for ideas. Once I gave them out in this sickness state, my most vulnerable possible on the fringe of death from poisons she has also administered through her greed sleaze and filth to get her endless plastic surgery make-overs after demonstrating nazi affinity and black nazi collusion with genocide aimed at jews

then stealing my endless writing about the mediocrity of the white nazi shit filth out of whorewood and congress as well who steal and rob my statements, so she did as well about how me as a person of this "jew" category imposed upon me,not an american or anything but their hate cliche--as they only rely on this so they have no original ideas which go outside of their structured racist cliche-driven boxes and hierarchies to which all must submit automatically

saying that they are mediocrities and that they will destroy their own country just to make sure that jews will not surpass them, or anybody else

this was turned, as all the other blacks who got involved in this like oprah and many others, into the "black" cause against white overtake

suddenly blacks were using whatever means to express eloquently in their podcasts that they are not mediocre but instead superior and with equal opportunity (as I have been writing) the whites are proving to be deficient in the automatic assumption thereof

only relating to blacks and never to me

once crockett had obtained my sickness torture trauma-based idea out of, the german literally threatening my life with torture using these implants by constantly having me woken up just as I am in the deep sleep state while in the throes of deep healing from murder attempts galore which he and the rest of the shit pig rat group sitting on their chairs have all participated in, profited off and tried very hard to make me literally paralyzed poisoned to death and my ideas pushing them into higher levels of media exposure--but they remain sans ideas or originality despite it all and if not being spoon fed original ideas by anybody or their agents they sink into the abysss of unoriginality and mediocrity thusly they viciously assault me as if my years of having been used and trying to save my life and get them off me is a direct negation of their career advancement because they are so dependent on using me for that reason; otherwise their hate and mediocrity is all they can continue to sell which does not sell anything really except that the other ideas they were handed put them into the spotlight previously


thusly, because thomas jefferson had been plagued by debt in his life, and "Jews" during that era were confined to money-changers thusly the cliches about jews being dirty money lenders and etc were forced upon them but the dirty nazi precursor europigape and white nazi trash relied on screwing them over in lending disputes and cheating them of the repayments for loans and the law basically enforced the theft-I am watching a richard burton 3-part series called Wagner on the life of richard wagner and the movie based on historical evidence shows this kind of jewish lending scheme to be screwed over

and then finally the nazis just killed them brutally horrifically and stole all their money instead worshipping wagner as the nazi hero ring cycle partner of hitler (the wife of wagner being one of hitler's most successful social media influencers, to put it in modern terms)


cosima wagner was her name, in actuality but jews lending the scumbag german money and him denouncing them for demanding to be paid back was part of a real ring cycle of that era

and jews purchased the nearly bankrupt jefferson estate after his death--and I really believe that jews helped jefferson to write the declaration and constitution because they had lent him money, and in lieu of payment they were offered their input into the writing of the declaration or jefferson simply stole the concepts for the enslavement of the jews coming out of europigape nazi land has been ongoing for centuries (see the merchant of venice by shakespeare and one of the famous modern actors with the "italian american" heritage playing scarface has come routinely to assault me using antisemitic tropes and hate and rape support for germans due to the axis powers that stil exist--fascist nazi italy translates to brooklyn mafia nazi "italian americans" always supporting the brutality of german rapists against me and attacking me without end)


and jewish money lenders and being ripped off, their ideas stolen and no recourse by law is the standard still but this contract and microchip implantation is allowing for the most ancient of these practices to remain a standard usury but disguisedby the silencing of the death squads,hacking and the microchip implantation and the entire society fully supporting such racist endeavors--blacks rushing to do so

and thusly, once crock a shit crockett cracker obtained this idea, not fully elaborated upon (or what I wrote above is not fully, and absolutely unsubtantiated except that jews purchased the jefferson estate so it would not be demolished because of the anti-revolutionary forces which still are in power in congress to this day


the revolutionaires were attacked some imprisoned they lost their estates their finances ruined

and even before the american revolution this was so

the silencing of my situation under this global information society implies that under the even more disguised 18th century jews were so heavily used and tossed out discarded and neverpaid back and all the evidence and information has long been destroyed so this is never taken into account





Thursday, December 25, 2025

The low tactics of the terrorists utilizing these weapons of psycho-physical torture and information extraction: once more writing of disgusting behaviors which are used as promotional stepping-stones for career and lifestyle surge by low-grasping not needy but greedy upon me. Once more, in the midst of another 14-hour deep sleep healing "healing crisis" in my sleep state, not able to wrap layers of protection around my head as I have been doing for years, as well as my hands and feet--to try to stop the severing of my cuticles (cuticles cut out completely and gouged nightly huge swollen red and purple gouges on my fingers every day in various states of healing plus horrific chemicals smeared on my hands, so they appear wrinkled, huge, swollen and deformed and horrific upon close inspection in bright light) but also every other part of my body perpetually slashed, doused with skin-deteriorating chemicals, broken bones, etc without end night-after-night on any level possible. For the past month I have been literally collapsing on my bed in mid-afternoon and going into deep sleep until the next morning, usually 12-14 hour healing bouts of intense body healing crisis and hopeful regeneration. In this state, the terrorists--the german punk hater and the daughter of depp the infernal and endless yelling screaming and non-stop murder attempt pair but depp and his entourage have meant me literally fighting being killed in horrific car crashes in their conjunction with elon musck and his auto-murder vehicle empire concealed and protected by the trump melania nazi sector, utilized under obama with continuous near death hits by cars on all sides, etc still in operation but the depp dynasty and their french counterparts gold digger empire resulting from the french "model" mother and her group aligning like Vichy-nazis with the german rapists and nazi concentration camp rape haters thrust upon me for the most brief internet clicks I make on their movies or their faux antifascist endeavors (in this case, more then 30 years of this Stuttgart-outlying-district "punk" having had my body and life and spine destroyed as much as possible while keeping me alive, with intentions of absolute mutilation deformity and paralysis but keeping me in enough state to be raped in any way while in drugged and sleep teleportation fashion for their endless joy division enterprise of blonde women being put on endless nazi iconography pedestals and anything darker (but omitting jasmine crocket and the black nazi teams) from this color line discrepancy--although of course on an automatically assumed "lower" tier like the recent nikki minaj seat next to erica kirk--the pairing of black nazification is now openly expressed in the context of "christianity" but I do not intend to digress. This morning after 14 hours of deep sleep, interrupted by the throat microchip implant tied into my spinal nervous system network of microchip implants (which they are using to get me to drop items while holding them) and they make my throat muscles contract due to the throat microchip--forcing a deep, sudden closure of the muscle contracting--thusly a "snort" sound wakes me up. Always this is done just at the point of falling into deep sleep--they have my brain monitorede every second as well the combined microchip and nervous system and brain connection is tied into their remote neural monitoring of my brain activity; thusly they know when I am reaching the deep sleep threshold and at that exact moment having me woken up with this snorting noise which is both discrediting--as usual and also physical torture, combined with the dire necessity of healing from the poisoning that they inflict on a daily basis --still the drugging is tantamount at this point of decades of it ongoing every day and night in food, implants and whatever the implants do to my hormone and secretion balance--and I need to sleep and heal it is not just a wanton need but a life-threatening need to sleep after exercising to break the internal poisons)> THUSLY< THIS morning after having been woken up repeatedly around three a.m. by the infernal german hater who is detestable to me in all ways and means--every thought every action he comes to suck energy out of me forcing his penis on me or just to suck all positivew energy out and replace it with hate and death energy--but first sucking my life force out as I aM IN A HAPPY MOOD (hard to accomplish with normal twelve hours per day of death threats abUSE AN DYELLING by people like crocket the opportunist crooked politicians all taking turns in obtaining their desired promotions by the nazi society which has put all the fake opposition into power for decades into the democrat party to align with the intended surge of democrat politicians being voted into power, as the alternative but fully coordinated as really being impotent and atrocious deception agents in reality. Their grasping hate upon me is endless in the teleportation promotional touring they make taking turns for all to become the next tier, replacing the trump nazi openly racist genocidal politicians and pundits. //this morning, extremely sick but after "screaming" at the german who began having my throat constricted while I was in extreme sickness healing sleep--they want me up and doing things at three a.m. every day because his dirty nasty schedule aligns with this time. The endless "loser" screams of the dirty stupid sick daughter of depp sitting next to the ugly rat-like parasitic rodent of this german nazi filth creep--so murderous so sinister but so aligned with dirty stupid moronic trashy shitalina the daughter nepo-spawn of ONE OF THE THREE 'ambassadors" to trump in whorewood--his name so odious to me I literally block it out but the daddy having latched onto this contract on me and my family as early as 1975 has been sending his dirty daughter shitalina into literally sucking original ideas out of me--but besides my obvious rant at this stage, the levels they use for exploitation and to obtain their daily quota of abusing me into a reaction was met by crockett this morning, while I was absolutely sick and they knew it by monitoring my brain activity. While literally "s*(*Iting" out the poisons which have been lodged in my body poison hard shell cavities and intestines (or coming out through the intestines of course, the efforts I MAKE TO STRETCH the hard shell into tiny fractures which eventually my body works with all physical strength to break out, forming clusters of poison in bulbous shape or stringy black and brown horrific shapes or liquid "diarrhea" which emanates like bursts of death pouring out of my continuously fighting body for survival self--while on the toilet crocket came to insult abuse and blame me insulting all that i am while--the previous deadly attack by the german nazi "punk antifa" scum greasy sinister creep who I met for 4 hours over thirty years ago, operating with shitalina who is endlessly thrust into torture sphere for whorewood murder et all partnership with every foreign white nazi enclave operating through her and the california enmity and racist plantation State currently in "power" vying to become the next wave of the 4th reich in power officiouis and deadly lying every sentence has a calculated focus group pairing behind it--his dyslexia is bolstered by voice-to-skull partnerships with all means of English (london) and German (this german hate person) who operate with AI instant information-sharing V2K (voice to skull) tech to literally get them to repeat the wonderful sentences about how they care about society, which terms will trigger the emotional response necessary to sell their lies for furtherance of a deception policy which puts a dualistic red and blue wave of nazi synchronization into endless increase trends towards total nazi europigapeland overtake and imperious colonization of the totally imploding american economy and society--desperation leading to voting in blind misery for the seemingly appealing opposition. Crocket is riding that wave and so her low and nasty attack was forced on me while I was literally in the middle of such sickness detox on the toilet that I was hunched over holding my abdomen because of the pain and injury to my intestines and mobility and awareness at that precise moment. that was her segue to insults, abuse and information extraction while the explusion of depp was screaming "loser" in tandem with the german issuing instructions using voice-to-skull to yet more "stupid americans" following his inaudible but internal hearing technology aka voice-to-skull or synthetic telepathy and I'm sure there are various other names for these technologies--but he was transmitting to the ever nasty and lustful greed of crocket instructions on the types of immature white rape frat boy responses and insults which he is well-trained in performing probably on his endless forays into other countries from his travels into devastated other countries, groups and etc he in turn is being instructed on what to say by his central command structure back in germany, or the roots thereof perhaps some of the psy-ops operatives from germany are nestled in the general region of where these cretins are all combining to endlessly attack me. Nothing is too low for them to do, including while I aM IN THE MIDDLE OF detoxing on the toilet...

**please note that this post, like every single post I fight to type out, is fraught with hacking interference on a 100 percent non-stop block to functionality plus my brain is under attack to the point I am nauseous and dizzy especially when I get up after about 500 times slowing down of my normal typing capacity with non-stop blocks toe very letter so the 'backdoor" hack into my brain using stress and accumulated rage from non-stop stop murder and life-threat is the inevitable break-down into ranting as this post as all posts inevitably decline into plus they redact and delete words and phrases for further discrediting--I cannot continue flow of thought or linear explication of my ideas as well 


she then began her endless insults but after I got off the toilet, and was in a less vulnerable state (AS IN TOTALLY vulnerable to anything, the slightest negative energy or any sort of blurp in my physical surroundings I am totally unable to be strong against---the poisons coming out of intestines and this hard shell in my back the poisons at least 30 years old if not older trapped and murderously poisonous)


they try to get me into "workign" for them so crocket like noem is trying to get me to say I would "work" for her (Which means her abusing and using me and discarding me after they discredit me to the point that I am no longer viable as any partnership with them in the public perception--similar to what Ben Shapiro is currently undergoing in his years of serving as the not-yet-nazification of america under the biden administration and earlier into the outcast--although he has rushed to visibly and in every way descry me and to laugh with mirth to make death statements and giddy about me being raped by white nazi men and how I "deserve" IT HAS NOT stopped the turning point crowd and all the black progressives from giddy delight that he "WAs hanDED HIS ass" as uttered by a black progressive on her show (sabby sabs who has also attacked me not in teleportation but in cyber stalking and etc is fully aligned with white nazi culture and like secular talk with krystal bell also with her breaking points they are openly in the private of this hate crime milieu openly antisemitic but in their talk shows emphasizing that people should stop bypassing and dancing around being openly antisemitic and just come out with these types of statements and make being racist more plausible and then more solid)

AS WITH  THE BS of newsom yesterday in screaming that I am "supposed" to serve them as a slave, and that "who do you think you are?" (which is a common euro-pig ape rat statement made to me when I fight illegal activity and landlord lease break in my living situations when I fight for basic human rights the white nazi ape rat scum from europigapeland all say this with hands on  hips, which newsom says because he is a boy toy of white nazi envelopment of california--completely under the control of the truly nazi racist murder regime of arnold schwartzenegger who is an abomination california inflicted upon america and his influence remains controlling newsom and also newsom's partner crocket


the ridiculous hypocrisy that she began to spew onto me as the french nazi spawn of the depp french nazi egress into america through the wide-open legged welcome of whorewood the rape and orgy ghetto culture and shitalina her dirty english mommy connected to the english monarchy with life-threatening english bigots controlling both her and the majority of whorewood and it's english-overtake through non-stop english actors and directors

and influencing trump into performing open monarchist tyrannical overtake with ice barbie or not, ugly and greasy sleazy and rotten mediocrities being given power

and blacks stealing my concepts I wrote O FYEARS AGO THAT these mediocrities like dumb and nasty shitalina and pig ape pitt--whose appearances in films and movies are sheer nazi iconography propaganda bolstered by their foreign mommies and nazi daddy structures (FROM WITHIN AND WITHOUT the united states all adopted as pets and pawns)

crocket__just madE NASTy insults when I said in the detox wiping the poison off turning point of this sick and nasty attack upon me byu this low and odious person

that if I worked for her, it would be as usual me proclaiming philosophy of equality and the human rights which they are all crushing like the cocaine-laced backdrop of their mutual addiction to power and money handed to them by the drug-trafficking, human trafficking nazi empire


telling her that as usual she and her group would continue to passively enjoy watching me get tortured while they continued to allow the nazis to attack me while she and they all would as usual steal the ideas

and then the idea I had writen of for years was that these white nazi trash creeps like shitalina were so empty, meaningless and mediocre but using my ideas for 15 years which have gone to oscars literally almost yearly in many respects, but given not just nothing but mutilation endless life-destroying torture desrtruction of my property theft of my cat (MY FAMILY) AND in the last year with the cover of DOGE my disability cut off--the german scum rat having been partners with the people in germany who literally had my spine crushed rendering me totally disabled


but, crocket went on insulting how I look, making stupid nasty comments which are of a tenor she never made before but transmitted by the german scum rat ape sitting next to the ever-stupid and blank depp nepo-spawn like shitalina they are plastic surgery created nazi envoys through which the white nazi overtake of america has been ongoing for at least 40 years or longer through whorewood--leading to trump, and then through newsom the celebrity apprentices like crocket are flocking to use the tech to relay nazi death threats insults and are beaming with delight after their next plastic surgery rennovation and refurbishment to appear like celebrity make-over divas


and thusly, in this haste to try to pound this out once more, I am unable to "remember" the exact thing I wanted to write of her stupid and sick insulting and provocation abuse which I did respond to, which is part of a daily quota of making my hair grey my body shrivel in old age form endless abuse rape torture sleep deprivation now the agenda of the german rat parasite


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all three of these continuous attackers have had their creepy careers skyrocket into public acclaim due to endless latching onto attacking me

the spawn of depp to the german scum creep and then crocket all began their ascent into large public display the week or year or decade or decades of assaulting me through this system as also with shitalina whose career like pig ape pitt were in decline due to their aging process not appearing as fresh succulent nazi plastic surgery recreations of nazi iconography. Their attempts at filmmaking also in decline as they could not fathom anything more original in concept that regurgitated "woke" culture refrains of repeats of cliche-riddled boring movie themes. as with the german "punk" whose album came out, I believe the year he and his group had me drugged poisoned and then my spine crushed to the extent that I am now partially paralyzed as a result--smiling laughing delighted back then this filthy creep organized a last-minute "interview" of me for his dirty filthy band--naming it after the Women's International Zionist Organization--WIZO but the phonetic translation into german is "wieso?" which means "why?" simply stated it is a rebuke of all things jewish, zionist and etc his stance is to have mandami physically assault me for no reason other than this german scum filth was enraged that I had tried to get out of the mind control operation he had played on me, just as newsom had done and the reaction was the exact same from both--little white entitled "BOYS' reacting with violence screaming with rage that I didn't give them what I had said under rape torture and duress mind control years of shitting poison out no love no friendship no partners no support only hours per day of torture

and one sentence they got me to write in desperation to find some salvaging of my life and my disability has entailed instant violent reaction when I retract the mind control sentence I had written in one desperate attempt to get out of the trump nazi grip


and thusly, death threats and abuse from both, newsom using his black california celebrities who are yearning for promotion (not quite having made it into the ice cube eminem and snoop dog level who had come at me viciously back in the obama years to use mind control drugging and rape and torture to get me to listen to their "no vaseline" and stuff like that which I posted in the utter profound delusional belief, totally dispelled by now, the blacks uttering racist victimization also implies absolutely what is being done to me--but quite the opposite it has become a stepping stone for promotion by blacks claiming that only they are the most victimized people on earth

always black this and black that is plunged onto my internet the black people making these videos rush to assault me with sneering contempt under the jurisdiction of obama, with ferrakhan and oprah backing their endless vicious attacks upon me

and I could go on and on, hackers are blocking keyboard function it is nearly impossible to get a single sentence out but not as drastic as of late with continuous all caps interspersed with blocks to function


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finally, after crocket while making insults to my face how I LOOK WHEN i WAS perusing the youtube to block out her incessant insults threats abuse questions for information

with this german scum filth rat who has spent over 30 years having me stalked, and followed by german agents who had groups of americans both black white jewish and asian rush to assault me in huge groups with a german in the middle instructing them all

and this german creep using mind control on me for decades but the english attacks on me after hegseth and bannon got through and crocket appeared sneering with hate at me  yelling that I have to obey the white men who are making genocidal death threats and racist insults while she gets promoted for being the next black celebrity and politician to join in--with insults threats abuse without end for YEARS AND YEARS beginning with her "BUTCH BAD BU ILT' bs statement which came out at mtg after mtg had sexually accosted me in an abusive sick manner and then obtained her huge set of financial promotions she brought on mike johnson who endorsed the endless celebrity rape of me in particular with the barbie crew--who joined with krystal bell in making racist remarks based on skin color at me as I fought to get them off (the ken doll celebrity his name my brain is blanking out was there to support krystal bell, the white "progreSsive" WHO HAS made statements along with her husband the very white-dyed hair although entertaining humorous political youtuber with his secular talk, which I watch but on the very same day both of them stated openly that people should just come out and make antisemitic comments rather than feign that they are not racist or antisemitic--but both of them entertaining and inviting candice owens on the next day after she rushed at me invited to join into the instant promotional murder parade aimed at me--for not being the typical obsequious jewish (I am not related to the diaspora the religion or any aspect of that group only by supposed birth) but that I am not a submissive and approving white nazi supremacy "Jewish" performer like so many--bloomberg, and etc shapiro endlessly inflicting pro white skin supremacy in his every lecture--but thrown out as soon as the nazis have taken over--as I tried to write above ) but candice owens invited specifically as an endorsement fellow racist of the white progressive "liberal" front who had worked with The Hill in Congress and are still allied

so, it's impossible to get this out--the conjoining tendrils of this noxious plant suffocating the american landscape of politics is so intertwined

but she could not wait for me to get off the toilet but began her tirade questioning trying to use mind control to get me to say that I would "work" for her as k noem had done, prior to the multi-millions being thrown at her for her malfeasance 

during the month of december when ice murders of detention prisoners has reached a very high significant public notice in the news

the month of this german scum nazi rapist ugly hater literally by her side every moment, for hours per day so the nazi gestapo syndrome was directed at her because the nazi europigapes want a total implosion of america

the stupid american puppets call them by their name I have done-crocket being just another one

fully going through the rituals of induction into hopeful senator and presidential roles endorsed for her absolute literal repeating of hate insults and racist memes the german scum is spewing out through this tech

the french nazis who have spent as the depp family has done, in collusion with musk after years of abuse and rape from both heard and depp (he doing the rape the blonde nazi bigot who later partnered with musk who then handed the tech to trump)

literally all of them owe their rise into leadership role due to this egregious contract out on me

the blacks who routinely hack their "we are the only victims of racism" videos have stolen my years of writing that the white nazis who are stealing my ideas are mediocre

this is now being used by the black nazis who hack their trigger-happy videos (if I get triggered and keep watching that means they are invited to physically and in every way assault me in this contract of teleportation-for-promotion) but I began, me, years and years ago, to state what they are all mimicking now as if their own concept and only applying to them--that mediocrity of whites is preferable to putting black who are more competent in power

that is what has been ongoing for years that my ideas such as this one is stolen and used by blacks along with the blonde nazi "feminist" whites in my writings on how this group operates

always then assaulting me to get their promotion later on

using my concepts but then deleting what i had written or endlessly I am silenced my ideas stolen deleted afterwards I don't know exactly

as pelosi is in contract of ownership through her endless financial grift through yet another organization: facebook through which I wrote many of the oscar-award winning movie concepts which she undoubtedly has had deleted I have no doubt

rushing to claim that they are superior to me, the blacks rush at me

I began watching a chinese martial arts video, one of the famous chinese martial artists had arrived in the teleportatoin

the rotten farrakhan and oprah induction of endless black nazis into attacking me, such as the endlessly screaming dirty and sinister ugly crocket has done for years and years, is that they used subliminal tech to force me to say that oprah is an aunt jemima after years of her having me raped and my ideas stolen--by her as well

after saying this, farrakhan angela davis and the rest, also on their career downward trajectory but bolstered by using mind control to get me to scream one single sentence under duress, life-threatening drugging and they all act like I am not drugged or under torture in any way, that this was a deliberate statement made like I am in public making a racist comment (usually they attack me for my thoughts after forcing subliminal phrases into my subconscious which my brain repeats and then they began assaulting me physically and with death threats for "you thought this" like the stupid and ugly, but dirty sick filth that they truly are, nothing is too low

this is taken as wonderful by the white nazi trash and shit putting them all into higher positions of power

nothing is too low, stupid or openly disgusting all the attacks

and reactions

and all the reactions by them are almost the same, thus compounding their mediocrity in the first place

and so, I began to think to myself about the eyes of this chinese martial artist who I had met in teleportation\

and dirty stupid sick mediocre crockett began hissing "you thought how his eyes are slanty" thusly they continue to try to foist this label of me being this redneck racist--which is all they conform to they bow with loving deference to openly racist bannon and s-neger and the openly racist newsom who all have "retinues" of their plantation good obedient slaves operating as the black face backdrop for their "see, I'm not a racist' which includes hakeem jeffries a most odios and sinister racist using the dictates of blaming me for all the racist statements they are instructed to force into my subconscious, so my brain repeats the sentences because of how the brain actually physically operates

and then they threaten me for the "thoughts'

and thusly rotten and stupid ugly crocket began saying that I "thought" that the eyes of the chinese man were "slanty" using a racist cliche--which is all these idiot savants can use the use endless cliches are so driven by white supremacy cliche-driven automatic enslavement principles of compliance

and killing jews is on the agenda of the american nazis and the blacks in power are mostly all conforming to this

crocket has spent over 4 years attacking me as has the german rat ape over 30 years obtaining record contract and tours of germany--as the afd rises in power his fake antifascist nazi propgaganda is more appealing because of the old school appearance of him being legit

and then the depp spawn over 15 years of her almost entire life having been spent in non-stop poisoning and drugging and mutilation of me

shitalina her entire life revolving around exploiting this contract so she has never spent a single moment of her life not having meas her feeding frenzy celebrity promotion  upgrade and for over 15 years any movie she stars in as well as dirty nasty and stupid pig pitt have all derived from this contract out of my ideas


and so, it was just plain ugly dirty low sickness but this is the daily behavior of especially the blacks who are relying on the most STUPID statements so obviously rotten and dumb in racist terms, their instant "you are racist' style attacks for things I have never said they just insert it as if I am thinking it or saying it

they torture and threaten me and once I am "tramatized" because all night I am put in rape and torture homeless and murder skits done while I am in deep vulnerable theta sleep states by the white nazis then they get the blacks to insert all their deep fear racist statements but finally they can superimpose the most blatant racist comments onto me

and thusly, this is the "rising star" that trump calls stupid but all the insults to his opposition are taken as compliments--adam shchiff just stateted with a jewish journalist from the ny times that when trump insults him it means that he has enough impact to be a threat and thusly it is a reverse compliment

done sort of freudian interpretation style of a reverse longing buried under insulting humiliation

but that is the insult factor that the "good jews" and the "good blacks' are supposed to embrace as their rite of passage

and this is all crock-a can use for her senate tv add which has her glossy in plastic surgery botox celebrity appearance

stating as crocket has proven endlessly with bannon and hegseth and every white german rapist and maga abuser of me, that she is fully hip and into all the abuse and murder

just to replace her and her black cohort group

who have stolen and used what I had written for years about mediocrities stealing my ideas because in general white americans cannot tolerate anything darker than the bluest eye in having original and superior qualities in intellect and threat to white hegemony due to all rights being hard won in legal battles for all the preceding decades

this is why crock-a always has 70's black activist black women as her photo op symbol behind her as do so many other black women who are part of the white 4th reich nazi push for black solderis to perform the most blatant and openly stupid and sick racist comments and actions against jews

because the hitler regime really was threatened by the top tier jews in power in former euro-hate-land in places like england and france and germany holland and etc

all totally immersed despite what they claim as otherwise, into fulfilling the earlier 3rd reich total genocidal activities against jews

but using american blacks now as their front pawns for their intended plantation overseers





The Ugly, dirty sleazy filth of Krispy Kreame Krap Noem and the filth stupidity and incompetence of Whorewood with an assault that is just endless violence for me having watched a filth stupid mediocre movie slated to "win" a top award, and even moreso due to this violence upon me for being so ill from detox, and the never-ending parasitic feeding off life force that parasite noem the ugly sinister parasite leech feeds of monitoring my brainwaves and uses extreme violence against me when I am at my most sick from detox--which never ends I am always in a near-state of emergency illness from poisons and hard latched on shells of poison ripping out of my central nervous system, into my brain, my intestines emitting the most toxic of 30-year old and older poisons latched into my spine for most of my life. I was so ill I could not do more than sit staring at the laptop, fighting to get internet on and trying to block out the ugly sickness of leech parasite noem this filthy dirty skank latched onto attacking me and feeding off sadism and torture. She is sucking my life force out like the rest of these ape whore pig scum rat leeches but she brought on the filth stupid team of one battle after another--dirty filthy revolting creeps the blonde old nazi male actor who used to date dirty madonna yet another hypocritical racist with all her "liberal posturing" crap but sean penn is a rotten nazi bigot who got his entire team, with lugubrious leo the rotten endlessly "winning" leech on me for 15 years he and this shitalina crew have spent all day, every day, monitoring abusing asking for ideas this ugly dirty creep dicaprio has fed off this contract and assisted in rape torture poisoning of me to obtain his endless spate of undeserved top awards--the filthy swine rat came with the team of the usual black nazi skanks working alongside their blonde nazi "masters" so completely absorbed into nazi minion culture and trying along with KKK Krap noem to assault me to further rape white male supremacy culture--the black women rushing at me but they began while I was in my usual 12 hour deep sleep sickness state unprotected by all the layers I wear--so they doused my hair with damaging oils stinking and my hair is falling out from their poisons smeared into my hair-my hands are dried up they douse harsh chemicals on my skin--my cuticles cut into they are huge and swollen so my hands look like I've been working with acid for years with my hands unprotected. They came at me firstly by just hitting me in my deep sleep state--as shit whore ugly sick parasite leech noem the filth kkk krap has been doing with old newscum the white nazi prick pig rat ape from cali and then the rotten german nazi "punk not nazi'" filth she embraced watching him and the english shit pig rape me viciously taking turns--under her order as she then played hegelian dialectic "help" to "rescue" me from so much violence that under extreme drugging and poisoning and torture and beatings and rape I told this filthy ugly sick parasite that she is "beautiful" only under extreme stress and being murdered, essentially. Since then she has made sexual passes at me then had me beaten then abused then endless hours per day of questions after torture and beatings so the nazi white trash german shit rat can have original concepts to add to his cliche antifascist songs from 30 years ago (long story). But yesterday after such sickness life-threatening detox as they see me in utter sickness unable to move as they attack 12-16 hours per day unremitting every second all day into the night in deep sleep--no one could withstand this while I perpetually shit out decades old murder poisons and chemicals and drugs while they continue to drug and torture me.Watching this movie knowing that probably the shit team might come and attack me and under this utter sickness, totally all-encompassing in my lymphatic state my nervous system supersaturated with deadly poisons and drugs unable to do more than eat and watch videos needing to absorb my concentration wholly--not able to study or do anything in such sickness I watched this film hoping the shit team would not come and attack me. In that drugged up state I wrote on facebook that sean penn was a great actor---he rushed at me after he got (and dicaprio and shit ugly sick sinister noem the kkk krap piece of rotten parasitic vampire shit) as they just hit me and hit me in my deep sleep state. I had done nothing but watch this filth shit movie and noem came at me beginning with asking me to hit her, then demanding that I hit her, I said no so she began to hit me I flew into a frenzy to pound her out of my attack zone and out of my sphere---that is after 20 years and longer of being raped beaten while asleep tortured drugged and incapacitated by shit after shit nazi trash creep so it is now almost a reflex to fight them off me. She has been getting ugly white pig men who have since obtained lead roles in huge blockbuster movie deals from rape and beatings rape and abuse rape and torture ongoing all day all night day after day since shit rump came into office--which was while biden was still president by the way at least 6 months prior to the election the rump regime began the white trash nazi show of utter violence and rape by europigape trash shit--but once they got into office then it was hegseth bannon and now dirty ugly sleazy noem and with their permision the "anti-ice" movie bullshit of this group of so-called actors--who have NOTHING to say in their little horrid stupid interview of the cast they had nothing nothing to say they have zero intellect they are blank stupid sleazy empty parasitic nothings with no concepts completely banal and over-rated. Sean Penn, who probably had me under mind control while I was watching the movie had his black nazi plantation slave-mentality actors playing the "bold and sexualized animalistic" black revolutionaries to assault me so white nazi males and shit like noem can just point blank rape and rob and torture but blacks like them in the cast get a get out of plantation slave status free card only that they must remain in the big house with the other house slaves--they hope in beverly hills with more plantation awards for performing the exact opposite of what every "woke" movie purports to portray. The author of the book upon which the movie is based is probably dead or otherwise he might not be so happy with the result of this crappy film, set to become a top contender all say it will win the top award. It is not worthy and sean penn is nothing but a cheap and sick psychopath white supremacist as his role implies he was not acting, as a matter of fact. He had his black nazi slave attack me as I was fighting her off me, while dirty ugly noem the kkk krap watched on as usual, feeding off this watching me fight perpetually to put hate and violence in my sphere as much as possible to destroy me she feeds off the energy of sucking out my life spirit she is a parasite without end on my life. This ugly dirty leech is just endlessly latched onto me for her sadistic feeding frenzy and money and power accumulation. Ironic that this shit cast rushed with dirty dicaprio the leech as well to join with her and the movie is about shit like kkk noem and her violence and sickness but they don't even get nominally into the reality of what kind of hypocritical filth shit like ugly dirty noem is nor do they even acknowledge it in their own behavior when they assault me under the guidance of rotten noem so white supremacy will award them with best film actor all they can obtain. I wrote just as I had done with old scum newsum that he should become president after just watching him get his jollies on giggly about fighting the texas redistricting in california, the place I had just moved address to and he jumped to assault me I wrote on facebook to him that I support him in his endeavor and perhaps he could become president. I was a million percent under mind control from trauma poisoning drugging (drugging is continuous they never stop murdering me with poisoning through drugging for mind control purposes) when I realize that I was under mind control I retract the statements I had made such as when writing on facebook that penn should win an award he is a dirty ugly sinister slime like all the rest but so absolutely violent towards me it is unbelievable. He does not deserve an award he was not acting he was the only one in the film who had more than 1-2 facial expressions throughout the film.the rest are blank as personalities as are their acting skills the movie left me with a usual numb nothingness the book I am certain is much more powerful as usual they wrecked a great idea and turned it into whorewood hypocrisy. That is the essence of the mind control evoked through these shit rotten actors so-called--they are absolutely opposite in their personal money-cloying fame attacks (they now revolve around attacking me as dicaprio has for over a decade this slime dirty screaming hissing filthy creep goddamn get him off me they latch on forever these filthy fucks). they play these roles in these shitty-made violent and sexual-based movies with sexual and racist stereotypes then have a scriptwriter inject some "meaningful" concepts which are a basic flimsy basis of a seminal plot framework for concepts about idealistic endeavors to not have an unjust world. The shit actors at least since they began teleporting me in 2013 have literally put fascist nazism into lead roles in the government partnering with shit like MTG with scripts so she can claim she is playing opposite to the repug party just in time for the midterms to salvage her career. The same was done by musck and trump is playing his most favorites as opponents using whorewood scriptwriters. In essence, every plot of the theatrical media and politics is a script-written plot device by a whorewood-backed leadership backstage (nazi-paid and controlled) system. The point is to sell more white nazi trash paradigm and retain control using black nazi skanks like the filth who played in key roles in this one battle after another dumb and dumber movie violence as the main draw besides sex shit entity of this thing I watchd, ready to forget about it but I fell asleep without being able to protect my head and hands and feet and teeth--they also cut into my gum tissue as well as damaging my hair and skin my hands are as usual extremely damaged and etc..but they first just began hitting into my face as ugly noem advised them to do to trigger me--I was so ill I tried to ignore them--then they continued and continued then they used the throat constriction torture (microchip implant in my throat) then they made my heart palpitate until I finally got up and then the abuse of them literally rushing at me hitting me began to trigger me Once I began to fight back ugly rotten dirty old bigot penn (pig) began furiously punching at me. He began to kick me I grabbed his pig hoof and made him land on his back and hit him in the groin. He began screaming at me as dicaprio came to him and put his arm around him and said stupid things of comfort. I then fell back asleep to drown in sickness until they teleported me in the deep of night as penn came at me grabbing my breasts calling me the b-word hitting my face from a side angle while I was in deep theta sleep--into my face screaming I tried to ignore him he continued and continued. He then had me teleported to being homeless in a room full of blondish nazi americans laughing and saying stuipd things I called them white trash it was also subliminally coerced into my subconscious I was not thinking of what I was saying and I was indeed asleep in my prime body state in my real bed but teleported and saying these things. Penn came at me and came at me hitting grabbing my body screaming came at me with a knife slashing into my face and body they also had slashes on my skin in the teleported situation and surrounded by white nazi shit laughing and mocking and etc. //all of that because I fought back after they first began to hit me and hit me and hit me until I reacted, then because I reacted dirty sleazy ugly penn began this ultra violence and purportedly not only for white supremacy but also to try to oppress me completely, which has been the goal of dirty stupid blank noem although unbelievably she was governor of a State she is a calculating lying parasite that is the reason why nazi america put her into power this is the trend for maga and nothing more-- a lying slew of money-grabbing parasites sexual predator leeches and dirty life-sucking abuser psychopaths.

  Finally after 12 hours of torture beatings abuse sexual harassment and torture I told ugly penn that he deserved at least a nomination in ...