A complete and total surge-infestation-parasite-pig-ape-leech assault since the celebrities knew that the Trump campaign was going to "win" which was months before the Nov. election (2024)--the vicious and increase in assault began with german Nazis and has not stopped with more German nazis american nazis and english nazis--the same ape filth parasites who have attacked me for years are now in frenzy feeding mode as the trump hate cartel has given full permission to inflict more upon me. the "alpha" pig ape knee-jerk jerk-off rapist stuipd immature dirty filth crap of "men" so-called and their hateful sleazy stupid empty blank hateful nasty vile l"women" so-called, and the minions of all skin colors are on a vicious tour to repeat years of profit and abuse, just taking turns. One scumbag who I met through some people who arranged a yelling hate match while I was drugged, completely dazed by drugging in a German little town I was drugged into believing was a "fun" weekend get-away (next to a little town called "Killer", in the South of Germany or between Stuttgart and Tuebingen) this blonde german "punk" hair style creep arrived, was making his moves to be in movies and like so many rushed to come to ensure that hate and viol.ence were inflicted upon me by the "friends" (one had been a former student of mine from Berlitz language school, who arranged that I lose my job, and he was involved in the music industry arranging drug and orgy tours of british bands throughout germany, and other "alternative" nazi bands (outwardly making all the antifascist statements, secretly doing a search and destroy mission upon the americans they wanted to get out of Germany and to attack and exploit--I was a main target for a lot of people let me tell you1 this creep I never even thought about, had only recognized him by watching a German movie about the holocaust where he played a very nasty german commandant or whatever--while he was playing his "game" Upon me, with his spiked hairdo, and playing guitar, he was all gregarious and happy pot smoking "cool dude" a la american affectation in order to take down my defenses so he could inflict his horrid sleazy opportunistic exploitation attack with huge smiles all the while. I forgot about him completely because not only am I constantly drugged, but I never saw him again after that weekend and have met a lot of other peoplel and I had no idea what a pig ape nazi scum he actually is, until now. But a few MONTHS ago I watched this movie that, the trailer was hacked onto my youtube channel, I didn't recognize anyone and thought maybe it was an algorithm because the pig apes are constantly hacking nazi concentration camp videos onto my youtube just to program me, they way they program all the other victims they exploit who are then trauma-based mind controlled "slaves". //I watched the movie and eventually realized he looked familiar. I looked up his name and saw that it was barely recognizable, and looked up his history and yes, he had studied theater in Stuttgart and got his move in the biz for playing a nazi (so "alien" to what he really is, ha ha or that was back in the 90's now he's full on with no more fake huge smiles, and this i his latching parasitic pig ape "game" being "played" alongside the Americans and the English who are all using any pretext to assault me in the same vein: I checked out videos from him in the last few years, and he looked old and like he'd been partying far too much. It is a result of drinking a lot of beer, I would suggest as this is a tradition and custom but that doesn't make it healthy and a positive influence on the body especially daily use for decades, sitting around getting sloshed almost every night, many do this by the time they are 60 they are pretty damn old-looking. I thought this to myself and then dismissed the whole thing. The rat from Green Day, this stupid yelling fascist wanna be europigape scumbag I have forgotten his dirty name, but he rushed to teleport me screaming about me calling this fuck "old" while it was my THOUGHT and it was an instant reaction (as always, I am drugged and under non-stop torture which the shit of america thinks is a fun game of torturing me to death so they, too can obtain free hand-outs of money and influence in the media, so it's a huge fun game for eveyr sick fuck (--mostly you reading this all of you--at this point in time I mean. The hacking is once more atrocious on the keyboard** hard to write clearly or think at all soI am cursing not able to think clearly. The pig ape, after maybe 4 months of me thinking this thought 4 months ago, never doing anything like clicking on his shit thinking about the pig ape he arrived after weeks of the rat from green day the faux "punk" bunch of hateful hissing insulting posturing bs rats usurping the punk genre--they appear to be anti-fascist but they are deception bullshit agents and not even par excellence they are just so superficial as "punks" but they are put as the fake pied pipers to lead the children into the arms of the fascist fourth reich even with dyed green hair---. this fuck has gotten a lot of men to rush and call me old. Tom hardy is there every moment of the day, which means no one is geting that leech off me. CAlling me old constantly, I thought probably he considers that he is getting old, but they are projecting this on me as well as abusing torturing poisoning raping and abusing me to death, which preceding the murder is making me old from poisoning stress and all loving positivity stolen from my environment. even getting on the internet to change the hate ranting they are constantly aiming at me they make impossible as the internet is hacked they block my reset capabilities all is hacked and I am stuck here as a non-stop sitting duck target with no chance to get support or anybody concerned whatsoever about this egregious criminal operation and absolute rejection of humanity and all that culture has ever aspired to be.//Alongside the opportunistic leech tom hardy and then the rat from green day, and I mean they are using this one little sick "thought crime" attack as if I committed the most heinous crime the yelling abuse rage and hate violence and the disgusting filth they order sprayed on everything the endless death threats (once more today from dirty ugly sell-out whore tom cruise, always there to support europigs in their take-over of the united states because his banality and mediocrity is always highlighted as being "the best" by endless standing ovations that are orchestrated by his french fascist nazi partners as they go through that stupid and ignorant whore into the united states; trump does this every single day, and they have been poisoning me for over 15 years and are screaming about me fighting to get the murdering pieces of sleazy grease off me. Then robert deniro rushed to violently threaten to kill me repeatedly because I wanted to make sure that the claims that his relative dying due to me "cursing him" (by that time it had been about 6 hours or more of him and pesce not only poisoning me as I wrote very day about being murdered they laughed, they partied they went to the oscars using an idea for joker that they stole out of torturing and abusing me and then asking what concept I would use to describe the situation. they used that "happy" reference in joker which was a large part of the construct of that movie--and then continue to poison me and abuse me--in the shower consatntly body shaming comments sleazy and sick as hell--having people rape me and as I fought to get them off me, screaming that they were pounding poison into my body, the filth of deniro rushed to pucnch me in the face order no-stop torture as that filth become embraced by biden, claimed he was against trump (but defends trump like a minion absolutely completely pro-trump much more than biden). Today he rushed to abuse and threaten my loife yelling endlessly because I asked AI if his relative had died from an overdose, one or two weeks after (years) of abuse and poisoning and murder, accxiedents abuse while in the shower from their teleportation, I asked if his relative had indeed died--because I screamed at deniro with utmost rage that I hoped he and his family would all die. One -two weeks later his relative died of a drug overdose. Now it is "My fault" because I am a "witch" and obviously "knew what I was doing" (putting it in the past tense changing the 2nd person to the 1st person)--and responding to that rotten fuck that it was years of him having me poisoned to death abusing me to death and finally I screamed to die as he was murdering me. the response was "you don't know what murder is " or something to that effecft and that he claims the death of his relative, like the stupid sick ignoramus that he is, like a dumb ignorant medieval witchhunt scumbag literally violently blaming me coming at me to scapegoat me for his relative's death screaming that he will get me for the death of his relative--as if it's all my fault. I keep telling and screaming at the fuck pig that he was and still is murdering me he screams he will murder me--only to be repeated by dirty filth fuck tom cruise in the same day (the former in the morining, the latter in the evening) during the entire day while I was out shopping tom hardy was there making hateful comments about me being old. Finally after trying to ignore him and not resopnd, I just told him that he and they are all dirty old men no matter how old in physical years. Only to return home and to see that the German ape filth was there and has been partnering with this since I watched that movie 4 months ago. the excuse he makes for violently assaulting me is that I thought that he looked old. That is the only pretext the rotten dirty leech parasite can find to endlessly abuse me and try to make me old by dumping no-stop hate torture and poisoning upon me alongside the rest of this pile of stinking filth. All it took for deniro to get his next promotion out of abusing me was for me to ask the ai chat if his relative had indeed died from an overdose--and he rushed within 4 hours to violently yell death threats about how it's my fault. The stupidity and neanderthal blaming of me like a dumb ignorant peasant in a medieval town with a witchfinder general handing out promotions to the dumb apes for every stupid sick sleazy rape and assault upon me possible; all is covered in the dark web "entertainment" genre of having me poisoned every day so I am screaming in rage, sitting alone and as usual, today I shat out a lump of poison that was so huge and hard it clogged my toilet--it plugged up the toilet drain, and I had to get on, once more, rubber gloves and there was no liquid mess, nothing like diarrhea, it was a hard lump as large as my entire fist (and I have large hands for a female) completely hard, intact, nothing even stinking it was so old and hardened in my body--the sleazy and stupid ape pig whores attacking me are responsible for having me poisoned but they are threatening myu life for fighting back to get the leecheds off me. Trump of course laughs and makes fun of it--I have also wished him death after he ordered with his nasty dirty nazi wife cars to hit me, he laughed as pig pitt raped and beat me and the reason they had me hit by a car was I wrote in my facebook completely blocked page that pitt should not win more awards and that his theft of my ideas should be stopped--for a year he used that as an excuse to literally abuse and have my gum tissue severed out to the bone while they abused me for hours per day--that rotten fuck won an oscar later that year for his year of abusing me, once upon a time in whorewood was taken by dirty tarantino out of my writings about charles mansion (and completely turned it into blonde nazi foreign robber maggot adulation omitting roman polanski as anything but a supplier of a house for her, really killing off polanski once more, turning the entire situation into a 4th reich display of white supremacy). This year tarantino is putting out kill bill vol. 4,out of the idea about the silent little black girl versus the loud and personality white little girl--one blank, vacant and silent out of his racism and the white girl absolutely "in charge" and I said that, so he is coming out with that concept--as usual, I get nothing for the concept, he is adulated for being "DEI " bullshit--his jewish wife out of israel is probably pulling him back from making more 'you die in a concentration camp" when I told him "No" for providing more ideas for his next oscar-winning movbie while he and they are all poisoning and abusing me to death, killing my cat as they all get new lovers new lives they get divorces they get oscars they suck out my life force make me old make me dying they are abusing me to death; trump who obtained the presidency has latched onto abusing me for over a decade and has used my reaction of rage to justify having my money cut off from social security and is increasing the abuse to really vamped up murder levels. I have grey streaks of hair now, my body withered and old, the german rotten pig fuck wants them to make me old for thinking that about him. I never chose to put death chemicals in my body and they are abusing me on average 16 hoiurs per day or more plus I am drugged with "rage" drugs they increase my nervous system through their implants into my spine and brain, and then abuse me until I reach a state of enraged violence----every single day, they go on and on and on and on. They use any damhn excuse to abuse me fgor months and years--all of them.

 ##The next day: after having fought to pound the post out last night, under extreme duress because the terror regime (Democrats, repubs) have jointly partnered to stop pretending that the government is not a fascist nazi mafia state any longer on all "sides" (complicity to the power grab to put it mildly, profiting thereof is the exact reality--btw the democrats just "could not" stop t-rump from profiting off his meme coin--but guess what the real "reason" was?)

hacking is once more blocking function

I wrote yesterday in an exhausted state of sickness, detox and the endless yapping of death threats by creeps (your famous celebrities and wanna infiltrate america nazi partners out of euro-land)

but I wrote that my disability was cut off "because I told trump I wished him dead"---that was a brainwashed and mind controlled statement I have been writing this for months---they made the decision to cut my money off months or years prior to my screaming in rage after, in deep sleep mode, drugged, under hypnosis, I screamed at Trump after months of dodging my money being cut off--understanding that once the 4th reich in it's almost open manifestation with the infestation of the 4th Reich Nazis and Mafia from our hostile deadly enemies the stupid celebrities "believe" are their great friends and partners---so beguiled by the psychopathic charm which is a learned trait not a genuine pattern.

I meant to say that they cut it off with many manipulative attempts to get me to not fight back against endless abuse with humiliating hate commentary and violence to which, under the drugging and mind control, while my back is against the wall they teleport their ugly sleazy selves into my every private moment--and once more today the German nasty parasite I mentioned last night, who dearly wants to infest america with his nazi troop out of stuttgart and I think he lives elsewhere as well---and he is torturing me for my thoughts---a "thought crime" this is a creep I met for one night 20 years ago and only hung out with because he was invited to someone else's house--20 years later the filth creep is torturing abusing and using any excuse to get entrance into whorewood--and the stupid apes of whorewood welcome this filth in without reservation. Truly a stupid and sold-out bunch of money grabbing whores, on all fronts.

Trump cut off my money as did the rest of the hate team of rapist bigots and murdering genocidal sleazy filth parasite league (and of course, my youtube channels are packed with nazi glorification videos and emaciated jews behind barbed wire in concentraton camps, photos of dead jews, etc

they have learned to dearly covet the prospect of stealing and robbing everything around the world using their relative's genocide as their spring board by the mere mind programming mention

however, the world of brown and black and jewish and any other "Minoritiy" group are their real soldiers at this point, they encompass the globe the vicious desperaton of the "oppressed" to be welcomed into the 4th Reich is why it's so in power around the world.

Hacking is preventing my typing and my brain of course under extreme blanketing of cognition

they decided to cut my money off a long time ago. they are saying that I did something that made them do this to me by screaming in rage that I wished he had been killed in Pennsylvania. I am referring to years of trump having fungus inserted into my ear canal, injecting me with a seriously dangerous virus just 2 months before the outbreak of covid---after I fought with an austrian dirty celebrity filth ugly old man ape who was insulting me I defended myself--he got a black LA k-rapper to assault me as his proxy--

it is the same in "critical race theory" los angeles as it is in a developing counry, the same exact slavish devotion to the 4th reich

I only wrote two tiny examples of the YEARS AND YEARS of what trump has done to me, along with the democrats like "The Squad" and many others who are fully committed to assisting as "minorities" in co-opting all resistance and then in private fully attacking me for having defended myself against white supremacy attacks.

they claim they are "fighting" racism and trump in public, for which they are slated for the upcoming election cycle to "win"

they have never, ever fought anything but how to conform and learn tolie and steal ideas to sound like they are oppositional.

the attacks continue with this dirty sick german creep--and the english one--they are ordering the minions in the rooms next to mine to spray permanent stains on clothing I made by hand, silks and beautiful colors--they had sprayed fungus on them and I washed them, only to see that a permanent red stain was on the clothing which absolutely had not been there when I hung it up to dry. cleaning stinking filth and debris under everything I have on the floor, because I cannot use any cabinet they spray stinking permanently staining filth into all enclosed spaces and all open spaces.

I am too exhausted from pounding this out, taking so long they also always slow my capability to type by about 400% or something like that.

Why I wrote another chaotic hyperbolic ranting but accurate, reality-based post today despite fighting as I do to not react, as the people monitoring my brain/body and functioning respond with advice constantly on how to be as calm, cool and collected as they are. They (these specific people) live in the equivalent of a commune financial status. They must work, but as I can ascertain, their sustenance is mostly assured, they have a safety net, they are surrounded in a peaceful domain and they have been trained in a philosophy which they can calmly relate. As opposed to their former more historical predecessors, they have no Emperor trying to dissolve their collective they are honored as cherished entities of wisdom in a techno world. They hack videos responding to my enraged, drugged up and mind controlled (microchip implant) plus YEARS of literal non-stop 24 hour torture per day, as every single thing I do in this room is being monitored, my eyes are dropping with tears my throat chocked by the microchip implant in my throat; it happens at odd moments while I am unprepared to "breathe deeply" as they would advise. I grab hold of objects at spurious moments rushing to get things done because using the internet as a form of "escape" from the non-stop "stupid bitch stupid stupid bitch bitch" endlessly hissing into my inner ear, with comments on every single thing I do by the hateful and bigoted lynch mob celebrities championed by the politicians who not only fund these operations but are heavily involved and have been for well over a decade--firmly established in the favor of any president, candidate and the influence they bear is enormous in choosing the next presidential candidate after they have "proven" what duplicitous lying manipulators they are and in how much they favor a complete genocidal take-over of the United States through so many avenues of not only mind control but in al facets of life. Thusly, it was Elizabeth Warren who, after the 4 years of Trump (she began hacking into my internet just after Trump began teleporting me to rape and torture abuse and laughter gaiety and his sudden instant ascent into the presidential leadership candidate role within one month of going from losing to winning--after having teleported me. Warren also simultaneously hacked her photos; one of which was of her smiling a really sadistic smile behind a fake appearance of normalcy--I know this type of smile from the photos of Nazis with tortured Jews being killed at their feet, the same sort of smile and I saw it in Germany quite often and I have seen it from my family members and she wore that same kind of crooked smile in a non-publicity photo and I realized the alarm but had no knowledge that clicking on her page would entail her being allowed access to this torture campaign, and she has been involved since at least 2016.//I cannot cite the source, but when Biden was running as presidential candidate (I cannot type capital letters it is extremely arduous just to type at all, the hacking malware is so extreme--it took me 25 minutes to gain access to Wifi the block of everything is non-stop)--Warren was the person who influenced the decision by the Democrat Party to put Biden as the official Presidential candidate back in 2020 or whenever she or the decision was made but mostly it was as always a contrived programmed event calculated to put an easily manipulated person into the office. //I suggest that Biden has been mind controlled probably drugged and then injected with poisons so he is dying and it shows (I am being killed I am dying from abuse and torture, they are abusing me to death the signs of premature old age as my body is dying from stress is also their calculated intention and I mean "they" as in the predominant exploiters I have not stopped writing about for over 16 years, they are all still there but I did not understand how much involvement warren has had in this until very recently. I knew it but her presence is veiled in regard to the more overt abusers who hack regularly. In this Trump ordeal she began hacking her "help" videos to the desperate Americans like myself facing being killed by all life support financially being cut off. They have ensured that i cannot earn a single penny, the filth and hate of whorewood in conjunction with absolute Nazi bigots like Warren (and I mean this emphatically she is a wanna be German with all imitation of Nazism except for her "progressive" stance) but, I hope I am not digressing too mucvh---so, Biden proved to have been the reason, as people are now saying "after the fact" that it was Biden who really put Trump into power for various reasons. I can suggest not even tentatively but it seems like a feasible suggestion that Biden has been a drugged and poisoned mind control person with increasing debilitation to his mental clarity by the likes of absolutely controlling warren and the outcome has been that she and the others who have been a huge component of this Congressional participation team (Republican Democrat Progressive) is that they are being paid in millions of "dark money" investment scams and schemes due to participation and allowance of this hate torture contract out on me; plus they all undoubtedly knew that trump would introduce his crypto currency and they could all invest and channel their illicit money through various means (I wrote yesterday or 2 days ago that my brother John was a manager of a nightclub in the Cayman Islands, and Warren was dictating her controlling and ugly horse voice to him and it was imperiously aimed at my brother--a lawyer at the top of his game, or at high levels has jurisdiction in 3 states, and can easily have money funneled to the Cayman Islands and my family on my father's side are extremely and corruptly well-connected. This is a mere hypothetical but her behavior towards my brother was demanding, a tone of voice that is akin to fascist corporate towards a minion inferior as her intention to sound that way is part of her extreme antisemitism and hate and her desire to become as nazi as possible. I am at the moment disgusted by her, but that she is gnawing and gnashing her teeth in front of the audience of people alarmed by the DOGE Committee, saying all the things with theatrical umph that people who are terrified of losing their lives due to the cut in their desperate only-source of income, which they have forced upon me so I am literally tethered to social security disability and cannot function in any way but to be a sitting duck at this point, with not only warren and not only trump but a myriad of endless groups of people all uniting behind destroying my mind, body and spirit in order to "crush" me into compliance to them murdering me and stealing all ideas without me fighting in my life defense. I watched my parents get killed, as I believe, by slow poisoning by their "wonderful " friends the relatives who rushed to violently assault me (not my siblings but their spouses and the spawn of their unions with nazi hate creep they aligned with in order to be not left out of displaying their talent; otherwise like me, the people not willing to dote as slaves upon the nazi shit who abuse insult and then glob onto this contract out on my family, so my family now is desperate to have me slowly killed without a single chance for me to survive so they can continue to feed off my life being destroyed--I have been saving money and fighting this group, they rushed to make sure I am homeless returned back to america in chains arrested and poisoned raped tortured and abused to death. The endless amount of money being paid to all participants is unbelievable but so is the funding for the Pentagon and other nefarious sources of these "operations"; this operation upon me is a tantamount importance to the 4th Reich in mind and body fucking raping and stealing. .///so I tried to be silent as I was advised by the financially secure, surrounded by other shaved-head conscripts to a life of security and officious benevolence (except for this particular monk lives at least part-time in Germany--speaks absolutely perfect German, and in the teleportation his one appearance to me, as I was naked or almost about to get into my shower (a dark, dank room endlessly sprayed with grease, fungus stinking odors sprayed with brown goo that permanently stains can't be removed unless the tiles are sanded down or removed--but he violently threw something in rage (has learned German techniques of traumatizing, it is a very german thing to do, he is fully indoctrinated in his 'cultural exchange" and this was without words, only to signify that I am "bad" and a violent response towards me for defending myself against Germans and other nazis trying to take over the United States through the endless "I'm part German" American throngs who are the white controllers of minorities; thus I wrote this post this morning because the other "half" of the white supremacy leagues also state that they are "part English". Thusly, the "be silent" "advice" given me by a man who violently threw something in the teleportation, smashing it extremely violently without saying one single thing, but then putting and hacking videos of him being calm, centered, collected and adivising people on how to be calm and "strong" just as he "is"-his voice is also a learned German tonality that has resonant seriousness with almost monotone calm depth---it is supposed to signify a deep well of strength and wisdom. It is a learned trait, as well. The thing I learned in Germany about keeping a calm exterior is that you cannot show any weakness to the parasites that German culture truly engenders through rigorous monotonous conformity to authority but training in how to lie, appear like a pleasant and professional or calm person belying a horrid and hateful malevolent intention behind the calm exterior. ///I tried to follow the advice as the "I'm part english" group with Baryishinkov put Tom Hardy once more to hiss or has his minions or people surrounding me hissing into my inner ear "stupid bitch" and commenting literally on every single thing I do, and giving "help" advice as well. At the moment when I cannot sustain an endless defensive posture, he jabs a hateful death threat, calling me bitch, making sexual rape or assault remarks while I am eating, and this goes on and on for about 10 hours in intermittent intervals throughout the day-or 12 hours now. Thusly, this morning I had to face another day of it, he began before the sun set and after I spent another 25 minutes (today over 1 hour) trying to clear the cache turn the computer off turn the router off turn the computer on clear the command clear the memory, turn the router off, restart the computer, the internet would come on and after 2 minutes it was turned off again. That goes on every day for one hour just to attempt to use the internet. Then the internet turns off (the router still on lights all on) so, as the approach of another day of being called a bitch, him bringing in with baryishnikov right behind him, all the people who rushed to assault me with shitape pigalina and pitt for years, returning once their world tours were finished, returning with death threats, insults that are disgusting and rancid in how rotten their minds and spirits are. all of them are consigned to representing some facet of being an "underdog' fighting against injustice. When they play evil villains, they are exalted in their bravado and swagger. And so, with poison that I had fought to get out of my spine for days, exercising as they abused and tortured me literally all day and night, every day, (for years this has gone on that schedule as all the criminal politicians just keep it going, people like warren along with the other white supremacy bigots also have a titillation factor of seeing me made old, they laugh about how my body is disfigured, they get hormonal highs off it, like you would see of glowing people smiling in front of a lynch victim in those old photos that blacks put out to claim that this system is still thriving or has been a horrid history of the united states. I have to dread and fear these people who proclaim their history of enslavement and lynching because the second they get a chance for approval of the very same modern-day groups which I know warren really is--they viciously assault me with violence and hate and laugh and giggle about itl. They are instantly given media spotlight and advanced to the next level of representing victimization put into higher political office. They rush back to assault me and threaten to kill me when I react in rage at their literally abusing and hitting me for defending myself against people like Hegseth who had taken his instructions from shitalina and pig ape pitt to punch me in the face have me dancing while i was listening to music just so they could dance near me and then call me a "loser" and then abuse and attack me. For defending myself Hegseth was right there when my social security disability was cut off--he told me that if I submitted it would be returned--submitting to being raped poisoned abused and my ideas stolen by people who pay nothing and destroy everything I am, have done, and then steal my money and block all opportunities for me. So, this morning, another day of the hateful violence of tom hardy awaiting me, it began before I was even consciously awake because they had broken through the defenses of my protection for my hands--which are swollen, huge and veinous the nails are yellowish and grey from everything from non-stop poisoning to sharp knives (very small) being inserted under the cuticles for over SIXTEEN YEARS and I mean nightly for at least 16 years . I look completely like a black veil has been put over my light; shitalina and pig ape pitt are glowing with hormonal energy they literally are lifel-sucking energy vampires feeding off destroying my life and feeding off the highs--they and tom hardy alike have poisoned me (they inject poison into my bloodstream, I suggest, when they insert knives under my cuticles the drugs penetrate into my bloodstream, but they also inject it into my bladder so I really don't know how it's being actually done--the poisoning and drugging I mean they are attacking my body on all fronts so it is impossible to gauge any longer. I have begged the world to help me to have money to earn money to be able to use my internet so I can afford to try to find a place that is not a leaky sinking boat with panels and doors that are so easily opened from both inside and out---but nothing, they just took my survival money away. I then began listening to warren knowing that she's a fake but not understanding how murderously malevolent she is--and by writing this, she will be promoted once more. She will get more houses mansions and invites to be "friends" with Germans who have learned the skill of smiling warmly, indoctrinating all those who feel inferior to the Nazi standard, as they sell out america so it comes true they destroy the country from withing. The rapacious lying Germans (as a whole, some exceptions they have been "culling/killing" their generous and actual authentic people for many decades, but increasing since the Clintons had the U.S. Troops mostly pull out of Stuttgart and most of Germany--excepting Rammstein, but of course the bases remain open but Nazism began to flourish (I was there, I lived there before and after the circa 1994 edict was made by clinton to pull most of the bulk of the troops out-. but the amount of americans I met while there was a large troop presence, at u.s. bases such as robinson and patch barracks surrounding stuttgart (please note hacking is so pronounced I am not using capital letters it's so hard to pound down at this point). Anyway, americans were so engrossed in the warm loving smiles that germans gave them loving invitations to their dinners and homes, the warmth exuded feels genuine they have learned a most seriously powerful skill in how to emit this seemingly highly personable ruse. Americans were so beguiled especially the blacks who stated that they felt like they were in a kind of welcome paradise that american never showed them; how nice the germans were. behind their backs, literally, the same germans would hiss at me in an attempt to divide and conquer what stupid creeps these same black soldiers were--trying to get me to join in with their mirth in humiliating them, which they did but smiled into their faces, gave them meals, the white women showered them with sexual favors acted like domestic sex slaves almost and then after they got them surrounded had them evicted and they hoped to make them leave germany permanently. I saw white americans like warrn fully immersed in this welcome party that germans have given their american invaders who beat down the hitler regime--their counter-attack has been loving psychopathy in order to lull and lure all who want a "clean" and open but concealed anti-brown and black society to generate another huge genocide of theft to steal and rob but also to just get high off abusing and killing. That is the sick smile that I saw on the face of warren, and in the last 2 weeks she and pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt brought on teams of germans in a skit in which warren dismissed me with a wave of her hand, as I reacted to her dehumanization with rage (always drugged up, out of balance and always after hours per day of being threatened with dismemberment by tom hardy, or shitalina pig ape pitt--and by tom cruise and his dirty nazi english crown associated wife most lavishly giggly the nazi women smile and laugh about me being poisoned raped and mutilate and bloated crooked they smile and laugh--warren has done the same--oprah has viciously assaulted me just like warren completely beguiled by the warm smiles of the white supremacists who realize that oprah is a sheep herding influence to bring more blacks into the nazi fold. And thusly was my post this morning, but also because I can't stand tom hardy any longer sitting as a lump leech on my life, but also trying to obtain new ideas for him to steal as his projects, as dirty shit whorealina dn pig ape pitt have been doing to oscars and golden globe and endless europigapeland honors for emulating fascist nazism embedded into american culture--adn thusly, any original thing I do is met with hate and spite, but he asks me for ideas. This has been the case with the english for years and years, insults abuse they demand that I am just a minority uneducated stupid rape sex slave impoverished mutilated destroyed victim but ravage me in order to obtain ideas--the english have obtained the concept of The Handmaiden's tale, which I wrote of and about 6 months to 9 months later it became a tv show reaching millions--the connection is justified in my case since it happened almost on a non-stop clockwork basis from the same group, and the blonde english star of that tv series hacked her goddamn rotten face onto my internet just like taylor swift did for over a decade until she reached this zenith of attention--undoubtely obtaining also endless titles for her crap singing (I find so boring and unexceptional, but America has lost it's quality filter I believe so they just go for anything they are instructed to approve of) just as almost instantly after tom cruise violently yelled screamed at me he was instantly given standing ovations for his french appearances for his stupid movie sequel, and before he latched onto assaulting me his movies were not in the top slots but after he began, adn instantly they are all applauded for this nazi program--i believe that the gang stalking death squads which encompass the globe are instructed to rush to applaud for the movies that the mind programming hate squads of celebrities crank out--and thusly under the 4th Reich, the supposed huge "win" for the crap movie was due in large part, mostly I believe, to an artificial construct of the adherents and the terrorists on the lower ranking levels being instructed to go out and pay to see this crap movie (for all the creeps who assault me,; in particular for the ideas which are stolen from me, turned into nazi spectacles of embedded racism disguised as "help" against oppression).

 This morning I woke up, after Hardy (who just appeared, 7:30 pm, after having injected his voice into my brain through the "voice-to-skull" technology, I did not see them, but I had been teleported to a skit in deep sleep where I was in my childhood home in Champaign, Illinois. The home and my step-father was taken-over by the "I'm part French" step-mother from Peoria, Illinois who was handed free trips to Paris after she began to program my step-father into accepting fascist training, in exchange for his books being published--he refused to allow me to visit him after 1988 because "Phyllis won't allow it"---she has appeared in the teleportation whooping with delight at me being tortured, mutilated raped and beaten she hopes to death--as I believe she contributed in whatever way she could to the demise of my father but supposedly gave him one of her kidneys as he had multiple transplants due to --terminal--diabetes--but I was there, I know the place well--they put a rubber glistening huge black snake on the floor of the living room, I was instructed in deep sleep "edit" phasing in-and-out so I reached down and was instructed in a drugged deep sleep hypnotized state to grab the snake--they had something bite me--I then saw a fuzzy instant glimpse of this "snake" on the floor supposedly it was slithering into the dining room in front of the front door. I called out to it to go outside as I flung the front door open, and then a cat appeared --and this group has tortured my cat to death, so they are playing on the cat theme for further traumatiztion, because for years of them stealing my ideas to go to the oscars with them, they have not sucked enough of my life out they must go on and on until they obtain all they can--me "submitting" to them abusing me without me having any human rights to defend myself, me giving all they can steal out of me willingly, then allowing them to poison and drug me to death without resistance, so they will just get rid of me once they have obtained enough ideas and anything thye can such out of me, and then I must go willingly to death after my entire life spent ruined by their sleazy sick stupidity and greed--a universal trait for this sickening group which has taken over every single agency on the planet that I am aware of--)

so I was teleported to this foul and nasty woman--who began having me attacked by all my "relatives" for saying that I want more than to get a job part-time teaching students as a substitute for my years of having obtained a master's degree in criminal justice. Because my "aunt' had made this "suggetion" they all began to glare with hate at me, telling me to leave immediately because supposedly I can't have anything more important or "better" than them. The aunt never finished college I believe she got some sort of degree somehow to teach english as a substitute. 

That was the last time I saw my step-father but the woman he married, when I phoned him many months after this (and I am relating the absolute situation that I only said I was spending hours studying at graduate level and didn't want to part-time substitute teach school kids for all the work--I also had been drugged by them so it was as usual my honest response under truth serum drugging which they never stop pouring into my body then torturing me for expressing my honest responses instead of lying that they are "better" than me and I can't have anything "better" then they---)

and so, I phoned my step-father, she answered with venomous hate in her voice, sneering in contempt at me and I told her to get my father, he began nastiness and I told him that she was extremely rude for no reason. He sent some email about being "pissed off" about something, I never finished reading the brainwashed response and never spoke to him or contacted him again. He died a few months later and the creep obtained my childhood home.

the shit of pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt are putting every single person from my background they possibly can to hiss hate at me in this teleportation hole they have forced me into. The people who are hateful and nasty are those who used drugging to get me around them or other ruses, I never deliberately chose a single one of them but they all appeared with warm friendly smiles and overtures of loving warmth and kindness They all used "alternative" clothing and statements to further conceal their fascist Nazism, which comes out like vicious venomous slime creepiness in the teleportation with dirty and ugly sick shitalina pig ape pitt-they are so loathsome and stupid and dirty and all they can do besides steal my ideas is commit violence and feed off it--they cannot begin to fathom a single creative and inspirational idea--but they must suck that life force out of me

and so they put this creep in front of me, my family members who have been overseeing my murder and destruction of every single thing I have ever attempted to do, all my life they have made sure I am destroyed they organize it they get paid for helping the 4th Reich to ensure that no one who is not a full supporting brainwashed enslaved minion outside of their group (or inside it, whites also get killed if they don't comply) and thusly, the warm sheep smiles of my family members for the photos they take with Please love me how warmly I smile--they all do this, and then viciously they assault me every single chance they can get--if they are meeting me for 2 days and don't have time to use any justification to abuse me, they just begin in public so the people sitting nearby who are there deliberately can hear it--they get promoted instantly

and so, I woke up this morning after yet another forced personal contact with some slime filth creep who I had never willingly chose to be in my life, most of them I was forced to be around, I had befriended, in some cases, people in their group and they were part of the group and I just went along, drugged in a stupor most of the time, not ever having any barrier or awareness just dazed but seeming alert.

Then to Hardy making sleazy comments as the sun was rising, and then when there was light, I saw that they had broken through the barriers protecting my hands from being sliced and my skin doused with chemicals that literally curdle the skin barrier--and they have once more damaged my skin and my cuticles and drugged and poisoned and then abused me (right now I am struggling to pound every word out, literally the keyboard will not function I must fight every word so I cannot write with elaborate analysis or calm composure, getting into cursing the longer the frustration to fight to pound every letter out)

so I wrote for these reasons once more. I had to sew the top layer of protection I use (compression socks) over layers of wrist guards I seal around my wrists, they cut through the cotton gloves so they could insert the mechanical arm with the little knife and spraying function so they damaged my skin barrier, which looks old and my hands have been slathered with this for so many years non-stop the skin is permanently damaged--there are liver spots coating my forarms from poison and being tortured for non-stop hours while shitting out poison, being abused non-stop for hours per day, raped and beaten at every vulnerable and weak moment possible, then attacked by neighbors with their electronic weapons once the filth wealthy creeps take their dirty breaks to party, laugh and get off on it in every way .

The protection I had hand-sewn and turned into what I hoped would be a shield was stretched while I was sleeping (every night they just pull on the area I had sewn which had been extremely tight, but somehow became very loose---all done while the microchip implant in my brain renders me absolutely unconscious; this mechanism is why I have fractured bones and injuries from what was done to me in deep sleep hypnotic microchip implant comatose deep sleep--not just 'theta" but totally unconscious and my consciousness is teleported to the location where I am teleported. I can be woken up and have a sort of Schroedinger's cat experience of being in two places almost simultaneously--it is otherwise known as quantum entanglement

but despite all this groping for terminology--the immaturity and misuse not only of "power" and illegal criminal behavior from ALL of the politicians involved not merely just observing (I think there are no passive observers)

To summarize: non-stop, literal non-stop 24 hour torture using these egregious technologies, none of which are documented all are "top secret" and the involvement of almost all branches of the government have shown up in one way or another through agents, representatives (i.e. warren buffet, who is the wall street magnet) then podcasters and news anchors galore, (msnbc and fox but mostly msnbc--to prove they truly are no opposition to fascist nazi takeover and/or will remain silent and do nothing but participate in some way in attacking me, protecting all who do attack me from the government, etc).

I keep fighting against just letting them get away with this, despite a world of murderous goons endlessly attacking me from every corner of the planet, in every business, I can't eat at any restaurant they poison my food, I can't socialize because I must carry all that is precious to me (cooking oil, shampoo, my identification in every single thing I need I must carry around, they have stolen my identification my diplomas my birth certificate my social security card etc etc sprayed stinking filth on my passport (the stench never comes off, I surround the passport with scented pouches for drawers the stink never comes off) I carry so much with me that I cannot socialize or they will poison my shampoo so my hair falls out and permanently (still so hard to type that pounding on the space bar still the words are glued together, etc )

and once the pig ape pieces of stupid ape shit like shitalina and pig ape pitt get awards and go to the oscars for the ideas they have stolen from my writing, written on facebook because my every technology device is broken or stolen and destroyed--I wrote on facebook and shitlalina pit ape pig obtained oscars with malificent blonde once upon a time in h-wood the handmaiden's tale barbie war machine maria and a broadway play about illinois that stupid "elite europigape" shitalina stole from my years of writing about how I did not grow up in a loser way in a little nothing loser state in a loser town---so they made a play and it went to broadway, alongside hillary who tortured me and had my body seriously mutilated every night and screamed and yelled at me while I had done nothing to her, or any of them, they were told to abuse and hate me and they obtain endless millions of dollars funding and prizes and awards and tv shows all funding covered all done for them--and alongside dirty stupid ape whorealina hillary also made a play about "women" and she also got a dirty little hypocritical tv show as well which "won" awards or was in the running. The obamas have latched onto me for years and years over 20 years by now

and thusly,  they have weapons, drugs and they take turns obtaining ideas from me, but THEY NEVER STOP ATTACKING ME TO DEATH EVEN AFTER THEY WIN AND GET MILLIONS OF DOLLARS they latch on so their filthy even more ugly and stupid children can obtain awards and prizes and deals and be put into a monopoly on entertainment monotony---hyped up by sex and violence and barely disguised fascist nazi programming.

they never pay, they never say thank you,,when I become angry because after they torture me and poison me to obtain the ideas, they drug poison and rape me to obtain permission to get paid in full to "star" or produce the ideas (and the list of what shit ape pig pitt has stolen is much longer than just two movies, both of which almost won or won and the pig tortured and fractured my jawline raped me and tortured me viciously for about a year to obtain his oscar award--the filthy pig then continued instantly the next day after "winning" and then passed me around to his fascist nazi europigape friends to rape beat and torture me so they all could partner up with this ever-increasing throng of filthy sleazy dirty creep politico celebrity hate machine operation.

Induced torture through microchip implants in my brain, throat, and along my spine (nervous system attack): induced extreme rage and violence with the drugging interface and the microchip implants. The other affecting variables are extreme isolation--not a single loving beautiful anything near me, only surrounded by life-threatening sleazy sick goons every moment of my life. All animals--my cat has been killed--they stuffed her and have her as some prop to put in front of me while telling me she is alive--all animals I take care of killed horribly, any animal I connect with outside my patio is killed and taken away. While sleeping and endlessly my food and body is injected with horrific drugs to render my ability to shield against extreme mood remote attacks is rendered much diminished. this is going on EVERY SINGLE DAY as a form of tortrure.

Every day some loathsome, dirty disgusting filthy creep rushes to join in with ugly dirty whorewood pest parade of endless leeching energy life-sucking dirty parasites--not only my ideas for which they go to the Oscars literally every single year for over 15 years--my ideas stolen from my inability to write, to publish, to save ideas, to get anything done, the hacking rendering any attempt to write or think impossible, literally absolutely impossible for me to get anything done. 

The life-sucking draining dirty sleazy filth from whorewood has a non-stop rotation of dirty filthy fuck crap pieces of shit who have attacked me my entire life. I was forced to be around my most loathsome family, some of them I met later on in life and had no idea what kind of evil sick crap they were participating in and how sleazy and sick they are (and they never "change" they only worsen and become more violently murderous to leech my life away and stop me from having anything, to have the ever-increasing Nazi and mafia 4th Reich give them more money and more permission to live on the planet without being targets themselves--so as the ratio of increase in nazism and criminality increases, so do the minority minions in their increase in hate and fanatical obsession with attacking me

this applies to the creep mediocrities who must rely on this contract in order to keep "winning" while yelling that I am some "loser" as they ensure I am left with no health care, no family, no support, no money, no love, no friendship, no social life, everything I own and pay for with all the subpoverty made stinking, frayed shabby and broken

my body coated with scars from the incessant nazi women of this contract who want what was my formerly beautiful youthful strong body and my formerly energetic, life-sustaining and joyous life turned into a non-stop misery begging for help; writing about racism which I never focused on but they keep making nazi death threats about concentration camps as jews rush to lovingly embrace the pieces of sleazy shit and glare at me with hate and use their means to ensure I am the "victim" as they get more promotions for the bullshit and crap about justice and being victims of racism and fighting for justice that the bullshit league of jewish nazis have been handed as a mantle of glorified victimhood---they "represent"---are "fighting" against'--fully committed to globbing onto this nazi contract out on me as long as I am alive; this is not only my family but the entire world of these people I have met all my life. When someone abuses me for making large scale claims, they omit that I have also written that I refer to this organization and that most of the truly benevolent people I have known in my life have all been covertly assassinated; all dead before their time I believe all dying from "cancer" which seems to be the fate of all those who have loved or actually cared or who were not fake lying sleazy sick abusers. 

But they are forcing this on me, I am not a violent person, but they are abusing me to death. My body is aging rapidly as the nazi women are so titillated at watching me be beaten abused and tortured by their nasty violent sleazy fuck whore men--as the men are whores glorified scumbag abusers of women and anything else, like the minorities, the nazi women are overjoyed that the hate of their dirty shitty men is displaced from me and the nezi shit children of these creeps onto me

everyone seems to have to divert the rage aimed at them onto me

so far, that musk has been handed every single thing on the planet for making an official factory business of robotic microchip implants in the guise of helping paralyzed people as some miracle--but people are longing for others to be attacked, the nazi women in particular they are so emphatic about putting me into this position. Another thing is that sick crap like Elizabeth Warren, and I have known many like her, I won't go into how fatuous she is exactly, but the squad is filled with victim laments about fighting racism by her slew of minority nazi minions---I am referring to cory bush and alex cortez, out of NYC--elected in the first trump ordeal and she is a PLANT put there by the nazi trump team to displace and theatrically enforce the "left" Nazi pogrom and program.

But because i never focused on Jewish victim identity and instead competed and wanted to win, not deferring, as my family does to nazis and mafia, she has to make sure, as they all do, that all I do every day is write about their nazi statements and the racism that everyone is pouring on me, to ensure that I fall into the category of abused minority rather than self-possessed. They drug me so seriously that i am in a hysterical mode and try not to write, until the endless array of blocks to my survival and ability to thrive or get any single thing done is so blocked by a myriad of nervous system attacks, the endless hours of the sleazy sick shit of these men like tom hardy, whom I had written about ad written about--so the shit group has encouraged him to increase the hours of abuse rather than diminish it--so rather than about 4-6 hours it is literally from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed, that rotten ugly sick fucking parasite is bringing on english violent abusers as well like ridley scott--whose every movie or trailer I watch is met almost within a few hours of his violoent abuse and attacks, as the english are extremely viciously racist, the english including those who claim (out of this group of celebrities) that they are not. Just because a white nazi is surrounded by black people (sexual partnership is also part of racism as well, the power differential is also highlighted, the sense of power out of a submissive or assertive but nevertheless "inferior" to pump up the ego) and thusly---hours today. I wrote about tom cruise who began VIOLENTLY yelling at me a few weeks ago, and was instantly met with standing ovations, for his movie which he was putting into the highest orbit from his YEARS of torture poisoning mutilation and stupid sick antisemitic attacks from both he and his dirty shit wife the blonde bigot covertly representing the english crown by way of australia--and it is just another english bigot but out of australia--

and so last night that dirty creep was more violently abusive, and my brain and body were rendered into a state of uncontrollable rage and violence as I fought to get that creep OFF me for the past many years he has just aided and profited in endless awards and millions of dollars in having me poisoned raped as he laughs and goes off, as they all do, smilling with huge smiles for the awards that they do not actually deserve, even if they appear to have " produced" they obtain the funding and the instant slots for awards by having participated in nazi programming via their every violent smug psychopath performance in their shitty movies. they exude the mentality and the posturing and the plastic surgery does a lot to make them appear--their only focus in life is for french to promote them, as this is what cruise has been doing for years he and his dirty sick wife violently attacked me for having watched a kubrik movie in which they both were featured, so vapid so boring such horrid mediocrity but kubrik used them, probably he was himself overwhelmed with mind control drugs and the look of kubrick was that he had been slowly poisoned to death and I know the symptoms well. I reacted violently at cruise telling me to watch his dirty f-ing movier because the sleazy sick contract entails that they abuse me almost to death, have me raped my property destroyed my money stolen my food poisoned my body mutilated beyond repair endlessly being killed from abuse and mutilation as they abuse me every day and night for hours because I just want to live my life in peace without being some "slave" to some fucker who is murdering me and will discard me once he has sucked everything out of me, abused and humiliated me qand I am supposed to, according to dirty shit womenj like warren and pelosi and aoc and the rest, never defend myself because they need surrogates for the abuse they claim theya re "figthting" against. 

and so, cruise came back demanding that i watch his movie because it will solidify his contract, and I told him that he's a piece of shit his movies are mediocrity he never has impressed me, this is like a mantra of saying the same thing to ugly sick mediocrity shitalina pig ape pitt every day telling them they their movies are boring they are not great the  only highest awards they ever have obtained is from the ideas they stole from me (one dirty ugyl shitalina obtained for playing what she is, a woman-hating sleazy sick psychopath mentally ill sick creep parasite glorified by the rape cu lture of whorewood for her role in enabling male violence towards "other" women, and then being put into advocate for "women's rights' by the establishment of the 4th Reich .

and so, I screamed this again, told him I believe he had kubrick assassinated because his antisemitism is so enormous and he displayed it instantly the first moment he got into this sick contractual promotional scheme many years ago--the utter racism of the shit and dirty pigs I am forced to deal with due to this horrific teleportation and contact--the blacks are violently antisemitic and the women are as well, the jews are nasty and abusive but lovingly by the sides of the vicious nazis (only the whites, and a few of the mafia bigot scumbag apes)

and so, I lost control but it was not only due to the poisoning and drugging it was the realization that this fucking ape was not going to leave me alone, nor will ugly shitalina nd pig ape pitt until they suck mjy life out of me completely destroying my health, my hair is so thin and turning grey from sick ness 

i was almost deathly ill a few days ago shitting out a huge pocket ofg poison that has been embedded into my left side  of my back where there is literally a hard "shelf" structure of the poison--due to surgeries and everyone poisoning me (my family ensured that I would fly to them after one surgery so they could "take care" of me, which meant that they were posinoing my food just after a major spine surgery so they could have the poison seep as deeply into my spine and the cavity as possible; these same greasy slime fucks have just rushed to attack me under the trump fiasco of hate and torture and terror--for a lot of people not just myself--and they have been doing this for years and years and years an dyears all my life--so that they are determined that i hvae no "right" to get angry to scream get the fuck off me to fight to get them off me, the endless parasies

so I rushed at cruise after he would not go away--they all never go away--I scream at them repeatedly to go away, that i can't stand them, go away--they remain and demand that I tell them they are great that their shit movfies are great that I will watch the fucking shit I never watcheds in the first place nor cared about in my entire life from 99% of these dirty fuck whores--and if I liked any of them, I was drugged up they were part of mind control operations against me--the celebrities--long ago, decades ago--I now realize I have written about it in past posts

and so, demanding that I help him to get MORE out of destroying my life, I began to fight back after screaming in this drugged up, isolation and completely with my back against the wall proverbially and literally--screaming to get off me screaming that he is disgusting and then they ask me to elaborate because that, too is the contract--to tell them "why" they are disgusting and they get promoted for me screaming about the abuse they have poured on me as they sit gloating, they all get promotions for forcing me to scream about the years of near death murder mutilation as they go off being praised and then glorified by one-and-all

as I remain fighting because i cannot remain stoic I cannot remain calm the drugs and the microchip implants, the years of no one coming to defend me and everyone rushing to exploit me

so tom hardy, whom I have written of repeatedly, has increasedd his hate and abuse and has brought in every day some sick fuck to abuse me, every day someone else as he sits there for 12 hours, taking a few breaks and then returns morning and noon and night--every single thing I do this filthy parasite makes a comment upon and I can't remain endlessly fightring every single moment shouting into my own brain shut the fuck up pig from these translucent filth creeps using this teleoprtation to get of me go away fuck off

oved an dover and over and over, day after day after day after day, year after year after year

and I was extremely ill, a pocket of horrific poison came out of my back in clumps and huge lumps---my toilet gets clogged from the harndess of these chunks I fight to break out and with herbs to soften so my body after much effort for days to remove one single piece--small, but the pieces expand into huge balls and have literally blocked the toilet-they are so hard I can pick them up and throw them like little golf balls into the trees below they make a hard noise when they hit the ground. This is the crap these pigs had injected into my body as they stole my ideas

so they ask me "why" don't you like me so I can scream in rage and this gives them promotions

and hardy, on a day when I was extremely ill, so ill I felt a tinge of death from the poisons

they have monitors of my brain so every single time I am at this height of detox sickness some dirty white trash fuck like hardy, the german rapist also, under the instruction of dirty stupid sick shitalina pig ape pitt abuse me extremely viciously for hours yelling and screaming into my brain through my cochlear into my head--so horrific and it's impossible to "block out" it is nothing resembling normal hearing capabilities no amount of headphone music can block it out

they see how sick I am they pounce with extreme violence yelling death threast as i scream in rage and hate calling them names

dirty fuck tom cruise then after following this protocol, which they all use and I cannot get out of the "groove' the reaction is instantaneous I cannot control it, under these conditions of having NO SUPPORT no love no one notihing, my cat killed by the greed and sickness of this filthy dirty ugly group of shit--their greedy dirty children latching onto me as well just as n my faily

and so, I write to the goddamn nothingness of stupid sick america for yet another day

they are going into contortions of sadistic attack upon me and have been since they all knew that muck was going to hack and rig the election along with the shit like warren buffet, who knew my money would be cut off, and I suggest it was his idea because I said no to giving him a tarot reading and he reacted by running angrily around me with a glaring look of hate and rage. when I began ordering items online he gave his smirk fake gentle but malevolent smile saying I should be "careful" which I now understand that he knew they would cut my money off years ago--they knew trump was going to return they have been preparing to dig into the cryptocurrency dark money scam that warren and many of the democrats who have attacked me are all slyly participating in--I suggest 

I listened to the slew of democrats who were shouting about the trump crypto "scam" enabling the purchase of the united states by foreign entities. I saw in warren an undeniable thrill and that she was hormonally charged, and knowing now that she is what you would call as a euphemism a scoundrel, a most pernicious and conniving absolute racist rape enabling fraud

she is grifting and the glow of her face when she stated along with Chris Murphy that they were "against" the scam of Trump

they were all animated in a way that puppies expecting a steak dinner were almost drooling for the dark money to begin to fuel their lavish exploits, whilst also capitalizing on how they are "fighting" trump with all their elaborate spewing of antipathy but 

when I was trying to delete chris murphy from my youtube channel as I hoped that some democrat would care enough to have my money reinstated and Ihad written that I was lied to directly by the administration in miami shores---I clicked on "subscribe" and when I finally realized that they were a bunch of bigot haters I tried to unsubscribe--it was when I got to murphy that the hacking seriously blocked my every click--I spent 2 hours or longer trying to get into my system to finalize the blocking of the subscription. I had been unsusbscribing up to that point without extreme hacking

they then put more malware on my system as I tried to block politicians I had written to on facebook, and my family member who put me in the line of murder by the mafia in miami (the stallone italian and french facsist groups my uncle who is a criminal defense attorney and femous for having defended Jim Morrison--) but I deleted and blocked his page over 9 or 10 times and it kept reappearing. His face was an ugly hateful sneer, it was a calculated hack not some accident. He obtained huge promotions for having sold me off to be murdered by the mafia on south beach

I was told that I would be under severe attack by europigapes who had drugged and made sure my life was destroyed on south beach--I reacted in the same rage and hate reactino they told me I had better never go back--I had lived on south beach in a state of bliss for years until I met these life sucking parasites--one half german the other from yugoslavia--absolute nazis who along with the stallone team of mafia nazis brought in endless fascist nazi europigapes and through the cartel took over the real estate industry took over the entertainmetn until it is a monopoly of conformity to sleaze and a tribute to slave society disguised as "get your freak on" the black culture especially

so sleazy and so dirty

but I am digressing, but it's not a digression it is all inter-related absolutely.

But my hair is grey from stress from this going on every day for over 3 years now, ugly shitalina and stsupid sick pig ape pitt have been going to every award for years based either on attacking me but mostl for the ideas they stole from me; pelosi made sure what I wrote was deleted on facebook as she owns shares of that compnay and zuck has been involved in this for years (the typical antisemitic jew who can only respect white as possible jews and decries anything darker than what ben shapiro would approve of)

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After I react in utter rage, uncontrollably and they are attacking my nervous system so I cannot control my breath, they can make my hands open while I am holding something to drop it at inopportune moments (deadly) they can make tears pour out of my eyes constantly due to the microchip implant in my throat, they can induce altered states of consciousness by the brain implants plus drugging plus poisoning plus the universal edict that all obey and follow that I am now the endless target of racism so elizabeth warren and the other bigots can be assured that all "minorities' who are not blonde and obedient in subservient adulation of the pieces of ugly and evil sick shit, are forced into a non-stop "victim" situation which the world absolutely promotes--the promotion of victimization, for which dirty ugly stupid sick shitalina pig pitt and crap like maggot robber with barbie and the rest have relied upon me analyzing victimization in order for the mto obtain original ideas on these themes; otherwise you can endlessly hear refrains of repeats from the current slate of "activists" who have photos of Malcolm X, Obama, Shirley Chisholm behind them as they repeat chestnut propagandized cliched (boring) statements but shouted out in rage and anger---you can see the same bullshit posturing endlessly from lying truly evil elizabeth warren and alex cortez (NY rep put into power as part of the Trump NYC team of false opposition) always yelling in rage animated pumping fists actually appearing almost like fascists but ostensibly "fighting" against fascism but fully upholding it when they get a chance to profit in millions off the crypto scams that are currently the reason why for all these years of their plotting and scheming, not a single one would stop the torture of me, they are all invested all profiting

my brother john absolutely is involved in offshore banking in the Cayman Islands has been for many decades--the money obtained out of having sold me off and for the slow murder of me they have all poured into these offshore investments and banks--my family--the relatives are very wealthy, very affluent in NYC (on the level of billionaires in the Trump circles of NYC before he became president in 2016 my uncle can be seen alongside trump for a "charity" event) but my entire family and their affluent connections put my brother, who is a skilled attorney my father was a yale grad top attorney for the mafia and other executives and also for the U.S. government---

and he is the go-between. Warren had not intended for me to know she was a part of this, I was put into a state of unconsciousness but I was aware of her distinctly alongside my brother--and like all the nazi women, she was dictating to him, he always allows it to happen and viciously and violently assaults me, as all the participants do, they need someone to torture they need to divert their "victim" status onto someone else--

shitalina and pig pitt have been feeding hormonally off torturing me for over 16 years now on a literal daily basis--they are glorified for this by the sickness that the united states has become--was before but now it is in the open, almost.

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The filthy pig apes who have abused poisoned mutilated killed my most beautiful cat, after I react in the enraged violent reaction to them trying to force me to watch their movies, or screaming as they ask me "why" I am wishing them death after years of having me slowly murdered in agonizing torture which is a game and a hormone-pushing drug for the filth and shit you all glamorize

but then they demand that I apologize, they use language at me like talking to a 4 year old--"now you apologize to me" the first time I heard this I erupted into violence again at cruise yesterday night

then, in my deep sleep state with teh filth shit spawn of pitt shit and apealina, I reacted in rage as they are flocking to getting their free deals now that trump has unleashed the a$$-krackens upon me

then dirty pig pitt, who has had my gums sliced into after trying to smash out my teeth after he and melania had a car hit me from the side of the road while the brakes were remotely blocked and the handlebars were remotedly swerved 180-degrees downward--I hit the pavement on my chin--they cut into my gums every night afterward for many months so I now sleep with something covering my mouth because they cut into my teeth and gums even now if I don't--he had part of my uterus severed out after I said no to having sex with him he has had my fingers and toes mutilated he has had me poisoned nearly to death as he and shitalina laugh about my breasts because the muscles along my spine have atrophied due to the poisoning they relied on for keeping me paralyzed so dirty stuipd ape pitt could torture ideas out of me every day me screaming ideas out after they abused me--as I am now, drugged into a state of uncontrollable rage they go on every morning for hours doing this

I cannot control the reaction due to DRUGGING and microchip implants controlling my NERVOUS SYSTEm I have people hacking all kinds of bullshit on my social media about how I am jus tnot able to control myself and to listen to their "advice" about being the "strong" men that they all claim they are--not a single strong one will do more than watch me get raped and tortured, so it appears but then lambast me albeit in a "kindly gentle advice" way about how I am not strong enough to control myself and to listen to them--and they of course also get promotions for me watching their videos

after screaming for the 2nd time in a few hours at the top of enraged everything, put and artificially rendered into an uncontrollable violent state so they aremurdering me from stress, my body aged they have sucked years off my life from this every day as dirty ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt but especially sick parasitic dirty nazi shitalina feeds off torturing otyher women

and so, they then demand an "apology" with condescending childish demand to "now you say sorry" 

which of course, only fuels more rage they are abusing me to death still. This is what Trump and biden and all the rest of the shit in "power" endorsed before I screamed in a similar drugged way at trump that it's too bad he didn't get killed--they had already been tryign to cut my money off at that point so trump having my money cut off is in no relation to my screaming rage due to the poisonign and years and years of that fuck obtraining everything in the world out of having me raped beaten and tortured on a dail basis. 

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Compounding this on a daily basis is that every time the sun hits my skin, I see a wasteland of liver spots, wrinkles that were caused by the ugly sleazy racism of shitalina the dirty filth parasite who has literally reduced her appearance by about 20 years by inflicting non-stop physical mutilation and then having dirty filth men (europigapes plus wanna be french dirty depp) pounding the poisons into my body via violent rape as she watched on hugging them---baryishnikov is one of those except he was more sleazy and not pounding poison into my body per se, just having me poisoned, torturing my one and only love cat to death, me to death, and has brought in europigapes to pound the poison into my body as his partners (along with his undoubtedly "feminist" wife and daughter(s) and friends, all drooling with satisfaciton that I am taking the brunt, and then being made old by non-stop torture and poisoning, mechanical arms scour my body and room while I am teleported to being raped and threatened with death being hit and punched abused made homeless in deep sleep

my body is coated with scars that the mechanical arms and the goons who broke into my room, raped me, smeared fungus into my hair along with semen, injected the same mixture into my vagina into my colon and intestines---along with poisoning my food with murder poisons and then I wrote every day that I am being poisoned to death, not a single person came to stop the poisoning all the congress did was send a non-stop rotation of shit scum politicians to jump in and smile with love at the filth celebrities--they read my posts every day to torture me for writing in rage about the tortures, and every day I wrote about being poisoned for years they continued the murder--the same people are now torturing me under trump's approval as his proxy abuser rapists--the democrats and republicans---different modes of expression all following the protocols and orders all ensuring the same result: my body wreaked, and every day they torture me further into old age and death and disease and being destroyed, they happily continue, dirty shitalina feeds off this as does pig ape pitt their children do as well, as does everybody else. 

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I had to find something in my room--every night while I sleep the mechanical arms are doing things like sprinkling dirt, spraying grease muck, throwing things on the ground, and when I leave this room for any occasion where I am out for any long time, they rush in, go through every single thing, disarrange all the items I have folded, open bags, spray some concoction of fungus-laden mold stinking putrid substance onto all the items I have stored in bags on the floor, because if I don't seal the cabinets the mechanical arms break into my room through the panels behind the fake wall separating my room from the next---(of course, all is concealed so you can't openly see it if you peer into the room)

I had to locate something in the endless mess, my spine is partially fractured in many places, the poisons are latched onto vertebrae in every conceivable possible angle in all directions, any motion involved them all pulling my spine apart literally in every direction. They put objects behind the makeshift containers on the floor in front of the cabinets which are tied together by a system that it required great pain for me to pound into the half-plastic doors with a hammer (during covid or the terrorists would pound on the walls the landlord would scream and threaten me with eviction for any slight noise or for watering my plants) and I spent 3 hours today cleaning stinking muck, the items that were beautiful and new are stinking with wafts of fungus and stinking crap coming up, the bags are opened underneath the containers they had been perfectly wrapped up, the terrorist rummage through everything open it spray stinking filth leave everything in disarray I return--from having been nearly hit by cars and trucks and poeple attacking me on all sides constantly--to a room stinking, cockroaches put in the room, filth sprayed on the doors walls curtains next to my bed they are spraying some noxious substance multiple times a day so I must clean that--and the beautiful sulfur lamp I bought is being sprayed with grease every day so there is a puddle at the basin and the grease is black--it has turned from a beautiful yellow to a half-black greasy lump--and they do this at least twice a day--it is being slowly destroyed. But cleaning the debris and going through the stinking bags, all of which are opened when I leave, stinking and foul--having to bend over to clean the muck-caked filth sprayed on the floor behind the conainers, which are against the tiny little walkway I have behind my bed in which to walk through the floor most of the panels of the floor have been partially lifted up or just chisled out so the cement is visible in places, hewn away by people rushing in to steal and spray and destroy

cleaining this stinking filth created pain in my body, I can't just clean I must scrub and they put filth on everything that requires hours of scrubbing or cleaning, and then once I leave they just do it again.

Then seeing my body my arms and hands damaged beyond repair from years of them slicing into my cuticles--my toes are black from them spraying and pouring substances into the nails--I sleep with layers of socks inserted under strings I die around my ankles, they get around everything I do and begin to destroy my toes and nails so they are stubs--never growing the nails are hard as rock--

I fight every day to heal from the years of mutilation and the tortures of my brain and body being rendered into the extreme hate and rage mode--every single day, for over 3 years on a daily basis and being brutally raped beaten with ugly sick shitalina washing on laughing and smiliong--to trump having my bank cards cut off my mail cut off so all my bank mail is returned, thusly cutting off all my debit cards and then all phone calls are diverted

and my body completely aged, adn the torture never ends on a daily and nightly basis

all because trump and shitalina and pig ape pitt obtained endless years of contrived "success" by (all of them, including trump) stealing ideas from me to sell asl their concept, being put into lead positions (I must include musk into this, as he obtained the technology while he still had a little car dealership or whatever it was, but when he first began the hacking into my system, he was not a mega millionaire or not like he began after he obtained this contract--I can't say he stole ideas from me but he obviously didn't create the ideas he is selling either)

either way

all of this every single day. Over 16 years now of writing about murder attempts that are ongoing and all I get is fucking democrats under trump behaving like fascists on crack--the more they yell into microphones about how much they care and are fighting trump, the more they hack into my system their bs is constantly being hacked

some of them do use snippets of writings I have used, one of them is being heralded by MSNBC and by his constituents for "fighting Trumpo" all he did was torture me and steal my ideas and then using his education in legalese, he is saying everything people want to hear, and coming from his "minority" stance (he also used the "victim" card plught with me, and once I said it was very sad, he began giggling with his "I'm German" American sitting next to him, another member of congress, as theylaughed about me being tortured raped mutilated and congratulated and complimented shitalina for what she had done to me and continues to do, and they rush to join in every chance they get.

So my entire day and every day is spent writing to get the stress out, because I can't exercise my body is very sick, and every single time I detox some awful poisons and am almost deadly ill, the shitalina rape team of english or german rush to abuse me using teleportation and voice-to-skull for over 10 hours while i am inert absolutely sick and they are monitoring my brain so they know--they rush to abuse me viciously at my most sick and exhausted times

thuysly, liver spots cover my arms--they also sprayed and slathered incredibly toxic chemicals on my skin for years

this caused the skin to look like dead and preserved reptile boot hide

and it's just a total mess

and I fucking need to heal but they are still murdering me, as I wrote every day they are poisoning and abusing me to death, they are drugging and abusing me to death\

I spent FOUR HOURS two days ago fighting to delete youtube hacker channels and to delete the politicians and their sites the bullshit podcasters who hacked their crap onto my channel, promising in their stance solidarity with people being afflicted--rushing to join in the terror nazi group of mafia scumbag thieves and whoring dirty rapist murdering bigots they yell scream and behave like I did something wrong in just watching their shit videos hoping that what they shouted out in anger was something I could believe in.

I tried to unsubscribe many sites and many people and the hackers literally made the pages spasm ---every click to delete was a flash of the screen and then nothing happened, I would click the page would jump and the unsubscribe button appeeared and then would disappear--I had to pound down on the mouse and hold it sometimes to try to go through the process--it all began with this really awful hacking when I tried to remove a democrat who hacked his endless videos on  youtube while he was lelcturing with warren about how tragic the cuts from the maga hate group will be for people--and how much desperate people are dying to hear that there is anything happening from that corrupt bunch of lying crap of the democrat party, I was at that stage too and Ij ust got another abuser who never appeared in the teleportationg but he is absolutely a partner with warren and obviously hacked his crap endlessly onto my screen, along with many other democrats who made it clear they were hacking, perfidious and nasty every time I would turn my back the autoplay had their videos on although I had deleted them in the line-up they hacked the videos back in (their assistants or whatever, all of them have so many minions who do their hacking and dirty work for them).

thusly, hours of my system so fractured from hacking and me determined to block and delete as many of the attackers as possible and that is when they put this horrific malware on my system (not sure what it's called, probably more like a rootkit)--blocking the reset function so I spent about 6 hours the next day fighting through more hacking to get a reboot usb stick with the os system---and everything I did was hacked. Then spending hours with tom hardy and baryishnikov dirty sleazy slime shitalina and pig ape pitt with their shit spawn and friends endlessly abusing me and then tom cruise with yelling death threats because he has been relying on antisemitic violence against people like me and also undoubtedly kubrick to obtain his endless status as opposed to his mediocrity dirty creep sick self and his nasty wife--probably helped ot have kubrick killed, threatened to kill me for reacting in rage after years and years, afte he just rushed at me weeks ago (maybe 2 weeks ago, or even just last week, every day it's someother sick fuck rushing at me with death threats and abuse, literally day and night every day and every night all day and most of the night)

trying to force me into following the protocol for him to get more and more free deals-(watch my movie/apologize for becoming enraged and saying truthful statements which of course he denies/I will kill you) these are the standard responses from the shit and filth who rush to attack me every day for years and then stop giving some other greasy filth fuck a chance then they return when they need a promotion for the movie or shit political whatever which they obtained by attacking me--years go by and they return

and so another dirty creep rushed at me this morning after the death threats by pitt and cruise--it was a scumbag who just began yelling at me about one year ago with ugly shitalina watching on smiling and laughing as he abused called me names insulted me using every nasty sleazy thing--he is known to say nasty immature things as if he's a rebel, he's just a nasty hateful creep but he like them all has usurped a genre that questions bs but he just spews it out as if it's a rebel stance--just nasty insults and he is famed for it--and mostly for having stolen and co-opted the original and selling it off as alternative---

he rushed to insult what music I was listening to, saying the music is too "cool" fo rme--as if he defines cool. The boring and nasty ugly creep is the definition of nazi infiltrator traitor into a subcultural genre which has been thoroughly destroyed by the mainstream media and by the cointelpro goon squads killing off and destroying the originals. What remains are gang stalking f-ers who hack their crap onto my channel every chance they get (I mean my youtube page) and are absolutely going to do nothing but try to get that money for their product as a commercial ploy for advertising and obtaining permission to be a part of the 4th Reich--these are the ones who received more attention once they became mind programmed,  undoubtedly or more likely drugged as I have been, then turned into a false representation as so many have or they were killed if they would not "turn".

CAlling me a "bitch" when I responded that he's a fake, fighting him with rage and hate because of the drugging and attacks on my nervous system, ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt watching me get slowly murdered (as usual all they have done is slowly murder me and obtain ideas) looking for any ideas or information they can steal from me screaming in rage at another jerk-off rape nazi bigot who has been deemed the "alternative culture" rep by the 4th Reich\

spending h0ours trying to calm down, then trying to breathe and then in the middle of endlessly cleaning stinking filth, in pain my body not able to move any longer, fucking tom hardy finally going off (please fuck off) and then sitting down to type my address, the recipients address, the order number, and a warning so I can download at the copy shop--I literally spent TWO HOURS fighting

and I had written above that they hacked so I had to click and highlight "10 times" I had written. I am always under brain-swamping attack while I fight to pound out words, I what really happened was 10 attacks per attempt to highlight a word, even to get one word entailed the highlight working and then disappearing, with frantic haste they hacked like cockroaches on crack so it was frenzied attempts to highlight copy and type

I would click on the bold it would flash and go back to normal, I did this over 10 times and tried to get more than one word, I used other functions, I finally got what I needed, put it into my email and as I was clicking on "send" the wifi was hacked off--the router lights all on, the wifi icon still connected, and then I had to get up, turn the router off, and then back on. And then it would after 5 minutes or more turn on, and as I sat down the wignal was cut off again, and then for 30 seconds it would flash on and then turn off, for about 20 more minuets of me getting up and back down to turn the router on and off, clearing cache, etc and then once I got on, I would go to the archived email and look at it written comletely wrong. I would then try to copy it and every click required 10 more fighting clicks and pounding on the mouse to copy, I then wrote by hand, and every click on the emails to open the page was hacked and blocked, and it went on for 2 hours and after I finally was able to send, the email had been rewritten so it was completely unprofessional and discrediting. I had to go through the system again, the same would happen, wifi turned on and off repeatedly every 30 seconds, getting up, turning the router off and on, turning my laptop off and on, turning unplugging the router turning it all on, my emails I sent hacked and written so badly it was embarrassment to read, and it went on for 2 more hours because I need to return this item, which was sent as the wrong product, to try to stop the hacking into my music player which I keep on all night to try to shut up the hate homeless murder and rape skits which are endless every single night for hours per night. Then hours upon waking of torture and abuse insults being called a bitch (today) for defending myself and absolutely not being able to stop responding--my breathing was impossible to control--I was put into a shallow breath rapid breath state I could not concentrate or relax--my entire body was drugged (every night) then the technology being blasted into my body from the torture weapons in the rooms on all sides--(there is no real wall between me and the room to my left, it's been cut out, only one part behind the refrigerator is the actual cement wall)

...and right now, I cannot click on update to publish this, it is frozen and I click and parts of the post become highlighted--so I can't publish this right now. I must wait to see if they will stop remotely hacking and freezing the function.

Terrorist hacking & the usual endless hate from hateful celebrities and politicians (won't name names sick of them being promoted instantly afterwards): 2 hours, literally, of fighting to type my address and the address of a warehouse, the order number of the return item, the case numbers of the endless back-and-forth in chat because all phone calls are being blocked to their actual company in another city; copying the addresses onto my email so I can print out at a copy shop and then send. The item I ordered had not been sent, but a completely different brand that the seller does not have in it's store. The return was a complete lying circle of attacks and lies for about one week. I used to be able to phone their main office and nothing i use for phone calls (mobile and voip laptop service) reach any person, only the operation hours and then the calls are all disconnected--the hours of operation is what people get when they phone when the office is closed; I of course phoned them repeatedly during office hours. All calls diverted and blocked on all devices. //Lied to for one week about the pick-up which was cancelled the day after I clicked online on the "return"---told that I could not "cancel" the pick-up in order to try to have the item returned to the seller unless I had a mobile phone and that the tab to "cancel" the return was only available on a mobile phone. All mobile phones are so badly hacked I can't use the keypads on all mobile phones, the hackers instantly block all I press making calling and sending messages impossible, literally. Then, told after many angry chats of being lied to that I had to go to a delivery service and mail the package back and I would be refunded. This means that the high price I paid with all my money blocked due to the current hate system of lies and discrimination out of the U.S. offices and their conniving lying partners attacking me, senators and house reps directly invested in this hate campaign against me and all the money pouring in all the promotions and investments they are receiving due to my brother with his contacts in the Cayman Islands, for example. The endless attacks are now focused on my laptop to try to type out the address which was written wrong by the chat agent who lied and lied and then finally told me to do it all myself. Absolutely certain that this is only the beginning of them losing the item (almost costs $100 for ma a huge expenditure, and this is only due to me trying to block out the hate and violence of their teleportation skits which are so much deadly hate and abuse and violence inflicted upon me while I am in deepest, most vulnerable sleep state; then upon waking the celebrities then continue with voice-to-skull death threats, abuse insults that go on for HOURS from 8 a..m today until about noon--that is a "light" day--the person endlessly attacking me spends hours and hours per day just abusing me, watching everything I do, trying to control my every thought and action, with evil ugly hate and abuse. He brought on yet another hateful abuser today, and every day he and they all (the same hateful celebrities who have gone on and on day after day non-stop every day for over 15 y ears taking turns with their friends and partners putting groups of people gang rape and they are cheered on without end, all of them). I tried to order a not-so-easily hacked music player they sent me one stuffed with every hackable vulnerability at least $30 lower in price than what I had ordered, as well. Then, the hackers put such horrific malware on my laptop that doing a windows 10 reset is impossible. They took out the components of all the recovery drive. I tried to download a recovery file on a usb stick on the manufacturers website (dell) and they removed the operating system from the download whiel it was downloading. I then got to another page of the same Dell "Help" section which had another download for a recovery OS system windows 10, and copied it onto the USB stuck, and have not inserted it because chances of it being so corrupted that my entire system will be wiped out is very huge. I literally have NO ONE to ask for help from and must pay n order to obtain a clean usb stick, and just trying to go to any sources for recovery any sort of computer shop means almost 100%, literally it is 100% here where I am, that all attempts will be blocked.

 I must resort to fighting to use this absolutely corrupted system where even the little bit of relief from hacking which a reset function provides is gone, utterly.

I tried to write out my address and the address for the return warehouse for this item. The hackers blocked all highlighting so badly, when I tried to copy the information from a written source, literally 10 attempts to copy and highlight per line of the address, all functions were so spasmatic in the hacker frenzy to block all functions. I wrote the addresses over 5 times, each time I sent a copy to my email and it had been rewritten by hackers every time I sent it using the correct address. I had written a cover letter and that, too was so drastically hacked that it sounded like I was unable to write English. I had to fight to copy and rewrite for over 1 1/2 hours due to also the wifi being turned off 4 times, each time just as I was about to click on send, and etc (all lights on the router on, the wifi signal appeared "on" my laptop).

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As for the hate and death threats abuse and negativity, it is non-stop. coming from hateful senators who are from the democrat party (progressives leaning towards) is completely as nasty and vile as the openly racist bigots who also have their pretenses for the public. 

I could go on, but all that ever happens is these terrorists are amplified, they become surrounded by more exploiters who want to join in, they get promoted and advertised instantly.

More euro's are included who are bringing in the americans who received european tours and appearances the last time they rushed to abuse me (for no reason they make things up, they force subliminals into my brain which I repeat they are primed to respond as if this were a most stupid horrid thing that I said they react with instant violence yelling screaming and death threats.

I tell them to go to hell I fight them physically to get off me, now it's every day. Another senator has rushed to inflict violence upon me, and her racism is out of the sphere of just calculated lies and deception for the public. Her criminal and financial exploitation of this contract I referred to in a recent post, met by violence and Nazis rushing to surround me, her in the midst and then hacking glaring looks of murder into my social media while I was trying to block out all the people from congress I had struggled to get any sort of support from, they only rushed to attack me while I described my situation of my money having been cut off by the terrorists through social security---the people I wrote to made a huge public theater of appearing to "fight" against what was happening. In blind and drugged-up desperation (I am drugged up every single night while they attack me like vicious parasites feeding frenzied devouring hateful bigot leeches on me every day, they are glowing with joy in their new promotions which go on and on infinitely they latch on to repeat their former abuses of me in non-stop repetition as soon as their earlier promotions have been thoroughly exploited they get in line to inflict more hate and death threats upon me. I fight back they scream that they will kill me, as the senator had them do which she implied by her post is such a lying hateful Nazi-supporting "Progressive Liberal Democrat" with a pack of brown and black minions, as the Nazis also have. this is the new racism which has become fully blown out of the sphere of unbelievable deception within the united states (hacking is so bad I am not using caps)

the deception of having black people endlessly crying about racism who violently rush to punch threaten to kill me laughing with the white bigots in having me raped, thoroughly can't wait to become white nazi abusers if the load of racism can be dumped on me, they rush to join in. This white woman who is at the center of a squad of these types in congress is a most vicious and hateful racist lying psychopath--truly a criminal and is being paid in probably countless amounts not only to participate in this but also through my brother, who she was dictating commands to while in the teleportation zone she was there as I sat there dumbfounded, unable to discern where I was but she was there--and so violently racist as horrific as any racist can be, with the money and power being handed to support all of them they become even more racist as time goes on and they are emboldened beyond belief.

I am trying not to respond to the "mirage" of this teleportation but they are drugging me, I am alone and sick always every day--in endless pain from the poisoning they all profited off. I fight to get them off me, they are now going through this permissive administration to inflict absolute violent and hateful skits upon me--with no one even beginning to thwart them with the democrats now openly viciously bigoted and their racism, which includes so many blacks jews latinos all playing the roles of supportive racist as long as they can continue to be paid in millions or have media presence for their stances as representatives of racism, some of them "intellectuals" capable of reciting statistics and rationally and calmly detailing how racism operates, but immature nasty and any and all attacks upon me are valid when it comes to joining in with the Nazi white hate machine they truly serve and obey when it comes to them displacing racism fully onto me. 

I hope that people if anyone is reading this can discern what I am referring to, and that this is not an acceptable course for the country to remain in, if people don't want a fully racist dictatorial country when, as the democrats claim, they take power back in a few years, it will only be the same money-flowing to the wealthy with despotic tyranny absolute racism disguised as the squad of brown and black and jewish and latino surrounding a few whites who all yell that they are "fighting" all the injustice. It is a complete sham, I am trying to relate this. 

But for now, after all my years of fighting, the demons are fully allowed to go on and on and on and on and on and on as they have been. The senator attacking me is yet another one of the former presidential candidates who lost, and like now a non-stop line-up of them, viciously and violently attacking me. their public stances that they are "fighting Trump and injustice" is what lured me into their hate death traps of violence and exploitation, in the first place. All I did was listen to the k-rap they blather out in front of applause for their "fighting" which is so obscene considering what they actually are, and what they are actually doing.

Understand that the democrats appear to be doing "nothing" to stop trump as well as the republicans, when their constituents are screaming that they will die they are losing their lives from the cuts ,as they are doing to me now with endless death threats and homelessness threats along with the actual MURDER they have been inflicting upon me and they SILL ARE TO THIS VERY DAY

but, they are doing nothing because they are profiting off trump's bitcoin and the are profiting off the endless dark money being poured into all politicians fully endorsing this hate and death murder technology for their endless Nazi monopoly on power, and all they do is fixate on bringing in as many euro-fascist nazis all with their own parallel types of lying disguises as to the opposite--all rushing to be welcomed in--me kicked out. I have been threatened by some eurocrap haters who I was drugged and mind controlled into hanging out with and because i fought to get themj off me, I was told that I had better not return to south beach--thusly, as I have written for so many years, they come to take over, just as elon musk is trying to take over the government--I wrote of this, I wrote of this, I wrote of this, I warned I said that people like musk I have seen before on south beach--it is now 'their area" the europigape fascists have kicked out all the americans who are not part of their fascist regime and put in all the groveling wanna be europigape aristocrats as possible

and the scum of whorewood are exactly like this, the pair of scum and crap with their filthy stupid children, they all have children who are dirty and mediocre who can perhaps imitate some acting, just as the parents do (they are models who through plastic surgery appear as nazi symbols, and the utter racism of dirty nasty violently Nazi elizabeth warren is something no one has seen because of her endless yelling and neighing like a diseased horse (cow) about the plight of the people being discriminated against, her dirty nasty squad is full of lying bigots who play the roles of white supremacist supporter of the plantation---

SIX GOING ON SEVEN HOURS hours of non-stop abuse from tom hardy and ridley scott (voice-to-skull and teleportation) hate, violence and non-stop insults from the never-ending hate and bigotry sexism and violence, plus asking me for more ideas after the "trauma-based mind control" of having someone physically assault me while I was in a drugged-sleep state

they just deleted the entire page I had written for over one hour 

I tried to retrieve it but it was the third time they deleted the entire page and they blocked my ability to retrieve it, I had saved it, they deleted what I had saved as well

I was writing for so long about how violent the english are, and wrote examples for over one hour they deleted the entire thing

to summarize:

Hardy and ridley scott used trauma-based torture to extract ideas and information out of me. They had me physically assaulted in my deep sleep state after having been injected with drugs and poisons in my deep delta sleep state. Upon waking as I was fighting three people on all sides of me at once, furiously fighting physically and this is a daily event now--they are forcing me into a fight or flight situation of non-stop rape and torture and abuse going on and on while sleeping and upon waking in the druggy morning routines of putting the layers of clothing away which I have to protect my slashed, poisoned mutilated body in to stop the endless destruction of my body which has been ongoing and ongoing and if I am so sick I cannot wrap my body in all the areas of almost my entire body in ways that mechanical arms can't breach, the mutilate and slash and tattoo the injuries

but I am going off topic. They obtained an idea for ridley scott or hardy to steal--which was after they tortured beat and I had to defend myself trying to get them off me--three the two sleazy ugly fucks a pair of blonde english skank creeps and me fighting 4 creeps who had attacked and hit me in my deep sleep state. I woke up, the hissing hate began from the never-ending abuse and ugliness of dirty stupid hardy--who only appears as a violent thug towards me

Now, I had written, which was deleted, of the Imperialism of this group--the english are so violent towards me and I wrote that they are infiltrating the united states through hollywood to institute english control over the u.s. along with their nazi europigapeland counterparts. The vast numbers of english and german and french involved in this attack on me is immense. The main goal of all the americans involved int his attack upon me is to be accepted into "haute" aristocratic circles of euro-land paris, london and wherever else. I also wrote (everythingI am writing now is a recap because they deleted at least 6 long paragraphs)

this is nothing I have not been endlessly writing of for years in the past, but I do hope that the current events of what trump and musk are doing will shed some new revelations upon people who may not want to become enslaved by tyrannical foreign enemies who are considered our "allies" because of NATO and etc. Trust me when I say that the mediocrities I am dealing with who are american have obtained the years of oscars and nominations only due to their partnership with english and german and french nazi bigots, obtaining their lucre through genocidal and austerity means and exploitation, which is just imperialistic fascist overtake by new modernity disguise--america being one of their main goals, and people like me who do not worship euro-trash crap people like subjected slaves hoping for membership into the ever-enlarging 4th Reich--

and I had also written that the english men in particular who are noted for their shakespeare recitations and roles in former glory days, are the most ferocious in quelling me when they try to force responses out of me  which they deem a threat to their enforced roles of automatic assumption to intellectual and artistic superiority--based solely on white male dominance, english imperialism, programming of racism which is the underlying theme of the entire spectrum assaulting me (and those watching it ongoing and participating in their own nasty ways)---and they violently assaulty me for responding with any sort of alacrity in probing meaning in shakespeare, which they respond to with acts of violence and assault--they get their english creep actor female who all play "feminsts" in their roles to violently yell at me for 10 hours without stop, taking turns as they are always in packs of skank vultures when they assault me--yapping furiously expert in abuse and mocking insult but lacking in original idea and concepts--so it would seem as i have never seen or heard anything to confounds this view of them I have due to their need to destroy america, control it and of course, get their claws on all the profit while programming the country into their agenda. they obtained trump out of this contract he is fully dedicated to putting america into a fascist colonized old world system and the mediocrity of the ameicans, whose only sense of self esteem rests in achieving status with europigape haute luxury circles--who shower them with applause and funding to put out MY IDEAS they steal out of slowly murdering me--to the applause of the europigape control over whorewood and congress. the white nasty crusty old men of the senate and the democrats, the minorities also only deeming their worthiness if white nazis approve of them and allow them to represent a false narrative which they recite like actors on stage with full applause fo the entertainment by the throngs of gang stalkers who are paid to promote all the nazi celebrities--

I am sort of regaining what had been deleted

ian mckellen, for example, had a group of women furiously yelling at me for 10-=16 hours per day, taking turns, for having responded to a mention of shakespeare which I replied to as if I were conversing in a normal peer group situation--not trying to bow obsequisouly to his perspective as if that is all that was correct or had meaning. For having done that, expressing my idea without appearing menial and submissive I was threatened and then tortured for hours per day, for over one week until i wrote about them and they just replced them with other scumbag creeps. the anthony hopkins with jessica lange, who is like all the rest of the whorewood shitalina pig ape pitt gang (and I had written that right now diddy--or someone in that trial testified that diddy was extremely violent at some pitt event, as in brad pitt the piece of sick stupid sleazy shit who has gone to the oscars every year from funding from his english benefactors needing to go through the american puppet whores of whorewood in order to exert their control, and the mediocrity of the pieces of shit who only want to be considered haute french and welcomed in france and england and germany, as they are, are selling out america so they can achieve this supposed empire based on torturing me and torturing ideas out of me--as i appear to represent all that the europigs hate about america which is jewish women minority women and men not submitting to their automatic assumption of white hegemony murder genodide policy of take-over with fake smiles in the case of america)

and I hope i am getting my point accross, typing is almost impossible hacking obstruction is non-stop==I can't press keys and get words to appear I must pound other letters appear regardless of pounding keys out

pitt is so attenuated to sexual violence and abuse, and the parties of these ape pieces of shit who gather to watch me get brutally raped by the german pig ape, and the english pig ape, and the other english pig ape and their girlfrriends and boyfriends and wives and their children watch on waiting to get their free entrance into whorewood by helping mommy and daddy to abuse poison and rape me

they put trump into power to help them buy out america and destroy it from within--their hold on the country stems not only from major investment and america paying the bulk of their military defense *(at least trump could acknowledge that, but instead he is helping germany to re-arm so they can raise up nazism without hinderance, and that has been the result of trump's supposed "pay your share of nato" at germany but instead is helping germany to really arm its' country so nazism can truly flourish once more--this of course hillary and bill did under their english-controlled presidential mess they made of america (withdrawing troops out of germany and nazism rose almost instantly after the pull out of most of the u.s. troops; i was there I saw it happen I lived there during that time in stuttgart)

to try to continue with hacking so bad i can[t type

they stole the idea this morning after hours of abuse while i was sleeping, physical violence stupid sick skits as dirty ugly crusty ridley scott had me hit and abused--I had seen his ugly sick face on a youtube playlist and kept scrolling and that happened yesterday, but because I only saw his goddamn ugly disgusting face he used that as pretext to abuse and torture me only because he hacked his videos and I did not click on them but just visually saw them for less than one second and in disgust kept scrolling, turned off the page entirely to stop this rotten man from doing what he did anyway, teleporting me.

he teleported me while I wsa in the middle of watching napoleon his boring horrid movie but I had only watched 30 minutes of it an dhe rushed to violently with murderous rage and hate yelling at me as i delted the movie, under severe drugging reacted and hours of rape and torture from his "I'm part english and german" american shit holes shitalina and pig ape pitt, who hand me over regularly to english and german rapists enthusiastically watching like it's entertainment

and thusly someone like diddy partners with all the black men and women like obama and his wife who smile at the europigape rapists trying to get more deals more approval from enemies of the country who warmly smile at the stupid black entertainer politicians and celebrities to get more free deal, but their real need is to get approval the germans know how to hit at the heart of black male insecurity they lovingly warmly embrace them, the blacks are their mentally conditioned force amplifier slaves thereafter saying that germans are not racist and the germans are just warm and wonderful people--so much nicer to them than the hateful racist americans have been--this is an indirect quote so often spoken to me while i lived in stuttgart by black males who had been in the military but had doting german white female women who spoke with hissing hate about and against them behind their backs--literally--really undermining them to get blacks OUT of germany using all they could to sabotage and then being literal prostituted agents in front of them. As I had written but it was deleted, I watched then hoping that this ugly dirty english scum would not attack me again, I was severely abused drugged as i always am, I watched the gladiator II and in rushed denzel washington to assist in abusing me, now openly violently nasty as his oscar "nod" was impending he thought the longer he approved of me being violently raped by a german the higher his chances of "winning" and this is also in conjunction with dirty sleazy sliutalina and pig ape pitt. So when diddy or his fellow testimony personalities are saying that at a pitt event there was violence and rape or assault, it was to impress not only shit ape pig pitt but the europigapes who hand people like diddy more money more mansions for his role in promoting blacks as sex slaves and sexual violence against women. the black men who are famous in hip hop like ice cube, snoop dogg and eminem are disgustingly violent towards me so nazis will continue to hand them tours in europigapeland which is their one and only dream destination to prove that their white and black trash backgrounds have been absolved and they are "reborn" into "class" by proving they are rapist genocidal nazis when it comes to "Jews" and that shit movie straight out of whorewood is all about abusing jews who are prominent in whorewood and to influence other black wanna be's into also becoming black nazis.

I wrote yesterday that stupid dirty shitalina had stolen--but it really was out of europigapeland from where the funding for her theft of my post I wrote (which undoubtedly has been deleted years ago) about maria callas. to put her into aristocratic elite visual aspect, further promotion of americans turning into abusive and violently hostile "aristocrats" as the little snippets of the movie I saw through the trailers showed that dirty ugly sick creep displaying abusive dismissal of a butler, which is the trend towards dehumanization, turning america into a two-class sytsem of "master and slave" and that is what her shit movie really was all about, in fostering these concepts of utter wealth nasty abusers with servants and etc. 

and the movie that won best actress award for that year (last year) at the oscars was a stealth antisemitism movie theme in which a very wealthy stupid but sick jewish male (his religion or race not mentioned specifically in the movie, but al you have to do is look at the actor to see that Jewish is written all over his face and features--implying that the "bitch" mother is Jewish as well, the compliant weak father as well--or more like, the blonde mother is a Nazi controlling the weak and compliant jewish wealth-generating male--like the weak son controlled by the blonde Nazi mother/wife) as this is the program for the general pogrom that the absolutely nazi fascist europigapes are trying to instill into america through putting trump into power, all his kkk and nazi partners also in power, destroying law having a court of the highest sponsor a coup of dictatorship by making him immune from all crimes, etc etc all orchestrated absolutely during the 4 years of the biden travesty of control and lies and manipulation, the end goal to put trump into power again but with absolute euro-fascist controlled people put into every leading position. all obtaining the cryptocurrency dark money rewwards.

I have been writing about some of the openly (in the private teleortation hate sessions) but there are many others who I have not had contact with who are there nevertheless--out of congress, but backing them all is the english crown and nazi fascist groups out of europigapeland.

the mediocrity of the american actors endlessly assaulting me and torturing me to traumatize ideas out of me, as dirty ugly violent hardy did today, and they have been doing to me for years

is being promoted as euro-programing through the nazified blacks and whites and jews of whorewood, putting trump into power through whorewood and then into congress, still mentally controlled by europigapes trump is in doing his best to turn america into a dictatorial nazified country with mafia enforcement and police state kgb

back to another point I am so hard fighting to pound out on this impossible hacked keyboard: anthony hopkins with jessica lange, I had begun to type this and my brain was blanked out; I am under terrifically awful brain-assault while I write

I had commented on a youtube video for a reading of titus andronicus in which lange and hopkins starred, I questioned and slightly contradicted (corrected) something lange had said, but only in the comment section I was also under severe drugging and always trying to negate the hours of abuse and rape I had been undergoing by a german scumbag who obama shitalina pig ape pitt john kennedy and et al lavished praise and permission to control whorewood and bring more people and celebrities into europigape awards and invitations to have mansions houses and approval-the black and brown women lavished love upon him as I stood there screaming that they had just campaigned on women's rights (harris and cardi b and j-lo) they just viciously threatened my life and all have been handed lavish awards promotions and titles ever since)

this is the promotional incentivizing that has lead america into an identity crisis for all these years of those who were put into office to fight such corruption are intrinsic into how the corruption escalated because they did nothing to stop the nazi genocidal group but rushed to join in--they are now being awarded for their investments into all the crytocurrency scams, my brother who joined in a few months ago used to work in the Cayman Islands as a manager of a nightclub, which means he knows the ins and outs of offshore investment and cayman islands is notorious for concealing dark money and illicit operations--and he is involved and Senator Elizabeth Warren was with my brother just a few weeks ago yelling and dictating commands (at my brother, the "good Jew" who allows rape and torture of me for his profit, allows his wife to make nazi comments and says nothing and smiles and goes along, he has been awarded with top attorney privileges in multiple states like california florida and texas)

and etc

I have pouned this out now for one extra hour

but I was and am so befuddled by the attack on my keyboard and brain right now

anthony hopkins violently assaulted me for questioning the automatic assumption that because he performs shakespeare that my writing any kind of contradiction to their assessment of titus andronicus, a most power-grabbing unfolding of intrigue most bloody and exposing of power plays that machiavelli would possibly cover but not as thoroughly as shakespeare in this play--lange said something that totally obscured the modus operanid of power brokers such as she is involved with, so I wrote an innocuous comment analyzing the play and I was met with hopkins violently assaulting me for days and days with every kind of assault--the anti-american bigot along with lange assaulted me using sick and stupid power plays of all kinds of manipulation

this is deemed a "success" for destroying any chance for people who are not full on nazi minority minion in having any say or chance to compete or get anything into a sort of prestige or even as a career, with only the white trash and minority a$$-groveling minions fully dedicated to worshiping the europigape scumbag boring creeps as if their reciting shakespeare means they should control the united states, and trump referenced "hannibal lecter" in one of his most reviled speeches (by msnbc and the "left") as a rambling and incoherent speech but what trump really was doing was making a cue to the english crown that their dirty nasty anti-american can use trump to go through him to exert hate and death squads to stop people like me from even expressing in a comment section anything that exposes the rape murder and plunder of this group--which dirty blonde nazi women like lange seek to conceal by the bs weak analyses they make, which because she is so involved and integrated into nazi global approval, means that she can also behave like a vicious nazi whenI write a comment regarding how her comment ignores the absolute violence that shit like hannibal lectur anthony hopkins is using trump to inflict upon america so they can turn it into a financially destroyed colonized and controlled banana republic.

with all the attacks, the pages being deleted and the typing impossible, I hope I got some of this out to the endless do-notning audience who must wait until it is too late to stop any of it--which means you all really want to be controlled by europigape fascist bigots

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I got up from the laptop and felt a wave of sickness, and dizziness. The attacks on my brain rendered me into cursing and not being able to construct any analysis or response without cursing and name-calling. They are blocking cognitive functions inserting subliminals and making my nervous system in a state of shock . I get up and am dizzy can barely see my vision is blurry-unable to stand straight almost falling in a sense of lack of balance the attacks are so horrific, plus non-stop backspacing to retype what is endlessly being blocked and retyped by hackers as I am in the process of typing, pounding every key

I am not sure if I got this part out, because i surveyed the length of the above and see that many paragraphs appear to be missing, which means they deleted probably 5-10 paragraphs, this page contains about 5 paragraphs it was much longer before I clicked on update.

The idea that nasty dirty thug hardy obtained from me this morning after I did what I am doing now, trying to change the disgusting death energy of this man making murder threats of disemboweling me, of cutting my internal organs out, of stabbing me in the face with scissors I am holding, of all kinds of horrific murders he is endlessly hissing into my inner ear--telling him to shut up constantly as he goes on and on with this, sexual comments my breasts how I am an old woman etc trying not to react to this

listening to a podcast he asks me for ideas to supplement what the podcast is saying, becuase he is violent sleazy and dirty and a completely programmed stupid ape only capable of reciting scripted lines, so it appears to me

these english men and women are so enraged that i can speak about analyzing shakespeare and that i have ideas that can and have been sold for millions of dollars, turned of course into nazi propaganda as i tried to write above--I don't know how much they deleted but I wrote of how so many of the movies that have come out and "won" top awards are truly antisemitic and antiamerican is so many areas

all the propaganda paid for in millions and billions by the english and europigape controlling investors through the agencyof whorewood leading through trump et all into congress--

but after death threats violence abuse (and hardy also makes a huge deal of insulting clothing and items I am sewing to create as my own creations, since they cut off my money I am piecing items together some of it I truly love--he is calling all of it clown clothing abusing insulting anything I make that isn't his template of me being "inferior' in all things to he and his dirty lying filth group of shakes-eare reciting scumbag template personality constructs

I told that ignoramus filth creep that I was reading D.H. Lawrence's story The Plumed Serpent. Without spending my life fighting to pound and think this post out today---the story is really about a secret society in mexico based on an actual religion---and the concept that i recited in my most academic style to just shift my brain from the stupid apes attacking me, thug and dirty ignorant scum creeps handed this technology to beat abuse and inflict their english racist policies of destroying anyting that can compete with it (that includes americans as well who are blonde and etc. they are using stupid dirty pig ape pitt and shitalina just as they are using dirty trump to go through such greedy greasy life-fuck criminals in order to exert their control---the dirty crap of these people is amplified as "winner" throught his contract on me, my ideas stolen by dirty ugly sick life-fuck parasites who can only rely on hate and torture to obtain ideas in order to appear like they are intellectual and competent in all the technology that millions of dollars from the 4th Reich have handed these creeps)

Ridley Scott's every movie is a secret society "Illuminati" theme of freemason control--and I wrote about this before, I am backspacing constantly to write what is being blocked, my vision is so blurry I can barely see at this point and if only some of you would stop this hacking and obstructio of my life, force these filth fuck pigs to resume my disabilitypayments take this technology away from these imbicilic dirty stupid inferior scumbag whore apes instead of allowing them to torture me to obtain idease whiel torturing me to death for not being more stupid than they and not willing to conceal it, because I never wanted anything to do with any of them, they have taken away all of my opportunities with my family and its' dirty stupid nazi construct of going along with nazi infiltration into all of society so they can get rich and be considered, like all the minority nazis, "ipmortant" what stupid sick fucks they all are