Why I wrote another chaotic hyperbolic ranting but accurate, reality-based post today despite fighting as I do to not react, as the people monitoring my brain/body and functioning respond with advice constantly on how to be as calm, cool and collected as they are. They (these specific people) live in the equivalent of a commune financial status. They must work, but as I can ascertain, their sustenance is mostly assured, they have a safety net, they are surrounded in a peaceful domain and they have been trained in a philosophy which they can calmly relate. As opposed to their former more historical predecessors, they have no Emperor trying to dissolve their collective they are honored as cherished entities of wisdom in a techno world. They hack videos responding to my enraged, drugged up and mind controlled (microchip implant) plus YEARS of literal non-stop 24 hour torture per day, as every single thing I do in this room is being monitored, my eyes are dropping with tears my throat chocked by the microchip implant in my throat; it happens at odd moments while I am unprepared to "breathe deeply" as they would advise. I grab hold of objects at spurious moments rushing to get things done because using the internet as a form of "escape" from the non-stop "stupid bitch stupid stupid bitch bitch" endlessly hissing into my inner ear, with comments on every single thing I do by the hateful and bigoted lynch mob celebrities championed by the politicians who not only fund these operations but are heavily involved and have been for well over a decade--firmly established in the favor of any president, candidate and the influence they bear is enormous in choosing the next presidential candidate after they have "proven" what duplicitous lying manipulators they are and in how much they favor a complete genocidal take-over of the United States through so many avenues of not only mind control but in al facets of life. Thusly, it was Elizabeth Warren who, after the 4 years of Trump (she began hacking into my internet just after Trump began teleporting me to rape and torture abuse and laughter gaiety and his sudden instant ascent into the presidential leadership candidate role within one month of going from losing to winning--after having teleported me. Warren also simultaneously hacked her photos; one of which was of her smiling a really sadistic smile behind a fake appearance of normalcy--I know this type of smile from the photos of Nazis with tortured Jews being killed at their feet, the same sort of smile and I saw it in Germany quite often and I have seen it from my family members and she wore that same kind of crooked smile in a non-publicity photo and I realized the alarm but had no knowledge that clicking on her page would entail her being allowed access to this torture campaign, and she has been involved since at least 2016.//I cannot cite the source, but when Biden was running as presidential candidate (I cannot type capital letters it is extremely arduous just to type at all, the hacking malware is so extreme--it took me 25 minutes to gain access to Wifi the block of everything is non-stop)--Warren was the person who influenced the decision by the Democrat Party to put Biden as the official Presidential candidate back in 2020 or whenever she or the decision was made but mostly it was as always a contrived programmed event calculated to put an easily manipulated person into the office. //I suggest that Biden has been mind controlled probably drugged and then injected with poisons so he is dying and it shows (I am being killed I am dying from abuse and torture, they are abusing me to death the signs of premature old age as my body is dying from stress is also their calculated intention and I mean "they" as in the predominant exploiters I have not stopped writing about for over 16 years, they are all still there but I did not understand how much involvement warren has had in this until very recently. I knew it but her presence is veiled in regard to the more overt abusers who hack regularly. In this Trump ordeal she began hacking her "help" videos to the desperate Americans like myself facing being killed by all life support financially being cut off. They have ensured that i cannot earn a single penny, the filth and hate of whorewood in conjunction with absolute Nazi bigots like Warren (and I mean this emphatically she is a wanna be German with all imitation of Nazism except for her "progressive" stance) but, I hope I am not digressing too mucvh---so, Biden proved to have been the reason, as people are now saying "after the fact" that it was Biden who really put Trump into power for various reasons. I can suggest not even tentatively but it seems like a feasible suggestion that Biden has been a drugged and poisoned mind control person with increasing debilitation to his mental clarity by the likes of absolutely controlling warren and the outcome has been that she and the others who have been a huge component of this Congressional participation team (Republican Democrat Progressive) is that they are being paid in millions of "dark money" investment scams and schemes due to participation and allowance of this hate torture contract out on me; plus they all undoubtedly knew that trump would introduce his crypto currency and they could all invest and channel their illicit money through various means (I wrote yesterday or 2 days ago that my brother John was a manager of a nightclub in the Cayman Islands, and Warren was dictating her controlling and ugly horse voice to him and it was imperiously aimed at my brother--a lawyer at the top of his game, or at high levels has jurisdiction in 3 states, and can easily have money funneled to the Cayman Islands and my family on my father's side are extremely and corruptly well-connected. This is a mere hypothetical but her behavior towards my brother was demanding, a tone of voice that is akin to fascist corporate towards a minion inferior as her intention to sound that way is part of her extreme antisemitism and hate and her desire to become as nazi as possible. I am at the moment disgusted by her, but that she is gnawing and gnashing her teeth in front of the audience of people alarmed by the DOGE Committee, saying all the things with theatrical umph that people who are terrified of losing their lives due to the cut in their desperate only-source of income, which they have forced upon me so I am literally tethered to social security disability and cannot function in any way but to be a sitting duck at this point, with not only warren and not only trump but a myriad of endless groups of people all uniting behind destroying my mind, body and spirit in order to "crush" me into compliance to them murdering me and stealing all ideas without me fighting in my life defense. I watched my parents get killed, as I believe, by slow poisoning by their "wonderful " friends the relatives who rushed to violently assault me (not my siblings but their spouses and the spawn of their unions with nazi hate creep they aligned with in order to be not left out of displaying their talent; otherwise like me, the people not willing to dote as slaves upon the nazi shit who abuse insult and then glob onto this contract out on my family, so my family now is desperate to have me slowly killed without a single chance for me to survive so they can continue to feed off my life being destroyed--I have been saving money and fighting this group, they rushed to make sure I am homeless returned back to america in chains arrested and poisoned raped tortured and abused to death. The endless amount of money being paid to all participants is unbelievable but so is the funding for the Pentagon and other nefarious sources of these "operations"; this operation upon me is a tantamount importance to the 4th Reich in mind and body fucking raping and stealing. .///so I tried to be silent as I was advised by the financially secure, surrounded by other shaved-head conscripts to a life of security and officious benevolence (except for this particular monk lives at least part-time in Germany--speaks absolutely perfect German, and in the teleportation his one appearance to me, as I was naked or almost about to get into my shower (a dark, dank room endlessly sprayed with grease, fungus stinking odors sprayed with brown goo that permanently stains can't be removed unless the tiles are sanded down or removed--but he violently threw something in rage (has learned German techniques of traumatizing, it is a very german thing to do, he is fully indoctrinated in his 'cultural exchange" and this was without words, only to signify that I am "bad" and a violent response towards me for defending myself against Germans and other nazis trying to take over the United States through the endless "I'm part German" American throngs who are the white controllers of minorities; thus I wrote this post this morning because the other "half" of the white supremacy leagues also state that they are "part English". Thusly, the "be silent" "advice" given me by a man who violently threw something in the teleportation, smashing it extremely violently without saying one single thing, but then putting and hacking videos of him being calm, centered, collected and adivising people on how to be calm and "strong" just as he "is"-his voice is also a learned German tonality that has resonant seriousness with almost monotone calm depth---it is supposed to signify a deep well of strength and wisdom. It is a learned trait, as well. The thing I learned in Germany about keeping a calm exterior is that you cannot show any weakness to the parasites that German culture truly engenders through rigorous monotonous conformity to authority but training in how to lie, appear like a pleasant and professional or calm person belying a horrid and hateful malevolent intention behind the calm exterior. ///I tried to follow the advice as the "I'm part english" group with Baryishinkov put Tom Hardy once more to hiss or has his minions or people surrounding me hissing into my inner ear "stupid bitch" and commenting literally on every single thing I do, and giving "help" advice as well. At the moment when I cannot sustain an endless defensive posture, he jabs a hateful death threat, calling me bitch, making sexual rape or assault remarks while I am eating, and this goes on and on for about 10 hours in intermittent intervals throughout the day-or 12 hours now. Thusly, this morning I had to face another day of it, he began before the sun set and after I spent another 25 minutes (today over 1 hour) trying to clear the cache turn the computer off turn the router off turn the computer on clear the command clear the memory, turn the router off, restart the computer, the internet would come on and after 2 minutes it was turned off again. That goes on every day for one hour just to attempt to use the internet. Then the internet turns off (the router still on lights all on) so, as the approach of another day of being called a bitch, him bringing in with baryishnikov right behind him, all the people who rushed to assault me with shitape pigalina and pitt for years, returning once their world tours were finished, returning with death threats, insults that are disgusting and rancid in how rotten their minds and spirits are. all of them are consigned to representing some facet of being an "underdog' fighting against injustice. When they play evil villains, they are exalted in their bravado and swagger. And so, with poison that I had fought to get out of my spine for days, exercising as they abused and tortured me literally all day and night, every day, (for years this has gone on that schedule as all the criminal politicians just keep it going, people like warren along with the other white supremacy bigots also have a titillation factor of seeing me made old, they laugh about how my body is disfigured, they get hormonal highs off it, like you would see of glowing people smiling in front of a lynch victim in those old photos that blacks put out to claim that this system is still thriving or has been a horrid history of the united states. I have to dread and fear these people who proclaim their history of enslavement and lynching because the second they get a chance for approval of the very same modern-day groups which I know warren really is--they viciously assault me with violence and hate and laugh and giggle about itl. They are instantly given media spotlight and advanced to the next level of representing victimization put into higher political office. They rush back to assault me and threaten to kill me when I react in rage at their literally abusing and hitting me for defending myself against people like Hegseth who had taken his instructions from shitalina and pig ape pitt to punch me in the face have me dancing while i was listening to music just so they could dance near me and then call me a "loser" and then abuse and attack me. For defending myself Hegseth was right there when my social security disability was cut off--he told me that if I submitted it would be returned--submitting to being raped poisoned abused and my ideas stolen by people who pay nothing and destroy everything I am, have done, and then steal my money and block all opportunities for me. So, this morning, another day of the hateful violence of tom hardy awaiting me, it began before I was even consciously awake because they had broken through the defenses of my protection for my hands--which are swollen, huge and veinous the nails are yellowish and grey from everything from non-stop poisoning to sharp knives (very small) being inserted under the cuticles for over SIXTEEN YEARS and I mean nightly for at least 16 years . I look completely like a black veil has been put over my light; shitalina and pig ape pitt are glowing with hormonal energy they literally are lifel-sucking energy vampires feeding off destroying my life and feeding off the highs--they and tom hardy alike have poisoned me (they inject poison into my bloodstream, I suggest, when they insert knives under my cuticles the drugs penetrate into my bloodstream, but they also inject it into my bladder so I really don't know how it's being actually done--the poisoning and drugging I mean they are attacking my body on all fronts so it is impossible to gauge any longer. I have begged the world to help me to have money to earn money to be able to use my internet so I can afford to try to find a place that is not a leaky sinking boat with panels and doors that are so easily opened from both inside and out---but nothing, they just took my survival money away. I then began listening to warren knowing that she's a fake but not understanding how murderously malevolent she is--and by writing this, she will be promoted once more. She will get more houses mansions and invites to be "friends" with Germans who have learned the skill of smiling warmly, indoctrinating all those who feel inferior to the Nazi standard, as they sell out america so it comes true they destroy the country from withing. The rapacious lying Germans (as a whole, some exceptions they have been "culling/killing" their generous and actual authentic people for many decades, but increasing since the Clintons had the U.S. Troops mostly pull out of Stuttgart and most of Germany--excepting Rammstein, but of course the bases remain open but Nazism began to flourish (I was there, I lived there before and after the circa 1994 edict was made by clinton to pull most of the bulk of the troops out-. but the amount of americans I met while there was a large troop presence, at u.s. bases such as robinson and patch barracks surrounding stuttgart (please note hacking is so pronounced I am not using capital letters it's so hard to pound down at this point). Anyway, americans were so engrossed in the warm loving smiles that germans gave them loving invitations to their dinners and homes, the warmth exuded feels genuine they have learned a most seriously powerful skill in how to emit this seemingly highly personable ruse. Americans were so beguiled especially the blacks who stated that they felt like they were in a kind of welcome paradise that american never showed them; how nice the germans were. behind their backs, literally, the same germans would hiss at me in an attempt to divide and conquer what stupid creeps these same black soldiers were--trying to get me to join in with their mirth in humiliating them, which they did but smiled into their faces, gave them meals, the white women showered them with sexual favors acted like domestic sex slaves almost and then after they got them surrounded had them evicted and they hoped to make them leave germany permanently. I saw white americans like warrn fully immersed in this welcome party that germans have given their american invaders who beat down the hitler regime--their counter-attack has been loving psychopathy in order to lull and lure all who want a "clean" and open but concealed anti-brown and black society to generate another huge genocide of theft to steal and rob but also to just get high off abusing and killing. That is the sick smile that I saw on the face of warren, and in the last 2 weeks she and pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt brought on teams of germans in a skit in which warren dismissed me with a wave of her hand, as I reacted to her dehumanization with rage (always drugged up, out of balance and always after hours per day of being threatened with dismemberment by tom hardy, or shitalina pig ape pitt--and by tom cruise and his dirty nazi english crown associated wife most lavishly giggly the nazi women smile and laugh about me being poisoned raped and mutilate and bloated crooked they smile and laugh--warren has done the same--oprah has viciously assaulted me just like warren completely beguiled by the warm smiles of the white supremacists who realize that oprah is a sheep herding influence to bring more blacks into the nazi fold. And thusly was my post this morning, but also because I can't stand tom hardy any longer sitting as a lump leech on my life, but also trying to obtain new ideas for him to steal as his projects, as dirty shit whorealina dn pig ape pitt have been doing to oscars and golden globe and endless europigapeland honors for emulating fascist nazism embedded into american culture--adn thusly, any original thing I do is met with hate and spite, but he asks me for ideas. This has been the case with the english for years and years, insults abuse they demand that I am just a minority uneducated stupid rape sex slave impoverished mutilated destroyed victim but ravage me in order to obtain ideas--the english have obtained the concept of The Handmaiden's tale, which I wrote of and about 6 months to 9 months later it became a tv show reaching millions--the connection is justified in my case since it happened almost on a non-stop clockwork basis from the same group, and the blonde english star of that tv series hacked her goddamn rotten face onto my internet just like taylor swift did for over a decade until she reached this zenith of attention--undoubtely obtaining also endless titles for her crap singing (I find so boring and unexceptional, but America has lost it's quality filter I believe so they just go for anything they are instructed to approve of) just as almost instantly after tom cruise violently yelled screamed at me he was instantly given standing ovations for his french appearances for his stupid movie sequel, and before he latched onto assaulting me his movies were not in the top slots but after he began, adn instantly they are all applauded for this nazi program--i believe that the gang stalking death squads which encompass the globe are instructed to rush to applaud for the movies that the mind programming hate squads of celebrities crank out--and thusly under the 4th Reich, the supposed huge "win" for the crap movie was due in large part, mostly I believe, to an artificial construct of the adherents and the terrorists on the lower ranking levels being instructed to go out and pay to see this crap movie (for all the creeps who assault me,; in particular for the ideas which are stolen from me, turned into nazi spectacles of embedded racism disguised as "help" against oppression).

 This morning I woke up, after Hardy (who just appeared, 7:30 pm, after having injected his voice into my brain through the "voice-to-skull" technology, I did not see them, but I had been teleported to a skit in deep sleep where I was in my childhood home in Champaign, Illinois. The home and my step-father was taken-over by the "I'm part French" step-mother from Peoria, Illinois who was handed free trips to Paris after she began to program my step-father into accepting fascist training, in exchange for his books being published--he refused to allow me to visit him after 1988 because "Phyllis won't allow it"---she has appeared in the teleportation whooping with delight at me being tortured, mutilated raped and beaten she hopes to death--as I believe she contributed in whatever way she could to the demise of my father but supposedly gave him one of her kidneys as he had multiple transplants due to --terminal--diabetes--but I was there, I know the place well--they put a rubber glistening huge black snake on the floor of the living room, I was instructed in deep sleep "edit" phasing in-and-out so I reached down and was instructed in a drugged deep sleep hypnotized state to grab the snake--they had something bite me--I then saw a fuzzy instant glimpse of this "snake" on the floor supposedly it was slithering into the dining room in front of the front door. I called out to it to go outside as I flung the front door open, and then a cat appeared --and this group has tortured my cat to death, so they are playing on the cat theme for further traumatiztion, because for years of them stealing my ideas to go to the oscars with them, they have not sucked enough of my life out they must go on and on until they obtain all they can--me "submitting" to them abusing me without me having any human rights to defend myself, me giving all they can steal out of me willingly, then allowing them to poison and drug me to death without resistance, so they will just get rid of me once they have obtained enough ideas and anything thye can such out of me, and then I must go willingly to death after my entire life spent ruined by their sleazy sick stupidity and greed--a universal trait for this sickening group which has taken over every single agency on the planet that I am aware of--)

so I was teleported to this foul and nasty woman--who began having me attacked by all my "relatives" for saying that I want more than to get a job part-time teaching students as a substitute for my years of having obtained a master's degree in criminal justice. Because my "aunt' had made this "suggetion" they all began to glare with hate at me, telling me to leave immediately because supposedly I can't have anything more important or "better" than them. The aunt never finished college I believe she got some sort of degree somehow to teach english as a substitute. 

That was the last time I saw my step-father but the woman he married, when I phoned him many months after this (and I am relating the absolute situation that I only said I was spending hours studying at graduate level and didn't want to part-time substitute teach school kids for all the work--I also had been drugged by them so it was as usual my honest response under truth serum drugging which they never stop pouring into my body then torturing me for expressing my honest responses instead of lying that they are "better" than me and I can't have anything "better" then they---)

and so, I phoned my step-father, she answered with venomous hate in her voice, sneering in contempt at me and I told her to get my father, he began nastiness and I told him that she was extremely rude for no reason. He sent some email about being "pissed off" about something, I never finished reading the brainwashed response and never spoke to him or contacted him again. He died a few months later and the creep obtained my childhood home.

the shit of pigapealina and shit ape pig pitt are putting every single person from my background they possibly can to hiss hate at me in this teleportation hole they have forced me into. The people who are hateful and nasty are those who used drugging to get me around them or other ruses, I never deliberately chose a single one of them but they all appeared with warm friendly smiles and overtures of loving warmth and kindness They all used "alternative" clothing and statements to further conceal their fascist Nazism, which comes out like vicious venomous slime creepiness in the teleportation with dirty and ugly sick shitalina pig ape pitt-they are so loathsome and stupid and dirty and all they can do besides steal my ideas is commit violence and feed off it--they cannot begin to fathom a single creative and inspirational idea--but they must suck that life force out of me

and so they put this creep in front of me, my family members who have been overseeing my murder and destruction of every single thing I have ever attempted to do, all my life they have made sure I am destroyed they organize it they get paid for helping the 4th Reich to ensure that no one who is not a full supporting brainwashed enslaved minion outside of their group (or inside it, whites also get killed if they don't comply) and thusly, the warm sheep smiles of my family members for the photos they take with Please love me how warmly I smile--they all do this, and then viciously they assault me every single chance they can get--if they are meeting me for 2 days and don't have time to use any justification to abuse me, they just begin in public so the people sitting nearby who are there deliberately can hear it--they get promoted instantly

and so, I woke up this morning after yet another forced personal contact with some slime filth creep who I had never willingly chose to be in my life, most of them I was forced to be around, I had befriended, in some cases, people in their group and they were part of the group and I just went along, drugged in a stupor most of the time, not ever having any barrier or awareness just dazed but seeming alert.

Then to Hardy making sleazy comments as the sun was rising, and then when there was light, I saw that they had broken through the barriers protecting my hands from being sliced and my skin doused with chemicals that literally curdle the skin barrier--and they have once more damaged my skin and my cuticles and drugged and poisoned and then abused me (right now I am struggling to pound every word out, literally the keyboard will not function I must fight every word so I cannot write with elaborate analysis or calm composure, getting into cursing the longer the frustration to fight to pound every letter out)

so I wrote for these reasons once more. I had to sew the top layer of protection I use (compression socks) over layers of wrist guards I seal around my wrists, they cut through the cotton gloves so they could insert the mechanical arm with the little knife and spraying function so they damaged my skin barrier, which looks old and my hands have been slathered with this for so many years non-stop the skin is permanently damaged--there are liver spots coating my forarms from poison and being tortured for non-stop hours while shitting out poison, being abused non-stop for hours per day, raped and beaten at every vulnerable and weak moment possible, then attacked by neighbors with their electronic weapons once the filth wealthy creeps take their dirty breaks to party, laugh and get off on it in every way .

The protection I had hand-sewn and turned into what I hoped would be a shield was stretched while I was sleeping (every night they just pull on the area I had sewn which had been extremely tight, but somehow became very loose---all done while the microchip implant in my brain renders me absolutely unconscious; this mechanism is why I have fractured bones and injuries from what was done to me in deep sleep hypnotic microchip implant comatose deep sleep--not just 'theta" but totally unconscious and my consciousness is teleported to the location where I am teleported. I can be woken up and have a sort of Schroedinger's cat experience of being in two places almost simultaneously--it is otherwise known as quantum entanglement

but despite all this groping for terminology--the immaturity and misuse not only of "power" and illegal criminal behavior from ALL of the politicians involved not merely just observing (I think there are no passive observers)

To summarize: non-stop, literal non-stop 24 hour torture using these egregious technologies, none of which are documented all are "top secret" and the involvement of almost all branches of the government have shown up in one way or another through agents, representatives (i.e. warren buffet, who is the wall street magnet) then podcasters and news anchors galore, (msnbc and fox but mostly msnbc--to prove they truly are no opposition to fascist nazi takeover and/or will remain silent and do nothing but participate in some way in attacking me, protecting all who do attack me from the government, etc).

I keep fighting against just letting them get away with this, despite a world of murderous goons endlessly attacking me from every corner of the planet, in every business, I can't eat at any restaurant they poison my food, I can't socialize because I must carry all that is precious to me (cooking oil, shampoo, my identification in every single thing I need I must carry around, they have stolen my identification my diplomas my birth certificate my social security card etc etc sprayed stinking filth on my passport (the stench never comes off, I surround the passport with scented pouches for drawers the stink never comes off) I carry so much with me that I cannot socialize or they will poison my shampoo so my hair falls out and permanently (still so hard to type that pounding on the space bar still the words are glued together, etc )

and once the pig ape pieces of stupid ape shit like shitalina and pig ape pitt get awards and go to the oscars for the ideas they have stolen from my writing, written on facebook because my every technology device is broken or stolen and destroyed--I wrote on facebook and shitlalina pit ape pig obtained oscars with malificent blonde once upon a time in h-wood the handmaiden's tale barbie war machine maria and a broadway play about illinois that stupid "elite europigape" shitalina stole from my years of writing about how I did not grow up in a loser way in a little nothing loser state in a loser town---so they made a play and it went to broadway, alongside hillary who tortured me and had my body seriously mutilated every night and screamed and yelled at me while I had done nothing to her, or any of them, they were told to abuse and hate me and they obtain endless millions of dollars funding and prizes and awards and tv shows all funding covered all done for them--and alongside dirty stupid ape whorealina hillary also made a play about "women" and she also got a dirty little hypocritical tv show as well which "won" awards or was in the running. The obamas have latched onto me for years and years over 20 years by now

and thusly,  they have weapons, drugs and they take turns obtaining ideas from me, but THEY NEVER STOP ATTACKING ME TO DEATH EVEN AFTER THEY WIN AND GET MILLIONS OF DOLLARS they latch on so their filthy even more ugly and stupid children can obtain awards and prizes and deals and be put into a monopoly on entertainment monotony---hyped up by sex and violence and barely disguised fascist nazi programming.

they never pay, they never say thank you,,when I become angry because after they torture me and poison me to obtain the ideas, they drug poison and rape me to obtain permission to get paid in full to "star" or produce the ideas (and the list of what shit ape pig pitt has stolen is much longer than just two movies, both of which almost won or won and the pig tortured and fractured my jawline raped me and tortured me viciously for about a year to obtain his oscar award--the filthy pig then continued instantly the next day after "winning" and then passed me around to his fascist nazi europigape friends to rape beat and torture me so they all could partner up with this ever-increasing throng of filthy sleazy dirty creep politico celebrity hate machine operation.