Tuesday, June 3, 2025

SIX GOING ON SEVEN HOURS hours of non-stop abuse from tom hardy and ridley scott (voice-to-skull and teleportation) hate, violence and non-stop insults from the never-ending hate and bigotry sexism and violence, plus asking me for more ideas after the "trauma-based mind control" of having someone physically assault me while I was in a drugged-sleep state

they just deleted the entire page I had written for over one hour 


I tried to retrieve it but it was the third time they deleted the entire page and they blocked my ability to retrieve it, I had saved it, they deleted what I had saved as well


I was writing for so long about how violent the english are, and wrote examples for over one hour they deleted the entire thing


to summarize:

Hardy and ridley scott used trauma-based torture to extract ideas and information out of me. They had me physically assaulted in my deep sleep state after having been injected with drugs and poisons in my deep delta sleep state. Upon waking as I was fighting three people on all sides of me at once, furiously fighting physically and this is a daily event now--they are forcing me into a fight or flight situation of non-stop rape and torture and abuse going on and on while sleeping and upon waking in the druggy morning routines of putting the layers of clothing away which I have to protect my slashed, poisoned mutilated body in to stop the endless destruction of my body which has been ongoing and ongoing and if I am so sick I cannot wrap my body in all the areas of almost my entire body in ways that mechanical arms can't breach, the mutilate and slash and tattoo the injuries

but I am going off topic. They obtained an idea for ridley scott or hardy to steal--which was after they tortured beat and I had to defend myself trying to get them off me--three the two sleazy ugly fucks a pair of blonde english skank creeps and me fighting 4 creeps who had attacked and hit me in my deep sleep state. I woke up, the hissing hate began from the never-ending abuse and ugliness of dirty stupid hardy--who only appears as a violent thug towards me

Now, I had written, which was deleted, of the Imperialism of this group--the english are so violent towards me and I wrote that they are infiltrating the united states through hollywood to institute english control over the u.s. along with their nazi europigapeland counterparts. The vast numbers of english and german and french involved in this attack on me is immense. The main goal of all the americans involved int his attack upon me is to be accepted into "haute" aristocratic circles of euro-land paris, london and wherever else. I also wrote (everythingI am writing now is a recap because they deleted at least 6 long paragraphs)

this is nothing I have not been endlessly writing of for years in the past, but I do hope that the current events of what trump and musk are doing will shed some new revelations upon people who may not want to become enslaved by tyrannical foreign enemies who are considered our "allies" because of NATO and etc. Trust me when I say that the mediocrities I am dealing with who are american have obtained the years of oscars and nominations only due to their partnership with english and german and french nazi bigots, obtaining their lucre through genocidal and austerity means and exploitation, which is just imperialistic fascist overtake by new modernity disguise--america being one of their main goals, and people like me who do not worship euro-trash crap people like subjected slaves hoping for membership into the ever-enlarging 4th Reich--

and I had also written that the english men in particular who are noted for their shakespeare recitations and roles in former glory days, are the most ferocious in quelling me when they try to force responses out of me  which they deem a threat to their enforced roles of automatic assumption to intellectual and artistic superiority--based solely on white male dominance, english imperialism, programming of racism which is the underlying theme of the entire spectrum assaulting me (and those watching it ongoing and participating in their own nasty ways)---and they violently assaulty me for responding with any sort of alacrity in probing meaning in shakespeare, which they respond to with acts of violence and assault--they get their english creep actor female who all play "feminsts" in their roles to violently yell at me for 10 hours without stop, taking turns as they are always in packs of skank vultures when they assault me--yapping furiously expert in abuse and mocking insult but lacking in original idea and concepts--so it would seem as i have never seen or heard anything to confounds this view of them I have due to their need to destroy america, control it and of course, get their claws on all the profit while programming the country into their agenda. they obtained trump out of this contract he is fully dedicated to putting america into a fascist colonized old world system and the mediocrity of the ameicans, whose only sense of self esteem rests in achieving status with europigape haute luxury circles--who shower them with applause and funding to put out MY IDEAS they steal out of slowly murdering me--to the applause of the europigape control over whorewood and congress. the white nasty crusty old men of the senate and the democrats, the minorities also only deeming their worthiness if white nazis approve of them and allow them to represent a false narrative which they recite like actors on stage with full applause fo the entertainment by the throngs of gang stalkers who are paid to promote all the nazi celebrities--


I am sort of regaining what had been deleted

ian mckellen, for example, had a group of women furiously yelling at me for 10-=16 hours per day, taking turns, for having responded to a mention of shakespeare which I replied to as if I were conversing in a normal peer group situation--not trying to bow obsequisouly to his perspective as if that is all that was correct or had meaning. For having done that, expressing my idea without appearing menial and submissive I was threatened and then tortured for hours per day, for over one week until i wrote about them and they just replced them with other scumbag creeps. the anthony hopkins with jessica lange, who is like all the rest of the whorewood shitalina pig ape pitt gang (and I had written that right now diddy--or someone in that trial testified that diddy was extremely violent at some pitt event, as in brad pitt the piece of sick stupid sleazy shit who has gone to the oscars every year from funding from his english benefactors needing to go through the american puppet whores of whorewood in order to exert their control, and the mediocrity of the pieces of shit who only want to be considered haute french and welcomed in france and england and germany, as they are, are selling out america so they can achieve this supposed empire based on torturing me and torturing ideas out of me--as i appear to represent all that the europigs hate about america which is jewish women minority women and men not submitting to their automatic assumption of white hegemony murder genodide policy of take-over with fake smiles in the case of america)

and I hope i am getting my point accross, typing is almost impossible hacking obstruction is non-stop==I can't press keys and get words to appear I must pound other letters appear regardless of pounding keys out


pitt is so attenuated to sexual violence and abuse, and the parties of these ape pieces of shit who gather to watch me get brutally raped by the german pig ape, and the english pig ape, and the other english pig ape and their girlfrriends and boyfriends and wives and their children watch on waiting to get their free entrance into whorewood by helping mommy and daddy to abuse poison and rape me

they put trump into power to help them buy out america and destroy it from within--their hold on the country stems not only from major investment and america paying the bulk of their military defense *(at least trump could acknowledge that, but instead he is helping germany to re-arm so they can raise up nazism without hinderance, and that has been the result of trump's supposed "pay your share of nato" at germany but instead is helping germany to really arm its' country so nazism can truly flourish once more--this of course hillary and bill did under their english-controlled presidential mess they made of america (withdrawing troops out of germany and nazism rose almost instantly after the pull out of most of the u.s. troops; i was there I saw it happen I lived there during that time in stuttgart)

to try to continue with hacking so bad i can[t type

they stole the idea this morning after hours of abuse while i was sleeping, physical violence stupid sick skits as dirty ugly crusty ridley scott had me hit and abused--I had seen his ugly sick face on a youtube playlist and kept scrolling and that happened yesterday, but because I only saw his goddamn ugly disgusting face he used that as pretext to abuse and torture me only because he hacked his videos and I did not click on them but just visually saw them for less than one second and in disgust kept scrolling, turned off the page entirely to stop this rotten man from doing what he did anyway, teleporting me.

he teleported me while I wsa in the middle of watching napoleon his boring horrid movie but I had only watched 30 minutes of it an dhe rushed to violently with murderous rage and hate yelling at me as i delted the movie, under severe drugging reacted and hours of rape and torture from his "I'm part english and german" american shit holes shitalina and pig ape pitt, who hand me over regularly to english and german rapists enthusiastically watching like it's entertainment

and thusly someone like diddy partners with all the black men and women like obama and his wife who smile at the europigape rapists trying to get more deals more approval from enemies of the country who warmly smile at the stupid black entertainer politicians and celebrities to get more free deal, but their real need is to get approval the germans know how to hit at the heart of black male insecurity they lovingly warmly embrace them, the blacks are their mentally conditioned force amplifier slaves thereafter saying that germans are not racist and the germans are just warm and wonderful people--so much nicer to them than the hateful racist americans have been--this is an indirect quote so often spoken to me while i lived in stuttgart by black males who had been in the military but had doting german white female women who spoke with hissing hate about and against them behind their backs--literally--really undermining them to get blacks OUT of germany using all they could to sabotage and then being literal prostituted agents in front of them. As I had written but it was deleted, I watched then hoping that this ugly dirty english scum would not attack me again, I was severely abused drugged as i always am, I watched the gladiator II and in rushed denzel washington to assist in abusing me, now openly violently nasty as his oscar "nod" was impending he thought the longer he approved of me being violently raped by a german the higher his chances of "winning" and this is also in conjunction with dirty sleazy sliutalina and pig ape pitt. So when diddy or his fellow testimony personalities are saying that at a pitt event there was violence and rape or assault, it was to impress not only shit ape pig pitt but the europigapes who hand people like diddy more money more mansions for his role in promoting blacks as sex slaves and sexual violence against women. the black men who are famous in hip hop like ice cube, snoop dogg and eminem are disgustingly violent towards me so nazis will continue to hand them tours in europigapeland which is their one and only dream destination to prove that their white and black trash backgrounds have been absolved and they are "reborn" into "class" by proving they are rapist genocidal nazis when it comes to "Jews" and that shit movie straight out of whorewood is all about abusing jews who are prominent in whorewood and to influence other black wanna be's into also becoming black nazis.

I wrote yesterday that stupid dirty shitalina had stolen--but it really was out of europigapeland from where the funding for her theft of my post I wrote (which undoubtedly has been deleted years ago) about maria callas. to put her into aristocratic elite visual aspect, further promotion of americans turning into abusive and violently hostile "aristocrats" as the little snippets of the movie I saw through the trailers showed that dirty ugly sick creep displaying abusive dismissal of a butler, which is the trend towards dehumanization, turning america into a two-class sytsem of "master and slave" and that is what her shit movie really was all about, in fostering these concepts of utter wealth nasty abusers with servants and etc. 

and the movie that won best actress award for that year (last year) at the oscars was a stealth antisemitism movie theme in which a very wealthy stupid but sick jewish male (his religion or race not mentioned specifically in the movie, but al you have to do is look at the actor to see that Jewish is written all over his face and features--implying that the "bitch" mother is Jewish as well, the compliant weak father as well--or more like, the blonde mother is a Nazi controlling the weak and compliant jewish wealth-generating male--like the weak son controlled by the blonde Nazi mother/wife) as this is the program for the general pogrom that the absolutely nazi fascist europigapes are trying to instill into america through putting trump into power, all his kkk and nazi partners also in power, destroying law having a court of the highest sponsor a coup of dictatorship by making him immune from all crimes, etc etc all orchestrated absolutely during the 4 years of the biden travesty of control and lies and manipulation, the end goal to put trump into power again but with absolute euro-fascist controlled people put into every leading position. all obtaining the cryptocurrency dark money rewwards.

I have been writing about some of the openly (in the private teleortation hate sessions) but there are many others who I have not had contact with who are there nevertheless--out of congress, but backing them all is the english crown and nazi fascist groups out of europigapeland.

the mediocrity of the american actors endlessly assaulting me and torturing me to traumatize ideas out of me, as dirty ugly violent hardy did today, and they have been doing to me for years

is being promoted as euro-programing through the nazified blacks and whites and jews of whorewood, putting trump into power through whorewood and then into congress, still mentally controlled by europigapes trump is in doing his best to turn america into a dictatorial nazified country with mafia enforcement and police state kgb


back to another point I am so hard fighting to pound out on this impossible hacked keyboard: anthony hopkins with jessica lange, I had begun to type this and my brain was blanked out; I am under terrifically awful brain-assault while I write

I had commented on a youtube video for a reading of titus andronicus in which lange and hopkins starred, I questioned and slightly contradicted (corrected) something lange had said, but only in the comment section I was also under severe drugging and always trying to negate the hours of abuse and rape I had been undergoing by a german scumbag who obama shitalina pig ape pitt john kennedy and et al lavished praise and permission to control whorewood and bring more people and celebrities into europigape awards and invitations to have mansions houses and approval-the black and brown women lavished love upon him as I stood there screaming that they had just campaigned on women's rights (harris and cardi b and j-lo) they just viciously threatened my life and all have been handed lavish awards promotions and titles ever since)

this is the promotional incentivizing that has lead america into an identity crisis for all these years of those who were put into office to fight such corruption are intrinsic into how the corruption escalated because they did nothing to stop the nazi genocidal group but rushed to join in--they are now being awarded for their investments into all the crytocurrency scams, my brother who joined in a few months ago used to work in the Cayman Islands as a manager of a nightclub, which means he knows the ins and outs of offshore investment and cayman islands is notorious for concealing dark money and illicit operations--and he is involved and Senator Elizabeth Warren was with my brother just a few weeks ago yelling and dictating commands (at my brother, the "good Jew" who allows rape and torture of me for his profit, allows his wife to make nazi comments and says nothing and smiles and goes along, he has been awarded with top attorney privileges in multiple states like california florida and texas)

and etc

I have pouned this out now for one extra hour

but I was and am so befuddled by the attack on my keyboard and brain right now

anthony hopkins violently assaulted me for questioning the automatic assumption that because he performs shakespeare that my writing any kind of contradiction to their assessment of titus andronicus, a most power-grabbing unfolding of intrigue most bloody and exposing of power plays that machiavelli would possibly cover but not as thoroughly as shakespeare in this play--lange said something that totally obscured the modus operanid of power brokers such as she is involved with, so I wrote an innocuous comment analyzing the play and I was met with hopkins violently assaulting me for days and days with every kind of assault--the anti-american bigot along with lange assaulted me using sick and stupid power plays of all kinds of manipulation

this is deemed a "success" for destroying any chance for people who are not full on nazi minority minion in having any say or chance to compete or get anything into a sort of prestige or even as a career, with only the white trash and minority a$$-groveling minions fully dedicated to worshiping the europigape scumbag boring creeps as if their reciting shakespeare means they should control the united states, and trump referenced "hannibal lecter" in one of his most reviled speeches (by msnbc and the "left") as a rambling and incoherent speech but what trump really was doing was making a cue to the english crown that their dirty nasty anti-american can use trump to go through him to exert hate and death squads to stop people like me from even expressing in a comment section anything that exposes the rape murder and plunder of this group--which dirty blonde nazi women like lange seek to conceal by the bs weak analyses they make, which because she is so involved and integrated into nazi global approval, means that she can also behave like a vicious nazi whenI write a comment regarding how her comment ignores the absolute violence that shit like hannibal lectur anthony hopkins is using trump to inflict upon america so they can turn it into a financially destroyed colonized and controlled banana republic.


with all the attacks, the pages being deleted and the typing impossible, I hope I got some of this out to the endless do-notning audience who must wait until it is too late to stop any of it--which means you all really want to be controlled by europigape fascist bigots

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I got up from the laptop and felt a wave of sickness, and dizziness. The attacks on my brain rendered me into cursing and not being able to construct any analysis or response without cursing and name-calling. They are blocking cognitive functions inserting subliminals and making my nervous system in a state of shock . I get up and am dizzy can barely see my vision is blurry-unable to stand straight almost falling in a sense of lack of balance the attacks are so horrific, plus non-stop backspacing to retype what is endlessly being blocked and retyped by hackers as I am in the process of typing, pounding every key


I am not sure if I got this part out, because i surveyed the length of the above and see that many paragraphs appear to be missing, which means they deleted probably 5-10 paragraphs, this page contains about 5 paragraphs it was much longer before I clicked on update.


The idea that nasty dirty thug hardy obtained from me this morning after I did what I am doing now, trying to change the disgusting death energy of this man making murder threats of disemboweling me, of cutting my internal organs out, of stabbing me in the face with scissors I am holding, of all kinds of horrific murders he is endlessly hissing into my inner ear--telling him to shut up constantly as he goes on and on with this, sexual comments my breasts how I am an old woman etc trying not to react to this

listening to a podcast he asks me for ideas to supplement what the podcast is saying, becuase he is violent sleazy and dirty and a completely programmed stupid ape only capable of reciting scripted lines, so it appears to me

these english men and women are so enraged that i can speak about analyzing shakespeare and that i have ideas that can and have been sold for millions of dollars, turned of course into nazi propaganda as i tried to write above--I don't know how much they deleted but I wrote of how so many of the movies that have come out and "won" top awards are truly antisemitic and antiamerican is so many areas


all the propaganda paid for in millions and billions by the english and europigape controlling investors through the agencyof whorewood leading through trump et all into congress--

but after death threats violence abuse (and hardy also makes a huge deal of insulting clothing and items I am sewing to create as my own creations, since they cut off my money I am piecing items together some of it I truly love--he is calling all of it clown clothing abusing insulting anything I make that isn't his template of me being "inferior' in all things to he and his dirty lying filth group of shakes-eare reciting scumbag template personality constructs

I told that ignoramus filth creep that I was reading D.H. Lawrence's story The Plumed Serpent. Without spending my life fighting to pound and think this post out today---the story is really about a secret society in mexico based on an actual religion---and the concept that i recited in my most academic style to just shift my brain from the stupid apes attacking me, thug and dirty ignorant scum creeps handed this technology to beat abuse and inflict their english racist policies of destroying anyting that can compete with it (that includes americans as well who are blonde and etc. they are using stupid dirty pig ape pitt and shitalina just as they are using dirty trump to go through such greedy greasy life-fuck criminals in order to exert their control---the dirty crap of these people is amplified as "winner" throught his contract on me, my ideas stolen by dirty ugly sick life-fuck parasites who can only rely on hate and torture to obtain ideas in order to appear like they are intellectual and competent in all the technology that millions of dollars from the 4th Reich have handed these creeps)

Ridley Scott's every movie is a secret society "Illuminati" theme of freemason control--and I wrote about this before, I am backspacing constantly to write what is being blocked, my vision is so blurry I can barely see at this point and if only some of you would stop this hacking and obstructio of my life, force these filth fuck pigs to resume my disabilitypayments take this technology away from these imbicilic dirty stupid inferior scumbag whore apes instead of allowing them to torture me to obtain idease whiel torturing me to death for not being more stupid than they and not willing to conceal it, because I never wanted anything to do with any of them, they have taken away all of my opportunities with my family and its' dirty stupid nazi construct of going along with nazi infiltration into all of society so they can get rich and be considered, like all the minority nazis, "ipmortant" what stupid sick fucks they all are

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.