Saturday, June 14, 2025

-Stinking demons' attack: it is the outward manifestation of the inward infestation of the filth, stinking ugliness of the celebrities ordering their white nazi counterparts, lodged in this mostly empty condo (my floor, rooms surrounding mine the most occupied out of the entire building in one concentrated area; the rest, the floors are completely empty.//Every single day, stinking putrid substance are being sprayed on my clothing. I got out of the shower and filthy stench was on my towel, which was clean the last time i used it but I had to leave the room twice and in the interim the spraying was everywhere. Waking up to wafts of stinking substances sprayed on the floor. Every day cleaning greasy oily stuff sprayed on my formerly bright yellow sulfur lamp, which has been doused daily for over 3 months or longer with black oil and grease, the bottom is saturated in oil every day it is being eroded daily--sometimes twice a day. The area stinks of grease. Ty try to clean the endless stench being sprayed everywhere my living space, on a continuous basis day and night, entails using what tny energy I have from the poison they put in my body, which comes out as stinking black hard death substance, paralyzing me for decades but heavily since the whorewood group got a hold of endlessly torturing me day and night and feeding off it. The increase in stinking filth has arrived with the english and german bigot haters, who behave like foul stench, on a personal and spiritual level--their animosity of racism and hate for me being independent, having some intelligence that they perceive as a threat because according to them I must be drugged raped and abused but my ideas stolen with me being murdedred--which has been the situation for over 20 years by now coming from the English connected to The English Royalty=The Crown (conglomerate organization, many actors out of england celebrities fully immersed in extreme violent racist hate mentality---murder, genocide in other words).

**Cleaning clothing for me entails hand washing every single item in my bathroom sink. The stains and stinking filth sometimes must be scrubbed out. The little washing machine that came with this unit was broken years ago. the landlord refuses to replace it, and obviously he conducted the attack on the object in the first place under order of trump in the last endless hate deluge from him, only followed by a deadly deluge of hate from the democ-rats under biden the bs flop, and then once more the absolute deluge of violence under trump. now a team of europigape rape scumbag dirty filthy men are ensconced in sitting on their brains, smirking and laughing as they jointly assault me. Tow have raped or participated in rape (one has raped, the other I am unsure about I was so drugged while in Germany at this horrid dirty house in the middle of a tiny town South of Stuttgart, about a 45-60 minute drive south). The third is just violent and nasty but remains fixed as a stench on my life every moment all day for hours making violent comments while I am in the bathroom, endlessly commenting directing how I should do things etc. I try to "ignore" him but I find I react and respond to his commentary instantly without any barrier to my self control. I do constant breathing exercises to try to gain more control, but the drugging is non-sto while I am asleep. As always I need a safe place to live so they can't poison me any longer with these drugs and I am not so susceptible to instant reaction and every morning I am screaming in rage and physically assaulting them trying to kill them. It is due to non-stop drugging while I am asleep, being teleported to sick ugly crap "people" doing sick and dirty stupid things--everything is a stinking foul permeating endless toxicity from these expletives. All is rancid and rotten they dump onto me. Their behavior towards me, as if to signify that their lack of respect is something I "deserve" so they use mind control to make me repeat sentences that are conveyed subliminally, then toture me for having said them in pre-orchestrated events they also manufacture. For this they receive international applause (especially in france and other europigape destinations) but in particular the more europigs they bring into america to infiltrate, the more awards and deals they obtain in places like cannes and in england and etc. But their behavior is a psychic stinkhole cesspool as well. Everything they say and do is sick, stupid and dirty. I find it impossible to not identify them as stinking and foul. when I use the pronounds "they" and "them", it is the shitalina pig ape pitt nazi mafia cartel with the brooklyn mafia ceelbrities making their mafia movies goon squad stuff year after year, and the europigapes who are always, year after year put into oscars contender plcaces, and americans who only respect europigapes as if they are deities which they aspire to become as well--and the europigapes must be gods of filth but they are exalted anyway for it. That the united states has reached a new ostensible low for morality and judgment is tied into the endless applause given to these fake scumbag filth bucket sleaze stupidity emptiness death squad spurts of stench--------------


Of course, the American partners of the Europ-a-land cartel of bigotry, immense wealth from all their criminal exploits for centuries including the 3rd Reich, are impressing upon the greedy empty holes of Whorewood that being dirty and filthy towards me is an "elite" behavior which is to imply that blocking my every aspect of success in business, finance, survival, and artificially manufacturing a "ghetto-like" filth bucket living existence, they so happily comb through my body and home to spray filthy stink 

for a few days, they put some liquid on my floor behind my head as I slept stinking the entire room up---sprayed just before I was awoken by their hate skits in teleportation. I was subjected to another one this morning by the dirty hate filth americans with the never-ending assault of the russian (who has stake in europ-a-land is an absolute tyrannical despotic enabler and is honored by "both sides" of the exploiter and do-nothing politicians. The Americans use every filth tactic as emulation of the europigapeland model of forcing filth, poverty, sickness and endless state-sponsored discrimination. For me to fight back is met by near death assault as they are murdering me anyway albeit to extract all they can out of me first while taking all I really have worked for away and all I love is either killed and left dead or taken away to be abused to death (my cat La Moux is being tortured tgo death by hateful baryishnikov, he is truly malevolent).


The stinking filth is really them, but I am fighting all day to heal from the stinking filth they poured into my body while stealing my ideas and destroying my finances my property my body my joy in life and killing all animals I take in as pets. Then raping the poison into my body, and torturing me for fighting in my defense to get them off of me, out of my body, etc


all met by hostility, hate and glee laughter and joy and hope and change from the Democrats, and yelling violence with full partnership by yelling openly racist republicans and democrats more congealed concealed about their inclusion in the racist doctrine; as long as I am their "replacement" they are all into attacking me as proof that "get her, not me what a joy hope and change it all is!"


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I had hand made beautiful clothing and have not worn it yet. Partially because I am scared that the blonde Nazi women who have done this before will do it again: any time I wear any bright and pastel colors anything beautiful and light, it is blonde nazi europigape women who surround me ( they could be russian as well or from that region) who somehow bump into me and walk sauntering away--I see instantly a stain on my clothing, and the stain is permanent never comes out (ink usually, on white or pink or light blue anything beautiful and new is sprayed or stuff flicked on it from behind. I make beautiful clothing and I have left it on the rack outside of the enclosed spaces which I have had to hermetically sort of seal off from mechanical arms jutting into my room (through the faux panel "wall" behind the cabinets which line the entire wall from floor to ceiling, tapping on the extremely thin particle board is a light echo sound with no cement behind it, there is cement behind the refrigerator (the wall) and you can't hear a little thudding echo if you tap on it--)

and so, I have clothing racks in front of the front door, for multi-purposes which are to block the door at least somewhat along with many other layers of protection so the mechanical arms cannot open the front door from the inside--and thusly as the celebrities influenced by the hate and murderous protocols of the europigapes they worship and are letting in like droves of an infestation they assume is a beautiful shimmering addition to their monopoly through this contract out on me, fully supported by politicians in congress mostly the top ranking members making contradictory statements about this impeding obstruction of freedoms and technology, barely touching on these subjects only on the emotional content in order to sell their product of being in "opposition"

and so, they are going full gung ho spraying stinking filth once more. I see it as an EXTENSION OF THEIR INTERIOR PERSONALITIES but their greasy hateful dirty sleazy filth they pour on me as if it is me and not their exuding repugnance and oily greasy stinking filth which permeates their personalities, disguised by so much plastic coating and posturing coaching (some the coaching has been through their entire lives, they appear to have zero personality structures whatsoever all is a contrivance and a deception to the point that they are absolute artificial stinking filth but cleansed by pouring their ugliness out on me.


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Like millions upon millions of other people around the world, or billions, I get into the tub sphere and watch the mind glue that has turned into a muck mud slide of hate and filth from celebrities, tv news anchors, media moguls tech billionaires congressional criminals et al only because I watched the news, watched some movies most of which had been hacked like a phishing expedition to lure me into watching so they could join in. Once in, they never leave, permanent stinking stains on my life. Growing and attracting more mold muck fungus types of infucktious diseases (sic) with humanoid properties confusing one as to the shallow outer shell of the inner stinking foul personality structure; most of which is imitated artificial crab meat packed with slimy hateful appendages. 


Just getting into symbolic metaphors at this point, my brain and body are exhausted now every single day I spend most of the day cleaning. The filthy English creep (hardy) who forced his hateful nasty violent noxious self on me only because I was intrigued by a movie clip that he had hacked onto my youtube page; once the last promotion he obtained by punching into my face had come and gone, his lead role playing an American bad guy but with a good heart, or from the last 5 minutes or so of the movie which is mostly all I watched--glorification of psychopathy once more. Rushing to assault me, he has fixated himself upon me. Along with the German slime scum who was part of a nasty Stuttgart aspiring to infiltrate American group of musicians and whatever else, males all, they rushed to join in on the weekends at this house where I was so drugged I can't begin to describe it--they had made sure that after I taught English to this creepy lying anti-American music promoter, and I was transfixed by his stories of managing concerts and upon invitation to attend such an event I went--was drugged and then promptly so drugged and passed around as a career enhancement rape toy for the german pig ape scumbag teams, this german dirty creep one of the rapist hateful bigots (like all the germans attacking and assaulting me, he played a "convincing" nazi in a movie, a german movie)


The hate and mutilation of my body then the hours per day of endless violent threats death threas insults and constant criticism demands that i obey his dictates to do what he wants me to do in my room endless hate hours upon hours per day. A long-distance running trying to sprint the attacks on me to a final "win" conclusion for the entire lot of scum shit and filth--the whorewood group of hate and stupidity who have stolen my ideas for over 16 years annually getting awards for them---

I have so many OTHER THINGS TO DO but I am now cleaning literally all day, and in the skit about being around english sausage-looking chubby English with mean and greasy countenances, I was told that I was going to stay in a hotel but it would be only that I had to clean a bathroom for about 5 people. I told them no, I was unable to speak or move after that--my body and brain were "shut down" by the microchip implant and I had been drugged as I always am every nigt so my reactions are never my own.


I always wake up screaming as the group of filth and shit sit there smug and always told they are wondeful by every president (all of them are backing this group and this hate and stinking filth they are and do and pour on me the politicians surround the filth ape pig shit whores and denounce me and mock and laugh and make fun like dirty little children at a witchburning festival



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.