Thursday, May 29, 2025

Terrorist Stinking Filth report: besides the spiritual and energetic putridity of the participants (writing the last word 3 times in a row all letters transposed by hacker malware)--so typing this will be impossible. For 4 days I have spent cleaning non-stop filth, muck, debris that is sprayed on clothing while I was out shopping 4 days ago, and then while I am in this room sleeping or in the bathroom mechanical arms spray rip tear out threads etc all the time. The stench they spray on everything is laboratory concocted to remain after cleaning so I have to undergo 4 different substances in various stages of washing and rinsing to get the stink out--only to have the clothing hanging outside and discovering stains and threads hanging off the clothing post washing---white clothing is always sprayed with brownish permanently staining goo, which comes off in the water and bleach as dark brown, the water literally brown liquid from a white shirt that I had just cleaned--hung up and the brown stains are permanently embedded always into armpits no amount of bleach, soaking or any stain remover gets the brown stain out completely. ///In the morning, the hateful demonic energy of my family returns--they are not my family they are adjunct some genes perhaps in some combination but nothing I have ever known except for a few horrid meetings every time as a young child this one has attacked me under approval of my siblings and mother (etc) the next generation fully trained in this. My grandparents, the last vestige of the "old world" were family-oriented as Euros tend to be. Trickling down to my parents the hate and violence was still tinged with a sense of familial responsibility and an occasional introductory loving embrace upon years of no contact when I am forced to have to return due to their organizing absolute destruction of my body and life by their hate partners of the 4th Reich. The children of my siblings--the siblings outright murderous but still calling me by first name; and then the children of them are not even saying anything but hate and abuse---there is no last remnant of anything but strangers hissing hate at me under orders from the spouses of the siblings who they partnered with under 4th Reich contractual obligation so that the spouses could inherit my family's fortune as my siblings get their share and kick me out and then instruct their children in how to obtain mansions and careers as they had done. But the murderous hate is just enormous and it's like a personal vendetta that they didn't obtain this contract from my demise many years earlier than they had expected and are just dying to see me destroyed, killed horribly so they can all obtain the lucre of this contract out upon me. So for hours it went on as I tried to ignore both the hate hissing into my brain, as always, baryishinkov is orchestrating all the death threats the abuse and the insults and then forces his "help" upon me while I am in the 100% concentate mode of exercise, stopping to try to beat him to death after a few minutes of him forcing himself on me yet again after days and days of just fighting using this blog to get someone to get him off. Today, just endless cleaning once again, almost every article of clothing I try to wear is stinking with rotten meat substance sprayed on it. The endless hissing of this most vile and hateful death energy of my just foul brother's issue, so ugly and the nervous system attack and drugging which always operates in this operation of manifold attack upon my brain and body so it is impossible to "ignore" I can't breathe they are --she is hissing absolute hate death threats insults bout my body every minute, as they all do while baryishnikov who won't stop "helping" me by trying to control me as I exercise so that while I am thinking to myself what I am going to do or telling myself how to stand correctly he literally repeats what I am thinking while I am doing it as if to make the appearance that I am "Under his control" . A most hateful and violent abuser but of course there is worse in this group the are all sick and foul. So, cleaning while I'm fighting to have energy to exercise and after trying to ignore, listening to a podcast for 2 hours, the hissing hate the ugly demonic disgusting bad energy of this just nasty foul thing that I have nothing to do with, forcing itself on me in the hopes of obtaining a h-wood career out of just torturing me with the usual hate murder teams of celebrities urging them to continue in the murderous attacks upon me which someone, some way they were pulled off me after more than 15 years of probably murdering me (I am EXTREMELY AND DEADLY ILL FROM THEIR POISONING ) and they have not stopped abusing me for over 10 hours per day causing probably extreme deadly illness n me, as more of the poison comes out I can feel there is something seriously wrong but this group as i begged for the poisoning to stop only increased the abuse. in short, absolutely a murder attempt championed endlesly by the whorewood and congress establishment. But they still won't stop until I am dying riddled with some disease after non-stop poisoning and they are stil poisoning me, as a matter of fact and still drugging me and attacking my nervous system every day so some next scumbag whore ape piece of crap can get another promotion, they come in cycles repeating the years of abuse taking turns. It is murder. Turmp cut off my disability because I have been fighting for my lfie for this to be stopped and all he has done is increase the violence by at least 50% or more from constantly for hours per day to night and day, day and night, hundreds of whorewood shit and politicians all inter-connected to trump and the 4th Reich, so many under biden. So I wrote another post, and they are attacking me for not being able to handle the sickness and ugliness of another dirty sick foul putrid bad energy scumbag forcing itself on me in my private and sickness state they all poured on me to murder me. Baryishinkov is death and hate albeit on a very slow level. I can't get that ugly dirty sick disgusting thing off me. The Russians have so much influence and also this hateful dirty sick sleazy murdering bigot has connections to high places in shithole whore france--I have never been impressed by that country or the celebrities. I am not impressed by b-kov the scumbag and he will not stop clasping clutching grabbing raping through non-stop proxies poisoning abusing and now bringing in my family with the more violent scumbags associated with the shit that I never agreed to have been born alongside or be around I left those fucking pigs at age 15. Now I sit here with the murderous hate of the daughter of the most disgusting sibling of them all, so ugly and hateful. and baryishnikov has arranged it all. he is so ugly and foul he is always there to get more deals for his dirty family and his dirty nazi blonde female lovers friends et al, to endleslsy fuck me over endlessly abuse me endlessly get more out of this contract I have told him to get off me for over 4 years non-stop he is always there when I am exercising always there every time. I have told him to go away since the first day his forced his dirty fuck self on me. It's now 4 years later of me punching him rushing at him screaming trying to bash his head in screaming to get off me, I need to exercise and heal. Goddamn I probably am very very ill from the microchip implant in my brain I can feel great sickness in my head around this area that has been saturated with the hardening poisons which have fermented into my body--the pigs like all of the shit attacking me now kept the poisoning up--trump kept me poisoned he kept me being killed he asked me punching into my face why I screamed that I hope he gets killed---asking "why" so he could get MORE FUCKING DEALS out of abusing me and me screaming in rage under deep sleep teleportation drugging to death why his murdering me is bothering me. The fucker just put baryishinkov back to abusing and murdering me, has had my room saturated with stinking dead meat substances laced with permantnely staining chemicals, as he put my filth fuck family shit residue on this hate machine of hissing hate into my brain into my skull using the voice-to-skull technology--after at least a DECADE just from trump who rose from losing the campaign for president in early 2016 to winning all from just abusing me in teleportation in front of amber heard and elon musk after they tried to have me killed at least 6 times in one month-=--so I had to get away from them, and now trump has adjusted as they all do to the torture increases it keeps feeding off slowly murdering me--asks me why I want him dead, and then as he blamed and accused biden of weaponizing the justice system, he is weaponizing social security disability to have my money cut off because I can't tolerate being tortured raped poisoned to death and abused to death while fighting for my life to heal while he has people put my hips and spoine out of alignment, has me hit by cars constantly, has me raped beaten by at least 50 pieces of shit from whorewood has me beaten and raped and abused and asks me why it is bothering me. This is the same thing all the shit fucks do and when I scream about all their violence, they sit smug and smiling because for me to scream in rage about the list of violence they all create, they get more and more an dmore promotions it has been ongoing for years and years and years and years. So I remain with my disabllity cut off, not only because trump is doing it along with musk for me not loving fuck pig whore creeps raping me and poisoning and abusing me to death, literally that is their contract out on me---but also because and I will curse now deliberatly, the shitty democrats fully endorsed it under biden it became a feeding frenzy of progressives and democrats rushing to join in as biden showered all participants with awards and invitations to white house events, special mention almost instantly after they attacked me, put almost all of the democrat nominees for the past 3 election cycle into the abuse whorewood group to assault and attack me--handed me over to leaders of the democrat party to abuse to gain their favor so they are "allowed" to yap and yell protests against trump but of course, will never do anything resembling "fighting'. so I remain cleaning sick fighting to not die from poisoning which is embedded into my spine and skull--now at a very deadly toxic level at the core of the poisoning.

 A huge streak of grey hair running on my right-side temple from--it grew with the dirty sleazy disgusting German ape pig they inflicted upon me who punched into my face raped viciously abused slapped in front of laughing dirty ugly shitalina--dirty filth fuck hegseth hogpig ape seth imitated the german nazi trying to be as eurotrash nazi violent as he could under the prevailing conditions of keeping me alive but being slowly killed turned old worn out destroyed grey hair from poison drugs abuse for hours every day day after day year after year without end not even a single night or day without hours of abuse--per night, and per day

so some fucking crap mediocrities can steal my ideas or obtain permission for top appearances otherwise they are crap and shit as people, performers and they are such fanatic nazis so thoroughly programmed and they are programming the world into fascist mafia nazi indoctrination they remain as rancid dino fixtures in politics and in media

my body slathered with horrific destruction chemicals yesterday when I literally passed out from toxic shock---i was exercising dirty ugly filth fuck baryishnikov was there hissing his repeat of all that I had been instructing myself to do (right now, I am backspacing and retyping 6 times per word, the keys absolutely will not function; my brain is under assault all I can do is curse at this point; it is also a function of 16 years of writing posts and no one stopping this as the country has de-evolved into a horrid situation of injustice and the break-down the situation that caused this decay is still being a cherished promotional stepping stone ladder for the greedy upon the needy
and so, I fell into a comatose like sleep from more poison ripping out of hard shells of poison tubes embedded into my back, extending into my brain and there is some huge chunk of rotten poison in my skull I can feel it now, it is extremely poisonous and deadly---entrenched into a mass of hard poisons extending from my cervical vertebrae into my thoracic and all down my spine---it could be extremely serious but when I exercise and it is pulled on, I feel waves of sickness extending into this region of my skull that was being pulled down--my skull was actually being slowly imploded, literally (sounds almost comical) but the poisons were literally reshaping my skull into a flat area being pulled downward--as i begged for my life for someone to stop the poisnoing the shit like baryishinkov kept it going, and going as he yelled at abused had me raped and went off to awards with his dirty wife and shit daughter
and on and on, finally someone else stopped the poisoning, but the drugging is still rampant they rely on it to get me to write posts every day, which they torture me for writing, but after 3 hours or more abuse and death threats with baryishnikov telling some dirty filth scumbag like my brother's daughter to just send as much hate and ugliness ta me to vent their death urges and hate upon me
fo ryears this ugly dirty little filth creep has been doing this to me and profiting in how many millions of dollars--but torturing my cat and me to dcath my cat looks like she is half dead sleeping and living outside she is absolutely traumatized and in despair
this ugyl dirty fuck hasn't gotten enough out of torturing me as well as goddamn sick fuck trump and his dirty nasty family
so they latch on forever having me abused poisoned and tortured to death asking me "why" I don't like it then being awarded when I scream in rage "why" which has been their promotional formula for years so I know it very well.
The stupid dirty fuck apes all; do the sam e thing, it goes on and on.

I react by writing about how much despair there is in any hope of anything but MORE SICK SHIT being put into office for the democrat party as I wrote this morning in my other vignettes blog (#3) the democrat party is poised already, already all planned out, to put a "young" candidate which is dirty lying AOC from the Nazi branch of the 4th Reich the Progressive Party which has sent it's podcasters to yell with rage and yhate t me, thus adding to the murder, every day some of them have attacked me (Morning Joe the pair of dirty nazi sick ugly crap came with violent yelling death threats under biden, and then later going to mar a lago after having tortured me, along with some other people but I wrot eof them and want them not to be more promoted
and it is must endless slow torture to death--and for what? I could compete and win, I was beautiful my body very beautiful they have mutilated my body cut out part of my uterus broken my toes sliced off cuticles cut my gums to the jawbone made most of my hair permanently fall out by smearing damaging chemicals, lacerated my skin with scarring blemishes that they tattooed onto the skin permanently with chemicals plus other substances that make my skin look like lizard reptile scales so destroyed--I collapsed on my bed after dirty ugly filthy fuck barishnikov forced his disgusting ugly self upon me while I was exercising with his repeats of all that I was instructing myself to do, to show that he is "helping" me to outside observers who may not know that he is having my thoughts "read" by voice-to-skull technology so while I am thinking, stay and hold he repeats it, thusly it appears that he is "controlling" me. He is a turd disgusting crap vile thing absolutely life fuck death energy and he brings it on every day

I can't get this filthy foul demon off me. Fighting him fighting him physicall screaming to return my cat. Screaming at filthy fuck trump to have my money resumed that fuck turned off my disability because I can't stand these fuckers any longer with non-stop abuse for a decade from that rotten fuck and his fuck family 
and it just goes onm and on.
asking to have my cat returned to me, they you all just return baryishinkov to exploit abuse torture and havbe me raped poisoned drugged abused tortured to death as he profits off it and his dirty fuck family and group of skank friends (his family is a pile of skanks as well)
and trump is just endless leeching abusing torture rape abuse exploitatoin

and my cat, I just ask to have her returned the are tortring killing animals i love, torturing me to dedath because I am saying no to being raped and tortured and poisoned to death--and the contract is that they wil abuse me into saying yes to being abused to death

fuck them I scream at them I hope they die--now trump has cut my money off asking me"why" as a joke--to get another promotion
the same picese of shit return day after day after all my fighting for years and years and years

now I can only hope that some huge bomb goes off in congress to get this fucking shit the entirety of it out of power


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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.