Sunday, May 4, 2025

I cannot shake Baryishnikov off this teleportation hell. (I have just spent the last 7 minutes fighting to type into this space--the page is literally disappearing, the ceursor spins the page goes white then disappears)--I am adding now because in addition to non-stop hacking of the keyboard so it is literally impossible to type without having to stop and wait for letters to appear, for pages that pop up to go away, etc and my brain under assault in so many insidious ways with compartmentalized blocks and surges of cursing brought about by incessant drugging--all of this Baryishnikov is profiting off and so are his friends and family and cohorts--how many of them there are is probably incalculable by now) but, he violently assaults me after German celebrities rush to join in and begin using Nazi concentration camp references to killing me, Nazi slurs antisemitism and etc as I fight back, Baryshnikov states that he is "part German" and has done things like torture my cat in front of me as she was screaming in pain and anger and terror, clutching my leg after I defended my self against a bunch of German Nazi threatening thugs (celebrities with global fanbase) and also some German actresses and I responded to hate slurs dehumanization insults and abuse by defending myself. B-kov had my cat La moux tortured, he stabbed me with a retractable knife, he has raped and beaten me, he brings on the rapists and Nazis I fight to get off me. once they are seemingly pried off, he brings them all right back while I am exercising requiring, as all sentient beings require, peace to heal, he brings on those who have laughed as they ordered my slow torture to death, endless hours per day--for years--of abuse while they sat sucking in the death energy they feed on and they have done this daily for years--for over a decade. He brings them all back after I fight for months and years to get them off, once somehow they are "gone" he brings them back. I have fought him physically to stop, and he returns immediately. He has absolutely become empowered by this torture abuse contract has been knighted by Queen E of England 2 months in, his friends whom he has starred with in H-wood have all obtained YEARS ago awards and deals for the resurgence of their careers out of this sole contract of daily torturing me to death in systematic murder and rape torture poisoning drugging mutilation endless hate poured on me every day. //He comes back regardless his partners are demanding, as I know they did with the other celebrities of this group, to continue continue the dehumanizing of me so that murder has no meaning just a fun game by now to them all. He remains telling me to put my shoulders down. The huge strides I have made in healing are almost nonexistent in terms of his "help" so-called. Everything I have done that has greatly improved my body has nothing to do with his "help" other than, yes putting my shoulders down while exercising helps but the poisons are latched into my bones it is impossible for me, or it has been for years, to even stand straight much less putting shoulders down. His yelling abuse at how I was gulping food down due to poisons smothering my intestines and me yelling that he was not stopping the poisoning and this is the result--I was literally starving literally no nutrition absorption my intestines stuffed with bloating poisons and the hard poisons crunching my intestines and digestive tract. It was OTHER PEOPLE who helped me to heal. He has continued to just abuse me bring on people I have fought to get off me for years he makes sure to bring them all back as much as possible. //as they glare with death threats and yell insults about my body after they had me mutilated and poisond--for years or decades. He never stops and is always waiting for the opportune moment for my defenses to be down (such as every day doing exercises with my body so injurHe is always there while I am exercising. This is my life-saving fight to rid my body of their poisons, some of which he participated in having put in my body so he, his daughter, his group of friends could obtain endless awards and deals for having me poisoned tortured raped beaten, my body and home made filthy broken down while all of Baryishnikov's dreams of restarting his career have been amplified with a huge skyrocket promotion by the Queen of England having honored him, a mere 2 months after having teleported and raped and beaten and abused me--the poisoning still ongoing at the point at least for another year or longer while i continuously asked him to stop the poisoning and his yelling and insults about how I was eating "like a pig" because as I explained to him time and time again, almost every day, that the poisons make my intestines blocked that I was being suffocated internally and to please stop the poisoning. He and his daughter his wife his friends all had to get their deals for at least 1-2 years before even considering the clutching desperation for them all to either have their flailing careers revitalized (so many whose careers had dimmed or, as in the typical spawn example, they had to get artificially inducted into the Nazi movie industry via this rape and demonstrative Nazi behavior socialization program of celebrities imparting fascism into the public, consciously but mostly subconsciously and this program has been one of the orbital promotional stepping stones for all kinds of fame-seekers--never ending they are in waiting lines to get just the chance to beat rape and attack me.//he will not stop 'helping" me by re-asserting what I am thinking and focusing on, saying it aloud as if I am following his instructions. He does this non-stop, so that i think to do something and because they all have thought-reading/hacking technology he instantly repeats what I have told myself to do. Whether this is for external purposes to demonstrate that he is "helping" me if I say he's doing nothing, and while constantly telling me to put my shoulders down is good, there is a lot more involved in helping me out of this paralysis than simply telling me two pointers for beginners in over 3 years of daily intrusion into my million percent concentration not wiling to begin to yell and rush at another hater violently trying to get them off me while I am doing what I must do with full concentration and as much good energy as i can muster. Baryishnikov brings in all the vile parasitic rapists and users and abusers, such as Jane Fonda just yesterday (she probably ordered my plant to be killed, petty and nasty she is, truly. Her bombastic vocal tone is truly a honed trained skill the nasty contemptuous abuser that she is has no pride or inner strength as far as I can see--the "power" of having money handed to her and the power of the government in constantly supporting her as an agent of infiltration and destruction of any real antipathy to fascist Nazi overtake of all institutions in the U.S. and abroad. With her CNN background as well she is everywhere all the time in terms of influence and I can assure you she has no benevolent aspirations towards humanity. thusly the dirty nasty ordering of my plant being slowly killed is her response to the nasty manipulation of hacking some hateful negative rap into a playlist archived show from 2010 that i hoped would bypass all the hate from H-wood bnut instead they just hacked their soundtrack with her name in one of the stupid rap lyrics just only to force themselves upon me. I switched to some psychedelic music from the 60's and only because she listened to some of that music in her attempt to infiltrate the alternative subculture and usurp it and co-opt it,.as so many do and have done in order to weaken the power and basically turn it all into a stupid commercialized sanitized joke with the worst bigots being overplayed as representatives *ie. the rolling stones and the beatles, and the music I listen to on WNYU has musicians far more excellent and original from whence the beatles and stones stole their early 60\s-70's music. But that generation of the most famous so many have rushed to assault me to get their documentaries their awards and their endless promotions out of the dust of the bypassed subculture movements but only the MAGA Nazi infiltrator traitors are allowed to 'represent any of it, at this time. hacking once more making this nearly impossible to pound out and type out. Meandering thoughts and inability to focus and concentrate. also note that my ranting posts are also due to no one ever stopping me from being tortured to death, they may make it subside for a short while. that no one still could give a damn that no one intervfenes so that I am not being assaulted cleaning stinking filth in my body and home and clothing perpetually writing posts to the delight of the 4th reich and waiting for some political change--I hoped it would be trump for a second in time when i clicked on his hacked post on facebook which has brought on his team dismantling my social security benefits as "punishment' for fighting the HUNDREDS of celebrities and politicians he surged upon me to break and destroy me so he and his nasty family can obtain this contract. The pettiness the hate and sickness of all of this.

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.