Sunday, May 4, 2025

I cannot shake Baryishnikov off this teleportation hell. (I have just spent the last 7 minutes fighting to type into this space--the page is literally disappearing, the ceursor spins the page goes white then disappears)--I am adding now because in addition to non-stop hacking of the keyboard so it is literally impossible to type without having to stop and wait for letters to appear, for pages that pop up to go away, etc and my brain under assault in so many insidious ways with compartmentalized blocks and surges of cursing brought about by incessant drugging--all of this Baryishnikov is profiting off and so are his friends and family and cohorts--how many of them there are is probably incalculable by now) but, he violently assaults me after German celebrities rush to join in and begin using Nazi concentration camp references to killing me, Nazi slurs antisemitism and etc as I fight back, Baryshnikov states that he is "part German" and has done things like torture my cat in front of me as she was screaming in pain and anger and terror, clutching my leg after I defended my self against a bunch of German Nazi threatening thugs (celebrities with global fanbase) and also some German actresses and I responded to hate slurs dehumanization insults and abuse by defending myself. B-kov had my cat La moux tortured, he stabbed me with a retractable knife, he has raped and beaten me, he brings on the rapists and Nazis I fight to get off me. once they are seemingly pried off, he brings them all right back while I am exercising requiring, as all sentient beings require, peace to heal, he brings on those who have laughed as they ordered my slow torture to death, endless hours per day--for years--of abuse while they sat sucking in the death energy they feed on and they have done this daily for years--for over a decade. He brings them all back after I fight for months and years to get them off, once somehow they are "gone" he brings them back. I have fought him physically to stop, and he returns immediately. He has absolutely become empowered by this torture abuse contract has been knighted by Queen E of England 2 months in, his friends whom he has starred with in H-wood have all obtained YEARS ago awards and deals for the resurgence of their careers out of this sole contract of daily torturing me to death in systematic murder and rape torture poisoning drugging mutilation endless hate poured on me every day. //He comes back regardless his partners are demanding, as I know they did with the other celebrities of this group, to continue continue the dehumanizing of me so that murder has no meaning just a fun game by now to them all. He remains telling me to put my shoulders down. The huge strides I have made in healing are almost nonexistent in terms of his "help" so-called. Everything I have done that has greatly improved my body has nothing to do with his "help" other than, yes putting my shoulders down while exercising helps but the poisons are latched into my bones it is impossible for me, or it has been for years, to even stand straight much less putting shoulders down. His yelling abuse at how I was gulping food down due to poisons smothering my intestines and me yelling that he was not stopping the poisoning and this is the result--I was literally starving literally no nutrition absorption my intestines stuffed with bloating poisons and the hard poisons crunching my intestines and digestive tract. It was OTHER PEOPLE who helped me to heal. He has continued to just abuse me bring on people I have fought to get off me for years he makes sure to bring them all back as much as possible. //as they glare with death threats and yell insults about my body after they had me mutilated and poisond--for years or decades. He never stops and is always waiting for the opportune moment for my defenses to be down (such as every day doing exercises with my body so injurHe is always there while I am exercising. This is my life-saving fight to rid my body of their poisons, some of which he participated in having put in my body so he, his daughter, his group of friends could obtain endless awards and deals for having me poisoned tortured raped beaten, my body and home made filthy broken down while all of Baryishnikov's dreams of restarting his career have been amplified with a huge skyrocket promotion by the Queen of England having honored him, a mere 2 months after having teleported and raped and beaten and abused me--the poisoning still ongoing at the point at least for another year or longer while i continuously asked him to stop the poisoning and his yelling and insults about how I was eating "like a pig" because as I explained to him time and time again, almost every day, that the poisons make my intestines blocked that I was being suffocated internally and to please stop the poisoning. He and his daughter his wife his friends all had to get their deals for at least 1-2 years before even considering the clutching desperation for them all to either have their flailing careers revitalized (so many whose careers had dimmed or, as in the typical spawn example, they had to get artificially inducted into the Nazi movie industry via this rape and demonstrative Nazi behavior socialization program of celebrities imparting fascism into the public, consciously but mostly subconsciously and this program has been one of the orbital promotional stepping stones for all kinds of fame-seekers--never ending they are in waiting lines to get just the chance to beat rape and attack me.//he will not stop 'helping" me by re-asserting what I am thinking and focusing on, saying it aloud as if I am following his instructions. He does this non-stop, so that i think to do something and because they all have thought-reading/hacking technology he instantly repeats what I have told myself to do. Whether this is for external purposes to demonstrate that he is "helping" me if I say he's doing nothing, and while constantly telling me to put my shoulders down is good, there is a lot more involved in helping me out of this paralysis than simply telling me two pointers for beginners in over 3 years of daily intrusion into my million percent concentration not wiling to begin to yell and rush at another hater violently trying to get them off me while I am doing what I must do with full concentration and as much good energy as i can muster. Baryishnikov brings in all the vile parasitic rapists and users and abusers, such as Jane Fonda just yesterday (she probably ordered my plant to be killed, petty and nasty she is, truly. Her bombastic vocal tone is truly a honed trained skill the nasty contemptuous abuser that she is has no pride or inner strength as far as I can see--the "power" of having money handed to her and the power of the government in constantly supporting her as an agent of infiltration and destruction of any real antipathy to fascist Nazi overtake of all institutions in the U.S. and abroad. With her CNN background as well she is everywhere all the time in terms of influence and I can assure you she has no benevolent aspirations towards humanity. thusly the dirty nasty ordering of my plant being slowly killed is her response to the nasty manipulation of hacking some hateful negative rap into a playlist archived show from 2010 that i hoped would bypass all the hate from H-wood bnut instead they just hacked their soundtrack with her name in one of the stupid rap lyrics just only to force themselves upon me. I switched to some psychedelic music from the 60's and only because she listened to some of that music in her attempt to infiltrate the alternative subculture and usurp it and co-opt it,.as so many do and have done in order to weaken the power and basically turn it all into a stupid commercialized sanitized joke with the worst bigots being overplayed as representatives *ie. the rolling stones and the beatles, and the music I listen to on WNYU has musicians far more excellent and original from whence the beatles and stones stole their early 60\s-70's music. But that generation of the most famous so many have rushed to assault me to get their documentaries their awards and their endless promotions out of the dust of the bypassed subculture movements but only the MAGA Nazi infiltrator traitors are allowed to 'represent any of it, at this time. hacking once more making this nearly impossible to pound out and type out. Meandering thoughts and inability to focus and concentrate. also note that my ranting posts are also due to no one ever stopping me from being tortured to death, they may make it subside for a short while. that no one still could give a damn that no one intervfenes so that I am not being assaulted cleaning stinking filth in my body and home and clothing perpetually writing posts to the delight of the 4th reich and waiting for some political change--I hoped it would be trump for a second in time when i clicked on his hacked post on facebook which has brought on his team dismantling my social security benefits as "punishment' for fighting the HUNDREDS of celebrities and politicians he surged upon me to break and destroy me so he and his nasty family can obtain this contract. The pettiness the hate and sickness of all of this.

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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...