Sunday, May 4, 2025

I cannot shake Baryishnikov off this teleportation hell. (I have just spent the last 7 minutes fighting to type into this space--the page is literally disappearing, the ceursor spins the page goes white then disappears)--I am adding now because in addition to non-stop hacking of the keyboard so it is literally impossible to type without having to stop and wait for letters to appear, for pages that pop up to go away, etc and my brain under assault in so many insidious ways with compartmentalized blocks and surges of cursing brought about by incessant drugging--all of this Baryishnikov is profiting off and so are his friends and family and cohorts--how many of them there are is probably incalculable by now) but, he violently assaults me after German celebrities rush to join in and begin using Nazi concentration camp references to killing me, Nazi slurs antisemitism and etc as I fight back, Baryshnikov states that he is "part German" and has done things like torture my cat in front of me as she was screaming in pain and anger and terror, clutching my leg after I defended my self against a bunch of German Nazi threatening thugs (celebrities with global fanbase) and also some German actresses and I responded to hate slurs dehumanization insults and abuse by defending myself. B-kov had my cat La moux tortured, he stabbed me with a retractable knife, he has raped and beaten me, he brings on the rapists and Nazis I fight to get off me. once they are seemingly pried off, he brings them all right back while I am exercising requiring, as all sentient beings require, peace to heal, he brings on those who have laughed as they ordered my slow torture to death, endless hours per day--for years--of abuse while they sat sucking in the death energy they feed on and they have done this daily for years--for over a decade. He brings them all back after I fight for months and years to get them off, once somehow they are "gone" he brings them back. I have fought him physically to stop, and he returns immediately. He has absolutely become empowered by this torture abuse contract has been knighted by Queen E of England 2 months in, his friends whom he has starred with in H-wood have all obtained YEARS ago awards and deals for the resurgence of their careers out of this sole contract of daily torturing me to death in systematic murder and rape torture poisoning drugging mutilation endless hate poured on me every day. //He comes back regardless his partners are demanding, as I know they did with the other celebrities of this group, to continue continue the dehumanizing of me so that murder has no meaning just a fun game by now to them all. He remains telling me to put my shoulders down. The huge strides I have made in healing are almost nonexistent in terms of his "help" so-called. Everything I have done that has greatly improved my body has nothing to do with his "help" other than, yes putting my shoulders down while exercising helps but the poisons are latched into my bones it is impossible for me, or it has been for years, to even stand straight much less putting shoulders down. His yelling abuse at how I was gulping food down due to poisons smothering my intestines and me yelling that he was not stopping the poisoning and this is the result--I was literally starving literally no nutrition absorption my intestines stuffed with bloating poisons and the hard poisons crunching my intestines and digestive tract. It was OTHER PEOPLE who helped me to heal. He has continued to just abuse me bring on people I have fought to get off me for years he makes sure to bring them all back as much as possible. //as they glare with death threats and yell insults about my body after they had me mutilated and poisond--for years or decades. He never stops and is always waiting for the opportune moment for my defenses to be down (such as every day doing exercises with my body so injurHe is always there while I am exercising. This is my life-saving fight to rid my body of their poisons, some of which he participated in having put in my body so he, his daughter, his group of friends could obtain endless awards and deals for having me poisoned tortured raped beaten, my body and home made filthy broken down while all of Baryishnikov's dreams of restarting his career have been amplified with a huge skyrocket promotion by the Queen of England having honored him, a mere 2 months after having teleported and raped and beaten and abused me--the poisoning still ongoing at the point at least for another year or longer while i continuously asked him to stop the poisoning and his yelling and insults about how I was eating "like a pig" because as I explained to him time and time again, almost every day, that the poisons make my intestines blocked that I was being suffocated internally and to please stop the poisoning. He and his daughter his wife his friends all had to get their deals for at least 1-2 years before even considering the clutching desperation for them all to either have their flailing careers revitalized (so many whose careers had dimmed or, as in the typical spawn example, they had to get artificially inducted into the Nazi movie industry via this rape and demonstrative Nazi behavior socialization program of celebrities imparting fascism into the public, consciously but mostly subconsciously and this program has been one of the orbital promotional stepping stones for all kinds of fame-seekers--never ending they are in waiting lines to get just the chance to beat rape and attack me.//he will not stop 'helping" me by re-asserting what I am thinking and focusing on, saying it aloud as if I am following his instructions. He does this non-stop, so that i think to do something and because they all have thought-reading/hacking technology he instantly repeats what I have told myself to do. Whether this is for external purposes to demonstrate that he is "helping" me if I say he's doing nothing, and while constantly telling me to put my shoulders down is good, there is a lot more involved in helping me out of this paralysis than simply telling me two pointers for beginners in over 3 years of daily intrusion into my million percent concentration not wiling to begin to yell and rush at another hater violently trying to get them off me while I am doing what I must do with full concentration and as much good energy as i can muster. Baryishnikov brings in all the vile parasitic rapists and users and abusers, such as Jane Fonda just yesterday (she probably ordered my plant to be killed, petty and nasty she is, truly. Her bombastic vocal tone is truly a honed trained skill the nasty contemptuous abuser that she is has no pride or inner strength as far as I can see--the "power" of having money handed to her and the power of the government in constantly supporting her as an agent of infiltration and destruction of any real antipathy to fascist Nazi overtake of all institutions in the U.S. and abroad. With her CNN background as well she is everywhere all the time in terms of influence and I can assure you she has no benevolent aspirations towards humanity. thusly the dirty nasty ordering of my plant being slowly killed is her response to the nasty manipulation of hacking some hateful negative rap into a playlist archived show from 2010 that i hoped would bypass all the hate from H-wood bnut instead they just hacked their soundtrack with her name in one of the stupid rap lyrics just only to force themselves upon me. I switched to some psychedelic music from the 60's and only because she listened to some of that music in her attempt to infiltrate the alternative subculture and usurp it and co-opt it,.as so many do and have done in order to weaken the power and basically turn it all into a stupid commercialized sanitized joke with the worst bigots being overplayed as representatives *ie. the rolling stones and the beatles, and the music I listen to on WNYU has musicians far more excellent and original from whence the beatles and stones stole their early 60\s-70's music. But that generation of the most famous so many have rushed to assault me to get their documentaries their awards and their endless promotions out of the dust of the bypassed subculture movements but only the MAGA Nazi infiltrator traitors are allowed to 'represent any of it, at this time. hacking once more making this nearly impossible to pound out and type out. Meandering thoughts and inability to focus and concentrate. also note that my ranting posts are also due to no one ever stopping me from being tortured to death, they may make it subside for a short while. that no one still could give a damn that no one intervfenes so that I am not being assaulted cleaning stinking filth in my body and home and clothing perpetually writing posts to the delight of the 4th reich and waiting for some political change--I hoped it would be trump for a second in time when i clicked on his hacked post on facebook which has brought on his team dismantling my social security benefits as "punishment' for fighting the HUNDREDS of celebrities and politicians he surged upon me to break and destroy me so he and his nasty family can obtain this contract. The pettiness the hate and sickness of all of this.

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Face mutilation via tears literally forced out of my eyes due to microchip throat implant and brain/nervous system implanted along my spine---hours per day, every day for over 15 years days with tears streaming. A microchip implant in my throat the weapon inserted for a "procedure" I was drugged and under mind control into accepting, of course never being informed of the real reason (torture equipment in my throat, affecting eyes, throat and nose). The hateful creeple ordering this are models and famous for their facial close-ups and are making goddamn sure my fade is wrecked every day marring my face through this torture apparatus. Daily nightly in addition to abuse and torture. All because i fight for my own self-independence rather than enslavement. They would be doing this to me regardles of whether I "accept" their torture enslavement or not. The point is that they want me broken and destroyed it would be done no matter what I said or did they would find any reason. The hateful rat spawn dropping of depp, the violent nasty sleaziness of old boy scum gavin, the shit ugly nasty sickness of violent rapist dirty shitnigger the atrocity hero you all have worshipped his rancid huge body building nazi appearance and fake smiling personality (smiling because americans are so "stupid" as to agree to put this scum f** in power as governor and then keep him as some figure to admire while he's a sick psychopath nazi bigot without any kind of decent personality but oh, he is violent and is pushing for a collective of "entitlement' without having to actually compete for the titles just follow orders sent to him via central naziland euro-hatezone. He's so disgusting but he did not originate the tears without end it was stallone's partner who poisoned and raped the poison into my body for years until i realized he was murdering me as i fought back. Years later most of my hair has been removed under orders of shitnigger after his german nazi rapist blonde bigot began raping and torturing me with abuse and dehumanization (on top of rape, which shitnigger has done to include himself in the entitlement zone of sexual assault revered in californication by old boy scum gavin as his mentor) and gavin is trying to have me arrested by social security after having my money blocked under orders by trump but tears--with gavin old scum boy it's endless mucus out of my nose--also forced by rotten ugly shitalina the filthy stupid paraistic trash skank who has had me poisoned fractured beaten raped and has gone to oscars as well as filthy ugly nasty pig ape pitt her husband fellow blank and ugly sick psychopath--both obtaining ideas out of my screaming ranting and formerly much more subdued writing creative concepts just stolen by them as they have me marred and mutilated on a daily basis then have the next rat trash shit in line, the ugly sick dirty ignoramus spawn rat dropping of depp to gether ideas out of tortureing and thusly they just have tears coming out of my eyes all day,, sporadically just before bed they force this so I can only close my eyes to stop the tears from further damaging the healing ointments i put on my face every day just layers to try to stop from the skin damage permanent to my eyes and skin. Still this torture and murder is highly touted and protected by the filthy sick shit of the american government the rat skin demo-rats who rush to dump racism and hate on me giggling about this torture and mutilation saying the nazi shit trash filth parasitic women are so "beautiful" as the torture to mar my face every day continues the mutilation of my hands is non-stop my skin my body my face from hours per day of shit filth scum yelling death threats and insults into my brain through this tech that the stupid animals should never have been handed but the government just joins with them yelling death threats at me for defending myself. Again, I repeat, they did this shit to me before i ever began to fight back; becaus I had no idea I was so drugged it was impossible for me to comprehend. I wonder how much more violent sickness must be imposed on america in general before anybody stops worshipping sick stupid psychoapthic shit as they are and stop their endless imposition of their ugliness on other people and actually to care about society to care about the integrity of not just entertainment but it's connection to politics if there will EVER be any actual humanity in that arena of sleazy sick power-mongering filth parasitism?

  To attempt to express to you expletive ignorant readers out there that there is something extremely sick about what they are doing, and ye...