Tuesday, May 6, 2025

Again, filthy dirty Baryishnikov forced his hate Nazi ugly old man self on me, shouting insults at me as I began to exercise, concentrating for my life to heal from the poison that ugly sleazy dirty parasite leech also in conjunction with a host of parasites have ordered injected inserted pumped into my body. Non-stop rotational gang rape through this ape scumbag pig parasite Baryishnikov with his endless nazi regime Europigapes whom he brings in to violently rape beat and torture mutilate and poison me. My body is covered with blemishes and scars literally on every single millimeter of my body due to, in part, this ugly parasite feeding off torture. he has gone from looking old and depressed to plastic surgery renovation, his dirty shit daughter spawn being sent tot he Oscar contender list after his non-stop years of rape and torrture poisoning and abuse--which he as a filthy Nazi parasite feeds off energetically--his nasty Nazi cultural creep group who claim they are superior are nothing but leech energy draining ugly sleazy crap who are much more reprehensible and sleazy and low in human quality than the punks who also attack me, but nevertheless are nowhere near as low and dirty and stupid and sick as this group of Nazi shit and filth. He has had groups of French, English and a non-stop violent abuse situation of Germans making death threats concentration camp threats Nazai superiority and insults aimed qat me which he meets with violence. the ugly dirty creep who has only told me for over 3 years to put my shoulders down, his "help" the only thing he ever says, not an iota of help in any way tthat could actually heal me, plus having my money cut off so I am desperate as he smirk and laughs about forcing hell and enslavement on me as he never stops using this teleporation to force his disgusting ugly parasite leech self and then groups of violent Nazi rapist celebrities from Europigapeland and the increasing hate and violence of shit from America who are also under the protection of Putin and trump, it was always the case from the beginning of the trump campaign to the obama inclusion later on to Hillary clinton to Biden for years endlessly supporting them all (now Biden has a contract in H-wood as well as Harris, all applauded for their "work" which seems or appears superficially "great" in comparison to what Trump is doing so they are never held in any questioning light)--and so, they have revolved around the international Nazi league that B-kov belongs to, the endless flow of money and influence that is channeled through him by nefarious Nazi dark money groups which also embolden that filthy dirty parasite. They are behaving with conviction that they are "entitled" to torture rape steal and destroy all everything about me all they can take as their concept and then discard me with hate and contempt, torturing me through this system when I fight, as I have only been doing for years and years and years an dyears writing about their tyranny writing daily to having people now using the same concepts I wrote of for years, which they joined with the fasco Nazi scum trash heap to assault and abuse and malign and have me poisoned tortured and they are now hacking their speeches firey with Democratic institutional appeal, all that I wrote of which they tortrured me for having written as opposition. And Baryishnikov this ugly dirty filth parasite remains a fixture of me now rushing at him,l as I do every single day to get one dirty disgusting filth parasitic creep off me after the next. Baryishnikov is also consigned to usher in fascist Nazi totalitarianism with Russian influence going through him, as well as his contacts with the English crown and his life in France and etc etc. He is a filthy dirty exploiter in all respects, the filth of whorewood revolve around him as the "help" to instruct me endlesly to put my shoulders down as if he is doing me a great service for just telling me to put my shoulders down but then repeating what I am instructing myself to do to actually break the poisons (and attacking me for doing what I need to do, while stating i must follow his instruction because he is the "master" this ugly rotten scumbag is trying to dictate how I exercise which id deterring me FROM HEALING and definitely so--not to stretch the frozen hard poison and just do exercises that don't improve my condition and I had to literally fight him to shut up so I could do the exercises I needed to do, in the way i need to do them, to heal. This filthy fucking ape parasite I have been screaming to get off me since THE DAY HE BEGAN YEARS A

I NEVER ONCE for a single second acknowledged that I wanted him to help me, I was grateful that someone was offering on the day he barged into the teleportation under instruction from filthy dirty Senator Graham who instantly after viciously assaulting me was exonerated from testifying in the now gone and forgotten Georgia election interference case--immunized from testifying after having violently assaulting me, handed to him by dirty pig ape pitt who was instantly granted a $40 million mansion in Carmel for having handed Graham the technology--a quid pro quo dirty and sleazy hand-off. After I finally was not bedridden as Graham was attacking me for hours per day, screaming and yelling while I was in agony from poisons swelling behind my knees--the poisoning from pitt ape shit pig and shitalina the whore dirty stupid pair of parasitic crap who like B-kov must cling to abusing me so their mediocrity in developing anything original can be elevated due to the rigged nature of this filth contract. As I am writing this, a page just blocked out this entire page, the hackers are making the page disappear while I am typing and pounding on this keyboard and fighting to get anything out is the usual for every single day.


the aging of my body with liver spots appearing everywhere is like some sympathetic parasitic transfer of his dirty old depressed state when he began to being flush with energy and revitalized from YEARS of daily abuse and torture of me. This dirty ugly sleazy filth creep FEEDS off torurre, as they all do but he's an insidious fake with his bullshit about being a defector of tyranny out of Russia or USSR his real goal is the U$ profiteering and destruction of the U.S. along with his "I hate americans " europigapes--the "good" pieces of stupid and ignorant shit nazi white trash crap like shitalina and pig pitt are so in dire need of artificial stimulus for their careers to transition from sleazy bombastic dirty violent models of Nazi configuration and mind programming into exhibiting MY IDEAS obtained out of torture of me nearly to death, slow horrid near death from them and every day some sick scumbag rushes at me violently is another day of deterioration and slow death for me

(as I was typing the last sentence two pages appeared and the system froze so I could not finish the sentence, my thoughts then obscured by mind control--every key I press another different letter appears and the space bar won't operate I must fight to get words out)

So I cannot write this without cursing. Yesterday it was Cher this filthy dirty old dino parasite who began her attacks upon me not just in league with shitalina and pig ape pitt or b-kov  but back in 1987 when I moved to San Francisco (or 1988). It's a long story, but she was mentioned deliberately by someone I was associated with who told me he had been her "escort" and I was working in a very low-level job at a hotel someone had recommended to me who knew the management--it was my first two weeks in SF and her name was brought up as if the person in this vicinity near Polk St (a kind of sordid area but I lived up on the hilltop so it was nice, but near the sleazy area on one side and wealthy on the other) and, i was asked if I "liked" Cher I said not much, only that I used to watch the Sony &*Cher tv show while young but not so much now. I was met with abuse from the hotel after that, and now I understand how that happened. She has been leeching off this contract on me for over 40 years, that dirty leech ugly sleazy dirty piece of rotten minority minion prostituted crap.

And so, yesterday it was me after realizing how many decades she has been involved but has left the actual daily violence to pigs like depp, filthalina the prostituted "feminist" rape cheerleader and then b-kov--who is a literal parasite feeding off this. So today I began to exercise hoping that ugly dirty creep would finally be gone. He began with the most nasty of insults about me, using anitsmitism calling me every thing ugly low trash etc while growling in hate and then telling me to put my shoulders back as I was concentrating so i can save my life from the years he also participated in having me poisoned--he never once told me about body position never once said anything about hip placement feet placement. He had his assistants hack numerous exercise and work-out videos onto my youtube as if that was a great help to me. None of the exercises did anything to heal my body and I had to fight to get him to stop forcing his "Help" and demanding that I only follow what he instructed--which was detrimental to me in actuality and literally---demanding that I owed him everything for it. The parasite who I never asked for help told him after his initial rape and violent yelling at me to go away, and he's stil here years later.

As I struggled to 'ignore" the creep yelling insults at me, with the host of parasites who have had me poisoned mutilated and raped sitting alohnside him as he is the conduit for their ever-latched on exploitation of me--and through him the leeches continue asn new and ugly dirty old people from his generation rush at me to revitalize their plastic surgery lifestyles of fame. Dolly Parton is another such dirty racist parasite always using blacks and other minorities to attack as props to her claims of being a supporter of anti-racist groups--the usual infiltration tactics. Either they are all fully non-racist with every person and group except for me as the sole exception (because of the endless profit derived from just focusing their racist hate and every other kind of hate upon me as often as possible to destroy me, that is the goal and my body shows deterioration that is permanent from years of hate stress poisoning torture mutilation my body curdling from hate htey injflict upon me without end day after day


fighting to get them off they scream in rage and violelnce at me they have the minorities they "Love" and are not 'racist" against inflict their Nazi protocols against me--the "good" programmed traumatized minions servicing them with loving smiles and obedience--so they appear to be conjoined and "not racist" because the programmed has been so incentivized and thoroughly integrated into their power differential relationship(s) as the formula and the patterns are global like a pandemic of a disease that has spread into all corners of the planet--the same relationship pattern emerges everywhere. The minions perform the Nazi hate and abuse tactics feeling entitled and powerful, which is a huge boost to their egos and financial status.

So, in short, b-kov is a never-ending Nazi rape and murder portal of hate aimed at me through which the same old filthy parasites can still operate to exact their group torture and murder --it is murder murder murder of me--to the silence of the government as usual because they are now busy repeating all the statement sentiments and screaming warnings I had written, authentically years and years every day years and years they are now spewing out to cheering crowds--but the contract out on me remains and my years of writing and fighting to get these hateful nazi bigots and their endless black brown jewish and et al minorities off me (cher is another one, dirty ugly psychopath Naomi Campbell is another filthy fascist Nazi prostituted skank who is very similar to Cher but not as subdued with her "little brown girl" songs that Cher was known for in the  70's when it was acceptable--now she is fully on-board with white supremacy and attacking me is her get out of being a racist symbol\

oh yes, her presence was very much put in front of me when I lived in Germany back in 1993-94--it was with a Neo-Nazi student of mine who I was drugged and brain-afflicted into having a connection with and met his Nazi groups in a small town in Germany called Neuffen--when I heard them say that "We are planning something BIG against America and you will know it when it happens!" (giggle giggle, and I presume now he meant the 9/11 Twin Towers attack, the terrorists flying the planes were the typical minority minion brown-skinned performative puppets --plantation slaves if you want to call them that, it is the same exact formula used everywhere. I saw it directly when I lived in Germany with blonde Nazi women who had illicit affairs with Married Muslim men, who told me (the women) that they were thrilled that the men subjugated the brown skinned women in favor of her--I see it every day in the terror shit whore group of nazi rape filth from whorewood, cher just another indoctrinated and approved-of version of this--and this german creep stated that he loved cher but oddly never once played her music. He had her photos and etc but he was a goddamn Judas Priest fan and only listened to that type of heavy metal. She was there trying to force murdering Nazis upon me, even when I was in Germany at least 6 years after this initial Cher reference from some creep in SF--I had left SF to live in Germany due to a near-death attack on my body seemingly an "accident" and for that I am currently disabled--these filthy fucking whores have had my disability benefits cut off because I saved the stimulus money and I had to leave the U.S. to obtain health care--they have been invested in having me paralyzed and slowly murdering put into a coma poison pounded through rape into my body through non-stop rotation gang rape shit like cher and barishnikov fully are feeding off.

To get them off me I scream at them I rush at them violently. They have a world of dyed blonde minorities yearning to behave like concentration camp Nazis who yell and abuse and torture--ie.. yesterday another "brown girl" attacked me

diorty filth baryishnikov rushed to insult yell at me while i was exercising then resumed "put your shoulders down" as I was yelling and stopping constantly to yell to go the fuck away screaming to get off me finally rushing at him violently to go away, over and over as I had to stop exercising the stress the negativity and fighting literally for a few hours to get him to shut up.\

I could feel the old age process increasing the daily abuse the hours of torture this fucking life-sucking PARASITE has fed off having me beaten violently in front of him, as with shitalina dirty shit like the german ape rapist punched me in the face repeatedly as they all laughed and watched on endlessly. Dirty shitalina had been put into oscars orbit for the nth year in a row, after having "won" yet another rigged award 6 months prior for the broadway play about illinois she derived from my years of writing about having grown up in champaign, because trump kept referring to me as some yokel and I had to correct his goddamn ignorance so it was just a springboard for the shit to steal more ideas . And yet, they had me raped punehed i the face as ba=kov with his filthy spawn were also headed for an oscars nomination for a movie co-starring with some lesbian Nazi shit american whore who has been assaulting and participating in this for at least a decade and being put into europigape leadership roles for the Berlinale, for example, after threatening violence against me and then put as the "face for some cosmetic company--under B-kov's connections. He remains their sordid portal for endless europigape Nazi contracts, and this is true also for Biden and for Harris and for Trump and so that ugly dirty filth parasite remains fixed as endlessly attacking me into hate, old age and slow death. Pounding continuosly to get this out has taken over one hour to pound a few paragraphs out--pages have just appeared in the midst of my typing the computer freezes and I see endless red lines where hackers have changed my spelling so it's completely misspelled--obviously has been rewritten while they block freeze and attack the keyboard so this is slowed down at least 200 times the actual rate I should be able to type nearly perfectly at at least 150 words per minute--i was clocked in at that speed in high school and I remain fighting to type at about 30 words per minute, or slower the hacking is never-ending. A piece of shit like baryishnikov has been making me old, poisoned and destroyed poisons pounded through rape into my body as he is younger absolutely looks completely different in appearance has been elevated knighted by queen elizabeth has been going to oscars has brought his nazi friends into this so they attack me they all conjoin to abuse and haved me mutilated and laughing about how destroyed they have made my body as they claim they are "helping" me by poisoning raping abusing me and then after years of me screaming and saying get off me you are not helping, they force themselves on me while I am at almost my most vulnerable figfhting to heal from the years of their old age making torture posning as they get younher and get more money they have made my money supply stop to continue to feed off me because I am now helpless with this shit adminstration committing crimes left and right the fucking politicians are now "fighting" using the same terms I used for years which they tortured and abuesd me for having written--and I remain in this situation. The only thing that stopped some of this murderous abuse was not from any government politician or entity the only thing that actually helped my body was NOT FROM BARYISHNIKOV he is a fucking abuser parasite to me he's a rotten loser creep but you all only worship abusive lying filthy white nazi creeps and if he is handing you money and position you will just allow this shit to wreck everything possible as long as you fuckers get a profit out of it.


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Hours later, same day----please note that I am routinely drugged every single day. I am subjected at night to celebrities using "trauma" skits to shock my sense and mind and spirit so as to exploit and put me into whatever malleable state they want using formulaic ritualistic formulas. In the endless isolation of people turning away from me en masse, and the endless block to financial health fiscal judicial justice home security friendship love happiness fun partying eating being healthy happy and safe blocks and many more, every single nuance of living is attacked so that no matter what I do, any attempt for independent joyful living, financial security beauty health happiness beautiful living conditions having a fun healthy loving pet growing plant using the internet--no matter what, it is all blocked and has been ever since I was very young I have been poisoned nearly into inertia, but because the terror group laced the hardening, bloating mutilating poisons mixed with brain-swamping drugs, to retain the drugs into my nervous system along with the microchip implant, being drugged in my every meal almost by everyone, restaurants, etc never being told the reality of what was surrounding me by any single person on 3 continents over 60 years of struggling to  comprehend why certain patterns that I was finally realizing were not my doing, and why and how this could go on and on indefinitely no matter where or what I did to anybody or not.


and so, just digressing here as I type it's almost impossible to pound down on the keys on this brand new keyboard, the hacking is in the system---and, digressing my brain is as usual under attack I cannot write with clear distinction my brain is meandering the attacks are always so stifling to expression

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After having written about B-kov  I thought the time difference would mean he would finally do something, anything other than bother me as I began to continue my exercises which his unwanted interruptions and abusive cursing and name-calling and threats had made as miserable as they all are if they can't latch onto destroying my life systematically every single day so they can thrive and remain in the limelight--so many of them are remnants of an older time and latching onto me for DECADES has meant that their children partners friends family cohorts all, as the years go by, all obtain endless (unjustified) promotions lead roles being put into every Golden Globes presenter role and then subsequently put into lead roles in movies (like a stepping ladder progression of abusing me, becoming socialized to fascist violent behavior modification (THEY are the ones  who are the mind control subjects not me, it is they who are undergoing programming for mind control at this point I am just purely disgusted by them and with them there is no mind control going on any longer where I can find anything about them other than repulsion

\So, I wrote and thinking of the years of some of the celebrities, I wrote of one just today and so, both of these same terrorists increased the hacking and teleportation so while I began to exercise b'kov made sure to giddily make comments "encouraging" me like he was a very positive influence truly "supporting" me. As a dubious manipulating b-tard trained in various methodologies of mind control coming out of Russian probable intel training as I suspect he is, his presentation and movie image of being a wayward defector and making movies about it does not coincide whatsoever with his manipulative mind control training using me as the prime example./ He remains the central focus point of re-inserting the hateful sick celebrities I have been fighting for years to get off me. through him they are re-introduced to the 15 years of me screaming finally to get off me rushing at them with violence trying to kill them telling them I h ope they are horribly killed trying to stab them kill them punch them screaming they are disgusting--they laugh they sit mute they go on and on. B-kov came back but now smiling because his goal is to incite this exact reaction out of me years and years of his torture and me fighting to get him off me and being DRUGGED BY INSERTIONS INTO MY BLADDER every single night I must rush up and release the poisons that are inserted into my body directly. Always, after I release the injected drugs and poisons that are just pumped into my bladder every night, I am teleported to deth skits homeless skits stupid sick sleazy skits all orchestrated by their intelligence agency handbook and guide--perhaps now driven by AI because the sickness of these skits just seems like the morbid stuff of a deranged machine but considering this group,. and the endless ugly sick life-draining energy they force upon me it is a tossup for whether the sick dirty filthy creeps are making these skits up or their programmed their hate and sickness into Ai and they are following scripts. 

So he's not going away, and Biden Obama Hillary clinton Trump and the A$$-hole list of whorewood are so indebted to him for his fascist Russian and Mafia enablers the English Crown and not a single politician comes forward to defend human rights. Watching the hacked videos of the "heroic" politicians who came (not referring to "all" who are lecturing now against the imposition of dehumanization in terms of human rights being imposed in this current long-planned-for take-over of the United States and not by "Trump" or "musk" they are just the most open about using this system imposed upon me to gather the people who all my life participated in all the corners of America and around the world who desperately want fascist dictatorship genocides mass murder theft like the Nazis did with almost no repercussions everyone for the most part of all the sinister Nazi death machine got away with their crimes and murders with nothing but a few American and other Euro soldiers camping in their back yards in highly priced barracks which the U.S. Government paid for, as the programming of induction into Nazism which I personally witnessed in Stuttgart so Americans were absolutely beguiled and programmed into loving the Nazi model and yearning to emulate it and join forces--

and the hacking is preempting my ability to think and write along with the attack on my brain

but b-kov is not "going anywhere" smug and smiling he began "cheering" me on as I struggled to do an exercise that the poisoning he also participated in having pumped into my body, as he is still doing every single day to keep me dying from toxicity and dying from shock of my nervous system and brain being rendered into a highly susceptible state vulnerable to emotional excess so they can abuse and attack me and then force their nasty selves on me using this foul technology. I watch the hacked videos of the  politicians who rushed to laugh with the A$$-hole listers that I was dying and mutilated, it was fun, they hit me they threataened me they used Nazi slurs they encouraged with vicious hate at me all the celebrities they paid them they sat next to the rapists in solidarity so they funded the torture

they are all, all are on lecture tours they call it, "fighting" Trump and rallying for their win for the next election. they had me tortured raped and beaten for writing every day about the Nazi rise about the inclusion of them into fascist Nazi government overtake--I wrote about that only after they very eagerly joined into the torture I was hoping that there were government forces that would be shocked and dismayed by this but instead it has been an endless "permission" performance to be allowed to compete in elections with their real "brothers and sisters" who are their fascist partners who are openly expressing their "do nothing" tirades of whatever they are claiming ("we are all scared") but mostly they are exalted and happily chanting praise for the destruction (of people like me capable of destroying their myth of white supremacy and wanting--to the chagrin to the rage of the white trash crap groups, wanting independence of my thought my body and to not have to play submission to scumbags in my opinion who are not superior and they are boring as well, contribute nothing but cliches and box mental structures to eliminate anything but Nazi and mafia control using any means possible (inducting minorities into their "group" and it is truly a farce in my opinion as once power becomes successfully consolidated the minority minions will lose all they thought they had been handed as partners--some are already experiencing this but they are not "important' in the white nazi hierarchy so they are mostly dismissed and ignored a few interviews about them saying with shock that they voted for Trump assuming he meant other brown and black people being deported--that is the ultimate fate of those who are now laughing at their orgy parties playing their sex slave roles assuming that they are cherished as artists for the mind programming into slavery they are helping to transmit---f


but no one will get b-kov off me, he is a remained fixture the endless Russian English French and et al contacts he brings in so the greedy and sleazy celebrities and politicians are all being handed their mansions their yachts their Euro-elite living conditions deals and the feeling of superiority because they are welcomed, they believe it is authentic as well (but I suggest it is NOT). As they sell everything out, they continue to have me tortured to continue to feel "important" by being allowed to rub shoulders in Paris have sex orgies in London on their recesses and in the recesses of their minds they are mind programmed puppets but they have no concern they are just feeling so much better to be leaving America behind so they can pretend they are aristocrat and welcomed beloved Euro-fascist elite aristocrats. Thusly the nation has been far worse than compromised it has been raped it is being plundered the politicians who are responsible are the ones doing the biggest loudest retort to fascist Nazi overtake--or they are partying grabbing and grasping all they can the flood gates of draining teh country of it's resources for personal gain with deception and lies is just rampant--as it was under Reagan but no one mentions the articles I read in high school written as op-eds in the NY |times by disavowed and resigned Republicans and Democrats who stated openly in the reputable NY times that the greed and grasping to drain and steal from the country (treasury? from the public) was so disgusting it was a veritable feeding frenzy of greed and usurpation by politicians. It is happening again. This contract on me and the result of everyone going along no one stopping the rape the torture the mutilation the poisoning as they all drool with sadistic delight they can't stand to see anyone like me, from the Jews in particular if not blonde and well-trained in loving Nazis and going along with a fascist overtake, and to play the demanded role of Jewish "liberal' who is a lying cheerleader--in some cases now some are conservative but chant about Jews being victimized and etc and adorn themselves with the vestments of that religion but truly are worshipful mind programmed into bringing more into the fold of the slaughterhouse of the 4th Reich; first to draw them all into one cluster and then to f-them over when the time is ripe--once more stealing and killing (in particular Israel--and the slaughter by Hamas also was a controlled demolition and programmed with Hamas being funded by those who also fund Israel--both sides so to more fully control the outcome--Jews leaving Israel except for the most Nazi worshipful mind programmed fully loving Germans and white supremacists and attacking people like me, linked in their minds to the genocide groups they are working to oppress and eliminate. 

I am digressing,. the hacking is making ty ping and completing my thoughts impossible--i am fighting for every single word now the hacking is so intense so I cannot write a real sentence any longer my thoughts are under severe attack probably they are inserting streams of nonsense into my subconscious so I can't think clearly or typej

But, no one will pry b-kov off me and all he does is bring back the rapists the violent poisoning murdering sick creeps I have fought for years to get off me. Somehow they are removed and B-kov brings them back as quickly as possible.

HIs greed and need to latch onto this contract for his life it seems is so well-funded by whatever groups are paying the greedy politicians and celebrities and their cascading terror operatives and operations--the money to infiltrate america through these very ignorant celebrities and politicians (some well-educated but they yearn to leave their American identity behind they are being trained through this contract on me to behave like violent fascist aristocrats any derogatory comment or critique is met by instant violent death threats--it's all very maga they are maggots as far as I can see of them--not a single one has ever said a single intelligent comment or sentence in all the 15 years of their ignorant assaults upon me. Not one single time. All they do is steal my ideas and then poison and drug and block my ability to communicate and the second that I think or write anything creative one of their endlessly huge group steals it and then hacks their polished final result onto my internet and if and when I write about it they join with the celebrity hate group to have me raped by another europigape scumbag male with Baryshnikov sitting next to them, as they sit together making insults and watching as I fight to heal by exercising so tired of telling that dirty nasty parasite b-kov to get off me, which I did constantly for the first few months and then had to really concentrate to fight for my life as he kept having me poisoned (and now still being drugged, which is poison for the liver and kidneys my body has absolutely obvious signs of poisoning they c ontinue unabated I try to get them off--the politicians are being paid so much they just hack their lying crap about fighting for Democracy and then join into this group whenever they can and instruct and pay and fund and then the cycle continues. They take turns attacking me with Hegseth Trump and then the Democrats partner with them all.


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Terrorist, through-wall mechanical arm mutilation report: bald spots covering most of my head once again because for the past month, and for the last 2 weeks almost every day I am unable to spend the back muscle strength (gone from poisons ripping out of my spine, literally at the most critical bone structure level of internal tissue--due to years of struggling to remove hard as rock poison from chemicals poured and injected and pumped into my body so it would seep into the interior of my body. the same filth celebrities are there to have my body ravaged with mechanical arms while I lay in utter exhaustion deep healing sleep too sick to move, just laying down to sleep like 99.9 % of all human beings are able to do without fear of mechanical arms or people rushing to destroy their body due to MICROCHIP BRAIN IMPLANTS forcing me into non-sensation unconscious mode. they can cut parts of my body out it is as effective as neurological anesthesia for the most severe of surgery. They have severed out part of my uterus while I have been in that state; fractured vertebrae and have sliced under my nails every single night for over 17 years (I am almost unable to block this despite years of struggling to put blood-flow constriction layers around my hands and wrists to stop this I cannot block this attack 90% of the time. but I was too sick to do more than simply lay down in utter sickness and sleep, during the day into the night all night then the next day just collapsing while tom hardy spent hours insulting abusing yelling death threats quietly making endless extreme violent murder threats all day--I could only put on a soft cap over my head which they just lifted up and doused stinking grease into my hair and then hair follicle destroying chemicals. the hair texture is extremely damaged and most of the hair I spent over one year fighting to regrow (most will not regrow I could not figure out how to prevent home break-ins and then how to protect my head from the creeps ordering the scum to incise into my gum tissue and pour hair damaging chemicals plus stinking grease; when the ape rapists had ability to break into my room they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and pour semen and stinking sewage water into my body into my hair; steal my money spray filth on my clothing and destroy every pair of shoes so the heels were worn down at a 45-degree angle and the shoe soles coming apart so I was always walking on crooked shoe soles--to augment the crooked spine and fractures they also committed against my body in this perpetual nightly comatose state. ///So I slept and was teleported I could not diminish the sick and stupid sleazy death hate death energy skits that shitalina and her crew of europigape scum trash low-level parasites from the "upper crust" of English society, bringing in a lout like tom hardy to inflict his miserable hate and racist violence upon me undoubtedly he is a nazi in some organization and fully under the myth that being a white english males makes him superior to me in all respects but does not stop in extracting ideas out of me because he, like most of the english, exist in their mental boxes of regulated conformity to their hierarchical assumption to supremacy and so must everybody else if they can achieve this--using mind control that is one of their goals. //My hair which, before I was too ill to leave my body so exposed last month, it had grown back a great deal but they have literally used hair follicle remover technology to yank the hair follicles out using hair laser removal tools--I believe my scalp was dotted with bumps from the hair follicles having been literally removed while I was unconscious and unable to defend myself; that was about 3 years ago after a german sick fuck rapist pig ape used pornographic hate rape upon me, which shitnegger the austrian sick fuck nazi governor of california had fully sanctioned (this was the first year of biden, actually so it was years ago time is so repetitive with one rotten white trash shit ape pig from europigapeland after the next inflicting hate and pornographic violence upon me. I tried to fend him off, this German sick fuck all the pigs of this group surrounded with applause and a huge tour for him around europe ensued instantly after he began violently raping me (that is the standard reaction for all the shit rapist scum who attack me in this hate technoterror system). I began after weeks of saying get off me and stop then finally calling him a pig and get his greasy pig meat off me and etc and they then had most of my hair pulled out while in deep sleep mode every day hair falling out--it is now mostly gone once more. Taking a shower my head is almost bald again hair falling out the texture of my hair completely damaged from 2 weeks of being too ill to do more than fall into sick sleep from poisons ripping out of my spine and back and rib cage and then an accident because in this most vulnerable state tom hardy went on and on never ending death threats while my entire spine was in this state of extreme vulnerability of the stability of spinal structure and muscle strength---in a way none of you can understand I am certain (and none of you care all I have done is write to get this oaf sick fuck off me for the past 7 months of near death being abused so badly my hair has turned grey and now he had my hair damaged and sprayed stinking filth not only onto my hair and clothing but around the area I was sleeping into my shoes so I would wake up with inutterable stinking foul stench that does not come out of fabric without great exertion and multiple cleanings for days---from hardy who spent no minute exploiting this most serious vulnerability for the shitalina stupidity must have this contract because that ugly sick trash filth going back to her sleazy posturing stupid movies that never won much notice on the level of Oscars and suddenly MY IDEAS bringing dirtynazi shit skank after shit like pig pitt and shitalina and dumb whorren mirrage and the entire english cartel to the oscars and the vicious violence to obtain permission to prove what violent life fuck genocidal nazis they are by endlessly stealing all they can from me destroying the rest and mutilating my body without end--they can't achieve anything without doing this to me it would seem because of the endless 2 years of extreme violence endlessly inflicted upon me in a surge of violence once they all realized that rump was going to return and he was still in control. The demo-rats rushed to join in until the very last moment when the repug shit took over bringing endlessly crocket into this contract always violently abusive towards me at least verbally for her endless 'rising star" promotions in the media. Political entertainment she is, american truly yearns only for this apparently. And so, most of my hair is now completely ruined. I still have a dangerous amount of poison in my body and eventually if I ever can heal from endless life destroying life energy sucking tom hardy and his english shit filth bucket crew of wealthy"aristocrats" plus the never-ending stupid filthy vileness of shitalina and dirty nasty pig ape pitt endlessly clutching onto destroying my body and life for their sleazy sick endless oscars and awards--both of them having stolen ideas from my former creative writing (I only write about this situation now) and going to the oscars obtaining millions of dollars in the process and then having my sub sub poverty disability cut off because they must have this contract. Using dirty sick sleazy shit stupid hardy to abuse me without end and his nasty dirty wife they are a team of hate and english bigotry a la nazi national front england--violent hooligan extremely bigoted racist and violent. americans really want him to move into america and take over for more nazi training and otherwise nobody does anything to stop this or him from doing just that and the rest of the truly dirty nasty life fuck genocidal english shit you all worship claming you are "part english" and therefore they are welcome to come in and take over fuck everything up--they put musk into power none of you ever stopped him and when I wrote about what he really has proven to be, you just ignored me. Now keep on ignoring me when I write that shit like this group from whorewood is a life lfuck disaster for america keep on doing nothing as i wrote for years "keep doing nothing and see what you will get" from this group NOW you are seeing and STILL YOU DO NOTHING.

  Not that any of you care, it's my "problem" I did something to deserve it, you all say, and it will never happen to precious...