Sunday, May 25, 2025

The pre-Biden sick, dirty and immature attacks have resumed: cars driving directly into me, I must swerve to not be killed at the last minute, given about 30 seconds to maneuver out of the way. White nazi eurotrash (they looked Russian, to me there is no difference although they would disagree)--with their brown-skinned minions who viciously attacked me with grim hate, while the white trash stood in the background observing, and mostly with their cameras in front of them--all put on photo of course. Brown people pushing carts into me at the exact second I am in the pathway so I cna't either move to any side or stop, pushing my huge laden cart while they juerk their carts almost into me

 as if they can't see me in front of them, all staring down into their phones. The cameras for the stores are all under monitor by the 4th Reich, either the employees or taken over temporarily by the agents. No store does not participate in this. 


As for the few stores and people I asked help from or went to at complete random,. it was professionalism, smiles, friendly, open nothing negative whatsoever. Every  other place I had intended to go, it was grim glares of hate, people sweeping into me, people constantly jerking carts and things into me, as white nazi bigot trash stood in the background swiping their hair (one of the gestures the 4th Reich train and it is a universal stalking triggering motion) countless brown-skinned people literally everywhere making the same gesture and only the second I somehow accidentally looked at them (I am "directed" subconsciously to look across large spaces exactly at the person making this gesture, at the second they are doing it, all is done through the eye-sight mechanism embedded in my brain and also everywhere else in my body--they can "see" through my eyes")

They also had people use remote tech to make the microchip implant in my throat constrict while I was in places I could not move my arms (tiny little aisles in the dollar stores I frequent because tey cut m,y money off after having forced me into subpoverty by poisoning me and then having me hit by cars and my spine fractured and surgeries as my family watched on yelling and abusing me after they made damn sure I was rendered incapacitated.


The serious part not only regarding the disability being cut off; I have written of this endlessly they lied to me on the phone from social security (almost all the time I am lied to, my every phone call is diverted to terror agents I can never receive actual service that is not tinged with lies and disinformation and attacks).


I was coughing with my throat put into a constricted state as people walked past me smirking and gloating (no white trash in the stores with them, but of course they all had their phones out so it was all visual anyway to their "superiors" as one of the black righteousness activists put it, regarding me with the pig ape shit filth of whorewood who have stolen my concepts and they of course have none that aren't classic repeitions--including tarantino I can assure you that most of his scripts are co-written but the others get little or no credit

but to continue, it took Biden, this miraculous wonder of beneficence--to have the poisoning stopped in 2024--meaning the last year of his reign of terror upon me.


Today I heard my abdomen make a tell-tale gurgling noise and I don't know if the poisoning has resume d or not--I am still so poisoned I can't tell . And, they are now making my throat constrict once again with torture to my eyes from tears welling up. All of this since the dirty filth of the pesce deniro dino team plus the gottis and all was brought by my disgusting family, a total parasitic leech group all of them. I had no idea that my brother had married such a dirty sick piece of crap, because he has always been so violent so ugly and so disgusting towards me I couldn't imagine the dirty ugly creep he married, who never impressed me for a second except as being a foul and nasty bigot who was an insulting and now I understand extremely violent fascist Nazi--my brother hugged me but it was this self-destructive creep who was hugging me like a life-saver for the money and for his wife to not have him killed with poisoning as has been ordered upon my partents by the dirty sick Nazi trash and shit they married into, the same pattern the same pieces of shit who just sucked all they could out of my mother (this is the so-called "family" now bringing the mafia into endless attacks which were fully implemented under Trump and Obama, and then sort of stopped at least it took 3 years for the Biden team to stop having me horribly poisoned to death, but with the dirty foul sleazy disgusting crap and shit of pesce and deniro and now this ugly dirty creep my dirty brother married, alongside pig whore shit and filth of the mafia thug celebrities and that disgusting dirty dank demonic filth that they endlessly are-I have tried to write about it for years, as usual people like pelosi-pig-lousy is just another one of the mafia crew she absolutely condoned it all--as have the rest of the democrats but somehow the really dirty ugly shit had finally been to some degree stopped--only to be replaced by dirty foul rapists that ugly shitalina and dirty stupid sick pig ape pitt (both of them are stupid blank and mediocre posturing plastic surgery remakes of nazi iconography) but, goddamn


I waited so long for some of this shit to be stopped and it was my family that brought it all back, this ugly dirtbag scum shit hole of crap and hate this group of disgusting filth parasites on me all my life--I was so glad to leave them when I was 15, I was so drugged and endlessly under so much attack that I had to return to that pile of shit because they all knew that nazi america and nazi europigapeland were viciously nazi, and of course, they fully participated in it all. |they always pretended to know nothing, including where I am now. They came here to thailand to coordinate with the europigape nazi shit to have me beaten, tortured poisoned mutilated and killed as they profitted off it, but nothing like the filth and crap my family married into because my half-nazi blonde and blue-eyed grandmother trained them that if they want to get rich and make sure they are not put in the category of concentration camp fodder, they had to become vicious nazis I am the sacrifice.


So, the filth and shit has resumed. Returning to this dirty and foul stinking place they have made abominable and impossible to live in without noin-stop torture--they are putting raw eggs into my shower stall every day, after I use ett on my hair and I wash it out, clean with bleach, and there is no egg smell but 2 days later, it smells like eggs and they also put raw egg on my clothing which was hanging up on a hanging rack--so I know they are doing this in my bathroom. My entire room smells of raw egg now. I am extremely careful and I also use some powder to thicken the eggs so it is not runny, I wash it out in the sink from my hair, and I clean and wipe the bathroom after every use. 

And so, fighting for years to have this stopped. The Democrats who all rushed to participate are all playing the anti-trump card now and being applauded, some of them using statements I had written and various terms I used constantly. They are being cheered on. I am still under the same attack.


I had written my brother one letter in anger after writing about the torture and violence because that dirty and sick leech on me had been hugging me (just hugging a life preserver for endless more money and more clout in the nazi regime, as the democrats all have done the podcasters mary trump ,e tall they rush to attack me for the same reason, more or less. As anyone can observe, any resistance to the fascist tyranny (not only of Trump, but also obama is extremely fascist what a sick thing it is that because he is black he gets exonerated for his fascism and like trump is still extolled by his "side" for being some hero given traits that have only been trained and coached into them.


But I wrote that it would be nice for one in his goddamn life to show me the courtesy of not brining the family members's children, and at that point I didn't know what kind of sick ugly shit his wife was, just thought she was a creep but not like a complete dehumanizing fascist nazi absolutely intent on "crushing" all self-possession I have, as they all are doing--years of poisoning me into a huge dying shape form hardening poison, plus endless destruction and disgusting filth poured into my hair my face my body my food my clothing (constantly they are doing this) contstant stinking broken down disgusting living conditions all my living spaces are perpetually, every single day, made stinking and filthy the filth layers from years of it and me being to sick and paralyzed plus HOURS of violence rape and torture per day by the ugly trash shit filth who have every kind of money and plastic surgery and endless extoling applause from the incompetent and dirty leadersihp of america

turning america into a vassal colonized slave state of europigapeland

the trump administration according to Bessent is giving dirty nazi germany tariff favoritism --as well as the other overtly fascist country (in teleportation) of england and not just in teleportation

but they are artificially pushing other countries down through tariffs and then bolstering with favoritism the naai government of germany (and also england, not quite as open about it as in england but the same fascist racist shit)



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. 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They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. 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I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. 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They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.