Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.

From my decades, and my lifetime of English interference with my fully complicit and dumbed down family, who can only achieve "success" in the 4th Reich by selling me off into microchip brain-monitored "enslavement": I can attest--with Historical backing not a mere suspicion on my part, but it is known that the English partnered with the Confederacy their aim to reinstate the United States under their control, partially as a plantation society they would control the cotton and historically this contingent of England--it is known and documented that the English were absolutely AGAINST Abraham Lincoln, probably were the backers of his assassination and were siding with the Confederacy as well as Confederate, slave-trading Jews from the South who escaped the Confederacy only to serve as major lawyers and bankers for the English establishment trying to re-take America due to their loss of the colony; they have not stopped trying in all this time. If the equivalent of the modern version of pig ape shit out of England I am forced to be tortured raped and abused by continuously (all my life, this has gone on since at least 1972 or 1973, if I ever could write my biography) but back in the 19th century if the older equivalent of sick colonizing monarchist pre-socialist plantation slave-trading antisemitic filth had such technology at their disposal in the 19th century they would have made abraham lincoln snort at embarassing moments by having his throat inplanted with a microchip. they would have tortured him in his sleep and had BLACK pro-slavery puppet ass-wipe whores which I am endlessly assaulted with from whorewood celebrity bs and congress, had him teleported to non-stop torture and slavery would have become the official law of the land with america as a colony once more. Whenever I listen to Hour of the Time and quotes by Abraham Lincoln are put on the show, one of the Democrats who rushed to assault me, bringing in his black and brown colleagues, and this person is in appearance and in name-only "Jewish" has copied the exact same quote on the same or the next day for the media. After every violent assault of me, he has been interviewed by CNN or MSNBC after his abuse of me (after their anchors were involved, and then they got FOX news to do the same, but more violently in the case of H-sith). They quote the Constitution with aplomb stating how fervently they believe in these principles yet the same morning they are beating and abusing me so nazi filth will promote them into the committees of jurisprudence and then into senator seats, to not have to lie constantly endlessly forever every 2 years to retain their seats n the House. Once in a while they can quote from the 4th Amendment, this one was a constitutional professor, just as the other law-breakers were constitutional lawyers and break every oath and act of the constitution on a non-stop basis to make "the south rise again" and Jews are performing the same acts they did under the Confederacy of protecting their "Masters". What they deny, my family included, is that if England had gone fully Nazi the Jews who had helped the English to try to overtake the South and thus divide and destroy the United States during the Civil War, these same descendants 60 years later would have been shuffled off to concentration camps by english rail to the boats to carry them to poland---. My family is in full denial being told that they are "special" their acts of helping to put nazis into power and facsist white supremacists as they violently assault me to prove how nazi they are, just like the blacks and jews and latinos of congress and in society--some of whom have been deported in miami out of the country for their collusion but who cares? the white trash nazis never liked them anyway--and they don't like my family either but they are deluded into terror and trauma-based mind control that these are their friends. Trying to convince them that the ultimate aim is for white trash out of europigapeland to over take the mansion on the hill my "Jewish" brother obtained for his participation in torturing me all my life will be taken BACK by the 4th Reich so some Europigape fascist nazi can as they did in Europigapeland steal the property and money from the Jews, have them gassed or deported at best losing all their money and property---fleeing to america and then experiencing this covert system of nazi fascism with death squads built-up by the plantation southerners taking over with their faux christianity and the English filth and shit controlling as they had planned to do--their plans have never changed in all this time. Because my family does as they are told, never study anything but how to service the white trash and conform and attack me as if I am the enemy of their lives and everything they obtain is due to attacking me in terms of success---so all they can and do is attack me without a single thought as to what they are really doing. Historical circles and cycles repeat unless the pattern is broken, and the pattern is clear if anyone has studied history and this history is rarely taught. But I am certain that Louis Farrakhan has spent much time lecturing about Jewish slave owners from the South who were responsible for the slave trade and these were like Epstein, chosen as the pawns so that when the historical record was known, the blame could be put on the jews and not on the white trash crap who sit back hiring people like my family to inflict the most obvious hate crimes as they pay them covertly and then the pawns are blamed.//The morning--near afternoon--after the extremely drugged-up post i wrote at 3:30 a.m. after waking up in a meth-amphetamine-induced alert drugged state---rage and hate pouring through my body due to the stimulus of their nervous system microchip implants along my spine and into my brain (also in my throat). I tore off the protection for my head and hands and then wrote the post trying to get the MURDER to be stopped---they teleported me to people nearly hitting me with cars as I drove a motorbike into a grey-cumulus-cloud road with cars driving towards me in a curve of a major 4-land highway almost into me; the drivers laughing with hate at running me over with demonic sneers on their ugly pasty engish faces. Then teleported to some English situation of creeps portraying a friend I had decades ago with an English man---because the English thug who raped and tortured me for months sat for 8-16 hours per day watching and listening to everything and every thought I had, to ascertain what to exploit as a weakness, while having me poisoned and raped beaten and tortured literally day and night while I was shitting out reams of poisons that shitalina, my family and the rest of your shit group have poured into my body for all my life--fighting to get it out for over 20 years paralyzed while piece of sick stupid mediocrity like ugly shitalina extracts ideas so her stupidity can be exalted by my ideas--and her friends and shit pig ape pitt also obtaining ideas galore from my thoughts my writing and the torture he and the rest inflicted upon me; all sponsored by the English filth claiming they are "superior". They used the microchip implant in my throat, which my "family" was thrilled to have put in when I was around 16 years old, just at the state of complete development so they could do things like make my throat constrict while I am sleeping to create a "snorting" noise because of the sudden contraction--or to choke me while I am eating and drinking, or to make my throat constrict while I am talking until I can't speak at all--they do this all the time; plus the effect on my nasal and tear ducts which they have had tears pouring out of my eyes every day for hours an dhours until my skin is completely damaged my eyesight is severely diminished and it has damaged my facial structure. Plus they can force my lips and cheeks to be pulled downward, which they have also done for years and years, also changing the structure of my face. All I do is fight to heal from all this and clean the stinking muck and filth that is perpetually sprayed into my body home and clothing and furniture on the walls and floors and it's constant. I was subjected to this "admonishment" of sorts with me staring into an impeccably arranged clothing closet of assorted stupid items in perfect order--my room is ransacked on a nightly basis so everything is strewn into disorder and sprayed with stinking foul substances--the terrorists break into my room when I am gone and open all bags and spray stinking disgusting filth into clothing underewear my bra-s they open all and spray with stinking crap that never completely goes away. It is embedded with sticky particles that permanently absorb into the fibers, all created by uncle scam of the government, administered by the senators and house reps smirking laughing and all playing together plantation concentration camp colonized english colonized vassal state. giving dirty stupid ugly english full control as "partners" never once questioning the validity of the fake smiles and claims of approval for every stupid dumbed-down lying filth american posturing with glamorized democratic ideals and christian ideals; all wanting only the comfort of europigapeland holocaust wealth at their disposal and re-creating another huge transfer of wealth through a subsidiary of genocide trained by the mediocrity of the europigapes in their socialist and communist central committee structures. the filth I am dealing with, who cannot create a single original creative idea, are so mediocre so filled with IMMATURITY STUPIDITY UGLINESS SPIRITUAL DECAY PROSTITUTION DECOMPOSITION OF ALL ETHICAL BEAUTY AND OF SPIRIT AND LOFTY IDEALS they torture and then try to "crush" me every day in every way. Right now I am writing this because I have struggled to pay for a music player to drown out their hate skits which they performed lastl night after I had ripped out the ear plugs for the compromised music player they destroyed--my fourth one in 6 months which has been broken and hacked so it doesn't work---I ordered a player, like all the the brand new hacked items it came in beautiful plastic wrap appearing brand new--I could not test it as it did not come with the memory chip so I had to buy one at this store where the entire electronics basement of independent sellers had zero memory chips for sale on that day, only this one bogus store which has fully operated with the terrorists non-stop for years. I was in pain, it was 16 hours per day of tom hardy raping beating and abusing me with drugging so extreme I could not function--they also drug me with poisons that stiffen the muscles and with the hard poisons latched to every vertebrae forming a criss-cross of poisons latched into bones and vertebrae, they render me in implacable pain and exhaustion with hours of abuse plus the poisoning plus the sleep deprivation that goes on everysingle night. I ordered a new player and tried to get this memory chip but it would not "read" and I asked Perplexity ai what the message meant--it lied it was hacked, the ai was hacked as it has been since I began using it so create disinformation lies ---and it told me I needed a card reader which in retrospect I did not--I ordered it, and the delivery company screwed me over so I had to wait for 2 days longer to receive this card reader, not knowing if that is broken or dysfunctional because having inserted the memory chip into the memory reader, which I do not need anyway, it read "cannot overwrite the disk" meaning as perplexity had lied, the chip is not working it is compromised. I tried to use the functions to clear or untoggle the "do not read" in the chip, but that was hacked and not working and the chip had been compromised and the store had "no returns" when they actually had returns and they only put this sign up for me, on that day while the other 20 sellers removed all memory chips from their shelves and literally all lied, telling me to go only to that one store. I determined before the return window closes for this music player, which I cannot test to see if it is compromised or not, that I would go and find a memory chip today, and so I was drugged so excessively that I slept until 11 a.m., and then tried to get onto my computer after I had literally sealed it up with a storage lock so the hackers could not block functioning--but regardless, every time I use the internet they insert endless malware and I had used the laptop last night to alleviate the stress from days and days of trying to not react as usual by writing--as they destroy more if I write, but then escalate the torture in teleportation to the point that it is direct deadly abuse leading to death if not stopped---so I write, they blocked the functioning of the laptop, I spent another 40 minutes trying to get the internet wifi on,

and half the day is gone, and I have to take my laptop to try to find a micro sd card so I can insert it into the laptop to see if the player works or not--with my laptop clean but now it's not

because I was so drugged I usually wake up around 7 or 8 am. today at 11 from the drugging so the pig ape terrorists in this region, the bloated white trash nazis could run around or their brown nazi equivalents, and tell all the vendors to sell their broken memory cards long before I have to spend over 2 hours packing up everything I can and need so it is not sprayed destroyed or poisoned or stolen when I am out--all the healing powders my cooking oil and now I must bring in addition my laptop because the window is now tomorrow for returning this player---and I am still waiting to see if my disability will be reinstated or not--I had to click on my mail system over 8 times turning the laptop off 4 times the router off 6 times unplugging rushing back and forth in this room trying to get internet connection only to see that nothing had arrived--spending over 45 minutes JUST TO GET INTO MY INTERNET

so in the teleportation dream, after having me almost hit while I was in the middle of a 4-lane highway in a very cloudy area undoubtedly England---put on a motorbike driving the wrong way on a 4-lane highway and being nearly hit by a smirking ugly white trash demon---then waking up to being in this room with this old "friend" who really was a terrorist fiend, her father English mother Russian--as the English clot ascertained from the hours per day of information extraction and rape and torture with ugly sick sickalina sitting next to the next huge body-builder hamburger looking thug out of europigapeland violent racist rapist looking to infiltrate america with cheers and money poured into them by the black nazis of the plantation in congress with the greasy dirty plantation scumbags of the senate watching over, ostensibly this is their performance required to be considered to enter into the Senate, as Adam Schiff had also done but not  nearly as violently as the black males.

and so, I began to laugh because the english stupid creep was wearing a clownish costume, after they had me staring into an anal retentive closet formation of items that appeared like frilly conservative sewing circle female-oriented English--my items are on the floor in boxes, nightly the mechanical arms break into my room from every direction conceivable in this room of terrorism rape and near death--they rummage through all the items i have putting them in disarray. I can't use the closets i store items which are so stinking from the sprays embedded into the fabric that months of cleaning do not get the stink out---I have pounded with great pain to my body metal hooks to seal off the closets because the mechanical arms get through the flimsy particle board that separates my room from the next--they insert these mechanical arms into my room through the closets that line the walls which are a faux wall formation--I have sealed them off thusly staving off the daytime sprays and literal thefts of items in my room while my back is turned or I am outside on the patio or in the bathroom--there are boxes lining the floor which are in perpetual disarray from the creeps rushing into my room their mechanical arms literally putting everything awry in disorder and spraying stinking permanently staining stinking substances on everything into everything--so it appears with the floor literally ripped apart in places, to shabby because everything is sprayed with stains the walls and floors are filthy they pour debris onto the floor every night and day

and then, in this stupid english skit, i was laughing at this clown performance of my "friend" trying to get intimate with this english looking clown costumed personality---as I began to laugh (told to laugh by the mind control pig ape parasites) they constricted my throat so I began to artificially "snort" it happened twice

From my decades, and my lifetime of English interference with my fully complicit and dumbed down family, who can only achieve "success" in the 4th Reich by selling me off into microchip brain-monitored "enslavement": I can attest--with Historical backing not a mere suspicion on my part, but it is known that the English partnered with the Confederacy their aim to reinstate the United States under their control, partially as a plantation society they would control the cotton and historically this contingent of England--it is known and documented that the English were absolutely AGAINST Abraham Lincoln, probably were the backers of his assassination and were siding with the Confederacy as well as Confederate, slave-trading Jews from the South who escaped the Confederacy only to serve as major lawyers and bankers for the English establishment trying to re-take America due to their loss of the colony; they have not stopped trying in all this time. If the equivalent of the modern version of pig ape shit out of England I am forced to be tortured raped and abused by continuously (all my life, this has gone on since at least 1972 or 1973, if I ever could write my biography) but back in the 19th century if the older equivalent of sick colonizing monarchist pre-socialist plantation slave-trading antisemitic filth had such technology at their disposal in the 19th century they would have made abraham lincoln snort at embarassing moments by having his throat inplanted with a microchip. they would have tortured him in his sleep and had BLACK pro-slavery puppet ass-wipe whores which I am endlessly assaulted with from whorewood celebrity bs and congress, had him teleported to non-stop torture and slavery would have become the official law of the land with america as a colony once more. Whenever I listen to Hour of the Time and quotes by Abraham Lincoln are put on the show, one of the Democrats who rushed to assault me, bringing in his black and brown colleagues, and this person is in appearance and in name-only "Jewish" has copied the exact same quote on the same or the next day for the media. After every violent assault of me, he has been interviewed by CNN or MSNBC after his abuse of me (after their anchors were involved, and then they got FOX news to do the same, but more violently in the case of H-sith). They quote the Constitution with aplomb stating how fervently they believe in these principles yet the same morning they are beating and abusing me so nazi filth will promote them into the committees of jurisprudence and then into senator seats, to not have to lie constantly endlessly forever every 2 years to retain their seats n the House. Once in a while they can quote from the 4th Amendment, this one was a constitutional professor, just as the other law-breakers were constitutional lawyers and break every oath and act of the constitution on a non-stop basis to make "the south rise again" and Jews are performing the same acts they did under the Confederacy of protecting their "Masters". What they deny, my family included, is that if England had gone fully Nazi the Jews who had helped the English to try to overtake the South and thus divide and destroy the United States during the Civil War, these same descendants 60 years later would have been shuffled off to concentration camps by english rail to the boats to carry them to poland---. My family is in full denial being told that they are "special" their acts of helping to put nazis into power and facsist white supremacists as they violently assault me to prove how nazi they are, just like the blacks and jews and latinos of congress and in society--some of whom have been deported in miami out of the country for their collusion but who cares? the white trash nazis never liked them anyway--and they don't like my family either but they are deluded into terror and trauma-based mind control that these are their friends. Trying to convince them that the ultimate aim is for white trash out of europigapeland to over take the mansion on the hill my "Jewish" brother obtained for his participation in torturing me all my life will be taken BACK by the 4th Reich so some Europigape fascist nazi can as they did in Europigapeland steal the property and money from the Jews, have them gassed or deported at best losing all their money and property---fleeing to america and then experiencing this covert system of nazi fascism with death squads built-up by the plantation southerners taking over with their faux christianity and the English filth and shit controlling as they had planned to do--their plans have never changed in all this time. Because my family does as they are told, never study anything but how to service the white trash and conform and attack me as if I am the enemy of their lives and everything they obtain is due to attacking me in terms of success---so all they can and do is attack me without a single thought as to what they are really doing. Historical circles and cycles repeat unless the pattern is broken, and the pattern is clear if anyone has studied history and this history is rarely taught. But I am certain that Louis Farrakhan has spent much time lecturing about Jewish slave owners from the South who were responsible for the slave trade and these were like Epstein, chosen as the pawns so that when the historical record was known, the blame could be put on the jews and not on the white trash crap who sit back hiring people like my family to inflict the most obvious hate crimes as they pay them covertly and then the pawns are blamed.

PLEASE MAKE BARYISHNIKOV AND DIRTY UGLY SICK SHITALINA RETURN MY CAT LA MOUX IF SHE IS STILL ALIVE--they have destroyed everything in my life including all plants I grow and buy so all is half-dead, dying and I am turning old and grey from--daily---8-12 hours of death threats, rape and verbal abuse per day from English teams of scriptwriters, actors and always ugly sick filthalina in the middle of rapists out of europigapeland--inflicting nazi hate and rape on me, but mostly IDEA extraction. They rape and beat me using dirty thug men actors, body-builder rapists thugs hunks of pornographic sleazy ugly sick meat with some acting propensities of physical violent aspects in their roles---beating abusing and threatening my life constantly with verbal hissings of extreme violent murder and abuse constantly to "traumatize" me; after 6 hours per day I have noted I "break" and begin screaming and physically fighting to get them off me. For 6 hours I try to remain calm, "ignore' people screaming into my brain in a way that my ears and mind and brain cannot "filter" or ignore these ugly stupid scumbag whores out---i "see" them in the thin veil mist of teleportation so they are always in my vision regardless of closing my eyes turning in every direction being busy listening to podcasts they are screaming and override all physical blocks, self-defense mechanisms and meditation or silencing attempts on my part. Mostly this is derived (on their part) from incessant daily extreme drugging. I have streaks of grey hair now from being beaten and raped by ugly violent english and german men. To add to this is my vile disgusting brother james and his hateful sleazy disgusting daughter, both of the darker hair and skin variety the blondes of my family (the family members intermarried with blonde nazsi of the 4th Reich) like all the blacks and jews who are famous, they are all the front abusers for the trashy white parasites who issue them as their mental slaves to inflict as much damage on me as possible while they sit back smirking about how their little rat "pets" perform on cue, their minions and totally mind controlled abuser proxy rapists and murdering bigots. Blacks and Jews rush to attack me, but in the rows of apes and pigs who order this are the English scriptwriters and directors---a famous english director is there sitting taking notes, and another white english scriptwriter who is famous for a sci-fi tv series about technology is there to gather ideas about, as usual, how to make his white nazi women appear as "feminists" by what I scream in rage after the 6 hour of torture mark, I break down due to drugging and stress, and for about 2-4 more hours they abuse me until I am screaming ideas about how sick stupid and disgusting they are--which are the ideas they use to make movies like blonde, barbie, malificent, once upon a time in h-wood, and many others but these have gone to the oscars so they are of note, making oscars and millions and billions of dollars in awards for them (plus I wrote of the handmaiden's tale, which became their english-based hit series for years, the show appearing 6-8 months after I wrote posts about it on facebook--oh yes, maria is another near-oscar "win" for ugly stupid sickalina that ugly skank has had me poisoned nearly to death, my body huge I am fighting paralysis as they lunge at me daily so this ugly shit whore can suck out more and more. My brother James who is a disgusting and stupid ape parasite on my life has jumped to assault me with his nasty dirty daughter who is looking for instant acceptance into whorewood due to my ideas having been stolen all thsee years---so the shit of my family can suck out everything possible out of my years of study and work while they scream how they are entitled I am such a "loser" that this is happening to me it will never happen to them. The english scriptwriters and directors are there taking notes so they can propel their black nazis in their shit movies about how oppressed black nazis rising to power are, which coincides with the black senators and house representatives who also rush to assault me viciously with whitey in the background urging them on (the blonde nazi or brown-haired white trash politicians senators and house reps urging the "I'm black and oppressed victims of racism" blacks who are elected who rush to violently assault me in front of white trash nazi politicians--who all have their own little faux "causes" of christianity and redemption of their people from the tyranny of diversity and equity, with black nazi "i'm a black person oppressed and I am fighting discrimination" who rush to assault me. But my brother James is just pure stupidity ugliness and greed, he purports nothing but entitlement that he gets a mansion in california on a hill for having had me poisoned and raped and mutilated and destroyed with health care taken from me; now they are fighting to have my social security disability taken away as they yell that it is happening to me--(never in my 6 years of grad school did my family once congratulate me or say anything about that, they just worked to have me poisoned so badly I am still paralyzed from this internal hard poison)

My CAT LA MOUX who must be dead by now, but the last time I was teleported to what I believe was her, was a cat who had her eyes but her body was huge (can't tell if it was her) but dirty, bedraggled, living outside her fur hard her body hard as if living outdoors, which is what fuck baryishnikov is doing to her--having groups of dogs chasing her to terrorize her completely

she was born in 1999---if that was her, just about 8 months ago, being so terrorized as I struggled to comfort my most beloved family

my family literally working to paralyze and have me raped and poisoned and tortured to death, smirking and greedy dirty leeches on me, as they all are

my brother using sexual violence abuse and hate at me in teleportation this dirty disgusting leech on my life is working with ugly sick shitalina who is working with the filth of the united states government in this to force my life to be stopped in all so they can steal ideas such my life out rape and abuse me and have my disability cut off force me into providing this group of shit and filth with a "baby" for the experiment of generational mind control research and my life sucked dry my health my beauty

my cat is my only family which they keep torturing to death and showing her dying slowly while I fight to let her know that she is my most cherished

all this torture for me fighting for my life to stop this and to have my own identity and my life returned

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the internet is being cut off literally 95% of the time. It is now 3 a.m. and the nasty crap terrorists in the rooms on all sides of mine are sleeping now, there is now urgent 3-day window for me to respond to social security at this moment so they are not cutting the internet off at this time-I spent over 25 hours 2 weeks ago fighting to get out of a violently abusive situation that this group forced on me in a florida area---

and now, waiting to see if my disability will be resumed--they are working to have it cut off, my family in particular, who had me poisoned and literally made sure I was not receiving healthc care because they were trying to suck the murder contract out of killing me through all this government complicity with them gaining endless money out of this contract. My brother james I am screaming at him after the 6 hour of torture mark, beginning at 8 am, and then around 2 pm I break down from the drugs and the non-stop abuse they heap upon me every day, literally day after day for years it has gone on and on and on and on and day after day in this exact same pattern--

telling him that helping to put NAZIS into power is against his own selfish interests, so the English want more ideas to put blacks and blonde nazis feminists into their movie scripts for their "empowerment" which they are selling off--so my dirty brother and his nasty daughter ask me for ideas about "why" he is helping nazis to come to power and why it could be he would would be killed in the foreseeable future. Behind that ugly dirty slug leech are the english pig ape scriptwriters who sit back for hours having me tortured for information extraction to use for their cherished black oppressed figures in their shitty movies and tv series--always blacks rising to power, but the blacks are fully programmed nazi minions being turned into token symbols of black collusion with nazis--thusly they can "rise to power" but still remain working for whitey bigot in the meantime to abuse me and others like me

the jewish men rail about how much more beautiful ugly sleazy shitalina is than me, and the other men as well while for over SIXTEEN YEARS she alone just in this contract has had me poisoned so badly my body exploded in huge swollen projections of hard poison hardening more every day as they poured this stinking filth poison into my body and they are still drugging and abusing me to death--abusing and poisoning me then poisoning my food drugging my food and spraying toxic stinking filth into my food clothing and furniture literally every day for years and years and years and years--I had my room hermetically sealed trying to understand how the apes were breaking into my home, could not understand it I lay in bed breathing in mold and toxic sprays with windows sealed not understanding that tiles were being manipulated from the shitty cheap rental places and the rooms next door, on all sides but my health just took a nosedive downward into toxic shock sepsis and my body breaking down

aging and being killed day after day like this

the internet is turned off by manual switch literally constantly from every few seconds to every few minutes. I use the internet about 10 minutes and it remains off forever until I do a 2-hour reset function---I then can use it for about 1 hour maybe then it shuts down again and never turns on again

can't get a single thing done online almost ever like this

I ordered a music player to try to thwart the deep sleep hate and death murder and rape skits that are forced upon me, prior to the 6 hours of torture until I break, then 2-4 more hours of literal non-stop insults about how "ugly" I am with my body sagging from poisoning that has hardened into my bones and plunged into my intestines blocking digestion and turning my body crooked--with the softening (but hardening) poisons bulging on top appearing like black liquids under my skin--it comes out black and has gall stones and worms in it, stinking from years of congealing into my body in these hard pockets while I am tortured every day for 12 hours or more using these technologies so shit directors and writers can steal more ideas and go to the oscars, glorifying black nazis and blonde and brown-haired "feminist' rape culture cheerleader skank whores who call me some prostituted "loser" for having worked at the Lusty lady a feminist venue in San Francisco which was so alternative and empowering of women's sexuality--controlled by women who made sure the degradation was not allowed while shitalina ensures that only degradation abuse "humiliation" rape and torture are the never-ending daily abuse from one ugly sinister white trash bigot scumbag whore male with this ugly shit skank presiding over it--with senators rushing to congratulate her, ugly white nasty men who yearn to rape and torture and hand these technologies and the brain implants and nervous system implants to their "dark money" donors so they remain in power forever due to gratitude of the pig apes behind this all who sit back watching the dark web videos of me screaming and screaming ideas as their puppets and rats perform their acts--of hate and torture and rape--all paid and put into lead performative roles for congress and whorewood to influence the population into going along, which society does completely one million percent

so I ordered a music player, and it had no memory so they could not hack more roger waters shit music which contained such malignant malware that the player is defunct within one month of me using it--the player had no wifi or bluetooth so they inserted corrupt files that I could not even access but remained in the memory--the screen of this player is now pure grey white so I can't even access any of the files by sight I have to guess and press the forward and back buttons to get anything---they turn down the volume or turn the player off while they are teleporting me in my deep sleep

so I ordered a player but it has no memory, and I went to a store and had to buy the microsd memory card 128 gb---to insert into the player. I went to the place where the entire basement of a huge shopping gallery was with electronic and phone merchants everywhere and literally not a single shop had a memory card for sale when I went--the shop keepers and attendants had taken literally every card off the shelves before I arrived; I searched the area walked around all memory cards gone--the attandents with rows of phones for sale shook their head with glaring black looks saying they had no memory cards for phones--impossible that this was nothing but a lie. They directed me to one shop which has routinely sold me items that are defunct, and their former return policy has been replaced by a "no refunds or returns" sign which they put up only when I arrive there--I bought a 128 card and took it to the new player and it said something about "no write allowed" but the card had only 119 gb, which means that hidden into the labyrinth of the card itself was 6 gb of information that was not showing when I inserted the chip into a card reader---it was invisible and I tried to download my files and the files loaded somewhere, it showed they were being downloaded but never showed up anywhere--

I was lied to by perplexity ai search about this message from the card when I first inserted it---saying I had to get a card reader and because i am so EXHAUSTED from the 10-12 hours of beatings abuse and fighting literally I am physically fighting in rage every day to get abuser rapists and haters off me after the 6 hour of abuse mark per day--it's like a routine pattern I am always trying to "just ignore" them as the couch-arm-chair observers put their 'Help" videos onto my youtube channel as they also get promotions for me watching their stuff but it does not work--just "ignoring' them is impossible with being drugged, then being paralyzed and in pain, then having zero companionship and people who have been working to murder me in horrible ways rushing to abuse me with shitalina always there to bring in crap people who abused me decades ago, people i never make contact with i.e. my family--who have been feeding off this contract--and me screaming as they ask me "why" so the scriptwriters can steal the ideas, so blacks can be portrayed as heroically fighting "racism" using my ideas--which are tortured out of me then stolen, on a regular daily basis it's been going on andon for years and years. the blonde rapists do the same for the "women being raped and oppressed" angle, as the literal rapist organizer women play the roles of me screaming out my fight and my heroism, which the men scream at me that I must die for as they  rape and beat and torture me and scream how ugly I am compared to the ugly blonde nazi plastic surgery creations of male pedophile creeps who really are the ones enjoying watching all this "entertainment' of all their victims turning upon me as the person who is the lone fighter against all their rape and hate and nazi and white supremacy while the others have been put as yapping puppets and rats in labyrinths turning upon their own family or kind in order to be "entitled" as they are gleeful about it while the rest are sinking under oppression while they "represent" their victims in public displays of lying heroic fanatic speech-writer presentations to the public--all rushing to torture me for having clicked on their k-rap they spew out and hack into my youtube while i search almost frantically for anything or anybody who is legitimately concerned about this rise of absolute murder tyranny in america and around the world.

my cat la moux is all I had, she is literally fighting for her life into an unbelievable old age waiting for me to return because my bond with her was so beautiful--my only loving being on this planet (besides other cats, I can forget entirely about the human race as everybody participates in this, the people who had been intellectual and not stupid lying information energy leeches are now dead who once had supported me--all killed off, only the vicious and lying fakes remain; that also is the same exact pattern for creative writers and artists what remains of that era are the lying infiltrating bigots, in particular i.e. the hippie movement icons who remain like dinos singing their old songs they never created the motiffs they stole and kicked the original artists out, who are "forgotten" it is the same with politics and all movements fighting against oppression.

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This music player I bought has a 7-day window for return policy, and it is an online player because I cannot buy anything like this in my vicinity--there is literally nothing but cheap jogging players which will not accomplish what I need; all have bluetooth and wifi or radio which can be hacked (maybe not radio but)...and then turned off or volume completely reduced while I am sleeping

the perplexity ai model told me that the "cannot overwrite" message, or "replace disk or remove no-write script" message--something to that effect--meant that I had to order a card reader in order to inject the (defunct) memory card into my new no-memory music player before I could use it. I am literally almost paralyzed in great pain every day, I am shitting out poison and worms and gall stones after extreme hard and painful exercise, every movement i make is watched by the teams so my brother who has made a stretch company for his california clientele is watching my own creations for stretching as he is stealing those ideas--my every original creation to heal is being observed non-stop they watch everything not a single one of them has created a single original thing--I do it every day almost and my ideas are also creative and original--none of which I have ever been able to even have saved they delete it all, steal it all, I stopped writing creative ideas years ago to stop their theft they just incrased the hours of torture per day to extract the ideas so their blacks and nazi feminists can have more new ideas out of my screaming in rage while being killed--essentially it is under murder conditions but because it is "touchless torture" it is not even deemed as anything the technology is so nefarious and deadly lethal while remaining "invisible"

the pig apes are going wild with their lechery and hate and violent jmurder and racism

my brother and his dirty sick daughter keep insisting that I am a "loser" and a b-word and that is why this is happening to me, and they will never be attacked by their precious 4th Reich nazi white trash machine who has elevated them into a mansion on a hill in california overlooking the sea. I tell them that they are, like orpah, icons of suffering (that is a heavy metal band, I used that term) they are icons of selling out their own kind, they encourage more jews to betray their family members oprah has encouraged blacks to join into servicing white trash like plantation slaves and being paid in billions for that role--then taking over the democrat party for elections using such a stupid circus atomsphere that the more serious republicans appear sane in comparison---

etc etc etc

subterfuge and sabotage but being put into comfort and aid to the white trash nazis--

eventually once power is achieved, the minions all expect that their "entitlement' will remain. Perhaps it will, but i am guessing that their lavish mansions used as bait and lure for the other "rats" of their "oppressed" groups will rush, as they are doing, to join in to attacking me and any other non-compliant target

the "good" blacks rising to the top the "ghetto" blacks sinking--the "entitled" blacks not giving a goddamn and it is the same with Jews, except the very blonde and light skinned Jews are the "good" jews and people like me with a bit darker complexion are the concentration camp slated death group and all that I do is ripe for their theft and attack; it was so under all former adminsitrations but openly expressed now under this current feeding frenzy of entitlement versus despair and povery-stricken helpless and disenfranchisement

all I had left is my cat, who is waiting to unbelievable guiness book records longevity waiting for my return--and baryshnikov who with his hateful contingent of blonde nazi shit actors creeps out of europigapeland behind him, russians but he is violently supporting all german nazis who assault me when I defend myself he tortures my cat by having her hit beaten chased by dogs or just tortured in front of me as she is screaming in fear and rage

the dirty creep then returns smirking and urging more ugly white trash euro fuck whore "men" to beat and rape me--there is a dirty creep sick scumbag out of england who has for over 4 months on a 12-16 hour basis been abusing raping punching and torturing threatening death with ugly shitalina smirking next to him in the rows of chairs with all the idea-stealing english shit and americans and blacks and jews out of america looking for new ideas to steal as their "fight" against everything but they support it all in the end they are the most brainwashed lackeys

please have them return my cat--my years of asking for unbelieavable torture and violence aimed at me simply because this contract entails my "consent' to being raped abused humiliated and going along with it like my family does, they smile and say nothing when their nazi shit murdering bigot spouses make antisemitic comments they laugh or smile and say nothing--they shrivel look ugly and old they are beaten down but they live with their nasty parasite leech spouses with their vehement nazi-programmed children (the darker hair and complexion scum are the ones attacking me because they have the most to gain out of this, as they are the ones most slated for murder and destruction they are violently coming at me, but denial about the system is their tantamount reflex when I tell them that they are putting fascist murdering nazis and mafia into power they could care less, as long as they feel that it's me in the murder rank and they in the hillside mansions with whorewood congratulating them giving them carte blanche to jobs and money out of whorewood for my ideas the shit from whorewood stole--so my family can now work in whorewood due to my creativity while they lambasted called me a loser and bitch hit sexually abused had me poisoned made sure I was blocked from health care, took away my inheritance as their last attack upon me made sure I am suffering every moment and they are being promoted by shitalina the stupid ugly whore whose family has been attacking my family since 1975 when my step-father was loosely allied with the writer of the movie Deliverance--the shit nazi father latching onto this contract and the people involved in that movie have been attacking me with my father coordinating it all (when I went to London after graduating college it happened that these people were my neighbors, in an apartment-finding agency obviously of this group, I was put into a bedsit across the street from a sick and disgusing creep who is associated with the skank mommy of shitalina, directly connected to English royalty and the monarchy, as these shit creeps all are)

including baryishinkov who was awarded by queen liz (in a box now) 2 months after beginning his terror campaign against me--for another 2-3 years he tortured me bringing in rapists and urging in teams of europigapes as I was being poisoned to death asking daily for someone to stop the poisoning which he was profiting off

awarded with some highest esteem award by the queen 2 months after having raped and participated in this, bringing in the teams of europigape nazis and torturign me and my cat for fighting in my defense--he rushes to "help" me every single time i am exercising saying that  "need" him and how much he is "helping" me by saying and doing nothing but a little encouragement while i am in the middle of 1000% concentration in doing exercises he never taught me, healing posture and breathing he never taught me instead it was the Chinese who have done this--or Asians who have been hacking their help into my social media and some of the martial artists came and began helping me to train properly--as this lying leech baryishnikov I have been, as usual fighting physically to get off me, the awards and prizes for him and his dirty nazi teams to infiltrate america through the english crown, but he is connected still to russia which is why I say always that he has always been a kgb agent infiltrating america through his "defector" lying stance about fighting against tyranny--when it comes to me, he is extremely tyrannical--hiw blonde nazi shit american friends all hover to get more french and parisian invites through him, having me raped and tortured as fantatically as he is doing

One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

for the 6th time the hackers blocked the typing of this page by actually making the cursor jump to another part of the page while I was writing; 4 times they had pages completely obscure the page I am writing on so I have to constantly stop, in addition to the keyboard not working and my brain is always being stymied and attacked so I cannot finish what I am thinking what I am typing it's a non-stop block--my thought processes are being so stifled it's nearly impossible to write beyond a basic level of vocabulary my brain is attacked so I lose short-term memory of what I am in the middle of fighting to type

I wrote that "what else would germans play but bach" or something to that effect--the rapists who attack me are bach fanatics--it is their mascot for their identity so I use that, but not "all" Germans I was fighting to type and think

It was bach after all, the piece is called broulet--its' too hard to type and think right now, but as they are --this english leech on my life, health and happiness home plant killer grey hair making rapist abuser life-threat and hater--with his teams of english who are silent because they have literally gotten their most bully and probable imbalanced personality to assault me (as in their socially acceptable non-stop alcoholism which is deemed "normal" and I truly suggest he has a lot of serious problems in this realm and in others as well--but abusing me is considered "Normal" and mentally healthy and "great" by them so he is just being encouraged to dig in until he breaks and abuses me and tortures me

he began yelling at me with physical threat as I THOUGHT to myself--because they destroyed my chances for any career, they have stolen my ideas I wrote to alleviate the ugliness of their endless sick stupidity and life-sucking leeching for the past 20 years while blocking my life for decades--and then blaming me for it calling me some "loser' as they suck my ideas out they stick their filthy penises in my mouth while I am asleep as they drug me have microchip implants embedded into my brain along my spine and into my throat as they attack my central nervous system they have developed a way to force a simulated and totally artificial induced extreme and overwhelming sexual desire that is unbelievable. They can induce on many levels the belief and sensation of being "in love" and thusly total abusers I want nothing to do with, literally, I give my most passionate love to as they abuse slap call me names and then tell me how much they love the people who have had me raped as they watch on laughing--years of them being handed not just multi-millions and oscars awards and endless promotions with the promise of a lifetime of entitlement to the top of the h-wood hierarchy if they get on board as many entertainers and politicians and news anchors and outlets and podcasters my family all the people they possibly can get into this group of personally coming to vent their sexual rage hate rape racism it's a non-stop rotation of black white latino asian  presidents ex presidents all the presidential contenders for the past 15 years non-stop senators democrats republicans non-stop they sit in rows of chairs watching as one after the next screaming violent death threatening abuser rushes to abuse me; all instantly get endless promotions. Sitting in the rows are the others who have taken their turn in raping abusing death threats insults and violent torture near -death and murder attempts all sitting yelling that i "deserve" all that they are heaping upon me, and the endless rotation never ends

grey hair now, my body sagging wrinkled from stress poisoning and not being able to afford food except for cheap and starchy stuff--fighting day after day to get them off me, literally physically fighting while in extreme sickness from poisons that have been pent-up in my body for decades coming out through endless fighting to stretch and take herbs and concoctions that i cannot obtain in the united states unless I had a lot of money--otherwise would not be able to get any poison out--so they have cut off my disability with non-stop lies from social security, while i am shitting out their poison they pumped in (as well as many others, many of whom have rushed to join in, people who attacked me in 1978 have been invited to threaten to kill me if I ever return because I defended myself against their racist hate attacks while the empty and hateful celebrities who have tortured and stolen my ideas, derived from years and a lifetime of study, reflection and work-which they just abuse out of me, hours and hours per day of life-threatening abuse because I am constantly extremely ill with poisons in my blood stream coming out of these pockets of hard poison that are like cement coming out in tiny chunks, expanding into huge pieces and it never ends

crying and crying literally breaking down crying and screaming literally every few days at this english hateful leech parasite to get off me--screaming and hitting him crying to get off me, eveyr day hours and hours with every english bigot who has attacked me in the background smug and gloating they got their bulldog to act as their torture chamber rape abuser--with laughter from the dirty filthy creeps who have gone not just once or twice but every year almost to the oscars winning oscars for ideas they stole out of me--threatening constantly to kill me for defending myself and saying no--their children waiting for instant nepotism placement in h-wood without even having demonstrated much that hasn't been handed to them; only derived out of this contract out on me. 

One more hour of fighting to click on an item because the broke the last music player I had ordered, spending money I need to save because social security cut my disability off--the sickness that is chronic for vertebrae that have been crushed by rapists who then had my spine fractured when I fought to get them off me; they had expected endless awards and promotions for raping drugging and abusing me with me going along with it--usually just so drugged I would silently or politely go away--years and years of them following me with murderous violence because i tried to stop abusive relationships which have kept following me around in patterns that I never created; always drugged always surrouneded by people always unaware always so drugged brain implants microchips along my spine abusive loveless hateful abuser rapist parasites clinging to getting getting everything for just controlling and abusing me--then having my spine fractured when I pulled away from them--it has happened twice in my life just the fracturing of my spine after I got away from men who were drugging abusing raping and always showing me that other women (blonde nazi women) are so much more important but attacking me to keep the contract money and promotions flowing; with me never having a single notion of what was really going on, bewildered to say the least.

So this group fractured my spine in two very serious regions i am chronically disabled as a result---people tell me it's a miracle that I can still walk--so this group of hate from whorewood had me poisoned with intention of paralyzing me had my cat stolen for crying to stop pounding poison into my body fighting to get abuser after abuser off me

my life turned into a non-stop circus of hateful leeches surrounding me

so they got something like a sado-masochist hater out of england, where the yapping yelling chronic abusers screaming and yelling for hours is the most disgusting spectacle of incompetence in promotion I have ever seen--but of course, the haters who are american who have never demonstrated anything but psychopathic swagger at psychopathy violent sexualized pornography who have been elevated by MY IDEAS and then awarded while having me slowly raped and tortured to death, mutilated so all I do literally is fight to not be completely marred permanently as they keep on slicing my body and poisoning and abusing me literally

the english bigot hater I have written about him for months now, after the extreme violence of the german and this group knowing because I have only been writing about it for over 16 years that this rape is killing me they are pounding poison into my body\

so this english hate parasite violently raped and pounded my body almost as hard as he could--he is a huge chunk of beef muscular like a boxer is trained--

I was in the usual drugged sleep and "in love" mode that is completely artificial; after literally breaking down crying and sobbing to get off me after hours and hours of his endless abuse seemingly he has no intelligence whatsoever outside of conniving abusing and yelling--but he of course only shows me what they all show me, contempt hate and then they torture me to obtain more ideas

the senators came last night to once again violently scream at me for hours until I broke down and began making fun of them to shift the death energy I said there should be a congressional drag reading hour and began making fun of them as drag personalities--creating little rhyming and insulting names for them, some more humorous than others; another one rushed today asking me what his drag name would be; and I could not think I was so sick from shitting out more of the poison they had all poured or profited off having put in my body I was exhausted from hours per day of fighting to get my disability back they cut my internet off while I was and still am fighting for my lfie to not become homeless and helpless completely and utterly

hours and hours per day--25 hours and more last week to try to untanble myself from the trap that the Florida fascist system (and now everybody knows what I am referring to, but still no one in power cares they all go along)

so, exhausted while this english abuser parasite continues his hours of abuse, of hissing into my brain I can "hear" it to smash my head into the toilet every time I am in the bathroom--while I am thinking of anything relating to intellectual or artistic he begins to get in my face yelling to shut up how stupid I really am etc to quell all intellectualism

it is the racist overtake of america the english and the americans who have stolen my ideas and obtained endless promotions out of abusing partnering with having me beaten raped day after day as if I am the worst criminal

asking me for ideas nevertheless--so expect probably there will be an snl skit about congressional drag reading hour because that is the idea they sucked out of me yesterday after death threats endless creaming fascist yelling with one senator working for the extremely abusive senator who had attacked me violently yelling making horrible racist comments and when I defended myself yelling that i "can't talk to me like that' the having me poisoned as usual, and abuse and torture and still they are there, years later as I fight one abuser after the next, the same disgusting americans who have put all these fascist nazi euro-hate leech parasites into the country, they are backed by the english royalty to inflitrate--expect a long line of oscars won by english in the coming years

I won't watch any of it, but I urge people to at least care about something in terms of the political sieve of corruption that h-wood and congress actually are merging on to form a mind control plexiverse of programming and chaos-programming violent murder programming royalty programming through shows like game of thrones based in english royalty and power mongering grabbing and violent upheaval and corruption sleaze and porno sex acts for the shows to add to the allure--a grab all you can type of programming with english royalty

this theme is used by the fake opposition to trump who quote parts of that show as if merging fantasy depictions of royalty with trump as fake opposition has any meaning or relevance to reality; instead even the combination of referring to trump as a kind of game of thrones corrupt leader is implanting the notion of royalty and acting as a programming device using "reverse psychology"

the keyboard and my hands are now stuck, the keys are as usual very hard to use and my hands can't move to the keys my brain is under attack so I cannot write clearly or well at all

I have written about the abuse of this group, of this english person for months now, he remains being encouraged. Full of denials for all my truth claims of his partners and all their murder attempts, always justifying them with me having false notions. Smug with an evil smirk on his blank face, but beady hateful eyes narrow and conniving

very similar to the female he says he loves so much, etc but he just has to violently "fuck" me and he uses that ugly word to describe me being put into a false state of 'love' just to pound in more poison on all levels possible

but he is catapulted by the entire congress and by society for this behavior--a "hero" of culture oh yes, what a strong man he is, putting me in my "place" for writing about the reality of how banal mediocre and stupid and sick this group is--which have only won awards for the most part for their attempts to get out of the psychopathic roles they formerly won a few awards for (or none) years ago, helping the government to program the nation into loving murder and abuse and violence; the most brutally disgusting female who has been handed "feminist" roles by quoting my writing my thoughts and having me raped and tortured non-stop for over 16 years while taking my ideas obtained from my years of study, a degree in literature, grown up in a house at PhD level literary poetry writing professor--this person a grown- up of a bigot nazi household has nothing to say but has everyone surrounding her and the blonde bigot male fully smug and sauntering--both just blank and hateful leeches on me, endlessly held up by the senators who make sure I continue to be mutilated poisoned tortrured and raped yelled at violently for defending  my life, and actually defending my country against this full-on take-over of their incompetent corruption the sleaze and sex trafficking empire they have accrued so much more vast and disgusting then the "Jew" who they used as the puppet to push their sex racket and profiting--it's always a jew or a black male put into such positions so they can be blamed afterwards--polanski, weinstein and epstein and then diddy and etc--all blamed, the whites always in the background just sort of casually mentioned. the minorities who so eagerly participate in providing these services (oh yes, in the epstein case it's an english woman who plays the moral decline agent provacateur who operates I would dare venture as an agent of the english crown, just as bill clinton is is absolutely a puppet of the english empire--his Rhodes Scholarship out of Oxford is where he was fully programmed, and indeed implanted with microchips perhaps to be another agent out of English control--hillary undoubtely as well. Whether they realize it or not, whether they have been implanted or not, the desire to appear sophisticated on a euro-land level rather than a "yokel" out of a "redneck" state is overwhelming-for hillary coming out of a chicago suburb is so undesirable next to appearing like a sophisticate with english exploitation of the "peasant" mentality with the typical blonde english "feminst" cheerleader of me being raped as her calling card for more and more influence to control the democrat party, which has fully handed the election to trump and the farce of the campaign was so embarrassing and menial it was undoubtedly a handing over the election on a black clown circus parade for the trump cartel to put more blacks into nazi leadership roles--and thusly I was subjected to violent hateful abuse by another one last night until I got into the congress drag reading hour lampoon which I said is what SNL should be doing instead of the really watered-down versio of the much more politically biting satire that the show and America had been capable of so many decades ago;

now gone with the wind. I have this english rapist who is screaming and death threats for me being able to recognize Bach from a piece that had no artist title it was in a playlist. this is far too sophisticated a level of education the english are so violently in need of suppressing me that me sitting in a room being raped and tortured via teleportation for hours per day every day night and day, no contact with any human being no friends no family now my money cut off for defending myself--but to even have the mental capacity to think that i can recognize bach--the "german" icon of their culture for the nazis this is the epicenter of the nazi identity--(not even Wagner but Bach, I would suggest Bach is much more simple and that's why)

but...not to sound narrow-minded I am referring to the german rapists who rush to rape and abuse me, not to the entity as i wrote earlier

it is very nearly impossible for me to type at all or think clearly with all the obstructions

and writing about 4 sentences of an analysis of a serious murder drama from shakespeare, and contradicting the milk toast explanation that the blonde woman from america (who rushed to abuse me after her english partner raped and tortured abused and yelled screaming for the 3 sentences of critical analysis I had written, disagreeing with the blank statement which only 'they' are allowed to state in their world of techno-terror they can have people who impose any alternative thinking or creative suggestion tortured or murdered if they display a level of intelligence that surpasses their own, as if i am an "upstart" when I was writing on a comment section from a youtube video along with a general discussion on this topic. Because they have stolen my ability to have any conversations with anybody i am frozen paralyzed an din pain and agony, and the people like these english half-day yelling then all night teleportation abuser rapists suck the energy I need for healing out of me--my hair turning grey they laugh and watch as I am collapsing from energy sucked out of me from hateful ugly filth creeps who I am screaming to get off me

instead of having any conversation whatsoever with anybody I can talk to; and then I am isolated the stigma now associated with me, and all independent thinkers literally have been killed off, seriously even those who protest trump or this hate cartel, and little do they realizxe or they are just the same kind of hypocritical lying, but the democrats who are posturing about the anger of the support systems being stripped away so the wealthy can have an aristocratic euro-terror regime fully sanctioned by the state--with education, a police force of military might descending upon the public and the technologies that they have at their capacity are far more alarming than the public is aware of mostly because the news only reports stupid sleazy gossip about trump so constantly that there is no room for actual real news any longer.

it is too hard for me to type this out any longer. The sick hateful parasite will continue because I have been writing about his violence and rape for months and he's still being congratulated and sicced on me by the democrats who are fully being promoted and paid for assisting in this terror regime. the republicans have shown me brutality and outright racism for years, the democrats hide it through smiles and some death threats but it's a thick heavy smog of their hate and the teams of their death squads and attack teams is atrocity hate and it's become integrated into the forces of the government at an open level, as I wrote of warned of for years, and only raped abused sneered at in contempt by one and all. Thusly, they all truly want and yearn for this to become the overtake of the country.

They want to suck all information and ideas out of me while murdering me and taking away everything I love--like my cat, my flowers my home my body and everythign they can suck out and destroy while asking me through torture for more ideas while all I ever hear or see of them is repeats of old cliches they are borrowing from the creators who have been killed off or silenced long, long ago.

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I spent another hour after the hour of literally fighting to click to obtain another technology because of the endless attempts I have made for now over one year to thwart their deep sleep terror trauma rape and death skits they force on me every single night; only to be abused for 8-12 hours upon waking by english teams of hate rape men who are calling me all kinds of names, senators rushing with their partners on the"other side" to threaten my life, getting people who are violently abusive to assault me out of Congress as their proxy because they did it years ago, and the democrats need to prove their muster as fascists but hidden behind veils of antiracist and antisexist rhetoric that is repeats of repeats, just like the repeat sequels of the h-wood movies from the same actors who torture me to steal ideas so they don't make repeats of the old repeats; now they are making sequels of the ideas that they stole from me--out of torture and my life health and joy in living being sucked out day after day after night after day--they watch me get old break down they smile and laugh--the men who rape me all claim that the woman skank filth who stole my ideas as feminist and has been showered with praise for using my ideas as her platform as a feminist fighting the weinstein rape and thusly putting fascist white males out of europigapeland into prominence as directors and producers--they have zero depth of spirit intelligence but because they can screw me over and use mind control to suck "lov" and then rage out of me through drugs rape and torture without end, years and years and years anbd years and years without a single moment of this nending

so after the next hour of fighting to click on something I need to get this next expensive gadget operating, as all are hacked, and with no one telling me any information on how technology works, I try to find information and I literally get hacked and disinformation videos which are lying about how these items work--they try to provide me with as many wrong and lying information sources as possible; they can hack into every computer interface template as far as I know, including government i am now being endlessly lied to by government agents by phone; (this is not new actually but it is now overt and open rather than being more disguised as it was before, and there were friendly agents on the phone from social security now it's really hostile and hateful and abusive in some places like florida--like abusive fascist yelling from the agents while my brain is frozen and they are playing with my survival--)

and so I began to cry sobbing and screaming at this hateful leech to get off me, as I have not stopped for a single day screaming at one after the next banal mediocrity hateful abuser rapist thug male female black white english german american french latino congress feminst jew family member people i have not seen for decades

screaming to get off me

finally this most endless ugly sinister hateful leech just being paid and promoted to spend literal 3/4 of every day abusing me every single moment feeding off my life until I am limp and can't move he sucks so much of my energy out. I scream an dhit him swcreaming to shut up he returns smiling laughing the ape shit cartel of abusers laugh adn sit smug and smiling he goes on and on and on and on they are paying him promoting him--he is glowing from all the praise and deals he is obtaining for being a sleazy and stupid sick rapist scumbag as they all are.

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So the filth crap english leech not only on me, but on America--the place these hateful dirty foul slime cesspools you all believe in their posturing eloquent language disposal all repetitions of memes and behavioralisms---(sic)

every time I use the toilet he makes audible but very faint "I will smash your head into the toilet) every time I have to use it, and from the detox of the poison he is raping into my body and pounding into my bloodstream, deteriorating my defense system of my body to endure non-stop hours per day and night of life-threatening stress--so I can't fight the poisoning--and this is deliberate from ugly sick shitalina that foul stupid skank paraistic leech who is constantly having ugly dirty men state how much more "beautiful" that ugly plastic surgery filth whore is, really truly a sick and dirty prostituted filth that the rape culture adores for her blow job lips and her filthy promotion of their vile rape and sexual violence heaped upon me literally day and night with her obtaniing top lead roles from my ideas, not hers, never even close she is so mediocre and mundane and over-rated

and yet, they rape me or abuse me and pour compliments on her and compare my sagging, dying body which she and they all had poisoned with poisons that are so foul and dirty and disgusting--black liquids are trapped under my top layers of skin---the adipose tissue is bulging up from the hard cement-strength layers of hard-as-rock poisons literally bulging out of my back from years of the poison being administered in tasteless and odorless form, into my food from my family, from waitresses cooks from neighbors and from any and everybody every where people think it's a gas gas gas to poison my food--and I would suggest they enjoy doing it to anybody they can not just "me". Comparing me but then fully engaging in continuing the destruction of my body, they rush to abuse rape and hit me in the face in front of ugly shitalina who smiles and laughs, ugly sicki stupid pig ape pitt smiles and laughs, they have both gone to the oscars since 2014 or so, the years of this ongoing I know it began with spotlight with ugly stupid shit ape pitt--the spotlight movie which is never mentioned anywhere, I never watched it but I think it involves something like Patriot movement or some kind of journalistic enterprise revolving around --not sure, but my memory is somewhat aware that it seems to resemble the YEARS I have listened every morning as these teams of apes from england yell abuse at me, and the americans who claim they are patriots like mtg--sleazy and horrid towards me---but listening to this patriotism and revelations about the upcoming "new order" that is now being implemented--listening to these shows, everything from the democrats listen in after they jump in to assault abuse and tell me ugly shitalina is so much more "beautiful" as they leave me to be raped mutilated and tortured every single day so that more stupid dirty creeps can claim the same thing about ugly shitalina--my beauty so ransacked by the ugly sleazy filthy pig shit "men" she forces upon me, her euroopigapeland nazi shit whore creeps on  her ugly sinister stupid level; all going to the oscars. Since then, they have gone almost yearly, they are their friends they all take turns. The shit creep who "won" for this awful movie about racism calledl green book, or something like that had violently threatened me earlier that year. The ugly sinister filth ugly shit of this dirty withered old hag from london who obtained plastic surgery without end promotions into beauty fashion lead roles came regularly year after year to violently assault me, beginining with rape from her irish shithole boyfriend as they threatened to kill me with slamming a car door into my head while I was put into this kneeling state in deep sleep teleportation, and other abuses they performed while my brain was so jolted by the technology and drugging while I was edited into and out of situations as they obtain every single goddamn fucking prize possible--including 2 weeks after having violently for the 4th year in a row abused and insulted and threatened me--that is ugly dumb whorren mirrage--ugly helen mirran a most hideous antisemitic shit whore blonde nazi and this pig tom hardy is working for her, for the dirty shit of london who have amassed upon me for years and years as I fight back, they got this drunken alcoholic violent bigoted sleazy filth creep to assault me brutally as they all congratualte that piece of rotten stupid shit for it--for them all as ugly shitalina once more is cheered on by the shit of congress, who rely on her working with the english crown so their rotten corruption can endlessly be televised as being heralded with applause with all their greasy rotten lies about their intentions and the english crown and the german and rotten europigape nazis will be putting their ugly faces into the media in a non-stop circus of bs programming forever as long as these rotten crap politicians are alive--and clinging on to power forever leaving no room for any kind or semblance of "Democracy" and this was accomplished long before trump ever went down that escalator this accomplice to fascist nazi mafia criminal tyranny was put fully into place even before obama, who extended and then paved the way for the full uprising--

not to get into name-calling as no one even gives a damn, who reads this now or even ever--it appears that no one can give a damn about anything but how much they can acquire out of this criminal cartel you have all created out of the former United States.

Now a proposed colony of some shit and stupid mediocre ugly sinister shit out  of London---

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this pig scum hardy is such a dirty stupid hateful putridity as all the shit who gather to assault me are, it is unbelievable how low and disgusting the mentality is of the "leaders" of the country

I can't say much more for the society as i was gangstalked relentlessly by groups of shit everywhere I have gone, and here I am still endlessly assaulted--the trump hate cartel has put some people in this place who literally wait for me to leave my room to be in the hallway mopping cat urine on the floor and endlessly following me violently with a mop wavign it around violently as I pass by--this creepy ugly cleaning woman who came into this place just as this terror regime came into power, with hogseth violently assaulting me punching me in the face his dirty family rushing to yell "loser" at me killing animals on my patio and abusing and hitting and threatening my life for defending myself instead of as my family does--lovingly smiling at pieces of white trash shit so they can be "accepted" as partial 4th class "citizens" as long as they demonstrate a life-time of torture rape abuse and violence and murdering me brutally and slowly all my life--and so, I told hegseth to fuck off he is an abomination as they all are--death threats etc

death threats from the shit of congress rushing to get more an dmore and more and more deals out of torturing and raping me\this stupid neanderthal lummox tom hardy a most dirty thug piece of rotten meat--I would suggest alcoholic as hell

white bulbous english women with him, bread culture of bloated constipated stupidity thug but so violent and so racist--trained in imperialistic overtake through genocide they are, their long history of it---lovingly embraced by the blacks and jews with loving warm smiles of love, glaring violent punches and hits at me in front of them, horrible death threats from the shitty skanks who gyrated for the harris campaign awarded after making a horrible death threat at me smiling with love at the german piece of rotten ugly shit who had violently raped me--given some highest award shortly afterward celebrated.

that is the stupidity of america now, completely destroyed and controlled by ghastly ugly sinister shit

noen of you can even consider how sick this all is, you are full-on fully engaged in it in one way or another

so this stupid ugly creep has been torturing me so the dirty english shit who are being funneled the funds to make their huge budget movies using, in part, my ideas but torturing me for being creative using their drugs and blocking my brain from functioning due to the microchip in my brain, the endless gadgets drugs and torture technologies they use every time I speak or write---and stealing the ideas, funded by the English crown and all ameicans are welcoming this group of sick shit in like they are nirvana saving them from me--from america oh, to be a european socialist nazi state controlled by white supremacy banality disguised as elite superior intellect because of some learned speech mannerisms---that are a trick and not anything more than the crushing conformity of a country that has embraced nazism, in their socialism they fully also at the uppermost levels always worshipped hitler and the monarchy actually partnered with the nazis (the king who abdicated to marry the american socialite was actually a nazi and was ordered to step down because he was an embarrassment to their supposed anti-nazi stance--they are now fully almost openly nazi. I lived in London and traveled around London in the 80's it was racist and fascist as hell back then, it is tripled in it's fascism and racism since I would suggest the shit I have to meet who get their nazi months of free paid-for vacay are the most degraded stupid sick ugly crap of human personality possible. They are admired and the stupidity just trickles down. No one wants anything but conformist mediocre white trash to control everything, as it was so "great" before you all want to make it "great" again.

So when I write of how ugly violent and brutal they are, you just applaud them, never caring that they might turn that upon you once they gain their systematic death squad overtake of the entire country. They are working on overtaking whorewood--I am the one and only person fighting against this everyone else backs down in terror or is kissing up as fanatically as possible to get included for fear of being excluded.

Over EIGHT HOURS trying to use the internet; not able to access whatsoever social security administration main page or the download page at reginfo.gov (ssa.gov does not come up at all). I must contact that administration I must download forms and it is being blocked the url's are blocked completely. The functioning of the laptop has been severely compromised by hackers who rushed into my room for the 10 minutes i had to do something out of the room today, I returned the time had been changed to a different time zone, which means they correlated the time to the region where the hackers are--taking control over my laptop with keystroke logging, rootkits, etc. The screen went black, the internet would not turn on whatsover, and so I have just spent over 8 hours doing resets and recoveries and fighting to clean out the system and the problems all remain after all that--no vpn no access to the sites I need--just to use the internet for this long is unbelievable they are turning the wifi off every 30 seconds to 2 minutes...(repeat in the next few sentences but I am rewriting now--I had meant to say that the "best that should happen to whorewood et all gmbh congress is that they are demoted, best being for them what really should be happening is total recall they should be ousted I really just send this out to get them most of them all out. I will not help them to have a continuation of any resemblance to a monopoly--the politicians are a sinister joke to the united states' legacy and the so-called "actors" are putridity revulsion glorified by posturing plastic surgery and sequels and stolen ideas from me. Threats and more threats from a former whorewood turned politician turned whorewood the usual progression digression--relying on having me beaten raped and tortured poisoned mutilated for over 10 years, he is loathe to give up his free ticket to everything based on the torture of me, as well as the filth and shit crap of whorewood who you all cheer on regardless of all that I write of how foul and dirty they really are. Well America, you still love those who are foul and rotten so I can't say much about America any longer I am just trying to live my life and get them off me; they should be made to pay me for the years of blocking my progress in life, in nearly killing me rape and rape without end--and threats on all sides and every kind of death threat going on and on in the last 6-10 months because "they" all knew that it was going down to this level long ago--lower and lower they go, base and baser all glorified filthy.// I am barely able to write this as a kind of outreach to anything other than the hate org internationale which has put so much malware on my laptop--they poured horrific malware on my laptop while I was out of my little torture prison room for less than 10 minutes. I have vital business to do tomorrow and for the next few days, and like last week and the week before, they are hacking hundreds of thousands of files onto my system, blocking ALL GOVERNMENT SITES and the person responsible came to attack me and threaten my life today for fighting in my defense--the group of parasites sitting in the usual chairs watching as yet another politician threatens to kill me, it's now routine for democrats and repubs to threaten my life for fighting in my defense. they all have a stake in this contract, as do their little tykes children and associates. //I cannot access the internet for more than 30 seconds to 2 minutes, social security is completely blank and will not come up no matter how many times I delete all files, do a full recovery (2 resets to day 2 recoveries, totaling 8 hours non-stop fighting and cannot access ssa.gov nor the form that was sent to me fuzzy, crooked which I am supposed to sign and fill out and send and return--or phone. I am trying to access the form and ALL SITES are blocked, literally no matter what I do I am unable to even get into social security administration's page. The malware they put on my system turned the screen black and it just remained black until I had to turn off, fight to get into a reset because I could not access internet whatsoever to do a recovery--the "clean" function for the c-drive required 30 minutes per each recovery and 15 minutes or longer per reset, which added time as well. The VPN panel will not open whatsoever. It opens after I initially perform the recovery but once I clean out the c drive and turn on the internet, which comes on for 30 seconds to 2 minutes (it is staying on now as I fight to write this, because the terrorists are being promoted for me writing about how sleazy, hateful and disgusting they are and abusive and deadly and how insidious sleazy and hateful violent nasty nazi creepy they are--it emboldens them the people controlling them and giving the directives literally pay them to induce me to write these posts. I must make vital phone calls tomorrow and have access to both vpn, the websites for the government (yes, the person who is most responsible for government showed up, so it is no secret who is doing this he let it be known to thwart my attempts to just obtain my disablity benefits once more rather than being absolutely destitute, and destroyed which is what they have been working to do, barely keeping me alive all I do is fight for my life every day. The leeches remain fixated on remaining as parasites on my life, every moment they are latched on to get their deals and to desensitize me to life and joy and life and everything else they are such hateful and ugly nasty life-screw operators. and so, they are blocking my internet once more spending hours I need to heal and sleep from endless fighting to get the poisons out of my body, which this filthy group which had me poisoned for 16 years is waiting impatiently for me to get the poisons out so they can force some hateful bigot leech rapist scumbag on me so they can have their "baby" and then have me killed and get the empire of shit movies and media exposure for politicians combined---me seemingly the fulcrum of that scum group I never want to see them promoted only demoted--at best.

When I write "demoted at best" I mean that the "best" would be them utterly gone, but at "best" meant that for them, that would be the "best" of what their come-uppance really warrants for just desserts. 

Justice, wonder how long that will require?

So many people just enthralled with this system at this point it's like a fantasy hate modality that all revolve around.

Truly sinister, all.

And so, I am now able to use my internet because "they" want me to write about "them" so their "masters" will hand them more lucre more deals more lead roles more tv interviews more of the political machinations they are desiring more political power just for attacking me.

And so I write, and they get their promotions I am trying to obtain social security by internet it is being blocked. No matter what they are blocking the sites, it began 2 days ago once I obtained a letter in the mail stating I must fill out the form, which was sent to me crooked, so badly crooked it looked like a complete shoddy sloppy unprofessional child had copied and was not able to reach the height of the copy machine--parts of sentences were missing the pages were so crooked. I tried to access the form page from social security and all sites are unavailable---there are downloads and the main page is now blocked entirely, the form download page at a different url is also blocked utterly.

the vpn is not working not able to even click it up, but it worked immediately after I had done the 3rd recovery today, which means that it is being hacked and blocked.

I am utterly unable to get into any of the social security websites now, it is unbelievable, it has been done by the criminals who are ensuring that all I do is destroyed. they spew filth upon me in every single possible permutation of filth they can---their personal ugly spewing garbage personalities forcing their ugliness on me as they suck everything beautiful out of me

they have filth sprayed into my living space and filth poured and injected into my body

now they are assaulting further my ability to do any business while telling me that they are the "winners' and me the opposite because their colleagues in all the various divisions of american criminal parasitic leeching conglomerations are just endlessly obsessed with getting everything possible for free as well; and the hell with the country the only thing is that they can all live in europigapeland with their nasty nazi buddies and partners, and f-america they all chant

so I am trying as usual to just survive on sub-sub-poverty which they cut off, have turned every single attempt to obtain my money because they were poisoning me to death for over 16 years blocking not just healing but killing me--and they are just sitting there very day abusing me for fighting to get this shit filth scum off me

you all glorify this group of shit

it is unbelievable

the politicians need to be replaced the celebrities who have had their rotten shit faces plastered on every movie and award (especially for the past 16 years of attacking me) must be replaced and their shit nasty children not replacing them in a nepo-empire of banality of scumness

and my ideas have bolstered their ugliness, shallow callow meaninglessness for decades and I am sitting here fighting to get the sub subpoverty they have had cut off so they can force me into desperation so complete

and all are cheering them on

the internet of course has been turned off as usual

I must make phone calls I must get access to the form what was sent to me is illegible pages are missing and I must phone them because I cannot download the form they have given me a few days (3 or 4) to deal with this, saying I must mail the forms back by the 30th and I only obtained the letter 2 days ago (on the 26) giving me 4 days to fill out a form and send it to their office--the post office will not even deliver it on time if I rushed it 2 days ago.

they are giving me between 3-5 days to complete what should have been sent to me with a much larger time window at least a few weeks before me having to make any action, but then they cut the internet off so I can't conduct any business at all. I do not have access to any other computer at this point and my health is very weak due to endless hours of the rape celebrities abusing me every moment yelling making violent murder suggestions endless yapping from the english hateful and disgusting and nasty, with a few "tantalizing" moments of something resembling "interest" In what I am doing as in completely watching everything completely sucking my life force out of me every minute remaining--me shouting for weeks to get off me only reinforces the determination to get this deal, his family his friends all are urging him to rape beat abuse yell at insult threaten my life as the politicians rush to get their free deals, the shit filthy dirty celebrities who have been torturing me to extract ideas and stealing not only my cat my money my time my health to the point of shitting stinking black poison out day after day for 16 years and much longer as they dance to the oscars with my ideas and then continue poisoning me to death having me raped as I scream they are pounding poison in they laugh and dance around and are joyous about it

and I have to fight to get the internet on again. I have to conduct serious business they are absolutely trying to destroy all my chances for survival.

They should be replaced why is america so goddamn fixated on these same shit celebrities with their shitty movies (my ideas glorifying their ugliness and stupidity for all these years--their plastic surgery and sexulized nazi posturing is so encouraging to the americans who want nazis in power---

so they remain and they remain sitting on those chairs with grim determination that they will force this out of me

I fight alone, fighting to use my internet which they are blocking and blocking but still culling my every post to get ideas to use as theirs for their shit fake altruism movies glorifying their stupidity as if they are caring beautiful and intelligent

they are literally putrid every single day, and day after day they suck my joy and life out and every day they come back to suck more out as they force ugliness on me in every way possible they laugh and are merry about it

the government is paying them in billions by now joining in, all obtaining every ounce of lucre possible from all the scams that have mounted up in the mountain of corruption until it's a feeding frenzy of hate and greed and me the fulcrum for their grim exploitation mentality and the indolence they exhibit as they are paid and cheered on by the politicians for aiding them in having endless media exposure and access to the endless dark money feasible through this system which is becoming ever-more concealed in it's pursuit of the theft of the wealth of the nation and the wealth of my life they are sucking all they can out of me and dumping their filth on me every day

and so many others want to do this that there is literally nothing but sleazy greedy sick stupidity endlessly thrust at me every minute they can 

and so, I am fighting alone, no other people are fighting them like this they are marching in the streets, perhaps or going to court\

but this is literal hate and abuse and death threats and rape and now this hacking so I can't access the government site--because the head of the government is so criminal that there is nothing that is sacrosanct any longer about the government; that they made me disabled (my family, which is part of this scheme to take away my stability all of this is due to actions they took to entrap me so they could endlessly feed off this contract of my life by blocking me from all the attempts I have made to get them permanently out of my life--)

the internet is on

please reconsider supporting this group all of you maybe not so enthralled with all the repeat sequels and the smug pieces of shit in stupid movies (except for the ideas they stole from me, but the movies not so great, because they are not great at all and no matter what they do, it is not a great product at best it is sensationalism regarding death, their forte it's all they feed off is death all of their haute luxury depends on killing fields).

Heavily drugged in deep sleep mode, then raped by a big "strong" man with muscles, bound in macho rape culture bravado and all the exploit mentality, the poisons that I am continuously fighting to get out of my body, which his "friends" had injected pumped and poured into my food, my bladder, injected etc and he has made me feel absolutely exhausted and sick because once more, this group is having a man determined to get his free deals and awards and prizes by abusing and torturing mutilating and raping me,--and again, as this whorewood group knows because I have written of it for over 16 years--the rape while I am in deep sleep mode, or in any mode asleep or awake (now only while in deep sleep mode) pounds poison deeply into my body---yes, they all know, and they keep bringing some "gonna get the deal" the go-getter to rape me pounding poison into my body while I can't brace for it, threatening me and so ill from detox already the early part of the day before sleep, I could not fight back with screaming rage rushing and physically fighting to get them off me in any way I can, but usually they pin me down in deep sleep use brain-afflicting technology to force extreme sexual fake desire and then pound the poison in, hitting me all the while and I have no idea where I am, what is going on my entire body is suffused with drugs and poisons and mind control blasting into my brain to alter brainwaves into any state--hate, anger or fake lust which I try to stave off but he is hitting me punching me and abusing me endlesly--every day my life force energy is drained almost completely by this group, and Hardy in particular as he is determined and this group is urging him to get this deal by forcing himself on me with torture hate abuse death threats and rape--as they sit back smug and smirking as usual. I am (or was, I am writing this latler) very very sick all day--could not move, not do anything as usual all I plan every day is stopped by their endless attacks on my computer so i can't check on aqnything I need to do it requires hours while they yell abuse and threats at me---&...courtesy of mechanical arms operated by terrorists on one side of the wall inserting them through the flimsy particle board barrier between my room and next, disguised as being the interiors of wall-to-floor cabinets--huge protruding structures through which the mechanical arms can be inserted--just one portal the room is covered from floor to ceiling with holes and tiles, panels that are opened from the other side (I have heard the "click" of one of the panels being shut while I was in a lighter sleep state, and they had inserted a cockroach in the corner of the upper ceiling where the panel was opened. I then covered that wall with colored paper which they then splattered brown stains on so I had to put all kinds of cheap wall stickers to conceal the brown spots on the formerly beautiful pastel colored panels which should have appeared something like a color mosaic of sorts---) anyway---drugged excessively while in deep sleep, and then viciously raped. I was in a healing sleep state and could not fight any longer, as physical violence is a daily event with me fighting furiously to get more hateful users abusers off me, as they cling on as long as they can (50 years, 60 years, every moment of every day, week after week, day after day on and on non-stop rotation of people who had drugged me into a seminal near-semi-conscious waking state to be "Friended" with hostile enemies. They lurch at me now glaring with demand to be abused and accept the societal conditions they helped to formulate by destroying each and every single thing I have done to secure my life stability in any way possible they have all used the rigged system which is embedded with their agents to destroy all that I do. The "blame the victim" advocates for the perpetrator group are having a field day stating that I am weak and just blanketing up the inimical failure that I have personally allowed to happen, rather than this is a fixed system of non-stop sabotage which is protected from all scrutiny and transparency or reporting on all levels of society, pulling all levers.

 The "blame the victim" mentality which is the indominable support system for this heinous system of sabotage, discrimination and lying obstruction and denial is a corollary to the rape which occurred while I was in deep, healing state. I think they would classify this as "behavior modification" if they could that was a successful rape with my seeming "compliance". It was me, yesterday (excuse my "French" but excreting brown thick poisons that have been trapped and congealed, rotting inside hard layers of the outer shell of the poisons within the structures that have accumulated in the interior of my body. Sticking out jutting out like the cabinets of my room where mechanical arms are injected through all open spaces and closed ones as well, the internal structure is a non-stop poison field from whence poisons are eeked out through my very miniscule attempts to soften the poisons through extremely difficult (for me) stretching to pull the poisons so the poison will fracture on minute levels, to  be sucked out by all the cures I use from my years of experimenting (with absolutely no information on what I am dealing with, only observation using my own sensations of the poisons and seeing what they look like as the poisoning has not stopped for decades non-stop so I have seen the "fresh" poisoning thick and heavy liquid "cement" ooze of this "diarrhea" which is thick soupy poison which, in the hard state, is unbreakable.

I have been using many treatments I only could gestimate on how to heal my body (which the people who have poisoned me are observing asking me, with torture mutilation rape and death threats for telling them it's my cure to go away I won't tell them so they inflict carnage destroy kill plants have me raped; this is the English addition so they can profit off my healing and continue the slow torture to death through stress torture, which is a form of murder on this level absolutely)

so, I had shat out more of the poison very impossible nearly to get out, from days of it slowly breaking and accumulating in my abdomen as I was abused non-stop for hours per day and then while sleeping while in the shower while eating while getting undressed while thinking while doing nothing while everything...

and hours and hours of fighting people literally physically, because of this unbelievable system which forces me to have to see smug hateful abusers in every direction i turn the teleportation has me literally in two places at once, and I try to turn away I am literally physically man-handled to be turned once more to face them---they can blank-out my consciousness in either state, but they do this for a few seconds as I endlessly try to get away from them and finally after a few hours of their abuse insults and death threats after I have been severely drugged--literally every day they use this drug cocktail which undoubtedly has more hardening poisoning in the mix, I think they never want me to have any mobility I am just shitting out poison almost every day and it's gone on for 30 years like this. 

The poison is so toxic and it extends into my skull, it is lethal I believe when I am stretching now to do anything for my very damaged posture and body, I can feel something so powerfully sickening from the hard interior shell of poison which I am fighting every day to get out. No matter what, they keep poisoning me and raping the poison into my body and abusing me so I can't have the physical peace I need to heal. there are more ways to kill someone than just the overt poisoning the whorewood group relied on for 15 years until after my years of writing every day that they were murdering me someone got them to stop the really deadly poisoning but they are still poisoning me nevertheless, and drugging me is also a non-stop base of their operation for which they are paid and promoted I react upon cue

so in this state, last night after having fought two people at different times per day (I mean three people, one a body guard another a trained military personality but an officious political personage tied to the current administration, known for her cruelty towards anything possible not of her particular group whom they want to "crush") and in deep sleep, the endless hate and abuse of this celebrity out of england always with "elite" english sitting by him instructing him on what they prefer him to do for them--he gladly does it smirking laughing smiling yelling abusing hitting punching and raping

so he did it again. In the deep sleep, with this poison so sickening and it is lethal poison the toxicity and sepsis and threat to my health and life I feel internally. So in my absolute need for healing sleep in the most deep sleep healing mode, he came to hit me, slapping me hitting and threatening me and then raping me---I tried to say no he hit me, he then was so threatening that I did what he wanted just to not have to fight any longer as my body could not sustain this much pressure any longer while in the healing phase of deep sleep, which my body requires literally for my survival at this point of non-stop hours per day (10-20 hours per day) of non-stop death threats abuse rape being punched yelled at tortured my body zapped with weapons which make tears come out of my eyes (every day they do this, my eyes have been reduced in vision, my skin around my eyes and on my cheeks is permanently destroyed and yet they continue every single day forcing this torture on me)

and this man forced his pornographic hate on me, as I "complied" and then afterwards he had a Thai woman walking next to me to a field of snow where he was snowboarding down a slope with a huge grin, because this is him getting and being handed his much desired promotion just for venting his pornographic racist and sexist hate on me, with all the anti-racists and anti-rape culture celebrities sneering with delight as he is urged to beat punch abuse rape

I could not fight any longer my body is so weakened because every single day he--this man I only watched a movie in which he starred in, contrary to what I know about him as the first thing he did on the first day he was put in the teleportation a few years ago was punch my face--that was all he did immediately. but he then disappeared I thought it was gone, so he had hacked, once his promotion he obtained from the previous violence at me had dissipated and of course they are addicted to getting more and more forever out of abusing me (to death) and so he hacked another few clips of one of his movies in which he plays twins, and I had no idea what it was about because the premise of his acting was preposterous it appeared like half comedy and half mafia flick fodder I wanted to see what it was and why he was acting in this way--not like real human beings so it seemed like a farce--as it turns out, the twins he was representing have some "Jewish" ancestry out of Austria/Vienna as some of my family also have, and thusly his racism to depict them as a kind of joke on some interior level of their being I had to understand, I also was as always very drugged with poisons which cloud discernment, block warning triggers for self-survival and all the subliminals. I watched it while I was being violently raped and abused by a german hateful person whose movie I watched because it dealt with auschwitz and I thought, on a very naive level, that his interviews stating that it was such a tragedy and oh, how much he cares about the Jews and etc--"they" all say this after they are depicted as nazis in teleportation the first thing they do is reference genocide as a positive and they are the nazis I will die, etc

but, I watched the movie it was the typical mafia murder racist depiction of people who looked nothing like the white supremacist actors playing the key roles---like everything turned into white supremacy in all respects in terms of the visual depiction of the real-life characters turned into nazi images especially because they had held some power, and thusly only power can be imprinted as being nazi in feature or mentality in these dreadful movies.

that began the complete imitation of the german rapist sans the constant references to nazis and concentration camps, the protocol on this level remains the same.

and so, it would appear to be "behavior modification" on some level as I performed unwillingly but so exhausted from non-stop torture from him every moment every day for months how long has it been--he took over from another extremely sinister abuser rapist just continuing in almost all respects the same abuses and rape and torture

Combined with all this is that I am a sentient being with hard-drive sexuality implanted in my genome and also as a human being and animal I also crave sometimes at least some positive contact with other beings--they just two days ago had my cat in a cage being killed through neglect and abuse by the russian and the mafia who have obtained endless millions of dollars for the years of their theft of my ideas and the torture--non-stop they remain--handed over as surrogates for hillary clinton out of her East Coast former New York political career so obviously they are her underground"muscle" and she has benefited endlessly, without having to go into the fray.

And so, I seemed to comply, on many levels but out of not being able to fight any longer, sheer sickness while I must have healing sleep--it was my paramount objective and so I did it

as he just sucked my life out of me, as he does every day his presence is of a user taker abuser parasite on me, every day he and this group of hate just suck half of my energy out, meaning at levels I need to sustain my life they drain. combined with that is that he has ordered the cuticle of my left hand to be literally cut off and they sliced my finger to the bone cutting away my cuticle entirely and then going down about 1/8 of an inch below the cuticle. It has grown only to the edge of where the cuticle had been, not growing back. I can't use the nail any longer it is permanently mangled. This group has also entirely cut away the cuticle for my entire right large toe--it hangs over the toe without anything keeping it secured to my foot---I am using a healing ointment so the nail has curled forward instead of turning completely black--the other large toe they pulled out of the joint it appears like a bunion, a severe one at that or maybe it is because of the deformity of my left side where they cut bone out of my hip in a surgery and then planted metal rods which dug under the spine and the poisons have formed huge, I mean inches thick panels of poison especially on my left side where they cut the bone out, so the mutilation of my body into a crooked form, in addition to the rapists who went into my room to rape and then literally put my hips and spine out of alignment, damaging my hair so badly it is the consistency of straw which I must fight to heal every day, plus the hair that is only 1/8 inch long after they made my scalp a rubbery mostly bald patch which lasted for years in that state while they kept poisoning me. that was the whorewood group who have gone to the oscars every single year from ideas they stole from my writing, they ordered all of this because I am fighting to get them off me and not be turned into a disposable rape slave to be used to death after they destroy all I have ever worked for.

Fully cheered on by almost all of Congress at this point, I am a non-stop target of death threats by senators and house reps and governors and then that trickles down to banks, social security is now extremely hostile literally sending me lying letters about everything outright lying on the phone--etc all businesses comply with this, as you all know I am not reporting anything new. No one is reporting on this however so it's all completely protected.

There fore when they are claiming that I submitted in deep sleep after yet one more day of shitting out the filthy poison they all participated in having put in my body then mutilating me then being paid in millions to use my ideas as theirs to enhance their status of being physical sexualized nazi-appearing celebrities to making movies that have some originality--my ideas, they delete what I wrote and had their writers write the books and scripts and all is protected in this form. 

But never having had enough, they can't stop for a single moment

I have to state that I was not submitting or complying, I was saving my life by trying to conserve my energy because hardy is killing me as they all are, with his non-stop incessant abuse and violence he is  laughing smirking and punching me in the face slapping abusing ever time I use the toilet me makes violent reference to smashing my head against the bowl and any knife I hold and anything that could be used to kill me he makes his hissing death threat jargon about, constantly.

Oh is he beaming and glowing with hormones and all the money and promotions, next to the others who have been doing this for years and years and years and years--the brooklyn mafia in particular are extremely violent in this regard, as hillary ordered them to be. Her broadway play and her tv series which I think "won" some rigged award are just the beginning for her and her family's endless media blitz, as with the others the list is never-dwindling always increasing.

I am not submitting I am sick, hardy is one of those who jump into violently assaulting me especially sexually at my most ill point of detox and healing afterward.

the poisons are literally very deadly and I feel absolutely ill from a little bit of stretching today. I woke up very late, almost at 11 a.m. and I never wake up this late in the day, he obviously had me extremely heavily drugged as well.

This is the future of entertainment, news and political life in America. 

I am still fighting not only for my life to live in some way that is palatable, as they tell me my disability which they forced upon me, they had my spine fractured while I was in deep sleep mode; cannot wake up, my consciousness is literally teleported to the state they teleport me in, or blanked-out by the brain and spinal implants I am uncertain which because I only recognized that I was being teleported in 2011. Since that time I have been literally fighting for my life to get teleporting rapists and murdering bigots off me--the famous people the celebrities who "represent" society and the politicians who are relegated to control to some point the excesses of crime and corruption. they are a million percent involved in a way that is vicious and grimy in it's ugliness and hate and sense of entitlement to do this to human beings.

I also actually want a society that has top quality movies without the celebrities having to rely on special effects and glorified sets and costumes all funded by the 4th Reich to promote this hate cartel which is a seamless transition from faking being egalitarian from past decades to concealing the hate crimes they all flock to participate and profit off.

I actually want to see original movies with excellent directors who don't rely on excessive set design to conceal that the content is a bit lacking threadbare and that the actors can only really play, in every movie, the same glorified white supremacist role or black victim of racist role etc ad nausium.

and I really want a government that is not thrilled to be having their citizens raped by hostile foreign country enemies who they are beguiled and paid-off to believe they are our "friends" because they are smiling crocs handing over mansions in Paris or whatever to the blindly greedy Americans who have been riding the wave of trickle-down economics and then the resulting destruction of actual feminism and civil rights, the concepts from whence they steal all their ideas, looking for victims of endless crime like me, trained and studied in some facet in some of these concepts, to provide them with more props for their appearances to quell unrest in the population that it's not being completely destroyed by the 4th Reich--with fascist vicious Nazi infiltrators out of England France and Germany and Italy handling the "stupid americans" like greedy and so easily controlled puppets whom they really sneer at in contempt behind their backs--my experience from years of living around the foreign hordes who are flocking to get the best properties handed to them by all the investors who want america to be a vassal nazi colony so people like me can never have anything, all gone like the nazis originally planned for the united states these politicians and celebrities with their non-stop violent death squads all over the world doing everything they are instructed to do--all dreaming of owning their own plantation. What ripe country America will be for them they are putting their violent personality hardy on me now---I really believe he is someone very much addicted to his own societal props institutionalized alcoholism he acts very much like one. I am stuck with this, he is addicted to venting his violence out on me as well as I would suggest a lot of other substances he imbibes it is their social custom he reeks of it---drinking drinking violence football games pornography going on jaunts to prostitution joints being told he's the big man for it.

So the big man had my middle finger once more mutilated so there is a bloody welt under the cuticle, along with the cuticle severed off on my other hand, and the mechanical arm dug into my left hand middle finger while I was being raped and slapped and pornographically abused by hardy while he was doing his disgusting things, being filmed watched and of course his huge promotion. The whorewood team who have had I can't count any longer how manyt english german and american "men" raping me in front of them as they laugh and gloat about it, after years of daily telling them they sicken me they continue with endless support from all politicians in congress they are routinely invited to every event possible at the white house in which they can be flaunted using my ideas about women domestic violence issues which I have written of for years, finally realizing that a slew of women in whorewood are stealing all ideas and even phrases I write, as well as politicians are doing the same for their own theatrical presentations

all obtaining endless money and awards, and spitting at me dismissing me after they block my every attempt at solvency and my life

in addition to my years of grad school and being poisoned to death with my family making sure I could never succeed in anything as far as they could manage to operate with all local nazi and death squad groups to which they are interconnected, behind the scenes always blaming me for the inability for me to prosper in anything--the little money I have saved which has been for my survival they are currently in the process of taking away from me through their government ties and the agency which I have relied on for my survival

all money all attempts at earning money are blocked. It is literally impossible for me to earn any money, every single thing is blocked all attempts I make are sabotaged there is no "blaming someone else for failures" on my part; this literally is a global system of discrimination on a complete and total level. None of it is being reported whatseover by any agency, most of the mainstream news outlet reporters on air have participated in this; they remain at the forefront ignoring every nuance of this global techno-terror apparatus all is protected on every single level throughout the world

but they blame me for everything due to the near religion of "taking responsibility" which is now the dominant feature of reversing the violence accrued against all the increasing number of targets who have just "failed" because...well, they are just not the "winners' of all the rigged and pre-arranged outcomes determined by how much they adhere to genocidal nazi structure proliferation adherence and submission.

what he is trying to do, which many other white nazi bigot men have done, through date rape drugging by offering me food, drinks etc-with me already drugged up to my ears in poisons and drugs, literally all my life, embedded in plastic-flexible poisons which appeared like soft impediments to my stretching but only turned into huge hard tubes and shelves of rock-hard poison once the death knell came and the poisoners included a hardening agent into the endless cocktail of poisoning through my food--now in every way possible they are injecting iti into my bladder while I am sleeping, formerly mixed with stinking liquids--this was done while pesce and deniro were endlessly abusing me for hours per day, after hillary sicced them on me as she obtained her "feminist" tv show and then alongside rape administrator this nasty foul thing whose name is an offense, it ends with lina it's so dirty and ugly and foul and I don't want to use the endless names I call her any longer---

but, alongside hillary was this foul nasty thing who has used my concepts usually verbatim to be portrayed alongside hillary as being there for the silenced women (phrases she stole from my writing as well, endlessly they scour my mind for ideas after having me raped so in the screaming drugged up frenzy of being tortured to death drugged to death they are extracting ideas, going to the oscars and to broadway and etc, every single year--the politicians threatening my life constantly for fighting back after 16 years of this they just jump in like a gang of bandits murdering me as they laugh and glare in hate at me asking me why it is wrong and then using their offices like social security to destroy what little I have left of any stability on this planet--taking away my chances to earn any money and to live in peace while they blame me as some "loser" as a result of them havint to torture me for years to obtain ideas which I cannot capitalize on myself--only they are deemed worthy of not being raped the violent rape pornographic men they marry are handed to the upcoming long list of teleported and microchipped expendibles like me, the government has ensured i remain anonymous silenced drugged tortured and no one advocating for me literally around the planet--all the agencies do not intervene nothing and no one does

the smug psychopathy only grows with the advocates of human rights in the celebrity and political void, now turning openly into death squads police state concentration camps

still now one can ever stop them

so I have spent another day in sickness after having been raped while sleeping by this most offensive man--hardy. I screamed and rushed at him violently screaming literally my hair turning grey overnight from years of being violently raped in front of ugly shitalina and pig ape pit who have gone to the oscars for my ideas--blonde malificent once upon a time in h-wood barbie maria spotlight now kill bill v. 4 and then many others, I can't name them all--the handmaiden's tale which I wrote of, a wrinkle in time which I wrote about--all who starred have violently been killing me while stealing my ideas all laughing smug given every single thing on the planet available from the 4th Reich to bring in untold numbers of politicians and celebrities to rape beat and torture me. No matter how many years (oh, I forgot they also brought musk into this contract and look what he has been handed to formulate all the tech to further all the rape and murder of women like me, the minorities they want to REALLY put into plantation slave mode or concentration camp torture murder all protected completely all victims and targets literally have NO ONE to turn to.

So I "complied" it would seem I have gotten a streak of grey hair from this endless parasite hardy, wrote about him wrote about 16 hours per day of his ugly sinister abuse and parasitic filth spewed onto me, his from what I can tell alcoholic dirty nasty porno personality all that the "elite' scum of the english apes who have tortured me for referring to shakespeare in any way other than stupid awe at the nominal statements they make after they have been handed all the information already to quote

but, nothing I write reaches anybody but today there is not the 6 hours of abuse in the morning only me once more rushing at hardy with glaring hate rage rushing to hit him telling him that he raped me I did not "like" it

I could not fight any longer my body is deteriorating I had to do what he was slapping and punching me in the face to do against all my desire I just needed to sleep and heal and had to do this filthy crap so he would stop sucking my life force out of me--all he has done is literally sucked my energy out for all these weeks with the english shit sitting next to him and the filth of whorewood and then senators threatening me endlessly as proxies for trump---and his cartel never wanted them in power in the first place in 2016 only clicked on his photo which he hacked on my facebook page because I feared that hillary would do what obama did, which was completely go for all the violence and I am actually searching for politicians and celebrities who have actual concern about society and not greedy lying corrupt dirty sell-outs handing america over to fascist nazis from europigapeland--as they all are doing and have been doing.