The numbers of layers of socks, rubber bands and tight-knit mesh socks around my hands is so extreme that my hands are literally forced into a curled position, cramped and for the first few nights of using this most physically squashed, stress position for my hands, the mechanical arms didn't reach my fingers and jabbing sharp knives, blades under my cuticles and under my fingernails was not done for enough days so my skin began slightly to heal and not look like reptile skin, enlarged and swollen red bloody welts around almost all fingernails, the nails half off the cuticles literally cut out by now on many fingers--my toes are destroyed in regard to nails---hardening chemicals were put on my toenails for so many years/decades that they are completely deformed in twisted shape and almost never grow--the cuticle nail bed cut out of the large right toe so it's half grown deformed, the cuticle cut to the top of the nail bed it is completely and permanently deformed literally they cut all the nail bed off the cuticle.
The other toe has been broken to resemble a "bunyon but it was broken a few times and juts into my foot at an almost 45-degree angle.
My hands look like enlarged 80-year old hard labor hands---
the chemicals they keep putting on my hands--the skin completely damagaed looking like scales and horrid, enlarged deformed from NIGHTLY for over 15 or more years of chemicals making my hands look deformed horrid. Last night, and for a few nights since, they managed to get under the 4 layers I had used, and now I have to add another layer so there will be blood flow decrease to my hands which will be curled up in a ball cramped for 8 hours or so. My hair--I have used 6 different layers around my entire head to protect my hair from being slathered with permanent hair loss chemicals. I go to sleep my hair is clean and fresh, I wake up it's nasty, brittle and brushing clumps fall out. So much of the poison has been put on my scalp that the 2 years of fighting to grow the balding rubber scalp areas that were so damaged that the scalp was like rubber feather-plucked chicken skin--dead chicken of course. The hair after 2 years of minoxidil and every single other treatment I could think of has grown over the rubber bald scalp areas at a lenth of about 1 cm, or less. They have begun inserting the most thin of mechanical arms under the layers of materials I can only try to use to protect my fingers, hair and other parts of my body. I have to restrict blood flow to my head and to my hands now to try to stop the endless destruction of my body from the celebrities obsessed with their appearance who are making sure I am mutilated deformed poisoned with horrific bloating/hardening chemicals to deform and internally suffocate and paralyze and make me crooked and obscenely bloated/huge/"fat" as they laugh about all they have done, literally feeding off it with glee.
And so, I am watching the news and seeing the emergence of protest against the government. It is so sad that the lies and greasy sleazy duplicity of the former administrations had so successfully sold the bill of lies to the public who went along as I did, believing or hoping that the soothing words and the endless movies portraying justice and the fight against all the evil "isms" was really what America was about.
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