Wednesday, February 12, 2025

Violent door-slamming as noise terrorism and extreme threat of violence---continuously day after day, repeatedly during the day someone is slamming with extreme force a door--down the hall in the room which was a noise terrorist designated 8-month drilling/pounding and hammering pollution of the environment. The workers kept the doors open, and the drilling and jack-hammering into steel and cement went on all day, every day, from May until December non-stop daily. Out of this room emerge the straw-colored haters out of Euro-land or Russia, paid to inflict as much of their racist and personal hate psychopathy as possible onto me. They are handed a free newly renovated room while they rush into my room to break smear filth fungus mold and break and steal. The vacation time-spans for one month or longer from their Holocaust-generated endless vacations spurs on the creed that the end suits the means. My room was inflicted with floorboards being ripped up yesterday by the people who slam this door down the hall--the distance is not within easy noise circumference it is at least 200 yards down the hall. The slamming reverbs and the echo is due to the emptiness of the entire floor as only a few of the rooms are inhabited by the rotating expletives on vacay and the standard locals who inflict their hate upon me and smile lovingly at the terrorists they obey and obtain their unbelievable (for them) ez money and release of hate, promotion into the ranks of hate Nazixm their enthusiasm to smear stinking filth and torture upon me, all, is extremely energetic . The slamming of the door is accompanied by an attack on my nervous system and brain. The subtleties of the microchip ensemble along my spine, held solidly by a plateau of hard poisons that are enmeshed along my spine, into my brain into my skull down my legs, extending to solidify the nervous system attacks and the poison I believe acts as a conduit for the electronic signals (whether hard or in more malleable form). I also "feel" and "sense" great threat as the subliminal, inaudible but by now I perceive that there is an adjoining parallel attack of death threat constantly being pumped in while, as the nervous system microchip "ladder" up my spine inflicts a spasm and like I'm being assaulted at the exact moment of the thunderous slamming of this door--with fury hate and death threat it is pounded throughout the reverberating hallway, electronically inflicted along my spine, and then subliminally death threats of extreme violent murder are input into my deep subconscious at a level of inaudible range but I can "feel" it and by now I am aware of the multi-pronged system of attack.

Endlessly accompanied by a series of ridiculously open and bare discrimination and financial assault in ongoing financial transactions. In stores I am ripped off, money not given and withheld with excuses that I am lying and being told to "sit and wait" while they are "checking" the store cameras to make sure I didn't pocket the $3 that they withheld from the change when I had to purchase one extra item because I was lied to about the price while the price tags had been switched in front of the items I wanted to buy---and etc I wrote of it days ago.

The terror wave of the vacationing 4th Reich who have been told all their lives that the mass murder and theft of the millions of victims whose lives were happily laughed over by the people whom my government--or is it my government they make sure to let me know that nothing applies to me of the country except to be raped beaten tortured mutilated poisoned and left to die without health care even with government insurance that was met with more violence from practitioners--housing discrimination and no one helping me to provide evidence--etc etc --


and this group teleporting me welcome in with open everything---the people and the nationalities who swear allegiance to the Nazi 3rd Reich which stated that America is a target and will be overtaken and Jews massacred and everything and everyone else as the usual targets--and these nationalities which rely on the basic principles that Hitler and his CONTINENT (not one single country) were cheered on enthusiastically for--and  yet, in modern post-Nazi neo-Nazism (and that is what this is about, there is now little doubt about it any longer) and that no one can begin to fathom that while the "friends" from "across the pond" make open statements to me about what I'm "supposed" to do according to the 3rd Reich Nazi paradigm, and that I'm "supposed" to accept "reality" and "what is" which is them being handed automatic assumption to power using the cliches of the 3rd Reich about their innate superiority, based on genocide and the mass deception not only of the Germans towards their neighboring countries in lying and breaking every compact and agreement, which in secret was always intended for a small minority too overtake every country and to plunder the wealth of the targeted hated group(s) the Jews, wealthy for having to be designated as the "dirty rat money-changers of the dirty coins and notes passed around from grubby hand-to-hand in Euro-land for centuries" but having accumulated a wealth and with fighting for equal rights Jews began to surpass the white supremacists who then resorted to claiming that the Jews were "rats" and "thieves" and their money had to be stolen and them smashed, their soul their psyches had to be crushed and the endless cliches abound especially in this mind programming unit out of W-wood who are there situated to enforce and then re-enforce these paradigmatic stereotypes which they have turned almost into quasi-religious established entities. The structure remains a stolid foundation of belief. Yet, not a single person who is handing the keys to the city to all the self-proclaimed Nazis out of Germany and every other NATO country our "friends" will not begin to recognize that if they are using the 3rd Reich as the basis of their instant assumption to entitlement, then their plot has never changed to infiltrate the United States and conduct a mass genocide and another Holocaust along "modernity".

I am not digressing but, just to point out that although I am always put into a state of hysterical ranting due to non-stop poisoning and torture lasting for hours per day, in the most vulnerable sleep state and then upon waking for hours while I am groggy and unable to breathe the microchip stratified "ladder" extending up my spine like an invasive serpentine parasite upon my body into my brain is in constant over-use by the ever-enthusiastic exploiters, most of them "fresh" with energy to get free deals that they could only dream of before they rushed to torture me along with this never-ending applauded and promoted group (celebrities, politicians, news anchors, extras, wanna be's etc)

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The door slamming is a direct "message" of extreme violence which has been ongoing not merely with poisoning to death and paralysis but the cars hitting me driving into me and nearly being smashed by a truck nearly running me over and etc etc etc mutilation parts of my body severed out while unconscious and sleeping


Last night was the first night in months (or weeks?) that I did not have to rush and go to the toilet because each and every single night the terrorist group, the hateful people surrounding me killing animals who fly around my room killing any animal I harbor on my patio killing all flowering plants killing and killiing making stinking dirty filthy and broken and maiming and poisoning my body and rushing into defile and steal and break and rob anything they want while I am out of this room, the very few times I am capable of such movement the damage to my spine and bone structure is profoundly damaging and life-threatening in and of itself.

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Of course, they are also threatening to cut my money off, and I must fight to survive this appointment by phone on the 27th which cut be a "soft" killing if they cut my money off.

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I was not severely drugged last night, could sleep through the night and the years of morning routine of the celebrities with politicians, new anchors, brining in people who had tortured poisoned and raped and screwed me over in the decades of groups of people operating as teams to inflict as severe damage as possible--from decades ago they are welcomed to assert that they are only to anxious to continue

but now diverting from topic as the attacks on the keyboard make typing almost impossible, not quite and my brain is being pumped with subliminal gibberish and death threats and insults--constantly but it is inaudible I can "feel" it and the sense of dread they are forcing into my nervous system through this microchip stratified system along my spine and into my brain extending.

The slamming of the door from this room which was an 8-hour noise torture of pounding drilling hammering with the door open, the people who inflicted this noise would rush out to walk towards me and into me if I left to just take the garbage out, which was and is too much stress for my body to do from having to barricade my door with layers and layers of items which the terrorists also tear and destroy so I must continuously work to remake them--just to stop the invasion of my body and home by the mechanical arms opening my front door and rapists who fracture my vertebrae put my spine and hips out of alignment poison me with hardening bloating poison which solidifies the crookedness that the terrorists are inflicting on my spinal alignment and have been doing this literally almost all my life.

The slamming of the door and the spinal nervous system "dread" energy they force using brain and nervous system attacks with constant subliminals I can sense of insults abuse and death threats, constant coming from this room.

On the other side of the hallway just a few feet away is ANOTHER room that has been a non-stop drilling and pounding operation for the same 8 months of 8-horus per day of pounding so the haters who are on vacation get free rent and board and a sparkling new room with cleaning maids and service from the minions (dark-skinned) who pour stinking filth and spray fungus and filth into my room, my hair my body injecting inserting and etc, literally every day.

Last night I did not have to rush to the bathroom once, and usually they inject so much liquid into my bladder while I am completely unaware and unconscious while they teleport m y consciousness to an abuse homeless situation or hate and abuse, it is really almost the same theme of disenfranchising raping and abusing me--

when the current or the latest hateful abuser came to torture me, I had to rush to urinate with huge amounts of liquid coming out 6 times in one  night---multiple times per day

and I was severely DRUGGED with horrific mind control drugs which rendered me pretty pliable in terms of mental and emotional coercion and manipulation and exploitation and of course, information content idea extraction  they must do this in order to have more unique ideas while destroying me in every way possible.

The usual hours of verbal death threats abuse torture are now subliminal and inaudible but from years of experience I know it is ongoing and continuous. I "feel" and "hear" the sentences but they are not audibly articulate. I know that this is the most low level of the voice-to-skull technology of coercion and deprogramming of any sense of self-awareness and confidence they are trying to inflict and tear out of my body and mind and spirit and soul.


the yelling abuse death threat and the rows of chairs did not happen this morning for the first time in probably 3 or more years it has been literally a daily event for over 8 hours of my life spent in just being yelled at threatened with murder every insult aimed at my body every day people accumulate to get into this contract their endless aptitude for abuse and dumping their hate is a bottomless pit of hate and violence murder affiliation and confirmation and promotion.

But I could feel all t he "smash your head into the floor" all the "slash the scissors into your breasts" I could hear the "you are so ugly nothing you do will help" (while I am brushing my hair which either they are still smearing damaging chemicals on or the years of this happening non-stop have completely destroyed most of my hair-- I think they are still inserting mechanical arms under the multiple layers of head protection I sleep in every day but their mechanical arms probably with tiny micro-camera "heads" can "see" and slip under the most thin of the apparel. The strings I use to tie around the layers are often loosened--they are still making my hair fall out, I believe but I can't tell any longer. if they are still poisoning my scalp or the damage they have done has made healing impossible...

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.