Saturday, August 30, 2025

Interrogated as the usual 6-8 hours per day of endless questions by "leaders" of america who have euro expletives sitting in the background awarding them for emulating fascist nazi rape culture ambassadors of "aristocracy" all things euro-land and fascist oppression demolition of human rights and rising of white supremacy entitlement to rape pillage torture and murder with no evidence and all hush-hush silence by everybody because "it's just happening to you ha ha" and.."it's just politics" ha ha . Asked for ideas about how to get the Black vote, responding with ideas then given sexual abuse insults afterwards called a "loser" then left to fight to try to regain the life force that was sucked out of me as happens every single day for all morning into mid-afternoon (with one of the english rapist abuser hater extreme violent parasite clinging life-sucking celebrity it was literally 16 hours or more per day of non-stop death threats ) and after that, left to sit here pondering how to get my energy back and trying to ignore the endless hacking of this same person who is jumping at my every click to hear it's theatrical presentations for the public which are being given on a silver platter for every sexual abuse and insult poured on me, exponential plaudits for this attacker and his accomplices (at this point, hacking is so bad on my keyboard almost impossible to type and write without non-stop backspacing to correct what is not appearing or being retyped by hackers while in the middle of typing; endless spaces inserted between letters, etc etc rewrites are continuous after I click on publish--half sentences are glued to half-deleted other sentences) all this and then called a "loser" after hours of asking me for ideas so this next abuser parasite feeding off abusing me can get more free deals out of this non-stop attack. not a single intelligent thing spoken to me as usual, only blank silence when I ask any intelligent question only sneers of derision for all I am saying then endless more interrogation for more ideas---so they can present themselves as not "snobby" white elite nazis entitled to rape and abuse of women like me and can "reach" target audiences to sell their promotions as if they care about society. Not ever even a thank you but RAPE AND POISONING TO DEATH MUTILATION EVERY DAY ABUSE FOR HOURS while the parasite are paid in MILLIONS AND BILLIONS for my ideas promoted into presidential position for this parody of fascist nazi "elite" entitlement total psychopathy killing animals denying that the are using mentally ill behavioral structures in order to formulate a fascist hierarchical system of envelopment of society at all levels (in the midst of writing this sentence the hackers made two tabs open literally blocking this page and then putting my cursor on another part of the page when I finally got back to resume)---. Calling me a "loser" after the usual 6 hours of non-stop- interrogation by the endless note-taking bannon who yaps "kill the lizard kill the bee" when I am watching my patio natural environment and saying how charming it is that the spoilt greens I put on the dying and poisoned flowers are being eaten by a lizard--and I never "said" this I was thinking it as the leech commented upon my thoughts, as they listen and watch for hours to all and anything that brings me even the slightest happiness to kill it or destroy it. all flowers picked off for years all plants killed all flowers destroyed cats birds lizards that I enjoy watching disappear and never show up again. the lizard no longer comes to eat the greens which means the foul psychopaths have had the greens I put on the dead and dying plants that they love killing slowly every plant for over 4 years killed off--now they are killing the animals trying to kill honey bees that are huge and wonderful that feed off the flowers next to my patio from a tree outside; amazing they have not killed the trees as they did the first 3 years I lived here they also tore down all the flowering vines crated landslides of the hill and every place I have lived here in this beautiful place has been routinely made desolate with trees killed outside my window, non-stop litter and debris thrown around on the ground while every other apartment or building has trees flowers, etc. they sit asking for ideas after drugging my dying body and they go on for hours and hours, hating me for not conforming to their power structure with demands for sexual gratificatoin and then hateful disposal of me after providing dirty nasty sleazy "men" my love under drugging and date rape drugs embedded into my body and now because I have tried to stop this they have begun over 16 years ago to use deep sleep teleportation murderous levels of hardening poisons POUNDED into my inert sleeping body by the twin prime body rape with "men" injecting fungus and semen into my hair (on my head) into my vagina and stinking sewage liquids into my bladder injected into my vagina after putting my spine and hips out of alignment so badly that I would wake up with stinking hair, fungus semen and my body in so much pain I could only limp to the bathroom to eject some of the toxic poison creating worms internally while hours of the shitalina crew abusing me for hours per day to obtain more ideas---top award winning movies have ensued for them I remain fighting off the next insulting abuser who is not as deadly as the english italian and german rape scum whores men who are smiled at lovingly by the every participant me fighting to get them off me with non-stop death threats and instant yelling threats for not saying i really want your 'big penis" and etc upon demand from a man calling me a loser instead of a "bitch" by more men who are having me raped and tortured for 16 hours per day. they cut my social security disability off because I have been fighting this COMPLETELY ALONE

FOR OVER 16 YEARS EVERY SINGLE DAY

"Vatican Fashion Show---Federico Fellini (Roma)". God Spanker. May 20, 2012.



The quasi-religious fashion show: gentrified anti-racist black nazi adherent formerly known as uncle's and aunt's of the plantation; religiously fixated on selling their "fight against racism" cloaked in the shroud of slain civil rights rhetorical jargon to sell the snake in the oil of their roasted sacrificial lamb sacrifices (not them of course, because "that's just politics and how the game is played") and then the quasi-christian rape white male with their "feminist" rape cheerleader wives, dressed in pristine pressed garb funded by the legislation and celebrity royalties derived from plantation subsidies aka grift graft corruption and monopoly. Some are able to see through the shrouds of their death costumes but others are beguiled like moths to the flame desiring more fantasy.

However, I worked at the Lusty Lady for one year 35 years ago and that means I am a lascivious whore, as opposed to their religious attire the fashion they wear as a statement it goes with the parade of jargon they have been coached and scripted to repeat. If they are not able to read clearly it is now pumped into their brains by the voice-to-skull technologies which are so hip and hyped up with no strings attached, the puppets assume there are no strings. The lascivious sex torture victim prostitute stupid loser who nothing bitch they make me out to be using having worked at the lusty lady working BEHIND GLASS a completely unique establishment currently closed down by the male wealth establishment but it established clear boundaries for women's sexual freedom from harassment and oppression abuse and derogatory remarks by the customer cliente who were BEHIND GLASS so it was a fantasy projection and nothing like lap dancing--I had a loose metal rod in my back slowly coming out no help from my family which wanted to oblige the nazi network to have me brutally killed so they only tried to have me put in jail and prison for a jewelry theft after all the local rapists obtained their "fun" in raping me while I was in deep sleep state. They got the hospitals to claim that i had no problem even when I had proof from a German hospital in Stuttgart they had the hospitals claim that I was lying to home and die a slow horrible death total spinal fracture, etc internal poisoning to death. I worked at the Lusty lady until I tried to move from SF to Seattle then the 4th Reich had organized through the punk network that I move to Germany and obtain the surgery to remove the metal rod. by the time I had returned to america I could no longer sue the san francisco hospital for malpractice so I remain now disabled totally and completely. Having to run once more for my life to survive poisoning and really no health care despite having had medicaid I have gone where I have to go to get some health care. the entire time of fighting to get the poisoning ot death to be stopped countless politicians have joined into the rape circus surrounding me to pump poisons into my body as deeply as possible with me writing hysterical posts on facebook and in this blog--to which blonde nazi shit real whores stole the ideas about feminism and women's rights only to laugh as they got men to brutally rape me for writing about their collusion with these rape pig ape scumbags while stealing my ideas and going to the oscars for my ideas. They are constantly referring me to as a sleazy stupid bitch whore for having worked at the lusty lady in 1990 san franciso where I say every time that their rape is humiliation in tending to break my body and spirit they laugh say nothing and are awarded for their feminist statements which they stole from my hysterical rantings which have been stolen, deleted eliminated all money flowing to the filth real bitches stupid whores and the men who protect them because the women have usurped feminism to such a degree and put into highest political office as well (the snake oil sales pitch of fighting racism is also one of the most coveted of deceptions that the white pig ape male culture is embracing they are senators of the demo-rat party predominantly the others of the other side are "devout mothers christians" fully cheering on this rape and torture of me. they all boil it all down to me being the town, no, the universal jewish bitch slut whore nothing stupid ignorant stupid bitch fucking bitch kill her universal whore for having had sexual experiences where I controlled the behavior of the men to respect myself and the establishment. they are trying every day to lambast me, in particular the "good christian" men who are sexually obscene their behavior is in no way deemed sleazy stupid bitch whore no, they must destroy all that empowered women, in particular jewish women and perhaps some "good" blacks (their phraseology not mine). 

The English making a doco-biographical series about Mussolini have rushed to violently have me raped and tortured for over 16 hours per day so they can be entitled to taking over MY COUNTRY which I have had to flee from because so many white and black trash americans are devoutees of europigapeland culture overtaking the united States, like a colonized slave colony america has become. 
I try to inform these ignoramus idiot savants that sexual violence for the sake of racism has nothing to do with me having worked at lusty lady a place which steve forbes made sure to personally buy and replace it with a pizza parlor restaurant on north beach, san franciso the city ahs been over-run with nazi liberals and the same is much worse in south beach, florida but more fascist and racist even than los angeles (but they are trying to get rid of much of the undesired contingent) but asking me for idea on how to sell and rebrand their really rape culture white supremacy but also calling me a bitch loser and continuing to threaten my survival death threats are non-stop for me fighting to stop this endless encroachment of my life by the united states government currently under the screw-thumb of europigapeland white nazi bigot sleazy sick being manufactored as glorious supremacy entitlement culture to which white male rape culture is thriving under the bannon banner of "good wholesome" christian intellectual leader (seems pretty oblivious to everything in the context of hate imposed upon me, including their "feminist" wives who like all the rest gloat and are glorified by me being the target of their rape culture sleazy men in having someone ELSE to vent their sexula hate and debauchery on, but now it's just by clicking a button and using gang stalking to inflict near-death poisoning and torture and death even--they all can't wait this has sold like hot cakes they got muck and rump to bring in an entire cartel and the technology is being sold off as helping society by a swastika-hailing scumbag idiot who has been given all the inventions but is really selling off white male stiff boring ape culture revisited. 

The endlessly turned on town slut prostitute is the role they have assigned me to be beaten and tortured for saying no and killed and this is not going to stop with me. All the shit of whorewood has gone along with this for over 16 years and the united states government as well.

So welcome to fascist italy circa 1936 and you will get the entertainment you have been yearning for: burning pyres of the bad bitch witch in the center of the village, replicated in holographic dark web videos as the secret technology is selling like hot cakes and people are rushing to get a piece of the pie, the investment and to be part of this terror group rather than victims of it. Now the potential victims who did nothing are themselves being called "losers" are rushing to abuse me and call me "loser" so they will be included in what they never did anything in the past to stop. Now they have an excuse to join in because "it's just politics" and "its just happening to you" so--the Fellini motif of the town slut they have superimposed upon me. Regardless of my 6  years in grad school studying criminal justice regardless of my body being a universal rape and punching bag while I am unconscious as their implacable scumbags vent their woman-hating wrath and racism upon me:. I believe Fellini was an anti-fascist and this is my answer to the dirty sleazy crap that the english bigot created for his mussolini series, along with the lead actor there is only sex and violence and rape and power machinations a tiny bit of political commentary and then some good lighting mechanisms of filmography but otherwise it's the same psychopathy being sold to sell off fascist Nazism as a lure to programming of the public. Too bad they never got into the anti-semitism they only made one sneering remark throughout the film as to the racist undertones of the society but the woman-hating also omitted. Fellini and also the film SALO by Pasolini show a different perspective of the psychopathy involved in fascist rationalization, the encompassing of religious and political figures and leaders of society who are rife in terrorizing and raping the community for everything--Salo was a section of Italy in which Mussolini fled before he was executed by anti-fascists near Milan. But I am just going to copy the clip about the town slut---in the film it's a blonde woman imagine if he had used a black or dark-haired female but it's deemed "art" if it's a blonde supposedly the viewer cannot totally associate a blonde with being the universal target of sexist hate so it's a comedy--nevertheless it's funny her drooling for sex--these ape filth creeps behave like I'm an insatiable fellatio slave just dying for their greasy pricks while they slap my face calling me a bitch while ugly shitalina watches on laughing and smiling while taking my creative and original ideas to the oscars for years because I was writing about women's rights--from having worked at a "feminist" establishment like The Lusty Lady--taken down in the backlash against women's rights---(in 2013) just preceding the backlash against black rights culminating in the stripping of civil rights and abortions just a few years later, now culminating in outright fascist nazi rape culture permeating whorewood with full applause and no resistance--*I am the only one at this time. Perhaps it's a time for revival of Fellini movies and not the shit from england making pro-fascist movies depicting the usual blood-bath and rape and sexual frenzy violence power-grabbing scenes including a reference to rump "make Italy great again and etc. 

Oh, the town slut motif they have place on me, in addition to the witch to be raped but my ideas which are about women's freedom from sexual violence and castigation are being sucked out of me through hours per day of rape and torture with me fighting literally physically to get pig after ape off me--they are running for top dog of the government and of whorewood to influence control and they ask me for original ideas now non-stop taking notes bannon the sick psychopathic nazi fuck does constantly and they all do this

I hope one day someone will come out with videos of these sessions so at least one day people will see how badly america failed during this ominous time leading up to a total destruction of the country for the sake of some wealth-increase wanna be aristocrat europigape nazi and mafia k-rap many of whom are black and jewish who are drooling love like lascivious whores upon the nazis making concentration camp murder jokes, racist anti-black jokes they partner with them with love and huge smiles of love and adoration. 


"La Volpina da Amarcord (1974)". luigi zucchini. June 15, 2019.






Every single key I am pounding out now is met by some page or some non-essential item popping up in front of the screen while I am typing

hackers

it goes on and on. they have cut off my social security disability payments which they made me disabled and they created deadly sickness and poisoning they had the poison pounded into my body by the endless rape as I fought to get them to stop they increased the tortured until it was non-stop with THOUSANDS of tourists per year stalking me--ie. if I drove around the beach or to the store for about 6 hours of shopping and doing things I had at least 500 people attacking me by almost hitting me while driving constantly, etc groups of 20 "swarming" into me in shopping centers

I just began using a "cheap" store to buy food because of 6 months of surviving off the stimulus money provided by the government during covid---they are demanding that the inheritance money my family sent me as only a lure to get contact with me so all the nazis my siblings intermarried with can get more and more out of my family because my mother providing the spawn of my siblings with worldwide free vacations and etc which she obtained from her mother who organized gang stalking decimation upon my family for her endless luxury life rather than living in Brooklyn with her compliant husband they just sold first their children and then grandchildren into this Nazi hate cartel program

and so, they tried to establish contact writing a note on facebook in my message center stating "we could not find you but we looked on facebook" and it was one of the spawn looking for a free promotion into everything through this offering of a little crumb from my mother's absolute violence out of having me raped and poisoned with the entire family's consent--who now are living in mansions for having followed me around, putting a little slight misdemeanor of shoplifting when I lived in Miami, which I had expunged from my record my first offence ever--they had it not only reinstated as a "crime" but accelerated as a criminal offense my brother the attorney who was the first to "embrace" me like a leech clinging onto getting whorewood to recognize his offshore cayman island contacts for the upcoming crypto-scam schemes the Demo-rats and Repugs may want to hire him for as their executor of the grift--in addition to participating in this crime which my family has been increasingly psychopathically rendering upon me going into all my life, literally.

And so, it was another hateful sleazy nasty politician with it's "opposition" sitting taking notes, after having the liqard poisoned it no longer comes to eat the greens I put on my dying plants which are daily being killed ever-so-slowly. I told them that at least one of them is mentally ill for this behavior they then deflected it upon me saying that I must be mentally ill--so I got into definitions that I had studied for  years in Criminal Justice classes regrading mentally ill classifications from the DSM-IV-TR manual of mental disorders and classification of psychopathy include delight at killing and maiming and torturing animals as prelude for human violence. 
INstantly they claimed what I said was "no it's not" like auto-reflex then spent hours asking me for ideas about how he can sell his brand as a caring for blacks get the vote--crock-a cracker was there but had no concepts it appears but they just were using truth serum and mind control to extract, then more "my penis' and etc hate comments insults sexuality insults abuse referencing me as a slave sex disposable insult and hate harm and abuse object then calling me a "loser" afterwards. I told him that he must be very sensitive to how Trump --his supposed opponent--calls him a "loser" and it must be affecting him so that he just repeats the hate upon someone else--
which is the main characteristic of all the rapists and abusers who have not dealt with all their personal pain they have found a way for everyone to dump their personal problems out on me and then blame me for it.

I.e. blacks love to hit me and threaten my life saying that I am "racist" like a red flag to a bull the blacks rush without any semblance of questioning or just accepting point blank that calling their billionaire black icon of wealth attainment within the 4th Reich selling antisemitism like they are all doing as their private elite club membership--but calling her an aunt jemima for the previous years of her stealing my ideas like all the white filth hate rape scumbags had been doing--your beloved and cherished celebrity A$$-list whores skanks and idiot savants ---and then having me beaten raped and poisoned with my explanation above only a mere scratching of the surface of the damage and death they were inflicting laughing and going out being told that they are real Europigapeland aristocrats with peasants being killedl raped and disposed of lying about their democracy equality lines and going off to lavish haute culture parties after they don their black ghetto voices for interviews for the black patrons they sound so entirely different from the greedy stupid things that they are around their white controllers who they speak with perfect English but are completely different characters for their black cultural interviews to continue to "represent" how to attain money for approval by white nazi culture

the white male totally engrossed in entitlement culture and wealth is playing up to his antagonistic opposition in this theater of abuse, so they ask me for ideas because they just are extracting ideas for whatever reason, then disposing of me with contempt for having opinions that do not opine with their power needs for their own endless assumption of everything handed to them and all resources being directed towards their ever-increasing mansions in Europigapeland 4th Reich buddy-buddy with violent genocidal nazis in ole euro-land

welcomed into america as heroes and cultural "superiorities' while america is drowning in mediocrity--a word I began using and it's being echoed now from people who had hacked their videos into my youtube years ago--now using my word which is that word mediocrity

no thanks even. I am still waiting to see if my disability will be reinstated after 6 months of them raping abusing me so badly that grey streaks spread over my hairline from my life being destroyed slow DEATH MURDER

not even a thank you and not a single INTELLIGENT conversation from any of these "leaders" in the totality of 16 years of daily abuse interrogation I have yet to hear or see any similarity rather than a simulation of higher intelligence
they can speak with elaborate vocabulary in interviews but they are "supposed" to demean me so badly that even speaking to me with anything but grunting "suck my dick" hate spewing "my dick is huge" and me groaning with disgust and revulsion after they ask me what I think about that responding with "I don't care" in disgust

they can't understand anything but oppressing me apparently they are only fixated upon this so they can "just politics" promotion into higher positions of power.

The usual apathy and this behavioral psychopathic pattern is still be unquestioningly repeated into culture through the conditioning and the psychic threads of this behavior integrated into the falsities of their professed posturing in front of cameras the essence is conveyed the public has been so insensitive to anything other than their power attainment and getting over on others getting rich getting the american dream being part of the power structure

I listen to the complaints of the blacks and the democrats who, for years I wrote and wrote about this situation and what it would do--they only rushed to abuse me because I called one of them an aunt jemima for having abused me in the same pattern as the whites who have pushed for a power structure that has eliminated Affirmative Action and Abortion--but no problem for the mind screw operators they have been paid so much they just rush to their haute modeling parties in Paris to get their abortions and have "equality" at the parties they assume they are welcomed as americans or blacks or jews or whatever they claim is their disparate position in society

but the entitled white male currently abusing me, far less of a brute force rape hateful life-destroying scum as the english team you all worship their accents and you all defer due to the programming of their "superiority" because of the MEDIOCRITY you are all embracing in preparation for their take-over over the chaos you are all too apathetic and scared to make a stir scared to lose your little piece of the american dream pie to do anything whatsoever it's not even a problem me being microchipped tortured nearly to death screaming-writing for years about it people only mocking stealing the concepts and then turning to me when their power structure is collapsing so they can get nestled back into the nazi fold by attacking me--when they allowed it to fester and assumed it would never be a threat to their sexual violence they cloak it all with christian statements of superiority to justify their sexual violence and abuse of me.

Or whatever "cause "they have clung to. For blacks it's "racism" as an almost religious cause racism they are fighting racism prompts them to abuse and slap hit and help rape me so they can claim "it's just politics" while they partner with rape culture white out of congress-whorewood plantation, ltd gmbh inc

for the really murderous white males and their "feminist" white skank women it's "christianity" the "value-system" they cling to in order to justify calling me a prostituted sex slave nothing bitch loser etgc while they are drugging and making sexual demands for instant gratification because he's the "big man" and has a plantation of servants servicing him upon demand his good wifey probably has her side-dish as well which for most women in her position is her children. 

Wednesday, August 27, 2025

If my cat La Moux is still alive, please have her returned to me immediately alive and healthy---they stole her years ago because I love her and she loves me. They are torturing her if I fight rapists. PLease get her away from hateful animal torturing killing bigots and return her to me.

Working on becoming a zen master beyond human endurance: techno-terror non-stop using Social Security my lifeline as a torture tool. I received notice that I have messages in my online social account. I am now unable to access my account unless I use a VPN. Hackers have literally blocked all access (or the DOGE forced this change, but I suspect that it was is hackers) so I must use a VPN. The source I have been relying on, free accessibility unlimited--is now blocked. It won't connect it worked perfectly the last time a few weeks ago (less than a month ago). I tried to use a different VPN after having asked an AI bot which was the best free online option. As soon as I began to click on the download process hackers turned my wifi off. All lights on router were connected the remote blockage to my signal often keeps the router appearing like connection is on but on the laptop it's off. The laptop signal for wIfi likewise appears on but no sites operate. This happened 4 times for every attempt to log into my social security account while the frustration grew after 45 minutes of turning the router on and off, clicking and waiting and getting up, they began to attack my nervous system because I could not remain composed and calm throughout this process so the "backdoor" hacking into my nervous system, formerly composed and calm from a morning of only stupid sick teleporation skits while in deep sleep--not people being murdered which happens in many of the more distraught grasping abusers who rush to join in so they can get what all the "friends" in their secret society have obtained by non-stop years of abusing poisoning torturing raping abusing me for defending myself against ape rape with violence etc. It was me being put on a toilet while people in the room sat there being creeps, smug and sleazy and nasty I am so used to being naked and abused in front of groups of terrorist politicians and celebrities, who love to make nasty comments about my body while I am undressed mocking abusing it's a showtime for them all! I woke up in pain from the exertion of cleaning stinking filth and muck the anguished aspirant for promotion inflicted upon me for not instantly gratifying his demands to provide him with instant promotion and my human sacrificial laying down of my life for his endless glorification. I had done too much, so I was in pain as well. I thusly had to take some semi-opiod pain killers this morning also my system flush with a very gentle albeit opiod pain killer (kratom, at least organic! Hopefully not too badly sprayed with toxins). //I had fallen asleep in my drab but very comfortable exercise and cleaning clothing waiting for my bank client relations terrorist to phone me to make sure that the 8 times I have requested tha

HYPHEN be inserted into my apartment number for my address, which they refuse to do correctly although when I fill out the online secure form through their message center the many multiple attempts I have made appear as blue scroll down addresses that were already input into the system. In short, they are deliberately writing my address incorrectly because it has an elongated form containing a  hyphen between apartment numbers. From the 8 attempts i made repeatedly throughout the past month, one single letter was sent to my mailbox with the correct format. Instantly the bank sent another letter with an address "change" with the wrongly written address. I got on Facebook to request through a different system, without having to pay $5-10 for a voip phone call (so I can't call them collect, they have an option for collect calls but it won't use through a voip app)

and thusly, asking facebook message center, which is listed on the bank's contact information there is no email address provided or even physical address I believe. One must go through that route, only to be told that the person assigned to me who had sent me a contact request letter was the person to deal with (duh, I wrote to them that this person is not responding to my attempts for her to phone me)

I finally wrote back to the facebook person that the contact is not responding to any request for a phone interview for her to phone me at an appointed time, and I asked angrily what the problem with the bank was that it cannot correctly write an apartment number such as xxx-xxxxx including the hyphen after I wrote it in my personal account, after being "hung up" on in the online message center (the terrorist relay my every email and message chat to terror agents who cut the wifi connection after they make vague and incomplete responses, thusly I must fight to establish wifi connection for the next 15-30 minutes to actually receive a somewhat realistic or halfway correct answer. They told me to use the personal account address change and I did that. They could not input the address correctly after the 1-3 day wait (the wifi turned off when I asked for an address change through their "secure message center" beforehand I was cut off after the agent wrote that I should use my personal page and not go through the message center to change address-the wifi was turned off instantly and after 30 minutes I gave up, and then just went into my personal account to change address). After a week my address had been input like a demented person with no understanding of mailing address wrote my apartment number on top of the address field, as in name/xxxxxxxxx/street apt xxxxxxxxx/city/state/zip


literally they put the 8 digits of my apartment number on top of the address field then the street and then again the apartment number then city and state etc. It was so unprofessional it was disgusting. I then tried it again online and once more they put in the address wrong. I got into the message chat system and was told that i should input my address through their secure online message chat system and not through my personal settings address change field. 

I input address changes 6 more times through the chat until I finally asked them to get a manager to contact me so it would be input correctly. the chat agent told me he was trying to locate a supervisor and to wait. I told him I need someone to go through the actual protocols of their bank and for a manager to send me an official email with their telephone number to establish contact and a time for them to phone me

that resulted in waiting 8 days for the manager who never responded and then getting in desperation into facebook to try to reach anybody else, who told me to contact the person who had not responded. I told them that this manager ("Lisa" and the normal routine is for the managers to include the first letter of their last name as in Lisa F.)

but she just put in "lisa" which is not the professional bank policy the managers never just put in a simple first name they always include an initial for last name. I wrote the angry message to the facebook agent who told me to "have a nice day" which is what I tell the nasty abusive social security agents after they abuse and yell at me, and I respond with "have a nice day" so now this group is deflecting that attempt to end a hateful negative discriminatory exercise in crime against me with that ubiquitous American phrase.

I wrote for her to phone me at 9 am (yesterday) her time--and nothing happened. 


then getting into my mailbox which was, as usual, the moment I clicked to view the box the internet wifi was turned off for 20 minutes as I began to become exasperated I finally obtained service, only to go through what I described above. Only to see that it was official verification that I am paying the money my family sent me as an inheritance so they could try to lure me into having contact with them; their lawyers used hacking terror tactics and lies throughout the process my entire "family" had a group mailing system attached to the lawyers so they all had access to my account. Unfortunately at that time I was not thinking of their hacking propensities nor did I understand the true malevolence of this group. I had a vague feeling but as a mostly positive person I just thought that they might be antagonistic but not deadly murderous conniving and influenced by their nazi spouses who are in for the money from my family---with zero concern about me. This has been translated into the nephews and nieces of the very violent siblings that i left a long, long time ago.

But, they manufactured this crisis of social security red flagging me cutting my disability payments off in March and literally lying yelling asking me to pay all I had in my bank account, in person, to a Miami Field office (on biscayne blvd) to empty out my account before considering whether to reinstate my benefits.

Every contact and letter I receive which I must click on various pages to obtain, has the terrorist hackers turning the WiFi off constantly, every few seconds while I am in the process of trying to log in with my one-time-code, then the wifi is cut off. I become naturally irritated but the level of stress from literal vicious abusers and users trying to render me homeless prey to their rape sex trafficking fellatio physical violence usary hate abuse information extraction poisoning drugging hate and then disposed of--in whatever form they want to kill me off or just pass me to another friend who also wants a free bump-up on it's career. 

My body begins to tremble because of the microchip implants in my spine or I should say embedded perhaps within the hard poisons that are rock solid which the current line-up of terrorists waiting to feed off everything about me--for free of course they are told I am here to service them in every way as a slave my ideas which they have won oscar awards for and nominations they only have to make sure to have me poisoned drugged and rendered mute in any way possible so they can firstly claim the ideas as their own secondly to stop me from having any chance whatsoever to compete and then to destroy me so the concepts and the source of the alternative concepts are obliterated no record left and me tortured for not obeying being abused raped poisoned to death without fighting back.

All the technology they use is in constant combination of blocks to any system so I become angry then they begin to transmit nervous system attacks and brain attacks so I cannot "handle' the stress and then the years and months of my sub-poverty income now being taken away with me waiting for a decision for my life which the u.s. president the speaker of the house former now just a senator another senator the homeland security top official the current speaker of the house two more senators and the rape poisoning murdering bunch of celebrities and rapists laughing glaring with hate saying first the people who have stolen my ideas will never pay me anything for the ideas or the years of torture--all is gratis for them courtesy of the united states government. Second my disability payments will never be resumed and if I try to change my address or really fight to have them reinstated and thusly block them from forcing me into slavery and murderous rape fellatio slapping being called names without fighting in my defense they will have me killed--but they were poisoning and abusing me to death for years by the way but not acknowledging that.


They forced physical fracturing of my spine because the microchips in my brain and along my spine (in my throat as well) force me into a somnulant state disassociated from all physical sensation while I am helplessly asleep, inert and being either teleported to a different location which also shifts my consciousness and bodily sensation; like my vital functions remain keeping me alive but all pain and mutilation I feel nothing; also suffused with drugs and poisons which are administered in various ways such as food poisoning and also insertions into my bladder while I am in deep sleep, unconscious and lacking all physical awareness in my "prime" sleep body while being telpeorted to abuse in the different location.


they made me become disabled in this manner and while having me drugged and poisoned into internal suffocation of my organs paralysis of my spine (the poisons literally solidify into a huge labyrinth-serpentine-shaped block of hard poisons which there are no herbs in the American medical establishment to dissolve so I can work as hard as I can to break them once the herbs i now am able to barely afford --of course, now living off the stimulus money and every month i saved money and this is what I am living off now---and i can't obtain any of this in any western country and if so, the quality I suspect will be much diminished what i now obtain is fresh and much more potent than the exported herbs which are beautifully packaged extremely over-priced compared to the level I can obtain or could obtain here, I believe perhaps i am wrong but america is an unholy unhealthy place and any alternative healing is for wealthy people, in Asia it is believed that working people are a vital customer base for this herbal system so they are not relegated to horrific death by their country's medical establishment(s) as in the United States. 


And so, I finally got into my account only to see essentially receipts for the money I have been paying back from this inheritance, because my family organized this in conjunction with the hate group of whorewood to have social security flag me, then scritinize everything about my life to render a decision whether to cut my sub-poverty albeit survival money due to these factors of (and at this point, I cannot divulge more vulnerabilities)


the dehumanization and lack of empathy as exhibited across the board of american administrators of law and of art is so unbelievably life-fuck sick and deadly sleazy selfish all higher ethics and morals are more empty than anything anyone could ever imagine. It is not just my situation but the examples of this lack of humanity and murderous exploitation and sucking in of all resources money pouring into their top echelons of their cartel so the lower vicious ranking of all their minions and those aspiring to reach the white light apex of their hate pyramid scheme renders society into a vicious soulless constipated death machine of greed acquisition.


The technology could so enhance human life, and the wealthy and those who are viciously life-destroying lacking all beauty of the spirit and soul but are trained in how to lecture beautifully to the opposite--


the rest are being traumatized into not questioning their falsities although only a few selected are put in positions of public awareness all calculated to dim the stress of the dim realization.

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This morning, before I saw the notice of letters in my social security account ("messages") I had to spend 30 minutes of fighting to get internet connection every time I tried to log into my mail account. I got into the main page, and as soon as I clicked on log-in the wifi was remotely disconnected. Of course the signal appeared on in the lower right-hand corner of the screen, and the router lights were all "on". I had to disconnect the cable, turn the router off and on, connect the cable, walk back to my chair across the room. Please bear in mind that I have spinal fractures they put my hips out of alignment after raping me nightly in this room under the first t-rump administration using his good partner putin's terrorist white male (trash) creep body builder muay thai fighters who were given keys to my apartment by this landlord; I nearly died trying to secure the panels and the front door when a chair I had used slipped and my head missed hitting the corner of the table as i fell backwards (because terrorists are spraying grease on my floor brown and black grease which remains permanant--also on the walls, on my clothing, on all ornaments into my food on the bathroom tiles so it's brown sprays dripping off the tiles blackened and this stuff can never be removed not using any cleaner scrubbing it does nothing using the most extreme brushes wire etc) but not to digress, I nearly was killed due to this grease sparyed on my floor and I fell on a huge bag of plastic bags I have next to my table because I save all plastic bags for reuse; otherwise I would have been killed years ago in this room fighting for my life to stop the break-ins that shitalina has laughed about mocking how my body is so broken down--formerly very athletic beautiful she made sure to dismember and disfigure me --she also organized having part of my uterus severed out while I was in deep sleep then poisoning my food having huge hormone growth "men" pound poison into my body in both teleportation and deep sleep inertia comatose state as they poured injected this hardening poison into my body, which seeps into every tissue and bone fracture so solidify like a serpentine internal straightjacket of immobility then internal suffocation of the intestines and total paralysis. Laughing about me shitting stinking piles of brown goo black poison out daily and continuing to poison me while torturing ideas out of me. It goes on and on this filthy dirty whore is lavished with praise by the white male rape cartel the ugly dirty white females associated with the pig ape men are giggling more then elated that this is happening to me so their "go getter" "men" can dump their vicious murderous impulses on me or others similar and they get cherished because the hate they all have in common is diverted to other people. that is why former slave holders and the nazis (i.e. if you see photos of american southern slave plantation owners how they posture in superiority poses it is due to having people to dump their murderous and wrathful hate upon while cherishing their likewise sleazy dirty female consorts white trash now in modern society glamorized by whorewood

sorry for the personal statement I realize most of you reading my blog are of the plantation mentality and love that system consider yourselves the elite but I would argue completely the opposite using fact based on your deceptions and mind programming death cartel using torture and murder as your main means of claiming your superiority blocking access is your secondary means.


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so today spending maybe 1 1/2 hours or 2 hours trying to access my mail and vital life-or-death information with non-stop DOS attacks on my computer and router. That they have also altered the mechanism for wifi connection so the system appears "on" and thusly I can never tell if the wifi is on or off makes for me getting blocked at every critical juncture to accessing information that could mean death or life for me (or rather, just to avoid a more horrid future of total financial ruin along with physical and my home being destroyed repeatedly with stinking filth which I am too paralyzed and in pain to clean as these men who order this after dumping their black-hearted sexual violence and abuse on me demand that i clean it up as they use mind control and stress to attack me--they attack my nervous system until I clean the filth they order their complacent and "good" brownie terrorist brown-nose partners to pour into my body life and home


I tried to get into WNYU which formerly was alternative music but since the trump administration in 2016 the station has turned into a horrid mainstream albeit unsuccessful pop music band venue mostly resorting to old and tried "alternative" subculture bands which were on the mainstream side rather than the truly original and defiant and musically complex bands--it's so horrid now that I try to listen and even their "flashback" type shows are so bad and the bands are so mainstream "underground" and it's been the same type of reducing all mental construction of original and critical thinking to obtain compliance in bot performative obedience in the guise of alternative "Underground". The whorewood celebrities are so vacant in regard to anything other than their sleazy posturing nazi k-rap movie founation and their theft of my ideas so as to usurp any sort of real alternative cultural awareness but intermixed diluted and destroyed by their plastic surgery posturings of superiority the nazi postures intertwined makes for the repetition of conformity to authority despite the seeming outward relinquishing of domination by white male bigot rape and genocide culture--(this means for all other minorities not merely "feminist" endeavors to sell off rape culture disguised as rebellion against--and white females and perhaps some of their "good" black counterparts are the main representatives of female empowerment outside of entitlement sexual abuse against minority women which is pervasive and fully approved of, in particular the white trash skank scum of whorewood are extremely anxious to be selling my ideas off as their own and having me beaten raped poisoned mutilated turned old and broken down by non-stop hours per day of rape beatings death threats for actually imbibing my ideas which they have stolen adn then turn their male partners into rape hate murder bots fully automatic haters like flipping a switch they all generate extreme sexual and racist violence against me almost all identical told what to do they comply because they have been doing this all their lives, for however long their mommies allowed them to indulge in their pornography because that's the way boys are---the "good" mommies would say (I am just visualizing a scenario I have no idea but they are all immersed in pornographic rape and hate fantasies I am not their coming out party for their misogyny cravings like addiction).

I tried to get into 2009 archives from a show which I KNOW has been saved and I can click on the year for all the crucial chaos shows and will obtain the thursday show. But, since I have already recorded and saved the shows from before July, I see now that while I had checked repeatedly for shows in August and onwards which were in the "play" mode--all the shows for the entire day for the rest of the year have been deleted---they appear with the playlist but "no file" appears. Just suddenly, within the last month because I clicked a few weeks ago and checked and decided that I would just casually record and save the shows at a later date. I had been fighting yesterday to get into the WNYU archives and thought precisely what i wanted to save and download--and the wiFi was turned off as usual just as I got into the wnyu site. My internet remained off for as usual another 30 minutes i struggled to get on and did other things being told with caustic hate to clean the filth that had been sprayed in my room by the person responsible for ordering the "good" brownies to do it for him (they get free rent, and whatever else for doing this filthy work)


they deleted all the shows for the rest of the year--august until january of the next year. Every single show from the entire day was also blocked, which means they could not either have time to separately delete the shows for the particular time slot per once a week they just deleted ALL SHOWS entirely from all the thursdays from 2009 from my system. 


Instead, I though how can I find some good alternative punk compilations online or how can I go through the playlist and record the playlist and create my own file? Because every single app and function I use is either blocked from download, corrupted so it doesn't work properly or if it works once, will never work again they hack into every thing and block future functions.


I got into YouTube and VOILA! There were lists of "lame" punk recordings by the male white k-rapsters who proliferate my system because I had put a few of their former 80's and early 90's punk songs to amplify my writings. Where are they now under the trump tyranny? they are hacking into my system to get media coverage if I am careless enough to make the same mistake I have been making for years which is to click on the k-rap these terrorists hack into my social media or even to see it is dangerous., If I visually "see" them (I don't mean just punk, but the "feminists" like jane fondu a most hateful bigoted racist abuser with her german rapist friends rushing to abuse me when I don't just placidly accept her insults and demeaning comments etc)

the alternative mainstream terrorists--

and so, because this group can "hack" into my thoughts, there is another plethora of "punk" band compilations to make up for the block to the DJ I really enjoyed listening to from crucial chaos from 2009 (perhaps in 2008, and that year is completely blacked out they took the shows off as well for his slot)



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I'm just wondering how many more streaks of grey hair, signs of aging and decay of my body because of non-stop death threats poisoning rape abuse and death threatening stress I must undergo--how many more grey hairs now due to this endless barrage of hateful loveless immature life-sucking bot-like adherents to just following orders will be destroying my every waking and sleeping moment with hate, interruptions and in our modern digital age blocking access while assaulting my nervous system and brain as I begin to yell in rage at the computer and fight to get access to my mail to get into social security --the hacks to accessing everything in particular that i can no longer use the vpn I had been using, and the social security website is now hacked so I can't access it without a vpn. Then trying to obtain a new vpn was met by the internet being turned off repeatedly for the next 30 minutes, only waiting to see if they have cut my money off for good, are warning me about something, what more after my family used an inheritance to get my disability payments to be stopped so they could rush to join in with shitalina pig ape pitt cartel including all the top politicians in congress either in the wings, or the new administration has brought on new terrorists who must make their hateful displays of violence and threats at me--every new administration brings on more senators and hateful nazi bigots with nazi tattoos and their families in "good christian" denunciation of me my life and helping to terrorist me into grey streaks and old age as shitalina lavishes praise and applause is welcomed by all the politicians as a great boon to their portfolios the constitution they study with diligence rather than the U.S. constitution


and thusly, how much     MORE are they going to pour heap and dump on me? 

but it never ends. Because at this moment i believe I am the only person actually in reality FIGHTING against this overtake by fascist nazis and I have been for over 16 years (and earlier in my life when sent to germany and by bigot white shit trash "men" who drugged abused raped and i fought back; when I didn't fight back they just made sure to destroy much of what I had, stole items from me, made sure to let me know they only really loved white trash creep women as part of the protocol they woulud bring on blonde women to do this who were not their "real" girlfriends, etc) so I fought back instinctively they are using all this tech whether I approve or not to "crush" my spirit and soul. I get then politicians from Congress ALL of the presidential applicants and nominations rushing to slap hit have german nazis point sharpshooting rifles at me with glaring violent deadly hate (that would be one of the top progressive democrats I am referring to when I wrote that she was in the crypto-currency scam and was making public statements about all the poor people being kicked off social security, which she and many of her cohorts in congress worked diligently to accomplish so no matter what state I am in they will enforce this for the empire of media k-rap they all expect to endlessly bolster their professionally trained speeches about democracy and freedom and for the repugs it's for christian values while they are raping me at the same time because I read tarot cards and worked at the lusty lady due to republican closure of health care and their entire group having organized my spine to be fractured all health care denied whether I have official medicaid insurance which did almost nothing for the years I was suffering with poisoning denied me health care and even the most basics I was abused at medicaid offices and etc it was torture to go into one of these medicaid offices--one chiropractor used extreme violent "adjustment" practice which is illegal it was an attempt to seriously injure me, knowing I had no way to sue for damages and etc)


but to continue, because I have to fight to obtain any health care that actually will do anything, I had to do a few things utterly drastic to save my life and for that my family organized this endless scrutiny of my situation by social security to stop all my payments---taking back the inheritance even the repayments is suspect at this point

but beyond that, to have any political representative that actually cares about anything other than pocketing all the illegal dark money bonuses for their endless greed and to find any sort of modicum of decency or soulful love for humanity on any level would be almost a miracle at this point.

The techno-terror is also instilled into the hearts and souls of the soulless celebrities who are operators of deception working for a government determined to install a plantation slave system with homebound concentration camp brain implant torture mechanisms also of slow horrid murder while they have covert surveillance and teleportation technology to inflict grievous murderous harm with death squad goons from your neighborhood just drooling to break into someone's home, rape and destroy and plunder and they get some loot to boot.



Tuesday, August 26, 2025

Under the new hate group aligned with the same hate group, combined with their "friends" hate scumwhores, they are putting urine in my room now. Besides stinking black muck everywhere so if I dopn't want to breathe in more poison after they have poisoned me for decades---killing me not gently not soft-murder---yelling and abusing my nervous system into shock every day for 16 hours per day or more---cleaning non-stop al day after having gone out shopping yesterday. ALL I DID WAS WATCH A SHIT NEWS SET OF CLIPS ABOUT THE CALIFORNIA TEXAS REDISTRICTING 'Fight" by shit newsom and crock-a who both supported this hate contract out on me crock came to laugh giggle hit and abuse yelling fascistically at me along with hegseth and bannon to let them abuse me let them stick their greasy filth penises in my mouth slap my face and call me bitch as they laugh with shitalina the "me too" rape prostituted shit out of whorewood with all the black nazis trying to blame me for being "racist' thusly viciously assaulting me they all are--so they are having this done to me, it also could be my family or the shitalinoa group or the new additions who sat by for years and years allowing this group to do things like take power away from their districts--assuming it was just me, only "loser bitch" me who cares it 's just me they are entitled. Now viciously assaulting me to get favoritism by the nazi shit they have always put into power. This is a new attack it is disgusting. I am so exhausted from the endless hours of abuse. ALL I DID WAS CLICK ON SOME VIDEOS ALL I DID WAS WATCH A STUPID WORTHLESS RACIST MISREPRESNETATION ABOUT SOME ENGLISH TWIN GANGSTER THUGS WHICH FARDY PLAYED AND IT'S DEATH THREATS URINE POURED INTO MY ROOM ON MY PATIO AND RAPE BEATINGS DEATH THREATS because they claim I am "supposed" to provide them with their cherished free promotions to presidency just like Trump obtained, like Harris obtained through vile filthy aunt oprah and this is not a racist slur she is the racist beyond ignorance and her affront presentations about caring for humanity is more of the slime slick used slogan sales pitch they all use.

Everything they pour into and around my life is their filth how shitty and what urine they are, what stinking whores THEY are, not me. Working at the Lusty lady is their excuse it was a place of honoring women's sexuality and blocking abusive rape culture as they all are fully working to reinstate as almost lawful entitlement--unspoken as long as it's poured on "black and brown" women, boys and girls and of course men---some feel honored as if they are welcome into the 4th Reich but in honesty they are disposable pawns.

Crock is now learning that they consider her disposable the texas nazis cut out her district and that of black and brown communities. As usual she is there to assault me with newsom together increasingly newsom is lacking all personality and humanity as the days go by he's being programmed into murderous hate and rage at me for not willingly assisting him in following the unjustified promotion into power that trump harris and many others obtained through hacking their bs videos onto my youtube, I watch to see if there is ANYTHING WHATSOEVER that is not a fascist nazi proponent in all of congress and in society and in whorewood--impossible to find after 16 years of DAILY SEARCH

now I am saying no to more fascist a$$-groveling black nazi women like so many before crock who assumes she gets her turn now, and newsom who assumes the same but by now I am pretty sick of this group of shit and their fake opposition so I am saying no to everything just trying to follow the news---any click means swooping screeching opportunist parasites rushing to sexually abuse me for having supported them

I wrote a message to newsom that I support his california push for redistricting--just to thwart the overtake of the government as this is crucial but the government has already been overtaken by people like him-aligned with pig-lousy one of the worst promoters for the trump fascist nazi cartel and all the shit of congress investing through their offshore into the crypto-deals and scams they fully are scouring all the deals that rump is offering everyone who helped put him into power; which is the leadership of the demo-rat party as I have seen most of them rush to assist in this overtake and participate in it.



Tuesday, August 19, 2025

Friday, August 15, 2025

The giggly, fun "game" of torturing me to death slowly, every day, the giggly Kamala Harris is now replaced by smirking laughing Newsome, although the California contingent is a be happy don't worry group (unless they might lose their races) the east coast P-lousy is grim violent her slurring saccharine voice for the public is a menacing growling death threat at me for say ing no to dirty arnold and shitalina, her clown heroes of endless dark money graft endlessly poured into her overseas coffers (perhaps in Italy, where she claims she really is from) but California is a nice cousin-style home-away-from Italy home and murder mafia are her real home courtesy of her east coast heritage (perhaps a generation or two behind her actual domicile but she has lots more in europigapeland and more and more from her collusion with shitalina the half-stupid pure sleazy filth they all adore--showing their lack of all humanity their absolute lack of higher intelligence to run a little convenience store allowing criminals to open the cash register while they are in the backroom counting the hand-out from the crime; that is their level, truly in congress in the senate--etc. The "fun" game has been every single day "played" by ugly shitalina her Englih dirty filthy violent genocidal nazi crew, absolutely integrated into nazi culture out of europigapeland with lots of blathering lies to conceal their true agenda. The "fun" game which ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt laugh about is me being so abused that I rush violently at the piece of shit insulting me calling me a bitch raping after punching me in the face--the stupid ugly whores have won oscars from ideas they stole from myh writing and out of torture, they have been paid in multi-millions and then billions i.e. for barbie concept the shit pigs who stole the idea, the blonde nazi whore stupid dirty creeps had me raped so they could obtain "permission" to play anti-rape and sexist roles against their rape complicity controllers--claiming all the while (using MY ideas) their "superiority" and "intelligence" and "creativity" and although I never watched that stupid movie I do know something about people getting their ideas stolen and that if this were not allowed to go on and on indefinitely--as I shut out all creative ideas now I can't even think creatively any longer they are both abusing and raping me for expressing anything related to demonstrating superiority to them--and then they steal the ideas they torture me day after day to obtain more ideas--so the "fun" that newsome is giggly about along with harris (who laughed giggled etc--) was to abuse me to the point of outrage. I am trying to breathe deeply but my spine is embedded with microchip implants which are "tweakekd" when ever some creep down the hallway slams it's door so violently the cement hallway shakes, the corridor reverberates and I feel literally an electric jump in my spine in the same places (one of the microchips that was embedded into the muck hardened along my spine came out years ago, but there is at least one left and even one can cause great nervous system sensations) and thusly--they inhibit my breathing--I am ALWAYS ALONE with dying plants on my patio, my cat my one family member stolen dying waiting for me to return and love her again, if she is still alive, baryishnikov who is there every day to "help" me by forcing his "advice" of saying a few sentences while I am in 100 % concentration mode---but my cat he tortures after I defend myself against nazi statements by german shit and filth he protects but still clings onto his partners and friends and children obtaining more promotions for his involvewment in having me beaten abused raped and tortured drugged and insulted to the point that I am in fight mode every day--my breathing is being remotely controlled I am drugged while sleeping with horrific drugs everybody avoids me so I have zero support or contact and everybody conforms to this demand for me to be ousted shunned ostracized abused raped and poisoned abused stolen from--they are trying to make me homeless now. the internet has been turned off again for the 25th time in a few hours of fighting to use the internet for a few minutes at a time. The "fun" of ugly shitalina feeding off my rage watching me grow old screaming at one pig after the next she brings on to abuse me to the point of my nervous system crashing into rage defense and survival mode--imy hair turning grey from the last two sick fucks she had beating and raping me in front of her, they all obtain endless deals out of it and smiles and hugs from all the feminists the black shit nazis (sickening by now to hear their laments about being victims of racism and fighting against racism it is sickening to a highest degree of putridity )

 Today it was this lousy (I am trying to think of more original insults that piece of shit by now, so lousy) creep beckham some soccar player jerk off who got tom hardy to beat and rape me while he and shitalina and his filthy wife watched on smiling and congratulating each other for me "making love" to a hateful abuser racist rapist while my body was deluged with mind control brain-altering senstations of "being in love' while I was hitting him with all my might to get off me, crying and sobbing to get off me they laugh and go on every day


every day they are making me old, every day another fucker joins in for the "fun" to get free promotions yelling screaming threatening to kill me, the loveless thoughtless shit of america and europigapeland and all countries combined

and newsome is going to run for president

so in the years of this filthy hate hell this group of shit has forced upon me, it has been non-stop presidential candidates attacking me with murderous hate and violence

even after they lose, they all get a consolation prize of abusing me to get more and more for their shitty undeserving fascist nazi shit children

and friends and spouses, 


and so, day after day they call me bitch they slap punch me in the face rape abuse and have their teams of fucking shit in my environment create non-stop filth in my living space, so filthy and disgusting I can't go barefoot in my room ever, every where I look there is a pile of greasy staining stinking crap embedded under objects that I had just cleaned-but the mechanical arms and the shit going into my room when I leave is like a heyday of filth for sick dirty creeps to inflict upon me, so they can be elevated in their minority minion status, not living in filth but promoted into the big house with "master"


and shitalina comes from half white trash nazi america and skank prostittued english stupid shit and filth--but the combination has american nazis and europigape shit rushing to go through this talentless skank prostituted stinking stupid ape whore fake mediocrity but they all claim she is "great" my ideas and my energy she has been draining out, a literal energy vampire, has furnished this blank and ugly sick prostitute trash creep with ideas about real heroism, for which I am perpetually raped and threatened with death for displaying while the fake dirty trash pair of rat pig apes shitalina and pig ape pitt are glorified for my ideas which they flaunt as nazis appearing to not be blank stupid violent and sleazy as the entity of their entire half-rotten half-dead personality structures underneath plastic surgery and lots of physical training

they can't, or shitalina can't live a day or year without this contract which propels her ugliness into the oscars categories, as well as stupid shit like cruise and kidman ugly dirty creeps also stealing ideas also sick and rotten blank and dirty foul europigapeland implants into the country to invade from within

they all are.

the politicians whether they claim they are american or not, are more attunted to obtaining the monarchy permission to be in power than anything else


so I am being tortured to death for a country that could not give a fucking damn about me or my fight to preserve some semblance of a decent society

that these filthy fucking stupid pieces of shit are allowed to continue is the demonstrative effect of the utter decline the country is now undergoing, as they kept this pile of shit in power which bolstered all the fascism they are all railing about, having put it into power in the first place newsome one of the most along with p-lousy there in whorwood california.

Drilling and pounding into steel in the room beneath mine, on the ground floor----the noise reverbs against the solid structure behind it so all the noise echoes---internet turned off constantly---writing to the audience assuming this is a comedy while for years they did nothing they are currently fighting the forces trying to disempower them, but they are still assured that if they abuse and threaten my life and me they will remain in the power cartel---

Word of the day: Malfeasance. IT relates to an officious act criminal or within legal boundaries but conducted as to create harm upon an individual or group, entity or society. My bank, is not an independent entity but operates within the network of terrorism aimed at blocking destroying maiming raping beating torturing stealing all in the name of officious circus fun to exact every form of hate aimed at an individual possible, through nefarious means. This time it is my BANK which


 has, in the past, literally lied and given conflicting information per every question asked which turned out to be false, but no information on the particular specific questions is available on their website or under policy so they can "streeetch" the functionality of their office in a bureaucratic enmeshment of subterfuge albeit it is an "independent" entity it is part of "The matrix" of consent to the 4th Reich discriminatory hate collusion mash-up.


This bank now, supposed one of the top banks in the United States according to some ranking I saw when perusing how in the heck this bank has been regarded due to non-stop lies, blocking my mail blocking everything providing horrid openly discriminatory service through their outsourced phone and chat service (now in the usual mode under the previous-previous regime of tyranny and business acumen in undermining any fiscal solvency, whatsoever using every duplicity and lie possible.




The mere act of changing my address so it reads correctly is now into the 30 day span of time or longer. I input it correctly through the chat it came out absolutely missing punctuation necessary to read the address. It came out the 2nd time when I wrote in my account using the personal services section and wrote it perfunctorily correct it came out so completely wrong. I got into the chat just now, after having spent another 30 minutes fighting turning the router the laptop on and off injecting the "rescue" object into my hard drive that has been infected by the enforced "updates" which I tried my best not to have input they were forced through the manipulation of my laptop which commences every time I leave this room--the laptop being too heavy for me to carry along with everything else




while I was in the chat, the wifi was turned off only twice while I was fighting to get the chat outsourced rep to respond to repeating what I had written to double check. After I input the address the hackers included things like a comma before the city name, so it read like xx street 


,new york, NY etc etc


I asked her to omit the comma--and for each question it required at least 6 minutes for her to respond with a simple almost nothing only stating they are not able to repeat anything through the chat and etc and left me wondering if the 5th attempt would work


the internet is now off again, it turned on and off three times within one minute, I got into this page it turned off and is off completely. If I try to unplug the router and the wifi cable the hackers literally block the connection to the router from the socket so I am left trying to unplug the internet cable as gingerly as possible.




malfeasance is the term aptly used because it is part of state -sponsored terrorism aimed at me by the united states government


however, all is done so slyly there is "no evidence" and claims that the bank is incapable of reading or writing would be met with perhaps due to "outsourcing" to India as their chat agents say--actually, they are from Philippines--


can't read or understand English


that is common in English speaking agencies in foreign countries where they "no understand" basic english but are deal with affluent companies dealing with tourism and banking and etc


the most simple of tasks is turned into an endless waiting for the chat agent to respond with lies and polite everything all the while.




I am writing this "for the record" although like all corruption and malfeasance it will be buried under the sands of time no one is threatened even while they chant out that the government resembles a fascist tyrannical oppression regime every day something else


but my 16 years of writing that if they all continue to play duplicity games with their public versus private promotional grasping grabbing "fun sadistic' game of abusing me for power, they will encounter a worsening government and society


but as long as they remain in their mansions and have retention of all the INFLATED MONEY that the banking deregulation so aptly funded them from all the supply side economics for so many decades they are fine and dandy


the problem is that they are slightly threatened by the loss of their former power range they deal with their cronies in the old network I am left as usual fighting for the most simple things in the world of electronic mandatory everything---everything is now regulated and mandated to be online.




My address must be correct in my account for the other aspects of life to work properly I can't use my credit cards without the correct address, etc.


I have written my address correctly for the past month FIVE TIMES they are still rewriting it completely wrong, as in worse than incapable worse then discrimination almost but very much like it.




All part of the terror regime. Blocking internet blocking access blocking information on the internet only providing "their" stulted information stunted perspectives of all dealings and then sucking my lifetime of reading and studying literature and other alternative lifestyles which they want to sell now, using their well-established terrorist hate life screw operators posing and posturing




thusly, I write this as just another day of more terrorism. But to have to fight to change my address not just 5 times in the past month but a few times earlier as well, just in the last few weeks I have changed it to correct what was wrong 5 times in a row, and I receive letters with updated address changes that are worse and worse in how badly they distort my new address leaving it nearly impossible to be delivered impossible for using my debit card address and etc.




while I was writing the above 2 paragraphs the internet turned on and off twice, it is off again.




So they turned the internet off twice while I was in the message chat section, they changed what I had written and then blocked the function that showed what I had input so I could not check it, the chat terror agent having turned the wifi off just to make sure that the special link to change address was done incorrectly but she had to input the new malware to block it, then lying and saying she could not repeat what I had written (they lied they have done it before)




I have to now get up, turn the router off and on, trying to re-establish the wifi connection. My money is pouring out of my bank account as this social security field office leaves me waiting and waiting and waiting and my one phone call had me fighting to use internet for 2 hours to try to phone to establish whether they had received my fax by their deadline of the 30th, which I only received information about on the 24th of the month (last month) and thusly I had 4 days to fight the non-stop hacking of my internet fighting to get this done spending hours and hours fighting to use the internet--they are trying to force me to have to gamble on buying a new laptop so they can just go into my room and break it so the same malware is forced on a new one anyway--I can go to any computer shop the terrorists all are instructed to lie and infect my laptop making any and all computer access almost impossible


they leave the internet on while i am sick and dazed and exhausted after fighting one hateful abuser after the next every morning for hours, at night teleported to disgusting sick psychos all smug and being paid in millions and anything else to inflict their dark paralysis spiritual black hole serpentine filth on me, and in my home and everything stinking and broken where Ilive, breathing in hate and toxic black stench poured sprayed into my home while they spew hate at me every day for hours until I explode, then trying to get into my computer to check what next problem they have forced on me, the same people smug dancing around being paid in millions mansions and psychopathy and racism selling like hotcakes




rape culture and entitlement is being shifted from domestic violence partners like amber heard and shitalina who have accused their divorced rapist abuser men of violence publicly, but oh in private how they laugh and smile while these same "men" abuse, rape and are murdering me through stress and abuse and poisoning and mutilation and torture. It is people like elon musk who have been promoted into wealthy controller of this technology so women like turd and shitalina can be handed access to having their dirty nasty "men" vent their woman-hating out on me or people like me. Muck is now endowed with every access to top wealth in order to retain this new version of rape and murder society, inc. 




It is malfeasance not merely a bank...malfeasance on a corrupt legislative level concealed by congealed conformity to corruption and decay in the name of inflated currency devalued but oh the excess has provided empty floating money banks upon which hate and destruction are based. 




the inflation of fake posturing to be solvent and serious by the malfeasance murder inc group of the 4th reich is further amplified in it's inflated baseless fiat currency of normative devaluation of society by the lies and the pretentions of being democratic and then christian, alternatively. 




The gold shimmers when they flaunt their newly invested fiat currency and crypto scams onto gold but the rest of society is being kicked out of the homeless shelters sweltering in the hate of climate disaster fueled by inflated personality emboldened negative criminality plastic-sugar-coated.




Call it a word salad, no one cares about this until it affects them, and then only too late. so I write this, it's my blog, the internet is off. 




It was only marginally slightly better but not really under the "benevolent" dictatorships of the Biden-Obama regimes the murder remained and discriminatory practice by this bank (PNC a credible bank by all accounts on Wall Street). The bank was forced on me when the institutionalized take-over of banking was more pronounced under the #45 regime  years ago, implemented under #46 with wrong debit cards sent to me, my mail service not reporting my mail so I did not know until my card was blocked---I received some mail I assumed it was a merger and not a take-over. My brain so saturated with chemicals and drugs I could not even "understand" what was happening. the bank sent me the wrong debit card for one of my accounts. And it has gone on and on, now they can't change my address despite a month of rewriting it repeatedly.




Don, Jr made some video proclaiming how much he loved how great PNC bank out of PA is---it was hacked onto my youtube channel and he proclaimed how "great" it was as a bank.j



I consider this a central point of official government and banking malfeasance. Don't worry though, all you out there living off the fat of deregulation from the Reagan Era, it can't happen to you no they can't block your banking information and get away with it, can they?


They can't cut you out hack into your account do things at one sudden exact moment while your guard is down to sabotage your money and blacklist you, not precious you.


It's only happening to me, because as the white male rape english bitch told me, I'm a "bitch" according to that dirty bitch who is hugging the dirty bitch shitalina the dirty rape skank former prostituted sleaze greasy crap out of whorewood currently the rape mavin for the english and white trash to gather and flock around, all the minorities flock as well they want entitlement too. Their bank accounts swell, but they are laying the groundwork for the eventuality that when the rotten lying snakes of the 4th Reich want their money back, because it was an incentive not intended to empower any minority or even female until after the total consolidation of their power cartel has been established. Once that happens the embedded malware will slink out of it's hiding and zap your accont just at your most critical moment, unable to retrieve it.


If anyone reading my post right now assumes that can never happen to you, I just suggest that this malfeasance and targeting has been meted out to corrupt rotten muck musk to impregnate as many victims as possible with his seed of hate and decay and death. The technologies are still so covert no one recognizes them but everyone wants a piece of the rape and torture action, because their lovelessness will be amplified by forcing drugged people into a state ofr total "love' so they can suck that life force energy out and toss them away sometimes with contempt; no one will ever know. If they want to murder the rape victim afterwards they have unending minority death squad minions willing to poison and abuse and or just kill someone making it all look like a random car-jacking, etc.


cancers, poisons etc to poison the target to death slowly who had obliged the death squad circuit but they really don't want to see jewish people have better mansions and homes then they, in the end-result. 




I must now fight somehow to get the internet on again. I must use so many props in order to get the computer on at all, the malware was dumped onto my computer directly while trump was threatening my life for fighting to re-established my disability payments because they want me homeless destitute piosoned and tortured and abused to death but allowing their blonde nazi shit whores like shitalna to steal all the ideas I studied and wanted to use for my own career, but so poisoned and so blocked I can only write in my privacy so they torture me to obtain ideas, block my money and etc all done institutionally without any evidence




malfeasance and corruption, will not improve when the democrats if they do take over unless this is STOPPED AND EXPOSED 


so far, everyone is floating on the sea of inflated wealth luxury and entitlement who rush to get MORE AND MORE AND MOPRE like fractional reserve banking policies slicing into the gold and depth of the land and people to mutilate and get more and more and more and more. All institutions are under their control they are grasping for more and more and more control and power over all entities but still, no real resistance only me writing my blog as far as I know. The rest are bemoaning their splinter black and brown groups and their white entitlement sectors of the formerly assumed entitled now under threat, they find ways to get around the blocks by jumping into attacking me, and the system is completely malfeasance




I am not pointing to people specifically intertwined into this current set of attackers but to general trends which have ruled for far too long




the accountability for the corruption must be addressed--what a simple statement. It has to become a serious priority eventually otherwise the increase in tech-intervention in life will result in horrific disintegration of society--and I really suggest getting musk out of power  he was put there to help women like a-hole turd (mber heard) to attack me for years through muck through his torture and terror regime and his endless minions doing anything to get that money--the 4th Reich put musk into american power dynamics he has been relegated to putting out the hate and rape and murder technology he is so beloved he has more lucre than warren buffet who at least worked for his money muck is a puppet prop with modernity being issued through him, he is boring straight conventional with some tech savvy and a bullshit propensity for verbal flair flaccidity of lying manipulation




heard had been participating in having me raped tortured beaten and poisoned and abused to death until I began to fight back, literally after rape and beatings by depp with heard watching on smiling and laughing, as the blonde nazis do and all their minorities watch on so thrilled to be part of the abuse cartel rather than intended victims (but I suggest they remain the victims nevertheless if not in murder form at least in their identity) but, they are so overpaid and promoted they don't care




because I fought back muck was put in control over this tech after he used his nazi 4th Reich group out of africa and europ-a-land to serpentine infiltrate america through the stupid greasy slime of whorewood


he has been championed ever since; and oh yes, the "feud" between t-rup and muck was a theatrical posturing only to distance the unpopularity of muck destroying the vulnerable classes, even white maga, through destroying the social safety net the popularity plummeted in the Wisconsin Supreme court contest 2 months after that hail of s-storm took office and trump has manifested another performative media circus to distance himself--it's a complete lie like everything else.


Heard has been financially supported by muck ever since and white women to have women like me beaten raped tortured so their ugly nasty rape violent men can have victims to take their wrath out on rather then the co-equally soulless pornographic nazi skanks they marry or are involved with


and thusly the system is of financial ruin now exacerbated every day as this progresses without restraint. 


The people who are endowed with promotions are literally mind controlled slaves working for this terror regime all state with emphatic hate at me that the problem is me that I deserve it am a "bitch" for fighting back against non-stop attempted murder through poisoning and raping the poison into my body as hard as possible then "fucking" dirty ugly shitalina who feeds off the hormnones of torture--then is enhanced with more dirty men out of europigapeland viciously trained in facsist nazism to overtake "stupid" america and then it's financed with giggles by the progressive democrats smirking gloating and all on vacations to the countries where they welcome in the murdering bigots--who are encouraging the destruction of the moral fabric of america through these totally soulless and ignorant actors who put trump into power




and so, my bank which was thrust on me by trump et al and they have completely organized this pennsylvania bank to rip me off lie and block my mail, discrimination so awful I have written to their departments phoned trying to not deal with them by phone. I am supposed to be able to call them collect and that also never works---everything is a lie--




but that is the system that is being built into a near visible form of open discrimination. The hate that is directed at me is by now people automatically issuing death threats at me sitting next to the politicians who are using them--minorities in some cases--to assert their good ole boy status from within the real power cartel so they are "safe" enough to try to "fight" the power grab ongoing


they have no fear that their investments and money will be sabotaged by this system ever, not now or ever. They have always enjoyed privilege they have been surfing on the waves of inflationary debt turning america into a debt nation but they prosper off it. the inflation of meaning in the theatrical realm of intention is parallel in inflated personality memes artificiality of humanitarian cliches platitudes spouted out for every election cycle until people want an authoritarian to stop the bs, who is an "honest liar".




My internet will not turn on now, sometimes the only way I can ever get internet again is to restart the computer and this will be lost




or I can try to save it on notepad I guess for a future date--maybe I won't lose it after all. What does it matter when I am so mislabeled and assaulted non-stop by every power-grabbing wanna be rich famous and powerful who has access to this, as everyone is getting access to this, from bank personnel to hackers to politicians at highest and lowest level to media news anchors to everything else




it remains silenced and I remain fighting to get internet access and my address changed they have made millions off my ideas for over 16 years and they are still allowed to tortrure me bringing in everyone possible who has attacked me my entire life--unwanted sick creeps I never wanted any contact with thrust upon me, my home stinking and black and filthy--they deride me for wearing cleaning clothing to try to clean despite the filth they poured and pouned through rape into my body


fighting to get anything done all is blocked perpetually


those in leadership positions remain mum they all will get more promotions if they go along\


finally all is so mal-affected corrupted that these same people who mocked insulted me for warning about allowing this group to continue warning about the rise of fascist nazism writing about how sleazy sick filthy dirty disgusting these ape whore pigs really are--my only terms for this group of crap after daily torture the stupid grease filth apes sealing my ideas and torturing me to get more every day--they are so blank stupid and sick but inflated like the currency like the corrupt banks which cause bubble bursts of the economy and then suck the investments out of those on lower tiers who had invested leaving them bankrupt--


all bankrupt spiritually especially the creeps  of white male plantation rape society in political positions who rail about how they are aligned with jesus and god


more inflation more malfeasance


even god is now a defunct proxy fiat currency they hand out like incentives, only say you are aligned with jesus lambast anyone you want to destroy who does not conform to your religious bs empire use death threats and corruption


inflated spirituality inflated personality structures amplified by plastic surgery and endless money, the only thing that truly is worshipped and has any value it is inflated worthless 


\malfeasance rules it all


It's the word of every day now, just watch the news every day malfeasance is the word of the day every day


why make it the word of the decade or century I mean why not do it everyone is laughing who is at the "top" they are partying like hell it's a joy ride malfeasance sells malfeasance is great it's making their inflated worth great




trying one more time to unplug the wifi cable from the router, if I unplug the cable from the router they literally stop the router from turning on again




another new attack to force me to pay for more items they are breaking while I wait for the malfeasance lying social security to send me a letter on whether they are going to murder me through homelessness and desperation because I cannot use the internet i am paralyzed and disabled most of the time, despite rushing at people with violence to get them to shut up it's only been MORE THAN 16 YEARS of daily torture through this technology--once muck got his dirty filthy nazi paws onto it, he has handed endless money out to filth piece of shit after shit to go after me; the more he does this, the more his group pays him the more he is given influence


malfeasance sells inflated personality imagery sells 




and the internet is not on




I want to post this so the pieces of inflated stupid crap can steal it and make a lot of money selling my ideas as they block everything and go off laughing, politicians hugging them as they get monopoly assurance that they are playing the game will not be left out into the "loser" zone of caring having authenticity caring or not colluding with jesus spouting democracy spouting louts.


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I spent 30 minutes trying to get the internet on again. I had to unplug the computer, take the usb memory stick out with the emergency operating system insert which I barely got done, which is now completely corrupted by the forced malware embedded in the hacked updates which have destroyed what tiny chance I had to simply turn my laptop on and use it with internet connection. What almost everyone else obtains, I must fight to use for a few minutes or hours per day if I am on youtube being assalted by the barrage of abuser haters using my youtube channel to hack their fake progressive and fighting trump democracy stuff as well as plethoras of sleazy actors, their crap movies directors, etc and they all prove to be inflated repeat offenders with no soul, personality or anything but huge budgets handed to them by the inflationary policies of putting empty balloons into power


the attack on me now is extending beyond my breasts--from dirty shitalina with her filthy group of rape fuck machine ignoramus pig ape "men" so-called and dancing around blonde and brown-haired white trash senators out of congress and black skanks dying to be loved by the maga white men who give them all the media exposure possible as the "rising stars" fighting --in effect, them as only lame ducks year round (the "fighters" are the lame ducks, but they are slated to represent opposition to total takeover of white fascist monopoly, currently ongoing into banking too, no one can care about this all expect that the next crash will involve the "losers" a group they are determined they are not members of. Entitled and rape is their fun and game, and to have sex with one another using drugging and teleportation is like discovering fire and the wheel, the debauchery their coke addictions they pornographic hate slurring slurping grasping greedy mentalities are dissolved in the lack of boundaries and consciousness by the victim or one another not able to recognize the ugliness or lack of any real emotion in all--the emotions are revolving around sucking out and taking grabbing and pretending


but now the attack is on my clothing--my room is filthy, it is sprayed with black permanently stained goo, on the walls on the floor on my clothing on everything

the next wealthy person involved in this attack who is vying for a power grab upwards, who at least has a sense of humor not totally attached to sadism, has put clothing in the garbage room--expensive clothing, most of it barely fitting me due to the huge ledge of hard poisons that are like rods or a shelf in my back, jutting out like I have a turtle shell and humped back. The poisons are latched solidly like a complete wedge-shaped shelf into my hips all along the structure of my lumbar area--so the pants almost fit but that huge hump prevents me from zipping them up---otherwise, it would fit. That is the horrific deforming attack that shitalina my family and the rest of this group have inflicted upon me as long as I have been alive, almost (when I began winning sports events they had me poisoned so badly I began to bloat and slow down, then when I became adolescent and beautiful they had me poisoned so badly my body was forced into a huge ball shape and so drugged I could not understand very much as they just abused me and the people who did that to me from childhood onwards, culminating in decades of awards prizes promotions mansions and being told they are incredible; their children riding the waves of MURDER upon me

they just keep appearing in the teleportation it sickens me and is disgusting

but they put this clothing in the stinking garbage room on the floor--it was in bags, the bags are high quality storage bags I saw some beautiful sweaters of course I took the bags (if only to have nice bags for all the stuff laying around my room because I cannot use any of the closets without having to get on ladders to unlatch the strings and ties around the hooks I nearly died pounding into the plastic-coated cheap wall-to-floor cabinets acting as a faux wall between mine and the room next (on both sides) they open panels behind the fake walls to destroy and mutilate and spray so I have had to seal off the cabinets to try to stop the non-stop attacks from these angles while my back is turned or I go outside or to the bathroom I return items are literally stolen from my bed, etc. The closets are stinking putrid stench from sprays that eminate like wafts of stinking rotting clothing--they put a moth in one--etc so I have very little room to walk in this tiny room they used the cabinets to narrow the walking space and I need storage bags to put things on the furniture my room is always rummaged through when I leave or at night so all is in disarray no matter what I do they come in or use their mechanical arms to spray filth or make things messy


they put beautiful clothing and I put them away, leaving a few for cleaning to wear (brand new but stinking of course they had to spray the items with stinking filth)

I then began to try to ignore the hate group, ugly shitalina always there with groups of men who have raped or tried to murder me or are murdering me now or planning on doing it in the future with their nasty wives and children, etc

they began to sneer that with all the new clothing I am still wearing clothing that they also have sprayed and made shabby--it's part cleaning and part exercise there is no limit to the stinking filth black soot dredge crap they pour into every corning on furniture literally everything is sprayed stinking rotting due to their endless attack on every single thing on my room (and my body is covered with blemishes and scars for the same reasons of mechanical arms and people going into my room for the years when I had no idea they were using mechanical arms to open my locks from the inside of my room--these mechanical arms are so tiny and to proficient in unlatching and opening and twisting grabbing and are lethal weapons actually--can get past a milimeter in diameter but the capacity for carnage is not as great as the larger ones but still lethal at any size


they began to insult me for not wearing their brand new garbage room clothing--much of it expensive all smelly bad but folded professionally

they are always accusing me of the degradation that they create so i can't be strong beautiful or successful unless they are given my permision to abuse and murder me with my consent--slow poisoning to death for those who comply


I had to remind the pig ape shitalina and co that they put stinking black filth into my room as they are dirty filthy ugly and nasty and this filth that i must clean perpetually is what they really are, just concealed by all their wealth. That began the English pig ape beckham ham ham pig slurring that I"m a "bitch" and I was then rushing to kill him to get him out of my country out of my life

they put my brother into the teleportation skit last night which they have manipulated my music player mp 3 portable sports player so they turn it off while I"m in deep theta sleep and inflict their homelessness their rape their murder skits their hate skits and abuse skits--each and every single night for hours then hours of verbal abuse


me defending myself is met bny the english bitch beckham calling me his projection--he has shitty spawn who want instant whorewood access, my dirty filthy brother(s) were in the skits last night

it is disgust and filth all the time and I will not wear brand new expensive clothing in this filthy room only to see it stained and the fabric rubbed with sandpaper (they do this constantly) sprayed so it's perpetually stinking with their laboratory sprays combined with putrid body excretions, etc

screaming once more and the politician is there, a new one but has been aware of this for over the 16 years of the whorewood escapade of promotions and collusion---now he is "fighting fascism" and the real fight is in participating to prove that he is part of the good ole boy regime--his interviews about fighting democracy center around other white good ole boy men who are "fighting" but never do they consider my plight as being anything anti-democratic or fascist it is "normal" they "normalize" it--this politician in particular is warning that "normalizing" fascist overtake is a "5 fire alarm" but nevertheless, the shit whore who put trump into power so this stupid skank can have europigapes rush to infiltrate whorewood so her mundane mediocrity can endlessly be enhanced with the endless money from the English crown and all the europigape models and shit who have flocked to rush into this portal of overtake into american society and politics through the vessal of mind screw pornographic trauma-based mind control of whorewood movies


so, beckham is the bitch, dirty shitalina is the filthy dirty one with sagging breasts redefined by plastic surgery who has had my body posioned so badly it's a miracle I have survived--she made my body so huge with poisons it resembled a rectangle in shape--shitting out piles of poison diarrhea every day to her laughing and having german ape filth pound the poison in through violent abusive rape as I screamed to get off me, they then tortured me cut my money off sabotaged had mostly brown skinned minority minions viciously attack me white europigapes violently assaulting me non-stop hours per day of torture and abuse

and I am now writing about the endless attack on my life my body--my faimly rushing non-stop to participate their endless theft of my life the endless years of them pursuing me with shadow stalking to wreak as much permissive destruction upon my life as possible absolutely determined to help nazis murder me via poisoning

trying to capitalize on my every attempt to thwart the murder they remain fized with ugly shitalina and all these creeps sitting waiting for the English crown to hand them every contract they have wrested out of America through the me 2 bs crap and the femnist nazi crap and the everything else crap that they are


they have all sides covered and coated with deception platitudes condemnation and now the democrats are "fighting" fascism and "for democracy" using the same terms I used years ago to which they ignored me, participated got their promotions and solid endorsements for having done nothing

now they are attacking me with death threats--and some clothing but they are still blocking my MONEY which I need for my actual life\

my cat returned but no, they can't do that they must torture her to death for me fighting to not get killed by them


so, my bank will not update my address using a most easy and basic method all is hacked I can't get on the internet and they have stopped my income for 6 months now. The social security office arranged to block my internet for 2 hours when I phoned to confirm that they received my fax I had only 4 days to figure out what they wanted and how to deal with it, they lied to me by phone and then I finally phoned this office which in the past had just disconnected my phone calls lthey were met with endless ringing then disconnection

I managed to reach them for 20 minutes of being put on hold, then the internet was turned off--for another 2 hours I finally reached them rushing to get the information exchange completed by that time in a frenzy of stress and hyped up due to mind control tech acting like methamphetamine on my nervous system

the f who answered slowed down, after I told him that my connection was unstable I tried to tell him to check if 2 faxes had arrived, he slowed down like slowly reading out the contents but I had first begun to tell him what the faxes contained just to avert the slowness of his checking--only telling him that the first fax contained the forms they had requested and the second form was to ask for confirmation that the faxes had been received (of course I got no reply) and sat wondering how much more sabotage they had created to potentially block the transmission of the faxes, which by now all blocks to telecommunications is almost guaranteed literally they divert all phone calls to hostile lying agents regardless of which business it is, and in social security they are out for my life literally they are so nasty and lying criminality is pervasive )


he began yelling at me whining that "you haven't let me check" while I was in the middle of telling him the information he had asked me, "what information were you asking about please repeat" as I had said from the first that I was checking to see if 2 faxes had arrived

I began telling him as quickly as possible without sounding stressed to the breaking point that the first had the specific forms the 2nd a request for confirmation and he whined after I was in the middle of exlpaining about the 2nd fax "you haven't allowed me to check" whine whine I told him that I was just giving him the information he had requested and trying to shorten the process (I did not say that) 

I had told him the connection was constantly going out at the beginning of the call

he then hung up on me after I said that I was just making sure the faxes were received and that I now must wait for their response--in a glib "Ha ha" sort of tone he said "oh yeah!" like it was really fun sadistic waiting game--I expect no answer perhaps for months, as my money is just gone by now and I have no chances

the shit whiorewood group having made millions off my ideas must ensure that their sleazy sick stupidity is handed endless free oscars endless money poured into their every shit media endeavor they have vicious murderous fascist openly nazi europigapes rushing to abuse me and rape and torture


the americans like my rotten "family" sit like the stooge parasites they ahve always been

they drool that they have enabled this attack upon me by contacting me saying they had no idea where I am, through a facebook message--then having social security penalize me for the inheritance and then cutting all funds off now over 6 months--all the years of me saving money every month just so I would not be stuck with nothing

and trump as usual making the dollar so weak and everything is blocked under attack


I actually need money and not more clothing stored in this stuffed stinking room where they keep up the murder with toxicity to my body and especially the endless hate they are pouring onto me the shit europigapes the dirty americans, the hateful democrats who are viciously fascist and nazi--programmed jews and blacks and latinos rushing to threaten to kill me the same day making poor victim or racism comedy skits and remarks "fighting" against racism etc


malfeasance underlying all, girding the net of corruption to a grinding halt to freedom and liberty

the libertines who think themselves suave and manly are drooling for muck to make more teleportation equipment so they can rape and plunder and "make love' to their beloved but using this tech the sensations are heightened to the extreme--something they are incapable of otherwise they are so empty inflated bullshit 










The current hate abuse parasite male attacking me is selling himself off as being entirely different from the programming of white male entitlement nazism out of germany. He is the same jerk-off german rapist scumbag bot I have seen so repeatedly with no soul, personality just repetition of reliving nazi "grandeur" and this fantasy is being purchased for by americans and has been since WWII. Regardless, I met this particular unwanted hate thing for THREE HOURS, THIRTY YEARS AGO that is all. I wrote to him that he appears poisoned and that people who present alternative culture are being drugged, poisoned and eliminated even if you consider yourself a part of the nazi scheme. I wrote it as an extremely friendly bit of advice that no one is willing to admit to, they only blame me for my predicament which, in fact, "they" all created and then turned the blame on me. This hate thing is blaming me for a set of actions that he, personally oversaw for his fake nazi programming punk band to gain more attention. The lyrics I learned as he translated and the fake "not nazi" mentality has been pushed like a drug by smiling, warm-overture germans towards, in particular, blacks so by now blacks are mesmerized by the seduction of white privilege accepting them into the privileged fold and also to enable them to commit racism if it's turned against Jews. I am referencing MOSTLY AMERICAN BLACKS and NOT AFRICANS or any other of the diaspora for America is a prime target of influence and mind programming into following the German-based Nazi 4th Reich. It appears that every German scumbag who is a rapist nasty self-styled superiority emblem is just a repetitive robot repeating sentences, affectations which you will notice in about a zillion of their kind spread throughout the tiny country. America has bought this wholesale because americans in congress are the nazi partners and they were put in power by the nazis who made sure to create ghettos in america and thusly the dirty work of genocide against jews can be done by blacks, latinos and etc. The former president has demonstrated this amply towards me and has been using this system to become president and then to retain his influence in part through this contract out on me since he began running for president the summer before he was elected (the stalking targeting that was being done resembling this tirade of tyranny through the media was being done by obama in summer, 2008 but I have written of it, years and years have repeated the nuances of the type of cyber and media "stalking" so that if I read, click or pay any attention to anybody they get instant promotion and if I write how heinous they behave towards me the promotions are amplified at least ten-fold as well.

  This creep is blaming me for what HE DID in a situation of influencing one of his friends, who I was associated with--in the background to...