Monday, September 15, 2025

Deflection of responsibility continuous for gang-club-group inclusion. I am being blamed for the violence which is done out of racism by asserting without any proof that I am the racist and therefore I deserve his racist violence. IT is the same with the christian men who rape and sexually abuse or harass me that I am the prostituted sleazy degenerate but they are clean and pure therefore they have all right to sexually abuse me. they are currently working together at this time (you are racist therefore I operate on behalf of white plantation racism concentration camp murder & you are a prostituted nothing loser I am clean christian I have all permission to rape use sleazy sexual filth upon me therefore I am wonderful and exempt from all scrutiny; either as a christian or a race victim therefore I can dump all this hate and sleaze upon you. I am perpetually dealing with these simplistic rationale while the culprit criminals have death squads the united states government their churches their gangs and clubs and no support for me, no prostitutes are here backing me up no strippers no feminists. No one. Therefore they can justify anything in any way they want, and most of the most famous don't even bother to use any rationale. In this manner, the violence exponentially increases from those who begin with the standard societal hesitation unused to open violence but urged by their "opposition" who they are working with intimately within this private gang banger club, they almost exponentially become viciously murderously violent as if mind controlled, which I suspect a lot of that is going on turning them into bots repeating lies that others have used to justify and then pass the word around for how and why they can just endlessly fling these accusations upon me. I scream and yell because I am under mind control truth serum in teleportation alone sick and exhausted from the poisons ripping out of my body every day. ---###also, hackers already began to rewrite my post when I began to write this addition (just now) I saw that words had been added to completely turn this into incomprehensible non-linearity (they just added a few words to my sentences so they made no sense). To add at the beginning, the california gang or club leader who is a follower, actually who has become outright sinister almost instantly after hesitant at first, then with the push of his partners (the americans) and the lack of restraint at any humanity by the euro-terrorist nazi fascist, he is currently becoming almost instantly a non-stop terror rape and violence abuser. He has begun having urine poured into the crack his group broke out of the floorboards so it seeps into a crack and the also include permanently staining chemicals (which they do often, on my clothing). Rape and endless assault upon me he has participated in but began almost like a decent human being. They all slip into vicious irrational tyranny almost instantly at this point in the inclusion of more and more people who hack their videos onto my youtube account so one click can mean almost death and rape without restraint and the longer they are next to the glib and psychopathic nazi euro-apes they more violent they become almost instantly. the excuses and rationale they use is so openly sinister such ridiculous lies but used against me endlessly non-stop. I scream and defend myself because I am unable to block them out; this is part of the murder as it drains all positive energy they feed off the negativity and can be seen laughing and smiling afterwards. The former next terrorist whose video I clicked on yesterday is a black male who spoke on behalf of "independent' black groups, and the latter is of course gavin newsom plus nancy pelosi and steve bannon who jumped into this contract very early on and newsom is influenced by them all. I would say he's so malleable that I have no differentiation between the protocols he follows and any distinct personality. What I saw of pelosi was of a lying greed hateful bigot who has turned the democrat party into the hillary clinton race-feminist plantation and that goes for elizabeth warren and her 'squad" even moreso. Vicious racists all referencing euro-land nazi fascist culture but in particular in the private of teleportation terrorism they are inductees into the 4th Reich Euro-fascist genocidal murder campaign glorified with black and brown faces surrounding them at their public theatrical political statements and put in position for their graft and plasticine personalities so easily manipulated so easily bought. Dirty and sleazy but having urine filth and crap poured into my home newsom used the mind control to force my nervous system into a frantic state and I literally could not rest until he forced me to clean--it was a torture of my nervous system and I was like a puppet being manipulated by a puppet being manipulated but his manipulation is of money and power mine is torture to death and to alleviate some of the stress. His almost instantaneous violence aftrer I repeated reiterated for the next nth time that I had ONLY WATCHED NEWS CLIPS about the texas and california redistricting situation and under mind control I wrote him a message on facebook stating that i support him and hope he becomes president. this same mind control drugging excessive attack was used on me by trump and kamala harris, oprah being one of the major middle-terrorist portals for this system because she supports both, albeith trump being her prime support system as like pelosi and newsom and the rest, the ample money-sucking apparatus they have all enjoined to out of the endless trump decade has put them into cemented power. I told newsome that I had only watched his video to support the resistance to the overtake of the Midterm elections, or I was influenced by all the jargon and I believe that the redistricting was an attempt to block the next election because I believe from my insider terror target view into this group that they all knew trump was not going to be prosecuted they all knew trump was going to win the next election--except for maybe Kamala Harris, perhaps obama but they all have gained so many millions out of the entire process. The point is not even that newsom may run and "win" which he won't because bannon is involved which means the endless campaign finance millions of dollars will be in his pocket eventually and will block, as harris had done, a real campaign to win for democrats. I am merely guess this is just a scenario tentative speculation. Based on what I have seen. Either way, if newsom is the candiate chosen there will be no real change at the basic level of the fascist nazi dictatorship the democrats put into power when they uniformly voted in the House for mike johnson to first rape me to prove his sleazy lying justification for his errant illegal behavior but then being given the septer by the demo-rats because he would fully align with their graft and theft and crypto scams while appearing to be 'weak" and placating to trump. no, johnson is also placating the demo-rat hillary plantation nazi formation that has been built around black and brown faces fully compromised and taking the places of actual resistance fighers to outright nazi racist take-over. This applies to the youtube and media world as well. This is my summation from 16 years of being the target of countless attackers from all these circus rings:// & Terrorist report: power turned off repeatedly for the past day. This type of attack stopped about one year ago and has now resumed. They turned the power off last night for 30 minutes and then again for one hour. All was done way after working hours and the skies were cloudy but calm, no severe weather etc. they turned the power off again at 5 a.m. because I woke up very early due to sleeping consistently during the day and night due to extreme toxic shock deep sleep. ///I watched a new youtube channel put out by an "independent" who jumped and rushed to assault me using the familiar deflection technique of blaming me for their attack upon me using lying justification which I debunked almost instantly while they had nothing to say but smirking smug looks of delight that they are being included in the terror regime going from a youtube "independent" channel to being with "the big boys" in w-wood and politics by attacking me. He claimed that I am racist and deserve to be attacked because, this absolute stranger said with cavalier gang-club-membership entitlement, that I had "never" protested or did anything for blacks in the past so why should he do anything for me. I had to recount the protests and the marches i had participated in my past, and then that I have universally been attacked by his "group" to which I have been assaulted by with their partners watching silently in the background, instructing them on gang stalking violence. HE had nothing to say. I then admonished him for his lecture about not getting involved in politics because "let them work it out..'we" have been fighting for so many years and now let them fix their mess" etc. I told him that he was not only supporting the culprit of his claims of victimization but also by doing nothing was aiding in the futherence of the oppression by using more justification to "do nothing". Again silence and then my power was turned off in "retaliation" for having a response he could not answer. I also became violent in rage and exhaustion from sickness without end and being tortured without end by endless line-ups of people using all excuses to pour their hate upon me while working as allies with those they claim are their oppressors, turning their laments of victimization upon me and blaming me and then using violence as a response and participating in violence because their youtube channel and they get a promotion. //Now is actually the time when people should be more politically aware and active if they claim they were under-represented in the past as marginalized groups. but instead the do-nothing gang-club-edict remains: do nothing, let them work it out, we have been fighting for so long why should we fight for what "they" have voted into power and now regret? And then the excuse that I "deserve" to be a perpetual victim of what they claim they are, perpetual victims, and that I never did anything for his 'group" but in fact he has never done anything for "my" group or any "group" but his own little clique in solidarity-I would venture to assume but I don't know. He has supposedly some access to my background history and was just making items up and using lies to justify his violence. Most of "his group" don't use any excuses and just rush at me violently especially when they are highly educated lawyers and politicians--how can they "justify" their actions they don't even begin to try. Maybe I should give him some "credit" for at least making some "lame' excuse for his inclusion in a terror operation for the advancement of his "group"--which is the "left-hand path" to power: join in with the oppressors to gain promotion become antisemitic that is a sure way to cancel out your subscription to victimization and become a "winner" by joining in targeting someone else, using lies and any justification. This lie that I am "racist' has been propelled amongst his "gang group club" for years due to me saying outright that one of "his" icons in the media is a plantation symbol and has also joined in with antisemitism for inclusion into the "club" rather than the "gang" identification he is trying to "elevate" himself "above" by using an irrational and lying pretext. But at least he said some lie rather than, as the established lawyers trained in the constitution and law and the intellectuals of his "group" but now in a "club" not in a "gang" just instantly use violence they are too "entitled" to have to use any lying justification. Every day I watch youtube after having told myself not to watch any more. I watch to see and hear so I am not left out from the "talking poinits' I am being not only blocked from all facets of society but also for information access. It is literally a threat to my life to watch youtube and to watch any hacked or new or old video it entails an instant abuser rushing to follow orders, lie and use violence to get it's promotion for itself, it's family it's children it's spouse it's group and to just abuse me with instructions as they viciously go on and on. I spend hours every day justifying myself because the truth serum blocks my ability to block them out. It is true torture literal murder disguised as being "mind control". The energy drain and life sucking parasitism is more enervating then mere exhaustion combined with the poisons and drugs they perpetually inflict upon me as well.

 I have been, non-stop, accused of being anti-black by black men in particular for years and years. I had told their most wealthy status symbol (which means much more than integrity, the symbol of wealth attainment is the apex of importance, in other words) and thus, she had eagerly partaken in this most racist assault upon me. There is no doubt that this assault upon me is most severely racist in nature. When white males are using technology to rape and then making references to having me killed in Nazi concentration camps afterward there is no doubt that this is a racist system of oppression and terror and murder. The many diverse skin colors who rush to join in all claim that it is ME who is racist because after more than 2 years of this famous black female joining in gleefully to this attack upon me, justified by her wealth and media celluloid attainment, having gotten rid of her cellulite in various wealth-generated means, she is not above and beyond reproach and certainly not from me, the victim. Her many lectures movies about women being raped abused are famous but when it comes to me, all concerns about human rights are instantly negated because of the extreme dehumanization involved in the Nazification of American media and it's most wealthy influencers. Thusly, it was handed more wealth for using extreme racism against me in reaction to years of involvement and the utter hypocrisy of her public stance. I notice and have seen this continuously that people of her gang-elevated to-club system are extremely loving and supportive of the most racist white people who adorn them with favoritism as a token symbolism of abject devotion to servicing bigots with a loving smile and prone position politics.


Thusly, I used a term that generated a swarm of hate and accusations and attack, but this had been imposed upon me all my life I have to state that I was bussed from my working class white neighborhood to the experimental University grade school in the "black" part of town. I was subjected to this same system from age 8 onwards and it was vicious then, it is more vicious now even with education and awareness the utter lies of the system of double-speak has created an utter plantation system devoid of acknowledgement and any reference to it generates a storm of violent attack by the most adamant supporters of this very system. 


It has craftily diverted from actual "fighting" to acquiescence and then full-on violent participation in lynch mob and rape racism as long as the gang bangers can be elevated into the more prestigious white club they are gratified beyond belief. It all smacks of CIA psy-ops programming I would say it works hand-in-hand with COINTELPRO.


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Newsom in his administration of 4th reich terror, replete with the usual black and brown participants in the globalization of the monopoly cartel, is also having his brown lackies taint my water supply so the water in my bathroom and kitchen has a nasty taste. Another poisoning effect that has continuously been forced upon me. The terrorists working at the front desk are so abusive and negative, from the moment they were placed at that space 4 months prior to the November election; meaning it was known who would win and to create a hate negative zone even worse than it had been (they can use Google translate to communicate they refuse and I am unable to use any single application on any mobile phone every phone I buy is hacked remotely or the sim cards I add money to get hacked and thusly the camera will not work I can never get onto the internet i am lied to perptually by all shops so I can't get anything done


and the landlord became extremely abusive when trump came to power so writing any comments to him is a threat in itself


all of this plus non-stop abuse when newsom took over, with hegseth and bannon rushing to assault me and then rape 3 nights ago for having written about the hypocrisy of the christian excuse for male rape entitlement and all the hate and violence that goes hand-in-hand with the most extremely profuse "I'm Christian" thrown at me as if I am the worst "sinner" and thusly for having been denied health care in California when I was forced into an "accident" from which I walked away from; but the next morning the metal rod that had been inserted under my spine had been sprung open it was not the night before when I was dancing at a Christmas Eve party at the temp secretary job I had at the time at a prestigious law firm in downtown San Franciso. I was not able to work after that I returned to my murderous nazi family who then used this contract to have my uncle get huge stepping stone promotions for his fledgling desktop magazine for the gay community (mostly all male at the time) and they used me as fodder for his presumption of "working hard" to get the paper established. I won't go exactly into detail but the words drug and rape and workplace harassment and me being so drugged but appearently functional and the death of my step-father on the day he was trying to leave my mother the brother who has joined in with giggly mirth in having me (killed) raped beaten and the non-Jewish members of my integrated family rushing to get free contracts into W-wood by eagerly most feverishly hadning me over with smiles of contemptuous hate at me for approval of Nazi whorewood 4th Reich gmbh. I had to leave my family in phoenx and rush to survive because at the time they were trying to placate the angry nazis that I was happy beautiful and my body not completely paralyzed my family tried to have me thrown in jail for a trumped-up charge of theft of my mother's jewelry while she had traveled back to Upstate NY to block the inheritance from the children of her deceased suddenly heart-attack dead former husband who she made a smirking point to emphasize that she "fed a good breakfast to" earlier in the morning on the day he had a sudden heart attack and thusly the division of the home in Scottsdale was no longer in question, nor was most of the inheritance except for my mother's established tenure as a family law attorney in phoenix and my brother's attorney role and me as an injured and brainwashed drugged albeit punkish music independent working at the major newspaper and being drugged and raped by the editors while I was in a miasma of drugged insensibility and understanding. While appearing to function. I fled that hate hole and had no way to survive but it was flee or die in Phoenix, which even without having experienced the social system I could tell it was a hellhole of incontinence and went up to San Francisco ---could not sit for more than 30 minutes could not carry anything could not work as a temp secretary (I had worked for half-days at the newspaper barely able to function I had such a menial task but I was exposed to the editor desk and saw how the paper functioned and how antisemitic and racist they were as well and homophobic to boot).


I had no choice but to return to be poisoned and attacked to death (my family has been in the "end contract" mode on me for decades so it is continuous death threat just being around them) I worked at the Lusty lady in a "private booth" not having to dance and for the first time i was exposed to freedom of sexuality that is normally blocked from women in all settings traditional or sex worker combined. All derision and "shame" imposed upon the female or the "menial" worker not the pedophile rapist male culture, that remains a constant. But in this setting the women were granted immunity from persecution and had the final say and choice to catapult through a team of body builder but alternative (in dress and garb mostly) men---the fascism and nazism was extremely prominent not only for me but for the odd asian woman (the one and only I saw) and one black woman (the other lighter skinned half-black woman accepted she very much participated in the attacks upon me) but the Nazi tattooed blonde women and openly racist were working to have my money solen me drugged and the hostility and hate for me having sexual freedom from the opprssion of their sexist and racist agenda turned into open hostility and hate although I never had contact with them in any way it was that I was not "shamed" and was not a "slave" servile and accepting abuse and denigration with blonde women worshipped as they are in whorewood--the blonde skank creeps who feed off racist hate and rape and tortrure of me. Their aim is to completely erase all the sense of sexual empowerment I obtained at the seminally famous Lusty Lady and the hate of the white male rape culture has been heaped upon me for all the years of being subjected to their shame protocol which I am under truth serum endlessly defending myself because I cannot stop reacting or responding it is pure torture. 


And so, there it is. Too impossible for the nazis to comprehend that they can't affix endless sexual abuse upon me for having worked there whiel they are promoted the women even moreso and stealing my concepts about women's empowerment they have had me mutilated so my body is something that the rape culture men can shame with accusations that I am "fat" and my breasts are not perky and etc after decades of this poisoning mutilation and the continuation of poisoning. that is another facet of their endless deflection campaign as well as having worked at the lusty lady--regardless of the circumstances instead I was forced into disability for not receiving health care and then more violence committed on my body by nazis after I struggled to not be drugged and abused sexually by them after date rape drugs poured into my drinks and etc.


Endlessly they accuse me of what they are, and then pour stinking filth into my body hair clothing furniture food and then pour their stinking dirty deflection of how sleazy and prostituted filth they are--using christinity and their money and that I have no backup no defense no support and my family still working to have me brutally killed to prove how nazified they are--mansions and trips to euro-land for my family jobs now in whorewood and still they are drooling for me to be brutally slowly killed for the last dregs of the contract of a lifetime of betrayal and backstabbing literally with nazi psychopathy and glee. This newsom has used against me bringing them in to sneer with hate and contempt at me, as shitalina instructed him to do and dirty pig-lousy also jabbing him to get all he can drain and destroy out of me so that worthless dino can obtain more power and more black and brown mind controlled slaves in addition to the dearth of selfish greedy white males who are so easily controlled that the instant this incentive contract is dangled in front of them the bombastic presentations about defending democracy are mute all turns into snarling rabid sucking abuse hate murderous proportions and blaming me because I am fighting back against the next aspirant for president the list of presidential candidates who have made overt death gestures at me is enormous: the list is elizabeth warren and some of the most famous of her squad but she is the really truly violent nazi of that particular plantation, then hillary clinton then nancy pelosi with her white male counterpart newsom doing the "smacking" and sexual abuse sticking his genitals at me abusing slapping and using all trauma to assault me while he sees me endlessly sick bedridden until I have to as usual beg for some kind of intervention because I clicked on his videos and he hopes he can become prezzident if I just perform all the expected sexual roles of submission sex slavery being abused and then denigrated discarded with hate and then tortured and passed on to the next piece of sleazy sick shit all worshipped by dumbed down america. The list of presidential candidates who have violently with murder threats or extremely violently had their groups and gangs assault me is almost at 100% of the recent list of candidates from the past 20 years. Just give a name and it will probably have attacked me at the very least in internet hacking but many of them have just violently assaulted me and gone off with promotions for their shitty children as nepotism continuation of a rotten regime coordinating all "sides".


They use every justification to blame me. but that they use christianity when i was forced into severe life-threatening injury, as I am currently in while they abuse me non-stop for their promotions because I am also too injured to have "sex" they rape and plunge themselvse into me causing more damage they are more turned on by it; but they use any lie to justify why I "deserve" it the most heinous is the misuse of christianity in it's deplorable disgusting mistreatment of a religion that is known to represent spiritual grace and love. 

Citing that reality dictates power and that's how it goes that's politics they "muse" constantly. 



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Terrorist, through-wall mechanical arm mutilation report: bald spots covering most of my head once again because for the past month, and for the last 2 weeks almost every day I am unable to spend the back muscle strength (gone from poisons ripping out of my spine, literally at the most critical bone structure level of internal tissue--due to years of struggling to remove hard as rock poison from chemicals poured and injected and pumped into my body so it would seep into the interior of my body. the same filth celebrities are there to have my body ravaged with mechanical arms while I lay in utter exhaustion deep healing sleep too sick to move, just laying down to sleep like 99.9 % of all human beings are able to do without fear of mechanical arms or people rushing to destroy their body due to MICROCHIP BRAIN IMPLANTS forcing me into non-sensation unconscious mode. they can cut parts of my body out it is as effective as neurological anesthesia for the most severe of surgery. They have severed out part of my uterus while I have been in that state; fractured vertebrae and have sliced under my nails every single night for over 17 years (I am almost unable to block this despite years of struggling to put blood-flow constriction layers around my hands and wrists to stop this I cannot block this attack 90% of the time. but I was too sick to do more than simply lay down in utter sickness and sleep, during the day into the night all night then the next day just collapsing while tom hardy spent hours insulting abusing yelling death threats quietly making endless extreme violent murder threats all day--I could only put on a soft cap over my head which they just lifted up and doused stinking grease into my hair and then hair follicle destroying chemicals. the hair texture is extremely damaged and most of the hair I spent over one year fighting to regrow (most will not regrow I could not figure out how to prevent home break-ins and then how to protect my head from the creeps ordering the scum to incise into my gum tissue and pour hair damaging chemicals plus stinking grease; when the ape rapists had ability to break into my room they would put my spine and hips out of alignment and pour semen and stinking sewage water into my body into my hair; steal my money spray filth on my clothing and destroy every pair of shoes so the heels were worn down at a 45-degree angle and the shoe soles coming apart so I was always walking on crooked shoe soles--to augment the crooked spine and fractures they also committed against my body in this perpetual nightly comatose state. ///So I slept and was teleported I could not diminish the sick and stupid sleazy death hate death energy skits that shitalina and her crew of europigape scum trash low-level parasites from the "upper crust" of English society, bringing in a lout like tom hardy to inflict his miserable hate and racist violence upon me undoubtedly he is a nazi in some organization and fully under the myth that being a white english males makes him superior to me in all respects but does not stop in extracting ideas out of me because he, like most of the english, exist in their mental boxes of regulated conformity to their hierarchical assumption to supremacy and so must everybody else if they can achieve this--using mind control that is one of their goals. //My hair which, before I was too ill to leave my body so exposed last month, it had grown back a great deal but they have literally used hair follicle remover technology to yank the hair follicles out using hair laser removal tools--I believe my scalp was dotted with bumps from the hair follicles having been literally removed while I was unconscious and unable to defend myself; that was about 3 years ago after a german sick fuck rapist pig ape used pornographic hate rape upon me, which shitnegger the austrian sick fuck nazi governor of california had fully sanctioned (this was the first year of biden, actually so it was years ago time is so repetitive with one rotten white trash shit ape pig from europigapeland after the next inflicting hate and pornographic violence upon me. I tried to fend him off, this German sick fuck all the pigs of this group surrounded with applause and a huge tour for him around europe ensued instantly after he began violently raping me (that is the standard reaction for all the shit rapist scum who attack me in this hate technoterror system). I began after weeks of saying get off me and stop then finally calling him a pig and get his greasy pig meat off me and etc and they then had most of my hair pulled out while in deep sleep mode every day hair falling out--it is now mostly gone once more. Taking a shower my head is almost bald again hair falling out the texture of my hair completely damaged from 2 weeks of being too ill to do more than fall into sick sleep from poisons ripping out of my spine and back and rib cage and then an accident because in this most vulnerable state tom hardy went on and on never ending death threats while my entire spine was in this state of extreme vulnerability of the stability of spinal structure and muscle strength---in a way none of you can understand I am certain (and none of you care all I have done is write to get this oaf sick fuck off me for the past 7 months of near death being abused so badly my hair has turned grey and now he had my hair damaged and sprayed stinking filth not only onto my hair and clothing but around the area I was sleeping into my shoes so I would wake up with inutterable stinking foul stench that does not come out of fabric without great exertion and multiple cleanings for days---from hardy who spent no minute exploiting this most serious vulnerability for the shitalina stupidity must have this contract because that ugly sick trash filth going back to her sleazy posturing stupid movies that never won much notice on the level of Oscars and suddenly MY IDEAS bringing dirtynazi shit skank after shit like pig pitt and shitalina and dumb whorren mirrage and the entire english cartel to the oscars and the vicious violence to obtain permission to prove what violent life fuck genocidal nazis they are by endlessly stealing all they can from me destroying the rest and mutilating my body without end--they can't achieve anything without doing this to me it would seem because of the endless 2 years of extreme violence endlessly inflicted upon me in a surge of violence once they all realized that rump was going to return and he was still in control. The demo-rats rushed to join in until the very last moment when the repug shit took over bringing endlessly crocket into this contract always violently abusive towards me at least verbally for her endless 'rising star" promotions in the media. Political entertainment she is, american truly yearns only for this apparently. And so, most of my hair is now completely ruined. I still have a dangerous amount of poison in my body and eventually if I ever can heal from endless life destroying life energy sucking tom hardy and his english shit filth bucket crew of wealthy"aristocrats" plus the never-ending stupid filthy vileness of shitalina and dirty nasty pig ape pitt endlessly clutching onto destroying my body and life for their sleazy sick endless oscars and awards--both of them having stolen ideas from my former creative writing (I only write about this situation now) and going to the oscars obtaining millions of dollars in the process and then having my sub sub poverty disability cut off because they must have this contract. Using dirty sick sleazy shit stupid hardy to abuse me without end and his nasty dirty wife they are a team of hate and english bigotry a la nazi national front england--violent hooligan extremely bigoted racist and violent. americans really want him to move into america and take over for more nazi training and otherwise nobody does anything to stop this or him from doing just that and the rest of the truly dirty nasty life fuck genocidal english shit you all worship claming you are "part english" and therefore they are welcome to come in and take over fuck everything up--they put musk into power none of you ever stopped him and when I wrote about what he really has proven to be, you just ignored me. Now keep on ignoring me when I write that shit like this group from whorewood is a life lfuck disaster for america keep on doing nothing as i wrote for years "keep doing nothing and see what you will get" from this group NOW you are seeing and STILL YOU DO NOTHING.

  Not that any of you care, it's my "problem" I did something to deserve it, you all say, and it will never happen to precious...