Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

 Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into my body while sleeping through my bladder up that zone which they have just attacked endlessly using this tech and drugging

then claiming that I am some sleazy "whore" but their actions are just "normal" rape is "normal" and gavin old world boy says that what trump is doing to america is normalizing fascism but he is partnering with trump and his families are intertwined through marriage and past relationships

therefore, it's just "normal" they all chant to have me raped they find excuses for the rape and murder of me (you read tarot the bible says do not suffer a witch to live--after raping me then asking me for a tarot reading--that is mike johnson along with marjorie taylor green as long as ago late 2024 before the election results) working for the lusty lady also is a verdict of poisoning and rape to death, regardless of reasons why (not getting health care, not able to move not able to work due to a metal stabilizing rod alon my spine having been fractured and then being denied all health care, all x-rays showing destabilization are denied by doctors at the san francisco general hospital---my family arranging for this to transpire about 4 months after I graduated from college thusly left at the bottom of social security and now they are trying to have me arrested by social security for having had to run and fight to save my life from poisoning--which they all profited off as they had their euro-hate bigot "boys" rape adn poison into my body and then had my hair removed for screaming and screaming to stop and then callinig them names in drugged up dy ing ranting rage

etc the story goes on and on and on and on--the story is so long and unbelievable almost in how much violence they have inflicted and I am still alivle but just endlessly fighting literally for my life to not die from abuse and poisoning

as they get more lead roles and are running for president, they are protected by all the major news outlets who have fully joined in with the "dirty secret" and all have retained their jobs or obtained their own podcast channels as a result work as independent commentators if kicked out of major news networks

if I walk away from my computer for a few minutes with the autoplay on, the msnow anchors who rushed to point guns at me yell laugh make sneering jokes hack their videos on--every video I seemingly "watch" if it's in my history list or regardless if i delete the videos it's still in their surveillance record-keeping

they get "points' as they continue to help monitor the silencing of me and any and all videos that abusers who have rushed to abuse threaten to kill laugh with the rapist murdering celebrities and politicians get more promotions and prizes

when I say shitnigger is loathsome it's from years and years of his violence in the background but now at this ending phase of the trump admin onslaught of violent upheaval of human rights for the monetary gain of all the wealthy like these celebrities to just abuse rape and torture people which was the epstein fun and games circuit but is not full protected at highest levels and no evidence will ever be leaked--at least not for many a long time not sure how long the silence of protection will shield them from these activities but they are so convinced that this normalized process of epstein island elevated into at least a ten-fold increase in sadistic capability to torture and rape and mutilate the entire world fully contributes to this system the stalkinig is global the administration of law and justice aboslutely working to protect and keep the silence and "crush" anyone like me

so they are  having me threatened when I phone social security demanding that I go in person to a field office, they refuse to put in the correct address they refuse to update my account since having had to move out of the california district, not knowing anything about gavin newsom other than he was governor and there had been a recall election which unfortunately he jumped over that moon

assuming that because it was a democrat STate I would be somewhat shielded and also that gavin would not impose himself and that he woulud respect the law and the sanctity of privacy for my records and my life but instead the exact opposite has actually occurred the absolute dicarding of all principles of law and order justice and any iota of concern that I am disaled needing to heal for myu life just poudning me daily with tom hardy raping and abusing me screaming slapping calling me bitch for fighting back against hours of tortrure and abuse all day an dnight as he was elevated into the top nominee for president then demanding that I "help" him by submitting to sex slavery-then-torture to death a baby first and more free ideas--bitch--

and me srcreaming no no for years already so they are having social security threaten me using lies to try to force something that is not part of the protocol system knowing of course I cannot contest it at this moment

laying in bed sick every day still, or just too sick to move most of the time sitting in front of this laptop with the noise on to drown out the endless hate they scream into my inner ear

instead of reading which I have planned on doing but I am so drugged and in so much pain I can't function need voices to drown out their voices and need noise to block out their hate death threats which are continuous

I told them that I do not click on videos in order to "invite" these hateful parasites on me to rush to join into the gang of abusers only because under severe drugging mind control torture I write something complimentary about people I would otherwise not only ignore but would have the "common sense" to not participate in this behavior but the drugging and torture is so overwhelming and on such a continuous daily and nightly basis I fall into their traps very often as time continues of hours of abuse per day--it's gone on non-stop since 2011 but earlier of course endless attacks but non-stop teleportation voice-to-skull but since trump it's literally day and night because trump is relying on this contract of me being a sex slave torrure victim so his family will continue to get endless promotions by the nazi cartel which they used to rise from losing the campaign in 2015 to within amonth of being handed the terror tech by amber heard and elon musk becoming the force of whatever you consider him to be--but certainly not a humanitarian and certainly not caring about protecting the rights of people like me they want me "crushed" as hateful steve bannon hissed at me smug with hegseth next to him after weeks of abuse by hegseth with kkk noem yet tocome the german hate bigot who rushed to join in yesterday because I only th ought of him and posted a video outof germany 

like with ice cube if I listen to a hip hop or rap song on youtube he rushes to assault me because it means "black music' therefore he has ever "right" to assault me

I scream at them that I don't click on videos to invite them to run and join into the torture that shitnigger the nazi hate leech on me endlessly gets such enthusiastic teams of celebrities and politicians to eagerly join in--more than just the thrill of torture but they can't wait for genocide they all want to emulate the holocaust even the jews as long as they get to sit comfortably next to the nazis handing me over with huge sinister smiles saying that I am guilty of all their sins and they help to exonerate them all (oh the lawyers the constitutional law professors or experts mike johnson also being of the latter division)