Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Why is it so embarrassing for men to study feminism and the violence towards women that they take as their entitled "privilege"? They study and study so much of everything except for this one avenue of their sense of power over some animal domesticated. The teleportation is one aspect where their hate and violence fantasies can go wild. Please listen to a this clip at least get a different perspective for this 11-minute video instead of your endless numb and callous programmed hateful responses without any introspection whatsoever.

 ANDREA DWORKIN & ANTHONY BURGESS/AFTER DARK/LATE NIGHT TALK SHOW. 1988.




Why is it so embarrassing for men to study anything related to feminism in the crowd teleporting me? I can't begin to describe here with all the interference and threats I have how violently misogynist the men teleporting and raping me are. How absolutely blank they are when it comes to analyzing anything related to women's empowerment, and in fact their fantasies are so focused on eliminating my power and through their hate towards me they seem to be empowering their fellow fascist female counterparts who also participate. It's a complete orgiastic ritualistic revelation on the part of the entire group to penetrate and torture a woman as a form of group hate and catharsis for the violence they have in regard to sexuality. If I could begin to write my short story or ideas on this..its' so threatening to them it's so hard to get anyone to begin to think about what they are doing. I have spent 10 years and longer in endless screaming and physical violence fights with one man and his wife/daughter/female lovers/male lovers/partners on the degradation that they impose upon me for their own sense of manhood restored somehow. Nothing shatters their sense of entitlement and the lack of oversight or restraint on the part of the politicians and the people who are supposed to protect society in some part also demonstrates how deep the hate for women is and what lies are endlessly fabricated by these sensual stars and the fighters for freedom but part-time rapist bigot haters.

Please listen to a few lectures given my Andrea Dworkin instead of stealing the ideas to put out some cheesy fake movie about how you are fighting against sexist men while you continue on a personal level to fully empower the worst of sexism that this technology is affording you to expunge your hate and violence fantasies out upon an INNOCENT person--

It also might behoove you to upgrade you level of intellectual pursuit and acumen, deary rapist, violent, hater men out there who are smug about the US government handing you the dream technology you have always fantasized about having the capability to commit every crime against the sleeping victim with all your hate fantasies poured out upon me as your bigot Nazi women laugh and applaud and make "love" to you afterwards. I do wish some of you would elevate your mentalities and improve your capability and desire to think intellectually and listen to some real intellectuals whose output far exceeds your farthest fantasies of having anything truly significant to perform about life or love or humanity.

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*I do believe that Andrea Dworkin was poisoned and a targeted person and she was not "obese" but instead, I believe, poisoned slowly to death with the bloating and hardening poison that I have been fighting to eliminate for a decade which glues into the body like cement but bloats up on top of the hardening chemicals which form an interior "plate". It is impossible to detect until all the chemicals have been drained from the body. I truly believe that Andrea Dworkin was not an ugly and fat woman filled with hate by any means. I know that most people who see her have that instantaneous assumption about the "fat dyke" but I know about targeting and covert assassinations just a bit more than most of you and how they operate.

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THE TAMING OF THE SHREW

Hark ye to the old tradition! 

He commeth to quell and tame the beast of the wild animal she-whore who regardeth all Men as unfit for betrothal or at least only fit for a mean and low brothel. 

She commeth sweet and demure and stealeth the kiss from the death mask looming over the shores of love's labour lost and the lost labor party. Conservative she dons her place at the grace of the sanctity of society always willing and never saying no.

=
Elizabeth Taylor and Richard Burton's pre-demise performance of
William Shakespeares the
Taming of the Shrew
how the rapists associate the shrew with the Jew
who must be you in disguise
posturing as the dominator
circumcised
prescribed
 energized by
submission
but never fulfilled therein

the ritual must remain a solid fixture
in your cantankerous elixir of nichts her


GET HER GET HER GET HER GET HER
 rape her beat her repeat her demean her delete her

get her show her who's boss
after you're finished you don't give a toss

what a game for the insane

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btw blamers and haters:

I do not insinuate that I am a "shrew"
years of systematic torture in a program of rape and attempted murder
have made me a bit cantankerous towards people utilizing the same formulaic principles of oppression towards me that the murderers and other haters have used against me. If only you would think outside the system a bit and be a bit more like an authentic personality I might not try to defend myself almost to the death against anyone using these same formulas of torture and suppression and complete obliteration of my rights as a human being. 
The pleasure-principle attached to social climbing and career promotion appears to be more powerful than any authentic sex drive and it is so overpowering to the people involved that they have lost all their humanity. It is a shame that they are supposed to represent any values of society or humanity in the field of entertainment or media and are being put at the apex of the push for social commentary via these movies and entertainment/music specalurarama dramas.



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Our dear Shakespeare in Central Park revival of The Taming of the Shrew which is even more machismo than the Burton/Taylor version.


Once married, the husband proclaims pointing at his newly wed wife:
"I will be Master of mine own
She is my chattel, my house
She is my Goods
My household stuff
My field
My barn
My horse
My ox
MY ass.
MY ANYTHING."

The rest of the movie--I mean theatre performance
is of creating a domestic and loving good wife
who adores her husband after fight and trial by torture and punishment and release from pain and suffering.

Part 2 of the 400 year old play that is a man's final fantasy before he plays that role of the husband who may stray like Shakespeare did to his wife to whom he desecrated his "2nd best bed" in his Will after his death. Did she mourn him truly at that point of his long years of departure to play in London and play with his lovers and write sonnets to them all, boys and girls, while she waited at the house taking care of the domestic chores?
Had she been subdued according to this treatise on how to obtain a good servant wife?


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I cannot live with You (640)

 - 1830-1886

I cannot live with You – 
It would be Life – 
And Life is over there – 
Behind the Shelf

The Sexton keeps the Key to – 
Putting up
Our Life – His Porcelain – 
Like a Cup – 

Discarded of the Housewife – 
Quaint – or Broke – 
A newer Sevres pleases – 
Old Ones crack – 

I could not die – with You – 
For One must wait
To shut the Other's Gaze down – 
You – could not – 

And I – could I stand by
And see You – freeze – 
Without my Right of Frost – 
Death's privilege?

Nor could I rise – with You – 
Because Your Face
Would put out Jesus' – 
That New Grace

Glow plain – and foreign
On my homesick Eye – 
Except that You than He
Shone closer by – 

They'd judge Us – How – 
For You – served Heaven – You know,
Or sought to – 
I could not – 

Because You saturated Sight – 
And I had no more Eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise

And were You lost, I would be – 
Though My Name
Rang loudest
On the Heavenly fame – 

And were You – saved – 
And I – condemned to be
Where You were not – 
That self – were Hell to Me – 

So We must meet apart – 
You there – I – here – 
With just the Door ajar
That Oceans are – and Prayer – 
And that White Sustenance – 
Despair – 


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I felt a Funeral, in my Brain by Emily Dickinson

I felt a Funeral, in my Brain,
And Mourners to and fro
Kept treading - treading - till it seemed
That Sense was breaking through -

And when they all were seated,
A Service, like a Drum -
Kept beating - beating - till I thought
My mind was going numb -

And then I heard them lift a Box
And creak across my Soul
With those same Boots of Lead, again,
Then Space - began to toll,

As all the Heavens were a Bell,
And Being, but an Ear,
And I, and Silence, some strange Race,
Wrecked, solitary, here -

And then a Plank in Reason, broke,
And I dropped down, and down -
And hit a World, at every plunge,
And Finished knowing - then -






Monday, June 14, 2021

Terrorist report, June 15, 2021. POISONING, insertion into my body with stinking fungus, rape during teleportation and death threats and threats to comply and "go along" with being exploited to the maximum by David Garrett, Robert DeNiro, Joe Pesci, The mafia partners therein plus Nazi cartels, the Gottis and et al plus the H-wood celebrity thug group.

 In order to stop the severing of nerve endings, capillaries and blood vessels, tissue and muscle into every toe and joint of my feet, which this group has been doing for over half a year, I have had to resort to sleeping in light pants which have an elastic band and a tie-around string/cloth. I have sewn pieces into the foot area so the mechanical arms only can cut into my feet by going into the waist area. I tie knots as tightly as possible and try to stop the mechanical arms, which has not stopped anything. I wrap layers of packaging tape around my toes and then put a piece of tissue and tape and wrap that around plus I have sewn a double pair of socks which are of an elastic material, stretchy but tight, so that the mechanical arms can't breach this area and this also is breached. I have begun to wrap wiring around the bottoms of the socks at the ankle level to stop the mechanical arms and the areas are still being breached. The mechanical arms are getting through the layers of materials I have pounded into the walls and floors, ceiling for over 2 years to stop the destruction of my body and the terrorists entering my room to rape and nearly dismember my body and put my hips and spine out of alignment, poisoning my food and putting fungus into my hair, food and vagina every single day. That scenario has gone on and on for years--YEARS every single night. I have spent all my money and time fighting this and writing about it.


It is continuing now that I am wearing an enclosed area around my waist they are putting what smells like rotten meat into the crotch area and I am infected all the time from it. In order to not have my toes severed off or completely dislocated I must do this.

These terrorists then teleport me and abuse and rape me and threaten me. THis is ROBERT DENIRO who is a most VIOLENT AND UGLY SINISTER PERSONALITY along With pesci who is not as awful but still a criminal and has done very awful things, along with the Gottis and the rest of this group. 

David Garrett is raping me and threatening me and I respond as if I am "in love" and wake up knowing that this is the most powerful mind control operation I have yet experienced from this group since the last time I could not control my natural urges to have intimacy and love and contact with another person--I have tried to control my reactions but this man Garrett is most persuasive and threatening as well. If there is any sort of human contact between us, the hateful instructions of this organization has turned what may have been some kind of halfway decent interaction between two human beings into a race, pornographic exploit situation lacking all compassion and concern and love, respect, tenderness and it's all about these people obtaining more promotions out of trying to break me as a human being.

They are using violence towards me with gestures of extreme violence using the teleportation as well. That is coming from DeNiro who is very, very violent and threatening and murderous and has been exploiting this contract out on me and like so many of the celebrities has been obtaining  awards for his movies year after year and won't stop and is so greedy and nasty that it's a real mafia hate contract that reveals the ugliness and decay of that industry to the max. He only represents publicly what privately must be a most sinister organization and group of the most foul, anti-woman, anti-American pro-death squad mafia movie hate destruction of all possible divide and conquer foreigners out of Europ-a-land and other nefarious countries. The utter lack of humanity is astounding and this trashy organization is behind the decades of movies glorifying death, mafia and hate and racism that is behind so much of the current death culture that has pervaded America.

But they are smearing what smells like dead meat into the crotch area of these pants I MUST wear because they were literally cutting my toes off slowly night-after-night like this.

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They are fully rotten and ugly putrid parasites upon me and I want to tell you David Garrett that the sweet beauty of your musical talent is also connected to the sexuality that you live by and allowing these nasty rotten hate-mongering fascist bigots to control you and tell you to abuse me (or maybe you don't need much to do this and have done this many times before in your life and this is just a continuation--like so many of the German people I have met who are acting in almost exactly the same way so I think this is a cultural remnant of Nazism).

You are destroying your own talent but maybe you don't see it that way. DeNiro is a murdering bigot hater and a truly evil and violent sick personality and I really need someone to intervene and stop this group of completely destroying my body and life and home any longer as they have been working and obtaining awards year after year for this heinous filth series of crimes they are committing against me. All of this is FULLY SANCTIONED BY HILLARY CLINTON AND NANCY PELOSI. They are foul rapist conniving women who unfortunately "represent" the Democratic power and the "feminist" struggle for women to compete in major politics. Both have been involved with this, but Pelosi is a mafia agent and fake slurring her concern for "The American People" and like Trump, I find her an utterly repulsive personality but for completely different reasons as Trump brought this mafia Nazi shit firsthand into this contract and they are all still waiting for me to be so oppressed and abused that I go and "marry and have a baby" with some bigot who is torturing me to death and undoubtedly has extremely malicious intent towards me, which David Garrett absolutely does have. He is threatening me to go to Germany and have a baby with him so all of these rotten people who have tortured me using this teleportation technology can get their big bonus from this organization of rotten and filthy people who are controlling them and handing out these prizes and awards and contracts. 

IF DARK MONEY NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED BY CONGRESS AND BY PEOPLE CONCERNED ABOUT DEMOCRACY AND AMERICA THEN THIS ANGLE OF THE CORRUPTION NEEDS TO BE STOPPED and stopping them from exploiting me is absolutely going to help in stopping the corruption that is threatening American Democracy at this time.

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*please note, as I have written of for years regarding my "living" situation: the room I essentially was "forced" to live in, because all opportunities are blocked for living space except for one or two results that come in from this organization, as my finances are likewise blocked electronically and money stolen from my purse while sleeping and etc--all attempts to earn money or have a career have been 100% blocked by this death/terror/rape/mafia/Nazi collaborative effort that is a global threat to humanity at this point in time:

this room is not only a surveillance unit, but every space of the sides of the walls is covered with faux plastic walls/cabinets that have panels that are one or two millimeters thick that are removeable and are used by terrorist "neighbors" to insert mechanical arms through and are easily taken up or down and latched into place from the other side of the walls. Both "walls" are impossible to secure because the material used as the faux cabinet and wall structures are doused with chemicals to make them soft and breached--the plaster in the "ornamental" wall indents and structures cannot be hammered with nails, nails simply fall out or the plaster crumbles so I can't hammer anything into the walls. Some of the wall surfaces that I need to hammer metal hooks and tie rope to secure the panels from being opened from the other side(s) of the walls are so hard that nothing can penetrate the walls (unless I used a drill, which I don't have I also have been so bereft of money I have not had enough money to eat while fighting to pay for items to plaster on the walls to try to simply ascertain how or where the break-ins are occurring). There are areas of the walls that are impossible to pound or screw hooks or anything to secure them from being opened from the other side of the wall, in other words as this entire studio has been refurbished to create an endless series of tiles, cracks and impossible to secure panels due to what I have just written above. The ceiling also has holes drilled into the surface for "lighting" that has huge gaps of space around holes behind the holes of the lightbulbs in ways that are completely easy to penetrate by someone lifting boards from the ceiling above. There is no limit to how this group operates to pry and violate a space and insert mechanical arms, which only require something like half an inch or less to penetrate. 

The terrorist enter into my room to dislodge any flimsy materials I have glued and hammered into the most easy to conceal areas and the room is replete with them. 

I have not enough money to move and I have done nothing but move for decades in order to live in peace.

The mafia and nazis involved in attacking me at this point--with their countless minions being employed to do the filthy and nasty attacks for them, and the personally filthy acts they are performing themselves in these hate skits of teleportation.

I am under severe threat of not only losing my toes and being made permanently paralyzed by these attacks on my toes and feet, but they have tried to knock my lower teeth out, make my hair permanently balding and have smeared chemicals on my skin to damage it for YEARS. They have cut into my fingernails on my hands so badly for so many years on a nightly basis that I have lost the ability to use two fingernails which are permanently damaged and don't grow and are essentially dead--part of the nail is completely cut off and won't grow back the nerve endings have been cut completely out. This group of H-wood actors and this mafia/Nazi cartel has also had part of my uterus cut out while I was unconscious, drugged up and teleported and thus could not feel the act of violence, was so drugged up I felt no pain afterwards. The list is by no means complete of the physical violence and damage this group has inflicted upon me. The list of ideas they have stolen from me while blocking my ability to think and write or get anything done on any level and the money they have made out of both exploiting and torturing me for years (a decade by now of just this one group, and countless people prior to them who are still a part of the exploitation) and I remain here writing once more appealing for my country to not allow this slow murder to continue on and on. 

David Garrett is pressing very hard for me to move to Germany where I will be gang raped by his friends (he has already done this a few times already). The technology forces reactions out of me that are not consensual nor are they "my" words or deeds. Under this kind of threat and pressure and the years of isolation and celibacy and the torture and pain and suffering and the fight to heal while they are torturing me and furthering injuries to my body, the technology stimulating my body and this man who is a sexual predator proves a combination I can't fight at this time by myself. They have stolen my cat and killed animals I loved and have taken care of. I remain absolutely targeted and shunned and attacked by every single human being on the planet and have no sanctuary or place to go and no money to defend myself. As so many people are suffering from and this organization is responsible in so many ways for the suffering and deaths of so many people in just this last year alone--with their complicity to the organization to which they respond and follow instructions from.


nEW yORK dOLLS Trash don't let those rotten old men wankers tell you what to say. TRASH just throw their hate and ugliness away. TRASh. DON'T LET THEM control your mind or what you say. Trash throw them away and their wives and keep the world in a state of free play that is gay, merry, clean and bright. TrAsh I mean spiritual bliss and not their rotten trashy piss on the planet. tRASH, THROW that hate organization away. trASH, LET THIS cleansing occur today and forever throw the TRASh mind controlling dirty foul dregs away.

 

New York Dolls - Trash. (1973).



"Don't throw your love away.
Don't throw your life away.
Don't take my light away."

(my lyrics)
don't do what wanker haters say
TRASH becuz' they spewin' trash
to take your life away
trash
don't let them tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trash tell you how to pray or prey or play
TRASH
won't let you take my knife away
trash
why won't you trashy wankers go away?
Trash
let me and my baby play
trash
you're the one and only
are you going to stay?
I don't want to just play
trash
I don't want to throw it away
trash
don't throw your love away
don't throw your life away.
Trash
baby be cool
and don't let the trash tell you what to say
trash
don't let the trashy old men wankers
tell you how to play
do your life your own way
get rid of that TRASH
and throw it away
trash
throw those loveless rotten old men wankers away
and all the hate and violence they have to say
trash
get it away
trash
throw it away
baby, let's just be happy and play
with or without you I'll do things my own way
and get rid of that TRASH
that's telling you to be like them
TRASH
put it in the can and keep the planet green and clean
with or without you, I'll be my own rightful Queen.

(my cover of The NY Dolls who know a lot about trash and NY).

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(My cover of Fuck the Police by NWA who know a lot about the trash of the police with their "good" citizen pigs and their racist, sexist, violent gigs).

Fuck the police
same organization
interior negotiation
sometimes your closet relation

Fuck the police
grandizing schemer
say they want the world cleaner
by making your turf meaner
raping in order to demean her

Fuck the police
representing the "good" citizens
who make sure the destroy the denizens
who are the peasants and plebeians
struggling to clean their filthy dens
that the "good" citizens have turned into pig pens.

"Yo Dre, I Got Something To Say" | Straight Outta Compton | SceneScreen






A reverse regurgitation.

 

Lydia Lunch & Rowland S. Howard ~ Black Juju



A REVERSE REGURGITATION***ALL OF MY LURID POSTS TODAY--THE SEXUALLY BASED ONES BEGINNING WITH LYDIA LUNCH'S *FUCK* VIDEO ARE NOT NOT NOT ANY ASPECT OF MY SEXUALITY BUT AN EXPOSE OF THE BASE AND SICK SEXUALITY OF THE TELEPORTING CULTURAL HEROES THAT YOU ALL LOVE AND DEFEND AND PROTECT while they try to force their filth and hate upon me as if that is me and not them. I am merely putting out videos that honest women have put out when being "sexy" according to the dictates of rapist bigots was NOT the enforced-through-violence absolute code, codified by a slew of sleazy pop stars and celebrity symbols who represent nothing but what I posted since the video *FUCK* BY LYDIA LUNCH TODAY. I am merely making a statement about THEM and not ME. That is the general rule of thumb for all my videos that appear lurid or sarcastic, which I am not inherently like but releasing the sleazy greasy filth that is continuously dumped on me by people of that same substance who appear clean and jovial and shiny and plastic-coated romantic for the media and the press, adored and protected and the need for them to turn that fake smile into a hideous grimace of rape and hate upon me is something, apparently, society needs in order to continue to put fake fantasies upon pedestals.

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Kill Your Sons - Lydia Lunch



Set your little boys free from suckling their entire lives
Hey mommies-your little boys are vicious rapists
what have you done to make them that way?
What haven't you done?
What have you done?

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Lydia Lunch Retrovirus - Burning Skulls



It's just another f**ed up trip with f-0ed up pop singers but when it comes to expressing something that goes pop explosion in your head
Very few can match Lydia Lunch--

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The Accüsed - Have You Never Been Mellow




I met one of the band in Seattle just before leaving for Germany back in '91. I sold him the rest of my Humbolt County joy ride before crossing the great divide between San Francisco and Germany. I look at photos from that time and I only rememjber that the dude I hung with for a little while had reddish hair and I can't identify which one it was at this point. He drove me around Seattle as we smoked that last precious bag I had which I have not had the pleasure of repeating as I have not been in the Humbolt County line of acquisition since that time. Oh whst a glorious ending that was to my time of living San Francisco (traveled to Seattle to take the flight was actually on my way to moving to Seattle instead I rerouted to Germany).

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The Accused- Psychomania



THIS IS GREAT GREAT MUSIC NOT MUSICK !!! Back in the "grunge" days of Seattle back in '91. Clubs I went to in San Francisco at the time had band after band that was similar and I hung with some of them in The Mission District (mostly all gang stalker basturds but still okay to hang with for a short time and good Humbolt I purchased as well). Oh well, the good old days gone now the hard driving rhythm pounding grinding and the mosh pit seem taken over by replicas. I am cynical I have been out of the loop for so long due to poisoning perhaps I am wrong and there is a fragment left of that energy. But if you listen to the raw energy here you will know that this is not the same now as it was back then (how I miss what I almost took for granted). At least it cheers me up a bit compared to the s*** I see on my endless media streams of the ennui that has been forced upon the global consciousness as being the only "art" available and all the underground appears to have vanished.

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I believe (it was a hazy, Humbolt County last smoke day so memory is hazy) but it was I think the dude on the far left who I met for that one day who drove me around as I smoked my last Humbolt dream bag and now I somehow regret not having stayed in Seattle but that's Life....(I had to go to Germany and change my life entirely for many weird reasons). I recognized his photo in the band album cover during that general time period but I can't find that poster online and I think he's very changed even in this photo from when I met him. Maybe he would remember it.) Not saying this guy was or is "my type" but he was a cool person to meet and talk to even if he was part of this insidious dearth of gang stalker terrorists. He was not as horrible as the more well-mannered "gentlemen" of our media circus sensational desensitizing romanticizing.

Sunday, June 13, 2021

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government is very thin indeed.

 "Joe Biden explains how he'll handle Putin meeting." CNN. June 13, 2021.




President Biden: "Look, I know this is going to sound somewhat prosaic, but I think we're in a contest. Not with China, per se, but a contest with autocrats. Autocratic governments around the world. As whether or not Democracies can compete with them in the rapidly changing 21st Century. And I think how we act, and whether we pull together to act as a Democracy is going to determine whether our grandchildren are going to look back 15 years from now and say, 'Did they step-up?. Are Democracies as relevant and powerful as they had been?."


This also applies to the "dark money" forces controlling the Hollywood actors and the associations therein. Try to look beyond your mere selfish aspirations for power and control and look at the future of the world and freedom from tyranny, mind control oppression and murder and rape and torture and intellectual property theft. What you consider your bright, shiny future is actually a deep and dark black hole sucking all opportunity out of the planet's resources and ideas into one, huge cesspool of pornographic imagination hate and murder repeat formulas of chaos and death.

The divide between Hollywood and the US Government appears to be very thin indeed.

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This means that all of you actors, famous or not, all the producers all the people who came from "nothing" and rose like the emblem of the "American Dream" are selling that dream off to future generations because you want a monopoly and easy promotion by your "Dark Money" handlers who instruct and train you in fascist methodologies--in particular with this mind control and teleportation technology which so many are clamoring to gain access to this instantaneous ease-of-transport into higher rankings of the industries you otherwise were not automatically inducted into. The reason you had to struggle to gain access is due to the American tradition of helping people to achieve their goals by the Capitalistic struggle for status and power, which was granted to you because others fought, died and have operated in politics and in other ways to keep that system thriving and alive. You are now killing it and although your children may also gain access into higher rankings than they actually deserve upon the merit of their true capabilities, and you all want an aristocratic system based on power and the assumption of supremacy only due to inheritance and a structure that is enforced by murder and mind control oppression rather than the freedom of thought, action and the chance to compete and succeed.

Newsom-trump-musk social security gang-land theft of my money to render me homeless, hopeless and disabled with non-stop torture rape and poisoning while fighting to heal and stop the poisoning; that was just the beginning of the Obama-handed-prize-for-more promotions out of this contract out on me (not sure what Bush did, he has remained only as a very light cyber youtube hacker but the people out in front have been obama, trump, musk and then newsom---all have risen out of this contract out on me both presidents out of this contract out on me. They can't get enough millions and billions of dollars and just let m me heal and live in peace they must continue the contract out on me so all their family friends and their business partnerships (oh,I forgot the clintons, oh yes, big time nasty sarcastic hate out of hillary all profiteering off my torture) I can't really state why I am this most endlessly attacked person. there are people who are assaulted non-stop but my crime has been to fight being a torture sex rape abused object without fighting back that is my "crime" due to this nazification of america. They want "jews" to be absolutely a$$-groveling legal attorney lawyers defending the criminals as my family has done as jamie ratskin is doing in this contract (he is looking endlessly for more media interviews his yapping about the constitution has turned him into one of the biggest nazi frauds of the demo-rat party elizabeth warren as well they are such "pristine" human rights advocates infront of cameras--all former professors thusly their higher intellectual savvy has turned them into formidable lying foes of actual real democracy and integrity the corruption is rot underneath the huge warm orchestrated perfect human compassion lectures they give are the most nasty and ugly in teleportation; they all are it's a hoard of what appear to be brainless hateful protocol-following bots gone crazy like on the same crack drug high on instant money and fame and promotion). They cut my disability benefits; they are trying to make me homeless. They have told me by phone when I tried to change address to get the nasty dirty disgusting grip of newsoms endless murderous violent torture (the "slow murder" contract of abuse 16 hours per day using this tech, drugging poisoning so I am shitting liquid diarrhea and objects out of my body --i.e. gall stones becuase my digestion is blocked sufficating internally but mybody has been poisoned all my life so it has adjusted still being killed) while fighting to block the poisoning and to heal they abuse yell at punch slap abuse insult and yell at me literally day and night taking turns all day all night every day after day--newsom was slapping my face for eating the most cheap steaks from non-hormone injected animals so the meat was very hard--I had to hold the very small pieces of tough steak by hand and eat like that--newsom would slap my face for eating wiith my hands--this was constant just an example of daily being hit and then he had germans and english rape and torture me--his feminist so-called feminist wife has gotten her promotions for puting out her "feminist" and "women" documentaries--she just came at me last night calling me a "prostitute" for having worked at the Lusty Lady when I was being murdered by my Nazi-conttrolled family but it was a murder ordered by the nazi 4th Reich--people just like newsom and his wife, or the newsoms I should say I consider him to be a bisexual at best but so woman-hating I just think he's completely gay not to denounce homosexuality but only to say his version of it is hate cloaked as his "feminist" wife is another nazi programmed woman-hater using "feminism" as her "political" relevancy at having anything to "say" otherwise, she's just nazi in drag like her husband. They all have turned Social Security into a tribunal of political ousting of people not complying with their nazi 4th Reich system--thusly slowly murdering people rendering them homeless. While this group has indeed made me disabled they are trying to STEAL MY COVID MONEY because I saved it. They are trying to take it all away from me even when it was determined that I am able to save it by one of their collection agencies (from social security) by phone the terrorists who I am diverted to by all phone call hacking, whether they work for social security or not they turned a simple address change into hate harassment lying abusing accusing and threats. Demanding that i go in person to a field office to change my address correctly--they refuse to write my correct address and all mail is being blocked by newsom and trump the mail system I use is monitored they are blocking mail. They routinely block all emails so I receive not a single friendly email from anybody I write and get no response all. It doesn't matter as my entire life has been spent surrounded by abusers and attackers thusly it really makes no diffrence but all my outreach to people who had been friendly but under mind control I disassociated myself (they use subliminals to push people who are loving and kind away, on both sides they input hissing hate phrases about people to block all real love and support so people I try to reach who have never harmed me I get no response from but can't find their phone numbers or am not able to find them anywhere to double-check if they did receive my email or message and if they actually had or had not replied. I am only stating this as pertinent mail is blocked likewise--mail from government sources they should have sent me a letter weeks ago for my address change out of the newsom torture rape and abuse murder coven out of whorewood and california but all is blocked. Phoning social security is met by a type of harassment abuse interrogation which is loosely turned into what is called a "review" of your case--this is done by appointment and by phone, the rules have changed you do these reviews of your situation by phone. Now they are demanding that I go into a field office to request an address change and to get information on why my benefits are not being reinstated, nor any information on what conditions I must meet such as the amount of money in my account I must spend from my savings of covid relief and student loans before they reinstate my benefits. They, under instruction by musk, trump and newsom have yelled that all the covid money must be spent although social security deemed I am able to retain that money. I submitted an economic hardship request which was supposed to have been replied to by mail--no mail, no resonses and every request in the California area have been met by the field office agents HANGING UP ON ME in the middle of questions, abusive, nasty and lying to me. In Miami they sent me a letter of reinstatement on April Fool's Day, 2025 which was of course a "joke". It was an official letter from the Miami social security field office. Now I have moved to another State and by phone on the main phone line, a woman lied yelled abused me and yelled that her trick questions (which they never asked, she asked me extremely specific questions that I answered slighly wrong, giving the wrong month of the block of my money it was February but I said March because in my mind from memory of over a year ago the money was cut after the Feb payment so my mind connected March. She then yelled that she did not believe me could not confirm my identity--I had phoned because they wrote the wrong address and I was phoning to correct it. She then lied to me and told me to change my address online. If she did work for social security she would have known that SSI disability is not able to change online only SSA recipients such as retirees can change online. My family arranged for me to have this "freak accident" which was them having this metal rod popped out of the hook latched under my spine to stabilize the scoliosis fusion surgery which was created by my family having me poisoned and my body put out of alignment, a crime and murderous violent act the whorewood group shitalina and pig ape pitt and shitnigger and nancy piglousy and then newscum, in the background until I moved out of florida to california but they did this as well-to keep me crooked, injured bedridden disabled. But they forced this on me 3 months after I graduated college and then denied me all health care, hoping I would die from a metal rod literally coming out of my spine while they abused and tried to create a lie that I had stolen something (had not absolutely and obviously they are the thieves and criminal but with law degrees and they protect nazis and work for nazis, performing as much hate upon me as possible to get more deals and they are addicted to abusing me by now their entire lives revolve around it). To make this a bit shorter, not to endlessly emphasize the "victim" narrative but if there is any example of victimization my story is it this has been a lifetime of this endless hate attack to my body and finances and life. They then had her screaming at me to go in person to a field office and I told her that I am just changing my address, that I cannot change my address online because I am on the SSI program not the SSA --she was supposed to know this without reservation or instructing me to do this--I told her that I was merely changing address that had been wrongly written by the last yelling and abusive social security white female (all my years of being on SSI I have never once obtained a white person by phone for that agency, as far as I recall it's at least 95% formerly before musk got his filthy nazi paws on it for nazi culling of anyone they want exterminated) but always black women or men--mostly women. Always polite, helpful and professional always reliable and always correct. Now under musk who came to assault me at the beginnning of his doge committee assignment before the country realized he is a nazi f88ck abuser hateful exploiter and destroyer of america as I had written about him for years but people are always so beguiled by a fake greasy smile by a seeming "liberal" california tech dude (which newsom has been playing that same hand, his Hillary-emulting "feminist' blonde nazi wife as sinister as hillary but less intelligent, by far).//Therefore, not a single piece of mail which details how much money I must have for reinstatement. I kept sending faxes to a higher office within social security and newsom as he had done when I changed address out of the florida nazi trump dumpster they turned social security into--yellin abuse at me at offices by phone, then in california I was so drugged my online phone would not work newsom and trump had my computer blocked so badly I could not use it for a week while trying to change address from florida to california. I phoned the california field office after they played more rush-and-wait games--long story but I phoned the computer was so hacked I could not get a ring tone could not establish the call spent hours trying to make one phone call; once I finally got someone after 3 hours of trying tom ake one phone call, I was under severe drugging I was in a flustered "traumatized" state they inserted the mind control I asked the man if they had recieved my faxes he said yes and I began to explain before the connection was disconnected again that I had sent the fax for this particular reason (x.y.z etc) he interrupted me with a sneering hate tone, "you aren't letting me finish" as he slowly lumbered t hrough looking for the fax information. I was in a dazed drugged sort of hyper meth speed zone of drugging and stress I kept interrupting him although I could not control myself I could not stop speaking--they can screw the nervous system the brain and subliminal content along with traumatizing because I am fighting for my life now to not become homeless. He hung up on me. Months later after more rape and hours of torure per day, shitnigger just raped me last week endless violence from that filth bucket of sick stupidity endlessly asking me for ideas to claim as his filthy robot stupid self a lying manipulating ugly sick filth crap they adore in shit californication and newsom is a slick slime dirty ignorant fuck his endless repeat lectures so stupid and blank yet they love this shit in that state--and throughout america the level of intelligence is so low now in america. Thusly, I need a physical letter and I am unable to go into their field offices to get abused and yelled at without any real legal written form. If I go in and they lie to me, which they will, without written evidence I will be screwed completely. They are refusing to send me written information I must now use strategy to not be completely screwed by this group of rotten sick fuck "men" who have taken over social security. With the new ruling by the supreme court today to create a new jim crow era of voting redistricting against all black and minority representation (the apathy of these populations in not supporting stupid rancid cock rock rapper krap gangster rap LA sick frauds, the fake angry and fake black ghetto accents they put on for their black audiences is so unconvincing but the black population looks to these rotten dirty stupid fakes as their heroes of fighting racism--they are like the rancid minions of the wicked nazi witch obeying orders giggling like kamala hyena over having me raped and turned into a plantation "slave" so they can become the controller, perhaps controlled but that is the extent of their activism, pure rancidity. Otherwise,