Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Why is it so embarrassing for men to study feminism and the violence towards women that they take as their entitled "privilege"? They study and study so much of everything except for this one avenue of their sense of power over some animal domesticated. The teleportation is one aspect where their hate and violence fantasies can go wild. Please listen to a this clip at least get a different perspective for this 11-minute video instead of your endless numb and callous programmed hateful responses without any introspection whatsoever.

 ANDREA DWORKIN & ANTHONY BURGESS/AFTER DARK/LATE NIGHT TALK SHOW. 1988.




Why is it so embarrassing for men to study anything related to feminism in the crowd teleporting me? I can't begin to describe here with all the interference and threats I have how violently misogynist the men teleporting and raping me are. How absolutely blank they are when it comes to analyzing anything related to women's empowerment, and in fact their fantasies are so focused on eliminating my power and through their hate towards me they seem to be empowering their fellow fascist female counterparts who also participate. It's a complete orgiastic ritualistic revelation on the part of the entire group to penetrate and torture a woman as a form of group hate and catharsis for the violence they have in regard to sexuality. If I could begin to write my short story or ideas on this..its' so threatening to them it's so hard to get anyone to begin to think about what they are doing. I have spent 10 years and longer in endless screaming and physical violence fights with one man and his wife/daughter/female lovers/male lovers/partners on the degradation that they impose upon me for their own sense of manhood restored somehow. Nothing shatters their sense of entitlement and the lack of oversight or restraint on the part of the politicians and the people who are supposed to protect society in some part also demonstrates how deep the hate for women is and what lies are endlessly fabricated by these sensual stars and the fighters for freedom but part-time rapist bigot haters.

Please listen to a few lectures given my Andrea Dworkin instead of stealing the ideas to put out some cheesy fake movie about how you are fighting against sexist men while you continue on a personal level to fully empower the worst of sexism that this technology is affording you to expunge your hate and violence fantasies out upon an INNOCENT person--

It also might behoove you to upgrade you level of intellectual pursuit and acumen, deary rapist, violent, hater men out there who are smug about the US government handing you the dream technology you have always fantasized about having the capability to commit every crime against the sleeping victim with all your hate fantasies poured out upon me as your bigot Nazi women laugh and applaud and make "love" to you afterwards. I do wish some of you would elevate your mentalities and improve your capability and desire to think intellectually and listen to some real intellectuals whose output far exceeds your farthest fantasies of having anything truly significant to perform about life or love or humanity.

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*I do believe that Andrea Dworkin was poisoned and a targeted person and she was not "obese" but instead, I believe, poisoned slowly to death with the bloating and hardening poison that I have been fighting to eliminate for a decade which glues into the body like cement but bloats up on top of the hardening chemicals which form an interior "plate". It is impossible to detect until all the chemicals have been drained from the body. I truly believe that Andrea Dworkin was not an ugly and fat woman filled with hate by any means. I know that most people who see her have that instantaneous assumption about the "fat dyke" but I know about targeting and covert assassinations just a bit more than most of you and how they operate.

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THE TAMING OF THE SHREW

Hark ye to the old tradition! 

He commeth to quell and tame the beast of the wild animal she-whore who regardeth all Men as unfit for betrothal or at least only fit for a mean and low brothel. 

She commeth sweet and demure and stealeth the kiss from the death mask looming over the shores of love's labour lost and the lost labor party. Conservative she dons her place at the grace of the sanctity of society always willing and never saying no.

=
Elizabeth Taylor and Richard Burton's pre-demise performance of
William Shakespeares the
Taming of the Shrew
how the rapists associate the shrew with the Jew
who must be you in disguise
posturing as the dominator
circumcised
prescribed
 energized by
submission
but never fulfilled therein

the ritual must remain a solid fixture
in your cantankerous elixir of nichts her


GET HER GET HER GET HER GET HER
 rape her beat her repeat her demean her delete her

get her show her who's boss
after you're finished you don't give a toss

what a game for the insane

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btw blamers and haters:

I do not insinuate that I am a "shrew"
years of systematic torture in a program of rape and attempted murder
have made me a bit cantankerous towards people utilizing the same formulaic principles of oppression towards me that the murderers and other haters have used against me. If only you would think outside the system a bit and be a bit more like an authentic personality I might not try to defend myself almost to the death against anyone using these same formulas of torture and suppression and complete obliteration of my rights as a human being. 
The pleasure-principle attached to social climbing and career promotion appears to be more powerful than any authentic sex drive and it is so overpowering to the people involved that they have lost all their humanity. It is a shame that they are supposed to represent any values of society or humanity in the field of entertainment or media and are being put at the apex of the push for social commentary via these movies and entertainment/music specalurarama dramas.



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Our dear Shakespeare in Central Park revival of The Taming of the Shrew which is even more machismo than the Burton/Taylor version.


Once married, the husband proclaims pointing at his newly wed wife:
"I will be Master of mine own
She is my chattel, my house
She is my Goods
My household stuff
My field
My barn
My horse
My ox
MY ass.
MY ANYTHING."

The rest of the movie--I mean theatre performance
is of creating a domestic and loving good wife
who adores her husband after fight and trial by torture and punishment and release from pain and suffering.

Part 2 of the 400 year old play that is a man's final fantasy before he plays that role of the husband who may stray like Shakespeare did to his wife to whom he desecrated his "2nd best bed" in his Will after his death. Did she mourn him truly at that point of his long years of departure to play in London and play with his lovers and write sonnets to them all, boys and girls, while she waited at the house taking care of the domestic chores?
Had she been subdued according to this treatise on how to obtain a good servant wife?


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I cannot live with You (640)

 - 1830-1886

I cannot live with You – 
It would be Life – 
And Life is over there – 
Behind the Shelf

The Sexton keeps the Key to – 
Putting up
Our Life – His Porcelain – 
Like a Cup – 

Discarded of the Housewife – 
Quaint – or Broke – 
A newer Sevres pleases – 
Old Ones crack – 

I could not die – with You – 
For One must wait
To shut the Other's Gaze down – 
You – could not – 

And I – could I stand by
And see You – freeze – 
Without my Right of Frost – 
Death's privilege?

Nor could I rise – with You – 
Because Your Face
Would put out Jesus' – 
That New Grace

Glow plain – and foreign
On my homesick Eye – 
Except that You than He
Shone closer by – 

They'd judge Us – How – 
For You – served Heaven – You know,
Or sought to – 
I could not – 

Because You saturated Sight – 
And I had no more Eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise

And were You lost, I would be – 
Though My Name
Rang loudest
On the Heavenly fame – 

And were You – saved – 
And I – condemned to be
Where You were not – 
That self – were Hell to Me – 

So We must meet apart – 
You there – I – here – 
With just the Door ajar
That Oceans are – and Prayer – 
And that White Sustenance – 
Despair – 


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I felt a Funeral, in my Brain by Emily Dickinson

I felt a Funeral, in my Brain,
And Mourners to and fro
Kept treading - treading - till it seemed
That Sense was breaking through -

And when they all were seated,
A Service, like a Drum -
Kept beating - beating - till I thought
My mind was going numb -

And then I heard them lift a Box
And creak across my Soul
With those same Boots of Lead, again,
Then Space - began to toll,

As all the Heavens were a Bell,
And Being, but an Ear,
And I, and Silence, some strange Race,
Wrecked, solitary, here -

And then a Plank in Reason, broke,
And I dropped down, and down -
And hit a World, at every plunge,
And Finished knowing - then -






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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.