Thursday, June 3, 2021

Terrorist teleportation assault report: June 4, 2021. The German man I have been writing of for a week now is fighting to obtain this huge contract out of forcing a baby out of me and thus nightly rape, abuse, hate and violence inflicted upon me so he can get this deal out of the group who hasn't stopped passing me around to rapist Nazi abuser to the next for a decade--after years of Europigapes before them murdering me through poisoning while raping and obtaining ideas so their mediocrity can have some "alternative" selling points.

 It never ends. It is never stopped. I have to continuously write to try to reach to any decent human being on this planet who has access to my writing to please get another rapist abuser and this time a violent Nazi from Germany off of me. I do not use the term "Nazi" lightly at any time that I write, but in this case it applies even more stringently as he's absolutely prototypical from my 5+ years (and a lifetime of being around Germans in the US) experience of being targeted by this Nazi global network.

He has exploited my sexual drive, which is also connected to intimacy and love and passion. Because I have been blocked from literally ALL human contact that is not violent, sleazy, nasty, lying, fake and abusive and all animals I have loved which was my one and only form of any kind of positive sentient contact with any other being--animals maimed, mutilated, killed horribly if I love them--my cat stolen and I sit here surrounded by vile creeps attacking me for their white master race bigots who hand them little incentives to perform their hate tasks for them. In America it's lots of what are now MAGA types of the variety that want insurrections and civil wars who surrounded me with poisoning, death and rape scenarios. 

This man, David Garritt, whose name I really hesitate to write because it only entails a promotion for him, as me writing about how filthy, vile, nasty and putrid they behave towards me only begets them more honors, prizes, million dollar contracts and the like. This man is 1000% focused on all the deals, awards and prizes he is going to get from forcing a BABY out of me. He is now telling me, after one week of endless waking shouting matches where I tell him to get off me, I call him a "German pig" we both hit one another, and then when I am sleeping he uses fellatio and violence as my body is, through these body/mind control implants/remote technologies being exploited to the nth degree of heightened sensation and this man is some kind of rake based on European orgiastic principles of exploiting women (a la Don Giovanni) and I know the mentality, I have read part of the history and studied it at university and what he does is nothing unique but--in concert with the isolation, the years of torture and abuse and all my animals taken from me--pain from hard poisons ripping my flesh out of my body every day and sitting alone surounded by violence for years without end--as I am abused while teleported and attacked every time I go outside by a bare minimum of at least 100 people per trip--that would be almost an anomaly as at the height of "high season" here in Phuket I get attacked by something around 500 people while I go out driving and shopping for a few hours in one day.

This man is completely fixated upon exploiting this and is probably very adept at seducing all kinds of people--his sneering insults and racist derogatory remarks aimed at me before and after raping and abusing me while I respond with passion and all kinds of subliminal messages are pumped into my brain--beleaguered and stuck in a system of systematic torture and hate endlessly aimed at me with no support system anywhere on the planet (all the groups which purport support are agent-packed traps).

I thus appeal for the 5th time in one week to get DAVID GARRITT OFF ME get HIM OFF ME GET HIM OFF ME stop this teleportation travesty.


Using this system of abuse and sexual debasement and violence he is forcing me to say all kinds of promises while using sexuality as a weapon to manipulate me. I can only say it in this fashion as it's really a sleazy modus of operation that he's using but it's effective only for a very short time. He wants a lifetime commitment (until he's "finished" using and exploiting and abusing me and gets his free deals and contracts and a "baby" which I never want with any of these bigots and least of all him).

He wants me IMMEDIATELY to move to Germany and marry him and have a baby. I downloaded a film he starred in last week, or a week and a half ago, and since then he jumped at the opportunity to pump up his career, the gang of scum in Whorewood along with the Germans (i.e. Arnie Shitnigger the rotten and ugly sinister Nazi bigot who has been so embraced even into politics in California) had his arm around him--as the rape and violence is now increasing and it's just like a scene from some sordid European pornographic hate book (i.e. The Story of O--a French novelette that is particularly violent and misogynist but that is the exact mentality of these men--it's really all kind of Marquis de Sade in actuality). They may find this titillating and fun but I think of them as rotten scum and their Europig traditions just like their  holocausts, pograms and genocides are almost on the same psychological level of the degradation and torture and eventual murder of groups they want to oppress and claim they are "superior" to.

As all my opportunities literally have been completely blocked as these greasy creeps in Whorewood haven't stopped taking notes from the teleportation torture situations they forced upon me nightly for years and years--so in particular greasy ugly pigapealina can come out with idea after idea to promote her greasy and rotten skanky ugly whore self as being "feminist" alternative or anti-racist which is the most insidious lie about this skank even with her rotten adopted children--the same goes for rotten pit. But my point besides sounding vitriolic is how racist and obscene they are and that this is the mentality that has been fostered for years and promoted in this contract out on me. BECAUSE OF THIS GROUP TRUMP WAS PUT INTO THE LIMELIGHT OF THIS ORGANIZATION AND IN ESSENCE THE RACISM AND HATE THE TRUMP FOLLOWED IN ACCORDANCE TO THIS GROUP'S PROTOCOLS PUT HIM INTO US PRESIDENTIAL POSITION. Let me emphasize that this is the reality and I believe some politicians are aware of this but the real significance of this contract appears to evade those who are now "fighting" the Nazi movement that is exploding in America with all the threats of Civil War and carnage and death that will arise from the violence that this group in Whorewood really represents and has helped to bring into highest power in America.

They also are partly responsible for Prince being murdered. I have written of this before and I am now fighting hacking and it's another long story.

Last night after slapping, sticking his greasy penis in my; mouth and threatening me and yelling that I must go to Germany and marry him, although I have just been teleported by him for one entire week and prior to that I had never heard of his name. The signs for absolute domestic violence are more than open and glaring. That also is a kind of list of behaviors that signal impending domestic violence situations but of course the obvious hate and violence he has exhibited makes this a 100% probability. 

I obviously am not interested in him nor do I find him attractive, intelligent and anything I would ever want to spend a single moment with for anything. I respond as if I am "in love" while he's teleporting me out of various biological responses that are derived from this entire situation and the physical attacks that are endlessly aimed at me and the isolation and the endless complicity of society in supporting such a system. I struggle to find anyone who is not a part of this system and this German man is really one of the reasons that this system has been incorporated in the first place.


Of course, after forcing an act of absolute passion out of me only because I am human and have these hardwired responses to sexual desire, not because I know him, have any connection, find him attractive or love him--but after forcing this out of me, of course my clothing was sprayed with filthy and stinking odors because this creep didn't get 100% compliance in slavish devotion to be humiliated, abused, raped, tortured and insulted by some German Nazi hater who is in league with the smirking and laughing group of the same in H-wood who haven't stopped passing me around to Europ-a's who all do the same hate acts, and their American Nazi counterparts who all do the same things--as the United States is now facing mobs who want insurrections, Nazi fascist controlled governments, absolute murder in the streets, death squads, and etc etc if you just watch the news--and yet this situation of me being teleported and no one ever stopping it while those who are participating who are absolutely racist and anti-Semitic and usually very racist against blacks while blacks completely participate with them and call them their friends--while they also are anti-Semitic and very violent about it--but this is what is helping all these factions that are tearing the United States apart and it is very much centered upon this group which has so many connections to English royalty and to other various European fascist entities that are 100% dedicated to destroying the United States and creating a Nazi-based colonized inferior state controlled by them. 

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And so my pillows and clothing once more, while I slept for over 12 hours last night because of this endless sickness and healing that these parasite pig ape actors are terrorizing me into never healing from--the poisoning that their predecessors who are still involved in sucking ideas out of me and abusing me to death slowly after and before extracting a baby and tortured "submission" to scumbags who I find are subhuman crap and nothing to be excited over or revered to any degree on any scale. Only because they are part of a Nazi group and have been also programmed to claim that they are superior while endless weapons utilizing mind control exploitation are forced upon people to believe in this huge lie. However, they are again spraying stinking and foul substances on my pillows and clothing while I sleep. Waking up in pain from the poison that these creeps put in my food (all my life, in restaurants, from landlords and neighbors and people I share apartments with and "lovers" who all abuse and use and discard me with hate afterwards) and....thusly, not to make myself out to sound pathetic but this is only a descriptor of their behavior and not my reaction which is not victim--but regardless, this rotten and foul sleazy sick bigot Nazi creep is ordering sprays of most foul stinking substances on my clothing after he elicits, through rape and violence, passion out of me and after sucking my life force out of me which I have tried to save and reserve for someone who I actually like if not love--(just endlessly raped and poisoned for the past 20 years and too ill to go out and meet anyone for over 20 years this has been the case--and the only people who surround me are those trying to exploit me, and the mind control poisoning and drugging and mind control tech make me think that utter users and haters are my "friends" and that I "love" scumbags--which is what this greasy and nasty foul German scumbag rapist is forcing upon me--however when I wake up and clarity resumes and I am not in a nascent or sleeping state, drugged up and under mind control--all the years of studying domestic violence and sexism and racism come immediately to mind and all the ugliness and sleazy disgusting foul manipulation that this pig ape German is using come like a rush of disgust to the forefront of my mind, as it is doing now. But I must clean absolutely vile substances sprayed on my clothing I was sleeping in, and inhaling. It was sprayed on my pillow and my clothing while I slept. If I didn't cover my entire body with layers of protection--literally every inch of my body is covered in something in this 90-degree heat so the mechanical arms can't slice through my fingers and toes, spray horrid chemicals on my skin, make my hair falling out and damaged and slivering tendons, arteries, veins, and damaging everything possible on my body while these pigs claim I am unattractive and that the pig apes in Whorewood they are operating with, whom they shower every compliment, kiss on the cheek, friendly loving compliment to are much more beautiful as they all get plastic surgery, more adulation, more cheers awards and praise while I get more torture and must clean non-stop just to not have to live with most vile stinking substances that never wash out. That is what this pig ape scumbag rapist whore has ordered upon me after I "made love" to this ugly and worthless piece of crap last night while I was in this 12+ hour exhaustion and sickness deep sleep. He has extracted literally as much passion out of me that i have and has returned it with violence, threats, physical assault, rape which is intended to be filthy and ugly pornographic humiliation while I respond with love and then this rotten and sleazy foul pig ape has my clothing and pillows sprayed with stinking substances, my food obviously is poisoned and drugged while I sleep and I can't defend myself. 

I can't get this rotten German pig ape whore off me and I tell him every day I don't like him. He and his country have used this technology upon me as a form of sexual humiliation/manipulation where I respond as if I am "in love" with some rotten scumbag who does nothing but abuse and exploit me--then insults me and goes off with his Nazi blonde lover and friends laughing about the rotten porno tricks they are capable of. If anyone has lived in Germany this is a culture of prostitution and sleazy sexual forays and they are absolutely racist to every nuance of their otherwise fake displays of being open-minded and "Democratic" (which they also are not but if they can have a system of equality for themselves they will certain try to create endless fascist systems of degradation and destruction everywhere else around the planet--like they are doing to the United States and this is why I write about the politics of all of this.)

My situation is very much connected to US politics and I urge people who don't want to be slaves to fascist Europigape colonists who are brainwashing these greedy, sleazy and rapactious mediocrities into highest positions of power to not allow this to continue and to block the transactions of this group, stop this mind control technology from being furthered on any level and all the technologies must be rescinded and destroyed and not allowed to be utilized on any level. All patents of these technologies must be eliminated this is a dire threat to humanity. Don't believe the false posturings of these German and Europigape fascists in disguise as being alternatives who come to get in with this rotten Whorewood cartel who are helping to destroy the United States and they really don't care as long as they get more promotions out of it.

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and of course the rapist German parasite also ordered, after I was raped, that my finger once more be inserted with a metal object under the cuticle--in this area which has been punctured nightly for a few years--the other finger on the other side that also was routinely nightly punctured into the cuticle and under the nail no longer grows because all the capillaries and nerve endings and the nail itself is dead and there is a gap in my finger--the fingers are swollen and huge with damage to the tissue--and I cover my hands with layers of packaging tape, cotton pads covering the tips wound with packaging tape, then pieces of tissue paper covering it all and wrapped with tape, stuck into my hands so they can't break it off (but with solvents they easily unglue and then reglue it all back together). Then I have a layer of gloves and a pair of socks over all of that, and then a sleeping nightshirt that has been modified so the openings for the hands are sewn together and nothing can enter--they have to stick the mechanical arms into my nightshirt through the opening of the neck area and down into my hands--the mechanical arms can get through all of that, the expertise of the technology allows for all kinds of mutilation and the groups of "brainstorming" scumbags who are professionals in all kinds of mechanical and electronic operations work to see how to get through the very inexpensive tactics I use to defend myself against endless attack. My entire room is covered with materials and all cabinets are hooked together with rubber matting inserted into the huge cracks that the terrorists chisled into the cabinet faux wood panels of the doors. I can't stop this endless attack. Meanwhile another millionaire bigot Nazi scumbag, now a Nazi out of Germany, is having this done to me despite my over 2 years of fighting to defend myself in this tiny microstudio against these attacks and he's raping and hitting and abusing me nightly with death threats to provide him and his filthy pig group with a baby so they can further infiltrate nazi America and it's endless mafia/Nazi cartels of hate and destruction and then also get promoted for their nasty work--this includes his Whorewood cock rock bands he has played with who are just American Nazis with their swastikas and their crappy heavy metal crap that is all about power imbalances that they absolutely support when it comes to Nazi cartels operating with them to continue to put their crap cock rock into more media exposure. It's all really filthy and vile, but I write of the filth that they produce and the effects upon the planet that are inter-related to global warming, which is a topic that even Nazi pig apes can relate to but they can't connect the dots to how their own "friends" are also responsible for these problems because they must have their cherished master-slave plantations in all countries where they can exploit sex tourism and slave mentality in 3rd world beach locations and countries.

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30 minutes later: I had my hair up in a bun, which I put up upon waking from my 12+ hours of sleep/healing and rape/teleportation terror exercise in power Nazi ordeal from this German creep who won't leave me alone and is so fixated upon obtaining endless promotions by participating in this sordid hate crime which he is thrilled to be participating in, and heaped with love and affection by skankalina pig ape and the rest of the rape/trauma/hate crew of Whorewood who have not stopped attacking ME for over a decade--to their endless Oscar awards and prizes and lead roles and movie concepts they derived from torturing me--adapted to their Nazi platform of disinformation and propaganda disguised as "woke" cultural output in "Entertaiment".

He also ordered stinking fungus to be sprayed into my hair. I just took it down and the stink emanating is awful. I just washed my hair last night and it was very flowery and wonderful. This filthy and dirty ugly sick German creepazoid is as filthy on a personal level as the filth he is spraying into my clothing, bedclothes, hair and the pornographic hate filth he is pounding into my body through the usual hate-acts that these sinister and ugly men are cheered on to inflict upon me--not by choice, and even when I was drugged and awake it was not by choice it is all to do with drugging/mind control technology and lies and distortion--. But that is yet another attack I can see now and I am sure there are many to come. This rotten sick creep threatened me very directly last night while raping and assaulting me and he is a really determined parasite that has latched on to exploit every single aspect of my life and ruin and destroy me with the full cheers of the "me too!" feminist skank women the racists and rapists who are lavishing affection upon this bigot racist shithole creep violinist David Garrett who is attacking me for calling this rotten skank a pigape and I only can say that this endlessly declining contract of violence heaped upon me by this group should be stopped someone should intervene something should be done about this. I am trying to list reasons why in these ranting posts but it appears that nothing is going to ever stop them, or will it? They are a threat to national security they have brought Trump  to power--believe it or not--they are handing this technology out to vicious fascist Nazis like this German scumbag rapist hate racist creep who is now a revolting stupid jerk-off in my opinion but of course the cock rock musicians in LA and all that crowd are cheering him on for raping me using such old strategies of racist rape I have witnessed in Germany and also directed to Turkish women and other immigrant women who get in the grips of these noxious German pig ape Nazi whore men who treat such women with the most degrading pornographic hate power fantasies--as this creep pig ape is doing to me with this whorewood group of scum absolutely cheering this vile filthy thing on and on, as they have done now for a decade. Behind them are the powers of the English Monarchy and other nefarious Nazi/Mafia power cartels that are infamous but are made glorified by this entertainment media mind cesspool that is constantly being handed to low-level mediocrities who must torture someone to steal concepts and then are glorified for having done so. 

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20 minutes later: I just washed my hair and clumps are falling out. The stinking fungus they sprayed into my hair--which is wound up in a bun, covered with a cloth hat I made that is fastened under the chin, and secured with fabric that I wrap around the strap in multiple folds that I secure with series of safety pins--but they got into the back area because there is a tiny space for a tiny nozzle to slither up and spray these toxins and poisons into my hair. I noticed that the cupboard under the kitchen sink has been disturbed--the series of obstacles I push down on top of the rubber matting which is stuffed into the huge half-inch cracks that the terrorists cut into the panels of the door frames so every instrument could be inserted into my room through this opening. The area under the sink is always wet as there is a particle board separating my room from the next, it is so thin it bends inward with the slightest of pressure with a finger. They have made the particle board, maybe two millimeters in width--perpetually rotten and wet and they insert these mechanical arms through this opening. I have tried to tape off t his area and I can't accomplish this. I put beads that are on top of the objects stuffed on top of the rubber matting and this morning the beads were all over the floor--pushed up from the inside and underneath from the mechanical arms being inserted from inside the sealed shut cabinet under the sink. All cabinets and closets in this room are thus sealed and I can't use them so my room is a total mess where I have things stuffed under the stinking and sprayed toxic couches and on the floor in formation in this tiny room. My hair is once again falling out as they forced upon me for YEARS PLUS YEARS OF SPRAYING FUNGUS INTO MY HAIR/EARS AND OTHER orifices in my body. Plus spraying toxic chemicals on my skin and etc etc and trying to cut my teeth out by cutting gum tissue out nightly (I now have the gum tissue cut to my mandible on my lower jaw in areas that were sliced into nightly for months before I now must tape my mouth completely with packaging tape and I don't know if they are getting through that or not. My head is covered with this cap I made and altered and fastened and my body is covered in layers of tape and tissue and cotton pads and balls and layers of clothing just to try to stop this endless deterioration of my body pigs like this German pig ape scumbag and filthy pigalina his cherished Nazi partner in destroying are all being promoted so endlessly for. I write about this ugly and rotten sleazy creep and I know he's just laughing with his rotten stupid hyena friends and rotten family and colleagues and still getting promoted as I sit here waiting for his next more violent move while I wish him death by now. He's just a piece of crap that has exploited this situation only because I downloaded a move made in 2013 about Paganini that he starred in. He plays a Satanic sleazy whoremongering scumbag in the movie and that is his real fantasy played out with this teleportation hell technology that demonic scumbags in Whorewood are enjoying passing around to another nazi rapist pig scum-=-AGAIN, AND AGAIN FROM ONE TO THE NEXT ALWAYS AIMED AT DESTROYING ME. When will my country ever stop promoting and funding these rotten pig apes when will anyone ever stop them?



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.