Friday, June 25, 2021

A sad and pathetic fight I must undergo

 I have tried my very best to have a career and a life that is full of exciting possibilities that are obtainable that showcase my personal talents. I have been attacked most viciously by this hate organization to which most of you reading this belong to. 


I am now confronted with a man who wants IMMEDIATELY to take me away to some location that is hostile to my very existence, or more so than the other places on this planet this hate organization has infiltrated with it's death squads and Imperialistic fascist undertones which are surfacing all over the globe to the delight of these haters who attack me ceaselessly. All of the men involved in teleporting me are busily involved in THEIR careers and are trying to yank me from my goals and aspirations to just live in peace with at least myself and one cat instead of being insulted, humiliated, raped, tortured, mutilated at the expense of these men who are violent, abusive and have no regard for me or what I need or want--(except to fill the protocols of this hate system that they all follow to the T and never deviate from an iota of the repetitive formulas I have had to endure for so many years--longer than a decade from one to the next and all murderous abusers and racists and haters --black, white, Jewish, Latino, etc it makes no different what "race" they belong to as the larger organization has enveloped the planet and there appear to be no individual characteristics of people involved in this global entity of hate and organized torture and murder that all of the people teleporting me are involved in. These are people who force themselves on me in the most intimate and personal ways that should have at least a semblance of intimacy but all have none and they all abandon me with hate and callous insensitivity once they obtain what they have been programmed and instructed to suck out of me and then insult, abuse and sometimes steal, rob and mutilate my body afterwards (or try to murder me). 

I am now confronted with a most ambitious man who is just another component/unit of this H-wood crowd to me by now they are almost indistinguishable except that the passion within this virtuouso violinist far exceeds the emptiness that is at the hollow center of these hollow men who are supposed to represent "art" in modern cinematic culture. 

I have worked for over 6 years to obtain a Masters Degree in any field and fought nearly for 2 decades to obtain health care. I have wanted to just live in peace and be able to establish some kind of career or sustainable lifestyle and have fought every single day to remove the hard poisons that so many of these hateful men and their wives, daughters, sons, my neighbors my family my friends my landlords all put into my body under orders for their promotion while I remain fighting one teleporting hateful rapist abuser user manipulating violent exploiter after the next--without end. 

He wants me to go to Germany and help him to achieve more status in his already packed life of support systems and all handed to him from childhood onwards and his belligerence at the concept of him being something akin to an entitled "Karen" when he addresses and demands all he can obtain out of me with demands for immediate gratification and submission and all he thinks he should automatically be handed, instantly, from me and anyone else he considers ripe for victimization and exploitation. 

This is the same mentality of all of these abusers and users from Whorewood who I detest and can't stand the sight of any longer. this man is also demanding that I have contact with him and with them and do all that he demands and commands and that I must have a baby and go live in Germany while he's going on a world tour next year. I have had to confront a Nazi organization in his home town of Aachen, Germany and I really do not want to return to that place. Regardless, the demand for his instantaneous career promotion out of using me in addition to his increasing violence towards me and the hostility from the group of people in H-wood I can only describe as being a huge pile of excremental bull hogwash con artistry is already influencing his every action towards me.

It appears that if it's a German man attacking me the red carpet treatment includes increasing violence towards me if the man wants to indulge his fantasies upon me with no restraint put upon him whatsoever by all the presidents involved in this hate scheme forced upon me.

I just want to live ALONE and this organization has forced me not only into dire poverty but has blocked all opportunities from me. They have stolen my cat La Moux and if she still lives I want her back returned to me, a house that is beautiful that this group is forced to pay for with full protection offered to me by the entity that should NEVER have allowed this situation to continue much less ever begin: the US Government and it's leadership which has been amiss in every aspect of Democracy towards me all my life but now should be forced to stop this contract and allow me to LIVE IN PEACE with financial restitution and the promise that I will not be terrorized any longer by these Neo-fascist Nazi and Mafia groups and that hate groups which have proliferated to the extent that there is a crisis in the United States concerning these groups and their intention to usurp the government of the United States. 


Hello? Where is anyone who is responsible for ANYTHING AND CAN connect the dots somewhat to this situation and the current crisis in the fascist Nazi movements within the US that almost destroyed the last election? Where is Biden where is Harris where is anyone who will defend me from this endless torture?


The insults and abuse from this man David Garrett are continuous I have no expectation of anything other than living in Hell if I am forced to be around any single one of these people attacking me in this teleportation torture situation, and the stalking organization is an inhuman group of sickness that also should be listed as enemies of humanity and there should be some attention focused upon this problem, but instead the group increases and flourishes from administration to administration. The future of the planet appears very dim and dark and negative indeed if people DO NOT STOP THIS TECHNOLOGY AND THESE PSYCHOPATHS who increase with the concept that they are FULLY ENTITLED TO DO WHATEVER THEY WANT IF THE TECHNOLOGY AND SILENCING OF THEIR CRIMES CONTINUES. The longer they are "allowed" to get away with these crimes the more violent and DISGUSTING they become.

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And this German man Garrett is demanding that I move to Germany and have a "baby" with him and all this other stuff that seems impossible for me to conceptualize as being anything other than some dismal hell that I could never get through for a single day. 

I have tried to have a career and now I must fight to establish my LIFE in a way that is not seriously life-threatening and to live at least ALONE so I can heal from the hell of other sick people who have been pasting chemicals into and on my body and  slicing into my body while people break into my room I am unconscious due to this microchip implant hell that the US Government has forced upon me. 

All I do is heal from years of violence while this group out of H-wood is embracing what is now a more violent rapist out of Germany and he's becoming more and more aggressive and demanding and nasty towards me as he has more contact with "them" who haven't stopped nearly murdering me for over a decade by now--every single day and night one of these hateful sick expletives after the next from rotten and filthy foul Whorewood, California . He wants to badly to be part of the celebrity culture and I just want to GET RID OF THEM ALL! Which means I live in peace, in a beautiful home around good-hearted and kindly people and this group must be forced to pay me for damages not only to my body but for my life, career and chances of having any kind of decent life that they have stolen from me in this unbelievable endless crime that no one is stopping or helping me to defend myself from.

And I want to live in peace, just to live without the hell of these foul people endlessly attacking me--these greedy rapist sleazy bigoted hate men who make sure I have no chances for a career as they tell me I'm a "loser" while they have my body mutilated and then tell me that the blonde sleazy rotten skanks they take to the parties and make love to and are wonderful towards as they all punch, slap, rape, have my body mutilated and smeared with damaging chemicals as they have funguses and viruses inserted into my body as they have my hair falling out with chemical treatments and my body raped while I'm teleported to them sitting around in circles yelling in hate at me-as they get award after award for this, deal after deal, promotion after promotion--while they steal ideas from me and torture me to obtain the ideas

WHEN WILL THIS HELL EVER BE STOPPED AND i CAN LIVE IN PEACE WITHOUT TORTURE, RAPE AND DISMEMBERMENT VIOLENCE ABUSE AND LOVELESS HATERS FORCING THEMSELVES ON ME THEN ABUSING ME AND TORTURING ME AFTERWARDS SO THEY CAN GET PROMOTIONS FOR THEMSELVES AND THEIR LOVERS?



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My murder which is being ignored, not taken as a serious threat to anyone or anything, is in the serious realm of an absolute murder epoch of hate aimed at women in the current era, regardless of any superficial political affiliation but especially when used in a media pontification of supposed "joking" in context of criticizing the "opposition" which in the case of secular talk kyle kulinski and his wife are not any opposition whatsoever (and they want me to write this, they know my daily routine of writing about everything every body rushing to abuse me so badly that i write about them just to get the murder stress out of my body if anything to try to document what no one has even cared about and it has brought on the rise of ICE, detention concentration camps, gestapo tactics, the rise of trump, and I have documented how my contract has brought all this on; it remains top priority for protection and advancement for one-and-all interconnected to this torture regime and as I have been writing for years, the "Liberal" Progressives are almost on parity with fascist white nazi "supremacy" hate genocidal antisemitism. One word they all share in unison: the b-word.//After the video of jonathan ross in his shooting into the face of renee good 3 times at point blank range and his summation for the murder "fucking bitch": the word bitch at this point in history is now synonymous with murder it is a violation of a person's civil rights and a death threat and should be considered a violation of free speech as it implies great harm and murder.//When a decent president comes into power: the use of the word "bitch" rendered towards either male or female MUST be put in law as a "hate crime" and rendered illegal, punishable for violating civil rights of another human being. The term is so ubiquitously used by this hate rape team of mostly blonde-ish males with their succulent-bisexualized-sucking down looking up nazi women who are determined to put me in their former position, which the 4th Reich is trying to evolve from them being the doormat to me being just endlessly tortured forced with penises in my mouth the pig ape slapping my face and calling me bitch as shitalina the me too skank has stolen my concepts about women's rights for over 15 years to furnish her image, projected by English Crown women determined that the colony of the United States will provide sufficient fodder for their men to break, rape and likewise stick their penises in the mouths of women, children, and boys and men calling them bitch or some derogatory replacement for that term, belittling dehumanizing but mostly castrating any male or female of their sexual innate potential and sense of selfhood--the point it's terrorism at it's most visceral and a common theme of pornography, the most relished act men desire with subordination as the main socio-political theme. The term bitch is used so endlessly against me while the billions of dollars earned for the theft of the feminist barbie concept, the malificent concept, the handmaiden's tale concept, the blonde (movie) concept, the Babylon concept in general, and more all headed to the Oscars with blonde nazi americans and euro-based initiators of extreme genocidal albeit disguised hate, genocidal violence reframed into sexual orgiastic rape covert promotional context, all adopting this term laughing the women just scream out "loser" to replace the bitch term. The term after having been issued by the murderer of the Minneapolis "lesbian", Jonathon Ross hissed in hate but self-entitlement bolstered by the rise of the nazi and hate leagues to which the celebrities endlessly calling me "bitch" for resisting their nazi racist rape cartel of dismemberment disfigurement theft of my ideas surrounding empowerment of women under sexist and racist attack--for themselvse--their statements are always "it's only for me, not for you." or shortened to simply" It's not for you" whifch was uttered today after I posted something on facebook about how Jesus never stated that women should be killed they should not be "suffered to live" if they are deemed witches, etc. I was yelled "bitch" repeatedly by Kyle Kulinski and his blonde partner K. bell who both teleported me at the beginning of the trump travail last year. I literally, as usual physically fought to get them to shut up their insults and my drugging and just exhaustion from spending years calmly delineating why their actions are unethical illegal immoral sick a plague upon the country, etc etc (as they scoop up my phrases to use them for the next nazi female empowerment "feminist" crusade in whorewood movie blockbuster English-crown-created movie franchise--me getting less than nothing as the words and concepts are literally verbatim stolen repeatedly---but tortured slowly being killed in an horrific manner slowly being ripped apart dying from abuse--and poisoning as I am in my most vulnerable healing state their attacks are so vicious that it's another form of murder. I wrote yesterday that Kulinski and Bell had attacked me last year and although I watched his show secular talk very often, because he is succinct and humorous and as a 4th Reich minion following orders but being controlled opposition---he has the pipeline of information that somehow is endlessly not included in the mainstream news sources I peer into daily to get a sense of the overall picture--the fine details are left for subscribers to dig and almost excavate for in news sources and due to incessant drugging which renders me literally so ill every morning so these cretins can just teleport, torture abuse and get me to react thusly they obtain more ideas outside of their "follow the plan" structure of compliance. I was in a perturbed state all I could do after he told me to suck his dick making crude and nasty comments--and his "reason" was because I wrote yesterday in a post that while I watch his videos I know that he and his partner's attack upon me last year was not a "sort of fascist racist" reaction (I am not quoting his or my words just putting the terms in quotes but...a rephrasing I am still under mind control and torture it is never-ending--I can never ever write clearly in this spot, at this laptop, under these conditions. But after all that I rushed at him with fury my emotional balance once more pushed over the "edge" as noem watched her lips pursing in what I only can ascertain as sadistic feeding sort of sucking in the flavor of torture and abuse--they call me bitch endlessly after I refuse their sex demands and react without being able to control my reactions, as my responses are all literally in my mind I am to an outsider completely silent perhaps my lips move but I am "speaking" only in an artificial telepathic mode--unable to stop the instant brain-thought-chain of reaction most of which is forced out of my fraught brain by drugs, torture, abuse without end, my body struggling to survive deadly toxic shock detoxification ongoing for over 20 years and longer with non-stop recurrent daily poisoning and non-stop drugging to this moment I am never drug-free from a fresh, daily dose inserted into my bladder at night while sleeping or rendered in some other fashion (skin patch? through my food which is poisoned before I even bring it home by the stores and the chain of command structure). After going through the neanderthal reaction of hate and rage, which is constructed by the alteration of my brain waves by their mind control tech interface with the barrier-breakage drugging/poisoning--I could not think clearly as I called kulinski a bitch bitch bitcvh trying to slam my foot into his crotch kicking and screaming hitting him--not going at bell but I think I did that as well. It is a daily occurrence and they are playing a game of pretending to "fall" just to give me the appearance that I am actually harming them. My body is so frail fro the stress my body composition has been literally eaten away by them as they feed off draining me of all energy light love and happy, positive energy they go on and on until I react and then I begin to scream about how unjust, how sick, how sexist (and then they perk up their ears and begin to record so their "feminist" nazi women can produce more award-winning movie plots enforcing a victim-narrative of the woman victim fighting a rapist and sexist racist perpetrator and then battling him (always a him sometimes a she but usually never) and then.. overcoming through a macho rendition of women turning into "warriors" using sex and violence and martial arts skills. It is a tiresome framework and a life-draining daily exercise in futility but they feed off it; noem is really energized by it turned on and thusly it happened yet again today. I finally got to the point of explaining to kulinski and bell, the seeming intellectual rendering of "liberal" and progressive thought and tied to Congress from Bell's former stint working as a commenator for the hill with her videos with her "brown male" meekly injecting a few comments in the few moments she did not dominate over the entire spectrum of conversation, only for him to agree with her but using a milder aproach. The dynamics of racist control so evident but just making this point--I already knew, but Kulinski is much faster in pace and narrative his quips calling men and women "bitches' if they are in the maga movement is gratifying, this I must admit. The indoctrination into the most violent aspect of sexism which is underway has transformed me t hrough non-stop thought monitoring by a group of racist rape violent euro-nazi men (and then their women) into even THINKING of anything remotely anti-"bitch" narrative has been met by the subliminal violence threat by Steven Miller when I "thought" that the Snow White recent rendition by Disney made the Queen (at beginning of the film, the Renee Ziegler snow white daughter of the queen, that white woman who was killed off almost instantly but she made not a peep, not a boo, and was a smiling gentle companion to the blondish father figure--who spoke had a personality the "good" queen was silent obedient at his side playing happy mommy without making any noise--then killed off. I thought to myself and thought to miller that "she never said a single word and has been silenced as this part of her expected role" and his instant response was to hit me--but he did not do it in actuality he accomplished this later by instructing noem on how to manipulate and torture me more effectively after having me under surveillance for a few days and nights and then her modus operandi became much more violent (what I wrote yesterday about her and her sleep deprivation--something I'm sure they are expert at in torture prisons which are hidden and protected in their administrative "duties' around the world). But, the silencing of even thought to question the roles of women and only for blonde white nazi women and a few scattered black women and in terms of disney, two jewish women somehow made it past the filtering of "freedom only applies to nazi women" made lead roles in snow white, degraded with hate by ben shapiro instantly for them both not being "white" and thusly the movie a sick woke joke. However, the bitch narrative is truly a death warrant excuse by now and the killing of renee good and the hate commentary by the Ross officer should be considered as a corollary to the use of "bitch" and a murder suggestion. AT this point, the term bitch is being used against me for defending myself while the women who have stolen my ideas are just thrilled and smiling and laughing about this-the german who had me raped beaten and my spine fractured for having defended myself against his gang rape friend jorg while I lived in stuttgart region, and his break down after a fight with me (he and I both were being under mind control tech attack simultaneously not just merely "me" jorg also spent his every weekend going drinking and to parties or orgies not sure, his promotion for having brought me to germany to experiment in mk ultra mind control sex trafficking rape merited him and his family a new apartment (cheap by modern standards of compensation but they were working class "poor" so to them it was a miracle offering gift) but---the term is really a new modern replacement for witch killing and a death warrant. none of the sick dirty women who have spent 15 years stealing my ideas out of torture having my body mutilateed poisoned and destroyed made old fractured are called anything but glorious beautiful by the white men--their husbands who they left after claiming they were abused by them are now snuggled together all mutually screaming bitch at me for having fought off their collective rage and hate against women; now turned against me continuously literally every single moment of eveyr day another hate white nazi male is yelling bitch trying to have me killed poisoning drugging spending hours while I am in the shower to extract ideas to make for their upcoming movies they hope will generate, as it has done with the whroewood ensemble, an oscar golden globes festival awards and more millions and fame for my ideas, all which they wil take credit for as they scream endlessly bitch at me. They use truth serum tech and drugging to get me to react honestly so I can't crimp my thoughts which come out instantly in my brain never spoken aloud--so I have no filter mechanism which most people normally have at least to some degree. They blame me for my thoughts hit smack punch rape stick their peniss in my mouth while the "feminist" women watch delighted. Bell was glowing with smiles while noem sat her lips once more swelling with sadistic feeding motions also smug as usual and waiting to see if I will "agree" to the belittling of them rather than the real-life murder she and the whorewood group have been forcing on me every moment of my life while shitting sneezing coughing this poison out and being constipated with it hard and latched onto my spine, hips, into my skull up my spine down my hips and legs into my fingers into my skull and brain---while they just dig at me to kill me but I must literally fight as if I am in a torture binding chair being beaten to death but still appearing without any tethers anywhere near me--in total silence endlessly moving around to try to not sit still exhausted collapsing on my bed fighting in my mind to get them to shut up after the 3 hour mark of endless abuse, insults and etdc. Kulinski and bell offered me to be their "slave" a term they did not use but to go with them and somehow "live" some way "with" them or--they offered their basement as a slave quarters serving them in bed etc and being the "help" and isn't it so much "better" than the torture to death of the people sitting in the chairs--the english the noem the endless array from years of torture. Isn't this better, they ask because they did not inflict death skits, rape or homeless skits while I was in deep sleep as the norm every day deep sleep pattern is to drive me into death insanity break down old age, etc. AFer his "bitch suck my dick bitch" endless refrain I began kicking him if possible in the groin hitting him punching him and bell they reacted like they had been hit but I believe they are all acting I am so weak but they want me to fly into a hate rage this is the daily quota and they want me to believe that I am stronger than I actually am. I told kulinski that they were using the term bitch at me because for years I tried to not react in any angry way, I was so unprepared for how murderously racist and stupidly sexist they are--the separation of rights for nazi women dividing me from them is entailing a stupid sexist violence compared to near worship of their women; while if no victim exists, they then rape and beat these women because they must have someone to subordinate in order to retain their privilege state of violence. I told kulinski that because I am and have been speaking with calm intelligent assessment the extreme violence has become a daily quota ritual to get me to become like a primitive flying enraged dying old aged woman being beaten and broken raped and abused to death so these white nazi men and their black jewish-hating-trained miniions can collectively have their ritualistic rape and plunder victim available for when the larger action takes place (actual genocide, that is the plan): finally they stopped the attack when I began to have the ability to sit down at the computer, which is what "they " want, then collecting what my normal mental capacity is or should be, I began to pursue the thoughts relating to what Jesus said about women practicing magic as compared to the Mike Johnson, gavin newsom edict that as an evil bitch I deserve what I get (for reading tarot and for having worked at the lusty lady, which was an adult entertaiment venue in san francisco which was completely behind glass and in which women owned and ran the establishment and any man insulting women were kicked out instantly and upon the worker's discretion, not with permission from management. This rare and unionized entity was eviscerated by The Man in the form of Forbes and closed and never replaced although some similar venues and unionized women's collectives using adult entertaiment have arisen---the trend had to be quelled. The reason I worked there was because my family a million percent into profiting off my sale as an mk ultra sex trafficking victim to be poisoned and abused to death while they flourish with deals, their partners rushing to join in with callous disregard and outright antisemitic genocidal hate which my family ignores completely only thrilled to have security from within the 4th Reich---and the "Jewish" community goes along for similar reasons but my entire "family" structure participates eagerly into this they are wealthy as a result---but they created a severe spinal injury, while I was unconscious but in the guise of a "freak accident" and then the spine fractured the same night while in deep sleep via the microchip implant system they and the medical establishment forced into my spine along with consolidating poisons hardening the microchips into cemented electrical line-up along my spine, into my brain, into my throat there is one as wel so people like noem can force tears out of my eyes continuously as they are doing every day for hours, and for years my eyesight is severely damaged my skin ruined on my face etc) but they forced the stabilizing metal rod to be loose with a hook mechanism that the surgeon had placed, like a trick hook spring and I spent 2 years struggling to get health care while my family tried literally to have me imprisoned on a false charge--so I had to run for my life, and to the embrace of post Berlin Wall fall--germany in 1991 as I saw the end of the WWII effort to quell nazism with the resultant rise of nazism and now the people I knew back in the day are outfight nazi violent hate and one of them sits next to noem every single day; I know he is a very opportunistic person just as she is and their mergine is for both a quid pro quo operation plus sexual content as well so it seems as he is very gender fluid dynamic in that arena of persuasion to get more on his "side" and nothing like a boy toy appearing "punk" antifa lying abuser nazi which the fake humanitarian nazis of not woke whorewood gravitate towards more than a money-generating german nazi white boy man offering them everything for increasing nazi programming from within the united states and in return they get whatevrer in germany france etc. But to continue as hacking is making typing nearly impossible: this little horrid encounter today with the kulinski-bell hate team and me trying to respond without going into a flying rage--but my brain is always in shambles after being drugged while sleeping with poisons and drugs that render the body and brain so limp, penetrable and influenced and then alone, no support no love no friends no family no law no government only abuse, death threats from politicians ensuring that i have zero rights on any level and that they agree not just wholly but with violent relish my total destruction no human rights all constitution scrapped as they get more and more clout more monopoly on power in return handed to them by nazi central in the form of an "antifa" german punk--but before him was a white german male actor out of hamburg, and before that was another german male punching me in the face raping me sticking his penis in my mouth me reacting like I was deeply in love-smothereed with sickening poisons so it was still murder but the brain nervous system attacks and the crowds of the loveless celebrities the "femnist" women in particular who have stolen my ideas for years and years about women's empowerment watching smiling laughing and cheering this rape on and on and on--one hater after the next always out of europe

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