Friday, June 25, 2021

A sad and pathetic fight I must undergo

 I have tried my very best to have a career and a life that is full of exciting possibilities that are obtainable that showcase my personal talents. I have been attacked most viciously by this hate organization to which most of you reading this belong to. 


I am now confronted with a man who wants IMMEDIATELY to take me away to some location that is hostile to my very existence, or more so than the other places on this planet this hate organization has infiltrated with it's death squads and Imperialistic fascist undertones which are surfacing all over the globe to the delight of these haters who attack me ceaselessly. All of the men involved in teleporting me are busily involved in THEIR careers and are trying to yank me from my goals and aspirations to just live in peace with at least myself and one cat instead of being insulted, humiliated, raped, tortured, mutilated at the expense of these men who are violent, abusive and have no regard for me or what I need or want--(except to fill the protocols of this hate system that they all follow to the T and never deviate from an iota of the repetitive formulas I have had to endure for so many years--longer than a decade from one to the next and all murderous abusers and racists and haters --black, white, Jewish, Latino, etc it makes no different what "race" they belong to as the larger organization has enveloped the planet and there appear to be no individual characteristics of people involved in this global entity of hate and organized torture and murder that all of the people teleporting me are involved in. These are people who force themselves on me in the most intimate and personal ways that should have at least a semblance of intimacy but all have none and they all abandon me with hate and callous insensitivity once they obtain what they have been programmed and instructed to suck out of me and then insult, abuse and sometimes steal, rob and mutilate my body afterwards (or try to murder me). 

I am now confronted with a most ambitious man who is just another component/unit of this H-wood crowd to me by now they are almost indistinguishable except that the passion within this virtuouso violinist far exceeds the emptiness that is at the hollow center of these hollow men who are supposed to represent "art" in modern cinematic culture. 

I have worked for over 6 years to obtain a Masters Degree in any field and fought nearly for 2 decades to obtain health care. I have wanted to just live in peace and be able to establish some kind of career or sustainable lifestyle and have fought every single day to remove the hard poisons that so many of these hateful men and their wives, daughters, sons, my neighbors my family my friends my landlords all put into my body under orders for their promotion while I remain fighting one teleporting hateful rapist abuser user manipulating violent exploiter after the next--without end. 

He wants me to go to Germany and help him to achieve more status in his already packed life of support systems and all handed to him from childhood onwards and his belligerence at the concept of him being something akin to an entitled "Karen" when he addresses and demands all he can obtain out of me with demands for immediate gratification and submission and all he thinks he should automatically be handed, instantly, from me and anyone else he considers ripe for victimization and exploitation. 

This is the same mentality of all of these abusers and users from Whorewood who I detest and can't stand the sight of any longer. this man is also demanding that I have contact with him and with them and do all that he demands and commands and that I must have a baby and go live in Germany while he's going on a world tour next year. I have had to confront a Nazi organization in his home town of Aachen, Germany and I really do not want to return to that place. Regardless, the demand for his instantaneous career promotion out of using me in addition to his increasing violence towards me and the hostility from the group of people in H-wood I can only describe as being a huge pile of excremental bull hogwash con artistry is already influencing his every action towards me.

It appears that if it's a German man attacking me the red carpet treatment includes increasing violence towards me if the man wants to indulge his fantasies upon me with no restraint put upon him whatsoever by all the presidents involved in this hate scheme forced upon me.

I just want to live ALONE and this organization has forced me not only into dire poverty but has blocked all opportunities from me. They have stolen my cat La Moux and if she still lives I want her back returned to me, a house that is beautiful that this group is forced to pay for with full protection offered to me by the entity that should NEVER have allowed this situation to continue much less ever begin: the US Government and it's leadership which has been amiss in every aspect of Democracy towards me all my life but now should be forced to stop this contract and allow me to LIVE IN PEACE with financial restitution and the promise that I will not be terrorized any longer by these Neo-fascist Nazi and Mafia groups and that hate groups which have proliferated to the extent that there is a crisis in the United States concerning these groups and their intention to usurp the government of the United States. 


Hello? Where is anyone who is responsible for ANYTHING AND CAN connect the dots somewhat to this situation and the current crisis in the fascist Nazi movements within the US that almost destroyed the last election? Where is Biden where is Harris where is anyone who will defend me from this endless torture?


The insults and abuse from this man David Garrett are continuous I have no expectation of anything other than living in Hell if I am forced to be around any single one of these people attacking me in this teleportation torture situation, and the stalking organization is an inhuman group of sickness that also should be listed as enemies of humanity and there should be some attention focused upon this problem, but instead the group increases and flourishes from administration to administration. The future of the planet appears very dim and dark and negative indeed if people DO NOT STOP THIS TECHNOLOGY AND THESE PSYCHOPATHS who increase with the concept that they are FULLY ENTITLED TO DO WHATEVER THEY WANT IF THE TECHNOLOGY AND SILENCING OF THEIR CRIMES CONTINUES. The longer they are "allowed" to get away with these crimes the more violent and DISGUSTING they become.

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And this German man Garrett is demanding that I move to Germany and have a "baby" with him and all this other stuff that seems impossible for me to conceptualize as being anything other than some dismal hell that I could never get through for a single day. 

I have tried to have a career and now I must fight to establish my LIFE in a way that is not seriously life-threatening and to live at least ALONE so I can heal from the hell of other sick people who have been pasting chemicals into and on my body and  slicing into my body while people break into my room I am unconscious due to this microchip implant hell that the US Government has forced upon me. 

All I do is heal from years of violence while this group out of H-wood is embracing what is now a more violent rapist out of Germany and he's becoming more and more aggressive and demanding and nasty towards me as he has more contact with "them" who haven't stopped nearly murdering me for over a decade by now--every single day and night one of these hateful sick expletives after the next from rotten and filthy foul Whorewood, California . He wants to badly to be part of the celebrity culture and I just want to GET RID OF THEM ALL! Which means I live in peace, in a beautiful home around good-hearted and kindly people and this group must be forced to pay me for damages not only to my body but for my life, career and chances of having any kind of decent life that they have stolen from me in this unbelievable endless crime that no one is stopping or helping me to defend myself from.

And I want to live in peace, just to live without the hell of these foul people endlessly attacking me--these greedy rapist sleazy bigoted hate men who make sure I have no chances for a career as they tell me I'm a "loser" while they have my body mutilated and then tell me that the blonde sleazy rotten skanks they take to the parties and make love to and are wonderful towards as they all punch, slap, rape, have my body mutilated and smeared with damaging chemicals as they have funguses and viruses inserted into my body as they have my hair falling out with chemical treatments and my body raped while I'm teleported to them sitting around in circles yelling in hate at me-as they get award after award for this, deal after deal, promotion after promotion--while they steal ideas from me and torture me to obtain the ideas

WHEN WILL THIS HELL EVER BE STOPPED AND i CAN LIVE IN PEACE WITHOUT TORTURE, RAPE AND DISMEMBERMENT VIOLENCE ABUSE AND LOVELESS HATERS FORCING THEMSELVES ON ME THEN ABUSING ME AND TORTURING ME AFTERWARDS SO THEY CAN GET PROMOTIONS FOR THEMSELVES AND THEIR LOVERS?



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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.